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  Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。

  \'Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe\'s。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I

  wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。\'Shespokegirlishly。

  Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman\'sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。

  \'Itdoesn\'tmatter。I\'llcomeagain。\'

  \'Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。\'

  \'Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。\'

  \'That\'sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn\'tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。\'

  \'Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。\'

  \'Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。\'

  Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea\'smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。

  MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。

  Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。

  \'Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!\'saidCytherea。\'Aren\'tyouafraid?\'

  \'AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm\'sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。\'

  Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。

  \'IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,\'remarkedAdelaide。\'Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody\'ssocietybutmyown。\'

  \'Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。\'

  Cythereacalledthefriend\'she\'byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman\'s\'friend\'isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe\'suntiltheyprovethemselveshe\'s。

  MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。

  \'Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,\'shecontinued。

  \'“Humorousreproof:“that\'snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?\'wasthegrooveofCytherea\'sthoughtattheremark。\'Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,\'saidthatinnocentyounglady。

  \'No,\'saidMissHinton,withacandidair。\'\'TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。\'Shelookedoutofthewindow。

  Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea\'smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。

  \'Iimaginehe\'salover,\'shesaid。

  MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。

  Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。

  \'Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!\'saidCythereaaccusingly。

  Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。\'Well,yes,Iam,\'shesaid。

  Theword\'engaged\'hadnosoonerpassedCytherea\'slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea\'smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward\'swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus!

  \'Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?\'sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。

  \'Notverysoon——still,soon。\'

  \'Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?\'saidCytherea。

  \'Two。\'

  Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。\'Youwon\'ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?\'shesaid,witheagermystery。

  \'Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?\'

  \'No。\'

  Nothingprovedyet。

  \'What\'shisname?\'saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。

  \'Whatdoyouthink?\'saidMissHinton。

  \'George?\'saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。

  \'No,\'saidAdelaide。\'Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;\'

  andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。

  \'Thereheis,\'MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。

  \'Areyouveryfondofhim?\'continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。

  \'Yes,ofcourseIam,\'hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho\'livedinAbraham\'sbosomalltheyear,\'andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。\'He\'smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather\'sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。\'

  \'Why?\'

  \'O,it\'sonlyinfun。He\'sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。\'

  Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,\'Howdoyouknowthat?\'

  Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。

  \'Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen\'sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon\'tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He\'sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I\'llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——\'

  Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。

  \'SheDIDN\'T!anditWASN\'Tshallowness!\'Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。\'\'Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!\'Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。

  \'Doyouknowher——orhim?\'saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。

  Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。

  Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。

  \'Yes,Iknowher,\'shesaid。

  \'Well,\'saidMissHinton,\'Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——\'

  \'O,nevermind,\'Cythereareturned;\'itdoesn\'tmatter,MissHinton。

  IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes——

  Imustgo。\'

  MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。

  Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove\'snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。

  3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。

  ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple-

  harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。

  TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。

  Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended——

  representingthethreemencalledtrantersirregularcarriers,standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair\'s-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。

  Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen\'sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。

  EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。

  Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased——

  \'Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。\'

  Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。

  TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。

  \'Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?\'saidtheclerk。

  \'Justaglimpseofhim;but\'twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe\'snothereforlong。\'

  \'Whymidthatbe?\'

  \'He\'llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。\'

  \'Shed\'payenwell,\'saidagrinder;\'andmoney\'smoney。\'

  \'Ah——\'tis:verymuchso,\'theclerkreplied。

  \'Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,\'saidSpringrove,\'butshe\'llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere\'sanendo\'t……Yes,sheisaone,\'continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。

  \'Sheis,\'saidGad,restingtooitiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster\'sinitiativetorestandreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。

  \'True:aoneisshe,\'theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。

  \'Shehassuchatemper,\'saidthefarmer,\'andissowilfultoo。

  Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I\'dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi\'her。\'

  \'\'Tisatempershehev,\'tis,\'theclerkreplied,\'thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn\'tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。\'

  Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。

  Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,\'There\'ssome\'atbetween\'em:markmywords,naibours——

  there\'ssome\'atbetween\'em。\'

  \'D\'yemeanit?\'

  \'Id\'knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn\'the?\'

  \'\'Adid,truly,\'saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。

  \'Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,\'saidtheclerkagain。

  \'\'Adid。\'

  \'Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。\'

  Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。

  \'Well,\'saidtheclerk,\'youdon\'tcallherthekindo\'womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo\'God?

  Why,asaruleshe\'sasrightasIbemyself。\'

  Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。

  \'Yes,asrightintheserviceo\'GodasIbemyself,\'repeatedtheclerk。\'ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when\'twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。

  HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“

  saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi\'tha\'mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she\'dneverha\'noticedye。She\'sinlovewi\'theman,that\'swhatsheis。\'

  \'Thenshe\'sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,\'saidMr。

  Springrove。\'Why,she\'soldenoughtobehismother。\'

  \'Therow\'llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you\'llsee。Shewon\'truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。\'

  \'ClerkCrickett,Id\'fancyyoud\'knoweverythingabouteverybody,\'

  saidGad。

  \'Wellso\'s,\'saidtheclerkmodestly。\'Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。\'

  \'AndId\'knowwherefrom。\'

  \'Ah。\'

  \'Thatwifeo\'thine。She\'sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。\'

  \'Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe\'vehad——Godblessher!\'

  \'Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,\'saidMr。Springrove。

  \'Well,\'thasbeenapowero\'marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi\'“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi\'“Amazement,“

  astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove?

  \'Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here\'saglasso\'rum,forIshan\'tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“

  Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。

  Springrove,yougavemeaglasso\'rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here\'stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I

  said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI

  thoughtI\'dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn\'tgivemeadropo\'thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman\'spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,\'twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere\'sshemouldereninhergrave。\'

  \'Iusedtothink\'twasyourwife\'sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid\'emdieoffso,\'saidGad。

  \'Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so\'twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate\'snothenbesideawoman\'sschemen!\'

  \'Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto\'\'emupabovethere,\'saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。

  \'Hullo!Here\'stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,\'saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。\'She\'scomenuphere,asIbealive!\'

  ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。

  \'Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,\'

  saidtheclerk。\'Sheenencurls,andplentyo\'em。\'

  \'Ifthere\'sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,\'tisbeingproudofherhair,\'saidMr。Springrove。

  \'Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo\'thewhole。I

  warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha\'n\'tasticko\'furnituretocallherown。\'

  \'Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,\'

  saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。

  \'O,\'repliedtheservantoftheChurch;\'I\'venothentosayagainstit——Ono:

  \'“Thechimney-sweeper\'sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe\'sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“\'

  Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers\'eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove\'s,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。

  Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。

  \'Iknowyourerrand,missie,\'hesaid,\'andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I\'llstepindoors。\'

  \'IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,\'saidCytherea。

  \'Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn\'tmind,we\'llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?\'

  \'Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。\'

  \'Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,\'

  continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。\'Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep\'emtilltheregularsturnin。\'Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。

  \'I\'mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,\'hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。\'Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo-

  day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter:

  “London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn\'t。Itthrewmeoutabit。\'

  \'Ofcourse,\'saidCytherea。

  \'He\'sgotaplace\'ab\'lieve?\'saidtheclerk,drawingnear。

  \'No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn\'tmanagetogetit。Idon\'tknowtherightso\'thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn\'thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。\'

  Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。

  \'Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko\'en,\'rejoinedClerkCrickett。

  \'Oneo\'thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo\'forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,\'saidagrinder。

  \'Well,he\'sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。\'

  \'SowouldmyTedha\'been,forthemattero\'that,\'thefarmersaid。

  \'That\'strue:\'awould,sir。\'

  \'Isaid,I\'llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。\'

  \'Ay,thatyouwouldso,\'saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。

  \'Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle;

  andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。\'

  \'When\'stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?\'

  \'Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan\'tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。\'

  Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。

  \'Nowthen,missie,ifyou\'llcomeindoors,please。\'

  GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。

  \'Icouldtellbythetongueo\'herthatshedidn\'ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,\'hesaidinanundertone。

  \'Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,\'sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。

  Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。

  \'Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,\'thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。

  \'O,Mr。Springrove,\'saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself;

  \'IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。\'

  Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。

  \'Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that\'smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that\'sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。\'

  Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。

  \'Yes,\'hecontinued,\'sometimesIcan\'thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe\'llbebetterwhenhe\'smarriedtoAdelaide。\'

  Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。

  \'Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,\'shesaidtremulously。

  \'Heusedto——hedoesn\'tshowitsomuchnow;butthat\'sbecausehe\'solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She\'salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。\'

  \'How,sir?\'

  \'O,she\'smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe\'dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe\'dstartwi\'frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“\'

  Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously——

  \'\'TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan\'thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe\'llnevergeton——thathe\'lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo\'perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere\'snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan\'tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we\'llhopeforthebest。\'

  Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,\'Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?\'

  \'No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,\'shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。

  4。FIVETOSIXP。M。

  Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit\'sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。

  Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。

  Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。

  Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。

  ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。

  Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。\'Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,\'shethought,\'andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。\'

  Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant——

  \'Areyouafraid?\'

  She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。\'Idon\'tthinkI

  am,\'shestammered。

  Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。

  \'Ofthethunder,Imean,\'hesaid;\'notofmyself。\'

  Shemustturntohimnow。\'Ithinkitisgoingtorain,\'sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。

  Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,\'ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?\'

  \'Yes,Iam,\'

  \'MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。\'

  \'No。\'Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,\'IamMissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Idon\'tmindtheloneliness。\'

  \'O,MissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI\'llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。\'

  \'MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。\'

  \'Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI

  haven\'tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I\'llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。\'

  Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。\'Thisisit,\'hesaidpleasantly。

  Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。

  \'Ithinkafterall,\'hecontinued,\'thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。\'

  Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。

  \'Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。

  Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。\'

  Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。

  Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。

  Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。

  Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。

  Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。

  Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。

  Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。

  \'Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,\'hesaid。\'Stepinsidethedoor。\'

  Cythereahesitated。

  \'Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,\'headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。\'YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin——

  boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?\'

  \'Ihaveneverbeenin。\'

  \'Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。\'

  \'Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。\'

  \'Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。

  Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。\'

  \'Anorgan?\'

  \'Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?\'

  \'Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。\'

  \'Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。

  Apianoisn\'tmuchasaninstrument。\'

  \'Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。\'

  \'Thatisn\'taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。\'

  \'No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion\'ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。\'

  NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。

  \'Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,\'hesaid。\'Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。\'

  Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward\'sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。

  \'Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?\'saidCythereauneasily。

  \'Oyes。Whynotnow?\'hesaid。\'Youcan\'tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon\'tmindsittingonthisbox。

  ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。\'

  Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。

  Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。

  \'Whatasplendidflash!\'hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。

  \'IwishI——thelightningwasn\'tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?\'shesaidtimidly。

  \'Itcan\'tlastmuchlonger,\'hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。\'Butthisisnothing,\'hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。\'Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don\'tmindit;

  nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。\'

  Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。

  Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。\'There,\'hesaid,turningtoher,\'that\'sthewaytolookatlightning。\'

  \'O,itmighthaveblindedyou!\'sheexclaimed。

  \'Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn\'thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?\'

  \'No,thankyou——Idon\'twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。\'Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。

  \'Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?\'shesaid,whenhenextpaused。

  \'H\'m——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,\'saidhelightly。\'Don\'tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?\'

  \'Yes,sometimes,perhaps。\'

  \'Whenyouarefulloftrouble。\'

  \'Yes。\'

  \'Well,whyshouldn\'tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?\'

  \'Areyoutroubled?\'

  \'Iamtroubled。\'Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。

  Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。

  Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。

  Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。

  Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman\'sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies——

  \'Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?\'

  \'Verymuchindeed,\'shesaid。

  \'Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。\'

  \'Thankyoumuch。\'

  \'IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?\'

  \'O,notforme。Don\'tbringit,\'shesaidhastily。\'Ishouldn\'tlikeyouto。\'

  \'Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI

  shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。\'

  HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。

  \'Verywell,\'shesaid,togetridofthelook。

  Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。

  Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor-

  house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。

  \'Allowmetocomewithyou,\'hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。\'MayIcome?\'herepeated。

  \'No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,\'shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood-

  evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。

  \'O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?\'wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。

  5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。

  Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward\'simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston\'sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。

  OncomingintoMissAldclyffe\'spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea\'sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。

  \'Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?\'saidthelady,withassumedseverity。

  \'Yes,Iwas。\'

  \'IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。\'

  \'Ididn\'tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。\'

  \'Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?\'

  \'ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。\'

  \'Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——\'sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said——

  \'DidhesayanythingaboutME?\'

  \'Nothing,\'saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,\'exceptthatI

  wastogiveyouthesubscription。\'

  \'Youarequitesure?\'

  \'Quite。\'

  \'Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?\'

  \'Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,\'

  \'Troubled!\'

  Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。

  WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。

  Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。\'Inever,nevercanforgetit!\'shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。

  Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman\'sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。

  Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:——

  \'KNAPWATERHOUSE

  September20th。

  \'IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno\'clockbythewaterfallasI

  promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。

  \'C。GRAYE。\'

  Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。

  IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS

  1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER

  TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea\'shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。

  Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。

  Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。

  Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm\'precipitanceofsoul,\'asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。

  Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward\'simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:——

  \'Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。\'

  ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。NewwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinctthoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe\'searstotheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。

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