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  thenherememberedhiswearingafullbeard。

  Hedressedhimselfasquicklyashecould,andwentdownintothehotelvestibule,wherehehadnoticedpeoplesellingflowerstheeveningbefore,buttherewasnoonetherewiththemnow,andnoneoftheflorists’shopsonthestreetwereopenyet。HecouldnotfindanythingtillhewenttotheProvidenceDepot,andthemantherehadtotakesomeofhisyesterday’sflowersoutoftherefrigeratorwherehekeptthem;hewasnotsuretheywouldbeveryfresh;buttheheavyrosebudshadfallenopen,andtheyweresuperb。Dantookalltherewere,andwhentheyhadbeensprinkledwithwater,andwrappedincottonbatting,andtiedroundwithpaper,itwasstillonlyquarterofeight,andheleftthemwiththemantillhecouldgethisbreakfastattheDepotrestaurant。Thereithadaconsolingeffectofnotbeingsoearly;manypeoplewerealreadybreakfasting,andwhenDansaid,withhisorder,“Hurryitup,please。”heknewthathewastakenforapassengerjustarrivedordeparting。Byafantasticimpulseheorderedeggsandbaconagain;hefelt,itafinederisionofthepastandasealoftriumphuponthepresenttohavethesamebreakfastafterhisacceptanceashehadorderedafterhisrejection;

  hewouldtellAliceaboutit,anditwouldamuseher。Heimaginedhowhewouldsayit,andshewouldlaugh;butshewouldbefullofaravishingcompassionforhispastsuffering。Theywerelongbringingthebreakfast;

  whenitcamehedespatcheditsoquicklythatitwasonlyhalfaftereightwhenhepaidhischeckatthecounter。Hetriedtobefiveminutesmoregettinghisflowers,butthemanhadthemallreadyforhim,anditdidnottakehimtenseconds。Hehadsaidhewouldcarrythemathalf-pastnine;butthinkingitoveronabenchintheGarden,hedecidedthathehadbettergosooner;theymightbreakfastearlier,andtherewouldbenofunifAlicedidnotfindtherosesbesideherplate:thatwasthewholeidea。ItwasnottillhestoodatthedoorofthePasmerapartmentthat。

  hereflectedthathewasnotaccomplishinghiswishtoseeAlicebyleavingherthoseflowers;hewasafool,fornowhewouldhavetopostponecomingalittle,becausehehadalreadycome。

  Thegirlwhoansweredthebelldidnotunderstandthechargehegaveherabouttheroses,andherepeatedhiswords。Someonepassingthroughtheroombeyondseemedtohesitateandpauseatthesoundofhisvoice。CoulditbeAlice?Thenheshouldseeher,afterall!Thegirllookedoverhershoulder,andsaid,“Mrs。Pasmer。”

  Mrs。Pasmercameforward,andhefellintoacomplicatedexplanationandapology。Attheendshesaid,“Youhadbettergivethemyourself。Shewillbeheredirectly。”Theywereintheroomnow,andMrs。Pasmermadethetimepassinrapidtalk;butDanfeltthatheoughttoapologisefromtimetotime。“No!“shesaid,lettingherselfgo。“Stayandbreakfastwithus,Mr。Mavering。Weshallbesogladtohaveyou。”

  AtlastAlicecamein,andtheydecorouslyshookhands。Mrs。Pasmerturnedawayasmileattheirdecorum。“Iwillseethatthere’saplaceforyou。”shesaid,leavingthem。

  Theywereinstantlyineachother’sarms。Itseemedtohimthatallthishadhappenedbecausehehadsostronglywishedit。

  “Whatisit,Dan?”Whatdidyoucomefor?”sheasked。

  “Toseeifitwasreallytrue,Alice。Icouldn’tbelieveit。”

  “Well——letmego——youmustn’t——it’stoosilly。Ofcourseit’strue。”Shepulledherselffree。“Ismyhairtumbled?Yououghtn’ttohavecome;

  it’sridiculous;butI’mgladyoucame。I’vebeenthinkingitallover,andI’vegotagreatmanythingstosaytoyou。Butcometobreakfastnow。”

  Shehadabusiness-likewayoftreatingthesituationthatwasmoreintoxicatingthansentimentwouldhavebeen,andgaveitmoreactuality。

  Mrs。Pasmerwasaloneatthetable,andexplainedthatAlice’sfatherneverbreakfastedwiththem,orveryseldom。“Whereareyourflowers?”

  sheaskedAlice。

  “Flowers?Whatflowers?”

  “ThatMr。Maveringbrought。”

  Theyalllookedatoneanother。Danranoutandbroughtinhisroses。

  “Theyweretryingtogetawayintheexcitement,Iguess,Mrs。Pasmer;I

  foundthembehindthedoor。”Hehadflungthemthere,withoutknowingit,whenMrs。PasmerlefthimwithAlice。

  Heexpectedhertojoinhimandhermotherinbeingamusedatthis,buthewasaswellpleasedtohavehertouchedathishavingbroughtthem,andtoturntheirgaietyoffinpraiseoftheroses。Shegotavaseforthem,andsetitonthetable。Henoticedforthefirsttimetheprettyhouse-

  dressshehadon,withitsbarredcorsageandunder-skirt,andtheheavysilkenropeknottedrounditatthewaist,anddroppinginheavytuftsorballsinfront。

  ThebreakfastwasContinentalinitssimplicity,andMrs。PasmersaidthattheyhadalwayskeptuptheirParishabitofalightbreakfast,eveninLondon,whereitwasnotsoeasytofollowforeigncustomsasitwasinAmerica。Shewasafraidhemightfindittoolight。Thenhetoldallabouthismorning’sadventure,endingwithhisbreakfastattheProvidenceDepot。Mrs。Pasmerenteredintothefunofit,butshesaiditwasforonlyonceinaway,andhemustnotexpecttobeletinifhecameatthathouranothermorning。Hesaidno;heunderstoodwhatanextraordinarypieceofluckitwasforhimtobethere;andhewastheretobebiddentodowhatevertheywished。Hesaidsomuchinrecognitionoftheirgoodness,thathebecameabashedbyit。Mrs。Pasmersatattheheadofthetable,andAliceacrossitfromhim,sofaroffthatsheseemedpartedfromhimbyaninsuperablemoraldistance。Awarmflushseemedtorisefromhisheartintohisthroatandstiflehim。Hewishedtoshedtears。

  HiseyeswerewetwithgratefulhappinessinansweringMrs。Pasmerthathewouldnothaveanymorecoffee。“Then。”shesaid,“wewillgointothedrawing-room;“butsheallowedhimandAlicetogoalone。

  Hewasstillinthatillusionofaweandofdistance,andhesubmittedtotheinterpositionofanothertablebetweentheirchairs。

  “Iwishtotalkwithyou。”shesaid,soseriouslythathewasfrightened,andsaidtohimself:“Nowsheisgoingtobreakitoff。Shehasthoughtitover,andshefindsshecan’tendureme。”

  “Well?”hesaidhuskily。

  Yououghtn’ttohavecomehere,youknow,thismorning。”

  “Iknowit。”hevaguelyconceded。“ButIdidn’texpecttogetin。”

  “Well,nowyou’rehere,wemayaswelltalk。Youmusttellyourfamilyatonce。”

  “Yes;I’mgoingtowritetothemassoonasIgetbacktomyroom。I

  couldn’tlastnight。”

  “Butyoumustn’twrite;youmustgo——andpreparetheirminds。”

  “Go?”heechoed。“Oh,thatisn’tnecessary!Myfatherknewaboutitfromthebeginning,andIguessthey’vealltalkeditover。Theirmindsareprepared。”Thesenseofhisimmeasurablesuperioritytoanyone’soppositionbegantodissipateDan’sunnaturalawe;atthepleadingfacewhichAliceputon,restingonecheekagainstthebackofoneofherclaspedhands,andleaningonthetablewithherelbows,hebegantobeteasedbythatsilkenroperoundherwaist。

  “Butyoudon’tunderstand,dear。”shesaid;andshesaid“dear“asiftheywereoldmarriedpeople。“Youmustgotoseethem,andtellthem;andthensomeofthemmustcometoseeme——yourfatherandsisters。”

  “Why,ofcourse。”Hiseyenowbecamefastenedtooneofthefluffysilkenballs。

  “AndthenmammaandImustgotoseeyourmother,mustn’twe?”

  “It’llbeveryniceofyou——yes。Youknowshecan’tcometoyou。”

  “Yes,that’swhatIthought,and——Whatareyoulookingat?”shedrewherselfbackfromthetableandfollowedthedirectionofhiseyewithawoman’sinstinctiveapprehensionofdisarray。

  Hewasashamedtotell。“Oh,nothing。Iwasjustthinking。”

  “What?”

  “Well,Idon’tknow。Thatitseemssostrangeanyoneelseshouldhaveanytodowithit——myfamilyandyours。ButIsupposetheymust。Yes,it’sallright。”

  “Why,ofcourse。Ifyourfamilydidn’tlikeit——“

  “Itwouldn’tmakeanydifferencetome。”saidDanresolutely。

  “Itwouldtome。”sheretorted,withtenderreproach。“Doyousupposeitwouldbepleasanttogointoafamilythatdidn’tlikeyon?Supposepapaandmammadidn’tlikeyou?”

  “ButIthoughttheydid。”saidMavering,withhismindstillpartlyontheropeandthefluffyball,butkeepinghiseyesaway。

  “Yes,theydo。”saidAlice。“Butyourfamilydon’tknowmeatall;andyourfather’sonlyseenmeonce。Can’tyouunderstand?I’mafraidwedon’tlookatitseriouslyenough——earnestly——andoh,Idowishtohaveeverythingdoneasitshouldbe!Sometimes,whenIthinkofit,itmakesmetremble。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitallthemorning,and——and——

  praying。”

  Danwantedtofallonhiskneestoher。TheideaofAliceinprayerwasfascinating“Iwishourlifetobeginwithothers,andnotwithourselves。Ifwe’reintrustedwithsomuchhappiness,doesn’titmeanthatwe’retodogoodwithit——togiveittoothersasifitweremoney?”

  ThenoblenessofthisthoughtstirredDangreatly;hiseyeswanderedbacktothesilkenrope;butnowitseemedtohimanemblemofvoluntarysufferingandself-sacrifice,likeadevotee’shempengirdle。Heperceivedthattheloveofthisangelicgirlwouldelevatehimandhallowhiswholelifeifhewouldletit。Heansweredher,fervently,thathewouldbeguidedbyherinthisasineverything;thatheknewhewasselfish,andhewasafraidhewasnotverygood;butitwasnotbecausehehadnotwishedtobeso;itwasbecausehehadnothadanyincentive。Hethoughthowmuchnoblerandbetterthiswasthanthetalkhehadusuallyhadwithgirls。Hesaidthatofcoursehewouldgohomeandtellhispeople;hesawnowthatitwouldmakethemhappieriftheycouldhearitdirectlyfromhim。Hehadonlythoughtofwritingbecausehecouldnotbeartothinkoflettingadaypasswithoutseeingher;butifhetooktheearlymorningtrainhecouldgetbackthesamenight,andstillhavethreehoursatPonkwassetFalls,andhewouldgothenextday,ifshesaidso。

  “Goto-day,Dan。”shesaid,andshestretchedoutherhandimpressivelyacrossthetabletowardhim。Heseizeditwithagushoftenderness,andtheydrewtogetherintheirresolutiontoliveforothers。Hesaidhewouldgoatonce。Butthenexttraindidnotleavetilltwoo’clock,andtherewasplentyoftime。Inthemeanwhileitwasintheaccomplishmentoftheirhighaimsthattheysatdownonthesofatogetherandtalkedoftheirfuture;Aliceconditioneditwhollyuponhispeople’sapprovalofher,whichseemedwildlyunnecessarytoMavering,andamusedhimimmensely。

  “Yes。”shesaid,“Iknowyouwillthinkmestrangeinagreatmanythings;

  butIshallneverkeepanythingfromyou,andI’mgoingtotellyouthatI

  wenttomatinsthismorning。”

  “Tomatins?”echoedDan。HewouldnotquitehavelikedheraCatholic;herememberedwithreliefthatshehadsaidshewasnotaRomanCatholic;

  thoughwhenhecametothink,hewouldnothavecaredagreatdeal。

  NothingcouldhavechangedherfrombeingAlice。

  “Yes,Iwishedtoconsecratethefirstmorningofourengagement;andI’malwaysgoing。IdeterminedthatIwouldgobeforebreakfast——thatwaswhatmadebreakfastsolate。Don’tyoulikeit?”sheaskedtimidly。

  “Likeit!“hesaid。“I’mgoingwithyou:“

  “Ohno!“sheturneduponhim。“Thatwouldn’tdo。”Shebecamegraveagain。“I’mgladyouapproveofit,forIshouldfeelthattherewassomethingwantingtoourhappiness。Ifmarriageisasacrament,whyshouldn’tanengagementbe?”

  “Itis。”saidDan,andhefeltthatitwasholy;tillthenhehadneverrealisedthatmarriagewasasacrament,thoughhehadoftenheardthephrase。

  Attheendofanhourtheytookatenderleaveofeachother,hastenedbythesoundofMrs。Pasmer’svoicewithout。Aliceescapedfromonedoorbeforehermotherenteredbytheother。Danremained,tryingtolookunconcerned,buthewassensibleofsucceedingsopoorlythathethoughthehadbetterofferhishandtoMrs。Pasmeratonce。HetoldherthathewasgoinguptoPonkwassetFallsattwoo’clock,andaskedhertopleaserememberhimtoMr。Pasmer。

  Shesaidshewould,andaskedhimifheweretobegonelong。

  “Ohno;justovernight——tillIcantellthemwhat’shappened。”HefeltitacomforttobetrivialwithMrs。Pasmer,afterbracinguptoAlice’sideals。“Isupposethey’llhavetoknow。”

  “Whatanexemplaryson!“saidMrs。Pasmer。“Yes,Isupposetheywill。”

  “IsupposeditwouldbeenoughifIwrote,butAlicethinksI’dbetterreportinperson。”

  “Ithinkyouhad,indeed!Anditwillbeagoodthingforyoubothtohavethetimeforclarifyingyourideas。Didshetellyoushehadbeenatmatinsthismorning?”AlightoflaughtertrembledinMrs。Pasmer’seyes,andMaveringcouldnotkeeparesponsivegleamoutofhisown。Inaninstantthededicationofhisengagementbymorningprayerceasedtobeahighandsolemnthought,andbecamedeliciouslyamusing;andthislaughingAliceoverwithhermotherdidmoretorealisethefactthatshewashisthananythingelsehadyetdone。

  Inthatdarkpassageoutsidehefelttwoarmsgotenderlyroundhisneck;

  andasoftshapestrainitselftohisheart。“Iknowyouhavebeenlaughingaboutme。Butyoumay。I’myoursnow,eventolaughat,ifyouwant。”

  “Youareminetofalldownandworship。”hevowed,withaninstantrevulsionoffeeling。

  Alicedidn’tsayanything;hefeltherhandfumblingabouthiscoatlapel。

  “Whereisyourbreastpocket?”sheasked;andhetookholdofherhand,whichleftacarte-de-visite-shapedsomethinginhis。

  “Itisn’tverygood。”shemurmured,aswellasshecould,withherlipsagainsthischeek,“butIthoughtyou’dliketoshowthemsomeproofofmyexistence。Ishallhavenoneofyourswhileyou’regone。”

  “OAlice!youthinkofeverything!“

  Hisheartwaspiercedbythesoftreproachimpliedinherwords;hehadnotthoughttoaskherforherphotograph,butshehadthoughttogiveit;

  shemusthavefeltitstrangethathehadnotaskedforit,andshehadmeanttoslipitinhispocketandlethimfinditthere。Butevenhispangofself-upbraidingwasapartofhistransport。Heseemedtofloatdownthestairs;hismindwasinadeliriouswhirl。“Ishallgomad。”hesaidtohimselfintheexcessofhisjoy——“Ishalldie!“

  XXVIII。

  ThepartingscenewithAlicepersistedinMavering’sthoughtfaronthewaytoPonkwassetFalls。Henowsucceededinsayingeverythingtoher:

  howdeeplyhefelthergivinghimherphotographtocheerhiminhisseparationfromher;howmuchheappreciatedherforethoughtinprovidinghimwithsomeanswerwhenhismotherandsistersshouldaskhimaboutherlooks。Hetookoutthepicture,andpretendedtotheotherpassengerstobelookingverycloselyatit,andsomanagedtokissit。Hetoldherthatnowheunderstoodwhatlovereallywas;howpowerful;howitdidconquereverything;thatithadchangedhimandmadehimalreadyabetterman。Hemadeherrefuseallmeritinthework。

  Whenhebegantoformulatethefactsforcommunicationtohisfamily,lovedidnotseemsopotent;hefoundhimselfashamedofhispassion,oratleastunwillingtoletitbeitsownexcuseeven;hehadawishtogiveitalmostanyotherappearance。UntilhecameinsightofthestationandtheWorks,ithadnotseemedpossibleforanyonetoobjecttoAlice。Hehadbeengoinghomeasamatterofformtoreceivetheadhesionofhisfamily。Butnowhewasforcedtoseethatshemightbeconsideredcritically,evenreluctantly。ThiswouldonlybebecausehisfamilydidnotunderstandhowperfectAlicewas;buttheymightnotunderstand。

  Withhisfathertherewouldbenodifficulty。HisfatherhadseenAliceandadmiredher;hewouldbeallright。Danfoundhimselfhopingthisratheranxiously,asiffromtheinstinctiveneedofhisfather’ssupportwithhismotherandsisters。HestoppedattheWorkswhenheleftthetrain,andfoundhisfatherinhisprivateofficebeyondthebook-keeper’spicket-fence,whichhepenetrated,withanodtotheaccountant。

  “Hello,Dan!“saidhisfather,lookingup;and“Hello,father!“saidDan。

  Beingalone,thefatherandsonnotonlyshookhands,butkissedeachother,astheyusedtodoinmeetingafteranabsencewhenDanwasyounger。

  Hehadclosedhisfather’sdoorwithhislefthandingivinghisright,andnowhesaidatonce,“Father,I’vecomehometotellyouthatI’mengagedtobemarried。”

  Danhadprearrangedhisfather’sbehaviouratthisannouncement,buthenowperceivedthathewouldhavetomodifythesceneifitweretorepresentthefacts。Hisfatherdidnotbrightenalloveranddemand,“MissPasmer,ofcourse?”hecontrivedtohidewhateverstartthenewshadgivenhim,andwassometimeinasking,withhissoftlisp,“Isn’tthatrathersudden,Dan?”

  “Well,notforme。”saidDan,laughinguneasily。It’s——youknowher,father——MissPasmer。”

  “Ohyes。”saidhisfather,certainlynotwithdispleasure,andyetnotwithenthusiasm。

  “I’vehadeversinceClassDaytothinkitover,andit——cametoaclimaxyesterday。”

  “Andthenyoustoppedthinking。”saidhisfather——togaintime,itappearedtoDan。

  “Yes,sir。”saidDan。“Ihaven’tthoughtsince。”

  “Well。”saidhisfather,withanamusementwhichwasnotunfriendly。Headded,afteramoment,“ButIthoughtthathadbeenbrokenoff。”andDan’sinstinctpenetratedtothelurkingfactthathisfathermusthavetalkedtheruptureoverwithhismother,andnotwhollyregrettedit。

  “Therewasakindof——hitchatonetime。”headmitted;“butit’sallrightnow。”

  “Well,well。”saidhisfather,“thisisgreatnews——greatnews。”andheseemedtobeshapinghimselftothenewpostureofaffairs,whilegivingitaconditionalrecognition。“She’sabeautifulcreature。”

  “Isn’tshe?”criedDan,withalittlebreakinhisvoice,forhehadfoundhisfather’smannerrathertrying。“Andshe’sgoodtoo。Iassureyouthatsheis——sheissimplyperfecteveryway。”

  “Well。”saidtheelderMavering,risingandpullingdowntherollingtopofhisdesk,“I’mgladtohearit,foryoursake,Dan。Haveyoubeenupatthehouseyet?”

  “No;I’mjustoffthetrain。”

  “Howishermother——howisMrs。Pasmer?Allwell?”

  “Yes,sir。”saidDan;“they’reallverywell。Youdon’tknowMr。Pasmer,Ibelieve,sir,doyou?”

  “Notsincecollege。Whatsortofpersonishe?”

  “He’sveryrefinedandquiet。Veryhandsome。Verycourteous。Veryniceindeed。”

  “Ah!that’sgood。”saidElbridgeMavering,withtheeffectofnothavingbeenveryattentivetohisson’sanswer。

  Theywalkedupthelongslopeofthehillsideonwhichthehousestood,overlookingthevalleywheretheWorkswere,andfrontingtheplateauacrosstheriverwherethevillageofoperatives’houseswasscattered。

  Thepalinglightofwhathadbeenaveryredsunsetflushedthem,andbroughtoutthepicturesquenesswhichthearchitect,whodesignedthemforaparticulareffectintheviewfromtheowner’smansion,hadintended。

  Agoodcarriageroadfollowedtheeasiestlineofascenttowardsthisedifice,andreachedagateway。Withinitbegantodescribeacurveborderedwithasphaltedfootwaystothebroadverandahofthehouse,andthendescendedagaintothegate。Thegroundsenclosedwereplantedwithdeciduousshrubs,whichhadnowmostlydroppedtheirleaves,andclumpsoffirsdarkeningintheeveninglightwiththegleamofsomegardenstatuesshiveringaboutthelawnnextthehouse。ThebreezegrewcolderandstifferasthefatherandsonmountedtowardthemansionwhichDanusedtobelievewaslikeachateau,withitsMansard-roofanddormerwindowsandchimneys。Itnowblockeditsspacesharplyoutofthethinpinkofthewesternsky,anditslightssparkledwithawintrykeennesswhichhadoftenthrilledDanwhenheclimbedthehillfromthestationinformerhomecomings。Theirbrilliancygavehimastrangesinkingoftheheartfornoreason。HeandhisfatherhadkeptupasortofdesultorytalkaboutAlice,andhecouldnothavesaidthathisfatherhadseemedindifferent;

  hehadtouchedtheaffaironlytooacquiescently;itwaspainfullylikeeverythingelse。Whentheycameinfullsightofthehouse,Danleftthesubject,asherealisedpresently,fromareasonlessfearofbeingoverheard。

  “Itseemsmuchlaterhere,sir,thanitdoesinBoston。”hesaid,glancingroundatthemaples,whichstoodragged,withhalftheirleavesblownfromthem。

  “Yes;we’reinthehills,andwe’refurthernorth。”answeredhisfather。

  “There’sMinnie。”

  Danhadseenhissisterontheverandah,pausingatsightofhim,andpuzzledtomakeoutwhowaswithherfather。Hehadanimpulsetohailherwithashout,buthecouldnot。Inhislastwalkwithherhehadtoldherthatheshouldnevermarry,andtheyhadplannedtolivetogether。Itwasajoke;butnowhefeltasifhehadcometorobherofsomething,andhewalkedsoberlyonwithhisfather。

  “Why,Dan,yougood-for-nothingfellow!“shecalledoutwhenhecamenearenoughtobeunmistakable,andrandownthestepstokisshim。“Whatintheworldareyoudoinghere?Whendidyoucome?Whydidn’tyouhollo,insteadoflettingmestandhereguessing?You’renotsick,areyou?”

  Thefathergothimselfindoorsunnoticedintheexcitementofthebrother’sarrival。ThiswouldhavebeenthebestmomentforDantotellhissisterofhisengagement;heknewit,butheparriedhercuriosityabouthiscoming;andthenhissisterEunicecameout,andhecouldnotspeak。Theyallwenttogetherintothehouseflamingwithnaphthagas,andwiththesteamheatalreadyon,andDansaidhewouldtakehisbagtohisroom,andthencomedownagain。Heknewthathehadleftthemtothinkthattherewassomethingverymysteriousinhiscoming,andwhilehewashedawaythegrimeofhisjourneyhewasplanninghowtoappearperfectlynaturalwhenheshouldgetbacktohissisters。Herecollectedthathehadnotaskedeitherthemorhisfatherhowhismotherwas,butitwascertainlynotbecausehismindwasnotfullofher。Alicenowseemedveryremotefromhim,furthereventhanhisgun,orhisboyishcollectionofmothsandbutterflies,onwhichhiseyefellinrovingabouthisroom。

  Forabitterinstantitseemedtohimasiftheywereallaliketoys,andinasuddendespairheaskedhimselfwhathadbecomeofhishappiness。ItwasscarcelyhalfadaysincehehadpartedintransportfromAlice。

  Hemadepretextstokeepfromreturningatoncetohissisters,anditwasnearlyhalfanhourbeforehewentdowntothem。Bythattimehisfatherwaswiththeminthelibrary,andtheywerewaitingteaforhim。

  XXIX。

  Afamilyofrichpeopleinthecountry,apartfromintellectualinterests,isapttogormandise;andtheMaveringsalwayssatdowntoaluxurioustable,whichwasmostabundantandtemptingatthemealtheycalledtea,whentheinventionofthePortugueseman-cookwastaxedtosupplythedemandsofappetitesatonceeagerandfastidious。Theyprolongedthemealasmuchaspossibleinwinter,andDanusedtoliketogethomejustintimeforteawhenhecameupfromHarvard;itwasalwaysveryjolly,andhebroughtaboy’shungertoitsabundance。Thedining-room,fullofshininglight,andtreatedfromthelow-downgrate,wasapleasantplace。

  Butnowhisspiritsfailedtorisewiththephysicalcheer;hewasalmostbashfullysilent;hesatcowedinthepresenceofhissisters,andcarewornintheplacewhereheusedtobesogayandbold。Theywerewaitingtohavehimbeginabouthimself,ashealwaysdidwhenhehadbeenaway,andwerereadytosympathisewithhisegotism,whatevernewturnittook。Hemystifiedthembyaskingaboutthemandtheiraffairs,andbydealinginfutilegeneralities,insteadoflaunchingoutwithanybusinessthathehappenedatthetimetobefullof。Buthedidnotattendtotheiranswerstohisquestions;hewasabsent-minded,andonlyknewthathisfacewasflushed,andthathewasobviouslyillatease。

  Hisyoungersisterturnedfromhimimpatientlyatlast。“Father,whatisthematterwithDan?”

  Herboldrecognitionoftheircommonconstraintbrokeitdown。Danlookedathisfatherwithhelplessconsent,andhisfathersaidquietly,“Hetellsmehe’sengaged。”

  “Whatnonsense!“saidhissisterEunice。

  “Why,Dan!“criedMinnie;andhefeltareproachinherwordswhichthewordsdidnotexpress。Asilencefollowed,inwhichthefatheralongwentonwithhissupper。ThegirlssatstaringatDanwithincredulouseyes。

  Hebecamesuddenlyangry。

  “Idon’tknowwhat’ssoveryextraordinaryaboutit,orwhythereshouldbesuchapother。”hebegan;andheknewthathewasinsolentlyignoringabundantreasonsforpother,iftherehadbeenanypother。“Yes,I’mengaged。”

  Heexpectednowthattheywouldbelievehim,andaskwhomhewasengagedto;butapparentlytheywerestillunabletorealiseit。Hewasobligedtogoon。“I’mengagedtoMissPasmer。”

  “ToMissPasmer!“repeatedEunice。

  “ButIthought——“Minniebegan,andthenstopped。

  Dancommandedhistemperbyastrongeffort,andcondescendedtoexplain。

  “Therewasamisunderstanding,butit’sallrightnow;Ionlymetheryesterday,and——it’sallright。”HehadtokeeponignoringwhathadpassedbetweenhimandhissistersduringthemonthhespentathomeafterhisreturnfromCampobello。Hedidnotwishtodoso;hewouldhavebeengladtolaughoverthatepochofill-concealedheart-breakwiththem;butthewaytheyhadtakenthefactofhisengagementmadeitimpossible。Hewasforcedtokeepthematadistance;theyforcedhim。“I’mglad。”headdedbitterly,“thatthenewsseemstobesoagreeabletomyfamily。

  Thankyouforyourcordialcongratulations。”Heswallowedalargecupoftea,andkeptlookingdown。

  “Howsilly!“saidEunice,whowasmuchtheoldestofthethree。“Didyouexpectustofalluponyourneckbeforewecouldbelieveitwasn’tahoaxoffather’s?”

  “Ahoax!“Danburstout。

  “Isuppose。”saidMinnie,withmockmeekness,“thatifwe’retobedevoured,it’snousesayingwedidn’troilthebrook。I’msureI

  congratulateyou,Dan,withallmyheart。”sheadded,withatremblingvoice。

  “IcongratulateMissPasmer。”saidEunice,“onsecuringsuchaveryreasonablehusband。”

  WhenEunicefirstbecameayoungladyshewassomucholderthanDanthatinhismother’sabsenceshesometimesauthorisedherselftoboxhisears,tillshewasfinallyoverthrowninbattlebythegrowingboy。Shestillfeltherselfsomuchhistutelarygeniusthatshecouldnotlettheideaofhisengagementaweher,orkeepherfromgivinghimaneededlesson。

  Danjumpedtohisfeet,andpassionatelythrewhisnapkinonhischair。

  “There,thatwilldo,Eunice!“interposedthefather。“Sitdown,Dan,anddon’tbeanass,ifyouareengaged。Doyouexpecttocomeupherewithabombshellinyourpocket,andexplodeitamonguswithoutcausinganycommotion?Wealldesireyourhappiness,andwearegladifyouthinkyou’vefoundit,butwewanttohavetimetorealiseit。Wehadonlyadjustedourmindstotheapparentfactthatyouhadn’tfounditwhenyouwereherebefore。”Hisfatherbeganveryseverely,butwhenheendedwiththisrecognitionofwhattheyhadallblinkedtillthen,theylaughedtogether。

  “Mypillowisn’tdryyet,withthetearsIshedforyou,Dan。”saidMinniedemurely。

  “Ishallhavetocountermandmymourning。”saidEunice,“andwearloudercoloursthanever。Unless。”sheadded,“MissPasmerchangeshermindagain。”

  Thisdivinationofthepastgavethemallachanceforanotherlaugh,andDan’ssistersbegantoreconcilethemselvestothefactofhisengagement,ifnottoMissPasmer。Inwhatwasabstractlysodisagreeabletherewasthecomfortthattheycouldjokeabouthishappiness;theyhadnotfeltfreetomakelightofhismiserywhenhewasathomebefore。Theybegantoaskallthequestionstheycouldthinkofastohowandwhen,andtheyassimilatedthefactmoreandmoreinacquiringtheseparticularsandmakingamockofthemandhim。

  “Ofcourseyouhaven’tgotherphotograph。”suggestedEunice。“Youknowwe’veneverhadthepleasureofmeetingtheyoungladyyet。”

  “Yes。”Danowned,blushing,“Ihave。ShethoughtImightliketoshowittomother:Butitisn’t——“

  “Averygoodone——theyneverare。”saidMinnie。

  “Anditwastakenseveralyearsago——theyalwaysare。”saidEunice。

  “Andshedoesn’tphotographwell,anyway。”

  “Andthisonewasjustafteralongfitofsickness。”

  Dandrewitoutofhispocket,aftersomefumblingforit,whilehetoleratedtheirgibes。

  Euniceputhernosetoit。“Ihopeit’syourcigarettesitsmellsof。”

  shesaid。

  “Yes;shedoesn’tusetheweed。”answeredDan。

  “Oh,Ididn’tmeanthat,exactly。”returnedhissister,holdingthepictureoffatarm’slength,andviewingitcriticallywithcontractedeyes。

  Dancouldnothelplaughing。“Idon’tthinkit’sbeennearanyothercigar-case。”heansweredtranquilly。

  Minnielookedatitverynearto,coveringallbutthefacewithherhand。

  “Dan,she’slovely!“shecried,andDan’sheartleapedintohisthroatAshegratefullymethissister’seyes。

  “You’lllikeher,Min。”

  Eunicetookthephotographfromherforasecondscrutiny。“She’scertainlyverystylish。Ratherabeakofanose,andalittletoobird——

  likeonthewhole。Butsheisn’tsobad。Isitlikeher?”sheaskedwithaglanceatherfather。

  “Imightsay——afterlooking。”hereplied。

  “True!Ididn’tknowbutDanhadshownittoyouassoonasyoumet。Heseemedtobeinsuchahurrytoletusallknow。”

  Thefathersaid,“Idon’tthinkitflattersher。”andhelookedatitmorecarefully。“Notmuchofhermotherthere?”hesuggestedtoDan。

  “No,sir;she’smorelikeherfather。”

  “Well,afterallthisexcitement,IbelieveI’llhaveanothercupoftea,andtakesomethingtoeat,ifMissPasmer’sphotographdoesn’tobject。”

  saidEunice,andshereplenishedhercupandplate。

  “Whatcolouredhairandeyeshasshe,Dan?”askedMinnie。

  Hehadtothinksoastobeexact。“Well,youmightsaytheywereblack,hereyebrowsaresodark。ButIbelievethey’reasortofgreyish-blue。”

  “Notanuncommoncolourforeyes。”saidEunice,“butratherpeculiarforhair。”

  Theygottomakingfunofthepicture,andDantoldthemaboutAliceandherfamily;thefatherleftthematthetable,andthencamebackwithwordfromDan’smotherthatshewasreadytoseehim。

  XXX。

  Byeighto’clockintheeveningthepainwithwhicheverydaybeganforMrs。Maveringwaslulled,andherjarrednerveswerestayedbytheopiatestillshefellasleepaboutmidnight。Inthisintervalthefamilygatheredintoherroom,andbroughthertheirnewsandthecheeroftheirhealth。

  Thegirlschatteredononesideofherbed,andtheirfathersatwithhisnewspaperontheother,andreadaloudthepassageswhichhethoughtwouldinteresther,whileshelayproppedamongherpillows,brilliantlyeagerfortheworldopeningthisglimpseofitselftohershiningeyes。Thatwasonhergoodnights,whenthedrugsdidtheirwork,butthereweretimeswhentheyfailed,andtheday’sagonyprolongeditselfthroughtheevening,andthesleepwonatlastwasaheavystupor。Thenthesufferer’stempergavewayunderthestress;shebecamethetormentshesuffered,andtoretheheartssheloved。Mostofall,sheafflictedthemanwhohadbeensofaithfultohermisery,andmaddenedhimtoreprisals,ofwhichheafterwardabjectlyrepented。Hertonguewassharpenedbypain,andpitilesslyskilledtoinculpateandtopunish;itpiercedandburnedlikefirebutwhenagooddaycameagainshemadeituptothevictimsbytheangelicsweetnessandsanitywhichtheyfeltwasherrealself;thecrueltywasonlythemaskofhersuffering。

  Whenshewasbettertheybroughttoherroomanybodywhowasstayingwiththem,andshelikedthemtobejollyinthespaciouschamber。Thepleasantestthingsofthehousewereassembled,andallitscomfortsconcentrated,intheplacewhichsheandtheyknewsheshouldquitbutonce。Itwasmadegaywithflowersandpictures;itwasthesalonforthosefortunatehourswhenshebecamethelightestandblithestofthecompanyinit,andmadetheyoungestguestforgetthattherewassicknessorpainintheworldbythespiritwithwhichsheignoredherown。Herlaughbecameyoungagain;shejoked;sheenteredintowhattheyweredoingandreadingandthinking,andsentthemawayfullofthesympathywhichinthismoodofhersshehadforeverymoodinothers。Girlssighedouttheirwonderandenvytoherdaughterswhentheylefther;theyoungmenwhomshecaptivatedwithherdivinationoftheirpassionsorambitionswentawaycelebratinghersupernaturalknowledgeofhumannature。Thenexteveningaftersomenightofrareandhappyexcitement,thefamilysawhernursecarryingthepicturesandflowersandvasesoutofherroom,insignofherrenunciationofthemall,andassembledsilently,shrinkingly,inherchamber,totakeeachtheirportionofheranguish,oftheblameandthepenalty。Thehouseholdadjusteditselftoherhumours,forshewassupremeinit。

  WhenDanusedtocomehomefromHarvardsheputonaprettycapforhim,anddistinguishedhimascompanybycertainlaceshidingherwastedframe,andgivingtheirpatheticcoquetrytohertransparentwrists。Hewasherfavourite,andthegirlsacknowledgedhimso,andmadetheirfunofherforspoilinghim。Hefoundoutashegrewupthatherbrokenhealthdatedfromhisbirth,andatfirstthisdeeplyaffectedhim;buthisyounglifesoonlostthekeennessoftheimpression,andhelovedhismotherbecauseshelovedhim,andnotbecauseshehadbeendyingforhimsomanyyears。

  Ashenowcameintoherroom,andthewaiting-womanwentoutofitwithherusual,“Well,Mr。Dan!“thetendernesswhichfilledhimatsightofhismotherwasmixedwiththatsenseofguiltwhichhadtormentedhimattimeseversincehemethissisters。Hewasgoingtotakehimselffromher;herealisedthat。

  “Well,Dan!“shecalled,sogailythathesaidtohimself,“No,fatherhasn’ttoldheranythingaboutit。”andwasinstantlyabletoanswerherascheerfully,“Well,mother!“

  Hebentoverhertokissher,andtheodourofthecleanlinenminglingwiththatoftheopium,andthecolognewithwhichshehadtriedtobanishitsscent,openedtohimoneofthosevastreachesofassociationswhichperfumescanunlock,andhesawherlyingtherethroughthoseyearsofpain,asmanyashalfhislife,andsuddenlythetearsgushedintohiseyes,andhefellonhisknees,andhidhisfaceinthebed-clothesandsobbed。

  Shekeptsmoothinghishead,whichshookunderherthinhand,andsaying,“PoorDan!poorDan!“butdidnotquestionhim。Heknewthatsheknewwhathehadcometotellher,andthathistears,whichhadnotbeenmeantforthat,hadmadeinterestwithherforhimandhiscause,andthatshewasalreadyonhisside。

  Hetriedboyishlytodignifythesituationwhenheliftedhisface,andhesaid,“Ididn’tmeantocomeboohooingtoyouinthisway,andI’mashamedofmyself。”

  “Iknow,Dan;butyou’vebeenwroughtup,andIdon’twonder。Youmustn’tmindyourfatherandyoursisters。Ofcourse,they’rerathersurprised,andtheydon’tlikeyourtakingyourselffromthem——we,noneofusdo。”

  AtthesehonestwordsDantriedtobecomehonesttoo。Atleasthedroppedhispretenceofdignity,andbecameasalittlechildinhissimplegreedforsympathy。“Butitisn’tnecessarilythat;isit,mother?”

  “Yes,it’sallthat,Dan;andit’sallright,becauseit’sthat。Wedon’tlikeit,butournotlikingithasnothingtodowithitsbeingrightorwrong。”

  “Isupposedthatfatherwouldhavebeenpleased,anyway;forhehasseenher,and——and。Ofcoursethegirlshaven’t,butIthinktheymighthavetrustedmyjudgmentalittle。I’mnotquiteafool。”

  Hismothersmiled。“Oh,itisn’taquestionofthewisdomofyourchoice;

  it’stheunexpectedness。Weallsawthatyouwereveryunhappywhenyouwereherebefore,andwesupposedithadgonewrong。”

  “Ithad,mother。”saidDan。“SherefusedmeatCampobello。Butitwasamisunderstanding,andassoonaswemet——“

  “Iknewyouhadmetagain,andwhatyouhadcomehomefor,andItoldyourfatherso,whenhecametosayyouwerehere。”

  “Didyou,mother?”heasked,charmedatherhavingguessedthat。

  “Yes。Shemustbeagoodgirltosendyoustraighthometotellus。”

  “YouknewIwouldn’thavethoughtofthatmyself。”saidDanjoyously。“I

  wantedtowrite;Ithoughtthatwoulddojustaswell。Ihatedtoleaveher,butshemademecome。Sheisthebest,andthewisest,andthemostunselfish-Omother,Ican’ttellyouabouther!Youmustseeher。Youcan’trealisehertillyouseeher,mother。You’lllikeeachother,I’msureofthat。You’rejustalike。”ItseemedtoDanthattheywereexactlyalike。

  “Thenperhapswesha’n’t。”suggestedhismother。“Letmeseeherpicture。”

  “HowdidyouknowIhadit?Ifithadn’tbeenforher,Ishouldn’thavebroughtany。SheputitintomypocketjustasIwasleaving。Shesaidyouwouldallwanttoseewhatshelookedlike。”

  Hehadtakenitoutofhispocket,andheheldit,smilingfondlyuponit。

  Aliceseemedtosmilebackathim。Hehadlostherinthereluctanceofhisfatherandsisters;andnowhismother——itwashismotherwhohadgivenhertohimagain。Hethoughthowtenderlyhelovedhismother。

  Whenhecouldyieldherthephotograph,shelookedlongandsilentlyatit。“Shehasagreatdealofcharacter,Dan。”

  “Thereyou’vehitit,mother!I’dratheryouwouldhavesaidthatthananythingelse。Butdon’tyouthinkshe’sbeautiful?She’sthegentlestcreature,whenyoucometoknowher!Iwasawfullyafraidofheratfirst。Ithoughtshewasveryhaughty。Butsheisn’tatall。She’sreallyveryself-depreciatory;shethinkssheisn’tgoodenoughforme。

  Yououghttohearhertalk,mother,asIhave。She’sfullofthenoblestideals——ofbeingofsomeuseintheworld,ofbeingself-devoted,and——allthatkindofthing。Andyoucanseethatshe’scapableofit。Heraunt’sinaProtestantsisterhood。”hesaid,withasolemnitywhichdidnotseemtocommunicateitselftohismother,forMrs。Maveringsmiled。Dansmiledtoo,andsaid:“ButIcan’ttellyouaboutAlice,mother。She’sperfect。”

  Hisheartoverflowedwithprouddelightinher,andhewasfoolenoughtoadd,“She’ssoaffectionate!“

  Hismotherkeptherselffromlaughing。“Idaresaysheis,Dan——withyou。”Thenshehidallbuthereyeswiththephotograph,andgaveway。

  “Whatadonkey!“saidDan,meaninghimself。“IfIgoon,Ishalldisgustyouwithher。WhatImeanisthatsheisn’tatallproud,asIusedtothinkshewas。”

  “Nogirlis,underthecircumstances。Shehasallshecandotobeproudofyou。”

  “Doyouthinkso,mother?”“hesaid,enrapturedwiththenotion。“I’vedonemybest——ormyworst——nottogiveheranyreasontobeso。”

  “Shedoesn’t’wantany——thelessthebetter。Yousillyboy!Don’tyousupposeshewantstomakeyououtofwholeclothjustasyoudowithher?

  Shedoesn’twantanyfactstostartwith;they’dbeintheway。Well,now,Icanmakeout,withyourhelp,whattheyoungladyis;butwhatarethefatherandmother?They’reratherimportantinthesecases。”

  “Oh,they’rethenicestkindofpeople。”saidDan,inoptimisticgeneralisation。“You’dlikeMrs。Pasmer。She’sawfullynice。”

  “DoyousaythatbecauseyouthinkIwouldn’t?”askedhismother。“Isn’tsheratherslyandhum-bugging?”

  “Well,yes,sheis,toacertainextent。”Danadmitted,withalaugh。

  “Butshedoesn’tmeananyharmbyit。She’sextremelykind-hearted。”

  “Toyou?Idaresay。AndMr。Pasmerisratherunderherthumb?”

  “Well,yes,youmightsaythumb。”Danconsented,feelingituselesstodefendthePasmersagainstthisanalysis。

  “Wewon’tsayheel。”returnedhismother;“we’retoopolite。Andyourfathersayshehadthereputationincollegeofbeingoneofthemostselfishfellowsintheworld。He’sneverdoneanythingsincebutlosemostofhismoney。He’sbeenabsolutelyidleanduselessallhisdays。”

  Sheturnedhervividblueeyessuddenlyuponherson’s。

  Danwinced。“Youknowhowhardfatherisuponpeoplewhohaven’tdoneanything。It’samaniaofhis。OfcourseMr。Pasmerdoesn’tshowtoadvantagewherethere’sno——noleisureclass。”

  “Poorman!“

  Danwasgoingtosay,“He’sveryamiable,though。”buthewasafraidofhismother’sretorting,“Toyou?”andheheldhispeace,lookingchapfallen。

  Whetherhismothertookpityonhimornot,hernextsallywasconsoling。

  “ButyourAlicemaynottakeaftereitherofthem。Herfatheristheworstofhisbreed,itseems;therestareusefulpeople,fromwhatyourfatherknows,andthere’sagreatdealtobehopedforcollaterally。Shehadanuncleincollegeatthesametimewhowaseverythingthatherfatherwasnot。”

  “OneofherauntsisinoneofthoseProtestantreligioushousesinEngland。”repeatedDan。

  “Oh!“saidhismothershortly,“Idon’tknowthatIlikethatparticularly。Butprobablysheisn’tuselessthere。IsAliceveryreligious?”

  “Well,Isuppose。”saidDan,withasmileforthedevotionsthatcameintohisthought,“she’swhatwouldbecalled’Piscopalpious。”

  Mrs。Maveringreferredtothephotograph,whichshestillheldinherhand。“Well,she’spureandgood,atanyrate。Isupposeyoulookforwardtoalongengagement?”

  Danwassomewhattakenabackatasuppositionsoverycontrarytowhatwasinhismind。“Well,Idon’tknow。Why?”

  “Itmightbesaidthatyouareveryyoung。HowoldisAgnes——Alice,I

  mean?”

  “Twenty-one。Butnow,lookhere,mother!It’snouseconsideringsuchathingintheabstract,isit?”

  “No。”saidhismother,withasmileforwhatmightbecoming。

  “ThisisthewayI’vebeenviewingit;Imaysayit’sthewayAlicehasbeenviewingit——orMrs。Pasmer,rather。”

  “DecidedlyMrs。Pasmer,rather。Betterbehonest,Dan。”

  “I’lldomybest。Iwasthinking,hoping,thatis,thatasI’mgoingrightintothebusiness——havegoneintoitalready,infact——andcouldbeginlifeatonce,thatperhapstherewouldn’tbemuchsenseinwaitingagreatwhile。”

  “Yes?”

  “That’sall。Thatis,ifyouandfatherareagreed。”Hereflecteduponthisprovision,andadded,withalaughofconfusionandpleasure:“ItseemstobesoverymuchmoreofafamilyaffairthanIusedtothinkitwas。”

  “Youthoughtitconcernedjustyouandher?”saidhismother,witharchsympathy。

  “Well,yes。”

  “Poorfellow!Sheknewbetterthanthat,youmaybesure。Atanyrate,hermotherdid。”

  “WhatMrs。Pasmerdoesn’tknowisn’tprobablyworthknowing。”saidDan,withanamusedsenseofheromniscience。

  “Ithoughtso。”sighedhismother,smilingtoo。“Andnowyoubegintofindoutthatitconcernsthefamiliesinalltheirbranchesonbothsides。”

  “Oh,ifitstoppedatthefamiliesandtheirramifications!Butitseemstotakeinsocietyandthegeneralpublic。”

  “Soitdoes——morethanyoucanrealise。Youcan’tgetmarriedtoyourselfalone,asyoungpeoplethink;andifyoudon’tmarryhappily,yousinagainstthepeaceandcomfortofthewholecommunity。”

  “Yes,that’swhatI’mchieflylookingoutfornow。Idon’twantanyofthosepeopleinCentralAfricatosuffer。That’sthereasonIwanttomarryAliceattheearliestopportunity。ButIsupposethere’llhavetobeaMaveringembassytothehighcontractingpowersoftheotherpartnow?”

  “Yourfatherandoneofthegirlshadbettergodown。”

  “Yes?”

  “AndinviteMr。andMrs。Pasmerandtheirdaughtertocomeuphere。”

  “Allonprobation?”

  “Ohno。Ifyou’repleased,Dan——“

  Iam,mother——measurably。”Theybothlaughedatthismildwayofputtingit。

  “Why,thenit’stobesupposedthatwe’reallpleased。Youneedn’tbringthewholePasmerfamilyhometolivewithyou,ifyoudomarrythemall。”

  “No。”saidDan,andsuddenlybebecameverydistraught。ItflashedthroughhimthathismotherwasexpectinghimtocomehomewithAlicetolive,andthatshewouldnotbeatallpleasedwithhisschemeofaEuropeansojourn,whichMrs。Pasmerhadsocordiallyadopted。Hewasamazedthathehadnotthoughtofthat,butherefusedtoseeanydifficultywhichhishappinesscouldnotcopewith。

  “No,there’sthatviewofit。”hesaidjollily;andheburiedhismomentaryanxietyoutofsight,and,asitwere,danceduponitsgrave。

  Nevertheless,hehadadesiretogetquicklyawayfromthespot。“IhopetheMaveringembassywon’tbeagreatwhilegettingreadytogo。”hesaid。

  “Ofcourseit’sallright;butIshouldn’twantanappearanceofreluctanceexactly,youknow,mother;andifthereshouldbemuchofanintervalbetweenmygettingbackandtheircomingon,don’tyouknow,why,thecatmightletherselfoutofthebag。”

  “Whatcat?”askedhismotherdemurely。

  “Well,youknow,youhaven’treceivedmyengagementwithunmingledenthusiasm,and——andIsupposetheywouldfinditoutfromme——frommymanner;and——andIwishthey’dcomealongprettysoon,mother。”

  “Poorboy!I’mafraidthecatgotoutofthebagwhenMrs。Pasmercametotheyearsofdiscretion。Butyousha’n’tbeleftapreytoher。Theyshallgobackwithyou。Ringthebell,andlet’stalkitoverwiththemnow。”

  Danjoyfullyobeyed。Hecouldseethathismotherwasallonfirewithinterestinhisaffair,andthattheideaofsomehowcircumventingMrs。

  Pasmerbypromptactionwasfascinatingher。

  Hissisterscameupatonce,andhisfatherfollowedamomentlater。Theyalltooktheircuefromthemother’sgaiety,andbegantalkingandlaughing,exceptthefather,whosatlookingonwithasmileattheirlivelyspiritsandthejokesofwhichDanbecamethevictim。Eachfamilyhasitsownfantasticmedium,inwhichitgetsaffairstorelievethemoftheirconcreteseriousness,andtheMaveringsnowdidthiswithDan’sengagement,andplayedwithitasanairyabstraction。TheydebatedthecharacteroftheembassywhichwastobesentdowntoBostonontheirbehalf,anditwasdecidedthatEunicehadbettergowithherfather,asrepresentingmorefullytheageandrespectabilityofthefamily:atfirstglancethePasmerswouldtakeherforDan’smother,andthiswouldbeatremendousadvantage。

  “AndifIliketheridiculouslittlechit。”saidEunice,“IthinkIshallletDanmarryheratonce。Iseenoreasonwhyheshouldn’tandI

  couldn’tstandalongengagement;Ishouldbreakitoff。”

  “Iguessthereareotherswhowillhavesomethingtosayaboutthat。”

  retortedtheyoungersister。“I’vealwayswantedalongengagementinthisfamily,andasthereseemstobenochanceforitwiththeladies,I

  wishtomakethemostofDan’s。Ialwayslikeitwheretheherogetssickandtheheroinenurseshim。IwantDantogetsick,andhaveAlicecomehereandtakecareofhim。”

  “No;thismarriagemusttakeplaceatonce。Whatdoyousay,father?”

  askedEunice。

  Herfathersat,enjoyingthetalk,atthefootofthebed,withatendencytodoze。“YoumightaskDan。”hesaid,withalazycastofhiseyetowardhisson。

  “Danhasnothingtodowithit。”

  “Danshallnotbeconsulted。”

  Thetwogirlsstormedupontheirfatherwiththeirdifferentreasons。

  “NowIwilltellyouGirls,bestill!“theirmotherbrokein。“Listentome:Ihaveanidea。”

  “Listentoher:shehasanidea!“echoedEunice,inrecitative。

  “Willyoubequiet?”demandedthemother。

  “Wewillbedu-u-mb!“

  Whentheybecameso,atthevergeoftheirmother’spatience,ofwhichtheyknewthelimits,shewenton:“IthinkDanhadbettergetmarriedatonce。”

  “There,Minnie!“

  “ButwhatdoesDansay?”

  “Iwill——makethesacrifice。”saidDanmeekly。

  “Nobleboy!That’sexactlywhatWashingtonsaidtohismotherwhensheaskedhimnottogotosea。”saidMinnie。

  “Andthenhewentintothemilitia,andmadeitallrightwithhimselfthatway。”saidEunice。“Dancan’tplayhisfilialpietyonthisfamily。

  Goon,mother。”

  “Iwanthimtobringhiswifehome,andlivewithus。”continuedhismother。

  “IntheLpart!“criedMinnie,claspingherhandsinrapture。“I’vealwayssaidwhataperfectlittleapartmentitwasbyitself。”

  “Well,don’tsayitagain,then。”returnedhersister。“Alwaysisoftenenough。Well,intheLpartGoon,mother!Don’taskwhereyouwere,whenit’ssoexciting。”

  “Idon’tcarewhetherit’sintheLpartornot。There’splentyofroominthegreatbarnofaplaceeverywhere。”

  “ButwhatabouthistakingcareofthebusinessinBoston?”suggestedEunice,lookingatherfather。

  “There’snohurryaboutthat。”

  “Andabouttheexcursiontoaestheticcentresabroad?”Minnieadded。

  “Thatcouldbemanaged。”saidherfather,withthesameironicalsmile。

  ThemotherandthegirlswentonwildlyplanningDan’sfutureforhim。Itwasallinastrainofextravagantburlesque。Buthecouldnottakehispartinitwithhisusualzest。Helaughedandjokedtoo,butatthebottomofhisheartwasanuneasyremembranceofthedifferentfuturehehadtalkedoverwithMrs。Pasmersoconfidently。Buthesaidtohimselfbuoyantlyatlastthatitwouldcomeoutallright。Hismotherwouldgivein,orelseAlicecouldreconcilehermothertowhateverseemedreallybest。

  Hepartedfromhismotherwithfondgaiety。Hissisterscameoutoftheroomwithhim。

  “I’mperfectlysorewithlaughing。”saidMinnie。“Itseemslikeoldtimes——doesn’tit,Dan?——suchagalewithmother。”

  XXXI。

  Anengagementmustalwaysbealittleincredibleatfirsttothefamiliesofthebetrothed,andespeciallytothefamilyoftheyoungman;inthegirl’s,themother,atleast,willhaveamorerealisingsenseofthesituation。Ifthereareeldersisterswhohavebeenaccustomedtoregardtheirbrotherasveryyoung,hewillseemalltheyoungerbecauseinsuchamatterhehastreatedhimselfasifhewereaman;andEuniceMaveringsaid,afterseeingthePasmers,“Well,Dan,it’sallwellenough,I

  suppose,butitseemstooridiculous。”

  “What’sridiculousaboutit,Ishouldliketoknow?”hedemanded。

  “Oh,Idon’tknow。Who’lllookafteryouwhenyou’remarried?Oh,I

  forgotMa’amPasmer!“

  “Iguessweshallbeabletolookafterourselves。”saidDan;alittlesulkily。

  “Yes,ifyou’llbeallowedto。”insinuatedhissister。

  TheyspokeattheendofatalkinwhichhehadfrettedatthereticenceofbothhissisterandhisfatherconcerningthePasmers,whomtheyhadjustbeentosee。Hewasvexedwithhisfather,becausehefeltthathehadbeeninfluencedbyEunice,andhadsomehowgonebackonhim。HewasvexedandhewasgrievedbecausehisfatherhadleftthematthedoorofthehotelwithoutsayinganythinginpraiseofAlice,beyondthegeneralitiesthatwouldnotcarryfavourwithEunice;andhewasdepressedwithacertainsenseofAlice’sfatherandmother,whichseemedtohaveimparteditselftohimfromtheothers,andtobetheMaveringopinionofthem。HecouldnolongerseeMrs。Pasmerharmlessiftrivial,andgood-

  heartedifinveteratelyscheming;hecouldnotseethedignityandrefinementwhichhehadbelievedinMr。Pasmer;theyhadbothsufferedasortofshrinkageorcollapse,fromwhichhecouldnotrehabilitatethem。

  Butthiswouldhavebeennothingifhissister’sandhisfather’seyes,throughwhichheseemedtohavebeenlooking,hadnotshownhimAliceinalightinwhichsheappearedstrangeandqueeralmosttoeccentricity。Hewashurtatthiseffectfromtheirwantofsympathy,hispridewastouched,andhesaidtohimselfthatheshouldnotfishforEunice’spraise;buthefoundhimselfsaying,withoutsurprise,“IsupposeyouwilldowhatyoucantoprejudicemotherandMin。”

  “Isn’tthatalittleprevious?”askedEunice。“HaveIsaidanythingagainstMissPasmer?”

  “Youhaven’tbecauseyoucouldn’t。”saidDan,withfoolishbitterness。

  “Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’sahumanbeing,Isuppose——atleastthatwastheimpressionIgotfromherparentage。”

  “Whathaveyougottosayagainstherparents?”demandedDansavagely。

  “Oh,nothing。Ididn’tcomedowntoBostontodenouncethePasmerfamily。”

  “Isupposeyoudidn’tliketheirbeinginaflat;you’dhavelikedtofindtheminahouseonCommonwealthAvenueorBeaconStreet。”

  “I’llownI’masnob。”saidEunice,withmaddeningmeekness。“So’sfather。”

  “Theyareconnectedwiththebestfamiliesinthecity,andtheyareinthebestsociety。Theydowhattheyplease,andtheylivewheretheylike。TheyhavebeensolonginEuropethattheydon’tcareforthosesillydistinctions。Butwhatyousaydoesn’tharmthem。It’ssimplydisgracefultoyou;that’sall。”saidDanfuriously。

  “I’mgladit’snoworse,Dan。”saidhissister,withatranquilsmile。

  “Andifyou’llstopprancingupanddowntheroom,andtakeaseat,andbehaveyourselfinaChristianmanner,I’lltalkwithyou;andifyoudon’t,Iwon’t。DoyousupposeI’mgoingtobebulliedintolikingthem?”

  “Youcanlikethemornot,asyouplease。”saidDansullenly;buthesatdown,andwaiteddecentlyforhissistertospeak。“Butyoucan’tabusethem——atleastinmypresence。”

  “Ididn’tknowmenlosttheirheadsaswellastheirhearts。”saidEunice。

  “Perhapsit’sonlyanexchange,though,andit’sMissPasmer’shead。”Danstarted,butdidnotsayanything,andEunicesmoothlycontinued:“No,I

  don’tbelieveitis。Shelookedlikeasensiblegirl,andshetalkedsensibly。Ishouldthinkshehadaverygoodhead。Shehasgoodmanners,andshe’sextremelypretty,andverygraceful。I’msurprisedsheshouldbeinlovewithsuchasimpleton。”

  “Oh,goon!Abusemeasmuchasyoulike。”saidDan。HewasatoncesoothedbyherpraiseofAlice。

  “No,itisn’tnecessarytogoon;thecaseisalittletooobvious。ButI

  thinkshewilldoverywell。Ihopeyou’renotmarryingthewholefamily,though。Isupposethatit’salwaysaquestionofwhichshallbescoopedup。Theywillwanttoscoopyouup,andweshallwanttoscoopherup。I

  daresayMa’amPasmerhasherlittleplan;whatisit?”

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