第1章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"ANN VERONICA",免费读到尾

  CHAPTERTHEFIRST

  ANNVERONICATALKSTOHERFATHER

  Part1

  OneWednesdayafternooninlateSeptember,AnnVeronicaStanleycamedownfromLondoninastateofsolemnexcitementandquiteresolvedtohavethingsoutwithherfatherthatveryevening。

  Shehadtrembledonthevergeofsucharesolutionbefore,butthistimequitedefinitelyshemadeit。Acrisishadbeenreached,andshewasalmostgladithadbeenreached。Shemadeuphermindinthetrainhomethatitshouldbeadecisivecrisis。Itisforthatreasonthatthisnovelbeginswithherthere,andneitherearliernorlater,foritisthehistoryofthiscrisisanditsconsequencesthatthisnovelhastotell。

  ShehadacompartmenttoherselfinthetrainfromLondontoMorningsidePark,andshesatwithbothherfeetontheseatinanattitudethatwouldcertainlyhavedistressedhermothertosee,andhorrifiedhergrandmotherbeyondmeasure;shesatwithherkneesuptoherchinandherhandsclaspedbeforethem,andshewassolostinthoughtthatshediscoveredwithastart,fromaletteredlamp,thatshewasatMorningsidePark,andthoughtshewasmovingoutofthestation,whereasshewasonlymovingin。\"Lord!\"shesaid。Shejumpedupatonce,caughtupaleatherclutchcontainingnotebooks,afattext-book,andachocolate-and-yellow-coveredpamphlet,andleapedneatlyfromthecarriage,onlytodiscoverthatthetrainwasslowingdownandthatshehadtotraversethefulllengthoftheplatformpastitagainastheresultofherprecipitation。\"Soldagain,\"sheremarked。\"Idiot!\"Sheragedinwardlywhileshewalkedalongwiththatairofself-containedserenitythatispropertoayoungladyofnearlytwo-and-twentyundertheeyeoftheworld。

  Shewalkeddownthestationapproach,pasttheneat,obtrusiveofficesofthecoalmerchantandthehouseagent,andsotothewicket-gatebythebutcher’sshopthatledtothefieldpathtoherhome。Outsidethepost-officestoodano-hatted,blondyoungmaningrayflannels,whowaselaboratelyaffixingastamptoaletter。Atthesightofherhebecamerigidandasingularlybrightshadeofpink。Shemadeherselfserenelyunawareofhisexistence,thoughitmaybeitwashispresencethatsentherbythefielddetourinsteadofbythedirectpathuptheAvenue。

  \"Umph!\"hesaid,andregardedhisletterdoubtfullybeforeconsigningittothepillar-box。\"Heregoes,\"hesaid。ThenhehoveredundecidedlyforsomesecondswithhishandsinhispocketsandhismouthpuckeredtoawhistlebeforeheturnedtogohomebytheAvenue。

  AnnVeronicaforgothimassoonasshewasthroughthegate,andherfaceresumeditsexpressionofsternpreoccupation。\"It’seithernowornever,\"shesaidtoherself……

  MorningsideParkwasasuburbthathadnotaltogether,aspeoplesay,comeoff。Itconsisted,likepre-RomanGaul,ofthreeparts。TherewasfirsttheAvenue,whichraninaconsciouslyelegantcurvefromtherailwaystationintoanundevelopedwildernessofagriculture,withbig,yellowbrickvillasoneitherside,andthentherewasthepavement,thelittleclumpofshopsaboutthepost-office,andundertherailwayarchwasacongestionofworkmen’sdwellings。TheroadfromSurbitonandEpsomranunderthearch,and,likeabrightfungoidgrowthintheditch,therewasnowappearingasortoffourthestateoflittlered-and-whiterough-castvillas,withmeretriciousgablesandverybrassywindow-blinds。BehindtheAvenuewasalittlehill,andaniron-fencedpathwentoverthecrestofthistoastileunderanelm-tree,andforkedthere,withonebranchgoingbackintotheAvenueagain。

  \"It’seithernowornever,\"saidAnnVeronica,againascendingthisstile。\"MuchasIhaterows,I’veeithergottomakeastandorgiveinaltogether。\"

  SheseatedherselfinalooseandeasyattitudeandsurveyedthebacksoftheAvenuehouses;thenhereyeswanderedtowherethenewred-and-whitevillaspeepedamongthetrees。Sheseemedtobemakingsomesortofinventory。\"YeGods!\"shesaidatlast。

  \"WHATaplace!

  \"Stuffyisn’tthewordforit。

  \"Iwonderwhathetakesmefor?\"

  Whenpresentlyshegotdownfromthestileacertainnoteofinternalconflict,atouchofdoubt,hadgonefromherwarm-tintedface。Shehadnowtheclearandtranquilexpressionofonewhosemindismadeup。Herbackhadstiffened,andherhazeleyeslookedsteadfastlyahead。

  AssheapproachedthecorneroftheAvenuetheblond,no-hattedmaningrayflannelsappeared。Therewasacertainairofforcedfortuityinhismanner。Hesalutedawkwardly。\"Hello,Vee!\"hesaid。

  \"Hello,Teddy!\"sheanswered。

  Hehungvaguelyforamomentasshepassed。

  ButitwasclearshewasinnomoodforTeddys。Herealizedthathewascommittedtothepathacrossthefields,anuninterestingwalkatthebestoftimes。

  \"Oh,dammit!\"heremarked,\"dammit!\"withgreatbitternessashefacedit。

  Part2

  AnnVeronicaStanleywastwenty-oneandahalfyearsold。Shehadblackhair,fineeyebrows,andaclearcomplexion;andtheforcesthathadmodelledherfeatureshadlovedandlingeredattheirworkandmadethemsubtleandfine。Shewasslender,andsometimessheseemedtall,andwalkedandcarriedherselflightlyandjoyfullyasonewhocommonlyandhabituallyfeelswell,andsometimesshestoopedalittleandwaspreoccupied。Herlipscametogetherwithanexpressionbetweencontentmentandthefaintestshadowofasmile,hermannerwasoneofquietreserve,andbehindthismaskshewaswildlydiscontentedandeagerforfreedomandlife。

  Shewantedtolive。Shewasvehementlyimpatient——shedidnotclearlyknowforwhat——todo,tobe,toexperience。Andexperiencewasslowincoming。Alltheworldaboutherseemedtobe——howcanoneputit?——inwrappers,likeahousewhenpeopleleaveitinthesummer。Theblindswerealldrawn,thesunlightkeptout,onecouldnottellwhatcolorsthesegrayswathingshid。Shewantedtoknow。Andtherewasnointimationwhateverthattheblindswouldevergouporthewindowsordoorsbeopened,orthechandeliers,thatseemedtopromisesuchablazeoffire,unveiledandfurnishedandlit。Dimsoulsflittedabouther,notonlyspeakingbutitwouldseemeventhinkinginundertones……

  Duringherschooldays,especiallyherearlierschooldays,theworldhadbeenveryexplicitwithher,tellingherwhattodo,whatnottodo,givingherlessonstolearnandgamestoplayandinterestsofthemostsuitableandvariouskinds。Presentlyshewokeuptothefactthattherewasaconsiderablegroupofinterestscalledbeinginloveandgettingmarried,withcertainattractiveandamusingsubsidiarydevelopments,suchasflirtationand\"beinginterested\"inpeopleoftheoppositesex。

  Sheapproachedthisfieldwithherusuallivelinessofapprehension。Buthereshemetwithacheck。Theseinterestsherworldpromptly,throughtheagencyofschoolmistresses,olderschool-mates,heraunt,andanumberofotherresponsibleandauthoritativepeople,assuredhershemustonnoaccountthinkabout。MissMoffatt,thehistoryandmoralinstructionmistress,wasparticularlyexplicituponthisscore,andtheyallagreedinindicatingcontemptandpityforgirlswhosemindsranonsuchmatters,andwhobetrayeditintheirconversationordressorbearing。Itwas,infact,agroupofinterestsquiteunlikeanyothergroup,peculiarandspecial,andonetobethoroughlyashamedof。Nevertheless,AnnVeronicafounditadifficultmatternottothinkofthesethings。Howeverhavingaconsiderableamountofpride,shedecidedshewoulddisavowtheseundesirabletopicsandkeephermindawayfromthemjustasfarasshecould,butitleftherattheendofherschooldayswiththatwrappedfeelingIhavedescribed,andratheratlooseends。

  Theworld,shediscovered,withthesemattersbarredhadnoparticularplaceforheratall,nothingforhertodo,exceptafunctionlessexistencevariedbycalls,tennis,selectednovels,walks,anddustinginherfather’shouse。Shethoughtstudywouldbebetter。Shewasaclevergirl,thebestofheryearintheHighSchool,andshemadeavaliantfightforSomervilleorNewnhambutherfatherhadmetandarguedwithaSomervillegirlatafriend’sdinner-tableandhethoughtthatsortofthingunsexedawoman。Hesaidsimplythathewantedhertoliveathome。Therewasacertainamountofdisputation,andmeanwhileshewentonatschool。TheycompromisedatlengthonthesciencecourseattheTredgoldWomen’sCollege——shehadalreadymatriculatedintoLondonUniversityfromschool——shecameofage,andshebickeredwithherauntforlatch-keyprivilegesonthestrengthofthatandherseasonticket。Shamefacedcuriositiesbegantocomebackintohermind,thinlydisguisedasliteratureandart。Shereadvoraciously,andpresently,becauseofheraunt’scensorship,shetooktosmugglinganybooksshethoughtmightbeprohibitedinsteadofbringingthemhomeopenly,andshewenttothetheatrewhenevershecouldproduceanacceptablefriendtoaccompanyher。Shepassedhergeneralscienceexaminationwithdoublehonorsandspecializedinscience。Shehappenedtohaveanacutesenseofformandunusualmentallucidity,andshefoundinbiology,andparticularlyincomparativeanatomy,averyconsiderableinterest,albeittheilluminationitcastuponherpersonallifewasnotaltogetherdirect。Shedissectedwell,andinayearshefoundherselfchafingatthelimitationsoftheladyB。Sc。whoretailedastoreoffadedlearningintheTredgoldlaboratory。Shehadalreadyrealizedthatthisinstructresswashopelesslywrongandfoggy——itisthetestofthegoodcomparativeanatomist——upontheskull。ShediscoveredadesiretoenterasastudentintheImperialCollegeatWestminster,whereRusselltaught,andgoonwithherworkatthefountain-head。

  Shehadaskedaboutthatalready,andherfatherhadreplied,evasively:\"We’llhavetoseeaboutthat,littleVee;we’llhavetoseeaboutthat。\"InthatpostureofbeingseenaboutthematterhunguntilsheseemedcommittedtoanothersessionattheTredgoldCollege,andinthemeantimeasmallconflictaroseandbroughtthelatch-keyquestion,andinfactthequestionofAnnVeronica’spositiongenerally,toanacuteissue。

  Inadditiontothevariousbusinessmen,solicitors,civilservants,andwidowladieswholivedintheMorningsideParkAvenue,therewasacertainfamilyofaliensympathiesandartisticquality,theWidgetts,withwhichAnnVeronicahadbecomeveryfriendly。Mr。Widgettwasajournalistandartcritic,addictedtoagreenish-graytweedsuitand\"art\"brownties;hesmokedcorncobpipesintheAvenueonSundaymorning,travelledthirdclasstoLondonbyunusualtrains,andopenlydespisedgolf。Heoccupiedoneofthesmallerhousesnearthestation。Hehadoneson,whohadbeenco-educated,andthreedaughterswithpeculiarlyjollyredhairthatAnnVeronicafoundadorable。TwoofthesehadbeenherparticularintimatesattheHighSchool,andhaddonemuchtosendhermindexploringbeyondthelimitsoftheavailableliteratureathome。Itwasacheerful,irresponsible,shamelesslyhard-upfamilyinthekeyoffadedgreenandflattenedpurple,andthegirlswentonfromtheHighSchooltotheFaddenArtSchoolandabright,eventfullifeofartstudentdances,Socialistmeetings,theatregalleries,talkingaboutwork,andeven,atintervals,work;andeverandagaintheydrewAnnVeronicafromhersoundpersistentindustryintothecircleoftheseexperiences。TheyhadaskedhertocometothefirstofthetwogreatannualFaddenDances,theOctoberone,andAnnVeronicahadacceptedwithenthusiasm。Andnowherfathersaidshemustnotgo。

  Hehad\"puthisfootdown,\"andsaidshemustnotgo。

  GoinginvolvedtwothingsthatallAnnVeronica’stacthadbeenineffectualtoconcealfromherauntandfather。Herusualdignifiedreservehadavailedhernothing。OnepointwasthatshewastowearfancydressinthelikenessofaCorsair’sbride,andtheotherwasthatshewastospendwhatevervestigesofthenightremainedafterthedancewasoverinLondonwiththeWidgettgirlsandaselectpartyin\"quiteadecentlittlehotel\"

  nearFitzroySquare。

  \"But,mydear!\"saidAnnVeronica’saunt。

  \"Yousee,\"saidAnnVeronica,withtheairofonewhosharesadifficulty,\"I’vepromisedtogo。Ididn’trealize——Idon’tseehowIcangetoutofitnow。\"

  Thenitwasherfatherissuedhisultimatum。Hehadconveyedittoher,notverbally,butbymeansofaletter,whichseemedtoherasingularlyignoblemethodofprohibition。\"Hecouldn’tlookmeinthefaceandsayit,\"saidAnnVeronica。

  \"Butofcourseit’saunt’sdoingreally。\"

  AndthusitwasthatasAnnVeronicanearedthegatesofhome,shesaidtoherself:\"I’llhaveitoutwithhimsomehow。I’llhaveitoutwithhim。Andifhewon’t——\"

  Butshedidnotgiveevenunspokenwordstothealternativeatthattime。

  Part3

  AnnVeronica’sfatherwasasolicitorwithagooddealofcompanybusiness:alean,trustworthy,worried-looking,neuralgic,clean-shavenmanoffifty-three,withahardmouth,asharpnose,iron-grayhair,grayeyes,gold-framedglasses,andasmall,circularbaldnessatthecrownofhishead。HisnamewasPeter。

  Hehadhadfivechildrenatirregularintervals,ofwhomAnnVeronicawastheyoungest,sothatasaparenthecametoherperhapsalittlepractisedandjadedandinattentive;andhecalledherhis\"littleVee,\"andpattedherunexpectedlyanddisconcertingly,andtreatedherpromiscuouslyasofanyagebetweenelevenandeight-and-twenty。TheCityworriedhimagooddeal,andwhatenergyhehadleftoverhespentpartlyingolf,agamehetreatedveryseriously,andpartlyinthepracticesofmicroscopicpetrography。

  He\"wentin\"formicroscopyintheunphilosophicalVictorianmannerashis\"hobby。\"Abirthdaypresentofamicroscopehadturnedhismindtotechnicalmicroscopywhenhewaseighteen,andachancefriendshipwithaHolbornmicroscopedealerhadconfirmedthatbent。Hehadremarkablyskilfulfingersandaloveofdetailedprocesses,andhehadbecomeoneofthemostdexterousamateurmakersofrocksectionsintheworld。Hespentagooddealmoremoneyandtimethanhecouldafforduponthelittleroomatthetopofthehouse,inproducingnewlapidaryapparatusandnewmicroscopicaccessoriesandinrubbingdownslicesofrocktoatransparentthinnessandmountingtheminabeautifulanddignifiedmanner。Hedidit,hesaid,\"todistracthismind。\"HischiefsuccessesheexhibitedtotheLowndeanMicroscopicalSociety,wheretheirhightechnicalmeritneverfailedtoexciteadmiration。Theirscientificvaluewaslessconsiderable,sincehechoserocksentirelywithaviewtotheirdifficultyofhandlingortheirattractivenessatconversazioneswhendone。Hehadagreatcontemptforthesectionsthe\"theorizers\"produced。Theyprovedallsortsofthingsperhaps,buttheywerethick,unequal,pitifulpiecesofwork。Yetanindiscriminating,wrong-headedworldgavesuchfellowsallsortsofdistinctions……

  Hereadbutlittle,andthatchieflyhealthylightfictionwithchromatictitles,TheRedSword,TheBlackHelmet,ThePurpleRobe,alsoinorder\"todistracthismind。\"Hereaditinwinterintheeveningafterdinner,andAnnVeronicaassociateditwithatendencytomonopolizethelamp,andtospreadaverywornpairofdappledfawn-skinslippersacrossthefender。Shewonderedoccasionallywhyhismindneededsomuchdistraction。HisfavoritenewspaperwastheTimes,whichhebeganatbreakfastinthemorningoftenwithmanifestirritation,andcarriedofftofinishinthetrain,leavingnootherpaperathome。

  ItoccurredtoAnnVeronicaoncethatshehadknownhimwhenhewasyounger,butdayhadfollowedday,andeachhadlargelyobliteratedtheimpressionofitspredecessor。Butshecertainlyrememberedthatwhenshewasalittlegirlhesometimesworetennisflannels,andalsorodeabicycleverydexterouslyinthroughthegatestothefrontdoor。Andinthosedays,too,heusedtohelphermotherwithhergardening,andhoveraboutherwhileshestoodontheladderandhammeredcreeperstothescullerywall。

  IthadbeenAnnVeronica’slotastheyoungestchildtoliveinahomethatbecamelessanimatedandvariousasshegrewup。Hermotherhaddiedwhenshewasthirteen,hertwomucholdersistershadmarriedoff——onesubmissively,oneinsubordinately;hertwobrothershadgoneoutintotheworldwellaheadofher,andsoshehadmadewhatshecouldofherfather。Buthewasnotafatheronecouldmakemuchof。

  Hisideasaboutgirlsandwomenwereofasentimentalandmodestquality;theywerecreatures,hethought,eithertoobadforamodernvocabulary,andthenfrequentlymostundesirablydesirable,ortoopureandgoodforlife。Hemadethissimpleclassificationofalargeandvarioussextotheexclusionofallintermediatekinds;heheldthatthetwoclasseshadtobekeptaparteveninthoughtandremotefromoneanother。Womenaremadelikethepotter’svessels——eitherforworshiporcontumely,andarewithalfragilevessels。Hehadneverwanteddaughters。

  Eachtimeadaughterhadbeenborntohimhehadconcealedhischagrinwithgreattendernessandeffusionfromhiswife,andhadswornunwontedlyandwithpassionatesincerityinthebathroom。

  Hewasamanlyman,freefromanystrongmaternalstrain,andhehadlovedhisdark-eyed,daintybright-colored,andactivelittlewifewitharealveinofpassioninhissentiment。Buthehadalwaysfelthehadneverallowedhimselftothinkofitthatthepromptitudeoftheirfamilywasalittleindelicateofher,andinasenseanintrusion。Hehad,however,plannedbrilliantcareersforhistwosons,and,withacertainhumanamountofwarpinganddelay,theywerepursuingthese。OnewasintheIndianCivilServiceandoneintherapidlydevelopingmotorbusiness。Thedaughters,hehadhoped,wouldbetheirmother’scare。

  Hehadnoideasaboutdaughters。Theyhappentoaman。

  Ofcoursealittledaughterisadelightfulthingenough。Itrunsaboutgayly,itromps,itisbrightandpretty,ithasenormousquantitiesofsofthairandmorepowerofexpressingaffectionthanitsbrothers。Itisalovelylittleappendagetothemotherwhosmilesoverit,anditdoesthingsquaintlylikeher,gestureswithherverygestures。ItmakeswonderfulsentencesthatyoucanrepeatintheCityandaregoodenoughforPunch。

  Youcallitalotofnicknames——\"Babs\"and\"Bibs\"and\"Viddles\"

  and\"Vee\";youwhackatitplayfully,anditwhacksyouback。Itlovestositonyourknee。Allthatisjollyandasitshouldbe。

  Butalittledaughterisonethingandadaughterquiteanother。

  ThereonecomestoarelationshipthatMr。Stanleyhadneverthoughtout。Whenhefoundhimselfthinkingaboutit,itupsethimsothatheatonceresortedtodistraction。Thechromaticfictionwithwhichherelievedhismindglancedbutslightlyatthisaspectoflife,andneverwithanyqualityofguidance。Itsheroesneverhaddaughters,theyborrowedotherpeople’s。Theonefault,indeed,ofthisschooloffictionforhimwasthatithadratheralightwaywithparentalrights。Hisinstinctwasinthedirectionofconsideringhisdaughtershisabsoluteproperty,boundtoobeyhim,histogiveawayorhistokeeptobeacomfortinhisdecliningyearsjustashethoughtfit。Aboutthisconceptionofownershipheperceivedanddesiredacertainsentimentalglamour,helikedeverythingproperlydressed,butitremainedownership。Ownershipseemedonlyareasonablereturnforthecaresandexpensesofadaughter’supbringing。Daughterswerenotlikesons。Heperceived,however,thatboththenovelshereadandtheworldhelivedindiscountenancedtheseassumptions。Nothingelsewasputintheirplace,andtheyremainedsottovoce,asitwere,inhismind。Thenewandtheoldcancelledout;hisdaughtersbecamequasi-independentdependents——whichisabsurd。Onemarriedashewishedandoneagainsthiswishes,andnowherewasAnnVeronica,hislittleVee,discontentedwithherbeautiful,safe,andshelteringhome,goingaboutwithhatlessfriendstoSocialistmeetingsandart-classdances,anddisplayingadispositiontocarryherscientificambitionstounwomanlylengths。Sheseemedtothinkhewasmerelythepaymaster,handingoverthemeansofherfreedom。AndnowsheinsistedthatsheMUSTleavethechastenedsecurityoftheTredgoldWomen’sCollegeforRussell’sunbridledclasses,andwantedtogotofancydressdancesinpiratecostumeandspendtheresidueofthenightwithWidgett’sramshacklegirlsinsomeindescribablehotelinSoho!

  Hehaddonehisbestnottothinkaboutheratall,butthesituationandhissisterhadbecomealtogethertoourgent。HehadfinallyputasideTheLilacSunbonnet,goneintohisstudy,litthegasfire,andwrittentheletterthathadbroughttheseunsatisfactoryrelationstoahead。

  Part4

  MYDEARVEE,hewrote。

  Thesedaughters!Hegnawedhispenandreflected,torethesheetup,andbeganagain。

  \"MYDEARVERONICA,——YouraunttellsmeyouhaveinvolvedyourselfinsomearrangementwiththeWidgettgirlsaboutaFancyDressBallinLondon。Igatheryouwishtogoupinsomefantasticget-up,wrappedaboutinyouroperacloak,andthatafterthefestivitiesyouproposetostaywiththesefriendsofyours,andwithoutanyolderpeopleinyourparty,atanhotel。NowIamsorrytocrossyouinanythingyouhavesetyourheartupon,butIregrettosay——\"

  \"H’m,\"hereflected,andcrossedoutthelastfourwords。

  \"——butthiscannotbe。\"

  \"No,\"hesaid,andtriedagain:\"butImusttellyouquitedefinitelythatIfeelittobemydutytoforbidanysuchexploit。\"

  \"Damn!\"heremarkedatthedefacedletter;and,takingafreshsheet,herecopiedwhathehadwritten。Acertainirritationcreptintohismannerashedidso。

  \"Iregretthatyoushouldeverhaveproposedit,\"hewenton。

  Hemeditated,andbegananewparagraph。

  \"Thefactofitis,andthisabsurdprojectofyoursonlybringsittoahead,youhavebeguntogetholdofsomeveryqueerideasaboutwhatayoungladyinyourpositionmayormaynotventuretodo。Idonotthinkyouquiteunderstandmyidealsorwhatisbecomingasbetweenfatheranddaughter。Yourattitudetome——\"

  Hefellintoabrownstudy。Itwassodifficulttoputprecisely。

  \"——andyouraunt——\"

  Foratimehesearchedforthemotjuste。Thenhewenton:

  \"——and,indeed,tomostoftheestablishedthingsinlifeis,frankly,unsatisfactory。Youarerestless,aggressive,criticalwithallthecrudeunthinkingcriticismofyouth。YouhavenograspupontheessentialfactsoflifeIprayGodyounevermay,andinyourrashignoranceyouarepreparedtodashintopositionsthatmayendinlifelongregret。Thelifeofayounggirlissetaboutwithprowlingpitfalls。\"

  HewasarrestedforamomentbyanindistinctpictureofVeronicareadingthislastsentence。Buthewasnowtoodeeplymovedtotraceacertainunsatisfactorinesstoitssourceinamixtureofmetaphors。\"Well,\"hesaid,argumentatively,\"itIS。That’sallaboutit。It’stimesheknew。\"

  \"Thelifeofayounggirlissetaboutwithprowlingpitfalls,fromwhichshemustbeshieldedatallcosts。\"

  Hislipstightened,andhefrownedwithsolemnresolution。

  \"SolongasIamyourfather,solongasyourlifeisentrustedtomycare,Ifeelboundbyeveryobligationtousemyauthoritytocheckthisodddispositionofyourstowardextravagantenterprises。Adaywillcomewhenyouwillthankme。Itisnot,mydearVeronica,thatIthinkthereisanyharminyou;thereisnot。Butagirlissoilednotonlybyevilbutbytheproximityofevil,andareputationforrashnessmaydoherasseriousaninjuryasreallyreprehensibleconduct。SodopleasebelievethatinthismatterIamactingforthebest。\"

  Hesignedhisnameandreflected。Thenheopenedthestudydoorandcalled\"Mollie!\"andreturnedtoassumeanattitudeofauthorityonthehearthrug,beforetheblueflamesandorangeglowofthegasfire。

  Hissisterappeared。

  Shewasdressedinoneofthosecomplicateddressesthatarealllaceandworkandconfusedpatterningsofblackandpurpleandcreamaboutthebody,andshewasinmanywaysayoungerfeminineversionofthesamethemeashimself。Shehadthesamesharpnose——which,indeed,onlyAnnVeronica,ofallthefamily,hadescaped。Shecarriedherselfwell,whereasherbrotherslouched,andtherewasacertainaristocraticdignityaboutherthatshehadacquiredthroughherlongengagementtoacurateoffamily,ascionoftheWiltshireEdmondshaws。Hehaddiedbeforetheymarried,andwhenherbrotherbecameawidowershehadcometohisassistanceandtakenovermuchofthecareofhisyoungestdaughter。Butfromthefirstherratherold-fashionedconceptionoflifehadjarredwiththesuburbanatmosphere,theHighSchoolspiritandthememoriesofthelightandlittleMrs。Stanley,whosefamilyhadbeenbyanyreckoninginconsiderable——tousethekindliestterm。MissStanleyhaddeterminedfromtheoutsettohavethewarmestaffectionforheryoungestnieceandtobeasecondmotherinherlife——asecondandabetterone;butshehadfoundmuchtobattlewith,andtherewasmuchinherselfthatAnnVeronicafailedtounderstand。Shecameinnowwithanairofreservedsolicitude。

  Mr。Stanleypointedtotheletterwithapipehehaddrawnfromhisjacketpocket。\"Whatdoyouthinkofthat?\"heasked。

  Shetookitupinhermany-ringedhandsandreaditjudicially。

  Hefilledhispipeslowly。

  \"Yes,\"shesaidatlast,\"itisfirmandaffectionate。\"

  \"Icouldhavesaidmore。\"

  \"Youseemtohavesaidjustwhathadtobesaid。Itseemstomeexactlywhatiswanted。Shereallymustnotgotothataffair。\"

  Shepaused,andhewaitedforhertospeak。

  \"Idon’tthinkshequiteseestheharmofthosepeopleorthesortoflifetowhichtheywoulddrawher,\"shesaid。\"Theywouldspoileverychance。\"

  \"Shehaschances?\"hesaid,helpingherout。

  \"Sheisanextremelyattractivegirl,\"shesaid;andadded,\"tosomepeople。Ofcourse,onedoesn’tliketotalkaboutthingsuntiltherearethingstotalkabout。\"

  \"Allthemorereasonwhysheshouldn’tgetherselftalkedabout。\"

  \"ThatisexactlywhatIfeel。\"

  Mr。Stanleytooktheletterandstoodwithitinhishandthoughtfullyforatime。\"I’dgiveanything,\"heremarked,\"toseeourlittleVeehappilyandcomfortablymarried。\"

  Hegavethenotetotheparlormaidthenextmorninginaninadvertent,casualmannerjustashewasleavingthehousetocatchhisLondontrain。WhenAnnVeronicagotitshehadatfirstawild,fantasticideathatitcontainedatip。

  Part5

  AnnVeronica’sresolvetohavethingsoutwithherfatherwasnotaccomplishedwithoutdifficulty。

  HewasnotduefromtheCityuntilaboutsix,andsoshewentandplayedBadmintonwiththeWidgettgirlsuntildinner-time。Theatmosphereatdinnerwasnotpropitious。Herauntwasblandlyamiableaboveacertaintremulousundertow,andtalkedasiftoacalleraboutthealarmingspreadofmarigoldsthatsummerattheendofthegarden,asortofYellowPeriltoallthesmallerhardyannuals,whileherfatherbroughtsomepaperstotableandpresentedhimselfaspreoccupiedwiththem。\"Itreallyseemsasifweshallhavetoputdownmarigoldsaltogethernextyear,\"

  AuntMollyrepeatedthreetimes,\"anddoawaywithmarguerites。

  Theyseedbeyondallreason。\"Elizabeth,theparlormaid,keptcomingintohandvegetableswheneverthereseemedachanceofAnnVeronicaaskingforaninterview。DirectlydinnerwasoverMr。Stanley,havingpretendedtolingertosmoke,fledsuddenlyup-stairstopetrography,andwhenVeronicatappedheansweredthroughthelockeddoor,\"Goaway,Vee!I’mbusy,\"andmadealapidary’swheelbuzzloudly。

  Breakfast,too,wasanimpossibleoccasion。HereadtheTimeswithanunusuallypassionateintentness,andthendeclaredsuddenlyfortheearlierofthetwotrainsheused。

  \"I’llcometothestation,\"saidAnnVeronica。\"Imayaswellcomeupbythistrain。\"

  \"Imayhavetorun,\"saidherfather,withanappealtohiswatch。

  \"I’llrun,too,\"shevolunteered。

  Insteadofwhichtheywalkedsharply……

  \"Isay,daddy,\"shebegan,andwassuddenlyshortofbreath。

  \"Ifit’saboutthatdanceproject,\"hesaid,\"it’snogood,Veronica。I’vemadeupmymind。\"

  \"You’llmakemelookafoolbeforeallmyfriends。\"

  \"Youshouldn’thavemadeanengagementuntilyou’dconsultedyouraunt。\"

  \"IthoughtIwasoldenough,\"shegasped,betweenlaughterandcrying。

  Herfather’sstepquickenedtoatrot。\"Iwon’thaveyouquarrellingandcryingintheAvenue,\"hesaid。\"Stopit!……

  Ifyou’vegotanythingtosay,youmustsayittoyouraunt——\"

  \"Butlookhere,daddy!\"

  HeflappedtheTimesatherwithanimperiousgesture。

  \"It’ssettled。You’renottogo。You’reNOTtogo。\"

  \"Butit’saboutotherthings。\"

  \"Idon’tcare。Thisisn’ttheplace。\"

  \"ThenmayIcometothestudyto-night——afterdinner?\"

  \"I’m——BUSY!\"

  \"It’simportant。IfIcan’ttalkanywhereelse——IDOwantanunderstanding。\"

  Aheadofthemwalkedagentlemanwhomitwasevidenttheymustattheirpresentpaceveryspeedilyovertake。ItwasRamage,theoccupantofthebighouseattheendoftheAvenue。HehadrecentlymadeMr。Stanley’sacquaintanceinthetrainandshownhimoneortwotriflingcivilities。Hewasanoutsidebrokerandtheproprietorofafinancialnewspaper;hehadcomeupveryrapidlyinthelastfewyears,andMr。Stanleyadmiredanddetestedhiminalmostequalmeasure。Itwasintolerabletothinkthathemightoverhearwordsandphrases。Mr。Stanley’spaceslackened。

  \"You’venorighttobadgermelikethis,Veronica,\"hesaid。\"I

  can’tseewhatpossiblebenefitcancomeofdiscussingthingsthataresettled。Ifyouwantadvice,yourauntistheperson。

  However,ifyoumustairyouropinions——\"

  \"To-night,then,daddy!\"

  Hemadeanangrybutconceivablyanassentingnoise,andthenRamageglancedbackandstopped,salutedelaborately,andwaitedforthemtocomeup。Hewasasquare-facedmanofnearlyfifty,withiron-grayhairamobile,clean-shavenmouthandratherprotuberantblackeyesthatnowscrutinizedAnnVeronica。HedressedratherafterthefashionoftheWestEndthantheCity,andaffectedaculturedurbanitythatsomehowdisconcertedandalwaysannoyedAnnVeronica’sfatherextremely。Hedidnotplaygolf,buttookhisexerciseonhorseback,whichwasalsounsympathetic。

  \"StuffythesetreesmaketheAvenue,\"saidMr。Stanleyastheydrewalongside,toaccountforhisownruffledandheatedexpression。\"Theyoughttohavebeenloppedinthespring。\"

  \"There’splentyoftime,\"saidRamage。\"IsMissStanleycomingupwithus?\"

  \"Igosecond,\"shesaid,\"andchangeatWimbledon。\"

  \"We’llallgosecond,\"saidRamage,\"ifwemay?\"

  Mr。Stanleywantedtoobjectstrongly,butashecouldnotimmediatelythinkhowtoputit,hecontentedhimselfwithagrunt,andthemotionwascarried。\"How’sMrs。Ramage?\"heasked。

  \"Verymuchasusual,\"saidRamage。\"Shefindslyingupsomuchveryirksome。But,yousee,sheHAStolieup。\"

  Thetopicofhisinvalidwifeboredhim,andheturnedatoncetoAnnVeronica。\"AndwhereareYOUgoing?\"hesaid。\"Areyougoingonagainthiswinterwiththatscientificworkofyours?

  It’saninstanceofheredity,Isuppose。\"ForamomentMr。

  StanleyalmostlikedRamage。\"You’reabiologist,aren’tyou?\"

  Hebegantotalkofhisownimpressionsofbiologyasacommonplacemagazinereaderwhohadtogetwhathecouldfromthemonthlyreviews,andwasgladtomeetwithanyinformationfromnearerthefountainhead。Inalittlewhileheandsheweretalkingquiteeasilyandagreeably。Theywentontalkinginthetrain——itseemedtoherfatheraslightwantofdeferencetohim——andhelistenedandpretendedtoreadtheTimes。HewasstruckdisagreeablybyRamage’sairofgallantconsiderationandAnnVeronica’sself-possessedanswers。Thesethingsdidnotharmonizewithhisconceptionoftheforthcomingifunavoidable

  interview。Afterall,itcametohimsuddenlyasaharshdiscoverythatshemightbeinasenseregardedasgrownup。Hewasamanwhoinallthingsclassifiedwithoutnuance,andforhimtherewereinthematterofagejusttwofeminineclassesandnomore——girlsandwomen。Thedistinctionlaychieflyintherighttopattheirheads。Butherewasagirl——shemustbeagirl,sinceshewashisdaughterandpat-able——imitatingthewomanquiteremarkablyandcleverly。Heresumedhislistening。

  Shewasdiscussingoneofthosemodernadvancedplayswitharemarkable,withanextraordinary,confidence。

  \"Hislove-making,\"sheremarked,\"struckmeasunconvincing。Heseemedtoonoisy。\"

  Thefullsignificanceofherwordsdidnotinstantlyappeartohim。Thenitdawned。Goodheavens!Shewasdiscussinglove-making。Foratimeheheardnomore,andstaredwithstonyeyesataBook-WarproclamationinleadedtypethatfilledhalfacolumnoftheTimesthatday。Couldsheunderstandwhatshewastalkingabout?Luckilyitwasasecond-classcarriageandtheordinaryfellow-travellerswerenotthere。Everybody,hefelt,mustbelisteningbehindtheirpapers。

  Ofcourse,girlsrepeatphrasesandopinionsofwhichtheycannotpossiblyunderstandthemeaning。Butamiddle-agedmanlikeRamageoughttoknowbetterthantodrawoutagirl,thedaughterofafriendandneighbor……

  Well,afterall,heseemedtobeturningthesubject。\"Broddickisaheavyman,\"hewassaying,\"andthemaininterestoftheplaywastheembezzlement。\"ThankHeaven!Mr。Stanleyallowedhispapertodropalittle,andscrutinizedthehatsandbrowsoftheirthreefellow-travellers。

  TheyreachedWimbledon,andRamagewhippedouttohandMissStanleytotheplatformasthoughshehadbeenaduchess,andshedescendedasthoughsuchattentionsfrommiddle-aged,butstillgallant,merchantswereamatterofcourse。Then,asRamagereadjustedhimselfinacorner,heremarked:\"Theseyoungpeopleshootup,Stanley。ItseemsonlyyesterdaythatshewasrunningdowntheAvenue,allhairandlegs。\"

  Mr。Stanleyregardedhimthroughhisglasseswithsomethingapproachinganimosity。

  \"Nowshe’sallhatandideas,\"hesaid,withanairofhumor。

  \"Sheseemsanunusuallyclevergirl,\"saidRamage。

  Mr。Stanleyregardedhisneighbor’sclean-shavenfacealmostwarily。\"I’mnotsurewhetherwedon’tratheroverdoallthishighereducation,\"hesaid,withaneffectofconveyingprofoundmeanings。

  Part6

  Hebecamequitesure,byasortofaccumulationofreflection,asthedayworeon。Hefoundhisyoungestdaughterintrusiveinhisthoughtsallthroughthemorning,andstillmoresointheafternoon。Hesawheryoungandgracefulbackasshedescendedfromthecarriage,severelyignoringhim,andrecalledaglimpsehehadofherface,brightandserene,ashistrainranoutofWimbledon。Herecalledwithexasperatingperplexityherclear,matter-of-facttoneasshetalkedaboutlove-makingbeingunconvincing。Hewasreallyveryproudofher,andextraordinarilyangryandresentfulattheinnocentandaudaciousself-reliancethatseemedtointimatehersenseofabsoluteindependenceofhim,herabsolutesecuritywithouthim。Afterall,sheonlyLOOKEDawoman。Shewasrashandignorant,absolutelyinexperienced。Absolutely。Hebegantothinkofspeeches,veryfirm,explicitspeeches,hewouldmake。

  HelunchedintheLegalClubinChanceryLane,andmetOgilvy。

  Daughterswereintheairthatday。Ogilvywasfullofaclient’stroubleinthatmatter,agraveandeventragictrouble。Hetoldsomeoftheparticulars。

  \"Curiouscase,\"saidOgilvy,butteringhisbreadandcuttingitupinawayhehad。\"Curiouscase——andsetsonethinking。\"

  Heresumed,afteramouthful:\"Hereisagirlofsixteenorseventeen,seventeenandahalftobeexact,runningabout,asonemightsay,inLondon。Schoolgirl。HerfamilyaresolidWestEndpeople,Kensingtonpeople。Father——dead。Shegoesoutandcomeshome。AfterwardgoesontoOxford。Twenty-one,twenty-two。

  Whydoesn’tshemarry?Plentyofmoneyunderherfather’swill。

  Charminggirl。\"

  HeconsumedIrishstewforsomemoments。

  \"Marriedalready,\"hesaid,withhismouthfull。\"Shopman。\"

  \"GoodGod!\"saidMr。Stanley。

  \"Good-lookingrascalshemetatWorthing。Veryromanticandallthat。Hefixedit。\"

  \"But——\"

  \"Heleftheralone。Pureromanticnonsenseonherpart。Sheercalculationonhis。WentuptoSomersetHousetoexaminethewillbeforehedidit。Yes。Niceposition。\"

  \"Shedoesn’tcareforhimnow?\"

  \"Notabit。Whatagirlofsixteencaresforishairandahighcolorandmoonlightandatenorvoice。Isupposemostofourdaughterswouldmarryorgan-grindersiftheyhadachance——atthatage。Mysonwantedtomarryawomanofthirtyinatobacconist’sshop。Onlyason’sanotherstory。Wefixedthat。

  Well,that’sthesituation。Mypeopledon’tknowwhattodo。

  Can’tfaceascandal。Can’taskthegenttogoabroadandcondoneabigamy。Hemisstatedherageandaddress;butyoucan’tgethomeonhimforathinglikethat……Thereyouare!Girlspoiltforlife。MakesonewanttogobacktotheOrientalsystem!\"

  Mr。Stanleypouredwine。\"DamnedRascal!\"hesaid。\"Isn’tthereabrothertokickhim?\"

  \"Meresatisfaction,\"reflectedOgilvy。\"Meresensuality。I

  ratherthinktheyhavekickedhim,fromthetoneofsomeoftheletters。Nice,ofcourse。Butitdoesn’talterthesituation。\"

  \"It’stheseRascals,\"saidMr。Stanley,andpaused。

  \"Alwayshasbeen,\"saidOgilvy。\"Ourinterestliesinheadingthemoff。\"

  \"Therewasatimewhengirlsdidn’tgettheseextravagantideas。\"

  \"LydiaLanguish,forexample。Anyhow,theydidn’trunaboutsomuch。\"

  \"Yes。That’saboutthebeginning。It’sthesedamnednovels。Allthistorrentofmisleading,spuriousstuffthatpoursfromthepress。Theseshamidealsandadvancednotions。WomenwhoDids,andallthatkindofthing……\"

  Ogilvyreflected。\"Thisgirl——she’sreallyaverycharming,frankperson——hadhadherimaginationfired,soshetoldme,byaschoolperformanceofRomeoandJuliet。\"

  Mr。Stanleydecidedtotreatthatasirrelevant。\"ThereoughttobeaCensorshipofBooks。Wewantitbadlyatthepresenttime。

  EvenWITHtheCensorshipofPlaysthere’shardlyadecentthingtowhichamancantakehiswifeanddaughters,acreepingtaintofsuggestioneverywhere。Whatwoulditbewithoutthatsafeguard?\"

  Ogilvypursuedhisowntopic。\"I’minclinedtothink,Stanley,myselfthatasamatteroffactitwastheexpurgatedRomeoandJulietdidthemischief。Ifouryoungpersonhadn’thadthenursepartcutout,eh?Shemighthaveknownmoreanddoneless。

  Iwascuriousaboutthat。Alltheyleftitwasthemoonandstars。Andthebalconyand’MyRomeo!’\"

  \"Shakespeareisaltogetherdifferentfromthemodernstuff。

  Altogetherdifferent。I’mnotdiscussingShakespeare。Idon’twanttoBowdlerizeShakespeare。I’mnotthatsortIquiteagree。

  Butthismodernmiasma——\"

  Mr。Stanleytookmustardsavagely。

  \"Well,wewon’tgointoShakespeare,\"saidOgilvy\"Whatinterestsmeisthatouryoungwomennowadaysarerunningaboutasfreeasairpractically,withregistryofficesandallsortsofaccommodationroundthecorner。Nothingtochecktheirproceedingsbutadeclininghabitoftellingthetruthandthelimitationsoftheirimaginations。Andinthatrespecttheystiruponeanother。Notmyaffair,ofcourse,butIthinkweoughttoteachthemmoreorrestrainthemmore。Oneortheother。

  They’retoofreefortheirinnocenceortooinnocentfortheirfreedom。That’smypoint。Areyougoingtohaveanyapple-tart,Stanley?Theapple-tart’sbeenverygoodlately——verygood!\"

  Part7

  AttheendofdinnerthateveningAnnVeronicabegan:\"Father!\"

  Herfatherlookedatheroverhisglassesandspokewithgravedeliberation;\"Ifthereisanythingyouwanttosaytome,\"hesaid,\"youmustsayitinthestudy。Iamgoingtosmokealittlehere,andthenIshallgotothestudy。Idon’tseewhatyoucanhavetosay。Ishouldhavethoughtmynoteclearedupeverything。TherearesomepapersIhavetolookthroughto-night——importantpapers。\"

  \"Iwon’tkeepyouverylong,daddy,\"saidAnnVeronica。

  \"Idon’tsee,Mollie,\"heremarked,takingacigarfromtheboxonthetableashissisteranddaughterrose,\"whyyouandVeeshouldn’tdiscussthislittleaffair——whateveritis——withoutbotheringme。\"

  Itwasthefirsttimethiscontroversyhadbecometriangular,forallthreeofthemwereshybyhabit。

  Hestoppedinmid-sentence,andAnnVeronicaopenedthedoorforheraunt。Theairwasthickwithfeelings。Herauntwentoutoftheroomwithdignityandarustle,andup-stairstothefastnessofherownroom。Sheagreedentirelywithherbrother。Itdistressedandconfusedherthatthegirlshouldnotcometoher。

  Itseemedtoshowawantofaffection,tobeadeliberateandunmeriteddisregard,tojustifythereprisalofbeinghurt。

  WhenAnnVeronicacameintothestudyshefoundeveryevidenceofacarefullyforeseengroupingaboutthegasfire。Botharm-chairshadbeenmovedalittlesoastofaceeachotheroneithersideofthefender,andinthecircularglowofthegreen-shadedlamptherelay,conspicuouslywaiting,athickbundleofblueandwhitepaperstiedwithpinktape。Herfatherheldsomeprinteddocumentinhishand,andappearednottoobserveherentry。\"Sitdown,\"hesaid,andperused——\"perused\"

  isthewordforit——forsomemoments。Thenheputthepaperby。

  \"Andwhatisitallabout,Veronica?\"heasked,withadeliberatenoteofirony,lookingatheralittlequizzicallyoverhisglasses。

  AnnVeronicalookedbrightandalittleelated,andshedisregardedherfather’sinvitationtobeseated。Shestoodonthematinstead,andlookeddownonhim。\"Lookhere,daddy,\"shesaid,inatoneofgreatreasonableness,\"IMUSTgotothatdance,youknow。\"

  Herfather’sironydeepened。\"Why?\"heasked,suavely。

  Heranswerwasnotquiteready。\"Well,becauseIdon’tseeanyreasonwhyIshouldn’t。\"

  \"YouseeIdo。\"

  \"Whyshouldn’tIgo?\"

  \"Itisn’tasuitableplace;itisn’tasuitablegathering。\"

  \"But,daddy,whatdoyouknowoftheplaceandthegathering?\"

  \"Andit’sentirelyoutoforder;itisn’tright,itisn’tcorrect;it’simpossibleforyoutostayinanhotelinLondon——theideaispreposterous。Ican’timaginewhatpossessedyou,Veronica。\"

  Heputhisheadononeside,pulleddownthecornersofhismouth,andlookedatheroverhisglasses。

  \"Butwhyisitpreposterous?\"askedAnnVeronica,andfiddledwithapipeonthemantel。

  \"Surely!\"heremarked,withanexpressionofworriedappeal。

  \"Yousee,daddy,Idon’tthinkitISpreposterous。That’sreallywhatIwanttodiscuss。Itcomestothis——amItobetrustedtotakecareofmyself,oramInot?\"

  \"Tojudgefromthisproposalofyours,Ishouldsaynot。\"

  \"IthinkIam。\"

  \"Aslongasyouremainundermyroof——\"hebegan,andpaused。

  \"YouaregoingtotreatmeasthoughIwasn’t。Well,Idon’tthinkthat’sfair。\"

  \"Yourideasoffairness——\"heremarked,anddiscontinuedthatsentence。\"Mydeargirl,\"hesaid,inatoneofpatientreasonableness,\"youareamerechild。Youknownothingoflife,nothingofitsdangers,nothingofitspossibilities。Youthinkeverythingisharmlessandsimple,andsoforth。Itisn’t。Itisn’t。That’swhereyougowrong。Insomethings,inmanythings,youmusttrusttoyourelders,tothosewhoknowmoreoflifethanyoudo。YourauntandIhavediscussedallthismatter。Thereitis。Youcan’tgo。\"

  Theconversationhungforamoment。AnnVeronicatriedtokeepholdofacomplicatedsituationandnotloseherhead。Shehadturnedroundsideways,soastolookdownintothefire。

  \"Yousee,father,\"shesaid,\"itisn’tonlythisaffairofthedance。Iwanttogotothatbecauseit’sanewexperience,becauseIthinkitwillbeinterestingandgivemeaviewofthings。YousayIknownothing。That’sprobablytrue。ButhowamItoknowofthings?\"

  \"SomethingsIhopeyoumayneverknow,\"hesaid。

  \"I’mnotsosure。Iwanttoknow——justasmuchasIcan。\"

  \"Tut!\"hesaid,fuming,andputouthishandtothepapersinthepinktape。

  \"Well,Ido。It’sjustthatIwanttosay。Iwanttobeahumanbeing;Iwanttolearnaboutthingsandknowaboutthings,andnottobeprotectedassomethingtoopreciousforlife,coopedupinonenarrowlittlecorner。\"

  \"Coopedup!\"hecried。\"DidIstandinthewayofyourgoingtocollege?HaveIeverpreventedyougoingaboutatanyreasonablehour?You’vegotabicycle!\"

  \"H’m!\"saidAnnVeronica,andthenwenton\"Iwanttobetakenseriously。Agirl——atmyage——isgrown-up。IwanttogoonwithmyUniversityworkunderproperconditions,nowthatI’vedonetheIntermediate。Itisn’tasthoughIhaven’tdonewell。I’venevermuffedanexam。yet。Roddymuffedtwo……\"

  Herfatherinterrupted。\"Nowlookhere,Veronica,letusbeplainwitheachother。YouarenotgoingtothatinfidelRussell’sclasses。YouarenotgoinganywherebuttotheTredgoldCollege。I’vethoughtthatout,andyoumustmakeupyourmindtoit。Allsortsofconsiderationscomein。Whileyouliveinmyhouseyoumustfollowmyideas。Youarewrongevenaboutthatman’sscientificpositionandhisstandardofwork。

  TherearemenintheLowndeanwholaughathim——simplylaughathim。AndIhaveseenworkbyhispupilsmyselfthatstruckmeasbeing——well,nextdoortoshameful。There’sstories,too,abouthisdemonstrator,CapesSomethingorother。Thekindofmanwhoisn’tcontentwithhisscience,andwritesarticlesinthemonthlyreviews。Anyhow,thereitis:YOUARENOTGOINGTHERE。\"

  Thegirlreceivedthisintimationinsilence。butthefacethatlookeddownuponthegasfiretookanexpressionofobstinacythatbroughtoutahithertolatentresemblancebetweenparentandchild。Whenshespoke,herlipstwitched。

  \"ThenIsupposewhenIhavegraduatedIamtocomehome?\"

  \"Itseemsthenaturalcourse\"

  \"Anddonothing?\"

  \"Thereareplentyofthingsagirlcanfindtodoathome。\"

  \"Untilsomeonetakespityonmeandmarriesme?\"

  Heraisedhiseyebrowsinmildappeal。Hisfoottappedimpatiently,andhetookupthepapers。

  \"Lookhere,father,\"shesaid,withachangeinhervoice,\"supposeIwon’tstandit?\"

  Heregardedherasthoughthiswasanewidea。

  \"Suppose,forexample,Igotothisdance?\"

  \"Youwon’t。\"

  \"Well\"——herbreathfailedherforamoment。\"Howwouldyoupreventit?\"sheasked。

  \"ButIhaveforbiddenit!\"hesaid,raisinghisvoice。

  \"Yes,Iknow。ButsupposeIgo?\"

  \"Now,Veronica!No,no。Thiswon’tdo。Understandme!I

  forbidit。Idonotwanttohearfromyoueventhethreatofdisobedience。\"Hespokeloudly。\"Thethingisforbidden!\"

  \"Iamreadytogiveupanythingthatyoushowtobewrong。\"

  \"YouwillgiveupanythingIwishyoutogiveup。\"

  Theystaredateachotherthroughapause,andbothfaceswereflushedandobstinate。

  Shewastryingbysomewonderful,secret,andmotionlessgymnasticstorestrainhertears。Butwhenshespokeherlipsquivered,andtheycame。\"Imeantogotothatdance!\"sheblubbered。\"Imeantogotothatdance!Imeanttoreasonwithyou,butyouwon’treason。You’redogmatic。\"

  Atthesightofhertearshisexpressionchangedtoaminglingoftriumphandconcern。Hestoodup,apparentlyintendingtoputanarmabouther,butshesteppedbackfromhimquickly。Sheproducedahandkerchief,andwithonesweepofthisandasimultaneousgulphadabolishedherfitofweeping。Hisvoicenowhadlostitsironies。

  \"Now,Veronica,\"hepleaded,\"Veronica,thisismostunreasonable。Allwedoisforyourgood。NeitheryourauntnorIhaveanyotherthoughtbutwhatisbestforyou。\"

  \"Onlyyouwon’tletmelive。Onlyyouwon’tletmeexist!\"

  Mr。Stanleylostpatience。Hebulliedfrankly。

  \"Whatnonsenseisthis?Whatraving!Mydearchild,youDO

  live,youDOexist!Youhavethishome。Youhavefriends,acquaintances,socialstanding,brothersandsisters,everyadvantage!Insteadofwhich,youwanttogotosomemixedclassesorotherandcutuprabbitsanddanceaboutatnightsinwildcostumeswithcasualartstudentfriendsandGodknowswho。

  That——thatisn’tliving!Youarebesideyourself。Youdon’tknowwhatyouasknorwhatyousay。Youhaveneitherreasonnorlogic。Iamsorrytoseemtohurtyou,butallIsayisforyourgood。YouMUSTnot,youSHALLnotgo。OnthisIamresolved。I

  putmyfootdownlike——likeadamant。Andatimewillcome,Veronica,markmywords,atimewillcomewhenyouwillblessmeformyfirmnessto-night。Itgoestomyhearttodisappointyou,butthisthingmustnotbe。\"

  Hesidledtowardher,butsherecoiledfromhim,leavinghiminpossessionofthehearth-rug。

  \"Well,\"shesaid,\"good-night,father。\"

  \"What!\"heasked;\"notakiss?\"

  Sheaffectednottohear。

  Thedoorclosedsoftlyuponher。Foralongtimeheremainedstandingbeforethefire,staringatthesituation。Thenhesatdownandfilledhispipeslowlyandthoughtfully……

  \"Idon’tseewhatelseIcouldhavesaid,\"heremarked。

  CHAPTERTHESECOND

  ANNVERONICAGATHERSPOINTSOFVIEW

  Part1

  \"AreyoucomingtotheFaddenDance,AnnVeronica?\"askedConstanceWidgett。

  AnnVeronicaconsideredheranswer。\"Imeanto,\"shereplied。

  \"Youaremakingyourdress?\"

  \"Suchasitis。\"

  TheywereintheelderWidgettgirl’sbedroom;Hettywaslaidup,shesaid,withasprainedankle,andamiscellaneouspartywasgossipingawayhertedium。Itwasalarge,littered,self-forgetfulapartment,decoratedwithunframedcharcoalsketchesbyvariousincipientmasters;andanopenbookcase,surmountedbyplastercastsandthehalfofahumanskull,displayedanoddmiscellanyofbooks——ShawandSwinburne,TomJones,FabianEssays,PopeandDumas,cheekbyjowl。ConstanceWidgett’sabundantcopper-redhairwasbentdownoversomedimlyremunerativework——stencillingincolorsuponrough,whitematerial——atakitchentableshehaddraggedup-stairsforthepurpose,whileonherbedtherewasseatedaslenderladyofthirtyorsoinadingygreendress,whomConstancehadintroducedwithawaveofherhandasMissMiniver。MissMiniverlookedoutontheworldthroughlargeemotionalblueeyesthatwerefurthermagnifiedbytheglassesshewore,andhernosewaspinchedandpink,andhermouthwaswhimsicallypetulant。Herglassesmovedquicklyasherglancetravelledfromfacetoface。

  Sheseemedburstingwiththedesiretotalk,andwatchingforheropportunity。Onherlapelwasanivorybutton,bearingthewords\"VotesforWomen。\"AnnVeronicasatatthefootofthesufferer’sbed,whileTeddyWidgett,beingsomethingofanathlete,occupiedtheonlybed-roomchair——adecadentpiece,essentiallyatripodandlargelyaformality——andsmokedcigarettes,andtriedtoconcealthefactthathewaslookingallthetimeatAnnVeronica’seyebrows。TeddywasthehatlessyoungmanwhohadturnedAnnVeronicaasidefromtheAvenuetwodaysbefore。Hewasthejuniorofbothhissisters,co-educatedandmuchbrokenintofemininesociety。Abowlofroses,justbroughtbyAnnVeronica,adornedthecommunaldressing-table,andAnnVeronicawasparticularlytriminpreparationforacallshewastomakewithherauntlaterintheafternoon。

  AnnVeronicadecidedtobemoreexplicit。\"I’vebeen,\"shesaid,\"forbiddentocome。\"

  \"Hul-LO!\"saidHetty,turningherheadonthepillow;andTeddyremarkedwithprofoundemotion,\"MyGod!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidAnnVeronica,\"andthatcomplicatesthesituation。\"

  \"Auntie?\"askedConstance,whowasconversantwithAnnVeronica’saffairs。

  \"No!Myfather。It’s——it’saseriousprohibition。\"

  \"Why?\"askedHetty。

  \"That’sthepoint。Iaskedhimwhy,andhehadn’tareason。\"

  \"YOUASKEDYOURFATHERFORAREASON!\"saidMissMiniver,withgreatintensity。

  \"Yes。Itriedtohaveitoutwithhim,buthewouldn’thaveitout。\"AnnVeronicareflectedforaninstant\"That’swhyIthinkIoughttocome。\"

  \"Youaskedyourfatherforareason!\"MissMiniverrepeated。

  \"WealwayshavethingsoutwithOURfather,poordear!\"saidHetty。\"He’sgotalmosttolikeit。\"

  \"Men,\"saidMissMiniver,\"NEVERhaveareason。Never!Andtheydon’tknowit!Theyhavenoideaofit。It’soneoftheirworsttraits,oneoftheirveryworst。\"

  \"ButIsay,Vee,\"saidConstance,\"ifyoucomeandyouareforbiddentocomethere’llbethedeuceofarow。\"

  AnnVeronicawasdecidingforfurtherconfidences。Hersituationwasperplexingherverymuch,andtheWidgettatmospherewaslaxandsympathetic,andprovocativeofdiscussion。\"Itisn’tonlythedance,\"shesaid。

  \"There’stheclasses,\"saidConstance,thewell-informed。

  \"There’sthewholesituation。ApparentlyI’mnottoexistyet。

  I’mnottostudy,I’mnottogrow。I’vegottostayathomeandremaininastateofsuspendedanimation。\"

  \"DUSTING!\"saidMissMiniver,inasepulchralvoice。

  \"Untilyoumarry,Vee,\"saidHetty。

  \"Well,Idon’tfeellikestandingit。\"

  \"Thousandsofwomenhavemarriedmerelyforfreedom,\"saidMissMiniver。\"Thousands!Ugh!Andfounditaworseslavery。\"

  \"Isuppose,\"saidConstance,stencillingawayatbrightpinkpetals,\"it’sourlot。Butit’sverybeastly。\"

  \"What’sourlot?\"askedhersister。

  \"Slavery!Downtroddenness!WhenIthinkofitIfeelalloverbootmarks——men’sboots。Wehideitbravely,butsoitis。

  Damn!I’vesplashed。\"

  MissMiniver’smannerbecameimpressive。SheaddressedAnnVeronicawithanairofconveyinggreatopensecretstoher。\"Asthingsareatpresent,\"shesaid,\"itistrue。Weliveunderman-madeinstitutions,andthatiswhattheyamountto。Everygirlintheworldpractically,exceptafewofuswhoteachortype-write,andthenwe’reunderpaidandsweated——it’sdreadfultothinkhowwearesweated!\"Shehadlosthergeneralization,whateveritwas。Shehungforamoment,andthenwenton,conclusively,\"UntilwehavethevotethatishowthingsWILL

  be。\"

  \"I’mallforthevote,\"saidTeddy。

  \"IsupposeagirlMUSTbeunderpaidandsweated,\"saidAnnVeronica。\"Isupposethere’snowayofgettingadecentincome——independently。\"

  \"WomenhavepracticallyNOeconomicfreedom,\"saidMissMiniver,\"becausetheyhavenopoliticalfreedom。Menhaveseentothat。

  Theoneprofession,theonedecentprofession,Imean,forawoman——exceptthestage——isteaching,andtherewetrampleononeanother。Everywhereelse——thelaw,medicine,theStockExchange——prejudicebarsus。\"

  \"There’sart,\"saidAnnVeronica,\"andwriting。\"

  \"Everyonehasn’ttheGift。Eventhereawomannevergetsafairchance。Menareagainsther。Whatevershedoesisminimized。

  Allthebestnovelshavebeenwrittenbywomen,andyetseehowmensneerattheladynoveliststill!There’sonlyonewaytogetonforawoman,andthatistopleasemen。Thatiswhattheythinkwearefor!\"

  \"We’rebeasts,\"saidTeddy。\"Beasts!\"

  ButMissMinivertooknonoticeofhisadmission。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidMissMiniver——shewentoninaregularlyundulatingvoice——\"weDOpleasemen。Wehavethatgift。Wecanseeroundthemandbehindthemandthroughthem,andmostofususethatknowledge,inthesilentwaywehave,forourgreatends。Notallofus,butsomeofus。Toomany。Iwonderwhatmenwouldsayifwethrewthemaskaside——ifwereallytoldthemwhatWEthoughtofthem,reallyshowedthemwhatWEwere。\"A

  flushofexcitementcreptintohercheeks。

  \"Maternity,\"shesaid,\"hasbeenourundoing。\"

  Fromthatsheopenedoutintoalong,confusedemphaticdiscourseonthepositionofwomen,fullofwonderfulstatements,whileConstanceworkedatherstencillingandAnnVeronicaandHettylistened,andTeddycontributedsympatheticnoisesandconsumedcheapcigarettes。Asshetalkedshemadeweaklittlegestureswithherhands,andshethrustherfaceforwardfromherbentshoulders;andshepeeredsometimesatAnnVeronicaandsometimesataphotographoftheAxenstrasse,nearFluelen,thathunguponthewall。AnnVeronicawatchedherface,vaguelysympathizingwithher,vaguelydislikingherphysicalinsufficiencyandherconvulsivemovements,andthefineeyebrowswereknitwithafaintperplexity。Essentiallythetalkwasamixtureoffragmentsofsentencesheard,ofpassagesread,orargumentsindicatedratherthanstated,andallofitwasservedinasauceofstrangeenthusiasm,thinyetintense。AnnVeronicahadhadsometrainingattheTredgoldCollegeindisentanglingthreadsfromconfusedstatements,andshehadacuriouspersuasionthatinallthisfluentmuddletherewassomething——somethingreal,somethingthatsignified。Butitwasveryhardtofollow。Shedidnotunderstandthenoteofhostilitytomenthatranthroughitall,thebittervindictivenessthatlitMissMiniver’scheeksandeyes,thesenseofsomeatlastinsupportablewrongslowlyaccumulated。Shehadnoinklingofthatinsupportablewrong。

  \"Wearethespecies,\"saidMissMiniver,\"menareonlyincidents。

  Theygivethemselvesairs,butsoitis。Inallthespeciesofanimalsthefemalesaremoreimportantthanthemales;themaleshavetopleasethem。Lookatthecock’sfeathers,lookatthecompetitionthereiseverywhere,exceptamonghumans。Thestagsandoxenandthingsallhavetofightforus,everywhere。Onlyinmanisthemalemadethemostimportant。Andthathappensthroughourmaternity;it’sourveryimportancethatdegradesus。

  Whileweweremindingthechildrentheystoleourrightsandliberties。Thechildrenmadeusslaves,andthementookadvantageofit。It’s——Mrs。Shalfordsays——theaccidentalconqueringtheessential。Originallyinthefirstanimalstherewerenomales,noneatall。Ithasbeenproved。Thentheyappearamongthelowerthings\"——shemademeticulousgesturestofigurethescaleoflife;sheseemedtobeholdingupspecimens,andpeeringthroughherglassesatthem——\"amongcrustaceansandthings,justaslittlecreatures,eversoinferiortothefemales。Merehangerson。Thingsyouwouldlaughat。Andamonghumanbeings,too,womentobeginwithweretherulersandleaders;theyownedalltheproperty,theyinventedallthearts。

点击下载App,搜索"ANN VERONICA",免费读到尾