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  IfMrs。RobyhadsimplypleadedherignoranceofOsricDane\'sworksasareasonforwithdrawing,theLunchClub,inviewofherrecentprowess,mighthaveapprovedsuchevidenceofdiscretion;

  buttocouplethisexcusewiththebrazenannouncementthatshewasforegoingtheprivilegeforthepurposeofjoiningabridge-

  party,wasonlyonemoreinstanceofherdeplorablelackofdiscrimination。

  Theladiesweredisposed,however,tofeelthatherdeparture——

  nowthatshehadperformedthesoleserviceshewaseverlikelytorenderthem——wouldprobablymakeforgreaterorderanddignityintheimpendingdiscussion,besidesrelievingthemofthesenseofself-distrustwhichherpresencealwaysmysteriouslyproduced。

  Mrs。Ballingerthereforerestrictedherselftoaformalmurmurofregret,andtheothermemberswerejustgroupingthemselvescomfortablyaboutOsricDanewhenthelatter,totheirdismay,startedupfromthesofaonwhichshehadbeendeferentiallyenthroned。

  “Ohwait——dowait,andI\'llgowithyou!”shecalledouttoMrs。

  Roby;and,seizingthehandsofthedisconcertedmembers,sheadministeredaseriesoffarewellpressureswiththemechanicalhasteofarailway-conductorpunchingtickets。

  “I\'msosorry——I\'dquiteforgotten——“sheflungbackatthemfromthethreshold;andasshejoinedMrs。Roby,whohadturnedinsurpriseatherappeal,theotherladieshadthemortificationofhearinghersay,inavoicewhichshedidnottakethepainstolower:“Ifyou\'llletmewalkalittlewaywithyou,IshouldsoliketoaskyouafewmorequestionsaboutXingu……“

  III

  Theincidenthadbeensorapidthatthedoorclosedonthedepartingpairbeforetheothermembershadhadtimetounderstandwhatwashappening。ThenasenseoftheindignityputuponthembyOsricDane\'sunceremoniousdesertionbegantocontendwiththeconfusedfeelingthattheyhadbeencheatedoutoftheirduewithoutexactlyknowinghoworwhy。

  Therewasanawkwardsilence,duringwhichMrs。Ballinger,withaperfunctoryhand,rearrangedtheskilfullygroupedliteratureatwhichherdistinguishedguesthadnotsomuchasglanced;thenMissVanVluycktartlypronounced:“Well,Ican\'tsaythatI

  considerOsricDane\'sdepartureagreatloss。“

  Thisconfessioncrystallisedthefluidresentmentoftheothermembers,andMrs。Leveretexclaimed:“Idobelieveshecameonpurposetobenasty!”

  ItwasMrs。Plinth\'sprivateopinionthatOsricDane\'sattitudetowardtheLunchClubmighthavebeenverydifferenthaditwelcomedherinthemajesticsettingofthePlinthdrawing-rooms;

  butnotlikingtoreflectontheinadequacyofMrs。Ballinger\'sestablishmentshesoughtaround-aboutsatisfactionindepreciatinghersavoirfaire。

  “Isaidfromthefirstthatweoughttohavehadasubjectready。

  It\'swhatalwayshappenswhenyou\'reunprepared。Nowifwe\'donlygotupXingu——“

  TheslownessofMrs。Plinth\'smentalprocesseswasalwaysallowedforbytheClub;butthisinstanceofitwastoomuchforMrs。

  Ballinger\'sequanimity。

  “Xingu!”shescoffed。“Why,itwasthefactofourknowingsomuchmoreaboutitthanshedid——unpreparedthoughwewere——thatmadeOsricDanesofurious。Ishouldhavethoughtthatwasplainenoughtoeverybody!”

  ThisretortimpressedevenMrs。Plinth,andLauraGlyde,movedbyanimpulseofgenerosity,said:“Yes,wereallyoughttobegratefultoMrs。Robyforintroducingthetopic。ItmayhavemadeOsricDanefurious,butatleastitmadehercivil。“

  “Iamgladwewereabletoshowher,“addedMissVanVluyck,“thatabroadandup-to-datecultureisnotconfinedtothegreatintellectualcentres。“

  Thisincreasedthesatisfactionoftheothermembers,andtheybegantoforgettheirwrathagainstOsricDaneinthepleasureofhavingcontributedtoherdefeat。

  MissVanVluyckthoughtfullyrubbedherspectacles。“Whatsurprisedmemost,“shecontinued,“wasthatFannyRobyshouldbesouponXingu。“

  Thisfrankadmissionthrewaslightchillonthecompany,butMrs。Ballingersaidwithanairofindulgentirony:“Mrs。Robyalwayshastheknackofmakingalittlegoalongway;still,wecertainlyoweheradebtforhappeningtorememberthatshe\'dheardofXingu。“AndthiswasfeltbytheothermemberstobeagracefulwayofcancellingonceforalltheClub\'sobligationtoMrs。Roby。

  EvenMrs。Leverettookcouragetospeedatimidshaftofirony:

  “IfancyOsricDanehardlyexpectedtotakealessoninXinguatHillbridge!”

  Mrs。Ballingersmiled。“Whensheaskedmewhatwerepresented——

  doyouremember?——IwishI\'dsimplysaidwerepresentedXingu!”

  Alltheladieslaughedappreciativelyatthissally,exceptMrs。

  Plinth,whosaid,afteramoment\'sdeliberation:“I\'mnotsureitwouldhavebeenwisetodoso。“

  Mrs。Ballinger,whowasalreadybeginningtofeelasifshehadlaunchedatOsricDanetheretortwhichhadjustoccurredtoher,lookedironicallyatMrs。Plinth。“MayIaskwhy?”sheenquired。

  Mrs。Plinthlookedgrave。“Surely,“shesaid,“IunderstoodfromMrs。Robyherselfthatthesubjectwasoneitwasaswellnottogointotoodeeply?”

  MissVanVluyckrejoinedwithprecision:“Ithinkthatappliedonlytoaninvestigationoftheoriginofthe——ofthe——“;andsuddenlyshefoundthatherusuallyaccuratememoryhadfailedher。“It\'sapartofthesubjectIneverstudiedmyself,“sheconcludedlamely。

  “NorI,“saidMrs。Ballinger。

  LauraGlydebenttowardthemwithwidenedeyes。“Andyetitseems——doesn\'tit?——thepartthatisfullestofanesotericfascination?”

  “Idon\'tknowonwhatyoubasethat,“saidMissVanVluyckargumentatively。

  “Well,didn\'tyounoticehowintenselyinterestedOsricDanebecameassoonassheheardwhatthebrilliantforeigner——heWAS

  aforeigner,wasn\'the?——hadtoldMrs。Robyabouttheorigin——theoriginoftherite——orwhateveryoucallit?”

  Mrs。Plinthlookeddisapproving,andMrs。Ballingervisiblywavered。Thenshesaidinadecisivetone:“Itmaynotbedesirabletotouchonthe——onthatpartofthesubjectingeneralconversation;but,fromtheimportanceitevidentlyhastoawomanofOsricDane\'sdistinction,Ifeelasifweoughtnottobeafraidtodiscussitamongourselves——withoutgloves——thoughwithcloseddoors,ifnecessary。“

  “I\'mquiteofyouropinion,“MissVanVluyckcamebrisklytohersupport;“oncondition,thatis,thatallgrossnessoflanguageisavoided。“

  “Oh,I\'msureweshallunderstandwithoutthat,“Mrs。Leverettittered;andLauraGlydeaddedsignificantly:“Ifancywecanreadbetweenthelines,“whileMrs。Ballingerrosetoassureherselfthatthedoorswerereallyclosed。

  Mrs。Plinthhadnotyetgivenheradhesion。“Ihardlysee,“shebegan,“whatbenefitistobederivedfrominvestigatingsuchpeculiarcustoms——“

  ButMrs。Ballinger\'spatiencehadreachedtheextremelimitoftension。“Thisatleast,“shereturned;“thatweshallnotbeplacedagaininthehumiliatingpositionoffindingourselveslessuponourownsubjectsthanFannyRoby!”

  EventoMrs。Plinththisargumentwasconclusive。Shepeeredfurtivelyabouttheroomandloweredhercommandingtonestoask:

  “Haveyougotacopy?”

  “A——acopy?”stammeredMrs。Ballinger。Shewasawarethattheothermemberswerelookingatherexpectantly,andthatthisanswerwasinadequate,soshesupporteditbyaskinganotherquestion。“Acopyofwhat?”

  HercompanionsbenttheirexpectantgazeonMrs。Plinth,who,inturn,appearedlesssureofherselfthanusual。“Why,of——of——

  thebook,“sheexplained。

  “Whatbook?”snappedMissVanVluyck,almostassharplyasOsricDane。

  Mrs。BallingerlookedatLauraGlyde,whoseeyeswereinterrogativelyfixedonMrs。Leveret。Thefactofbeingdeferredtowassonewtothelatterthatitfilledherwithaninsanetemerity。“Why,Xingu,ofcourse!”sheexclaimed。

  AprofoundsilencefollowedthisdirectchallengetotheresourcesofMrs。Ballinger\'slibrary,andthelatter,afterglancingnervouslytowardtheBooksoftheDay,returnedinadeprecatingvoice:“It\'snotathingonecarestoleaveabout。“

  “IshouldthinkNOT!”exclaimedMrs。Plinth。

  “ItISabook,then?”saidMissVanVluyck。

  Thisagainthrewthecompanyintodisarray,andMrs。Ballinger,withanimpatientsigh,rejoined:“Why——thereISabook——

  naturally……“

  “ThenwhydidMissGlydecallitareligion?”

  LauraGlydestartedup。“Areligion?Inever——“

  “Yes,youdid,“MissVanVluyckinsisted;“youspokeofrites;

  andMrs。Plinthsaiditwasacustom。“

  MissGlydewasevidentlymakingadesperateefforttoreinforceherstatement;butaccuracyofdetailwasnotherstrongestpoint。Atlengthshebeganinadeepmurmur:“SurelytheyusedtodosomethingofthekindattheEleusinianmysteries——“

  “Oh——“saidMissVanVluyck,onthevergeofdisapproval;andMrs。Plinthprotested:“Iunderstoodtherewastobenoindelicacy!”

  Mrs。Ballingercouldnotcontrolherirritation。“Really,itistoobadthatweshouldnotbeabletotalkthematteroverquietlyamongourselves。Personally,IthinkthatifonegoesintoXinguatall——“

  “Oh,sodoI!”criedMissGlyde。

  “AndIdon\'tseehowonecanavoiddoingso,ifonewishestokeepupwiththeThoughtoftheDay——“

  Mrs。Leveretutteredanexclamationofrelief。“There——that\'sit!”sheinterposed。

  “What\'sit?”thePresidentcurtlytookherup。

  “Why——it\'sa——aThought:Imeanaphilosophy。“

  ThisseemedtobringacertainrelieftoMrs。BallingerandLauraGlyde,butMissVanVluycksaiddogmatically:“ExcusemeifI

  tellyouthatyou\'reallmistaken。Xinguhappenstobealanguage。“

  “Alanguage!”theLunchClubcried。

  “Certainly。Don\'tyourememberFannyRoby\'ssayingthattherewereseveralbranches,andthatsomewerehardtotrace?Whatcouldthatapplytobutdialects?”

  Mrs。Ballingercouldnolongerrestrainacontemptuouslaugh。

  “Really,iftheLunchClubhasreachedsuchapassthatithastogotoFannyRobyforinstructiononasubjectlikeXingu,ithadalmostbetterceasetoexist!”

  “It\'sreallyherfaultfornotbeingclearer,“LauraGlydeputin。

  “Oh,clearnessandFannyRoby!”Mrs。Ballingershrugged。“I

  daresayweshallfindshewasmistakenonalmosteverypoint。“

  “Whynotlookitup?”saidMrs。Plinth。

  AsarulethisrecurrentsuggestionofMrs。Plinth\'swasignoredintheheatofdiscussion,andonlyresortedtoafterwardintheprivacyofeachmember\'shome。ButonthepresentoccasionthedesiretoascribetheirownconfusionofthoughttothevagueandcontradictorynatureofMrs。Roby\'sstatementscausedthemembersoftheLunchClubtoutteracollectivedemandforabookofreference。

  AtthispointtheproductionofhertreasuredvolumegaveMrs。

  Leveret,foramoment,theunusualexperienceofoccupyingthecentrefront;butshewasnotabletoholditlong,forAppropriateAllusionscontainednomentionofXingu。

  “Oh,that\'snotthekindofthingwewant!”exclaimedMissVanVluyck。ShecastadisparagingglanceoverMrs。Ballinger\'sassortmentofliterature,andaddedimpatiently:“Haven\'tyouanyusefulbooks?”

  “OfcourseIhave,“repliedMrs。Ballingerindignantly;“butI

  keeptheminmyhusband\'sdressing-room。“

  Fromthisregion,aftersomedifficultyanddelay,theparlour-

  maidproducedtheW-ZvolumeofanEncyclopaediaand,indeferencetothefactthatthedemandforithadcomefromMissVanVluyck,laidtheponderoustomebeforeher。

  TherewasamomentofpainfulsuspensewhileMissVanVluyckrubbedherspectacles,adjustedthem,andturnedtoZ;andamurmurofsurprisewhenshesaid:“Itisn\'there。“

  “Isuppose,“saidMrs。Plinth,“it\'snotfittobeputinabookofreference。“

  “Oh,nonsense!”exclaimedMrs。Ballinger。“TryX。“

  MissVanVluyckturnedbackthroughthevolume,peeringshort-

  sightedlyupanddownthepages,tillshecametoastopandremainedmotionless,likeadogonapoint。

  “Well,haveyoufoundit?”Mrs。Ballingerenquired,afteraconsiderabledelay。

  “Yes。I\'vefoundit,“saidMissVanVluyckinaqueervoice。

  Mrs。Plinthhastilyinterposed:“Ibegyouwon\'treaditaloudifthere\'sanythingoffensive。“

  MissVanVluyck,withoutanswering,continuedhersilentscrutiny。

  “Well,whatISit?”exclaimedLauraGlydeexcitedly。

  “DOtellus!”urgedMrs。Leveret,feelingthatshewouldhavesomethingawfultotellhersister。

  MissVanVluyckpushedthevolumeasideandturnedslowlytowardtheexpectantgroup。

  “It\'sariver。“

  “ARIVER?”

  “Yes:inBrazil。Isn\'tthatwhereshe\'sbeenliving?”

  “Who?FannyRoby?Oh,butyoumustbemistaken。You\'vebeenreadingthewrongthing,“Mrs。Ballingerexclaimed,leaningoverhertoseizethevolume。

  “It\'stheonlyXINGUintheEncyclopaedia;andsheHASbeenlivinginBrazil,“MissVanVluyckpersisted。

  “Yes:herbrotherhasaconsulshipthere,“Mrs。Levereteagerlyinterposed。

  “Butit\'stooridiculous!I——we——whyweALLrememberstudyingXingulastyear——ortheyearbeforelast,“Mrs。Ballingerstammered。

  “IthoughtIdidwhenYOUsaidso,“LauraGlydeavowed。

  “Isaidso?”criedMrs。Ballinger。

  “Yes。Yousaidithadcrowdedeverythingelseoutofyourmind。“

  “Well,YOUsaidithadchangedyourwholelife!”

  “Forthatmatter,MissVanVluycksaidshehadnevergrudgedthetimeshe\'dgivenit。“

  Mrs。Plinthinterposed:“ImadeitclearthatIknewnothingwhateveroftheoriginal。“

  Mrs。Ballingerbrokeoffthedisputewithagroan。“Oh,whatdoesitallmatterifshe\'sbeenmakingfoolsofus?IbelieveMissVanVluyck\'sright——shewastalkingoftheriverallthewhile!”

  “Howcouldshe?It\'stoopreposterous,“MissGlydeexclaimed。

  “Listen。“MissVanVluyckhadrepossessedherselfoftheEncyclopaedia,andrestoredherspectaclestoanosereddenedbyexcitement。“\'TheXingu,oneoftheprincipalriversofBrazil,risesontheplateauofMatoGrosso,andflowsinanortherlydirectionforalengthofnolessthanonethousandonehundredandeighteenmiles,enteringtheAmazonnearthemouthofthelatterriver。TheuppercourseoftheXinguisauriferousandfedbynumerousbranches。Itssourcewasfirstdiscoveredin1884bytheGermanexplorervondenSteinen,afteradifficultanddangerousexpeditionthrougharegioninhabitedbytribesstillintheStoneAgeofculture。\'“

  TheladiesreceivedthiscommunicationinastateofstupefiedsilencefromwhichMrs。Leveretwasthefirsttorally。“ShecertainlyDIDspeakofitshavingbranches。“

  Thewordseemedtosnapthelastthreadoftheirincredulity。

  “Andofitsgreatlength,“gaspedMrs。Ballinger。

  “Shesaiditwasawfullydeep,andyoucouldn\'tskip——youjusthadtowadethrough,“MissGlydesubjoined。

  TheideaworkeditswaymoreslowlythroughMrs。Plinth\'scompactresistances。“Howcouldtherebeanythingimproperaboutariver?”sheinquired。

  “Improper?”

  “Why,whatshesaidaboutthesource——thatitwascorrupt?”

  “Notcorrupt,buthardtogetat,“LauraGlydecorrected。“Someonewho\'dbeentherehadtoldherso。Idaresayitwastheexplorerhimself——doesn\'titsaytheexpeditionwasdangerous?”

  “\'Difficultanddangerous,\'“readMissVanVluyck。

  Mrs。Ballingerpressedherhandstoherthrobbingtemples。

  “There\'snothingshesaidthatwouldn\'tapplytoariver——tothisriver!”Sheswungaboutexcitedlytotheothermembers。“Why,doyourememberhertellingusthatshehadn\'tread\'TheSupremeInstant\'becauseshe\'dtakenitonaboatingpartywhileshewasstayingwithherbrother,andsomeonehad\'shied\'itoverboard——

  \'shied\'ofcoursewasherownexpression?”

  Theladiesbreathlesslysignifiedthattheexpressionhadnotescapedthem。

  “Well——andthendidn\'tshetellOsricDanethatoneofherbookswassimplysaturatedwithXingu?Ofcourseitwas,ifsomeofMrs。Roby\'srowdyfriendshadthrownitintotheriver!”

  ThissurprisingreconstructionofthesceneinwhichtheyhadjustparticipatedleftthemembersoftheLunchClubinarticulate。AtlengthMrs。Plinth,aftervisiblylabouringwiththeproblem,saidinaheavytone:“OsricDanewastakenintoo。“

  Mrs。Leverettookcourageatthis。“Perhapsthat\'swhatMrs。

  Robydiditfor。ShesaidOsricDanewasabrute,andshemayhavewantedtogiveheralesson。“

  MissVanVluyckfrowned。“Itwashardlyworthwhiletodoitatourexpense。“

  “Atleast,“saidMissGlydewithatouchofbitterness,“shesucceededininterestingher,whichwasmorethanwedid。“

  “Whatchancehadwe?”rejoinedMrs。Ballinger。“Mrs。Robymonopolisedherfromthefirst。AndTHAT,I\'venodoubt,washerpurpose——togiveOsricDaneafalseimpressionofherownstandingintheClub。Shewouldhesitateatnothingtoattractattention:weallknowhowshetookinpoorProfessorForeland。“

  “Sheactuallymakeshimgivebridge-teaseveryThursday,“Mrs。

  Leveretpipedup。

  LauraGlydestruckherhandstogether。“Why,thisisThursday,andit\'sTHEREshe\'sgone,ofcourse;andtakenOsricwithher!”

  “Andthey\'reshriekingoverusatthismoment,“saidMrs。

  Ballingerbetweenherteeth。

  Thispossibilityseemedtoopreposteroustobeadmitted。“Shewouldhardlydare,“saidMissVanVluyck,“confesstheimposturetoOsricDane。“

  “I\'mnotsosure:IthoughtIsawhermakeasignassheleft。

  Ifshehadn\'tmadeasign,whyshouldOsricDanehaverushedoutafterher?”

  “Well,youknow,we\'dallbeentellingherhowwonderfulXinguwas,andshesaidshewantedtofindoutmoreaboutit,“Mrs。

  Leveretsaid,withatardyimpulseofjusticetotheabsent。

  Thisreminder,farfrommitigatingthewrathoftheothermembers,gaveitastrongerimpetus。

  “Yes——andthat\'sexactlywhatthey\'rebothlaughingovernow,“

  saidLauraGlydeironically。

  Mrs。Plinthstoodupandgatheredherexpensivefursabouthermonumentalform。“Ihavenowishtocriticise,“shesaid;“butunlesstheLunchClubcanprotectitsmembersagainsttherecurrenceofsuch——suchunbecomingscenes,Iforone——“

  “Oh,sodoI!”agreedMissGlyde,risingalso。

  MissVanVluyckclosedtheEncyclopaediaandproceededtobuttonherselfintoherjacket。“Mytimeisreallytoovaluable——“shebegan。

  “Ifancyweareallofonemind,“saidMrs。Ballinger,lookingsearchinglyatMrs。Leveret,wholookedattheothers。

  “Ialwaysdeprecateanythinglikeascandal——“Mrs。Plinthcontinued。

  “Shehasbeenthecauseofoneto-day!”exclaimedMissGlyde。

  Mrs。Leveretmoaned:“Idon\'tseehowsheCOULD!”andMissVanVluycksaid,pickinguphernote-book:“Somewomenstopatnothing。“

  “——butif,“Mrs。Plinthtookupherargumentimpressively,“anythingofthekindhadhappenedinMYhouse“itneverwouldhave,hertoneimplied,“IshouldhavefeltthatIowedittomyselfeithertoaskforMrs。Roby\'sresignation——ortooffermine。“

  “Oh,Mrs。Plinth——“gaspedtheLunchClub。

  “Fortunatelyforme,“Mrs。Plinthcontinuedwithanawfulmagnanimity,“thematterwastakenoutofmyhandsbyourPresident\'sdecisionthattherighttoentertaindistinguishedguestswasaprivilegevestedinheroffice;andIthinktheothermemberswillagreethat,asshewasaloneinthisopinion,sheoughttobealoneindecidingonthebestwayofeffacingits——itsreallydeplorableconsequences。“

  AdeepsilencefollowedthisunexpectedoutbreakofMrs。Plinth\'slong-storedresentment。

  “Idon\'tseewhyIshouldbeexpectedtoaskhertoresign——“

  Mrs。Ballingeratlengthbegan;butLauraGlydeturnedbacktoremindher:“Youknowshemadeyousaythatyou\'dgotonswimminglyinXingu。“

  Anill-timedgiggleescapedfromMrs。Leveret,andMrs。Ballingerenergeticallycontinued“——butyouneedn\'tthinkforamomentthatI\'mafraidto!”

  Thedoorofthedrawing-roomclosedontheretreatingbacksoftheLunchClub,andthePresidentofthatdistinguishedassociation,seatingherselfatherwriting-table,andpushingawayacopyof“TheWingsofDeath“tomakeroomforherelbow,drewforthasheetoftheclub\'snote-paper,onwhichshebegantowrite:“MydearMrs。Roby——“

  TheEndofXinguTHEVERDICT

  June1908

  IhadalwaysthoughtJackGisburnratheracheapgenius——thoughagoodfellowenough——soitwasnogreatsurprisetometohearthat,intheheightofhisglory,hehaddroppedhispainting,marriedarichwidow,andestablishedhimselfinavillaontheRiviera。ThoughIratherthoughtitwouldhavebeenRomeorFlorence。

  “Theheightofhisglory“——thatwaswhatthewomencalledit。I

  canhearMrs。GideonThwing——hislastChicagositter——deploringhisunaccountableabdication。“Ofcourseit\'sgoingtosendthevalueofmypicture\'wayup;butIdon\'tthinkofthat,Mr。

  Rickham——thelosstoArrtisallIthinkof。“Theword,onMrs。

  Thwing\'slips,multiplieditsRSasthoughtheywerereflectedinanendlessvistaofmirrors。AnditwasnotonlytheMrs。Thwingswhomourned。HadnottheexquisiteHermiaCroft,atthelastGraftonGalleryshow,stoppedmebeforeGisburn\'s“Moon-dancers“

  tosay,withtearsinhereyes:“Weshallnotlookuponitslikeagain“?

  Well!——eventhroughtheprismofHermia\'stearsIfeltabletofacethefactwithequanimity。PoorJackGisburn!Thewomenhadmadehim——itwasfittingthattheyshouldmournhim。Amonghisownsexfewerregretswereheard,andinhisowntradehardlyamurmur。Professionaljealousy?Perhaps。Ifitwere,thehonourofthecraftwasvindicatedbylittleClaudeNutley,who,inallgoodfaith,broughtoutintheBurlingtonaveryhandsome“obituary“onJack——oneofthoseshowyarticlesstockedwithrandomtechnicalitiesthatIhaveheardIwon\'tsaybywhom

  comparedtoGisburn\'spainting。Andso——hisresolvebeingapparentlyirrevocable——thediscussiongraduallydiedout,and,asMrs。Thwinghadpredicted,thepriceof“Gisburns“wentup。

  Itwasnottillthreeyearslaterthat,inthecourseofafewweeks\'idlingontheRiviera,itsuddenlyoccurredtometowonderwhyGisburnhadgivenuphispainting。Onreflection,itreallywasatemptingproblem。Toaccusehiswifewouldhavebeentooeasy——hisfairsittershadbeendeniedthesolaceofsayingthatMrs。Gisburnhad“draggedhimdown。“ForMrs。

  Gisburn——assuch——hadnotexistedtillnearlyayearafterJack\'sresolvehadbeentaken。Itmightbethathehadmarriedher——

  sincehelikedhisease——becausehedidn\'twanttogoonpainting;butitwouldhavebeenhardtoprovethathehadgivenuphispaintingbecausehehadmarriedher。

  Ofcourse,ifshehadnotdraggedhimdown,shehadequally,asMissCroftcontended,failedto“lifthimup“——shehadnotledhimbacktotheeasel。Toputthebrushintohishandagain——

  whatavocationforawife!ButMrs。Gisburnappearedtohavedisdainedit——andIfeltitmightbeinterestingtofindoutwhy。

  ThedesultorylifeoftheRivieralendsitselftosuchpurelyacademicspeculations;andhaving,onmywaytoMonteCarlo,caughtaglimpseofJack\'sbalustradedterracesbetweenthepines,Ihadmyselfbornethitherthenextday。

  Ifoundthecoupleatteabeneaththeirpalm-trees;andMrs。

  Gisburn\'swelcomewassogenialthat,intheensuingweeks,I

  claimeditfrequently。Itwasnotthatmyhostesswas“interesting“:onthatpointIcouldhavegivenMissCroftthefullestreassurance。ItwasjustbecauseshewasNOT

  interesting——ifImaybepardonedthebull——thatIfoundherso。

  ForJack,allhislife,hadbeensurroundedbyinterestingwomen:

  theyhadfosteredhisart,ithadbeenrearedinthehot-houseoftheiradulation。Anditwasthereforeinstructivetonotewhateffectthe“deadeningatmosphereofmediocrity“IquoteMissCroftwashavingonhim。

  IhavementionedthatMrs。Gisburnwasrich;anditwasimmediatelyperceptiblethatherhusbandwasextractingfromthiscircumstanceadelicatebutsubstantialsatisfaction。Itis,asarule,thepeoplewhoscornmoneywhogetmostoutofit;andJack\'selegantdisdainofhiswife\'sbigbalanceenabledhim,withanappearanceofperfectgood-breeding,totransmuteitintoobjectsofartandluxury。Tothelatter,Imustadd,heremainedrelativelyindifferent;buthewasbuyingRenaissancebronzesandeighteenth-centurypictureswithadiscriminationthatbespoketheamplestresources。

  “Money\'sonlyexcuseistoputbeautyintocirculation,“wasoneoftheaxiomshelaiddownacrosstheSevresandsilverofanexquisitelyappointedluncheon-table,when,onalaterday,IhadagainrunoverfromMonteCarlo;andMrs。Gisburn,beamingonhim,addedformyenlightenment:“Jackissomorbidlysensitivetoeveryformofbeauty。“

  PoorJack!Ithadalwaysbeenhisfatetohavewomensaysuchthingsofhim:thefactshouldbesetdowninextenuation。Whatstruckmenowwasthat,forthefirsttime,heresentedthetone。

  Ihadseenhim,sooften,baskingundersimilartributes——wasittheconjugalnotethatrobbedthemoftheirsavour?No——for,oddlyenough,itbecameapparentthathewasfondofMrs。

  Gisburn——fondenoughnottoseeherabsurdity。Itwashisownabsurdityheseemedtobewincingunder——hisownattitudeasanobjectforgarlandsandincense。

  “Mydear,sinceI\'vechuckedpaintingpeopledon\'tsaythatstuffaboutme——theysayitaboutVictorGrindle,“washisonlyprotest,asherosefromthetableandstrolledoutontothesunlitterrace。

  Iglancedafterhim,struckbyhislastword。VictorGrindlewas,infact,becomingthemanofthemoment——asJackhimself,onemightputit,hadbeenthemanofthehour。Theyoungerartistwassaidtohaveformedhimselfatmyfriend\'sfeet,andI

  wonderedifatingeofjealousyunderlaythelatter\'smysteriousabdication。Butno——foritwasnottillafterthateventthattheroseDubarrydrawing-roomshadbeguntodisplaytheir“Grindles。“

  IturnedtoMrs。Gisburn,whohadlingeredtogivealumpofsugartoherspanielinthedining-room。

  “WhyHAShechuckedpainting?”Iaskedabruptly。

  Sheraisedhereyebrowswithahintofgood-humouredsurprise。

  “Oh,hedoesn\'tHAVEtonow,youknow;andIwanthimtoenjoyhimself,“shesaidquitesimply。

  Ilookedaboutthespaciouswhite-panelledroom,withitsfamille-vertevasesrepeatingthetonesofthepaledamaskcurtains,anditseighteenth-centurypastelsindelicatefadedframes。

  “Hashechuckedhispicturestoo?Ihaven\'tseenasingleoneinthehouse。“

  AslightshadeofconstraintcrossedMrs。Gisburn\'sopencountenance。“It\'shisridiculousmodesty,youknow。Hesaysthey\'renotfittohaveabout;he\'ssentthemallawayexceptone——myportrait——andthatIhavetokeepupstairs。“

  Hisridiculousmodesty——Jack\'smodestyabouthispictures?Mycuriositywasgrowinglikethebean-stalk。Isaidpersuasivelytomyhostess:“Imustreallyseeyourportrait,youknow。“

  Sheglancedoutalmosttimorouslyattheterracewhereherhusband,lounginginahoodedchair,hadlitacigaranddrawntheRussiandeerhound\'sheadbetweenhisknees。

  “Well,comewhilehe\'snotlooking,“shesaid,withalaughthattriedtohidehernervousness;andIfollowedherbetweenthemarbleEmperorsofthehall,andupthewidestairswithterra-

  cottanymphspoisedamongflowersateachlanding。

  Inthedimmestcornerofherboudoir,amidaprofusionofdelicateanddistinguishedobjects,hungoneofthefamiliarovalcanvases,intheinevitablegarlandedframe。ThemereoutlineoftheframecalledupallGisburn\'spast!

  Mrs。Gisburndrewbackthewindow-curtains,movedasideajardinierefullofpinkazaleas,pushedanarm-chairaway,andsaid:“Ifyoustandhereyoucanjustmanagetoseeit。Ihaditoverthemantel-piece,buthewouldn\'tletitstay。“

  Yes——Icouldjustmanagetoseeit——thefirstportraitofJack\'sIhadeverhadtostrainmyeyesover!Usuallytheyhadtheplaceofhonour——saythecentralpanelinapaleyelloworroseDubarrydrawing-room,oramonumentaleaselplacedsothatittookthelightthroughcurtainsofoldVenetianpoint。Themoremodestplacebecamethepicturebetter;yet,asmyeyesgrewaccustomedtothehalf-light,allthecharacteristicqualitiescameout——allthehesitationsdisguisedasaudacities,thetricksofprestidigitationbywhich,withsuchconsummateskill,hemanagedtodivertattentionfromtherealbusinessofthepicturetosomeprettyirrelevanceofdetail。Mrs。Gisburn,presentinganeutralsurfacetoworkon——forming,asitwere,soinevitablythebackgroundofherownpicture——hadlentherselfinanunusualdegreetothedisplayofthisfalsevirtuosity。ThepicturewasoneofJack\'s“strongest,“ashisadmirerswouldhaveputit——itrepresented,onhispart,aswellingofmuscles,acongestingofveins,abalancing,straddlingandstraining,thatremindedoneofthecircus-clown\'sironiceffortstoliftafeather。Itmet,inshort,ateverypointthedemandoflovelywomantobepainted“strongly“becauseshewastiredofbeingpainted“sweetly“——andyetnottoloseanatomofthesweetness。

  “It\'sthelasthepainted,youknow,“Mrs。Gisburnsaidwithpardonablepride。“Thelastbutone,“shecorrectedherself——

  “buttheotherdoesn\'tcount,becausehedestroyedit。“

  “Destroyedit?”IwasabouttofollowupthiscluewhenIheardafootstepandsawJackhimselfonthethreshold。

  Ashestoodthere,hishandsinthepocketsofhisvelveteencoat,thethinbrownwavesofhairpushedbackfromhiswhiteforehead,hisleansunburntcheeksfurrowedbyasmilethatliftedthetipsofaself-confidentmoustache,Ifelttowhatadegreehehadthesamequalityashispictures——thequalityoflookingclevererthanhewas。

  Hiswifeglancedathimdeprecatingly,buthiseyestravelledpasthertotheportrait。

  “Mr。Rickhamwantedtoseeit,“shebegan,asifexcusingherself。Heshruggedhisshoulders,stillsmiling。

  “Oh,Rickhamfoundmeoutlongago,“hesaidlightly;then,passinghisarmthroughmine:“Comeandseetherestofthehouse。“

  Heshowedittomewithakindofnaivesuburbanpride:thebath-rooms,thespeaking-tubes,thedress-closets,thetrouser-

  presses——allthecomplexsimplificationsofthemillionaire\'sdomesticeconomy。Andwhenevermywonderpaidtheexpectedtributehesaid,throwingouthischestalittle:“Yes,Ireallydon\'tseehowpeoplemanagetolivewithoutthat。“

  Well——itwasjusttheendonemighthaveforeseenforhim。Onlyhewas,throughitallandinspiteofitall——ashehadbeenthrough,andinspiteof,hispictures——sohandsome,socharming,sodisarming,thatonelongedtocryout:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourleisure!”asonceonehadlongedtosay:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourwork!”

  But,withthecryonmylips,mydiagnosissufferedanunexpectedcheck。

  “Thisismyownlair,“hesaid,leadingmeintoadarkplainroomattheendofthefloridvista。Itwassquareandbrownandleathery:no“effects“;nobric-a-brac,noneoftheairofposingforreproductioninapictureweekly——aboveall,noleastsignofeverhavingbeenusedasastudio。

  ThefactbroughthometometheabsolutefinalityofJack\'sbreakwithhisoldlife。

  “Don\'tyoueverdabblewithpaintanymore?”Iasked,stilllookingaboutforatraceofsuchactivity。

  “Never,“hesaidbriefly。

  “Orwater-colour——oretching?”

  Hisconfidenteyesgrewdim,andhischeekspaledalittleundertheirhandsomesunburn。

  “Neverthinkofit,mydearfellow——anymorethanifI\'dnevertouchedabrush。“

  Andhistonetoldmeinaflashthatheneverthoughtofanythingelse。

  Imovedaway,instinctivelyembarrassedbymyunexpecteddiscovery;andasIturned,myeyefellonasmallpictureabovethemantel-piece——theonlyobjectbreakingtheplainoakpanellingoftheroom。

  “Oh,byJove!”Isaid。

  Itwasasketchofadonkey——anoldtireddonkey,standingintherainunderawall。

  “ByJove——aStroud!”Icried。

  Hewassilent;butIfelthimclosebehindme,breathingalittlequickly。

  “Whatawonder!Madewithadozenlines——butoneverlastingfoundations。Youluckychap,wheredidyougetit?”

  Heansweredslowly:“Mrs。Stroudgaveittome。“

  “Ah——Ididn\'tknowyouevenknewtheStrouds。Hewassuchaninflexiblehermit。“

  “Ididn\'t——tillafter……Shesentformetopainthimwhenhewasdead。“

  “Whenhewasdead?You?”

  Imusthaveletalittletoomuchamazementescapethroughmysurprise,forheansweredwithadeprecatinglaugh:“Yes——she\'sanawfulsimpleton,youknow,Mrs。Stroud。Heronlyideawastohavehimdonebyafashionablepainter——ah,poorStroud!Shethoughtitthesurestwayofproclaiminghisgreatness——offorcingitonapurblindpublic。AndatthemomentIwasTHE

  fashionablepainter。“

  “Ah,poorStroud——asyousay。WasTHAThishistory?”

  “Thatwashishistory。Shebelievedinhim,gloriedinhim——orthoughtshedid。Butshecouldn\'tbearnottohaveallthedrawing-roomswithher。Shecouldn\'tbearthefactthat,onvarnishingdays,onecouldalwaysgetnearenoughtoseehispictures。Poorwoman!She\'sjustafragmentgropingforotherfragments。StroudistheonlywholeIeverknew。“

  “Youeverknew?Butyoujustsaid——“

  Gisburnhadacurioussmileinhiseyes。

  “Oh,Iknewhim,andheknewme——onlyithappenedafterhewasdead。“

  Idroppedmyvoiceinstinctively。“Whenshesentforyou?”

  “Yes——quiteinsensibletotheirony。Shewantedhimvindicated——

  andbyme!”

  Helaughedagain,andthrewbackhisheadtolookupatthesketchofthedonkey。“ThereweredayswhenIcouldn\'tlookatthatthing——couldn\'tfaceit。ButIforcedmyselftoputithere;andnowit\'scuredme——curedme。That\'sthereasonwhyI

  don\'tdabbleanymore,mydearRickham;orratherStroudhimselfisthereason。“

  Forthefirsttimemyidlecuriosityaboutmycompanionturnedintoaseriousdesiretounderstandhimbetter。

  “Iwishyou\'dtellmehowithappened,“Isaid。

  Hestoodlookingupatthesketch,andtwirlingbetweenhisfingersacigarettehehadforgottentolight。Suddenlyheturnedtowardme。

  “I\'dratherliketotellyou——becauseI\'vealwayssuspectedyouofloathingmywork。“

  Imadeadeprecatinggesture,whichhenegativedwithagood-

  humouredshrug。

  “Oh,Ididn\'tcareastrawwhenIbelievedinmyself——andnowit\'sanaddedtiebetweenus!”

  Helaughedslightly,withoutbitterness,andpushedoneofthedeeparm-chairsforward。“There:makeyourselfcomfortable——andherearethecigarsyoulike。“

  Heplacedthematmyelbowandcontinuedtowanderupanddowntheroom,stoppingnowandthenbeneaththepicture。

  “Howithappened?Icantellyouinfiveminutes——anditdidn\'ttakemuchlongertohappen……IcanremembernowhowsurprisedandpleasedIwaswhenIgotMrs。Stroud\'snote。Ofcourse,deepdown,IhadalwaysFELTtherewasnoonelikehim——

  onlyIhadgonewiththestream,echoedtheusualplatitudesabouthim,tillIhalfgottothinkhewasafailure,oneofthekindthatareleftbehind。ByJove,andheWASleftbehind——

  becausehehadcometostay!Therestofushadtoletourselvesbesweptalongorgounder,buthewashighabovethecurrent——oneverlastingfoundations,asyousay。

  “Well,Iwentofftothehouseinmymostegregiousmood——rathermoved,Lordforgiveme,atthepathosofpoorStroud\'scareeroffailurebeingcrownedbythegloryofmypaintinghim!OfcourseImeanttodothepicturefornothing——ItoldMrs。Stroudsowhenshebegantostammersomethingaboutherpoverty。IremembergettingoffaprodigiousphraseaboutthehonourbeingMINE——oh,Iwasprincely,mydearRickham!Iwasposingtomyselflikeoneofmyownsitters。

  “ThenIwastakenupandleftalonewithhim。Ihadsentallmytrapsinadvance,andIhadonlytosetuptheeaselandgettowork。Hehadbeendeadonlytwenty-fourhours,andhediedsuddenly,ofheartdisease,sothattherehadbeennopreliminaryworkofdestruction——hisfacewasclearanduntouched。Ihadmethimonceortwice,yearsbefore,andthoughthiminsignificantanddingy。NowIsawthathewassuperb。

  “Iwasgladatfirst,withamerelyaestheticsatisfaction:gladtohavemyhandonsucha\'subject。\'Thenhisstrangelife-

  likenessbegantoaffectmequeerly——asIblockedtheheadinI

  feltasifhewerewatchingmedoit。Thesensationwasfollowedbythethought:ifheWEREwatchingme,whatwouldhesaytomywayofworking?Mystrokesbegantogoalittlewild——Ifeltnervousanduncertain。

  “Once,whenIlookedup,Iseemedtoseeasmilebehindhisclosegrayishbeard——asifhehadthesecret,andwereamusinghimselfbyholdingitbackfromme。Thatexasperatedmestillmore。Thesecret?Why,Ihadasecretworthtwentyofhis!Idashedatthecanvasfuriously,andtriedsomeofmybravuratricks。Buttheyfailedme,theycrumbled。Isawthathewasn\'twatchingtheshowybits——Icouldn\'tdistracthisattention;hejustkepthiseyesonthehardpassagesbetween。ThoseweretheonesIhadalwaysshirked,orcoveredupwithsomelyingpaint。Andhowhesawthroughmylies!

  “Ilookedupagain,andcaughtsightofthatsketchofthedonkeyhangingonthewallnearhisbed。Hiswifetoldmeafterwarditwasthelastthinghehaddone——justanotetakenwithashakinghand,whenhewasdowninDevonshirerecoveringfromapreviousheartattack。Justanote!Butittellshiswholehistory。

  Thereareyearsofpatientscornfulpersistenceineveryline。A

  manwhohadswumwiththecurrentcouldneverhavelearnedthatmightyup-streamstroke……

  “Iturnedbacktomywork,andwentongropingandmuddling;thenIlookedatthedonkeyagain。Isawthat,whenStroudlaidinthefirststroke,heknewjustwhattheendwouldbe。Hehadpossessedhissubject,absorbedit,recreatedit。WhenhadI

  donethatwithanyofmythings?Theyhadn\'tbeenbornofme——I

  hadjustadoptedthem……

  “Hangit,Rickham,withthatfacewatchingmeIcouldn\'tdoanotherstroke。Theplaintruthwas,Ididn\'tknowwheretoputit——IHADNEVERKNOWN。Only,withmysittersandmypublic,ashowysplashofcolourcoveredupthefact——Ijustthrewpaintintotheirfaces……Well,paintwastheonemediumthosedeadeyescouldseethrough——seestraighttothetotteringfoundationsunderneath。Don\'tyouknowhow,intalkingaforeignlanguage,evenfluently,onesayshalfthetimenotwhatonewantstobutwhatonecan?Well——thatwasthewayIpainted;andashelaythereandwatchedme,thethingtheycalledmy\'technique\'collapsedlikeahouseofcards。Hedidn\'tsneer,youunderstand,poorStroud——hejustlaytherequietlywatching,andonhislips,throughthegraybeard,Iseemedtohearthequestion:\'Areyousureyouknowwhereyou\'recomingout?\'

  “IfIcouldhavepaintedthatface,withthatquestiononit,I

  shouldhavedoneagreatthing。ThenextgreatestthingwastoseethatIcouldn\'t——andthatgracewasgivenme。But,oh,atthatminute,Rickham,wasthereanythingonearthIwouldn\'thavegiventohaveStroudalivebeforeme,andtohearhimsay:\'It\'snottoolate——I\'llshowyouhow\'?

  “ItWAStoolate——itwouldhavebeen,evenifhe\'dbeenalive。I

  packedupmytraps,andwentdownandtoldMrs。Stroud。OfcourseIdidn\'ttellherTHAT——itwouldhavebeenGreektoher。

  IsimplysaidIcouldn\'tpainthim,thatIwastoomoved。Sheratherlikedtheidea——she\'ssoromantic!Itwasthatthatmadehergivemethedonkey。Butshewasterriblyupsetatnotgettingtheportrait——shedidsowanthim\'done\'bysomeoneshowy!AtfirstIwasafraidshewouldn\'tletmeoff——andatmywits\'endIsuggestedGrindle。Yes,itwasIwhostartedGrindle:ItoldMrs。Stroudhewasthe\'coming\'man,andshetoldsomebodyelse,andsoitgottobetrue……AndhepaintedStroudwithoutwincing;andshehungthepictureamongherhusband\'sthings……“

  Heflunghimselfdowninthearm-chairnearmine,laidbackhishead,andclaspinghisarmsbeneathit,lookedupatthepictureabovethechimney-piece。

  “IliketofancythatStroudhimselfwouldhavegivenittome,ifhe\'dbeenabletosaywhathethoughtthatday。“

  And,inanswertoaquestionIputhalf-mechanically——“Beginagain?”heflashedout。“WhentheonethingthatbringsmeanywherenearhimisthatIknewenoughtoleaveoff?”

  Hestoodupandlaidhishandonmyshoulderwithalaugh。“OnlytheironyofitisthatIAMstillpainting——sinceGrindle\'sdoingitforme!TheStroudsstandalone,andhappenonce——butthere\'snoexterminatingourkindofart。“

  TheEndofTheVerdictTHERECKONING

  August,1902

  I

  “Themarriagelawofthenewdispensationwillbe:THOUSHALTNOT

  BEUNFAITHFUL——TOTHYSELF。“

  Adiscreetmurmurofapprovalfilledthestudio,andthroughthehazeofcigarettesmokeMrs。ClementWestall,asherhusbanddescendedfromhisimprovisedplatform,sawhimmergedinacongratulatorygroupofladies。Westall\'sinformaltalkson“TheNewEthics“haddrawnabouthimaneagerfollowingofthementallyunemployed——thosewho,ashehadoncephrasedit,likedtohavetheirbrain-foodcutupforthem。Thetalkshadbegunbyaccident。Westall\'sideaswereknowntobe“advanced,“buthithertotheiradvancehadnotbeeninthedirectionofpublicity。Hehadbeen,inhiswife\'sopinion,almostpusillanimouslycarefulnottolethispersonalviewsendangerhisprofessionalstanding。Oflate,however,hehadshownapuzzlingtendencytodogmatize,tothrowdownthegauntlet,toflaunthisprivatecodeinthefaceofsociety;andtherelationofthesexesbeingatopicalwayssureofanaudience,afewadmiringfriendshadpersuadedhimtogivehisafter-dinneropinionsalargercirculationbysummingthemupinaseriesoftalksattheVanSiderenstudio。

  TheHerbertVanSiderenswereacouplewhosubsisted,socially,onthefactthattheyhadastudio。VanSideren\'spictureswerechieflyvaluableasaccessoriestothemiseenscenewhichdifferentiatedhiswife\'s“afternoons“fromtheblightingfunctionsheldinlongNewYorkdrawing-rooms,andpermittedhertooffertheirfriendswhiskey-and-sodainsteadoftea。Mrs。VanSideren,forherpart,wasskilledinmakingthemostofthekindofatmospherewhichalay-figureandaneaselcreate;andifattimesshefoundtheillusionhardtomaintain,andlostcouragetotheextentofalmostwishingthatHerbertcouldpaint,shepromptlyovercamesuchmomentsofweaknessbycallinginsomefreshtalent,someextraneousre-enforcementofthe“artistic“

  impression。ItwasinquestofsuchaidthatshehadseizedonWestall,coaxinghim,somewhattohiswife\'ssurprise,intoaflatteredparticipationinherfraud。Itwasvaguelyfelt,intheVanSiderencircle,thatalltheaudacitieswereartistic,andthatateacherwhopronouncedmarriageimmoralwassomehowasdistinguishedasapainterwhodepictedpurplegrassandagreensky。TheVanSiderensetweretiredoftheconventionalcolor-

  schemeinartandconduct。

  JuliaWestallhadlonghadherownviewsontheimmoralityofmarriage;shemightindeedhaveclaimedherhusbandasadisciple。Intheearlydaysoftheirunionshehadsecretlyresentedhisdisinclinationtoproclaimhimselfafollowerofthenewcreed;hadbeeninclinedtotaxhimwithmoralcowardice,withafailuretoliveuptotheconvictionsforwhichtheirmarriagewassupposedtostand。Thatwasinthefirstburstofpropagandism,when,womanlike,shewantedtoturnherdisobedienceintoalaw。Nowshefeltdifferently。Shecouldhardlyaccountforthechange,yetbeingawomanwhoneverallowedherimpulsestoremainunaccountedfor,shetriedtodosobysayingthatshedidnotcaretohavethearticlesofherfaithmisinterpretedbythevulgar。Inthisconnection,shewasbeginningtothinkthatalmosteveryonewasvulgar;certainlytherewerefewtowhomshewouldhavecaredtointrustthedefenceofsoesotericadoctrine。AnditwaspreciselyatthispointthatWestall,discardinghisunspokenprinciples,hadchosentodescendfromtheheightsofprivacy,andstandhawkinghisconvictionsatthestreet-corner!

  ItwasUnaVanSiderenwho,onthisoccasion,unconsciouslyfocusseduponherselfMrs。Westall\'swanderingresentment。Inthefirstplace,thegirlhadnobusinesstobethere。Itwas“horrid“——Mrs。Westallfoundherselfslippingbackintotheoldfemininevocabulary——simply“horrid“tothinkofayounggirl\'sbeingallowedtolistentosuchtalk。ThefactthatUnasmokedcigarettesandsippedanoccasionalcocktaildidnotintheleasttarnishacertainradiantinnocencywhichmadeherappearthevictim,ratherthantheaccomplice,ofherparents\'vulgarities。

  JuliaWestallfeltinahothelplesswaythatsomethingoughttobedone——thatsomeoneoughttospeaktothegirl\'smother。AndjustthenUnaglidedup。

  “Oh,Mrs。Westall,howbeautifulitwas!”Unafixedherwithlargelimpideyes。“Youbelieveitall,Isuppose?”sheaskedwithseraphicgravity。

  “All——what,mydearchild?”

  Thegirlshoneonher。“Aboutthehigherlife——thefreerexpansionoftheindividual——thelawoffidelitytoone\'sself,“

  shegliblyrecited。

  Mrs。Westall,toherownwonder,blushedadeepandburningblush。

  “MydearUna,“shesaid,“youdon\'tintheleastunderstandwhatit\'sallabout!”

  MissVanSiderenstared,withaslowlyansweringblush。“Don\'tYOU,then?”shemurmured。

  Mrs。Westalllaughed。“Notalways——oraltogether!ButIshouldlikesometea,please。“

  Unaledhertothecornerwhereinnocentbeveragesweredispensed。AsJuliareceivedhercupshescrutinizedthegirlmorecarefully。Itwasnotsuchagirlishface,afterall——

  definitelineswereformingundertherosyhazeofyouth。ShereflectedthatUnamustbesix-and-twenty,andwonderedwhyshehadnotmarried。Anicestockofideasshewouldhaveasherdower!IfTHEYweretobeapartofthemoderngirl\'strousseau——

  Mrs。Westallcaughtherselfupwithastart。Itwasasthoughsomeoneelsehadbeenspeaking——astrangerwhohadborrowedherownvoice:shefeltherselfthedupeofsomefantasticmentalventriloquism。ConcludingsuddenlythattheroomwasstiflingandUna\'steatoosweet,shesetdownhercup,andlookedaboutforWestall:tomeethiseyeshadlongbeenherrefugefromeveryuncertainty。Shemetthemnow,butonly,asshefelt,intransit;theyincludedherparentheticallyinalargerflight。

  Shefollowedtheflight,anditcarriedhertoacornertowhichUnahadwithdrawn——oneofthepalmynookstowhichMrs。VanSiderenattributedthesuccessofherSaturdays。Westall,amomentlater,hadovertakenhislook,andfoundaplaceatthegirl\'sside。Shebentforward,speakingeagerly;heleanedback,listening,withthedepreciatorysmilewhichactedasafiltertoflattery,enablinghimtoswallowthestrongestdoseswithoutapparentgrossnessofappetite。Juliawincedatherowndefinitionofthesmile。

  Onthewayhome,inthedesertedwinterdusk,Westallsurprisedhiswifebyasuddenboyishpressureofherarm。“DidIopentheireyesabit?DidItellthemwhatyouwantedmeto?”heaskedgaily。

  Almostunconsciously,sheletherarmslipfromhis。“WhatI

  wanted——?”

  “Why,haven\'tyou——allthistime?”Shecaughtthehonestwonderofhistone。“Isomehowfanciedyou\'dratherblamedmefornottalkingmoreopenly——before——You\'vemademefeel,attimes,thatIwassacrificingprinciplestoexpediency。“

  Shepausedamomentoverherreply;thensheaskedquietly:“Whatmadeyoudecidenotto——anylonger?”

  Shefeltagainthevibrationofafaintsurprise。“Why——thewishtopleaseyou!”heanswered,almosttoosimply。

  “Iwishyouwouldnotgoon,then,“shesaidabruptly。

  Hestoppedinhisquickwalk,andshefelthisstarethroughthedarkness。

  “Notgoon——?”

  “Callahansom,please。I\'mtired,“brokefromherwithasuddenrushofphysicalweariness。

  Instantlyhissolicitudeenvelopedher。Theroomhadbeeninfernallyhot——andthenthatconfoundedcigarettesmoke——hehadnoticedonceortwicethatshelookedpale——shemustn\'tcometoanotherSaturday。Shefeltherselfyielding,asshealwaysdid,tothewarminfluenceofhisconcernforher,thefeminineinherleaningonthemaninhimwithaconsciousintensityofabandonment。Heputherinthehansom,andherhandstoleintohisinthedarkness。Atearortworose,andsheletthemfall。

  Itwassodelicioustocryoverimaginarytroubles!

  Thatevening,afterdinner,hesurprisedherbyrevertingtothesubjectofhistalk。Hecombinedaman\'sdislikeofuncomfortablequestionswithanalmostfeminineskillineludingthem;andsheknewthatifhereturnedtothesubjecthemusthavesomespecialreasonfordoingso。

  “YouseemnottohavecaredforwhatIsaidthisafternoon。DidIputthecasebadly?”

  “No——youputitverywell。“

  “Thenwhatdidyoumeanbysayingthatyouwouldrathernothavemegoonwithit?”

  Sheglancedathimnervously,herignoranceofhisintentiondeepeninghersenseofhelplessness。

  “Idon\'tthinkIcaretohearsuchthingsdiscussedinpublic。“

  “Idon\'tunderstandyou,“heexclaimed。Againthefeelingthathissurprisewasgenuinegaveanairofobliquitytoherownattitude。Shewasnotsurethatsheunderstoodherself。

  “Won\'tyouexplain?”hesaidwithatingeofimpatience。

  Hereyeswanderedaboutthefamiliardrawing-roomwhichhadbeenthesceneofsomanyoftheireveningconfidences。Theshadedlamps,thequiet-coloredwallshungwithmezzotints,thepalespringflowersscatteredhereandthereinVeniceglassesandbowlsofoldSevres,recalled,shehardlyknewwhy,theapartmentinwhichtheeveningsofherfirstmarriagehadbeenpassed——awildernessofrosewoodandupholstery,withapictureofaRomanpeasantabovethemantel-piece,andaGreekslavein“statuarymarble“betweenthefolding-doorsofthebackdrawing-room。Itwasaroomwithwhichshehadneverbeenabletoestablishanycloserrelationthanthatbetweenatravellerandarailwaystation;andnow,asshelookedaboutatthesurroundingswhichstoodforherdeepestaffinities——theroomforwhichshehadleftthatotherroom——shewasstartledbythesamesenseofstrangenessandunfamiliarity。Theprints,theflowers,thesubduedtonesoftheoldporcelains,seemedtotypifyasuperficialrefinementthathadnorelationtothedeepersignificancesoflife。

  Suddenlysheheardherhusbandrepeatinghisquestion。

  “Idon\'tknowthatIcanexplain,“shefaltered。

  Hedrewhisarm-chairforwardsothathefacedheracrossthehearth。Thelightofareading-lampfellonhisfinelydrawnface,whichhadakindofsurface-sensitivenessakintothesurface-refinementofitssetting。

  “Isitthatyounolongerbelieveinourideas?”heasked。

  “Inourideas——?”

  “TheideasIamtryingtoteach。TheideasyouandIaresupposedtostandfor。“Hepausedamoment。“Theideasonwhichourmarriagewasfounded。“

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