Andrews’excellentadviceandsoughtrefugeatthepostoffice。
\"TherecomesJohnHenryCarter,\"saidMarilla。
JohnHenrycamewadingthroughthehailstoneswitharatherscaredgrin。
\"Oh,ain’tthisawful,MissCuthbert?Mr。Harrisonsentmeovertoseeifyoushadcomeoutallright。\"
\"We’renoneofuskilled,\"saidMarillagrimly,\"andnoneofthebuildingswasstruck。Ihopeyougotoffequallywell。\"
\"Yas’m。Notquitesowell,ma’am。Wewasstruck。ThelightningknockedoverthekitchenchimblyandcomedowntheflueandknockedoverGinger’scageandtoreaholeinthefloorandwentintothesullar。Yas’m。\"
\"WasGingerhurt?\"queriedAnne。
\"Yas’m。Hewashurtprettybad。Hewaskilled。\"LateronAnnewentovertocomfortMr。Harrison。Shefoundhimsittingbythetable,strokingGinger’sgaydeadbodywithatremblinghand。
\"PoorGingerwon’tcallyouanymorenames,Anne,\"hesaidmournfully。
AnnecouldneverhaveimaginedherselfcryingonGinger’saccount,butthetearscameintohereyes。
\"HewasallthecompanyIhad,Anne……andnowhe’sdead。Well,well,I’manoldfooltocaresomuch。I’llletonIdon’tcare。
Iknowyou’regoingtosaysomethingsympatheticassoonasI
stoptalking……butdon’t。IfyoudidI’dcrylikeababy。
Hasn’tthisbeenaterriblestorm?Iguessfolkswon’tlaughatUncleAbe’spredictionsagain。Seemsasifallthestormsthathe’sbeenprophesyingallhislifethatneverhappenedcameallatonce。Beatsallhowhestrucktheverydaythough,don’tit?
Lookatthemesswehavehere。Imusthustleroundandgetsomeboardstopatchupthatholeinthefloor。\"
Avonleafolksdidnothingthenextdaybutvisiteachotherandcomparedamages。Theroadswereimpassableforwheelsbyreasonofthehailstones,sotheywalkedorrodeonhorseback。Themailcamelatewithilltidingsfromallovertheprovince。Houseshadbeenstruck,peoplekilledandinjured;thewholetelephoneandtelegraphsystemhadbeendisorganized,andanynumberofyoungstockexposedinthefieldshadperished。
UncleAbewadedouttotheblacksmith’sforgeearlyinthemorningandspentthewholedaythere。ItwasUncleAbe’shouroftriumphandheenjoyedittothefull。ItwouldbedoingUncleAbeaninjusticetosaythathewasgladthestormhadhappened;butsinceithadtobehewasverygladhehadpredictedit……totheveryday,too。UncleAbeforgotthathehadeverdeniedsettingtheday。
Asforthetriflingdiscrepancyinthehour,thatwasnothing。
GilbertarrivedatGreenGablesintheeveningandfoundMarillaandAnnebusilyengagedinnailingstripsofoilclothoverthebrokenwindows。
\"Goodnessonlyknowswhenwe’llgetglassforthem,\"saidMarilla。
\"Mr。BarrywentovertoCarmodythisafternoonbutnotapanecouldhegetforloveormoney。LawsonandBlairwerecleanedoutbytheCarmodypeoplebyteno’clock。WasthestormbadatWhiteSands,Gilbert?\"
\"Ishouldsayso。IwascaughtintheschoolwithallthechildrenandIthoughtsomeofthemwouldgomadwithfright。Threeofthemfainted,andtwogirlstookhysterics,andTommyBlewettdidnothingbutshriekatthetopofhisvoicethewholetime。\"
\"Ionlysquealedonce,\"saidDavyproudly。\"Mygardenwasallsmashedflat,\"hecontinuedmournfully,\"butsowasDora’s,\"headdedinatonewhichindicatedthattherewasyetbalminGilead。
Annecamerunningdownfromthewestgable。
\"Oh,Gilbert,haveyouheardthenews?Mr。LeviBoulter’soldhousewasstruckandburnedtotheground。ItseemstomethatI’mdreadfullywickedtofeelgladoverTHAT,whensomuchdamagehasbeendone。Mr。BoultersayshebelievestheA。V。I。S。magickedupthatstormonpurpose。\"
\"Well,onethingiscertain,\"saidGilbert,laughing,\"`Observer’
hasmadeUncleAbe’sreputationasaweatherprophet。`UncleAbe’sstorm’willgodowninlocalhistory。Itisamostextraordinarycoincidencethatitshouldhavecomeontheverydayweselected。
Iactuallyhaveahalfguiltyfeeling,asifIreallyhad`magicked’
itup。Wemayaswellrejoiceovertheoldhousebeingremoved,forthere’snotmuchtorejoiceoverwhereouryoungtreesareconcerned。
Nottenofthemhaveescaped。\"
\"Ah,well,we’lljusthavetoplantthemoveragainnextspring,\"
saidAnnephilosophically。\"Thatisonegoodthingaboutthisworld……therearealwayssuretobemoresprings。\"
XXV
AnAvonleaScandalOneblitheJunemorning,afortnightafterUncleAbe’sstorm,AnnecameslowlythroughtheGreenGablesyardfromthegarden,carryinginherhandstwoblightedstalksofwhitenarcissus。
\"Look,Marilla,\"shesaidsorroly,holdinguptheflowersbeforetheeyesofagrimlady,withherhaircoifedinagreenginghamapron,whowasgoingintothehousewithapluckedchicken,\"thesearetheonlybudsthestormspared……andeventheyareimperfect。
I’msosorry……IwantedsomeforMatthew’sgrave。HewasalwayssofondofJunelilies。\"
\"Ikindofmissthemmyself,\"admittedMarilla,\"thoughitdoesn’tseemrighttolamentoverthemwhensomanyworsethingshavehappened……allthecropsdestroyedaswellasthefruit。\"
\"Butpeoplehavesowntheiroatsoveragain,\"saidAnnecomfortingly,\"andMr。Harrisonsayshethinksifwehaveagoodsummertheywillcomeoutallrightthoughlate。Andmyannualsareallcomingupagain……butoh,nothingcanreplacetheJunelilies。PoorlittleHesterGraywillhavenoneeither。Iwentallthewaybacktohergardenlastnightbuttherewasn’tone。I’msureshe’llmissthem。\"
\"Idon’tthinkit’srightforyoutosaysuchthings,Anne,I
reallydon’t,\"saidMarillaseverely。\"HesterGrayhasbeendeadforthirtyyearsandherspiritisinheaven……Ihope。\"
\"Yes,butIbelieveshelovesandremembershergardenherestill,\"
saidAnne。\"I’msurenomatterhowlongI’dlivedinheavenI’dliketolookdownandseesomebodyputtingflowersonmygrave。IfIhadhadagardenherelikeHesterGray’sitwouldtakememorethanthirtyyears,eveninheaven,toforgetbeinghomesickforitbyspells。\"
\"Well,don’tletthetwinshearyoutalkinglikethat,\"wasMarilla’sfeebleprotest,asshecarriedherchickenintothehouse。
Annepinnedhernarcissionherhairandwenttothelanegate,whereshestoodforawhilesunningherselfintheJunebrightnessbeforegoingintoattendtoherSaturdaymorningduties。Theworldwasgrowinglovelyagain;oldMotherNaturewasdoingherbesttoremovethetracesofthestorm,and,thoughshewasnottosucceedfullyformanyamoon,shewasreallyaccomplishingwonders。
\"IwishIcouldjustbeidlealldaytoday,\"Annetoldabluebird,whowassingingandswingingonawillowbough,\"butaschoolma’am,whoisalsohelpingtobringuptwins,can’tindulgeinlaziness,birdie。Howsweetyouaresinging,littlebird。YouarejustputtingthefeelingsofmyheartintosongeversomuchbetterthanIcouldmyself。Why,whoiscoming?\"
Anexpresswagonwasjoltingupthelane,withtwopeopleonthefrontseatandabigtrunkbehind。WhenitdrewnearAnnerecognizedthedriverasthesonofthestationagentatBrightRiver;buthiscompanionwasastranger……ascrapofawomanwhosprangnimblydownatthegatealmostbeforethehorsecametoastandstill。Shewasaveryprettylittleperson,evidentlynearerfiftythanforty,butwithrosycheeks,sparklingblackeyes,andshiningblackhair,surmountedbyawonderfulbefloweredandbeplumedbonnet。Inspiteofhavingdriveneightmilesoveradustyroadshewasasneatasifshehadjuststeppedoutoftheproverbialbandbox。
\"IsthiswhereMr。JamesA。Harrisonlives?\"sheinquiredbriskly。
\"No,Mr。Harrisonlivesoverthere,\"saidAnne,quitelostinastonishment。
\"Well,IDIDthinkthisplaceseemedtootidy……MUCHtootidyforJamesA。
tobelivinghere,unlesshehasgreatlychangedsinceIknewhim,\"chirpedthelittlelady。\"IsittruethatJamesA。isgoingtobemarriedtosomewomanlivinginthissettlement?\"
\"No,ohno,\"criedAnne,flushingsoguiltilythatthestrangerlookedcuriouslyather,asifshehalfsuspectedherofmatrimonialdesignsonMr。Harrison。
\"ButIsawitinanIslandpaper,\"persistedtheFairUnknown。\"A
friendsentamarkedcopytome……friendsarealwayssoreadytodosuchthings。JamesA。’snamewaswritteninover`newcitizen。’\"
\"Oh,thatnotewasonlymeantasajoke,\"gaspedAnne。\"Mr。HarrisonhasnointentionofmarryingANYBODY。Iassureyouhehasn’t。\"
\"I’mverygladtohearit,\"saidtherosylady,climbingnimblybacktoherseatinthewagon,\"becausehehappenstobemarriedalready。
_I_amhiswife。Oh,youmaywelllooksurprised。Isupposehehasbeenmasqueradingasabachelorandbreakingheartsrightandleft。
Well,well,JamesA。,\"noddingvigorouslyoverthefieldsatthelongwhitehouse,\"yourfunisover。Iamhere……thoughIwouldn’thavebotheredcomingifIhadn’tthoughtyouwereuptosomemischief。
Isuppose,\"turningtoAnne,\"thatparrotofhisisasprofaneasever?\"
\"Hisparrot……isdead……ITHINK,\"gaspedpoorAnne,whocouldn’thavefeltsureofherownnameatthatprecisemoment。
\"Dead!Everythingwillbeallrightthen,\"criedtherosyladyjubilantly。\"IcanmanageJamesA。ifthatbirdisoutoftheway。\"
WithwhichcrypticutteranceshewentjoyfullyonherwayandAnneflewtothekitchendoortomeetMarilla。
\"Anne,whowasthatwoman?\"
\"Marilla,\"saidAnnesolemnly,butwithdancingeyes,\"doIlookasifIwerecrazy?\"
\"Notmoresothanusual,\"saidMarilla,withnothoughtofbeingsarcastic。
\"Wellthen,doyouthinkIamawake?\"
\"Anne,whatnonsensehasgotintoyou?Whowasthatwoman,Isay?\"
\"Marilla,ifI’mnotcrazyandnotasleepshecan’tbesuchstuffasdreamsaremadeof……shemustbereal。Anyway,I’msureIcouldn’thaveimaginedsuchabonnet。ShesayssheisMr。Harrison’swife,Marilla。\"
Marillastaredinherturn。
\"Hiswife!AnneShirley!Thenwhathashebeenpassinghimselfoffasanunmarriedmanfor?\"
\"Idon’tsupposehedid,really,\"saidAnne,tryingtobejust。
\"Heneversaidhewasn’tmarried。Peoplesimplytookitforgranted。OhMarilla,whatwillMrs。Lyndesaytothis?\"
TheyfoundoutwhatMrs。Lyndehadtosaywhenshecameupthatevening。Mrs。Lyndewasn’tsurprised!Mrs。Lyndehadalwaysexpectedsomethingofthesort!Mrs。LyndehadalwaysknowntherewasSOMETHINGaboutMr。Harrison!
\"Tothinkofhisdesertinghiswife!\"shesaidindignantly。
\"It’slikesomethingyou’dreadofintheStates,butwhowouldexpectsuchathingtohappenrighthereinAvonlea?\"
\"Butwedon’tknowthathedesertedher,\"protestedAnne,determinedtobelieveherfriendinnocenttillhewasprovedguilty。\"Wedon’tknowtherightsofitatall。\"
\"Well,wesoonwill。I’mgoingstraightoverthere,\"saidMrs。
Lynde,whohadneverlearnedthattherewassuchawordasdelicacyinthedictionary。\"I’mnotsupposedtoknowanythingaboutherarrival,andMr。HarrisonwastobringsomemedicineforThomasfromCarmodytoday,sothatwillbeagoodexcuse。I’llfindoutthewholestoryandcomeinandtellyouonthewayback。\"
Mrs。LynderushedinwhereAnnehadfearedtotread。NothingwouldhaveinducedthelattertogoovertotheHarrisonplace;
butshehadhernaturalandpropershareofcuriosityandshefeltsecretlygladthatMrs。Lyndewasgoingtosolvethemystery。
SheandMarillawaitedexpectantlyforthatgoodlady’sreturn,butwaitedinvain。Mrs。LyndedidnotrevisitGreenGablesthatnight。
Davy,arrivinghomeatnineo’clockfromtheBoulterplace,explainedwhy。
\"ImetMrs。LyndeandsomestrangewomanintheHollow,\"hesaid,\"andgracious,howtheyweretalkingbothatonce!Mrs。Lyndesaidtotellyoushewassorryitwastoolatetocalltonight。
Anne,I’mawfulhungry。WehadteaatMilty’satfourandIthinkMrs。Boulterisrealmean。Shedidn’tgiveusanypreservesorcake……andeventhebreadwasskurce。\"
\"Davy,whenyougovisitingyoumustnevercriticizeanythingyouaregiventoeat,\"saidAnnesolemnly。\"Itisverybadmanners。\"
\"Allright……I’llonlythinkit,\"saidDavycheerfully。
\"Dogiveafellowsomesupper,Anne。\"
AnnelookedatMarilla,whofollowedherintothepantryandshutthedoorcautiously。
\"Youcangivehimsomejamonhisbread,IknowwhatteaatLeviBoulter’sisapttobe。\"
Davytookhissliceofbreadandjamwithasigh。
\"It’sakindofdisappointingworldafterall,\"heremarked。
\"Miltyhasacatthattakesfits……she’stookafitregulareverydayforthreeweeks。Miltysaysit’sawfulfuntowatchher。
Iwentdowntodayonpurposetoseeherhaveonebutthemeanoldthingwouldn’ttakeafitandjustkepthealthyashealthy,thoughMiltyandmehungroundalltheafternoonandwaited。Butnevermind\"……Davybrightenedupastheinsidiouscomfortoftheplumjamstoleintohissoul……\"maybeI’llseeherinonesometimeyet。
Itdoesn’tseemlikelyshe’dstophavingthemallatoncewhenshe’sbeensointhehabitofit,doesit?Thisjamisawfulnice。\"
Davyhadnosorrowsthatplumjamcouldnotcure。
Sundayprovedsorainythattherewasnostirringabroad;butbyMondayeverybodyhadheardsomeversionoftheHarrisonstory。TheschoolbuzzedwithitandDavycamehome,fullofinformation。
\"Marilla,Mr。Harrisonhasanewwife……well,notezacklynew,butthey’vestoppedbeingmarriedforquiteaspell,Miltysays。
Ialwayss’posedpeoplehadtokeeponbeingmarriedoncethey’dbegun,butMiltysaysno,there’swaysofstoppingifyoucan’tagree。
Miltysaysonewayisjusttostartoffandleaveyourwife,andthat’swhatMr。Harrisondid。MiltysaysMr。Harrisonlefthiswifebecauseshethrowedthingsathim……HARDthings……andArtySloanesaysitwasbecauseshewouldn’tlethimsmoke,andNedClaysaysitwas’causesheneverletupscoldinghim。Iwouldn’tleaveMY
wifeforanythinglikethat。I’djustputmyfootdownandsay,`Mrs。Davy,you’vejustgottodowhat’llpleaseME’causeI’maMAN。’
THAT’DsettleherprettyquickIguess。ButAnnettaClaysaysSHEleftHIMbecausehewouldn’tscrapehisbootsatthedoorandshedoesn’tblameher。I’mgoingrightovertoMr。Harrison’sthisminutetoseewhatshe’slike。\"
Davysoonreturned,somewhatcastdown。
\"Mrs。Harrisonwasaway……she’sgonetoCarmodywithMrs。RachelLyndetogetnewpaperfortheparlor。AndMr。HarrisonsaidtotellAnnetogooverandseehim`causehewantstohaveatalkwithher。Andsay,thefloorisscrubbed,andMr。Harrisonisshaved,thoughtherewasn’tanypreachingyesterday。\"
TheHarrisonkitchenworeaveryunfamiliarlooktoAnne。Thefloorwasindeedscrubbedtoawonderfulpitchofpurityandsowaseveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom;thestovewaspolisheduntilshecouldseeherfaceinit;thewallswerewhitewashedandthewindowpanessparkledinthesunlight。BythetablesatMr。Harrisoninhisworkingclothes,whichonFridayhadbeennotedforsundryrentsandtattersbutwhichwerenowneatlypatchedandbrushed。
Hewassprucelyshavedandwhatlittlehairhehadwascarefullytrimmed。
\"Sitdown,Anne,sitdown,\"saidMr。HarrisoninatonebuttwodegreesremovedfromthatwhichAvonleapeopleusedatfunerals。
\"Emily’sgoneovertoCarmodywithRachelLynde……she’sstruckupalifelongfriendshipalreadywithRachelLynde。Beatsallhowcontrarywomenare。Well,Anne,myeasytimesareover……allover。
It’sneatnessandtidinessformefortherestofmynaturallife,Isuppose。\"
Mr。Harrisondidhisbesttospeakdolefully,butanirrepressibletwinkleinhiseyebetrayedhim。
\"Mr。Harrison,youaregladyourwifeiscomeback,\"criedAnne,shakingherfingerathim。\"Youneedn’tpretendyou’renot,becauseIcanseeitplainly。\"
Mr。Harrisonrelaxedintoasheepishsmile。
\"Well……well……I’mgettingusedtoit,\"heconceded。\"Ican’tsayIwassorrytoseeEmily。Amanreallyneedssomeprotectioninacommunitylikethis,wherehecan’tplayagameofcheckerswithaneighborwithoutbeingaccusedofwantingtomarrythatneighbor’ssisterandhavingitputinthepaper。\"
\"NobodywouldhavesupposedyouwenttoseeIsabellaAndrewsifyouhadn’tpretendedtobeunmarried,\"saidAnneseverely。
\"Ididn’tpretendIwas。Ifanybody’dhaveaskedmeifIwasmarriedI’dhavesaidIwas。Buttheyjusttookitforgranted。
Iwasn’tanxioustotalkaboutthematter……Iwasfeelingtoosoreoverit。ItwouldhavebeennutsforMrs。RachelLyndeifshehadknownmywifehadleftme,wouldn’titnow?\"
\"Butsomepeoplesaythatyoulefther。\"
\"Shestartedit,Anne,shestartedit。I’mgoingtotellyouthewholestory,forIdon’twantyoutothinkworseofmethanI
deserve……norofEmilyneither。Butlet’sgooutontheveranda。
Everythingissofearfulneatinherethatitkindofmakesmehomesick。
IsupposeI’llgetusedtoitafterawhilebutiteasesmeuptolookattheyard。Emilyhasn’thadtimetotidyitupyet。\"
AssoonastheywerecomfortablyseatedontheverandaMr。Harrisonbeganhistaleofwoe。
\"IlivedinScottsford,NewBrunswick,beforeIcamehere,Anne。
Mysisterkepthouseformeandshesuitedmefine;shewasjustreasonablytidyandsheletmealoneandspoiledme……soEmilysays。
Butthreeyearsagoshedied。BeforeshediedsheworriedalotaboutwhatwastobecomeofmeandfinallyshegotmetopromiseI’dgetmarried。
SheadvisedmetotakeEmilyScottbecauseEmilyhadmoneyofherownandwasapatternhousekeeper。Isaid,saysI,`EmilyScottwouldn’tlookatme。’
`Youaskherandsee,’saysmysister;andjusttoeasehermindIpromisedherIwould……andIdid。AndEmilysaidshe’dhaveme。Neverwassosurprisedinmylife,Anne……asmartprettylittlewomanlikeherandanoldfellowlikeme。ItellyouIthoughtatfirstIwasinluck。
Well,weweremarriedandtookalittleweddingtriptoSt。Johnforafortnightandthenwewenthome。Wegothomeatteno’clockatnight,andIgiveyoumyword,Anne,thatinhalfanhourthatwomanwasatworkhousecleaning。Oh,Iknowyou’rethinkingmyhouseneededit……
you’vegotaveryexpressiveface,Anne;yourthoughtsjustcomeoutonitlikeprint……butitdidn’t,notthatbad。IthadgotprettymixedupwhileIwaskeepingbachelor’shall,Iadmit,butI’dgotawomantocomeinandcleanitupbeforeIwasmarriedandthere’dbeenconsiderablepaintingandfixingdone。ItellyouifyoutookEmilyintoabrandnewwhitemarblepalaceshe’dbeintothescrubbingassoonasshecouldgetanolddresson。Well,shecleanedhousetilloneo’clockthatnightandatfourshewasupandatitagain。Andshekeptonthatway……far’sIcouldseesheneverstopped。Itwasscourandsweepanddusteverlasting,exceptonSundays,andthenshewasjustlongingforMondaytobeginagain。ButitwasherwayofamusingherselfandIcouldhavereconciledmyselftoitifshe’dleftmealone。Butthatshewouldn’tdo。She’dsetouttomakemeoverbutshehadn’tcaughtmeyoungenough。Iwasn’tallowedtocomeintothehouseunlessI
changedmybootsforslippersatthedoor。Idarsn’tsmokeapipeformylifeunlessIwenttothebarn。AndIdidn’tusegoodenoughgrammar。Emily’dbeenaschoolteacherinherearlylifeandshe’dnevergotoverit。Thenshehatedtoseemeeatingwithmyknife。Well,thereitwas,pickandnageverlasting。ButI
s’pose,Anne,tobefair,_I_wascantankeroustoo。Ididn’ttrytoimproveasImighthavedone……Ijustgotcrankyanddisagreeablewhenshefoundfault。Itoldheronedayshehadn’tcomplainedofmygrammarwhenIproposedtoher。Itwasn’tanoverlytactfulthingtosay。Awomanwouldforgiveamanforbeatinghersoonerthanforhintingshewastoomuchpleasedtogethim。Well,webickeredalonglikethatanditwasn’texactlypleasant,butwemighthavegotusedtoeachotherafteraspellifithadn’tbeenforGinger。Gingerwastherockwesplitonatlast。Emilydidn’tlikeparrotsandshecouldn’tstandGinger’sprofanehabitsofspeech。Iwasattachedtothebirdformybrotherthesailor’ssake。Mybrotherthesailorwasapetofminewhenwewerelittletadsandhe’dsentGingertomewhenhewasdying。Ididn’tseeanysenseingettingworkedupoverhisswearing。There’snothingIhateworse’nprofanityinahumanbeing,butinaparrot,that’sjustrepeatingwhatit’sheardwithnomoreunderstandingofitthanI’dhaveofChinese,allowancesmightbemade。ButEmilycouldn’tseeitthatway。Womenain’tlogical。ShetriedtobreakGingerofswearingbutshehadn’tanybettersuccessthanshehadintryingtomakemestopsaying`I
seen’and`themthings。’SeemedasifthemoreshetriedtheworseGingergot,sameasme。
\"Well,thingswentonlikethis,bothofusgettingraspier,tilltheCLIMAXcame。Emilyinvitedourministerandhiswifetotea,andanotherministerandHISwifethatwasvisitingthem。I’dpromisedtoputGingerawayinsomesafeplacewherenobodywouldhearhim……Emilywouldn’ttouchhiscagewithaten-footpole……andImeanttodoit,forIdidn’twanttheministerstohearanythingunpleasantinmyhouse。Butitslippedmymind……Emilywasworryingmesomuchaboutcleancollarsandgrammarthatitwasn’tanywonder……andIneverthoughtofthatpoorparrottillwesatdowntotea。Justasministernumberonewasintheverymiddleofsayinggrace,Ginger,whowasontheverandaoutsidethediningroomwindow,liftedupHISvoice。ThegobblerhadcomeintoviewintheyardandthesightofagobbleralwayshadanunwholesomeeffectonGinger。Hesurpassedhimselfthattime。
Youcansmile,Anne,andIdon’tdenyI’vechuckledsomeoveritsincemyself,butatthetimeIfeltalmostasmuchmortifiedasEmily。
IwentoutandcarriedGingertothebarn。Ican’tsayIenjoyedthemeal。IknewbythelookofEmilythattherewastroublebrewingforGingerandJamesA。WhenthefolkswentawayI
startedforthecowpastureandonthewayIdidsomethinking。
IfeltsorryforEmilyandkindoffanciedIhadn’tbeensothoughtfulofherasImight;andbesides,IwonderediftheministerswouldthinkthatGingerhadlearnedhisvocabularyfromme。Thelongandshortofitwas,IdecidedthatGingerwouldhavetobemercifullydisposedofandwhenI’ddruvthecowshomeIwentintotellEmilyso。
ButtherewasnoEmilyandtherewasaletteronthetable……justaccordingtotheruleinstorybooks。EmilywritthatI’dhavetochoosebetweenherandGinger;she’dgonebacktoherownhouseandthereshewouldstaytillIwentandtoldherI’dgotridofthatparrot。
\"Iwasallriledup,Anne,andIsaidshemightstaytilldoomsdayifshewaitedforthat;andIstucktoit。Ipackedupherbelongingsandsentthemafterher。Itmadeanawfullotoftalk……ScottsfordwasprettynearasbadasAvonleaforgossip……andeverybodysympathizedwithEmily。ItkeptmeallcrossandcantankerousandIsawI’dhavetogetoutorI’dneverhaveanypeace。
IconcludedI’dcometotheIsland。I’dbeenherewhenIwasaboyandIlikedit;butEmilyhadalwayssaidshewouldn’tliveinaplacewherefolkswerescaredtowalkoutafterdarkforfearthey’dfallofftheedge。So,justtobecontrary,Imovedoverhere。Andthat’sallthereistoit。Ihadn’teverheardawordfromoraboutEmilytillIcomehomefromthebackfieldSaturdayandfoundherscrubbingthefloorbutwiththefirstdecentdinnerI’dhadsincesheleftmeallreadyonthetable。
Shetoldmetoeatitfirstandthenwe’dtalk……bywhichI
concludedthatEmilyhadlearnedsomelessonsaboutgettingalongwithaman。Soshe’shereandshe’sgoingtostay……seeingthatGinger’sdeadandtheIsland’ssomebiggerthanshethought。
There’sMrs。Lyndeandhernow。No,don’tgo,Anne。StayandgetacquaintedwithEmily。ShetookquiteanotiontoyouSaturday……
wantedtoknowwhothathandsomeredhairedgirlwasatthenexthouse。\"
Mrs。HarrisonwelcomedAnneradiantlyandinsistedonherstayingtotea。
\"JamesA。hasbeentellingmeallaboutyouandhowkindyou’vebeen,makingcakesandthingsforhim,\"shesaid。\"Iwanttogetacquaintedwithallmynewneighborsjustassoonaspossible。Mrs。Lyndeisalovelywoman,isn’tshe?Sofriendly。\"
WhenAnnewenthomeinthesweetJunedusk,Mrs。Harrisonwentwithheracrossthefieldswherethefireflieswerelightingtheirstarrylamps。
\"Isuppose,\"saidMrs。Harrisonconfidentially,\"thatJamesA。hastoldyouourstory?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"ThenIneedn’ttellit,forJamesA。isajustmanandhewouldtellthetruth。Theblamewasfarfrombeingallonhisside。
Icanseethatnow。Iwasn’tbackinmyownhouseanhourbeforeI
wishedIhadn’tbeensohastybutIwouldn’tgivein。IseenowthatIexpectedtoomuchofaman。AndIwasrealfoolishtomindhisbadgrammar。Itdoesn’tmatterifamandoesusebadgrammarsolongasheisagoodprovideranddoesn’tgopokingroundthepantrytoseehowmuchsugaryou’veusedinaweek。IfeelthatJamesA。
andIaregoingtoberealhappynow。IwishIknewwho`Observer’
is,sothatIcouldthankhim。Iowehimarealdebtofgratitude。\"
AnnekeptherowncounselandMrs。Harrisonneverknewthathergratitudefounditswaytoitsobject。Annefeltratherbewilderedoverthefar-reachingconsequencesofthosefoolish\"notes。\"Theyhadreconciledamantohiswifeandmadethereputationofaprophet。
Mrs。LyndewasintheGreenGableskitchen。ShehadbeentellingthewholestorytoMarilla。
\"Well,andhowdoyoulikeMrs。Harrison?\"sheaskedAnne。
\"Verymuch。Ithinkshe’sarealnicelittlewoman。\"
\"That’sexactlywhatsheis,\"saidMrs。Rachelwithemphasis,\"andasI’vejustbeensayin’toMarilla,IthinkweoughtalltooverlookMr。Harrison’speculiaritiesforhersakeandtrytomakeherfeelathomehere,that’swhat。Well,Imustgetback。
Thomas’llbewearyingforme。IgetoutalittlesinceElizacameandhe’sseemedalotbetterthesepastfewdays,butIneverliketobelongawayfromhim。IhearGilbertBlythehasresignedfromWhiteSands。He’llbeofftocollegeinthefall,Isuppose。\"
Mrs。RachellookedsharplyatAnne,butAnnewasbendingoverasleepyDavynoddingonthesofaandnothingwastobereadinherface。
ShecarriedDavyaway,herovalgirlishcheekpressedagainsthiscurlyyellowhead。AstheywentupthestairsDavyflungatiredarmaboutAnne’sneckandgaveherawarmhugandastickykiss。
\"You’reawfulnice,Anne。MiltyBoulterwroteonhisslatetodayandshowedittoJennieSloane,\"`Rosesredandvi’letsblue,Sugar’ssweet,andsoareyou\"
andthat’spressesmyfeelingsforyouezackly,Anne。\"
XXVI
AroundtheBendThomasLyndefadedoutoflifeasquietlyandunobtrusivelyashehadlivedit。Hiswifewasatender,patient,unweariednurse。
SometimesRachelhadbeenalittlehardonherThomasinhealth,whenhisslownessormeeknesshadprovokedher;butwhenhebecameillnovoicecouldbelower,nohandmoregentlyskillful,novigilmoreuncomplaining。
\"You’vebeenagoodwifetome,Rachel,\"heoncesaidsimply,whenshewassittingbyhiminthedusk,holdinghisthin,blanchedoldhandinherwork-hardenedone。\"Agoodwife。I’msorryIain’tleavingyoubetteroff;butthechildrenwilllookafteryou。
They’reallsmart,capablechildren,justliketheirmother。
Agoodmother……agoodwoman……\"
Hehadfallenasleepthen,andthenextmorning,justasthewhitedawnwascreepingupoverthepointedfirsinthehollow,MarillawentsoftlyintotheeastgableandwakenedAnne。
\"Anne,ThomasLyndeisgone……theirhiredboyjustbroughttheword。
I’mgoingrightdowntoRachel。\"
OnthedayafterThomasLynde’sfuneralMarillawentaboutGreenGableswithastrangelypreoccupiedair。OccasionallyshelookedatAnne,seemedonthepointofsayingsomething,thenshookherheadandbuttoneduphermouth。AfterteashewentdowntoseeMrs。Rachel;
andwhenshereturnedshewenttotheeastgable,whereAnnewascorrectingschoolexercises。
\"HowisMrs。Lyndetonight?\"askedthelatter。
\"She’sfeelingcalmerandmorecomposed,\"answeredMarilla,sittingdownonAnne’sbed……aproceedingwhichbetokenedsomeunusualmentalexcitement,forinMarilla’scodeofhouseholdethicstositonabedafteritwasmadeupwasanunpardonableoffense。
\"Butshe’sverylonely。Elizahadtogohometoday……hersonisn’twellandshefeltshecouldn’tstayanylonger。\"
\"WhenI’vefinishedtheseexercisesI’llrundownandchatawhilewithMrs。Lynde,\"saidAnne。\"IhadintendedtostudysomeLatincompositiontonightbutitcanwait。\"
\"IsupposeGilbertBlytheisgoingtocollegeinthefall,\"saidMarillajerkily。\"Howwouldyouliketogotoo,Anne?\"
Annelookedupinastonishment。
\"Iwouldlikeit,ofcourse,Marilla。Butitisn’tpossible。\"
\"Iguessitcanbemadepossible。I’vealwaysfeltthatyoushouldgo。
I’veneverfelteasytothinkyouweregivingitalluponmyaccount。\"
\"ButMarilla,I’veneverbeensorryforamomentthatIstayedhome。
I’vebeensohappy……Oh,thesepasttwoyearshavejustbeendelightful。\"
\"Oh,yes,Iknowyou’vebeencontentedenough。Butthatisn’tthequestionexactly。Yououghttogoonwithyoureducation。You’vesavedenoughtoputyouthroughoneyearatRedmondandthemoneythestockbroughtinwilldoforanotheryear……andthere’sscholarshipsandthingsyoumightwin。\"
\"Yes,butIcan’tgo,Marilla。Youreyesarebetter,ofcourse;
butIcan’tleaveyoualonewiththetwins。Theyneedsomuchlookingafter。\"
\"Iwon’tbealonewiththem。That’swhatImeanttodiscusswithyou。
IhadalongtalkwithRacheltonight。Anne,she’sfeelingdreadfulbadoveragoodmanythings。She’snotleftverywelloff。Itseemstheymortgagedthefarmeightyearsagotogivetheyoungestboyastartwhenhewentwest;andthey’veneverbeenabletopaymuchmorethantheinterestsince。AndthenofcourseThomas’illnesshascostagooddeal,onewayoranother。ThefarmwillhavetobesoldandRachelthinksthere’llbehardlyanythingleftafterthebillsaresettled。
Shesaysshe’llhavetogoandlivewithElizaandit’sbreakingherhearttothinkofleavingAvonlea。Awomanofheragedoesn’tmakenewfriendsandinterestseasy。And,Anne,asshetalkedaboutitthethoughtcametomethatIwouldaskhertocomeandlivewithme,butIthoughtIoughttotalkitoverwithyoufirstbeforeIsaidanythingtoher。IfIhadRachellivingwithmeyoucouldgotocollege。
Howdoyoufeelaboutit?\"
\"Ifeel……asif……somebody……hadhandedme……themoon……andI
didn’tknow……exactly……whattodo……withit,\"saidAnnedazedly。
\"ButasforaskingMrs。Lyndetocomehere,thatisforyoutodecide,Marilla。Doyouthink……areyousure……youwouldlikeit?Mrs。Lyndeisagoodwomanandakindneighbor,but……but……\"
\"Butshe’sgotherfaults,youmeantosay?Well,shehas,ofcourse;
butIthinkI’dratherputupwithfarworsefaultsthanseeRachelgoawayfromAvonlea。I’dmissherterrible。She’stheonlyclosefriendI’vegothereandI’dbelostwithouther。We’vebeenneighborsforforty-fiveyearsandwe’veneverhadaquarrel……thoughwecamerathernearitthattimeyouflewatMrs。Rachelforcallingyouhomelyandredhaired。Doyouremember,Anne?\"
\"IshouldthinkIdo,\"saidAnneruefully。\"Peopledon’tforgetthingslikethat。HowIhatedpoorMrs。Rachelatthatmoment!\"
\"Andthenthat`apology’youmadeher。Well,youwereahandful,inallconscience,Anne。Ididfeelsopuzzledandbewilderedhowtomanageyou。Matthewunderstoodyoubetter。\"
\"Matthewunderstoodeverything,\"saidAnnesoftly,asshealwaysspokeofhim。
\"Well,IthinkitcouldbemanagedsothatRachelandIwouldn’tclashatall。Italwaysseemedtomethatthereasontwowomencan’tgetalonginonehouseisthattheytrytosharethesamekitchenandgetineachother’sway。Now,ifRachelcamehere,shecouldhavethenorthgableforherbedroomandthespareroomforakitchenaswellasnot,forwedon’treallyneedaspareroomatall。Shecouldputherstovethereandwhatfurnitureshewantedtokeep,andberealcomfortableandindependent。She’llhaveenoughtoliveonofcourse……herchildren’llseetothat……soallI’dbegivingherwouldbehouseroom。Yes,Anne,farasI’mconcernedI’dlikeit。\"
\"Thenaskher,\"saidAnnepromptly。\"I’dbeverysorrymyselftoseeMrs。Rachelgoaway。\"
\"Andifshecomes,\"continuedMarilla,\"Youcangotocollegeaswellasnot。She’llbecompanyformeandshe’lldoforthetwinswhatI
can’tdo,sothere’snoreasonintheworldwhyyoushouldn’tgo。\"
Annehadalongmeditationatherwindowthatnight。Joyandregretstruggledtogetherinherheart。Shehadcomeatlast……suddenlyandunexpectedly……tothebendintheroad;andcollegewasaroundit,withahundredrainbowhopesandvisions;butAnnerealizedaswellthatwhensheroundedthatcurveshemustleavemanysweetthingsbehind……
allthelittlesimpledutiesandinterestswhichhadgrownsodeartoherinthelasttwoyearsandwhichshehadglorifiedintobeautyanddelightbytheenthusiasmshehadputintothem。Shemustgiveupherschool……
andshelovedeveryoneofherpupils,eventhestupidandnaughtyones。
ThemerethoughtofPaulIrvingmadeherwonderifRedmondweresuchanametoconjurewithafterall。
\"I’veputoutalotoflittlerootsthesetwoyears,\"Annetoldthemoon,\"andwhenI’mpulledupthey’regoingtohurtagreatdeal。Butit’sbesttogo,Ithink,and,asMarillasays,there’snogoodreasonwhyIshouldn’t。
Imustgetoutallmyambitionsanddustthem。\"
Annesentinherresignationthenextday;andMrs。Rachel,afterahearttohearttalkwithMarilla,gratefullyacceptedtheofferofahomeatGreenGables。Sheelectedtoremaininherownhouseforthesummer,however;thefarmwasnottobesolduntilthefallandthereweremanyarrangementstobemade。
\"IcertainlyneverthoughtoflivingasfarofftheroadasGreenGables,\"
sighedMrs。Racheltoherself。\"Butreally,GreenGablesdoesn’tseemasoutoftheworldasitusedtodo……Annehaslotsofcompanyandthetwinsmakeitreallively。Andanyhow,I’dratherliveatthebottomofawellthanleaveAvonlea。\"
ThesetwodecisionsbeingnoisedabroadspeedilyoustedthearrivalofMrs。Harrisoninpopulargossip。SageheadswereshakenoverMarillaCuthbert’srashstepinaskingMrs。Racheltolivewithher。
Peopleopinedthattheywouldn’tgetontogether。Theywereboth\"toofondoftheirownway,\"andmanydolefulpredictionsweremade,noneofwhichdisturbedthepartiesinquestionatall。Theyhadcometoaclearanddistinctunderstandingoftherespectivedutiesandrightsoftheirnewarrangementsandmeanttoabidebythem。
\"Iwon’tmeddlewithyounoryouwithme,\"Mrs。Rachelhadsaiddecidedly,\"andasforthetwins,I’llbegladtodoallIcanforthem;butIwon’tundertaketoanswerDavy’squestions,that’swhat。I’mnotanencyclopedia,neitheramIaPhiladelphialawyer。You’llmissAnneforthat。\"
\"SometimesAnne’sanswerswereaboutasqueerasDavy’squestions,\"
saidMarilladrily。\"Thetwinswillmissherandnomistake;butherfuturecan’tbesacrificedtoDavy’sthirstforinformation。
WhenheasksquestionsIcan’tanswerI’lljusttellhimchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。ThatwashowIwasbroughtup,andIdon’tknowbutwhatitwasjustasgoodawayasallthesenew-fanglednotionsfortrainingchildren。\"
\"Well,Anne’smethodsseemtohaveworkedfairlywellwithDavy,\"
saidMrs。Lyndesmilingly。\"Heisareformedcharacter,that’swhat。\"
\"Heisn’tabadlittlesoul,\"concededMarilla。\"IneverexpectedtogetasfondofthosechildrenasIhave。Davygetsroundyousomehow……andDoraisalovelychild,althoughsheis……kindof……well,kindof……\"
\"Monotonous?Exactly,\"suppliedMrs。Rachel。\"Likeabookwhereeverypageisthesame,that’swhat。Dorawillmakeagood,reliablewomanbutshe’llneversetthepondonfire。Well,thatsortoffolksarecomfortabletohaveround,evenifthey’renotasinterestingastheotherkind。\"
GilbertBlythewasprobablytheonlypersontowhomthenewsofAnne’sresignationbroughtunmixedpleasure。Herpupilslookeduponitasasheercatastrophe。AnnettaBellhadhystericswhenshewenthome。AnthonyPyefoughttwopitchedandunprovokedbattleswithotherboysbywayofrelievinghisfeelings。BarbaraShawcriedallnight。PaulIrvingdefiantlytoldhisgrandmotherthatsheneedn’texpecthimtoeatanyporridgeforaweek。
\"Ican’tdoit,Grandma,\"hesaid。\"Idon’treallyknowifIcaneatANYTHING。Ifeelasiftherewasadreadfullumpinmythroat。
I’dhavecriedcominghomefromschoolifJakeDonnellhadn’tbeenwatchingme。IbelieveIwillcryafterIgotobed。Itwouldn’tshowonmyeyestomorrow,wouldit?Anditwouldbesucharelief。
Butanyway,Ican’teatporridge。I’mgoingtoneedallmystrengthofmindtobearupagainstthis,Grandma,andIwon’thaveanylefttograpplewithporridge。OhGrandma,Idon’tknowwhatI’lldowhenmybeautifulteachergoesaway。MiltyBoultersayshebetsJaneAndrewswillgettheschool。IsupposeMissAndrewsisverynice。ButIknowshewon’tunderstandthingslikeMissShirley。\"
Dianaalsotookaverypessimisticviewofaffairs。
\"Itwillbehorriblylonesomeherenextwinter,\"shemourned,onetwilightwhenthemoonlightwasraining\"airysilver\"throughthecherryboughsandfillingtheeastgablewithasoft,dream-likeradianceinwhichthetwogirlssatandtalked,Anneonherlowrockerbythewindow,DianasittingTurkfashiononthebed。\"YouandGilbertwillbegone……andtheAllanstoo。TheyaregoingtocallMr。AllantoCharlottetownandofcoursehe’llaccept。It’stoomean。We’llbevacantallwinter,Isuppose,andhavetolistentoalongstringofcandidates……andhalfofthemwon’tbeanygood。\"
\"Ihopetheywon’tcallMr。BaxterfromEastGraftonhere,anyhow,\"
saidAnnedecidedly。\"Hewantsthecallbuthedoespreachsuchgloomysermons。Mr。Bellsayshe’saministeroftheoldschool,butMrs。Lyndesaysthere’snothingwhateverthematterwithhimbutindigestion。Hiswifeisn’taverygoodcook,itseems,andMrs。Lyndesaysthatwhenamanhastoeatsourbreadtwoweeksoutofthreehistheologyisboundtogetakinkinitsomewhere。
Mrs。Allanfeelsverybadlyaboutgoingaway。Shesayseverybodyhasbeensokindtohersinceshecamehereasabridethatshefeelsasifshewereleavinglifelongfriends。Andthen,there’sthebaby’sgrave,youknow。Shesaysshedoesn’tseehowshecangoawayandleavethat……itwassuchalittlemiteofathingandonlythreemonthsold,andshesayssheisafraiditwillmissitsmother,althoughsheknowsbetterandwouldn’tsaysotoMr。Allanforanything。Shesaysshehasslippedthroughthebirchgrovebackofthemansenearlyeverynighttothegraveyardandsungalittlelullabytoit。ShetoldmeallaboutitlasteveningwhenIwasupputtingsomeofthoseearlywildrosesonMatthew’sgrave。
IpromisedherthataslongasIwasinAvonleaIwouldputflowersonthebaby’sgraveandwhenIwasawayIfeltsurethat……\"
\"ThatIwoulddoit,\"suppliedDianaheartily。\"OfcourseIwill。
AndI’llputthemonMatthew’sgravetoo,foryoursake,Anne。\"
\"Oh,thankyou。Imeanttoaskyoutoifyouwould。AndonlittleHesterGray’stoo?Pleasedon’tforgethers。Doyouknow,I’vethoughtanddreamedsomuchaboutlittleHesterGraythatshehasbecomestrangelyrealtome。Ithinkofher,backthereinherlittlegardeninthatcool,still,greencorner;andIhaveafancythatifIcouldstealbacktheresomespringevening,justatthemagictime’twixtlightanddark,andtiptoesosoftlyupthebeechhillthatmyfootstepscouldnotfrightenher,Iwouldfindthegardenjustasitusedtobe,allsweetwithJuneliliesandearlyroses,withthetinyhousebeyonditallhungwithvines;andlittleHesterGraywouldbethere,withhersofteyes,andthewindrufflingherdarkhair,wanderingabout,puttingherfingertipsunderthechinsoftheliliesandwhisperingsecretswiththeroses;
andIwouldgoforward,oh,sosoftly,andholdoutmyhandsandsaytoher,`LittleHesterGray,won’tyouletmebeyourplaymate,forIlovetherosestoo?’Andwewouldsitdownontheoldbenchandtalkalittleanddreamalittle,orjustbebeautifullysilenttogether。AndthenthemoonwouldriseandIwouldlookaroundme……andtherewouldbenoHesterGrayandnolittlevine-hunghouse,andnoroses……onlyanoldwastegardenstarredwithJuneliliesamidthegrasses,andthewindsighing,oh,sosorrowfullyinthecherrytrees。AndIwouldnotknowwhetherithadbeenrealorifIhadjustimagineditall。\"
Dianacrawledupandgotherbackagainsttheheadboardofthebed。
Whenyourcompanionoftwilighthoursaidsuchspookythingsitwasjustaswellnottobeabletofancytherewasanythingbehindyou。
\"I’mafraidtheImprovementSocietywillgodownwhenyouandGilbertarebothgone,\"sheremarkeddolefully。
\"Notabitoffearofit,\"saidAnnebriskly,comingbackfromdreamlandtotheaffairsofpracticallife。\"Itistoofirmlyestablishedforthat,especiallysincetheolderpeoplearebecomingsoenthusiasticaboutit。Lookwhattheyaredoingthissummerfortheirlawnsandlanes。Besides,I’llbewatchingforhintsatRedmondandI’llwriteapaperforitnextwinterandsenditover。Don’ttakesuchagloomyviewofthings,Diana。
Anddon’tgrudgememylittlehourofgladnessandjubilationnow。
Lateron,whenIhavetogoaway,I’llfeelanythingbutglad。\"
\"It’sallrightforyoutobeglad……you’regoingtocollegeandyou’llhaveajollytimeandmakeheapsoflovelynewfriends。\"
\"IhopeIshallmakenewfriends,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。
\"Thepossibilitiesofmakingnewfriendshelptomakelifeveryfascinating。ButnomatterhowmanyfriendsImakethey’llneverbeasdeartomeastheoldones……especiallyacertaingirlwithblackeyesanddimples。Canyouguesswhosheis,Diana?\"
\"Butthere’llbesomanyclevergirlsatRedmond,\"sighedDiana,\"andI’monlyastupidlittlecountrygirlwhosays`Iseen’
sometimes……thoughIreallyknowbetterwhenIstoptothink。
Well,ofcoursethesepasttwoyearshavereallybeentoopleasanttolast。IknowSOMEBODYwhoisgladyouaregoingtoRedmondanyhow。
Anne,I’mgoingtoaskyouaquestion……aseriousquestion。Don’tbevexedanddoanswerseriously。DoyoucareanythingforGilbert?\"
\"Eversomuchasafriendandnotabitinthewayyoumean,\"saidAnnecalmlyanddecidedly;shealsothoughtshewasspeakingsincerely。
Dianasighed。Shewished,somehow,thatAnnehadanswereddifferently。
\"Don’tyoumeanEVERtobemarried,Anne?\"
\"Perhaps……someday……whenImeettherightone,\"saidAnne,smilingdreamilyupatthemoonlight。
\"Buthowcanyoubesurewhenyoudomeettherightone?\"persistedDiana。
\"Oh,Ishouldknowhim……SOMETHINGwouldtellme。Youknowwhatmyidealis,Diana。\"
\"Butpeople’sidealschangesometimes。\"
\"Minewon’t。AndICOULDN’Tcareforanymanwhodidn’tfulfillit。\"
\"Whatifyounevermeethim?\"
\"ThenIshalldieanoldmaid,\"wasthecheerfulresponse。\"Idaresayitisn’tthehardestdeathbyanymeans。\"
\"Oh,Isupposethedyingwouldbeeasyenough;it’sthelivinganoldmaidIshouldn’tlike,\"saidDiana,withnointentionofbeinghumorous。\"AlthoughIwouldn’tmindbeinganoldmaidVERYmuchifIcouldbeonelikeMissLavendar。ButInevercouldbe。WhenI’mforty-fiveI’llbehorriblyfat。Andwhiletheremightbesomeromanceaboutathinoldmaidtherecouldn’tpossiblybeanyaboutafatone。Oh,mindyou,NelsonAtkinsproposedtoRubyGillisthreeweeksago。Rubytoldmeallaboutit。Shesayssheneverhadanyintentionoftakinghim,becauseanyonewhomarriedhimwillhavetogoinwiththeoldfolks;butRubysaysthathemadesuchaperfectlybeautifulandromanticproposalthatitsimplysweptheroffherfeet。Butshedidn’twanttodoanythingrashsosheaskedforaweektoconsider;andtwodayslatershewasatameetingoftheSewingCircleathismother’sandtherewasabookcalled`TheCompleteGuidetoEtiquette,’lyingontheparlortable。Rubysaidshesimplycouldn’tdescribeherfeelingswheninasectionofitheaded,`TheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriage,’
shefoundtheveryproposalNelsonhadmade,wordforword。Shewenthomeandwrotehimaperfectlyscathingrefusal;andshesayshisfatherandmotherhavetakenturnswatchinghimeversinceforfearhe’lldrownhimselfintheriver;butRubysaystheyneedn’tbeafraid;forintheDeportmentofCourtshipandMarriageittoldhowarejectedlovershouldbehaveandthere’snothingaboutdrowninginTHAT。AndshesaysWilburBlairisliterallypiningawayforherbutshe’sperfectlyhelplessinthematter。\"
Annemadeanimpatientmovement。
\"Ihatetosayit……itseemssodisloyal……but,well,Idon’tlikeRubyGillisnow。IlikedherwhenwewenttoschoolandQueen’stogether……thoughnotsowellasyouandJaneofcourse。
ButthislastyearatCarmodysheseemssodifferent……so……so……\"
\"Iknow,\"noddedDiana。\"It’stheGilliscomingoutinher……
shecan’thelpit。Mrs。LyndesaysthatifeveraGillisgirlthoughtaboutanythingbuttheboysshenevershoweditinherwalkandconversation。Shetalksaboutnothingbutboysandwhatcomplimentstheypayher,andhowcrazytheyallareaboutheratCarmody。Andthestrangethingis,theyARE,too……\"Dianaadmittedthissomewhatresentfully。\"LastnightwhenIsawherinMr。Blair’sstoreshewhisperedtomethatshe’djustmadeanew`mash。’
Iwouldn’taskherwhoitwas,becauseIknewshewasdyingtoBEasked。
Well,it’swhatRubyalwayswanted,Isuppose。Yourememberevenwhenshewaslittleshealwayssaidshemeanttohavedozensofbeauswhenshegrewupandhavetheverygayesttimeshecouldbeforeshesettleddown。
She’ssodifferentfromJane,isn’tshe?Janeissuchanice,sensible,lady-likegirl。\"
\"DearoldJaneisajewel,\"agreedAnne,\"but,\"sheadded,leaningforwardtobestowatenderpatontheplump,dimpledlittlehandhangingoverherpillow,\"there’snobodylikemyownDianaafterall。
Doyourememberthateveningwefirstmet,Diana,and`swore’
eternalfriendshipinyourgarden?We’vekeptthat`oath,’I
think……we’veneverhadaquarrelnorevenacoolness。Ishallneverforgetthethrillthatwentovermethedayyoutoldmeyoulovedme。Ihadhadsuchalonely,starvedheartallthroughmychildhood。I’mjustbeginningtorealizehowstarvedandlonelyitreallywas。Nobodycaredanythingformeorwantedtobebotheredwithme。Ishouldhavebeenmiserableifithadn’tbeenforthatstrangelittledream-lifeofmine,whereinIimaginedallthefriendsandloveIcraved。ButwhenIcametoGreenGableseverythingwaschanged。AndthenImetyou。Youdon’tknowwhatyourfriendshipmeanttome。Iwanttothankyouhereandnow,dear,forthewarmandtrueaffectionyou’vealwaysgivenme。\"
\"Andalways,alwayswill,\"sobbedDiana。\"IshallNEVERloveanybody……anyGIRL……halfaswellasIloveyou。AndifIeverdomarryandhavealittlegirlofmyownI’mgoingtonameherANNE。\"
XXVII
AnAfternoonattheStoneHouse\"Whereareyougoing,alldressedup,Anne?\"Davywantedtoknow。
\"Youlookbullyinthatdress。\"
Annehadcomedowntodinnerinanewdressofpalegreenmuslin……thefirstcolorshehadwornsinceMatthew’sdeath。Itbecameherperfectly,bringingoutallthedelicate,flower-liketintsofherfaceandtheglossandburnishofherhair。
\"Davy,howmanytimeshaveItoldyouthatyoumustn’tusethatword,\"
sherebuked。\"I’mgoingtoEchoLodge。\"
\"Takemewithyou,\"entreatedDavy。
\"IwouldifIweredriving。ButI’mgoingtowalkandit’stoofarforyoureight-year-oldlegs。Besides,PaulisgoingwithmeandI
fearyoudon’tenjoyyourselfinhiscompany。\"
\"Oh,IlikePaullotsbetter’nIdid,\"saidDavy,beginningtomakefearfulinroadsintohispudding。\"SinceI’vegotprettygoodmyselfIdon’tmindhisbeinggoodersomuch。IfIcankeeponI’llcatchupwithhimsomeday,bothinlegsandgoodness。
’Sides,Paul’srealnicetoussecondprimerboysinschool。
Hewon’tlettheotherbigboysmeddlewithusandheshowsuslotsofgames。\"
\"HowcamePaultofallintothebrookatnoonhouryesterday?\"
askedAnne。\"Imethimontheplayground,suchadrippingfigurethatIsenthimpromptlyhomeforclotheswithoutwaitingtofindoutwhathadhappened。\"
\"Well,itwaspartlyazacksident,\"explainedDavy。\"Hestuckhisheadinonpurposebuttherestofhimfellinzacksidentally。
WewasalldownatthebrookandPrillieRogersongotmadatPaulaboutsomething……she’sawfulmeanandhorridanyway,ifsheIS
pretty……andsaidthathisgrandmotherputhishairupincurlragseverynight。Paulwouldn’thavemindedwhatshesaid,Iguess,butGracieAndrewslaughed,andPaulgotawfulred,’causeGracie’shisgirl,youknow。He’sCLEANGONEonher……bringsherflowersandcarriesherbooksasfarastheshoreroad。Hegotasredasabeetandsaidhisgrandmotherdidn’tdoanysuchthingandhishairwasborncurly。Andthenhelaiddownonthebankandstuckhisheadrightintothespringtoshowthem。Oh,itwasn’tthespringwedrinkoutof……\"seeingahorrifiedlookonMarilla’sface……\"itwasthelittleonelowerdown。Butthebank’sawfulslippyandPaulwentrightin。Itellyouhemadeabullysplash。