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  Thedoctorhadsomefearthathisinterestingprotegewasdesirousofawifeforthesakeoftheincome,insteadofdesiringtheincomeforthesakeofthewife。Butletthecausebewhatitwould,marriagewouldprobablybegoodforhim;andhehadnohesitation,therefore,intellinghim,thatifhemarriedwell,heshouldbeputinpossessionofsufficientincometomaintainthenewLadyScatcherdinamannerbecomingherdignity。

  \'Astomarryingwell,\'saidSirLouis,\'you,Itakeit,willthebethelastman,doctor,toquarrelwithmychoice。\'

  \'WillI?\'saidthedoctor,smiling。

  \'Well,youwon\'tdisapprove,Iguess,astheYankeesays。WhatwouldyouthinkofMissMaryThorne?\'

  ItmustbesaidinSirLouis\'sfavourthathehadprobablynoideawhateveroftheestimationinwhichsuchyoungladiesasMaryThorneareheldbythosewhoarenearestanddearesttothem。Hehadnosortofconceptionthatshewasregardedbyheruncleandinestimabletreasure,almosttooprecioustoberendereduptothearmsofanyman;

  andinfinitelybeyondanypriceinsilverandgold,baronet\'sincomesofeightortenthousandayear,andsuchcoinsusuallycurrentintheworld\'smarkets。Hewasarichmanandabaronet,andMarywasanunmarriedgirlwithoutaportion。InLouis\'sestimationhewasofferingeverything,andaskingfornothing。Hecertainlyhadsomeideathatgirlswereapttobecoy,andrequiredalittlewooingintheshapeofpresents,civilspeeches——perhapskissesalso。Thecivilspeecheshehad,hethought,done,andimaginedthattheyhadbeenwellreceived。Theotherthingsweretofollow;anArabpony,forinstance——andthekissesprobablywithit;andthenallthesedifficultieswouldbesmoothed。

  Buthedidnotforamomentconceivethattherewouldbeanydifficultywiththeuncle。Howshouldtherebe?Washenotabaronetwithtenthousandayearcomingtohim?Hadhenoteverythingwhichfatherswantforportionlessdaughters,andunclesfordependantnieces?Mighthenotwellinformthedoctorthathehadsomethingtotellhimforhisadvantage?

  Andyet,totellthetruth,thedoctordidnotseemtobeoverjoyedwhentheannouncementwasfirstmadetohim。Hewasbynomeansoverjoyed。Onthecontrary,evenSirLouiscouldperceivehisguardian\'ssurprisewasaltogetherunmixedwithdelight。

  Whataquestionwasthisthatwasaskedhim!WhatwouldhethinkofamarriagebetweenMaryThorne——hisMaryandSirLouisScatcherd?Betweenthealphaofthewholealphabet,andhimwhomhecouldnotbutregardastheomega!Thinkofit!Whyhewouldthinkofitasthoughalambandawolfweretostandatthealtartogether。HadSirLouisbeenaHottentot,oranEsquimaux,theproposalcouldnothaveastonishedhimmore。Thetwopersonsweresototallyofadifferentclass,thattheideaoftheonefallinginlovewiththeotherhadneveroccurredtohim。\'WhatwouldyouthinkofMissMaryThorne?\'SirLouishadasked;

  andthedoctor,insteadofansweringhimwithreadyandpleasantalacrity,stoodsilent,thunderstruckwithamazement。

  \'Well,wouldn\'tshebeagoodwife?\'saidSirLouis,ratherinatoneofdisgustattheevidentdisapprovalshowninhischoice。\'Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeensodelighted。\'

  \'MaryThorne!\'ejaculatedthedoctoratlast。\'Haveyouspokentomynieceaboutthis,SirLouis?\'

  \'Well,IhaveandyetIhaven\'t;Ihaven\'t,andyetinamannerI

  have。\'

  \'Idon\'tunderstandyou,\'saidthedoctor。

  \'Why,yousee,Ihaven\'texactlypoppedtoheryet;butIhavebeendoingthecivil;andifshe\'suptosnuff,asItakehertobe,sheknowsverywellwhatI\'mafterbythistime。\'

  Uptosnuff!MaryThorne,hisMaryThorne,uptosnuff!Tosnufftooofsuchaverydisagreeabledescription!

  \'Ithink,SirLouis,thatyouareinmistakeaboutthis。IthinkyouwillfindthatMarywillnotbedisposedtoavailherselfofthegreatadvantages——forgreattheyundoubtedlyare——whichyouareabletooffertoyourintendedwife。Ifyouwilltakemyadvice,youwillgiveupthinkingofMary。Shewouldnotsuityou。\'

  \'Notsuitme!Oh,butIthinkshejustwould。She\'sgotnomoney,youmean?\'

  \'No,Ididnotmeanthat。Itwillnotsignifytoyouwhetheryourwifehasmoneyornot。Youneednotlookformoney。Butyoushouldthinkofsomeonemorenearlyofyourtemperament。Iamquitesurethatmyniecewouldrefuseyou。\'

  Theselastwordsthedoctorutteredwithmuchemphasis。Hisintentionwastomakethebaronetunderstandthatthematterwasquitehopeless,andtoinducehimifpossibletodropitonthespot。ButhedidnotknowSirLouis;herankedhimtoolowinthescaleofhumanbeings,andgavehimnocreditforanystrengthofcharacter。SirLouisinhiswaydidloveMaryThorne。AndcouldnotbringhimselftobelievethatMarydidnot,oratanyrate,wouldnotsoonreturnhispassion。Hewas,moreover,sufficientlyobstinate,firmweoughtperhapstosay——forhispursuitinthiscasewascertainlynotanevilone,——andheatoncemadeuphismindtosucceedinspiteoftheuncle。

  \'Ifsheconsents,however,youwilldosotoo?\'askedhe。

  \'Itisimpossiblethatsheshouldconsent,\'saidthedoctor。

  \'Impossible!Idon\'tseeanythingatallimpossible。Butifshedoes?\'

  \'Butshewon\'t。\'

  \'Verywell,——that\'stobeseen。Butjusttellmethis,ifshedoes,willyouconsent?\'

  \'Thestarswouldfallfirst。It\'sallnonsense。Giveitup,mydearfriend;believemeyouareonlypreparingunhappinessforyourself;\'

  andthedoctorputhishandkindlyontheyoungman\'sarm。\'Shewillnot,cannot,acceptsuchanoffer。\'

  \'Willnot!cannot!\'saidthebaronet,thinkingoverallthereasonswhichinhisestimationcouldpossiblybeinducingthedoctortobesohostiletohisviews,andshakingthehandofhisarm。\'Willnot!

  cannot!Butcome,doctor,answermyquestionfairly。Ifshe\'llhavemeforbetterorworse,youwon\'tsayaughtagainstit;willyou?\'

  \'Butshewon\'thaveyou;whyshouldyougiveherandyourselfthepainofarefusal?\'

  \'Oh,asforthat,Imuststandmychancelikeanother。Andasforher,whyd——,doctor,youwouldn\'thavemebelievethatanyyoungladythinksitsoverydreadfultohaveabaronetwithtenthousandpoundsayearatherfeet,speciallywhenthatsamebaronetain\'tveryold,noryetparticularlyugly。Iain\'tsogreenasthat,doctor。\'

  \'Isupposeshemustgothroughwithit,then,\'saidthedoctor,musing。

  \'But,DrThorne,Ididlookforakinderanswerfromyou,consideringallthatyousooftensayaboutyourgreatfriendshipwithmyfather。I

  didthinkyou\'datanyrateanswermewhenIaskedyouaquestion。\'

  Butthedoctordidnotwanttoanswerthatspecialquestion。CoulditbepossiblethatMaryshouldwishtomarrythisodiousman,couldsuchastateofthingsbeimaginedtobethecase,hewouldnotrefusehisconsent,infinitelyashewouldbedisgustedbyherchoice。ButhewouldnotgiveSirLouisanyexcuseoftellingMarythatheruncleapprovedofsoodiousamatch。

  \'IcannotsaythatincaseIwouldapproveofsuchamarriage,SirLouis。Icannotbringmyselftosayso;forIknowitwouldmakeyoubothmiserable。Butonthatmattermyniecewillchoosewhollyforherself。\'

  \'Andaboutmoney,doctor?\'

  \'Ifyoumarryadecentwomanyoushallnotwantthemeansofsupportingherdecently,\'andsosayingthedoctorwalkedaway,leavingSirLouistohismeditations。

  CHAPTERXXIX

  THEDONKEYRIDE

  SirLouis,whenlefttohimself,wasslightlydismayedandsomewhatdiscouraged;buthewasnotinducedtogiveuphisobject。ThefirsteffortofhismindwasmadeinconjecturingwhatprivatemotiveDrThornecouldpossiblyhaveinwishingtodebarhisniecefrommarryingarichyoungbaronet。Thattheobjectionwaspersonaltohimself,SirLouisdidnotforamomentimagine。Coulditbethatthedoctordidnotwishthathisnieceshouldbericher,andgrander,andaltogetherbiggerthanhimself?Orwasitpossiblethathisguardianwasanxioustopreventhimfrommarryingfromsomeviewofthereversionofthelargefortune?Thattherewassomesuchreason,SirLouiswaswellsure;butletitbewhatitmight,hewouldgetthebetterofthedoctor。\'Heknewso,\'sohesaidtohimself,\'whatstuffgirlsweremadeof。Baronetsdidnotgrowlikeblackberries。\'Andso,assuringhimselfwithsuchphilosophy,hedeterminedtomakehisoffer。

  Thetimeheselectedfordoingthiswasthehourbeforedinner;butonthedayonwhichhisconversationwiththedoctorhadtakenplace,hewasdeterredbythepresenceofastrangevisitor。ToaccountforthisstrangevisititwillbenecessarythatweshouldreturntoGreshamsburyforafewminutes。

  Frank,whenhereturnedhomeforhissummervacation,foundthatMaryhadagainflown;andtheveryfactofherabsenceaddedfueltothefireofhislove,moreperhapsthenevenherpresencemighthavedone。

  Fortheflightofthequarryeveraddseagernesstothepursuitofthehuntsman。LadyArabella,moreover,hadabitterenemy;afoe,utterlyopposedtohersideinthecontest,whereshehadoncefondlylookedforherstaunchestally。FrankwasnowinthehabitofcorrespondingwithMissDunstable,andreceivedfromhermostenergeticadmonitionstobetruetothelovewhichhehadsworn。Truetoitheresolvedtobe;and,therefore,whenhefoundthatMarywasflown,heresolvedtoflyafterher。

  Hedidnot,however,dothistillhehadbeeninameasureprovokedbyitbythesharp-tonguedcautionsandbluntedironyofhismother。ItwasnotenoughforherthatshehadbanishedMaryoutoftheparish,andmadeDrThorne\'slifemiserable;notenoughthatsheharassedherhusbandwithharanguesontheconstantsubjectofFrank\'smarryingmoney,anddismayedBeatricewithinvectivesagainsttheiniquityofherfriend。Thesnakewassobutscotched;tokillitoutrightshemustinduceFrankutterlytorenounceMissThorne。

  Thistasksheessayed,butnotexactlywithsuccess。\'Well,mother,\'

  saidFrank,atlastturningveryred,partlywithshame,andpartlywithindignation,ashemadethefrankavowal,\'sinceyoupressmeaboutit,ItellyoufairlythatmymindismadeuptomarryMarysoonerorlater,if——\'

  \'Oh,Frank!goodheavens!youwickedboy;youaresayingthispurposelytodrivemedistracted。\'

  \'If,\'continuedFrank,notattendingtohismother\'sinterjections,\'ifshewillconsent。\'

  \'Consent!\'saidLadyArabella。\'Oh,heavens!\'andfallingintothecornerofhersofa,sheburiedherfaceinherhandkerchief。

  \'Yes,mother,ifshewillconsent。AndnowthatIhavetoldyousomuch,itisonlyjustthatIshouldtellyouthisalso;thatasfarasIcanseeatpresentIhavenoreasontohopethatshewilldoso。\'

  \'Oh,Frank,thegirlisdoingallshecantocatchyou,\'saidLadyArabella,——notprudently。

  \'No,mother;thereyouwrongheraltogether;wronghermostcruelly。\'

  \'Youungracious,wickedboy!youcallmecruel!\'

  \'Idon\'tcallyoucruel;butyouwronghercruelly,mostcruelly。WhenIhavespokentoheraboutthis——forIhavespokentoher——shehasbehavedexactlyasyouwouldhavewantedhertodo;butnotatallasI

  wishedher。Shehasgivenmenoencouragement。Youhaveturnedheroutamongyou\'——Frankwasbeginningtobeverybitternow——\'butshehasdonenothingtodeserveit。Iftherehasbeenanyfaultithasbeenmine。Butitiswellnowthatweshouldunderstandeachother。MyintentionistomarryMaryifIcan。\'And,sospeaking,certainlywithoutduefilialrespect,heturnedtowardsthedoor。

  \'Frank,\'saidhismother,raisingherselfupwithenergytomakeonelastappeal。\'Frank,doyouwishtoseemedieofabrokenheart?\'

  \'Youknow,mother,Iwouldwishtomakeyouhappy,ifIcould。\'

  \'Ifyouwishtoseemeeverhappyagain,ifyoudonotwishtoseemesinkbroken-heartedtomygrave,youmustgiveupthismadidea,Frank,\'——andnowallLadyArabella\'senergycameout。\'Frankthereisbutonecourseleftopentoyou。YouMUSTmarrymoney。\'AndthenLadyArabellastoodupbeforehersonasLadyMacbethmighthavestood,hadLadyMacbethlivedtohaveasonofFrank\'syears。

  \'MissDunstable,Isuppose,\'saidFrank,scornfully。\'No,mother;I

  madeanassandworsethananassofmyselfonceinthatway,andI

  won\'tdoitagain。Ihatemoney。\'

  \'Oh,Frank!\'

  \'Ihatemoney。\'

  \'But,Frank,theestate?\'

  \'Ihatetheestate——atleastIshallhateitifIamexpectedtobuyitatsuchapriceasthat。Theestateismyfather\'s。\'

  \'Oh,no,Frank;itisnot。\'

  \'ItisinthesenseImean。Hemaydowithitashepleases;hewillneverhaveawordofcomplaintfromme。Iamreadytogointoaprofessionto-morrow。I\'llbealawyer,oradoctor,oranengineer;I

  don\'tcarewhat。\'Frank,inhisenthusiasm,probablyoverlookedsomeofthepreliminarydifficulties。\'OrI\'lltakeafarmunderhim,andearnmybreadthatway;but,mother,don\'ttalktomeanymoreaboutmarryingmoney。\'And,sosaying,Franklefttheroom。

  Frank,itwillberemembered,wastwenty-onewhenhewasfirstintroducedtothereader;heisnowtwenty-two。Itmaybesaidthattherewasagreatdifferencebetweenhischaracterthenandnow。A

  yearatthatperiodwillmakeagreatdifference;butthechangehasbeen,notinhischaracter,butinhisfeelings。

  Frankwentoutfromhismotherandimmediatelyorderedhisblackhorsetobegotreadyforhim。HewouldatoncegoovertoBoxallHill。Hewenthimselftothestablestogivehisorders;andashereturnedtogethisglovesandwhiphemetBeatriceinthecorridor。

  \'Beatrice,\'saidhe,\'stepinhere,\'andshefollowedhimintohisroom。\'I\'mnotgoingtobearthisanylonger;I\'mgoingtoBoxallHill。\'

  \'Oh,Frank!howcanyoubesoimprudent?\'

  \'You,atanyrate,havesomedecentfeelingforMary。Ibelieveyouhavesomeregardforher;andthereforeItellyou。Willyousendheranymessage?\'

  \'Oh,yes;mybest,bestlove;thatisifyouwillseeher;but,Frank,youareveryfoolish,very;andshewillbeinfinitelydistressed。\'

  \'Donotmentionthis,notatpresent;notthatImeanyoutomakeanysecretofit。Ishalltellmyfathereverything。I\'moffnow!\'andthen,payingnoattentiontoherremonstrance,heturneddownthestairsandwassoononhorseback。

  HetooktheroadtoBoxallHill,buthedidnotrideveryfast:hedidnotgojauntilyasajolly,thrivingwooer;butmusingly,andoftenwithdiffidence,meditatingeverynowandthenwhetheritwouldnotbebetterforhimtoturnback:toturnback——butnotfromfearofhismother;notfromprudentialmotives;notbecausethatoften-repeatedlessonastomarryingmoneywasbeginningtotakeeffect;notfromsuchcausesasthese;butbecausehedoubtedhowhemightbereceivedbyMary。

  Hedid,itistrue,thinksomethingabouthisworldlyprospects。Hehadtalkedrathergrandiloquentlytohismotherastohishatingmoney,andhatingtheestate。Hismother\'snever-ceasingworldlycaresonsuchsubjectsperhapsdemandedthatalittlegrandiloquenceshouldbeopposedtothem。ButFrankdidnothatetheestate;nordidheatallhatethepositionofanEnglishcountrygentleman。MissDunstable\'seloquence,however,ranginhisears。ForMissDunstablehadaneloquenceofherown,eveninherletters。\'Neverletthemtalkyououtofyourowntrue,honest,heartyfeelings,\'shehadsaid。

  \'Greshamsburyisaveryniceplace,Iamsure;andIhopeIshallseeitsomeday;butallitsgreenknollsarenothalfsonice,shouldnotbehalfsoprecious,asthepulsesofyourownheart。Thatisyourownestate,yourown,yourveryown——yourownandanother\'s;whatevermaygotothemoney-lenders,don\'tsendthatthere。Don\'tmortgagethat,MrGresham。\'

  \'No,\'saidFrank,pluckily,asheputhishorseintoafastertrot,\'I

  won\'tmortgagethat。Theymaydowhattheylikewiththeestate;butmyheart\'smyown,\'andsospeakingtohimself,almostaloud,heturnedacorneroftheroadrapidlyandcameatonceuponthedoctor。

  \'Hallo,doctor!isthatyou?\'saidFrank,ratherdisgusted。

  \'What!Frank!Ihardlyexpectedtomeetyouhere,\'saidDrThorne,notmuchbetterpleased。

  TheywerenownotaboveamilefromBoxallHill,andthedoctor,therefore,couldnotbutsurmisewhitherFrankwasgoing。TheyhadrepeatedlymetsinceFrank\'sreturnfromCambridge,bothinthevillageandinthedoctor\'shouse;butnotawordhadbeensaidbetweenthemaboutMarybeyondwhatthemerestcourtesyhadrequired。Notthateachdidnotlovetheothersufficientlytomakeafullconfidencebetweenthemdesirabletoboth;butneitherhadhadthecouragetospeakout。

  Norhadeitherofthemthecouragetodosonow。\'Yes,\'saidFrank,blushing,\'IamgoingtoLadyScatcherd\'s。ShallIfindtheladiesathome?\'

  \'Yes;LadyScatcherdisthere;butSirLouisistherealso——aninvalid:

  perhapsyouwouldnotwishtomeethim。\'

  \'Oh!Idon\'tmind,\'saidFrank,tryingtolaugh;\'hewon\'tbite,I

  suppose?\'

  ThedoctorlongedinhishearttopraytoFranktoreturnwithhim;nottogoandmakefurthermischief;nottodothatwhichmightcauseamorebitterestrangementbetweenhimselfandthesquire。Buthehadnotthecouragetodoit。HecouldnotbringhimselftoaccuseFrankofbeinginlovewithhisniece。Soafterafewmoresenselesswordsoneitherside,wordswhicheachknewtobesenselessasheutteredthem,theybothrodeontheirownways。

  Andthenthedoctorsilently,andalmostunconsciously,madesuchacomparisonbetweenLouisScatcherdandFrankGreshamasHamletmadebetweenthedeadandliveking。ItwasHyperiontoasatyr。WasitnotasimpossiblethatMaryshouldnotlovetheone,asthatsheshouldlovetheother?Frank\'sofferofhisaffectionshadatfirstprobablybeenbutaboyishebullitionoffeeling;butifitshouldnowbe,thatthishadgrownintoamanlyanddisinterestedlove,howcouldMaryremainunmoved?Whatcouldherheartwantmore,better,morebeautiful,morerichthansuchaloveasthis?Washenotpersonallyallthatagirlcouldlike?Werenothisdisposition,mind,character,acquirements,allsuchaswomenmostdelighttolove?WasitnotimpossiblethatMaryshouldbeindifferenttohim?

  Someditatedthedoctorasheroadalong,withonlytootrueaknowledgeofhumannature。Ah!itwasimpossible,quiteimpossiblethatMaryshouldbeindifferent。ShehadneverbeenindifferentsinceFrankhadutteredhisfirsthalf-jokingwordoflove。Suchthingsaremoreimportanttowomenthantheyaretomen,togirlsthantheyaretoboys。WhenFrankhadfirsttoldherthathelovedher;aye,monthsbeforethat,whenhemerelylookedhislove,herhearthadreceivedthewhisper,hadacknowledgedtheglance,unconsciousasshewasherself,andresolvedasshewastorebukehisadvances。When,inherhearing,hehadsaidsoftnothingstoPatienceOriel,ahated,irrepressibletearhadgatheredinhereye。Whenhehadpressedinhiswarm,lovinggraspthehandwhichshehadofferedinhimintokenofmerefriendship,herhearthadforgivenhimthetreachery,nay,almostthankedhimforit,beforehereyesorherwordshadbeenreadytorebukehim。WhentherumourofhisliaisonwithMissDunstablereachedherears,whensheheardofMissDunstable\'sfortune,shehadwept,weptoutright,inherchamber——wept,asshesaidtoherself,tothinkthathecouldbesomercenary;butshehadwept,assheshouldhavesaidtoherself,atfindingthathewassofaithless。Then,whensheknewatlastthatthisrumourwasfalse,whenshefoundthatshewasbanishedfromGreshamsburyforhissake,whenshewasforcedtoretreatwithherfriendPatience,howcouldshebutlovehim,inthathewasnotmercenary?Howcouldshenotlovehiminthatwassofaithful?

  Itwasimpossiblethatsheshouldnotlovehim。Washenotthebrightestandthebestofmenthatshehadeverseen,orwasliketosee?——thatshecouldpossiblyeversee,shewouldhavesaidtoherself,couldshehavebroughtherselftoownthetruth?Andthen,whensheheardhowtruehewas,howhepersistedagainstfather,mother,andsisters,howcoulditbethatthatshouldnotbeameritinhereyeswhichwassogreatafaultintheirs?WhenBeatrice,withwould-besolemnface,butwitheyesbeamingwithfeminineaffection,wouldgravelytalkofFrank\'stenderloveasaterriblemisfortune,asamisfortunetothemall,toMaryherselfaswellasothers,howcouldMarydootherthanlovehim?\'Beatriceishissister,\'shewouldsaywithinherownmind,\'otherwiseshewouldnevertalklikethis;wereshenothissister,shecouldnotbutknowthevalueofsuchloveasthis。\'Ah!yes;Marydidlovehim;lovehimwithallthestrengthofherheart;andthestrengthofherheartwasverygreat。Andnowbydegrees,inthoselonelydonkey-ridesatBoxallHill,inthosesolitarywalks,shewasbeginningtoowntoherselfthetruth。

  Andnowthatshedidownit,whatshouldbehercourse?Whatshouldshedo,howshouldsheactifthislovedoneperseveredinhislove?

  And,ah!whatshouldshedo,howshouldsheactifhedidnotpersevere?Coulditbethatthereshouldbehappinessinstoreforher?Wasitnottooclearthat,letthemattergohowitwould,therewasnohappinessinstoreforher?MuchasshemightloveFrankGresham,shecouldneverconsenttobehiswifeunlessthesquirewouldsmileonherashisdaughter-in-law。Thesquirehadbeenallthatwaskind,allthatwasaffectionate。Andthen,too,LadyArabella!AsshethoughtoftheLadyArabellaasternerformofthoughtcameacrossherbrow。WhyshouldLadyArabellarobherofherheart\'sjoy?WhatwasLadyArabellathatshe,MaryThorne,needquailbeforeher?HadLadyArabellastoodonlyinherway,LadyArabella,flankedbytheDeCourcylegion,MaryfeltthatshecouldhavedemandedFrank\'shandasherownbeforethemallwithoutablushofshameoramoment\'shesitation。

  Thus,whenherheartwasallbutreadytocollapsewithinher,wouldshegainsomelittlestrengthbythinkingoftheLadyArabella。

  \'Please,mylady,herebeyoungsquireGresham,\'saidoneoftheuntutoredservantsatBoxallHill,openingLadyScatcherd\'slittleparlourdoorasherladyshipwasamusingherselfbypullingdownandturning,andre-folding,andputtingupagain,aheapofhouseholdlinenwhichwaskeptinahugepressfortheexpresspurposeofsupplyingherwithoccupation。

  LadyScatcherd,holdingavastcounterpaneinherarms,lookedbackoverhershouldersandperceivedthatFrankwasintheroom。Downwentthecounterpaneontheground,andFranksoonfoundhimselfintheverypositionwhichthatusefularticlehadsolatelyfilled。

  \'Oh!MasterFrank!oh,MasterFrank!\'saidherladyship,almostinanhystericalfitofjoy;andthenshehuggedandkissedhimasshehadneverkissedandhuggedherownsonsincethatsonhadfirstlefttheparentnest。

  Frankboreitpatientlyandwithamerrylaugh。\'But,LadyScatcherd,\'

  saidhe,\'whatwilltheyallsay?youforgetIamamannow,\'andhestoopedhisheadassheagainpressedherlipsuponhisforehead。

  \'Idon\'tcarewhatnoneof\'emsay,\'saidherladyship,quitegoingbacktoherolddays;\'Iwillkissmyownboy;soIwill。Eh,butMasterFrank,thisisgoodonyou。Asightofyouisgoodforsoreeyes;andmyeyeshavebeensoreenoughsinceIsawyou;\'andsheputherapronuptowipeatearaway。

  \'Yes,\'saidFrank,gentlytryingtodisengagehimself,butnotsuccessfully:\'yes,youhavehadagreatloss,LadyScatcherd。IwassosorrywhenIheardofyourgrief。\'

  \'Youalwayshadasoft,kindheart,MasterFrank;soyouhad。God\'sblessingonyou!Whatafinemanyouhavegrown!Dearyme!Well,itseemsasthoughitwereonlyjustt\'otherdaylike。\'Andshepushedhimalittlefromher,sothatshemightlookthebetterintohisface。

  \'Well。Isitallright?IsupposeyouwouldhardlyknowmeagainnowI\'vegotapairofwhiskers?\'

  \'Knowyou!IshouldknowyouwellifIsawbuttheheelofyourfoot。

  Why,whataheadofhairyouhavegot,andsodarktoo!butitdoesn\'tcurlasitusedonce。\'Andshestrokedhishair,andlookedintohiseyes,andputherhandtohischeeks。\'You\'llthinkmeanoldfool,MasterFrank:Iknowthat;butyoumaythinkwhatyoulike。IfIliveforthenexttwentyyearsyou\'llalwaysbemyownboy;soyouwill。\'

  Bydegrees,slowdegrees,Frankmanagedtochangetheconversation,andtoinduceLadyScatcherdtospeakonsomeothertopicthanhisowninfantineperfections。Heaffectedanindifferenceashespokeofherguest,whichwouldhavedeceivednoonebutLadyScatcherd;butheritdiddeceive;andthenheaskedwhereMarywas。

  \'She\'sjustgoneoutonherdonkey——somewhereabouttheplace。Sheridesonadonkeymostlyeveryday。Butyou\'llstopandtakeabitofdinnerwithus?Eh,nowdo\'ee,MasterFrank。\'

  ButMasterFrankexcusedhimself。HedidnotchoosetopledgehimselftositdowntodinnerwithMary。Hedidnotknowinwhatmoodtheymightreturnwithregardtoeachotheratdinner-time。Hesaid,therefore,thathewouldreturntothehouseagainbeforehewent。

  LadyScatcherdthenbeganmakingapologiesforSirLouis。Shewasaninvalid;thedoctorhadbeenwithhimallthemorning,andhewasnotyetoutofhisroom。

  TheseapologiesFrankwillinglyaccepted,andthenmadehiswayashiscouldontothelawn。Agardener,ofwhomheinquired,offeredtogowithhiminpursuitofMissThorne。Thisassistance,however,hedeclined,andsetforthinquestofher,havinglearntwhatwerehermostusualhaunts。Norwashedirectedwrongly;forafterwalkingabouttwentyminutes,hesawthroughthetreesthelegsofadonkeymovingonthegreen-sward,atabouttwohundredyardsfromhim。OnthatdonkeydoubtlesssatMaryThorne。

  Thedonkeywascomingtowardshim;notexactlyinastraightline,butsomuchsoastomakeitimpossiblethatMaryshouldnotseehimifhestoodstill。Hedidstandstill,andsoonemergingfromthetrees,Marysawhimallbutclosetoher。

  Herheartgavealeapwithinher,butshewassofarmistressofherselfastorepressanyvisiblesignofoutwardemotion。Shedidnotfallfromherdonkey,orscream,orburstintotears。Shemerelyutteredthewords,\'MrGresham!\'inatoneofnotunnaturalsurprise。

  \'Yes,\'saidhe,tryingtolaugh,butlesssuccessfulthanshehadbeensuppressingashowoffeeling。\'MrGresham!Ihavecomeoveratlasttopaymyrespectstoyou。Youmusthavethoughtmeveryuncourteousnottodosobefore。\'

  Thisshedenied。Shehadnot,shesaid,thoughthimatalluncivil。

  ShehadcometoBoxallHilltobeoutoftheway;and,ofcourse,hadnotexpectedanysuchformalities。Assheutteredthisshealmostblushedattheabrupttruthofwhatshewassaying。Butshewastakensomuchunawaresthatshedidnotknowhowtomakethetruthotherthanabrupt。

  \'Tobeoutoftheway!\'saidFrank。\'Andwhyshouldyouwanttobeoutoftheway?\'

  \'Oh!therewerereasons,\'saidshe,laughing。\'PerhapsIhavequarrelleddreadfullywithmyuncle。\'

  Frankatthepresentmomenthadnotabouthimascrapofbadinage。Hehadnotasingleeasywordathiscommand。Hecouldnotanswerherwithanythinginguiseofajoke;sohewalkedon,notansweringatall。

  \'IhopeallmyfriendsatGreshamsburyarewell,\'saidMary。\'IsBeatricequitewell?\'

  \'Quitewell,\'saidhe。

  \'AndPatience?\'

  \'What,MissOriel;yes,Ibelieveso。Ihaven\'tseenherthisdayortwo。\'HowwasitthatMaryfeltalittleflushofjoy,asFrankspokeinthisindifferentwayaboutMissOriel\'shealth?

  \'Ithoughtshewasalwaysaparticularfriendofyours,\'saidshe。

  \'What!who?MissOriel?Sosheis!Ilikeheramazingly;sodoesBeatrice。\'Andthenhewalkedaboutsixstepsinsilence,pluckingupcourageforthegreatattempt。Hedidpluckuphiscourageandthenrushedatoncetotheattack。

  \'Mary!\'saidhe,andashespokeheputhishandonthedonkey\'sneck,andlookedtenderlyintoherface。Helookedtenderly,and,asMary\'searatoncetoldher,hisvoicesoundedmoresoftthanithadeversoundedbefore。\'Mary,doyourememberthelasttimethatweweretogether?\'

  Marydidrememberitwell。Itwasonthatoccasionwhenhehadtreacherouslyheldherhand;onthatdaywhen,accordingtolaw,hehadbecomeaman;whenhehadoutragedalltheproprietyoftheDeCourcyinterestbyofferinghislovetoMaryinAugusta\'shearing。Marydidrememberitwell;buthowwasshetospeakofit?\'Itwasyourbirthday,Ithink,\'saidshe。

  \'Yes,itwasmybirthday。IwonderwhetheryourememberwhatIsaidtoyouthen?\'

  \'Irememberthatyouwereveryfoolish,MrGresham。\'

  \'Mary,Ihavecometorepeatmyfolly;——thatis,ifitbefolly。ItoldyouthenthatIlovedyou,andIdaresaythatIdiditawkwardly,likeaboy。PerhapsImaybejustasawkwardnow;butyououghtatanyratetobelievemewhenyoufindthatayearhasnotalteredme。\'

  Marydidnotthinkhimatallawkward,andshedidbelievehim。Buthowwasshetoanswerhim?Shehadnotyettaughtherselfwhatanswersheoughttomakeifhepersistedinhissuit。Shehadhithertobeencontenttorunawayfromhim;butshehaddonesobecauseshewouldnotsubmittobeaccusedoftheindelicacyofputtingherselfinhisway。

  Shehadrebukedhimwhenhefirstspokeofhislove;butshehaddonesobecauseshelookedonwhathesaidasaboy\'snonsense。ShehadschooledherselfinobediencetotheGreshamsburydoctrines。Wasthereanyrealreason,anyreasonfoundedontruthandhonesty,whysheshouldnotbeafittingwifetoFrankGresham,——FrancisNewboldGresham,ofGreshamsbury,thoughhewas,orwastobe?\'

  Hewaswellborn——aswellbornasanygentlemaninEngland。Shewasbaselyborn——asbaselybornasanyladycouldbe。Wasthissufficientbaragainstsuchamatch?Maryfeltinherheartthatsometwelvemonthsince,beforesheknewwhatlittleshedidnowknowofherownstory,shewouldhavesaiditwasso。Andwouldsheindulgeherownlovebyinveiglinghimshelovedintoabasemarriage?Butthenreasonspokeagain。What,afterall,wasthisbloodofwhichshehadtaughtherselftothinksomuch?Wouldshehavebeenmorehonest,morefittograceanhonestman\'shearthstone,hadshebeenthelegitimatedescendantofascoreoflegitimateduchesses?Wasitnotherfirstdutytothinkofhim——ofwhatwouldmakehimhappy?Thenofheruncle——whathewouldapprove?Thenofherself——whatwouldbestbecomehermodesty;hersenseofhonour?Coulditbewellthatsheshouldsacrificethehappinessoftwopersonstoatheoreticloveofpureblood?

  Soshehadarguedwithinherself。Notnow,sittingonthedonkey,withFrank\'shandbeforeheronthetamebrute\'sneck;butonotherformeroccasionsasshehadriddenalongdemurelyamongthosetrees。Soshehadargued;butshehadneverbroughtherargumentstoadecision。Allmannerofthoughtscrowdedonhertopreventherdoingso。Shewouldthinkofthesquire,andresolvetorejectFrank;andwouldthenrememberLadyArabella,andresolvetoaccepthim。Herresolutions,however,weremostirresolute;andso,whenFrankappearedinpersonbeforeher,carryinghisheartinhishand,shedidnotknowwhatanswertomaketohim。Thusitwaswithheraswithsomanyothermaidenssimilarlycircumstanced;atlastsheleftitalltochance。

  \'Yououghtatanyrate,tobelieveme,\'saidFrank,\'whenyoufindthatayearhasnotalteredme。\'

  \'Ayearshouldhavetaughtyoutobewiser,\'saidshe。\'Youshouldhavelearntbythistime,MrGresham,thatyourlotandminearenotcastinthesamemould;thatourstationsinlifearedifferent。Wouldyourfatherormotherapproveofyourevencomingheretoseeme?\'

  Mary,asshespokethesesensiblewords,feltthattheywere\'flat,stale,andunprofitable。\'Shefeltalso,thattheywerenottrueinsense;thattheydidnotcomefromherheart;thattheywerenotsuchasFrankdeservedatherhands,andshewasashamedofherself。

  \'MyfatherIhopewillapproveofit,\'saidhe。\'ThatmymothershoulddisapproveofitisamisfortunewhichIcannothelp;butonthispointIwilltakenoanswerfrommyfatherormother;thequestionisonetoopersonaltomyself。Mary,ifyousaythatyouwillnot,orcannotreturnmylove,Iwillgoaway;——notfromhereonly,butfromGreshamsbury。Mypresenceshallnotbanishyoufromallthatyouholddear。IfyoucanhonestlysaythatIamnothingtoyou,canbenothingtoyou,Iwillthentellmymotherthatshemaybeatease,andIwillgoawaysomewhereandgetoveritasImay。\'Thepoorfellowgotsofar,lookingapparentlyatthedonkey\'sears,withhardlyagaspofhopeinhisvoice,andhesofarcarriedMarywithhimthatshealsohadhardlyagaspofhopeinherheart。Therehepausedforamoment,andthenlookingupintoherface,hespokebutonewordmore。\'But,\'saidhe——andtherehestopped。Itwasclearlytoldinthat\'but\'。ThuswouldhedoifMarywoulddeclarethatshedidnotcareforhim。If,however,shecouldnotbringherselfsotodeclare,thenwashereadytothrowhisfatherandmothertothewinds;thenwouldhestandhisground;thenwouldhelookallotherdifficultiesintheface,surethattheymightfinallybeovercome。PoorMary!thewholeonusofsettlingthematterwasthusthrownuponher。Shehadonlytosaythathewasindifferenttoher;——thatwasall。

  If\'allthebloodoftheHowards\'haddependeduponit,shecouldnothavebroughtherselftouttersuchafalsehood。Indifferenttoher,ashewalkedtherebyherdonkey\'sside,talkingthusearnestlyofhisloveforher!Washenottoherlikesomegodcomefromtheheavenstomakeherblessed?Didnotthesunshineuponhimwithahalo,sothathewasbrightasanangel?Indifferenttoher!Couldtheopenunadulteratedtruthhavebeenpracticableforher,shewouldhavedeclaredherindifferenceintermsthatwouldtrulyhaveastonishedhim。Asitwas,shefounditeasiertosaynothing。Shebitherlipstokeepherselffromsobbing。Shestruggledhard,butinvain,topreventherhandsandfeetfromtrembling。Sheseemedtoswinguponherdonkeyasthoughliketofall,andwouldhavegivenmuchtobeuponherownfeetinthesward。

  \'Silajeunessesavait……\'ThereissomuchinthatwickedoldFrenchproverb!HadFrankknownmoreaboutawoman\'smind——hadhe,thatis,beenforty-twoinsteadoftwenty-twohewouldatoncehavebeensureofhisgame,andhavefeltthatMary\'ssilencetoldhimallhewishedtoknow。Butthen,hadbeenforty-twoinsteadoftwenty-two,hewouldnothavebeensoreadytorisktheacresofGreshamsburyforthesmilesofMaryThorne。

  \'Ifyoucan\'tsayonewordtocomfortme,Iwillgo,\'saidhe,disconsolately。\'Imadeupmymindtotellyouthis,andsoIcameover。ItoldLadyScatcherdIshouldnotstay——notevenfordinner。\'

  \'Ididnotknowyouweresohurried,\'saidshe,almostinawhisper。

  Onasuddenhestoodstill,andpullingthedonkey\'srein,causedhimtostandstillalso。Thebeastrequiredverylittlepersuasiontobesoguided,andobliginglyremainedmeeklypassive。

  \'Mary,Mary!\'saidFrank,throwinghisarmsroundherkneesasshesatuponhersteed,andpressinghisfaceagainstherbody。\'Mary,youwerealwayshonest;behonestnow。Iloveyouwithallmyheart。Willyoubemywife?\'

  ButstillMarysaidnotaword。Shenolongerbitherlips;shewasbeyondthat,andwasnowusingallhereffortstopreventhertearsfromfallingabsolutelyonherlover\'sface。Shesaidnothing。Shecouldnomorerebukehimnowandsendhimfromherthanshecouldencouragehim。Shecouldonlysitthereshakingandcryingandwishingshewasontheground。Frank,onthewhole,ratherlikedthedonkey。

  Itenabledhimtoapproachsomewhatnearertoanembracethanhemighthavefoundpracticablehadtheybothbeenontheirfeet。Thedonkeyhimselfwasquiteathisease,andlookedasthoughhewasapprovinglyconsciousofwhatwasgoingonbehindhisears。

  \'Ihavearighttoaword,Mary;say,“Go“,andIwillleaveyouatonce。\'

  ButMarydidnotsay\'Go\'。Perhapsshewouldhavedonesohadshebeenable;butjustatpresentshecouldsaynothing。Thiscamefromherhavingfailedtomakeuphermindinduetimeastowhatcourseitwouldbestbecomehertofollow。

  \'Oneword,Mary;onelittleword。There,ifyouwillnotspeak,hereismyhand。Ifyouwillhaveit,letitlieinyours;——ifnot,pushitaway。\'Sosaying,hemanagedtogettheendofhisfingersontoherpalm,andthereitremainedunrepulsed。\'Lajeuness\'wasbeginningtogetalesson;experiencewhendulysoughtaftersometimescomesearlyinlife。

  IntruthMaryhadnotstrengthtopushthefingersaway。\'Mylove,myown,myown!\'saidFrank,presumingonthisverynegativesignofacquiescence。\'Mylife,myown,myownMary!\'andthenthehandwascaughtholdofandwasathislipsbeforeaneffortcouldbemadetosaveitfromsuchtreatment。

  \'Mary,lookatme;sayonewordtome。\'

  Therewasadeepsigh,andthencametheoneword——\'Oh,Frank!\'

  \'MrGresham,IhopeIhavethehonourofseeingyouquitewell,\'saidavoiceclosetohisear。\'IbegtosaythatyouarewelcometoBoxallHill。\'FrankturnedroundandinstantlyfoundhimselfshakinghandswithSirLouisScatcherd。

  HowMarygotoverherconfusionFrankneversaw,forhehadenoughtodotogetoverhisown。HeinvoluntarilydesertedMaryandbegantalkingveryfasttoSirLouis。SirLouisdidnotoncelookatMissThorne,butwalkedbacktowardsthehousewithMrGresham,sulkyenoughintemper,butstillmakingsomeefforttodothefinegentleman。Mary,gladtobeleftalone,merelyoccupiedherselfwithsittingonthedonkey;andthedonkey,whenhefoundthatthetwogentlemenwenttowardsthehouse,forcompany\'ssakeandforhisstable\'ssake,followedafterthem。

  Frankstayedbutthreeminutesinthehouse;gaveanotherkisstoLadyScatcherd,gettingthreeinreturn,andtherebyinfinitelydisgustingSirLouis,shookhands,anythingbutwarmly,withtheyoungbaronet,andjustfeltthewarmthofMary\'shandwithinhisown。Hefeltalsothewarmthofhereyes\'lastglance,androdehomeahappyman。

  CHAPTERXXX

  POSTPRANDIAL

  Frankrodehomeahappyman,cheeringhimself,assuccessfulloversdocheerthemselves,withthebrilliancyofhislateexploit:norwasittillhehadturnedthecornerintotheGreshamsburystablesthathebegantoreflectwhathewoulddonext。ItwasallverywelltohaveinducedMarytoallowhisthreefingerstoliehalfaminuteinhersofthand;thehavingdonesomightcertainlybesufficientevidencethathehadovercomeoneofthelionsinhispath;butitcouldhardlybesaidthatallhisdifficultieswerenowsmoothed。Howwashetomakefurtherprogress?

  ToMary,also,thesameideasnodoubtoccurred——withmanyothers。But,then,itwasnotforMarytomakeanyprogressinthematter。Toheratleastbelongedthispassivecomfort,thatatpresentnoacthostiletotheDeCourcyinterestwouldbeexpectedfromher。Allthatshecoulddowouldbetotellherunclesomuchasitwasfittingthatheshouldknow。Thedoingthiswoulddoubtlessbeinsomedegreedifficult;butitwasnotprobablethattherewouldbemuchdifference,muchofanythingbutlovinganxietyforeachother,betweenherandDrThorne。Oneotherthing,indeed,shemustdo;Frankmustbemadetounderstandwhatherbirthhadbeen。\'This,\'shesaidtoherself,\'willgivehimanopportunityofretractingwhathehasdoneshouldhechoosetoavailhimselfofit。Itiswellheshouldhavesuchopportunity。\'

  ButFrankhadmorethanthistodo。HehadtoldBeatricethathewouldmakenosecretofhislove,andhefullyresolvedtobeasgoodashisword。Tohisfatherheowedanunreservedconfidence;andhewasfullymindedtogiveit。Itwas,heknew,altogetheroutofthequestionthatheshouldatoncemarryaportionlessgirlwithouthisfather\'sconsent;probablyoutofthequestionthatheshoulddosoevenwithit。Buthewould,atanyrate,tellhisfather,andthendecideastowhatshouldbedonenext。Soresolving,heputhisblackhorseintothestableandwentintodinner。Afterdinnerheandhisfatherwouldbealone。

  Yes;afterdinnerheandhisfatherwouldbealone。Hedressedhimselfhurriedly,forthedinner-bellwasalmostonthestrokeasheenteredthehouse。Hesaidthistohimselfonceandagain;butwhenthemeatsandthepuddings,andthenthecheesewereborneaway,asthedecanterswereplacedbeforehisfather,andLadyArabellasippedheroneglassofclaret,andhissistersatetheirportionofstrawberries,hispressinganxietyforthecominginterviewbegantowaxsomewhatdull。

  Hismotherandsisters,however,renderedhimnoassistancebyprolongingtheirstay。Withunwontedassiduityhepressedasecondglassofclaretonhismother。ButLadyArabellawasnotonlytemperateinherhabits,butalsoatthepresentmomentveryangrywithherson。ShethoughtthathehadbeentoBoxallHill,andwasonlywaitingapropermomenttocross-questionhimsternlyonthesubject。

  Nowshedeparted,takinghertrainofdaughterswithher。

  \'Givemeonebiggooseberry,\'saidNina,asshesqueezedherselfinunderherbrother\'sarm,priortomakingherretreat。Frankwouldwillinglyhavegivenheradozenofthebiggest,hadshewantedthem;

  buthavinggottheone,shesqueezedherselfoutagainandscamperedoff。

  Thesquirewasverycheerythisevening;fromwhatcausecannotnowbesaid。Perhapshehadsucceededinnegotiatingafurtherloan,thustemporarilysprinklingadropofwaterovertheever-risingdustofhisdifficulties。

  \'Well,Frank,whathaveyoubeenafterto-day?Petertoldmeyouhadtheblackhorseout,\'saidhe,pushingthedecantertohisson。\'Takemyadvice,myboy,anddon\'tgivehimtoomuchsummerroad-work。Legswon\'tstandit,letthembeeversogood。\'

  \'Why,sir,Iwasobligedtogooutto-day,andtherefore,ithadtobeeithertheoldmareortheyounghorse。\'

  \'Whydidn\'tyoutakeRamble?\'NowRamblewasthesquire\'sownsaddlehack,usedforfarmsurveying,andoccasionallyforgoingtocover。

  \'Ishouldn\'tthinkofdoingthat,sir。\'

  \'Mydearboy,heisquiteatyourservice;forgoodness\'sakedoletmehavealittlewine,Frank——quiteatyourservice;anyridingIhavenowisafterthehaymakers,andthat\'sallonthegrass。\'

  \'Thank\'ee,sir。Well,perhapsIwilltakeaturnoutofRambleshouldIwantit。\'

  \'Do,andpray,praytakecareofthatblackhorse\'slegs。He\'sturningoutmoreofahorsethanItookhimtobe,andIshouldbesorrytoseehiminjured。Wherehaveyoubeento-day?\'

  \'Well,father,Ihavesomethingtotellyou。\'

  \'Somethingtotellme!\'andthenthesquire\'shappyandgaylook,whichhadbeenonlyrenderedmorehappyandmoregaybyhisassumedanxietyabouttheblackhorse,gaveplacetoaheavinessofvisagewhichacrimonyandmisfortunehadmadesohabitualtohim。\'Somethingtotellme!\'Anygravewordslikethesealwayspresagedsomemoneydifficultytothesquire\'sears。HelovedFrankwiththetenderestlove。Hewouldhavedonesounderalmostanycircumstances;but,doubtless,thatlovehadbeenmademorepalpabletohimselfbythefactthatFrankhadbeenagoodsonasregardsmoney——notexigeantaswasLadyArabella,orselfishlyrecklessaswashisnephewLordPorlock。

  ButnowFrankmustbeinsomedifficultyaboutmoney。Thiswashisfirstidea。\'Whatisit,Frank;youhaveseldomhadanythingtosaythathasnotbeenpleasantformetohear?\'Andthentheheavinessofvisageagaingavewayforamomentashiseyefelluponhisson。

  \'IhavebeentoBoxallHill,sir。\'

  Thetenorofhisfather\'sthoughtswaschangedinaninstant;andthedreadofimmediatetemporaryannoyancegaveplacetotrueanxietyforhisson。He,thesquire,hadbeennopartytoMary\'sexilefromhisowndomain;andhehadseenwithpainthatshehadnowasecondtimebeendrivenfromherhome:buthehadneverhithertoquestionedtheexpediencyofseparatinghissonfromMaryThorne。Alas!ithadbecometoonecessary——toonecessarythroughhisowndefault——thatFrankshouldmarrymoney!

  \'AtBoxallHill,Frank!Hasthatbeenprudent?Or,indeed,hasitbeengeneroustoMissThorne,whohasbeendriventhere,asitwere,byyourimprudence?\'

  \'Father,itiswellthatweshouldunderstandeachotheraboutthis——\'

  \'Fillyourglass,Frank;\'Frankmechanicallydidashewastold,andpassedthebottle。

  \'IshouldneverforgivemyselfwereItodeceiveyou,orkeepanythingfromyou。\'

  \'Ibelieveitisnotinyournaturetodeceiveme,Frank。\'

  \'Thefactis,sir,thatIhavemadeupmymindthatMaryThorneshallbemywife——soonerorlater,thatis,unless,ofcourse,sheshouldutterlyrefuse。Hitherto,shehasutterlyrefusedme。IbelieveImaynowsaythatshehasacceptedme。\'

  Thesquiresippedhisclaret,butatthemomentsaidnothing。Therewasaquiet,manly,butyetmodestdeterminationabouthissonthathehadhardlynoticedbefore。Frankhadbecomelegallyofage,legallyaman,whenhewastwenty-one。Nature,itseems,hadpostponedtheceremonytillhewastwenty-two。Natureoftendoespostponetheceremonyeventoamuchlaterage;——sometimes,altogetherforgetstoaccomplishit。

  Thesquirecontinuedtosiphisclaret;hehadtothinkoverthematterawhilebeforehecouldanswerastatementsodeliberatelymadebyhisson。

  \'IthinkImaysayso,\'continuedFrank,withperhapsunnecessarymodesty。\'Sheissohonestthat,hadshenotintendedit,shewouldhavesaidsohonestly。AmIright,father,inthinkingthat,asregardsMary,personally,youwouldnotrejectherasadaughter-in-law?\'

  \'Personally!\'saidthesquire,gladtohavethesubjectpresentedtohiminaviewthatenabledhimtospeakout。\'Oh,no;personally,I

  shouldnotobjecttoher,forIloveherdearly。Sheisagoodgirl。I

  dobelievesheisagoodgirlineveryrespect。Ihavealwayslikedher;likedtoseeheraboutthehouse。But——\'

  \'Iknowwhatyouwouldsay,father。\'Thiswasrathermorethanthesquireknewhimself。\'Suchamarriageisimprudent。\'

  \'Itismorethanthat,Frank;Ifearthatisimpossible。\'

  \'Impossible!No,father;itisnotimpossible。\'

  \'Itisimpossible,Frank,intheusualsense。Whatareyoutoliveupon?Whatwouldyoudowithyourchildren?Youwouldnotwishtoseeyourwifedistressedandcomfortless。\'

  \'No,Ishouldnotliketoseethat。\'

  \'Youwouldnotwishtobeginlifeasanembarrassedmanandenditasaruinedman。IfyouwerenowtomarryMissThornesuchwould,Ifear,doubtlessbeyourlot。\'

  Frankcaughtattheword\'now\'。\'Idon\'texpecttomarryimmediately。

  Iknowthatwouldbeimprudent。ButIampledged,father,andI

  certainlycannotgoback。AndnowthatIhavetoldyouallthis,whatisyouradvicetome?\'

  Thefatheragainsatsilent,stillsippinghiswine。Therewasnothinginhissonthathecouldbeashamedof,nothingthathecouldmeetwithanger,nothingthathecouldnotlove;buthowshouldheanswerhim?

  Thefactwas,thatthesonhadmoreinhimthanthefather;thishismindandspiritwereofacalibrenottobeopposedsuccessfullybythemindandthespiritofthesquire。

  \'DoyouknowMary\'shistory?\'saidMrGresham,atlast;\'thehistoryofherbirth?\'

  \'Notawordofit,\'saidFrank。\'Ididnotknowshehadahistory。\'

  \'Nordoessheknowit;atleast,Ipresumenot。Butyoushouldknowitnow。And,Frank,Iwilltellityou;nottoturnyoufromher——notwiththatobject,thoughIthinkthat,toacertainextent,itshouldhavethateffect。Mary\'sbirthwasnotsuchthatwouldbecomeyourwife,andbebeneficialtoyourchildren。\'

  \'Ifso,father,Ishouldhaveknownitsooner。Whywasshebroughthereamongus?\'

  \'True,Frank。Thefaultismine;mineandyourmother\'s。

  Circumstancesbroughtitallaboutyearsago,whenitneveroccurredtousthatallthiswouldarise。ButIwilltellyouherhistory。And,Frank,rememberthis,thoughItellityouasasecret,asecrettobekeptfromalltheworldbutone,youarequiteatlibertytoletthedoctorknowIhavetoldyou。Indeed,IshallbecarefultolethimknowmyselfshoulditeverbenecessarythatheandIshouldspeaktogetherastothisengagement。\'ThesquirethentoldhissonthewholestoryofMary\'sbirth,asitisknowntothereader。

  Franksatsilent,lookingveryblank;healsohad,ashadeveryGresham,agreatloveforhispureblood。Hehadsaidtohismotherthathehatedmoney,thathehatedtheestate;buthewouldhavebeenveryslowtosay,eveninhiswarmestoppositiontoher,thathehatedtherollofthefamilypedigree。Heloveditdearly,thoughheseldomspokeofit;——asmenofgoodfamilyseldomdospeakofit。Itisoneofthosepossessionswhichtohaveissufficient。Amanhavingitneednotboastofwhathehas,orshowitoffbeforetheworld。Butonthataccounthevaluesitmore。HehadregardedMaryasacuttingdulytakenfromtheUllathornetree;not,indeed,asagraftingbranch,fullofflower,justseparatedfromtheparentstalk,butasbeingnotawhitthelesstrulyendowedwiththepuresapofthatvenerabletrunk。

  When,therefore,heheardhertruehistoryhesatawhiledismayed。

  \'Itisasadstory,\'saidthefather。

  \'Yes,sadenough,\'saidFrank,risingfromhischairandstandingwithitbeforehim,leaningonthebackofit。\'PoorMary,poormary!Shewillhavetolearnitsomeday。\'

  \'Ifearso,Frank;\'andthentherewasagainafewmoments\'silence。

  \'Tome,father,itistoldtoolate。Itcannowhavenoeffectonme。

  Indeed,\'saidhe,sighingashespoke,butstillrelievinghimselfbytheverysigh,\'itcouldhavehadnoeffecthadIlearnediteversosoon。\'

  \'Ishouldhavetoldyoubefore,\'saidthefather;\'certainlyIoughttohavedoneso。\'

  \'Itwouldhavebeennogood,\'saidFrank。\'Ah,sir,tellmethis:whowereMissDunstable\'sparents?WhatwasthatfellowMoffat\'sfamily?\'

  ThiswasperhapscruelofFrank。Thesquire,however,madenoanswertothequestion。\'Ihavethoughtitrighttotellyou,\'saidhe。\'I

  leaveallthecommentarytoyourself。Ineednottellyouwhatyourmotherwillthink。\'

  \'WhatdidshethinkofmissDunstable\'sbirth?\'saidhe,againmorebitterlythanbefore。\'No,sir,\'hecontinued,afterafurtherpause。

  \'Allthatcanmakenochange;noneatanyratenow。Itcan\'tmakemyloveless,evenifitcouldhavepreventedit。Nor,even,coulditdoso——whichitcan\'tintheleast,notintheleast——butcoulditdoso,itcouldnotbreakmyengagement。IamnowengagedtoMaryThorne。\'

  Andthenheagainrepeatedhisquestion,askingforhisfather\'sadviceunderthepresentcircumstances。Theconversationwasaverylongone,aslongastodisarrangeallLadyArabella\'splans。Shehaddeterminedtotakehersonmorestringentlytotaskthatveryevening;andwiththisobjecthadensconcedherselfinthesmalldrawing-roomwhichhadformerlybeenusedforasimilarpurposebytheaugustcountessherself。Hereshenowsat,havingdesiredAugustaandBeatrice,aswellasthetwins,tobegFranktogotoherassoonasheshouldcomeoutofthedining-room。Poorlady!thereshewaitedtillteno\'clock,——tealess。TherewasnotmuchoftheBluebeardaboutthesquire;buthehadsucceededinmakingitunderstoodthroughthehouseholdthathewasnottobeinterruptedbymessagesfromhiswifeduringthepost-prandialhour,which,thoughnotoper,helovedsowell。

  Asaperiodoftwelvemonthswillnowhavetobepassedover,theupshotofthislongconversationmustbetoldinasfewwordsaspossible。Thefatherfounditimpracticabletotalkhissonoutofhisintendedmarriage;indeed,hehardlyattemptedtodosobyanydirectpersuasion。Heexplainedtohimthatitwasimpossiblethatheshouldmarryatonce,andsuggestedthathe,Frank,wasveryyoung。

  \'Youmarried,sir,beforeyouwereone-and-twenty,\'saidFrank。YesandrepentedbeforeIwastwo-and-twenty。Sodidnotsaythesquire。

  HesuggestedthatMaryshouldhavetimetoascertainwhatwouldbeheruncle\'swishes,andendedbyinducingFranktopromise,thataftertakinghisdegreeinOctoberhewouldgoabroadforsomemonths,andthathewouldnotindeedreturntoGreshamsburyuntilhewasthree-and-twenty。

  \'Hemayperhapsforgether,\'saidthefathertohimself。

  \'HethinksthatIshallforgether,\'saidFranktohimselfatthesametime;\'buthedoesnotknowme。\'

  WhenLadyArabellaatlastgotholdofhersonshefoundthatthetimeforherpreachinghadutterlygoneby。Hetoldhe,almostwithsang-froid,whathisplanswere;andwhenshecametounderstandthem,andtounderstandalsowhathadtakenplaceatBoxallHill,shecouldnotblamethesquireforwhathehaddone。Shealsosaidtoherself,moreconfidentlythanthesquirehaddone,thatFrankwouldquiteforgetMarybeforetheyearwasout。\'LordBuckish,\'saidshetoherself,rejoicingly,\'isnowwiththeambassadoratParis\'——LordBuckishwashernephew——\'andwithhimFrankwillmeetwomenthatarereallybeautiful——womenoffashion。WhenwithLordBuckishhewillsoonforgetMaryThorne。\'

  ButnotonthisaccountdidshechangeherresolvetofollowuptothefurthestpointherhostilitytotheThornes。Shewasfullyenablednowtodoso,forDrFillgravewasalreadyreinstatedatGreshamsburyashermedicaladviser。

  OneothershortvisitdidFrankpaytoBoxallHill,andoneinterviewhadhewithDrThorne。Marytoldhimallsheknewofherownsadhistory,andwasansweredonlybyakiss,——akissabsolutelynotinanywaybyhertobeavoided;thefirst,andonlyone,thathadeveryetreachedherlipsfromhis。Andthenhewentaway。

  Thedoctortoldhimthefullstory。\'Yes,\'saidFrank,\'Iknewitallbefore。DearMary,dearestMary!Don\'tyou,doctor,teachyourselftobelievethatIshallforgether。\'Andthenalsohewenthiswayfromhim——wenthiswayalsofromGreshamsbury,andwasabsentforthefullperiodoftheallottedbanishment——twelvemonths,namely,andaday。

  CHAPTERXXXI

  THESMALLEDGEOFTHEWEDGE

  FrankGreshamwasabsentfromGreshamsburytwelvemonthsandaday:adayisalwaysaddedtotheperiodofsuchabsences,asshowninthehistoryofLordBatemanandothernobleheroes。Weneednotdetailallthecircumstancesofhisbanishment,allthedetailsofthecompactthatwasmade。Onedetailofcoursewasthis,thatthereshouldbenocorresponding;apointtowhichthesquirefoundsomedifficultyinbringinghissontoassent。

  ItmustnotbesupposedthatMaryThorneorthedoctorwereinanywaypartiesto,orprivytotheseagreements。Bynomeans。Theagreementsweredrawnout,andmade,andsigned,andsealedatGreshamsbury,andwereknownnowhereelse。ThereadermustnotimaginethatLadyArabellawaspreparedtogiveupherson,ifonlyhislovecouldremainconstantforoneyear。NeitherdidLadyArabellaconsenttoanysucharrangement,nordidthesquire。Itwassettledratherinthiswise:

  thatFrankshouldbesubjectedtonotorturingprocess,pesteredtogivenopromises,shouldinnowaybebulliedaboutMary——thatis,notatpresent——ifhewouldgoawayforayear。Then,attheendoftheyear,themattershouldagainbediscussed。Agreeingtothis,Franktookhisdeparture,andwasabsentasperagreement。

  WhatwereMary\'sfortunesimmediatelyafterhisdeparturemustbeshortlytold,andthenwewillagainjoinsomeofourGreshamsburyfriendsataperiodaboutamonthbeforeFrank\'sreturn。

  WhenSirLouissawFrankGreshamstandingbyMary\'sdonkey,withhisarmsroundMary\'sknees,hebegantofearthattheremustbesomethinginit。HehadintendedthatverydaytothrowhimselfatMary\'sfeet,andnowitappearedtohisinexperiencedeyesasthoughsomebodyelsehadbeenatthesameworkbeforehim。Thisnotunnaturallymadehimcross;so,afterhavingsullenlywishedhisvisitorgood-bye,hebetookhimselftohisroom,andtheredrankcuracoaalone,insteadofcomingdowntodinner。

  Thishedidfortwoorthreedays,andthen,takingheartofgrace,herememberedthat,afterall,hehadmanyadvantagesoveryoungGresham。

  Inthefirstplace,hewasabaronet,andcouldmakehiswifea\'lady\'。Inthenextplace,Frank\'sfatherwasaliveandliketolive,whereashisownwasdead。HepossessedBoxallHillinhisownright,buthisrivalhadneitherhousenorlandofhisown。Afterall,mightitnotbepossibleforhimalsotoputhisarmroundMary\'sknees;——herknees,orherwaist,or,perhaps,evenherneck?Faintheartneverwonfairlady。Atanyrate,hewouldtry。

  Andhedidtry。Withwhatresult,asregardsMary,needhardlybetold。Hecertainlydidnotgetnearlysofarasputtinghishandevenuponherkneebeforehewasmadetounderstandthatit\'wasnogo\',ashegraphicallydescribedittohismother。Hetriedonceandagain。OnthefirsttimeMarywasverycivil,thoughverydetermined。Onthesecond,shewasmoredetermined,thoughlesscivil;andthenshetoldhim,thatifhepressedherfurtherhewoulddriveherfromhermother\'shouse。TherewassomethingthenaboutMary\'seye,afixedcomposureroundhermouth,andanauthorityinherface,whichwentfartoquellhim;andhedidnotpressheragain。

  HeimmediatelyleftBoxallHill,and,returningtoLondon,hadmoreviolentrecoursetothecuracoa。Itwasnotlongbeforethedoctorheardofhim,andwasobligedtofollowhim,andthenagainoccurredthosefrightfulscenesinwhichthepoorwretchhadtoexpiate,eitherinterribledeliriumormoreterribleprostrationofspirits,thevilesinwhichhisfatherhadsoearlytaughthim。

  ThenMaryreturnedtoheruncle\'shome。Frankwasgone,andshethereforecouldresumeherplaceatGreshamsbury。Yes,shecamebacktoGreshamsbury;butGreshamsburywasbynomeansthesameplacethatitwasformerly。AlmostallintercoursewasnowoverbetweenthedoctorandtheGreshamsburypeople。Herarelyeversawthesquire,andthenonlyonbusiness。Notthatthesquirehadpurposelyquarrelledwithhim;butDrThornehimselfhadchosenthatitshouldbeso,sinceFrankhadopenlyproposedtohisniece。Frankwasnowgone,andLadyArabellawasinarmsagainsthim。Itshouldnotbesaidthathekeptupanyintimacyforthesakeofaidingtheloversintheirlove。Nooneshouldrightfullyaccusehimofinveiglingtheheirtomarryhisniece。

  Mary,therefore,foundherselfutterlyseparatedfromBeatrice。ShewasnotevenabletolearnwhatBeatricewouldthink,ordidthink,oftheengagementasitnowstood。Shecouldnotevenexplaintoherfriendthatlovehadbeentoostrongforher,andendeavourtogetsomecomfortfromthatfriend\'sabsolutionfromhersin。ThisestrangementwasnowcarriedsofarthatsheandBeatricedidnotevenmeetonneutralground。LadyArabellamadeitknowntoMissOrielthatherdaughtercouldnotmeetMaryThorne,evenasstrangersmeet;anditwasmadeknowntoothersalso。MrsYatesUmbleby,andherdearfriendMissGushing,towhosecharmingtea-partiesnoneoftheGreshamsburyladieswentaboveonceinatwelvemonth,talkedthroughtheparishofthisdistressingdifficulty。TheywouldhavebeensohappytohaveaskeddearMaryThorne,onlytheGreshamsburyladiesdidnotapprove。

  Marywasthustabooedfromallsocietyintheplaceinwhichatwelvemonthsinceshehadbeen,ofallitsdenizens,perhapsthemostcourted。Inthosedays,nobevyofGreshamsburyyoungladieshadfairlyrepresentedtheGreshamsburyyoungladyhoodifMaryThornewasnotthere。Nowshewasexcludedfromallsuchbevies。Patiencedidnotquarrelwithher,certainly;——cametoseeherfrequently;——invitedhertowalk;——invitedherfrequentlytotheparsonage。ButMarywasshyofaccedingtosuchinvitationsandatlastfranklytoldherfriendPatience,thatshewouldnotagainbreakbreadinGreshamsburyinanyhouseinwhichshewasnotthoughtfittomeettheotherguestswhohabituallyresortedthere。

  Intruth,boththedoctorandhisniecewereverysore,buttherewereofthattemperamentthatkeepsallitssorenesstoitself。Marywalkedoutbyherselfboldly,lookingatleastasthoughshewereindifferenttoalltheworld。Shewas,indeed,hardlytreated。Youngladies\'

  engagementsaregenerallymattersofprofoundestsecrecy,andarehardlyknownofbytheirnearfriendstillmarriageisathingsettled。ButalltheworldknewofMary\'sengagementwithinamonthofthatdayonwhichshehadneglectedtoexpelFrank\'sfingerfromherhand;ithadbeentoldopenlythroughthecountry-sidethatshehadconfessedherlovefortheyoungsquire。Nowitisdisagreeableforayoungladytowalkaboutundersuchcircumstances,especiallysowhenshehasnofemalefriendtokeepherincountenance,moreespeciallysowhenthegentlemanissuchimportanceintheneighbourhoodasFrankwasinthatlocality。Itwasamatterofmomenttoeveryfarmer,andeveryfarmer\'swife,whichbrideFrankshouldmarryofthosebespokenforhim;Mary,namely,orMoney。Everyyokelabouttheplacehadbeenmadetounderstandthat,bysomefemininesleightofhand,thedoctor\'sniecehadmanagedtotrapMasterFrank,andthatMasterFrankhadbeensentoutofthewaysothathemight,ifyetpossible,breakthroughthetrapping。Allthismadeliferatherunpleasantforher。

  Oneday,walkingsolitaryinthelanes,shemetthatsturdyfarmertowhosedaughtershehadinformerdaysbeensoserviceable。\'Godbless\'ee,MissMary,\'saidhe——healwaysbidGodblessherwhenhesawher。

  \'And,MissMary,tosaymymindoutfreely,theebequitegudeenoughforun,quitegudeenough;sotheebe\'sttho\'fheweretensquoires。\'

  Theremay,perhaps,havebeensomethingpleasantintheheartinessofthis;butitwasnotpleasanttohavethisheartaffairofhersthuspubliclyscannedandtalkedover:tohaveitknowntoeveryonethatshehadsetherheartonmarryingFrankgem,andthatalltheGreshamshadsettheirheartsinpreventingit。Andyetshecouldinnowisehelpit。Nogirlcouldhavebeenmorestaidanddemure,lessdemonstrativeandboastfulaboutherlove。Shehadneveryetspokenfreely,outofherfullheart,toonehumanbeing。\'Oh,Frank!\'Allherspokensinhadbeencontainedinthat。

  ButLadyArabellahadbeenveryactive。Itsuitedherbetterthatitshouldbeknown,farandwide,thatanamelesspauper——LadyArabellaonlysurmisedthatherfoewasnameless;butshedidnotscrupletodeclareit——wasintriguingtocatchtheheirofGreshamsbury。NoneoftheGreshamsmustmeetMaryThorne;thatwastheedictsentoutaboutthecounty;andtheedictwaswellunderstood。Those,therefore,werebaddaysforMissThorne。

  Shehadneveryetspokenonthematterfreely,outofherfullhearttoonehumanbeing。Nottoone?Nottohim?Nottoheruncle?No,noteventohim,fullyandfreely。ShehadtoldhimthatthathadpassedbetweenFrankandherwhichamounted,atanyrateonhispart,toaproposal。

  \'Well,dearest,andwhatwasyouranswer?\'saidheruncle,drawingherclosetohim,andspeakinginhiskindestvoice。

  \'Ihardlymadeananswer,uncle。\'

  \'Youdidnotrejecthim,Mary?\'

  \'No,uncle,\'andthenshepaused;——hehadneverknownhertrembleasshenowtrembled。\'ButifyousaythatIought,Iwill,\'sheadded,drawingeverywordfromherselfwithdifficulty。

  \'Isayyouought,Mary!Nay;butthisquestionyoumustansweryourself。\'

  \'MustI?\'saidshe,plaintively。Andthenshesatforthenexthalfhourwithherheadagainsthisshoulder;butnothingmorewassaidaboutit。Theybothacquiescedinthesentencethathadbeenpronouncedagainstthem,andwentontogethermorelovinglythanbefore。

  Thedoctorwasquiteasweakashisniece;nay,weaker。Shehesitatedfearfullyastowhatsheoughttodo:whethersheshouldobeyherheartorthedictatesofGreshamsbury。Buthehadotherdoubtsthanhers,whichnearlysethimwildwhenhestrovetobringhismindtoadecision。Hehimselfwasnowinpossession——ofcourseasatrusteeonly——ofthetitle-deedsoftheestate;moreoftheestate,muchmore,belongedtotheheirsunderSirRogerScatcherd\'swillthantothesquire。ItwasnowmorethanprobablethatthatheirmustbeMaryThorne。HisconvictionbecamestrongerandstrongerthatnohumaneffortwouldkeepSirLouisinthelandofthelivingtillhewastwenty-five。Couldhe,therefore,wiselyorhonestly,intruefriendshiptothesquire,toFrank,ortohisniece,takeanystepstoseparatetwopersonswholovedeachother,andwhosemarriagewouldinhumanprobabilitybesosuitable?

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