Andeversinceshewastwelve,Emmahasbeenmistressofthehouseandofyouall。Inhermothershelosttheonlypersonabletocopewithher。Sheinheritshermother’stalents,andmusthavebeenundersubjectiontoher。”
“Ishouldhavebeensorry,Mr。Knightley,tobedependentonyourrecommendation,hadIquittedMr。Woodhouse’sfamilyandwantedanothersituation;Idonotthinkyouwouldhavespokenagoodwordformetoanybody。IamsureyoualwaysthoughtmeunfitfortheofficeIheld。”
“Yes。”saidhe,smiling。“Youarebetterplacedhere;veryfitforawife,butnotatallforagoverness。ButyouwerepreparingyourselftobeanexcellentwifeallthetimeyouwereatHartfield。
YoumightnotgiveEmmasuchacompleteeducationasyourpowerswouldseemtopromise;butyouwerereceivingaverygoodeducationfromher,ontheverymaterialmatrimonialpointofsubmittingyourownwill,anddoingasyouwerebid;andifWestonhadaskedmetorecommendhimawife,IshouldcertainlyhavenamedMissTaylor。”
“Thankyou。TherewillbeverylittlemeritinmakingagoodwifetosuchamanasMr。Weston。”
“Why,toownthetruth,Iamafraidyouareratherthrownaway,andthatwitheverydispositiontobear,therewillbenothingtobeborne。Wewillnotdespair,however。Westonmaygrowcrossfromthewantonnessofcomfort,orhissonmayplaguehim。”
“Ihopenotthat——Itisnotlikely。No,Mr。Knightley,donotforetellvexationfromthatquarter。”
“NotI,indeed。Ionlynamepossibilities。IdonotpretendtoEmma’sgeniusforforetellingandguessing。Ihope,withallmyheart,theyoungmanmaybeaWestoninmerit,andaChurchillinfortune——ButHarrietSmith——IhavenothalfdoneaboutHarrietSmith。IthinkhertheveryworstsortofcompanionthatEmmacouldpossiblyhave。
Sheknowsnothingherself,andlooksuponEmmaasknowingeverything。
Sheisaflattererinallherways;andsomuchtheworse,becauseundesigned。Herignoranceishourlyflattery。HowcanEmmaimagineshehasanythingtolearnherself,whileHarrietispresentingsuchadelightfulinferiority?AndasforHarriet,Iwillventuretosaythatshecannotgainbytheacquaintance。
Hartfieldwillonlyputheroutofconceitwithalltheotherplacesshebelongsto。Shewillgrowjustrefinedenoughtobeuncomfortablewiththoseamongwhombirthandcircumstanceshaveplacedherhome。
IammuchmistakenifEmma’sdoctrinesgiveanystrengthofmind,ortendatalltomakeagirladaptherselfrationallytothevarietiesofhersituationinlife——Theyonlygivealittlepolish。”
“IeitherdependmoreuponEmma’sgoodsensethanyoudo,orammoreanxiousforherpresentcomfort;forIcannotlamenttheacquaintance。
Howwellshelookedlastnight!“
“Oh!youwouldrathertalkofherpersonthanhermind,wouldyou?
Verywell;IshallnotattempttodenyEmma’sbeingpretty。”
“Pretty!saybeautifulrather。CanyouimagineanythingnearerperfectbeautythanEmmaaltogether——faceandfigure?“
“IdonotknowwhatIcouldimagine,butIconfessthatIhaveseldomseenafaceorfiguremorepleasingtomethanhers。
ButIamapartialoldfriend。”
“Suchaneye!——thetruehazleeye——andsobrilliant!regularfeatures,opencountenance,withacomplexion!oh!whatabloomoffullhealth,andsuchaprettyheightandsize;suchafirmanduprightfigure!
Thereishealth,notmerelyinherbloom,butinherair,herhead,herglance。Onehearssometimesofachildbeing`thepictureofhealth;’now,Emmaalwaysgivesmetheideaofbeingthecompletepictureofgrown-uphealth。Sheislovelinessitself。Mr。
Knightley,isnotshe?“
“Ihavenotafaulttofindwithherperson。”hereplied。
“Ithinkherallyoudescribe。Ilovetolookather;andI
willaddthispraise,thatIdonotthinkherpersonallyvain。
Consideringhowveryhandsomesheis,sheappearstobelittleoccupiedwithit;hervanityliesanotherway。Mrs。Weston,I
amnottobetalkedoutofmydislikeofHarrietSmith,ormydreadofitsdoingthembothharm。”
“AndI,Mr。Knightley,amequallystoutinmyconfidenceofitsnotdoingthemanyharm。WithalldearEmma’slittlefaults,sheisanexcellentcreature。Whereshallweseeabetterdaughter,orakindersister,oratruerfriend?No,no;shehasqualitieswhichmaybetrusted;shewillneverleadanyonereallywrong;
shewillmakenolastingblunder;whereEmmaerrsonce,sheisintherightahundredtimes。”
“Verywell;Iwillnotplagueyouanymore。Emmashallbeanangel,andIwillkeepmyspleentomyselftillChristmasbringsJohnandIsabella。JohnlovesEmmawithareasonableandthereforenotablindaffection,andIsabellaalwaysthinksashedoes;
exceptwhenheisnotquitefrightenedenoughaboutthechildren。
Iamsureofhavingtheiropinionswithme。”
“Iknowthatyouallloveherreallytoowelltobeunjustorunkind;
butexcuseme,Mr。Knightley,ifItakethelibertyIconsidermyself,youknow,ashavingsomewhatoftheprivilegeofspeechthatEmma’smothermighthavehadthelibertyofhintingthatIdonotthinkanypossiblegoodcanarisefromHarrietSmith’sintimacybeingmadeamatterofmuchdiscussionamongyou。Prayexcuseme;butsupposinganylittleinconveniencemaybeapprehendedfromtheintimacy,itcannotbeexpectedthatEmma,accountabletonobodybutherfather,whoperfectlyapprovestheacquaintance,shouldputanendtoit,solongasitisasourceofpleasuretoherself。Ithasbeensomanyyearsmyprovincetogiveadvice,thatyoucannotbesurprized,Mr。Knightley,atthislittleremainsofoffice。”
“Notatall。”criedhe;“Iammuchobligedtoyouforit。
Itisverygoodadvice,anditshallhaveabetterfatethanyouradvicehasoftenfound;foritshallbeattendedto。”
“Mrs。JohnKnightleyiseasilyalarmed,andmightbemadeunhappyabouthersister。”
“Besatisfied。”saidhe,“Iwillnotraiseanyoutcry。Iwillkeepmyill-humourtomyself。IhaveaverysincereinterestinEmma。
Isabelladoesnotseemmoremysister;hasneverexcitedagreaterinterest;perhapshardlysogreat。Thereisananxiety,acuriosityinwhatonefeelsforEmma。Iwonderwhatwillbecomeofher!“
“SodoI。”saidMrs。Westongently,“verymuch。”
“Shealwaysdeclaresshewillnevermarry,which,ofcourse,meansjustnothingatall。ButIhavenoideathatshehasyeteverseenamanshecaredfor。Itwouldnotbeabadthingforhertobeverymuchinlovewithaproperobject。IshouldliketoseeEmmainlove,andinsomedoubtofareturn;itwoulddohergood。
Butthereisnobodyhereaboutstoattachher;andshegoessoseldomfromhome。”
“Theredoes,indeed,seemaslittletotempthertobreakherresolutionatpresent。”saidMrs。Weston,“ascanwellbe;
andwhilesheissohappyatHartfield,IcannotwishhertobeforminganyattachmentwhichwouldbecreatingsuchdifficultiesonpoorMr。Woodhouse’saccount。IdonotrecommendmatrimonyatpresenttoEmma,thoughImeannoslighttothestate,Iassureyou。”
PartofhermeaningwastoconcealsomefavouritethoughtsofherownandMr。Weston’sonthesubject,asmuchaspossible。
TherewerewishesatRandallsrespectingEmma’sdestiny,butitwasnotdesirabletohavethemsuspected;andthequiettransitionwhichMr。Knightleysoonafterwardsmadeto“WhatdoesWestonthinkoftheweather;shallwehaverain?“convincedherthathehadnothingmoretosayorsurmiseaboutHartfield。
Chapter07CHAPTERVI
EmmacouldnotfeeladoubtofhavinggivenHarriet’sfancyaproperdirectionandraisedthegratitudeofheryoungvanitytoaverygoodpurpose,forshefoundherdecidedlymoresensiblethanbeforeofMr。Elton’sbeingaremarkablyhandsomeman,withmostagreeablemanners;andasshehadnohesitationinfollowinguptheassuranceofhisadmirationbyagreeablehints,shewassoonprettyconfidentofcreatingasmuchlikingonHarriet’sside,astherecouldbeanyoccasionfor。ShewasquiteconvincedofMr。Elton’sbeinginthefairestwayoffallinginlove,ifnotinlovealready。Shehadnoscruplewithregardtohim。
HetalkedofHarriet,andpraisedhersowarmly,thatshecouldnotsupposeanythingwantingwhichalittletimewouldnotadd。
HisperceptionofthestrikingimprovementofHarriet’smanner,sinceherintroductionatHartfield,wasnotoneoftheleastagreeableproofsofhisgrowingattachment。
“YouhavegivenMissSmithallthatsherequired。”saidhe;
“youhavemadehergracefulandeasy。Shewasabeautifulcreaturewhenshecametoyou,but,inmyopinion,theattractionsyouhaveaddedareinfinitelysuperiortowhatshereceivedfromnature。”
“IamgladyouthinkIhavebeenusefultoher;butHarrietonlywanteddrawingout,andreceivingafew,veryfewhints。
Shehadallthenaturalgraceofsweetnessoftemperandartlessnessinherself。Ihavedoneverylittle。”
“Ifitwereadmissibletocontradictalady。”saidthegallantMr。Elton——
“Ihaveperhapsgivenheralittlemoredecisionofcharacter,havetaughthertothinkonpointswhichhadnotfalleninherwaybefore。”
“Exactlyso;thatiswhatprincipallystrikesme。Somuchsuperaddeddecisionofcharacter!Skilfulhasbeenthehand!“
“Greathasbeenthepleasure,Iamsure。Inevermetwithadispositionmoretrulyamiable。”
“Ihavenodoubtofit。”Anditwasspokenwithasortofsighinganimation,whichhadavastdealofthelover。
Shewasnotlesspleasedanotherdaywiththemannerinwhichhesecondedasuddenwishofhers,tohaveHarriet’spicture。
“Didyoueverhaveyourlikenesstaken,Harriet?“saidshe:“didyoueversitforyourpicture?“
Harrietwasonthepointofleavingtheroom,andonlystopttosay,withaveryinterestingnaivete,“Oh!dear,no,never。”
Nosoonerwassheoutofsight,thanEmmaexclaimed,“Whatanexquisitepossessionagoodpictureofherwouldbe!Iwouldgiveanymoneyforit。Ialmostlongtoattemptherlikenessmyself。
YoudonotknowitIdaresay,buttwoorthreeyearsagoIhadagreatpassionfortakinglikenesses,andattemptedseveralofmyfriends,andwasthoughttohaveatolerableeyeingeneral。
Butfromonecauseoranother,Igaveitupindisgust。
Butreally,Icouldalmostventure,ifHarrietwouldsittome。
Itwouldbesuchadelighttohaveherpicture!“
“Letmeentreatyou。”criedMr。Elton;“itwouldindeedbeadelight!
Letmeentreatyou,MissWoodhouse,toexercisesocharmingatalentinfavourofyourfriend。Iknowwhatyourdrawingsare。
Howcouldyousupposemeignorant?Isnotthisroomrichinspecimensofyourlandscapesandflowers;andhasnotMrs。Westonsomeinimitablefigure-piecesinherdrawing-room,atRandalls?“
Yes,goodman!——thoughtEmma——butwhathasallthattodowithtakinglikenesses?Youknownothingofdrawing。Don’tpretendtobeinrapturesaboutmine。KeepyourrapturesforHarriet’sface。
“Well,ifyougivemesuchkindencouragement,Mr。Elton,IbelieveIshalltrywhatIcando。Harriet’sfeaturesareverydelicate,whichmakesalikenessdifficult;andyetthereisapeculiarityintheshapeoftheeyeandthelinesaboutthemouthwhichoneoughttocatch。”
“Exactlyso——Theshapeoftheeyeandthelinesaboutthemouth——I
havenotadoubtofyoursuccess。Pray,prayattemptit。
Asyouwilldoit,itwillindeed,touseyourownwords,beanexquisitepossession。”
“ButIamafraid,Mr。Elton,Harrietwillnotliketosit。
Shethinkssolittleofherownbeauty。Didnotyouobservehermannerofansweringme?Howcompletelyitmeant,`whyshouldmypicturebedrawn?’“
“Oh!yes,Iobservedit,Iassureyou。Itwasnotlostonme。
ButstillIcannotimagineshewouldnotbepersuaded。”
Harrietwassoonbackagain,andtheproposalalmostimmediatelymade;
andshehadnoscrupleswhichcouldstandmanyminutesagainsttheearnestpressingofboththeothers。Emmawishedtogotoworkdirectly,andthereforeproducedtheportfoliocontaininghervariousattemptsatportraits,fornotoneofthemhadeverbeenfinished,thattheymightdecidetogetheronthebestsizeforHarriet。Hermanybeginningsweredisplayed。Miniatures,half-lengths,whole-lengths,pencil,crayon,andwater-colourshadbeenalltriedinturn。
Shehadalwayswantedtodoeverything,andhadmademoreprogressbothindrawingandmusicthanmanymighthavedonewithsolittlelabourasshewouldeversubmitto。Sheplayedandsang;——anddrewinalmosteverystyle;butsteadinesshadalwaysbeenwanting;
andinnothinghadsheapproachedthedegreeofexcellencewhichshewouldhavebeengladtocommand,andoughtnottohavefailedof。
Shewasnotmuchdeceivedastoherownskilleitherasanartistoramusician,butshewasnotunwillingtohaveothersdeceived,orsorrytoknowherreputationforaccomplishmentoftenhigherthanitdeserved。
Therewasmeritineverydrawing——intheleastfinished,perhapsthemost;
herstylewasspirited;buthadtherebeenmuchless,orhadtherebeententimesmore,thedelightandadmirationofhertwocompanionswouldhavebeenthesame。Theywerebothinecstasies。A
likenesspleaseseverybody;andMissWoodhouse’sperformancesmustbecapital。
“Nogreatvarietyoffacesforyou。”saidEmma。“Ihadonlymyownfamilytostudyfrom。Thereismyfather——anotherofmyfather——buttheideaofsittingforhispicturemadehimsonervous,thatIcouldonlytakehimbystealth;neitherofthemveryliketherefore。Mrs。Westonagain,andagain,andagain,yousee。
DearMrs。Weston!alwaysmykindestfriendoneveryoccasion。
ShewouldsitwheneverIaskedher。Thereismysister;andreallyquiteherownlittleelegantfigure!——andthefacenotunlike。
Ishouldhavemadeagoodlikenessofher,ifshewouldhavesatlonger,butshewasinsuchahurrytohavemedrawherfourchildrenthatshewouldnotbequiet。Then,herecomeallmyattemptsatthreeofthosefourchildren;——theretheyare,HenryandJohnandBella,fromoneendofthesheettotheother,andanyoneofthemmightdoforanyoneoftherest。ShewassoeagertohavethemdrawnthatIcouldnotrefuse;butthereisnomakingchildrenofthreeorfouryearsoldstandstillyouknow;
norcanitbeveryeasytotakeanylikenessofthem,beyondtheairandcomplexion,unlesstheyarecoarserfeaturedthananyofmama’schildreneverwere。Hereismysketchofthefourth,whowasababy。Itookhimashewassleepingonthesofa,anditisasstrongalikenessofhiscockadeasyouwouldwishtosee。
Hehadnestleddownhisheadmostconveniently。That’sverylike。
IamratherproudoflittleGeorge。Thecornerofthesofaisverygood。
Thenhereismylast。”——unclosingaprettysketchofagentlemaninsmallsize,whole-length——“mylastandmybest——mybrother,Mr。JohnKnightley——Thisdidnotwantmuchofbeingfinished,whenI
putitawayinapet,andvowedIwouldnevertakeanotherlikeness。
Icouldnothelpbeingprovoked;forafterallmypains,andwhenI
hadreallymadeaverygoodlikenessofit——Mrs。WestonandI
werequiteagreedinthinkingitverylike——onlytoohandsome——tooflattering——butthatwasafaultontherightside——afterallthis,camepoordearIsabella’scoldapprobationof——“Yes,itwasalittlelike——buttobesureitdidnotdohimjustice。”
Wehadhadagreatdealoftroubleinpersuadinghimtositatall。
Itwasmadeagreatfavourof;andaltogetheritwasmorethanI
couldbear;andsoIneverwouldfinishit,tohaveitapologisedoverasanunfavourablelikeness,toeverymorningvisitorinBrunswickSquare;——and,asIsaid,Ididthenforsweareverdrawinganybodyagain。ButforHarriet’ssake,orratherformyown,andastherearenohusbandsandwivesinthecaseatpresent,Iwillbreakmyresolutionnow。”
Mr。Eltonseemedveryproperlystruckanddelightedbytheidea,andwasrepeating,“Nohusbandsandwivesinthecaseatpresentindeed,asyouobserve。Exactlyso。Nohusbandsandwives。”
withsointerestingaconsciousness,thatEmmabegantoconsiderwhethershehadnotbetterleavethemtogetheratonce。Butasshewantedtobedrawing,thedeclarationmustwaitalittlelonger。
Shehadsoonfixedonthesizeandsortofportrait。
Itwastobeawhole-lengthinwater-colours,likeMr。JohnKnightley’s,andwasdestined,ifshecouldpleaseherself,toholdaveryhonourablestationoverthemantelpiece。
Thesittingbegan;andHarriet,smilingandblushing,andafraidofnotkeepingherattitudeandcountenance,presentedaverysweetmixtureofyouthfulexpressiontothesteadyeyesoftheartist。
Buttherewasnodoinganything,withMr。Eltonfidgetingbehindherandwatchingeverytouch。Shegavehimcreditforstationinghimselfwherehemightgazeandgazeagainwithoutoffence;
butwasreallyobligedtoputanendtoit,andrequesthimtoplacehimselfelsewhere。Itthenoccurredtohertoemployhiminreading。
“Ifhewouldbesogoodastoreadtothem,itwouldbeakindnessindeed!Itwouldamuseawaythedifficultiesofherpart,andlessentheirksomenessofMissSmith’s。”
Mr。Eltonwasonlytoohappy。Harrietlistened,andEmmadrewinpeace。Shemustallowhimtobestillfrequentlycomingtolook;
anythinglesswouldcertainlyhavebeentoolittleinalover;
andhewasreadyatthesmallestintermissionofthepencil,tojumpupandseetheprogress,andbecharmed——Therewasnobeingdispleasedwithsuchanencourager,forhisadmirationmadehimdiscernalikenessalmostbeforeitwaspossible。
Shecouldnotrespecthiseye,buthisloveandhiscomplaisancewereunexceptionable。
Thesittingwasaltogetherverysatisfactory;shewasquiteenoughpleasedwiththefirstday’ssketchtowishtogoon。
Therewasnowantoflikeness,shehadbeenfortunateintheattitude,andasshemeanttothrowinalittleimprovementtothefigure,togivealittlemoreheight,andconsiderablymoreelegance,shehadgreatconfidenceofitsbeingineverywayaprettydrawingatlast,andofitsfillingitsdestinedplacewithcredittothemboth——astandingmemorialofthebeautyofone,theskilloftheother,andthefriendshipofboth;withasmanyotheragreeableassociationsasMr。Elton’sverypromisingattachmentwaslikelytoadd。
Harrietwastositagainthenextday;andMr。Elton,justasheought,entreatedforthepermissionofattendingandreadingtothemagain。
“Byallmeans。Weshallbemosthappytoconsideryouasoneoftheparty。”
Thesamecivilitiesandcourtesies,thesamesuccessandsatisfaction,tookplaceonthemorrow,andaccompaniedthewholeprogressofthepicture,whichwasrapidandhappy。Everybodywhosawitwaspleased,butMr。Eltonwasincontinualraptures,anddefendeditthrougheverycriticism。
“MissWoodhousehasgivenherfriendtheonlybeautyshewanted。”——observedMrs。Westontohim——notintheleastsuspectingthatshewasaddressingalover——“Theexpressionoftheeyeismostcorrect,butMissSmithhasnotthoseeyebrowsandeyelashes。
Itisthefaultofherfacethatshehasthemnot。”
“Doyouthinkso?“repliedhe。“Icannotagreewithyou。
Itappearstomeamostperfectresemblanceineveryfeature。
Ineversawsuchalikenessinmylife。Wemustallowfortheeffectofshade,youknow。”
“Youhavemadehertootall,Emma。”saidMr。Knightley。
Emmaknewthatshehad,butwouldnotownit;andMr。Eltonwarmlyadded,“Ohno!certainlynottootall;notintheleasttootall。Consider,sheissittingdown——whichnaturallypresentsadifferent——whichinshortgivesexactlytheidea——andtheproportionsmustbepreserved,youknow。Proportions,fore-shortening——Ohno!
itgivesoneexactlytheideaofsuchaheightasMissSmith’s。Exactlysoindeed!“
“Itisverypretty。”saidMr。Woodhouse。“Soprettilydone!Justasyourdrawingsalwaysare,mydear。Idonotknowanybodywhodrawssowellasyoudo。TheonlythingIdonotthoroughlylikeis,thatsheseemstobesittingoutofdoors,withonlyalittleshawloverhershoulders——anditmakesonethinkshemustcatchcold。”
“But,mydearpapa,itissupposedtobesummer;awarmdayinsummer。
Lookatthetree。”
“Butitisneversafetositoutofdoors,mydear。”
“You,sir,maysayanything。”criedMr。Elton,“butImustconfessthatIregarditasamosthappythought,theplacingofMissSmithoutofdoors;andthetreeistouchedwithsuchinimitablespirit!Anyothersituationwouldhavebeenmuchlessincharacter。
ThenaiveteofMissSmith’smanners——andaltogether——Oh,itismostadmirable!Icannotkeepmyeyesfromit。Ineversawsuchalikeness。”
Thenextthingwantedwastogetthepictureframed;andherewereafewdifficulties。Itmustbedonedirectly;itmustbedoneinLondon;
theordermustgothroughthehandsofsomeintelligentpersonwhosetastecouldbedependedon;andIsabella,theusualdoerofallcommissions,mustnotbeappliedto,becauseitwasDecember,andMr。WoodhousecouldnotbeartheideaofherstirringoutofherhouseinthefogsofDecember。ButnosoonerwasthedistressknowntoMr。Elton,thanitwasremoved。Hisgallantrywasalwaysonthealert。
“Mighthebetrustedwiththecommission,whatinfinitepleasureshouldhehaveinexecutingit!hecouldridetoLondonatanytime。
Itwasimpossibletosayhowmuchheshouldbegratifiedbybeingemployedonsuchanerrand。”
“Hewastoogood!——shecouldnotendurethethought!——shewouldnotgivehimsuchatroublesomeofficefortheworld。”——broughtonthedesiredrepetitionofentreatiesandassurances,——andaveryfewminutessettledthebusiness。
Mr。EltonwastotakethedrawingtoLondon,chusetheframe,andgivethedirections;andEmmathoughtshecouldsopackitastoensureitssafetywithoutmuchincommodinghim,whileheseemedmostlyfearfulofnotbeingincommodedenough。
“Whatapreciousdeposit!“saidhewithatendersigh,ashereceivedit。
“Thismanisalmosttoogallanttobeinlove。”thoughtEmma。
“Ishouldsayso,butthatIsupposetheremaybeahundreddifferentwaysofbeinginlove。Heisanexcellentyoungman,andwillsuitHarrietexactly;itwillbean`Exactlyso,’ashesayshimself;
buthedoessighandlanguish,andstudyforcomplimentsrathermorethanIcouldendureasaprincipal。Icomeinforaprettygoodshareasasecond。ButitishisgratitudeonHarriet’saccount。”
Chapter07CHAPTERVII
TheverydayofMr。Elton’sgoingtoLondonproducedafreshoccasionforEmma’sservicestowardsherfriend。HarriethadbeenatHartfield,asusual,soonafterbreakfast;and,afteratime,hadgonehometoreturnagaintodinner:shereturned,andsoonerthanhadbeentalkedof,andwithanagitated,hurriedlook,announcingsomethingextraordinarytohavehappenedwhichshewaslongingtotell。
Halfaminutebroughtitallout。Shehadheard,assoonasshegotbacktoMrs。Goddard’s,thatMr。Martinhadbeenthereanhourbefore,andfindingshewasnotathome,norparticularlyexpected,hadleftalittleparcelforherfromoneofhissisters,andgoneaway;
andonopeningthisparcel,shehadactuallyfound,besidesthetwosongswhichshehadlentElizabethtocopy,alettertoherself;
andthisletterwasfromhim,fromMr。Martin,andcontainedadirectproposalofmarriage。“Whocouldhavethoughtit?Shewassosurprizedshedidnotknowwhattodo。Yes,quiteaproposalofmarriage;
andaverygoodletter,atleastshethoughtso。Andhewroteasifhereallylovedherverymuch——butshedidnotknow——andso,shewascomeasfastasshecouldtoaskMissWoodhousewhatsheshoulddo——“Emmawashalf-ashamedofherfriendforseemingsopleasedandsodoubtful。
“Uponmyword。”shecried,“theyoungmanisdeterminednottoloseanythingforwantofasking。Hewillconnecthimselfwellifhecan。”
“Willyoureadtheletter?“criedHarriet。“Praydo。I’dratheryouwould。”
Emmawasnotsorrytobepressed。Sheread,andwassurprized。
Thestyleoftheletterwasmuchaboveherexpectation。
Therewerenotmerelynogrammaticalerrors,butasacompositionitwouldnothavedisgracedagentleman;thelanguage,thoughplain,wasstrongandunaffected,andthesentimentsitconveyedverymuchtothecreditofthewriter。Itwasshort,butexpressedgoodsense,warmattachment,liberality,propriety,evendelicacyoffeeling。
Shepausedoverit,whileHarrietstoodanxiouslywatchingforheropinion,witha“Well,well。”andwasatlastforcedtoadd,“Isitagoodletter?orisittooshort?“
“Yes,indeed,averygoodletter。”repliedEmmaratherslowly——“sogoodaletter,Harriet,thateverythingconsidered,Ithinkoneofhissistersmusthavehelpedhim。IcanhardlyimaginetheyoungmanwhomIsawtalkingwithyoutheotherdaycouldexpresshimselfsowell,ifleftquitetohisownpowers,andyetitisnotthestyleofawoman;no,certainly,itistoostrongandconcise;
notdiffuseenoughforawoman。Nodoubtheisasensibleman,andIsupposemayhaveanaturaltalentfor——thinksstronglyandclearly——andwhenhetakesapeninhand,histhoughtsnaturallyfindproperwords。Itissowithsomemen。Yes,Iunderstandthesortofmind。Vigorous,decided,withsentimentstoacertainpoint,notcoarse。Abetterwrittenletter,Harrietreturningit,
thanIhadexpected。”
“Well。”saidthestillwaitingHarriet;——“well——and——andwhatshallIdo?“
“Whatshallyoudo!Inwhatrespect?Doyoumeanwithregardtothisletter?“
“Yes。”
“Butwhatareyouindoubtof?Youmustansweritofcourse——andspeedily。”
“Yes。ButwhatshallIsay?DearMissWoodhouse,doadviseme。”
“Ohno,no!theletterhadmuchbetterbeallyourown。Youwillexpressyourselfveryproperly,Iamsure。Thereisnodangerofyournotbeingintelligible,whichisthefirstthing。Yourmeaningmustbeunequivocal;nodoubtsordemurs:andsuchexpressionsofgratitudeandconcernforthepainyouareinflictingasproprietyrequires,willpresentthemselvesunbiddentoyourmind,Iampersuaded。
Youneednotbepromptedtowritewiththeappearanceofsorrowforhisdisappointment。”
“YouthinkIoughttorefusehimthen。”saidHarriet,lookingdown。
“Oughttorefusehim!MydearHarriet,whatdoyoumean?Areyouinanydoubtastothat?Ithought——butIbegyourpardon,perhapsI
havebeenunderamistake。Icertainlyhavebeenmisunderstandingyou,ifyoufeelindoubtastothepurportofyouranswer。
Ihadimaginedyouwereconsultingmeonlyastothewordingofit。”
Harrietwassilent。Withalittlereserveofmanner,Emmacontinued:
“Youmeantoreturnafavourableanswer,Icollect。”
“No,Idonot;thatis,Idonotmean——WhatshallIdo?Whatwouldyouadvisemetodo?Pray,dearMissWoodhouse,tellmewhatI
oughttodo。”
“Ishallnotgiveyouanyadvice,Harriet。Iwillhavenothingtodowithit。Thisisapointwhichyoumustsettlewithyourfeelings。”
“Ihadnonotionthathelikedmesoverymuch。”saidHarriet,contemplatingtheletter。ForalittlewhileEmmaperseveredinhersilence;butbeginningtoapprehendthebewitchingflatteryofthatlettermightbetoopowerful,shethoughtitbesttosay,“Ilayitdownasageneralrule,Harriet,thatifawomandoubtsastowhethersheshouldacceptamanornot,shecertainlyoughttorefusehim。Ifshecanhesitateasto`Yes,’sheoughttosay`No’directly。Itisnotastatetobesafelyenteredintowithdoubtfulfeelings,withhalfaheart。Ithoughtitmydutyasafriend,andolderthanyourself,tosaythusmuchtoyou。
ButdonotimaginethatIwanttoinfluenceyou。”
“Oh!no,Iamsureyouareagreatdealtookindto——butifyouwouldjustadvisemewhatIhadbestdo——No,no,Idonotmeanthat——Asyousay,one’smindoughttobequitemadeup——Oneshouldnotbehesitating——Itisaveryseriousthing——Itwillbesafertosay`No,’perhaps——DoyouthinkIhadbettersay`No?’“
“Notfortheworld。”saidEmma,smilinggraciously,“wouldIadviseyoueitherway。Youmustbethebestjudgeofyourownhappiness。
IfyoupreferMr。Martintoeveryotherperson;ifyouthinkhimthemostagreeablemanyouhaveeverbeenincompanywith,whyshouldyouhesitate?Youblush,Harriet——Doesanybodyelseoccurtoyouatthismomentundersuchadefinition?Harriet,Harriet,donotdeceiveyourself;donotberunawaywithbygratitudeandcompassion。
Atthismomentwhomareyouthinkingof?“
Thesymptomswerefavourable——Insteadofanswering,Harrietturnedawayconfused,andstoodthoughtfullybythefire;andthoughtheletterwasstillinherhand,itwasnowmechanicallytwistedaboutwithoutregard。Emmawaitedtheresultwithimpatience,butnotwithoutstronghopes。Atlast,withsomehesitation,Harrietsaid——
“MissWoodhouse,asyouwillnotgivemeyouropinion,ImustdoaswellasIcanbymyself;andIhavenowquitedetermined,andreallyalmostmadeupmymind——torefuseMr。Martin。DoyouthinkIamright?“
“Perfectly,perfectlyright,mydearestHarriet;youaredoingjustwhatyouought。WhileyouwereatallinsuspenseIkeptmyfeelingstomyself,butnowthatyouaresocompletelydecidedIhavenohesitationinapproving。DearHarriet,Igivemyselfjoyofthis。
Itwouldhavegrievedmetoloseyouracquaintance,whichmusthavebeentheconsequenceofyourmarryingMr。Martin。Whileyouwereinthesmallestdegreewavering,Isaidnothingaboutit,becauseIwouldnotinfluence;butitwouldhavebeenthelossofafriendtome。
IcouldnothavevisitedMrs。RobertMartin,ofAbbey-MillFarm。
NowIamsecureofyouforever。”
Harriethadnotsurmisedherowndanger,buttheideaofitstruckherforcibly。
“Youcouldnothavevisitedme!“shecried,lookingaghast。
“No,tobesureyoucouldnot;butIneverthoughtofthatbefore。
Thatwouldhavebeentoodreadful!——Whatanescape!——DearMissWoodhouse,Iwouldnotgiveupthepleasureandhonourofbeingintimatewithyouforanythingintheworld。”
“Indeed,Harriet,itwouldhavebeenaseverepangtoloseyou;
butitmusthavebeen。Youwouldhavethrownyourselfoutofallgoodsociety。Imusthavegivenyouup。”
“Dearme!——HowshouldIeverhaveborneit!ItwouldhavekilledmenevertocometoHartfieldanymore!“
“Dearaffectionatecreature!——YoubanishedtoAbbey-MillFarm!——Youconfinedtothesocietyoftheilliterateandvulgarallyourlife!
Iwonderhowtheyoungmancouldhavetheassurancetoaskit。
Hemusthaveaprettygoodopinionofhimself。”
“Idonotthinkheisconceitedeither,ingeneral。”saidHarriet,herconscienceopposingsuchcensure;“atleast,heisverygoodnatured,andIshallalwaysfeelmuchobligedtohim,andhaveagreatregardfor——butthatisquiteadifferentthingfrom——andyouknow,thoughhemaylikeme,itdoesnotfollowthatIshould——andcertainlyImustconfessthatsincemyvisitinghereIhaveseenpeople——andifonecomestocomparethem,personandmanners,thereisnocomparisonatall,oneissoveryhandsomeandagreeable。
However,IdoreallythinkMr。Martinaveryamiableyoungman,andhaveagreatopinionofhim;andhisbeingsomuchattachedtome——andhiswritingsuchaletter——butastoleavingyou,itiswhatIwouldnotdouponanyconsideration。”
“Thankyou,thankyou,myownsweetlittlefriend。Wewillnotbeparted。Awomanisnottomarryamanmerelybecausesheisasked,orbecauseheisattachedtoher,andcanwriteatolerableletter。”
“Ohno;——anditisbutashortlettertoo。”
Emmafeltthebadtasteofherfriend,butletitpasswitha“verytrue;anditwouldbeasmallconsolationtoher,fortheclownishmannerwhichmightbeoffendinghereveryhouroftheday,toknowthatherhusbandcouldwriteagoodletter。”
“Oh!yes,very。Nobodycaresforaletter;thethingis,tobealwayshappywithpleasantcompanions。Iamquitedeterminedtorefusehim。
ButhowshallIdo?ThatshallIsay?“
Emmaassuredhertherewouldbenodifficultyintheanswer,andadviseditsbeingwrittendirectly,whichwasagreedto,inthehopeofherassistance;andthoughEmmacontinuedtoprotestagainstanyassistancebeingwanted,itwasinfactgivenintheformationofeverysentence。Thelookingoverhisletteragain,inreplyingtoit,hadsuchasofteningtendency,thatitwasparticularlynecessarytobraceherupwithafewdecisiveexpressions;
andshewassoverymuchconcernedattheideaofmakinghimunhappy,andthoughtsomuchofwhathismotherandsisterswouldthinkandsay,andwassoanxiousthattheyshouldnotfancyherungrateful,thatEmmabelievediftheyoungmanhadcomeinherwayatthatmoment,hewouldhavebeenacceptedafterall。
Thisletter,however,waswritten,andsealed,andsent。
Thebusinesswasfinished,andHarrietsafe。Shewasratherlowalltheevening,butEmmacouldallowforheramiableregrets,andsometimesrelievedthembyspeakingofherownaffection,sometimesbybringingforwardtheideaofMr。Elton。
“IshallneverbeinvitedtoAbbey-Millagain。”wassaidinratherasorrowfultone。
“Nor,ifyouwere,couldIeverbeartopartwithyou,myHarriet。
YouareagreatdealtoonecessaryatHartfieldtobesparedtoAbbey-Mill。”
“AndIamsureIshouldneverwanttogothere;forIamneverhappybutatHartfield。”
Sometimeafterwardsitwas,“IthinkMrs。Goddardwouldbeverymuchsurprizedifsheknewwhathadhappened。IamsureMissNashwould——forMissNashthinksherownsisterverywellmarried,anditisonlyalinen-draper。”
“Oneshouldbesorrytoseegreaterprideorrefinementintheteacherofaschool,Harriet。IdaresayMissNashwouldenvyyousuchanopportunityasthisofbeingmarried。Eventhisconquestwouldappearvaluableinhereyes。Astoanythingsuperiorforyou,Isupposesheisquiteinthedark。Theattentionsofacertainpersoncanhardlybeamongthetittle-tattleofHighburyyet。
HithertoIfancyyouandIaretheonlypeopletowhomhislooksandmannershaveexplainedthemselves。”
Harrietblushedandsmiled,andsaidsomethingaboutwonderingthatpeopleshouldlikehersomuch。TheideaofMr。Eltonwascertainlycheering;butstill,afteratime,shewastender-heartedagaintowardstherejectedMr。Martin。
“Nowhehasgotmyletter。”saidshesoftly。“Iwonderwhattheyarealldoing——whetherhissistersknow——ifheisunhappy,theywillbeunhappytoo。Ihopehewillnotminditsoverymuch。”
“Letusthinkofthoseamongourabsentfriendswhoaremorecheerfullyemployed。”criedEmma。“Atthismoment,perhaps,Mr。
Eltonisshewingyourpicturetohismotherandsisters,tellinghowmuchmorebeautifulistheoriginal,andafterbeingaskedforitfiveorsixtimes,allowingthemtohearyourname,yourowndearname。”
“Mypicture!——ButhehasleftmypictureinBond-street。”
“Hasheso!——ThenIknownothingofMr。Elton。No,mydearlittlemodestHarriet,dependuponitthepicturewillnotbeinBond-streettilljustbeforehemountshishorseto-morrow。
Itishiscompanionallthisevening,hissolace,hisdelight。
Itopenshisdesignstohisfamily,itintroducesyouamongthem,itdiffusesthroughthepartythosepleasantestfeelingsofournature,eagercuriosityandwarmprepossession。Howcheerful,howanimated,howsuspicious,howbusytheirimaginationsallare!“
Harrietsmiledagain,andhersmilesgrewstronger。
Chapter08CHAPTERVIII
HarrietsleptatHartfieldthatnight。Forsomeweekspastshehadbeenspendingmorethanhalfhertimethere,andgraduallygettingtohaveabed-roomappropriatedtoherself;andEmmajudgeditbestineveryrespect,safestandkindest,tokeepherwiththemasmuchaspossiblejustatpresent。ShewasobligedtogothenextmorningforanhourortwotoMrs。Goddard’s,butitwasthentobesettledthatsheshouldreturntoHartfield,tomakearegularvisitofsomedays。
Whileshewasgone,Mr。Knightleycalled,andsatsometimewithMr。WoodhouseandEmma,tillMr。Woodhouse,whohadpreviouslymadeuphismindtowalkout,waspersuadedbyhisdaughternottodeferit,andwasinducedbytheentreatiesofboth,thoughagainstthescruplesofhisowncivility,toleaveMr。Knightleyforthatpurpose。
Mr。Knightley,whohadnothingofceremonyabouthim,wasofferingbyhisshort,decidedanswers,anamusingcontrasttotheprotractedapologiesandcivilhesitationsoftheother。
“Well,Ibelieve,ifyouwillexcuseme,Mr。Knightley,ifyouwillnotconsidermeasdoingaveryrudething,IshalltakeEmma’sadviceandgooutforaquarterofanhour。Asthesunisout,IbelieveIhadbettertakemythreeturnswhileIcan。
Itreatyouwithoutceremony,Mr。Knightley。Weinvalidsthinkweareprivilegedpeople。”
“Mydearsir,donotmakeastrangerofme。”
“Ileaveanexcellentsubstituteinmydaughter。Emmawillbehappytoentertainyou。AndthereforeIthinkIwillbegyourexcuseandtakemythreeturns——mywinterwalk。”
“Youcannotdobetter,sir。”
“Iwouldaskforthepleasureofyourcompany,Mr。Knightley,butIamaveryslowwalker,andmypacewouldbetedioustoyou;
and,besides,youhaveanotherlongwalkbeforeyou,toDonwellAbbey。”
“Thankyou,sir,thankyou;Iamgoingthismomentmyself;andI
thinkthesooneryougothebetter。Iwillfetchyourgreatcoatandopenthegardendoorforyou。”
Mr。Woodhouseatlastwasoff;butMr。Knightley,insteadofbeingimmediatelyofflikewise,satdownagain,seeminglyinclinedformorechat。HebeganspeakingofHarriet,andspeakingofherwithmorevoluntarypraisethanEmmahadeverheardbefore。
“Icannotrateherbeautyasyoudo。”saidhe;“butsheisaprettylittlecreature,andIaminclinedtothinkverywellofherdisposition。Hercharacterdependsuponthosesheiswith;
butingoodhandsshewillturnoutavaluablewoman。”
“Iamgladyouthinkso;andthegoodhands,Ihope,maynotbewanting。”
“Come。”saidhe,“youareanxiousforacompliment,soIwilltellyouthatyouhaveimprovedher。Youhavecuredherofherschool-girl’sgiggle;shereallydoesyoucredit。”
“Thankyou。IshouldbemortifiedindeedifIdidnotbelieveI
hadbeenofsomeuse;butitisnoteverybodywhowillbestowpraisewheretheymay。Youdonotoftenoverpowermewithit。”
“Youareexpectingheragain,yousay,thismorning?“
“Almosteverymoment。Shehasbeengonelongeralreadythansheintended。”
“Somethinghashappenedtodelayher;somevisitorsperhaps。”
“Highburygossips!——Tiresomewretches!“
“Harrietmaynotconsidereverybodytiresomethatyouwould。”
Emmaknewthiswastootrueforcontradiction,andthereforesaidnothing。Hepresentlyadded,withasmile,“Idonotpretendtofixontimesorplaces,butImusttellyouthatIhavegoodreasontobelieveyourlittlefriendwillsoonhearofsomethingtoheradvantage。”
“Indeed!howso?ofwhatsort?“
“Averyserioussort,Iassureyou;“stillsmiling。
“Veryserious!Icanthinkofbutonething——Whoisinlovewithher?Whomakesyoutheirconfidant?“
EmmawasmorethanhalfinhopesofMr。Elton’shavingdroptahint。
Mr。Knightleywasasortofgeneralfriendandadviser,andsheknewMr。Eltonlookeduptohim。
“Ihavereasontothink。”hereplied,“thatHarrietSmithwillsoonhaveanofferofmarriage,andfromamostunexceptionablequarter:——RobertMartinistheman。HervisittoAbbey-Mill,thissummer,seemstohavedonehisbusiness。Heisdesperatelyinloveandmeanstomarryher。”
“Heisveryobliging。”saidEmma;“butishesurethatHarrietmeanstomarryhim?“
“Well,well,meanstomakeheranofferthen。Willthatdo?HecametotheAbbeytwoeveningsago,onpurposetoconsultmeaboutit。
HeknowsIhaveathoroughregardforhimandallhisfamily,and,Ibelieve,considersmeasoneofhisbestfriends。HecametoaskmewhetherIthoughtitwouldbeimprudentinhimtosettlesoearly;
whetherIthoughthertooyoung:inshort,whetherIapprovedhischoicealtogether;havingsomeapprehensionperhapsofherbeingconsideredespeciallysinceyourmakingsomuchofherasinalineofsocietyabovehim。Iwasverymuchpleasedwithallthathesaid。
IneverhearbettersensefromanyonethanRobertMartin。
Healwaysspeakstothepurpose;open,straightforward,andverywelljudging。Hetoldmeeverything;hiscircumstancesandplans,andwhattheyallproposeddoingintheeventofhismarriage。
Heisanexcellentyoungman,bothassonandbrother。Ihadnohesitationinadvisinghimtomarry。Heprovedtomethathecouldaffordit;
andthatbeingthecase,Iwasconvincedhecouldnotdobetter。
Ipraisedthefairladytoo,andaltogethersenthimawayveryhappy。
Ifhehadneveresteemedmyopinionbefore,hewouldhavethoughthighlyofmethen;and,Idaresay,leftthehousethinkingmethebestfriendandcounsellormaneverhad。Thishappenedthenightbeforelast。Now,aswemayfairlysuppose,hewouldnotallowmuchtimetopassbeforehespoketothelady,andashedoesnotappeartohavespokenyesterday,itisnotunlikelythatheshouldbeatMrs。Goddard’sto-day;andshemaybedetainedbyavisitor,withoutthinkinghimatallatiresomewretch。”
“Pray,Mr。Knightley。”saidEmma,whohadbeensmilingtoherselfthroughagreatpartofthisspeech,“howdoyouknowthatMr。Martindidnotspeakyesterday?“
“Certainly。”repliedhe,surprized,“Idonotabsolutelyknowit;
butitmaybeinferred。Wasnotshethewholedaywithyou?“
“Come。”saidshe,“Iwilltellyousomething,inreturnforwhatyouhavetoldme。Hedidspeakyesterday——thatis,hewrote,andwasrefused。”
Thiswasobligedtoberepeatedbeforeitcouldbebelieved;
andMr。Knightleyactuallylookedredwithsurprizeanddispleasure,ashestoodup,intallindignation,andsaid,“ThensheisagreatersimpletonthanIeverbelievedher。
Whatisthefoolishgirlabout?“
“Oh!tobesure。”criedEmma,“itisalwaysincomprehensibletoamanthatawomanshouldeverrefuseanofferofmarriage。
Amanalwaysimaginesawomantobereadyforanybodywhoasksher。”
“Nonsense!amandoesnotimagineanysuchthing。Butwhatisthemeaningofthis?HarrietSmithrefuseRobertMartin?madness,ifitisso;butIhopeyouaremistaken。”
“Isawheranswer!——nothingcouldbeclearer。”
“Yousawheranswer!——youwroteheranswertoo。Emma,thisisyourdoing。Youpersuadedhertorefusehim。”
“AndifIdid,which,however,IamfarfromallowingIshouldnotfeelthatIhaddonewrong。Mr。Martinisaveryrespectableyoungman,butIcannotadmithimtobeHarriet’sequal;andamrathersurprizedindeedthatheshouldhaveventuredtoaddressher。
Byyouraccount,hedoesseemtohavehadsomescruples。Itisapitythattheywereevergotover。”
“NotHarriet’sequal!“exclaimedMr。Knightleyloudlyandwarmly;
andwithcalmerasperity,added,afewmomentsafterwards,“No,heisnotherequalindeed,forheisasmuchhersuperiorinsenseasinsituation。Emma,yourinfatuationaboutthatgirlblindsyou。
WhatareHarrietSmith’sclaims,eitherofbirth,natureoreducation,toanyconnexionhigherthanRobertMartin?Sheisthenaturaldaughterofnobodyknowswhom,withprobablynosettledprovisionatall,andcertainlynorespectablerelations。Sheisknownonlyasparlour-boarderatacommonschool。Sheisnotasensiblegirl,noragirlofanyinformation。Shehasbeentaughtnothinguseful,andistooyoungandtoosimpletohaveacquiredanythingherself。
Atherageshecanhavenoexperience,andwithherlittlewit,isnotverylikelyevertohaveanythatcanavailher。
Sheispretty,andsheisgoodtempered,andthatisall。
Myonlyscrupleinadvisingthematchwasonhisaccount,asbeingbeneathhisdeserts,andabadconnexionforhim。Ifeltthat,astofortune,inallprobabilityhemightdomuchbetter;andthatastoarationalcompanionorusefulhelpmate,hecouldnotdoworse。
ButIcouldnotreasonsotoamaninlove,andwaswillingtotrusttotherebeingnoharminher,toherhavingthatsortofdisposition,which,ingoodhands,likehis,mightbeeasilyledarightandturnoutverywell。TheadvantageofthematchIfelttobeallonherside;andhadnotthesmallestdoubtnorhaveInow
thattherewouldbeageneralcry-outuponherextremegoodluck。
EvenyoursatisfactionImadesureof。Itcrossedmymindimmediatelythatyouwouldnotregretyourfriend’sleavingHighbury,forthesakeofherbeingsettledsowell。Iremembersayingtomyself,`EvenEmma,withallherpartialityforHarriet,willthinkthisagoodmatch。’“
“IcannothelpwonderingatyourknowingsolittleofEmmaastosayanysuchthing。What!thinkafarmer,andwithallhissenseandallhismeritMr。Martinisnothingmore,agoodmatchformyintimatefriend!NotregretherleavingHighburyforthesakeofmarryingamanwhomIcouldneveradmitasanacquaintanceofmyown!I
wonderyoushouldthinkitpossibleformetohavesuchfeelings。
Iassureyoumineareverydifferent。Imustthinkyourstatementbynomeansfair。YouarenotjusttoHarriet’sclaims。
Theywouldbeestimatedverydifferentlybyothersaswellasmyself;
Mr。Martinmaybetherichestofthetwo,butheisundoubtedlyherinferiorastorankinsociety——Thesphereinwhichshemovesismuchabovehis——Itwouldbeadegradation。”
“Adegradationtoillegitimacyandignorance,tobemarriedtoarespectable,intelligentgentleman-farmer!“
“Astothecircumstancesofherbirth,thoughinalegalsenseshemaybecalledNobody,itwillnotholdincommonsense。
Sheisnottopayfortheoffenceofothers,bybeingheldbelowthelevelofthosewithwhomsheisbroughtup——Therecanscarcelybeadoubtthatherfatherisagentleman——andagentlemanoffortune——Herallowanceisveryliberal;nothinghaseverbeengrudgedforherimprovementorcomfort——Thatsheisagentleman’sdaughter,isindubitabletome;thatsheassociateswithgentlemen’sdaughters,noone,Iapprehend,willdeny——SheissuperiortoMr。RobertMartin。”
“Whoevermightbeherparents。”saidMr。Knightley,“whoevermayhavehadthechargeofher,itdoesnotappeartohavebeenanypartoftheirplantointroduceherintowhatyouwouldcallgoodsociety。
AfterreceivingaveryindifferenteducationsheisleftinMrs。Goddard’shandstoshiftasshecan;——tomove,inshort,inMrs。Goddard’sline,tohaveMrs。Goddard’sacquaintance。
Herfriendsevidentlythoughtthisgoodenoughforher;anditwasgoodenough。Shedesirednothingbetterherself。Tillyouchosetoturnherintoafriend,hermindhadnodistasteforherownset,noranyambitionbeyondit。ShewasashappyaspossiblewiththeMartinsinthesummer。Shehadnosenseofsuperioritythen。
Ifshehasitnow,youhavegivenit。YouhavebeennofriendtoHarrietSmith,Emma。RobertMartinwouldneverhaveproceededsofar,ifhehadnotfeltpersuadedofhernotbeingdisinclinedtohim。
Iknowhimwell。Hehastoomuchrealfeelingtoaddressanywomanonthehaphazardofselfishpassion。Andastoconceit,heisthefarthestfromitofanymanIknow。Dependuponithehadencouragement。”
ItwasmostconvenienttoEmmanottomakeadirectreplytothisassertion;shechoserathertotakeupherownlineofthesubjectagain。
“YouareaverywarmfriendtoMr。Martin;but,asIsaidbefore,areunjusttoHarriet。Harriet’sclaimstomarrywellarenotsocontemptibleasyourepresentthem。Sheisnotaclevergirl,butshehasbettersensethanyouareawareof,anddoesnotdeservetohaveherunderstandingspokenofsoslightingly。
Waivingthatpoint,however,andsupposinghertobe,asyoudescribeher,onlyprettyandgood-natured,letmetellyou,thatinthedegreeshepossessesthem,theyarenottrivialrecommendationstotheworldingeneral,forsheis,infact,abeautifulgirl,andmustbethoughtsobyninety-ninepeopleoutofanhundred;
andtillitappearsthatmenaremuchmorephilosophiconthesubjectofbeautythantheyaregenerallysupposed;tilltheydofallinlovewithwell-informedmindsinsteadofhandsomefaces,agirl,withsuchlovelinessasHarriet,hasacertaintyofbeingadmiredandsoughtafter,ofhavingthepowerofchusingfromamongmany,consequentlyaclaimtobenice。Hergood-nature,too,isnotsoveryslightaclaim,comprehending,asitdoes,real,thoroughsweetnessoftemperandmanner,averyhumbleopinionofherself,andagreatreadinesstobepleasedwithotherpeople。Iamverymuchmistakenifyoursexingeneralwouldnotthinksuchbeauty,andsuchtemper,thehighestclaimsawomancouldpossess。”
“Uponmyword,Emma,tohearyouabusingthereasonyouhave,isalmostenoughtomakemethinksotoo。Betterbewithoutsense,thanmisapplyitasyoudo。”
“Tobesure!“criedsheplayfully。“Iknowthatisthefeelingofyouall。IknowthatsuchagirlasHarrietisexactlywhateverymandelightsin——whatatoncebewitcheshissensesandsatisfieshisjudgment。Oh!Harrietmaypickandchuse。
Wereyou,yourself,evertomarry,sheistheverywomanforyou。
Andisshe,atseventeen,justenteringintolife,justbeginningtobeknown,tobewonderedatbecauseshedoesnotacceptthefirstoffershereceives?No——prayletherhavetimetolookabouther。”
“Ihavealwaysthoughtitaveryfoolishintimacy。”saidMr。Knightleypresently,“thoughIhavekeptmythoughtstomyself;butInowperceivethatitwillbeaveryunfortunateoneforHarriet。
Youwillpuffherupwithsuchideasofherownbeauty,andofwhatshehasaclaimto,that,inalittlewhile,nobodywithinherreachwillbegoodenoughforher。Vanityworkingonaweakhead,produceseverysortofmischief。Nothingsoeasyasforayoungladytoraiseherexpectationstoohigh。MissHarrietSmithmaynotfindoffersofmarriageflowinsofast,thoughsheisaveryprettygirl。
Menofsense,whateveryoumaychusetosay,donotwantsillywives。
Menoffamilywouldnotbeveryfondofconnectingthemselveswithagirlofsuchobscurity——andmostprudentmenwouldbeafraidoftheinconvenienceanddisgracetheymightbeinvolvedin,whenthemysteryofherparentagecametoberevealed。LethermarryRobertMartin,andsheissafe,respectable,andhappyforever;
butifyouencouragehertoexpecttomarrygreatly,andteachhertobesatisfiedwithnothinglessthanamanofconsequenceandlargefortune,shemaybeaparlour-boarderatMrs。Goddard’salltherestofherlife——or,atleast,forHarrietSmithisagirlwhowillmarrysomebodyorother,tillshegrowdesperate,andisgladtocatchattheoldwriting-master’sson。”
“Wethinksoverydifferentlyonthispoint,Mr。Knightley,thattherecanbenouseincanvassingit。Weshallonlybemakingeachothermoreangry。ButastomylettinghermarryRobertMartin,itisimpossible;shehasrefusedhim,andsodecidedly,Ithink,asmustpreventanysecondapplication。Shemustabidebytheevilofhavingrefusedhim,whateveritmaybe;andastotherefusalitself,IwillnotpretendtosaythatImightnotinfluenceheralittle;
butIassureyoutherewasverylittleformeorforanybodytodo。
Hisappearanceissomuchagainsthim,andhismannersobad,thatifsheeverweredisposedtofavourhim,sheisnotnow。
Icanimagine,thatbeforeshehadseenanybodysuperior,shemighttoleratehim。Hewasthebrotherofherfriends,andhetookpainstopleaseher;andaltogether,havingseennobodybetterthatmusthavebeenhisgreatassistant
shemightnot,whileshewasatAbbey-Mill,findhimdisagreeable。
Butthecaseisalterednow。Sheknowsnowwhatgentlemenare;
andnothingbutagentlemanineducationandmannerhasanychancewithHarriet。”
“Nonsense,errantnonsense,aseverwastalked!“criedMr。Knightley——“RobertMartin’smannershavesense,sincerity,andgood-humourtorecommendthem;andhismindhasmoretruegentilitythanHarrietSmithcouldunderstand。”
Emmamadenoanswer,andtriedtolookcheerfullyunconcerned,butwasreallyfeelinguncomfortableandwantinghimverymuchtobegone。
Shedidnotrepentwhatshehaddone;shestillthoughtherselfabetterjudgeofsuchapointoffemalerightandrefinementthanhecouldbe;butyetshehadasortofhabitualrespectforhisjudgmentingeneral,whichmadeherdislikehavingitsoloudlyagainsther;
andtohavehimsittingjustoppositetoherinangrystate,wasverydisagreeable。Someminutespassedinthisunpleasantsilence,withonlyoneattemptonEmma’ssidetotalkoftheweather,buthemadenoanswer。Hewasthinking。Theresultofhisthoughtsappearedatlastinthesewords。
“RobertMartinhasnogreatloss——ifhecanbutthinkso;andI
hopeitwillnotbelongbeforehedoes。YourviewsforHarrietarebestknowntoyourself;butasyoumakenosecretofyourloveofmatch-making,itisfairtosupposethatviews,andplans,andprojectsyouhave;——andasafriendIshalljusthinttoyouthatifEltonistheman,Ithinkitwillbealllabourinvain。”
Emmalaughedanddisclaimed。Hecontinued,“Dependuponit,Eltonwillnotdo。Eltonisaverygoodsortofman,andaveryrespectablevicarofHighbury,butnotatalllikelytomakeanimprudentmatch。Heknowsthevalueofagoodincomeaswellasanybody。Eltonmaytalksentimentally,buthewillactrationally。Heisaswellacquaintedwithhisownclaims,asyoucanbewithHarriet’s。Heknowsthatheisaveryhandsomeyoungman,andagreatfavouritewhereverhegoes;andfromhisgeneralwayoftalkinginunreservedmoments,whenthereareonlymenpresent,Iamconvincedthathedoesnotmeantothrowhimselfaway。
Ihaveheardhimspeakwithgreatanimationofalargefamilyofyoungladiesthathissistersareintimatewith,whohavealltwentythousandpoundsapiece。”
“Iamverymuchobligedtoyou。”saidEmma,laughingagain。
“IfIhadsetmyheartonMr。Elton’smarryingHarriet,itwouldhavebeenverykindtoopenmyeyes;butatpresentIonlywanttokeepHarriettomyself。Ihavedonewithmatch-makingindeed。
IcouldneverhopetoequalmyowndoingsatRandalls。IshallleaveoffwhileIamwell。”
“Goodmorningtoyou。”——saidhe,risingandwalkingoffabruptly。
Hewasverymuchvexed。Hefeltthedisappointmentoftheyoungman,andwasmortifiedtohavebeenthemeansofpromotingit,bythesanctionhehadgiven;andthepartwhichhewaspersuadedEmmahadtakenintheaffair,wasprovokinghimexceedingly。
Emmaremainedinastateofvexationtoo;buttherewasmoreindistinctnessinthecausesofher’s,thaninhis。Shedidnotalwaysfeelsoabsolutelysatisfiedwithherself,soentirelyconvincedthatheropinionswererightandheradversary’swrong,asMr。Knightley。
Hewalkedoffinmorecompleteself-approbationthanheleftforher。
Shewasnotsomateriallycastdown,however,butthatalittletimeandthereturnofHarrietwereveryadequaterestoratives。
Harriet’sstayingawaysolongwasbeginningtomakeheruneasy。
Thepossibilityoftheyoungman’scomingtoMrs。Goddard’sthatmorning,andmeetingwithHarrietandpleadinghisowncause,gavealarmingideas。Thedreadofsuchafailureafterallbecametheprominentuneasiness;andwhenHarrietappeared,andinverygoodspirits,andwithouthavinganysuchreasontogiveforherlongabsence,shefeltasatisfactionwhichsettledherwithherownmind,andconvincedher,thatletMr。Knightleythinkorsaywhathewould,shehaddonenothingwhichwoman’sfriendshipandwoman’sfeelingswouldnotjustify。