第8章
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  AlthoughallVronsky’sinnerlifewasabsorbedinhispassion,hisexternallifeunalterablyandinevitablyfollowedalongtheoldaccustomedlinesofhissocialandregimentaltiesandinterests。TheinterestsofhisregimenttookanimportantplaceinVronsky’slife,bothbecausehewasfondoftheregiment,andstillmorebecausetheregimentwasfondofhim。TheywerenotonlyfondofVronskyinhisregiment,theyrespectedhimtoo,andwereproudofhim;proudthatthisman,withhisimmensewealth,hisbrillianteducationandabilities,andthepathopenbeforehimtoeverykindofsuccess,distinctionandambition,haddisregardedallthat,andofalltheinterestsoflifehadtheinterestsofhisregimentandhiscomradesnearesttohisheart。Vronskywasawareofhiscomrades’viewofhim,andinadditiontohislikingforthatsortoflife,hefeltboundtokeepupthatreputation。

  Itneednotbesaidthathedidnotspeakofhislovetoanyofhiscomrades,nordidhebetrayhissecreteveninthewildestdrinkingboutsthoughindeedhewasneversodrunkastoloseallcontrolofhimself。Andheclosedthemouthsofanyofhisthoughtlesscomradeswhoattemptedtoalludetohisliaison。But,inspiteofthat,hislovewasknowntoallthetown;everyoneguessedwithmoreorlesscertaintyathisrelationswithMadameKarenina。Themajorityoftheyoungermenenviedhimforjustwhatwasthemostirksomefactorinhislove-theexaltedpositionofKarenin,andtheconsequenttransparencytosociety,oftheirliaison。

  Thegreaternumberoftheyoungwomen,whoenviedAnnaandhadlongbeenwearyofhavinghercalledrighteous,rejoicedatthefulfillmentoftheirpredictions,andwereonlywaitingforadecisiveturninpublicopiniontofalluponherwithalltheweightoftheirscorn。Theywerealreadymakingreadytheirhandfulsofmudtocastatherwhentherightmomentarrived。Thegreaternumberofthemiddle-agedpeopleandcertaingreatpersonagesweredispleasedattheprospectoftheimpendingscandalinsociety。

  Vronsky’smother,onhearingofhisliaison,wasatfirstpleasedbyit,becausenothingtohermindgavesuchafinishingtouchtoabrilliantyoungmanasaliaisoninthehighestsociety;shewaspleased,too,thatMadameKarenina,whohadsotakenherfancy,andhadtalkedsomuchofherson,was,afterall,justlikealltheotherprettyanddecentwomen-accordingtotheCountessVronskaia’sideas。Butshehadheardoflatethathersonhadrefusedapositionofferedhimofgreatimportancetohiscareer,simplyinordertoremainintheregiment,wherecouldbeconstantlyseeingMadameKarenina;sheheardthatgreatpersonagesweredispleasedwithhimonthisaccount,andshechangedheropinion。Shewasvexed,too,thatfromallshecouldlearnofthisliaisonitwasnotthatbrilliant,graceful,worldlyliaisonwhichshewouldhavewelcomed,butasortofWerther’sdesperatepassion,soshewastold,whichmightwellleadhimintofollies。ShehadnotseenhimsincehisabruptdeparturefromMoscow,andshesenthereldersontobidhimtocometoher。

  Thiselderbrother,too,wasdispleasedwithhisyoungerbrother。Hedidnotdistinguishwhatsortoflovehismightbe,bigorlittle,passionateorpassionless,pureorimpurehekeptaballetgirlhimself,thoughhewasthefatherofafamily,sohewasratherindulgent,butheknewthatthislovedispleasedthosewhomitwasnecessarytoplease,andthereforehedidnotapproveofhisbrother’sconduct。

  Besidestheserviceandsociety,Vronskyhadanothergreatinterest-horses;hewaspassionatelyfondofhorses。

  Thatyearracesandasteeplechasehadbeenarrangedfortheofficers。Vronskyhadputhisnamedown,boughtathoroughbredEnglishmare,andinspiteofhislove,hewaslookingforwardtotheraceswithintense,thoughreserved,excitement……

  Thesetwopassionsdidnotinterferewithoneanother。Onthecontrary,heneededoccupationanddistractionquiteapartfromhislove,soastorecruitandresthimselffromtheviolentemotionsthatagitatedhim。

  OnthedayoftheracesatKrasnoeSelo,Vronskyhadcomeearlierthanusualtoeatbeefsteakinthecommonmessroomoftheregiment。Hehadnoneedtobestrictwithhimself,ashisweightwasexactlytherequiredone;butstillhehadtoavoidgainingflesh,andsoheeschewedfarinaceousandsweetdishes。Hesatwithhiscoatunbuttonedoverawhitewaistcoat,restingbothelbowsonthetable,and,whilewaitingforthesteakhehadordered,waslookingoveraFrenchnovelthatlayopenonhisplate。Hewasonlylookingatthebooktoavoidconversationwiththeofficerscominginandout;hewasthinking。

  HewasthinkingofAnna’spromisetoseehimtodayaftertheraces。Buthehadnotseenherforthreedays,andasherhusbandhadjustreturnedfromabroad,hedidnotknowwhethershewouldbeabletomeethimtodayornot,andhedidnotknowhowtofindout。HehadhadhislastinterviewwithherathiscousinBetsy’ssummervilla。HevisitedthesummervillaoftheKareninsasrarelyaspossible。Nowhewantedtogothere,andheponderedthequestionofhowtodoit。

  `OfcourseIshallsayBetsyhassentmetoaskwhethershe’scomingtotheraces。Ofcourse,I’llgo,’hedecided,liftinghisheadfromthebook。Andashevividlypicturedthehappinessofseeingher,hisfacelightedup。

  `Sendtomyhouse,andtellthemtohaveoutthecarriageandthreehorsesasquicklyastheycan,’hesaidtotheservant,whohandedhimthesteakonahotsilverdish,andmovingthedishuptowardhim,hebeganeating。

  Fromtheadjoiningbilliardroomcamethesoundofballsclicking,oftalkandlaughter。Twoofficersappearedattheentrancedoor:one,ayoungfellowwithaweak,delicateface,whohadlatelyjoinedtheregimentfromtheCorpsofPages;theother,aplump,elderlyofficer,withabraceletonhiswrist,andlittleeyes,lostinfat。

  Vronskyglancedatthem,frowned,andlookingdownathisbookasthoughhehadnotnoticedthem,heproceededtoeatandreadatthesametime。

  `What?Fortifyingyourselfforyourwork?’saidtheplumpofficer,sittingdownbesidehim。

  `Asyousee,’respondedVronsky,knittinghisbrows,wipinghismouth,andwithoutlookingattheofficer。

  `Soyou’renotafraidofgettingfat?saidthelatter,turningachairroundfortheyoungofficer。

  `What?’saidVronskyangrily,makingawryfaceofdisgustandshowinghisheavyteeth。

  `You’renotafraidofgettingfat?’

  `Waiter,sherry!’saidVronsky,withoutreplying,andmovingthebooktotheothersideofhim,hewentonreading。

  Theplumpofficertookupthelistofwinesandturnedtotheyoungofficer。

  `Youchoosewhatwe’retodrink,’hesaid,handinghimthecard,andlookingathim。

  `Rhinewine,please,’saidtheyoungofficer,stealingatimidglanceatVronsky,andtryingtopullhisscarcelyvisiblemustache。SeeingthatVronskydidnotturnround,theyoungofficergotup。

  `Let’sgointothebilliardroom,’hesaid。

  Theplumpofficerrosesubmissively,andtheymovedtowardthedoor。

  Atthatmomenttherewalkedintotheroomthetanandwell-builtCaptainIashvin。Noddingwithanairofloftycontempttothetwoofficers,hewentuptoVronsky。

  `Ah!Hereheis!’hecried,bringinghisbighanddownheavilyonhisepaulet。Vronskylookedroundangrily,buthisfacelightedupimmediatelywithhischaracteristicexpressionofcalmandfirmfriendliness。

  `That’sit,Aliosha,’saidthecaptain,inhisloudbaritone。`Haveabiteanddrinkonetinyglass。’

  `Oh,I’mnotveryhungry。’

  `Theregotheinseparables,’Iashvindropped,glancingsarcasticallyatthetwoofficerswhowereatthatinstantleavingtheroom。Andhebenthislonglegs,swathedintightridingbreeches,andsatdowninthechair,toolowforhim,sothathiskneeswerecrampedupinasharpangle。`Whydidn’tyouturnupatTheateratKrasnoeSeloyesterday?Numerovawasn’tatallbad。Wherewereyou?’

  `IwaslateattheTverskys’,’saidVronsky。

  `Ah!’respondedIashvin。

  Iashvin,agamblerandarake,amannotmerelywithoutanyprinciples,butofimmoralprinciples-IashvinwasVronsky’sgreatestfriendintheregiment。Vronskylikedhimbothforhisexceptionalphysicalstrength,whichheshowedforthemostpartbybeingabletodrinklikeafishandtodowithoutsleepwithoutbeingintheslightestdegreeaffectedbyit;andforhisgreatstrengthofcharacter,whichheshowedinhisrelationswithhiscomradesandsuperiorofficers,commandingbothfearandrespect,andalsoatcards,whenhewouldplayfortensofthousandsand,howevermuchhemighthavedrunk,alwayswithsuchskillanddecisionthathewasreckonedthebestplayerintheEnglishClub。VronskyrespectedandlikedIashvinparticularlybecausehefeltIashvinlikedhim,notforhisnameandhismoney,butforhimself。AndofallmenhewastheonlyonewithwhomVronskywouldhavelikedtospeakofhislove。HefeltthatIashvin,inspiteofhisapparentcontemptforeverysortoffeeling,wastheonlymanwhocould,sohefancied,comprehendtheintensepassionwhichnowfilledhiswholelife。Moreover,hefeltcertainthatIashvin,asitwas,tooknodelightingossipandscandal,andinterpretedhisfeelingrightly-thatistosay,knewandbelievedthatthispassionwasnotajoke,notapastime,butsomethingmoreseriousandimportant。

  Vronskyhadneverspokentohimofhispassion,buthewasawarethatheknewallaboutit,andthatheputtherightinterpretationonit,andhewasgladtoseethisinhiseyes。

  `Ah!yes,’hesaid,totheannouncementthatVronskyhadbeenattheTverskys’;and,hisblackeyesshining,hepluckedathisleftmustache,andbegantwistingitintohismouth-abadhabithehad。

  `Well,andwhatdidyoudoyesterday?Winanything?’askedVronsky。

  `Eightthousand。Butthreedon’tcount;thechapwillhardlypayup。’

  `Oh,thenyoucanaffordtoloseoverme,’saidVronsky,laughing。IashvinhadbettedheavilyonVronskyintheraces。

  `Nochanceofmylosing。Makhotin’stheonlyonewho’sadangerousentrant。’

  Andtheconversationpassedtoforecastsofthecomingrace,theonlythingVronskycouldthinkofjustnow。

  `Comealong,I’vefinished,’saidVronsky,andgettinguphewenttothedoor。Iashvingotuptoo,stretchinghislonglegsandhislongback。

  `It’stooearlyformetodine,butImusthaveadrink。I’llcomealongdirectly。Hi,wine!’heshouted,inhisrichvoice,thatwassofamousatdrill,andsetthewindowsshaking。`No,Idon’tneedit!’heshoutedagain,immediatelyafter。`You’regoinghome,soI’llgowithyou。’

  AndhewalkedoutwithVronsky。

  Vronskywasstayinginaroomy,clean,Finnishhut,dividedintotwobyapartition。Petritskylivedwithhimincamptoo。PetritskywasasleepwhenVronskyandIashvincameintothehut。

  `Getup,don’tgoonsleeping,’saidIashvin,goingbehindthepartitionandgivingPetritsky,whowaslyingwithruffledhairandwithhisnoseinthepillow,aprodontheshoulder。

  Petritskyjumpedupsuddenlyontohiskneesandlookedaround。

  `Yourbrother’sbeenhere,’hesaidtoVronsky。`Hewakedmeup,thedeviltakehim,andsaidhe’dlookinagain。’Andpullinguptherugheflunghimselfbackonthepillow。`Ohdoquitthat,Iashvin!’hesaid,gettingfuriouswithIashvin,whowaspullingtherugoffhim。`Quitthat!’Heturnedoverandopenedhiseyes。`You’dbettertellmewhattodrink;I’vesuchanastytasteinmymouththat……’

  `Vodka’sbetterthananything,’boomedIashvin。`Tereshchenko!Vodkaforyourmasterandcucumbers,’heshouted,obviouslytakingpleasureinthesoundofhisownvoice。

  `Vodka,doyouthink?Eh?’queriedPetritsky,blinkingandrubbinghiseyes。`Andyou’lldrinksomething?Allrightthen,we’llhaveadrinktogether!Vronsky,haveadrink?’saidPetritsky,gettingupandwrappingthetiger-stripedbedcoverroundhim。Hewenttothedoorofthepartitionwall,raisedhishands,andhummedinFrench:``therewasakinginThu-u-le。’’Vronsky,willyouhaveadrink?’

  `Goalong,’saidVronsky,puttingonthecoathisvalethandedhim。

  `Whereareyouoffto?’askedIashvin。`Oh,hereisyourtroika,’headded,seeingthecarriagedriveup。

  `Tothestables,andI’vegottoseeBriansky,too,aboutthehorses,’saidVronsky。

  VronskyhadasafactpromisedtocallatBriansky’s,sometenverstasfromPeterhof,andtobringhimmoneyowingforsomehorses;andhehopedtohavetimetogetthatintoo。Buthiscomradeswereatonceawarethatthatwasnottheonlyplacehewasgoing。

  Petritsky,stillhumming,winkedandmadeapoutwithhislips,asthoughhewouldsay:`Oh,yes,weknowyourBriansky!’

  `Mindyou’renotlate!’wasIashvin’sonlycomment;and,tochangetheconversation:`How’smyroan?Ishedoingallright?’heinquired,lookingoutofthewindowattheshafthorse,whichhehadsoldtoVronsky。

  `Stop!’criedPetritskytoVronsky,justashewasgoingout。`Yourbrotherleftaletterandanoteforyou。Waitabit;wherearethey?’

  Vronskystopped。

  `Well,wherearethey?’

  `Wherearethey?That’sjustthequestion!’saidPetritskysolemnly,slidinghisforefingerupwardalonghisnose。

  `Come,tellme;thisissilly!’saidVronskysmiling。

  `Ihaven’tlightedthefire。Theymustbeheresomewhere。’

  `Come,enoughfooling!Whereistheletter?’

  `No,I’veforgotten,really。Orwasitadream?Waitabit,waitabit!Butwhat’stheuseofgettinginarage?Ifyou’ddrunkfourbottlespermanyesterdayasIdid,you’dforgetwhereyouwereat。Waitabit,I’llremember!’

  Petritskywentbehindthepartitionandlaydownonhisbed。

  `Waitabit!ThiswashowIwaslying,andthiswashowhewasstanding。Yes-yes-yes……Hereitis!’-andPetritskypulledaletteroutfromunderthemattress,wherehehadhiddenit。

  Vronskytooktheletterandhisbrother’snote。Itwastheletterhewasexpecting-fromhismother,reproachinghimfornothavingbeentoseeher-andthenotewasfromhisbrothertosaythathemusthavealittletalkwithhim。Vronskyknewthatitwasallaboutthesamething。`Whatbusinessisitoftheirs!’thoughtVronsky,andcrumplingupthelettershethrustthembetweenthebuttonsofhiscoatsoastoreadthemcarefullyontheroad。Intheporchofthehuthewasmetbytwoofficers;oneofhisregimentandoneofanother。

  Vronsky’squarterswerealwaysameetingplaceforalltheofficers。

  `Whereareyouoffto?’

  `ImustgotoPeterhof。’

  `HasthemarecomefromTsarskoe?’

  `Yes,butI’venotseenheryet。’

  `TheysayMakhotin’sGladiator’slame。’

  `Nonsense!However,areyougoingtoraceinthismud?’saidtheother。

  `Herearemysaviors!’criedPetritsky,seeingthemcomein。Beforehimstoodthebatmanwithvodkaandpickledcucumbersonatray。`Here’sIashvin,orderingmetodrinkapick-me-up。’

  `Well,youdidmakeithotforusyesterday,’saidoneofthosewhohadcomein;`youdidn’tletusgetawinkofsleepallnight。’

  `Oh,didn’twemakeaprettyfinish!’saidPetritsky。`Volkovclimbedontotheroofandbegantellingushowsadhewas。Isaid:``Let’shavemusic,thefuneralmarch!’’Hefairlydroppedasleepontheroofoverthefuneralmarch。’

  `Drinkitup;youpositivelymustdrinkthevodka,andthenSeltzerwater,andalotoflemon,’saidIashvin,standingoverPetritskylikeamothermakingachildtakemedicine,`andthenalittlechampagne-justaweebottle。’

  `Come,there’ssomesenseinthat。Stopabit,Vronsky。We’llallhaveadrink。’

  `No;good-by,allofyou。I’mnotgoingtodrinktoday。’

  `Why,areyougainingweight?Allright,thenwemusthaveitalone。GiveustheSeltzerwaterandlemon。’

  `Vronsky!’shoutedsomeonewhenhewasalreadyoutside。

  `Well?’

  `You’dbettergetyourhaircut,it’llweighyoudown-especiallyatthebaldplace。’

  Vronskywasinfactbeginning,prematurely,togetalittlebald。Helaughedgaily,showinghisheavyteeth,andpullinghiscapoverthethinplace,wentoutandgotintohiscarriage。

  `Tothestables!’hesaid,andwasjustpullingouttheletterstoreadthemthrough,butthoughtbetterofit,andputoffreadingthemsoasnottodistracthisattentionbeforelookingatthemare。`Lateron!……’

  Thetemporarystable,awoodenbooth,hadbeenputupclosetotheracecourse,andtherehismarewastohavebeentakenthepreviousday。Hehadnotyetseenherthere。Duringthelastfewdayshehadnotriddenheroutforexercisehimself,buthadputherinthechargeofthetrainer,andsonowheabsolutelydidnotknowinwhatconditionhismarehadarrivedyesterdayorwasintoday。Hehadscarcelygotoutofhiscarriagewhenhisstableboygroom,recognizingthecarriagesomewayoff,calledthetrainer。Adry-lookingEnglishman,inhighbootsandashortjacket,clean-shaven,exceptforatuftbelowhischin,cametomeethimwalkingwiththeuncouthgaitofajockey,turninghiselbowsoutandswayingfromsidetoside。

  `Well,how’sFrou-Frou?’VronskyaskedinEnglish。

  `Allright,sir,’theEnglishman’svoicerespondedsomewherefardowninhisthroat。`Betternotgoin,’headded,touchinghishat。`I’veputamuzzleonher,andthemare’sfidgety。Betternotgoin,it’llexcitethemare。’

  `No,I’mgoingin。Iwanttolookather。’

  `Comealong,then,’saidtheEnglishman,frowning,andspeakingwithhismouthshut,and,withswingingelbows,hewentoninfrontwithhisdisjointedgait。

  Theywentintothelittleyardinfrontoftheshed。Thestableboyonduty,spruceandsmartinhisholidayattire,metthemwithabroominhishand,andfollowedthem。Intheshedtherewerefivehorsesintheirseparatestalls,andVronskyknewthathischiefrival,Makhotin’sGladiator,averytallchestnuthorse,hadbeenbroughtthere,andmustbestandingamongthem。Evenmorethanhismare,VronskylongedtoseeGladiator,whomhehadneverseen,butVronskyknewthatbytheetiquetteoftheracecourseitwasnotmerelyimpossibleforhimtoseethehorse,butimpropereventoaskquestionsabouthim。justashewaspassingalongthepassage,theboyopenedthedoorintothesecondhorseboxontheleft,andVronskycaughtaglimpseofabigchestnuthorsewithwhitelegs。HeknewthatthiswasGladiator,but,withthefeelingofamanturningawayfromthesightofanotherman’sopenletter,heturnedroundandwentintoFrou-Frou’sstall。

  `ThestallbelongingtoMa-k……Mak……Inevercansaythename-ishere,’saidtheEnglishmanoverhisshoulder,pointinghisdirty-nailedthumbtowardGladiator’sstall。

  `Makhotin?Yes,he’smymostseriousrival,’saidVronsky。

  `Ifyouwereridinghim,’saidtheEnglishman,`I’dbetonyou。

  `Frou-Frou’smorenervous,whiletheotherismorepowerful,’saidVronsky,smilingatthecomplimenttohisriding。

  `Inasteeplechaseitalldependsonridingandonpluck,’saidtheEnglishman。

  Ofpluck-thatis,energyandcourage-Vronskydidnotmerelyfeelthathehadenough;whatwasoffarmoreimportance,hewasfirmlyconvincedthatnooneintheworldcouldhavemoreofthispluckthanhehad。

  `Don’tyouthinkIwantmoresweatingdown?’

  `Oh,no,’answeredtheEnglishman。`Please,don’tspeakloud。Themare’sfidgety,’headded,noddingtowardthehorsebox,beforewhichtheywerestanding,andfromwhichcamethesoundofrestlessstampinginthestraw。

  Heopenedthedoor,andVronskywentintothehorsebox,dimlylightedbyonelittlewindow。Inthehorseboxstoodadarkbaymare,withamuzzleon,shiftingherfeetonthefreshstraw。Lookingroundhiminthetwilightofthehorsebox,Vronskyunconsciouslytookinoncemoreinacomprehensiveglanceallthepointsofhisfavoritemare。Frou-Frouwasananimalofmediumsize,notaltogetherfreefromreproach,fromabreeder’spointofview。Shewassmall-bonedallover;thoughherchestwasextremelyprominentinfront,itwasnarrow。Herhindquarterswerealittledrooping,andinherforelegs,andstillmoreinherhindlegs,therewasanoticeablecurvature。Themusclesofbothhindlegsandforelegswerenotverythick;butacrosshershouldersthemarewasexceptionallybroad,apeculiarityspeciallystrikingnowthatshewasleanfromtraining。Thebonesofherlegsbelowthekneeslookednothickerthanafingerfrominfront,butwereextraordinarilythickseenfromtheside。Shelookedaltogether,exceptacrosstheshoulders,apparentlypinchedinatthesidesandpressedoutindepth。Butshehadinthehighestdegreethequalitythatmakesalldefectsforgotten:thatqualitywasblood,thebloodthattells,astheEnglishexpressionhasit。Themusclesstoodupsharplyunderthenetworkofsinews,coveredwiththedelicate,mobileskin,softassatin,andtheywerehardasbone。Herclean-cuthead,withprominent,bright,spiritedeyes,broadenedoutattheopennostrils,thatshowedtheredbloodinthecartilagewithin。Aboutallherfigure,andespeciallyherhead,therewasacertainexpressionofenergy,and,atthesametime,ofsoftness。Shewasoneofthosecreatureswhichseemdevoidofspeechonlybecausethemechanismoftheirmouthsdoesnotallowofit。

  ToVronsky,atanyrate,itseemedthatsheunderstoodallhefeltatthatmomentashelookedather。

  DirectlyVronskywenttowardher,shedrewinadeepbreath,and,turningbackherprominenteyetinthewhitelookedbloodshot,shestartedattheapproachingfiguresfromtheoppositeside,shakinghermuzzle,andshiftinglightlyfromonelegtotheother。

  `There,youseehowfidgetysheis,’saidtheEnglishman。

  `Whoa,darling!Whoa!’saidVronsky,goinguptothemareandspeakingsoothinglytoher。

  Butthenearerhecame,themoreexcitedshegrew。Onlywhenhestoodbyherheadshewassuddenlyquieter,whilethemusclesquiveredunderhersoft,delicatecoat。Vronskypattedherstrongneck,straightenedoverhersharpwithersastraylockofhermanethathadfallenontheotherside,andmovedhisfacenearherdilatednostrils,transparentasabat’swing。Shedrewaloudbreathandsnortedoutthroughhertensenostrils,started,prickeduphersharpear,andputoutherstrong,blackliptowardVronsky,asthoughshewouldnipholdofhissleeve。Butrememberingthemuzzle,sheshookitandagainbeganrestlesslystampinghershapelylegsoneaftertheother。

  `Calmdown,darling,calmdown!’hesaid,pattingheragainoverherhindquarters;and,withagladsensethathismarewasinthebestpossiblecondition,hewentoutofthehorsebox。

  Themare’sexcitementhadinfectedVronsky。Hefeltthathisheartwasthrobbing,andthathe,too,likethemare,longedtomove,tobite;itwasbothfearfulanddelicious。

  `Well,Irelyonyou,then,’hesaidtotheEnglishman,`half-pastsixontheground。’

  `Allright,’saidtheEnglishman。`Oh,whereareyougoing,mylord?’heaskedsuddenly,usingthetitlemylord,whichhescarcelyeverused。

  Vronskyinamazementraisedhishead,andstared,asheknewhowtostare,notintotheEnglishman’seyes,butathisforehead,astoundedattheimpertinenceofhisquestion。ButrealizingthatinaskingthistheEnglishmanhadbeenlookingathimnotasanemployer,butasajockey,heanswered:

  `I’vegottogotoBriansky’s;Ishallbehomewithinanhour。’

  `HowoftenI’maskedthatquestiontoday!’hesaidtohimself,andheblushed,athingwhichrarelyhappenedtohim。TheEnglishmanlookedgravelyathim;and,asthoughhe,too,knewwhereVronskywasgoing,headded:

  `Thegreatthingistokeepquietbeforearace,’saidhe;`don’tgetoutoftemper,orupsetaboutanything。’

  `Allright,’answeredVronsky,smiling;and,jumpingintohiscarriage,hetoldthemantodrivetoPeterhof。

  Beforehehaddrivenmanypacesaway,thedarkcloudsthathadbeenthreateningrainalldaybroke,andtherewasaheavydownpourofrain。

  `Whatapity!’thoughtVronsky,puttinguptheroofofthecarriage。`Itwasmuddybefore,nowitwillbeaperfectswamp。’Ashesatinsolitudeintheclosedcarriage,hetookouthismother’sletterandhisbrother’snote,andreadthemthrough。

  Yes,itwasthesamethingoverandoveragain。Everyone-hismother,hisbrother-everyonethoughtfittointerfereintheaffairsofhisheart。Thisinterferencearousedinhimafeelingofangryhatred-afeelinghehadrarelyknownbefore。`Whatbusinessisitoftheirs?Whydoeseverybodyfeelcalledupontoconcernhimselfaboutme?Andwhydotheyworrymeso?Justbecausetheyseethatthisissomethingtheycan’tunderstand。Ifitwereacommon,vulgar,worldlyintrigue,theywouldhaveleftmealone。Theyfeelthatthisissomethingdifferent,thatthisisnotamerepastime,thatthiswomanisdearertomethanlife。Andthisisincomprehensible,andthat’swhyitannoysthem。Whateverourdestinyisormaybe,wehavemadeitourselves,andwedonotcomplainofit,’hesaid,inthewordwelinkinghimselfwithAnna。`No,theymustneedsteachushowtolive。Theyhaven’tanideaofwhathappinessis;theydon’tknowthatwithoutourlovethereisforusneitherhappinessnorunhappiness-nolifeatall,’hethought。

  Hewasangrywithallofthemfortheirinterferencejustbecausehefeltinhissoulthatthey,allthesepeople,wereright。HefeltthatthelovethatboundhimtoAnnawasnotamomentaryimpulse,whichwouldpass,asworldlyintriguesdopass,leavingnoothertracesinthelifeofeithersavepleasantorunpleasantmemories。Hefeltallthetortureofhisownpositionandhers,allthedifficultyinstoreforthem,conspicuousastheywereintheeyeofalltheworld-inconcealingtheirlove,inlyinganddeceiving;andinlying,deceiving,feigningandcontinuallythinkingofothers,whenthepassionthatunitedthemwassointensethattheywerebothobliviousofeverythingelsesavetheirlove。

  Hevividlyrecalledalltheconstantlyrecurringinstancesofinevitablenecessityforlyinganddeceit,whichweresoagainsthisnaturalbent。Herecalledparticularlyvividlytheshamehehadmorethanoncedetectedinheratthisnecessityforlyinganddeceit。AndheexperiencedthestrangefeelingthathadsometimescomeuponhimsincehisrelationswithAnna。Thiswasafeelingofloathingforsomething-whetherforAlexeiAlexandrovich,orforhimself,orforthewholeworld,hecouldnothavesaid。Buthealwaysdroveawaythisstrangefeeling。Now,too,heshookitoffandcontinuedthethreadofhisthoughts。

  `Yes,shewasunhappybefore,butproudandatpeace;andnowshecannotbeatpeaceandfeelsecureinherdignity,thoughshedoesnotshowit。Yes,wemustputanendtoit,’hedecided。

  Andforthefirsttimetheideaclearlypresenteditselfthatitwasessentialtoputanendtothisfalseposition,andthesoonerthebetter。`Abandoneverythingmustwe-sheandI-andhideourselvessomewherealonewithourlove,’hesaidtohimself。

  Theshowerdidnotlastlong,andbythetimeVronskyarrived,hisshafthorsetrottingatfullspeed,anddraggingtheoffhorsesgallopingthroughthemudwiththeirreinshangingloose,thesunhadpeepedoutagain,theroofsofthesummervillasandtheoldlimetreesinthegardensonbothsidesofthehighstreetsparkledwithwetbrilliance,andfromthetwigscameapleasantdrip,and,fromtheroofs,rushingstreamsofwater。Hethoughtnomoreofshowerspoilingtheracecourse,butwasnowrejoicingbecause-thankstotherain-hewouldbesuretofindherathomeandalone,asheknewthatAlexeiAlexandrovich,whohadlatelyreturnedfromawateringplace,hadnotmovedfromPeterburg。

  Hopingtofindheralone,Vronskyalighted,ashealwaysdid,toavoidattractingattention,beforecrossingthebridge,andwalkedtothehouse。Hedidnotgoupthestepstothestreetdoor,butwentintothecourt。

  `Hasyourmastercome?’heaskedagardener。

  `No,sir。Themistressisathome。Butwillyoupleasegotothefrontdoor;thereareservantsthere,’thegardeneranswered。`They’llopenthedoor。’

  `No,I’llgoinfromthegarden。’

  Andfeelingsatisfiedthatshewasalone,andwantingtotakeherbysurprise,sincehehadnotpromisedtobetheretoday,andshewouldcertainlynotexpecthimtocomebeforetheraces,hewalked,holdinghisswordandsteppingcautiouslyoverthesandypath,borderedwithflowers,totheterracethatlookedoutuponthegarden。Vronskyforgotnowallthathehadthoughtonthewayofthehardshipsanddifficultiesofhisposition。Hethoughtofnothingbutthathewouldseeherdirectly,notinimagination,butliving,allofher,asshewasinreality。Hewasjustgoingin,steppingonhiswholefootsoasnottomakeanoise,upthewornstepsoftheterrace,whenhesuddenlyrememberedwhathealwaysforgot,andwhatcausedthemosttorturingsideofhisrelationswithher:herson,withhisquestioning,and,ashefancied,hostileeyes。

  Thisboywasmoreoftenthananyoneelseacheckupontheirfreedom。Whenhewaspresent,bothVronskyandAnnadidnotmerelyavoidspeakingofanythingthattheycouldnothaverepeatedbeforeeveryone;theydidnotevenallowthemselvestoreferbyhintstoanythingtheboydidnotunderstand。Theyhadmadenoagreementaboutthis,ithadbeensettledofitself。Theywouldhavefeltitaswoundingthemselvestodeceivethechild。Inhispresencetheytalkedlikeacquaintances。But,inspiteofthiscaution,Vronskyoftensawthechild’sintent,bewilderedglancefixeduponhim,andastrangeshyness,uncertainty-atonetimetherewasfriendliness,atanothercoldnessandreserve,intheboy’smannertohim,asthoughthechildfeltthatbetweenthismanandhismotherthereexistedsomeimportantbond,thesignificanceofwhichhecouldnotunderstand。

  Asamatteroffacttheboydidfeelthathecouldnotunderstandthisrelation,andhetriedpainfully,yetwasunable,tomakecleartohimselfwhatfeelingheoughttohaveforthisman。Withachild’skeeninstinctforeverymanifestationoffeelinghesawdistinctlythathisfather,hisgoverness,hisnurse-allnotmerelydislikedVronsky,butlookedonhimwithhorrorandaversion,thoughtheyneversaidanythingabouthim;whilehismotherlookedonhimashergreatestfriend。

  `Whatdoesitmean?Whoishe?HowoughtItolovehim?IfIdon’tknow,it’smyfault;eitherI’mstupidoranaughtyboy,’thoughtthechild。Andthiswaswhatcausedhisdubious,inquiring,sometimeshostileexpression,andtheshynessanduncertaintywhichVronskyfoundsoirksome。Thischild’spresencealwaysandinfalliblycalledupinVronskythatstrangefeelingofinexplicableloathingwhichhehadexperiencedoflate。Thischild’spresencecalledupbothinVronskyandinAnnaafeelingakintothefeelingofasailorwhoseesbythecompassthatthedirectioninwhichheisswiftlymovingisfarfromtherightone,butthattoarresthismotionisnotinhispower,thateveryinstantiscarryinghimfartherandfartheraway,andthattoadmittohimselfhisdeviationfromtherightdirectionistantamounttoadmittinghiscertainruin。

  Thischild,withhisinnocentoutlookuponlife,wasthecompassthatshowedthemthepointatwhichtheyhaddepartedfromwhattheyknew,yetdidnotwanttoknow。

  ThistimeSeriozhawasnotathome,andshewascompletelyalone。Shewassittingontheterracewaitingforthereturnofherson,whohadgoneoutforastrollandhadbeencaughtintherain。Shehadsentoutamanservantandamaidtolookforhim,andwassittingherewaitingforthem。Dressedinawhitegown,deeplyembroidered,shewassittinginacorneroftheterracebehindsomeflowers,anddidnothearhim。Bendinghercurlydarkhead,shepressedherforeheadagainstacoolwateringpotthatstoodontheparapet,andbothherlovelyhands,withtheringsheknewsowell,claspedthepot。Thebeautyofherwholefigure,herhead,herneck,herhands,struckVronskyeverytimeassomethingnewandunexpected。Hestoodstill,gazingatherinecstasy。But,directlyhewouldhavemadeasteptocomenearertoher,shewasawareofhispresence,pushedawaythewateringpot,andturnedherflushedfacetowardhim。

  `What’sthematter?Areyouunwell,’hesaidtoherinFrench,goinguptoher。Hewouldhaveruntoher,butrememberingthattheremightbeoutsiders,helookedroundtowardthebalconydoor,andreddened,ashealwaysreddened,feelingthathehadtobeafraidandbeonhisguard。

  `No,I’mquitewell,’shesaid,gettingupandsqueezinghisoutstretchedhandtightly。`Ididnotexpect……thee。’

  `MyGod!whatcoldhands!’hesaid。

  `Youstartledme,’shesaid。`I’malone,andexpectingSeriozha;he’soutforawalk;they’llcomefromthisdirection。’

  But,inspiteofhereffortstobecalm,herlipswerequivering。

  `Forgivemeforcoming,butIcouldn’tpassthedaywithoutseeingyou,’hewenton,speakingFrench,ashealwaysdid,toavoidusingthestiffRussianpluralform,soimpossiblyfrigidbetweenthem,andthedangerouslyintimatesingular。

  `Forgive-forwhatI’msoglad!’

  `Butyou’reillorworried,’hewenton,withoutlettinggoherhandsandbendingoverher。`Whatwereyouthinkingof?’

  `Alwaysofthesamething。’shesaid,withasmile。

  Shespokethetruth。Ifeveratanymomentshehadbeenaskedwhatshewasthinkingof,shecouldhaveansweredtruly:Ofthesamething,ofherhappinessandherunhappiness。Shewasthinking,justwhenhecameuponher,ofthis:Whywasit,shewondered,thattoothers,toBetsyforinstancesheknewofhersecretconnectionwithTushkevich,allthiswassoeasy,whiletoheritwassuchtorture?Todaythisthoughtgainedspecialpoignancyfromcertainotherconsiderations。Sheaskedhimabouttheraces。Heansweredherquestions,and,seeingthatshewasagitated,tryingtocalmher,hebegantellingherinthesimplesttonethedetailsofhispreparationsfortheraces。

  `ShallItellhim,ornot?’shethought,lookingintohiscalm,affableeyes。`Heissohappy,soabsorbedinhisracesthathewon’tunderstandasheshould;hewon’tunderstandallthesignificanceofthiseventtous。’

  `Butyouhaven’ttoldmewhatyouwerethinkingofwhenIcamein,’hesaid,interruptinghisnarrative;`pray,tellme!’

  Shedidnotanswer,and,bendingherheadalittle,shelookedinquiringlyathimfromunderherbrows,hereyesshiningundertheirlonglashes。Herhandshookasitplayedwithaleafshehadpicked。Hesawit,andhisfaceexpressedthatuttersubjection,thatslavishdevotion,whichhaddonesomuchtowinher。

  `Iseesomethinghashappened。DoyousupposeIcanbeatpeace,knowingyouhaveatroubleIamnotsharing?Tellme,forGod’ssake!’herepeatedimploringly。

  `Yes,Ishan’tbeabletoforgivehimifhedoesnotrealizeallthesignificanceofit。Betternottell;whyputhimtotheproof?’shethought,stillstaringathiminthesameway,andfeelingthatherhandthatheldtheleafwastremblingmoreandmore。

  `ForGod’ssake!’herepeated,takingherhand。

  `ShallItellyou?’

  `Yes,yes,yes……’

  `Iampregnant,’shesaid,softlyandslowly。

  Theleafinherhandshookmoreviolently,butshedidnottakehereyesoffhim,watchinghowhewouldtakeit。Heturnedpale,wouldhavesaidsomething,butstopped;hedroppedherhand,andhisheadsankonhisbreast。`Yes,herealizesallthesignificanceofthefact,’shethought,andgratefullyshepressedhishand。

  Butshewasmistakeninthinkingherealizedthesignificanceofthenewsasshe,awoman,realizedit。Onhearingit,hefeltcomeuponhimwithtenfoldintensitythatstrangefeelingofloathingofsomeone。But,atthesametime,herealizedthattheturningpointhehadbeenlongingforhadcomenow;thatitwasimpossibletogoonconcealingthingsfromherhusband,anditwasinevitableinonewayoranotherthattheyshouldsoonputanendtotheirunnaturalposition。But,besidesthat,heremotionphysicallyaffectedhiminthesameway。Helookedatherwithalookofsubmissivetenderness,kissedherhand,gotup,and,insilence,pacedupanddowntheterrace。

  `Yes,’hesaid,goinguptoherresolutely。`NeitheryounorIhavelookedonourrelationsasapassingamusement,andnowourfateissealed。Itisabsolutelynecessarytoputanend’-helookedroundashespoke-`tothedeceptioninwhichweareliving。’

  `Putanend?Putanendhow,Alexei?’shesaidsoftly。

  Shewascalmernow,andherfacelightedupwithatendersmile。

  `Leaveyourhusbandandmakeourlifeone。’

  `Itisoneasitis,’sheanswered,scarcelyaudibly。

  `Yes,butcompletely,completely。’

  `Buthow,Alexei-tellmehow?’shesaidinmelancholymockeryatthehopelessnessofherownsituation。`Isthereanywayoutofsuchasituation?AmInotthewifeofmyhusband?’

  `Thereisawayoutofeverysituation。Wemusttakeourstand,’hesaid。`Anything’sbetterthanthesituationinwhichyou’reliving。Ofcourse,Iseehowyoutortureyourselfovereverything-theworld,andyourson,andyourhusband。’

  `Oh,notovermyhusband,’shesaid,withaplainsmile。`Idon’tknowhim,Idon’tthinkofhim。Hedoesn’texist。’

  `You’renotspeakingsincerely。Iknowyou。Youworryabouthimtoo。’

  `Oh,hedoesn’tevenknow,’shesaid,andsuddenlyahotflushcameoverherface;hercheeks,herbrow,herneckcrimsoned,andtearsofshamecameintohereyes。`Butletusnoteventalkofhim。’

  Vronskyhadseveraltimesalready,thoughnotsoresolutelyasnow,triedtobringhertoconsiderherposition,andeverytimehehadbeenconfrontedbythesamesuperficialityandfrivolitywithwhichshemethisappealnow。Itwasasthoughthereweresomethinginthiswhichshecouldnotorwouldnotface,asthoughdirectlyshebegantospeakofthis,she,therealAnna,retreatedsomehowintoherself,andanotherstrangeandunaccountablewomancameout,whomhedidnotloveandwhomhefeared,andwhowasinoppositiontohim。Buttodayhewasresolvedtohaveitout。

  `Whetherheknowsornot,’saidVronsky,inhisusualcalmandfirmtone,`whetherheknowsornot,hasnothingtodowithus。Wecannot……Youcannotstaylikethis,especiallynow。’

  `What’stobedone,accordingtoyou?’sheaskedwiththesamefrivolousirony。Shewhohadsofearedhewouldtakeherconditiontoofrivolously,wasnowvexedwithhimfordeducingfromitthenecessityoftakingsomestep。

  `Tellhimeverything,andleavehim。’

  `Verywell,letussupposeIdothat,’shesaid。`Doyouknowwhattheresultofthatwouldbe?Icantellyouitallbeforehand,’andawickedlightgleamedinhereyes,thathadbeensotenderaminutebefore。```Eh,youloveanotherman,andhaveenteredintoacriminalliaisonwithhim?’’Mimickingherhusband,shethrewanemphasisontheword`criminal,’asAlexeiAlexandrovichdid。```Iwarnedyouoftheresultsinthereligious,thecivil,andthedomesticaspects。Youhavenotlistenedtome。NowIcannotletyoudisgracemyname’’-`andmyson,’shehadmeanttosay,butabouthersonshecouldnotjest-``disgracemyname,and’’-andmoreinthesamestyle,’sheadded。`Ingeneralterms,he’llsayinhisofficialmanner,andwithalldistinctnessandprecision,thathecannotletmego,butwilltakeallmeasuresinhispowertopreventscandal。Andhewillcalmlyandpunctiliouslyactinaccordancewithhiswords。That’swhatwillhappen。He’snotaman,butamachine-andaspitefulmachinewhenhe’sangry,’sheadded,recallingAlexeiAlexandrovichasshespoke,withallthepeculiaritiesofhisfigureandmannerofspeaking,andreckoningagainsthimeverydefectshecouldfindinhim,forgivinghimnothingforthegreatwrongsheherselfwasdoinghim。

  `But,Anna,’saidVronsky,inasoftandpersuasivevoice,tryingtosootheher,`weabsolutelymusttellhim,atanyrate,andthenbeguidedbythelinehetakes。’

  `What-runaway?’

  `Andwhynotrunaway?Idon’tseehowwecankeeponlikethis。Andnotformysake-Iseethatyousuffer。’

  `Yes,runaway,andbecomeyourmistress,’shesaidangrily。

  `Anna,’hesaid,withreproachfultenderness。

  `Yes,’shewenton,`becomeyourmistress,andcompletetheruinof……’

  Againshewouldhavesaid`myson,’butshecouldnotutterthatword。

  Vronskycouldnotunderstandhowshe,withherstrongandtruthfulnature,couldendurethisstateofdeceit,andnotlongtogetoutofit。Buthedidnotsuspectthatthechiefcauseofitwasthewordson,whichshecouldnotutter。Whenshethoughtofherson,andhisfutureattitudetohismother,whohadabandonedhisfather,shefeltsuchterroratwhatshehaddonethatshenolongerreasoned,but,beingawoman,couldonlytrytocomfortherselfwithlyingassurancesandwordssothateverythingshouldremainasitalwayshadbeen,andthatitwaspossibletoforgetthefearfulquestionofhowitwouldbewithherson。

  `Ibegyou,Ientreatyou,’shesaidsuddenly,takinghishand,andspeakinginquiteadifferenttone,sincereandtender,`neverspeaktomeofthat!’

  `But,Anna……’

  `Never。Leaveittome。Iknowallthebaseness,allthehorrorofmyposition;butit’snotsoeasytodecideasyouthink。Thereforeleaveittome,anddowhatIsay。Neverspeaktomeofit。Doyoupromiseme?……No,no,promise!……’

  `Ipromiseeverything,butIcan’tbeatpeace,especiallyafterwhatyouhavetoldmeIcan’tbeatpeace,whenyoucan’tbeatpeace……’

  `I?’sherepeated。`Yes,Iamworriedsometimes;butthatwillpass,ifyouwillnevertalkaboutthis。Whenyoutalkaboutit-it’sonlythenitworriesme。’

  `Idon’tunderstand,’hesaid。

  `Iknow,’sheinterruptedhim,`howharditisforyourtruthfulnaturetolie,andIgrieveforyou。Ioftenthink,howcouldyouruinyourwholelifeforme。’

  `Iwasjustthinkingtheverysamething,’hesaid;`howcouldyousacrificeeverythingformysake?Ican’tforgivemyselfbecauseyou’reunhappy。’

  `Iunhappy?’shesaid,comingclosertohim,andlookingathimwithanecstaticsmileoflove。`Iamlikeahungrymanwhohasbeengivenfood。Hemaybecold,anddressedinrags,andashamed,butheisnotunhappy。Iunhappy?No,thisismyhappiness……’

  Shecouldhearthesoundofherson’svoicecomingtowardthem,and,glancingswiftlyroundtheterrace,shegotupimpulsively。Hereyesglowedwiththefireheknewsowell;witharapidmovementsheraisedherlovelyhands,coveredwithrings,tookhishead,lookedintohisfacewithaprotractedgaze,and,puttingupherfacewithsmiling,partedlips,swiftlykissedhismouthandbotheyes,andthrusthimaway。Shewouldhavegone,butheheldherback。

  `When?’hemurmuredinawhisper,gazinginecstasyather。

  `Tonight,atoneo’clock,’shewhispered,and,withaheavysigh,shewalkedwithherlight,swiftsteptomeetherson。

  Seriozhahadbeencaughtbytheraininthebiggarden,andheandhisnursehadtakenshelterinabower。

  `Well,aurevoir,’shesaidtoVronsky。`Imustsoonbegettingreadyfortheraces。Betsypromisedtofetchme。’

  Vronsky,lookingathiswatch,hurriedlydroveoff。

  WhenVronskyhadlookedathiswatchontheKarenins’balcony,hehadbeensogreatlyagitatedandlostinhisthoughtsthat,althoughhesawthehandsonthefaceofhiswatch,hecouldnottakeinwhattimeitwas。Hecameoutontothehighroadandwalked,pickinghiswaycarefullythroughthemud,tohiscarriage。HewassocompletelyabsorbedinhisfeelingforAnna,thathedidnoteventhinkwhato’clockitwas,andwhetherhehadtimetogotoBriansky’s。Hepreserved,asoftenhappens,onlytheexternalfacultyofmemory,thatpointsouteachsteponehastotake,oneaftertheother。Hewentuptohiscoachman,whowasdozingontheboxintheshadow,alreadylengthening,ofathicklimetree;headmiredtheshiftingcloudsofmidgescirclingoverthehothorses,and,wakingthecoachman,hejumpedintothecarriage,andtoldhimtodrivetoBriansky’s。Itwasonlyafterdrivingnearlysevenverstasthathehadsufficientlyrecoveredhimselftolookathiswatch,andrealizethatitwashalfpastfive,andthathewaslate。

  Therewereseveralracessetforthatday:theBodyGuards’race,thentheofficers’two-verstarace,thenthefour-verstarace,andthentheraceforwhichhewasentered。Hecouldstillbeinrighttimeforhisrace,butifhewenttoBriansky’shecouldbeonlyinfulltime,andhewouldarrivewhenthewholeCourtwouldbeintheirplaces。Thatwouldbeapity。ButhehadpromisedBrianskytocome,andsohedecidedtodriveon,tellingthecoachmannottosparethehorses。

  HereachedBriansky’s,spentfiveminutesthere,andgallopedback。Thisrapiddrivecalmedhim。AllthatwaspainfulinhisrelationswithAnna,allthefeelingofindefinitenessleftbytheirconversation,hadslippedoutofhismind。Hewasthinkingnowwithpleasureandexcitementoftherace,ofhisbeingintimeafterall,andnowandthenthethoughtofthehappinessofthisnight’sassignationflashedacrosshisimaginationlikeadazzlinglight。

  Theexcitementoftheapproachingracegaineduponhimmoreandmoreashedrovefartherandfartherintotheatmosphereoftheraces,overtakingcarriagesdrivingupfromthesummervillasoroutofPeterburg。

  Therewasnolongeranyoneathomeathisquarters;allwereattheraces,andhisvaletwaslookingoutforhimatthegate。Whilehewaschanginghisclothes,hisvalettoldhimthatthesecondracehadbegunalready,thatalotofgentlemenhadbeentoaskforhim,andaboyhadtwicerunupfromthestables。

  Dressingwithouthurryheneverhurriedhimself,andneverlosthisself-possession,Vronskydrovetothesheds。Fromtheshedshecouldseeaperfectseaofcarriages,andpeopleonfoot,soldierssurroundingtheracecourse,andpavilionsswarmingwithpeople。Thesecondracewasapparentlygoingon,forjustashewentintotheshedsheheardabellringing。Goingtowardthestable,hemetthewhite-leggedchestnut,Makhotin’sGladiator,beingledtotheracecourseinablueandorangehorsecloth,withwhatlookedlikehugeearsedgedwithblue。

  `Where’sCord?’heaskedthestableboy。

  `Inthestable,puttingonthesaddle。’

  IntheopenhorseboxstoodFrou-Frou,saddledready。Theywerejustgoingtoleadherout。

  `I’mnottoolate?’

  `Allright!Allright!’saidtheEnglishman;`don’tupsetyourself!’

  Vronskyoncemoretookinatoneglancethebeautifullinesofhisfavoritemare,whowasquiveringallover,andwithanefforthetorehimselffromthesightofher,andwentoutofthestable。Hewenttowardthepavilionsatthemostfavorablemomentforescapingattention。Thetwo-verstaracewasjustfinishing,andalleyeswerefixedonthecavalryguardinfrontandthelighthussarbehind,urgingtheirhorsesonwithalasteffortclosetothewinningpost。Fromthecenterandoutsideoftheringallwerecrowdingtothewinningpost,andagroupofsoldiersandofficersofthecavalryguardswereshoutingloudlytheirdelightattheexpectedtriumphoftheirofficerandcomrade。Vronskymovedintothemiddleofthecrowdunnoticed,almostattheverymomentwhenthebellrangatthefinishoftherace,andthetall,mud-spatteredcavalryguardwhocameinfirst,leaningoverthesaddle,letgothereinsofhispantinggraystallionthatlookeddarkwithsweat。

  Thestallion,stiffeningouthislegs,withaneffortstoppedhisrapidcourse,andtheofficerofthecavalryguardslookedroundhimlikeamanwakingupfromaheavysleep,andjustmanagedtosmile。Acrowdoffriendsandoutsiderspressedroundhim。

  Vronskyintentionallyavoidedthatselectcrowdofupperworld,whichwasmovingandtalkingwithdiscreetfreedombeforethepavilions。HeknewthatMadameKareninawasthere,andBetsy,andhisbrother’swife,andhepurposelydidnotgonearthemforfearofsomethingdistractinghisattention。Buthewascontinuallymetandstoppedbyacquaintances,whotoldhimaboutthepreviousraces,andkeptaskinghimwhyhewassolate。

  Atthetimewhentheracershadtogotothepaviliontoreceivetheprizes,andallattentionwasdirectedtothatpoint,Vronsky’selderbrother,Alexandre,acolonelwiththeshoulderknot,cameuptohim。Hewasnottall,thoughasbroadlybuiltasAlexei,andhandsomerandrosierthanhe;hehadarednose,andanopen,tipsyface。

  `Didyougetmynote?’hesaid。`There’sneveranyfindingyou。’

  AlexandreVronsky,inspiteofhisdissolutelife,andparticularlyhisdrunkenhabits,forwhichhewasnotorious,wasquiteoneoftheCourtcircle。

  Now,ashetalkedtohisbrotherofamatterboundtobeexceedinglydisagreeabletohim,knowingthattheeyesofmanypeoplemightbefixeduponhim,hekeptasmilingcountenance,asthoughhewerejestingwithhisbrotheraboutsomethingoflittlemoment。

  `Igotit,andIreallycan’tmakeoutwhatyouareworryingyourselfabout,’saidAlexei。

  `I’mworryingmyselfbecausetheremarkhasjustbeenmadetomethatyouweren’there,andthatyouwereseeninPeterhofonMonday。’

  `Therearematterswhichonlyconcernthosedirectlyinterestedinthem,andthematteryouaresoworriedaboutisofthatnature……’

  `Yes,butifso,onedoesnotbelongintheservice,onedoesnot……’

  `Ibegyounottomeddle,andthatisall。’

  AlexeiVronsky’sfrowningfaceturnedpale,andhisprominentlowerjawquivered,whichhappenedrarelywithhim。Beingamanofverywarmheart,hewasseldomangry;butwhenhewasangry,andwhenhischinquivered,then,asAlexandreVronskyknew,hewasdangerous。AlexandreVronskysmiledgaily。

  `Ionlywantedtogiveyoumother’sletter。Answeritanddon’tworryaboutanythingjustbeforetherace。Bonnechance,’headded,smiling,andhemovedawayfromhim。ButafterhimanotherfriendlygreetingbroughtVronskytoastandstill。

  `Soyouwon’trecognizeyourfriends!Howareyou,moncher?’saidStepanArkadyevich,asconspicuouslybrilliantinthemidstofallthePeterburgbrillianceashewasinMoscow,hisfacerosy,andhiswhiskerssleekandglossy。`Icameupyesterday,andI’mdelightedbecauseIshallseeyourtriumph。Whenshallwemeet?’

  `Cometomorrowtothemessroom,’saidVronsky,andsqueezinghimbythesleeveofhisgreatcoat,withapologies,hemovedawaytothecenteroftheracecourse,wherethehorseswerebeingledforthegreatsteeplechase。

  Thehorseswhohadruninthelastracewerebeingledhome,steamingandexhausted,bythestableboys,andoneafteranotherthefreshhorsesforthecomingracemadetheirappearance,forthemostpartEnglishracers,wearinghorseclothsandlookingwiththeirdrawn-upbellieslikestrange,hugebirds。OntherightFrou-Frouwasledin,leanandbeautiful,liftingupherelastic,ratherlongpasterns,asthoughmovedbysprings。Notfarfromhertheyweretakingthecaparisonoffthelop-caredGladiator。Thestrong,exquisite,perfectlycorrectlinesofthestallion,withhissuperbhindquartersandexcessivelyshortpasternsalmostoverhishoofs,attractedVronsky’sattentioninspiteofhimself。Hewouldhavegoneuptohismare,buthewasagaindetainedbyanacquaintance。

  `Oh,there’sKarenin!’saidtheacquaintancewithwhomhewaschatting。`He’slookingforhiswife,andshe’sinthemiddleofthepavilion。Didn’tyouseeher?’

  `No,Ididn’t,’answeredVronsky,andwithoutevenglancingroundtowardthepavilionwherehisfriendwaspointingoutMadameKarenina,hewentuptohismare。

  Vronskyhadnothadtimetolookatthesaddle,aboutwhichhehadtogivesomedirection,whentheentrantsweresummonedtothepaviliontoreceivetheirnumbersandplacesintherowatstarting。Seventeenofficers,lookingseriousandsevere,manywithpalefaces,mettogetherinthepavilionanddrewthenumbers。Vronskydrewnumber7。Thecrywasheard:`Mount!’

  Feelingthat,withtheothersridingintherace,hewasthecenteruponwhichalleyeswerefastened,Vronskywalkeduptohismareinthatstateofnervoustensioninwhichheusuallybecamedilatoryandcalminhismovements。Cord,inhonoroftheraces,hadputonhisbestclothes,ablackcoatbuttonedup,astifflystarchedcollar,whichproppeduphischeeks,ablackbowlerandHessianboots。Hewascalmanddignifiedasever,andwaswithhisownhandsholdingFrou-Froubybothreins,standingstraightinfrontofher。Frou-Frouwasstilltremblingasthoughinafever。Hereye,fulloffire,glancedsidewaysatVronsky。Vronskyslippedhisfingerunderthesaddlegirth。Themareglancedaslantathim,drewupherlip,andtwitchedherear。TheEnglishmanpuckereduphislips,intendingtoindicateasmilethatanyoneshouldverifyhissaddling。

  `Getup;youwon’tfeelsoexcited。’

  Vronskylookedroundforthelasttimeathisrivals。Heknewthathewouldnotseethemduringtherace。Twowerealreadyridingforwardtothepointfromwhichtheyweretostart。Galtsin,afriendofVronsky’sandoneofhismoreformidablerivals,wasmovingroundabayhorsethatwouldnotlethimmount。Alittlehussarofthelifeguardsintightridingbreechesrodeoffatagallop,croucheduplikeacatovertheporridge,inimitationofEnglishjockeys。PrinceKuzovlevsatwithawhitefaceonhisthoroughbredmarefromtheGrabovskystud,whileanEnglishgroomledherbythebridle。VronskyandallhiscomradesknewKuzovlevandhispeculiarityof`weaknerves’andterriblevanity。Theyknewthathewasafraidofeverything-afraidofridingalinehorse。Butnow,justbecauseitwasterrible,becausepeoplebroketheirnecks,andtherewasadoctorstandingateachobstacle,andanambulancewithacrossonit,andasisterofmercy,hehadmadeuphismindtotakepartintherace。Theireyesmet,andVronskygavehimafriendlyandencouragingnod。Onlyonehedidnotsee,hischiefrival,MakhotinonGladiator。

  `Don’tbeinahurry,’saidCordtoVronsky,`andrememberonething:don’tholdherinatthefences,anddon’turgeheron;lethergoasshelikes。’

  `Allright,allright,’saidVronsky,takingthereins。

  `Ifyoucan,leadtherace;butdon’tlosehearttillthelastminute,evenifyou’rebehind。’

  Beforethemarehadtimetomove,Vronskysteppedwithanagile,vigorousmovementintothesteel-toothedstirrup,andlightlyandfirmlyplacedhiscompactedbodyonthecreakingleatherofthesaddle。Gettinghisrightfootinthestirrup,hewithhabitualmovingsmoothedthedoublereinsbetweenhisfingers,andCordletgo。Asthoughshedidnotknowwhichfoottoputfirst,Frou-Froustarted,draggingatthereinswithherlongneck,andasthoughshewereonsprings,shakingherriderfromsidetoside。Cordquickenedhisstep,followinghim。Theexcitedmare,tryingtodeceiveherrider,pulledatthereins,firstononesideandthentheother,andVronskytriedinvainwithvoiceandhandtosootheher。

  Theywerejustreachingthedammed-upstreamontheirwaytothestartingpoint。Severaloftheriderswereinfrontandseveralbehind,whensuddenlyVronskyheardthesoundofahorsegallopinginthebehindhim,andhewasovertakenbyMakhotinonhiswhite-legged,lop-earedGladiator。Makhotinsmiled,showinghislongteeth,butVronskylookedathimangrily。Hedidnotlikehim,andregardedhimnowashismostformidablerival。Hewasangrywithhimforgallopingpastandexcitinghismare。Frou-Froustartedintoagallop,herleftfootforward,madetwobounds,andfrettingatthetightenedreins,passedintoajoltingtrot,bumpingherriderupanddown。Cord,too,scowled,andfollowedVronskyalmostambling。

  Therewereseventeenofficersinallridinginthisrace。Theracecoursewasalargefour-verstaringintheformofanellipseinfrontofthepavilion。Onthiscoursenineobstacleshadbeenarranged:thestream,abigandsolidbarriertwoarsheeneshigh,justbeforethepavilion,adryditch,aditchfullofwater,aprecipitousslope,anIrishbarricadeoneofthemostdifficultobstacles,consistingofamoundfencedwithbrushwood,beyondwhichwasaditchoutofsightforthehorses,sothatthehorsehadtoclearbothobstaclesorpossiblybekilled;thentwomoreditchesfilledwithwater,andonedryone;andtheendoftheracewasjustfacingthepavilion。Buttheracebegannotinthering,butahundredarsheenesawayfromit,andinthatpartofthecoursewasthefirstobstacle,adammed-upstream,threearsheenesinbreadth,whichtheracerscouldleaporwadethroughastheypreferred。

  Threetimestheywererangedreadytostart,buteachtimesomehorsethrustitselfoutofline,andtheyhadtobeginagain。Thestarter,ColonelSestrin,wasbeginningtolosehistemper,whenatlast,forthefourthtime,heshouted`Away!’andtheridersstarted。

  Everyeye,everyoperaglass,wasturnedonthebrightlycoloredgroupofridersatthemomenttheywereinlinetostart。

  `They’reoff!They’restarting!’washeardonallsidesafterthehushofexpectation。

  Andlittlegroupsandsolitaryfiguresamongthepublicbeganrunningfromplacetoplacetogetabetterview。Intheveryfirstminutetheclosegroupofhorsemenspreadout,anditcouldbeseenthattheywereapproachingthestreamintwosandthreesandonebehindanother。Tothespectatorsitseemedasthoughtheyhadallstartedsimultaneously,buttotheracersthereweresecondsofdifferencethathadgreatvaluetothem。

  Frou-Frou,excitedandovernervous,hadlostthefirstmoment,andseveralhorseshadstartedbeforeher,butbeforereachingthestream,Vronsky,whowasholdinginthemarewithallhisforceasshetuggedatthebridle,easilyovertookthree,andtherewereleftinfrontofhimMakhotin’schestnutGladiator,whosehindquartersweremovinglightlyandrhythmicallyupanddownexactlyinfrontofVronsky,and,infrontofall,thedaintymareDianabearingthemoredeadthanaliveKuzovlev。

  ForthefirstinstantVronskywasnotmastereitherofhimselforhismare。Uptothefirstobstacle,thestream,hecouldnotguidethemotionsofhismare。

  GladiatorandDianacameuptoittogetherandalmostatthesameinstant;atastroketheyroseabovethestreamandflewacrosstotheotherside;Frou-Froudartedafterthemeasily,asifflying;butattheverymomentwhenVronskyfelthimselfintheair,hesuddenlysawalmostunderhismare’shoofsKuzovlev,whowasflounderingwithDianaonthefurthersideofthestream。Kuzovlevhadletgothereinsashetooktheleap,andthemarehadfallentogetherwithhimoverherhead。ThosedetailsVronskylearnedlater;atthemomentallhesawwasthatjustunderhim,whereFrou-Froumustalight,Diana’slegsorheadmightbeintheway。ButFrou-Froudrewupherlegsandbackintheveryactofleaping,likeafallingcat,and,clearingtheothermare,alightedbeyondher。

  `Oh,youdarling!’flashedthroughVronsky’shead。

  AftercrossingthestreamVronskyhadcompletecontrolofhismare,andbeganholdingherin,intendingtocrossthegreatbarrierbehindMakhotin,andtotrytoovertakehiminthecleargroundofabouttwohundredsazhenesthatfollowedit。

  ThegreatbarrierstoodjustinfrontoftheImperialPavilion。TheCzarandthewholeCourt,andcrowdsofpeople,wereallgazingatthem-athim,andatMakhotin,alengthaheadofhim,astheydrewnearthe`devil,’asthesolidbarrierwascalled。Vronskywasawareofthoseeyesfasteneduponhimfromallsides,buthesawnothingexcepttheearsandneckofhisownmare,thegroundracingtomeethim,andthebackandwhitelegsofGladiatorbeatingtimeswiftlybeforehim,andkeepingalwaysthesamedistanceahead。Gladiatorrose,withnosoundofknockingagainstanything。WithawaveofhisshorttailhedisappearedfromVronsky’ssight。

  `Bravo!’criedavoice。

  Atthesameinstant,underVronsky’seyes,rightbeforehimflashedthepalingsofthebarrier。Withouttheslightestchangeinheractionhismareflewoverit;thepalingsvanished,andheheardonlyacrashbehindhim。Themare,excitedbyGladiator’skeepingahead,hadrisentoosoonbeforethebarrier,andgrazeditwithoneofherhindhoofs。Butherpaceneverchanged,andVronsky,feelingaspatterofmudinhisface,realizedthathewasoncemorethesamedistancefromGladiator。Oncemoreheperceivedinfrontofhimthesamebackandshorttail,andagainthesameswiftlymovingwhitelegsthatgotnofurtheraway。

  AttheverymomentwhenVronskythoughtthatnowwasthetimetoovertakeMakhotin,Frou-Frouherself,understandinghisthoughts,withoutanyincitementonhispart,gainedconsiderably,andbegangettingalongsideofMakhotinonthemostfavorableside,closetotheinnerrope。Makhotinwouldnotletherpassthatside。Vronskyhadhardlyformedthethoughtthathecouldperhapspassontheouterside,whenFrou-Froushiftedherpaceandbeganovertakinghimontheotherside。Frou-Frou’sshoulder,beginningbynowtobedarkwithsweat,wasevenwithGladiator’sback。Forafewboundstheymovedevenly。Butbeforetheobstacletheywereapproaching,Vronskybeganworkingatthereins,anxioustoavoidhavingtotaketheoutercircle,andswiftlypassedMakhotinjustuponthedeclivity。Hecaughtaglimpseofhismud-stainedfaceasheflashedby。Heevenfanciedthathesmiled。VronskypassedMakhotin,buthewasimmediatelyawareofhimcloseuponhim,andheneverceasedhearingjustbehindhimtheeven-thuddinghoofsandtherapidandstillquitefreshbreathingofGladiator。

  Thenexttwoobstacles,thewatercourseandthebarrier,wereeasilycrossed,butVronskybegantohearthesnortingandthudofGladiatorcloseruponhim。Heurgedonhismare,andtohisdelightfeltthatsheeasilyquickenedherpace,andthethudofGladiator’shoofswasagainheardatthesamedistanceaway。

  Vronskywasattheheadoftherace,justashewantedtobeandasCordhadadvised,andnowhefeltsureofbeingthewinner。Hisexcitement,hisdelight,andhistendernessforFrou-Frougrewkeenerandkeener。Helongedtolookround,buthedidnotdaredothis,andtriedtobecoolandnottourgeonhismare,soastokeepthesamereserveofforceinherashefeltthatGladiatorstillkept。Thereremainedonlyoneobstacle,themostdifficult;ifhecouldcrossitaheadoftheothers,hewouldcomeinfirst。HewasflyingtowardtheIrishbarricade;Frou-Frouandhebothtogethersawthebarricadeinthedistance,andboththemanandthemarehadamoment’shesitation。Hesawtheuncertaintyinthemare’searsandliftedthewhip,butatthesametimefeltthathisfearsweregroundless;themareknewwhatwaswanted。Shequickenedherpaceandroserhythmically,justashehadfanciedshewould,andassheleftthegroundgaveherselfuptotheforceofherrush,whichcarriedherfarbeyondtheditch;andwiththesamerhythm,withouteffort,withthesamelegforward,Frou-Froufellbackintoherpaceagain。

  `Bravo,Vronsky!’heheardshoutsfromaknotofmen-heknewtheywerehisfriendsandhisregimentcomrades-whowerestandingattheobstacle。HecouldnotfailtorecognizeIashvin’svoice,thoughhedidnotseehim。

  `Omysweet!’hesaidinwardlytoFrou-Frou,ashelistenedforwhatwashappeningbehind。`He’sclearedit!’hethought,catchingthethudofGladiator’shoofsbehindhim。Thereremainedonlythelastditch,filledwithwaterandtwoarsheeneswide。Vronskydidnotevenlookatit,butanxioustocomeinalongwayaheadbegansawingawayatthereins,liftingthemare’sheadandlettingitgointimewithherpaces。Hefeltthatthemarewasatherverylastreserveofstrength;notherneckandshouldersmerelywerewet,butthesweatwasstandingindropsonhermane,herhead,hersharpears,andherbreathcameinshort,sharpgasps。Butheknewthatshehadstrengthleftmorethanenoughfortheremainingtwohundredsazhenes。ItwasonlyfromfeelinghimselfnearerthegroundandfromthepeculiarsmoothnessofhismotionthatVronskyknewhowgreatlythemarehadquickenedherpace。Sheflewovertheditchasthoughnotnoticingit。Sheflewoveritlikeabird;butatthesameinstantVronsky,tohishorror,feltthatfailingtokeepupwiththemare’space,hehad,hedidnotknowhow,madeanabominable,unpardonablemoveinrecoveringhisseatinthesaddle。Allatoncehispositionhadshiftedandheknewthatsomethingawfulhadhappened。Hecouldnotyetmakeoutwhathadhappened,whenthewhitelegsofachestnuthorseflashedbyclosetohim,andMakhotinpassedataswiftgallop。Vronskywastouchingthegroundwithonefoot,andhismarewassinkingonthatfoot。Hejusthadtimetofreehislegwhenshefellononeside,gaspingpainfully,and,makingvaineffortstorisewithherdelicate,soakingneck,sheflutteredonthegroundathisfeetlikeashotbird。TheclumsymovementmadebyVronskyhadbrokenherback。Butthatheonlyknewmuchlater。AtthatmomentheknewonlythatMakhotinhadflownswiftlyby,whilehestoodstaggeringaloneonthemuddy,motionlessground,andFrou-Froulaygaspingbeforehim,bendingherheadbackandgazingathimwithherexquisiteeye。Stillunabletorealizewhathadhappened,Vronskytuggedathismare’sreins。Againshestruggledalloverlikeafish,and,hershouldersmakingthewingsofthesaddlecrackle,sheroseonherfrontlegs;butunabletoliftherback,shequiveredalloverandagainfellonherside。Withhisfacehideouswithpassion,pale,hislowerjawtrembling,Vronskykickedherwithhisheelinthestomachandagainfelltotuggingattherein。Shedidnotstir,butthrustinghernoseintotheground,shesimplygazedathermasterwithherspeakingeyes。

  `A-a-a!’groanedVronsky,clutchingathishead。`Ah!whathaveIdone!’hecried。`Theracelost!Andmyfault!shameful,unpardonable!Andthepoordarling,ruinedmare!Ah,whathaveIdone!’

  Acrowdofmen,adoctorandhisassistant,theofficersofhisregiment,ranuptohim。Tohismiseryhefeltthathewaswholeandunhurt。Themarehadbrokenherback,anditwasdecidedtoshoother。Vronskycouldnotanswerquestions,couldnotspeaktoanyone。Heturned,andwithoutpickinguphisfallencap,walkedawayfromtheracecourse,unconsciousofwherehewasgoing。Hefeltutterlywretched。Forthefirsttimeinhislifeheknewthebitterestsortofmisfortune,misfortunebeyondremedy,andcausedbyhisownfault。

  Iashvinovertookhimwithhiscap,andledhimhome,andhalfanhourlaterVronskyhadregainedhisself-possession。Butthememoryofthatraceremainedforlonginhisheart,thecruelestandbitterestmemoryofhislife。

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