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  Andeversinceshewastwelve,Emmahasbeenmistressofthehouseandofyouall。Inhermothershelosttheonlypersonabletocopewithher。Sheinheritshermother’stalents,andmusthavebeenundersubjectiontoher。”

  “Ishouldhavebeensorry,Mr。Knightley,tobedependentonyourrecommendation,hadIquittedMr。Woodhouse’sfamilyandwantedanothersituation;Idonotthinkyouwouldhavespokenagoodwordformetoanybody。IamsureyoualwaysthoughtmeunfitfortheofficeIheld。”

  “Yes。”saidhe,smiling。“Youarebetterplacedhere;veryfitforawife,butnotatallforagoverness。ButyouwerepreparingyourselftobeanexcellentwifeallthetimeyouwereatHartfield。

  YoumightnotgiveEmmasuchacompleteeducationasyourpowerswouldseemtopromise;butyouwerereceivingaverygoodeducationfromher,ontheverymaterialmatrimonialpointofsubmittingyourownwill,anddoingasyouwerebid;andifWestonhadaskedmetorecommendhimawife,IshouldcertainlyhavenamedMissTaylor。”

  “Thankyou。TherewillbeverylittlemeritinmakingagoodwifetosuchamanasMr。Weston。”

  “Why,toownthetruth,Iamafraidyouareratherthrownaway,andthatwitheverydispositiontobear,therewillbenothingtobeborne。Wewillnotdespair,however。Westonmaygrowcrossfromthewantonnessofcomfort,orhissonmayplaguehim。”

  “Ihopenotthat——Itisnotlikely。No,Mr。Knightley,donotforetellvexationfromthatquarter。”

  “NotI,indeed。Ionlynamepossibilities。IdonotpretendtoEmma’sgeniusforforetellingandguessing。Ihope,withallmyheart,theyoungmanmaybeaWestoninmerit,andaChurchillinfortune——ButHarrietSmith——IhavenothalfdoneaboutHarrietSmith。IthinkhertheveryworstsortofcompanionthatEmmacouldpossiblyhave。

  Sheknowsnothingherself,andlooksuponEmmaasknowingeverything。

  Sheisaflattererinallherways;andsomuchtheworse,becauseundesigned。Herignoranceishourlyflattery。HowcanEmmaimagineshehasanythingtolearnherself,whileHarrietispresentingsuchadelightfulinferiority?AndasforHarriet,Iwillventuretosaythatshecannotgainbytheacquaintance。

  Hartfieldwillonlyputheroutofconceitwithalltheotherplacesshebelongsto。Shewillgrowjustrefinedenoughtobeuncomfortablewiththoseamongwhombirthandcircumstanceshaveplacedherhome。

  IammuchmistakenifEmma’sdoctrinesgiveanystrengthofmind,ortendatalltomakeagirladaptherselfrationallytothevarietiesofhersituationinlife——Theyonlygivealittlepolish。”

  “IeitherdependmoreuponEmma’sgoodsensethanyoudo,orammoreanxiousforherpresentcomfort;forIcannotlamenttheacquaintance。

  Howwellshelookedlastnight!“

  “Oh!youwouldrathertalkofherpersonthanhermind,wouldyou?

  Verywell;IshallnotattempttodenyEmma’sbeingpretty。”

  “Pretty!saybeautifulrather。CanyouimagineanythingnearerperfectbeautythanEmmaaltogether——faceandfigure?“

  “IdonotknowwhatIcouldimagine,butIconfessthatIhaveseldomseenafaceorfiguremorepleasingtomethanhers。

  ButIamapartialoldfriend。”

  “Suchaneye!——thetruehazleeye——andsobrilliant!regularfeatures,opencountenance,withacomplexion!oh!whatabloomoffullhealth,andsuchaprettyheightandsize;suchafirmanduprightfigure!

  Thereishealth,notmerelyinherbloom,butinherair,herhead,herglance。Onehearssometimesofachildbeing`thepictureofhealth;’now,Emmaalwaysgivesmetheideaofbeingthecompletepictureofgrown-uphealth。Sheislovelinessitself。Mr。

  Knightley,isnotshe?“

  “Ihavenotafaulttofindwithherperson。”hereplied。

  “Ithinkherallyoudescribe。Ilovetolookather;andI

  willaddthispraise,thatIdonotthinkherpersonallyvain。

  Consideringhowveryhandsomesheis,sheappearstobelittleoccupiedwithit;hervanityliesanotherway。Mrs。Weston,I

  amnottobetalkedoutofmydislikeofHarrietSmith,ormydreadofitsdoingthembothharm。”

  “AndI,Mr。Knightley,amequallystoutinmyconfidenceofitsnotdoingthemanyharm。WithalldearEmma’slittlefaults,sheisanexcellentcreature。Whereshallweseeabetterdaughter,orakindersister,oratruerfriend?No,no;shehasqualitieswhichmaybetrusted;shewillneverleadanyonereallywrong;

  shewillmakenolastingblunder;whereEmmaerrsonce,sheisintherightahundredtimes。”

  “Verywell;Iwillnotplagueyouanymore。Emmashallbeanangel,andIwillkeepmyspleentomyselftillChristmasbringsJohnandIsabella。JohnlovesEmmawithareasonableandthereforenotablindaffection,andIsabellaalwaysthinksashedoes;

  exceptwhenheisnotquitefrightenedenoughaboutthechildren。

  Iamsureofhavingtheiropinionswithme。”

  “Iknowthatyouallloveherreallytoowelltobeunjustorunkind;

  butexcuseme,Mr。Knightley,ifItakethelibertyIconsidermyself,youknow,ashavingsomewhatoftheprivilegeofspeechthatEmma’smothermighthavehadthelibertyofhintingthatIdonotthinkanypossiblegoodcanarisefromHarrietSmith’sintimacybeingmadeamatterofmuchdiscussionamongyou。Prayexcuseme;butsupposinganylittleinconveniencemaybeapprehendedfromtheintimacy,itcannotbeexpectedthatEmma,accountabletonobodybutherfather,whoperfectlyapprovestheacquaintance,shouldputanendtoit,solongasitisasourceofpleasuretoherself。Ithasbeensomanyyearsmyprovincetogiveadvice,thatyoucannotbesurprized,Mr。Knightley,atthislittleremainsofoffice。”

  “Notatall。”criedhe;“Iammuchobligedtoyouforit。

  Itisverygoodadvice,anditshallhaveabetterfatethanyouradvicehasoftenfound;foritshallbeattendedto。”

  “Mrs。JohnKnightleyiseasilyalarmed,andmightbemadeunhappyabouthersister。”

  “Besatisfied。”saidhe,“Iwillnotraiseanyoutcry。Iwillkeepmyill-humourtomyself。IhaveaverysincereinterestinEmma。

  Isabelladoesnotseemmoremysister;hasneverexcitedagreaterinterest;perhapshardlysogreat。Thereisananxiety,acuriosityinwhatonefeelsforEmma。Iwonderwhatwillbecomeofher!“

  “SodoI。”saidMrs。Westongently,“verymuch。”

  “Shealwaysdeclaresshewillnevermarry,which,ofcourse,meansjustnothingatall。ButIhavenoideathatshehasyeteverseenamanshecaredfor。Itwouldnotbeabadthingforhertobeverymuchinlovewithaproperobject。IshouldliketoseeEmmainlove,andinsomedoubtofareturn;itwoulddohergood。

  Butthereisnobodyhereaboutstoattachher;andshegoessoseldomfromhome。”

  “Theredoes,indeed,seemaslittletotempthertobreakherresolutionatpresent。”saidMrs。Weston,“ascanwellbe;

  andwhilesheissohappyatHartfield,IcannotwishhertobeforminganyattachmentwhichwouldbecreatingsuchdifficultiesonpoorMr。Woodhouse’saccount。IdonotrecommendmatrimonyatpresenttoEmma,thoughImeannoslighttothestate,Iassureyou。”

  PartofhermeaningwastoconcealsomefavouritethoughtsofherownandMr。Weston’sonthesubject,asmuchaspossible。

  TherewerewishesatRandallsrespectingEmma’sdestiny,butitwasnotdesirabletohavethemsuspected;andthequiettransitionwhichMr。Knightleysoonafterwardsmadeto“WhatdoesWestonthinkoftheweather;shallwehaverain?“convincedherthathehadnothingmoretosayorsurmiseaboutHartfield。

  Chapter07CHAPTERVI

  EmmacouldnotfeeladoubtofhavinggivenHarriet’sfancyaproperdirectionandraisedthegratitudeofheryoungvanitytoaverygoodpurpose,forshefoundherdecidedlymoresensiblethanbeforeofMr。Elton’sbeingaremarkablyhandsomeman,withmostagreeablemanners;andasshehadnohesitationinfollowinguptheassuranceofhisadmirationbyagreeablehints,shewassoonprettyconfidentofcreatingasmuchlikingonHarriet’sside,astherecouldbeanyoccasionfor。ShewasquiteconvincedofMr。Elton’sbeinginthefairestwayoffallinginlove,ifnotinlovealready。Shehadnoscruplewithregardtohim。

  HetalkedofHarriet,andpraisedhersowarmly,thatshecouldnotsupposeanythingwantingwhichalittletimewouldnotadd。

  HisperceptionofthestrikingimprovementofHarriet’smanner,sinceherintroductionatHartfield,wasnotoneoftheleastagreeableproofsofhisgrowingattachment。

  “YouhavegivenMissSmithallthatsherequired。”saidhe;

  “youhavemadehergracefulandeasy。Shewasabeautifulcreaturewhenshecametoyou,but,inmyopinion,theattractionsyouhaveaddedareinfinitelysuperiortowhatshereceivedfromnature。”

  “IamgladyouthinkIhavebeenusefultoher;butHarrietonlywanteddrawingout,andreceivingafew,veryfewhints。

  Shehadallthenaturalgraceofsweetnessoftemperandartlessnessinherself。Ihavedoneverylittle。”

  “Ifitwereadmissibletocontradictalady。”saidthegallantMr。Elton——

  “Ihaveperhapsgivenheralittlemoredecisionofcharacter,havetaughthertothinkonpointswhichhadnotfalleninherwaybefore。”

  “Exactlyso;thatiswhatprincipallystrikesme。Somuchsuperaddeddecisionofcharacter!Skilfulhasbeenthehand!“

  “Greathasbeenthepleasure,Iamsure。Inevermetwithadispositionmoretrulyamiable。”

  “Ihavenodoubtofit。”Anditwasspokenwithasortofsighinganimation,whichhadavastdealofthelover。

  Shewasnotlesspleasedanotherdaywiththemannerinwhichhesecondedasuddenwishofhers,tohaveHarriet’spicture。

  “Didyoueverhaveyourlikenesstaken,Harriet?“saidshe:“didyoueversitforyourpicture?“

  Harrietwasonthepointofleavingtheroom,andonlystopttosay,withaveryinterestingnaivete,“Oh!dear,no,never。”

  Nosoonerwassheoutofsight,thanEmmaexclaimed,“Whatanexquisitepossessionagoodpictureofherwouldbe!Iwouldgiveanymoneyforit。Ialmostlongtoattemptherlikenessmyself。

  YoudonotknowitIdaresay,buttwoorthreeyearsagoIhadagreatpassionfortakinglikenesses,andattemptedseveralofmyfriends,andwasthoughttohaveatolerableeyeingeneral。

  Butfromonecauseoranother,Igaveitupindisgust。

  Butreally,Icouldalmostventure,ifHarrietwouldsittome。

  Itwouldbesuchadelighttohaveherpicture!“

  “Letmeentreatyou。”criedMr。Elton;“itwouldindeedbeadelight!

  Letmeentreatyou,MissWoodhouse,toexercisesocharmingatalentinfavourofyourfriend。Iknowwhatyourdrawingsare。

  Howcouldyousupposemeignorant?Isnotthisroomrichinspecimensofyourlandscapesandflowers;andhasnotMrs。Westonsomeinimitablefigure-piecesinherdrawing-room,atRandalls?“

  Yes,goodman!——thoughtEmma——butwhathasallthattodowithtakinglikenesses?Youknownothingofdrawing。Don’tpretendtobeinrapturesaboutmine。KeepyourrapturesforHarriet’sface。

  “Well,ifyougivemesuchkindencouragement,Mr。Elton,IbelieveIshalltrywhatIcando。Harriet’sfeaturesareverydelicate,whichmakesalikenessdifficult;andyetthereisapeculiarityintheshapeoftheeyeandthelinesaboutthemouthwhichoneoughttocatch。”

  “Exactlyso——Theshapeoftheeyeandthelinesaboutthemouth——I

  havenotadoubtofyoursuccess。Pray,prayattemptit。

  Asyouwilldoit,itwillindeed,touseyourownwords,beanexquisitepossession。”

  “ButIamafraid,Mr。Elton,Harrietwillnotliketosit。

  Shethinkssolittleofherownbeauty。Didnotyouobservehermannerofansweringme?Howcompletelyitmeant,`whyshouldmypicturebedrawn?’“

  “Oh!yes,Iobservedit,Iassureyou。Itwasnotlostonme。

  ButstillIcannotimagineshewouldnotbepersuaded。”

  Harrietwassoonbackagain,andtheproposalalmostimmediatelymade;

  andshehadnoscrupleswhichcouldstandmanyminutesagainsttheearnestpressingofboththeothers。Emmawishedtogotoworkdirectly,andthereforeproducedtheportfoliocontaininghervariousattemptsatportraits,fornotoneofthemhadeverbeenfinished,thattheymightdecidetogetheronthebestsizeforHarriet。Hermanybeginningsweredisplayed。Miniatures,half-lengths,whole-lengths,pencil,crayon,andwater-colourshadbeenalltriedinturn。

  Shehadalwayswantedtodoeverything,andhadmademoreprogressbothindrawingandmusicthanmanymighthavedonewithsolittlelabourasshewouldeversubmitto。Sheplayedandsang;——anddrewinalmosteverystyle;butsteadinesshadalwaysbeenwanting;

  andinnothinghadsheapproachedthedegreeofexcellencewhichshewouldhavebeengladtocommand,andoughtnottohavefailedof。

  Shewasnotmuchdeceivedastoherownskilleitherasanartistoramusician,butshewasnotunwillingtohaveothersdeceived,orsorrytoknowherreputationforaccomplishmentoftenhigherthanitdeserved。

  Therewasmeritineverydrawing——intheleastfinished,perhapsthemost;

  herstylewasspirited;buthadtherebeenmuchless,orhadtherebeententimesmore,thedelightandadmirationofhertwocompanionswouldhavebeenthesame。Theywerebothinecstasies。A

  likenesspleaseseverybody;andMissWoodhouse’sperformancesmustbecapital。

  “Nogreatvarietyoffacesforyou。”saidEmma。“Ihadonlymyownfamilytostudyfrom。Thereismyfather——anotherofmyfather——buttheideaofsittingforhispicturemadehimsonervous,thatIcouldonlytakehimbystealth;neitherofthemveryliketherefore。Mrs。Westonagain,andagain,andagain,yousee。

  DearMrs。Weston!alwaysmykindestfriendoneveryoccasion。

  ShewouldsitwheneverIaskedher。Thereismysister;andreallyquiteherownlittleelegantfigure!——andthefacenotunlike。

  Ishouldhavemadeagoodlikenessofher,ifshewouldhavesatlonger,butshewasinsuchahurrytohavemedrawherfourchildrenthatshewouldnotbequiet。Then,herecomeallmyattemptsatthreeofthosefourchildren;——theretheyare,HenryandJohnandBella,fromoneendofthesheettotheother,andanyoneofthemmightdoforanyoneoftherest。ShewassoeagertohavethemdrawnthatIcouldnotrefuse;butthereisnomakingchildrenofthreeorfouryearsoldstandstillyouknow;

  norcanitbeveryeasytotakeanylikenessofthem,beyondtheairandcomplexion,unlesstheyarecoarserfeaturedthananyofmama’schildreneverwere。Hereismysketchofthefourth,whowasababy。Itookhimashewassleepingonthesofa,anditisasstrongalikenessofhiscockadeasyouwouldwishtosee。

  Hehadnestleddownhisheadmostconveniently。That’sverylike。

  IamratherproudoflittleGeorge。Thecornerofthesofaisverygood。

  Thenhereismylast。”——unclosingaprettysketchofagentlemaninsmallsize,whole-length——“mylastandmybest——mybrother,Mr。JohnKnightley——Thisdidnotwantmuchofbeingfinished,whenI

  putitawayinapet,andvowedIwouldnevertakeanotherlikeness。

  Icouldnothelpbeingprovoked;forafterallmypains,andwhenI

  hadreallymadeaverygoodlikenessofit——Mrs。WestonandI

  werequiteagreedinthinkingitverylike——onlytoohandsome——tooflattering——butthatwasafaultontherightside——afterallthis,camepoordearIsabella’scoldapprobationof——“Yes,itwasalittlelike——buttobesureitdidnotdohimjustice。”

  Wehadhadagreatdealoftroubleinpersuadinghimtositatall。

  Itwasmadeagreatfavourof;andaltogetheritwasmorethanI

  couldbear;andsoIneverwouldfinishit,tohaveitapologisedoverasanunfavourablelikeness,toeverymorningvisitorinBrunswickSquare;——and,asIsaid,Ididthenforsweareverdrawinganybodyagain。ButforHarriet’ssake,orratherformyown,andastherearenohusbandsandwivesinthecaseatpresent,Iwillbreakmyresolutionnow。”

  Mr。Eltonseemedveryproperlystruckanddelightedbytheidea,andwasrepeating,“Nohusbandsandwivesinthecaseatpresentindeed,asyouobserve。Exactlyso。Nohusbandsandwives。”

  withsointerestingaconsciousness,thatEmmabegantoconsiderwhethershehadnotbetterleavethemtogetheratonce。Butasshewantedtobedrawing,thedeclarationmustwaitalittlelonger。

  Shehadsoonfixedonthesizeandsortofportrait。

  Itwastobeawhole-lengthinwater-colours,likeMr。JohnKnightley’s,andwasdestined,ifshecouldpleaseherself,toholdaveryhonourablestationoverthemantelpiece。

  Thesittingbegan;andHarriet,smilingandblushing,andafraidofnotkeepingherattitudeandcountenance,presentedaverysweetmixtureofyouthfulexpressiontothesteadyeyesoftheartist。

  Buttherewasnodoinganything,withMr。Eltonfidgetingbehindherandwatchingeverytouch。Shegavehimcreditforstationinghimselfwherehemightgazeandgazeagainwithoutoffence;

  butwasreallyobligedtoputanendtoit,andrequesthimtoplacehimselfelsewhere。Itthenoccurredtohertoemployhiminreading。

  “Ifhewouldbesogoodastoreadtothem,itwouldbeakindnessindeed!Itwouldamuseawaythedifficultiesofherpart,andlessentheirksomenessofMissSmith’s。”

  Mr。Eltonwasonlytoohappy。Harrietlistened,andEmmadrewinpeace。Shemustallowhimtobestillfrequentlycomingtolook;

  anythinglesswouldcertainlyhavebeentoolittleinalover;

  andhewasreadyatthesmallestintermissionofthepencil,tojumpupandseetheprogress,andbecharmed——Therewasnobeingdispleasedwithsuchanencourager,forhisadmirationmadehimdiscernalikenessalmostbeforeitwaspossible。

  Shecouldnotrespecthiseye,buthisloveandhiscomplaisancewereunexceptionable。

  Thesittingwasaltogetherverysatisfactory;shewasquiteenoughpleasedwiththefirstday’ssketchtowishtogoon。

  Therewasnowantoflikeness,shehadbeenfortunateintheattitude,andasshemeanttothrowinalittleimprovementtothefigure,togivealittlemoreheight,andconsiderablymoreelegance,shehadgreatconfidenceofitsbeingineverywayaprettydrawingatlast,andofitsfillingitsdestinedplacewithcredittothemboth——astandingmemorialofthebeautyofone,theskilloftheother,andthefriendshipofboth;withasmanyotheragreeableassociationsasMr。Elton’sverypromisingattachmentwaslikelytoadd。

  Harrietwastositagainthenextday;andMr。Elton,justasheought,entreatedforthepermissionofattendingandreadingtothemagain。

  “Byallmeans。Weshallbemosthappytoconsideryouasoneoftheparty。”

  Thesamecivilitiesandcourtesies,thesamesuccessandsatisfaction,tookplaceonthemorrow,andaccompaniedthewholeprogressofthepicture,whichwasrapidandhappy。Everybodywhosawitwaspleased,butMr。Eltonwasincontinualraptures,anddefendeditthrougheverycriticism。

  “MissWoodhousehasgivenherfriendtheonlybeautyshewanted。”——observedMrs。Westontohim——notintheleastsuspectingthatshewasaddressingalover——“Theexpressionoftheeyeismostcorrect,butMissSmithhasnotthoseeyebrowsandeyelashes。

  Itisthefaultofherfacethatshehasthemnot。”

  “Doyouthinkso?“repliedhe。“Icannotagreewithyou。

  Itappearstomeamostperfectresemblanceineveryfeature。

  Ineversawsuchalikenessinmylife。Wemustallowfortheeffectofshade,youknow。”

  “Youhavemadehertootall,Emma。”saidMr。Knightley。

  Emmaknewthatshehad,butwouldnotownit;andMr。Eltonwarmlyadded,“Ohno!certainlynottootall;notintheleasttootall。Consider,sheissittingdown——whichnaturallypresentsadifferent——whichinshortgivesexactlytheidea——andtheproportionsmustbepreserved,youknow。Proportions,fore-shortening——Ohno!

  itgivesoneexactlytheideaofsuchaheightasMissSmith’s。Exactlysoindeed!“

  “Itisverypretty。”saidMr。Woodhouse。“Soprettilydone!Justasyourdrawingsalwaysare,mydear。Idonotknowanybodywhodrawssowellasyoudo。TheonlythingIdonotthoroughlylikeis,thatsheseemstobesittingoutofdoors,withonlyalittleshawloverhershoulders——anditmakesonethinkshemustcatchcold。”

  “But,mydearpapa,itissupposedtobesummer;awarmdayinsummer。

  Lookatthetree。”

  “Butitisneversafetositoutofdoors,mydear。”

  “You,sir,maysayanything。”criedMr。Elton,“butImustconfessthatIregarditasamosthappythought,theplacingofMissSmithoutofdoors;andthetreeistouchedwithsuchinimitablespirit!Anyothersituationwouldhavebeenmuchlessincharacter。

  ThenaiveteofMissSmith’smanners——andaltogether——Oh,itismostadmirable!Icannotkeepmyeyesfromit。Ineversawsuchalikeness。”

  Thenextthingwantedwastogetthepictureframed;andherewereafewdifficulties。Itmustbedonedirectly;itmustbedoneinLondon;

  theordermustgothroughthehandsofsomeintelligentpersonwhosetastecouldbedependedon;andIsabella,theusualdoerofallcommissions,mustnotbeappliedto,becauseitwasDecember,andMr。WoodhousecouldnotbeartheideaofherstirringoutofherhouseinthefogsofDecember。ButnosoonerwasthedistressknowntoMr。Elton,thanitwasremoved。Hisgallantrywasalwaysonthealert。

  “Mighthebetrustedwiththecommission,whatinfinitepleasureshouldhehaveinexecutingit!hecouldridetoLondonatanytime。

  Itwasimpossibletosayhowmuchheshouldbegratifiedbybeingemployedonsuchanerrand。”

  “Hewastoogood!——shecouldnotendurethethought!——shewouldnotgivehimsuchatroublesomeofficefortheworld。”——broughtonthedesiredrepetitionofentreatiesandassurances,——andaveryfewminutessettledthebusiness。

  Mr。EltonwastotakethedrawingtoLondon,chusetheframe,andgivethedirections;andEmmathoughtshecouldsopackitastoensureitssafetywithoutmuchincommodinghim,whileheseemedmostlyfearfulofnotbeingincommodedenough。

  “Whatapreciousdeposit!“saidhewithatendersigh,ashereceivedit。

  “Thismanisalmosttoogallanttobeinlove。”thoughtEmma。

  “Ishouldsayso,butthatIsupposetheremaybeahundreddifferentwaysofbeinginlove。Heisanexcellentyoungman,andwillsuitHarrietexactly;itwillbean`Exactlyso,’ashesayshimself;

  buthedoessighandlanguish,andstudyforcomplimentsrathermorethanIcouldendureasaprincipal。Icomeinforaprettygoodshareasasecond。ButitishisgratitudeonHarriet’saccount。”

  Chapter07CHAPTERVII

  TheverydayofMr。Elton’sgoingtoLondonproducedafreshoccasionforEmma’sservicestowardsherfriend。HarriethadbeenatHartfield,asusual,soonafterbreakfast;and,afteratime,hadgonehometoreturnagaintodinner:shereturned,andsoonerthanhadbeentalkedof,andwithanagitated,hurriedlook,announcingsomethingextraordinarytohavehappenedwhichshewaslongingtotell。

  Halfaminutebroughtitallout。Shehadheard,assoonasshegotbacktoMrs。Goddard’s,thatMr。Martinhadbeenthereanhourbefore,andfindingshewasnotathome,norparticularlyexpected,hadleftalittleparcelforherfromoneofhissisters,andgoneaway;

  andonopeningthisparcel,shehadactuallyfound,besidesthetwosongswhichshehadlentElizabethtocopy,alettertoherself;

  andthisletterwasfromhim,fromMr。Martin,andcontainedadirectproposalofmarriage。“Whocouldhavethoughtit?Shewassosurprizedshedidnotknowwhattodo。Yes,quiteaproposalofmarriage;

  andaverygoodletter,atleastshethoughtso。Andhewroteasifhereallylovedherverymuch——butshedidnotknow——andso,shewascomeasfastasshecouldtoaskMissWoodhousewhatsheshoulddo——“Emmawashalf-ashamedofherfriendforseemingsopleasedandsodoubtful。

  “Uponmyword。”shecried,“theyoungmanisdeterminednottoloseanythingforwantofasking。Hewillconnecthimselfwellifhecan。”

  “Willyoureadtheletter?“criedHarriet。“Praydo。I’dratheryouwould。”

  Emmawasnotsorrytobepressed。Sheread,andwassurprized。

  Thestyleoftheletterwasmuchaboveherexpectation。

  Therewerenotmerelynogrammaticalerrors,butasacompositionitwouldnothavedisgracedagentleman;thelanguage,thoughplain,wasstrongandunaffected,andthesentimentsitconveyedverymuchtothecreditofthewriter。Itwasshort,butexpressedgoodsense,warmattachment,liberality,propriety,evendelicacyoffeeling。

  Shepausedoverit,whileHarrietstoodanxiouslywatchingforheropinion,witha“Well,well。”andwasatlastforcedtoadd,“Isitagoodletter?orisittooshort?“

  “Yes,indeed,averygoodletter。”repliedEmmaratherslowly——“sogoodaletter,Harriet,thateverythingconsidered,Ithinkoneofhissistersmusthavehelpedhim。IcanhardlyimaginetheyoungmanwhomIsawtalkingwithyoutheotherdaycouldexpresshimselfsowell,ifleftquitetohisownpowers,andyetitisnotthestyleofawoman;no,certainly,itistoostrongandconcise;

  notdiffuseenoughforawoman。Nodoubtheisasensibleman,andIsupposemayhaveanaturaltalentfor——thinksstronglyandclearly——andwhenhetakesapeninhand,histhoughtsnaturallyfindproperwords。Itissowithsomemen。Yes,Iunderstandthesortofmind。Vigorous,decided,withsentimentstoacertainpoint,notcoarse。Abetterwrittenletter,Harrietreturningit,

  thanIhadexpected。”

  “Well。”saidthestillwaitingHarriet;——“well——and——andwhatshallIdo?“

  “Whatshallyoudo!Inwhatrespect?Doyoumeanwithregardtothisletter?“

  “Yes。”

  “Butwhatareyouindoubtof?Youmustansweritofcourse——andspeedily。”

  “Yes。ButwhatshallIsay?DearMissWoodhouse,doadviseme。”

  “Ohno,no!theletterhadmuchbetterbeallyourown。Youwillexpressyourselfveryproperly,Iamsure。Thereisnodangerofyournotbeingintelligible,whichisthefirstthing。Yourmeaningmustbeunequivocal;nodoubtsordemurs:andsuchexpressionsofgratitudeandconcernforthepainyouareinflictingasproprietyrequires,willpresentthemselvesunbiddentoyourmind,Iampersuaded。

  Youneednotbepromptedtowritewiththeappearanceofsorrowforhisdisappointment。”

  “YouthinkIoughttorefusehimthen。”saidHarriet,lookingdown。

  “Oughttorefusehim!MydearHarriet,whatdoyoumean?Areyouinanydoubtastothat?Ithought——butIbegyourpardon,perhapsI

  havebeenunderamistake。Icertainlyhavebeenmisunderstandingyou,ifyoufeelindoubtastothepurportofyouranswer。

  Ihadimaginedyouwereconsultingmeonlyastothewordingofit。”

  Harrietwassilent。Withalittlereserveofmanner,Emmacontinued:

  “Youmeantoreturnafavourableanswer,Icollect。”

  “No,Idonot;thatis,Idonotmean——WhatshallIdo?Whatwouldyouadvisemetodo?Pray,dearMissWoodhouse,tellmewhatI

  oughttodo。”

  “Ishallnotgiveyouanyadvice,Harriet。Iwillhavenothingtodowithit。Thisisapointwhichyoumustsettlewithyourfeelings。”

  “Ihadnonotionthathelikedmesoverymuch。”saidHarriet,contemplatingtheletter。ForalittlewhileEmmaperseveredinhersilence;butbeginningtoapprehendthebewitchingflatteryofthatlettermightbetoopowerful,shethoughtitbesttosay,“Ilayitdownasageneralrule,Harriet,thatifawomandoubtsastowhethersheshouldacceptamanornot,shecertainlyoughttorefusehim。Ifshecanhesitateasto`Yes,’sheoughttosay`No’directly。Itisnotastatetobesafelyenteredintowithdoubtfulfeelings,withhalfaheart。Ithoughtitmydutyasafriend,andolderthanyourself,tosaythusmuchtoyou。

  ButdonotimaginethatIwanttoinfluenceyou。”

  “Oh!no,Iamsureyouareagreatdealtookindto——butifyouwouldjustadvisemewhatIhadbestdo——No,no,Idonotmeanthat——Asyousay,one’smindoughttobequitemadeup——Oneshouldnotbehesitating——Itisaveryseriousthing——Itwillbesafertosay`No,’perhaps——DoyouthinkIhadbettersay`No?’“

  “Notfortheworld。”saidEmma,smilinggraciously,“wouldIadviseyoueitherway。Youmustbethebestjudgeofyourownhappiness。

  IfyoupreferMr。Martintoeveryotherperson;ifyouthinkhimthemostagreeablemanyouhaveeverbeenincompanywith,whyshouldyouhesitate?Youblush,Harriet——Doesanybodyelseoccurtoyouatthismomentundersuchadefinition?Harriet,Harriet,donotdeceiveyourself;donotberunawaywithbygratitudeandcompassion。

  Atthismomentwhomareyouthinkingof?“

  Thesymptomswerefavourable——Insteadofanswering,Harrietturnedawayconfused,andstoodthoughtfullybythefire;andthoughtheletterwasstillinherhand,itwasnowmechanicallytwistedaboutwithoutregard。Emmawaitedtheresultwithimpatience,butnotwithoutstronghopes。Atlast,withsomehesitation,Harrietsaid——

  “MissWoodhouse,asyouwillnotgivemeyouropinion,ImustdoaswellasIcanbymyself;andIhavenowquitedetermined,andreallyalmostmadeupmymind——torefuseMr。Martin。DoyouthinkIamright?“

  “Perfectly,perfectlyright,mydearestHarriet;youaredoingjustwhatyouought。WhileyouwereatallinsuspenseIkeptmyfeelingstomyself,butnowthatyouaresocompletelydecidedIhavenohesitationinapproving。DearHarriet,Igivemyselfjoyofthis。

  Itwouldhavegrievedmetoloseyouracquaintance,whichmusthavebeentheconsequenceofyourmarryingMr。Martin。Whileyouwereinthesmallestdegreewavering,Isaidnothingaboutit,becauseIwouldnotinfluence;butitwouldhavebeenthelossofafriendtome。

  IcouldnothavevisitedMrs。RobertMartin,ofAbbey-MillFarm。

  NowIamsecureofyouforever。”

  Harriethadnotsurmisedherowndanger,buttheideaofitstruckherforcibly。

  “Youcouldnothavevisitedme!“shecried,lookingaghast。

  “No,tobesureyoucouldnot;butIneverthoughtofthatbefore。

  Thatwouldhavebeentoodreadful!——Whatanescape!——DearMissWoodhouse,Iwouldnotgiveupthepleasureandhonourofbeingintimatewithyouforanythingintheworld。”

  “Indeed,Harriet,itwouldhavebeenaseverepangtoloseyou;

  butitmusthavebeen。Youwouldhavethrownyourselfoutofallgoodsociety。Imusthavegivenyouup。”

  “Dearme!——HowshouldIeverhaveborneit!ItwouldhavekilledmenevertocometoHartfieldanymore!“

  “Dearaffectionatecreature!——YoubanishedtoAbbey-MillFarm!——Youconfinedtothesocietyoftheilliterateandvulgarallyourlife!

  Iwonderhowtheyoungmancouldhavetheassurancetoaskit。

  Hemusthaveaprettygoodopinionofhimself。”

  “Idonotthinkheisconceitedeither,ingeneral。”saidHarriet,herconscienceopposingsuchcensure;“atleast,heisverygoodnatured,andIshallalwaysfeelmuchobligedtohim,andhaveagreatregardfor——butthatisquiteadifferentthingfrom——andyouknow,thoughhemaylikeme,itdoesnotfollowthatIshould——andcertainlyImustconfessthatsincemyvisitinghereIhaveseenpeople——andifonecomestocomparethem,personandmanners,thereisnocomparisonatall,oneissoveryhandsomeandagreeable。

  However,IdoreallythinkMr。Martinaveryamiableyoungman,andhaveagreatopinionofhim;andhisbeingsomuchattachedtome——andhiswritingsuchaletter——butastoleavingyou,itiswhatIwouldnotdouponanyconsideration。”

  “Thankyou,thankyou,myownsweetlittlefriend。Wewillnotbeparted。Awomanisnottomarryamanmerelybecausesheisasked,orbecauseheisattachedtoher,andcanwriteatolerableletter。”

  “Ohno;——anditisbutashortlettertoo。”

  Emmafeltthebadtasteofherfriend,butletitpasswitha“verytrue;anditwouldbeasmallconsolationtoher,fortheclownishmannerwhichmightbeoffendinghereveryhouroftheday,toknowthatherhusbandcouldwriteagoodletter。”

  “Oh!yes,very。Nobodycaresforaletter;thethingis,tobealwayshappywithpleasantcompanions。Iamquitedeterminedtorefusehim。

  ButhowshallIdo?ThatshallIsay?“

  Emmaassuredhertherewouldbenodifficultyintheanswer,andadviseditsbeingwrittendirectly,whichwasagreedto,inthehopeofherassistance;andthoughEmmacontinuedtoprotestagainstanyassistancebeingwanted,itwasinfactgivenintheformationofeverysentence。Thelookingoverhisletteragain,inreplyingtoit,hadsuchasofteningtendency,thatitwasparticularlynecessarytobraceherupwithafewdecisiveexpressions;

  andshewassoverymuchconcernedattheideaofmakinghimunhappy,andthoughtsomuchofwhathismotherandsisterswouldthinkandsay,andwassoanxiousthattheyshouldnotfancyherungrateful,thatEmmabelievediftheyoungmanhadcomeinherwayatthatmoment,hewouldhavebeenacceptedafterall。

  Thisletter,however,waswritten,andsealed,andsent。

  Thebusinesswasfinished,andHarrietsafe。Shewasratherlowalltheevening,butEmmacouldallowforheramiableregrets,andsometimesrelievedthembyspeakingofherownaffection,sometimesbybringingforwardtheideaofMr。Elton。

  “IshallneverbeinvitedtoAbbey-Millagain。”wassaidinratherasorrowfultone。

  “Nor,ifyouwere,couldIeverbeartopartwithyou,myHarriet。

  YouareagreatdealtoonecessaryatHartfieldtobesparedtoAbbey-Mill。”

  “AndIamsureIshouldneverwanttogothere;forIamneverhappybutatHartfield。”

  Sometimeafterwardsitwas,“IthinkMrs。Goddardwouldbeverymuchsurprizedifsheknewwhathadhappened。IamsureMissNashwould——forMissNashthinksherownsisterverywellmarried,anditisonlyalinen-draper。”

  “Oneshouldbesorrytoseegreaterprideorrefinementintheteacherofaschool,Harriet。IdaresayMissNashwouldenvyyousuchanopportunityasthisofbeingmarried。Eventhisconquestwouldappearvaluableinhereyes。Astoanythingsuperiorforyou,Isupposesheisquiteinthedark。Theattentionsofacertainpersoncanhardlybeamongthetittle-tattleofHighburyyet。

  HithertoIfancyyouandIaretheonlypeopletowhomhislooksandmannershaveexplainedthemselves。”

  Harrietblushedandsmiled,andsaidsomethingaboutwonderingthatpeopleshouldlikehersomuch。TheideaofMr。Eltonwascertainlycheering;butstill,afteratime,shewastender-heartedagaintowardstherejectedMr。Martin。

  “Nowhehasgotmyletter。”saidshesoftly。“Iwonderwhattheyarealldoing——whetherhissistersknow——ifheisunhappy,theywillbeunhappytoo。Ihopehewillnotminditsoverymuch。”

  “Letusthinkofthoseamongourabsentfriendswhoaremorecheerfullyemployed。”criedEmma。“Atthismoment,perhaps,Mr。

  Eltonisshewingyourpicturetohismotherandsisters,tellinghowmuchmorebeautifulistheoriginal,andafterbeingaskedforitfiveorsixtimes,allowingthemtohearyourname,yourowndearname。”

  “Mypicture!——ButhehasleftmypictureinBond-street。”

  “Hasheso!——ThenIknownothingofMr。Elton。No,mydearlittlemodestHarriet,dependuponitthepicturewillnotbeinBond-streettilljustbeforehemountshishorseto-morrow。

  Itishiscompanionallthisevening,hissolace,hisdelight。

  Itopenshisdesignstohisfamily,itintroducesyouamongthem,itdiffusesthroughthepartythosepleasantestfeelingsofournature,eagercuriosityandwarmprepossession。Howcheerful,howanimated,howsuspicious,howbusytheirimaginationsallare!“

  Harrietsmiledagain,andhersmilesgrewstronger。

  Chapter08CHAPTERVIII

  HarrietsleptatHartfieldthatnight。Forsomeweekspastshehadbeenspendingmorethanhalfhertimethere,andgraduallygettingtohaveabed-roomappropriatedtoherself;andEmmajudgeditbestineveryrespect,safestandkindest,tokeepherwiththemasmuchaspossiblejustatpresent。ShewasobligedtogothenextmorningforanhourortwotoMrs。Goddard’s,butitwasthentobesettledthatsheshouldreturntoHartfield,tomakearegularvisitofsomedays。

  Whileshewasgone,Mr。Knightleycalled,andsatsometimewithMr。WoodhouseandEmma,tillMr。Woodhouse,whohadpreviouslymadeuphismindtowalkout,waspersuadedbyhisdaughternottodeferit,andwasinducedbytheentreatiesofboth,thoughagainstthescruplesofhisowncivility,toleaveMr。Knightleyforthatpurpose。

  Mr。Knightley,whohadnothingofceremonyabouthim,wasofferingbyhisshort,decidedanswers,anamusingcontrasttotheprotractedapologiesandcivilhesitationsoftheother。

  “Well,Ibelieve,ifyouwillexcuseme,Mr。Knightley,ifyouwillnotconsidermeasdoingaveryrudething,IshalltakeEmma’sadviceandgooutforaquarterofanhour。Asthesunisout,IbelieveIhadbettertakemythreeturnswhileIcan。

  Itreatyouwithoutceremony,Mr。Knightley。Weinvalidsthinkweareprivilegedpeople。”

  “Mydearsir,donotmakeastrangerofme。”

  “Ileaveanexcellentsubstituteinmydaughter。Emmawillbehappytoentertainyou。AndthereforeIthinkIwillbegyourexcuseandtakemythreeturns——mywinterwalk。”

  “Youcannotdobetter,sir。”

  “Iwouldaskforthepleasureofyourcompany,Mr。Knightley,butIamaveryslowwalker,andmypacewouldbetedioustoyou;

  and,besides,youhaveanotherlongwalkbeforeyou,toDonwellAbbey。”

  “Thankyou,sir,thankyou;Iamgoingthismomentmyself;andI

  thinkthesooneryougothebetter。Iwillfetchyourgreatcoatandopenthegardendoorforyou。”

  Mr。Woodhouseatlastwasoff;butMr。Knightley,insteadofbeingimmediatelyofflikewise,satdownagain,seeminglyinclinedformorechat。HebeganspeakingofHarriet,andspeakingofherwithmorevoluntarypraisethanEmmahadeverheardbefore。

  “Icannotrateherbeautyasyoudo。”saidhe;“butsheisaprettylittlecreature,andIaminclinedtothinkverywellofherdisposition。Hercharacterdependsuponthosesheiswith;

  butingoodhandsshewillturnoutavaluablewoman。”

  “Iamgladyouthinkso;andthegoodhands,Ihope,maynotbewanting。”

  “Come。”saidhe,“youareanxiousforacompliment,soIwilltellyouthatyouhaveimprovedher。Youhavecuredherofherschool-girl’sgiggle;shereallydoesyoucredit。”

  “Thankyou。IshouldbemortifiedindeedifIdidnotbelieveI

  hadbeenofsomeuse;butitisnoteverybodywhowillbestowpraisewheretheymay。Youdonotoftenoverpowermewithit。”

  “Youareexpectingheragain,yousay,thismorning?“

  “Almosteverymoment。Shehasbeengonelongeralreadythansheintended。”

  “Somethinghashappenedtodelayher;somevisitorsperhaps。”

  “Highburygossips!——Tiresomewretches!“

  “Harrietmaynotconsidereverybodytiresomethatyouwould。”

  Emmaknewthiswastootrueforcontradiction,andthereforesaidnothing。Hepresentlyadded,withasmile,“Idonotpretendtofixontimesorplaces,butImusttellyouthatIhavegoodreasontobelieveyourlittlefriendwillsoonhearofsomethingtoheradvantage。”

  “Indeed!howso?ofwhatsort?“

  “Averyserioussort,Iassureyou;“stillsmiling。

  “Veryserious!Icanthinkofbutonething——Whoisinlovewithher?Whomakesyoutheirconfidant?“

  EmmawasmorethanhalfinhopesofMr。Elton’shavingdroptahint。

  Mr。Knightleywasasortofgeneralfriendandadviser,andsheknewMr。Eltonlookeduptohim。

  “Ihavereasontothink。”hereplied,“thatHarrietSmithwillsoonhaveanofferofmarriage,andfromamostunexceptionablequarter:——RobertMartinistheman。HervisittoAbbey-Mill,thissummer,seemstohavedonehisbusiness。Heisdesperatelyinloveandmeanstomarryher。”

  “Heisveryobliging。”saidEmma;“butishesurethatHarrietmeanstomarryhim?“

  “Well,well,meanstomakeheranofferthen。Willthatdo?HecametotheAbbeytwoeveningsago,onpurposetoconsultmeaboutit。

  HeknowsIhaveathoroughregardforhimandallhisfamily,and,Ibelieve,considersmeasoneofhisbestfriends。HecametoaskmewhetherIthoughtitwouldbeimprudentinhimtosettlesoearly;

  whetherIthoughthertooyoung:inshort,whetherIapprovedhischoicealtogether;havingsomeapprehensionperhapsofherbeingconsideredespeciallysinceyourmakingsomuchofherasinalineofsocietyabovehim。Iwasverymuchpleasedwithallthathesaid。

  IneverhearbettersensefromanyonethanRobertMartin。

  Healwaysspeakstothepurpose;open,straightforward,andverywelljudging。Hetoldmeeverything;hiscircumstancesandplans,andwhattheyallproposeddoingintheeventofhismarriage。

  Heisanexcellentyoungman,bothassonandbrother。Ihadnohesitationinadvisinghimtomarry。Heprovedtomethathecouldaffordit;

  andthatbeingthecase,Iwasconvincedhecouldnotdobetter。

  Ipraisedthefairladytoo,andaltogethersenthimawayveryhappy。

  Ifhehadneveresteemedmyopinionbefore,hewouldhavethoughthighlyofmethen;and,Idaresay,leftthehousethinkingmethebestfriendandcounsellormaneverhad。Thishappenedthenightbeforelast。Now,aswemayfairlysuppose,hewouldnotallowmuchtimetopassbeforehespoketothelady,andashedoesnotappeartohavespokenyesterday,itisnotunlikelythatheshouldbeatMrs。Goddard’sto-day;andshemaybedetainedbyavisitor,withoutthinkinghimatallatiresomewretch。”

  “Pray,Mr。Knightley。”saidEmma,whohadbeensmilingtoherselfthroughagreatpartofthisspeech,“howdoyouknowthatMr。Martindidnotspeakyesterday?“

  “Certainly。”repliedhe,surprized,“Idonotabsolutelyknowit;

  butitmaybeinferred。Wasnotshethewholedaywithyou?“

  “Come。”saidshe,“Iwilltellyousomething,inreturnforwhatyouhavetoldme。Hedidspeakyesterday——thatis,hewrote,andwasrefused。”

  Thiswasobligedtoberepeatedbeforeitcouldbebelieved;

  andMr。Knightleyactuallylookedredwithsurprizeanddispleasure,ashestoodup,intallindignation,andsaid,“ThensheisagreatersimpletonthanIeverbelievedher。

  Whatisthefoolishgirlabout?“

  “Oh!tobesure。”criedEmma,“itisalwaysincomprehensibletoamanthatawomanshouldeverrefuseanofferofmarriage。

  Amanalwaysimaginesawomantobereadyforanybodywhoasksher。”

  “Nonsense!amandoesnotimagineanysuchthing。Butwhatisthemeaningofthis?HarrietSmithrefuseRobertMartin?madness,ifitisso;butIhopeyouaremistaken。”

  “Isawheranswer!——nothingcouldbeclearer。”

  “Yousawheranswer!——youwroteheranswertoo。Emma,thisisyourdoing。Youpersuadedhertorefusehim。”

  “AndifIdid,which,however,IamfarfromallowingIshouldnotfeelthatIhaddonewrong。Mr。Martinisaveryrespectableyoungman,butIcannotadmithimtobeHarriet’sequal;andamrathersurprizedindeedthatheshouldhaveventuredtoaddressher。

  Byyouraccount,hedoesseemtohavehadsomescruples。Itisapitythattheywereevergotover。”

  “NotHarriet’sequal!“exclaimedMr。Knightleyloudlyandwarmly;

  andwithcalmerasperity,added,afewmomentsafterwards,“No,heisnotherequalindeed,forheisasmuchhersuperiorinsenseasinsituation。Emma,yourinfatuationaboutthatgirlblindsyou。

  WhatareHarrietSmith’sclaims,eitherofbirth,natureoreducation,toanyconnexionhigherthanRobertMartin?Sheisthenaturaldaughterofnobodyknowswhom,withprobablynosettledprovisionatall,andcertainlynorespectablerelations。Sheisknownonlyasparlour-boarderatacommonschool。Sheisnotasensiblegirl,noragirlofanyinformation。Shehasbeentaughtnothinguseful,andistooyoungandtoosimpletohaveacquiredanythingherself。

  Atherageshecanhavenoexperience,andwithherlittlewit,isnotverylikelyevertohaveanythatcanavailher。

  Sheispretty,andsheisgoodtempered,andthatisall。

  Myonlyscrupleinadvisingthematchwasonhisaccount,asbeingbeneathhisdeserts,andabadconnexionforhim。Ifeltthat,astofortune,inallprobabilityhemightdomuchbetter;andthatastoarationalcompanionorusefulhelpmate,hecouldnotdoworse。

  ButIcouldnotreasonsotoamaninlove,andwaswillingtotrusttotherebeingnoharminher,toherhavingthatsortofdisposition,which,ingoodhands,likehis,mightbeeasilyledarightandturnoutverywell。TheadvantageofthematchIfelttobeallonherside;andhadnotthesmallestdoubtnorhaveInow

  thattherewouldbeageneralcry-outuponherextremegoodluck。

  EvenyoursatisfactionImadesureof。Itcrossedmymindimmediatelythatyouwouldnotregretyourfriend’sleavingHighbury,forthesakeofherbeingsettledsowell。Iremembersayingtomyself,`EvenEmma,withallherpartialityforHarriet,willthinkthisagoodmatch。’“

  “IcannothelpwonderingatyourknowingsolittleofEmmaastosayanysuchthing。What!thinkafarmer,andwithallhissenseandallhismeritMr。Martinisnothingmore,agoodmatchformyintimatefriend!NotregretherleavingHighburyforthesakeofmarryingamanwhomIcouldneveradmitasanacquaintanceofmyown!I

  wonderyoushouldthinkitpossibleformetohavesuchfeelings。

  Iassureyoumineareverydifferent。Imustthinkyourstatementbynomeansfair。YouarenotjusttoHarriet’sclaims。

  Theywouldbeestimatedverydifferentlybyothersaswellasmyself;

  Mr。Martinmaybetherichestofthetwo,butheisundoubtedlyherinferiorastorankinsociety——Thesphereinwhichshemovesismuchabovehis——Itwouldbeadegradation。”

  “Adegradationtoillegitimacyandignorance,tobemarriedtoarespectable,intelligentgentleman-farmer!“

  “Astothecircumstancesofherbirth,thoughinalegalsenseshemaybecalledNobody,itwillnotholdincommonsense。

  Sheisnottopayfortheoffenceofothers,bybeingheldbelowthelevelofthosewithwhomsheisbroughtup——Therecanscarcelybeadoubtthatherfatherisagentleman——andagentlemanoffortune——Herallowanceisveryliberal;nothinghaseverbeengrudgedforherimprovementorcomfort——Thatsheisagentleman’sdaughter,isindubitabletome;thatsheassociateswithgentlemen’sdaughters,noone,Iapprehend,willdeny——SheissuperiortoMr。RobertMartin。”

  “Whoevermightbeherparents。”saidMr。Knightley,“whoevermayhavehadthechargeofher,itdoesnotappeartohavebeenanypartoftheirplantointroduceherintowhatyouwouldcallgoodsociety。

  AfterreceivingaveryindifferenteducationsheisleftinMrs。Goddard’shandstoshiftasshecan;——tomove,inshort,inMrs。Goddard’sline,tohaveMrs。Goddard’sacquaintance。

  Herfriendsevidentlythoughtthisgoodenoughforher;anditwasgoodenough。Shedesirednothingbetterherself。Tillyouchosetoturnherintoafriend,hermindhadnodistasteforherownset,noranyambitionbeyondit。ShewasashappyaspossiblewiththeMartinsinthesummer。Shehadnosenseofsuperioritythen。

  Ifshehasitnow,youhavegivenit。YouhavebeennofriendtoHarrietSmith,Emma。RobertMartinwouldneverhaveproceededsofar,ifhehadnotfeltpersuadedofhernotbeingdisinclinedtohim。

  Iknowhimwell。Hehastoomuchrealfeelingtoaddressanywomanonthehaphazardofselfishpassion。Andastoconceit,heisthefarthestfromitofanymanIknow。Dependuponithehadencouragement。”

  ItwasmostconvenienttoEmmanottomakeadirectreplytothisassertion;shechoserathertotakeupherownlineofthesubjectagain。

  “YouareaverywarmfriendtoMr。Martin;but,asIsaidbefore,areunjusttoHarriet。Harriet’sclaimstomarrywellarenotsocontemptibleasyourepresentthem。Sheisnotaclevergirl,butshehasbettersensethanyouareawareof,anddoesnotdeservetohaveherunderstandingspokenofsoslightingly。

  Waivingthatpoint,however,andsupposinghertobe,asyoudescribeher,onlyprettyandgood-natured,letmetellyou,thatinthedegreeshepossessesthem,theyarenottrivialrecommendationstotheworldingeneral,forsheis,infact,abeautifulgirl,andmustbethoughtsobyninety-ninepeopleoutofanhundred;

  andtillitappearsthatmenaremuchmorephilosophiconthesubjectofbeautythantheyaregenerallysupposed;tilltheydofallinlovewithwell-informedmindsinsteadofhandsomefaces,agirl,withsuchlovelinessasHarriet,hasacertaintyofbeingadmiredandsoughtafter,ofhavingthepowerofchusingfromamongmany,consequentlyaclaimtobenice。Hergood-nature,too,isnotsoveryslightaclaim,comprehending,asitdoes,real,thoroughsweetnessoftemperandmanner,averyhumbleopinionofherself,andagreatreadinesstobepleasedwithotherpeople。Iamverymuchmistakenifyoursexingeneralwouldnotthinksuchbeauty,andsuchtemper,thehighestclaimsawomancouldpossess。”

  “Uponmyword,Emma,tohearyouabusingthereasonyouhave,isalmostenoughtomakemethinksotoo。Betterbewithoutsense,thanmisapplyitasyoudo。”

  “Tobesure!“criedsheplayfully。“Iknowthatisthefeelingofyouall。IknowthatsuchagirlasHarrietisexactlywhateverymandelightsin——whatatoncebewitcheshissensesandsatisfieshisjudgment。Oh!Harrietmaypickandchuse。

  Wereyou,yourself,evertomarry,sheistheverywomanforyou。

  Andisshe,atseventeen,justenteringintolife,justbeginningtobeknown,tobewonderedatbecauseshedoesnotacceptthefirstoffershereceives?No——prayletherhavetimetolookabouther。”

  “Ihavealwaysthoughtitaveryfoolishintimacy。”saidMr。Knightleypresently,“thoughIhavekeptmythoughtstomyself;butInowperceivethatitwillbeaveryunfortunateoneforHarriet。

  Youwillpuffherupwithsuchideasofherownbeauty,andofwhatshehasaclaimto,that,inalittlewhile,nobodywithinherreachwillbegoodenoughforher。Vanityworkingonaweakhead,produceseverysortofmischief。Nothingsoeasyasforayoungladytoraiseherexpectationstoohigh。MissHarrietSmithmaynotfindoffersofmarriageflowinsofast,thoughsheisaveryprettygirl。

  Menofsense,whateveryoumaychusetosay,donotwantsillywives。

  Menoffamilywouldnotbeveryfondofconnectingthemselveswithagirlofsuchobscurity——andmostprudentmenwouldbeafraidoftheinconvenienceanddisgracetheymightbeinvolvedin,whenthemysteryofherparentagecametoberevealed。LethermarryRobertMartin,andsheissafe,respectable,andhappyforever;

  butifyouencouragehertoexpecttomarrygreatly,andteachhertobesatisfiedwithnothinglessthanamanofconsequenceandlargefortune,shemaybeaparlour-boarderatMrs。Goddard’salltherestofherlife——or,atleast,forHarrietSmithisagirlwhowillmarrysomebodyorother,tillshegrowdesperate,andisgladtocatchattheoldwriting-master’sson。”

  “Wethinksoverydifferentlyonthispoint,Mr。Knightley,thattherecanbenouseincanvassingit。Weshallonlybemakingeachothermoreangry。ButastomylettinghermarryRobertMartin,itisimpossible;shehasrefusedhim,andsodecidedly,Ithink,asmustpreventanysecondapplication。Shemustabidebytheevilofhavingrefusedhim,whateveritmaybe;andastotherefusalitself,IwillnotpretendtosaythatImightnotinfluenceheralittle;

  butIassureyoutherewasverylittleformeorforanybodytodo。

  Hisappearanceissomuchagainsthim,andhismannersobad,thatifsheeverweredisposedtofavourhim,sheisnotnow。

  Icanimagine,thatbeforeshehadseenanybodysuperior,shemighttoleratehim。Hewasthebrotherofherfriends,andhetookpainstopleaseher;andaltogether,havingseennobodybetterthatmusthavebeenhisgreatassistant

  shemightnot,whileshewasatAbbey-Mill,findhimdisagreeable。

  Butthecaseisalterednow。Sheknowsnowwhatgentlemenare;

  andnothingbutagentlemanineducationandmannerhasanychancewithHarriet。”

  “Nonsense,errantnonsense,aseverwastalked!“criedMr。Knightley——“RobertMartin’smannershavesense,sincerity,andgood-humourtorecommendthem;andhismindhasmoretruegentilitythanHarrietSmithcouldunderstand。”

  Emmamadenoanswer,andtriedtolookcheerfullyunconcerned,butwasreallyfeelinguncomfortableandwantinghimverymuchtobegone。

  Shedidnotrepentwhatshehaddone;shestillthoughtherselfabetterjudgeofsuchapointoffemalerightandrefinementthanhecouldbe;butyetshehadasortofhabitualrespectforhisjudgmentingeneral,whichmadeherdislikehavingitsoloudlyagainsther;

  andtohavehimsittingjustoppositetoherinangrystate,wasverydisagreeable。Someminutespassedinthisunpleasantsilence,withonlyoneattemptonEmma’ssidetotalkoftheweather,buthemadenoanswer。Hewasthinking。Theresultofhisthoughtsappearedatlastinthesewords。

  “RobertMartinhasnogreatloss——ifhecanbutthinkso;andI

  hopeitwillnotbelongbeforehedoes。YourviewsforHarrietarebestknowntoyourself;butasyoumakenosecretofyourloveofmatch-making,itisfairtosupposethatviews,andplans,andprojectsyouhave;——andasafriendIshalljusthinttoyouthatifEltonistheman,Ithinkitwillbealllabourinvain。”

  Emmalaughedanddisclaimed。Hecontinued,“Dependuponit,Eltonwillnotdo。Eltonisaverygoodsortofman,andaveryrespectablevicarofHighbury,butnotatalllikelytomakeanimprudentmatch。Heknowsthevalueofagoodincomeaswellasanybody。Eltonmaytalksentimentally,buthewillactrationally。Heisaswellacquaintedwithhisownclaims,asyoucanbewithHarriet’s。Heknowsthatheisaveryhandsomeyoungman,andagreatfavouritewhereverhegoes;andfromhisgeneralwayoftalkinginunreservedmoments,whenthereareonlymenpresent,Iamconvincedthathedoesnotmeantothrowhimselfaway。

  Ihaveheardhimspeakwithgreatanimationofalargefamilyofyoungladiesthathissistersareintimatewith,whohavealltwentythousandpoundsapiece。”

  “Iamverymuchobligedtoyou。”saidEmma,laughingagain。

  “IfIhadsetmyheartonMr。Elton’smarryingHarriet,itwouldhavebeenverykindtoopenmyeyes;butatpresentIonlywanttokeepHarriettomyself。Ihavedonewithmatch-makingindeed。

  IcouldneverhopetoequalmyowndoingsatRandalls。IshallleaveoffwhileIamwell。”

  “Goodmorningtoyou。”——saidhe,risingandwalkingoffabruptly。

  Hewasverymuchvexed。Hefeltthedisappointmentoftheyoungman,andwasmortifiedtohavebeenthemeansofpromotingit,bythesanctionhehadgiven;andthepartwhichhewaspersuadedEmmahadtakenintheaffair,wasprovokinghimexceedingly。

  Emmaremainedinastateofvexationtoo;buttherewasmoreindistinctnessinthecausesofher’s,thaninhis。Shedidnotalwaysfeelsoabsolutelysatisfiedwithherself,soentirelyconvincedthatheropinionswererightandheradversary’swrong,asMr。Knightley。

  Hewalkedoffinmorecompleteself-approbationthanheleftforher。

  Shewasnotsomateriallycastdown,however,butthatalittletimeandthereturnofHarrietwereveryadequaterestoratives。

  Harriet’sstayingawaysolongwasbeginningtomakeheruneasy。

  Thepossibilityoftheyoungman’scomingtoMrs。Goddard’sthatmorning,andmeetingwithHarrietandpleadinghisowncause,gavealarmingideas。Thedreadofsuchafailureafterallbecametheprominentuneasiness;andwhenHarrietappeared,andinverygoodspirits,andwithouthavinganysuchreasontogiveforherlongabsence,shefeltasatisfactionwhichsettledherwithherownmind,andconvincedher,thatletMr。Knightleythinkorsaywhathewould,shehaddonenothingwhichwoman’sfriendshipandwoman’sfeelingswouldnotjustify。

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