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  Lyndehadfitted,lookedVERYcountrifiedandhome-madebesidesthestranger’ssmartattire。Foramomentbothgirlsfeltliketurningback。

  Buttheyhadalreadystoppedandturnedtowardsthegrayslab。

  Itwastoolatetoretreat,forthebrown-eyedgirlhadevidentlyconcludedthattheywerecomingtospeaktoher。Instantlyshesprangupandcameforwardwithoutstretchedhandandagay,friendlysmileinwhichthereseemednotashadowofeithershynessorburdenedconscience。

  \"Oh,Iwanttoknowwhoyoutwogirlsare,\"sheexclaimedeagerly。

  \"I’vebeenDYINGtoknow。IsawyouatRedmondthismorning。

  Say,wasn’titAWFULthere?ForthetimeIwishedIhadstayedhomeandgotmarried。\"

  AnneandPriscillabothbrokeintounconstrainedlaughteratthisunexpectedconclusion。Thebrown-eyedgirllaughed,too。

  \"Ireallydid。ICOULDhave,youknow。Come,let’sallsitdownonthisgravestoneandgetacquainted。Itwon’tbehard。Iknowwe’regoingtoadoreeachother——IknewitassoonasIsawyouatRedmondthismorning。Iwantedsomuchtogorightoverandhugyouboth。\"

  \"Whydidn’tyou?\"askedPriscilla。

  \"BecauseIsimplycouldn’tmakeupmymindtodoit。Inevercanmakeupmymindaboutanythingmyself——I’malwaysafflictedwithindecision。JustassoonasIdecidetodosomethingIfeelinmybonesthatanothercoursewouldbethecorrectone。It’sadreadfulmisfortune,butIwasbornthatway,andthereisnouseinblamingmeforit,assomepeopledo。SoIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktoyou,muchasIwantedto。\"

  \"Wethoughtyouweretooshy,\"saidAnne。

  \"No,no,dear。Shynessisn’tamongthemanyfailings——orvirtues——ofPhilippaGordon——Philforshort。DocallmePhilrightoff。Now,whatareyourhandles?\"

  \"She’sPriscillaGrant,\"saidAnne,pointing。

  \"AndSHE’SAnneShirley,\"saidPriscilla,pointinginturn。

  \"Andwe’refromtheIsland,\"saidbothtogether。

  \"IhailfromBolingbroke,NovaScotia,\"saidPhilippa。

  \"Bolingbroke!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Why,thatiswhereIwasborn。\"

  \"Doyoureallymeanit?Why,thatmakesyouaBluenoseafterall。\"

  \"No,itdoesn’t,\"retortedAnne。\"Wasn’titDanO’Connellwhosaidthatifamanwasborninastableitdidn’tmakehimahorse?

  I’mIslandtothecore。\"

  \"Well,I’mgladyouwereborninBolingbrokeanyway。Itmakesuskindofneighbors,doesn’tit?AndIlikethat,becausewhenItellyousecretsitwon’tbeasifIweretellingthemtoastranger。

  Ihavetotellthem。Ican’tkeepsecrets——it’snousetotry。

  That’smyworstfailing——that,andindecision,asaforesaid。

  Wouldyoubelieveit?——ittookmehalfanhourtodecidewhichhattowearwhenIwascominghere——HERE,toagraveyard!

  AtfirstIinclinedtomybrownonewiththefeather;

  butassoonasIputitonIthoughtthispinkonewiththefloppybrimwouldbemorebecoming。WhenIgotITpinnedinplaceIlikedthebrownonebetter。AtlastIputthemclosetogetheronthebed,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin。

  Thepinspearedthepinkone,soIputiton。Itisbecoming,isn’tit?Tellme,whatdoyouthinkofmylooks?\"

  Atthisnaivedemand,madeinaperfectlyserioustone,Priscillalaughedagain。ButAnnesaid,impulsivelysqueezingPhilippa’shand,\"WethoughtthismorningthatyouweretheprettiestgirlwesawatRedmond。\"

  Philippa’scrookedmouthflashedintoabewitching,crookedsmileoververywhitelittleteeth。

  \"Ithoughtthatmyself,\"washernextastoundingstatement,\"butIwantedsomeoneelse’sopiniontobolstermineup。

  Ican’tdecideevenonmyownappearance。JustassoonasI’vedecidedthatI’mprettyIbegintofeelmiserablythatI’mnot。

  Besides,haveahorribleoldgreat-auntwhoisalwayssayingtome,withamournfulsigh,`Youweresuchaprettybaby。It’sstrangehowchildrenchangewhentheygrowup。’Iadoreaunts,butIdetestgreat-

  aunts。PleasetellmequiteoftenthatIampretty,ifyoudon’tmind。

  IfeelsomuchmorecomfortablewhenIcanbelieveI’mpretty。AndI’llbejustasobligingtoyouifyouwantmeto——ICANbe,withaclearconscience。\"

  \"Thanks,\"laughedAnne,\"butPriscillaandIaresofirmlyconvincedofourowngoodlooksthatwedon’tneedanyassuranceaboutthem,soyouneedn’ttrouble。\"

  \"Oh,you’relaughingatme。IknowyouthinkI’mabominablyvain,butI’mnot。Therereallyisn’tonesparkofvanityinme。

  AndI’mneverabitgrudgingaboutpayingcomplimentstoothergirlswhentheydeservethem。I’msogladIknowyoufolks。

  IcameuponSaturdayandI’venearlydiedofhomesicknesseversince。It’sahorriblefeeling,isn’tit?InBolingbrokeI’manimportantpersonage,andinKingsportI’mjustnobody!

  ThereweretimeswhenIcouldfeelmysoulturningadelicateblue。

  Wheredoyouhangout?\"

  \"Thirty-eightSt。John’sStreet。\"

  \"Betterandbetter。Why,I’mjustaroundthecorneronWallaceStreet。

  Idon’tlikemyboardinghouse,though。It’sbleakandlonesome,andmyroomlooksoutonsuchanunholybackyard。It’stheugliestplaceintheworld。Asforcats——well,surelyALLtheKingsportcatscan’tcongregatethereatnight,buthalfofthemmust。Iadorecatsonhearthrugs,snoozingbeforenice,friendlyfires,butcatsinbackyardsatmidnightaretotallydifferentanimals。ThefirstnightIwashereIcriedallnight,andsodidthecats。Youshouldhaveseenmynoseinthemorning。HowIwishedIhadneverlefthome!\"

  \"Idon’tknowhowyoumanagedtomakeupyourmindtocometoRedmondatall,ifyouarereallysuchanundecidedperson,\"saidamusedPriscilla。

  \"Blessyourheart,honey,Ididn’t。Itwasfatherwhowantedmetocomehere。Hisheartwassetonit——why,Idon’tknow。ItseemsperfectlyridiculoustothinkofmestudyingforaB。A。

  degree,doesn’tit?NotbutwhatIcandoit,allright。

  Ihaveheapsofbrains。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidPriscillavaguely。

  \"Yes。Butit’ssuchhardworktousethem。AndB。A。’saresuchlearned,dignified,wise,solemncreatures——theymustbe。No,_I_didn’twanttocometoRedmond。Ididitjusttoobligefather。

  HeISsuchaduck。Besides,IknewifIstayedhomeI’dhavetogetmarried。Motherwantedthat——wanteditdecidedly。Motherhasplentyofdecision。ButIreallyhatedthethoughtofbeingmarriedforafewyearsyet。IwanttohaveheapsoffunbeforeIsettledown。And,ridiculousastheideaofmybeingaB。A。is,theideaofmybeinganoldmarriedwomanisstillmoreabsurd,isn’tit?I’monlyeighteen。No,IconcludedIwouldrathercometoRedmondthanbemarried。Besides,howcouldI

  everhavemadeupmymindwhichmantomarry?\"

  \"Weretheresomany?\"laughedAnne。

  \"Heaps。Theboyslikemeawfully——theyreallydo。Buttherewereonlytwothatmattered。Therestwerealltooyoungandtoopoor。Imustmarryarichman,youknow。\"

  \"Whymustyou?\"

  \"Honey,youcouldn’timagineMEbeingapoorman’swife,couldyou?

  Ican’tdoasingleusefulthing,andIamVERYextravagant。Oh,no,myhusbandmusthaveheapsofmoney。Sothatnarrowedthemdowntotwo。

  ButIcouldn’tdecidebetweentwoanyeasierthanbetweentwohundred。

  IknewperfectlywellthatwhicheveroneIchoseI’dregretallmylifethatIhadn’tmarriedtheother。\"

  \"Didn’tyou——love——eitherofthem?\"askedAnne,alittlehesitatingly。

  Itwasnoteasyforhertospeaktoastrangerofthegreatmysteryandtransformationoflife。

  \"Goodness,no。_I_couldn’tloveanybody。Itisn’tinme。

  BesidesIwouldn’twantto。Beinginlovemakesyouaperfectslave,_I_think。Anditwouldgiveamansuchpowertohurtyou。

  I’dbeafraid。No,no,AlecandAlonzoaretwodearboys,andIlikethembothsomuchthatIreallydon’tknowwhichIlikethebetter。

  Thatisthetrouble。Alecisthebestlooking,ofcourse,andI

  simplycouldn’tmarryamanwhowasn’thandsome。Heisgood-temperedtoo,andhaslovely,curly,blackhair。He’srathertooperfect——

  Idon’tbelieveI’dlikeaperfecthusband——somebodyIcouldneverfindfaultwith。\"

  \"ThenwhynotmarryAlonzo?\"askedPriscillagravely。

  \"ThinkofmarryinganamelikeAlonzo!\"saidPhildolefully。

  \"Idon’tbelieveIcouldendureit。Buthehasaclassicnose,anditWOULDbeacomforttohaveanoseinthefamilythatcouldbedependedon。Ican’tdependonmine。Sofar,ittakesaftertheGordonpattern,butI’msoafraiditwilldevelopByrnetendenciesasIgrowolder。Iexamineiteverydayanxiouslytomakesureit’sstillGordon。MotherwasaByrneandhastheByrnenoseintheByrnestdegree。Waittillyouseeit。Iadorenicenoses。

  Yournoseisawfullynice,AnneShirley。Alonzo’snosenearlyturnedthebalanceinhisfavor。ButALONZO!No,Icouldn’tdecide。

  IfIcouldhavedoneasIdidwiththehats——stoodthembothuptogether,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin——itwouldhavebeenquiteeasy。\"

  \"WhatdidAlecandAlonzofeellikewhenyoucameaway?\"queriedPriscilla。

  \"Oh,theystillhavehope。Itoldthemthey’dhavetowaittillIcouldmakeupmymind。They’requitewillingtowait。

  Theybothworshipme,youknow。Meanwhile,Iintendtohaveagoodtime。IexpectIshallhaveheapsofbeauxatRedmond。

  Ican’tbehappyunlessIhave,youknow。Butdon’tyouthinkthefreshmenarefearfullyhomely?

  Isawonlyonereallyhandsomefellowamongthem。Hewentawaybeforeyoucame。IheardhischumcallhimGilbert。HischumhadeyesthatstuckoutTHATFAR。Butyou’renotgoingyet,girls?

  Don’tgoyet。\"

  \"Ithinkwemust,\"saidAnne,rathercoldly。\"It’sgettinglate,andI’vesomeworktodo。\"

  \"Butyou’llbothcometoseeme,won’tyou?\"askedPhilippa,gettingupandputtinganarmaroundeach。\"Andletmecometoseeyou。Iwanttobechummywithyou。I’vetakensuchafancytoyouboth。AndIhaven’tquitedisgustedyouwithmyfrivolity,haveI?\"

  \"Notquite,\"laughedAnne,respondingtoPhil’ssqueeze,withareturnofcordiality。

  \"BecauseI’mnothalfsosillyasIseemonthesurface,youknow。YoujustacceptPhilippaGordon,astheLordmadeher,withallherfaults,andIbelieveyou’llcometolikeher。

  Isn’tthisgraveyardasweetplace?I’dlovetobeburiedhere。

  Here’sagraveIdidn’tseebefore——thisoneintheironrailing——oh,girls,look,see——thestonesaysit’sthegraveofamiddywhowaskilledinthefightbetweentheShannonandtheChesapeake。Justfancy!\"

  Annepausedbytherailingandlookedatthewornstone,herpulsesthrillingwithsuddenexcitement。Theoldgraveyard,withitsover-archingtreesandlongaislesofshadows,fadedfromhersight。

  Instead,shesawtheKingsportHarborofnearlyacenturyagone。

  Outofthemistcameslowlyagreatfrigate,brilliantwith\"themeteorflagofEngland。\"Behindherwasanother,withastill,heroicform,wrappedinhisownstarryflag,lyingonthequarterdeck——thegallantLawrence。Time’sfingerhadturnedbackhispages,andthatwastheShannonsailingtriumphantupthebaywiththeChesapeakeasherprize。

  \"Comeback,AnneShirley——comeback,\"laughedPhilippa,pullingherarm。\"You’reahundredyearsawayfromus。Comeback。\"

  Annecamebackwithasigh;hereyeswereshiningsoftly。

  \"I’vealwayslovedthatoldstory,\"shesaid,\"andalthoughtheEnglishwonthatvictory,Ithinkitwasbecauseofthebrave,defeatedcommanderIloveit。Thisgraveseemstobringitsonearandmakeitsoreal。Thispoorlittlemiddywasonlyeighteen。He`diedofdesperatewoundsreceivedingallantaction’——soreadshisepitaph。Itissuchasasoldiermightwishfor。\"

  Beforesheturnedaway,Anneunpinnedthelittleclusterofpurplepansiessheworeanddroppeditsoftlyonthegraveoftheboywhohadperishedinthegreatsea-duel。

  \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofournewfriend?\"askedPriscilla,whenPhilhadleftthem。

  \"Ilikeher。Thereissomethingverylovableabouther,inspiteofallhernonsense。Ibelieve,asshesaysherself,thatsheisn’thalfassillyasshesounds。She’sadear,kissablebaby——andIdon’tknowthatshe’lleverreallygrowup。\"

  \"Ilikeher,too,\"saidPriscilla,decidedly。\"ShetalksasmuchaboutboysasRubyGillisdoes。ButitalwaysenragesorsickensmetohearRuby,whereasIjustwantedtolaughgood-naturedlyatPhil。Now,whatisthewhyofthat?\"

  \"Thereisadifference,\"saidAnnemeditatively。\"Ithinkit’sbecauseRubyisreallysoCONSCIOUSofboys。Sheplaysatloveandlove-making。Besides,youfeel,whensheisboastingofherbeauxthatsheisdoingittorubitwellintoyouthatyouhaven’thalfsomany。Now,whenPhiltalksofherbeauxitsoundsasifshewasjustspeakingofchums。Shereallylooksuponboysasgoodcomrades,andsheispleasedwhenshehasdozensofthemtagginground,simplybecauseshelikestobepopularandtobethoughtpopular。EvenAlexandAlonzo——I’llneverbeabletothinkofthosetwonamesseparatelyafterthis——aretoherjusttwoplayfellowswhowanthertoplaywiththemalltheirlives。I’mgladwemether,andI’mgladwewenttoOldSt。John’s。IbelieveI’veputforthatinysoul-rootintoKingsportsoilthisafternoon。Ihopeso。Ihatetofeeltransplanted。\"

  ChapterV

  LettersfromHomeForthenextthreeweeksAnneandPriscillacontinuedtofeelasstrangersinastrangeland。Then,suddenly,everythingseemedtofallintofocus——Redmond,professors,classes,students,studies,socialdoings。Lifebecamehomogeneousagain,insteadofbeingmadeupofdetachedfragments。TheFreshmen,insteadofbeingacollectionofunrelatedindividuals,foundthemselvesaclass,withaclassspirit,aclassyell,classinterests,classantipathiesandclassambitions。Theywonthedayintheannual\"ArtsRush\"againsttheSophomores,andtherebygainedtherespectofalltheclasses,andanenormous,confidence-givingopinionofthemselves。ForthreeyearstheSophomoreshadwoninthe\"rush\";thatthevictoryofthisyearperchedupontheFreshmen’sbannerwasattributedtothestrategicgeneralshipofGilbertBlythe,whomarshalledthecampaignandoriginatedcertainnewtactics,whichdemoralizedtheSophsandswepttheFreshmentotriumph。AsarewardofmerithewaselectedpresidentoftheFreshmanClass,apositionofhonorandresponsibility——fromaFreshpointofview,atleast——covetedbymany。Hewasalsoinvitedtojointhe\"Lambs\"——RedmondeseforLambaTheta——acomplimentrarelypaidtoaFreshman。AsapreparatoryinitiationordealhehadtoparadetheprincipalbusinessstreetsofKingsportforawholedaywearingasunbonnetandavoluminouskitchenapronofgaudilyfloweredcalico。Thishedidcheerfully,doffinghissunbonnetwithcourtlygracewhenhemetladiesofhisacquaintance。CharlieSloane,whohadnotbeenaskedtojointheLambs,toldAnnehedidnotseehowBlythecoulddoit,andHE,forhispart,couldneverhumiliatehimselfso。

  \"FancyCharlieSloaneina`caliker’apronanda`sunbunnit,’\"

  giggledPriscilla。\"He’dlookexactlylikehisoldGrandmotherSloane。Gilbert,now,lookedasmuchlikeamaninthemasinhisownproperhabiliments。\"

  AnneandPriscillafoundthemselvesinthethickofthesociallifeofRedmond。ThatthiscameaboutsospeedilywasdueingreatmeasuretoPhilippaGordon。Philippawasthedaughterofarichandwell-knownman,andbelongedtoanoldandexclusive\"Bluenose\"family。This,combinedwithherbeautyandcharm——acharmacknowledgedbyallwhomether——promptlyopenedthegatesofallcliques,clubsandclassesinRedmondtoher;andwhereshewentAnneandPriscillawent,too。Phil\"adored\"AnneandPriscilla,especiallyAnne。Shewasaloyallittlesoul,crystal-freefromanyformofsnobbishness。\"Loveme,lovemyfriends\"seemedtobeherunconsciousmotto。Withouteffort,shetookthemwithherintohereverwideningcircleofacquaintanceship,andthetwoAvonleagirlsfoundtheirsocialpathwayatRedmondmadeveryeasyandpleasantforthem,totheenvyandwondermentoftheotherfreshettes,who,lackingPhilippa’ssponsorship,weredoomedtoremainratheronthefringeofthingsduringtheirfirstcollegeyear。

  ToAnneandPriscilla,withtheirmoreseriousviewsoflife,Philremainedtheamusing,lovablebabyshehadseemedontheirfirstmeeting。Yet,asshesaidherself,shehad\"heaps\"ofbrains。Whenorwhereshefoundtimetostudywasamystery,forsheseemedalwaysindemandforsomekindof\"fun,\"andherhomeeveningswerecrowdedwithcallers。Shehadallthe\"beaux\"thatheartcoulddesire,fornine-tenthsoftheFreshmenandabigfractionofalltheotherclasseswererivalsforhersmiles。

  Shewasnaivelydelightedoverthis,andgleefullyrecountedeachnewconquesttoAnneandPriscilla,withcommentsthatmighthavemadetheunluckylover’searsburnfiercely。

  \"AlecandAlonzodon’tseemtohaveanyseriousrivalyet,\"

  remarkedAnne,teasingly。

  \"Notone,\"agreedPhilippa。\"Iwritethembotheveryweekandtellthemallaboutmyyoungmenhere。I’msureitmustamusethem。

  But,ofcourse,theoneIlikebestIcan’tget。GilbertBlythewon’ttakeanynoticeofme,excepttolookatmeasifIwereanicelittlekittenhe’dliketopat。ToowellIknowthereason。

  Ioweyouagrudge,QueenAnne。IreallyoughttohateyouandinsteadIloveyoumadly,andI’mmiserableifIdon’tseeyoueveryday。You’redifferentfromanygirlIeverknewbefore。

  WhenyoulookatmeinacertainwayIfeelwhataninsignificant,frivolouslittlebeastIam,andIlongtobebetterandwiserandstronger。AndthenImakegoodresolutions;butthefirstnice-lookingmanniewhocomesmywayknocksthemalloutofmyhead。Isn’tcollegelifemagnificent?

  It’ssofunnytothinkIhateditthatfirstday。ButifIhadn’tImightnevergotreallyacquaintedwithyou。Anne,pleasetellmeoveragainthatyoulikemealittlebit。Iyearntohearit。\"

  \"Ilikeyouabigbit——andIthinkyou’readear,sweet,adorable,velvety,clawless,little——kitten,\"laughedAnne,\"butIdon’tseewhenyouevergettimetolearnyourlessons。\"

  Philmusthavefoundtimeforsheheldherownineveryclassofheryear。EventhegrumpyoldprofessorofMathematics,whodetestedcoeds,andhadbitterlyopposedtheiradmissiontoRedmond,couldn’tfloorher。Sheledthefreshetteseverywhere,exceptinEnglish,whereAnneShirleyleftherfarbehind。AnneherselffoundthestudiesofherFreshmanyearveryeasy,thanksingreatparttothesteadyworksheandGilberthadputinduringthosetwopastyearsinAvonlea。Thislefthermoretimeforasociallifewhichshethoroughlyenjoyed。ButneverforamomentdidsheforgetAvonleaandthefriendsthere。Toher,thehappiestmomentsineachweekwerethoseinwhichletterscamefromhome。ItwasnotuntilshehadgotherfirstlettersthatshebegantothinkshecouldeverlikeKingsportorfeelathomethere。Beforetheycame,Avonleahadseemedthousandsofmilesaway;thoselettersbroughtitnearandlinkedtheoldlifetothenewsocloselythattheybegantoseemoneandthesame,insteadoftwohopelesslysegregatedexistences。Thefirstbatchcontainedsixletters,fromJaneAndrews,RubyGillis,DianaBarry,Marilla,Mrs。LyndeandDavy。Jane’swasacopperplateproduction,withevery\"t\"nicelycrossedandevery\"i\"preciselydotted,andnotaninterestingsentenceinit。Shenevermentionedtheschool,concerningwhichAnnewasavidtohear;sheneveransweredoneofthequestionsAnnehadaskedinherletter。

  ButshetoldAnnehowmanyyardsoflaceshehadrecentlycrocheted,andthekindofweathertheywerehavinginAvonlea,andhowsheintendedtohavehernewdressmade,andthewayshefeltwhenherheadached。RubyGilliswroteagushingepistledeploringAnne’sabsence,assuringhershewashorriblymissedineverything,askingwhattheRedmond\"fellows\"werelike,andfillingtherestwithaccountsofherownharrowingexperienceswithhernumerousadmirers。Itwasasilly,harmlessletter,andAnnewouldhavelaughedoverithaditnotbeenforthepostscript。

  \"GilbertseemstobeenjoyingRedmond,judgingfromhisletters,\"

  wroteRuby。\"Idon’tthinkCharlieissostuckonit。\"

  SoGilbertwaswritingtoRuby!Verywell。Hehadaperfectrightto,ofcourse。Only——!!AnnedidnotknowthatRubyhadwrittenthefirstletterandthatGilberthadanswereditfrommerecourtesy。ShetossedRuby’sletterasidecontemptuously。

  ButittookallDiana’sbreezy,newsy,delightfulepistletobanishthestingofRuby’spostscript。Diana’slettercontainedalittletoomuchFred,butwasotherwisecrowdedandcrossedwithitemsofinterest,andAnnealmostfeltherselfbackinAvonleawhilereadingit。Marilla’swasaratherprimandcolorlessepistle,severelyinnocentofgossiporemotion。

  YetsomehowitconveyedtoAnneawhiffofthewholesome,simplelifeatGreenGables,withitssavorofancientpeace,andthesteadfastabidinglovethatwasthereforher。Mrs。Lynde’sletterwasfullofchurchnews。Havingbrokenuphousekeeping,Mrs。Lyndehadmoretimethanevertodevotetochurchaffairsandhadflungherselfintothemheartandsoul。Shewasatpresentmuchworkedupoverthepoor\"supplies\"theywerehavinginthevacantAvonleapulpit。

  \"Idon’tbelieveanybutfoolsentertheministrynowadays,\"shewrotebitterly。\"Suchcandidatesastheyhavesentus,andsuchstuffastheypreach!Halfofitain’ttrue,and,what’sworse,itain’tsounddoctrine。Theonewehavenowistheworstofthelot。Hemostlytakesatextandpreachesaboutsomethingelse。

  Andhesayshedoesn’tbelievealltheheathenwillbeeternallylost。Theidea!Iftheywon’tallthemoneywe’vebeengivingtoForeignMissionswillbecleanwasted,that’swhat!LastSundaynightheannouncedthatnextSundayhe’dpreachontheaxe-headthatswam。Ithinkhe’dbetterconfinehimselftotheBibleandleavesensationalsubjectsalone。Thingshavecometoaprettypassifaministercan’tfindenoughinHolyWrittopreachabout,that’swhat。Whatchurchdoyouattend,Anne?I

  hopeyougoregularly。Peopleareapttogetsocarelessaboutchurch-goingawayfromhome,andIunderstandcollegestudentsaregreatsinnersinthisrespect。I’mtoldmanyofthemactuallystudytheirlessonsonSunday。Ihopeyou’llneversinkthatlow,Anne。Rememberhowyouwerebroughtup。Andbeverycarefulwhatfriendsyoumake。Youneverknowwhatsortofcreaturesareinthemcolleges。Outwardlytheymaybeaswhitedsepulchersandinwardlyasraveningwolves,that’swhat。You’dbetternothaveanythingtosaytoanyyoungmanwhoisn’tfromtheIsland。

  \"Iforgottotellyouwhathappenedthedaytheministercalledhere。ItwasthefunniestthingIeversaw。IsaidtoMarilla,`IfAnnehadbeenherewouldn’tshehavehadalaugh?’EvenMarillalaughed。Youknowhe’saveryshort,fatlittlemanwithbowlegs。Well,thatoldpigofMr。Harrison’s——thebig,tallone——hadwanderedoverherethatdayagainandbrokeintotheyard,anditgotintothebackporch,unbeknownstous,anditwastherewhentheministerappearedinthedoorway。Itmadeonewildbolttogetout,buttherewasnowheretobolttoexceptbetweenthembowlegs。Sothereitwent,and,beingasitwassobigandtheministersolittle,ittookhimcleanoffhisfeetandcarriedhimaway。Hishatwentonewayandhiscaneanother,justasMarillaandIgottothedoor。I’llneverforgetthelookofhim。Andthatpoorpigwasnearscaredtodeath。I’llneverbeabletoreadthataccountintheBibleoftheswinethatrushedmadlydownthesteepplaceintotheseawithoutseeingMr。Harrison’spigcareeringdownthehillwiththatminister。

  IguessthepigthoughthehadtheOldBoyonhisbackinsteadofinsideofhim。Iwasthankfulthetwinsweren’tabout。

  Itwouldn’thavebeentherightthingforthemtohaveseenaministerinsuchanundignifiedpredicament。Justbeforetheygottothebrooktheministerjumpedofforfelloff。

  Thepigrushedthroughthebrooklikemadandupthroughthewoods。

  MarillaandIrundownandhelpedtheministergetupandbrushhiscoat。Hewasn’thurt,buthewasmad。HeseemedtoholdMarillaandmeresponsibleforitall,thoughwetoldhimthepigdidn’tbelongtous,andhadbeenpesteringusallsummer。

  Besides,whatdidhecometothebackdoorfor?You’dneverhavecaughtMr。Allandoingthat。It’llbealongtimebeforewegetamanlikeMr。Allan。Butit’sanillwindthatblowsnogood。

  We’veneverseenhooforhairofthatpigsince,andit’smybeliefweneverwill。

  \"ThingsisprettyquietinAvonlea。Idon’tfindGreenGablesaslonesomeasIexpected。IthinkI’llstartanothercottonwarpquiltthiswinter。Mrs。SilasSloanehasahandsomenewapple-leafpattern。

  \"WhenIfeelthatImusthavesomeexcitementIreadthemurdertrialsinthatBostonpapermyniecesendsme。Ineverusedtodoit,butthey’rerealinteresting。TheStatesmustbeanawfulplace。Ihopeyou’llnevergothere,Anne。Butthewaygirlsroamovertheearthnowissomethingterrible。ItalwaysmakesmethinkofSatanintheBookofJob,goingtoandfroandwalkingupanddown。Idon’tbelievetheLordeverintendedit,that’swhat。

  \"Davyhasbeenprettygoodsinceyouwentaway。OnedayhewasbadandMarillapunishedhimbymakinghimwearDora’sapronallday,andthenhewentandcutallDora’sapronsup。Ispankedhimforthatandthenhewentandchasedmyroostertodeath。

  \"TheMacPhersonshavemoveddowntomyplace。She’sagreathousekeeperandveryparticular。She’srootedallmyJuneliliesupbecauseshesaystheymakeagardenlooksountidy。Thomassetthemliliesoutwhenweweremarried。Herhusbandseemsanicesortofaman,butshecan’tgetoverbeinganoldmaid,that’swhat。

  \"Don’tstudytoohard,andbesureandputyourwinterunderclothesonassoonastheweathergetscool。

  Marillaworriesalotaboutyou,butItellheryou’vegotalotmoresensethanIeverthoughtyouwouldhaveatonetime,andthatyou’llbeallright。\"

  Davy’sletterplungedintoagrievanceatthestart。

  \"Dearanne,pleasewriteandtellmarillanottotiemetotheraleofthebridgewhenIgofishingtheboysmakefunofmewhenshedoes。Itsawfullonesomeherewithoutyoubutgratefuninschool。Janeandrewsiscrosserthanyou。Iscaredmrs。lyndewithajackylanternlastnite。ShewasoffelmadandshewasmadcauseIchasedheroldroosterroundtheyardtillhefelldownded。Ididn’tmeantomakehimfalldownded。Whatmadehimdie,anne,Iwanttoknow。mrs。lyndethrewhimintothepigpenshemiteofsoldhimtomr。blair。mr。blairisgiving50senseapeaceforgooddedroostersnow。Iherdmrs。lyndeaskingtheministertoprayforher。Whatdidshedothatwassobad,anne,Iwanttoknow。I’vegotakitewithamagnificenttail,anne。Miltyboltertoldmeagratestoryinschoolyesterday。itistroo。oldJoeMoseyandLeonwereplayingcardsonenitelastweekinthewoods。Thecardswereonastumpandabigblackmanbiggerthanthetreescomealongandgrabbedthecardsandthestumpanddisaperedwithanoyslikethunder。

  Illbettheywereskared。Miltysaystheblackmanwastheoldharry。washe,anne,Iwanttoknow。Mr。kimballoveratspenservaleisverysickandwillhavetogotothehospitable。

  pleaseexcusemewhileIaskmarillaifthatsspelledrite。

  Marillasaysitsthesilemhehastogotonottheotherplace。

  Hethinkshehasasnakeinsideofhim。whatsitliketohaveasnakeinsideofyou,anne。Iwanttoknow。mrs。lawrencebellissickto。mrs。lyndesaysthatallthatisthematterwithheristhatshethinkstoomuchaboutherinsides。\"

  \"Iwonder,\"saidAnne,asshefoldedupherletters,\"whatMrs。

  LyndewouldthinkofPhilippa。\"

  ChapterVI

  InthePark\"Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselvestoday,girls?\"

  askedPhilippa,poppingintoAnne’sroomoneSaturdayafternoon。

  \"Wearegoingforawalkinthepark,\"answeredAnne。\"Ioughttostayinandfinishmyblouse。ButIcouldn’tsewonadaylikethis。

  There’ssomethingintheairthatgetsintomybloodandmakesasortofgloryinmysoul。MyfingerswouldtwitchandI’dsewacrookedseam。

  Soit’shofortheparkandthepines。\"

  \"Does`we’includeanyonebutyourselfandPriscilla?\"

  \"Yes,itincludesGilbertandCharlie,andwe’llbeverygladifitwillincludeyou,also。\"

  \"But,\"saidPhilippadolefully,\"ifIgoI’llhavetobegooseberry,andthatwillbeanewexperienceforPhilippaGordon。\"

  \"Well,newexperiencesarebroadening。Comealong,andyou’llbeabletosympathizewithallpoorsoulswhohavetoplaygooseberryoften。Butwhereareallthevictims?\"

  \"Oh,Iwastiredofthemallandsimplycouldn’tbebotheredwithanyofthemtoday。Besides,I’vebeenfeelingalittleblue——

  justapale,elusiveazure。Itisn’tseriousenoughforanythingdarker。IwroteAlecandAlonzolastweek。Iputthelettersintoenvelopesandaddressedthem,butIdidn’tsealthemup。

  Thateveningsomethingfunnyhappened。Thatis,Alecwouldthinkitfunny,butAlonzowouldn’tbelikelyto。Iwasinahurry,soIsnatchedAlec’sletter——asIthought——outoftheenvelopeandscribbleddownapostscript。ThenImailedbothletters。I

  gotAlonzo’sreplythismorning。Girls,Ihadputthatpostscripttohisletterandhewasfurious。Ofcoursehe’llgetoverit——

  andIdon’tcareifhedoesn’t——butitspoiledmyday。

  SoIthoughtI’dcometoyoudarlingstogetcheeredup。

  AfterthefootballseasonopensIwon’thaveanyspareSaturdayafternoons。Iadorefootball。I’vegotthemostgorgeouscapandsweaterstripedinRedmondcolorstoweartothegames。

  Tobesure,alittlewayoffI’lllooklikeawalkingbarber’spole。

  DoyouknowthatthatGilbertofyourshasbeenelectedCaptainoftheFreshmanfootballteam?\"

  \"Yes,hetoldussolastevening,\"saidPriscilla,seeingthatoutragedAnnewouldnotanswer。\"HeandCharlieweredown。

  Weknewtheywerecoming,sowepainstakinglyputoutofsightoroutofreachallMissAda’scushions。ThatveryelaborateonewiththeraisedembroideryIdroppedonthefloorinthecornerbehindthechairitwason。Ithoughtitwouldbesafethere。

  Butwouldyoubelieveit?CharlieSloanemadeforthatchair,noticedthecushionbehindit,solemnlyfisheditup,andsatonitthewholeevening。Suchawreckofacushionasitwas!PoorMissAdaaskedmetoday,stillsmiling,butoh,soreproachfully,whyIhadallowedittobesatupon。ItoldherIhadn’t——thatitwasamatterofpredestinationcoupledwithinveterateSloanishnessandIwasn’tamatchforbothcombined。\"

  \"MissAda’scushionsarereallygettingonmynerves,\"saidAnne。

  \"Shefinishedtwonewoneslastweek,stuffedandembroideredwithinaninchoftheirlives。Therebeingabsolutelynoothercushionlessplacetoputthemshestoodthemupagainstthewallonthestairlanding。Theytoppleoverhalfthetimeandifwecomeupordownthestairsinthedarkwefalloverthem。LastSunday,whenDr。Davisprayedforallthoseexposedtotheperilsofthesea,Iaddedinthought`andforallthosewholiveinhouseswherecushionsarelovednotwiselybuttoowell!’

  There!we’reready,andIseetheboyscomingthroughOldSt。John’s。

  Doyoucastinyourlotwithus,Phil?\"

  \"I’llgo,ifIcanwalkwithPriscillaandCharlie。Thatwillbeabearabledegreeofgooseberry。ThatGilbertofyoursisadarling,Anne,butwhydoeshegoaroundsomuchwithGoggle-eyes?\"

  Annestiffened。ShehadnogreatlikingforCharlieSloane;buthewasofAvonlea,sonooutsiderhadanybusinesstolaughathim。

  \"CharlieandGilberthavealwaysbeenfriends,\"shesaidcoldly。

  \"Charlieisaniceboy。He’snottoblameforhiseyes。\"

  \"Don’ttellmethat!Heis!Hemusthavedonesomethingdreadfulinapreviousexistencetobepunishedwithsucheyes。

  PrisandIaregoingtohavesuchsportwithhimthisafternoon。

  We’llmakefunofhimtohisfaceandhe’llneverknowit。\"

  Doubtless,\"theabandonedP’s,\"asAnnecalledthem,didcarryouttheiramiableintentions。ButSloanewasblissfullyignorant;hethoughthewasquiteafinefellowtobewalkingwithtwosuchcoeds,especiallyPhilippaGordon,theclassbeautyandbelle。ItmustsurelyimpressAnne。Shewouldseethatsomepeopleappreciatedhimathisrealvalue。

  GilbertandAnneloiteredalittlebehindtheothers,enjoyingthecalm,stillbeautyoftheautumnafternoonunderthepinesofthepark,ontheroadthatclimbedandtwistedroundtheharborshore。

  \"Thesilencehereislikeaprayer,isn’tit?\"saidAnne,herfaceupturnedtotheshiningsky。\"HowIlovethepines!

  Theyseemtostriketheirrootsdeepintotheromanceofalltheages。

  Itissocomfortingtocreepawaynowandthenforagoodtalkwiththem。

  Ialwaysfeelsohappyouthere。\"

  \"`Andsoinmountainsolitudeso’ertakenAsbysomespelldivine,TheircaresdropfromthemliketheneedlesshakenFromoutthegustypine,’\"

  quotedGilbert。

  \"Theymakeourlittleambitionsseemratherpetty,don’tthey,Anne?\"

  \"Ithink,ifeveranygreatsorrowcametome,Iwouldcometothepinesforcomfort,\"saidAnnedreamily。

  \"Ihopenogreatsorroweverwillcometoyou,Anne,\"saidGilbert,whocouldnotconnecttheideaofsorrowwiththevivid,joyouscreaturebesidehim,unwittingthatthosewhocansoartothehighestheightscanalsoplungetothedeepestdepths,andthatthenatureswhichenjoymostkeenlyarethosewhichalsosuffermostsharply。

  \"Buttheremust——sometime,\"musedAnne。\"Lifeseemslikeacupofgloryheldtomylipsjustnow。Buttheremustbesomebitternessinit——thereisineverycup。Ishalltasteminesomeday。Well,IhopeIshallbestrongandbravetomeetit。

  AndIhopeitwon’tbethroughmyownfaultthatitwillcome。

  DoyourememberwhatDr。DavissaidlastSundayevening——thatthesorrowsGodsentusbroughtcomfortandstrengthwiththem,whilethesorrowswebroughtonourselves,throughfollyorwickedness,werebyfarthehardesttobear?Butwemustn’ttalkofsorrowonanafternoonlikethis。It’smeantforthesheerjoyofliving,isn’tit?\"

  \"IfIhadmywayI’dshuteverythingoutofyourlifebuthappinessandpleasure,Anne,\"saidGilbertinthetonethatmeant\"dangerahead。\"

  \"Thenyouwouldbeveryunwise,\"rejoinedAnnehastily。\"I’msurenolifecanbeproperlydevelopedandroundedoutwithoutsometrialandsorrow——thoughIsupposeitisonlywhenweareprettycomfortablethatweadmitit。Come——theothershavegottothepavilionandarebeckoningtous。\"

  Theyallsatdowninthelittlepaviliontowatchanautumnsunsetofdeepredfireandpallidgold。TotheirleftlayKingsport,itsroofsandspiresdimintheirshroudofvioletsmoke。

  Totheirrightlaytheharbor,takingontintsofroseandcopperasitstretchedoutintothesunset。Beforethemthewatershimmered,satinsmoothandsilvergray,andbeyond,cleanshavenWilliam’sIslandloomedoutofthemist,guardingthetownlikeasturdybulldog。

  Itslighthousebeaconflaredthroughthemistlikeabalefulstar,andwasansweredbyanotherinthefarhorizon。

  \"Didyoueverseesuchastrong-lookingplace?\"askedPhilippa。

  \"Idon’twantWilliam’sIslandespecially,butI’msureIcouldn’tgetitifIdid。Lookatthatsentryonthesummitofthefort,rightbesidetheflag。Doesn’thelookasifhehadsteppedoutofaromance?\"

  \"Speakingofromance,\"saidPriscilla,\"we’vebeenlookingforheather——but,ofcourse,wecouldn’tfindany。It’stoolateintheseason,Isuppose。\"

  \"Heather!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Heatherdoesn’tgrowinAmerica,doesit?\"

  \"Therearejusttwopatchesofitinthewholecontinent,\"saidPhil,\"onerighthereinthepark,andonesomewhereelseinNovaScotia,Iforgetwhere。ThefamousHighlandRegiment,theBlackWatch,campedhereoneyear,and,whenthemenshookoutthestrawoftheirbedsinthespring,someseedsofheathertookroot。\"

  \"Oh,howdelightful!\"saidenchantedAnne。

  \"Let’sgohomearoundbySpoffordAvenue,\"suggestedGilbert。

  \"Wecanseeall`thehandsomehouseswherethewealthynoblesdwell。’SpoffordAvenueisthefinestresidentialstreetinKingsport。Nobodycanbuildonitunlesshe’samillionaire。\"

  \"Oh,do,\"saidPhil。\"There’saperfectlykillinglittleplaceI

  wanttoshowyou,Anne。ITwasn’tbuiltbyamillionaire。It’sthefirstplaceafteryouleavethepark,andmusthavegrownwhileSpoffordAvenuewasstillacountryroad。ItDIDgrow——

  itwasn’tbuilt!Idon’tcareforthehousesontheAvenue。

  They’retoobrandnewandplateglassy。Butthislittlespotisadream——anditsname——butwaittillyouseeit。\"

  Theysawitastheywalkedupthepine-fringedhillfromthepark。

  Justonthecrest,whereSpoffordAvenuepeteredoutintoaplainroad,wasalittlewhiteframehousewithgroupsofpinesoneithersideofit,stretchingtheirarmsprotectinglyoveritslowroof。Itwascoveredwithredandgoldvines,throughwhichitsgreen-shutteredwindowspeeped。Beforeitwasatinygarden,surroundedbyalowstonewall。Octoberthoughitwas,thegardenwasstillverysweetwithdear,old-fashioned,unworldlyflowersandshrubs——sweetmay,southern-wood,lemonverbena,alyssum,petunias,marigoldsandchrysanthemums。Atinybrickwall,inherring-bonepattern,ledfromthegatetothefrontporch。Thewholeplacemighthavebeentransplantedfromsomeremotecountryvillage;yettherewassomethingaboutitthatmadeitsnearestneighbor,thebiglawn-encircledpalaceofatobaccoking,lookexceedinglycrudeandshowyandill-bredbycontrast。AsPhilsaid,itwasthedifferencebetweenbeingbornandbeingmade。

  \"It’sthedearestplaceIeversaw,\"saidAnnedelightedly。\"Itgivesmeoneofmyold,delightfulfunnyaches。It’sdearerandquainterthanevenMissLavendar’sstonehouse。\"

  \"It’sthenameIwantyoutonoticeespecially,\"saidPhil。

  \"Look——inwhiteletters,aroundthearchwayoverthegate。

  `Patty’sPlace。’Isn’tthatkilling?EspeciallyonthisAvenueofPinehurstsandElmwoldsandCedarcrofts?`Patty’sPlace,’

  ifyouplease!Iadoreit。\"

  \"HaveyouanyideawhoPattyis?\"askedPriscilla。

  \"PattySpoffordisthenameoftheoldladywhoownsit,I’vediscovered。Shelivestherewithherniece,andthey’velivedthereforhundredsofyears,moreorless——maybealittleless,Anne。Exaggerationismerelyaflightofpoeticfancy。Iunderstandthatwealthyfolkhavetriedtobuythelottimeandagain——it’sreallyworthasmallfortunenow,youknow——but`Patty’won’tselluponanyconsideration。Andthere’sanappleorchardbehindthehouseinplaceofabackyard——you’llseeitwhenwegetalittlepast——

  arealappleorchardonSpoffordAvenue!\"

  \"I’mgoingtodreamabout`Patty’sPlace’tonight,\"saidAnne。

  \"Why,IfeelasifIbelongedtoit。Iwonderif,byanychance,we’lleverseetheinsideofit。\"

  \"Itisn’tlikely,\"saidPriscilla。

  Annesmiledmysteriously。

  \"No,itisn’tlikely。ButIbelieveitwillhappen。Ihaveaqueer,creepy,crawlyfeeling——youcancallitapresentiment,ifyoulike——that`Patty’sPlace’andIaregoingtobebetteracquaintedyet。\"

  ChapterVII

  HomeAgainThosefirstthreeweeksatRedmondhadseemedlong;buttherestofthetermflewbyonwingsofwind。BeforetheyrealizedittheRedmondstudentsfoundthemselvesinthegrindofChristmasexaminations,emergingtherefrommoreorlesstriumphantly。ThehonorofleadingintheFreshmanclassesfluctuatedbetweenAnne,GilbertandPhilippa;Priscilladidverywell;CharlieSloanescrapedthroughrespectably,andcomportedhimselfascomplacentlyasifhehadledineverything。

  \"Ican’treallybelievethatthistimetomorrowI’llbeinGreenGables,\"

  saidAnneonthenightbeforedeparture。\"ButIshallbe。Andyou,Phil,willbeinBolingbrokewithAlecandAlonzo。\"

  \"I’mlongingtoseethem,\"admittedPhil,betweenthechocolateshewasnibbling。\"Theyreallyaresuchdearboys,youknow。

  There’stobenoendofdancesanddrivesandgeneraljamborees。

  Ishallneverforgiveyou,QueenAnne,fornotcominghomewithmefortheholidays。\"

  \"`Never’meansthreedayswithyou,Phil。Itwasdearofyoutoaskme——andI’dlovetogotoBolingbrokesomeday。ButI

  can’tgothisyear——IMUSTgohome。Youdon’tknowhowmyheartlongsforit。\"

  \"Youwon’thavemuchofatime,\"saidPhilscornfully。\"There’llbeoneortwoquiltingparties,Isuppose;andalltheoldgossipswilltalkyouovertoyourfaceandbehindyourback。

  You’lldieoflonesomeness,child。\"

  \"InAvonlea?\"saidAnne,highlyamused。

  \"Now,ifyou’dcomewithmeyou’dhaveaperfectlygorgeoustime。

  Bolingbrokewouldgowildoveryou,QueenAnne——yourhairandyourstyleand,oh,everything!You’resoDIFFERENT。You’dbesuchasuccess——andIwouldbaskinreflectedglory——`nottherosebutneartherose。’Docome,afterall,Anne。\"

  \"Yourpictureofsocialtriumphsisquitefascinating,Phil,butI’llpaintonetooffsetit。I’mgoinghometoanoldcountryfarmhouse,oncegreen,ratherfadednow,setamongleaflessappleorchards。ThereisabrookbelowandaDecemberfirwoodbeyond,whereI’veheardharpssweptbythefingersofrainandwind。

  Thereisapondnearbythatwillbegrayandbroodingnow。Therewillbetwooldishladiesinthehouse,onetallandthin,oneshortandfat;andtherewillbetwotwins,oneaperfectmodel,theotherwhatMrs。Lyndecallsa`holyterror。’Therewillbealittleroomupstairsovertheporch,whereolddreamshangthick,andabig,fat,gloriousfeatherbedwhichwillalmostseemtheheightofluxuryafteraboardinghousemattress。Howdoyoulikemypicture,Phil?\"

  \"Itseemsaverydullone,\"saidPhil,withagrimace。

  \"Oh,butI’veleftoutthetransformingthing,\"saidAnnesoftly。

  \"There’llbelovethere,Phil——faithful,tenderlove,suchasI’llneverfindanywhereelseintheworld——lovethat’swaitingforme。Thatmakesmypictureamasterpiece,doesn’tit,evenifthecolorsarenotverybrilliant?\"

  Philsilentlygotup,tossedherboxofchocolatesaway,wentuptoAnne,andputherarmsabouther。

  \"Anne,IwishIwaslikeyou,\"shesaidsoberly。

  DianametAnneattheCarmodystationthenextnight,andtheydrovehometogetherundersilent,star-sowndepthsofsky。GreenGableshadaveryfestalappearanceastheydroveupthelane。

  Therewasalightineverywindow,theglowbreakingoutthroughthedarknesslikeflame-redblossomsswungagainstthedarkbackgroundoftheHauntedWood。Andintheyardwasabravebonfirewithtwogaylittlefiguresdancingaroundit,oneofwhichgaveanunearthlyyellasthebuggyturnedinunderthepoplars。

  \"DavymeansthatforanIndianwar-whoop,\"saidDiana。\"Mr。

  Harrison’shiredboytaughtittohim,andhe’sbeenpracticingituptowelcomeyouwith。Mrs。Lyndesaysithaswornhernervestoafrazzle。Hecreepsupbehindher,youknow,andthenletsgo。Hewasdeterminedtohaveabonfireforyou,too。He’sbeenpilingupbranchesforafortnightandpesteringMarillatobeletpoursomekeroseneoiloveritbeforesettingitonfire。

  Iguessshedid,bythesmell,thoughMrs。LyndesaiduptothelastthatDavywouldblowhimselfandeverybodyelseupifhewaslet。\"

  Annewasoutofthebuggybythistime,andDavywasrapturouslyhuggingherknees,whileevenDorawasclingingtoherhand。

  \"Isn’tthatabullybonfire,Anne?Justletmeshowyouhowtopokeit——seethesparks?Ididitforyou,Anne,’causeIwassogladyouwerecominghome。\"

  ThekitchendooropenedandMarilla’sspareformdarkenedagainsttheinnerlight。ShepreferredtomeetAnneintheshadows,forshewashorriblyafraidthatshewasgoingtocrywithjoy——

  she,stern,repressedMarilla,whothoughtalldisplayofdeepemotionunseemly。Mrs。Lyndewasbehindher,sonsy,kindly,matronly,asofyore。ThelovethatAnnehadtoldPhilwaswaitingforhersurroundedherandenfoldedherwithitsblessinganditssweetness。Nothing,afterall,couldcomparewitholdties,oldfriends,andoldGreenGables!HowstarryAnne’seyeswereastheysatdowntotheloadedsuppertable,howpinkhercheeks,howsilver-clearherlaughter!AndDianawasgoingtostayallnight,too。Howlikethedearoldtimesitwas!Andtherose-budtea-setgracedthetable!WithMarillatheforceofnaturecouldnofurthergo。

  \"IsupposeyouandDianawillnowproceedtotalkallnight,\"

  saidMarillasarcastically,asthegirlswentupstairs。

  Marillawasalwayssarcasticafteranyself-betrayal。

  \"Yes,\"agreedAnnegaily,\"butI’mgoingtoputDavytobedfirst。

  Heinsistsonthat。\"

  \"Youbet,\"saidDavy,astheywentalongthehall。\"Iwantsomebodytosaymyprayerstoagain。It’snofunsayingthemalone。\"

  \"Youdon’tsaythemalone,Davy。Godisalwayswithyoutohearyou。\"

  \"Well,Ican’tseeHim,\"objectedDavy。\"IwanttopraytosomebodyIcansee,butIWON’TsaythemtoMrs。LyndeorMarilla,therenow!\"

  Nevertheless,whenDavywasgarbedinhisgrayflannelnighty,hedidnotseeminahurrytobegin。HestoodbeforeAnne,shufflingonebarefootovertheother,andlookedundecided。

  \"Come,dear,kneeldown,\"saidAnne。

  DavycameandburiedhisheadinAnne’slap,buthedidnotkneeldown。

  \"Anne,\"hesaidinamuffledvoice。\"Idon’tfeellikeprayingafterall。

  Ihaven’tfeltlikeitforaweeknow。I——IDIDN’Tpraylastnightnorthenightbefore。\"

  \"Whynot,Davy?\"askedAnnegently。

  \"You——youwon’tbemadifItellyou?\"imploredDavy。

  Anneliftedthelittlegray-flannelledbodyonherkneeandcuddledhisheadonherarm。

  \"DoIeverget`mad’whenyoutellmethings,Davy?\"

  \"No-o-o,youneverdo。Butyougetsorry,andthat’sworse。

  You’llbeawfulsorrywhenItellyouthis,Anne——andyou’llbe’shamedofme,Is’pose。\"

  \"Haveyoudonesomethingnaughty,Davy,andisthatwhyyoucan’tsayyourprayers?\"

  \"No,Ihaven’tdoneanythingnaughty——yet。ButIwanttodoit。\"

  \"Whatisit,Davy?\"

  \"I——Iwanttosayabadword,Anne,\"blurtedoutDavy,withadesperateeffort。\"IheardMr。Harrison’shiredboysayitonedaylastweek,andeversinceI’vebeenwantingtosayitALLthetime——evenwhenI’msayingmyprayers。\"

  \"Sayitthen,Davy。\"

  Davyliftedhisflushedfaceinamazement。

  \"But,Anne,it’sanAWFULbadword。\"

  \"SAYIT!\"

  Davygaveheranotherincredulouslook,theninalowvoicehesaidthedreadfulword。Thenextminutehisfacewasburrowingagainsther。

  \"Oh,Anne,I’llneversayitagain——never。I’llneverWANTtosayitagain。Iknewitwasbad,butIdidn’ts’poseitwasso——so——Ididn’ts’poseitwaslikeTHAT。\"

  \"No,Idon’tthinkyou’lleverwanttosayitagain,Davy——orthinkit,either。AndIwouldn’tgoaboutmuchwithMr。Harrison’shiredboyifIwereyou。\"

  \"Hecanmakebullywar-whoops,\"saidDavyalittleregretfully。

  \"Butyoudon’twantyourmindfilledwithbadwords,doyou,Davy——wordsthatwillpoisonitanddriveoutallthatisgoodandmanly?\"

  \"No,\"saidDavy,owl-eyedwithintrospection。

  \"Thendon’tgowiththosepeoplewhousethem。Andnowdoyoufeelasifyoucouldsayyourprayers,Davy?\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"saidDavy,eagerlywrigglingdownonhisknees,\"Icansaythemnowallright。Iain’tscarednowtosay`ifIshoulddiebeforeIwake,’likeIwaswhenIwaswantingtosaythatword。\"

  ProbablyAnneandDianadidemptyouttheirsoulstoeachotherthatnight,butnorecordoftheirconfidenceshasbeenpreserved。

  Theybothlookedasfreshandbright-eyedatbreakfastasonlyyouthcanlookafterunlawfulhoursofrevelryandconfession。

  Therehadbeennosnowuptothistime,butasDianacrossedtheoldlogbridgeonherhomewardwaythewhiteflakeswerebeginningtoflutterdownoverthefieldsandwoods,russetandgrayintheirdreamlesssleep。Soonthefar-awayslopesandhillsweredimandwraith-likethroughtheirgauzyscarfing,asifpaleautumnhadflungamistybridalveiloverherhairandwaswaitingforherwintrybridegroom。SotheyhadawhiteChristmasafterall,andaverypleasantdayitwas。IntheforenoonlettersandgiftscamefromMissLavendarandPaul;

  AnneopenedtheminthecheerfulGreenGableskitchen,whichwasfilledwithwhatDavy,sniffinginecstasy,called\"prettysmells。\"

  \"MissLavendarandMr。Irvingaresettledintheirnewhomenow,\"

  reportedAnne。\"IamsureMissLavendarisperfectlyhappy——

  Iknowitbythegeneraltoneofherletter——butthere’sanotefromCharlottatheFourth。Shedoesn’tlikeBostonatall,andsheisfearfullyhomesick。MissLavendarwantsmetogothroughtoEchoLodgesomedaywhileI’mhomeandlightafiretoairit,andseethatthecushionsaren’tgettingmoldy。IthinkI’llgetDianatogooverwithmenextweek,andwecanspendtheeveningwithTheodoraDix。IwanttoseeTheodora。Bytheway,isLudovicSpeedstillgoingtoseeher?\"

  \"Theysayso,\"saidMarilla,\"andhe’slikelytocontinueit。

  Folkshavegivenupexpectingthatthatcourtshipwilleverarriveanywhere。\"

  \"I’dhurryhimupabit,ifIwasTheodora,that’swhat,\"saidMrs。Lynde。Andthereisnottheslightestdoubtbutthatshewould。

  TherewasalsoacharacteristicscrawlfromPhilippa,fullofAlecandAlonzo,whattheysaidandwhattheydid,andhowtheylookedwhentheysawher。

  \"ButIcan’tmakeupmymindyetwhichtomarry,\"wrotePhil。

  \"Idowishyouhadcomewithmetodecideforme。Someonewillhaveto。WhenIsawAlecmyheartgaveagreatthumpandI

  thought,`Hemightbetherightone。’Andthen,whenAlonzocame,thumpwentmyheartagain。Sothat’snoguide,thoughitshouldbe,accordingtoallthenovelsI’veeverread。Now,Anne,YOURheartwouldn’tthumpforanybodybutthegenuinePrinceCharming,wouldit?

  Theremustbesomethingradicallywrongwithmine。ButI’mhavingaperfectlygorgeoustime。HowIwishyouwerehere!It’ssnowingtoday,andI’mrapturous。Iwassoafraidwe’dhaveagreenChristmasandIloathethem。Youknow,whenChristmasisadirtygrayey-browneyaffair,lookingasifithadbeenleftoverahundredyearsagoandhadbeeninsoakeversince,itiscalledaGREENChristmas!

  Don’taskmewhy。AsLordDundrearysays,`therearethomethingthnofellowcanunderthtand。’

  \"Anne,didyouevergetonastreetcarandthendiscoverthatyouhadn’tanymoneywithyoutopayyourfare?Idid,theotherday。

  It’squiteawful。IhadanickelwithmewhenIgotonthecar。

  Ithoughtitwasintheleftpocketofmycoat。WhenIgotsettleddowncomfortablyIfeltforit。Itwasn’tthere。

  Ihadacoldchill。Ifeltintheotherpocket。Notthere。

  Ihadanotherchill。ThenIfeltinalittleinsidepocket。

  Allinvain。Ihadtwochillsatonce。

  \"Itookoffmygloves,laidthemontheseat,andwentoverallmypocketsagain。Itwasnotthere。Istoodupandshookmyself,andthenlookedonthefloor。Thecarwasfullofpeople,whoweregoinghomefromtheopera,andtheyallstaredatme,butIwaspastcaringforalittlethinglikethat。

  \"ButIcouldnotfindmyfare。IconcludedImusthaveputitinmymouthandswalloweditinadvertently。

  \"Ididn’tknowwhattodo。Wouldtheconductor,Iwondered,stopthecarandputmeoffinignominyandshame?WasitpossiblethatIcouldconvincehimthatIwasmerelythevictimofmyownabsentmindedness,andnotanunprincipledcreaturetryingtoobtainarideuponfalsepretenses?HowIwishedthatAlecorAlonzowerethere。Buttheyweren’tbecauseIwantedthem。

  IfIHADN’Twantedthemtheywouldhavebeentherebythedozen。

  AndIcouldn’tdecidewhattosaytotheconductorwhenhecamearound。AssoonasIgotonesentenceofexplanationmappedoutinmymindIfeltnobodycouldbelieveitandImustcomposeanother。ItseemedtherewasnothingtodobuttrustinProvidence,andforallthecomfortthatgavemeImightaswellhavebeentheoldladywho,whentoldbythecaptainduringastormthatshemustputhertrustintheAlmightyexclaimed,`Oh,Captain,isitasbadasthat?’

  \"Justattheconventionalmoment,whenallhopehadfled,andtheconductorwasholdingouthisboxtothepassengernexttome,IsuddenlyrememberedwhereIhadputthatwretchedcoinoftherealm。

  Ihadn’tswalloweditafterall。Imeeklyfisheditoutoftheindexfingerofmygloveandpokeditinthebox。Ismiledateverybodyandfeltthatitwasabeautifulworld。\"

  ThevisittoEchoLodgewasnottheleastpleasantofmanypleasantholidayoutings。AnneandDianawentbacktoitbytheoldwayofthebeechwoods,carryingalunchbasketwiththem。

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