FOOT-FARING。
Itwasalovelymorninginthefirstofsummer。DonalGrantwasdescendingapathonahillsidetothevalleybelow——asheep-trackofwhichhekneweverywindingaswellasanyboyhishalf-miletoandfromschool。Buthehadneverbeforegonedownthehillwiththefeelingthathewasnotabouttogoupagain。Hewasonhiswaytopasturesverynew,andinthedistanceonlynegativelyinviting。
Buthisheartwastoofulltobetroubled——norwashisahearttoharbouracare,thenextthingtoanevilspirit,thoughnotquitesobad;foronecaremaydriveoutanother,whileonedevilissuretobringinanother。
Agreatbillowywasteofmountainslaybeyondhim,amongstwhichplayedtheshadowattheirgamesofhideandseek——graciouslymerryintheeyesofthehappyman,butsadlysolemnintheeyesofhiminwhoseheartthedrearythoughtsofthepastareatalikegame。
BehindDonallayaworldofdreamsintowhichhedarednotturnandlook,yetfromwhichhecouldscarceaverthiseyes。
Hewasnearingthefootofthehillwhenhestumbledandalmostfell,butrecoveredhimselfwiththeagilityofamountaineer,andtheunpleasantknowledgethatthesoleofoneofhisshoeswasallbutoff。Neverhadhelefthomeforcollegethathisfatherhadnotmadepersonalinspectionofhisshoestoseethattheywerefitforthejourney,butonthisdeparturetheyhadbeenforgotten。Hesatdownandtookoffthefailingequipment。Itwastoofargonetodoanythingtemporarywithit;andofdiscomfortsaloosesoletoone\'sshoeinwalkingisoftheworst。Theonlythingwastotakeofftheothershoeandbothstockingsandgobarefoot。Hetiedalltogetherwithapieceofstring,madethemfasttohisdeerskinknapsack,andresumedhiswalk。Thethingdidnottroublehimmuch。Tohavewhatwewantisriches,buttobeabletodowithoutispower。Tohaveshoesisagoodthing;tobeabletowalkwithoutthemisabetter。
ButitwaslongsinceDonalhadwalkedbarefoot,andhefoundhisfeetlikehisshoe,weakerinthesolethanwaspleasant。
“It\'stime,“hesaidtohimself,whenhefoundhewassteppinggingerly,“Iga\'emyfeetaturnattheauldaccomplishment。It\'sapitytogrownaesofitforonythingsunernoryeneed。Iwadliketoliedoonatlastwi\'hardsoles!”
Ineverystreamhecametohebathedhisfeet,andoftenonthewayrestedthem,whenotherwiseableenoughtogoon。Hehadnocertaingoal,thoughheknewhisdirection,andwasinnohaste。HehadconfidenceinGodandinhisownpowersasthegiftofGod,andknewthatwhereverhewentheneedednotbehungrylong,evenshouldthelittlemoneyinhispocketbespent。Itisbettertotrustinworkthaninmoney:Godneverbuysanything,andisforeveratwork;butifanyonetrustinwork,hehastolearnthathemusttrustinnothingbutstrength——theself-existent,originalstrengthonly;andDonalGranthadlongbeguntolearnthat。Themanhasbeguntobestrongwhoknowsthat,separatedfromlifeessential,heisweaknessitself,that,onewithhisorigin,hewillbeofstrengthinexhaustible。Donalwasnowdescendingtheheightsofyouthtowalkalongtheking\'shighroadofmanhood:happyhewho,ashissunisgoingdownbehindthewestern,ishimselfascendingtheeasternhill,returningthrougholdagetothesecondandbetterchildhoodwhichshallnotbetakenfromhim!Hewhoturnshisbackonthesettingsungoestomeettherisingsun;hewholoseshislifeshallfindit。Donalhadlosthispast——butnotsoastobeashamed。
Therearemanywaysoflosing!Hispasthadbutcrept,likethedead,backtoGodwhogaveit;inbettershapeitwouldbehisbyandby!Alreadyhehadbeguntoforeshadowthistruth:Godwouldkeepitforhim。
Hehadsetoutbeforethesunwasup,forhewouldnotbemetbyfriendsoracquaintances。Avoidingthewell-knownfarmhousesandoccasionalvillage,hetookhiswayuptheriver,andaboutnooncametoahamletwherenooneknewhim——aclusterofstraw-roofedcottages,lowandwhite,withtwolittlewindowseach。Hewalkedstraightthroughitnotmeaningtostop;but,spyinginfrontofthelastcottagearoughstoneseatunderalow,widespreadingeldertree,wastemptedtositdownandrestalittle。Thedaywasnowhot,andtheshadowofthetreeinviting。
Hehadbutseatedhimselfwhenawomancametothedoorofthecottage,lookedathimforamoment,andprobablythinkinghim,fromhisbarefeet,poorerthanhewas,said——
“Wadyelikeadrink?”
“Ay,wadI,“answeredDonal,“——adrinko\'watter,gienyeplease。“
“Whatfornomilk?”askedthewoman。
“\'CauseI\'mabletopeyfor\'t,“answeredDonal。
“Iwantnaepeyment,“sherejoined,perceivinghisdriftaslittleasprobablymyreader。
“An\'Iwantnaemilk,“returnedDonal。
“Weel,yemaypeyfor\'tgienyelike,“sherejoined。
“ButIdinnalike,“repliedDonal。
“Weel,ye\'reasomequeercustomer!”sheremarked。
“Ithankye,butI\'mnaecustomer,\'cep\'foradrinko\'watter,“hepersisted,lookinginherfacewithasmile;“an\'watterhasayebeengr鈚issin\'thedayso\'Adam——\'cep\'maybei\'toonsi\'thehetpairtso\'thewarl\'。“
Thewomanturnedintothecottage,andcameoutagainpresentlywithadelftbasin,holdingaboutapint,fullofmilk,yellowandrich。
“There!”shesaid;“drinkan\'bethankfu\'。“
“I\'llbethankfu\'ohndrunken,“saidDonal。“Ithankyewi\'a\'myheart。ButIcannabidetotakfornaethingwhatIcanpeyfor,an\'
IdinnaliketolayootmysilleruponaluxuryIcanweeleneuchduwantin\',forIhaenamuckle。Iwadnabeshabbynoryetgreedy。“
“Drinkfortheloveo\'God,“saidthewoman。
Donaltookthebowlfromherhand,anddranktillallwasgone。
“Wullyehaeadrapmair?”sheasked。
“Na,noadrap,“answeredDonal。“I\'llgangi\'thestren\'tho\'thatyehaegi\'enme——maybenojistfortydays,gudewife,butmairnorfortyminutes,an\'that\'sagudepairto\'aday。Ithankyehertily。Yonwasthemilko\'humankin\'ness,gieneverwasony。“
Ashespokeherose,andstooduprefreshedforhisjourney。
“Ihaeasodgerladdieawa\'i\'thehetpairtsyespako\',“saidthewoman:“gienyehadnata\'enthemilk,yewadhaegi\'enmeasairhert。“
“Eh,gudewife,itwadhaegi\'enmeanetothinkIhad!”returnedDonal。“TheLordgieyebackyersodgerladdiesafean\'soon\'!
MaybeI\'llhaetogangefter\'im,sodgermysel\'。“
“Na,na,thatwadnado。Ye\'reascholar——that\'seasytosee,fora\'
ye\'resaeplainspoken。Itdisabody\'shertguidtohearaman\'atun\'erstan\'sthingssaythemplainooti\'thetonguehismithertauchthim。Sicaane\'illgangstrauchttill\'smakker,an\'fin\'
a\'thingtherehame-like。Lord,Iwussminnisterswadspeyklikeitherfowk!”
“Yewadsairpleasemymithersayin\'that,“remarkedDonal。“Yemaunbejistsicanitherasher!”
“Weel,comein,an\'sityedoonooto\'thesin,an\'haesomethingtoait。“
“Na,I\'lltaknaemairfraeyetheday,an\'Ithankye,“repliedDonal;“Icannaweelbide。“
“Whatforno?”
“It\'snosaemuckle\'atI\'minahurryas\'atImaunbeduin\'。“
“Whaurareyeb\'un\'for,gienabodymayspeir?”
“I\'mgaein\'toseek——nomyfortin,butmydailybreid。GienIspakasarichtman,IwadsayIwasgaein\'toluikforthewarksetme。
I\'mfearttosaythatstrauchtoot;Ihaenawonsaefarasthatyet。Iwinnadunaethingthough\'athewadnahaemedu。Idaurtosaythat——saebeIun\'erstan\'。Mymithersaystheday\'illcomewhanI\'llcarefornaethingbuthiswull。“
“Yermither\'illbeJanetGrant,I\'mthinkin\'!Therecannabetwasicinaecountry-side!”
“Ye\'rei\'thericht,“answeredDonal。“Kenyemymither?”
“Ihaeseenher;an\'toseeher\'stokenher。“
“Ay,gienwhaseesherbesiclike\'shersel\'。“
“Icannapreten\'tothat;butshe\'sweelkentthrou\'a\'thecountryforaGod-fearin\'wuman——An\'whaur\'llyebeforthenoo?”
“I\'mjistupo\'thetramp,luikin\'forwark。“
“An\'whatmayyebepleasttoca\'wark?”
“Ow,jistthecommunicationo\'whatIhaetheun\'erstan\'in\'o\'。“
“Aweel,gienye\'llcondescen\'toadvicefraeanauldwife,I\'llgieyeabitwi\'ye:taknailkalassyeseeforabornangel。Misdoobtheraweetobeginwi\'。Hingupyerjeedgmento\'herawee。Luiktothemoo\'an\'thee\'eno\'her。“
“Ithankye,“saidDonal,withasmile,inwhichthewomanspiedthesadness;“I\'mnoliketoneedtheadvice。“
Shelookedathimpitifully,andpaused。
“Gienyecomethisgaitagain,“shesaid,“ye\'llnogangbymydoor?”
“Iwullno,“repliedDonal,andwishinghergood-byewithagratefulheart,betookhimselftohisjourney。
Hehadnotgonefarwhenhefoundhimselfonawidemoor。Hesatdownonabigstone,andbegantoturnthingsoverinhismind。
Thisishowhisthoughtswent:
“IcanneverbethemanIwas!Thethouchto\'myheart\'sta\'enfraeme!IcannathinkabootthingsasIused。There\'snaethingsaebonnyasafore。Whanthelifeslipsfraehim,hoocanamangangonlivin\'!YetI\'mnodeid——that\'swhatmaksthediffeecletyo\'thesituation!GienIwardeid——weel,Ikennawhatthan!I
doobttherewadbetriblestill,thoughsomethingsmichtbelichter。Butthat\'sneitherherenorthere;Imaunlive;Ihaenaech\'ice;Ididnamakmysel\',an\'I\'mnogaein\'tomeddlewi\'mysel\'!
Ithinkmairo\'mysel\'nordaurthat!
“Butthere\'saequestionImaunsattleaforeIgangfarther——an\'
that\'sthis:amItobelessormairnorIwasafore?It\'sagreedI
cannabethesame:ifIcannabethesame,ImaunaitherbelessorgreaterthanIwasafore:whilko\'themis\'ttobe?Iwinnahaethatquestontospeirmairnorance!I\'llbemairnorIwas。Tosinktolesswadbetolowsegripo\'mypastasweel\'so\'myfutur!
An\'hoowadIeverluikheri\'thefacegienIgrewlessbecauseo\'
her!Achiel\'likemelatabonnylassiethinkhersel\'toblameforwhatIgrewtil!An\'there\'sagreaternorthelasstobeconsidert!\'CauseheseesnafittogiemeherIwadhae,ishenotohaehiswullo\'me?It\'sagran\'thingtokenalassielikeyon,an\'agran\'erthingyettobeallooedtolo\'eher:tositdownan\'
greit\'causeI\'mnotomerryher,wadbemostoongratefu\'!WhatforsudIthreip\'atIouchttohaeher?WhatforsudnaIbedisapp\'intitasweelasanither?Ihaeasguidarichttoonyguid\'at\'stocomeo\'that,Ifancy!Gienitbeaman\'spairttocairryasairhert,itcannabehispairttositdoonwi\'\'tupo\'thero\'d-side,an\'lay\'tupo\'hislap,an\'greitower\'t,likeabairnwi\'acuttitfinger:hemaunhaudonhisro\'d。WhaamItodifferfraethelaveo\'myfowk!Is\'belikethelave,an\'gienIgreitI
winnagirn。TheLordhimsel\'hadtobecroontwi\'pain。Eh,mybonniedoo!Butyelo\'eabetterman,an\'that\'sasaircomfort!
Gienithadbeenitherwise,IdivnotthinkIcouldhaebornethepainatmyhert。Butasit\'sguidan\'noill\'at\'scometoye,I
haenayouan\'mysel\'tutogreitfor,an\'that\'sasaircomfort!
Lord,I\'llclim\'tothee,an\'gaithero\'thehealin\'\'atgrowsforthenationsi\'thygairden。
“Iseethethingasplain\'sthingcanbe:thecureo\'a\'ill\'sjistmairlife!That\'sit!Lifeabunean\'ayontthelife\'attookthestroke!An\'gienthrou\'thishert-brakIcomebymairlife,it\'llbejistaneo\'thethroeso\'myh\'avenlybirth——i\'thewhilkthebairnhasasmonyo\'thepainsasthemither:that\'smaybeadiffer\'atweenthetwa——theearthlyan\'theh\'avenly!
“SaenooIhaetobeginfresh,an\'latthething\'at\'spastan\'ganeslipefteritherdreams。Eh,butit\'sabonnydreamyet!Itliesclose\'ahin\'me,notobeforgotten,notobeluikitat——likeaneo\'
thaedreamso\'watteran\'munelicht\'athasnaewarki\'them:abodywadnaliea\'nichtan\'a\'daytuinadreamo\'thesowl\'sgloamin\'!
Na,Lord;mako\'meastrongman,an\'synegiemeasmuckleo\'thebonnyasmaypleasethee。WhaamItolippentil,giennotothee,myainfatheran\'mitheran\'gran\'fatheran\'a\'bodyinane,forthoogiedstmethema\'!
“NooI\'mtobeginagain——afreshlifefraethisminute!I\'mtosetootfraethisverrap\'int,likeaneo\'theyoungestsonsi\'thefairytales,toseekmyportion,an\'seewhat\'scomin\'tomeetmeasIgangtomeethit。Thewarl\'aforeme\'smystory-buik。IcannaseeowertheleaftillIcometotheen\'o\'\'t。WhanIwasabairn,jistable,wi\'sairendeevour,towinattheherto\'print,Ineverwadluikonafore!TheaetimeIdidit,IthouchtIhadduneashamefu\'thing,likeluikin\'inatakeyhole——asIdidjistancetu,whanIthankGodmymithergaemesicablessedlickin\'\'atIkentitmaunbesomethingdreidfu\'Ihaddune。Saehere\'sforwhat\'scomin\'!Ikenwhauritmauncomefrae,an\'Is\'makeitwelcome。
Mymithersaysthemainmischeefi\'thewarl\'is,\'atfowkwinnalattheLordhaehisainw\'y,an\'saehehasjisttotakit,whilkmaksitasairthingforthem。“
Therewithherosetoencounterthatwhichwasonitswaytomeethim。Heisafoolwhostandsandletslifemovepasthimlikeapanorama。Healsoisafoolwhowouldlayhandsonitsmotion,andchangeitspictures。Hecanbutdistortandinjure,ifhedoesnotruinthem,andcomeuponawfulshadowsbehindthem。
Andlo!asheglancedaroundhim,alreadysomethingoftheoldmysteriousloveliness,nowforsolongvanishedfromthefaceofthevisibleworld,hadreturnedtoit——notyetasitwasbefore,butwithdawningpromiseofanewcreation,afreshbeauty,inwelcomingwhichhewasnotturningfromtheold,butreceivingthenewthatGodsenthim。Hemightyetbemanyatimesad,buttolamentwouldbetoactasifhewerewronged——wouldbeatbestweakandfoolish!
Hewouldlookthenewlifeintheface,andbewhatitshouldpleaseGodtomakehim。Thescentsthewindbroughthimfromfieldandgardenandmoor,seemedsweeterthaneverwind-bornescentsbefore:theywereseekingtocomforthim!Hesighed——butturnedfromthesightoGod,andfoundfreshgladnessandwelcome。Thewindhoveredabouthimasifitwouldfainhavesomethingtodointhematter;theriverrippledandshoneasifitknewsomethingworthknowingasyetunrevealed。Thedelightofcreationisverilyinsecrets,butinsecretsastruthsontheway。Allsecretsareembryorevelations。Onthefarhorizonheavenandearthmetasoldfriends,who,thoughneverparted,wereeverrenewingtheirfriendship。Theworld,liketheangels,wasrejoicing——ifnotoverasinnerthathadrepented,yetoveramanthathadpassedfromalowertoahigherconditionoflife——outofitsearthintoitsair:
hewasgoingtoliveabove,andlookdownontheinferiorworld!
EretheshadesofeveningfellthatdayaroundDonalGrant,hewasinthenewchildhoodofanewworld。
Idonotmeansuchthoughtshadneverbeenpresenttohimbefore;
buttothinkathingisonlytolookatitinaglass;toknowitasGodwouldhaveusknowit,andaswemustknowittolive,istoseeitasweseeloveinafriend\'seyes——tohaveitasthelovethefriendseesinours。Tomakethingsrealtous,istheendandthebattle-causeoflife。Weoftenthinkwebelievewhatweareonlypresentingtoourimaginations。Theleastthingcanoverthrowthatkindoffaith。Theimaginationisanendlesshelptowardsfaith,butitisnomorefaiththanadreamoffoodwillmakeusstrongforthenextday\'swork。ToknowGodasthebeginningandend,therootandcause,thegiver,theenabler,theloveandjoyandperfectgood,thepresentoneexistenceinallthingsanddegreesandconditions,islife;andfaith,initssimplest,truest,mightiestformis——todohiswill。
Donalwasmakinghiswaytowardstheeasterncoast,inthecertainhopeoffindingworkofonekindoranother。Hecouldhavebeenwellcontenttopasshislifeasashepherdlikehisfatherbutfortwothings:heknewwhatitwouldbewellforotherstoknow;andhehadahungerafterthesocietyofbooks。Amanmustbeabletodowithoutwhateverisdeniedhim,butwhenhisheartishungryforanhonestthing,hemayusehonestendeavourtoobtainit。Donaldesiredtobeusefulandliveforhisgeneration,alsotobewithbooks。Tobewherewasagoodlibrarywouldsuithimbetterthanbuyingbooks,forwithoutaplaceinwhichtokeepthem,theyareamongtheimpedimentaoflife。AndDonalknewthatinregardtobookshewasindangeroflovingafterthefashionofthisworld:
bookshehadastronginclinationtoaccumulateandhoard;thereforetheuseofalibrarywasbetterthanthemeansofbuyingthem。
Booksaspossessionsarealsoofthethingsthatpassandperish——assurelyasanyotherformofearthlyhaving;theyareoftheplaythingsGodletsmenhavethattheymaylearntodistinguishbetweenapparentandrealpossession:ifhavingwillnotteachthem,lossmay。
Butwhowouldhavethought,meetingtheyouthashewalkedtheroadwithshoelessfeet,thathesoughttheharbourofagreatlibraryinsomeoldhouse,soasdayafterdaytofeastonthethoughtsofmenwhohadgonebeforehim!Forhiswasnoantiquariansoul;itwasasoulhungryafterlife,notafterthemummyclothsenwrappingthedead。
CHAPTERII。
ASPIRITUALFOOT-PAD。
Hewasnowwalkingsouthward,butwouldsoon,whenthemountainswerewellbehindhim,turntowardtheeast。Hecarriedasmallwallet,filledchieflywithoatcakeandhardskim-milkcheese:abouttwoo\'clockhesatdownonastone,andproceededtomakeameal。A
brookfromthehillsrannear:forthathehadchosenthespot,hisfarebeingdry。Heseldomtookanyotherdrinkthanwater:hehadlearnedthatstrongdrinkatbestbutdiscountedtohimhisownatahighrate。
Hedrewfromhispocketasmallthickvolumehehadbroughtasthecompanionofhisjourney,andreadasheate。Hisseatwasonthelastslopeofagrassyhill,wheremanyhugestonesroseoutofthegrass。Afewyardsbeneathwasacountryroad,andontheothersideoftheroadasmallstream,inwhichthebrookthatranswiftlypast,almostwithinreachofhishand,eagerlylostitself。Onthefurtherbankofthestream,perfumingtheair,grewmanybushesofmeadow-sweet,orqueen-of-the-meadow,asitiscalledinScotland;
andbeyondlayalovelystretchofnearlylevelpasture。Farthereastwardallwasaplain,fulloffarms。Behindhimrosethehill,shuttingouthispast;beforehimlaytheplain,opentohiseyesandfeet。Godhadwalleduphispast,andwasdisclosinghisfuture。
Whenhehadeatenhisdinner,itsdrynessforgotteninthecondimenthisbooksupplied,herose,andtakinghiscapfromhishead,filleditfromthestream,anddrankheartily;thenemptiedit,shookthelastdropsfromit,andputitagainuponhishead。
“Ho,ho,youngman!”criedavoice。
Donallooked,andsawamaninthegarbofaclergymanregardinghimfromtheroad,andwipinghisfacewithhissleeve。
“Youshouldmind,“hecontinued,“howyouscatteryourfavours。“
“Ibegyourpardon,sir,“saidDonal,takingoffhiscapagain;“I
hadnaanotiontherewasleevin\'craturnearme。“
“It\'safineday!”saidtheminister。
“Itisthat,sir!”answeredDonal。
“Whichwayareyougoing?”askedtheminister,adding,asifinapologyforhisseemingcuriosity,“——You\'reascholar,I
see!”——withaglancetowardsthebookhehadleftopenonhisstone。
“NaesaemuckleasIwadfainbe,sir,“answeredDonal——thencalledtomindaresolvehehadmadetospeakEnglishforthefuture。
“Amodestyouth,Isee!”returnedtheclergyman;butDonalhardlylikedthetoneinwhichhesaidit。
“Thatdependsonwhatyoumeanbyascholar,“hesaid。
“Oh!”answeredtheminister,notthinkingmuchabouthisreply,butinabanteringhumourwillingtodrawtheladout,“thelearnedmanmodestlycallshimselfascholar。“
“ThentherewasnomodestyinsayingIwasnotsomuchofascholarasIshouldliketobe;everyscholarwouldsaythesame。“
“Averygoodanswer!”saidtheclergymanpatronizingly,“You\'llbealearnedmansomeday!”Andhesmiledashesaidit。
“Whenwouldyoucallamanlearned?”askedDonal。
“Thatishardtodetermine,seeingthosethatclaimtobecontradicteachotherso。“
“Whatgoodthencantherebeinwantingtobelearned?”
“Yougetthementaldisciplineofstudy。“
“Itseemstome,“saidDonal,“apitytogetabody\'sdisciplineonwhatmaybeworthless。It\'sjustasgooddisciplinetomyteethtodineonbreadandcheese,asitwouldbetoexercisethemonsheep\'sgrass。“
“I\'vegotholdofahumorist!”saidtheclergymantohimself。
Donalpickeduphiswalletandhisbook,andcamedowntotheroad。
Thenfirsttheclergymansawthathewasbarefooted。Inhischildhoodhehadhimselfoftengonewithoutshoesandstockings,yettheyouth\'slackofthemprejudicedhimagainsthim。
“Itmustbethefellow\'sownfault!”hesaidtohimself。“Heshan\'tcatchmewithhischaff!”
Donalwouldratherhavefordedtheriver,andgonetoinquirehiswayatthenearestfarm-house,buthethoughtitpolitetowalkalittlewaywiththeclergyman。
“Howfarareyougoing?”askedtheministeratlength。
“AsfarasIcan,“repliedDonal。
“Wheredoyoumeantopassthenight?”
“Insomebarnperhaps,oronsomehill-side。“
“Iamsorrytohearyoucandonobetter。“
“Youdon\'tthink,sir,whatadecentbedcosts;andabarnisgenerally,ahill-sidealwaysclean。Infactthehill-side\'sthebest。Many\'sthetimeIhavesleptonone。It\'sastrangenotionsomepeoplehave,thatit\'smorerespectabletosleepunderman\'sroofthanGod\'s。“
“Tohavenosettledabode,“saidtheclergyman,andpaused。
“LikeAbraham?”suggestedDonalwithasmile。“Anabidingcityseemshardlynecessarytopilgrimsandstrangers!IfellasleeponceonthetopofGlashgar:whenIwokethesunwaslookingovertheedgeofthehorizon。IroseandgazedaboutmeasifIwerebutthatmomentcreated。IfGodhadcalledme,Ishouldhardlyhavebeenastonished。“
“Orfrightened?”askedtheminister。
“No,sir;whyshouldamanfearthepresenceofhissaviour?”
“YousaidGod!”answeredtheminister。
“Godismysaviour!Intohispresenceitismydesiretocome。“
“Undershelteroftheatonement,“supplementedtheminister。
“Gienyemeanbythat,sir,“criedDonal,forgettinghisEnglish,“onythingtocome\'atweenmyGodan\'me,I\'llha\'enaneo\'\'t。I\'llhaenaethinghidemefraehimwhamademe!Iwadnahideathouchtfraehim。Thewauritis,themairneedhesee\'t。“
“Whatbookisthatyouarereading?”askedtheministersharply。
“It\'snotyourbible,I\'llbebound!Younevergotsuchnotionsfromit!”
Hewasangrywiththepresumptuousyouth——andnowonder;forthegospeltheministerpreachedwasagospelbuttotheslavishandunfilial。
“It\'sShelley,“answeredDonal,recoveringhimself。
TheministerhadneverreadawordofShelley,buthadaverydecidedopinionofhim。Hegavealoudrudewhistle。
“So!that\'swhereyougoforyourtheology!Iwaspuzzledtounderstandyou,butnowallisplain!Youngman,youareonthebrinkofperdition。Thatbookwillpoisonyourveryvitals!”
“Indeed,sir,itwillnevergodeepenoughforthat!ButitcameneartouchingthemasIsateatingmybreadandcheese。“
“He\'saninfidel!”saidtheministerfiercely。
“Akindofone,“returnedDonal,“butnotoftheworstsort。It\'sthepeoplewhocallthemselvesbelieversthatdrivethelikeofpoorShelleytothemouthofthepit。“
“Hehatedthetruth,“saidtheminister。
“Hewasalwaysseekingafterit,“saidDonal,“thoughtobesurehedidn\'tgettotheendofthesearch。Justlistentothis,sir,andsaywhetheritbeveryfarfromChristian。“
Donalopenedhislittlevolume,andsoughthispassage。Theministerbutforcuriosityandthedreadofseemingabsurdwouldhavestoppedhisearsandrefusedtolisten。Hewasamanofnotmerelydryorstale,butofdeadlydoctrines。HewouldhaveamanloveChristforprotectinghimfromGod,notforleadinghimtoGodinwhomaloneisbliss,outofwhomallisdarknessandmisery。HehadnotaglimmerofthetruththateternallifeistoknowGod。Heimaginedjusticeandlovedwellingineternaloppositioninthebosomofeternalunity。HeknewnexttonothingaboutGod,andmisrepresentedhimhideously。IfGodweresuchasheshowedhim,itwouldbetheworstpossiblemisfortunetohavebeencreated。
Donalhadfoundthepassage。ItwasinTheMaskofAnarchy。Hereadthefollowingstanzas:——
Letavastassemblybe,AndwithgreatsolemnityDeclarewithmeasuredwordsthatyeAre,asGodhasmadeye,free。
BeyourstrongandsimplewordsKeentowoundassharpenedswords,Andwideastargesletthembe,Withtheirshadetocoverye。
Andifthenthetyrantsdare,Letthemrideamongyouthere,Slash,andstab,andmaim,andhew——
Whattheylike,thatletthemdo。
Withfoldedarmsandsteadyeyes,Andlittlefear,andlesssurprise,Lookuponthemastheyslay,Tilltheirragehasdiedaway。
AndthatslaughtertotheNationShallsteamuplikeinspiration,Eloquent,oracular——
Avolcanoheardafar。
Ending,thereaderturnedtothelistener。Butthelistenerhadunderstoodlittleofthemeaning,andlessofthespirit。Hehatedoppositiontothepowersonthepartofanybelowhimself,yetscornedtheideaofsubmittingtopersecution。
“Whatthinkyouofthat,sir?”askedDonal。
“Sheernonsense!”answeredtheminister。“WherewouldScotlandbenowbutforresistance?”
“There\'smorethanonewayofresisting,though,“returnedDonal。
“EnduringevilwastheLord\'sway。Idon\'tknowaboutScotland,butIfancytherewouldbemoreChristians,andofabetterstamp,intheworld,ifthathadbeenthemodeofresistancealwaysadoptedbythosethatcalledthemselvessuch。Anyhowitwashisway。“
“Shelley\'s,youmean!”
“Idon\'tmeanShelley\'s,ImeanChrist\'s。InspiritShelleywasfarnearerthetruththanthosewhomadehimdespisetheverynameofChristianitywithoutknowingwhatitreallywas。ButGodwillgiveeverymanfairplay。“
“Youngman!”saidtheminister,withanassumptionofgreatsolemnityandnolessauthority,“IamboundtowarnyouthatyouareinastateofrebellionagainstGod,andhewillnotbemocked。
Goodmorning!”
Donalsatdownontheroadside——hewouldlettheministerhaveagoodstartofhim——tookagainhisshabbylittlevolume,heldmoretalkwiththebook-embodiedspiritofShelley,andsawmoreandmoreclearlyhowhewasmisledinhiseverynotionofChristianity,andhowdifferentthosewhogavehimhisnotionsmusthavebeenfromtheevangelistsandapostles。Hesawinthepoetaboyishnaturestrivingafterliberty,withscarceanotionofwhatlibertyreallywas:heknewnothingofthelawofliberty——onenesswiththewillofourexistence,whichwouldhaveusfreewithitsownfreedom。
Whentheclergymanwaslongoutofsightheroseandwenton,andsooncametoabridgebywhichhecrossedtheriver。Thenonhewentthroughthecultivatedplain,hisspiritsneverflagging。Hewasapilgrimonhiswaytohisdivinefate!
CHAPTERIII。
THEMOOR。
Thenightbegantodescendandhetobeweary,andlookabouthimforaplaceofrepose。Buttherewasalongtwilightbeforehim,anditwaswarm。
Forsometimetheroadhadbeenascending,andbyandbyhefoundhimselfonabaremoor,amongheathernotyetinbloom,andaforestofbracken。Herewasagreat,beautifulchamberforhim!andwhatbetterbedthanGod\'sheather!whatbettercanopythanGod\'shigh,star-studdednight,withitsairycurtainsofduskydarkness!WasitnotinthisverychamberthatJacobhadhisvisionofthemightystairleadinguptothegateofheaven!WasitnotundersucharoofJesusspenthislastnightsontheearth!Forcomfortandprotectionhesoughtnohumanshelter,butwentoutintohisFather\'shouse——outunderhisFather\'sheaven!Thesmallandnarrowwerenottohimthesafe,butthewideandopen。Thickwallscovermenfromtheenemiestheyfear;theLordsoughtspace。Theretheangelscomeandgomorefreelythanwhereroofsgatherdistrust。Ifeverwehearafar-offrumourofangel-visit,itisnotfromsomesolitaryplainwithlonelychildren?
Donalwalkedalongthehightable-landtillhewasweary,andrestlookedblissful。Thenheturnedasidefromtheroughtrackintotheheatherandbracken。Whenhecametoalittledryhollow,withayetthickergrowthofheather,itstopsalmostcloseasthoseofhisbedathisfather\'scottage,hesoughtnofurther。Takinghisknife,hecutaquantityofheatherandferns,andheapeditonthetopofthethickestbush;thencreepinginbetweenthecutandthegrowing,heclearedtheformerfromhisfacethathemightseetheworldsoverhim,andputtinghisknapsackunderhishead,fellfastasleep。
Whenhewokenoteventheshadowofadreamlingeredtolethimknowwhathehadbeendreaming。Hewokewithsuchaclearmind,suchanimmediateupliftingofthesoul,thatitseemedtohimnolessthantoJacobthathemusthavesleptatthefootoftheheavenlystair。
Thewindcameroundhimlikethestuffofthoughtunshaped,andeverybreathhedrewseemedlikeGodbreathingafreshintohisnostrilsthebreathoflife。Whoknowswhatthethingwecallairis?Weknowaboutit,butitwedonotknow。Thesunshoneasifsmilingattheself-importanceofthesulkydarknesshehaddrivenaway,andtheworldseemedcontentwithaheavenlycontent。SofreshwasDonal\'ssensethathefeltasifhissleepwithinandthewindwithouthadbeenwashinghimallthenight。Sopeaceful,soblissfulwashisheartthatitlongedtoshareitsbliss;buttherewasnoonewithinsight,andhesetoutagainonhisjourney。
Hehadnotgonefarwhenhecametoadipinthemoorland——aroundhollow,withacottageofturfinthemiddleofit,fromwhosechimneycamealittlesmoke:theretoothedaywasbegun!Hewasgladhehadnotseenitbefore,forthenhemighthavemissedthereposeoftheopennight。Atthedoorstoodalittlegirlinabluefrock。Shesawhim,andranin。Hewentdownanddrewneartothedoor。Itstoodwideopen,andhecouldnothelpseeingin。
Amansatatthetableinthemiddleofthefloor,hisforeheadonhishand。Donaldidnotseehisface。Heseemedwaiting,likehisfatherfortheBook,whilehismothergotitfromthetopofthewall。Hesteppedoverthethreshold,andinthesimplicityofhisheart,said:——
“Ye\'llbegaein\'tohaeworship!”
“Na,na!”returnedtheman,raisinghishead,andtakingabrief,hardstareathisvisitor;“wedinnasetupforprayin\'fowki\'thishoose。“Weleythattothem\'atkenswhattheyhaetobethankfu\'
for。“
“Imadeamistak,“saidDonal。“Ithouchtyemichthaebeengaein\'
tosaygudemornin\'toyermakker,an\'wadhaelikittoj\'inwi\'ye;
forIkennawhatIhaenatobethankfu\'for。Guiddaytoye。“
“Yecanbidean\'takyerparritchgienyelike。“
“Ow,na,Ithankye。YemichtthinkIcamfortheparritch,an\'nofortheprayers。IlikeasilltobecoontitahypocriteasgienI
warane。“
“Yecanbidean\'haeworshipwi\'\'s,gienyetakthebuikyersel\'。“
“Icannaleadwhaur\'snanetofollow。Na;I\'lldubetteronthemuirmylane。“
Butthegudewifewasareligionswomanafterherfashion——whocanbeafteranyoneelse\'s?Shecamewithabibleinherhand,andsilentlylaiditonthetable。Donalhadneveryetprayedaloudexceptinamurmurbyhimselfonthehill,but,thusinvited,couldnotrefuse。Hereadapsalmoftrouble,breakingintohopeattheclose,thenspokeasfollows:——
“Freens,I\'mbutyoong,asyesee,an\'neveraforedauredopenmymooi\'sicfashion,butitcomestometospeyk,an\'wi\'yerleavespeykIwull。Icannahelpthinkin\'thegudeman\'si\'sometrible——siclike,maybe,asKingDawvidwhanhemadethepsalmIhaebeenreadin\'i\'yerhearin\'。Yeobservthooitbeganlikeastormymornin\',butyeh\'ardhooitchangedora\'wasdune。Thesuncomesootbonnyi\'theen\',an\'yehearthebirdsbeginnin\'tosing,tellin\'Natur\'togieowerhergreitin\'。An\'whatbringstheguidmantil\'ssenses,divyethink?Whatbutjistthethouchto\'him\'atmadehim,him\'atcaresaboothim,him\'atmauncometoillhimsel\'\'aforehelatonythinghemadecometoill。Sir,lat\'sgangdoonupo\'oorknees,an\'committhekeepin\'o\'oorsowlstohimastilafaithfu\'creator,whawinnamisshispairt\'atweenhiman\'
hiz。“
Theywentdownontheirknees,andDonalsaid,“OLord,oorainfatheran\'saviour,thedayyehaesent\'shasarrivedbonnyan\'gran\',an\'weblessyeforsen\'in\'\'t;buteh,oorfather,weneedmairthelichtthatshinesi\'thedarkerplace。Weneedthedawno\'aspiritualdayinside\'s,orthebonnydayootsidewinnagangformuckle。Lord,oormicht,speykawordo\'peacefu\'
recalltoonydogo\'thine\'atmaybeworryin\'attheherto\'onysheepo\'thine\'at\'srunawa;butdinnaca\'himbacksaeastolea\'
thepuirsheep\'ahinthim;fessbackdogan\'lambthegither,OLord。
Haud\'sa\'fraeill,an\'guide\'sa\'toguid,an\'oormornin\'prayer\'sower。Amen。“
Theyrosefromtheirknees,andsatsilentforamoment。Thentheguidwifeputthepotonthefirewiththewaterfortheporridge。
ButDonalrose,andwalkedoutofthecottage,halfwonderingathimselfthathehaddaredashehad,yetfeelinghehaddonebutthemostnaturalthingintheworld。
“Hooabody\'stowinthrouwthedaywantin\'thelordo\'thedayan\'
thehooran\'theminute,\'s\'ayontme!”hesaidtohimself,andhastenedaway。
Erenoonthebluelineofthefaroceanroseonthehorizon。
CHAPTERIV。
THETOWN。
Donalwasqueer,someofmyreaderswillthink,andIadmitit;forthemanwhoregardstheaffairsoflifefromanyotherpointthanhisowngreedyself,mustbequeerindeedintheeyesofallwhoareslavestotheirimaginednecessitiesandundisputeddesires。
Itwaseveningwhenhedrewnightheplacewhitherhehaddirectedhissteps——alittlecountrytown,notfarfromafamousseatoflearning:therehewouldmakeinquirybeforegoingfurther。TheministerofhisparishknewtheministerofAuchars,andhadgivenhimaletterofintroduction。Thecountryaroundhadnotafewdwellingsofdistinction,andatoneoranotherofthesemightbechildreninwantofatutor。
Thesunwassettingoverthehillsbehindhimasheenteredthelittletown。Atfirstitlookedbutavillage,forontheoutskirts,throughwhichtheking\'shighwayled,werechieflythatchedcottages,withhereandthereaslatedhouseofonestoryandanattic;butpresentlybegantoappearhousesoflargersize——fewofthem,however,ofmorethantwostories。Mostofthemlookedasiftheyhadalongandnotveryhappyhistory。Allatoncehefoundhimselfinastreet,partlyofquaintgableswithcorbelsteps;theycalledthemherecorbie-steps,inallusion,perhaps,totheravensentoutbyNoah,forwhichlazybirdthechildrenregardedtheseasplacestorest。Thereweretwoorthreecuriousgatewaysinitwithsomeattemptatdecoration,andonehousewiththepepperpotturretswhichScotisharchitecturehasborrowedfromtheFrenchchateau。Theheartofthetownwasayetnarrower,close-builtstreet,withseveralshortclosesandwyndsopeningoutofit——allofwhichhadancientlookinghouses。Therewereshopsnotafew,buttheirwindowswerethoseofdwellings,astheupperpartsoftheirbuildingsmostlywere。Inthoseshopswasasgoodasupplyofthenecessitiesoflifeasinagreattown,andcheaper。Youcouldnotgetacoatsowellcut,norapairofshoestofityousotightwithouthurting,butyoucouldgetfirst-ratework。Thestreetswereunevenlypavedwithround,water-wornstones:Donalwasnotsorrythathehadnottowalkfaruponthem。
Thesettingsunsenthisshadowbeforehimasheenteredtheplace。
Hekeptthemiddleofthestreet,lookingonthissideandthatforthehostelrywhitherhehaddespatchedhischestbeforeleavinghome。Agloomybuilding,apparentlyuninhabited,drewhisattention,andsentastrangethrillthroughhimashiseyesfelluponit。Itwasofthreelowstories,thewindowsdefendedbyironstanchions,thedoorstuddedwithgreatknobsofiron。Alittlewaybeyondhecaughtsightofthesignhewasinsearchof。Itswunginfrontofanold-fashioned,dingybuilding,withmuchoftheold-worldlookthatpervadedthetown。Thelastredraysofthesunwereuponit,lightingupasorelyfadedcoatofarms。Thesupporters,tworedhorsesontheirhindlegs,wereallofithecouldmakeout。Thecrestabovesuggestedaskate,butcouldhardlyhavebeenintendedforone。Agreedy-eyedmanstoodinthedoorway,hishandsinhistrouser-pockets。Helookedwithcontemptuousscrutinyatthebare-footedladapproachinghim。Hehadblackhairandblackeyes;hisnoselookedasifaheavyfingerhadsettleduponitspoint,andpresseditdownwards:itsnostrilsswelledwidebeyondtheirbase;underneathwasabigmouthwithagoodsetofteeth,andastrongupturningchin——anambitiousandgreedyface。
Butambitionisaformofgreed。
“Afineday,landlord!”saidDonal。
“Ay,“answeredtheman,withoutchangingthepostureofonetakinghiseaseagainsthisowndoor-post,orremovinghishandsfromhispockets,butlookingDonalupanddownwithconscioussuperiority,thenrestinghiseyesonthebarefeetandupturnedtrousers。
“This\'llbetheMorvenArms,I\'mthinkin\'?”saidDonal。
“Ittaksnamucklethouchttothinkthat,“returnedtheinn-keeper,“whantheretheyhing!”
“Ay,“rejoinedDonal,glancingup;“thereissomethingthere——an\'
it\'sairmsIdoobtna;butit\'snoa\'bodyhasthepreevilegeo\'aknowledgeo\'heraldrylikeyersel\',lan\'lord!I\'mb\'un\'toconfess,forwhatIkentheymichtbetheairmso\'onyaneo\'tenscoreScotsfaimilies。“
TherewasoneweaponwithwhichJohnGlummwasassailable,andthatwasridicule:withallhisself-sufficiencyhestoodinterrorofit——andthemorecoverttheridicule,solongashesuspectedit,themoreheresentedaswellasdreadedit。Hesteppedintothestreet,andtakingahandfromapocket,pointeduptothesign。
“Seetil\'t!”hesaid。“Dinnayeseethetwareidhorse?”
“Ay,“answeredDonal;“Iseethemweeleneuch,butI\'mnanethewisernorgientheywartwareidwhauls——Man,“hewenton,turningsharprounduponthefellow,“ye\'renocawpableo\'conceivin\'theextento\'myignorance!It\'sasrampantasthereidhorseupo\'yoursign!I\'llyieldtonaebodyi\'theamoonto\'thingsIdinnaken!”
Themanstaredathimforamoment。
“Is\'warran\',“hesaid,“yekenmairnoryecaretolaton!”
“An\'whatmaythatbeowertheheido\'them?——Acrest,ca\'ye\'t?”
saidDonal。
“It\'sabasepearl-beset,“answeredthelandlord。
Hehadnotanotionofwhatabasemeant,orpearl-beset,yetpridedhimselfonhisknowledgeofthewords。
“Eh,“returnedDonal,“Itookitforaskate!”
“Askate!”repeatedthelandlordwithoffendedsneer,andturnedtowardsthehouse。
“Iwasthinkin\'toputupwi\'yethenicht,gienyecouldaccommodatemeatarizzonablerate,“saidDonal。
“Idinnaken,“repliedGlumm,hesitating,withhisbacktohim,betweenunwillingnesstoloseapenny,andresentmentatthesupposedbadinage,whichwasindeednothingbuthumour;“whatwadyeca\'rizzonable?”
“Iwadnagrudgeasaxpenceformybed;ashillin\'Iwad,“answeredDonal。
“Weel,ninepencethan——foryeseemnaowercomewi\'siller。“
“Na,“answeredDonal,“I\'mnothat。Whatevermyburden,yon\'snohit。Thelosso\'whatIhaewadhardlymakmelichterformyrace。“
“Ye\'reaqueercustomer!”saidtheman。
“I\'mnosaequeerbutIhaeakistcomin\'bythecarrier,“rejoinedDonal,“direckittotheMorvenAirms。It\'llbehereintimedoobtless。“
“We\'llseewhanitcomes,“remarkedthelandlord,implyingthechestwaseasierinventedthanbelievedin。
“Thewarsto\'\'tis,“continuedDonal,“Icannaweelshawmysel\'
wantin\'shune。Ihaeapairi\'mykist,an\'anitherupo\'myback,——butnaneformyfeet。“
“There\'ssutorsenew,“saidtheinnkeeper。
“Weelwe\'llseeaswegang。Iwantawordwi\'theminister。Wadyedirec\'metothemanse?”
“He\'sfraehame。Butit\'so\'sma\'consequence;hedisnacareaboottramps,honestman!Hewinnawaurmuckleupo\'thelikeso\'you。“
Thelandlordwasrecoveringhimself——thereforehisinsolence。
Donalgavealaugh。Thosewhoarecontentwithwhattheyare,havethelessconcernaboutwhattheyseem。Theambitiousliketobetakenformorethantheyare,andmaywellbeannoyedwhentheyaretakenforless。
“I\'mthinkin\'yewadnawaurmuckleonatrampaither!”hesaid。
“Iwadnot,“answeredGlumm。“It\'sthepairto\'thehonesttodiscoontenancelawlessness。“
“Yewadnahangthepuircraturs,wadye?”askedDonal。
“Iwadhangawheenmairo\'them。“
“Fornohaein\'ahooseowertheirheads?That\'ssomehard!Whatgienyewasaedaytobeinwanto\'aneyersel\'!”
“We\'llbidetillthedaycomes——Butwhatareyestan\'in\'therefor?
Areyecomin\'in,orareyeno?”
“It\'sasomecauldwelcome!”saidDonal。“Is\'jisttakaluikabootaforeImakupmymin\'。Atramp,yeken,needsnastan\'upo\'
ceremony。“
Heturnedawayandwalkedfurtheralongthestreet。
CHAPTERV。
THECOBBLER。
Attheendofthestreethecametoalow-archedgatewayinthemiddleofapoor-lookinghouse。Withinitsatalittlebowedman,cobblingdiligentlyataboot。Thesunhadleftbehindhiminthewestaheapofgoldenrefuse,andcuttingsofroseandpurple,whichshonerightinatthearchway,andlethimseetowork。HerewastheverymanforDonal!Arespectableshoemakerwouldhavedisdainedtopatchuptheshoeshecarried——especiallyastheownerwasinsomuchneedofthem。
“It\'sabonnynicht,“hesaid。
“Yemayweelmaktheremark,sir!”repliedthecobblerwithoutlookingup,foracriticalstitchoccupiedhim。“It\'sabalmynicht。“
“That\'sraitherabonnywordtoputtil\'t!”returnedDonal。“There\'sakin\'o\'anairaboottheplaceIwadhardlyhaethouchtbalmy!
Buttrothit\'snothefau\'to\'thenicht!”
“Ye\'rerichttherealso,“returnedthecobbler——hisuseoftheconjunctionimpressingDonal。“Still,theweatherhastoduwi\'thesmell——wi\'themairorlesso\'\'t,thatis。Itcomesfraeatannereenearby。It\'snoanillsmelltothem\'at\'susedtil\'t;andyewadhardlybelieveme,sir,butIsmellthecloverthrouw\'t。
MaybeI\'mpreejudized,seein\'butforthetan-pitsIcouldnaweeldrivemytrade;butsittin\'herefraemornin\'tonicht,Igetakin\'
o\'ahabito\'luikin\'ootformyblessin\'s。Torecognizeanauldblessin\'\'s\'maistbetternortogetanewane。Apairo\'shuneweelcobblet\'swhilesfullbetternoranewpair。“
“Theyarethat,“saidDonal;“butIdinnajistseehooyerseemileapplies。“
“Isnagettin\'onapairo\'auldweel-kentan\'weelmen\'itshune,\'atwinnanipyerfeetnoryetshochle,likewaukin\'uptilablessin\'
yehaebeenhaein\'foryears,onlyyedidnaken\'tforane?”
Ashespoke,thecobblerliftedalittlewizenedfaceandapairoftwinklingeyestothoseofthestudent,revealingasoulasoriginalashisown。Hewasoneoftheinwardlyinseparable,outwardlyfardividedcompanyofChristianphilosophers,amongwhomindividualityaswellaspatienceisfreetoworkitsperfectwork。InthatglanceDonalsawaripesoullookingoutofitstentdoor,readytorushintothesunshineofthenewlife。
Hestoodforamomentlostineternalregardoftheman。Heseemedtohaveknownhimforages。Thecobblerlookedupagain。
“Ye\'llbewantin\'ahan\'fraemei\'myainline,I\'mthinkin\'!”hesaid,withakindlynodtowardsDonal\'sshoelessfeet。
“Sma\'doobt!”returnedDonal。“Ihadscarcestartit,butwasowerfartogangback,whanthesoleo\'aeshuecamaff,an\'Ihadtotrampitwi\'baithmyain。“
“An\'yethankittheLordfortheauldblessin\'o\'bein\'bornan\'
brouchtupwi\'soleso\'yerain!”
“Totellthetrowth,“answeredDonal,“Ihaesaemonythingstobethankfu\'for,it\'sbutsma\'won\'erIforgetmonyaneo\'them。Butnoo,an\'Ithankyefortheexhortation,theLord\'snamebepraist\'athegaemefeetfitforgangin\'upo\'!”
Hetookhisshoesfromhisback,anduntyingthestringthatboundthem,presentedtheailingonetothecobbler。
“That\'swhatwemayca\'deith!”remarkedthecobbler,slowlyturningtheinvalidedshoe。
“Ay,deithitis,“answeredDonal;“it\'sasairdivorceo\'solean\'
body。“
“It\'sasomeauld-farrandjoke,“saidthecobbler,“butthefunintilathingdoesnaweirootonymairnorthepoetryorthetrowthintil\'t。“
“Whowillsaytherewasnoprovidenceinthelossofmyshoe-sole!”
remarkedDonaltohimself。“HereIamwithafriendalready!”
Thecobblerwassubmittingtheshoes,firstthesicklyone,nowthesoundone,toathoroughscrutiny。
“Yedinnathinkthemworthmen\'in\',Idoobt!”saidDonal,withatouchofanxietyinhistone。
“Ineverthouchtthatwhaurtheleatherwadhaudthesteik,“repliedthecobbler。“Butwhiles,Iconfess,I\'mjistawheentribledtokenhootochairgeformywark。It\'snobarelytoconsiderthetimeit\'lltakmetoclootapair,butwhattheweirer\'sliketogitooto\'them。Icannatakmairnorthejob\'illbeworthtotheweirer。
An\'yetthewaurtheshune,an\'thelesstobemadeo\'them,themairtimetheytaktomakthemworthonythingava\'!”
“Surelyyeouchttobepaidinproportiontoyourlabour。“
“I\'thatcaseIwadwhileshaetosaytilapuirbody\'athadnaanitherpairi\'thewarl\',\'atheraepairo\'shunewasnaworthmen\'in\';an\'thatwadbeahertbrak,an\'sairfeetforby,tosicascouldna,likeyersel\',sir,gangupo\'theLord\'sainshune。“
“Buthoomakyealivin\'thatw\'y?”suggestedDonal。
“Hoots,themaistero\'thetradeseestomywauges!”
“An\'whamayhebe?”askedDonal,wellforeseeingtheanswer。
“Hewasnevercobblerhimsel\',buthewasancecarpenter;an\'noohe\'sliftituptobeheido\'a\'thetrades。An\'there\'saethinghecannabide,an\'that\'scloseparin\'。“
Hestopped。ButDonalheldhispeace,waiting;andhewenton。
“Tothem\'atmakslittle,forreasonsgood,bytheirneebour,hegiesthebetterwaugeswhantheyganghame。Tothem\'atmaksa\'\'attheycan,hesays,\'Yehelpityersel\';helpawa\';yehaeyerreward。
Onlycomenanearme,forIcannabideye\'——Butabootthaeshuneo\'
yours,Idinnaweelken!They\'reweeleneuchworthduin\'thebestI
canforthem;butthemorn\'sSunday,an\'whathaeyetoputon?”
“Naething——tillmykistcomes;an\'that,Idoobt,winnabeaforeMonday,ormaybethedayefter。“
“An\'yewinnabeabletogangtothekirk!”
“I\'mnopartic\'larabootgaein\'tothekirk;butgienIwantittogang,orgienIthouchtIwasb\'un\'togang,thinkyeIwadbideathame\'causeIhadnashunetogangin!WadIfancytheLordaffrontitwi\'thebarefeethemadehimsel\'!”
Thecobblercaughtuptheworstshoeandbeganuponitatonce。
“Yes\'hae\'t,sir,“hesaid,“gienIsita\'nichtatit!Theane\'lldutillMonday。Yes\'hae\'taforekirk-time,butyemauncomeintilthehoosetogetit,forthefowkwudbescunnerttoseemeworkin\'upo\'theSabbath-day。Theydinnaun\'erstan\'\'attheMaisterworksSundayan\'Setterday——an\'hisFatherasweel!”
“Yedinnathink,than,there\'sonythingwranginmen\'in\'apairo\'
shuneontheSabbath-day?”
“Wrang!——inobeyin\'myMaister,whaseistheday,asweel\'sa\'thedays?TheywadfaintakitfraetheSono\'Man,wha\'sthelordo\'
\'t,buttheycanna!”
Helookedupovertheoldshoewitheyesthatflashed。
“Butthen——excuseme,“saidDonal,“——whyshouldnayehaudyerfacetil\'t,an\'workopenly,i\'thenameo\'God?”
“We\'reteltnaithertoduoorgudewarksaforementobeseeno\'
them,noryettocastoorpearlsaforeswine。Icoontcobblin\'yourshoes,sir,afarbetterwarknorgaein\'tothekirk,an\'Iwadnahae\'tseeno\'men。GienIwarwarkin\'forpoverty,itwadbeanitherthing。“
ThislastDonaldidnotunderstand,butlearnedafterwardswhatthecobblermeant:thedaybeingforrest,thenextdutytohelpinganotherwastoresthimself。ToworkforfearofstarvingwouldbetodistrusttheFather,andactasifmanlivedbybreadalone。
“WhanIthinko\'\'t,“heresumedafterapause,“bein\'Sunday,I\'lltakthemhametoye。Whaurwullyebe?”
“That\'swhatIwadfainhaeyetellme,“answeredDonal。“IhadthouchttoputupattheMorvenAirms,butthere\'ssomethingIdinnalikeabootthelan\'lord。Kenyeonydacent,cleanplace,whaurtheywadgiemearoomtomysel\',an\'noseekmairnorIcouldpeythem?”
“Wehaeabitroomieoorsel\'s,“saidthecobbler,“attheserviceo\'
onydacentwayfarin\'manthatcanstan\'thesmell,an\'putupwi\'
oorw\'ys。Forpeyment,yecanpeywhatyethinkit\'sworth。We\'renevervarrapartic\'lar。“
“Itakyerofferwi\'thankfu\'ness,“answeredDonal。
“Weel,gangyeinatthatdoorjist\'aforeye,an\'ye\'llseetheguidwife——there\'snaneithertilsee。Iwadgangwi\'yemysel\',butIcanna,wi\'thisshueo\'yourstoturnintilaSundayane!”
Donalwenttothedoorindicated。Itstoodwideopen;forwhilethecobblersatoutsideathiswork,hiswifewouldnevershutthedoor。
Heknocked,buttherecamenoanswer。
“She\'ssomedullo\'hearin\',“saidthecobbler,andcalledherbyhisownnameforher。
“Doory!Doory!”hesaid。
“Shecannabethatdeifgienshehearsye!”saidDonal;forhespokehardlylouderthanusual。
“WhanGodgiesyouawife,mayshebeanetohearyerlichtestword!”answeredthecobbler。
Sureenough,hehadscarcelyfinishedthesentence,whenDooryappearedatthedoor。
“Didyecry,guidman?”shesaid。
“Na,Doory:IcannasayIcried;butIspak,an\'ye,asisyercustom,hearkenttilmyword!——Here\'sabelievin\'lad——I\'mthinkin\'
hemaunbeagentleman,butI\'mnosure;it\'shardforacobblertokenagentleman\'atcomestilhimwantin\'shune;buthemaybeagentlemanfora\'that,an\'there\'snaehurrytoken。He\'swelcometome,gienhebewelcometoyou。Canyegiehimanicht\'slodgin\'?”
“Weelthat!an\'wi\'a\'myhert!”saidDoory。“He\'swelcometowhatwehae。“
Turning,sheledthewayintothehouse。