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  She\'sanextraordinarypictureofwomankind——veryextraordinary。\'

  \'Inwhatwaybesides?\'

  \'You\'llknowsoonenough,miss。Shehashadsevenlady\'s-maidsthislasttwelvemonth。Iassureyou\'tisonebody\'sworktofetch\'emfromthestationandtake\'embackagain。TheLordmustbeaneglectfulpartyatheart,orhe\'dneverpermitsuchoverbearengoingson!\'

  \'Doesshedismissthemdirectlytheycome!\'

  \'Notatall——sheneverdismissesthem——theygotheirselves。Yesee\'tislikethis。She\'sgotaveryquicktemper;shefleesinapassionwiththemfornothingatall;nextmornentheycomeupandsaytheyaregoing;she\'ssorryforitandwishesthey\'dstay,butshe\'sasproudasalucifer,andherpridewon\'tlethersay,“Stay,“andawaytheygo。\'Tislikethisinfact。Ifyousaytoheraboutanybody,“Ah,poorthing!”shesays,“Pooh!indeed!”Ifyousay,“Pooh,indeed!”“Ah,poorthing!”shesaysdirectly。Shehangsthechiefbaker,asmidbe,andrestoresthechiefbutler,asmidbe,thoughthedevilbutPharaohherselfcanseethedifferencebetween\'em。\'

  Cythereawassilent。Shefearedshemightbeagainaburdentoherbrother。

  \'However,youstandaverygoodchance,\'themanwenton,\'forI

  thinkshelikesyoumorethancommon。Ihaveneverknownhersendthepony-carriagetomeetonebefore;\'tisalwaysthetrap,butthistimeshesaid,inaveryparticularladyliketone,“Roobert,gaowwiththepony-kerriage。“……There,\'tistrue,ponyandcarriagetooaregettenrathershabbynow,\'headded,lookingrounduponthevehicleasiftokeepCytherea\'spridewithinreasonablelimits。

  \'\'Tistobehopedyou\'llpleaseindressenherto-night。\'

  \'Whyto-night?\'

  \'There\'sadinner-partyofseventeen;\'tisherfather\'sbirthday,andshe\'sveryparticularaboutherlooksatsuchtimes。Nowsee;

  thisisthehouse。Livelieruphere,isn\'tit,miss?\'

  Theywerenowonrisingground,andhadjustemergedfromaclumpoftrees。Stillalittlehigherthanwheretheystoodwassituatedthemansion,calledKnapwaterHouse,theofficesgraduallylosingthemselvesamongthetreesbehind。

  2。EVENING

  Thehousewasregularlyandsubstantiallybuiltofcleangreyfreestonethroughout,inthatplainerfashionofGreekclassicismwhichprevailedatthelatterendofthelastcentury,whenthecopyistscalleddesignershadgrownwearyoffantasticvariationsintheRomanorders。Themainblockapproximatedtoasquareonthegroundplan,havingaprojectioninthecentreofeachside,surmountedbyapediment。Fromeachangleoftheinferiorsideranalineofbuildingslowerthantherest,turninginwardsagainattheirfurtherend,andformingwithinthemaspaciousopencourt,withinwhichresoundedanechoofastonishingclearness。Theseerectionswereintheirturnbackedbyivy-coveredice-houses,laundries,andstables,thewholemassofsubsidiarybuildingsbeinghalfburiedbeneathclose-setshrubsandtrees。

  Therewasopeningsufficientthroughthefoliageontherighthandtoenableheronnearerapproachtoformanideaofthearrangementoftheremoterorlawnfrontalso。Thenaturalfeaturesandcontourofthisquarterofthesitehadevidentlydictatedthepositionofthehouseprimarily,andwereoftheordinary,anduponthewhole,mostsatisfactorykind,namely,abroad,gracefulsloperunningfromtheterracebeneaththewallstothemarginofaplacidlakelyingbelow,uponthesurfaceofwhichadozenswansandagreenpuntfloatedatleisure。Anirregularwoodedislandstoodinthemidstofthelake;beyondthisandthefurthermarginofthewaterwereplantationsandgreenswardofvariedoutlines,thetreesheightening,byhalfveiling,thesoftnessoftheexquisitelandscapestretchingbehind。

  Theglimpsesshehadobtainedofthisportionwerenowcheckedbytheangleofthebuilding。Inaminuteortwotheyreachedthesidedoor,atwhichCythereaalighted。Shewaswelcomedbyanelderlywomanoflengthysmilesandgeneralpleasantness,whoannouncedherselftobeMrs。Morris,thehousekeeper。

  \'Mrs。Graye,Ibelieve?\'shesaid。

  \'Iamnot——Oyes,yes,weareallmistresses,\'saidCytherea,smiling,butforcedly。Thetitleaccordedherseemeddisagreeablylikethefirstslightscarofabrand,andshethoughtofOwen\'sprophecy。

  Mrs。MorrisledherintoacomfortableparlourcalledTheRoom。

  Hereteawasmadeready,andCythereasatdown,looking,wheneveroccasionallowed,atMrs。Morriswithgreatinterestandcuriosity,todiscover,ifpossible,somethinginherwhichshouldgiveacluetothesecretofherknowledgeofherself,andtherecommendationbaseduponit。Butnothingwastobelearnt,atanyratejustthen。

  Mrs。Morriswasperpetuallygettingup,feelinginherpockets,goingtocupboards,leavingtheroomtwoorthreeminutes,andtrottingbackagain。

  \'You\'llexcuseme,Mrs。Graye,\'shesaid,\'but\'tistheoldgentleman\'sbirthday,andtheyalwayshavealotofpeopletodinneronthatday,thoughhe\'sgettingupinyearsnow。However,noneofthemaresleepers——shegenerallykeepsthehouseprettyclearoflodgersbeingaladywithnointimatefriends,thoughmanyacquaintances,which,thoughitgivesuslesstodo,makesitallthedullerfortheyoungermaidsinthehouse。\'Mrs。Morristhenproceededtogiveinfragmentaryspeechesanoutlineoftheconstitutionandgovernmentoftheestate。

  \'Now,areyousureyouhavequitedonetea?Notabitordropmore?

  Why,you\'veeatennothing,I\'msure……Well,now,itisratherinconvenientthattheothermaidisnotheretoshowyouthewaysofthehousealittle,butsheleftlastSaturday,andMissAldclyffehasbeenmakingshiftwithpooroldclumsymeforamaidallyesterdayandthismorning。Sheisnotcomeinyet。Iexpectshewillaskforyou,Mrs。Graye,thefirstthing……Iwasgoingtosaythatifyouhavereallydonetea,Iwilltakeyouupstairs,andshowyouthroughthewardrobes——MissAldclyffe\'sthingsarenotlaidoutforto-nightyet。\'

  SheprecededCythereaupstairs,pointedoutherownroom,andthentookherintoMissAldclyffe\'sdressing-room,onthefirst-floor;

  where,afterexplainingthewhereaboutsofvariousarticlesofapparel,thehousekeeperlefther,tellingherthatshehadanhouryetuponherhandsbeforedressing-time。Cytherealaidoutuponthebedinthenextroomallthatshehadbeentoldwouldberequiredthatevening,andthenwentagaintothelittleroomwhichhadbeenappropriatedtoherself。

  Hereshesatdownbytheopenwindow,leantoutuponthesilllikeanotherBlessedDamozel,andlistlesslylookeddownuponthebrilliantpatternofcoloursformedbytheflower-bedsonthelawn——

  nowrichlycrowdedwithlatesummerblossom。Butthevivacityofspiritwhichhadhithertoenlivenedher,wasfastebbingunderthepressureofprosaicrealities,andthewarmscarletofthegeraniums,glowingmostconspicuously,andminglingwiththevividcoldredandgreenoftheverbenas,therichdepthofthedahlia,andtheripemellownessofthecalceolaria,backedbythepalehueofaflockofmeeksheepfeedingintheopenpark,closetotheothersideofthefence,were,toagreatextent,lostuponhereyes。Shewasthinkingthatnothingseemedworthwhile;thatitwaspossibleshemightdieinaworkhouse;andwhatdiditmatter?Thepetty,vulgardetailsofservitudethatshehadjustpassedthrough,herdependenceuponthewhimsofastrangewoman,thenecessityofquenchingallindividualityofcharacterinherself,andrelinquishingherownpeculiartastestohelponthewheelofthisalienestablishment,madehersickandsad,andshealmostlongedtopursuesomefree,out-of-doorsemployment,sleepundertreesorahut,andknownoenemybutwinterandcoldweather,likeshepherdsandcowkeepers,andbirdsandanimals——ay,likethesheepshesawthereunderherwindow。Shelookedsympathizinglyatthemforseveralminutes,imaginingtheirenjoymentoftherichgrass。

  \'Yes——likethosesheep,\'shesaidaloud;andherfacereddenedwithsurpriseatadiscoveryshemadethatveryinstant。

  Theflockconsistedofsomeninetyorahundredyoungstockewes:

  thesurfaceoftheirfleecewasasroundedandevenasacushion,andwhiteasmilk。Nowshehadjustobservedthatontheleftbuttockofeveryoneofthemweremarkedindistinctredletterstheinitials\'E。S。\'

  \'E。S。\'couldbringtoCytherea\'smindonlyonethought;butthatimmediatelyandforever——thenameofherlover,EdwardSpringrove。

  \'O,ifitshouldbe——!\'Sheinterruptedherwordsbyaresolve。

  MissAldclyffe\'scarriageatthesamemomentmadeitsappearanceinthedrive;butMissAldclyffewasnotherobjectnow。Itwastoascertaintowhomthesheepbelonged,andtosethersurmiseatrestonewayortheother。SheflewdownstairstoMrs。Morris。

  \'Whosesheeparethoseinthepark,Mrs。Morris?\'

  \'FarmerSpringrove\'s。\'

  \'WhatFarmerSpringroveisthat?\'shesaidquickly。

  \'Why,surelyyouknow?Yourfriend,FarmerSpringrove,thecider-

  maker,andwhokeepstheThreeTrantersInn;whorecommendedyoutomewhenhecameintoseemetheotherday?\'

  Cytherea\'smother-witsuddenlywarnedherinthemidstofherexcitementthatitwasnecessarynottobetraythesecretofherlove。\'Oyes,\'shesaid,\'ofcourse。\'Herthoughtshadrunasfollowsinthatshortinterval:——

  \'FarmerSpringroveisEdward\'sfather,andhisnameisEdwardtoo。

  \'EdwardknewIwasgoingtoadvertiseforasituationofsomekind。

  \'HewatchedtheTimes,andsawit,myaddressbeingattached。

  \'Hethoughtitwouldbeexcellentformetobeherethatwemightmeetwheneverhecamehome。

  \'HetoldhisfatherthatImightberecommendedasalady\'s-maid;

  andheknewmybrotherandmyself。

  \'HisfathertoldMrs。Morris;Mrs。MorristoldMissAldclyffe。\'

  Thewholechainofincidentsthatdrewhertherewasplain,andtherewasnosuchthingaschanceinthematter。ItwasallEdward\'sdoing。

  Thesoundofabellwasheard。Cythereadidnotheedit,andstillcontinuedinherreverie。

  \'That\'sMissAldclyffe\'sbell,\'saidMrs。Morris。

  \'Isupposeitis,\'saidtheyoungwomanplacidly。

  \'Well,itmeansthatyoumustgouptoher,\'thematroncontinued,inatoneofsurprise。

  Cythereafeltaburningheatcomeoverher,mingledwithasuddenirritationatMrs。Morris\'shint。Butthegoodsensewhichhadrecognizedsternnecessityprevailedoverrebelliousindependence;

  theflushpassed,andshesaidhastily——

  \'Yes,yes;ofcourse,Imustgotoherwhenshepullsthebell——

  whetherIwanttoorno。\'

  However,inspiteofthispainfulreminderofhernewpositioninlife,Cytherealefttheapartmentinamoodfardifferentfromthegloomysadnessoftenminutesprevious。Theplacefeltlikehometohernow;shedidnotmindthepettinessofheroccupation,becauseEdwardevidentlydidnotmindit;andthiswasEdward\'sownspot。

  ShefoundtimeonherwaytoMissAldclyffe\'sdressing-roomtohurriedlyglideoutbyasidedoor,andlookforamomentattheunconscioussheepbearingthefriendlyinitials。Shewentuptothemtotrytotouchoneoftheflock,andfeltvexedthattheyallstaredscepticallyatherkindadvances,andthenranpell-melldownthehill。Then,fearinganyoneshoulddiscoverherchildishmovements,sheslippedindoorsagain,andascendedthestaircase,catchingglimpses,asshepassed,ofsilver-buttonedfootmen,whoflashedaboutthepassageslikelightning。

  MissAldclyffe\'sdressing-roomwasanapartmentwhich,onacasualsurvey,conveyedanimpressionthatitwasavailableforalmostanypurposesavetheadornmentofthefeminineperson。Initshoursofperfectordernothingpertainingtothetoiletwasvisible;eventheinevitablemirrorswiththeiraccessorieswerearrangedinaroomyrecessnotnoticeablefromthedoor,lightedbyawindowofitsown,calledthedressing-window。

  Thewashing-standfiguredasavastoakchest,carvedwithgrotesqueRenaissanceornament。Thedressingtablewasinappearancesomethingbetweenahighaltarandacabinetpiano,thesurfacebeingrichlyworkedinthesamestyleofsemi-classicdecoration,buttheextraordinaryoutlinehavingbeenarrivedatbyaningeniousjoineranddecoratorfromtheneighbouringtown,aftermonthsofpainfultoilincuttingandfitting,underMissAldclyffe\'simmediateeye;thematerialsbeingtheremainsoftwoorthreeoldcabinetstheladyhadfoundinthelumber-room。Abouttwo-thirdsofthefloorwascarpeted,theremainingportionbeinglaidwithparquetryoflightanddarkwoods。

  MissAldclyffewasstandingatthelargerwindow,awayfromthedressing-niche。Shebowed,andsaidpleasantly,\'Iamgladyouhavecome。Weshallgetoncapitally,Idaresay。\'

  Herbonnetwasoff。Cythereadidnotthinkhersohandsomeasontheearlierday;thequeenlinessofherbeautywasharderandlesswarm。ButaworsediscoverythanthiswasthatMissAldclyffe,withtheusualobliviousnessofrichpeopletotheirdependents\'

  specialities,seemedtohavequiteforgottenCytherea\'sinexperience,andmechanicallydeliveredupherbodytoherhandmaidwithoutathoughtofdetails,andwithamildyawn。

  Everythingwentwellatfirst。Thedresswasremoved,stockingsandblackbootsweretakenoff,andsilkstockingsandwhiteshoeswereputon。MissAldclyffethenretiredtobatheherhandsandface,andCythereadrewbreath。Ifshecouldgetthroughthisfirstevening,allwouldberight。Shefeltthatitwasunfortunatethatsuchacrucialtestforherpowersasabirthdaydinnershouldhavebeenappliedonthethresholdofherarrival;butsettoagain。

  MissAldclyffewasnowarrayedinawhitedressing-gown,anddroppedlanguidlyintoaneasy-chair,pushedupbeforetheglass。TheinstinctsofhersexandherownpracticetoldCythereathenextmovement。SheletMissAldclyffe\'shairfallabouthershoulders,andbegantoarrangeit。Itprovedtobeallreal;asatisfaction。

  MissAldclyffewasmusinglylookingonthefloor,andtheoperationwentonforsomeminutesinsilence。Atlengthherthoughtsseemedtoturntothepresent,andsheliftedhereyestotheglass。

  \'Why,whatonearthareyoudoingwithmyhead?\'sheexclaimed,withwidelyopenedeyes。AtthewordsshefeltthebackofCytherea\'slittlehandtrembleagainstherneck。

  \'Perhapsyoupreferitdonetheotherfashion,madam?\'saidthemaiden。

  \'No,no;that\'sthefashionrightenough,butyoumustmakemoreshowofmyhairthanthat,orIshallhavetobuysome,whichGodforbid!\'

  \'ItishowIdomyown,\'saidCythereanaively,andwithasweetnessoftonethatwouldhavepleasedthemostacrimoniousunderfavourablecircumstances;buttyrannywasintheascendantwithMissAldclyffeatthismoment,andshewasassuredofpalatablefoodforhervicebyhavingfeltthetremblingofCytherea\'shand。

  \'Yours,indeed!YOURhair!Come,goon。\'ConsideringthatCythereapossessedatleastfivetimesasmuchofthatvaluableauxiliarytowoman\'sbeautyastheladybeforeher,therewasatthesametimesomeexcuseforMissAldclyffe\'soutburst。Sherememberedherself,however,andsaidmorequietly,\'Nowthen,Graye——By-the-

  bye,whatdotheycallyoudownstairs?\'

  \'Mrs。Graye,\'saidthehandmaid。

  \'Thentellthemnottodoanysuchabsurdthing——notbutthatitisquiteaccordingtousage;butyouaretooyoungyet。\'

  ThisdialoguetidedCythereasafelyonwardthroughthehairdressingtilltheflowersanddiamondsweretobeplaceduponthelady\'sbrow。Cythereabeganarrangingthemtastefully,andtotheverybestofherjudgment。

  \'Thatwon\'tdo,\'saidMissAldclyffeharshly。

  \'Why?\'

  \'Ilooktooyoung——anolddresseddoll。\'

  \'Willthat,madam?\'

  \'No,Ilookafright——aperfectfright!\'

  \'Thisway,perhaps?\'

  \'Heavens!Don\'tworrymeso。\'Sheshutherlipslikeatrap。

  Havingonceworkedherselfuptothebeliefthatherhead-dresswastobeafailurethatevening,noclevernessofCytherea\'sinarrangingitcouldpleaseher。Shecontinuedinasmoulderingpassionduringtheremainderoftheperformance,keepingherlipsfirmlyclosed,andthemusclesofherbodyrigid。Finally,snatchinguphergloves,andtakingherhandkerchiefandfaninherhand,shesilentlysailedoutoftheroom,withoutbetrayingtheleastconsciousnessofanotherwoman\'spresencebehindher。

  Cytherea\'sfearsthatattheundressingthissuppressedangerwouldfindavent,keptheronthornsthroughouttheevening。Shetriedtoread;shecouldnot。Shetriedtosew;shecouldnot。Shetriedtomuse;shecouldnotdothatconnectedly。\'Ifthisisthebeginning,whatwilltheendbe!\'shesaidinawhisper,andfeltmanymisgivingsastothepolicyofbeingoverhastyinestablishinganindependenceattheexpenseofcongruitywithacherishedpast。

  3。MIDNIGHT

  Theclockstrucktwelve。TheAldclyffestatedinnerwasover。Thecompanyhadallgone,andMissAldclyffe\'sbellrangloudlyandjerkingly。

  Cythereastartedtoherfeetatthesound,whichbrokeinuponafitfulsleepthathadovertakenher。Shehadbeensittingdrearilyinherchairwaitingminuteafterminuteforthesignal,herbraininthatstateofintentnesswhichtakescognizanceofthepassageofTimeasarealmotion——motionwithoutmatter——theinstantsthrobbingpastinthecompanyofafeverishpulse。Shehastenedtotheroom,tofindtheladysittingbeforethedressingshrine,illuminatedonbothsides,andlookingsoqueenlyinherattitudeofabsoluterepose,thattheyoungerwomanfelttheawfullestsenseofresponsibilityatherVandalisminhavingundertakentodemolishsoimposingapile。

  Thelady\'sjewelledornamentsweretakenoffinsilence——somebyherownlistlesshands,somebyCytherea\'s。Thenfollowedtheouterstratumofclothing。Thedressbeingremoved,Cythereatookitinherhandandwentwithitintothebedroomadjoining,intendingtohangitinthewardrobe。Butonsecondthoughts,inorderthatshemightnotkeepMissAldclyffewaitingamomentlongerthannecessary,sheflungitdownonthefirstresting-placethatcametohand,whichhappenedtobethebed,andre-enteredthedressing-roomwiththenoiselessfootfallofakitten。Shepausedinthemiddleoftheroom。

  Shewasunnoticed,andhersuddenreturnhadplainlynotbeenexpected。DuringtheshorttimeofCytherea\'sabsence,MissAldclyffehadpulledoffakindofchemisetteofBrusselsnet,drawnhighabovethethroat,whichshehadwornwithhereveningdressasasemi-opaquecoveringtohershoulders,andinitsplacehadputhernight-gownroundher。Herrighthandwasliftedtoherneck,asifengagedinfasteninghernight-gown。

  ButonasecondglanceMissAldclyffe\'sproceedingwasclearertoCytherea。Shewasnotfasteninghernight-gown;ithadbeencarelesslythrownroundher,andMissAldclyffewasreallyoccupiedinholdinguptohereyessomesmallobjectthatshewaskeenlyscrutinizing。AndnowonsuddenlydiscoveringthepresenceofCythereaatthebackoftheapartment,insteadofnaturallycontinuingorconcludingherinspection,shedesistedhurriedly;thetinysnapofaspringwasheard,herhandwasremoved,andshebeganadjustingherrobes。

  Modestymighthavedirectedherhastyactionofenwrappinghershoulders,butitwasscarcelylikely,consideringMissAldclyffe\'stemperament,thatshehadallherlifebeenusedtoamaid,Cytherea\'syouth,andtheelderlady\'smarkedtreatmentofherasifshewereamerechildorplaything。Thematterwastooslighttoreasonabout,andyetuponthewholeitseemedthatMissAldclyffemusthaveapracticalreasonforconcealingherneck。

  WithatimidsenseofbeinganintruderCythereawasabouttostepbackandoutoftheroom;butatthesamemomentMissAldclyffeturned,sawtheimpulse,andtoldhercompaniontostay,lookingintohereyesasifshehadhalfanintentiontoexplainsomething。

  Cythereafeltcertainitwasthelittlemysteryofherlatemovements。Theotherwithdrewhereyes;Cythereawenttofetchthedressing-gown,andwheeledroundagaintobringituptoMissAldclyffe,whohadnowpartlyremovedhernight-dresstoputitontheproperway,andstillsatwithherbacktowardsCytherea。

  Herneckwasagainquiteopenanduncovered,andthoughhiddenfromthedirectlineofCytherea\'svision,shesawitreflectedintheglass——thefairwhitesurface,andtheinimitablecombinationofcurvesbetweenthroatandbosomwhichartistsadore,beingbrightlylitupbythelightburningoneitherside。

  Andthelady\'spriorproceedingswerenowexplainedinthesimplestmanner。Inthemidstofherbreast,likeanislandinaseaofpearl,reclinedanexquisitelittlegoldlocket,embellishedwitharabesqueworkofblue,red,andwhiteenamel。ThatwasundoubtedlywhatMissAldclyffehadbeencontemplating;and,moreover,nothavingbeenputoffwithherotherornaments,itwastoberetainedduringthenight——aslightdeparturefromthecustomofladieswhichMissAldclyffehadatfirstnotcaredtoexhibittohernewassistant,thoughnow,onfurtherthought,sheseemedtohavebecomeindifferentonthematter。

  \'Mydressing-gown,\'shesaid,quietlyfasteninghernight-dressasshespoke。

  Cythereacameforwardwithit。MissAldclyffedidnotturnherhead,butlookedinquiringlyathermaidintheglass。

  \'YousawwhatIwearonmyneck,Isuppose?\'shesaidtoCytherea\'sreflectedface。

  \'Yes,madam,Idid,\'saidCythereatoMissAldclyffe\'sreflectedface。

  MissAldclyffeagainlookedatCytherea\'sreflectionasifshewereonthepointofexplaining。Againshecheckedherresolve,andsaidlightly——

  \'FewofmymaidsdiscoverthatIwearitalways。Igenerallykeepitasecret——notthatitmattersmuch。ButIwascarelesswithyou,andseemedtowanttotellyou。Youwinmetomakeconfidencesthat……\'

  Sheceased,tookCytherea\'shandinherown,liftedthelocketwiththeother,touchedthespringanddisclosedaminiature。

  \'Itisahandsomeface,isitnot?\'shewhisperedmournfully,andeventimidly。

  \'Itis。\'

  ButthesighthadgonethroughCytherealikeanelectricshock,andtherewasaninstantaneousawakeningofperceptioninher,sothrillinginitspresenceastobewell-nighinsupportable。Thefaceintheminiaturewasthefaceofherownfather——youngerandfresherthanshehadeverknownhim——butherfather!

  Wasthisthewomanofhiswildandunquenchableearlylove?Andwasthisthewomanwhohadfiguredinthegate-man\'sstoryasansweringthenameofCythereabeforeherjudgmentwasawake?Surelyitwas。

  Andifso,herewasthetangibleoutcropofaromanticandhiddenstratumofthepasthithertoseenonlyinherimagination;butasfarasherscopeallowed,clearlydefinedthereinbyreasonofitsstrangeness。

  MissAldclyffe\'seyesandthoughtsweresointentupontheminiaturethatshehadnotbeenconsciousofCytherea\'sstartofsurprise。

  Shewentonspeakinginalowandabstractedtone。

  \'Yes,Ilosthim。\'Sheinterruptedherwordsbyashortmeditation,andwentonagain。\'Ilosthimbyexcessofhonestyasregardedmypast。Butitwasbestthatitshouldbeso……Iwasledtothinkrathermorethanusualofthecircumstancesto-nightbecauseofyourname。Itispronouncedthesameway,thoughdifferentlyspelt。\'

  TheonlymeansbywhichCytherea\'ssurnamecouldhavebeenspelttoMissAldclyffemusthavebeenbyMrs。MorrisorFarmerSpringrove。

  ShefanciedFarmerSpringrovewouldhavespeltitproperlyifEdwardwashisinformant,whichmadeMissAldclyffe\'sremarkobscure。

  Womenmakeconfidencesandthenregretthem。TheimpulsiverushoffeelingwhichhadledMissAldclyffetoindulgeinthisrevelation,triflingasitwas,diedoutimmediatelyherwordswerebeyondrecall;andtheturmoil,occasionedinherbydwellinguponthatchapterofherlife,foundventinanotherkindofemotion——theresultofatrivialaccident。

  Cytherea,afterlettingdownMissAldclyffe\'shair,adoptedsomeplanwithittowhichtheladyhadnotbeenaccustomed。Arapidrevulsiontoirritationensued。Themaiden\'smeretouchseemedtodischargethepent-upregretoftheladyasifshehadbeenajarofelectricity。

  \'Howstrangelyyoutreatmyhair!\'sheexclaimed。

  Asilence。

  \'IhavetoldyouwhatInevertellmymaidsasarule;ofcourseNOTHINGthatIsayinthisroomistobementionedoutsideit。\'Shespokecrosslynolessthanemphatically。

  \'Itshallnotbe,madam,\'saidCytherea,agitatedandvexedthatthewomanofherromanticwonderingsshouldbesodisagreeabletoher。

  \'WhyonearthdidItellyouofmypast?\'shewenton。

  Cythereamadenoanswer。

  Thelady\'svexationwithherself,andtheaccidentwhichhadledtothedisclosureswelledlittlebylittletillitknewnobounds。Butwhatwasdonecouldnotbeundone,andthoughCythereahadshownamostwinningresponsiveness,quarrelMissAldclyffemust。SherecurredtothesubjectofCytherea\'swantofexpertness,likeabitterreviewer,whofindingthesentimentsofapoetunimpeachable,quarrelswithhisrhymes。

  \'Never,neverbeforedidIservemyselfsuchatrickasthisinengagingamaid!\'Shewaitedforanexpostulation:nonecame。

  MissAldclyffetriedagain。

  \'Theideaofmytakingagirlwithoutaskinghermorethanthreequestions,orhavingasinglereference,allbecauseofhergoodl——

  ,theshapeofherfaceandbody!ItWASafool\'strick。There,I

  amservedright,quiteright——bybeingdeceivedinsuchaway。\'

  \'Ididn\'tdeceiveyou,\'saidCytherea。Thespeechwasanunfortunateone,andwasthevery\'fueltomaintainitsfires\'thattheother\'spetulancedesired。

  \'Youdid,\'shesaidhotly。

  \'ItoldyouIcouldn\'tpromisetobeacquaintedwitheverydetailofroutinejustatfirst。\'

  \'Willyoucontradictmeinthisway!Youaretellinguntruths,I

  say。\'

  Cytherea\'slipquivered。\'Iwouldanswertheremarkif——if——\'

  \'Ifwhat?\'

  \'Ifitwerealady\'s!\'

  \'Yougirlofimpudence——whatdoyousay?Leavetheroomthisinstant,Itellyou。\'

  \'AndItellyouthatapersonwhospeakstoaladyasyoudotome,isnoladyherself!\'

  \'Toalady?Alady\'s-maidspeaksinthisway。Theidea!\'

  \'Don\'t“lady\'s-maid“me:nobodyismymistressIwon\'thaveit!\'

  \'GoodHeavens!\'

  \'Iwouldn\'thavecome——no——Iwouldn\'t!ifIhadknown!\'

  \'What?\'

  \'Thatyouweresuchanill-tempered,unjustwoman!\'

  \'PossestbeyondtheMuse\'spainting,\'MissAldclyffeexclaimed——

  \'AWoman,amI!I\'llteachyouifIamaWoman!\'andliftedherhandasifshewouldhavelikedtostrikehercompanion。Thisstungthemaidenintoabsolutedefiance。

  \'Idareyoutotouchme!\'shecried。\'Strikemeifyoudare,madam!

  Iamnotafraidofyou——whatdoyoumeanbysuchanactionasthat?\'

  MissAldclyffewasdisconcertedatthisunexpectedshowofspirit,andashamedofherunladylikeimpulsenowitwasputintowords。

  Shesankbackinthechair。\'Iwasnotgoingtostrikeyou——gotoyourroom——Ibegyoutogotoyourroom!\'sherepeatedinahuskywhisper。

  Cytherea,redandpanting,tookuphercandlestickandadvancedtothetabletogetalight。Asshestoodclosetothemtheraysfromthecandlesstrucksharplyonherface。Sheusuallyboreamuchstrongerlikenesstohermotherthantoherfather,butnow,lookingwithagrave,reckless,andangeredexpressionofcountenanceatthekindlingwickasshehelditslantingintotheotherflame,herfather\'sfeaturesweredistinctinher。ItwasthefirsttimeMissAldclyffehadseenherinapassionatemood,andwearingthatexpressionwhichwasinvariablyitsconcomitant。ItwasMissAldclyffe\'sturntostartnow;andtheremarkshemadewasaninstanceofthatsuddenchangeoftonefromhigh-flowninvectivetothepettinessofcuriositywhichsooftenmakeswomen\'squarrelsridiculous。EvenMissAldclyffe\'sdignityhadnotsufficientpowertopostponetheabsorbingdesireshenowfelttosettlethestrangesuspicionthathadenteredherhead。

  \'Youspellyournamethecommonway,G,R,E,Y,don\'tyou?\'shesaid,withassumedindifference。

  \'No,\'saidCytherea,poisedonthesideofherfoot,andstilllookingintotheflame。

  \'Yes,surely?Thenamewasspeltthatwayonyourboxes:Ilookedandsawitmyself。\'

  TheenigmaofMissAldclyffe\'smistakewassolved。\'O,wasit?\'

  saidCytherea。\'Ah,IrememberMrs。Jackson,thelodging-housekeeperatBudmouth,labelledthem。WespellournameG,R,A,Y,E。\'

  \'Whatwasyourfather\'strade?\'

  Cythereathoughtitwouldbeuselesstoattempttoconcealfactsanylonger。\'Hiswasnotatrade,\'shesaid。\'Hewasanarchitect。\'

  \'Theideaofyourbeinganarchitect\'sdaughter!\'

  \'There\'snothingtooffend,youinthat,Ihope?\'

  \'Ono。\'

  \'Whydidyousay“theidea“?\'

  \'Leavethatalone。DidheevervisitinGowerStreet,Bloomsbury,oneChristmas,manyyearsago?——butyouwouldnotknowthat。\'

  \'IhaveheardhimsaythatMr。Huntway,acuratesomewhereinthatpartofLondon,andwhodiedthere,wasanoldcollegefriendofhis。\'

  \'WhatisyourChristianname?\'

  \'Cytherea。\'

  \'No!Andisitreally?AndyouknewthatfaceIshowedyou?Yes,Iseeyoudid。\'MissAldclyffestopped,andclosedherlipsimpassibly。Shewasalittleagitated。

  \'Doyouwantmeanylonger?\'saidCytherea,standingcandleinhandandlookingquietlyinMissAldclyffe\'sface。

  \'Well——no:nolonger,\'saidtheotherlingeringly。

  \'Withyourpermission,Iwillleavethehousetomorrowmorning,madam。\'

  \'Ah。\'MissAldclyffehadnonotionofwhatshewassaying。

  \'AndIknowyouwillbesogoodasnottointrudeuponmeduringtheshortremainderofmystay?\'

  SayingthisCytherealefttheroombeforehercompanionhadanswered。MissAldclyffe,then,hadrecognizedheratlast,andhadbeencuriousabouthernamefromthebeginning。

  Theothermembersofthehouseholdhadretiredtorest。AsCythereawentalongthepassageleadingtoherroomherskirtsrustledagainstthepartition。Adooronherleftopened,andMrs。Morrislookedout。

  \'Iwaitedoutofbedtillyoucameup,\'shesaid,\'itbeingyourfirstnight,incaseyoushouldbeatalossforanything。HowhaveyougotonwithMissAldclyffe?\'

  \'Prettywell——thoughnotsowellasIcouldhavewished。\'

  \'Hasshebeenscolding?\'

  \'Alittle。\'

  \'She\'saveryoddlady——\'tisallonewayortheotherwithher。

  She\'snotbadatheart,butunbearableinclosequarters。Thoseofuswhodon\'thavemuchtodowithherpersonally,stayonforyearsandyears。\'

  \'HasMissAldclyffe\'sfamilyalwaysbeenrich?\'saidCytherea。

  \'Ono。Theproperty,withthename,camefromhermother\'suncle。

  HerfamilyisabranchoftheoldAldclyffefamilyonthematernalside。HermothermarriedaBradleigh——amerenobodyatthattime——

  andwasonthataccountcutbyherrelations。Butverysingularlytheotherbranchofthefamilydiedoutonebyone——threeofthem,andMissAldclyffe\'sgreat-unclethenleftallhisproperty,includingthisestate,toCaptainBradleighandhiswife——MissAldclyffe\'sfatherandmother——onconditionthattheytooktheoldfamilynameaswell。There\'sallaboutitinthe“LandedGentry。“

  \'Tisathingveryoftendone。\'

  \'O,Isee。Thankyou。Well,nowIamgoing。Good-night。\'

  VI。THEEVENTSOFTWELVEHOURS

  1。AUGUSTTHENINTH。ONETOTWOO\'CLOCKA。M。

  Cythereaenteredherbedroom,andflungherselfonthe,bed,bewilderedbyawhirlofthought。Onlyonesubjectwasclearinhermind,anditwasthat,inspiteoffamilydiscoveries,thatdaywastobethefirstandlastofherexperienceasalady\'s-maid。

  Starvationitselfshouldnotcompelhertoholdsuchahumiliatingpostforanotherinstant。\'Ah,\'shethought,withasigh,atthemartyrdomofherlastlittlefragmentofself-conceit,\'OwenknowseverythingbetterthanI。\'

  Shejumpedupandbeganmakingreadyforherdepartureinthemorning,thetearsstreamingdownwhenshegrievedandwonderedwhatpracticalmatteronearthshecouldturnherhandtonext。Allthesepreparationscompleted,shebegantoundress,hermindunconsciouslydriftingawaytothecontemplationofherlatesurprises。Tolookintheglassforaninstantatthereflectionofherownmagnificentresourcesinfaceandbosom,andtomarktheirattractivenessunadorned,wasperhapsbutthenaturalactionofayoungwomanwhohadsolatelybeenchiddenwhilstpassingthroughtheharassingexperienceofdecoratinganolderbeautyofMissAldclyffe\'stemper。

  Butshedirectlycheckedherweaknessbysympathizingreflectionsonthehiddentroubleswhichmusthavethrongedthepastyearsofthesolitarylady,tokeepher,thoughsorichandcourted,inamoodsorepellentandgloomyasthatinwhichCythereafoundher;andthentheyounggirlmarvelledagainandagain,asshehadmarvelledbefore,atthestrangeconfluenceofcircumstanceswhichhadbroughtherselfintocontactwiththeonewomanintheworldwhosehistorywassoromanticallyintertwinedwithherown。Shealmostbegantowishshewerenotobligedtogoawayandleavethelonelybeingtolonelinessstill。

  Inbedandinthedark,MissAldclyffehauntedhermindmorepersistentlythanever。Insteadofsleeping,shecalledupstaringvisionsofthepossiblepastofthisqueenlylady,hermother\'srival。Upthelongvistaofbygoneyearsshesaw,behindall,theyounggirl\'sflirtation,littleormuch,withthecousin,thatseemedtohavebeennippedinthebud,ortohaveterminatedhastilyinsomeway。ThenthesecretmeetingsbetweenMissAldclyffeandtheotherwomanatthelittleinnatHammersmithandotherplaces:

  thecommonplacenamesheadopted:herswoonatsomepainfulnews,andtheveryslightknowledgetheelderfemalehadofherpartnerinmystery。Then,morethanayearafterwards,theacquaintanceshipofherownfatherwiththishisfirstlove;theawakeningofthepassion,hisactsofdevotion,theunreasoningheatofhisrapture,hertacitacceptanceofit,andyetheruneasinessunderthedelight。Thenhisdeclarationamidtheevergreens:theutterchangeproducedinhermannerthereby,seeminglytheresultofarigiddetermination:andthetotalconcealmentofherreasonbyherselfandherparents,whateveritwas。Thenthelady\'scoursedroppedintodarkness,andnothingmorewasvisibletillshewasdiscoveredhereatKnapwater,nearlyfiftyyearsold,stillunmarriedandstillbeautiful,butlonely,embittered,andhaughty。

  Cythereaimaginedthatherfather\'simagewasstillwarmlycherishedinMissAldclyffe\'sheart,andwasthankfulthatsheherselfhadnotbeenbetrayedintoannouncingthatsheknewmanyparticularsofthispageofherfather\'shistory,andthechiefone,thelady\'sunaccountablerenunciationofhim。Itwouldhavemadeherbearingtowardsthemistressofthemansionmoreawkward,andwouldhavebeennobenefittoeither。

  Thusconjuringupthepast,andtheorizingonthepresent,shelayrestless,changingherposturefromonesidetotheotherandbackagain。Finally,whencourtingsleepwithallherart,sheheardaclockstriketwo。Aminutelater,andshefanciedshecoulddistinguishasoftrustleinthepassageoutsideherroom。

  Toburyherheadinthesheetswasherfirstimpulse;thentouncoverit,raiseherselfonherelbow,andstretchhereyeswideopeninthedarkness;herlipsbeingpartedwiththeintentnessofherlistening。Whateverthenoisewas,ithadceasedforthetime。

  Itbeganagainandcameclosetoherdoor,lightlytouchingthepanels。Thentherewasanotherstillness;Cythereamadeamovementwhichcausedafaintrustlingofthebed-clothes。

  Beforeshehadtimetothinkanotherthoughtalighttapwasgiven。

  Cythereabreathed:thepersonoutsidewasevidentlybentuponfindingherawake,andtherustleshehadmadehadencouragedthehope。Themaiden\'sphysicalconditionshiftedfromonepoletoitsopposite。Thecoldsweatofterrorforsookher,andmodestytookthealarm。Shebecamehotandred;herdoorwasnotlocked。

  Adistinctwoman\'swhispercametoherthroughthekeyhole:

  \'Cytherea!\'

  OnlyonebeinginthehouseknewherChristianname,andthatwasMissAldclyffe。Cythereasteppedoutofbed,wenttothedoor,andwhisperedback,\'Yes?\'

  \'Letmecomein,darling。\'

  Theyoungwomanpausedinaconflictbetweenjudgmentandemotion。

  Itwasnowmistressandmaidnolonger;womanandwomanonly。Yes;

  shemustlethercomein,poorthing。

  Shegotalightinaninstant,openedthedoor,andraisinghereyesandthecandle,sawMissAldclyffestandingoutsideinherdressing-

  gown。

  \'Nowyouseethatitisreallymyself;putoutthelight,\'saidthevisitor。\'Iwanttostayherewithyou,Cythie。Icametoaskyoutocomedownintomybed,butitissnuggerhere。Butrememberthatyouaremistressinthisroom,andthatIhavenobusinesshere,andthatyoumaysendmeawayifyouchoose。ShallIgo?\'

  \'Ono;youshan\'tindeedifyoudon\'twantto,\'saidCythiegenerously。

  TheinstanttheywereinbedMissAldclyffefreedherselffromthelastremnantofrestraint。Sheflungherarmsroundtheyounggirl,andpressedhergentlytoherheart。

  \'Nowkissme,\'shesaid。

  Cytherea,uponthewhole,wasratherdiscomposedatthischangeoftreatment;and,discomposedorno,herpassionswerenotsoimpetuousasMissAldclyffe\'s。Shecouldnotbringhersoultoherlipsforamoment,tryhowshewould。

  \'Come,kissme,\'repeatedMissAldclyffe。

  Cythereagaveheraverysmallone,assoftintouchandinsoundastheburstingofabubble。

  \'Moreearnestlythanthat——come。\'

  Shegaveanother,alittlebutnotmuchmoreexpressively。

  \'Idon\'tdeserveamorefeelingone,Isuppose,\'saidMissAldclyffe,withanemphasisofsadbitternessinhertone。\'Iamanill-temperedwoman,youthink;halfoutofmymind。Well,perhapsI

  am;butIhavehadgriefmorethanyoucanthinkordreamof。ButI

  can\'thelplovingyou——yournameisthesameasmine——isn\'titstrange?\'

  Cythereawasinclinedtosayno,butremainedsilent。

  \'Now,don\'tyouthinkImustloveyou?\'continuedtheother。

  \'Yes,\'saidCythereaabsently。ShewasstillthinkingwhetherdutytoOwenandherfather,whichaskedforsilenceonherknowledgeofherfather\'sunfortunatelove,ordutytothewomanembracingher,whichseemedtoaskforconfidence,oughttopredominate。Herewasasolution。ShewouldwaittillMissAldclyffereferredtoheracquaintanceshipandattachmenttoCytherea\'sfatherinpasttimes:

  thenshewouldtellherallsheknew:thatwouldbehonour。

  \'Whycan\'tyoukissmeasIcankissyou?Whycan\'tyou!\'SheimpresseduponCytherea\'slipsawarmmotherlysalute,givenasifintheoutburstofstrongfeeling,longchecked,andyearningforsomethingtoloveandbelovedbyinreturn。

  \'Doyouthinkbadlyofmeformybehaviourthisevening,child?I

  don\'tknowwhyIamsofoolishastospeaktoyouinthisway。Iamaveryfool,Ibelieve。Yes。Howoldareyou?\'

  \'Eighteen。\'

  \'Eighteen!……Well,whydon\'tyouaskmehowoldIam?\'

  \'BecauseIdon\'twanttoknow。\'

  \'Nevermindifyoudon\'t。Iamforty-six;anditgivesmegreaterpleasuretotellyouthisthanitdoestoyoutolisten。Ihavenottoldmyagetrulyforthelasttwentyyearstillnow。\'

  \'Whyhaven\'tyou?\'

  \'Ihavemetdeceitbydeceit,tillIamwearyofit——weary,weary——

  andIlongtobewhatIshallneverbeagain——artlessandinnocent,likeyou。ButIsupposethatyou,too,will,provetobenotworthathought,aseverynewfrienddoesonmoreintimateknowledge。

  Come,whydon\'tyoutalktome,child?Haveyousaidyourprayers?\'

  \'Yes——no!Iforgotthemto-night。\'

  \'Isupposeyousaythemeverynightasarule?\'

  \'Yes。\'

  \'Whydoyoudothat?\'

  \'BecauseIhavealwaysdoneso,anditwouldseemstrangeifIwerenotto。Doyou?\'

  \'I?Awickedoldsinnerlikeme!No,Ineverdo。Ihavethoughtallsuchmattershumbugforyears——thoughtsosolongthatIshouldbegladtothinkotherwisefromveryweariness;andyet,suchisthecodeofthepoliteworld,thatIsubscriberegularlytoMissionarySocietiesandothersofthesort……Well,sayyourprayers,dear——youwon\'tomitthemnowyourecollectit。Ishouldliketohearyouverymuch。Willyou?\'

  \'Itseemshardly——\'

  \'Itwouldseemsolikeoldtimestome——whenIwasyoung,andnearer——farnearerHeaventhanIamnow。Do,sweetone,\'

  Cythereawasembarrassed,andherembarrassmentarosefromthefollowingconjunctureofaffairs。SinceshehadlovedEdwardSpringrove,shehadlinkedhisnamewithherbrotherOwen\'sinhernightlysupplicationstotheAlmighty。Shewishedtokeepherloveforhimasecret,and,aboveall,asecretfromawomanlikeMissAldclyffe;yetherconscienceandthehonestyofherlovewouldnotforaninstantallowhertothinkofomittinghisdearname,andsoendangertheefficacyofallherpreviousprayersforhissuccessbyanunworthyshamenow:itwouldbewickedofher,shethought,andagrievouswrongtohim。Underanyworldlycircumstancesshemighthavethoughtthepositionjustifiedalittlefinesse,andhaveskippedhimforonce;butprayerwastoosolemnathingforsuchtrifling。

  \'Iwouldrathernotsaythem,\'shemurmuredfirst。Itstruckherthenthatthisdecliningaltogetherwasthesamecowardiceinanotherdress,andwasdeliveringherpoorEdwardovertoSatanjustasunceremoniouslyasbefore。\'Yes;Iwillsaymyprayers,andyoushallhearme,\'sheaddedfirmly。

  Sheturnedherfacetothepillowandrepeatedinlowsofttonesthesimplewordsshehadusedfromchildhoodonsuchoccasions。Owen\'snamewasmentionedwithoutfaltering,butintheothercase,maidenlyshynesswastoostrongevenforreligion,andthatwhensupportedbyexcellentintentions。AtthenameofEdwardshestammered,andhervoicesanktothefaintestwhisperinspiteofher。

  \'Thankyou,dearest,\'saidMissAldclyffe。\'Ihaveprayedtoo,I

  verilybelieve。Youareagoodgirl,Ithink。\'Thentheexpectedquestioncame。

  \'“BlessOwen,“andwhom,didyousay?\'

  Therewasnohelpforitnow,andoutitcame。\'OwenandEdward,\'

  saidCytherea。

  \'WhoareOwenandEdward?\'

  \'Owenismybrother,madam,\'falteredthemaid。

  \'Ah,Iremember。WhoisEdward?\'

  Asilence。

  \'Yourbrother,too?\'continuedMissAldclyffe。

  \'No。\'

  MissAldclyffereflectedamoment。\'Don\'tyouwanttotellmewhoEdwardis?\'shesaidatlast,inatoneofmeaning。

  \'Idon\'tmindtelling;only……\'

  \'Youwouldrathernot,Isuppose?\'

  \'Yes。\'

  MissAldclyffeshiftedherground。\'Wereyoueverinlove?\'sheinquiredsuddenly。

  Cythereawassurprisedtohearhowquicklythevoicehadalteredfromtendernesstoharshness,vexation,anddisappointment。

  \'Yes——IthinkIwas——once,\'shemurmured。

  \'Aha!Andwereyoueverkissedbyaman?\'

  Apause。

  \'Well,wereyou?\'saidMissAldclyffe,rathersharply。

  \'Don\'tpressmetotell——Ican\'t——indeed,Iwon\'t,madam!\'

  MissAldclyfferemovedherarmsfromCytherea\'sneck。\'\'Tisnowwithyouasitisalwayswithallgirls,\'shesaid,injealousandgloomyaccents。\'Youarenot,afterall,theinnocentItookyoufor。No,no。\'Shethenchangedhertonewithfitfulrapidity。

  \'Cytherea,trytolovememorethanyoulovehim——do。Iloveyoumoresincerelythananymancan。Do,Cythie:don\'tletanymanstandbetweenus。O,Ican\'tbearthat!\'SheclaspedCytherea\'sneckagain。

  \'ImustlovehimnowIhavebegun,\'repliedtheother。

  \'Must——yes——must,\'saidtheelderladyreproachfully。\'Yes,womenareallalike。IthoughtIhadatlastfoundanartlesswomanwhohadnotbeensulliedbyaman\'slips,andwhohadnotpractisedorbeenpractiseduponbytheartswhichruinallthetruthandsweetnessandgoodnessinus。Findagirl,ifyoucan,whosemouthandearshavenotbeenmadearegularhighwayofbysomemanoranother!Leavetheadmittedlynotoriousspots——thedrawing-roomsofsociety——andlookinthevillages——leavethevillagesandsearchintheschools——andyoucanhardlyfindagirlwhosehearthasnotbeenHAD——isnotanoldthinghalfwornoutbysomeHeoranother!Ifmenonlyknewthestalenessofthefreshestofus!thatninetimesoutoftenthe“firstlove“theythinktheyarewinningfromawomanisbutthehulkofanoldwreckedaffection,fittedwithnewsailsandre-used。OCytherea,canitbethatyou,too,areliketherest?\'

  \'No,no,no,\'urgedCytherea,awedbythestormshehadraisedintheimpetuouswoman\'smind。\'Heonlykissedmeonce——twiceImean。\'

  \'Hemighthavedoneitathousandtimesifhehadcaredto,there\'snodoubtaboutthat,whoeverhislordshipis。YouareasbadasI——

  weareallalike;andI——anoldfool——havebeensippingatyourmouthasifitwerehoney,becauseIfanciednowastingloverknewthespot。Butaminuteago,andyouseemedtomelikeafreshspringmeadow——nowyouseemadustyhighway。\'

  \'Ono,no!\'Cythereawasnotweakenoughtoshedtearsexceptonextraordinaryoccasions,butshewasfaintobeginsobbingnow。ShewishedMissAldclyffewouldgotoherownroom,andleaveherandhertreasureddreamsalone。Thisvehementimperiousaffectionwasinonesensesoothing,butyetitwasnotofthekindthatCytherea\'sinstinctsdesired。Thoughitwasgenerous,itseemedsomewhattoorankandcapriciousforendurance。

  \'Well,\'saidtheladyincontinuation,\'whoishe?\'

  Hercompanionwasdesperatelydeterminednottotellhisname:shetoomuchfearedatauntwhenMissAldclyffe\'sfierymoodagainruledhertongue。

  \'Won\'tyoutellme?nottellmeafteralltheaffectionIhaveshown?\'

  \'Iwill,perhaps,anotherday。\'

  \'DidyouwearahatandwhitefeatherinBudmouthfortheweekortwoprevioustoyourcominghere?\'

  \'Yes。\'

  \'ThenIhaveseenyouandyourloveratadistance!Herowedyouroundthebaywithyourbrother。\'

  \'Yes。\'

  \'Andwithoutyourbrother——fie!There,there,don\'tletthatlittleheartbeatitselftodeath:throb,throb:itshakesthebed,yousillything。Ididn\'tmeanthattherewasanyharmingoingalonewithhim。IonlysawyoufromtheEsplanade,incommonwiththerestofthepeople。IoftenrundowntoBudmouth。Hewasaverygoodfigure:nowwhowashe?\'

  \'I——Iwon\'ttell,madam——Icannotindeed!\'

  \'Won\'ttell——verywell,don\'t。Youareveryfoolishtotreasureuphisnameandimageasyoudo。Why,hehashadlovesbeforeyou,trusthimforthat,whoeverheis,andyouarebutatemporarylinkinalongchainofotherslikeyou:whoonlyhaveyourlittledayastheyhavehadtheirs。\'

  \'\'Tisn\'ttrue!\'tisn\'ttrue!\'tisn\'ttrue!\'criedCythereainanagonyoftorture。\'Hehasneverlovedanybodyelse,Iknow——Iamsurehehasn\'t。\'

  MissAldclyffewasasjealousasanymancouldhavebeen。Shecontinued——

  \'Heseesabeautifulfaceandthinkshewillneverforgetit,butinafewweeksthefeelingpassesoff,andhewondershowhecouldhavecaredforanybodysoabsurdlymuch。\'

  \'No,no,hedoesn\'t——Whatdoeshedowhenhehasthoughtthat——Come,tellme——tellme!\'

  \'Youareashotasfire,andthethrobbingofyourheartmakesmenervous。Ican\'ttellyouifyougetinthatflusteredstate。\'

  \'Do,dotell——O,itmakesmesomiserable!buttell——cometellme!\'

  \'Ah——thetablesareturnednow,dear!\'shecontinued,inatonewhichmingledpitywithderision——

  \'“Love\'spassionsshallrocktheeAsthestormrockstheravensonhigh,BrightreasonwillmocktheeLikethesunfromawintrysky。“

  \'Whatdoeshedonext?——Why,thisiswhathedoesnext:ruminateonwhathehasheardofwomen\'sromanticimpulses,andhoweasilymentorturethemwhentheyhavegivenwaytothosefeelings,andhaveresignedeverythingfortheirhero。Itmaybethatthoughhelovesyouheartilynow——thatis,asheartilyasamancan——andyoulovehiminreturn,yourlovesmaybeimpracticableandhopeless,andyoumaybeseparatedforever。You,astheweary,wearyyearspassbywillfadeandfade——brighteyesWILLfade——andyouwillperhapsthendieearly——truetohimtoyourlatestbreath,andbelievinghimtobetruetothelatestbreathalso;whilsthe,insomegayandbusyspotfarawayfromyourlastquietnook,willhavemarriedsomedashinglady,andnotpurelyobliviousofyou,willlonghaveceasedtoregretyou——willchataboutyou,asyouwereinlongpastyears——

  willsay,“Ah,littleCythereausedtotieherhairlikethat——poorinnocenttrustingthing;itwasapleasantuselessidledream——thatdreamofmineforthemaidwiththebrighteyesandsimple,sillyheart;butIwasafoolishladatthattime。“ThenhewilltellthetaleofallyourlittleWillsandWont\'sandparticularways,andashespeaks,turntohiswifewithaplacidsmile。\'

  \'Itisnottrue!Hecan\'t,hec-can\'tbes-socruel——andyouarecrueltome——youare,youare!\'Shewasatlastdriventodesperation:hernaturalcommonsenseandshrewdnesshadseenallthroughthepiecehowimaginaryheremotionswere——shefeltherselftobeweakandfoolishinpermittingthemtorise;buteventhenshecouldnotcontrolthem:beagonizedshemust。Shewasonlyeighteen,andthelongday\'slabour,herweariness,herexcitement,hadcompletelyunnervedher,andwornherout:shewasbenthitherandthitherbythistyrannicalworkinguponherimagination,asayoungrushinthewind。Sheweptbitterly。\'AndnowthinkhowmuchIlikeyou,\'resumedMissAldclyffe,whenCythereagrewcalmer。\'I

  shallneverforgetyouforanybodyelse,asmendo——never。Iwillbeexactlyasamothertoyou。Nowwillyoupromisetolivewithmealways,andalwaysbetakencareof,andneverdeserted?\'

  \'Icannot。Iwillnotbeanybody\'smaidforanotherdayonanyconsideration。\'

  \'No,no,no。Youshan\'tbealady\'s-maid。Youshallbemycompanion。Iwillgetanothermaid。\'

  Companion——thatwasanewidea。Cythereacouldnotresisttheevidentlyheartfeltdesireofthestrange-temperedwomanforherpresence。Butshecouldnottrusttothemoment\'simpulse。

  \'Iwillstay,Ithink。Butdonotaskforafinalanswerto-night。\'

  \'Nevermindnow,then。Putyourhairroundyourmamma\'sneck,andgivemeonegoodlongkiss,andIwon\'ttalkanymoreinthatwayaboutyourlover。Afterall,someyoungmenarenotsofickleasothers;butevenifhe\'stheficklest,thereisconsolation。Theloveofaninconstantmanistentimesmoreardentthanthatofafaithfulman——thatis,whileitlasts。\'

  Cythereadidasshewastold,toescapethepunishmentoffurthertalk;flungthetwiningtressesofherlong,richhairoverMissAldclyffe\'sshouldersasdirected,andthetwoceasedconversing,makingthemselvesupforsleep。MissAldclyffeseemedtogiveherselfovertoaluxurioussenseofcontentandquiet,asifthemaidenathersideaffordedheraprotectionagainstdangerswhichhadmenacedherforyears;shewassoonsleepingcalmly。

  2。TWOTOFIVEA。M。

  WithCythereaitwasotherwise。Unusedtotheplaceandcircumstances,shecontinuedwakeful,illatease,andmentallydistressed。Shewithdrewherselffromhercompanion\'sembrace,turnedtotheotherside,andendeavouredtorelieveherbusybrainbylookingatthewindow-blind,andnoticingthelightoftherisingmoon——nowinherlastquarter——creeprounduponit:itwasthelightofanoldwaningmoonwhichhadbutafewdayslongertolive。

  Thesightledhertothinkagainofwhathadhappenedundertheraysofthesamemonth\'smoon,alittlebeforeitsfull,theecstaticeveningscenewithEdward:thekiss,andtheshortnessofthosehappymoments——maidenimaginationbringingabouttheapotheosisofastatusquowhichhadhadseveralunpleasantnessesinitsearthlyreality。

  Butsoundswereintheascendantthatnight。Herearsbecameawareofastrangeandgloomymurmur。

  Sherecognizedit:itwasthegushingofthewaterfall,faintandlow,broughtfromitssourcetotheunwonteddistanceoftheHousebyafaintbreezewhichmadeitdistinctandrecognizablebyreasonoftheutterabsenceofalldisturbingsounds。Thegroom\'smelancholyrepresentationlenttothesoundamoredismaleffectthanitwouldhavehadofitsownnature。Shebegantofancywhatthewaterfallmustbelikeatthathour,underthetreesintheghostlymoonlight。Blackatthehead,andoverthesurfaceofthedeepcoldholeintowhichitfell;whiteandfrothyatthefall;

  blackandwhite,likeapallanditsborder;sadeverywhere。

  Shewasinthemoodforsoundsofeverykindnow,andstrainedherearstocatchthefaintest,inwaywardenmitytoherquietofmind。

  Anothersooncame。

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