Concessionmustbeoutofthequestion;butitwastimetoappeartoforgetthattheyhadeverquarrelled;andshehopeditmightratherassisttherestorationoffriendship,thatwhenhecameintotheroomshehadoneofthechildrenwithher——theyoungest,anicelittlegirlabouteightmonthsold,whowasnowmakingherfirstvisittoHartfield,andveryhappytobedancedaboutinheraunt’sarms。Itdidassist;
forthoughhebeganwithgravelooksandshortquestions,hewassoonledontotalkofthemallintheusualway,andtotakethechildoutofherarmswithalltheunceremoniousnessofperfectamity。
Emmafelttheywerefriendsagain;andtheconvictiongivingheratfirstgreatsatisfaction,andthenalittlesauciness,shecouldnothelpsaying,ashewasadmiringthebaby,“Whatacomfortitis,thatwethinkalikeaboutournephewsandnieces。
Astomenandwomen,ouropinionsaresometimesverydifferent;
butwithregardtothesechildren,Iobserveweneverdisagree。”
“Ifyouwereasmuchguidedbynatureinyourestimateofmenandwomen,andaslittleunderthepoweroffancyandwhiminyourdealingswiththem,asyouarewherethesechildrenareconcerned,wemightalwaysthinkalike。”
“Tobesure——ourdiscordanciesmustalwaysarisefrommybeinginthewrong。”
“Yes。”saidhe,smiling——“andreasongood。Iwassixteenyearsoldwhenyouwereborn。”
“Amaterialdifferencethen。”shereplied——“andnodoubtyouweremuchmysuperiorinjudgmentatthatperiodofourlives;butdoesnotthelapseofone-and-twentyyearsbringourunderstandingsagooddealnearer?“
“Yes——agooddealnearer。”
“Butstill,notnearenoughtogivemeachanceofbeingright,ifwethinkdifferently。”
“Ihavestilltheadvantageofyoubysixteenyears’experience,andbynotbeingaprettyyoungwomanandaspoiledchild。Come,mydearEmma,letusbefriends,andsaynomoreaboutit。Tellyouraunt,littleEmma,thatsheoughttosetyouabetterexamplethantoberenewingoldgrievances,andthatifshewerenotwrongbefore,sheisnow。”
“That’strue。”shecried——“verytrue。LittleEmma,growupabetterwomanthanyouraunt。Beinfinitelyclevererandnothalfsoconceited。Now,Mr。Knightley,awordortwomore,andI
havedone。Asfarasgoodintentionswent,wewerebothright,andImustsaythatnoeffectsonmysideoftheargumenthaveyetprovedwrong。IonlywanttoknowthatMr。Martinisnotvery,verybitterlydisappointed。”
“Amancannotbemoreso。”washisshort,fullanswer。
“Ah!——IndeedIamverysorry——Come,shakehandswithme。”
Thishadjusttakenplaceandwithgreatcordiality,whenJohnKnightleymadehisappearance,and“Howd’yedo,George?“and“John,howareyou?“succeededinthetrueEnglishstyle,buryingunderacalmnessthatseemedallbutindifference,therealattachmentwhichwouldhaveledeitherofthem,ifrequisite,todoeverythingforthegoodoftheother。
Theeveningwasquietandconversable,asMr。WoodhousedeclinedcardsentirelyforthesakeofcomfortabletalkwithhisdearIsabella,andthelittlepartymadetwonaturaldivisions;
ononesideheandhisdaughter;ontheotherthetwoMr。Knightleys;
theirsubjectstotallydistinct,orveryrarelymixing——andEmmaonlyoccasionallyjoininginoneortheother。
Thebrotherstalkedoftheirownconcernsandpursuits,butprincipallyofthoseoftheelder,whosetemperwasbymuchthemostcommunicative,andwhowasalwaysthegreatertalker。Asamagistrate,hehadgenerallysomepointoflawtoconsultJohnabout,or,atleast,somecuriousanecdotetogive;andasafarmer,askeepinginhandthehome-farmatDonwell,hehadtotellwhateveryfieldwastobearnextyear,andtogiveallsuchlocalinformationascouldnotfailofbeinginterestingtoabrotherwhosehomeithadequallybeenthelongestpartofhislife,andwhoseattachmentswerestrong。
Theplanofadrain,thechangeofafence,thefellingofatree,andthedestinationofeveryacreforwheat,turnips,orspringcorn,wasenteredintowithasmuchequalityofinterestbyJohn,ashiscoolermannersrenderedpossible;andifhiswillingbrothereverlefthimanythingtoinquireabout,hisinquiriesevenapproachedatoneofeagerness。
Whiletheywerethuscomfortablyoccupied,Mr。Woodhousewasenjoyingafullflowofhappyregretsandfearfulaffectionwithhisdaughter。
“MypoordearIsabella。”saidhe,fondlytakingherhand,andinterrupting,forafewmoments,herbusylaboursforsomeoneofherfivechildren——“Howlongitis,howterriblylongsinceyouwerehere!Andhowtiredyoumustbeafteryourjourney!
Youmustgotobedearly,mydear——andIrecommendalittlegrueltoyoubeforeyougo——YouandIwillhaveanicebasinofgrueltogether。
MydearEmma,supposeweallhavealittlegruel。”
Emmacouldnotsupposeanysuchthing,knowingasshedid,thatboththeMr。Knightleyswereasunpersuadableonthatarticleasherself;——andtwobasinsonlywereordered。Afteralittlemorediscourseinpraiseofgruel,withsomewonderingatitsnotbeingtakeneveryeveningbyeverybody,heproceededtosay,withanairofgravereflection,“Itwasanawkwardbusiness,mydear,yourspendingtheautumnatSouthEndinsteadofcominghere。Ineverhadmuchopinionoftheseaair。”
“Mr。Wingfieldmoststrenuouslyrecommendedit,sir——orweshouldnothavegone。Herecommendeditforallthechildren,butparticularlyfortheweaknessinlittleBella’sthroat,——
bothseaairandbathing。”
“Ah!mydear,butPerryhadmanydoubtsabouttheseadoingheranygood;andastomyself,Ihavebeenlongperfectlyconvinced,thoughperhapsInevertoldyousobefore,thattheseaisveryrarelyofusetoanybody。Iamsureitalmostkilledmeonce。”
“Come,come。”criedEmma,feelingthistobeanunsafesubject,“Imustbegyounottotalkofthesea。Itmakesmeenviousandmiserable;——
Iwhohaveneverseenit!SouthEndisprohibited,ifyouplease。
MydearIsabella,IhavenotheardyoumakeoneinquiryaboutMr。Perryyet;andheneverforgetsyou。”
“Oh!goodMr。Perry——howishe,sir?“
“Why,prettywell;butnotquitewell。PoorPerryisbilious,andhehasnottimetotakecareofhimself——hetellsmehehasnottimetotakecareofhimself——whichisverysad——butheisalwayswantedallroundthecountry。Isupposethereisnotamaninsuchpracticeanywhere。Butthenthereisnotsocleveramananywhere。”
“AndMrs。Perryandthechildren,howarethey?dothechildrengrow?
IhaveagreatregardforMr。Perry。Ihopehewillbecallingsoon。
Hewillbesopleasedtoseemylittleones。”
“Ihopehewillbehereto-morrow,forIhaveaquestionortwotoaskhimaboutmyselfofsomeconsequence。And,mydear,wheneverhecomes,youhadbetterlethimlookatlittleBella’sthroat。”
“Oh!mydearsir,herthroatissomuchbetterthatIhavehardlyanyuneasinessaboutit。Eitherbathinghasbeenofthegreatestservicetoher,orelseitistobeattributedtoanexcellentembrocationofMr。Wingfield’s,whichwehavebeenapplyingattimeseversinceAugust。”
“Itisnotverylikely,mydear,thatbathingshouldhavebeenofusetoher——andifIhadknownyouwerewantinganembrocation,Iwouldhavespokento——
“YouseemtometohaveforgottenMrs。andMissBates。”saidEmma,“Ihavenotheardoneinquiryafterthem。”
“Oh!thegoodBateses——Iamquiteashamedofmyself——butyoumentiontheminmostofyourletters。Ihopetheyarequitewell。
GoodoldMrs。Bates——Iwillcalluponherto-morrow,andtakemychildren——Theyarealwayssopleasedtoseemychildren——
AndthatexcellentMissBates!——suchthoroughworthypeople!——
Howarethey,sir?“
“Why,prettywell,mydear,uponthewhole。ButpoorMrs。Bateshadabadcoldaboutamonthago。”
“HowsorryIam!Butcoldswereneversoprevalentastheyhavebeenthisautumn。Mr。Wingfieldtoldmethathehasneverknownthemmoregeneralorheavy——exceptwhenithasbeenquiteaninfluenza。”
“Thathasbeenagooddealthecase,mydear;butnottothedegreeyoumention。Perrysaysthatcoldshavebeenverygeneral,butnotsoheavyashehasveryoftenknowntheminNovember。
Perrydoesnotcallitaltogetherasicklyseason。”
“No,IdonotknowthatMr。Wingfieldconsidersitverysicklyexcept——
“Ah!mypoordearchild,thetruthis,thatinLondonitisalwaysasicklyseason。NobodyishealthyinLondon,nobodycanbe。
Itisadreadfulthingtohaveyouforcedtolivethere!sofaroff!——
andtheairsobad!“
“No,indeed——wearenotatallinabadair。OurpartofLondonisverysuperiortomostothers!——YoumustnotconfounduswithLondoningeneral,mydearsir。TheneighbourhoodofBrunswickSquareisverydifferentfromalmostalltherest。Wearesoveryairy!
Ishouldbeunwilling,Iown,toliveinanyotherpartofthetown;——
thereishardlyanyotherthatIcouldbesatisfiedtohavemychildrenin:butwearesoremarkablyairy!——Mr。WingfieldthinksthevicinityofBrunswickSquaredecidedlythemostfavourableastoair。”
“Ah!mydear,itisnotlikeHartfield。Youmakethebestofit——
butafteryouhavebeenaweekatHartfield,youareallofyoudifferentcreatures;youdonotlooklikethesame。NowIcannotsay,thatIthinkyouareanyofyoulookingwellatpresent。”
“Iamsorrytohearyousayso,sir;butIassureyou,exceptingthoselittlenervoushead-achesandpalpitationswhichIamneverentirelyfreefromanywhere,Iamquitewellmyself;andifthechildrenwereratherpalebeforetheywenttobed,itwasonlybecausetheywerealittlemoretiredthanusual,fromtheirjourneyandthehappinessofcoming。Ihopeyouwillthinkbetteroftheirlooksto-morrow;
forIassureyouMr。Wingfieldtoldme,thathedidnotbelievehehadeversentusoffaltogether,insuchgoodcase。Itrust,atleast,thatyoudonotthinkMr。Knightleylookingill。”
turninghereyeswithaffectionateanxietytowardsherhusband。
“Middling,mydear;Icannotcomplimentyou。IthinkMr。JohnKnightleyveryfarfromlookingwell。”
“Whatisthematter,sir?——Didyouspeaktome?“criedMr。JohnKnightley,hearinghisownname。
“Iamsorrytofind,mylove,thatmyfatherdoesnotthinkyoulookingwell——butIhopeitisonlyfrombeingalittlefatigued。
Icouldhavewished,however,asyouknow,thatyouhadseenMr。Wingfieldbeforeyoulefthome。”
“MydearIsabella。”——exclaimedhehastily——“praydonotconcernyourselfaboutmylooks。Besatisfiedwithdoctoringandcoddlingyourselfandthechildren,andletmelookasIchuse。”
“Ididnotthoroughlyunderstandwhatyouweretellingyourbrother。”
criedEmma,“aboutyourfriendMr。Graham’sintendingtohaveabailifffromScotland,tolookafterhisnewestate。Whatwillitanswer?
Willnottheoldprejudicebetoostrong?“
Andshetalkedinthiswaysolongandsuccessfullythat,whenforcedtogiveherattentionagaintoherfatherandsister,shehadnothingworsetohearthanIsabella’skindinquiryafterJaneFairfax;
andJaneFairfax,thoughnogreatfavouritewithheringeneral,shewasatthatmomentveryhappytoassistinpraising。
“Thatsweet,amiableJaneFairfax!“saidMrs。JohnKnightley——
“ItissolongsinceIhaveseenher,exceptnowandthenforamomentaccidentallyintown!Whathappinessitmustbetohergoodoldgrandmotherandexcellentaunt,whenshecomestovisitthem!
IalwaysregretexcessivelyondearEmma’saccountthatshecannotbemoreatHighbury;butnowtheirdaughterismarried,IsupposeColonelandMrs。Campbellwillnotbeabletopartwithheratall。
ShewouldbesuchadelightfulcompanionforEmma。”
Mr。Woodhouseagreedtoitall,butadded,“OurlittlefriendHarrietSmith,however,isjustsuchanotherprettykindofyoungperson。YouwilllikeHarriet。EmmacouldnothaveabettercompanionthanHarriet。”
“Iammosthappytohearit——butonlyJaneFairfaxoneknowstobesoveryaccomplishedandsuperior!——andexactlyEmma’sage。”
Thistopicwasdiscussedveryhappily,andotherssucceededofsimilarmoment,andpassedawaywithsimilarharmony;buttheeveningdidnotclosewithoutalittlereturnofagitation。Thegruelcameandsuppliedagreatdealtobesaid——muchpraiseandmanycomments——
undoubtingdecisionofitswholesomenessforeveryconstitution,andprettyseverePhilippicsuponthemanyhouseswhereitwasnevermetwithtolerable;——but,unfortunately,amongthefailureswhichthedaughterhadtoinstance,themostrecent,andthereforemostprominent,wasinherowncookatSouthEnd,ayoungwomanhiredforthetime,whoneverhadbeenabletounderstandwhatshemeantbyabasinofnicesmoothgruel,thin,butnottoothin。
Oftenasshehadwishedforandorderedit,shehadneverbeenabletogetanythingtolerable。Herewasadangerousopening。
“Ah!“saidMr。Woodhouse,shakinghisheadandfixinghiseyesonherwithtenderconcern——TheejaculationinEmma’searexpressed,“Ah!thereisnoendofthesadconsequencesofyourgoingtoSouthEnd。Itdoesnotbeartalkingof。”Andforalittlewhileshehopedhewouldnottalkofit,andthatasilentruminationmightsufficetorestorehimtotherelishofhisownsmoothgruel。
Afteranintervalofsomeminutes,however,hebeganwith,“Ishallalwaysbeverysorrythatyouwenttotheseathisautumn,insteadofcominghere。”
“Butwhyshouldyoubesorry,sir?——Iassureyou,itdidthechildrenagreatdealofgood。”
“And,moreover,ifyoumustgotothesea,ithadbetternothavebeentoSouthEnd。SouthEndisanunhealthyplace。
PerrywassurprizedtohearyouhadfixeduponSouthEnd。”
“Iknowthereissuchanideawithmanypeople,butindeeditisquiteamistake,sir——Weallhadourhealthperfectlywellthere,neverfoundtheleastinconveniencefromthemud;andMr。Wingfieldsaysitisentirelyamistaketosupposetheplaceunhealthy;
andIamsurehemaybedependedon,forhethoroughlyunderstandsthenatureoftheair,andhisownbrotherandfamilyhavebeenthererepeatedly。”
“YoushouldhavegonetoCromer,mydear,ifyouwentanywhere——
PerrywasaweekatCromeronce,andheholdsittobethebestofallthesea-bathingplaces。Afineopensea,hesays,andverypureair。And,bywhatIunderstand,youmighthavehadlodgingstherequiteawayfromthesea——aquarterofamileoff——verycomfortable。
YoushouldhaveconsultedPerry。”
“But,mydearsir,thedifferenceofthejourney;——onlyconsiderhowgreatitwouldhavebeen——Anhundredmiles,perhaps,insteadofforty。”
“Ah!mydear,asPerrysays,wherehealthisatstake,nothingelseshouldbeconsidered;andifoneistotravel,thereisnotmuchtochusebetweenfortymilesandanhundred——Betternotmoveatall,betterstayinLondonaltogetherthantravelfortymilestogetintoaworseair。ThisisjustwhatPerrysaid。Itseemedtohimaveryill-judgedmeasure。”
Emma’sattemptstostopherfatherhadbeenvain;andwhenhehadreachedsuchapointasthis,shecouldnotwonderatherbrother-in-law’sbreakingout。
“Mr。Perry。”saidhe,inavoiceofverystrongdispleasure,“woulddoaswelltokeephisopiniontillitisaskedfor。
Whydoeshemakeitanybusinessofhis,towonderatwhatIdo?——
atmytakingmyfamilytoonepartofthecoastoranother?——Imaybeallowed,Ihope,theuseofmyjudgmentaswellasMr。Perry——
Iwanthisdirectionsnomorethanhisdrugs。”Hepaused——
andgrowingcoolerinamoment,added,withonlysarcasticdryness,“IfMr。Perrycantellmehowtoconveyawifeandfivechildrenadistanceofanhundredandthirtymileswithnogreaterexpenseorinconveniencethanadistanceofforty,IshouldbeaswillingtopreferCromertoSouthEndashecouldhimself。”
“True,true。”criedMr。Knightley,withmostreadyinterposition——
“verytrue。That’saconsiderationindeed——ButJohn,astowhatI
wastellingyouofmyideaofmovingthepathtoLangham,ofturningitmoretotherightthatitmaynotcutthroughthehomemeadows,Icannotconceiveanydifficulty。Ishouldnotattemptit,ifitweretobethemeansofinconveniencetotheHighburypeople,butifyoucalltomindexactlythepresentlineofthepath……
Theonlywayofprovingit,however,willbetoturntoourmaps。
IshallseeyouattheAbbeyto-morrowmorningIhope,andthenwewilllookthemover,andyoushallgivemeyouropinion。”
Mr。WoodhousewasratheragitatedbysuchharshreflectionsonhisfriendPerry,towhomhehad,infact,thoughunconsciously,beenattributingmanyofhisownfeelingsandexpressions;——
butthesoothingattentionsofhisdaughtersgraduallyremovedthepresentevil,andtheimmediatealertnessofonebrother,andbetterrecollectionsoftheother,preventedanyrenewalofit。
Chapter13CHAPTERXIII
TherecouldhardlybeahappiercreatureintheworldthanMrs。JohnKnightley,inthisshortvisittoHartfield,goingabouteverymorningamongheroldacquaintancewithherfivechildren,andtalkingoverwhatshehaddoneeveryeveningwithherfatherandsister。
Shehadnothingtowishotherwise,butthatthedaysdidnotpasssoswiftly。Itwasadelightfulvisit;——perfect,inbeingmuchtooshort。
Ingeneraltheireveningswerelessengagedwithfriendsthantheirmornings;butonecompletedinnerengagement,andoutofthehousetoo,therewasnoavoiding,thoughatChristmas。
Mr。Westonwouldtakenodenial;theymustalldineatRandallsoneday;——evenMr。Woodhousewaspersuadedtothinkitapossiblethinginpreferencetoadivisionoftheparty。
Howtheywerealltobeconveyed,hewouldhavemadeadifficultyifhecould,butashissonanddaughter’scarriageandhorseswereactuallyatHartfield,hewasnotabletomakemorethanasimplequestiononthathead;ithardlyamountedtoadoubt;
nordiditoccupyEmmalongtoconvincehimthattheymightinoneofthecarriagesfindroomforHarrietalso。
Harriet,Mr。Elton,andMr。Knightley,theirownespecialset,weretheonlypersonsinvitedtomeetthem;——thehoursweretobeearly,aswellasthenumbersfew;Mr。Woodhouse’shabitsandinclinationbeingconsultedineverything。
TheeveningbeforethisgreateventforitwasaverygreateventthatMr。Woodhouseshoulddineout,onthe24thofDecemberhadbeenspentbyHarrietatHartfield,andshehadgonehomesomuchindisposedwithacold,that,butforherownearnestwishofbeingnursedbyMrs。Goddard,Emmacouldnothaveallowedhertoleavethehouse。
Emmacalledonherthenextday,andfoundherdoomalreadysignedwithregardtoRandalls。Shewasveryfeverishandhadabadsorethroat:Mrs。Goddardwasfullofcareandaffection,Mr。
Perrywastalkedof,andHarrietherselfwastooillandlowtoresisttheauthoritywhichexcludedherfromthisdelightfulengagement,thoughshecouldnotspeakofherlosswithoutmanytears。
Emmasatwithheraslongasshecould,toattendherinMrs。Goddard’sunavoidableabsences,andraiseherspiritsbyrepresentinghowmuchMr。Elton’swouldbedepressedwhenheknewherstate;andleftheratlasttolerablycomfortable,inthesweetdependenceofhishavingamostcomfortlessvisit,andoftheirallmissingherverymuch。
ShehadnotadvancedmanyyardsfromMrs。Goddard’sdoor,whenshewasmetbyMr。Eltonhimself,evidentlycomingtowardsit,andastheywalkedonslowlytogetherinconversationabouttheinvalid——
ofwhomhe,ontherumourofconsiderableillness,hadbeengoingtoinquire,thathemightcarrysomereportofhertoHartfield——
theywereovertakenbyMr。JohnKnightleyreturningfromthedailyvisittoDonwell,withhistwoeldestboys,whosehealthy,glowingfacesshewedallthebenefitofacountryrun,andseemedtoensureaquickdespatchoftheroastmuttonandricepuddingtheywerehasteninghomefor。Theyjoinedcompanyandproceededtogether。
Emmawasjustdescribingthenatureofherfriend’scomplaint;——
“athroatverymuchinflamed,withagreatdealofheatabouther,aquick,lowpulse,&;c。andshewassorrytofindfromMrs。
GoddardthatHarrietwasliabletoverybadsore-throats,andhadoftenalarmedherwiththem。”Mr。Eltonlookedallalarmontheoccasion,asheexclaimed,“Asore-throat!——Ihopenotinfectious。Ihopenotofaputridinfectioussort。HasPerryseenher?Indeedyoushouldtakecareofyourselfaswellasofyourfriend。Letmeentreatyoutorunnorisks。WhydoesnotPerryseeher?“
Emma,whowasnotreallyatallfrightenedherself,tranquillisedthisexcessofapprehensionbyassurancesofMrs。Goddard’sexperienceandcare;butastheremuststillremainadegreeofuneasinesswhichshecouldnotwishtoreasonaway,whichshewouldratherfeedandassistthannot,sheaddedsoonafterwards——asifquiteanothersubject,“Itissocold,soverycold——andlooksandfeelssoverymuchlikesnow,thatifitweretoanyotherplaceorwithanyotherparty,Ishouldreallytrynottogooutto-day——anddissuademyfatherfromventuring;butashehasmadeuphismind,anddoesnotseemtofeelthecoldhimself,Idonotliketointerfere,asIknowitwouldbesogreatadisappointmenttoMr。andMrs。Weston。But,uponmyword,Mr。Elton,inyourcase,Ishouldcertainlyexcusemyself。
Youappeartomealittlehoarsealready,andwhenyouconsiderwhatdemandofvoiceandwhatfatiguesto-morrowwillbring,Ithinkitwouldbenomorethancommonprudencetostayathomeandtakecareofyourselfto-night。”
Mr。Eltonlookedasifhedidnotverywellknowwhatanswertomake;
whichwasexactlythecase;forthoughverymuchgratifiedbythekindcareofsuchafairlady,andnotlikingtoresistanyadviceofher’s,hehadnotreallytheleastinclinationtogiveupthevisit;——
butEmma,tooeagerandbusyinherownpreviousconceptionsandviewstohearhimimpartially,orseehimwithclearvision,wasverywellsatisfiedwithhismutteringacknowledgmentofitsbeing“verycold,certainlyverycold。”andwalkedon,rejoicinginhavingextricatedhimfromRandalls,andsecuredhimthepowerofsendingtoinquireafterHarrieteveryhouroftheevening。
“Youdoquiteright。”saidshe;——“wewillmakeyourapologiestoMr。andMrs。Weston。”
Buthardlyhadshesospoken,whenshefoundherbrotherwascivillyofferingaseatinhiscarriage,iftheweatherwereMr。Elton’sonlyobjection,andMr。Eltonactuallyacceptingtheofferwithmuchpromptsatisfaction。Itwasadonething;Mr。Eltonwastogo,andneverhadhisbroadhandsomefaceexpressedmorepleasurethanatthismoment;neverhadhissmilebeenstronger,norhiseyesmoreexultingthanwhenhenextlookedather。
“Well。”saidshetoherself,“thisismoststrange!——AfterI
hadgothimoffsowell,tochusetogointocompany,andleaveHarrietillbehind!——Moststrangeindeed!——Butthereis,Ibelieve,inmanymen,especiallysinglemen,suchaninclination——
suchapassionfordiningout——adinnerengagementissohighintheclassoftheirpleasures,theiremployments,theirdignities,almosttheirduties,thatanythinggiveswaytoit——andthismustbethecasewithMr。Elton;amostvaluable,amiable,pleasingyoungmanundoubtedly,andverymuchinlovewithHarriet;butstill,hecannotrefuseaninvitation,hemustdineoutwhereverheisasked。
Whatastrangethingloveis!hecanseereadywitinHarriet,butwillnotdinealoneforher。”
SoonafterwardsMr。Eltonquittedthem,andshecouldnotbutdohimthejusticeoffeelingthattherewasagreatdealofsentimentinhismannerofnamingHarrietatparting;inthetoneofhisvoicewhileassuringherthatheshouldcallatMrs。Goddard’sfornewsofherfairfriend,thelastthingbeforehepreparedforthehappinessofmeetingheragain,whenhehopedtobeabletogiveabetterreport;andhesighedandsmiledhimselfoffinawaythatleftthebalanceofapprobationmuchinhisfavour。
Afterafewminutesofentiresilencebetweenthem,JohnKnightleybeganwith——
“IneverinmylifesawamanmoreintentonbeingagreeablethanMr。Elton。Itisdownrightlabourtohimwhereladiesareconcerned。
Withmenhecanberationalandunaffected,butwhenhehasladiestoplease,everyfeatureworks。”
“Mr。Elton’smannersarenotperfect。”repliedEmma;“butwherethereisawishtoplease,oneoughttooverlook,andonedoesoverlookagreatdeal。Whereamandoeshisbestwithonlymoderatepowers,hewillhavetheadvantageovernegligentsuperiority。Thereissuchperfectgood-temperandgood-willinMr。Eltonasonecannotbutvalue。”
“Yes。”saidMr。JohnKnightleypresently,withsomeslyness,“heseemstohaveagreatdealofgood-willtowardsyou。”
“Me!“sherepliedwithasmileofastonishment,“areyouimaginingmetobeMr。Elton’sobject?“
“Suchanimaginationhascrossedme,Iown,Emma;andifitneveroccurredtoyoubefore,youmayaswelltakeitintoconsiderationnow。”
“Mr。Eltoninlovewithme!——Whatanidea!“
“Idonotsayitisso;butyouwilldowelltoconsiderwhetheritissoornot,andtoregulateyourbehaviouraccordingly。
Ithinkyourmannerstohimencouraging。Ispeakasafriend,Emma。Youhadbetterlookaboutyou,andascertainwhatyoudo,andwhatyoumeantodo。”
“Ithankyou;butIassureyouyouarequitemistaken。Mr。EltonandIareverygoodfriends,andnothingmore;“andshewalkedon,amusingherselfintheconsiderationoftheblunderswhichoftenarisefromapartialknowledgeofcircumstances,ofthemistakeswhichpeopleofhighpretensionstojudgmentareforeverfallinginto;
andnotverywellpleasedwithherbrotherforimaginingherblindandignorant,andinwantofcounsel。Hesaidnomore。
Mr。Woodhousehadsocompletelymadeuphismindtothevisit,thatinspiteoftheincreasingcoldness,heseemedtohavenoideaofshrinkingfromit,andsetforwardatlastmostpunctuallywithhiseldestdaughterinhisowncarriage,withlessapparentconsciousnessoftheweatherthaneitheroftheothers;toofullofthewonderofhisowngoing,andthepleasureitwastoaffordatRandallstoseethatitwascold,andtoowellwraptuptofeelit。
Thecold,however,wassevere;andbythetimethesecondcarriagewasinmotion,afewflakesofsnowwerefindingtheirwaydown,andtheskyhadtheappearanceofbeingsooverchargedastowantonlyamilderairtoproduceaverywhiteworldinaveryshorttime。
Emmasoonsawthathercompanionwasnotinthehappiesthumour。
Thepreparingandthegoingabroadinsuchweather,withthesacrificeofhischildrenafterdinner,wereevils,weredisagreeablesatleast,whichMr。JohnKnightleydidnotbyanymeanslike;heanticipatednothinginthevisitthatcouldbeatallworththepurchase;
andthewholeoftheirdrivetothevicaragewasspentbyhiminexpressinghisdiscontent。
“Aman。”saidhe,“musthaveaverygoodopinionofhimselfwhenheaskspeopletoleavetheirownfireside,andencountersuchadayasthis,forthesakeofcomingtoseehim。Hemustthinkhimselfamostagreeablefellow;Icouldnotdosuchathing。
Itisthegreatestabsurdity——Actuallysnowingatthismoment!——
Thefollyofnotallowingpeopletobecomfortableathome——andthefollyofpeople’snotstayingcomfortablyathomewhentheycan!
Ifwewereobligedtogooutsuchaneveningasthis,byanycallofdutyorbusiness,whatahardshipweshoulddeemit;——andherearewe,probablywithratherthinnerclothingthanusual,settingforwardvoluntarily,withoutexcuse,indefianceofthevoiceofnature,whichtellsman,ineverythinggiventohisvieworhisfeelings,tostayathomehimself,andkeepallundershelterthathecan;——
herearewesettingforwardtospendfivedullhoursinanotherman’shouse,withnothingtosayortohearthatwasnotsaidandheardyesterday,andmaynotbesaidandheardagainto-morrow。
Goingindismalweather,toreturnprobablyinworse;——fourhorsesandfourservantstakenoutfornothingbuttoconveyfiveidle,shiveringcreaturesintocolderroomsandworsecompanythantheymighthavehadathome。”
Emmadidnotfindherselfequaltogivethepleasedassent,whichnodoubthewasinthehabitofreceiving,toemulatethe“Verytrue,mylove。”
whichmusthavebeenusuallyadministeredbyhistravellingcompanion;
butshehadresolutionenoughtorefrainfrommakinganyansweratall。Shecouldnotbecomplying,shedreadedbeingquarrelsome;
herheroismreachedonlytosilence。Sheallowedhimtotalk,andarrangedtheglasses,andwrappedherselfup,withoutopeningherlips。
Theyarrived,thecarriageturned,thestepwasletdown,andMr。Elton,spruce,black,andsmiling,waswiththeminstantly。
Emmathoughtwithpleasureofsomechangeofsubject。Mr。Eltonwasallobligationandcheerfulness;hewassoverycheerfulinhiscivilitiesindeed,thatshebegantothinkhemusthavereceivedadifferentaccountofHarrietfromwhathadreachedher。
Shehadsentwhiledressing,andtheanswerhadbeen,“Muchthesame——
notbetter。”
“MyreportfromMrs。Goddard’s。”saidshepresently,“wasnotsopleasantasIhadhoped——`Notbetter’wasmyanswer。”
Hisfacelengthenedimmediately;andhisvoicewasthevoiceofsentimentasheanswered。
“Oh!no——Iamgrievedtofind——IwasonthepointoftellingyouthatwhenIcalledatMrs。Goddard’sdoor,whichIdidtheverylastthingbeforeIreturnedtodress,IwastoldthatMissSmithwasnotbetter,bynomeansbetter,ratherworse。Verymuchgrievedandconcerned——
IhadflatteredmyselfthatshemustbebetteraftersuchacordialasIknewhadbeengivenherinthemorning。”
Emmasmiledandanswered——“Myvisitwasofusetothenervouspartofhercomplaint,Ihope;butnotevenIcancharmawayasorethroat;
itisamostseverecoldindeed。Mr。Perryhasbeenwithher,asyouprobablyheard。”
“Yes——Iimagined——thatis——Ididnot——“
“Hehasbeenusedtoherinthesecomplaints,andIhopeto-morrowmorningwillbringusbothamorecomfortablereport。Butitisimpossiblenottofeeluneasiness。Suchasadlosstoourpartyto-day!“
“Dreadful!——Exactlyso,indeed——Shewillbemissedeverymoment。”
Thiswasveryproper;thesighwhichaccompanieditwasreallyestimable;
butitshouldhavelastedlonger。Emmawasratherindismaywhenonlyhalfaminuteafterwardshebegantospeakofotherthings,andinavoiceofthegreatestalacrityandenjoyment。
“Whatanexcellentdevice。”saidhe,“theuseofasheepskinforcarriages。Howverycomfortabletheymakeit;——impossibletofeelcoldwithsuchprecautions。Thecontrivancesofmoderndaysindeedhaverenderedagentleman’scarriageperfectlycomplete。
Oneissofencedandguardedfromtheweather,thatnotabreathofaircanfinditswayunpermitted。Weatherbecomesabsolutelyofnoconsequence。Itisaverycoldafternoon——butinthiscarriageweknownothingofthematter——Ha!snowsalittleIsee。”
“Yes。”saidJohnKnightley,“andIthinkweshallhaveagooddealofit。”
“Christmasweather。”observedMr。Elton。“Quiteseasonable;
andextremelyfortunatewemaythinkourselvesthatitdidnotbeginyesterday,andpreventthisday’sparty,whichitmightverypossiblyhavedone,forMr。Woodhousewouldhardlyhaveventuredhadtherebeenmuchsnowontheground;butnowitisofnoconsequence。
Thisisquitetheseasonindeedforfriendlymeetings。AtChristmaseverybodyinvitestheirfriendsaboutthem,andpeoplethinklittleofeventheworstweather。Iwassnowedupatafriend’shouseonceforaweek。Nothingcouldbepleasanter。Iwentforonlyonenight,andcouldnotgetawaytillthatverydayse’nnight。”
Mr。JohnKnightleylookedasifhedidnotcomprehendthepleasure,butsaidonly,coolly,“IcannotwishtobesnowedupaweekatRandalls。”
AtanothertimeEmmamighthavebeenamused,butshewastoomuchastonishednowatMr。Elton’sspiritsforotherfeelings。
Harrietseemedquiteforgottenintheexpectationofapleasantparty。
“Wearesureofexcellentfires。”continuedhe,“andeverythinginthegreatestcomfort。Charmingpeople,Mr。andMrs。Weston;——
Mrs。Westonindeedismuchbeyondpraise,andheisexactlywhatonevalues,sohospitable,andsofondofsociety;——
itwillbeasmallparty,butwheresmallpartiesareselect,theyareperhapsthemostagreeableofany。Mr。Weston’sdining-roomdoesnotaccommodatemorethantencomfortably;andformypart,Iwouldrather,undersuchcircumstances,fallshortbytwothanexceedbytwo。Ithinkyouwillagreewithme,turningwithasoftairtoEmma,IthinkIshallcertainlyhaveyourapprobation,thoughMr。Knightleyperhaps,frombeingusedtothelargepartiesofLondon,maynotquiteenterintoourfeelings。”
“IknownothingofthelargepartiesofLondon,sir——Ineverdinewithanybody。”
“Indeed!inatoneofwonderandpity,Ihadnoideathatthelawhadbeensogreataslavery。Well,sir,thetimemustcomewhenyouwillbepaidforallthis,whenyouwillhavelittlelabourandgreatenjoyment。”
“Myfirstenjoyment。”repliedJohnKnightley,astheypassedthroughthesweep-gate,“willbetofindmyselfsafeatHartfieldagain。”
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SomechangeofcountenancewasnecessaryforeachgentlemanastheywalkedintoMrs。Weston’sdrawing-room;——Mr。Eltonmustcomposehisjoyouslooks,andMr。JohnKnightleydispersehisill-humour。Mr。Eltonmustsmileless,andMr。JohnKnightleymore,tofitthemfortheplace——Emmaonlymightbeasnatureprompted,andshewherselfjustashappyasshewas。ToheritwasrealenjoymenttobewiththeWestons。Mr。Westonwasagreatfavourite,andtherewasnotacreatureintheworldtowhomshespokewithsuchunreserve,astohiswife;notanyone,towhomsherelatedwithsuchconvictionofbeinglistenedtoandunderstood,ofbeingalwaysinterestingandalwaysintelligible,thelittleaffairs,arrangements,perplexities,andpleasuresofherfatherandherself。
ShecouldtellnothingofHartfield,inwhichMrs。Westonhadnotalivelyconcern;andhalfanhour’suninterruptedcommunicationofallthoselittlemattersonwhichthedailyhappinessofprivatelifedepends,wasoneofthefirstgratificationsofeach。
Thiswasapleasurewhichperhapsthewholeday’svisitmightnotafford,whichcertainlydidnotbelongtothepresenthalf-hour;
buttheverysightofMrs。Weston,hersmile,hertouch,hervoicewasgratefultoEmma,andshedeterminedtothinkaslittleaspossibleofMr。Elton’soddities,orofanythingelseunpleasant,andenjoyallthatwasenjoyabletotheutmost。
ThemisfortuneofHarriet’scoldhadbeenprettywellgonethroughbeforeherarrival。Mr。Woodhousehadbeensafelyseatedlongenoughtogivethehistoryofit,besidesallthehistoryofhisownandIsabella’scoming,andofEmma’sbeingtofollow,andhadindeedjustgottotheendofhissatisfactionthatJamesshouldcomeandseehisdaughter,whentheothersappeared,andMrs。Weston,whohadbeenalmostwhollyengrossedbyherattentionstohim,wasabletoturnawayandwelcomeherdearEmma。
Emma’sprojectofforgettingMr。Eltonforawhilemadeherrathersorrytofind,whentheyhadalltakentheirplaces,thathewasclosetoher。ThedifficultywasgreatofdrivinghisstrangeinsensibilitytowardsHarriet,fromhermind,whilehenotonlysatatherelbow,butwascontinuallyobtrudinghishappycountenanceonhernotice,andsolicitouslyaddressingheruponeveryoccasion。
Insteadofforgettinghim,hisbehaviourwassuchthatshecouldnotavoidtheinternalsuggestionof“Canitreallybeasmybrotherimagined?canitbepossibleforthismantobebeginningtotransferhisaffectionsfromHarriettome?——Absurdandinsufferable!“——
Yethewouldbesoanxiousforherbeingperfectlywarm,wouldbesointerestedaboutherfather,andsodelightedwithMrs。Weston;
andatlastwouldbeginadmiringherdrawingswithsomuchzealandsolittleknowledgeasseemedterriblylikeawould-belover,andmadeitsomeeffortwithhertopreservehergoodmanners。
Forherownsakeshecouldnotberude;andforHarriet’s,inthehopethatallwouldyetturnoutright,shewasevenpositivelycivil;
butitwasaneffort;especiallyassomethingwasgoingonamongsttheothers,inthemostoverpoweringperiodofMr。Elton’snonsense,whichsheparticularlywishedtolistento。SheheardenoughtoknowthatMr。Westonwasgivingsomeinformationabouthisson;
sheheardthewords“myson。”and“Frank。”and“myson。”
repeatedseveraltimesover;and,fromafewotherhalf-syllablesverymuchsuspectedthathewasannouncinganearlyvisitfromhisson;butbeforeshecouldquietMr。Elton,thesubjectwassocompletelypastthatanyrevivingquestionfromherwouldhavebeenawkward。
Now,itsohappenedthatinspiteofEmma’sresolutionofnevermarrying,therewassomethinginthename,intheideaofMr。FrankChurchill,whichalwaysinterestedher。Shehadfrequentlythought——especiallysincehisfather’smarriagewithMissTaylor——thatifsheweretomarry,hewastheverypersontosuitherinage,characterandcondition。
Heseemedbythisconnexionbetweenthefamilies,quitetobelongtoher。
Shecouldnotbutsupposeittobeamatchthateverybodywhoknewthemmustthinkof。ThatMr。andMrs。Westondidthinkofit,shewasverystronglypersuaded;andthoughnotmeaningtobeinducedbyhim,orbyanybodyelse,togiveupasituationwhichshebelievedmorerepletewithgoodthananyshecouldchangeitfor,shehadagreatcuriositytoseehim,adecidedintentionoffindinghimpleasant,ofbeinglikedbyhimtoacertaindegree,andasortofpleasureintheideaoftheirbeingcoupledintheirfriends’imaginations。
Withsuchsensations,Mr。Elton’scivilitiesweredreadfullyill-timed;
butshehadthecomfortofappearingverypolite,whilefeelingverycross——andofthinkingthattherestofthevisitcouldnotpossiblypasswithoutbringingforwardthesameinformationagain,orthesubstanceofit,fromtheopen-heartedMr。Weston——Soitproved;——
forwhenhappilyreleasedfromMr。Elton,andseatedbyMr。Weston,atdinner,hemadeuseoftheveryfirstintervalinthecaresofhospitality,theveryfirstleisurefromthesaddleofmutton,tosaytoher,“Wewantonlytwomoretobejusttherightnumber。Ishouldliketoseetwomorehere,——yourprettylittlefriend,MissSmith,andmyson——andthenIshouldsaywewerequitecomplete。
Ibelieveyoudidnothearmetellingtheothersinthedrawing-roomthatweareexpectingFrank。Ihadaletterfromhimthismorning,andhewillbewithuswithinafortnight。”
Emmaspokewithaveryproperdegreeofpleasure;andfullyassentedtohispropositionofMr。FrankChurchillandMissSmithmakingtheirpartyquitecomplete。
“Hehasbeenwantingtocometous。”continuedMr。Weston,“eversinceSeptember:everyletterhasbeenfullofit;
buthecannotcommandhisowntime。Hehasthosetopleasewhomustbepleased,andwhobetweenourselvesaresometimestobepleasedonlybyagoodmanysacrifices。ButnowIhavenodoubtofseeinghimhereaboutthesecondweekinJanuary。”
“Whataverygreatpleasureitwillbetoyou!andMrs。Westonissoanxioustobeacquaintedwithhim,thatshemustbealmostashappyasyourself。”
“Yes,shewouldbe,butthatshethinkstherewillbeanotherput-off。ShedoesnotdependuponhiscomingsomuchasIdo:
butshedoesnotknowthepartiessowellasIdo。Thecase,yousee,is——butthisisquitebetweenourselves:Ididnotmentionasyllableofitintheotherroom。Therearesecretsinallfamilies,youknow——Thecaseis,thatapartyoffriendsareinvitedtopayavisitatEnscombeinJanuary;andthatFrank’scomingdependsupontheirbeingputoff。Iftheyarenotputoff,hecannotstir。
ButIknowtheywill,becauseitisafamilythatacertainlady,ofsomeconsequence,atEnscombe,hasaparticulardisliketo:
andthoughitisthoughtnecessarytoinvitethemonceintwoorthreeyears,theyalwaysareputoffwhenitcomestothepoint。
Ihavenotthesmallestdoubtoftheissue。IamasconfidentofseeingFrankherebeforethemiddleofJanuary,asIamofbeingheremyself:butyourgoodfriendtherenoddingtowardstheupperendofthetablehassofewvagariesherself,andhasbeensolittleusedtothematHartfield,thatshecannotcalculateontheireffects,asIhavebeenlonginthepracticeofdoing。”
“Iamsorrythereshouldbeanythinglikedoubtinthecase。”
repliedEmma;“butamdisposedtosidewithyou,Mr。Weston。Ifyouthinkhewillcome,Ishallthinksotoo;foryouknowEnscombe。”
“Yes——Ihavesomerighttothatknowledge;thoughIhaveneverbeenattheplaceinmylife——Sheisanoddwoman!——ButIneverallowmyselftospeakillofher,onFrank’saccount;forIdobelievehertobeveryfondofhim。Iusedtothinkshewasnotcapableofbeingfondofanybody,exceptherself:butshehasalwaysbeenkindtohiminherway——allowingforlittlewhimsandcaprices,andexpectingeverythingtobeasshelikes。Anditisnosmallcredit,inmyopinion,tohim,thatheshouldexcitesuchanaffection;
for,thoughIwouldnotsayittoanybodyelse,shehasnomoreheartthanastonetopeopleingeneral;andthedevilofatemper。”
Emmalikedthesubjectsowell,thatshebeganuponit,toMrs。Weston,verysoonaftertheirmovingintothedrawing-room:wishingherjoy——
yetobserving,thatsheknewthefirstmeetingmustberatheralarming——
Mrs。Westonagreedtoit;butadded,thatsheshouldbeverygladtobesecureofundergoingtheanxietyofafirstmeetingatthetimetalkedof:“forIcannotdependuponhiscoming。
IcannotbesosanguineasMr。Weston。Iamverymuchafraidthatitwillallendinnothing。Mr。Weston,Idaresay,hasbeentellingyouexactlyhowthematterstands?“
“Yes——itseemstodependuponnothingbuttheill-humourofMrs。Churchill,whichIimaginetobethemostcertainthingintheworld。”
“MyEmma!“repliedMrs。Weston,smiling,“whatisthecertaintyofcaprice?“ThenturningtoIsabella,whohadnotbeenattendingbefore——“Youmustknow,mydearMrs。Knightley,thatwearebynomeanssosureofseeingMr。FrankChurchill,inmyopinion,ashisfatherthinks。Itdependsentirelyuponhisaunt’sspiritsandpleasure;inshort,uponhertemper。
Toyou——tomytwodaughters——Imayventureonthetruth。
Mrs。ChurchillrulesatEnscombe,andisaveryodd-temperedwoman;
andhiscomingnow,dependsuponherbeingwillingtosparehim。”
“Oh,Mrs。Churchill;everybodyknowsMrs。Churchill。”
repliedIsabella:“andIamsureIneverthinkofthatpooryoungmanwithoutthegreatestcompassion。Tobeconstantlylivingwithanill-temperedperson,mustbedreadful。Itiswhatwehappilyhaveneverknownanythingof;butitmustbealifeofmisery。Whatablessing,thatsheneverhadanychildren!
Poorlittlecreatures,howunhappyshewouldhavemadethem!“
EmmawishedshehadbeenalonewithMrs。Weston。Sheshouldthenhaveheardmore:Mrs。Westonwouldspeaktoher,withadegreeofunreservewhichshewouldnothazardwithIsabella;and,shereallybelieved,wouldscarcelytrytoconcealanythingrelativetotheChurchillsfromher,exceptingthoseviewsontheyoungman,ofwhichherownimaginationhadalreadygivenhersuchinstinctiveknowledge。
Butatpresenttherewasnothingmoretobesaid。Mr。Woodhouseverysoonfollowedthemintothedrawing-room。Tobesittinglongafterdinner,wasaconfinementthathecouldnotendure。
Neitherwinenorconversationwasanythingtohim;andgladlydidhemovetothosewithwhomhewasalwayscomfortable。
WhilehetalkedtoIsabella,however,Emmafoundanopportunityofsaying,“Andsoyoudonotconsiderthisvisitfromyoursonasbyanymeanscertain。Iamsorryforit。Theintroductionmustbeunpleasant,wheneverittakesplace;andthesooneritcouldbeover,thebetter。”
“Yes;andeverydelaymakesonemoreapprehensiveofotherdelays。
Evenifthisfamily,theBraithwaites,areputoff,Iamstillafraidthatsomeexcusemaybefoundfordisappointingus。
Icannotbeartoimagineanyreluctanceonhisside;butIamsurethereisagreatwishontheChurchills’tokeephimtothemselves。
Thereisjealousy。Theyarejealousevenofhisregardforhisfather。
Inshort,Icanfeelnodependenceonhiscoming,andIwishMr。Westonwerelesssanguine。”
“Heoughttocome。”saidEmma。“Ifhecouldstayonlyacoupleofdays,heoughttocome;andonecanhardlyconceiveayoungman’snothavingitinhispowertodoasmuchasthat。Ayoungwoman,ifshefallintobadhands,maybeteazed,andkeptatadistancefromthoseshewantstobewith;butonecannotcomprehendayoungman’sbeingundersuchrestraint,asnottobeabletospendaweekwithhisfather,ifhelikesit。”
“OneoughttobeatEnscombe,andknowthewaysofthefamily,beforeonedecidesuponwhathecando。”repliedMrs。Weston。
“Oneoughttousethesamecaution,perhaps,injudgingoftheconductofanyoneindividualofanyonefamily;butEnscombe,Ibelieve,certainlymustnotbejudgedbygeneralrules:
sheissoveryunreasonable;andeverythinggiveswaytoher。”
“Butsheissofondofthenephew:heissoverygreatafavourite。
Now,accordingtomyideaofMrs。Churchill,itwouldbemostnatural,thatwhileshemakesnosacrificeforthecomfortofthehusband,towhomsheoweseverything,whilesheexercisesincessantcapricetowardshim,sheshouldfrequentlybegovernedbythenephew,towhomsheowesnothingatall。”
“MydearestEmma,donotpretend,withyoursweettemper,tounderstandabadone,ortolaydownrulesforit:youmustletitgoitsownway。Ihavenodoubtofhishaving,attimes,considerableinfluence;butitmaybeperfectlyimpossibleforhimtoknowbeforehandwhenitwillbe。”
Emmalistened,andthencoollysaid,“Ishallnotbesatisfied,unlesshecomes。”
“Hemayhaveagreatdealofinfluenceonsomepoints。”
continuedMrs。Weston,“andonothers,verylittle:andamongthose,onwhichsheisbeyondhisreach,itisbuttoolikely,maybethisverycircumstanceofhiscomingawayfromthemtovisitus。”
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Mr。Woodhousewassoonreadyforhistea;andwhenhehaddrankhisteahewasquitereadytogohome;anditwasasmuchashisthreecompanionscoulddo,toentertainawayhisnoticeofthelatenessofthehour,beforetheothergentlemenappeared。Mr。Westonwaschattyandconvivial,andnofriendtoearlyseparationsofanysort;
butatlastthedrawing-roompartydidreceiveanaugmentation。
Mr。Elton,inverygoodspirits,wasoneofthefirsttowalkin。
Mrs。WestonandEmmaweresittingtogetheronasofa。Hejoinedthemimmediately,and,withscarcelyaninvitation,seatedhimselfbetweenthem。
Emma,ingoodspiritstoo,fromtheamusementaffordedhermindbytheexpectationofMr。FrankChurchill,waswillingtoforgethislateimproprieties,andbeaswellsatisfiedwithhimasbefore,andonhismakingHarriethisveryfirstsubject,wasreadytolistenwithmostfriendlysmiles。
Heprofessedhimselfextremelyanxiousaboutherfairfriend——
herfair,lovely,amiablefriend。“Didsheknow?——hadsheheardanythingabouther,sincetheirbeingatRandalls?——
hefeltmuchanxiety——hemustconfessthatthenatureofhercomplaintalarmedhimconsiderably。”Andinthisstylehetalkedonforsometimeveryproperly,notmuchattendingtoanyanswer,butaltogethersufficientlyawaketotheterrorofabadsorethroat;
andEmmawasquiteincharitywithhim。
Butatlastthereseemedaperverseturn;itseemedallatonceasifheweremoreafraidofitsbeingabadsorethroatonheraccount,thanonHarriet’s——moreanxiousthatsheshouldescapetheinfection,thanthatthereshouldbenoinfectioninthecomplaint。Hebeganwithgreatearnestnesstoentreathertorefrainfromvisitingthesick-chamberagain,forthepresent——toentreathertopromisehimnottoventureintosuchhazardtillhehadseenMr。Perryandlearnthisopinion;andthoughshetriedtolaughitoffandbringthesubjectbackintoitspropercourse,therewasnoputtinganendtohisextremesolicitudeabouther。Shewasvexed。
Itdidappear——therewasnoconcealingit——exactlylikethepretenceofbeinginlovewithher,insteadofHarriet;aninconstancy,ifreal,themostcontemptibleandabominable!andshehaddifficultyinbehavingwithtemper。HeturnedtoMrs。Westontoimploreherassistance,“Wouldnotshegivehimhersupport?——wouldnotsheaddherpersuasionstohis,toinduceMissWoodhousenottogotoMrs。Goddard’stillitwerecertainthatMissSmith’sdisorderhadnoinfection?Hecouldnotbesatisfiedwithoutapromise——
wouldnotshegivehimherinfluenceinprocuringit?“
“Soscrupulousforothers。”hecontinued,“andyetsocarelessforherself!Shewantedmetonursemycoldbystayingathometo-day,andyetwillnotpromisetoavoidthedangerofcatchinganulceratedsorethroatherself。Isthisfair,Mrs。Weston?——Judgebetweenus。
HavenotIsomerighttocomplain?Iamsureofyourkindsupportandaid。”
EmmasawMrs。Weston’ssurprize,andfeltthatitmustbegreat,atanaddresswhich,inwordsandmanner,wasassumingtohimselftherightoffirstinterestinher;andasforherself,shewastoomuchprovokedandoffendedtohavethepowerofdirectlysayinganythingtothepurpose。Shecouldonlygivehimalook;
butitwassuchalookasshethoughtmustrestorehimtohissenses,andthenleftthesofa,removingtoaseatbyhersister,andgivingherallherattention。
ShehadnottimetoknowhowMr。Eltontookthereproof,sorapidlydidanothersubjectsucceed;forMr。JohnKnightleynowcameintotheroomfromexaminingtheweather,andopenedonthemallwiththeinformationofthegroundbeingcoveredwithsnow,andofitsstillsnowingfast,withastrongdriftingwind;
concludingwiththesewordstoMr。Woodhouse:
“Thiswillproveaspiritedbeginningofyourwinterengagements,sir。Somethingnewforyourcoachmanandhorsestobemakingtheirwaythroughastormofsnow。”
PoorMr。Woodhousewassilentfromconsternation;buteverybodyelsehadsomethingtosay;everybodywaseithersurprizedornotsurprized,andhadsomequestiontoask,orsomecomforttooffer。Mrs。WestonandEmmatriedearnestlytocheerhimandturnhisattentionfromhisson-in-law,whowaspursuinghistriumphratherunfeelingly。
“Iadmiredyourresolutionverymuch,sir。”saidhe,“inventuringoutinsuchweather,forofcourseyousawtherewouldbesnowverysoon。Everybodymusthaveseenthesnowcomingon。
Iadmiredyourspirit;andIdaresayweshallgethomeverywell。
Anotherhourortwo’ssnowcanhardlymaketheroadimpassable;
andwearetwocarriages;ifoneisblownoverinthebleakpartofthecommonfieldtherewillbetheotherathand。IdaresayweshallbeallsafeatHartfieldbeforemidnight。”
Mr。Weston,withtriumphofadifferentsort,wasconfessingthathehadknownittobesnowingsometime,buthadnotsaidaword,lestitshouldmakeMr。Woodhouseuncomfortable,andbeanexcuseforhishurryingaway。Astotherebeinganyquantityofsnowfallenorlikelytofalltoimpedetheirreturn,thatwasamerejoke;
hewasafraidtheywouldfindnodifficulty。Hewishedtheroadmightbeimpassable,thathemightbeabletokeepthemallatRandalls;
andwiththeutmostgood-willwassurethataccommodationmightbefoundforeverybody,callingonhiswifetoagreewithhim,thatwithalittlecontrivance,everybodymightbelodged,whichshehardlyknewhowtodo,fromtheconsciousnessoftherebeingbuttwospareroomsinthehouse。
“Whatistobedone,mydearEmma?——whatistobedone?“
wasMr。Woodhouse’sfirstexclamation,andallthathecouldsayforsometime。Toherhelookedforcomfort;andherassurancesofsafety,herrepresentationoftheexcellenceofthehorses,andofJames,andoftheirhavingsomanyfriendsaboutthem,revivedhimalittle。
Hiseldestdaughter’salarmwasequaltohisown。ThehorrorofbeingblockedupatRandalls,whileherchildrenwereatHartfield,wasfullinherimagination;andfancyingtheroadtobenowjustpassableforadventurouspeople,butinastatethatadmittednodelay,shewaseagertohaveitsettled,thatherfatherandEmmashouldremainatRandalls,whilesheandherhusbandsetforwardinstantlythroughallthepossibleaccumulationsofdriftedsnowthatmightimpedethem。
“Youhadbetterorderthecarriagedirectly,mylove。”saidshe;
“Idaresayweshallbeabletogetalong,ifwesetoffdirectly;
andifwedocometoanythingverybad,Icangetoutandwalk。
Iamnotatallafraid。Ishouldnotmindwalkinghalftheway。
Icouldchangemyshoes,youknow,themomentIgothome;anditisnotthesortofthingthatgivesmecold。”
“Indeed!“repliedhe。“Then,mydearIsabella,itisthemostextraordinarysortofthingintheworld,foringeneraleverythingdoesgiveyoucold。Walkhome!——youareprettilyshodforwalkinghome,Idaresay。Itwillbebadenoughforthehorses。”
IsabellaturnedtoMrs。Westonforherapprobationoftheplan。
Mrs。Westoncouldonlyapprove。IsabellathenwenttoEmma;
butEmmacouldnotsoentirelygiveupthehopeoftheirbeingallabletogetaway;andtheywerestilldiscussingthepoint,whenMr。Knightley,whohadlefttheroomimmediatelyafterhisbrother’sfirstreportofthesnow,camebackagain,andtoldthemthathehadbeenoutofdoorstoexamine,andcouldanswerfortherenotbeingthesmallestdifficultyintheirgettinghome,whenevertheylikedit,eithernoworanhourhence。Hehadgonebeyondthesweep——
somewayalongtheHighburyroad——thesnowwasnowhereabovehalfaninchdeep——inmanyplaceshardlyenoughtowhitentheground;
averyfewflakeswerefallingatpresent,butthecloudswereparting,andtherewaseveryappearanceofitsbeingsoonover。Hehadseenthecoachmen,andtheybothagreedwithhimintherebeingnothingtoapprehend。
ToIsabella,thereliefofsuchtidingswasverygreat,andtheywerescarcelylessacceptabletoEmmaonherfather’saccount,whowasimmediatelysetasmuchateaseonthesubjectashisnervousconstitutionallowed;butthealarmthathadbeenraisedcouldnotbeappeasedsoastoadmitofanycomfortforhimwhilehecontinuedatRandalls。Hewassatisfiedoftherebeingnopresentdangerinreturninghome,butnoassurancescouldconvincehimthatitwassafetostay;andwhiletheotherswerevariouslyurgingandrecommending,Mr。KnightleyandEmmasettleditinafewbriefsentences:thus——
“Yourfatherwillnotbeeasy;whydonotyougo?“
“Iamready,iftheothersare。”
“ShallIringthebell?“
“Yes,do。”
Andthebellwasrung,andthecarriagesspokenfor。Afewminutesmore,andEmmahopedtoseeonetroublesomecompaniondepositedinhisownhouse,togetsoberandcool,andtheotherrecoverhistemperandhappinesswhenthisvisitofhardshipwereover。
Thecarriagecame:andMr。Woodhouse,alwaysthefirstobjectonsuchoccasions,wascarefullyattendedtohisownbyMr。KnightleyandMr。Weston;butnotallthateithercouldsaycouldpreventsomerenewalofalarmatthesightofthesnowwhichhadactuallyfallen,andthediscoveryofamuchdarkernightthanhehadbeenpreparedfor。
“Hewasafraidtheyshouldhaveaverybaddrive。HewasafraidpoorIsabellawouldnotlikeit。AndtherewouldbepoorEmmainthecarriagebehind。Hedidnotknowwhattheyhadbestdo。
Theymustkeepasmuchtogetherastheycould;“andJameswastalkedto,andgivenachargetogoveryslowandwaitfortheothercarriage。
Isabellasteptinafterherfather;JohnKnightley,forgettingthathedidnotbelongtotheirparty,steptinafterhiswifeverynaturally;
sothatEmmafound,onbeingescortedandfollowedintothesecondcarriagebyMr。Elton,thatthedoorwastobelawfullyshutonthem,andthattheyweretohaveatete-a-tetedrive。Itwouldnothavebeentheawkwardnessofamoment,itwouldhavebeenratherapleasure,previoustothesuspicionsofthisveryday;shecouldhavetalkedtohimofHarriet,andthethree-quartersofamilewouldhaveseemedbutone。Butnow,shewouldratherithadnothappened。
ShebelievedhehadbeendrinkingtoomuchofMr。Weston’sgoodwine,andfeltsurethathewouldwanttobetalkingnonsense。
Torestrainhimasmuchasmightbe,byherownmanners,shewasimmediatelypreparingtospeakwithexquisitecalmnessandgravityoftheweatherandthenight;butscarcelyhadshebegun,scarcelyhadtheypassedthesweep-gateandjoinedtheothercarriage,thanshefoundhersubjectcutup——herhandseized——herattentiondemanded,andMr。Eltonactuallymakingviolentlovetoher:availinghimselfofthepreciousopportunity,declaringsentimentswhichmustbealreadywellknown,hoping——fearing——adoring——readytodieifsherefusedhim;
butflatteringhimselfthathisardentattachmentandunequalledloveandunexampledpassioncouldnotfailofhavingsomeeffect,andinshort,verymuchresolvedonbeingseriouslyacceptedassoonaspossible。Itreallywasso。Withoutscruple——withoutapology——
withoutmuchapparentdiffidence,Mr。Elton,theloverofHarriet,wasprofessinghimselfherlover。Shetriedtostophim;butvainly;
hewouldgoon,andsayitall。Angryasshewas,thethoughtofthemomentmadeherresolvetorestrainherselfwhenshedidspeak。
Shefeltthathalfthisfollymustbedrunkenness,andthereforecouldhopethatitmightbelongonlytothepassinghour。
Accordingly,withamixtureoftheseriousandtheplayful,whichshehopedwouldbestsuithishalfandhalfstate,shereplied,“Iamverymuchastonished,Mr。Elton。Thistome!youforgetyourself——
youtakemeformyfriend——anymessagetoMissSmithIshallbehappytodeliver;butnomoreofthistome,ifyouplease。”
“MissSmith!——messagetoMissSmith!——Whatcouldshepossiblymean!“——
Andherepeatedherwordswithsuchassuranceofaccent,suchboastfulpretenceofamazement,thatshecouldnothelpreplyingwithquickness,“Mr。Elton,thisisthemostextraordinaryconduct!andIcanaccountforitonlyinoneway;youarenotyourself,oryoucouldnotspeakeithertome,orofHarriet,insuchamanner。Commandyourselfenoughtosaynomore,andIwillendeavourtoforgetit。”