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  Asheapproachedher,hisbeautifuleyesshonewithanespeciallytenderlight,andwithafaint,happyandmodestlytriumphantsmilesoitseemedtoLevin,bowingcarefullyandrespectfullyoverher,heheldouthissmallbroadhandtoher。

  Greetingandsayingafewwordstoeveryone,hesatdownwithoutonceglancingatLevin,whohadnevertakenhiseyesoffhim。

  `Letmeintroduceyou,’saidthePrincess,indicatingLevin。`ConstantinDmitrievichLevin,CountAlexeiKirillovichVronsky。’

  Vronskygotupand,lookingcordiallyatLevin,shookhandswithhim。

  `IbelieveIwastohavedinedwithyouthiswinter,’hesaid,smilinghissimpleandopensmile;`butyouhadunexpectedlyleftforthecountry。’

  `ConstantinDmitrievichdespisesandhatesthetown,andustownspeople,’saidCountessNordstone。

  `Mywordsmustmakeadeepimpressiononyou,sinceyourememberthemsowell,’saidLevin,and,suddenlybecomingconsciousthathehadsaidjustthesamethingbefore,hereddened。

  VronskylookedatLevinandCountessNordstone,andsmiled。

  `Areyoualwaysinthecountry?’heinquired。`Ishouldthinkitmustbedullinthewinter。’

  `It’snotdullifonehasworktodo;besides,one’snotdullbyoneself,’Levinrepliedabruptly。

  `Iamfondofthecountry,’saidVronsky,noticing,yetaffectingnottonotice,Levin’stone。

  `ButIhope,Count,youwouldnotconsenttoliveinthecountryalways,’saidCountessNordstone。

  `Idon’tknow;Ihavenevertriedforlong。Iexperiencedaqueerfeelingonce,’hewenton。`Ineverlongedsoforthecountry-Russiancountry,withbastshoesandpeasants-aswhenIwasspendingawinterwithmymotherinNice。Niceitselfisdullenough,youknow。And,indeed,NaplesandSorrentoareonlypleasantforashorttime。Andit’sjusttherethatRussiacomesbacktoone’smindmostvividly,andespeciallythecountry。It’sasthough……’

  Hetalkedon,addressingbothKittyandLevin,turninghisserene,friendlyeyesfromonetotheother,andsayingobviouslyjustwhatcameintohishead。

  NoticingthatCountessNordstonewantedtosaysomething,hestoppedshortwithoutfinishingwhathehadbegun,andlistenedattentivelytoher。

  Theconversationdidnotflagforaninstant,sothattheoldPrincess,whoalwayskeptinreserve,incaseasubjectshouldbelacking,twoheavyguns-theclassicalandprofessionaleducation,anduniversalmilitaryservice-hadnottomoveouteitherofthem,whileCountessNordstonehadnochanceofchaffingLevin。

  Levinwantedto,andcouldnot,takepartinthegeneralconversation;sayingtohimselfeveryinstant,`Nowgo,’hestilldidnotgo,asthoughwaitingforsomething。

  Theconversationfellupontableturningandspirits,andCountessNordstone,whobelievedinspiritualism,begantodescribethemiraclesshehadseen。

  `Ah,Countess,youreallymusttakeme;forpity’ssakedotakemetoseethem!Ihaveneverseenanythingextraordinary,thoughIamalwaysonthelookoutforiteverywhere,’saidVronsky,smiling。

  `Verywell-nextSaturday,’answeredCountessNordstone。`Butyou,ConstantinDmitrievich-areyouabeliever?’sheaskedLevin。

  `Whydoyouaskme?YouknowwhatIshallsay。’

  `ButIwanttohearyouropinion。’

  `Myopinion,’answeredLevin,`ismerelythatthistableturningprovesthateducatedsociety-socalled-isnohigherthanthepeasants。Theybelieveintheevileye,andinwitchcraftandconjurations,whilewe……’

  `Oh,thenyouaren’tabeliever?’

  `Ican’tbelieve,Countess。’

  `ButifI’veseenformyself?’

  `Thepeasantwomen,too,tellustheyhaveseenhobgoblins。’

  `ThenyouthinkItellalie?’

  Andshelaughedamirthlesslaugh。

  `Oh,no,Masha,ConstantinDmitrievichmerelysaidhecouldnotbelieve,’saidKitty,blushingforLevin,andLevinsawthis,and,stillmoreexasperated,wouldhaveanswered;butVronskywithhisbrightfranksmilerushedtothesupportoftheconversation,whichwasthreateningtobecomedisagreeable。

  `Youdonotadmitthepossibilityatall?’hequeried。`Butwhynot?Weadmittheexistenceofelectricity,ofwhichweknownothing。Whyshouldtherenotbesomenewforce,stillunknowntous,which……’

  `Whenelectricitywasdiscovered,’Levininterruptedhurriedly,`itwasonlythephenomenonthatwasdiscovered,anditwasunknownfromwhatitproceededandwhatwereitseffects,andagespassedbeforeitsapplicationswereconceived。Butthespiritualists,onthecontrary,havebegunwithtableswritingforthem,andspiritsappearingtothem,andhaveonlylaterstartedsayingthatitisanunknownforce。’

  VronskylistenedattentivelytoLevin,ashealwaysdidlisten,obviouslyinterestedinhiswords。

  `Yes,butthespiritualistssaywedon’tknowatpresentwhatthisforceis,butthereisaforce,andthesearetheconditionsinwhichitacts。Letthescientificmenfindoutwhattheforceconsistsof。No,Idon’tseewhythereshouldnotbeanewforce,ifit……’

  `Why,becausewithelectricity,’Levininterruptedagain,`everytimeyourubtaragainstwool,acertainphenomenonismanifested;butinthiscaseitdoesnothappeneverytime,andsoitfollowsitisnotanaturalphenomenon。’

  Feelingprobablythattheconversationwastakingatonetooseriousforadrawingroom,Vronskymadenorejoinder,butbywayoftryingtochangetheconversation,hesmiledbrightly,andturnedtotheladies。

  `Doletustryatonce,Countess,’hesaid;butLevinwouldfinishsayingwhathethought。

  `Ithink,’hewenton,`thatthisattemptofthespiritualiststoexplaintheirmiraclesassomesortofnewnaturalforceismostfutile。Theyboldlytalkofspiritualforce,andthentrytosubjectittomaterialexperiment。’

  Everyonewaswaitingforhimtofinish,andhefeltthis。

  `Why,Ithinkyouwouldbeafirst-ratemedium,’saidCountessNordstone,`there’ssomethingenthusiasticaboutyou。’

  Levinopenedhismouth,wasabouttosaysomething,reddened,andsaidnothing。

  `Doletustrytableturningatonce,please,’saidVronsky。`Princess,willyouallowit?

  AndVronskystoodup,lookingaboutforalittletable。

  Kittygotuptofetchatable,and,asshepassed,hereyesmetLevin’s。Shefeltforhimwithherwholeheart,themorebecauseshewaspityinghimforasufferingofwhichshewasherselfthecause。`Ifyoucanforgiveme,forgiveme,’saidhereyes,`Iamsohappy。’

  `Ihatethemall,andyou,andmyself,’hiseyesresponded,andhetookuphishat。Buthewasnotdestinedtoescape。justastheywerearrangingthemselvesroundthetable,andLevinwasonthepointofretiring,theoldPrincecamein,and,aftergreetingtheladies,addressedLevin。

  `Ah!’hebeganjoyously。`Beenherelong,myboy?Ididn’tevenknowyouwereintown。Verygladtoseeyou。’TheoldPrinceembracedLevin,and,talkingtohim,didnotobserveVronsky,whohadrisen,andwascalmlywaitingtillthePrinceshouldturntohim。

  Kittyfelthowgrievousherfather’scordialitywastoLevinafterwhathadhappened。Shesaw,too,howcoldlyherfatherrespondedatlasttoVronsky’sbow,andhowVronskylookedwithamiableperplexityatherfather,tryingandfailingtounderstandhowandwhyanyonecouldbehostilelydisposedtowardhim,andsheflushed。

  `Prince,letushaveConstantinDmitrievich,’saidCountessNordstone,`wewanttotryanexperiment。’

  `Whatexperiment?Tableturning?Well,youmustexcuseme,ladiesandgentlemen,buttomyminditisbetterfuntoplaytheringgame,’saidtheoldPrince,lookingatVronsky,andguessingthatithadbeenhissuggestion。`There’ssomesenseinthat,anyway。’

  VronskylookedwonderinglyatthePrincewithhisfirmeyes,and,withafaintsmile,beganimmediatelytalkingtoCountessNordstoneofthegreatballthatwastocomeoffnextweek。

  `Ihopeyouwillbethere?’hesaidtoKitty。AssoonastheoldPrinceturnedawayfromhim,Levinslippedoutunnoticed,andthelastimpressionhecarriedawaywithhimofthateveningwasthesmiling,happyfaceofKittyansweringVronsky’sinquiryabouttheball。

  AttheendoftheeveningKittytoldhermotherofherconversationwithLevin,andinspiteofallthepityshefeltforLevin,shewasgladatthethoughtthatshehadreceivedaproposal。Shehadnodoubtthatshehadactedrightly。Butaftershehadgonetobed,shecouldnotsleepforalongwhile。Oneimpressionpursuedherrelentlessly。ItwasLevin’sface,withhisscowlingbrows,andhiskindeyeslookingoutindarkdejectionbelowthem,ashestoodlisteningtoherfather,andglancingatherandatVronsky。Andshefeltsosorryforhimthattearscameintohereyes。Butimmediatelyshethoughtofthemanforwhomshehadgivenhimup。Shevividlyrecalledhismanly,firmface,hisnoblecalmness,andthegoodnaturesoconspicuoustowardeveryone。Sherememberedtheloveforherofthemansheloved,andoncemoreallwasgladnessinhersoul,andshelayonthepillowsmilingwithhappiness。`I’msorry,I’msorry;butwhatcouldIdo?It’snotmyfault,’shesaidtoherself;butaninnervoicetoldherotherwise。WhethershefeltremorseathavingcaptivatedLevin,orathavingrefusedhim,shedidnotknow。Butherhappinesswaspoisonedbydoubts。`Lord,havepityonus;Lord,havepity,Lord,havepity!’shesaidovertoherselftillshefellasleep。

  Meanwhiletheretookplacebelow,inthePrince’slittlestudy,oneofthescenessooftenrepeatedbetweentheparentsonaccountoftheirfavoritedaughter。

  `What?I’lltellyouwhat!’shoutedthePrince,brandishinghisarms,andatoncewrappinghissquirrel-lineddressinggownroundhimagain。`Thatyou’venopride,nodignity;thatyou’redisgracing,ruiningyourdaughterbythisvulgar,stupidmatchmaking!’

  `But,really,formercy’ssake,Prince,whathaveIdone?’saidthePrincess,almostcrying。

  She,pleasedandhappyafterherconversationwithherdaughter,hadgonetothePrincetosaygoodnightasusual,andthoughshehadnointentionoftellinghimofLevin’sproposalandKitty’srefusal,stillshehintedtoherhusbandthatshefanciedthingswerepracticallysettledwithVronsky,andwouldbedefinitelysoassoonashismotherarrived。Andthereupon,atthosewords,thePrincehadallatonceflownintoapassion,andbeguntouseunseemlylanguage。

  `Whathaveyoudone?I’lltellyouwhat。Firstofall,you’retryingtoallureaneligiblegentleman,andallMoscowwillbetalkingofit,andwithgoodreason。Ifyouhaveeveningparties,inviteeveryone,don’tpickoutthepossiblesuitors。Inviteallthesewhelps[sothePrincestyledtheyouthsofMoscow];engageapianoplayer,andletthemdance-andnotasyoudidtonight:onlythewooers,anddoingyourmatching。Itmakesmesick-sicktoseeit-andyou’vegoneontillyou’veturnedthepoorlas’sshead。Levin’sathousandtimesthebetterman。AsforthisPeterburgswell-they’returnedoutbymachinery,allononepattern,andallpreciousrubbish。Butifhewereaprinceoftheblood,mydaughterneednotrunafteranyone。’

  `ButwhathaveIdone?’

  `Why,you’ve……’ThePrincewasyellingwrathfully。

  `Iknowifoneweretolistentoyou,’interruptedthePrincess,`weshouldnevermarryoffourdaughter。Ifit’stobeso,we’dbettergointothecountry。’

  `Well,wehadbetter。’

  `Butdowaitaminute。DoIwheedlethem?Idon’twheedlethemintheleast。Ayoungman,andaveryniceone,hasfalleninlovewithher,andshe,Ifancy……’

  `Oh,yes,youfancy!Andhowifshereallyisinlove,andhe’snomorethinkingofmarriagethanIam!……Oh,thatIshouldlivetoseeit!……`Ah-spiritualism!Ah-Nice!Ah-theball!’’’AndthePrince,imaginingthathewasmimickinghiswife,madeamincingcurtsyateachword。`AndthisishowwepreparewretchednessforKatenka;andshe’sreallygotthenotionintoherhead……’

  `Butwhatmakesyousupposeso?’

  `Idon’tsuppose;Iknow。Forsuchthingswehaveeyes;womenfolkhaven’t。Iseeamanwhohasseriousintentions,that’sLevin:andIseeaquail,likethiscackler,who’sonlyamusinghimself。’

  `Oh,well,whenonceyougetanideaintoyourhead!……’

  `Well,you’llremembermywords,buttoolate,justaswithDashenka。’

  `Well,well,wewon’ttalkofit,’thePrincessstoppedhim,recollectingherunluckyDolly。

  `Byallmeans,andgoodnight!’

  Andsigningeachotherwiththecross,thehusbandandwifepartedwithakiss,feelingthateachremainedofhisorherownopinion。

  ThePrincesshadatfirstbeenquitecertainthatthateveninghadsettledKitty’sfortune,andthattherecouldbenodoubtofVronsky’sintentions,butherhusband’swordshaddisturbedher。Andreturningtoherownroom,interrorbeforetheunknownfuture,she,too,likeKitty,repeatedseveraltimesinherheart,`Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity!’

  Vronskyhadneverhadarealhomelife。Hismotherhadbeeninheryouthabrilliantsocietywoman,whohadhadduringhermarriedlife,andstillmoreafterward,manyloveaffairsnotoriousinthewholefashionableworld。Hisfatherhescarcelyremembered,andhehadbeeneducatedintheCorpsofPages。

  Leavingtheschoolveryyoungasabrilliantofficer,hehadatoncegotintothecircleofwealthyPeterburgarmymen。AlthoughhedidgomoreorlessintoPeterburgsociety,hisloveaffairshadalwayshithertobeenoutsideit。

  InMoscowhehadforthefirsttimefelt,afterhisluxuriousandcoarselifeatPeterburg,allthecharmofintimacywithasweetandinnocentgirlofhisownrank,whocaredforhim。ItneverevenenteredhisheadthattherecouldbeanyharminhisrelationswithKitty。Atballshedancedprincipallywithher。Hewasaconstantvisitoratherhouse。Hetalkedtoheraspeoplecommonlydotalkinsociety-allsortsofnonsense,butnonsensetowhichhecouldnothelpattachingaspecialmeaninginhercase。Althoughhesaidnothingtoherthathecouldnothavesaidbeforeeverybody,hefeltthatshewasbecomingmoreandmoredependentuponhim,andthemorehefeltthis,thebetterhelikedit,andthetendererwashisfeelingforher。HedidnotknowthatthismodeofbehaviorinrelationtoKittyhadadefinitecharacter,thatitiscourtingyounggirlswithnointentionofmarriage,andthatsuchcourtingisoneoftheevilactionscommonamongbrilliantyoungmensuchashewas。Itseemedtohimthathewasthefirstwhohaddiscoveredthispleasure,andhewasenjoyinghisdiscovery。

  Ifhecouldhaveheardwhatherparentsweresayingthatevening,ifhecouldhaveputhimselfatthepointofviewofthefamily,andhaveheardthatKittywouldbeunhappyifhedidnotmarryher,hewouldhavebeengreatlyastonished,andwouldnothavebelievedit。Hecouldnotbelievethatwhatgavesuchgreatanddelicatepleasuretohim,andabovealltoher,couldbewrong。Stilllesscouldhehavebelievedthatheoughttomarry。

  Marriagehadneverpresenteditselftohimasapossibility。Henotonlydislikedfamilylife,butafamily,andespeciallyahusband,inaccordancewiththeviewsgeneralinthebachelorworldinwhichhelived,wereconceivedassomethingalien,repellent,and,aboveall,ridiculous。ButthoughVronskyhadnottheleastsuspicionofwhattheparentsweresaying,hefeltoncomingawayfromtheShcherbatsky’sthatthesecretspiritualbondwhichexistedbetweenhimandKittyhadgrownsomuchstrongerthateveningthatsomestepmustbetaken。Butwhatstepcouldandshouldbetakenhecouldnotimagine。

  `Whatissoexquisite,’hethought,ashereturnedfromtheShcherbatsky’s,carryingawaywithhim,ashealwaysdid,adeliciousfeelingofpurityandfreshness,arisingpartlyfromthefactthathehadnotbeensmokingforawholeevening,andwithitanewfeelingoftendernessatherloveforhim-`whatissoexquisiteisthatnotawordhasbeensaidbymeorbyher,yetweunderstandeachothersowellinthisunseenlanguageoflooksandtones,thatthiseveningmoreclearlythanevershetoldmeshelovesme。Andhowsweetly,simply,andmostofall,howtrustfully!Ifeelmyselfbetter,purer。IfeelthatIhaveaheart,andthatthereisagreatdealofgoodinmeThosesweet,lovingeyes!Whenshesaid:``IndeedIdo……’’’

  `Well,whatthen?Oh,nothing。It’sgoodforme,andgoodforher。’Andhebeganwonderingwheretofinishtheevening。

  Hepassedinreviewtheplaceshemightgoto。`Club?agameofbezique;champagnewithIgnatov?No,I’mnotgoing。ChateaudesFleurs;thereIshallfindOblonsky,songs,thecancan。No,I’msickofit。That’swhyIliketheShcherbatsky’s,becauseI’mgrowingbetter。I’llgohome。’HewentstraighttohisroomatDussot’sHotel,orderedsupper,andthenundressed,andassoonashisheadtouchedthepillow,fellintoasoundsleep。

  Nextday,ateleveno’clockinthemorning,VronskydrovetothestationofthePeterburgrailwaytomeethismother,andthefirstpersonhecameacrossonthegreatflightofstepswasOblonsky,whowasexpectinghissisterbythesametrain。

  `Ah!YourExcellency!’criedOblonsky,`Whomareyoumeeting?’

  `Mymother,’Vronskyresponded,smiling,aseveryonedidwhometOblonsky。Heshookhandswithhim,andtogethertheyascendedthesteps。`SheistobeherefromPeterburgtoday。’

  `Iwaslookingoutforyoutilltwoo’clocklastnight。WheredidyougofromtheShcherbatsky’s?’

  `Home,’answeredVronsky。`ImustownIfeltsowellcontentyesterdayaftertheShcherbatsky’sthatIdidn’tcaretogoanywhere。’

  ```Icantellthegallantsteed’sbysome……Idon’tknowwhat……``pace’s;Icantellyouths``bytheirfaces,’’’declaimedStepanArkadyevich,justashehaddonebeforetoLevin。

  Vronskysmiledwithalookthatseemedtosaythathedidnotdenyit,buthepromptlychangedthesubject。

  `Andwhomareyoumeeting?’heasked。

  `I?I’vecometomeetaprettywoman,’saidOblonsky。

  `Sothat’sit!’

  `Honisoitquimalypense!MysisterAnna。’

  `Ah!that’sMadameKarenina,’saidVronsky。

  `Youknowher,nodoubt?’

  `IthinkIdo。Orperhapsnot……Ireallyamnotsure,’Vronskyansweredheedlessly,withavaguerecollectionofsomethingstiffandtediousevokedbythenameKarenina。

  `ButAlexeiAlexandrovich,mycelebratedbrother-in-law,yousurelymustknow。Alltheworldknowshim。’

  `Iknowhimbyreputationandbysight。Iknowthathe’sclever,learned,religioussomewhat……Butyouknowthat’snot……notinmyline,’saidVronskyinEnglish。

  `Yes,he’saveryremarkableman;ratheraconservative,butaveryniceman,’observedStepanArkadyevich,`averyniceman。’

  `Oh,well,somuchthebetterforhim,’saidVronskysmiling。`Oh,you’vecome,’hesaid,addressingatalloldfootmanofhismother’sstandingatthedoor;`comehere。’

  BesidesthecharmOblonskyhadingeneralforeveryone,VronskyhadfeltoflatespeciallydrawntohimbythefactthatinhisimaginationhewasassociatedwithKitty。

  `Well,whatdoyousay?ShallwegiveasupperonSundayforthediva?’hesaidtohimwithasmile,takinghisarm。

  `Ofcourse。I’mcollectingsubscriptions。Oh,didyoumaketheacquaintanceofmyfriendLevin?’askedStepanArkadyevich。

  `Yes;butheleftratherearly。’

  `He’sacapitalfellow,’pursuedOblonsky。`Isn’the?’

  `Idon’tknowwhyitis,’respondedVronsky,`inallMoscowpeople-presentcompanyofcourseexcepted,’heputinjestingly,`there’ssomethinguncompromising。Theyareallonthedefensive,losetheirtempers,asthoughtheyallwanttomakeonefeelsomething……’

  `Yes,that’strue,it’sso,’saidStepanArkadyevich,laughingcheerfully。

  `Willthetrainbeinsoon?’Vronskyaskedarailwayofficial。

  `Thetrain’ssignaled,’answeredtheman。

  Theapproachofthetrainwasmoreandmoreevidentbythepreparatorybustleinthestation,therushofporters,themovementofgendarmesandattendants,andcrowdingpeoplemeetingthetrain。Throughthefrostyvaporcouldbeseenworkmeninshortsheepskinsandsoftfeltbootscrossingtherailsofthecurvingline。Thehissoftheboilercouldbeheardonthedistantrails,andtherumbleofsomethingheavy。

  `No,’saidStepanArkadyevich,whofeltagreatinclinationtotellVronskyofLevin’sintentionsinregardtoKitty。`No,youhaven’tgotatrueimpressionofLevin。He’saverynervousman,andissometimesoutofhumor,it’strue,butthenheisoftenverycharming。Hehassuchatrue,honestnature,andaheartofgold。Butyesterdaytherewerespecialreasons,’pursuedStepanArkadyevich,withameaningsmile,totallyobliviousofthegenuinesympathyhehadfeltthedaybeforeforhisfriend,andfeelingthesamesympathynow,onlyforVronsky。`Yes,therewerereasonswhyhecouldnothelpbeingeitherparticularlyhappyorparticularlyunhappy。’

  Vronskystoodstillandaskeddirectly:`Howso?Doyoumeanheproposedtoyourbelle-soeuryesterday?’

  `Maybe,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Ifanciedsomethingofthesortyesterday。Yes,ifhewentawayearly,andwasoutofhumortoo,suchmustbethecase……He’sbeensolonginlove,andI’mverysorryforhim。’

  `Sothat’sit!……Ishouldimagine,though,shemightreckononabettermatch,’saidVronsky,settinghischeststraightandwalkingaboutagain,`thoughIdon’tknowhim,ofcourse,’headded。`Yes,thatisahatefulposition!That’swhymostfellowsprefertohavetodowiththeClaras。Ifyoudon’tsucceedwiththemitonlyprovesthatyou’venotenoughcash,butinthiscaseone’sdignityisinthebalance。Buthere’sthetrain。’

  Theenginehadalreadywhistledinthedistance。Afewinstantslatertheplatformbegantoshake,and,withpuffsofsteamhanginglowintheairfromthefrost,theenginerolledup,withtherodofthemiddlewheelrhythmicallymovingupanddown,andthebowed,muffledfigureoftheenginedrivercoveredwithhoarfrost。Behindthetender,settingtheplatformmoreandmoreslowlyandmorepowerfullyshaking,cametheluggagevanwithadogwhininginit。Atlastthepassengercarriagesrolledin,quiveringbeforecomingtoastandstill。

  Asmartguardjumpedout,givingawhistle,andafterhimonebyonetheimpatientpassengersbegantogetdown:anofficeroftheguards,holdinghimselferect,andlookingseverelyabouthim;animbleyoungmerchantwithabag,smilinggaily;apeasantwithasackoverhisshoulder。

  Vronsky,standingbesideOblonsky,watchedthecarriagesandthepassengers,totallyobliviousofhismother。WhathehadjustheardaboutKittyexcitedanddelightedhim。Unconsciouslyhestraightenedhischest,andhiseyesflashed。Hefelthimselfaconqueror。

  `CountessVronskaiaisinthatcompartment,’saidthesmartguard,goinguptoVronsky。

  Theguard’swordsrousedhim,andforcedhimtothinkofhismotherandhisapproachingmeetingwithher。Hedidnotinhisheartrespecthismother,and,withoutacknowledgingittohimself,hedidnotloveher,thoughinaccordancewiththeideasofthesetinwhichhelived,andwithhisownupbringing,hecouldnothaveconceivedofanybehaviortohismothernotinthehighestdegreerespectfulandobedient,andthemoreexternallyobedientandrespectful,thelessinhisheartherespectedandlovedher。

  Vronskyfollowedtheguardtothecarriage,andatthedoorofthecompartmenthestoppedshorttomakeroomforaladywhowasgettingout。

  Withthehabitualfeelingofamanoftheworld,fromoneglanceatthislady’sappearanceVronskyclassifiedherasbelongingtothebestsociety。Hebeggedpardon,andwasgettingintothecarriage,butfelthemustglanceatheroncemore;notbecauseshewasverybeautiful,notbecauseofthateleganceandmodestgracewhichwereapparentinherwholefigure,butbecauseintheexpressionofhercharmingface,asshepassedclosebyhim,therewassomethingpeculiarlycaressingandsoft。Ashelookedround,shetooturnedherhead。Hershininggrayeyes,thatlookeddarkbecauseofherthicklashes,restedwithfriendlyattentiononhisface,asthoughshewererecognizinghim,andthenpromptlyturnedawaytothepassingcrowd,asthoughseekingsomeone。InthatbrieflookVronskyhadtimetonoticethesuppressedanimationwhichplayedoverherface,andflittedbetweenthebrillianteyesandthefaintsmilethatcurvedherredlips。Itwasasthoughhernatureweresobrimmingoverwithsomethingthat,againstherwill,itshoweditselfnowintheflashofhereyes,andnowinhersmile。Deliberatelysheshroudedthelightinhereyes,butitshoneagainstherwillinherfaintlyperceptiblesmile。

  Vronskysteppedintothecarriage。Hismother,adried-upoldladywithblackeyesandringlets,screweduphereyes,scanningherson,andsmiledslightlywithherthinlips。Gettingupfromtheseatandhandinghermaidahandbag,shegaveherlittlewrinkledhandtohersontokiss,andliftinghisheadfromherhand,kissedhimonthecheek。

  `Yougotmytelegram?Quitewell?ThankGod。’

  `Youhadagoodjourney?’saidherson,sittingdownbesideher,andinvoluntarilylisteningtoawoman’svoiceoutsidethedoor。Heknewitwasthevoiceoftheladyhehadmetatthedoor。

  `AllthesameIdon’tagreewithyou,’saidthelady’svoice。

  `It’sthePeterburgview,madame。’

  `NotPeterburg,butsimplyfeminine,’sheresponded。

  `Well,well,allowmetokissyourhand。’

  `Good-by,IvanPetrovich。Andwouldyouseeifmybrotherishere,andsendhimtome?’saidtheladyinthedoorway,andsteppedbackagainintothecompartment。

  `Well,haveyoufoundyourbrother?’saidCountessVronskaia,addressingthelady。

  VronskyunderstoodnowthatthiswasMadameKarenina。

  `Yourbrotherishere,’hesaid,standingup。`Excuseme,Ididnotknowyou,and,indeed,ouracquaintancewassoslight,’saidVronskybowing,`thatnodoubtyoudonotrememberme。’

  `Oh,no,’saidshe,`IshouldhaveknownyoubecauseyourmotherandIhavebeentalking,Ithink,ofnothingbutyoualltheway。’Asshespokeshelettheanimationthatwouldinsistoncomingoutshowitselfinhersmile。`Andstillnosignofmybrother。’

  `Docallhim,Aliosha,’saidtheoldcountess。

  Vronskysteppedoutontotheplatformandshouted:`Oblonsky!Here!’

  MadameKarenina,however,didnotwaitforherbrother,butcatchingsightofhimshesteppedoutwithherlight,resolutestep。Andassoonasherbrotherhadreachedher,withagesturethatstruckVronskybyitsdecisionanditsgrace,sheflungherleftarmaroundhisneck,drewhimrapidlytoher,andkissedhimwarmly。Vronskylookedon,nevertakinghiseyesfromher,andsmiled,hecouldnothavesaidwhy。Butrecollectingthathismotherwaswaitingforhim,hewentbackagainintothecarriage。

  `She’sverysweet,isn’tshe?’saidtheCountessofMadameKarenina。`Herhusbandputherwithme,andIwasdelightedtohaveher。We’vebeentalkingalltheway。Andsoyou,Ihear……vousfilezleparfaitamour。Tantmieux,moncher,tantmieux。’

  `Idon’tknowwhatyouarereferringto,maman,’heansweredcoldly。`Come,maman,letusgo。’

  MadameKareninaenteredthecarriageagaintosaygood-bytotheCountess。

  `Well,Countess,youhavemetyourson,andImybrother,’shesaidgaily。`Andallmystoriesareexhausted;Ishouldhavenothingmoretotellyou。’

  `Oh,no,’saidtheCountess,takingherhand。`Icouldgoallaroundtheworldwithyouandneverbedull。Youareoneofthosedelightfulwomeninwhosecompanyit’ssweeteithertobesilentortochat。Nowpleasedon’tfretoveryourson;youcan’texpectnevertobeparted。’

  MadameKareninastoodquitestill,holdingherselfveryerect,andhereyesweresmiling。

  `AnnaArkadyevna,’theCountesssaidinexplanationtoherson,`hasalittlesoneightyearsold,Ibelieve,andshehasneverbeenpartedfromhimbefore,andshekeepsfrettingoverleavinghim。’

  `Yes,theCountessandIhavebeentalkingallthetime,Iofmysonandsheofhers,’saidMadameKarenina,andagainasmilelightedupherface-acaressingsmileintendedforhim。

  `Iamafraidthatyoumusthavebeendreadfullybored,’hesaid,promptlycatchingtheballofcoquetryshehadflunghim。Butapparentlyshedidnotcaretopursuetheconversationinthatstrain,andsheturnedtotheoldCountess。

  `Thankyousomuch。Thetimehaspassedsoquickly。Good-by,Countess。’

  `Good-by,mylove,’answeredtheCountess。`Letmekissyourprettyface。Ispeakplainly,atmyage,andItellyousimplythatI’velostmyhearttoyou。’

  Stereotypedasthephrasewas,MadameKareninaobviouslybelieveditandwasdelightedbyit。Sheflushed,bentdownslightly,andputhercheektotheCountes’sslips,drewherselfupagain,and,withthesamesmileflutteringbetweenherlipsandhereyes,shegaveherhandtoVronsky。Hepressedthelittlehandshegavehim,andwasdelighted,asthoughatsomethingspecial,bytheenergeticsqueezewithwhichshefreelyandvigorouslyshookhishand。Shewentoutwiththerapidstepwhichboreherratherfullydevelopedfigurewithsuchstrangelightness。

  `Verycharming,’saidtheCountess。

  Thatwaspreciselywhathersonwasthinking。Hiseyesfollowedhertillhergracefulfigurewasoutofsight,andthenthesmileremainedonhisface。Hesawoutofthewindowhowshewentuptoherbrother,putherarminhis,andbegantellinghimsomethinganimatedly-obviouslysomethingthathadnothingtodowithhim,Vronsky,andatthathefeltannoyed。

  `Well,maman,areyouperfectlywell?’herepeated,turningtohismother。

  `Everythinghasbeendelightful。Alexandrehasbeenverygood,andMariehasgrownverypretty。She’sveryinteresting。’

  Andshebegantellinghimagainofwhatinterestedhermost-thechristeningofhergrandson,forwhichshehadbeenstayinginPeterburg,andthespecialfavorshownhereldersonbytheCzar。

  `Here’sLavrentii,’saidVronsky,lookingoutofthewindow;`nowwecango,ifyoulike。’

  TheoldbutlerwhohadtraveledwiththeCountesscametothecarriagetoannouncethateverythingwasready,andtheCountessgotuptogo。

  `Come;there’snotsuchacrowdnow,’saidVronsky。

  Themaidtookahandbagandthelapdog,thebutlerandaportertheotherbaggage。Vronskygavehismotherhisarm;butjustastheyweregettingoutofthecarriageseveralmenransuddenlybywithpanic-strickenfaces。Thestationmaster,too,ranbyinhisextraordinarilycoloredcap。Obviouslysomethingunusualhadhappened。Thecrowdwasrunningtothetailendofthetrain。

  `What?……What?……Where?……Flunghimself!……Crushed!……’washeardamongthecrowd。

  StepanArkadyevich,withhissisteronhisarm,turnedback。Theytoolookedscared,andstoppedatthecarriagedoortoavoidthecrowd。

  Theladiesgotin,whileVronskyandStepanArkadyevichfollowedthecrowdtofindoutdetailsofthedisaster。

  Awatchman,eitherdrunkortoomuchmuffledupinthebitterfrost,hadnotheardthetrainmovingback,andhadbeencrushed。

  BeforeVronskyandOblonskycamebacktheladiesheardthefactsfromthebutler。

  OblonskyandVronskyhadbothseenthemutilatedcorpse。Oblonskywasevidentlydistressed。Hefrownedandseemedreadytocry。

  `Ah,howawful!Ah,Anna,ifyouhadseenit!Ah,howawful!’hekeptrepeating。

  Vronskydidnotspeak;hishandsomefacewasserious,butperfectlycalm。

  `Ah,ifyouhadseenit,Countess,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Andhiswifewasthere……Itwasawfultoseeher!……Sheflungherselfonthebody。Theysayhewastheonlysupportofanimmensefamily。Howawful!’

  `Couldn’tonedoanythingforher?’saidMadameKareninainanagitatedwhisper。

  Vronskyglancedather,andimmediatelygotoutofthecarriage。

  `I’llbebackdirectly,maman,’heremarked,turningroundinthedoorway。

  Whenhecamebackafewminuteslater,StepanArkadyevichwasalreadyinconversationwiththeCountessaboutanewsinger,whileshewasimpatientlylookingtowardthedoor,waitingforherson。

  `Nowletusbeoff,’saidVronsky,comingin。

  Theywentouttogether。Vronskywasinfrontwithhismother。BehindwalkedMadameKareninawithherbrother。JustastheyweregoingoutofthestationthestationmasterovertookVronsky。

  `Yougavemyassistanttwohundredroubles。Wouldyoukindlyexplainforwhosebenefityouintendthem?’

  `Forthewidow,’saidVronsky,shrugginghisshoulders。`Ishouldhavethoughttherewasnoneedtoask。’

  `Yougavethat?’criedOblonskybehind,and,pressinghissister’shand,headded:`Mostcharming,mostcharming!Isn’theafinefellow?Good-by,Countess。’

  Andheandhissisterstoodstill,lookingforhermaid。

  WhentheywentouttheVronsky’scarriagehadalreadydrivenaway。Peoplecominginwerestilltalkingofwhathadhappened。

  `Whatahorribledeath!’saidagentleman,passingby。`Theysayhewascutintwo。’

  `Onthecontrary,Ithinkit’stheeasiest-instantaneous,’observedanother。

  `Howisittheydon’ttakeproperprecautions?’athirdwassaying。

  MadameKareninaseatedherselfinthecarriage,andStepanArkadyevichsawwithsurprisethatherlipswerequivering,andthatshewaswithdifficultyrestraininghertears。

  `Whatisit,Anna?’heasked,whentheyhaddrivenafewhundredsagenes。

  `It’sanomenofevil,’shesaid。

  `Whatnonsense!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`You’vecome,that’sthechiefthing。Youcan’tconceivehowI’mrestingmyhopesonyou。’

  `HaveyouknownVronskylong?sheasked。

  `Yes。Youknowwe’rehopinghewillmarryKitty。’

  `Yes?’saidAnnasoftly。`Comenow,letustalkofyou,’sheadded,tossingherhead,asthoughshewouldphysicallyshakeoffsomethingsuperfluousoppressingher。`Letustalkofyouraffairs。Igotyourletter,andhereIam。’

  `Yes,allmyhopesareinyou,’saidStepanArkadyevich。

  `Well,tellmeallaboutit。’

  AndStepanArkadyevichbeganhisstory。

  OnreachinghomeOblonskyhelpedhissisterout,sighed,pressedherhand,andsetofftohisoffice。

  WhenAnnaenteredthetinydrawingroom,shefoundDollysittingtherewithawhite-headedplumplittleboy,alreadyresemblinghisfather;shewaslisteningtoalessoninFrenchreading。Astheboyread,hekepttwistingandtryingtotearoffabuttonthatwasnearlyoffhisjacket。Hismotherhadseveraltimestakenhishandfromit,buttheplumplittlehandwentbacktothebuttonagain。Hismotherpulledthebuttonoffandputitinherpocket。

  `Keepyourhandsstill,Grisha,’shesaid,andshetookupherwork,acoverletshehadlongbeenmaking。Shealwayssettoworkonitatdepressedmoments,andnowsheknittedatitnervously,twitchingherfingersandcountingthestitches。Thoughshehadsentwordthedaybeforetoherhusbandthatitwasnothingtoherwhetherhissistercameornot,shehadmadeeverythingreadyforherarrival,andwasexpectinghersister-in-lawwithagitation。

  Dollywascrushedbyhersorrow,utterlyswallowedupbyit。StillshedidnotforgetthatAnna,hersister-in-law,wasthewifeofoneofthemostimportantpersonagesinPeterburg,andwasaPeterburggrandedame。And,thankstothiscircumstance,shedidnotcarryoutherthreattoherhusband-thatistosay,shehadnotforgottenthathersister-in-lawwascoming。`And,afterall,Annaisinnowisetoblame,’thoughtDolly。`Iknownothingsavetheverybestabouther,andIhaveseennothingbutkindnessandaffectionfromhertowardmyself。’ItwastruethatasfarasshecouldrecallherimpressionsatPeterburgattheKarenin’s,shedidnotliketheirhouseholditself;therewassomethingartificialaboutthewholearrangementoftheirfamilylife。`ButwhyshouldInotreceiveher?Ifonlyshedoesn’ttakeitintoherheadtoconsoleme!’thoughtDolly。`AllconsolationsandexhortationsandChristianforgiveness-Ihavethoughtallthisoverathousandtimes,andit’sallnouse。’

  AllthesedaysDollyhadbeenalonewithherchildren。Shedidnotwanttotalkofhersorrow,butwiththatsorrowinherheartshecouldnottalkofoutsidematters。

  SheknewthatinonewayoranothershewouldtellAnnaeverything,andshewasalternatelygladatthethoughtofspeakingfreely,andangryatthenecessityofspeakingofherhumiliationwithher,hissister,andofhearingherready-madephrasesofexhortationandconsolation。

  Shehadbeenonthelookoutforher,glancingatherwatcheveryminute,and,asoftenhappens,letslipthatpreciseminutewhenhervisitorarrived,sothatshedidnothearthebell。

  Catchingthesoundofskirtsandoflightstepsatthedoor,shelookedround,andhercarewornfaceunconsciouslyexpressednotgladness,butwonder。Shegotupandembracedhersister-in-law。

  `What,herealready?’shesaidasshekissedher。

  `Dolly,howgladIamtoseeyou!’

  `Iamglad,too,’saidDolly,faintlysmiling,andtryingbytheexpressionofAnna’sfacetofindoutwhethersheknew。`Mostlikelysheknows,’shethought,noticingthesympathyinAnna’sface。`Well,comealong,I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shewenton,tryingtodeferaslongaspossiblethetimeofexplanation。

  `IsthisGrisha?Heavens,howhe’sgrown!’saidAnna;andkissinghim,nevertakinghereyesoffDolly,shestoodstillandflushed。`No,please,letusstayhere。’

  Shetookoffhershawlandherhat,andcatchingitinalockofherblackhair,whichwasamassofcurls,shetossedherheadandshookherhairdown。

  `Youareradiantwithhealthandhappiness!’saidDolly,almostwithenvy。

  `I?……Yes,’saidAnna。`Mercifulheavens,Tania!You’rethesameageasmySeriozha,’sheadded,addressingthelittlegirlassheranin。Shetookherinherarmsandkissedher。`Delightfulchild,delightful!Showmethemall。’

  Shementionedthem,notonlyrememberingthenames,buttheyears,months,characters,illnessesofallthechildren,andDollycouldnotbutappreciatethat。

  `Verywell,wewillgotothem,’shesaid。`It’sapityVassia’sasleep。’

  Afterseeingthechildren,theysatdown,alonenow,inthedrawingroom,tocoffee。Annatookthetray,andthenpusheditawayfromher。

  `Dolly,’shesaid,`hehastoldme。’

  DollylookedcoldlyatAnna;shewaswaitingnowforhypocriticallysympatheticphrases,butAnnasaidnothingofthesort。

  `Dolly,darling,’shesaid,`Idon’twanttointercedeforhim,nortotrytocomfortyou-that’simpossible。But,mydearest,I’msimplysorry,sorryfrommyheartforyou!’

  Underthethicklashesofhershiningeyestearssuddenlyglittered。Shemovednearertohersister-in-lawandtookherhandinherown,vigorousandlittle。Dollydidnotshrinkaway,butherfacedidnotloseitsfrigidexpression。Shesaid:

  `Tocomfortmeisimpossible。Everything’slostafterwhathashappened,everything’sover!’

  Anddirectlyshehadsaidthis,herfacesuddenlysoftened。Annaliftedthewasted,thinhandofDolly,kisseditandsaid:

  `But,Dolly,what’stobedone,what’stobedone?Howisitbesttoactinthisawfulposition-that’swhatyoumustthinkof。’

  `All’sover,andthere’snothingmore,’saidDolly。`Andtheworstofitallis,yousee,thatIcan’tcasthimoff:therearethechildren-myhandsaretied。AndIcan’tlivewithhim!It’satortureformetoseehim。’

  `Dolly,darling,hehasspokentome,butIwanttohearitfromyou:tellmeallaboutit。’

  Dollylookedatherinquiringly。

  SympathyandloveunfeignedwereapparentonAnna’sface。

  `Verywell,’shesuddenlysaid。`ButIwillbeginatthebeginning。YouknowhowIwasmarried。WiththeeducationmamangaveusIwasmorethaninnocent-Iwasfoolish。Iknewnothing。Theysay,Iknow,mentelltheirwivesoftheirformerlives,butStiva’-shecorrectedherself-`StepanArkadyevichtoldmenothing。You’llhardlybelieveit,buttillnowIimaginedthatIwastheonlywomanhehadknown。SoIlivedeightyears。YoumustunderstandthatIwasnotonlyfarfromsuspectinginfidelity,butIregardeditasimpossible,andthen-trytoimagineit-withsuchconceptionstofindoutsuddenlyallthehorror,alltheloathsomeness……Youmusttryandunderstandme。Tobefullyconvincedofone’shappiness,andallatonce……’continuedDolly,holdingbackhersobs,`Togetaletter……Hislettertohismistress,agovernessinmyemploy。No,it’stooawful!’Shehastilypulledoutherhandkerchiefandhidherfaceinit。`Icanunderstandifitwerepassion,’shewenton,afterabriefsilence,`buttodeceivemedeliberately,slyly……Andwithwhom?……Togoonbeingmyhusbandwhileheandshe……It’sawful!Youcan’tunderstand……’

  `Oh,yes,Iunderstand!Iunderstand!Dolly,dearest,Idounderstand,’saidAnna,pressingherhand。

  `Anddoyouimagineherealizesalltheawfulnessofmyposition?Dollyresumed。`Notintheslightest!He’shappyandcontented。’

  `Oh,no!’Annainterposedquickly。`He’stobepitied,he’sweigheddownbyremorse……’

  `Ishecapableofremorse?’Dollyinterrupted,gazingintentlyintohersister-in-law’sface。

  `Yes。Iknowhim。Icouldnotlookathimwithoutfeelingsorryforhim。Webothknowhim。He’sgood-natured,buthe’sproud,andnowhe’ssohumiliated。Whattouchedmemost……’AndhereAnnaguessedwhatwouldtouchDollymost。`He’storturedbytwothings:thathe’sashamedforthechildren’ssake,andthat,lovingyou-yes,yes,lovingyoubeyondeverythingonearth,’shehurriedlyinterruptedDolly,whowouldhaverejoined-`hehashurtyou,piercedyoutotheheart。``No,no,shecannotforgiveme,’’hekeepsonsaying。’

  Dollylookedpensivelypasthersister-in-lawasshelistenedtoherwords。

  `Yes,Icanseethathispositionisawful;it’sworsefortheguiltythantheinnocent,’shesaid,`ifhefeelsthatallthemiserycomesfromhisfault。ButhowamItoforgivehim,howamItobehiswifeagainafterher?Formetolivewithhimnowwouldbetorture,justbecauseIlovemypastloveforhim……’

  Andsobscutshortherwords。

  Butasthoughofsetdesign,eachtimeshewassoftenedshebegantospeakagainofwhatexasperatedher。

  `She’syoung,yousee,she’spretty,’shewenton。`Doyouknow,Anna,myyouthandmybeautyaregone,takenbywhom?Byhimandhischildren。Ihaveworkedforhim,andallIhadhasgoneinhisservice,andnowofcourseanyfresh,vulgarcreaturehasmorecharmforhim。Nodoubttheytalkedofmetogether,or,worsestill,theyweresilentaboutme……Doyouunderstand?’

  Againhereyesglowedwithhatred。

  `Andafterthathewilltellme……What!AmItobelievehim?Never!No,everythingisover,everythingthatonceconstitutedmycomfort,therewardofmyworkandofmysufferings……Wouldyoubelieveit?IwasteachingGrishajustnow:oncethiswasajoytome,nowitisatorture。WhathaveItostriveandtoilfor?Whytohavechildren?What’ssoawfulisthatallatoncemyheart’sturned,andinsteadofloveandtenderness,Ihavenothingbuthatredforhim;yes,hatred。Icouldkillhimand……’

  `DarlingDolly,Iunderstand,butdon’ttortureyourselfYouaresoinsulted,soexcited,thatyoulookatmanythingsmistakenly。’

  Dollygrewcalmer,andfortwominutesbothweresilent。

  `What’stobedone?Thinkforme,Anna,helpme。Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIseenothing。’

  Annacouldnotfindanything,butherheartechoedinstantlytoeachword,toeachchangeofexpressiononhersister-in-law’sface。

  `OnethingIwouldsay,’beganAnna。`Iamhissister,Iknowhischaracter,thatfacultyofforgettingeverything,everything’shewavedherhandbeforeherforehead,`thatfacultyforbeingcompletelycarriedaway,butforcompletelyrepenting,too。Hecannotbelieveit,hecannotcomprehendnow,howhecouldhaveactedashedid。’

  `No;heunderstands,andunderstood!’Dollybrokein。`ButI……Youareforgettingme……Doesthatmakeiteasierforme?’

  `Waitaminute。Whenhetoldme,IwillownIdidnotrealizeallthehorrorofyourposition。Isawnothingbuthim,andthatthefamilywasbrokenup。Ifeltsorryforhim,butaftertalkingtoyou,Iseeit,asawoman,quitedifferently。Iseeyouragony,andIcan’ttellyouhowsorryIamforyou!But,Dolly,darling,whileIfullyrealizeyoursufferings,thereisonethingIdon’tknow;Idon’tknow……Idon’tknowhowmuchlovethereisstillinyourheartforhim。Thatyouknow-whetherthereisenoughforyoutobeabletoforgivehim。Ifthereis-forgivehim!’

  `No,’Dollywasbeginning,butAnnacuthershort,kissingherhandoncemore。

  `Iknowmoreoftheworldthanyoudo,’shesaid。IknowhowmenlikeStivalookatit。Youspeakofhistalkingofyouwithher。Thatneverhappened。Suchmenareunfaithful,buttheirownhomeandwifearesacredtothem。Somehoworotherthesewomenarestilllookedonwithcontemptbythem,anddonottouchontheirfeelingfortheirfamily。Theydrawasortoflinethatcan’tbecrossedbetweenthemandtheirfamilies。Idon’tunderstandit,butitisso。’

  `Yes,buthehaskissedher……’

  `Dolly,hush,darling。IsawStivawhenhewasinlovewithyou。Irememberthetimewhenhecametomeandcried,talkingofyou,andofwhatapoetryandloftinessyouwereforhim,andIknowthatthelongerhehaslivedwithyoutheloftieryouhavebeeninhiseyes。Youknowwehavesometimeslaughedathimforputtinginateveryword:`Dolly’samarvelouswoman。’havealwaysbeenadivinityforhim,andyouarethatstill,andthishasnotbeenapassionoftheheart……

  `Butifitberepeated?’

  `Itcannotbe,asIunderstandit……

  `Yes,butcouldyouforgiveit?’

  `Idon’tknow,Ican’tjudge……No,Icanjudge,’saidAnna,thinkingamoment;andgraspingthepositioninherthoughtandweighingitinherinnerbalance,sheadded:`Yes,Ican,Ican,Ican。Yes,Icouldforgive。Icouldnotbethesame,no;butIcouldforgive,andforgiveasthoughithadneverbeen,neverbeenatall……’

  `Oh,ofcourse,’Dollyinterposedquickly,asthoughsayingwhatshehadmorethanoncethought,`elseitwouldnotbeforgiveness。Ifoneforgives,itmustbecompletely,completely。Come,letusgo;I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shesaid,gettingup,andonthewaysheembracedAnna。`Mydear,howgladIamyoucame。Ithasmadethingsbetter,eversomuchbetter。’

  ThewholeofthatdayAnnaspentathome-thatis,attheOblonsky’s,andreceivednoone,thoughsomeofheracquaintanceshadalreadyheardofherarrival,andcametocallthesameday。AnnaspentthewholemorningwithDollyandthechildren。Shemerelysentabriefnotetoherbrothertotellhimthathemustnotfailtodineathome。`Come,Godismerciful,’shewrote。

  Oblonskydiddineathome:theconversationwasgeneral,andhiswife,speakingtohim,addressedhimas`Stiva,’asshehadnotdoneforsometimepast。Intherelationsofhusbandandwifethesameestrangementstillremained,buttherewasnotalkofseparation,andStepanArkadyevichsawthepossibilityofexplanationandreconciliation。

  ImmediatelyafterdinnerKittycamein。SheknewAnnaArkadyevna,butonlyveryslightly,andshecamenowtohersister’swithsometrepidation,attheprospectofmeetingthisfashionablePeterburglady,ofwhomeveryonespokesohighly。ButshemadeafavorableimpressiononAnnaArkadyevna-sheperceivedthatatonce。Annawasunmistakablyadmiringherlovelinessandheryouth:beforeKittyknewwhereshewasshefoundherselfnotmerelyunderAnna’ssway,butinlovewithher,asyounggirlsdofallinlovewitholderandmarriedwomen。Annadidnotresembleafashionablelady,orthemotherofaboyeightyearsold。Intheelasticityofhermovements,thefreshnessandtheanimationwhichpersistedinherfaceandbrokeoutinhersmileandherglance,shewouldratherhavepassedforagirloftwenty,haditnotbeenforaseriousand,attimes,amournfullookinhereyes,whichstruckandattractedKitty。KittyfeltthatAnnawasperfectlysimpleandwasconcealingnothing,butthatshehadanotherhigherworldofinterests,complexandpoetic,whichwereinaccessibletoKitty。

  Afterdinner,whenDollywithdrewtoherownroom,Annarosequicklyandwentuptoherbrother,whowasjustlightingacigar。

  `Stiva,’shesaidtohim,winkinggaily,makingthesignofthecrossoverhim,andglancingtowardthedoor,`go,andGodhelpyou。

  Hetossedawayhiscigar,havingunderstoodher,anddepartedthroughthedoorway。

  WhenStepanArkadyevichhaddisappeared,shewentbacktothesofawhereshehadbeensitting,surroundedbythechildren。Eitherbecausethechildrensawthattheirmotherwasfondofthisaunt,orthattheythemselvessensedaspecialcharminher,thetwoelderones,andtheyoungerfollowingtheirlead,aschildrensooftendo,hadclungabouttheirnewauntsincebeforedinner,andwouldnotleaveherside。Andithadbecomeasortofgameamongthemtositascloseaspossibletotheiraunt,totouchher,holdherlittlehand,kissit,playwithherring,oreventouchtheflounceofherskirt。

  `Come,come,asweweresittingbefore,’saidAnnaArkadyevna,sittingdowninherplace。

  AndagainGrishapokedhislittlefaceunderherarm,andnestledwithhisheadonhergown,beamingwithprideandhappiness。

  `Andwhenisyournextball?’sheaskedKitty。

  `Nextweek-andasplendidball。Oneofthoseballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself。’

  `Why,arethereballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself?’Annasaid,withtenderirony。

  `It’sstrange,butthereare。AttheBobrishchev’sonealwaysenjoysoneself,andattheNikitin’stoo,whileattheMezhkov’sit’salwaysdull。Haven’tyounoticedit?’

  `No,mydear,formetherearenoballsnowwhereoneenjoysoneself,’saidAnna,andKittydetectedinhereyesthatpeculiarworldwhichwasnotrevealedtoher。`Formetherearesomewhicharelessdullandtiresomethanothers。’

  `Howcanyoubedullataball?’

  `WhyshouldnotIbedullataball?’inquiredAnna。

  KittyperceivedthatAnnaknewwhatanswerwouldfollow。

  `Becauseyoualwayslooktheloveliestofall。’

  Annahadthefacultyofblushing。Sheblushed,andsaid:

  `Inthefirstplaceit’sneverso;andsecondly,ifitwere,whatdifferencewoulditmaketome?’

  `Areyoucomingtothisball?askedKitty。

  `Iimagineitwon’tbepossibletoavoidgoing。Here,takeit,’shesaidtoTania,whowaspullingthelooselyfittingringoffherwhite,slender-tippedfinger。

  `Ishallbesogladifyougo。Ishouldsoliketoseeyouataball。’

  `Anyway,ifIdogo,Ishallcomfortmyselfwiththethoughtthatit’sapleasuretoyou……Grisha,don’tpullmyhair。It’suntidyenoughwithoutthat,’shesaid,puttingupastrayinglock,whichGrishahadbeenplayingwith。

  `Iimagineyouattheballinlilac。’

  `Andwhyinlilac,precisely?’askedAnna,smiling。`Now,children,runalong,runalong。Doyouhear?MissHooleiscallingyoutotea,’shesaidtearingthechildrenfromher,andsendingthemofftothediningroom。

  `Iknowwhyyoupressmetocometotheball。Youexpectagreatdealofthisball,andyouwanteveryonetobethereandtakepartinit。’

  `Howdoyouknow?Yes!’

  `Oh!Whatahappytimeyouareat,’pursuedAnna。`Iremember,andIknowthisbluehaze,likethemistonthemountainsinSwitzerland。Thismist,whichcoverseverythinginthatblissfultimewhenchildhoodisjustending,andoutofthatvastcircle,happyandgay,thereisapathgrowingnarrowerandnarrower,anditisdelightfulandalarmingtoentertheballroom,brightandsplendidasitis……Whohasnotbeenthroughit?’

  Kittysmiledwithoutspeaking。`Buthowdidshegothroughit?HowIshouldliketoknowallherlovestory!’thoughtKitty,recallingtheunromanticappearanceofAlexeiAlexandrovich,herhusband。

  `Iknowsomething。Stivatoldme,andIcongratulateyou。Ilikedhimsomuch,’Annacontinued。`ImetVronskyattherailwaystation。’

  `Oh,washethere?’askedKitty,blushing。`WhatwasitStivatoldyou?’

  `Stivablabbedaboutitall。AndIshouldbesoglad。ItraveledyesterdaywithVronsky’smother,’shewenton;`andhismothertalkedwithoutapauseofhim;he’sherfavorite。Iknowmothersarepartial,but……’

  `Whatdidhismothertellyou?’

  `Oh,agreatdeal!AndalthoughIknowthathe’sherfavorite,onecanstillseehowchivalrousheis……Well,forinstance,shetoldmethathehadwantedtogiveupallhispropertytohisbrother;thathehaddonesomethingextraordinarywhenhewasquiteachild-savedawomanfromthewater。He’sahero,infact,’saidAnna,smilingandrecollectingthetwohundredroubleshehadgivenatthestation。

  ButshedidnottellKittyaboutthetwohundredroubles。Forsomereasonitwasdisagreeabletohertothinkofit。Shefeltthattherewassomethingthathadtodowithherinit,andsomethingthatoughtnottohavebeen。

  `Shepressedmeverymuchtogoandseeher,’Annawenton;`andIshallbegladtogotoseehertomorrow。StivaisstayingalongwhileinDolly’sroom,thankGod,’Annaadded,changingthesubject,andgettingup,Kittyfancied,displeasedwithsomething。

  `No,I’mfirst!No,I!’screamedthechildren,whohadfinishedtea,runninguptotheirAuntAnna。

  `Alltogether,’saidAnna,andsheranlaughingtomeetthem,and,embracingthem,threwallthechildren,shriekingwithdelight,intoaswarmingheap。

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