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  ThestudentdidnotknowthattheBaroness’thoughtshadbeenwandering;thatshewaseventhenexpectingaletterfromdeMarsay,oneofthoselettersthatbringaboutarupturethatrendsthesoul;so,happyinhisdelusion,EugenewentwiththeVicomtessetotheperistyle,wherepeoplewerewaitingtilltheircarriageswereannounced。

  “Thatcousinofyoursishardlyrecognizableforthesameman。”

  saidthePortugueselaughinglytotheVicomtesse,whenEugenehadtakenleaveofthem。“Hewillbreakthebank。Heisassuppleasaneel;hewillgoalongway,ofthatIamsure。Whoelsecouldhavepickedoutawomanforhim,asyoudid,justwhensheneededconsolation?“

  “Butitisnotcertainthatshedoesnotstilllovethefaithlesslover。”saidMme。deBeauseant。

  ThestudentmeanwhilewalkedbackfromtheTheatre-ItalientotheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieve,makingthemostdelightfulplansashewent。HehadnoticedhowcloselyMme。deRestaudhadscrutinizedhimwhenhesatbesideMme。deNucingen,andinferredthattheCountess’doorswouldnotbeclosedinthefuture。Fourimportanthouseswerenowopentohim——forhemeanttostandwellwiththeMarechale;hehadfoursupportersintheinmostcircleofsocietyinParis。Evennowitwascleartohimthat,onceinvolvedinthisintricatesocialmachinery,hemustattachhimselftoaspokeofthewheelthatwastoturnandraisehisfortunes;hewouldnotexaminehimselftoocuriouslyastothemethods,buthewascertainoftheend,andconsciousofthepowertogainandkeephishold。

  “IfMme。deNucingentakesaninterestinme,Iwillteachherhowtomanageherhusband。Thathusbandofhersisagreatspeculator;hemightputmeinthewayofmakingafortunebyasinglestroke。”

  Hedidnotsaythisbluntlyinsomanywords;asyet,indeed,hewasnotsufficientofadiplomatisttosumupasituation,toseeitspossibilitiesataglance,andcalculatethechancesinhisfavor。Thesewerenothingbuthazyideasthatfloatedoverhismentalhorizon;theywerelesscynicalthanVautrin’snotions;

  butiftheyhadbeentriedinthecrucibleofconscience,noverypureresultwouldhaveissuedfromthetest。Itisbyasuccessionofsuchliketransactionsthatmensinkatlasttotheleveloftherelaxedmoralityofthisepoch,whentherehaveneverbeensofewofthosewhosquaretheircourseswiththeirtheories,sofewofthosenoblecharacterswhodonotyieldtotemptation,forwhomtheslightestdeviationfromthelineofrectitudeisacrime。TothesemagnificenttypesofuncompromisingRightweowetwomasterpieces——theAlcesteofMoliere,and,inourownday,thecharactersofJeanieDeansandherfatherinSirWalterScott’snovel。Perhapsaworkwhichshouldchronicletheoppositecourse,whichshouldtraceoutallthedeviouscoursesthroughwhichamanoftheworld,amanofambitions,dragshisconscience,juststeeringclearofcrimethathemaygainhisendandyetsaveappearances,suchachroniclewouldbenolessedifyingandnolessdramatic。

  Rastignacwenthome。HewasfascinatedbyMme。deNucingen;heseemedtoseeherbeforehim,slenderandgracefulasaswallow。

  Herecalledtheintoxicatingsweetnessofhereyes,herfairhair,thedelicatesilkentissueoftheskin,beneathwhichitalmostseemedtohimthathecouldseethebloodcoursing;thetonesofhervoicestillexertedaspelloverhim;hehadforgottennothing;hiswalkperhapsheatedhisimaginationbysendingaglowofwarmththroughhisveins。HeknockedunceremoniouslyatGoriot’sdoor。

  “IhaveseenMme。Delphine,neighbor。”saidhe。

  “Where?“

  “AttheItaliens。”

  “Didsheenjoyit?……Justcomeinside。”andtheoldmanlefthisbed,unlockedthedoor,andpromptlyreturnedagain。

  ItwasthefirsttimethatEugenehadbeeninFatherGoriot’sroom,andhecouldnotcontrolhisfeelingofamazementatthecontrastbetweenthedeninwhichthefatherlivedandthecostumeofthedaughterwhomhehadjustbeheld。Thewindowwascurtainless,thewallsweredamp,inplacesthevarnishedwall-

  paperhadcomeawayandgaveglimpsesofthegrimyyellowplasterbeneath。Thewretchedbedonwhichtheoldmanlayboastedbutonethinblanket,andawaddedquiltmadeoutoflargepiecesofMme。Vauquer’solddresses。Thefloorwasdampandgritty。

  Oppositethewindowstoodachestofdrawersmadeofrosewood,oneoftheold-fashionedkindwithacurvingfrontandbrasshandles,shapedlikeringsoftwistedvinestemscoveredwithflowersandleaves。Onavenerablepieceoffurniturewithawoodenshelfstoodaewerandbasinandshavingapparatus。Apairofshoesstoodinonecorner;anight-tablebythebedhadneitheradoornormarbleslab。Therewasnotatraceofafireintheemptygrate;thesquarewalnuttablewiththecrossbaragainstwhichFatherGoriothadcrushedandtwistedhisposset-

  dishstoodnearthehearth。Theoldman’shatwaslyingonabroken-downbureau。Anarmchairstuffedwithstrawandacoupleofchairscompletedthelistoframshacklefurniture。Fromthetesterofthebed,tiedtotheceilingbyapieceofrag,hungastripofsomecheapmaterialinlargeredandblackchecks。NopoordrudgeinagarretcouldbeworselodgedthanFatherGoriotinMme。Vauquer’slodging-house。Themeresightoftheroomsentachillthroughyouandasenseofoppression;itwasliketheworstcellinaprison。Luckily,GoriotcouldnotseetheeffectthathissurroundingsproducedonEugeneasthelatterdepositedhiscandleonthenight-table。Theoldmanturnedround,keepingthebedclotheshuddleduptohischin。

  “Well。”hesaid,“andwhichdoyoulikethebest,Mme。deRestaudorMme。deNucingen?“

  “IlikeMme。Delphinethebest。”saidthelawstudent,“becauseshelovesyouthebest。”

  Atthewordssoheartilyspokentheoldman’shandslippedoutfromunderthebedclothesandgraspedEugene’s。

  “Thankyou,thankyou。”hesaid,gratefully。“Thenwhatdidshesayaboutme?“

  ThestudentrepeatedtheBaroness’remarkswithsomeembellishmentsofhisown,theoldmanlisteningthewhileasthoughheheardavoicefromHeaven。

  “Dearchild!“hesaid。“Yes,yes,sheisveryfondofme。ButyoumustnotbelieveallthatshetellsyouaboutAnastasie。Thetwosistersarejealousofeachother,yousee,anotherproofoftheiraffection。Mme。deRestaudisveryfondofmetoo。Iknowsheis。AfatherseeshischildrenasGodseesallofus;helooksintotheverydepthsoftheirhearts;heknowstheirintentions;andbothofthemaresoloving。Oh!ifIonlyhadgoodsons-in-law,Ishouldbetoohappy,andIdaresaythereisnoperfecthappinessherebelow。IfImightlivewiththem——

  simplyheartheirvoices,knowthattheyarethere,seethemgoandcomeasIusedtodoathomewhentheywerestillwithme;

  why,myheartboundsatthethought……Weretheynicelydressed?“

  “Yes。”saidEugene。“But,M。Goriot,howisitthatyourdaughtershavesuchfinehouses,whileyouliveinsuchadenasthis?“

  “Dearme,whyshouldIwantanythingbetter?“hereplied,withseemingcarelessness。“Ican’tquiteexplaintoyouhowitis;I

  amnotusedtostringingwordstogetherproperly,butitallliesthere——“hesaid,tappinghisheart。“Myreallifeisinmytwogirls,yousee;andsolongastheyarehappy,andsmartlydressed,andhavesoftcarpetsundertheirfeet,whatdoesitmatterwhatclothesIwearorwhereIliedownofanight?I

  shallneverfeelcoldsolongastheyarewarm;Ishallneverfeeldulliftheyarelaughing。Ihavenotroublesbuttheirs。

  Whenyou,too,areafather,andyouhearyourchildren’slittlevoices,youwillsaytoyourself,’Thathasallcomefromme。’

  Youwillfeelthatthoselittleonesareakintoeverydropinyourveins,thattheyaretheveryflowerofyourlifeandwhatelsearethey?;youwillcleavesocloselytothemthatyouseemtofeeleverymovementthattheymake。EverywhereIheartheirvoicessoundinginmyears。Iftheyaresad,thelookintheireyesfreezesmyblood。Somedayyouwillfindoutthatthereisfarmorehappinessinanother’shappinessthaninyourown。ItissomethingthatIcannotexplain,somethingwithinthatsendsaglowofwarmthallthroughyou。Inshort,Ilivemylifethreetimesover。ShallItellyousomethingfunny?Well,then,sinceI

  havebeenafather,IhavecometounderstandGod。Heiseverywhereintheworld,becausethewholeworldcomesfromHim。

  Anditisjustthesamewithmychildren,monsieur。Only,IlovemydaughtersbetterthanGodlovestheworld,fortheworldisnotsobeautifulasGodHimselfis,butmychildrenaremorebeautifulthanIam。TheirlivesaresoboundupwithminethatI

  feltsomehowthatyouwouldseethemthisevening。GreatHeaven!

  IfanymanwouldmakemylittleDelphineashappyasawifeiswhensheisloved,Iwouldblackhisbootsandrunonhiserrands。ThatmiserableM。deMarsayisacur;Iknowallabouthimfromhermaid。Alongingtowringhisneckcomesovermenowandthen。Hedoesnotloveher!doesnotloveapearlofawoman,withavoicelikeanightingaleandshapedlikeamodel。WherecanhereyeshavebeenwhenshemarriedthatgreatlumpofanAlsatian?Theyoughtbothofthemtohavemarriedyoungmen,good-lookingandgood-tempered——but,afterall,theyhadtheirownway。”

  FatherGoriotwassublime。Eugenehadneveryetseenhisfacelightupasitdidnowwiththepassionatefervorofafather’slove。Itisworthyofremarkthatstrongfeelinghasaverysubtleandpervasivepower;theroughestnature,intheendeavortoexpressadeepandsincereaffection,communicatestootherstheinfluencethathasputresonanceintothevoice,andeloquenceintoeverygesture,wroughtachangeintheveryfeaturesofthespeaker;forundertheinspirationofpassionthestupidesthumanbeingattainstothehighesteloquenceofideas,ifnotoflanguage,andseemstomoveinsomesphereoflight。Intheoldman’stonesandgesturetherewassomethingjustthenofthesamespellthatagreatactorexertsoverhisaudience。Butdoesnotthepoetinusfindexpressioninouraffections?

  “Well。”saidEugene,“perhapsyouwillnotbesorrytohearthatsheisprettysuretobreakwithdeMarsaybeforelong。ThatsprigoffashionhasleftherforthePrincesseGalathionne。Formypart,IfellinlovewithMme。Delphinethisevening。”

  “Stuff!“saidFatherGoriot。

  “Ididindeed,andshedidnotregardmewithaversion。Forawholehourwetalkedoflove,andIamtogotocallonheronSaturday,thedayafterto-morrow。”

  “Oh!howIshouldloveyou,ifsheshouldlikeyou。Youarekind-

  hearted;youwouldnevermakehermiserable。Ifyouweretoforsakeher,Iwouldcutyourthroatatonce。Awomandoesnotlovetwice,yousee!Goodheavens!whatnonsenseIamtalking,M。

  Eugene!Itiscold;yououghtnottostayhere。MONDIEU!soyouhaveheardherspeak?Whatmessagedidshegiveyouforme?“

  “Noneatall。”saidEugenetohimself;aloudheanswered,“Shetoldmetotellyouthatyourdaughtersendsyouagoodkiss。”

  “Good-night,neighbor!Sleepwell,andpleasantdreamstoyou!I

  haveminealreadymadeformebythatmessagefromher。MayGodgrantyouallyourdesires!Youhavecomeinlikeagoodangelonmeto-night,andbroughtwithyoutheairthatmydaughterbreathes。”

  “Pooroldfellow!“saidEugeneashelaydown。“Itisenoughtomeltaheartofstone。HisdaughternomorethoughtofhimthanoftheGrandTurk。”

  EverafterthisconferenceGoriotlookeduponhisneighborasafriend,aconfidantsuchashehadneverhopedtofind;andtherewasestablishedbetweenthetwotheonlyrelationshipthatcouldattachthisoldmantoanotherman。Thepassionsnevermiscalculate。FatherGoriotfeltthatthisfriendshipbroughthimclosertohisdaughterDelphine;hethoughtthatheshouldfindawarmerwelcomeforhimselfiftheBaronessshouldcareforEugene。Moreover,hehadconfidedoneofhistroublestotheyoungerman。Mme。deNucingen,forwhosehappinessheprayedathousandtimesdaily,hadneverknownthejoysoflove。Eugenewascertainlytomakeuseofhisownexpressiononeofthenicestyoungmenthathehadeverseen,andsomepropheticinstinctseemedtotellhimthatEugenewastogiveherthehappinesswhichhadnotbeenhers。Thesewerethebeginningsofafriendshipthatgrewupbetweentheoldmanandhisneighbor;butforthisfriendshipthecatastropheofthedramamusthaveremainedamystery。

  TheaffectionwithwhichFatherGoriotregardedEugene,bywhomheseatedhimselfatbreakfast,thechangeinGoriot’sface,whichasarule,lookedasexpressionlessasaplastercast,andafewwordsthatpassedbetweenthetwo,surprisedtheotherlodgers。Vautrin,whosawEugeneforthefirsttimesincetheirinterview,seemedasifhewouldfainreadthestudent’sverysoul。DuringthenightEugenehadhadsometimeinwhichtoscanthevastfieldwhichlaybeforehim;andnow,asherememberedyesterday’sproposal,thethoughtofMlle。Taillefer’sdowrycame,ofcourse,tohismind,andhecouldnothelpthinkingofVictorineasthemostexemplaryyouthmaythinkofanheiress。Itchancedthattheireyesmet。ThepoorgirldidnotfailtoseethatEugenelookedveryhandsomeinhisnewclothes。Somuchwassaidintheglance,thusexchanged,thatEugenecouldnotdoubtbutthathewasassociatedinhermindwiththevaguehopesthatliedormantinagirl’sheartandgatherroundthefirstattractivenewcomer。“Eighthundredthousandfrancs!“avoicecriedinhisears,butsuddenlyhetookrefugeinthememoriesofyesterdayevening,thinkingthathisextemporizedpassionforMme。deNucingenwasatalismanthatwouldpreservehimfromthistemptation。

  “TheygaveRossini’sBarberofSevilleattheItaliensyesterdayevening。”heremarked。“Ineverheardsuchdeliciousmusic。Goodgracious!howluckypeoplearetohaveaboxattheItaliens!“

  FatherGoriotdrankineverywordthatEugeneletfall,andwatchedhimasadogwatcheshismaster’sslightestmovement。

  “Youmenarelikefightingcocks。”saidMme。Vauquer;“youdowhatyoulike。”

  “Howdidyougetback?“inquiredVautrin。

  “Iwalked。”answeredEugene。

  “Formyownpart。”remarkedthetempter,“Idonotcareaboutdoingthingsbyhalves。IfIwanttoenjoymyselfthatway,I

  shouldprefertogoinmycarriage,sitinmyownbox,anddothethingcomfortably。Everythingornothing;thatismymotto。”

  “Andagoodone,too。”commentedMme。Vauquer。

  “PerhapsyouwillseeMme。deNucingento-day。”saidEugene,addressingGoriotinanundertone。“Shewillwelcomeyouwithopenarms,Iamsure;shewouldwanttoaskyouforallsortsoflittledetailsaboutme。IhavefoundoutthatshewilldoanythingintheworldtobeknownbymycousinMme。deBeauseant;

  don’tforgettotellherthatIlovehertoowellnottothinkoftryingtoarrangethis。”

  RastignacwentatoncetotheEcoledeDroit。Hehadnomindtostayamomentlongerthanwasnecessaryinthatodioushouse。Hewastedhistimethatday;hehadfallenavictimtothatfeverofthebrainthataccompaniesthetoovividhopesofyouth。

  Vautrin’sargumentshadsethimmeditatingonsociallife,andhewasdeepinthesereflectionswhenhehappenedonhisfriendBianchonintheJardinduLuxembourg。

  “Whatmakesyoulooksosolemn?“saidthemedicalstudent,puttinganarmthroughEugene’sastheywenttowardsthePalais。

  “Iamtormentedbytemptations。”

  “Whatkind?Thereisacurefortemptation。”

  “What?“

  “Yieldingtoit。”

  “Youlaugh,butyoudon’tknowwhatitisallabout。HaveyoureadRousseau?“

  “Yes。”

  “DoyourememberthatheasksthereadersomewherewhathewoulddoifhecouldmakeafortunebykillinganoldmandarinsomewhereinChinabymereforceofwishingit,andwithoutstirringfromParis?“

  “Yes。”

  “Well,then?“

  “Pshaw!Iamatmythirty-thirdmandarin。”

  “Seriously,though。Lookhere,supposeyouweresurethatyoucoulddoit,andhadonlytogiveanod。Wouldyoudoit?“

  “Ishewellstrickeninyears,thismandarinofyours?Pshaw!

  afterall,youngorold,paralytic,orwellandsound,mywordforit……Well,then。Hangit,no!“

  “Youareagoodfellow,Bianchon。Butsupposeyoulovedawomanwellenoughtoloseyoursoulinhellforher,andthatshewantedmoneyfordressesandacarriage,andallherwhims,infact?“

  “Why,hereyouaretakingawaymyreason,andwantmetoreason!“

  “Well,then,Bianchon,Iammad;bringmetomysenses。Ihavetwosistersasbeautifulandinnocentasangels,andIwantthemtobehappy。HowamItofindtwohundredthousandfrancsapiecefortheminthenextfiveyears?Nowandtheninlife,yousee,youmustplayforheavystakes,anditisnousewastingyourluckonlowplay。”

  “Butyouareonlystatingtheproblemthatliesbeforeeveryoneattheoutsetofhislife,andyouwanttocuttheGordianknotwithasword。Ifthatisthewayofit,dearboy,youmustbeanAlexander,ortothehulksyougo。Formyownpart,IamquitecontentedwiththelittlelotImeantomakeformyselfsomewhereinthecountry,whenImeantostepintomyfather’sshoesandplodalong。Aman’saffectionsarejustasfullysatisfiedbythesmallestcircleastheycanbebyavastcircumference。Napoleonhimselfcouldonlydineonce,andhecouldnothavemoremistressesthanahousestudentattheCapuchins。Happiness,oldman,dependsonwhatliesbetweenthesoleofyourfootandthecrownofyourhead;andwhetheritcostsamillionorahundredlouis,theactualamountofpleasurethatyoureceiverestsentirelywithyou,andisjustexactlythesameinanycase。IamforlettingthatChinamanlive。”

  “Thankyou,Bianchon;youhavedonemegood。Wewillalwaysbefriends。”

  “Isay。”remarkedthemedicalstudent,astheycametotheendofabroadwalkintheJardindesPlantes,“IsawtheMichonneauandPoiretafewminutesagoonabenchchattingwithagentlemanwhomIusedtoseeinlastyear’stroubleshangingabouttheChamberofDeputies;heseemstome,infact,tobeadetectivedresseduplikeadecentretiredtradesman。Letuskeepaneyeonthatcouple;Iwilltellyouwhysometime。Good-bye;itisnearlyfouro’clock,andImustbeintoanswertomyname。”

  WhenEugenereachedthelodging-house,hefoundFatherGoriotwaitingforhim。

  “Here。”criedtheoldman,“hereisaletterfromher。Prettyhandwriting,eh?“

  Eugenebrokethesealandread:——

  “Sir,——IhaveheardfrommyfatherthatyouarefondofItalianmusic。Ishallbedelightedifyouwilldomethepleasureofacceptingaseatinmybox。LaFodorandPellegriniwillsingonSaturday,soIamsurethatyouwillnotrefuseme。M。deNucingenandIshallbepleasedifyouwilldinewithus;weshallbequitebyourselves。Ifyouwillcomeandbemyescort,myhusbandwillbegladtoberelievedfromhisconjugalduties。

  Donotanswer,butsimplycome——Yourssincerely,D。DEN。”

  “Letmeseeit。”saidFatherGoriot,whenEugenehadreadtheletter。“Youaregoing,aren’tyou?“headded,whenhehadsmelledthewriting-paper。“Howniceitsmells!Herfingershavetouchedit,thatiscertain。”

  “Awomandoesnotflingherselfataman’sheadinthisway。”thestudentwasthinking。“ShewantstousemetobringbackdeMarsay;nothingbutpiquemakesawomandoathinglikethis。”

  “Well。”saidFatherGoriot,“whatareyouthinkingabout?“

  Eugenedidnotknowthefeverorvanitythatpossessedsomewomeninthosedays;howshouldheimaginethattoopenadoorintheFaubourgSaint-Germainabanker’swifewouldgotoalmostanylength。ForthecoterieoftheFaubourgSaint-Germainwasacharmedcircle,andthewomenwhomovedinitwereatthattimethequeensofsociety;andamongthegreatestoftheseDamesduPetit-Chateau,astheywerecalled,wereMme。deBeauseantandherfriendstheDuchessedeLangeaisandtheDuchessedeMaufrigneause。RastignacwasaloneinhisignoranceofthefranticeffortsmadebywomenwholivedintheChausee-d’Antintoenterthisseventhheavenandshineamongthebrightestconstellationsoftheirsex。Buthiscautiousdispositionstoodhimingoodstead,andkepthisjudgmentcool,andthenotaltogetherenviablepowerofimposinginsteadofacceptingconditions。

  “Yes,Iamgoing。”hereplied。

  SoitwascuriositythatdrewhimtoMme。deNucingen;while,ifshehadtreatedhimdisdainfully,passionperhapsmighthavebroughthimtoherfeet。Stillhewaitedalmostimpatientlyforto-morrow,andthehourwhenhecouldgotoher。Thereisalmostasmuchcharmforayoungmaninafirstflirtationasthereisinfirstlove。Thecertaintyofsuccessisasourceofhappinesstowhichmendonotconfess,andallthecharmofcertainwomenliesinthis。Thedesireofconquestspringsnolessfromtheeasinessthanfromthedifficultyoftriumph,andeverypassionisexcitedorsustainedbyoneortheotherofthesetwomotiveswhichdividetheempireoflove。Perhapsthisdivisionisoneresultofthegreatquestionoftemperaments;which,afterall,dominatessociallife。Themelancholictemperamentmaystandinneedofthetonicofcoquetry,whilethoseofnervousorsanguinecomplexionwithdrawiftheymeetwithatoostubbornresistance。

  Inotherwords,thelymphatictemperamentisessentiallydespondent,andtherhapsodicisbilious。

  Eugenelingeredoverhistoilettewithanenjoymentofallitslittledetailsthatisgratefultoayoungman’sself-love,thoughhewillnotowntoitforfearofbeinglaughedat。Hethought,ashearrangedhishair,thataprettywoman’sglanceswouldwanderthroughthedarkcurls。Heindulgedinchildishtrickslikeanyyounggirldressingforadance,andgazedcomplacentlyathisgracefulfigurewhilehesmoothedoutthecreasesofhiscoat。

  “Thereareworsefigures,thatiscertain。”hesaidtohimself。

  Thenhewentdownstairs,justastherestofthehouseholdweresittingdowntodinner,andtookwithgoodhumortheboisterousapplauseexcitedbyhiselegantappearance。Theamazementwithwhichanyattentiontodressisregardedinalodging-houseisaverycharacteristictrait。Noonecanputonanewcoatbuteveryoneelsemustsayhissayaboutit。

  “Clk!clk!clk!“criedBianchon,makingthesoundwithhistongueagainsttheroofofhismouth,likeadriverurgingonahorse。

  “HeholdshimselflikeadukeandapeerofFrance。”saidMme。

  Vauquer。

  “Areyougoinga-courting?“inquiredMlle。Michonneau。

  “Cock-a-doodle-doo!“criedtheartist。

  “Mycomplimentstomyladyyourwife。”fromtheemployeattheMuseum。

  “Yourwife;haveyouawife?“askedPoiret。

  “Yes,incompartments,water-tightandfloats,guaranteedfastcolor,allpricesfromtwenty-fivetofortysous,neatcheckpatternsinthelatestfashionandbesttaste,willwash,half-

  linen,half-cotton,half-wool;acertaincurefortoothacheandothercomplaintsunderthepatronageoftheRoyalCollegeofPhysicians!childrenlikeit!aremedyforheadache,indigestion,andallotherdiseasesaffectingthethroat,eyes,andears!“

  criedVautrin,withacomicalimitationofthevolubilityofaquackatafair。“Andhowmuchshallwesayforthismarvel,gentlemen?Twopence?No。Nothingofthesort。AllthatisleftinstockaftersupplyingtheGreatMogul。AllthecrownedheadsofEurope,includingtheGr-r-randDukeofBaden,havebeenanxioustogetasightofit。Walkup!walkup!gentlemen!Payatthedeskasyougoin!Strikeupthemusicthere!Brooum,la,la,trinn!la,la,boum!boum!MisterClarinette,thereyouareoutoftune!“headdedgruffly;“Iwillrapyourknucklesforyou!“

  “Goodness!whatanamusingman!“saidMme。VauquertoMme。

  Couture;“Ishouldneverfeeldullwithhiminthehouse。”

  ThisburlesqueofVautrin’swasthesignalforanoutburstofmerriment,andundercoverofjokesandlaughterEugenecaughtaglancefromMlle。Taillefer;shehadleanedovertosayafewwordsinMme。Couture’sear。

  “Thecabisatthedoor。”announcedSylvie。

  “Butwhereishegoingtodine?“askedBianchon。

  “WithMadamelaBaronnedeNucingen。”

  “M。Goriot’sdaughter。”saidthelawstudent。

  Atthis,alleyesturnedtotheoldvermicellimaker;hewasgazingatEugenewithsomethinglikeenvyinhiseyes。

  RastignacreachedthehouseintheRueSaint-Lazare,oneofthosemany-windowedhouseswithamean-lookingporticoandslendercolumns,whichareconsideredthethinginParis,atypicalbanker’shouse,decoratedinthemostostentatiousfashion;thewallslinedwithstucco,thelandingsofmarblemosaic。Mme。deNucingenwassittinginalittledrawing-room;theroomwaspaintedintheItalianfashion,anddecoratedlikearestaurant。

  TheBaronessseemeddepressed。TheeffortthatshemadetohideherfeelingsarousedEugene’sinterest;itwasplainthatshewasnotplayingapart。Hehadexpectedalittleflutterofexcitementathiscoming,andhefoundherdispiritedandsad。

  Thedisappointmentpiquedhisvanity。

  “Myclaimtoyourconfidenceisverysmall,madame。”hesaid,afterrallyingheronherabstractedmood;“butifIamintheway,pleasetellmesofrankly;Icountonyourgoodfaith。”

  “No,staywithme。”shesaid;“Ishallbeallaloneifyougo。

  Nucingenisdiningintown,andIdonotwanttobealone;Iwanttobetakenoutofmyself。”

  “Butwhatisthematter?“

  “YouaretheverylastpersonwhomIshouldtell。”sheexclaimed。

  “ThenIamconnectedinsomewayinthissecret。Iwonderwhatitis?“

  “Perhaps。Yet,no。”shewenton;“itisadomesticquarrel,whichoughttobeburiedinthedepthsoftheheart。Iamveryunhappy;

  didInottellyousothedaybeforeyesterday?Goldenchainsaretheheaviestofallfetters。”

  Whenawomantellsayoungmanthatsheisveryunhappy,andwhentheyoungmanisclever,andwelldressed,andhasfifteenhundredfrancslyingidleinhispocket,heissuretothinkasEugenesaid,andhebecomesacoxcomb。

  “Whatcanyouhavelefttowishfor?“heanswered。“Youareyoung,beautiful,beloved,andrich。”

  “Donotletustalkofmyaffairs。”shesaidshakingherheadmournfully。“Wewilldinetogethertete-a-tete,andafterwardswewillgotohearthemostexquisitemusic。AmItoyourtaste?“

  shewenton,risinganddisplayinghergownofwhitecashmere,coveredwithPersiandesignsinthemostsuperbtaste。

  “Iwishthatyouwerealtogethermine。”saidEugene;“youarecharming。”

  “Youwouldhaveaforlornpieceofproperty。”shesaid,smilingbitterly。“Thereisnothingaboutmethatbetraysmywretchedness;andyet,inspiteofappearances,Iamindespair。

  Icannotsleep;mytroubleshavebrokenmynight’srest;Ishallgrowugly。”

  “Oh!thatisimpossible。”criedthelawstudent;“butIamcurioustoknowwhatthesetroublescanbethatadevotedlovecannotefface。”

  “Ah!ifIweretotellyouaboutthem,youwouldshunme。”shesaid。“Yourloveformeisasyetonlytheconventionalgallantrythatmenusetomasqueradein;and,ifyoureallylovedme,youwouldbedriventodespair。Imustkeepsilence,yousee。Letustalkofsomethingelse,forpity’ssake。”sheadded。“Letmeshowyoumyrooms。”

  “No;letusstayhere。”answeredEugene;hesatdownonthesofabeforethefire,andboldlytookMme。deNucingen’shandinhis。

  Shesurrenderedittohim;heevenfeltthepressureofherfingersinoneofthespasmodicclutchesthatbetrayterribleagitation。

  “Listen。”saidRastignac;“ifyouareintrouble,yououghttotellmeaboutit。IwanttoprovetoyouthatIloveyouforyourselfalone。Youmustspeaktomefranklyaboutyourtroubles,sothatIcanputanendtothem,evenifIhavetokillhalf-a-

  dozenmen;orIshallgo,nevertoreturn。”

  “Verywell。”shecried,puttingherhandtoherforeheadinanagonyofdespair,“Iwillputyoutotheproof,andthisverymoment。Yes。”shesaidtoherself,“Ihavenootherresourceleft。”

  Sherangthebell。

  “Arethehorsesputinforthemaster?“sheaskedoftheservant。

  “Yes,madame。”

  “Ishalltakehiscarriagemyself。Hecanhavemineandmyhorses。Servedinneratseveno’clock。”

  “Now,comewithme。”shesaidtoEugene,whothoughtashesatinthebanker’scarriagebesideMme。deNucingenthathemustsurelybedreaming。

  “TothePalais-Royal。”shesaidtothecoachman;“stopneartheTheatre-Francais。”

  SheseemedtobetootroubledandexcitedtoanswertheinnumerablequestionsthatEugeneputtoher。Hewasatalosswhattothinkofhermuteresistance,herobstinatesilence。

  “Anothermomentandshewillescapeme。”hesaidtohimself。

  Whenthecarriagestoppedatlast,theBaronessgavethelawstudentaglancethatsilencedhiswildwords,forhewasalmostbesidehimself。

  “Isittruethatyouloveme?“sheasked。

  “Yes。”heanswered,andinhismannerandtonetherewasnotraceoftheuneasinessthathefelt。

  “Youwillnotthinkillofme,willyou,whateverImayaskofyou?“

  “No。”

  “Areyoureadytodomybidding?“

  “Blindly。”

  “Haveyoueverbeentoagaming-house?“sheaskedinatremulousvoice。

  “Never。”

  “Ah!nowIcanbreathe。Youwillhaveluck。Hereismypurse。”

  shesaid。“Takeit!thereareahundredfrancsinit,allthatsuchafortunatewomanasIcancallherown。Goupintooneofthegaming-houses——Idonotknowwheretheyare,buttherearesomenearthePalais-Royal。Tryyourluckwiththehundredfrancsatagametheycallroulette;loseitallorbringmebacksixthousandfrancs。Iwilltellyouaboutmytroubleswhenyoucomeback。”

  “Deviltakeme,I’msure,ifIhaveaglimmerofanotionofwhatIamabout,butIwillobeyyou。”headded,withinwardexultation,ashethought,“Shehasgonetoofartodrawback——

  shecanrefusemenothingnow!“

  Eugenetookthedaintylittlepurse,inquiredthewayofasecond-handclothes-dealer,andhurriedtonumber9,whichhappenedtobethenearestgaming-house。Hemountedthestaircase,surrenderedhishat,andaskedthewaytotheroulette-table,whithertheattendanttookhim,notalittletotheastonishmentoftheregularcomers。AlleyeswerefixedonEugeneasheasked,withoutbashfulness,wherehewastodeposithisstakes。

  “Ifyouputalouisononeonlyofthosethirty-sixnumbers,anditturnsup,youwillwinthirty-sixlouis。”saidarespectable-

  looking,white-hairedoldmaninanswertohisinquiry。

  Eugenestakedthewholeofhismoneyonthenumber21hisownage。Therewasacryofsurprise;beforeheknewwhathehaddone,hehadwon。

  “Takeyourmoneyoff,sir。”saidtheoldgentleman;“youdon’toftenwintwicerunningbythatsystem。”

  Eugenetooktherakethattheoldmanhandedtohim,anddrewinhisthreethousandsixhundredfrancs,and,stillperfectlyignorantofwhathewasabout,stakedagainonthered。Thebystanderswatchedhimenviouslyastheysawhimcontinuetoplay。Thediscturned,andagainhewon;thebankerthrewhimthreethousandsixhundredfrancsoncemore。

  “Youhaveseventhousand,twohundredfrancsofyourown。”theoldgentlemansaidinhisear。“Takemyadviceandgoawaywithyourwinnings;redhasturnedupeighttimesalready。Ifyouarecharitable,youwillshowyourgratitudeforsoundcounselbygivingatrifletoanoldprefectofNapoleonwhoisdownonhisluck。”

  Rastignac’sheadwasswimming;hesawtenofhislouispassintothewhite-hairedman’spossession,andwentdown-stairswithhisseventhousandfrancs;hewasstillignorantofthegame,andstupefiedbyhisluck。

  “So,thatisover;andnowwherewillyoutakeme?“heasked,assoonasthedoorwasclosed,andheshowedtheseventhousandfrancstoMme。deNucingen。

  Delphineflungherarmsabouthim,buttherewasnopassioninthatwildembrace。

  “Youhavesavedme!“shecried,andtearsofjoyflowedfast。

  “Iwilltellyoueverything,myfriend。Foryouwillbemyfriend,willyounot?Iamrich,youthink,veryrich;IhaveeverythingIwant,orIseemasifIhadeverything。Verywell,youmustknowthatM。deNucingendoesnotallowmethecontrolofasinglepenny;hepaysallthebillsforthehouseexpenses;

  hepaysformycarriagesandoperabox;hedoesnotgivemeenoughtopayformydress,andhereducesmetopovertyinsecretonpurpose。Iamtooproudtobegfromhim。IshouldbethevilestofwomenifIcouldtakehismoneyatthepriceatwhichheoffersit。DoyouaskhowI,withsevenhundredthousandfrancsofmyown,couldletmyselfberobbed?ItisbecauseIwasproud,andscornedtospeak。Wearesoyoung,soartlesswhenourmarriedlifebegins!Inevercouldbringmyselftoaskmyhusbandformoney;thewordswouldhavemademylipsbleed,Ididnotdaretoask;Ispentmysavingsfirst,andthenthemoneythatmypoorfathergaveme,thenIranintodebt。Marriageformeisahideousfarce;Icannottalkaboutit,letitsufficetosaythatNucingenandIhaveseparaterooms,andthatIwouldflingmyselfoutofthewindowsoonerthanconsenttoanyothermanneroflife。IsufferedagonieswhenIhadtoconfesstomygirlishextravagance,mydebtsforjewelryandtriflesforourpoorfatherhadneverrefusedusanything,andspoiledus,butatlastIfoundcouragetotellhimaboutthem。Afterall,Ihadafortuneofmyown。Nucingenflewintoarage;hesaidthatI

  shouldbetheruinofhim,andusedfrightfullanguage!Iwishedmyselfahundredfeetdownintheearth。Hehadmydowry,sohepaidmydebts,buthestipulatedatthesametimethatmyexpensesinfuturemustnotexceedacertainfixedsum,andI

  gavewayforthesakeofpeace。Andthen。”shewenton,“Iwantedtogratifytheself-loveofsomeonewhomyouknow。Hemayhavedeceivedme,butIshoulddohimthejusticetosaythattherewasnothingpettyinhischaracter。But,afterall,hethrewmeoverdisgracefully。If,atawoman’sutmostneed,SOMEBODYheapsgolduponher,heoughtnevertoforsakeher;thatloveshouldlastforever!Butyou,atone-and-twenty,you,thesoulofhonor,withtheunsulliedconscienceofyouth,willaskmehowawomancanbringherselftoacceptmoneyinsuchaway?MONDIEU!

  isitnotnaturaltoshareeverythingwiththeonetowhomweoweourhappiness?Whenallhasbeengiven,whyshouldwepauseandhesitateoverapart?Moneyisasnothingbetweenusuntilthemomentwhenthesentimentthatboundustogetherceasestoexist。

  Werewenotboundtoeachotherforlife?Whothatbelievesinloveforeseessuchanendtolove?Yousweartoloveuseternally;how,then,canourinterestsbeseparate?

  “YoudonotknowhowIsufferedto-daywhenNucingenrefusedtogivemesixthousandfrancs;hespendsasmuchasthateverymonthonhismistress,anoperadancer!Ithoughtofkillingmyself。Thewildestthoughtscameintomyhead。TherehavebeenmomentsinmylifewhenIhaveenviedmyservants,andwouldhavechangedplaceswithmymaid。Itwasmadnesstothinkofgoingtoourfather,AnastasieandIhavebledhimdry;ourpoorfatherwouldhavesoldhimselfifhecouldhaveraisedsixthousandfrancsthatway。Ishouldhavedrivenhimfrantictonopurpose。

  Youhavesavedmefromshameanddeath;Iwasbesidemyselfwithanguish。Ah!monsieur,Iowedyouthisexplanationaftermymadravings。Whenyouleftmejustnow,assoonasyouwereoutofsight,Ilongedtoescape,torunaway……where,Ididnotknow。HalfthewomeninParisleadsuchlivesasmine;theyliveinapparentluxury,andintheirsoulsaretormentedbyanxiety。

  IknowofpoorcreaturesevenmoremiserablethanI;therearewomenwhoaredriventoasktheirtradespeopletomakeoutfalsebills,womenwhorobtheirhusbands。SomemenbelievethatanIndianshawlworthathousandlouisonlycostfivehundredfrancs,othersthatashawlcostingfivehundredfrancsisworthahundredlouis。Therearewomen,too,withnarrowincomes,whoscrapeandsaveandstarvetheirchildrentopayforadress。I

  aminnocentofthesebasemeannesses。Butthisisthelastextremityofmytorture。Somewomenwillsellthemselvestotheirhusbands,andsoobtaintheirway,butI,atanyrate,amfree。

  IfIchose,Nucingenwouldcovermewithgold,butIwouldratherweeponthebreastofamanwhomIcanrespect。Ah!tonight,M。

  deMarsaywillnolongerhavearighttothinkofmeasawomanwhomhehaspaid。”Shetriedtoconcealhertearsfromhim,hidingherfaceinherhands;Eugenedrewthemawayandlookedather;sheseemedtohimsublimeatthatmoment。

  “Itishideous,isitnot。”shecried,“tospeakinabreathofmoneyandaffection。Youcannotlovemeafterthis。”sheadded。

  Theincongruitybetweentheideasofhonorwhichmakewomensogreat,andtheerrorsinconductwhichareforceduponthembytheconstitutionofsociety,hadthrownEugene’sthoughtsintoconfusion;heutteredsoothingandconsolingwords,andwonderedatthebeautifulwomanbeforehim,andattheartlessimprudenceofhercryofpain。

  “Youwillnotrememberthisagainstme?“sheasked;“promisemethatyouwillnot。”

  “Ah!madame,Iamincapableofdoingso。”hesaid。Shetookhishandandheldittoherheart,amovementfullofgracethatexpressedherdeepgratitude。

  “Iamfreeandhappyoncemore,thankstoyou。”shesaid。“Oh!I

  havefeltlatelyasifIwereinthegraspofanironhand。ButafterthisImeantolivesimplyandtospendnothing。Youwillthinkmejustaspretty,willyounot,myfriend?Keepthis。”shewenton,asshetookonlysixofthebanknotes。“InconscienceI

  oweyouathousandcrowns,forIreallyoughttogohalveswithyou。”

  Eugene’smaidenconscienceresisted;butwhentheBaronesssaid,“Iamboundtolookonyouasanaccompliceorasanenemy。”hetookthemoney。

  “Itshallbealaststakeinreserve。”hesaid,“incaseofmisfortune。”

  “ThatwaswhatIwasdreadingtohear。”shecried,turningpale。

  “Oh,ifyouwouldthatIshouldbeanythingtoyou,sweartomethatyouwillneverre-enteragaming-house。GreatHeaven!thatI

  shouldcorruptyou!Ishoulddieofsorrow!“

  TheyhadreachedtheRueSaint-Lazarebythistime。Thecontrastbetweentheostentationofwealthinthehouse,andthewretchedconditionofitsmistress,dazedthestudent;andVautrin’scynicalwordsbegantoringinhisears。

  “Seatyourselfthere。”saidtheBaroness,pointingtoalowchairbesidethefire。“Ihaveadifficultlettertowrite。”sheadded。

  “Tellmewhattosay。”

  “Saynothing。”Eugeneansweredher。“Putthebillsinanenvelope,directit,andsenditbyyourmaid。”

  “Why,youarealoveofaman。”shesaid。“Ah!seewhatitistohavebeenwellbroughtup。ThatistheBeauseantthroughandthrough。”shewenton,smilingathim。

  “Sheischarming。”thoughtEugene,moreandmoreinlove。Helookedroundhimattheroom;therewasanostentatiouscharacterabouttheluxury,ameretricioustasteinthesplendor。

  “Doyoulikeit?“sheasked,assherangforthemaid。

  “Therese,takethistoM。deMarsay,andgiveitintohishandsyourself。Ifheisnotathome,bringtheletterbacktome。”

  Theresewent,butnotbeforeshehadgivenEugeneaspitefulglance。

  Dinnerwasannounced。RastignacgavehisarmtoMme。deNucingen,sheledthewayintoaprettydining-room,andagainhesawtheluxuryofthetablewhichhehadadmiredinhiscousin’shouse。

  “Comeanddinewithmeonoperaevenings,andwewillgototheItaliensafterwards。”shesaid。

  “Ishouldsoongrowusedtothepleasantlifeifitcouldlast,butIamapoorstudent,andIhavemywaytomake。”

  “Oh!youwillsucceed。”shesaidlaughing。“Youwillsee。Allthatyouwishwillcometopass。_I_didnotexpecttobesohappy。”

  Itisthewontofwomentoprovetheimpossiblebythepossible,andtoannihilatefactsbypresentiments。WhenMme。deNucingenandRastignactooktheirplacesinherboxattheBouffons,herfaceworealookofhappinessthatmadehersolovelythateveryoneindulgedinthosesmallslandersagainstwhichwomenaredefenceless;forthescandalthatisutteredlightlyisoftenseriouslybelieved。ThosewhoknowParis,believenothingthatissaid,andsaynothingofwhatisdonethere。

  EugenetooktheBaroness’handinhis,andbysomelightpressureofthefingers,oraclosergraspofthehand,theyfoundalanguageinwhichtoexpressthesensationswhichthemusicgavethem。Itwasaneveningofintoxicatingdelightforboth;andwhenitended,andtheywentouttogether,Mme。deNucingeninsistedontakingEugenewithherasfarasthePontNeuf,hedisputingwithherthewholeofthewayforasinglekissafterallthosethatshehadshowereduponhimsopassionatelyatthePalais-Royal;Eugenereproachedherwithinconsistency。

  “Thatwasgratitude。”shesaid,“fordevotionthatIdidnotdaretohopefor,butnowitwouldbeapromise。”

  “Andwillyougivemenopromise,ingrate?“

  Hegrewvexed。Then,withoneofthoseimpatientgesturesthatfillaloverwithecstasy,shegavehimherhandtokiss,andhetookitwithadiscontentedairthatdelightedher。

  “IshallseeyouattheballonMonday。”shesaid。

  AsEugenewenthomeinthemoonlight,hefelltoseriousreflections。Hewassatisfied,andyetdissatisfied。Hewaspleasedwithanadventurewhichwouldprobablygivehimhisdesire,forintheendoneoftheprettiestandbest-dressedwomeninPariswouldbehis;but,asaset-off,hesawhishopesoffortunebroughttonothing;andassoonasherealizedthisfact,thevaguethoughtsofyesterdayeveningbegantotakeamoredecidedshapeinhismind。Acheckissuretorevealtousthestrengthofourhopes。ThemoreEugenelearnedofthepleasuresoflifeinParis,themoreimpatienthefeltofpovertyandobscurity。Hecrumpledthebanknoteinhispocket,andfoundanyquantityofplausibleexcusesforappropriatingit。

  HereachedtheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieveatlast,andfromthestairheadhesawalightinGoriot’sroom;theoldmanhadlightedacandle,andsetthedoorajar,lestthestudentshouldpasshimby,andgotohisroomwithout“tellinghimallabouthisdaughter。”tousehisownexpression。Eugene,accordingly,toldhimeverythingwithoutreserve。

  “ThentheythinkthatIamruined!“criedFatherGoriot,inanagonyofjealousyanddesperation。“Why,Ihavestillthirteenhundredlivresayear!MONDIEU!Poorlittlegirl!whydidshenotcometome?Iwouldhavesoldmyrentes;sheshouldhavehadsomeoftheprincipal,andIwouldhaveboughtalife-annuitywiththerest。Mygoodneighbor,whydidnotYOUcometotellmeofherdifficulty?Howhadyouthehearttogoandriskherpoorlittlehundredfrancsatplay?Thisisheart-breakingwork。Youseewhatitistohavesons-in-law。Oh!ifIhadholdofthem,I

  wouldwringtheirnecks。MONDIEU!CRYING!Didyousayshewascrying?“

  “Withherheadonmywaistcoat。”saidEugene。

  “Oh!giveittome。”saidFatherGoriot。“What!mydaughter’stearshavefallenthere——mydarlingDelphine,whoneverusedtocrywhenshewasalittlegirl!Oh!Iwillbuyyouanother;donotwearitagain;letmehaveit。Bythetermsofhermarriage-

  contract,sheoughttohavetheuseofherproperty。To-morrowmorningIwillgoandseeDerville;heisanattorney。Iwilldemandthathermoneyshouldbeinvestedinherownname。Iknowthelaw。Iamanoldwolf,Iwillshowmyteeth。”

  “Here,father;thisisabanknoteforathousandfrancsthatshewantedmetokeepoutofourwinnings。Keepthemforher,inthepocketofthewaistcoat。”

  GoriotlookedhardatEugene,reachedoutandtookthelawstudent’shand,andEugenefeltatearfallonit。

  “Youwillsucceed。”theoldmansaid。“Godisjust,yousee。I

  knowanhonestmanwhenIseehim,andIcantellyou,therearenotmanymenlikeyou。Iamtohaveanotherdearchildinyou,amI?There,gotosleep;youcansleep;youarenotyetafather。

  Shewascrying!andIhavetobetoldaboutit!——andIwasquietlyeatingmydinner,likeanidiot,allthetime——I,whowouldselltheFather,SonandHolyGhosttosaveoneteartoeitherofthem。”

  “Anhonestman!“saidEugenetohimselfashelaydown。“Uponmyword,IthinkIwillbeanhonestmanallmylife;itissopleasanttoobeythevoiceofconscience。”PerhapsnonebutbelieversinGoddogoodinsecret;andEugenebelievedinaGod。

  ThenextdayRastignacwentattheappointedtimetoMme。deBeauseant,whotookhimwithhertotheDuchessedeCarigliano’sball。TheMarechalereceivedEugenemostgraciously。Mme。deNucingenwasthere。Delphine’sdressseemedtosuggestthatshewishedfortheadmirationofothers,sothatshemightshinethemoreinEugene’seyes;shewaseagerlyexpectingaglancefromhim,hiding,asshethought,thiseagernessfromallbeholders。

  Thismomentisfullofcharmforonewhocanguessallthatpassesinawoman’smind。Whohasnotrefrainedfromgivinghisopinion,toprolonghersuspense,concealinghispleasurefromadesiretotantalize,seekingaconfessionofloveinheruneasiness,enjoyingthefearsthathecandissipatebyasmile?

  Inthecourseoftheeveningthelawstudentsuddenlycomprehendedhisposition;hesawthat,asthecousinofMme。deBeauseant,hewasapersonageinthisworld。HewasalreadycreditedwiththeconquestofMme。deNucingen,andforthisreasonwasaconspicuousfigure;hecaughttheenviousglancesofotheryoungmen,andexperiencedtheearliestpleasuresofcoxcombry。Peoplewonderedathisluck,andscrapsoftheseconversationscametohisearsashewentfromroomtoroom;allthewomenprophesiedhissuccess;andDelphine,inherdreadoflosinghim,promisedthatthiseveningshewouldnotrefusethekissthatallhisentreatiescouldscarcelywinyesterday。

  Rastignacreceivedseveralinvitations。Hiscousinpresentedhimtootherwomenwhowerepresent;womenwhocouldclaimtobeofthehighestfashion;whosehouseswerelookeduponaspleasant;

  andthiswastheloftiestandmostfashionablesocietyinParisintowhichhewaslaunched。Sothiseveninghadallthecharmofabrilliantdebut;itwasaneveningthathewastoremembereveninoldage,asawomanlooksbackuponherfirstballandthememoriesofhergirlishtriumphs。

  Thenextmorning,atbreakfast,herelatedthestoryofhissuccessforthebenefitofFatherGoriotandthelodgers。Vautrinbegantosmileinadiabolicalfashion。

  “Anddoyousuppose。”criedthatcold-bloodedlogician,“thatayoungmanoffashioncanlivehereintheRueNeuve-Sainte-

  Genevieve,intheMaisonVauquer——anexceedinglyrespectableboarding-houseineveryway,Igrantyou,butanestablishmentthat,nonetheless,fallsshortofbeingfashionable?Thehouseiscomfortable,itislordlyinitsabundance;itisproudtobethetemporaryabodeofaRastignac;but,afterall,itisintheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieve,andluxurywouldbeoutofplacehere,whereweonlyaimatthepurelypatriarchalorama。IfyoumeantocutafigureinParis,myyoungfriend。”Vautrincontinued,withhalf-paternaljocularity,“youmusthavethreehorses,atilburyforthemornings,andaclosedcarriagefortheevening;youshouldspendaltogetheraboutninethousandfrancsonyourstables。Youwouldshowyourselfunworthyofyourdestinyifyouspentnomorethanthreethousandfrancswithyourtailor,sixhundredinperfumery,ahundredcrownstoyourshoemaker,andahundredmoretoyourhatter。Asforyourlaundress,theregoesanotherthousandfrancs;ayoungmanoffashionmustofnecessitymakeagreatpointofhislinen;ifyourlinencomesuptotherequiredstandard,peopleoftendonotlookanyfurther。LoveandtheChurchdemandafairaltar-cloth。Thatisfourteenthousandfrancs。Iamsayingnothingoflossesatplay,bets,andpresents;itisimpossibletoallowlessthantwothousandfrancsforpocketmoney。Ihaveledthatsortoflife,andIknowallabouttheseexpenses。Addthecostofnecessariesnext;threehundredlouisforprovender,athousandfrancsforaplacetoroostin。Well,myboy,foralltheselittlewantsofourswehadneedtohavetwenty-fivethousandfrancseveryyearinourpurse,orweshallfindourselvesinthekennel,andpeoplelaughingatus,andourcareeriscutshort,good-byetosuccess,andgood-

  byetoyourmistress!Iamforgettingyourvaletandyourgroom!

  IsChristophegoingtocarryyourbillets-douxforyou?Doyoumeantoemploythestationeryyouuseatpresent?Suicidalpolicy!Hearkentothewisdomofyourelders!“hewenton,hisbassvoicegrowinglouderateachsyllable。“Eithertakeupyourquartersinagarret,livevirtuously,andwedyourwork,orsetaboutthethinginadifferentway。”

  VautrinwinkedandleeredinthedirectionofMlle。Taillefertoenforcehisremarksbyalookwhichrecalledthelatetemptingproposalsbywhichhehadsoughttocorruptthestudent’smind。

  Severaldayswentby,andRastignaclivedinawhirlofgaiety。

  HedinedalmosteverydaywithMme。deNucingen,andwentwherevershewent,onlyreturningtotheRueNeuve-Sainte-

  Genevieveinthesmallhours。Heroseatmid-day,anddressedtogointotheBoiswithDelphineifthedaywasfine,squanderinginthiswaytimethatwasworthfarmorethanheknew。Heturnedaseagerlytolearnthelessonsofluxury,andwasasquicktofeelitsfascination,astheflowersofthedatepalmtoreceivethefertilizingpollen。Heplayedhigh,lostandwonlargesumsofmoney,andatlastbecameaccustomedtotheextravagantlifethatyoungmenleadinParis。Hesentfifteenhundredfrancsoutofhisfirstwinningstohismotherandsisters,sendinghandsomepresentsaswellasthemoney。HehadgivenoutthathemeanttoleavetheMaisonVauquer;butJanuarycameandwent,andhewasstillthere,stillunpreparedtogo。

  Oneruleholdsgoodofmostyoungmen——whetherrichorpoor。Theyneverhavemoneyforthenecessariesoflife,buttheyhavealwaysmoneytosparefortheircaprices——ananomalywhichfindsitsexplanationintheiryouthandinthealmostfranticeagernesswithwhichyouthgraspsatpleasure。Theyarerecklesswithanythingobtainedoncredit,whileeverythingforwhichtheymustpayinreadymoneyismadetolastaslongaspossible;iftheycannothaveallthattheywant,theymakeupforit,itwouldseem,bysquanderingwhattheyhave。Tostatethemattersimply——astudentisfarmorecarefulofhishatthanofhiscoat,becausethelatterbeingacomparativelycostlyarticleofdress,itisinthenatureofthingsthatatailorshouldbeacreditor;butitisotherwisewiththehatter;thesumsofmoneyspentwithhimaresomodest,thatheisthemostindependentandunmanageableofhistribe,anditisalmostimpossibletobringhimtoterms。Theyoungmaninthebalconyofatheatrewhodisplaysagorgeouswaistcoatforthebenefitofthefairownersofoperaglasses,hasveryprobablynosocksinhiswardrobe,forthehosierisanotherofthegenusofweevilsthatnibbleatthepurse。ThiswasRastignac’scondition。HispursewasalwaysemptyforMme。Vauquer,alwaysfullatthedemandofvanity;therewasaperiodicalebbandflowinhisfortunes,whichwasseldomfavorabletothepaymentofjustdebts。Ifhewastoleavethatunsavoryandmeanabode,wherefromtimetotimehispretensionsmetwithhumiliation,thefirststepwastopayhishostessforamonth’sboardandlodging,andthesecondtopurchasefurnitureworthyofthenewlodgingshemusttakeinhisqualityofdandy,acoursethatremainedimpossible。Rastignac,outofhiswinningsatcards,wouldpayhisjewelerexorbitantpricesforgoldwatchesandchains,andthen,tomeettheexigenciesofplay,wouldcarrythemtothepawnbroker,thatdiscreetandforbidding-

  lookingfriendofyouth;butwhenitwasaquestionofpayingforboardorlodging,orforthenecessaryimplementsforthecultivationofhisElysianfields,hisimaginationandpluckalikedesertedhim。Therewasnoinspirationtobefoundinvulgarnecessity,indebtscontractedforpastrequirements。Likemostofthosewhotrusttotheirluck,heputofftillthelastmomentthepaymentofdebtsthatamongthebourgeoisieareregardedassacredengagements,actingontheplanofMirabeau,whoneversettledhisbaker’sbilluntilitunderwentaformidabletransformationintoabillofexchange。

  ItwasaboutthistimewhenRastignacwasdownonhisluckandfellintodebt,thatitbecamecleartothelawstudent’smindthathemusthavesomemorecertainsourceofincomeifhemeanttoliveashehadbeendoing。Butwhilehegroanedoverthethornyproblemsofhisprecarioussituation,hefeltthathecouldnotbringhimselftorenouncethepleasuresofthisextravagantlife,anddecidedthathemustcontinueitatallcosts。Hisdreamsofobtainingafortuneappearedmoreandmorechimerical,andtherealobstaclesgrewmoreformidable。HisinitiationintothesecretsoftheNucingenhouseholdhadrevealedtohimthatifheweretoattempttousethisloveaffairasameansofmendinghisfortunes,hemustswallowdownallsenseofdecency,andrenounceallthegenerousideaswhichredeemthesinsofyouth。Hehadchosenthislifeofapparentsplendor,butsecretlygnawedbythecankerwormofremorse,alifeoffleetingpleasuredearlypaidforbypersistentpain;

  likeLeDistraitofLaBruyere,hehaddescendedsofarastomakehisbedinaditch;butalsolikeLeDistraithehimselfwasuncontaminatedasyetbythemirethatstainedhisgarments。

  “Sowehavekilledourmandarin,havewe?“saidBianchononedayastheyleftthedinnertable。

  “Notyet。”heanswered,“butheisathislastgasp。”

  Themedicalstudenttookthisforajoke,butitwasnotajest。

  Eugenehaddinedinthehousethatnightforthefirsttimeforalongwhile,andhadlookedthoughtfulduringthemeal。HehadtakenhisplacebesideMlle。Taillefer,andstayedthroughthedessert,givinghisneighboranexpressiveglancefromtimetotime。Afewoftheboardersdiscussedthewalnutsatthetable,andotherswalkedabouttheroom,stilltakingpartintheconversationwhichhadbegunamongthem。Peopleusuallywentwhentheychose;theamountoftimethattheylingeredbeingdeterminedbytheamountofinterestthattheconversationpossessedforthem,orbythedifficultyoftheprocessofdigestion。Inwinter-timetheroomwasseldomemptybeforeeighto’clock,whenthefourwomenhaditalltothemselves,andmadeupforthesilencepreviouslyimposeduponthembythepreponderatingmasculineelement。ThiseveningVautrinhadnoticedEugene’sabstractedness,andstayedintheroom,thoughhehadseemedtobeinahurrytofinishhisdinnerandgo。Allthroughthetalkafterwardshehadkeptoutofthesightofthelawstudent,whoquitebelievedthatVautrinhadlefttheroom。

  Henowtookuphispositioncunninglyinthesitting-roominsteadofgoingwhenthelastboarderswent。Hehadfathomedtheyoungman’sthoughts,andfeltthatacrisiswasathand。Rastignacwas,infact,inadilemma,whichmanyanotheryoungmanmusthaveknown。

  Mme。deNucingenmightlovehim,ormightmerelybeplayingwithhim,butineithercaseRastignachadbeenmadetoexperienceallthealternationsofhopeanddespairofgenuinepassion,andallthediplomaticartsofaParisiennehadbeenemployedonhim。

  AftercompromisingherselfbycontinuallyappearinginpublicwithMme。deBeauseant’scousinshestillhesitated,andwouldnotgivehimthelover’sprivilegeswhichheappearedtoenjoy。

  Forawholemonthshehadsowroughtonhissenses,thatatlastshehadmadeanimpressiononhisheart。Ifintheearliestdaysthestudenthadfanciedhimselftobemaster,Mme。deNucingenhadsincebecomethestrongerofthetwo,forshehadskilfullyrousedandplayeduponeveryinstinct,goodorbad,inthetwoorthreemencomprisedinayoungstudentinParis。Thiswasnottheresultofdeepdesignonherpart,norwassheplayingapart,forwomenareinamannertruetothemselveseventhroughtheirgrossestdeceit,becausetheiractionsarepromptedbyanaturalimpulse。ItmayhavebeenthatDelphine,whohadallowedthisyoungmantogainsuchanascendencyoverher,consciousthatshehadbeentoodemonstrative,wasobeyingasentimentofdignity,andeitherrepentedofherconcessions,oritpleasedhertosuspendthem。ItissonaturaltoaParisienne,evenwhenpassionhasalmostmasteredher,tohesitateandpausebeforetakingtheplunge;toprobetheheartofhimtowhomsheintrustsherfuture。AndoncealreadyMme。deNucingen’shopeshadbeenbetrayed,andherloyaltytoaselfishyoungloverhadbeendespised。Shehadgoodreasontobesuspicious。OritmayhavebeenthatsomethinginEugene’smannerforhisrapidsuccesswasmakingacoxcombofhimhadwarnedherthatthegrotesquenatureoftheirpositionhadloweredhersomewhatinhiseyes。Shedoubtlesswishedtoassertherdignity;hewasyoung,andshewouldbegreatinhiseyes;fortheloverwhohadforsakenherhadheldhersocheapthatshewasdeterminedthatEugeneshouldnotthinkheraneasyconquest,andforthisveryreason——heknewthatdeMarsayhadbeenhispredecessor。Finally,afterthedegradationofsubmissiontothepleasureofaheartlessyoungrake,itwassosweettohertowanderintheflower-strewnrealmsoflove,thatitwasnotwonderfulthatsheshouldwishtodwellawhileontheprospect,totremblewiththevibrationsoflove,tofeelthefreshnessofthebreathofitsdawn。Thetrueloverwassufferingforthesinsofthefalse。Thisinconsistencyisunfortunatelyonlytobeexpectedsolongasmendonotknowhowmanyflowersaremowndowninayoungwoman’ssoulbythefirststrokeoftreachery。

  Whateverherreasonsmayhavebeen,DelphinewasplayingwithRastignac,andtookpleasureinplayingwithhim,doubtlessbecauseshefeltsureofhislove,andconfidentthatshecouldputanendtothetortureassoonasitwasherroyalpleasuretodoso。Eugene’sself-lovewasengaged;hecouldnotsufferhisfirstpassageoflovetoendinadefeat,andpersistedinhissuitlikeasportsmandeterminedtobringdownatleastonepartridgetocelebratehisfirstFeastofSaint-Hubert。Thepressureofanxiety,hiswoundedself-love,hisdespair,realorfeigned,drewhimnearerandnearertothiswoman。AllPariscreditedhimwiththisconquest,andyethewasconsciousthathehadmadenoprogresssincethedaywhenhesawMme。deNucingenforthefirsttime。Hedidnotknowasyetthatawoman’scoquetryissometimesmoredelightfulthanthepleasureofsecurepossessionofherlove,andwaspossessedwithhelplessrage。If,atthistime,whileshedeniedherselftolove,Eugenegatheredthespringtidespoilsofhislife,thefruit,somewhatsharpandgreen,anddearlybought,wasnolessdelicioustothetaste。

  Thereweremomentswhenhehadnotasouinhispockets,andatsuchtimeshethoughtinspiteofhisconscienceofVautrin’sofferandthepossibilityoffortunebyamarriagewithMlle。

  Taillefer。Povertywouldclamorsoloudlythatmorethanoncehewasonthepointofyieldingtothecunningtemptationsoftheterriblesphinx,whoseglancehadsooftenexertedastrangespelloverhim。

  PoiretandMlle。Michonneauwentuptotheirrooms;andRastignac,thinkingthathewasalonewiththewomeninthedining-room,satbetweenMme。VauquerandMme。Couture,whowasnoddingoverthewoolencuffsthatshewasknittingbythestove,andlookedatMlle。Taillefersotenderlythatsheloweredhereyes。

  “Canyoubeintrouble,M。Eugene?“Victorinesaidafterapause。

  “Whohasnothistroubles?“answeredRastignac。“Ifwemenweresureofbeingloved,sureofadevotionwhichwouldbeourrewardforthesacrificeswhichwearealwaysreadytomake,thenperhapsweshouldhavenotroubles。”

  ForanswerMlle。Tailleferonlygavehimaglancebutitwasimpossibletomistakeitsmeaning。

  “You,forinstance,mademoiselle;youfeelsureofyourheartto-

  day,butareyousurethatitwillneverchange?“

  Asmileflittedoverthepoorgirl’slips;itseemedasifarayoflightfromhersoulhadlightedupherface。Eugenewasdismayedatthesuddenexplosionoffeelingcausedbyhiswords。

  “Ah!butsuppose。”hesaid,“thatyoushouldberichandhappyto-morrow,supposethatavastfortunedroppeddownfromthecloudsforyou,wouldyoustilllovethemanwhomyoulovedinyourdaysofpoverty?“

  Acharmingmovementoftheheadwasheronlyanswer。

  “Evenifhewereverypoor?“

  Againthesamemuteanswer。

  “Whatnonsenseareyoutalking,youtwo?“exclaimedMme。Vauquer。

  “Nevermind。”answeredEugene;“weunderstandeachother。”

  “SothereistobeanengagementofmarriagebetweenM。leChevalierEugenedeRastignacandMlle。VictorineTaillefer,isthere?“ThewordswereutteredinVautrin’sdeepvoice,andVautrinappearedatthedoorashespoke。

  “Oh!howyoustartledme!“Mme。CoutureandMme。Vauquerexclaimedtogether。

  “Imightmakeaworsechoice。”saidRastignac,laughing。

  Vautrin’svoicehadthrownhimintothemostpainfulagitationthathehadyetknown。

  “Nobadjokes,gentlemen!“saidMme。Couture。“Mydear,letusgoupstairs。”

  Mme。Vauquerfollowedthetwoladies,meaningtopasstheeveningintheirroom,anarrangementthateconomizedfireandcandlelight。EugeneandVautrinwereleftalone。

  “Ifeltsureyouwouldcomeroundtoit。”saidtheeldermanwiththecoolnessthatnothingseemedtoshake。“Butstayamoment!I

  haveasmuchdelicacyasanybodyelse。Don’tmakeupyourmindonthespurofthemoment;youarealittlethrownoffyourbalancejustnow。Youareindebt,andIwantyoutocomeovertomywayofthinkingaftersoberreflection,andnotinafitofpassionordesperation。Perhapsyouwantathousandcrowns。There,youcanhavethemifyoulike。”

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