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  Theyallheardthewailingcryoftheghost-music。Butwhiletheblastcontinuedtheydarednotpursuetheirhunt。Itkeptoninfitsandguststillthesquallceased——assuddenlyalmostasithadburst。Theskycleared,andthesunshoneasaMarchsuncan。Buttheblunderingblastsandtheswan-shotoftheflyinghailwereallaboutstill。

  “Whenthestormisuponus,“remarkedDonal,astheyrosefromtheircrouchingposition,“itseemsasiftherenevercouldbesunshinemore;butourhopelessnessdoesnotkeepbackthesunwhenhishourtoshineiscome。“

  “Iunderstand!”saidArctura:“whenoneismiserable,miseryseemsthelawofbeing;andinthemidstofitdwellssomethoughtwhichnothingcaneversetright!Allatonceitisgone,brokenupandgone,likethathail-cloud。Itjustlooksitsownfoolishnessandvanishes。“

  “Doyouknowwhythingssooftencomeright?”saidDonal。“——Iwouldsayalwayscomeright,butthatismatteroffaith,notsight。“

  Arcturadidnotansweratonce。

  “IthinkIknowwhatyouarethinking,“shesaid,“butIwanttohearyouansweryourownquestion。“

  “Whydothingscomerightsooften,doyouthink,Davie?”repeatedDonal。

  “Isit,“returnedDavie,“becausetheyweremaderighttobeginwith?”

  “Thereismuchinthat,Davie;butthereisabetterreasonthanthat。Itisbecausethingsarealive,andthelifeattheheartofthem,thatwhichkeepsthemgoing,isthegreat,beautifulGod。Sothesunforeverreturnsaftertheclouds。Adoubtingman,likehimwhowrotethebookofEcclesiasties,putstheevillast,andsays\'thecloudsreturnaftertherain;\'buttheChristianknowsthatOnehasmasteryWhomakesthejoythelastineverysong。“

  “Youspeaklikeonewhohassuffered!”saidArctura,withakindlookinhisface。

  “Whohasnotthatlives?”

  “Itishowyouareabletohelpothers!”

  “AmIabletohelpothers?Iamverygladtohearit。Myambitionwouldbetohelp,ifIhadanyambition。ButifIamable,itisbecauseIhavebeenhelpedmyself,notbecauseIhavesuffered。“

  “Willyoutellmewhatyoumeanbysayingyouhavenoambition?”

  “Whereyourworkislaidoutforyou,thereisnoroomforambition:

  youhavegotyourworktodo!——Butgivemeyourhand,mylady;putyourotherhandonmyshoulder。Youstopthere,Davie,anddon\'tmovetillIcometoyou。Now,mylady——alittlejump!That\'sit!Nowyouaresafe!——Youwerenotafraid,wereyou?”

  “Notintheleast。Butdidyoucomehereinthedark?”

  “Yes。Thereisthisadvantageinthedark:youdonotseehowdangerousthewayis。Wetakethedarknessaboutusforthesourceofourdifficulties:itisagreatmistake。ChristianwouldhardlyhavedaredgothroughtheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,hadhenothadtheshieldofthedarknessallabouthim。“

  “Canthedarknessbeashield?Isitnottheevilthing?”

  “Yes,thedarkthatiswithinus——thedarkofdistrustandunwillingness,butnottheoutsidedarkofmerehumanignorance。

  Wherewedonotsee,weareprotected。Wherewearemostignorantandmostindanger,isinthosethingsthataffectthelifeofGodinus:theretheFatheriseverymomentwatchinghischild。Ifhewerenotconstantlypardoningandpunishingoursins,whatwouldbecomeofus!Wemustlearntotrusthimaboutourfaultsasmuchasabouteverythingelse!”

  Intheearnestnessofhistalkhehadstopped,butnowturnedandwenton。

  “Thereismyland-,orroof-markrather!”hesaid,“——thatchimney-stack!ClosebyitIheardthemusicverynearmeindeed——whenallatoncethedarknessandthewindcametogethersothickthatIcoulddonothingmore。Weshalldobetternowinthedaylight——andthreeofusinsteadofone!”

  “Whatahugeblockofchimneys!”saidArctura。

  “Isitnot!”returnedDonal。“Itindicatesthehugenessofthebuildingbelowus,ofwhichwecanseesolittle。Likethevolcanoesoftheworld,ittellsushowmuchfireisnecessarytokeepourdwellingwarm。“

  “Ithoughtitwasthesunthatkepttheearthwarm,“saidDavie。

  “Soitis,butnotthesunalone。Theearthislikeaman:thegreatglowingfireisGodintheheartoftheearth,andthegreatsunisGodinthesky,keepingitwarmontheotherside。Ourgladnessandpleasure,ourtroublewhenwedowrong,ourloveforallaboutus,thatisGodinsideus;andthebeautifulthingsandlovablepeople,andallthelessonsoflifeinhistoryandpoetry,intheBible,andinwhatevercomestous,isGodoutsideofus。EverylifeisbetweentwogreatfiresoftheloveofGod。Solongaswedonotgiveourselvesupheartilytohim,wefearhisfirewillburnus。Andburnusitdoeswhenwegoagainstitsflamesandnotwiththem,refusingtoburnwiththefirewithwhichGodisalwaysburning。

  Whenwetrytoputitout,oropposeit,orgetawayfromit,thenindeeditburns!”

  “IthinkIknow,“saidDavie。

  Arcturaheldherpeace。

  “Butnow,“saidDonal,“Imustgoroundandhaveapeepattheothersideofthechimney-stack。“

  Hedisappeared,andArcturaandDaviestoodwaitinghisreturn。Theylookedeachintheother\'sfacewiththedelightofconsciouslysharingagreatadventure。Beyondtheirfeetlaythewidecountryandthegreatsea;overthemtheskywiththesuninitgoingdowntowardsthemountains;undertheirfeetthemightyoldpilethatwastheirhome;andunderthattheearthwithitsmoltenheartoffire。

  ButDavie\'slooksoonchangedtooneoftriumphinhistutor。“Isisnotgrand,“itsaid,“tobealldaywithamanlikethat——talkingtoyouandteachingyou?”ThatatleastwashowArcturainterpretedit,readinginitalmostanassertionofsuperiority,inasmuchasthismanwashistutorandnothers。Sherepliedtothelookinwords:——

  “Iamhispupil,too,Davie,“shesaid,“thoughMr。Grantdoesnotknowit。“

  “Howcanthatbe,“answeredDavie,“whenyouareafraidofhim?Iamnotabitafraidofhim!”

  “HowdoyouknowIamafraidofhim?”sheasked。

  “Oh,anybodycouldseethat!”

  Shewasafraidshehadspokenfoolishly,andDaviemightrepeatherwords:shedidnotdesiretohastenfurtherintimacywithDonal;

  thingsweregoinginthatdirectionfastenough!Hereyes,avoidingDavie\'s,keptreconnoitringthestackofchimneys。

  “Aren\'tyougladtohavesuchacastleallforyourown——todowhatyoulikewith,Arkie?Youknowyoucouldpullitalltopiecesifyouliked!”

  “Woulditbelessmine,“saidArctura,“ifIwasnotatlibertytopullitalltopieces?AndwoulditbemoreminewhenIhadpulledittopieces,Davie?”

  Donalwascomingroundthesideofthestack,andheardwhatshesaid。Itpleasedhim,foritwasnotalittleinhisownstyle。

  “Whatmakesathingyourown,doyouthink,Davie?”shewenton。

  “Tobeabletodowithitwhatyoulike,“repliedDavie。

  “Whetherthatbegoodorbad?”

  “Yes,Ithinkso,“answeredDavie,doubtfully。

  “ThenIthinkyouarequitewrong,“sherejoined。“Themomentyoubegintouseathingwrong,thatmomentyoumakeitlessyours。I

  can\'tquiteexplainit,butthatishowitlookstome。“

  Sheceased,andafteramomentDonaltookupthequestion。

  “LadyArcturaisquiteright,Davie,“hesaid。“Thenature,thatisthegoodofathing,isthatonlybywhichitcanbepossessed。Anyotherpossessionislikeslave-owning;itisnotarighteoushaving。

  Therightandthepowertouseittoitstruepurpose,andtheusingitso,aretheconditionsthatmakeathingours。Tohavetherightandthepower,andnotuseitso,wouldbetomakethethinglessoursthananybody\'s——Supposeyouhadaverybeautifulpicture,butfromsomedefectinyoursightyoucouldneverseethatpictureasitreallywas,whileaservantinyourhousenotonlysawitasitwasmeanttobeseen,buthadsuchdelightingazingonit,thateveninhisdreamsitcametohim,andmadehimthinkofthingshewouldnothavethoughtofbutforit:——whichofyou,youortheservantinyourhouse,wouldhavethemorerealpossessionofthatpicture?Youcouldsellitawayfromyourself,andneverknowanythingaboutitmore;butyoucouldnotbyallthepowerofatyranttakeitfromyourservant。“

  “Ah,nowIunderstand!”saidDavie,withalookatladyArcturawhichseemedtosay,“YouseehowMr。Grantcanmakemeunderstand!”

  “Iwonder,“saidladyArctura,“whatthatcuriousopeninginthesideofthechimney-stackmeans!Itcan\'tbeforsmoketocomeoutat!”

  “No,“saidDonal;“thereisnotamarkofsmokeaboutit。Ifithadbeenmeantforthat,itwouldhardlyhavebeenputhalf-wayfromthetop!Ican\'tmakeitout!Aholelikethatinanychimneymustsurelyinterferewiththedraught!Imustgetaladder!”

  “Letmeclimbonyourshoulders,Mr。Grant,“saidDavie。

  “Comethen;upyougo!”saidDonal。

  AndupwentDavie,andpeepedintothehorizontalslit。

  “Itlooksverylikeachimney,“hesaid,turninghisheadandthrustingitinsideways。“Itgoesrightdowntosomewhere,“headded,bringinghisheadoutagain,“butthereissomethingacrossitalittlewaydown——topreventthejackdawsfromtumblingin,I

  suppose。“

  “Whatisit?”askedDonal。

  “Somethinglikeagrating,“answeredDavie;“——no,notagratingexactly;itiswhatyoumightcallagrating,butitseemsmadeofwires。Idon\'tthinkitwouldkeepastrongbirdoutifhewantedtogetin。“

  “Aha!”saidDonaltohimself;“whatifthosewiresbetuned!Didyoueverseeanaeolianharp,mylady?”heasked:“Ineverdid。“

  “Yes,“answeredladyArctura,“——once,whenIwasalittlegirl。Andnowyousuggestit,Ithinkthesoundsweheararenotunlikethoseofanaeolianharp!Thestringsareallthesamelength,ifI

  remember。ButIdonotunderstandtheprinciple。Theyseemalltoplaytogether,andmakethestrangest,wildestharmonies,whenthewindblowsacrosstheminaparticularway。“

  “Ifancythenwehavefoundthenestofourmusic-bird!”saidDonal。

  “ThewiresDaviespeaksofmaybethestringsofanaeolianharp!I

  wonderiftherecouldbeadraughtacrossthem!Imustgetupandsee!Imustgoandgetaladder!”

  “Buthowcouldtherebeanaeolianharpuphere?”saidArctura。

  “Itwillbetimeenoughtoanswerthatquestion,“repliedDonal,“whenitchangesto,\'Howdidanaeolianharpgetuphere?\'

  Somethingisherethatwantsaccountingfor:itmaybeanaeolianharp!”

  “Butinachimney!Thesootwouldspoilthestrings!”

  “Thenperhapsitisnotachimney:isthereanysignofsootabout,Davie?”

  “No,sir;thereisnothingbutcleanstoneandlime。“

  “Yousee,mylady!Wedonotevenknowthatitisachimney!”

  “Whatelsecanitbe,standingwiththerest?”

  “Itmayhavebeenbuiltforone;butifithadeverbeenusedforone,themarksofsmokewouldremain,haditbeendisusedeversolong。Butto-morrowIwillbringupaladder。“

  “Couldyounotdoitnow?”saidArctura,almostcoaxingly。“Ishouldsoliketohavethethingsettled!”

  “Asyouplease,mylady!Iwillgoatonce。Thereisoneleaningagainstthegarden-wall,notfarfromthebottomofthetower。“

  “Ifyoudonotmindthetrouble!”

  “Iwillcomeandhelp,“saidDavie。

  “Youmustn\'tleaveladyArctura。IamnotsureifIcangetitupthestair;Iamafraiditistoolong。IfIcannot,wewillhaulitupaswedidthecoal。“

  Hewent,andthecousinssatdowntowaithisreturn。Itwasacoldevening,butArcturawaswellwraptup,andDaviewashardy。Theysatatthefootofthechimney-stack,andbegantotalk。

  “Itissuchalongtimesinceyoutoldmeanything,Arkie!”saidtheboy。

  “Youdonotneedmenowtotellyouanything:youhaveMr。Grant!

  Youlikehimmuchbetterthaneveryoudidme!”

  “Yousee,“saidDavie,thoughtfully,andmakingnodefenceagainstherhalf-reproach,“hebeganbymakingmeafraidofhim——notthathemeanttodoit,Ithink!heonlymeantthatIshoulddowhathetoldme:Iwasneverafraidofyou,Arkie!”

  “IwasmuchcrossertoyouthanMr。Grant,Iamsure!”

  “Mr。Grantisnevercrosstome;andifeveryouwere,I\'veforgottenit,Arkie。IonlyrememberthatIwasnotgoodtoyou。I

  amsorryforitnowwhenIlieawakeinbed;butIsaytomyselfyouforgiveme,andgotosleep。“

  “WhatmakesyouthinkIforgiveyou,Davie?”

  “BecauseIloveyou。“

  Thiswasnotverylogical,andsetArcturathinking。Shedidnotforgivetheboybecausehelovedher;buttheboy\'slovetohermightmakehimsuresheforgavehim!Loveisitsownjustification,andseesitselfinallitsobjects:forgivenessisanessentialbelongingoflove,andmustbeseenwhereloveisseen。

  “Areyoufondofmybrother?”askedDavie,afterapause。

  “Whydoyouaskme?”

  “Becausetheysayyouandhearegoingtobemarriedsomeday,yetyoudon\'tseemtocaremuchtobetogether。“

  “Itisallnonsense!”repliedArctura,reddening。“Iwishpeoplewouldnottalkfoolishness!”

  “Well,Idothinkhe\'snotsofondofyouasofEppy!”

  “Hush!hush!youmustnotspeakofsuchthing。“

  “IsawhimoncekissEppy,andIneversawhimkissyou!”

  “No,indeed!”

  “IsitrightofForgue,ifhe\'sgoingtomarryyou,tokissEppy?——That\'swhatIwanttoknow!”

  “Heisnotgoingtomarryme。“

  “Hewould,ifyoutoldhimyouwishedit。Papawishesit。“

  “Howdoyouknowthat?”

  “Frommanything。OnceIheardhimsay,\'Afterwards,whenthehouseisourown,\'andIaskedhimwhathemeant,andhesaid,\'WhenForguemarriesArctura,thenthecastlewillbeForgue\'s。Thatishowitoughttobe,youknow!Propertyandtitleoughtnevertobeparted。\'“

  ThehotbloodrosetoArctura\'stemples:wassheamerewrappagetoherproperty——thepaperoftheparcel!Butshecalledtomindhowstrangeherunclewas:butforthatcouldhehavebeensoimprudentastotalkinsuchawaytoaboywhosesimplicityrenderedtheconfidencedangerous?

  “Youwouldnotlikehavingtogiveawayyourcastle——wouldyou,Arkie?”hewenton。

  “NottoanyoneIdidnotlove。“

  “IfIwereyou,Iwouldnotmarry,butkeepmycastletomyself。I

  don\'tseewhyForgueshouldhaveyourcastle!”

  “YouthinkIshouldmakemycastlemyhusband?”

  “Hewouldbeagoodbighusbandanyhow,andastrong——onetodefendyoufromyourenemies,andnottalktoyouwhenyouwantedtobequiet。“

  “Thatisalltrue;butonemightgetwearyofastupidhusband,howeverbigandstronghewas。“

  “There\'sanotherthing,though!——hewouldn\'tbeacruelhusband!

  I\'veheardpapaoftenspeakaboutsomecruelhusband!Ifanciedsometimeshemeanthimself;butthatcouldnotbe,youknow。“

  Arcturamadenoreply。Allbutvanishedmemoriesofthingsshehadheard,hintsandsignshereandtherethatallwasnotrightbetweenheruncleandaunt,vaguelyreturned:coulditbethathenowrepentedofharshnesstohiswife,thatthethoughtofitwaspreyinguponhim,thatitdrovehimtohisdrugsforforgetfulness?——Butinthepresenceoftheboyshecouldnotgoonthinkinginsuchadirectionabouthisfather。ShefeltrelievedbythereturnofDonal。

  Hehadfounditratherdifficulttogettheladderroundthesharpcurvesofthestair;butatlasttheysawhimwithitonhisshouldercomingoveradistantroof。

  “Nowweshallsee!”hesaid,asheleaneditupagainstthechimney,andstoodpanting。

  “Youhavetiredyourself!”saidladyArctura。

  “Where\'stheharm,mylady?Amanmustgettiredafewtimesbeforeheliesdown!”rejoinedDonaldlightly。

  SaidDavie,“Mustawoman,Mr。Grant,marryamanshedoesnotlove?”

  “No,certainly,Davie。“

  “Mr。Grant,“saidArctura,indreadofwhatDaviemightsaynext,“whatdoyoutaketobethedutyofoneinheritingaproperty?Oughtawomantogetridofit,orattendtoitherself?”

  Donalthoughtalittle。

  “Wemustfirstsettlethemaindutyofproperty,“hesaid;“andthatIamhardlypreparedtodo。“

  “Istherenotadutyowingtoyourfamily?”

  “Thereareathousanddutiesowingtoyourfamily。“

  “Idon\'tmeanthoseyouarelivingwithmerely,butthosealsowhotransmittedthepropertytoyou。Thispropertybelongstomyfamilyratherthantome,andifIhadhadabrotheritwouldhavegonetohim:shouldInotdobetterforthefamilybygivingituptothenextheir?Iamnotdisinterestedinstartingthequestion;

  possessionandpowerareofnogreatimportanceinmyeyes;theyarehindrancestome。“

  “Itseemstome,“saidDonal,“thatthefactthatyouwouldnothavesucceededhadtherebeenason,pointstothefactofadisposerofevents:youweresentintotheworldtotaketheproperty。Ifso,Godexpectsyoutoperformthedutiesofit;theyarenottobegotridofbythrowingthethingaside,orgivingthemtoanothertodoforyou。IfyourfamilyandnotGodweretherealgiveroftheproperty,thequestionyouputmightarise;butIshouldhardlytakeinterestenoughinittobecapableofdiscussingit。Iunderstandmydutytomysheeporcattle,tomymaster,tomyfatherormother,tomybrotherorsister,tomypupilDaviehere;Iowemyancestorsloveandhonour,andthekeepingoftheirnameunspotted,thoughthatdutyisforestalledbyahigher;butastothepropertytheyleavebehindthem,overwhichtheyhavenomorepower,andwhichnowItrusttheyneverthinkabout,IdonotseewhatobligationIcanbeundertothemwithregardtoit,otherthaniscomprisedinthedutiesofthepropertyitself。“

  “Butafamilyisnotmerelythosethataregonebefore;therearethosethatwillcomeafter!”

  “Thebestthingforthosetocomeafter,istoreceivethepropertywithitsdutiesperformed,withthelightofrighteousnessradiatingfromit。“

  “Butwhatthendoyoucallthedutiesofproperty?”

  “Inwhatdoesthepropertyconsist?”

  “Inland,tobeginwith。“

  “Ifthelandwereofnovalue,wouldthepossessionofitinvolveduties?”

  “Isupposenot。“

  “Inwhatdoesthevalueofthelandconsist?”

  LadyArcturadidnotattemptananswertothequestion,andDonal,afteralittlepause,resumed。

  “Ifyouvaluedthingsastheworldvaluesthem,Ishouldnotcaretoputthequestion;butIfearyoumayhavesomelingeringnotionthat,thoughGod\'swayisthetrueway,theworld\'swaymustnotbedisregarded。Onething,however,iscertain——thatnothingthatisagainstGod\'swaycanbetrue。Thevalueofpropertyconsistsonlyinitsbeingmeans,ground,ormaterialtoworkhiswillwithal。

  Thereisnosuccessintheuniversebutinhiswillbeingdone。“

  Arcturawassilent。Shehadinheritedprejudiceswhich,whileshehatedselfishness,wereyetthoroughlyselfish。Suchareoftheevilsinushardesttogetridof。Theyareevencherishedforalifetimebysomeoftheotherwiseloveliestofsouls。Knowingthathereinmuchthoughtwouldbenecessaryforher,andthatshewouldthink,Donalwentnofarther:ahousemusthaveitsfoundationsettledbeforeitisbuiltupon;argumentwherethegroundsofitareatallindisputeisworsethanuseless。

  Heturnedtohisladder,setitright,mounted,andpeeredintotheopening。AtthelengthofhisarmhecouldreachthewiresDaviehaddescribed:theyweretaut,andfreeofrust——werethereforenotironorsteel。Hesawalsothatalittledowntheshaftafaintlightcameinfromtheoppositeside:therewasanotheropeningsomewhere!

  Nexthesawthateachfollowingstring——forstringshealreadycountedthem——wasplacedalittlelowerthanthatbeforeit,sothattheirsuccessionwasinclinedtotheothersideoftheshaft——apparentlyinaplanebetweenthetwoopenings,thatadraughtmightpassalongtheirplane:thismustsurelybetheinstrumentwhencethemusicflowed!Hedescended。

  “Doyouknow,mylady,“heaskedArctura,“howtheaeolianharpisplacedforthewindtowakeit?”

  “TheonlyoneIhaveseen,“sheanswered,“wasmadetofitintoawindow;thelowersashwasopenedjustwideenoughtoletitin,sothatthewindenteringmustpassacrossthestrings。“

  ThenDonalwasallbutcertain。

  “Ofcourse,“hesaid,afterdescribingwhathehadseen,“wecannotbeabsolutelysurewithouthavingbeenherewiththemusic,andhavingexperimentedbycoveringanduncoveringtheopening;andforthatwemustwaitasouth-easterlywind。“

  CHAPTERXLII。

  COMMUNISM。

  ButDonaldidnotfeelthateventhenwouldhehaveexhaustedthelikelihoodofdiscovery。Thatthesourceofthemusicthathadsolonghauntedthehousewasanaeolianharpinachimneythathadneverorscarcelybeenused,mightbeenoughtosatisfysome,buthewantedtoknowaswellwhy,ifthiswasachimney,itneitherhadbeennorwasused,andtowhatroomitwasachimney。Forthequestionhadcometohim——mightnotthemusicholdsomerelationwiththelegendofthelostroom?

  Inquiryafterlegendarylorehaddrawnnearerandnearer,andthetalkaboutsuchasbelongedtothecastlehadnaturallyincreased。

  Inthistalkwasnotseldommentionedaghost,asyetseenattimesabouttheplace。ThisDonalattributedtoglimpsesoftheearlinhisrestlessnight-walks;butbythedomestics,bothsuchashadseensomethingandsuchashadnot,theapparitionwasnaturallyassociatedwiththelostchamber,astheplacewhencethespectreissued,andwhitherhereturned。

  Donal\'ssparehourswerenowmuchgiventohisfriendAndrewComin。

  Thegoodmanhadsofarrecoveredastothinkhimselfabletoworkagain;buthesoonfounditwaslittlehecoulddo。Hisstrengthwasgone,andtheexertionnecessarytothelightestlabourcausedhimpain。Itwassadtowatchhimonhisstool,nowputtinginastitch,nowstoppingbecauseofthecoughwhichsosorelyhauntedhisthin,wind-blowntent。Hisfacehadgrownwhiteandthin,andhehadnearlylosthismerriment,thoughnothischeerfulness;heneverlookedotherthancontent。Hehadmadeuphismindhewasnotgoingtogetbetter,buttogohomethroughalingeringillness。Hewasreadytogoandreadytolinger,asGodpleased。

  Therewasnothingwonderfulinthis;buttosomegoodpeopleevenitdidappearwonderfulthatheshowednouneasinessastohowDoorywouldfarewhenhewasgone。Thehousewasindeedtheirown,buttherewasnomoneyinit——notevenenoughtopaythetaxes;andifshesoldit,thepricewouldnotbeenoughtoliveupon。TheneighboursweresevereonAndrew\'simaginedindifferencetohiswife\'sfuture,anditwasintheireyesashametobesocheerfulonthebrinkofthegrave。NotoneofthemhaddonemorethanpeepintotheworldoffaithinwhichAndrewlived。NotoneofthemcouldhaveunderstoodthatforAndrewtoallowtheleastdangerofeviltohisDoory,wouldhavebeentobeholdtheuniverserockingontheslipperyshouldersofChance。

  Alittlemoanescapingherasshelookedoneeveningintohermoney-teapot,madeDonalaskheraquestionortwo。Sheconfessedthatshehadbutsixpenceleft。NowDonalhadspentnexttonothingsincehecame,andhadthereforeafewpoundsinhand。Hisfatherandmotherhadsentbackwhathesentthem,asbeinginneedofnothing:sirGibbiewassuchagoodsontothemthattheywerelivinginwhattheycountedluxury:RobertdoubtedwhetherhewasnotministeringtothefleshinallowingJanettoprovidebeef-broseforhimtwiceintheweek!SoDonalwasfreetospendforhisnextneighbours——justwhathispeople,whoweregrandaboutmoney,wouldhavehadhimdo。Neverintheircottagehadapennybeenwasted;

  neveronerefusedwherewasneed。

  “An\'rew,“hesaid——andfoundthemother-tongueherefittest——“I\'mthinkin\'yemaunbegrowin\'someshorto\'silleri\'thistimeo\'

  warklessness!”

  “\'Deed,Iwadnawon\'er!”answeredAndrew。“Doorysaysnaethingabootsictriffles!”

  “Weel,“rejoinedDonal,“IthankGodIhaesomei\'theillpickleo\'

  nobein\'wantit,an\'saeindangero\'cankerin\';an\'atweenbritherstheresudnabetwapurses!”

  “Yehaeyerainfowktoluikefter,sir!”saidAndrew。

  “They\'reweelluikitefter——betternorevertheywari\'theirlives;

  they\'reasweelaffasIammysel\'upi\'yongran\'castel。Theyhaeafreen\'whabutforthemwadillhaelivedtobethegreatmanheisthenoo;an\'there\'snaethingowermuckleforhimtoduforthem;

  saemysiller\'smyain,an\'yours。An\'rew,an\'Doory\'s!”

  Theoldmanputhimthroughacatechismastohiswaysandmeansandprospects,andfindingthatDonalbelievedasfirmlyashimselfinthecareoftheMaster,andwasconvincedtherewasnothingthatMasterwouldratherseehimdowithhismoneythanhelpthosewhoneededit,especiallythosewhotrustedinhim,heyielded。

  “It\'sno,yesee,“saidDonal,“thatIhaeonydoobto\'theLordprovidin\'gienIhadfailt,buthehaudsthethingtomyhan\',jistasmuckleasgienhesaid,\'There\'sforyou,Donal!\'Thefowko\'

  thiswarl\'michtnaappruv,butyouan\'mekensbetter,An\'rew。Wekenthere\'snaeguidinsillerbutdothewullo\'theLordwi\'

  \'t——an\'helptoaneanitherishisdearwull。It\'sno\'athe\'sshorto\'sillerhimsel\',buthelikestogieanitheraturn!”

  “I\'lltakit,“saidtheoldman。

  “There\'swhatIhae,“returnedDonal。

  “Na,na;naneo\'that!”saidAndrew。“Ye\'retreatin\'melikeamuckle,reivin\',sornin\'beggar——offerin\'mea\'thatatance!Whaursynewadbetheprolongedsweetnesso\'haein\'\'ti\'portionsfraeyerhan\',asfraethenebo\'anangel-corbiesentfraeverrahamewi\'yerdenner!”——Hereaglimmeroftheoldmerrimentshonethroughthewornlookandpaleeyes——“Na,na,sir,“hewenton;“jisttalkthethingowerwi\'Doory,an\'latherhaewhatshewantsan\'naemair。Shewudnalikeit。Whakenswhatmaycamei\'themeantime——Deithhimsel\',maybe!Orsee——gieDooryafiveshillins,an\'whanthat\'sduneshecanlatyeken!”

  Donalwasforcedtoleaveitthus,buthedidhisutmosttoimpressuponDoorythatallhehadwasatherdisposal。

  “Ihadnewclothes,“hesaid,“beforeIcame;IhaveallIwanttoeatanddrink;andforbooks,there\'sawholeancientlibraryatmyservice!——whatpossiblycouldIwishformore?It\'samereluxurytohandthemoneyovertoyou,Doory!I\'mthinkin\',Doory,“forhehadbythistimegottoaddressherbyherhusband\'snameforher,“there\'snaebodyi\'thiswarl\',\'cep\'theoonseenLordhimsel\',lo\'esyermansaeweelasyouan\'me;an\'weelkenIyouan\'himwadshareyerlastwi\'me;saeI\'monlygiein\'yeo\'yeraingudewull;

  an\'I\'lldoobtthatgienyetaknasaelangasIhae。“

  Thusadjured,andsatisfiedthatherhusbandwascontent,theoldwomanmadenodifficulty。

  CHAPTERXLIII。

  EPPYANDKENNEDY。

  WhenStephenKennedyheardthatEppyhadgonebacktohergrandparents,afainthoperevivedinhisbosom;heknewnothingofthelatepassagebetweenthetwoparties。Hebutknewthatshewaslookingsad:shemightperhapsallowhimtobeofsomeservicetoher!Separationhadfosteredmoreandmoregentlethoughtsofherinhisheart;hewasreadytoforgivehereverything,andbelievenothingseriousagainsther,ifonlyshewouldlethimloveheragain。Modestyhadhithertokepthimfromthrowinghimselfinherway,buthenowhauntedthehouseinthehopeofcatchingaglimpseofher,andwhenshebegantogoagainintothetown,sawherrepeatedly,followinghertobenearher,buttakingcaresheshouldnotseehim:partlyfromherself-absorptionhehadsucceededinescapinghernotice。

  Atlength,however,onenight,hetriedtosummonupcouragetoaccosther。Itwasalovely,moonlitnight,halfthestreetblackwithquaintshadows,theotherhalfshininglikesandintheyellowlight。Onthemoonysidepeoplestandingattheirdoorscouldrecognizeeachothertwohousesaway,butontheother,friendsmightpasswithoutgreeting。Eppyhadgoneintothebaker\'s;Kennedyhadseenhergoin,andstoodintheshadow,waiting,allbutdeterminedtospeaktoher。Shestaidagoodwhile,butoneaccustomedtowaitforfishlearnspatience。Atlengthsheappeared。

  Bythistime,however,thoughnothispatience,Kennedy\'scouragehadnearlyevaporated;andwhenhesawherhesteppedunderanarchway,letherpass,andfollowedafresh。Allatonceresolve,whichyetwasnoresolve,awokeinhim。Itwasasifsomeonetookhimandsethimbeforeher。Shestartedwhenhesteppedinfront,andgavealittlecry。

  “Dinnabefeart,Eppy,“hesaid;“Iwudnahurtahairo\'yerheid。I

  wudraitherbeskinnedmysel\'!”

  “Gangawa,“saidEppy。“Yehaenorichttostan\'i\'mygait!”

  “Nanebuttherichto\'lo\'ein\'yebetternorever!”saidKennedy,“——giensaebeasye\'lllatmeonygaitshaw\'t!”

  Thewordssoftenedher;shehaddreadedreproach,ifnotindignantremonstrance。Shebegantocry。

  “Gienonythingi\'mypooerwudmakthegrieflichterupo\'ye,Eppy,“

  hesaid,“yehaebuttoname\'t!I\'mnogauin\'toaskyetomerryme,forthatIkenyedinnacareaboot;butgienImichtbeluikituponasafreen\',ifnotoyou,yettoyours——allootonyw\'ytohelpi\'yertrible,Imean,I\'mreadytolaymei\'thedirtaforeye。I

  haenaecareformysel\'onymair,an\'maundosomethingforsomebody——an\'whasaesoonasyersel\',Eppy!”

  Forsoleanswer,Eppywentoncrying。Shewasfarfromhappy。ShehadnearlypersuadedherselfthatallwasoverbetweenherandlordForgue,andalmostshecould,butforshame,haveallowedKennedytocomfortherasanoldfriend。Everythinginhermindwassoconfused,andeverythingaroundhersomiserable,thatshecouldbutcry。Shecontinuedcrying,andastheywereinawalledlaneintowhichnowindowslooked,Kennedy,inthesimplicityofhisheart,andthedesiretocomfortherwholittlefromhimdeservedcomfort,cameuptoher,andputtinghisarmroundher,saidagain,“Dinnabefeartofme,Eppy。I\'mamanowersair-hertittodoyeonyhurt。It\'snoasthinkin\'yemyain,Eppy,Iwudpreshumetoduonythingforye,butasanauldfreen\',faintotakthedogaffo\'

  ye。Areyeinwanto\'onything?Yemaunhaeaheapo\'trible,Iweelken,wi\'yergran\'father\'smischance,an\'it\'seasytoun\'erstan\'

  \'atthingsmaywellbeturnin\'scarceabootye;butbesureo\'this,thataslang\'smymitherhasonything,she\'llbeblythtosharethesamewi\'youan\'yours。“

  Hesaidhismother,butshehadnothingsavewhatheprovidedherwith。

  “Ithankye,Stephen,“saidEppy,touchedwithhisgoodness;“butthere\'snaenecessity;wehaeplenty。“

  Shemovedon,herapronstilltohereyes。Kennedyfollowedher。

  “Gientheyoonglordhaewrangedyeonygait,“hesaidfrombehindher,“an\'gientherebeonyamen\'syewadhaeo\'him,——“

  Sheturnedwithaquicknessthatwasfierce,andinthedimlightKennedysawhereyesblazing。

  “Iwantnaethingfraeyourhan\',StephenKennedy,“shesaid。“Mylord\'snaethingtoyou——noryetmuckletome!”sheadded,withsuddenreactionandanoutburstofself-pity,andagainfellaweeping——andsobbingnow。

  Withthetimidityofastrongmanbeforethegirlhelovesandthereforefears,Kennedyoncemoretriedtocomforther,wipinghereyeswithherapron。Whilehedidso,aman,turningacornerquickly,camealmostuponthem。Hestartedback,thencamenearer,lookedhardatthem,andspoke。ItwaslordForgue。

  “Eppy!”heexclaimed,inatoneinwhichindignationblendedwithsurprise。

  Eppygaveacry,andrantohim。Hepushedheraway。

  “Mylord,“saidKennedy,“thelasswillnaneo\'meormine。Isairdoobtthere\'snanebutyersel\'canpleaseher。ButIsweirbyGod,mylord,gienyeduheronywrang,I\'llnorest,nichtnorday,tillIhaemadeyerepentit。“

  “Gotothedevil!”saidForgue;“there\'sanoldcrow,Isuspect,yettopluckbetweenus!Formeyoumaytakeher,though。Idon\'tgohalves。“

  Eppylaidherhandtimidlyonhisarm,butagainhepushedheraway。

  “Oh,mylord!”shesobbed,andcouldsaynomoreforweeping。

  “HowisitIfindyouherewiththisman?”heasked。“Idon\'twanttobeunfairtoyou,butitlooksratherbad!”

  “Mylord,“saidKennedy。

  “Holdyourtongue;letherspeakforherself。“

  “Ihadnotrystwi\'him,mylord!Ineversaidcomenighme,“sobbedEppy。“——Yeseewhatyehaedune!”shecried,turninginangeronKennedy,andhertearssuddenlyceasing。“Neverbutillhaeyebrochtme!Whatbusinesshadyetocomeeftermethisgait,makin\'

  mischief\'atweenmylordan\'me?Canabodynosetfutayontthedoor-sill,buttheymaunbefollowto\'themtheywudseefareneuch!”

  Kennedyturnedandwent,andEppywithafreshburstoftearsturnedtogoalso。ButshehadsatisfiedForguethattherewasnothingbetweenthem,andhewassoonmoresuccessfulthanKennedyinconsolingher。

  Whileabsenthehadbeenableenoughtogetonwithouther,butnosoonerwashehomethan,inthewearylackofinterest,thefeelingswhich,halflamenting,halfrejoicing,hehadimaginedextinct,begantorevive,andhewenttothetownvaguelyhopingtogetasightofEppy。Cominguponhert阾e?t阾ewithheroldlover,firstasenseofunpardonableinjurypossessedhim,andnexttheconvictionthathewasasmadlyinlovewithherasever。Thetideofoldtendernesscamethrobbingandstreamingbackovertheghastlysandsofjealousy,anderetheypartedhehadmadewithheranappointmenttomeetthenextnightinamoresuitablespot。

  DonalwasseatedbyAndrew\'sbedsidereading:hehadnowtheopportunityofbringingmanythingsbeforehimsuchastheoldmandidnotknowtoexist。Thoselastdaysofsicknessandweaknesswereamongthemostblessedofhislife;muchthatcouldnotbedoneformanyagoodmanwithtentimeshiseducation,couldbedoneforamanlikeAndrewComin。

  Eppyhaddoneherbesttoremovealltracesofemotionereshere-enteredthehouse;butshecouldnothelptheshiningofhereyes:thejoy-lamprelightedinherbosomshonethroughthem:andAndrewlookingupwhensheentered,Donal,seatedwithhisbacktoher,atonceknewhersecret:hergrandfatherreaditfromherface,andDonalreaditfromhis。

  “ShehasseenForgue!”hesaidtohimself。“Ihopetheoldmanwilldiesoon。“

  CHAPTERXLIV。

  HIGHANDLOW。

  WhenlordMorvenheardofhisson\'sreturn,hesentforDonal,receivedhiminafriendlyway,gavehimtounderstandthat,howeverhemightfailtofallinwithhisviews,hedependedthoroughlyonhishonesty,andbeggedhewouldkeephiminformedofhisson\'sproceedings。

  Donalrepliedthat,whilehefullyacknowledgedhislordship\'srighttoknowwhathissonwasdoing,hecouldnottaketheofficeofaspy。

  “ButIwillwarnlordForgue,“heconcluded,“thatImayseeitrighttolethisfatherknowwhatheisabout。Ifancy,however,heunderstandsasmuchalready。“

  “Pooh!thatwouldbeonlytoteachhimcunning,“saidtheearl。

  “Icandonothingunderhand,“repliedDonal。“Iwillhelpnomantokeepanunrighteoussecret,butneitherwillIsecretlydiscloseit。“

  Meetinghimafewdaysafter,Forguewouldhavepassedhimwithoutrecognition,butDonalstoppedhim,andsaid——

  “Ibelieve,mylord,youhaveseenEppysinceyourreturn。“

  “Whatthedeuceisthattoyou?”

  “Iwishyourlordshiptounderstandthatwhatevercomestomyknowledgeconcerningyourproceedingsinregardtoher,IwillreporttoyourfatherifIseefit。“

  “Thewarningisunnecessary。Fewinformers,however,wouldhavegivenmetheadvantage,andIthankyou:sofarIamindebtedtoyou。Nonethelesstheshameoftheinformerremains!”

  “Yourlordship\'sjudgmentofmeisnomoretomethanthatofyonrookupthere。“

  “Youdoubtmyhonour?”saidForguewithasneer。

  “Ido。Idoubtyou。Youdonotknowyourself。Timewillshow。ForGod\'ssake,mylord,looktoyourself!Youareinterribledanger。“

  “Iwouldratherdowrongforlovethanrightforfear。Iscornsuchthreats。“

  “Threats,mylord!”echoedDonal。“Isitathreattowarnyouthatyourveryconsciousnessmaybecomeacursetoyou?thattoknowyourselfmaybeyourhell?thatyoumaycometomakeityourfirstcaretoforgetwhatyouare?DoyouknowwhatShaksperesaysofTarquin——

  Besides,hissoul\'sfairtempleisdefaced;

  Towhoseweakruinsmustertroopsofcares,Toaskthespottedprincesshowshefares——?”

  “Oh,hangyourpreaching!”criedForgue,andturnedaway。

  “Mylord,“saidDonal,“ifyouwillnothearme,therearepreachersyoumust。“

  “Theywillnotbequitesolong-windedthen!”Forgueanswered。

  “Youareright,“saidDonal;“theywillnot。“

  AllForgue\'sthoughtswerenowoccupiedwiththequestionhowwithleastdangerEppyandheweretomeet。Hedidnotcontemplatetreachery。Atthistimeofhislifehecouldnothaverespectedhimself,littleaswasrequiredforthat,hadhebeenconsciouslytreacherous;butnomanwhoinloveyetloveshimselfmore,issafefrombecomingatraitor:potentiallyheisonealready。Treacherytohimwhoisguiltyofitseemsonlynaturalself-preservation;themanwhocandoavilethingisincapableofseeingitasitis;andthatoughttomakeusdoubtfulofourjudgmentsofourselves,especiallydefensivejudgments。Forguedidnotsuspecthimself——notalthoughheknewthathispassionhadbutjustregainedalostenergy,revivedattheideaofanothermanhavingthegirl!Itdidnotshamehimthathehadbeguntoforgether,orthathehadbeensorousedtofreshdesire。Ifhehadstayedawaysixmonths,hewouldpracticallyhaveforgottenheraltogether。Somemaythinkthat,ifhehaddevotionenoughtosurmountthevulgaritiesofherpositionandmannersandwaysofthought,hislovecouldhardlybesuchastoyieldsosoon;butEppywasnotinherselfvulgar。Manyofevenhumblereducationthanshearefarlessreallyvulgarthansomeintheforefrontofsociety。NodoubttheconventionalitiesofamanlikeForguemusthavebeensometimesshockedinfamiliarintercoursewithonelikeEppy;butwhilehewasmerelyflirtingwithher,theverythingsthatshockedwouldalsoamusehim——forI

  needhardlysayhewasnotgenuinelyrefined;andbyandbythegrowingpassionobscuredthem。Thereisnodoubtthat,hadshebeenconfrontedashiswifewiththecommonpeopleofsociety,hewouldhavebecomeawareofmanythingsasvulgaritieswhichwereonlysimplicities;butinthemeantimeshewasnomorevulgartohimthanalamborababyisvulgar,howeverunfiteitherforaBelgraviandrawing-room。Vulgar,atthesametime,hewouldhavethoughtandfelther,butforthelovethatmadehimdoherjustice。Loveistheopeneraswellascloserofeyes。Butmenwho,havingseen,becomeblindagain,thinktheyhavehadtheireyesfinallyopened。

  ForsometimetherewasnochangeinEppy\'sbehaviourbutthatshewasnottearfulasbefore。Shecontinueddiligent,nevergrumbledatthehardestwork,andseemeddesirousofmakingupforremissnessinthepast,whenintruthshewastryingtomakeupforsomethingelseinthepresent:shewouldatoneforwhatshewouldnottell,bydoingimmediatedutywiththegreaterdevotion。Butbyandbyshebeganoccasionallytoshow,bothinmannerandcountenance,alittleoftheoldpertness,mingledwithuneasiness。Thephenomenon,however,wassointermittentandunpronounced,astobemanifestonlytoeyesfamiliarwithherlooksandways:toDonalitwasclearthattherelationbetweenherandForguewasresumed。Yetsheneverwentoutintheeveningexceptsentbyhergrandmother,andthenshealwayscamehomeevenwithhaste——anxious,itmighthaveseemed,toavoidsuspicion。

  ItwasthecustomwithDonalandDavietogooftenintothefieldsandwoodsinthefineweather——theycalledthistheirobservationclass——tolearnwhattheymightofthemultitudinousgoingsoninthisorthatofNature\'sworkshops:thereeachforhimselfandtheotherexercisedhisindividualpowersofseeingandnotingandputtingtogether。Donalknewlittleofwoodlandmatters,havingbeenchieflyaccustomedtomeadowsandbarehill-sides;yetinthewoodshewasthekeenerofthetwotoobserve,andcouldthebetterteachthathewasbutabetterlearner。

  Oneday,astheywerewalkingtogetherunderthethinshadeofafir-thicket,Daviesaid,withasuddenchangeofsubject——

  “IwonderifweshallmeetForgueto-day!hegetsupearlynow,andgoesout。Itisneithertofishnorshoot,forhedoesn\'ttakehisrodorgun;hemustbewatchingorlookingforsomething!——Shouldn\'tyousayso,Mr。Grant?”

  ThissetDonalthinking。Eppywasneveroutatnight,oronlyforafewminutes;andForguewentoutearlyinthemorning!ButifEppywouldmeethim,howcouldheoranyonehelpit?

  CHAPTERXLV。

  ALASTENCOUNTER。

  Nowforawhile,DonalseldomsawladyArctura,andwhenhedid,receivedfromhernoencouragementtoaddressher。Thetroubledlookhadreappearedonherface。Inhersmile,astheypassedinhallorcorridor,glimmeredanexpressionalmostpathetic——somethinglikeanappeal,asifshestoodinsoreneedofhishelp,butdarednotaskforit。ShewasagainmuchinthecompanyofMissCarmichael,andDonalhadgoodcausetofearthatthepharisaismofherwould-bedirectresswascomingdownuponherspirit,notlikerainonthemowngrass,butlikefrostonthespringflowers。TheimpossibilityofpiercingtheChristianphariseeholdingthetraditionsoftheelders,inanyvitalpart——sopachydermatousishetoanyspiritualargument——isasoretrialtotheoldAdamstillunslaininloversofthetruth。Atthesametimenothinggivespatiencebetteropportunityforherperfectwork。Anditiswelltheycannotbereachedbyargumentandsopersuaded;theywouldbutenterthecirclesofthefaithfultoworkfreshschismsandbreedfreshimposthumes。

  ButDonalhadbeguntothinkthathehadbeentooforbearingtowardsthehideousdoctrinesadvocatedbyMissCarmichael。Itisonethingwhereevildoctrinesarequietlyheld,andthetruthassociatedwiththemassimilatedbygoodpeopledoingtheirbestwithwhathasbeentaughtthem,andquiteanotherthingwheretheyareforceduponsomeshrinkingnature,weaktoresistthroughtheveryreverencewhichisitsexcellence。Thefinernature,frominabilitytothinkanotheroflesspureintentthanitself,isoftenatagreatdisadvantageinthehandsofthecoarser。Hemadeuphismindthat,riskasitwastoenterintodisputationswithaworshipperoftheletter,inasmuchasforargumenttheletterisimmeasurablymoreavailablethanthespirit——forwhilethespiritliesintheletterunperceived,ithasnoforce,andtheletter-worshipperisincapableofseeingthatGodcouldnotpossiblymeanwhathemakesofit——notwithstandingtherisk,heresolvedtoholdhimselfready,andifanythingwasgivenhim,tocryitoutandnotspare。Norhadhelongresolvederetheopportunitycame。

  IthadcometobeknownthatDonalfrequentedtheoldavenue,anditwaswithintent,intheprideofheracquaintancewithscripture,andherpowertouseit,thatMissCarmichaeloneafternoonledherunwilling,ratherrecusant,andveryunhappydisciplethither:shesoughtanencounterwithhim:hisinsolencetowardstheold-establishedfaithmustbeconfounded,hisobnoxiousinfluenceonArcturafrustrated!Itwasabrightautumnalday。Thetreesweresorelybereaved,butsomefoliageyethunginthinyellowcloudsupontheirpatientboughs。TherewasplentyofwhatDaviecalledscushlin,thatisthenoiseofwalkingwithscarceliftedfeetamongstthethick-lyingwitheredleaves。Butlessfoliagemeansmoresunlight。

  Donalwassaunteringalong,hisbookinhishand,nowandthenreadingalittle,nowandthenlookinguptothehalf-baredbranches,nowandthen,likeDavie,sweepingacloudofthefallenmultitudebeforehim。Hewasinthischildishactwhen,lookingup,hesawthetwoladiesapproaching;hedidnotseethepeculiarglanceMissCarmichaelthrewhercompanion:“Beholdyourprophet!”

  itsaid。Hewouldhavepassedwithliftedbonnet,butMissCarmichaelstopped,smiling:hersmilewasbrightbecauseitshowedhergoodteeth,butwasnotpleasantbecauseitshowednothingelse。

  “Gloryingoverthefallen,Mr。Grant?”shesaid。

  Donalinhisturnsmiled。

  “ThatisnotMr。Grant\'sway,“saidArctura,“——sofaratleastasI

  haveknownhim!”

  “Howcarelessthetreesareoftheirpoorchildren!”saidMissCarmichael,affectingsympathyfortheleaves。

  “Pardonme,“saidDonal,“ifIgrudgethemyourpity:thereisnothingmoreofchildreninthoseleavesthanthereisinthehairthatfallsonthebarber\'sfloor。“

  “Itisnotverygracioustopullaladyupsosharply!”returnedMissCarmichael,stillsmiling:“Ispokepoetically。“

  “Thereisnopoetryinwhatisnottrue,“rejoinedDonal。“Thosearenotthechildrenofthetree。“

  “Ofcourse,“saidMissCarmichael,alittlesurprisedtofindtheirfoilscrossedalready,“atreehasnochildren!but——“

  “Atreenochildren!”exclaimedDonal。“Whatthenareallthosebeech-nutsundertheleaves?Aretheynotthechildrenofthetree?”

  “Yes;andlostliketheleaves!”sighedMissCarmichael。

  “Whydoyousaytheyarelost?Theymustfulfiltheendforwhichtheyweremade,andifso,theycannotbelost。“

  “Forwhatendweretheymade?”

  “Idonotknow。Iftheyallgrewup,theywouldbeagooddealintheway。“

  “Thenyousaytherearemoreseedsthanarerequired?”

  “HowcouldI,whenIdonotknowwhattheyarerequiredfor?HowcanItellthatitisnotnecessaryforthelifeofthetreethatitshouldproducethemall,andnecessarytooforthegroundtoreceivesomuchlife-rentfromthetree!”

  “Butyoumustadmitthatsomethingsarelost!”

  “Yes,surely!”answeredDonal。“Whyelseshouldhecomeandlooktillhefind?”

  Nosuchanswerhadthetheologianexpected;shewasnotimmediatewithherrejoinder。

  “Butsomeofthemarelostafterall!”shesaid。

  “Doubtless;therearesheepthatwillkeeprunningaway。Buthegoesafterthemagain。“

  “Hewillnotdothatforever!”

  “Hewill。“

  “Idonotbelieveit。“

  “ThenyoudonotbelievethatGodisinfinite!”

  “Ido。“

  “Howcanyou?IshenottheLordGodmercifulandgracious?”

  “Iamgladyouknowthat。“

  “Butifhismercyandhisgraciousnessarenotinfinite,thenheisnotinfinite!”

  “Thereareotherattributesinwhichheisinfinite。“

  “Butheisnotinfiniteinallhisattributes?Heispartlyinfinite,andpartlyfinite!——infiniteinknowledgeandpower,butinlove,inforgiveness,inallthosethingswhicharethemostbeautiful,themostdivine,themostChrist-like,heisfinite,measurable,bounded,small!”

  “Icarenothingforsuchfinitereasoning。Itakethewordofinspiration,andgobythat!”

  “Letmehearthen,“saidDonal,withanupliftingofhisheartinprayer;foritseemednolightthingforArcturawhichofthemshouldshowthebetterreason。

  NowithadsofallenthattheladiesweretalkingaboutthedoctrinecalledAdoptionwhenfirsttheysawDonal;whencethisdoctrinewasthefirsttooccurtothechampionoforthodoxyasaweaponwherewithtofoiltheenemy。

  “Themostpreciousdoctrine,ifonemaysayso,inthewholeBible,isthatofAdoption。GodbythemouthofhisapostlePaultellsusthatGodadoptssomeforhischildren,andleavestherest。Ifbecauseofthisyousayheisnotinfiniteinmercy,whentheBiblesaysheis,youareguiltyofblasphemy。“

  Inatonecalmtosolemnity,Donalanswered——

  “God\'smercyisinfinite;andthedoctrineofAdoptionisoneofthefalsestoffalsedoctrines。InbitterlackofthespiritwherebywecryAbba,Father,theso-calledChurchinventedit;anditremains,ahideousmaskwherewithfalseandignorantteachersscareGod\'schildrenfromtheirFather\'sarms。“

  “Ihatesentiment——mostofallinreligion!”saidMissCarmichaelwithcontempt。

  “Youshallhavenone,“returnedDonal。“TellmewhatismeantbyAdoption。“

  “Thetakingofchildren,“answeredMissCarmichael,alreadyspyingarockahead,“andtreatingthemasyourown。“

  “Whosechildren?”askedDonal。

  “Anyone\'s。“

  “Whose,“insistedDonal,“arethechildrenwhomGodadopts?”

  Shewasontherock,andalittlestaggered。Butshepulledupcourageandsaid——

  “ThechildrenofSatan。“

  “Thenhowaretheytobeblamedfordoingthedeedsoftheirfather?”

  “YouknowverywellwhatImean!Satandidnotmakethem。Godmadethem,buttheysinnedandfell。“

  “ThendidGodrepudiatethem?”

  “Yes。“

  “Andtheybecamethechildrenofanother?”

  “Yes,ofSatan。“

  “ThenGoddisownshischildren,andwhentheyarethechildrenofanother,adoptsthem?MissCarmichael,itistoofoolish!Wouldthatbelikeafather?Becausehischildrendonotpleasehim,herepudiatesthemaltogether;andthenhewantsthemagain——notashisown,butasthechildrenofastranger,whomhewilladopt!Theoriginalrelationshipisnolongerofanyforce——hasnoweightevenwiththeirveryownfather!Whatgroundcouldsuchaparenthavetocomplainofhischildren?”

  “YoudarenotsaythewickedarethechildrenofGodthesameasthegood。“

  “Thatbefarfromme!ThosewhodothewillofGodareinfinitelymorehischildrenthanthosewhodonot;theyarebornoftheinnermostheartofGod;theyarethenofthenatureofJesusChrist,whosegloryisobedience。Butiftheywerenotinthefirstplace,andinthemostprofoundfact,thechildrenofGod,theycouldneverbecomehischildreninthathigher,thathighestsense,byanyfictionofadoption。Doyouthinkifthedevilcouldcreate,hischildrencouldeverbecomethechildrenofGod?ButyouandI,andeverypharisee,publican,andsinnerintheworld,areequallythechildrenofGodtobeginwith。Thatistherootofallthemiseryandallthehope。Becausewearehischildren,wemustbecomehischildreninheartandsoul,orbeforeverwretched。Ifweceasedtobehis,iftherelationbetweenusweredestroyed,whichisimpossible,noredemptionwouldbepossible,therewouldbenothinglefttoredeem。“

  “Youmaytalkasyouseefit,Mr。Grant,butwhilePaulteachesthedoctrine,Iwillholdit;hemayperhapsknowalittlebetterthanyou。“

  “Paulteachesnosuchdoctrine。HeteachesjustwhatIhavebeensaying。Thewordtranslatedadoption,heusesfortheraisingofonewhoisasontothetruepositionofason。“

  “Thepresumptioninyoutosaywhattheapostledidordidnotmean!”

  “Why,MissCarmichael,doyouthinkthegospelcomestousasasetoffools?Isthereanywayoftrulyorworthilyreceivingamessagewithoutunderstandingit?Amessageissentfortheverysakeofbeinginsomemeasureatleastunderstood。Withoutthatitwouldbenomessageatall。Iamboundbythewillandexpresscommandofthemastertounderstandthethingshesaystome。Hecommandsmetoseetheirrectitude,becausetheybeingtrue,Ioughttobeabletoseethemtrue。Inthehopeofseeingashewouldhavemesee,IreadmyGreekTestamenteveryday。ButitisnotnecessarytoknowGreektoseewhatPaulmeansbytheso-translatedadoption。Youhaveonlytoconsiderhiswordswithintenttofindouthismeaning,andwithoutintenttofindinthemtheteachingofthisorthatdoctorofdivinity。IntheepistletotheGalatians,whosechilddoeshespeakofasadopted?Itisthefather\'sownchild,hisheir,whodiffersnothingfromaslaveuntilheentersuponhistruerelationtohisfather——thefullstatusofason。Soalso,inanotherpassage,bythesamewordhemeanstheredemptionofthebody——itspassingintothehigherconditionofoutwardthings,intoaconditioninitself,andahomearoundit,fitforthesonsanddaughtersofGod——thatwebenomorelikestrangers,butlikewhatweare,thechildrenofthehouse。TouseanywordofPaul\'stomakehumanbeingfeelasifhewerenotbybirth,making,origin,orwhateverwordofcloserimportcanbefound,thechildofGod,orasifanythinghehaddoneorcoulddocouldannulthatrelationship,isofthedevil,thefatherofevil,noteitherofPaulorofChrist——Why,mylady,“continuedDonal,turningtoArctura,“alltheevilliesinthis——thatheisourfatherandwearenothischildren。Tofulfilthepoorestnecessitiesofourbeing,wemustbehischildreninbrainandheart,inbodyandsoulandspirit,inobedienceandhopeandgladnessandlove——hisoutandout,beyondallthattonguecansay,mindthink,orheartdesire。Thenonlyisourcreationfinished——thenonlyarewewhatweweremadetobe。Thisisthatforthesakeofwhichwearetroubledonallsides。“

  Heceased。MissCarmichaelwasintellectuallycowed,butherheartwasnowisetouched。ShehadneverhadthatlongingafterclosestrelationwithGodwhichsendsusfeelingafterthefather。Butnow,takingcourageundertheovershadowingwingofthedivine,Arcturaspoke。

  “Idohopewhatyousayistrue,Mr。Grant!”shesaidwithalongingsigh。

  “Ohyes,hope!weallhope!Butitisthewordwehavetodowith!”

  saidMissCarmichael。

  “Ihavegivenyouthetruthofthisword!”saidDonal。

  Butasifsheheardneitherofthem,Arcturawenton,“Ifitwerebuttrue!”shemoaned。“Itwouldsetrighteverythingonthefaceoftheearth!”

  “Youmeanfarmorethanthat,mylady!”saidDonal。“Youmeaneverythinginthehumanheart,whichwilltoalleternitykeepmoaningandcryingoutfortheFatherofit,untilitisonewithitsonerelation!”

  Heliftedhisbonnet,andwouldhavepassedon。

  “Oneword,Mr。Grant,“saidMissCarmichael。“——NomanholdingsuchdoctrinescouldwithhonestybecomeaclergymanofthechurchofScotland。“

  “Verylikely,“repliedDonal,“Goodafternoon。“

  “Thankyou,Mr。Grant!”saidArctura。“Ihopeyouareright。“

  Whenhewasgone,theladiesresumedtheirwalkinsilence。AtlengthMissCarmichaelspoke。

  “Well,Imustsay,ofalltheconceitedyoungmenIhavehadthemisfortunetomeet,yourMr。Grantbearsthepalm!Suchself-assurance!suchpresumption!suchforwardness!”

  “Areyoucertain,Sophia,“rejoinedArctura,“thatitisself-assurance,andnotconvictionthatgiveshimhiscourage?”

  “Heisateacheroflies!Hegoesdeadagainstallthatgoodmensayandbelieve!Thethingisasclearasdaylight:heisaltogetherwrong!”

  “WhatifGodbesendingfreshlightintothemindsofhispeople?”

  “Theoldlightisgoodenoughforme!”

  “ButitmaynotbegoodenoughforGod!WhatifMr。Grantshouldbehismessengertoyouandme!”

  “Alikelything!ArawstudentfromthehillsofDaurside!”

  “Icherishaprofoundhopethathemaybeintheright。Muchgood,youknow,didcomeoutofGalilee!Everyplaceandeverypersonisdespisedbysomebody!”

  “Arctura!Hehasinfectedyouwithhisfrightfulirreverence!”

  “IfhebeamessengerofJesusChrist,“saidArctura,quietly,“hehashadfromyouthereceptionhewouldexpect,forthedisciplemustbeashismaster。“

  MissCarmichaelstoodstillabruptly。Herfacewasinaflame,butherwordscamecoldandhard。

  “Iamsorry,“shesaid,“ourfriendshipshouldcometosoharshaconclusion,ladyArctura;butitistimeitshouldendwhenyouspeaksotoonewhohasbeendoingherbestforsolongtoenlightenyou!Ifthisbethefirstresultofyournewgospel——well!Rememberwhosaid,\'IfanangelfromheavenpreachanyothergospeltoyouthanIhavepreached,lethimbeaccursed!”

  Sheturnedback。

  “Oh,Sophia,donotleavemeso!”criedArctura。

  Butshewasalreadyyardsaway,herskirtmakingasmallwhirlwindthatwentafterherthroughthewitheredleaves。Arcturaburstintotears,andsatdownatthefootofoneofthegreatbeeches。MissCarmichaelneverlookedbehindher。ShemetDonalagain,forhetoohadturned:heuncovered,butshetooknoheed。Shehaddonewithhim!HerpoorArctura。

  Donalwaswalkinggentlyon,thinking,withclosedbook,whenthewindboretohisearalowsobfromArctura。Helookedup,andsawher:shesatweepinglikeonerejected。Hecouldnotpassorturnandleaveherthus!Sheheardhisstepsinthewitheredleaves,glancedup,droppedherheadforamoment,thenrosewithafeebleattemptatasmile。Donalunderstoodthesmile:shewouldnothavehimtroubledbecauseofwhathadtakenplace!

  “Mr。Grant,“shesaid,comingtowardshim,“St。Paullaidacurseuponevenanangelfromheavenifhepreachedanyothergospelthanhis!Itisterrible!”

  “Itisterrible,andIsayamentoitwithallmyheart,“returnedDonal。“ButthegospelyouhavereceivedisnotthegospelofPaul;

  itisonesubstitutedforit——andthatbynoangelfromheaven,butbymenwithhide-boundsouls,who,inordertogetthemintotheirownintellectualpockets,melteddowntheingotsofthekingdom,andre-casttheminmouldsofwretchedlegalism,borrowedoftheRomanswhocrucifiedtheirmaster。Grand,childlike,heavenlythingstheymustexplain,forsooth,aftervulgarworldlynotionsoflawandright!Buttheymeantwell,seekingtojustifythewaysofGodtomen,thereforethecurseoftheapostledoesnotfall,Ithink,uponthem。Theysoughtawayoutoftheirdifficulties,andthoughttheyhadfoundone,wheninrealityitwastheirfaithinGodhimselfthatalonegotthemoutoftheprisonoftheirtheories。ButgladlywouldIseediscomfitedsuchas,receivingthoseinventionsatthehundredthhand,andmovedbynoneofthefervourwithwhichtheywerefirstpromulgated,lay,asthewordandwillofGod,lumpsofironandheapsofdustuponlive,beating,longingheartsthatcryoutaftertheirGod!”

  “Oh,Idohopewhatyousayistrue!”pantedArctura。“IthinkI

  shalldieifIfinditisnot!”

  “IfyoufindwhatItellyouuntrue,itwillonlybethatitisnotgrandandfreeandbounteousenough。Tothinkanythingtoogoodtobetrue,istodenyGod——tosaytheuntruemaybebetterthanthetrue——thattheremightbeagreaterGodthanhe。Remember,Christisintheworldstill,andwithinourcall。“

  “Iwillthinkofwhatyoutellme,“saidArctura,holdingoutherhand。

  “Ifanythinginparticulartroublesyou,“saidDonal,“IshallbemostgladtohelpyouifIcan;butitisbetterthereshouldnotbemuchtalking。ThethingliesbetweenyouandyourFather。“

  Withthesewordshelefther。Arcturafollowedslowlytothehouse,andwentstraighttoherroom,hermindfillingasshewentwithslow-revivingstrengthandagreathope。Nodoubtsomeofherreliefcamefromthedepartureofherincubusfriend;butthatmustsoonhavevanishedinfreshsorrow,saveforthehopeandstrengthtowhichthisdepartureyieldedtheroom。Shetrustedthatbythetimeshesawheragainshewouldbemorefirmlygroundedconcerningmanythings,andabletosetthemfortharight。Shewasnotyetfreeofthenotionthatyoumustbeabletodefendyourconvictions;shescarcefeltatlibertytosayshebelievedathing,solongassheknewanargumentagainstitwhichshecouldnotshowtobefalse。

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