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  7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。

  Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea\'sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。

  \'Cytherea!\'hesaidsoftly。

  Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。

  TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove\'stongue;heforgothisposition——

  hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。

  \'Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!\'

  hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。\'Owenwillbeheredirectly。\'

  Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。\'Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?\'

  Sheawokebydegrees。\'WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?\'

  \'WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife?

  Tellmequick。\'

  \'Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!\'

  \'Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,\'

  imploredSpringrove。\'IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,\'headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。

  \'Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,\'

  shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。

  \'No,I\'llnotgooutwithyou,\'shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。

  \'Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,\'shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。

  \'Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,\'saidsometongueinastonishment。

  Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout——

  \'NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!\'

  \'Hewillbeheredirectly,\'saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。

  Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。

  Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward\'sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher——

  thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband\'spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。

  \'Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!\'Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston\'seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother\'scompany。

  Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。

  8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。

  ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。\'PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,\'shesaidfromtheinside,\'andthatIcannotseehim。\'

  \'CertainlyIwill,madam,\'saidthelandlady。\'Won\'tyouhaveafire?\'

  \'No,thankyou。\'

  \'Noralight?\'

  \'Idon\'twantone,thankyou。\'

  \'Noranything?\'

  \'Nothing。\'

  Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。

  Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。

  \'Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,\'addedthemaid。

  Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。\'Cytherea!\'

  \'Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,\'shesaid。

  \'Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。\'

  \'No,notseriously。\'

  \'Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。\'

  \'No,hecan\'tseemeeither。\'

  \'Shewon\'topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!\'saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。

  \'Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!\'saidManstonwithasnap。

  Themaidvanished。

  \'Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。

  Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。\'

  Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。

  AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,\'Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!\'Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。

  9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。

  Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto\'clock——thetimeatwhichOwen\'strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。

  \'Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?\'heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。

  \'Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。\'

  \'Howisthat?\'

  \'Christmas-time,yousee,\'tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。\'

  Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。

  Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea\'swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。

  Thehourexpired。Teno\'clockstruck。\'Whenwillthetrainbein?\'

  saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。

  \'Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She\'snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。\'

  Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。

  ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。

  \'HereIam,Mr。Graye,\'saidEdwardcheerfully。\'IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。\'

  OwentookEdward\'shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。

  Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。

  10。ELEVENO\'CLOCKP。M。

  Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston\'swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。

  Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward\'svisit,threehoursearlier。

  BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。

  ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen\'spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea\'sseclusion。\'Altogetherthisismostunseemly,\'hesaid,\'whateveritmaymean。\'

  \'Don\'tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,\'

  saidOwenearnestly;\'butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。\'

  HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston\'sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward\'smindatthenewsheheard。

  Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward\'ssuspicions。

  TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。

  Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。

  \'NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,\'saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。\'ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。\'

  WhateverManston\'soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones——

  \'Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?\'

  \'Well,whereismysister?\'saidOwen。

  \'Lockedinthenextroom。\'

  HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。

  OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea\'sroom。

  \'Cytherea,darling——\'tisOwen,\'hesaid,outsidethedoor。A

  rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,\'Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?\'

  \'Itis。\'

  \'O,willyoutakecareofme?\'

  \'Always。\'

  Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。

  Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。

  ThesightofheragainkindledallManston\'spassionsintoactivity。

  \'Sheshallnotgowithyou,\'hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,\'unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan\'tdoit!\'

  \'Thisisproof,\'saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。

  \'Noproofatall,\'saidManstonhotly。\'\'Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。\'

  \'Sendforalawyer,\'Owenreturned,\'andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。\'

  \'Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!\'criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。\'Youwillletmegowithhim,won\'tyou,sir?\'

  shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。

  \'We\'llhaveitallrightandsquare,\'saidManston,withmorequietness。\'Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。\'

  Itwasgettingonfortwelveo\'clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。

  Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。

  ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。

  Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。

  \'Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,\'hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。\'Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。\'

  \'He\'sinbedbythistimeforcertain,\'saidOwen。

  \'Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He\'llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he\'supatsomepartyoranother——he\'sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。\'

  Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen\'shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。

  Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。

  \'Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,\'hesaid;\'hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere\'snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。\'

  ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。

  \'AsfarasIcansee,\'saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,\'itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame\'sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。\'

  \'Yes,yes,\'saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself-

  possessionandcommon-sense;\'letitallbesettledbyherself。\'

  TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords——

  \'Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。\'

  \'I\'llgobackwithOwen。\'

  \'Verywell。\'Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly:

  \'Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?\'

  \'Ido,\'shesaid。

  \'Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon\'tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?\'

  \'Ibelieveyou,\'shesaid。

  \'Andnow,good-evening,\'hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。\'InthreedaysIshallclaimher。\'

  Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister\'sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。

  Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea\'sluggageputuponit。

  \'Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?\'Oweninquiredofthedriver。

  \'Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。\'

  \'BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,\'saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:——

  \'Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。\'

  Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。

  \'PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,\'hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。

  Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress;

  thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。

  WasshestillManston\'swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。

  Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。

  Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。

  AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。

  XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS

  1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY

  Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。

  Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea\'sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。

  TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。

  \'Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,\'heinsisted。

  Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。

  HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。

  \'Certainly,\'saidMr。Raunham,\'itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。\'

  \'Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。

  ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。\'

  \'Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。

  Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。\'

  \'Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。\'

  \'HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?\'

  \'Advertise。I\'llthinkaboutit,\'saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。\'Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。\'

  Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。

  HesawMr。Raunham。\'Haveyoudoneanythingyet?\'therectorinquired。

  \'No——Ihavenot,\'saidManstonabsently。\'ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。\'Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。\'MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。\'

  Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston\'stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。

  \'Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,\'hesaidgently。\'Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——\'

  \'TheSpringroves,Isuppose,\'saidManstongloomily。

  \'Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。\'

  \'Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!\'Manstoncried。

  \'Iwouldadviseyounottogo,\'saidRaunham。\'Butdothisinstead——

  beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。

  Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。\'

  Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。

  OnManston\'sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。

  Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。

  Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife\'sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。

  Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。

  Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。

  Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。

  Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。

  ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway-

  stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。

  Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。

  Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。

  2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY

  Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife\'soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。

  Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。

  Therewasnoanswer。

  Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。

  \'Icannottryanyfurther,\'saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。\'Mr。Raunham,I\'lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon\'tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。\'

  \'Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?\'saidMr。Raunham。

  \'Ihavedoneit,\'saidManston。\'Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher——

  livingordead——atleast,\'headded,correctinghimself,\'sinceI

  havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。\'

  \'Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,\'saidtherectoremphatically。\'Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There\'sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。\'

  WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。

  Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:——

  \'January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:——

  \'Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。

  \'Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea\'swelfare。

  \'Thethirdandmostremarkable。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCythereawhichcertainlyisstrongandevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston\'sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。\'

  Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A

  paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。

  3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY

  Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman\'shand。

  Abachelorfriendofthesteward\'s,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。

  Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:——

  \'“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。

  \'“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。

  \'“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。

  \'“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。

  Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。

  Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。

  \'“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI

  writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatchandIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhereinmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“\'

  \'Well,that\'sarumstory,\'saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。

  \'What\'sarumstory?\'saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。

  \'Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。\'

  \'Idon\'tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。\'

  \'Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。\'

  \'Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat\'swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she\'struthfulenough。\'Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。

  \'Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。\'

  \'Oyes。\'Manstonreadon:——

  \'“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。

  \'“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I

  wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I

  consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。

  \'“Mynamehereisasbefore

  \'“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。\'“

  Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。

  \'Soit\'stobeallrightatlastthen,\'saidManston\'sfriend。\'Butafterallthere\'sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon\'tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。\'Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward\'scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。

  \'That\'sneitherherenorthere,\'hesaid;\'itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere\'sanendofit。\'

  \'Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。\'

  \'Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。\'

  \'Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?\'

  \'Cuibono?\'Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。

  \'Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,\'heresumed。

  \'Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。

  Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse——

  she\'llfinditalloutsoonenough。\'

  Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,\'Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!\'Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“\'

  Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。

  4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY

  KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno\'clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。

  ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday\'ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward\'sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,\'OldHouse,Knapwater\'——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。

  Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。

  Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。

  Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。

  Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea\'slissomgirlishness。

  Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment\'sabstinence。

  Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife\'scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman\'sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。

  Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea\'syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。

  ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld——

  immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。

  XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS

  1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH

  OwenGraye\'srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。

  ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。

  \'Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,\'hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,\'andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady\'sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it\'snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you\'llbesomebody\'shappywifeyet。\'

  HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove\'s,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston\'sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。

  Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston\'sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。

  Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。

  Manston\'sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen——

  \'Apttoenticeadeity。\'

  Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。

  TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。

  Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtowerwhichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。

  Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker——

  thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。

  AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches——

  \'“——Isaid,ifthere\'speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“\'

  2。THETHIRDOFMARCH

  Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。

  Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。

  Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。

  Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。

  \'Whatnonsense,Cytherea!\'saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。

  EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。

  \'Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!\'criedOwen。\'What\'stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。\'

  \'IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,\'saidSpringrove,\'andI

  calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?\'

  \'Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney-

  corner,andall,yousee。\'

  \'Mrs。Manstoncame,\'saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。

  \'Yes。\'AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。

  \'Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。\'

  \'Very。\'

  \'YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。\'

  \'Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。

  Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。\'

  \'Isshequitewell?\'saidSpringrove。

  \'Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I\'llcallher。\'

  \'Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。\'

  Owensatdownagain。

  \'Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?\'

  TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。

  \'Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,\'hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。

  Springrove\'scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple\'Yes,\'attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression——

  \'Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI

  madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。

  \'Butconsideragain,\'hewenton。\'Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。

  IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。\'

  \'I\'llcallCytherea,\'saidOwen。\'Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。\'Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward\'svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。

  \'Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,\'hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。

  Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。

  \'Iwillgetalight,\'shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。

  \'No——don\'t,please,Cytherea,\'saidEdwardsoftly,\'Comeandsitdownwithme。\'

  \'Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,\'shereturnedtimidly。

  \'Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I\'llsithere。\'

  Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。

  Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。

  Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。

  Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。\'Cytherea,willyoumarryme?\'

  hesaid。

  Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。

  Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。

  \'Edward,Icanneverbeanybody\'swife,\'shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。

  \'Thinkofitineverylight,\'hepleaded;\'thelightoflove,first。

  Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I

  canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。\'

  \'Iknowallaboutit,\'shesaidhastily;\'andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……\'Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。

  \'Don\'t,myowndarling!\'heentreated。\'Don\'t,Cytherea!\'

  \'Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon\'tpressme——

  mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit:

  never!\'

  Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。

  \'Atanyrateyouwillloveme?\'hemurmuredtoher。

  \'Yes——always——foreverandforever!\'

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