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点击下载App,搜索"Erewhon",免费读到尾

  PREFACETOTHEFIRSTEDITION

  TheAuthorwishesittobeunderstoodthatErewhonispronouncedasawordofthreesyllables,allshort——thus,E-re-whon。

  PREFACETOSECONDEDITION

  Havingbeenenabledbythekindnessofthepublictogetthroughanunusuallylargeeditionof“Erewhon“inaveryshorttime,Ihavetakentheopportunityofasecondeditiontomakesomenecessarycorrections,andtoaddafewpassageswhereitstruckmethattheywouldbeappropriatelyintroduced;thepassagesarefew,anditismyfixedintentionnevertotouchtheworkagain。

  Imayperhapsbeallowedtosayawordortwohereinreferenceto“TheComingRace。”tothesuccessofwhichbook“Erewhon“hasbeenverygenerallysetdownasdue。Thisisamistake,thoughaperfectlynaturalone。Thefactisthat“Erewhon“wasfinished,withtheexceptionofthelasttwentypagesandasentenceortwoinsertedfromtimetotimehereandtherethroughoutthebook,beforethefirstadvertisementof“TheComingRace“appeared。A

  friendhavingcalledmyattentiontooneofthefirstoftheseadvertisements,andsuggestingthatitprobablyreferredtoaworkofsimilarcharactertomyown,Itook“Erewhon“toawell-knownfirmofpublishersonthe1stofMay1871,andleftitintheirhandsforconsideration。Ithenwentabroad,andonlearningthatthepublishersalludedtodeclinedtheMS。,Iletitaloneforsixorsevenmonths,and,beinginanout-of-the-waypartofItaly,neversawasinglereviewof“TheComingRace。”noracopyofthework。Onmyreturn,IpurposelyavoidedlookingintoituntilI

  hadsentbackmylastrevisestotheprinter。ThenIhadmuchpleasureinreadingit,butwasindeedsurprisedatthemanylittlepointsofsimilaritybetweenthetwobooks,inspiteoftheirentireindependencetooneanother。

  IregretthatreviewershaveinsomecasesbeeninclinedtotreatthechaptersonMachinesasanattempttoreduceMr。Darwin’stheorytoanabsurdity。Nothingcouldbefurtherfrommyintention,andfewthingswouldbemoredistastefultomethananyattempttolaughatMr。Darwin;butImustownthatIhavemyselftothankforthemisconception,forIfeltsurethatmyintentionwouldbemissed,butpreferrednottoweakenthechaptersbyexplanation,andknewverywellthatMr。Darwin’stheorywouldtakenoharm。TheonlyquestioninmymindwashowfarIcouldaffordtobemisrepresentedaslaughingatthatforwhichIhavethemostprofoundadmiration。Iamsurprised,however,thatthebookatwhichsuchanexampleofthespeciousmisuseofanalogywouldseemmostnaturallylevelledshouldhaveoccurredtonoreviewer;

  neithershallImentionthenameofthebookhere,thoughIshouldfancythatthehintgivenwillsuffice。

  IhavebeenheldbysomewhoseopinionsIrespecttohavedeniedmen’sresponsibilityfortheiractions。Hewhodoesthisisanenemywhodeservesnoquarter。IshouldhaveimaginedthatIhadbeensufficientlyexplicit,buthavemadeafewadditionstothechapteronMalcontents,whichwill,Ithink,servetorenderfurthermistakeimpossible。

  Ananonymouscorrespondentbythehand-writingpresumablyaclergymantellsmethatinquotingfromtheLatingrammarIshouldatanyratehavedonesocorrectly,andthatIshouldhavewritten“agricolas“insteadof“agricolae“。Headdedsomethingaboutanyboyinthefourthform,&c。,&c。,whichIshallnotquote,butwhichmademeveryuncomfortable。ItmaybesaidthatImusthavemisquotedfromdesign,fromignorance,orbyaslipofthepen;butsurelyinthesedaysitwillberecognisedasharshtoassignlimitstotheall-embracingboundlessnessoftruth,anditwillbemorereasonablyassumedthatEACHofthethreepossiblecausesofmisquotationmusthavehaditsshareintheapparentblunder。Theartofwritingthingsthatshallsoundrightandyetbewronghasmadesomanyreputations,andaffordscomforttosuchalargenumberofreaders,thatIcouldnotventuretoneglectit;theLatingrammar,however,isasubjectonwhichsomeoftheyoungermembersofthecommunityfeelstrongly,soIhavenowwritten“agricolas“。Ihavealsopartedwiththeword“infortuniam“

  thoughnotwithoutregret,buthavenotdaredtomeddlewithothersimilarinaccuracies。

  Fortheinconsistenciesinthebook,andIamawarethattherearenotafew,Imustasktheindulgenceofthereader。Theblame,however,lieschieflywiththeErewhoniansthemselves,fortheywerereallyaverydifficultpeopletounderstand。Themostglaringanomaliesseemedtoaffordthemnointellectualinconvenience;neither,providedtheydidnotactuallyseethemoneydroppingoutoftheirpockets,norsufferimmediatephysicalpain,wouldtheylistentoanyargumentsastothewasteofmoneyandhappinesswhichtheirfollycausedthem。ButthishadaneffectofwhichIhavelittlereasontocomplain,forIwasallowedalmosttocallthemlife-longself-deceiverstotheirfaces,andtheysaiditwasquitetrue,butthatitdidnotmatter。

  Imustnotconcludewithoutexpressingmymostsincerethankstomycriticsandtothepublicfortheleniencyandconsiderationwithwhichtheyhavetreatedmyadventures。

  June9,1872

  PREFACETOTHEREVISEDEDITION

  Mypublisherwishesmetosayafewwordsaboutthegenesisofthework,arevisedandenlargededitionofwhichheisherewithlayingbeforethepublic。IthereforeplaceonrecordasmuchasIcanrememberonthisheadafteralapseofmorethanthirtyyears。

  Thefirstpartof“Erewhon“writtenwasanarticleheaded“DarwinamongtheMachines。”andsignedCellarius。ItwaswrittenintheUpperRangitatadistrictoftheCanterburyProvinceasitthenwasofNewZealand,andappearedatChristchurchinthePressNewspaper,June13,1863。AcopyofthisarticleisindexedundermybooksintheBritishMuseumcatalogue。Inpassing,Imaysaythattheopeningchaptersof“Erewhon“werealsodrawnfromtheUpperRangitatadistrict,withsuchmodificationsasIfoundconvenient。

  AsecondarticleonthesamesubjectastheonejustreferredtoappearedinthePressshortlyafterthefirst,butIhavenocopy。

  IttreatedMachinesfromadifferentpointofview,andwasthebasisofpp。270-274ofthepresenteditionof“Erewhon。”{1}ThisviewultimatelyledmetothetheoryIputforwardin“LifeandHabit。”publishedinNovember1877。IhaveputabareoutlineofthistheorywhichIbelievetobequitesoundintothemouthofanErewhonianphilosopherinChapterXXVII。ofthisbook。

  In1865Irewroteandenlarged“DarwinamongtheMachines“fortheReasoner,apaperpublishedinLondonbyMr。G。J。Holyoake。ItappearedJuly1,1865,undertheheading,“TheMechanicalCreation。”andcanbeseenintheBritishMuseum。Iagainrewroteandenlargedit,tillitassumedtheforminwhichitappearedinthefirsteditionof“Erewhon。”

  Thenextpartof“Erewhon“thatIwrotewasthe“WorldoftheUnborn。”apreliminaryformofwhichwassenttoMr。Holyoake’spaper,butasIcannotfinditamongthosecopiesoftheReasonerthatareintheBritishMuseum,Iconcludethatitwasnotaccepted。Ihave,however,ratherastrongfancythatitappearedinsomeLondonpaperofthesamecharacterastheReasoner,notverylongafterJuly1,1865,butIhavenocopy。

  IalsowroteaboutthistimethesubstanceofwhatultimatelybecametheMusicalBanks,andthetrialofamanforbeinginaconsumption。Thesefourdetachedpaperswere,Ibelieve,allthatwaswrittenof“Erewhon“before1870。Between1865and1870I

  wrotehardlyanything,beinghopefulofattainingthatsuccessasapainterwhichithasnotbeenvouchsafedmetoattain,butintheautumnof1870,justasIwasbeginningtogetoccasionallyhungatRoyalAcademyexhibitions,myfriend,thelateSirF。N。thenMr。

  Broome,suggestedtomethatIshouldaddsomewhattothearticlesIhadalreadywritten,andstringthemtogetherintoabook。Iwasratherfiredbytheidea,butasIonlyworkedattheMS。onSundaysitwassomemonthsbeforeIhadcompletedit。

  IseefrommysecondPrefacethatItookthebooktoMessrs。

  Chapman&HallMay1,1871,andontheirrejectionofit,undertheadviceofonewhohasattainedthehighestrankamonglivingwriters,Iletitsleep,tillItookittoMr。Trubnerearlyin1872。AsregardsitsrejectionbyMessrs。Chapman&Hall,I

  believetheirreaderadvisedthemquitewisely。Theytoldmehereportedthatitwasaphilosophicalwork,littlelikelytobepopularwithalargecircleofreaders。IhopethatifIhadbeentheirreader,andthebookhadbeensubmittedtomyself,Ishouldhaveadvisedthemtothesameeffect。

  “Erewhon“appearedwiththelastdayortwoofMarch1872。I

  attributeitsunlooked-forsuccessmainlytotwoearlyfavourablereviews——thefirstinthePallMallGazetteofApril12,andthesecondintheSpectatorofApril20。Therewasalsoanothercause。

  Iwascomplainingoncetoafriendthatthough“Erewhon“hadmetwithsuchawarmreception,mysubsequentbookshadbeenallofthempracticallystill-born。Hesaid,“Youforgetonecharmthat’Erewhon’had,butwhichnoneofyourotherbookscanhave。”I

  askedwhat?andwasanswered,“Thesoundofanewvoice,andofanunknownvoice。”

  Thefirsteditionof“Erewhon“soldinaboutthreeweeks;Ihadnottakenmoulds,andasthedemandwasstrong,itwassetupagainimmediately。Imadeafewunimportantalterationsandadditions,andaddedaPreface,ofwhichIcannotsaythatIamparticularlyproud,butaninexperiencedwriterwithaheadsomewhatturnedbyunexpectedsuccessisnottobetrustedwithapreface。Imadeafewfurtherverytriflingalterationsbeforemouldsweretaken,butsincethesummerof1872,asneweditionswerefromtimetotimewanted,theyhavebeenprintedfromstereosthenmade。

  Havingnow,Ifear,attoogreatlengthdonewhatIwasaskedtodo,Ishouldliketoaddafewwordsonmyownaccount。Iamstillfairlywellsatisfiedwiththosepartsof“Erewhon“thatwererepeatedlyrewritten,butfromthosethathadonlyasinglewritingIwouldgladlycutoutsomefortyorfiftypagesifIcould。

  This,however,maynotbe,forthecopyrightwillprobablyexpireinalittleovertwelveyears。Itwasnecessary,therefore,torevisethebookthroughoutforliteraryinelegancies——ofwhichI

  foundmanymorethanIhadexpected——andalsotomakesuchsubstantialadditionsasshouldsecureanewleaseoflife——atanyrateforthecopyright。If,then,insteadofcuttingout,sayfiftypages,IhavebeencompelledtoaddaboutsixtyinvitaMinerva——theblamerestsneitherwithmypublishernorwithme,butwiththecopyrightlaws。NeverthelessIcanassurethereaderthat,thoughIhavefounditanirksometasktotakeupworkwhichIthoughtIhadgotridofthirtyyearsago,andmuchofwhichIamashamedof,Ihavedonemybesttomakethenewmattersavoursomuchofthebetterportionsoftheold,thatnonebutthebestcriticsshallperceiveatwhatplacesthegapsofbetweenthirtyandfortyyearsoccur。

  Lastly,ifmyreadersnoteaconsiderabledifferencebetweentheliterarytechniqueof“Erewhon“andthatof“ErewhonRevisited。”I

  wouldremindthemthat,asIhavejustshown,“Erewhon“looksomethingliketenyearsinwriting,andevensowaswrittenwithgreatdifficulty,while“ErewhonRevisited“waswritteneasilybetweenNovember1900andtheendofApril1901。Thereisnocentralideaunderlying“Erewhon。”whereastheattempttorealisetheeffectofasinglesupposedgreatmiracledominatesthewholeofitssuccessor。In“Erewhon“therewashardlyanystory,andlittleattempttogivelifeandindividualitytothecharacters;I

  hopethatin“ErewhonRevisited“boththesedefectshavebeeningreatmeasureavoided。“Erewhon“wasnotanorganicwhole,“ErewhonRevisited“mayfairlyclaimtobeone。Nevertheless,thoughinliteraryworkmanshipIdonotdoubtthatthislast-namedbookisanimprovementonthefirst,IshallbeagreeablysurprisedifIamnottoldthat“Erewhon。”withallitsfaults,isthebetterreadingofthetwo。

  SAMUELBUTLER。

  August7,1901

  CHAPTERI:WASTELANDS

  Ifthereaderwillexcuseme,Iwillsaynothingofmyantecedents,norofthecircumstanceswhichledmetoleavemynativecountry;

  thenarrativewouldbetedioustohimandpainfultomyself。

  Sufficeit,thatwhenIlefthomeitwaswiththeintentionofgoingtosomenewcolony,andeitherfinding,orevenperhapspurchasing,wastecrownlandsuitableforcattleorsheepfarming,bywhichmeansIthoughtthatIcouldbettermyfortunesmorerapidlythaninEngland。

  ItwillbeseenthatIdidnotsucceedinmydesign,andthathowevermuchImayhavemetwiththatwasnewandstrange,Ihavebeenunabletoreapanypecuniaryadvantage。

  Itistrue,Iimaginemyselftohavemadeadiscoverywhich,ifI

  canbethefirsttoprofitbyit,willbringmearecompensebeyondallmoneycomputation,andsecuremeapositionsuchashasnotbeenattainedbymorethansomefifteenorsixteenpersons,sincethecreationoftheuniverse。ButtothisendImustpossessmyselfofaconsiderablesumofmoney:neitherdoIknowhowtogetit,exceptbyinterestingthepublicinmystory,andinducingthecharitabletocomeforwardandassistme。WiththishopeInowpublishmyadventures;butIdosowithgreatreluctance,forI

  fearthatmystorywillbedoubtedunlessItellthewholeofit;

  andyetIdarenotdoso,lestotherswithmoremeansthanmineshouldgetthestartofme。Iprefertheriskofbeingdoubtedtothatofbeinganticipated,andhavethereforeconcealedmydestinationonleavingEngland,asalsothepointfromwhichI

  beganmymoreseriousanddifficultjourney。

  Mychiefconsolationliesinthefactthattruthbearsitsownimpress,andthatmystorywillcarryconvictionbyreasonoftheinternalevidencesforitsaccuracy。Noonewhoishimselfhonestwilldoubtmybeingso。

  Ireachedmydestinationinoneofthelastmonthsof1868,butI

  darenotmentiontheseason,lestthereadershouldgatherinwhichhemisphereIwas。Thecolonywasonewhichhadnotbeenopenedupeventothemostadventuroussettlersformorethaneightornineyears,havingbeenpreviouslyuninhabited,savebyafewtribesofsavageswhofrequentedtheseaboard。ThepartknowntoEuropeansconsistedofacoast-lineabouteighthundredmilesinlengthaffordingthreeorfourgoodharbours,andatractofcountryextendinginlandforaspacevaryingfromtwotothreehundredmiles,untilitareachedtheoffshootsofanexceedinglyloftyrangeofmountains,whichcouldbeseenfromfaroutupontheplains,andwerecoveredwithperpetualsnow。ThecoastwasperfectlywellknownbothnorthandsouthofthetracttowhichI

  havealluded,butinneitherdirectionwasthereasingleharbourforfivehundredmiles,andthemountains,whichdescendedalmostintothesea,werecoveredwiththicktimber,sothatnonewouldthinkofsettling。

  Withthisbayofland,however,thecasewasdifferent。Theharboursweresufficient;thecountrywastimbered,butnottooheavily;itwasadmirablysuitedforagriculture;italsocontainedmillionsonmillionsofacresofthemostbeautifullygrassedcountryintheworld,andofthebestsuitedforallmannerofsheepandcattle。Theclimatewastemperate,andveryhealthy;

  therewerenowildanimals,norwerethenativesdangerous,beingfewinnumberandofanintelligenttractabledisposition。

  ItmaybereadilyunderstoodthatwhenonceEuropeanssetfootuponthisterritorytheywerenotslowtotakeadvantageofitscapabilities。Sheepandcattlewereintroduced,andbredwithextremerapidity;mentookuptheir50,000or100,000acresofcountry,goinginlandonebehindtheother,tillinafewyearstherewasnotanacrebetweentheseaandthefrontrangeswhichwasnottakenup,andstationseitherforsheeporcattlewerespottedaboutatintervalsofsometwentyorthirtymilesoverthewholecountry。Thefrontrangesstoppedthetideofsquattersforsomelittletime;itwasthoughtthattherewastoomuchsnowuponthemfortoomanymonthsintheyear,——thatthesheepwouldgetlost,thegroundbeingtoodifficultforshepherding,——thattheexpenseofgettingwooldowntotheship’ssidewouldeatupthefarmer’sprofits,——andthatthegrasswastooroughandsourforsheeptothriveupon;butoneafteranotherdeterminedtotrytheexperiment,anditwaswonderfulhowsuccessfullyitturnedout。

  Menpushedfartherandfartherintothemountains,andfoundaveryconsiderabletractinsidethefrontrange,betweenitandanotherwhichwasloftierstill,thougheventhiswasnotthehighest,thegreatsnowyonewhichcouldbeseenfromoutupontheplains。Thissecondrange,however,seemedtomarktheextremelimitsofpastoralcountry;anditwashere,atasmallandnewlyfoundedstation,thatIwasreceivedasacadet,andsoonregularlyemployed。Iwasthenjusttwenty-twoyearsold。

  Iwasdelightedwiththecountryandthemanneroflife。Itwasmydailybusinesstogouptothetopofacertainhighmountain,anddownoneofitsspursontotheflat,inordertomakesurethatnosheephadcrossedtheirboundaries。Iwastoseethesheep,notnecessarilycloseathand,nortogettheminasinglemob,buttoseeenoughofthemhereandtheretofeeleasythatnothinghadgonewrong;thiswasnodifficultmatter,fortherewerenotaboveeighthundredofthem;and,beingallbreedingewes,theywereprettyquiet。

  TherewereagoodmanysheepwhichIknew,astwoorthreeblackewes,andablacklambortwo,andseveralotherswhichhadsomedistinguishingmarkwherebyIcouldtellthem。Iwouldtryandseeallthese,andiftheywereallthere,andthemoblookedlargeenough,Imightrestassuredthatallwaswell。Itissurprisinghowsoontheeyebecomesaccustomedtomissingtwentysheepoutoftwoorthreehundred。Ihadatelescopeandadog,andwouldtakebreadandmeatandtobaccowithme。Startingwithearlydawn,itwouldbenightbeforeIcouldcompletemyround;forthemountainoverwhichIhadtogowasveryhigh。Inwinteritwascoveredwithsnow,andthesheepneedednowatchingfromabove。IfIweretoseesheepdungortracksgoingdownontotheothersideofthemountainwheretherewasavalleywithastream——amereculdesac,Iwastofollowthem,andlookoutforsheep;butIneversawany,thesheepalwaysdescendingontotheirownside,partlyfromhabit,andpartlybecausetherewasabundanceofgoodsweetfeed,whichhadbeenburntintheearlyspring,justbeforeIcame,andwasnowdeliciouslygreenandrich,whilethatontheothersidehadneverbeenburnt,andwasrankandcoarse。

  Itwasamonotonouslife,butitwasveryhealthyandonedoesnotmuchmindanythingwhenoneiswell。Thecountrywasthegrandestthatcanbeimagined。HowoftenhaveIsatonthemountainsideandwatchedthewavingdowns,withthetwowhitespecksofhutsinthedistance,andthelittlesquareofgardenbehindthem;thepaddockwithapatchofbrightgreenoatsabovethehuts,andtheyardsandwool-shedsdownontheflatbelow;allseenasthroughthewrongendofatelescope,soclearandbrilliantwastheair,orasuponacolossalmodelormapspreadoutbeneathme。Beyondthedownswasaplain,goingdowntoariverofgreatsize,onthefarthersideofwhichtherewereotherhighmountains,withthewinter’ssnowstillnotquitemelted;uptheriver,whichranwindinginmanystreamsoverabedsometwomilesbroad,Ilookeduponthesecondgreatchain,andcouldseeanarrowgorgewheretheriverretiredandwaslost。Iknewthattherewasarangestillfartherback;butexceptfromoneplaceneartheverytopofmyownmountain,nopartofitwasvisible:fromthispoint,however,I

  saw,whenevertherewerenoclouds,asinglesnow-cladpeak,manymilesaway,andIshouldthinkaboutashighasanymountainintheworld。NevershallIforgettheutterlonelinessoftheprospect——

  onlythelittlefar-awayhomesteadgivingsignofhumanhandiwork;——

  thevastnessofmountainandplain,ofriverandsky;themarvellousatmosphericeffects——sometimesblackmountainsagainstawhitesky,andthenagain,aftercoldweather,whitemountainsagainstablacksky——sometimesseenthroughbreaksandswirlsofcloud——andsometimes,whichwasbestofall,Iwentupmymountaininafog,andthengotabovethemist;goinghigherandhigher,I

  wouldlookdownuponaseaofwhiteness,throughwhichwouldbethrustinnumerablemountaintopsthatlookedlikeislands。

  Iamtherenow,asIwrite;IfancythatIcanseethedowns,thehuts,theplain,andtheriver-bed——thattorrentpathwayofdesolation,withitsdistantroarofwaters。Oh,wonderful!

  wonderful!solonelyandsosolemn,withthesadgreycloudsabove,andnosoundsavealostlambbleatinguponthemountainside,asthoughitslittleheartwerebreaking。Thentherecomessomeleanandwitheredoldewe,withdeepgruffvoiceandunlovelyaspect,trottingbackfromtheseductivepasture;nowsheexaminesthisgully,andnowthat,andnowshestandslisteningwithupliftedhead,thatshemayhearthedistantwailingandobeyit。Aha!theysee,andrushtowardseachother。Alas!theyarebothmistaken;

  theeweisnotthelamb’sewe,theyareneitherkinnorkindtooneanother,andpartincoldness。Eachmustcrylouder,andwanderfartheryet;mayluckbewiththemboththattheymayfindtheirownatnightfall。Butthisismeredreaming,andImustproceed。

  Icouldnothelpspeculatinguponwhatmightliefartheruptheriverandbehindthesecondrange。Ihadnomoney,butifIcouldonlyfindworkablecountry,Imightstockitwithborrowedcapital,andconsidermyselfamademan。True,therangelookedsovast,thatthereseemedlittlechanceofgettingasufficientroadthroughitoroverit;butnoonehadyetexploredit,anditiswonderfulhowonefindsthatonecanmakeapathintoallsortsofplacesandevengetaroadforpack-horses,whichfromadistanceappearinaccessible;theriverwassogreatthatitmustdrainaninnertract——atleastIthoughtso;andthougheveryonesaiditwouldbemadnesstoattempttakingsheepfartherinland,Iknewthatonlythreeyearsagothesamecryhadbeenraisedagainstthecountrywhichmymaster’sflockwasnowoverrunning。IcouldnotkeepthesethoughtsoutofmyheadasIwouldrestmyselfuponthemountainside;theyhauntedmeasIwentmydailyrounds,andgrewuponmefromhourtohour,tillIresolvedthataftershearingI

  wouldremainindoubtnolonger,butsaddlemyhorse,takeasmuchprovisionwithmeasIcould,andgoandseeformyself。

  Butoverandabovethesethoughtscamethatofthegreatrangeitself。Whatwasbeyondit?Ah!whocouldsay?Therewasnooneinthewholeworldwhohadthesmallestidea,savethosewhowerethemselvesontheothersideofit——if,indeed,therewasanyoneatall。CouldIhopetocrossit?ThiswouldbethehighesttriumphthatIcouldwishfor;butitwastoomuchtothinkofyet。

  Iwouldtrythenearerrange,andseehowfarIcouldgo。EvenifIdidnotfindcountry,mightInotfindgold,ordiamonds,orcopper,orsilver?Iwouldsometimeslieflatdowntodrinkoutofastream,andcouldseelittleyellowspecksamongthesand;werethesegold?Peoplesaidno;butthenpeoplealwayssaidtherewasnogolduntilitwasfoundtobeabundant:therewasplentyofslateandgranite,whichIhadalwaysunderstoodtoaccompanygold;

  andeventhoughitwasnotfoundinpayingquantitieshere,itmightbeabundantinthemainranges。Thesethoughtsfilledmyhead,andIcouldnotbanishthem。

  CHAPTERII:INTHEWOOL-SHED

  Atlastshearingcame;andwiththeshearerstherewasanoldnative,whomtheyhadnicknamedChowbok——though,Ibelieve,hisrealnamewasKahabuka。Hewasasortofchiefofthenatives,couldspeakalittleEnglish,andwasagreatfavouritewiththemissionaries。Hedidnotdoanyregularworkwiththeshearers,butpretendedtohelpintheyards,hisrealaimbeingtogetthegrog,whichisalwaysmorefreelycirculatedatshearing-time:hedidnotgetmuch,forhewasapttobedangerouswhendrunk;andverylittlewouldmakehimso:stillhedidgetitoccasionally,andifonewantedtogetanythingoutofhim,itwasthebestbribetoofferhim。Iresolvedtoquestionhim,andgetasmuchinformationfromhimasIcould。Ididso。AslongasIkepttoquestionsaboutthenearerranges,hewaseasytogetonwith——hehadneverbeenthere,butthereweretraditionsamonghistribetotheeffectthattherewasnosheep-country,nothing,infact,butstuntedtimberandafewriver-bedflats。Itwasverydifficulttoreach;stilltherewerepasses:oneofthemupourownriver,thoughnotdirectlyalongtheriver-bed,thegorgeofwhichwasnotpracticable;hehadneverseenanyonewhohadbeenthere:wastheretonotenoughonthisside?ButwhenIcametothemainrange,hismannerchangedatonce。Hebecameuneasy,andbegantoprevaricateandshuffle。InaveryfewminutesIcouldseethatofthistoothereexistedtraditionsinhistribe;butnoeffortsorcoaxingcouldgetawordfromhimaboutthem。AtlastIhintedaboutgrog,andpresentlyhefeignedconsent:Igaveithim;butassoonashehaddrunkithebeganshammingintoxication,andthenwenttosleep,orpretendedtodoso,lettingmekickhimprettyhardandneverbudging。

  Iwasangry,forIhadtogowithoutmyowngrogandhadgotnothingoutofhim;sothenextdayIdeterminedthatheshouldtellmebeforeIgavehimany,orgetnoneatall。

  Accordingly,whennightcameandtheshearershadknockedoffworkandhadtheirsupper,IgotmyshareofruminatinpannikinandmadeasigntoChowboktofollowmetothewool-shed,whichhewillinglydid,slippingoutafterme,andnoonetakinganynoticeofeitherofus。Whenwegotdowntothewool-shedwelitatallowcandle,andhavingstuckitinanoldbottlewesatdownuponthewoolbalesandbegantosmoke。Awool-shedisaroomyplace,builtsomewhatonthesameplanasacathedral,withaislesoneithersidefullofpensforthesheep,agreatnave,attheupperendofwhichtheshearerswork,andafurtherspaceforwoolsortersandpackers。Italwaysrefreshedmewithasemblanceofantiquitypreciousinanewcountry,thoughIverywellknewthattheoldestwool-shedinthesettlementwasnotmorethansevenyearsold,whilethiswasonlytwo。Chowbokpretendedtoexpecthisgrogatonce,thoughwebothofusknewverywellwhattheotherwasafter,andthatwewereeachplayingagainsttheother,theoneforgrogtheotherforinformation。

  Wehadahardfight:formorethantwohourshehadtriedtoputmeoffwithliesbuthadcarriednoconviction;duringthewholetimewehadbeenmorallywrestlingwithoneanotherandhadneitherofusapparentlygainedtheleastadvantage;atlength,however,I

  hadbecomesurethathewouldgiveinultimately,andthatwithalittlefurtherpatienceIshouldgethisstoryoutofhim。Asuponacolddayinwinter,whenonehaschurnedasIhadoftenhadtodo,andchurnedinvain,andthebuttermakesnosignofcoming,atlastonetellsbythesoundthatthecreamhasgonetosleep,andthenuponasuddenthebuttercomes,soIhadchurnedatChowbokuntilIperceivedthathehadarrived,asitwere,atthesleepystage,andthatwithacontinuanceofsteadyquietpressurethedaywasmine。Onasudden,withoutawordofwarning,herolledtwobalesofwoolhisstrengthwasverygreatintothemiddleofthefloor,andonthetopoftheseheplacedanothercrosswise;hesnatchedupanemptywool-pack,threwitlikeamantleoverhisshoulders,jumpedupontheuppermostbale,andsatuponit。Inamomenthiswholeformwaschanged。Hishighshouldersdropped;hesethisfeetclosetogether,heeltoheelandtoetotoe;helaidhisarmsandhandsclosealongsideofhisbody,thepalmsfollowinghisthighs;heheldhisheadhighbutquitestraight,andhiseyesstaredrightinfrontofhim;buthefrownedhorribly,andassumedanexpressionoffacethatwaspositivelyfiendish。AtthebestoftimesChowbokwasveryugly,buthenowexceededallconceivablelimitsofthehideous。Hismouthextendedalmostfromeartoear,grinninghorriblyandshowingallhisteeth;hiseyesglared,thoughtheyremainedquitefixed,andhisforeheadwascontractedwithamostmalevolentscowl。

  Iamafraidmydescriptionwillhaveconveyedonlytheridiculoussideofhisappearance;buttheridiculousandthesublimearenear,andthegrotesquefiendishnessofChowbok’sfaceapproachedthislast,ifitdidnotreachit。Itriedtobeamused,butI

  feltasortofcreepingattherootsofmyhairandovermywholebody,asIlookedandwonderedwhathecouldpossiblybeintendingtosignify。Hecontinuedthusforaboutaminute,sittingboltupright,asstiffasastone,andmakingthisfearfulface。Thentherecamefromhislipsalowmoaninglikethewind,risingandfallingbyinfinitelysmallgradationstillitbecamealmostashriek,fromwhichitdescendedanddiedaway;afterthat,hejumpeddownfromthebaleandhelduptheextendedfingersofbothhishands,asonewhoshouldsay“Ten。”thoughIdidnotthenunderstandhim。

  FormyselfIwasopen-mouthedwithastonishment。Chowbokrolledthebalesrapidlyintotheirplace,andstoodbeforemeshudderingasingreatfear;horrorwaswrittenuponhisface——thistimequiteinvoluntarily——asthoughthenaturalpanicofonewhohadcommittedanawfulcrimeagainstunknownandsuperhumanagencies。Henoddedhisheadandgibbered,andpointedrepeatedlytothemountains。Hewouldnottouchthegrog,but,afterafewsecondshemadearunthroughthewool-sheddoorintothemoonlight;nordidhereappeartillnextdayatdinner-time,whenheturnedup,lookingverysheepishandabjectinhiscivilitytowardsmyself。

  OfhismeaningIhadnoconception。HowcouldI?AllIcouldfeelsureofwas,thathehadameaningwhichwastrueandawfultohimself。ItwasenoughformethatIbelievedhimtohavegivenmethebesthehadandallhehad。Thiskindledmyimaginationmorethanifhehadtoldmeintelligiblestoriesbythehourtogether。

  Iknewnotwhatthegreatsnowyrangesmightconceal,butIcouldnolongerdoubtthatitwouldbesomethingwellworthdiscovering。

  IkeptalooffromChowbokforthenextfewdays,andshowednodesiretoquestionhimfurther;whenIspoketohimIcalledhimKahabuka,whichgratifiedhimgreatly:heseemedtohavebecomeafraidofme,andactedasonewhowasinmypower。HavingthereforemadeupmymindthatIwouldbeginexploringassoonasshearingwasover,IthoughtitwouldbeagoodthingtotakeChowbokwithme;soItoldhimthatImeantgoingtothenearerrangesforafewdays’prospecting,andthathewastocometoo。I

  madehimpromisesofnightlygrog,andheldoutthechancesoffindinggold。Isaidnothingaboutthemainrange,forIknewitwouldfrightenhim。IwouldgethimasfarupourownriverasI

  could,andtraceitifpossibletoitssource。Iwouldtheneithergoonbymyself,ifIfeltmycourageequaltotheattempt,orreturnwithChowbok。So,assoonasevershearingwasoverandthewoolsentoff,Iaskedleaveofabsence,andobtainedit。Also,I

  boughtanoldpack-horseandpack-saddle,sothatImighttakeplentyofprovisions,andblankets,andasmalltent。Iwastorideandfindfordsovertheriver;Chowbokwastofollowandleadthepack-horse,whichwouldalsocarryhimoverthefords。Mymasterletmehaveteaandsugar,ship’sbiscuits,tobacco,andsaltmutton,withtwoorthreebottlesofgoodbrandy;for,asthewoolwasnowsentdown,abundanceofprovisionswouldcomeupwiththeemptydrays。

  Everythingbeingnowready,allthehandsonthestationturnedouttoseeusoff,andwestartedonourjourney,notverylongafterthesummersolsticeof1870。

  CHAPTERIII:UPTHERIVER

  Thefirstdaywehadaneasytime,followingupthegreatflatsbytheriverside,whichhadalreadybeentwiceburned,sothattherewasnodenseundergrowthtocheckus,thoughthegroundwasoftenrough,andwehadtogoagooddealupontheriverbed。Towardsnightfallwehadmadeamatterofsomefive-and-twentymiles,andcampedatthepointwheretheriverentereduponthegorge。

  Theweatherwasdelightfullywarm,consideringthatthevalleyinwhichwewereencampedmusthavebeenatleasttwothousandfeetabovethelevelofthesea。Theriver-bedwashereaboutamileandahalfbroadandentirelycoveredwithshingleoverwhichtheriverraninmanywindingchannels,looking,whenseenfromabove,likeatangledskeinofribbon,andglisteninginthesun。Weknewthatitwasliabletoverysuddenandheavyfreshets;butevenhadwenotknownit,wecouldhaveseenitbythesnagsoftrees,whichmusthavebeencarriedlongdistances,andbythemassofvegetableandmineraldebriswhichwasbankedagainsttheirlowerside,showingthatattimesthewholeriver-bedmustbecoveredwitharoaringtorrentmanyfeetindepthandofungovernablefury。Atpresenttheriverwaslow,therebeingbutfiveorsixstreams,toodeepandrapidforevenastrongmantofordonfoot,buttobecrossedsafelyonhorseback。Oneithersideofittherewerestillafewacresofflat,whichgrewwiderandwiderdowntheriver,tilltheybecamethelargeplainsonwhichwelookedfrommymaster’shut。Behindusrosethelowestspursofthesecondrange,leadingabruptlytotherangeitself;andatadistanceofhalfamilebeganthegorge,wheretherivernarrowedandbecameboisterousandterrible。Thebeautyofthescenecannotbeconveyedinlanguage。Theonesideofthevalleywasbluewitheveningshadow,throughwhichloomedforestandprecipice,hillsideandmountaintop;andtheotherwasstillbrilliantwiththesunsetgold。Thewideandwastefulriverwithitsceaselessrushing——thebeautifulwater-birdstoo,whichaboundedupontheisletsandweresotamethatwecouldcomecloseuptothem——theineffablepurityoftheair——thesolemnpeacefulnessoftheuntroddenregion——couldtherebeamoredelightfulandexhilaratingcombination?

  Wesetaboutmakingourcamp,closetosomelargebushwhichcamedownfromthemountainsontotheflat,andtetheredoutourhorsesupongroundasfreeaswecouldfinditfromanythingroundwhichtheymightwindtheropeandgetthemselvestiedup。Wedarednotletthemrunloose,lesttheymightstraydowntheriverhomeagain。Wethengatheredwoodandlitthefire。Wefilledatinpannikinwithwaterandsetitagainstthehotashestoboil。Whenthewaterboiledwethrewintwoorthreelargepinchesofteaandletthembrew。

  Wehadcaughthalfadozenyoungducksinthecourseoftheday——aneasymatter,fortheoldbirdsmadesuchafussinattemptingtodecoyusawayfromthem——pretendingtobebadlyhurtastheysaytheploverdoes——thatwecouldalwaysfindthembygoingaboutintheoppositedirectiontotheoldbirdtillweheardtheyoungonescrying:thenweranthemdown,fortheycouldnotflythoughtheywerenearlyfullgrown。Chowbokpluckedthemalittleandsingedthemagooddeal。Thenwecutthemupandboiledtheminanotherpannikin,andthiscompletedourpreparations。

  Whenwehaddonesupperitwasquitedark。Thesilenceandfreshnessofthenight,theoccasionalsharpcryofthewood-hen,theruddyglowofthefire,thesubduedrushingoftheriver,thesombreforest,andtheimmediateforegroundofoursaddlespacksandblankets,madeapictureworthyofaSalvatorRosaoraNicolasPoussin。Icallittomindanddelightinitnow,butIdidnotnoticeitatthetime。Wenexttoneverknowwhenwearewelloff:

  butthiscutstwoways,——forifwedid,weshouldperhapsknowbetterwhenweareilloffalso;andIhavesometimesthoughtthatthereareasmanyignorantoftheoneasoftheother。Hewhowrote,“Ofortunatosnimiumsuasibonanorintagricolas。”mighthavewrittenquiteastruly,“Oinfortunatosnimiumsuasimalanorint“;andtherearefewofuswhoarenotprotectedfromthekeenestpainbyourinabilitytoseewhatitisthatwehavedone,whatwearesuffering,andwhatwetrulyare。Letusbegratefultothemirrorforrevealingtousourappearanceonly。

  Wefoundassoftapieceofgroundaswecould——thoughitwasallstony——andhavingcollectedgrassandsodisposedofourselvesthatwehadalittlehollowforourhip-bones,westrappedourblanketsaroundusandwenttosleep。WakinginthenightIsawthestarsoverheadandthemoonlightbrightuponthemountains。Theriverwaseverrushing;Iheardoneofourhorsesneightoitscompanion,andwasassuredthattheywerestillathand;Ihadnocareofmindorbody,savethatIhaddoubtlessmanydifficultiestoovercome;

  therecameuponmeadelicioussenseofpeace,afulnessofcontentmentwhichIdonotbelievecanbefeltbyanybutthosewhohavespentdaysconsecutivelyonhorseback,oratanyrateintheopenair。

  Nextmorningwefoundourlastnight’stea-leavesfrozenatthebottomofthepannikins,thoughitwasnotnearlythebeginningofautumn;webreakfastedaswehadsupped,andwereonourwaybysixo’clock。Inhalfanhourwehadenteredthegorge,andturningroundacornerwebadefarewelltothelastsightofmymaster’scountry。

  Thegorgewasnarrowandprecipitous;theriverwasnowonlyafewyardswide,androaredandthunderedagainstrocksofmanytonsinweight;thesoundwasdeafening,fortherewasagreatvolumeofwater。Weweretwohoursinmakinglessthanamile,andthatwithdanger,sometimesintheriverandsometimesontherock。Therewasthatdampblacksmellofrockscoveredwithslimyvegetation,asnearsomehugewaterfallwheresprayiseverrising。Theairwasclammyandcold。Icannotconceivehowourhorsesmanagedtokeeptheirfooting,especiallytheonewiththepack,andIdreadedthehavingtoreturnalmostasmuchasgoingforward。Isupposethislastedthreemiles,butitwaswellmiddaywhenthegorgegotalittlewider,andasmallstreamcameintoitfromatributaryvalley。Fartherprogressupthemainriverwasimpossible,forthecliffsdescendedlikewalls;sowewentupthesidestream,Chowbokseemingtothinkthatheremustbethepassofwhichreportsexistedamonghispeople。Wenowincurredlessofactualdangerbutmorefatigue,anditwasonlyafterinfinitetrouble,owingtotherocksandtangledvegetation,thatwegotourselvesandourhorsesuponthesaddlefromwhichthissmallstreamdescended;bythattimecloudshaddescendeduponus,anditwasrainingheavily。

  Moreover,itwassixo’clockandweweretiredout,havingmadeperhapssixmilesintwelvehours。

  Onthesaddletherewassomecoarsegrasswhichwasinfullseed,andthereforeverynourishingforthehorses;alsoabundanceofaniseandsow-thistle,ofwhichtheyareextravagantlyfond,soweturnedthemlooseandpreparedtocamp。Everythingwassoakingwetandwewerehalf-perishedwithcold;indeedwewereveryuncomfortable。Therewasbrushwoodabout,butwecouldgetnofiretillwehadshavedoffthewetoutsideofsomedeadbranchesandfilledourpocketswiththedryinsidechips。Havingdonethiswemanagedtostartafire,nordidweallowittogooutwhenwehadoncestartedit;wepitchedthetentandbynineo’clockwerecomparativelywarmanddry。Nextmorningitwasfine;webrokecamp,andafteradvancingashortdistancewefoundthat,bydescendingovergroundlessdifficultthanyesterday’s,weshouldcomeagainupontheriver-bed,whichhadopenedoutabovethegorge;butitwasplainataglancethattherewasnoavailablesheepcountry,nothingbutafewflatscoveredwithscruboneithersidetheriver,andmountainswhichwereperfectlyworthless。Butwecouldseethemainrange。Therewasnomistakeaboutthis。Theglaciersweretumblingdownthemountainsideslikecataracts,andseemedactuallytodescendupontheriver-bed;therecouldbenoseriousdifficultyinreachingthembyfollowinguptheriver,whichwaswideandopen;butitseemedratheranobjectlessthingtodo,forthemainrangelookedhopeless,andmycuriosityaboutthenatureofthecountryabovethegorgewasnowquitesatisfied;

  therewasnomoneyinitwhatever,unlessthereshouldbeminerals,ofwhichIsawnomoresignsthanlowerdown。

  However,IresolvedthatIwouldfollowtheriverup,andnotreturnuntilIwascompelledtodoso。IwouldgoupeverybranchasfarasIcould,andwashwellforgold。Chowboklikedseeingmedothis,butitnevercametoanything,forwedidnotevenfindthecolour。Hisdislikeofthemainrangeappearedtohavewornoff,andhemadenoobjectionstoapproachingit。Ithinkhethoughttherewasnodangerofmytryingtocrossit,andhewasnotafraidofanythingonthisside;besides,wemightfindgold。

  Butthefactwasthathehadmadeuphismindwhattodoifhesawmegettingtoonearit。

  Wepassedthreeweeksinexploring,andneverdidIfindtimegomorequickly。Theweatherwasfine,thoughthenightsgotverycold。Wefollowedeverystreambutone,andalwaysfounditleadustoaglacierwhichwasplainlyimpassable,atanyratewithoutalargerpartyandropes。Onestreamremained,whichIshouldhavefollowedupalready,hadnotChowboksaidthathehadrisenearlyonemorningwhileIwasyetasleep,andaftergoingupitforthreeorfourmiles,hadseenthatitwasimpossibletogofarther。I

  hadlongagodiscoveredthathewasagreatliar,soIwasbentongoingupmyself:inbrief,Ididso:sofarfrombeingimpossible,itwasquiteeasytravelling;andafterfiveorsixmilesIsawasaddleattheendofit,which,thoughcovereddeepinsnow,wasnotglaciered,andwhichdidverilyappeartobepartofthemainrangeitself。Nowordscanexpresstheintensityofmydelight。Mybloodwasallonfirewithhopeandelation;butonlookingroundforChowbok,whowasbehindme,Isawtomysurpriseandangerthathehadturnedback,andwasgoingdownthevalleyashardashecould。Hehadleftme。

  CHAPTERIV:THESADDLE

  Icooeyedtohim,buthewouldnothear。Iranafterhim,buthehadgottoogoodastart。ThenIsatdownonastoneandthoughtthemattercarefullyover。ItwasplainthatChowbokhaddesignedlyattemptedtokeepmefromgoingupthisvalley,yethehadshownnounwillingnesstofollowmeanywhereelse。Whatcouldthismean,unlessthatIwasnowupontheroutebywhichalonethemysteriesofthegreatrangescouldberevealed?WhatthenshouldIdo?GobackattheverymomentwhenithadbecomeplainthatI

  wasontherightscent?Hardly;yettoproceedalonewouldbebothdifficultanddangerous。Itwouldbebadenoughtoreturntomymaster’srun,andpassthroughtherockygorges,withnochanceofhelpfromanothershouldIgetintoadifficulty;buttoadvanceforanyconsiderabledistancewithoutacompanionwouldbenextdoortomadness。Accidentswhichareslightwhenthereisanotherathandasthesprainingofanankle,orthefallingintosomeplacewhenceescapewouldbeeasybymeansofanoutstretchedhandandabitofropemaybefataltoonewhoisalone。ThemoreI

  ponderedthelessIlikedit;andyet,thelesscouldImakeupmymindtoreturnwhenIlookedatthesaddleattheheadofthevalley,andnotedthecomparativeeasewithwhichitssmoothsweepofsnowmightbesurmounted:Iseemedtoseemywayalmostfrommypresentpositiontotheverytop。Aftermuchthought,IresolvedtogoforwarduntilIshouldcometosomeplacewhichwasreallydangerous,butthentoreturn。Ishouldthus,Ihoped,atanyratereachthetopofthesaddle,andsatisfymyselfastowhatmightbeontheotherside。

  Ihadnotimetolose,foritwasnowbetweentenandeleveninthemorning。FortunatelyIwaswellequipped,foronleavingthecampandthehorsesatthelowerendofthevalleyIhadprovidedmyselfaccordingtomycustomwitheverythingthatIwaslikelytowantforfourorfivedays。Chowbokhadcarriedhalf,buthaddroppedhiswholeswag——Isuppose,atthemomentofhistakingflight——forIcameuponitwhenIranafterhim。Ihad,therefore,hisprovisionsaswellasmyown。Accordingly,ItookasmanybiscuitsasIthoughtIcouldcarry,andalsosometobacco,tea,andafewmatches。Irolledallthesethingstogetherwithaflasknearlyfullofbrandy,whichIhadkeptinmypocketforfearlestChowbokshouldgetholdofitinsidemyblankets,andstrappedthemverytightly,makingthewholeintoalongrollofsomesevenfeetinlengthandsixinchesindiameter。ThenItiedthetwoendstogether,andputthewholeroundmyneckandoveroneshoulder。

  Thisistheeasiestwayofcarryingaheavyswag,foronecanrestone’sselfbyshiftingtheburdenfromoneshouldertotheother。

  Istrappedmypannikinandasmallaxeaboutmywaist,andthusequippedbegantoascendthevalley,angryathavingbeenmisledbyChowbok,butdeterminednottoreturntillIwascompelledtodoso。

  Icrossedandrecrossedthestreamseveraltimeswithoutdifficulty,forthereweremanygoodfords。Atoneo’clockIwasatthefootofthesaddle;forfourhoursImounted,thelasttwoonthesnow,wherethegoingwaseasier;byfive,Iwaswithintenminutesofthetop,inastateofexcitementgreater,Ithink,thanIhadeverknownbefore。Tenminutesmore,andthecoldairfromtheothersidecamerushinguponme。

  Aglance。IwasNOTonthemainrange。

  Anotherglance。Therewasanawfulriver,muddyandhorriblyangry,roaringoveranimmenseriverbed,thousandsoffeetbelowme。

  Itwentroundtothewestward,andIcouldseenofartherupthevalley,savethattherewereenormousglacierswhichmustextendroundthesourceoftheriver,andfromwhichitmustspring。

  Anotherglance,andthenIremainedmotionless。

  Therewasaneasypassinthemountainsdirectlyoppositetome,throughwhichIcaughtaglimpseofanimmeasurableextentofblueanddistantplains。

  Easy?Yes,perfectlyeasy;grassednearlytothesummit,whichwas,asitwere,anopenpathbetweentwoglaciers,fromwhichaninconsiderablestreamcametumblingdownoverroughbutverypossiblehillsides,tillitgotdowntothelevelofthegreatriver,andformedaflatwheretherewasgrassandasmallbushofstuntedtimber。

  AlmostbeforeIcouldbelievemyeyes,acloudhadcomeupfromthevalleyontheotherside,andtheplainswerehidden。Whatwonderfulluckwasmine!HadIarrivedfiveminuteslater,thecloudwouldhavebeenoverthepass,andIshouldnothaveknownofitsexistence。Nowthatthecloudwasthere,Ibegantodoubtmymemory,andtobeuncertainwhetherithadbeenmorethanabluelineofdistantvapourthathadfilleduptheopening。Icouldonlybecertainofthismuch,namely,thattheriverinthevalleybelowmustbetheonenexttothenorthwardofthatwhichflowedpastmymaster’sstation;ofthistherecouldbenodoubt。CouldI,however,imaginethatmyluckshouldhaveledmeupawrongriverinsearchofapass,andyetbroughtmetothespotwhereI

  coulddetecttheoneweakplaceinthefortificationsofamorenorthernbasin?Thiswastooimprobable。ButevenasIdoubtedtherecamearentinthecloudopposite,andasecondtimeIsawbluelinesofheavingdowns,growinggraduallyfainter,andretiringintoafarspaceofplain。Itwassubstantial;therehadbeennomistakewhatsoever。Ihadhardlymademyselfperfectlysureofthis,eretherentinthecloudsjoinedupagainandI

  couldseenothingmore。

  What,then,shouldIdo?Thenightwouldbeuponmeshortly,andI

  wasalreadychilledwithstandingstillaftertheexertionofclimbing。TostaywhereIwaswouldbeimpossible;Imusteithergobackwardsorforwards。Ifoundarockwhichgavemeshelterfromtheeveningwind,andtookagoodpullatthebrandyflask,whichimmediatelywarmedandencouragedme。

  Iaskedmyself,CouldIdescendupontheriver-bedbeneathme?Itwasimpossibletosaywhatprecipicesmightpreventmydoingso。

  IfIwereontheriver-bed,dareIcrosstheriver?Iamanexcellentswimmer,yet,onceinthatfrightfulrushofwaters,I

  shouldbehurledwhithersoeveritwilled,absolutelypowerless。

  Moreover,therewasmyswag;IshouldperishofcoldandhungerifIleftit,butIshouldcertainlybedrownedifIattemptedtocarryitacrosstheriver。Thesewereseriousconsiderations,butthehopeoffindinganimmensetractofavailablesheepcountrywhichIwasdeterminedthatIwouldmonopoliseasfarasI

  possiblycouldsufficedtooutweighthem;and,inafewminutes,I

  feltresolvedthat,havingmadesoimportantadiscoveryasapassintoacountrywhichwasprobablyasvaluableasthatonourownsideoftheranges,Iwouldfollowitupandascertainitsvalue,eventhoughIshouldpaythepenaltyoffailurewithlifeitself。

  ThemoreIthought,themoredeterminedIbecameeithertowinfameandperhapsfortune,byenteringuponthisunknownworld,orgiveuplifeintheattempt。Infact,IfeltthatlifewouldbenolongervaluableifIweretohaveseensogreataprizeandrefusedtograspatthepossibleprofitstherefrom。

  IhadstillanhourofgooddaylightduringwhichImightbeginmydescentontosomesuitablecamping-ground,buttherewasnotamomenttobelost。AtfirstIgotalongrapidly,forIwasonthesnow,andsankintoitenoughtosavemefromfalling,thoughI

  wentforwardstraightdownthemountainsideasfastasIcould;

  buttherewaslesssnowonthissidethanontheother,andIhadsoondonewithit,gettingontoacoombofdangerousandverystonyground,whereaslipmighthavegivenmeadisastrousfall。

  ButIwascarefulwithallmyspeed,andgotsafelytothebottom,wheretherewerepatchesofcoarsegrass,andanattempthereandthereatbrushwood:whatwasbelowthisIcouldnotsee。I

  advancedafewhundredyardsfarther,andfoundthatIwasonthebrinkofafrightfulprecipice,whichnooneinhissenseswouldattemptdescending。Ibethoughtme,however,totrythecreekwhichdrainedthecoomb,andseewhetheritmightnothavemadeitselfasmootherway。InafewminutesIfoundmyselfattheupperendofachasmintherocks,somethinglikeTwllDhu,onlyonagreatlylargerscale;thecreekhadfounditswayintoit,andhadwornadeepchannelthroughamaterialwhichappearedsofterthanthatupontheothersideofthemountain。Ibelieveitmusthavebeenadifferentgeologicalformation,thoughIregrettosaythatIcannottellwhatitwas。

  Ilookedatthisriftingreatdoubt;thenIwentalittlewayoneithersideofit,andfoundmyselflookingovertheedgeofhorribleprecipicesontotheriver,whichroaredsomefourorfivethousandfeetbelowme。Idarednotthinkofgettingdownatall,unlessIcommittedmyselftotherift,ofwhichIwashopefulwhenIreflectedthattherockwassoft,andthatthewatermighthavewornitschanneltolerablyevenlythroughthewholeextent。Thedarknesswasincreasingwitheveryminute,butIshouldhavetwilightforanotherhalf-hour,soIwentintothechasmthoughbynomeanswithoutfear,andresolvedtoreturnandcamp,andtrysomeotherpathnextday,shouldIcometoanyseriousdifficulty。

  InaboutfiveminutesIhadcompletelylostmyhead;thesideoftheriftbecamehundredsoffeetinheight,andoverhungsothatI

  couldnotseethesky。Itwasfullofrocks,andIhadmanyfallsandbruises。Iwaswetthroughfromfallingintothewater,ofwhichtherewasnogreatvolume,butithadsuchforcethatIcoulddonothingagainstit;onceIhadtoleapdownanotinconsiderablewaterfallintoadeeppoolbelow,andmyswagwassoheavythatI

  wasverynearlydrowned。Ihadindeedahair’s-breadthescape;

  but,asluckwouldhaveit,Providencewasonmyside。ShortlyafterwardsIbegantofancythattheriftwasgettingwider,andthattherewasmorebrushwood。PresentlyIfoundmyselfonanopengrassyslope,andfeelingmywayalittlefartheralongthestream,Icameuponaflatplacewithwood,whereIcouldcampcomfortably;

  whichwaswell,foritwasnowquitedark。

  Myfirstcarewasformymatches;weretheydry?Theoutsideofmyswaghadgotcompletelywet;but,onundoingtheblankets,Ifoundthingswarmanddrywithin。HowthankfulIwas!Ilitafire,andwasgratefulforitswarmthandcompany。Imademyselfsometeaandatetwoofmybiscuits:mybrandyIdidnottouch,forIhadlittleleft,andmightwantitwhenmycouragefailedme。AllthatIdid,Ididalmostmechanically,forIcouldnotrealisemysituationtomyself,beyondknowingthatIwasalone,andthatreturnthroughthechasmwhichIhadjustdescendedwouldbeimpossible。Itisadreadfulfeelingthatofbeingcutofffromallone’skind。Iwasstillfullofhope,andbuiltgoldencastlesformyselfassoonasIwaswarmedwithfoodandfire;butIdonotbelievethatanymancouldlongretainhisreasoninsuchsolitude,unlesshehadthecompanionshipofanimals。Onebeginsdoubtingone’sownidentity。

  Irememberderivingcomfortevenfromthesightofmyblankets,andthesoundofmywatchticking——thingswhichseemedtolinkmetootherpeople;butthescreamingofthewood-hensfrightenedme,asalsoachatteringbirdwhichIhadneverheardbefore,andwhichseemedtolaughatme;thoughIsoongotusedtoit,andbeforelongcouldfancythatitwasmanyyearssinceIhadfirstheardit。

  Itookoffmyclothes,andwrappedmyinsideblanketaboutme,tillmythingsweredry。Thenightwasverystill,andImadearoaringfire;soIsoongotwarm,andatlastcouldputmyclothesonagain。ThenIstrappedmyblanketroundme,andwenttosleepasnearthefireasIcould。

  Idreamedthattherewasanorganplacedinmymaster’swool-shed:

  thewool-shedfadedaway,andtheorganseemedtogrowandgrowamidablazeofbrilliantlight,tillitbecamelikeagoldencityuponthesideofamountain,withrowsuponrowsofpipessetincliffsandprecipices,oneabovetheother,andinmysteriouscaverns,likethatofFingal,withinwhosedepthsIcouldseetheburnishedpillarsgleaming。Inthefronttherewasaflightofloftyterraces,atthetopofwhichIcouldseeamanwithhisheadburiedforwardtowardsakey-board,andhisbodyswayingfromsidetosideamidthestormofhugearpeggioedharmoniesthatcamecrashingoverheadandround。Thentherewasonewhotouchedmeontheshoulder,andsaid,“Doyounotsee?itisHandel“;——butIhadhardlyapprehended,andwastryingtoscaletheterraces,andgetnearhim,whenIawoke,dazzledwiththevividnessanddistinctnessofthedream。

  Apieceofwoodhadburnedthrough,andtheendshadfallenintotheasheswithablaze:this,Isupposed,hadbothgivenmemydreamandrobbedmeofit。Iwasbitterlydisappointed,andsittinguponmyelbow,camebacktorealityandmystrangesurroundingsasbestIcould。

  Iwasthoroughlyaroused——moreover,Ifeltaforeshadowingasthoughmyattentionwerearrestedbysomethingmorethanthedream,althoughnosenseinparticularwasasyetappealedto。Iheldmybreathandwaited,andthenIheard——wasitfancy?Nay;Ilistenedagainandagain,andIDIDhearafaintandextremelydistantsoundofmusic,likethatofanAEolianharp,borneuponthewindwhichwasblowingfreshandchillfromtheoppositemountains。

  Therootsofmyhairthrilled。Ilistened,butthewindhaddied;

  and,fancyingthatitmusthavebeenthewinditself——no;onasuddenIrememberedthenoisewhichChowbokhadmadeinthewool-

  shed。Yes;itwasthat。

  ThankHeaven,whateveritwas,itwasovernow。Ireasonedwithmyself,andrecoveredmyfirmness。IbecameconvincedthatIhadonlybeendreamingmorevividlythanusual。SoonIbeganeventolaugh,andthinkwhatafoolIwastobefrightenedatnothing,remindingmyselfthatevenifIweretocometoabadenditwouldbenosuchdreadfulmatterafterall。Isaidmyprayers,adutywhichIhadtoooftenneglected,andinalittletimefellintoareallyrefreshingsleep,whichlastedtillbroaddaylight,andrestoredme。Irose,andsearchingamongtheembersofmyfire,I

  foundafewlivecoalsandsoonhadablazeagain。Igotbreakfast,andwasdelightedtohavethecompanyofseveralsmallbirds,whichhoppedaboutmeandperchedonmybootsandhands。I

  feltcomparativelyhappy,butIcanassurethereaderthatIhadhadafarworsetimeofitthanIhavetoldhim;andIstronglyrecommendhimtoremaininEuropeifhecan;or,atanyrate,insomecountrywhichhasbeenexploredandsettled,ratherthangointoplaceswhereothershavenotbeenbeforehim。Exploringisdelightfultolookforwardtoandbackupon,butitisnotcomfortableatthetime,unlessitbeofsuchaneasynatureasnottodeservethename。

  CHAPTERV:THERIVERANDTHERANGE

  Mynextbusinesswastodescendupontheriver。IhadlostsightofthepasswhichIhadseenfromthesaddle,buthadmadesuchnotesofitthatIcouldnotfailtofindit。Iwasbruisedandstiff,andmybootshadbeguntogive,forIhadbeengoingonroughgroundformorethanthreeweeks;but,asthedayworeon,andIfoundmyselfdescendingwithoutseriousdifficulty,Ibecameeasier。InacoupleofhoursIgotamongpineforestswheretherewaslittleundergrowth,anddescendedquicklytillIreachedtheedgeofanotherprecipice,whichgavemeagreatdealoftrouble,thoughIeventuallymanagedtoavoidit。Byaboutthreeorfouro’clockIfoundmyselfontheriver-bed。

  FromcalculationswhichImadeastotheheightofthevalleyontheothersidethesaddleoverwhichIhadcome,Iconcludedthatthesaddleitselfcouldnotbelessthanninethousandfeethigh;

  andIshouldthinkthattheriver-bed,ontowhichInowdescended,wasthreethousandfeetabovethesea-level。Thewaterhadaterrificcurrent,withafallofnotlessthanfortytofiftyfeetpermile。Itwascertainlytherivernexttothenorthwardofthatwhichflowedpastmymaster’srun,andwouldhavetogothroughanimpassablegorgeasiscommonlythecasewiththeriversofthatcountrybeforeitcameuponknownparts。Itwasreckonedtobenearlytwothousandfeetabovethesea-levelwhereitcameoutofthegorgeontotheplains。

  AssoonasIgottotheriversideIlikeditevenlessthanI

  thoughtIshould。Itwasmuddy,beingnearitsparentglaciers。

  Thestreamwaswide,rapid,andrough,andIcouldhearthesmallerstonesknockingagainsteachotherundertherageofthewaters,asuponaseashore。Fordingwasoutofthequestion。Icouldnotswimandcarrymyswag,andIdarednotleavemyswagbehindme。

  Myonlychancewastomakeasmallraft;andthatwouldbedifficulttomake,andnotatallsafewhenitwasmade,——notforonemaninsuchacurrent。

  Asitwastoolatetodomuchthatafternoon,Ispenttherestofitingoingupanddowntheriverside,andseeingwhereIshouldfindthemostfavourablecrossing。ThenIcampedearly,andhadaquietcomfortablenightwithnomoremusic,forwhichIwasthankful,asithadhauntedmeallday,althoughIperfectlywellknewthatithadbeennothingbutmyownfancy,broughtonbythereminiscenceofwhatIhadheardfromChowbokandbytheover-

  excitementoftheprecedingevening。

  NextdayIbegangatheringthedrybloomstalksofakindofflagoriris-lookingplant,whichwasabundant,andwhoseleaves,whentornintostrips,wereasstrongasthestrongeststring。I

  broughtthemtothewaterside,andfelltomakingmyselfakindofroughplatform,whichshouldsufficeformyselfandmyswagifI

  couldonlysticktoit。Thestalksweretenortwelvefeetlong,andverystrong,butlightandhollow。Imademyraftentirelyofthem,bindingbundlesofthematrightanglestoeachother,neatlyandstrongly,withstripsfromtheleavesofthesameplant,andtyingotherrodsacross。Ittookmealldaytillnearlyfouro’clocktofinishtheraft,butIhadstillenoughdaylightforcrossing,andresolvedondoingsoatonce。

  Ihadselectedaplacewheretheriverwasbroadandcomparativelystill,someseventyoreightyyardsaboveafuriousrapid。AtthisspotIhadbuiltmyraft。Inowlaunchedit,mademyswagfasttothemiddle,andgotontoitmyself,keepinginmyhandoneofthelongestblossomstalks,sothatImightpuntmyselfacrossaslongasthewaterwasshallowenoughtoletmedoso。Igotonprettywellfortwentyorthirtyyardsfromtheshore,buteveninthisshortspaceInearlyupsetmyraftbyshiftingtoorapidlyfromonesidetotheother。Thewaterthenbecamemuchdeeper,andIleanedoversofarinordertogetthebloomrodtothebottomthatIhadtostaystill,leaningontherodforafewseconds。Then,whenI

  lifteduptherodfromtheground,thecurrentwastoomuchformeandIfoundmyselfbeingcarrieddowntherapid。Everythinginasecondflewpastme,andIhadnomorecontrolovertheraft;

  neithercanIrememberanythingexcepthurry,andnoise,andwaterswhichintheendupsetme。Butitallcameright,andIfoundmyselfneartheshore,notmorethanuptomykneesinwaterandpullingmyrafttoland,fortunatelyupontheleftbankoftheriver,whichwastheoneIwanted。WhenIhadlandedIfoundthatIwasaboutamile,orperhapsalittleless,belowthepointfromwhichIstarted。Myswagwaswetupontheoutside,andIwasmyselfdripping;butIhadgainedmypoint,andknewthatmydifficultieswereforatimeover。Ithenlitmyfireanddriedmyself;havingdonesoIcaughtsomeoftheyoungducksandsea-

  gulls,whichwereabundantonandneartheriver-bed,sothatIhadnotonlyagoodmeal,ofwhichIwasingreatwant,havinghadaninsufficientdietfromthetimethatChowbokleftme,butwasalsowellprovidedforthemorrow。

  IthoughtofChowbok,andfelthowusefulhehadbeentome,andinhowmanywaysIwastheloserbyhisabsence,havingnowtodoallsortsofthingsformyselfwhichhehadhithertodoneforme,andcoulddoinfinitelybetterthanIcould。Moreover,IhadsetmyheartuponmakinghimarealconverttotheChristianreligion,whichhehadalreadyembracedoutwardly,thoughIcannotthinkthatithadtakendeeprootinhisimpenetrablystupidnature。Iusedtocatechisehimbyourcampfire,andexplaintohimthemysteriesoftheTrinityandoforiginalsin,withwhichIwasmyselffamiliar,havingbeenthegrandsonofanarchdeaconbymymother’sside,tosaynothingofthefactthatmyfatherwasaclergymanoftheEnglishChurch。Iwasthereforesufficientlyqualifiedforthetask,andwasthemoreinclinedtoit,overandabovemyrealdesiretosavetheunhappycreaturefromaneternityoftorture,byrecollectingthepromiseofSt。James,thatifanyoneconvertedasinnerwhichChowboksurelywasheshouldhideamultitudeofsins。Ireflected,therefore,thattheconversionofChowbokmightinsomedegreecompensateforirregularitiesandshort-comingsinmyownpreviouslife,theremembranceofwhichhadbeenmorethanonceunpleasanttomeduringmyrecentexperiences。

  Indeed,ononeoccasionIhadevengonesofarastobaptizehim,aswellasIcould,havingascertainedthathehadcertainlynotbeenbothchristenedandbaptized,andgatheringfromhistellingmethathehadreceivedthenameWilliamfromthemissionarythatitwasprobablythefirst-mentionedritetowhichhehadbeensubjected。Ithoughtitgreatcarelessnessonthepartofthemissionarytohaveomittedthesecond,andcertainlymoreimportant,ceremonywhichIhavealwaysunderstoodprecedeschristeningbothinthecaseofinfantsandofadultconverts;andwhenIthoughtoftheriskswewerebothincurringIdeterminedthatthereshouldbenofurtherdelay。Fortunatelyitwasnotyettwelveo’clock,soIbaptizedhimatoncefromoneofthepannikinstheonlyvesselsIhadreverently,and,Itrust,efficiently。I

  thensetmyselftoworktoinstructhiminthedeepermysteriesofourbelief,andtomakehim,notonlyinname,butinheartaChristian。

  ItistruethatImightnothavesucceeded,forChowbokwasveryhardtoteach。Indeed,ontheeveningofthesamedaythatI

  baptizedhimhetriedforthetwentiethtimetostealthebrandy,whichmademeratherunhappyastowhetherIcouldhavebaptizedhimrightly。Hehadaprayer-book——morethantwentyyearsold——

  whichhadbeengivenhimbythemissionaries,buttheonlythinginitwhichhadtakenanylivingholduponhimwasthetitleofAdelaidetheQueenDowager,whichhewouldrepeatwheneverstronglymovedortouched,andwhichdidreallyseemtohavesomedeepspiritualsignificancetohim,thoughhecouldnevercompletelyseparateherindividualityfromthatofMaryMagdalene,whosenamehadalsofascinatedhim,thoughinalessdegree。

  Hewasindeedstonyground,butbydiggingabouthimImighthaveatanyratedeprivedhimofallfaithinthereligionofhistribe,whichwouldhavebeenhalfwaytowardsmakinghimasincereChristian;andnowallthiswascutofffromme,andIcouldneitherbeoffurtherspiritualassistancetohimnorheofbodilyprofittomyself:besides,anycompanywasbetterthanbeingquitealone。

  Igotverymelancholyasthesereflectionscrossedme,butwhenI

  hadboiledtheducksandeatenthemIwasmuchbetter。Ihadalittletealeftandaboutapoundoftobacco,whichshouldlastmeforanotherfortnightwithmoderatesmoking。Ihadalsoeightshipbiscuits,and,mostpreciousofall,aboutsixouncesofbrandy,whichIpresentlyreducedtofour,forthenightwascold。

  Irosewithearlydawn,andinanhourIwasonmyway,feelingstrange,nottosayweak,fromtheburdenofsolitude,butfullofhopewhenIconsideredhowmanydangersIhadovercome,andthatthisdayshouldseemeatthesummitofthedividingrange。

  Afteraslowbutsteadyclimbofbetweenthreeandfourhours,duringwhichImetwithnoserioushindrance,Ifoundmyselfuponatableland,andclosetoaglacierwhichIrecognisedasmarkingthesummitofthepass。Aboveittoweredasuccessionofruggedprecipicesandsnowymountainsides。ThesolitudewasgreaterthanIcouldbear;themountainuponmymaster’ssheep-runwasacrowdedthoroughfareincomparisonwiththissombresullenplace。Theair,moreover,wasdarkandheavy,whichmadethelonelinessevenmoreoppressive。Therewasaninkygloomoverallthatwasnotcoveredwithsnowandice。Grasstherewasnone。

  EachmomentIfeltincreasinguponmethatdreadfuldoubtastomyownidentity——astothecontinuityofmypastandpresentexistence——whichisthefirstsignofthatdistractionwhichcomesonthosewhohavelostthemselvesinthebush。Ihadfoughtagainstthisfeelinghitherto,andhadconqueredit;buttheintensesilenceandgloomofthisrockywildernessweretoomuchforme,andIfeltthatmypowerofcollectingmyselfwasbeginningtobeimpaired。

  Irestedforalittlewhile,andthenadvancedoververyroughground,untilIreachedthelowerendoftheglacier。ThenIsawanotherglacier,descendingfromtheeasternsideintoasmalllake。Ipassedalongthewesternsideofthelake,wherethegroundwaseasier,andwhenIhadgotabouthalfwayIexpectedthatIshouldseetheplainswhichIhadalreadyseenfromtheoppositemountains;butitwasnottobeso,forthecloudsrolleduptotheverysummitofthepass,thoughtheydidnotoverlipitontothesidefromwhichIhadcome。Ithereforesoonfoundmyselfenshroudedbyacoldthinvapour,whichpreventedmyseeingmorethanaveryfewyardsinfrontofme。ThenIcameuponalargepatchofoldsnow,inwhichIcoulddistinctlytracethehalf-meltedtracksofgoats——andinoneplace,asitseemedtome,therehadbeenadogfollowingthem。HadIlighteduponalandofshepherds?Theground,wherenotcoveredwithsnow,wassopoorandstony,andtherewassolittleherbage,thatIcouldseenosignofapathorregularsheep-track。ButIcouldnothelpfeelingratheruneasyasIwonderedwhatsortofareceptionI

  mightmeetwithifIweretocomesuddenlyuponinhabitants。Iwasthinkingofthis,andproceedingcautiouslythroughthemist,whenIbegantofancythatIsawsomeobjectsdarkerthanthecloudloominginfrontofme。Afewstepsbroughtmenearer,andashudderofunutterablehorrorranthroughmewhenIsawacircleofgiganticforms,manytimeshigherthanmyself,upstandinggrimandgreythroughtheveilofcloudbeforeme。

  IsupposeImusthavefainted,forIfoundmyselfsometimeafterwardssittingupontheground,sickanddeadlycold。Therewerethefigures,quitestillandsilent,seenvaguelythroughthethickgloom,butinhumanshapeindisputably。

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