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  Shedisappeared。Fiorsencouldhearawoman’sacidvoice,aman’s,ratherhoarseandgreasy,thesoundofasmackingkiss。And,withaviciousshrug,hestoodatbay。Trapped!Thelittledevil!Thelittledovelikedevil!Hesawaladyinasilkdress,greenshotwithbeetrootcolour,ashort,thickgentlemanwitharound,greyishbeard,inagreysuit,havingasmalldahliainhisbuttonhole,and,behindthem,DaphneWing,flushed,andveryround-

  eyed。Hetookastep,intendingtoescapewithoutmoreado。Thegentlemansaid:”Introduceus,Daisy。Ididn’tquitecatch——Mr。Dawson?Howdoyoudo,sir?Oneofmydaughter’simpresarios,Ithink。’Appytomeetyou,I’msure。”

  Fiorsentookalongbreath,andbowed。Mr。Wagge’ssmallpiggyeyeshadfixedthemselvesonthelittletrees。”She’sgotanicelittleplacehereforherwork——quietandunconventional。Ihopeyouthinkwellofhertalent,sir?Youmightgofurtherandfareworse,Ibelieve。”

  AgainFiorsenbowed。”Youmaybeproudofher,”hesaid;”sheistherisingstar。”

  Mr。Waggeclearedhisthroat。”Ow,”hesaid;”ye’es!Fromalittlething,wethoughtshehadstuffinher。I’vecometotakeagreatinterestinherwork。

  It’snotinmyline,butIthinkshe’sasticker;Iliketoseeperseverance。Whereyou’vegotthat,you’vegothalfthebattleofsuccess。Somanyoftheseyoungpeopleseemtothinklife’sallplay。Youmustseealotofthatinyourprofession,sir。””Robert!”

  AshiverrandownFiorsen’sspine。”Ye-es?””ThenamewasnotDAWson!”

  Therefollowedalongmoment。Ontheonesidewasthatvinegarywomanpokingherheadforwardlikeanangryhen,ontheother,DaphneWing,hereyesrounderandrounder,hercheeksredderandredder,herlipsopening,herhandsclaspedtoherperfectbreast,and,inthecentre,thatbroad,grey-beardedfigure,withreddeningfaceandangryeyesandhoarseningvoice:”Youscoundrel!Youinfernalscoundrel!”Itlurchedforward,raisingapudgyfist。Fiorsensprangdownthestairsandwrenchedopenthedoor。Hewalkedawayinawhirlofmortification。Shouldhegobackandtakethatpug-facedvulgarianbythethroat?Asforthatminx!ButhisfeelingsaboutHERweretoocomplicatedforexpression。Andthen——sodarkandrandomarethewaysofthemind——

  histhoughtsdartedbacktoGyp,sittingontheoakenchest,makingherconfession;andthewhipsandstingsofitscoredhimworsethanever。

  X

  Thatsameevening,standingatthecornerofBuryStreet,SummerhaywatchedGypgoingswiftlytoherfather’shouse。Hecouldnotbringhimselftomovewhiletherewasstillachancetocatchaglimpseofherface,asignfromherhand。Gone!Hewalkedawaywithhisheaddown。Themoreblissfulthehoursjustspent,thegreaterthedesolationwhentheyareover。Ofsuchisthenatureoflove,ashewasnowdiscerning。Thelongingtohaveheralwayswithhimwasgrowingfast。Sinceherhusbandknew——whywait?

  Therewouldbenorestforeitheroftheminanexistenceofmeetingsandpartingslikethis,withthemenaceofthatfellow。

  Shemustcomeawaywithhimatonce——abroad——untilthingshaddeclaredthemselves;andthenhemustfindaplacewheretheycouldliveandshefeelsafeandhappy。Hemustshowhewasindeadearnest,sethisaffairsinorder。Andhethought:’Nogooddoingthingsbyhalves。Mothermustknow。Thesoonerthebetter。Getitover——atonce!’And,withagrimaceofdiscomfort,hesetoutforhisaunt’shouseinCadoganGardens,wherehismotheralwaysstayedwhenshewasintown。

  LadySummerhaywasintheboudoir,waitingfordinnerandreadingabookondreams。Ared-shadedlampcastamellowtingeoverthegreyfrock,overonereddishcheekandonewhiteshoulder。Shewasastrikingperson,tallandwellbuilt,herveryblondehaironlyjustturninggrey,forshehadmarriedyoungandbeenawidowfifteenyears——oneofthosewomenwhosenaturallyfreespiritshavebeennettedbyassociationwithpeopleofpublicposition。Bubbleswerestillrisingfromhersubmergedsoul,butitwasobviousthatitwouldnotagainseteyesonthehorizon。Withviewsneithernarrownorilliberal,asviewsinsocietygo,shejudgedeverythingnowaspeopleofpublicpositionmust——discussion,ofcourse,butnoalterationinone’swayofliving。Speculationandideasdidnotaffectsocialusage。Thecountlessmovementsinwhichsheandherfriendswereinterestedfortheemancipationandbenefitofotherswere,infact,onlychannelsforlettingoffhersuperfluousgoodwill,conduit-pipes,forthedirectingspiritbredinher。Shethoughtandactedintermsofthepublicgood,regulatedbywhatpeopleofpositionsaidatluncheonanddinner。Anditwassurelynotherfaultthatsuchpeoplemustlunchanddine。Whenhersonhadbentandkissedher,sheheldupthebooktohimandsaid:”Well,Bryan,Ithinkthisman’sbookdisgraceful;hesimplyrunshissex-ideatodeath。Really,wearen’tallquitesoobsessedasthat。Idothinkheoughttobeputinhisownlunaticasylum。”

  Summerhay,lookingdownathergloomily,answered:”I’vegotbadnewsforyou,Mother。”

  LadySummerhayclosedthebookandsearchedhisfacewithapprehension。Sheknewthatexpression。Sheknewthatpoiseofhishead,asifbuttingatsomething。Helookedlikethatwhenhecametoheringamblingscrapes。Wasthisanother?Bryanhadalwaysbeenapickle。Hisnextwordstookherbreathaway。”ThepeopleatMildenham,MajorWintonandhisdaughter——youknow。

  Well,I’minlovewithher——I’m——I’mherlover。”

  LadySummerhayutteredagasp。”But——but——Bryan——””Thatfellowshemarrieddrinks。He’simpossible。Shehadtoleavehimayearago,withherbaby——otherreasons,too。Lookhere,Mother:Thisishateful,butyou’dgottoknow。Ican’ttalkofher。There’snochanceofadivorce。”Hisvoicegrewhigher。”Don’ttrytopersuademeoutofit。It’snogood。”

  LadySummerhay,fromwhosecomelyfaceafrock,asitwere,hadslipped,claspedherhandstogetheronthebook。

  Suchaswiftdescentof”life”ononetowhomithadforsolongbeenaseriesof”cases”wascruel,andhersonfeltthiswithoutquiterealizingwhy。Inthegripofhisnewemotions,hestillretainedenoughbalancetoappreciatewhatanabominablydesolatepieceofnewsthismustbetoher,whatadisturbanceanddisappointment。And,takingherhand,heputittohislips。”Cheerup,Mother!It’sallright。She’shappy,andsoamI。”

  LadySummerhaycouldonlypressherhandagainsthiskiss,andmurmur:”Yes;that’snoteverything,Bryan。Isthere——istheregoingtobeascandal?””Idon’tknow。Ihopenot;but,anyway,HEknowsaboutit。””Societydoesn’tforgive。”

  Summerhayshruggedhisshoulders。”AwfullysorryforYOU,Mother。””Oh,Bryan!”

  Thisrepetitionofherplaintjarredhisnerves。”Don’trunaheadofthings。Youneedn’ttellEdithorFlo。Youneedn’ttellanybody。Wedon’tknowwhat’llhappenyet。”

  ButinLadySummerhayallwastoosoreandblank。Thiswomanshehadneverseen,whoseoriginwasdoubtful,whosemarriagemusthavesoiledher,whowassomekindofasiren,nodoubt。Itreallywastoohard!Shebelievedinherson,haddreamedofpublicpositionforhim,or,rather,felthewouldattainitasamatterofcourse。

  Andshesaidfeebly:”ThisMajorWintonisamanofbreeding,isn’the?””Rather!”And,stoppingbeforeher,asifhereadherthoughts,headded:”Youthinkshe’snotgoodenoughforme?She’sgoodenoughforanyoneonearth。Andshe’stheproudestwomanI’veevermet。

  Ifyou’rebotheringastowhattodoabouther——don’t!Shewon’twantanythingofanybody——Icantellyouthat。Shewon’tacceptanycrumbs。””That’slucky!”hoveredonLadySummerhay’slips;but,gazingatherson,shebecameawarethatshestoodonthebrinkofadownfallinhisheart。Thenthebitternessofherdisappointmentrisingupagain,shesaidcoldly:”Areyougoingtolivetogetheropenly?””Yes;ifshewill。””Youdon’tknowyet?””Ishall——soon。”

  LadySummerhaygotup,andthebookondreamsslippedoffherlapwithathump。Shewenttothefireplace,andstoodtherelookingatherson。Hehadaltered。Hismerrylookwasgone;hisfacewasstrangetoher。Sheremembereditlikethat,onceintheparkatWidrington,whenhelosthistemperwithaponyandcamegallopingpasther,sittingback,hiscurlyhairstivereduplikealittledemon’s。Andshesaidsadly:”Youcanhardlyexpectmetolikeitforyou,Bryan,evenifsheiswhatyousay。Andisn’ttheresomestoryabout——””Mydearmother,themorethereisagainsther,themoreIshallloveher——that’sobvious。”

  LadySummerhaysighedagain。”Whatisthismangoingtodo?Iheardhimplayonce。””Idon’tknow。Nothing,Idaresay。Morallyandlegally,he’soutofcourt。IonlywishtoGodheWOULDbringacase,andIcouldmarryher;butGypsayshewon’t。”

  LadySummerhaymurmured:”Gyp?Isthathername?”Andasuddenwish,almostalonging,notafriendlyone,toseethiswomanseizedher。”Willyoubringhertoseeme?I’maloneheretillWednesday。””I’llaskher,butIdon’tthinkshe’llcome。”Heturnedhisheadaway。”Mother,she’swonderful!”

  AnunhappysmiletwistedLadySummerhay’slips。Nodoubt!

  Aphroditeherselfhadvisitedherboy。Aphrodite!And——afterward?

  Sheaskeddesolately:”DoesMajorWintonknow?””Yes。””Whatdoeshesaytoit?””Say?Whatcananyonesay?Fromyourpointofview,orhis,it’srotten,ofcourse。Butinherposition,anything’srotten。”

  Atthatencouragingword,theflood-gatesgavewayinLadySummerhay,andshepouredforthastreamofwords。”Oh,mydear,can’tyoupullup?I’veseensomanyoftheseaffairsgowrong。Itreallyisnotfornothingthatlawandconventionsarewhattheyare——believeme!Really,Bryan,experiencedoesshowthatthepressure’stoogreat。It’sonlyonceinaway——veryexceptionalpeople,veryexceptionalcircumstances。

  Youmayn’tthinknowit’llhamperyou,butyou’llfinditwill——

  mostfearfully。It’snotasifyouwereawriteroranartist,whocantakehisworkwherehelikesandliveinadesertifhewants。

  You’vegottodoyoursinLondon,yourwholecareerisboundupwithsociety。Dothink,beforeyougobuttingupagainstit!It’sallverywelltosayit’snoaffairofanyone’s,butyou’llfinditis,Bryan。Andthen,canyou——canyoupossiblymakeherhappyinthelong-run?”

  Shestoppedattheexpressiononhisface。Itwasasifheweresaying:”Ihaveleftyourworld。Talktoyourfellows;allthisisnothingtome。””Lookhere,Mother:youdon’tseemtounderstand。I’mdevoted——

  devotedsothatthere’snothingelseforme。””Howlongwillthatlast,Bryan?Youmeanbewitched。”

  Summerhaysaid,withpassion:”Idon’t。ImeanwhatIsaid。Good-night!”Andhewenttothedoor。”Won’tyoustaytodinner,dear?”

  Buthewasgone,andthefullofvexation,anxiety,andwretchednesscameonLadySummerhay。Itwastoohard!Shewentdowntoherlonelydinner,desolateandsore。Andtothebookondreams,openedbesideherplate,sheturnedeyesthattookinnothing。

  Summerhaywentstraighthome。Thelampswerebrighteningintheearly-autumndusk,andadraughty,rufflingwindflickedayellowleafhereandtherefromofftheplanetrees。Itwasjustthemomentwheneveningbluecomesintothecolouringofthetown——thathouroffusionwhenday’shardandstaringshapesaresoftening,growingdark,mysterious,andallthatbroodsbehindthelivesofmenandtreesandhousescomesdownonthewingsofillusiontorepossesstheworld——thehourwhenanypoetryinamanwellsup。

  ButSummerhaystillheardhismother’s,”Oh,Bryan!”and,forthefirsttime,knewthefeelingthathishandwasagainsteveryone’s。

  Therewasadifferencealready,orsoitseemedtohim,intheexpressionofeachpasser-by。Nothinganymorewouldbeamatterofcourse;andhewasofaclasstowhomeverythinghasalwaysbeenamatterofcourse。Perhapshedidnotrealizethisclearlyyet;

  buthehadbeguntotakewhatthenursescall”notice,”asdothoseonlywhoareforcedontothedefensiveagainstsociety。

  Puttinghislatch-keyintothelock,herecalledthesensationwithwhich,thatafternoon,hehadopenedtoGypforthefirsttime——

  halffurtive,halfdefiant。Itwouldbealldefiancenow。Thiswastheendoftheoldorder!And,lightingafireinhissitting-

  room,hebeganpullingoutdrawers,sortinganddestroying。Heworkedforhours,burning,makinglists,packingpapersandphotographs。Finishingatlast,hedrankastiffwhiskyandsoda,andsatdowntosmoke。Nowthattheroomwasquiet,Gypseemedtofillitagainwithherpresence。Closinghiseyes,hecouldseehertherebythehearth,justasshestoodbeforetheyleft,turningherfaceuptohim,murmuring:”Youwon’tstoplovingme,nowyou’resosureIloveyou?”Stoplovingher!Themoreshelovedhim,themorehewouldloveher。Andhesaidaloud:”ByGod!

  Iwon’t!”Atthatremark,sovehementforthetimeofnight,theoldScotchterrier,Ossian,camefromhiscornerandshovedhislongblacknoseintohismaster’shand。”Comealongup,Ossy!Gooddog,Oss!”And,comfortedbythewarmthofthatblackbodybesidehiminthechair,Summerhayfellasleepinfrontofthefiresmoulderingwithblackenedfragmentsofhispast。

  XI

  ThoughGyphadneverseemedtolookroundshehadbeenquiteconsciousofSummerhaystillstandingwheretheyhadparted,watchingherintothehouseinBuryStreet。Thestrengthofherownfeelingsurprisedher,asabatherintheseaissurprised,findingherfeetwillnottouchbottom,thatsheiscarriedawayhelpless——only,thesewerethewatersofecstasy。

  Forthesecondnightrunning,shehardlyslept,hearingtheclocksofSt。James’sstrike,andBigBenboom,hourafterhour。Atbreakfast,shetoldherfatherofFiorsen’sreappearance。Hereceivedthenewswithafrownandashrewdglance。”Well,Gyp?””Itoldhim。”

  Hisfeelings,atthatmoment,wereperhapsasmixedastheyhadeverbeen——curiosity,parentaldisapproval,towhichheknewhewasnotentitled,admirationofherpluckinlettingthatfellowknow,fearsfortheconsequencesofthisconfession,and,morethanall,hisprofounddisturbanceatknowingheratlastlaunchedintothedeepwatersoflove。Itwastheleastofthesefeelingsthatfoundexpression。”Howdidhetakeit?””Rushedaway。TheonlythingIfeelsureofisthathewon’tdivorceme。””No,byGeorge;Idon’tsupposeevenhewouldhavethatimpudence!”

  AndWintonwassilent,tryingtopenetratethefuture。”Well,”hesaidsuddenly,”it’sonthekneesofthegodsthen。Butbecareful,Gyp。”

  Aboutnoon,Bettyreturnedfromthesea,withasolemn,dark-eyed,cooinglittleGyp,brownasaroastedcoffee-berry。Whenshehadbeengivenallthatshecouldwiselyeatafterthejourney,Gypcarriedherofftoherownroom,undressedherforsheerdelightofkissingherfromheadtofoot,andadmiringherplumpbrownlegs,thencuddledherupinashawlandlaydownwithheronthebed。A

  fewsleepycoosandstrokings,andlittleGyphadleftforthelandofNod,whilehermotherlaygazingatherblacklasheswithakindofpassion。Shewasnotachild-loverbynature;butthischildofherown,withherdarksoftness,plumpdelicacy,givingdisposition,hercooingvoice,andconstantadjurationsto”dearmum,”wasadorable。Therewassomethingaboutherinsidiouslyseductive。Shehaddevelopedsoquickly,withthegracefulroundnessofalittleanimal,theperfectionofaflower。TheItalianbloodofhergreat-great-grandmotherwasevidentlyprepotentinherasyet;and,thoughshewasnotyettwoyearsold,herhair,whichhadlostitsbabydarkness,wasalreadycurvingroundherneckandwavingonherforehead。Oneofhertinybrownhandshadescapedtheshawlandgraspeditsedgewithdeterminedsoftness。AndwhileGypgazedatthepinkishnailsandtheirabsurdlyweehalf-moons,atthesleepingtranquillitystirredbybreathingnomorethanarose-leafonawindlessday,herlipsgrewfuller,trembled,reachedtowardthedarklashes,tillshehadtoreinherneckbackwithajerktostopsuchself-indulgence。

  Soothed,hypnotized,almostinadream,shelaytherebesideherbaby。

  Thatevening,atdinner,Wintonsaidcalmly:”Well,I’vebeentoseeFiorsen,andwarnedhimoff。FoundhimatthatfellowRosek’s。”Gypreceivedthenewswithavaguesensationofalarm。”AndImetthatgirl,thedancer,comingoutofthehouseasIwasgoingin——madeitplainI’dseenher,soIdon’tthinkhe’lltroubleyou。”

  Anirresistibleimpulsemadeherask:”Howwasshelooking,Dad?”

  Wintonsmiledgrimly。Howtoconveyhisimpressionofthefigurehehadseencomingdownthesteps——ofthoseeyesgrowingrounderandrounderatsightofhim,ofthatmouthopeninginan:”Oh!””Muchthesame。Ratherflabbergastedatseeingme,Ithink。A

  whitehat——verysmart。Attractiveinherway,butcommon,ofcourse。ThosetwowereplayingthepianoandfiddlewhenIwentup。Theytriednottoletmein,butIwasn’ttobeputoff。

  Queerplace,that!”

  Gypsmiled。Shecouldseeitallsowell。Theblackwalls,thesilverstatuettes,Ropsdrawings,scentofdeadrose-leavesandpastillesandcigarettes——andthosetwobythepiano——andherfathersocoolanddry!”Onecan’tstandonceremonywithfellowslikethat。Ihadn’tforgottenthatPolishchap’sbehaviourtoyou,mydear。”

  ThroughGyppassedaquiverofdread,avaguereturnofthefeelingsonceinspiredbyRosek。”I’malmostsorryyouwent,Dad。Didyousayanythingvery——””DidI?Let’ssee!No;IthinkIwasquitepolite。”Headded,withagrim,littlesmile:”Iwon’tswearIdidn’tcalloneofthemaruffian。Iknowtheysaidsomethingaboutmypresumingonbeingacripple。””Oh,darling!””Yes;itwasthatPolishchap——andsoheis!”

  Gypmurmured:”I’dalmostratherithadbeen——theother。”Rosek’spale,suaveface,withtheeyesbehindwhichthereweresuchhiddenthings,andthelipssweetishandrestrainedandsensual——hewouldneverforgive!ButWintononlysmiledagain,pattingherarm。Hewaspleasedwithanencounterwhichhadrelievedhisfeelings。

  Gypspentallthateveningwritingherfirstreallove-letter。Butwhen,nextafternoonatsix,infulfilmentofitswording,shecametoSummerhay’slittlehouse,herheartsank;fortheblindsweredownandithadadesertedlook。Ifhehadbeenthere,hewouldhavebeenatthewindow,waiting。Hadhe,then,notgotherletter,notbeenhomesinceyesterday?Andthatchillfearwhichbesetslovers’heartsatfailureofatrystsmoteherforthefirsttime。Inthethree-corneredgardenstoodadecayedstatueofanakedboywithabrokenbow——asparrowwasperchingonhisgreenishshoulder;sooty,heart-shapedlilacleaveshungroundhishead,andathislegstheoldScotchterrierwassniffing。Gypcalled:”Ossian!Ossy!”andtheolddogcame,wagginghistailfeebly。”Master!Whereisyourmaster,dear?”

  Ossianpokedhislongnoseintohercalf,andthatgaveheralittlecomfort。Shepassed,perforce,awayfromthedesertedhouseandreturnedhome;butallmanneroffrightenedthoughtsbesether。

  Wherehadhegone?Whyhadhegone?Whyhadhenotletherknow?

  Doubts——thosehastyattendantsonpassion——camethronging,andscepticismranriot。Whatdidsheknowofhislife,ofhisinterests,ofhim,exceptthathesaidhelovedher?Wherehadhegone?ToWidrington,tosomesmarthouse-party,orevenbacktoScotland?Thejealousfeelingsthathadsobesiegedheratthebungalowwhenhislettersceasedcameagainnowwithredoubledforce。Theremustbesomewomanwho,beforetheirlovebegan,hadclaimonhim,orsomegirlthatheadmired。Henevertoldherofanysuch——ofcourse,hewouldnot!Shewasamazedandhurtbyhercapacityforjealousy。Shehadalwaysthoughtshewouldbetooproudtofeeljealousy——asensationsodarkandwretchedandundignified,but——alas!——sohorriblyrealandclinging。

  Shehadsaidshewasnotdiningathome;soWintonhadgonetohisclub,andshewasobligedtopartakeofalittletrumped-uplonelymeal。Shewentuptoherroomafterit,buttherecameonhersuchrestlessnessthatpresentlysheputonherthingsandslippedout。

  ShewentpastSt。James’sChurchintoPiccadilly,tothefurther,crowdedside,andbegantowalktowardthepark。Thiswasfoolish;

  buttodoafoolishthingwassomerelief,andshewentalongwithafaintsmile,mockingherownrecklessness。Severalwomenofthetown——shipsofnightwithsailsset——cameroundingoutofsidestreetsordownthemainstream,withtheirskilled,rapid-seemingslowness。Andatthediscomfited,half-hostilestaresontheirrougedandpowderedfaces,Gypfeltawickedglee。Shewasdisturbing,hurtingthem——andshewantedtohurt。

  Presently,aman,ineveningdress,withovercoatthrownopen,gazedpointblankintoherface,and,raisinghishat,rangedupbesideher。Shewalkedstraighton,stillwiththathalf-smile,knowinghimpuzzledandfearfullyattracted。Thenaninsensatewishtostabhimtotheheartmadeherturnherheadandlookathim。Attheexpressiononherface,hewiltedawayfromher,andagainshefeltthatwickedgleeathavinghurthim。

  Shecrossedoutintothetraffic,totheparkside,andturnedbacktowardSt。James’s;andnowshewaspossessedbyprofound,blacksadness。Ifonlyherloverwerebesideherthatbeautifulevening,amongthelightsandshadowsofthetrees,inthewarmair!Whywashenotamongthesepassers-by?Shewhocouldbringanycasualmantohersidebyasmilecouldnotconjureuptheonlyoneshewantedfromthisgreatdesertofatown!Shehurriedalong,togetinandhideherlonging。ButatthecornerofSt。James’sStreet,shestopped。Thatwashisclub,nearlyopposite。Perhapshewasthere,playingcardsorbilliards,afewyardsaway,andyetasinanotherworld。Presentlyhewouldcomeout,gotosomemusic-hall,orstrollhomethinkingofher——perhapsnoteventhinkingofher!

  Anotherwomanpassed,givingherafurtiveglance。ButGypfeltnogleenow。And,crossingover,closeunderthewindowsoftheclub,shehurriedhome。Whenshereachedherroom,shebrokeintoastormoftears。Howcouldshehavelikedhurtingthosepoorwomen,hurtingthatman——whowasonlypayingheraman’scompliment,afterall?Andwiththesetears,herjealous,wildfeelingspassed,leavingonlyherlonging。

  Nextmorningbroughtaletter。Summerhaywrotefromaninnontheriver,askinghertocomedownbytheeleveno’clocktrain,andhewouldmeetheratthestation。Hewantedtoshowherahousethathehadseen;andtheycouldhavetheafternoonontheriver!Gypreceivedthisletter,whichbegan:”Mydarling!”withanecstasythatshecouldnotquiteconceal。AndWinton,whohadwatchedherface,saidpresently:”IthinkIshallgotoNewmarket,Gyp。Hometo-morrowevening。”

  Inthetrainonthewaydown,shesatwithclosedeyes,inasortoftrance。Ifherloverhadbeenthereholdingherinhisarms,hecouldnothaveseemednearer。

  Shesawhimasthetrainranin;buttheymetwithoutahand-clasp,withoutaword,simplylookingateachotherandbreakingintosmiles。

  Alittlevictoria”dugup”——asSummerhaysaid——”horse,driverandall,”carriedthemslowlyupward。Undercoverofthelightrugstheirhandswereclasped,andtheyneverceasedtolookintoeachother’sfaces,exceptforthoseformalglancesofproprietywhichdeceivenoone。

  Thedaywasbeautiful,asonlyearlySeptemberdayscanbe——whenthesunishot,yetnottoohot,anditslightfallsinasilkenradianceontreesjustlosingtheopulentmonotonyofsummer,onsilvery-goldreapedfields,silvery-greenuplands,goldenmustard;

  whenshotsringoutinthedistance,and,asonegazes,aleaffalls,withoutreason,asitwouldseem。Presentlytheybranchedoffthemainroadbyalanepastaclumpofbeechesanddrewupatthegateofalonelyhouse,builtofveryoldredbrick,andcoveredbyVirginiacreeperjustturning——ahousewithaningle-

  nookandlow,broadchimneys。Beforeitwasawalled,neglectedlawn,withpoplarsandonelargewalnut-tree。Thesunlightseemedtohavecollectedinthatgarden,andtherewasatremendoushumofbees。Abovethetrees,thedownscouldbeseenwhereracehorses,theysaid,weretrained。Summerhayhadthekeysofthehouse,andtheywentin。ToGyp,itwaslikeachild’s”pretending”——toimaginetheyweregoingtolivetheretogether,tosortouttheroomsandconsecrateeach。Shewouldnotspoilthisperfectdaybyargumentoradmissionoftheneedforadecision。Andwhenheasked:”Well,darling,whatdoyouthinkofit?”sheonlyanswered:”Oh,lovely,inaway;butlet’sgobacktotheriverandmakethemostofit。”

  Theytookboatat’TheBowlofCream,’theriverinnwhereSummerhaywasstaying。Tohim,whohadbeenarowingmanatOxford,theriverwasknownfromLechladetoRichmond;butGyphadneverinherlifebeenonit,anditsplacidmagic,unlikethatofanyotherriverintheworld,almostoverwhelmedher。Onthisglistening,windlessday,todriftalongpastthebright,flatwater-lilyleavesoverthegreenishdepths,tolistentothepigeons,watchthedragon-fliesflittingpast,andthefishleapinglazily,notevensteering,lettingherhanddabbleinthewater,thencoolinghersun-warmedcheekwithit,andallthetimegazingatSummerhay,who,dippinghisscullsgently,gazedather——allthiswaslikeavoyagedownsomeriverofdreams,theveryfulfilmentoffelicity。Thereisadegreeofhappinessknowntothehumanheartwhichseemstobelongtosomeenchantedworld——abrightmazeintowhich,foramomentnowandthen,weescapeandwander。To-day,hewasmorethaneverlikeherBotticelli”YoungMan,”withhisneckbare,andhisfacesoclear-eyedandbroadandbrown。Hadshereallyhadalifewithanotherman?Andonlyayearago?Itseemedinconceivable!

  Butwhen,inthelastbackwater,hetiedtheboatupandcametositwithheroncemore,itwasalreadygettinglate,andthevaguemelancholyofthenowshadowyriverwasstealingintoher。And,withasortofsinkinginherheart,sheheardhimbegin:”Gyp,weMUSTgoawaytogether。Wecanneverstanditgoingonapart,snatchinghourshereandthere。”

  Pressinghishandtohercheeks,shemurmured:”Whynot,darling?Hasn’tthisbeenperfect?Whatcouldweeverhavemoreperfect?It’sbeenparadiseitself!””Yes;buttobethrownouteveryday!Tobewholedaysandnightswithoutyou!Gyp,youmust——youmust!Whatisthereagainstit?

  Don’tyoulovemeenough?”

  Shelookedathim,andthenawayintotheshadows。”Toomuch,Ithink。It’stemptingProvidencetochange。Let’sgoonasweare,Bryan。No;don’tlooklikethat——don’tbeangry!””Whyareyouafraid?Areyousorryforourlove?””No;butletitbelikethis。Don’tlet’sriskanything。””Risk?Isitpeople——society——you’reafraidof?IthoughtYOU

  wouldn’tcare。”

  Gypsmiled。”Society?No;I’mnotafraidofthat。””What,then?Ofme?””Idon’tknow。Mensoongettired。I’madoubter,Bryan,Ican’thelpit。””Asifanyonecouldgettiredofyou!Areyouafraidofyourself?”

  AgainGypsmiled。”Notoflovingtoolittle,Itoldyou。””Howcanonelovetoomuch?”

  Shedrewhisheaddowntoher。Butwhenthatkisswasover,sheonlysaidagain:”No,Bryan;let’sgoonasweare。I’llmakeuptoyouwhenI’mwithyou。Ifyouweretotireofme,Icouldn’tbearit。”

  Foralongtimemorehepleaded——nowwithanger,nowwithkisses,nowwithreasonings;but,toall,sheopposedthatsametender,half-mournful”No,”and,atlast,hegaveitup,and,indoggedsilence,rowedhertothevillage,whenceshewastotaketrainback。Itwasduskwhentheylefttheboat,anddewwasfalling。

  Justbeforetheyreachedthestation,shecaughthishandandpressedittoherbreast。”Darling,don’tbeangrywithme!PerhapsIwill——someday。”

  And,inthetrain,shetriedtothinkherselfoncemoreintheboat,amongtheshadowsandthewhisperingreedsandallthequietwonderoftheriver。

  XII

  Onreachinghomesheletherselfinstealthily,and,thoughshehadnothaddinner,wentupatoncetoherroom。ShewasjusttakingoffherblousewhenBettyentered,herroundfacesplotchedwithred,andtearsrollingdownhercheeks。”Betty!Whatisit?””Oh,mydear,whereHAVEyoubeen?Suchadreadfulpieceofnews!

  They’vestolenher!Thatwickedman——yourhusband——hetookherrightoutofherpram——andwentoffwithherinagreatcar——heandthatotherone!I’vebeenhalfoutofmymind!”Gypstaredaghast。”Iholleredtoapoliceman。’He’sstolenher——herfather!

  Catchthem!’Isaid。’HowevershallIfacemymistress?’”Shestoppedforbreath,thenburstoutagain。”’He’sabadone,’I

  said。’Aforeigner!They’rebothforeigners!’’Herfather?’hesaid。’Well,whyshouldn’the?He’sonlygivin’herajoyride。

  He’llbringherback,neveryoufear。’AndIranhome——Ididn’tknowwhereyouwere。Ohdear!Themajorawayandall——whatwasI

  todo?I’djustturnedroundtoshutthegateofthesquaregardens,andIneversawhimtillhe’dputhisgreatlongarmoverthepramandsnatchedherout。”And,sittingonthebed,shegavewayutterly。

  Gypstoodstill。Nemesisforherhappiness?Thatvengefulwretch,Rosek!Thiswashisdoing。Andshesaid:”Oh,Betty,shemustbecrying!”

  Afreshoutburstofmoanswastheonlyanswer。Gyprememberedsuddenlywhatthelawyerhadsaidoverayearago——ithadstruckherwithterroratthetime。Inlaw,Fiorsenownedandcouldclaimherchild。Shecouldhavegotherback,then,bybringingahorriblecaseagainsthim,butnow,perhaps,shehadnochance。

  WasitherreturntoFiorsenthattheyaimedat——orthegivingupofherlover?Shewentovertohermirror,saying:”We’llgoatonce,Betty,andgetherbacksomehow。Washyourface。”

  Whileshemadeready,shefoughtdownthosetwohorriblefears——oflosingherchild,oflosingherlover;thelessshefeared,thebettershecouldact,themoresubtly,theswifter。Sherememberedthatshehadsomewherealittlestiletto,givenheralongtimeago。Shehunteditout,slippedoffitsred-leathersheath,and,stabbingthepointintoatinycork,slippeditbeneathherblouse。

  Iftheycouldstealherbaby,theywerecapableofanything。Shewroteanotetoherfather,tellinghimwhathadhappened,andsayingwhereshehadgone。Then,inataxi,theysetforth。ColdwaterandthecalmnessofhermistresshadremovedfromBettythemaintracesofemotion;butsheclaspedGyp’shandhardandgaveventtoheavysighs。

  Gypwouldnotthink。Ifshethoughtofherlittleonecrying,sheknewshewouldcry,too。Butherhatredforthosewhohaddealtthiscowardlyblowgrewwithinher。Shetookaresolutionandsaidquietly:”Mr。Summerhay,Betty。That’swhythey’vestolenourdarling。I

  supposeyouknowheandIcareforeachother。They’vestolenhersoastomakemedoanythingtheylike。”

  Aprofoundsighansweredher。

  Behindthatmoon-facewiththetroubledeyes,whatconflictwasinprogress——betweenunquestioningmoralityandunquestioningbeliefinGyp,betweenfearsforherandwishesforherhappiness,betweentheloyalretainer’shabitofacceptingandtheoldnurse’sfeelingofbeingincharge?Shesaidfaintly:”Ohdear!He’sanicegentleman,too!”Andsuddenly,wheezingitoutwithunexpectedforce:”Tosaytruth,Ineverdidholdyouwasrightlymarriedtothatforeignerinthathorribleregistryplace——

  nomusic,noflowers,noblessin’asked,nornothing。Icriedmeeyesoutatthetime。”

  Gypsaidquietly:”No;Betty,Ineverwas。IonlythoughtIwasinlove。”A

  convulsivesqueezeandcreaking,whifflingsoundsheraldedafreshoutburst。”Don’tcry;we’rejustthere。Thinkofourdarling!”

  Thecabstopped。Feelingforherlittleweapon,shegotout,andwithherhandslippedfirmlyunderBetty’sarm,ledthewayupstairs。Chillyshuddersrandownherspine——memoriesofDaphneWingandRosek,ofthatlargewoman——whatwashername?——ofmanyotherfaces,ofunholyhoursspentupthere,inaqueerstate,neverquitepresent,nevercomfortableinsoul;memoriesoflatereturningsdownthesewidestairsouttotheircab,ofFiorsenbesideherinthedarkness,hisdim,broad-cheekbonedfacemoodyinthecornerorpressedclosetohers。Oncetheyhadwalkedalongwayhomewardinthedawn,Rosekwiththem,Fiorsenplayingonhismutedviolin,tothescandalofthepolicemenandthecats。Dim,unrealmemories!GraspingBetty’sarmmorefirmly,sherangthebell。Whenthemanservant,whomsherememberedwell,openedthedoor,herlipsweresodrythattheycouldhardlyformthewords:”IsMr。Fiorsenin,Ford?””No,ma’am;Mr。FiorsenandCountRosekwentintothecountrythisafternoon。Ihaven’ttheiraddressatpresent。”Shemusthaveturnedwhite,forshecouldhearthemansaying:”AnythingIcangetyou,ma’am?””Whendidtheystart,please?””Oneo’clock,ma’am——bycar。CountRosekwasdrivinghimself。I

  shouldsaytheywon’tbeawaylong——theyjusthadtheirbagswiththem。”Gypputoutherhandhelplessly;sheheardtheservantsayinaconcernedvoice:”Icouldletyouknowthemomenttheyreturn,ma’am,ifyou’dkindlyleavemeyouraddress。”

  Givinghercard,andmurmuring:”Thankyou,Ford;thankyouverymuch,”shegraspedBetty’sarmagainandleanedheavilyonhergoingdownthestairs。

  Itwasreal,blackfearnow。Tolosehelplessthings——children——

  dogs——andknowforcertainthatonecannotgettothem,nomatterwhattheymaybesuffering!Tobepinneddowntoignoranceandhaveinherearsthecryingofherchild——thishorror,Gypsufferednow。Andnothingtobedone!Nothingbuttogotobedandwait——

  hardestofalltasks!Mercifully——thankstoherlongdayintheopen——shefellatlastintoadreamlesssleep,andwhenshewascalled,therewasaletterfromFiorsenonthetraywithhertea。”Gyp:”Iamnotababy-stealerlikeyourfather。Thelawgivesmetherighttomyownchild。Butsweartogiveupyourlover,andthebabyshallcomebacktoyouatonce。Ifyoudonotgivehimup,I

  willtakeherawayoutofEngland。Sendmeananswertothispost-

  office,anddonotletyourfathertryanytricksuponme。”GUSTAVFIORSEN。”

  BeneathwaswrittentheaddressofaWestEndpost-office。

  WhenGyphadfinishedreading,shewentthroughsomemomentsofsuchmentalanguishasshehadneverknown,but——justaswhenBettyfirsttoldherofthestealing——herwitsandwarinesscamequicklyback。Hadhebeendrinkingwhenhewrotethatletter?Shecouldalmostfancythatshesmelledbrandy,butitwassoeasytofancywhatonewantedto。Shereaditthroughagain——thistime,shefeltalmostsurethatithadbeendictatedtohim。Ifhehadcomposedthewordinghimself,hewouldneverhaveresistedagibeatthelaw,oragibeathimselfforthussafeguardinghervirtue。ItwasRosek’sdoing。Herangerflamedupanew。Sincetheyusedsuchmean,cruelways,whyneedsheherselfbescrupulous?Shesprangoutofbedandwrote:”HowCOULDyoudosuchabrutalthing?Atallevents,letthedarlinghavehernurse。It’snotlikeyoutoletalittlechildsuffer。Bettywillbereadytocometheminuteyousendforher。

  Asformyself,youmustgivemetimetodecide。Iwillletyouknowwithintwodays。”GYP。”

  Whenshehadsentthisoff,andatelegramtoherfatheratNewmarket,shereadFiorsen’sletteroncemore,andwasmorethanevercertainthatitwasRosek’swording。And,suddenly,shethoughtofDaphneWing,whomherfatherhadseencomingoutofRosek’shouse。Throughhertheremightbeawayofgettingnews。

  Sheseemedtoseeagainthegirllyingsowhiteandvoidofhopewhenrobbedbydeathofherownjust-bornbabe。Yes;surelyitwasworthtrying。

  Anhourlater,hercabstoppedbeforetheWagges’doorinFranklandStreet。Butjustasshewasabouttoringthebell,avoicefrombehindhersaid:”Allowme;Ihaveakey。WhatmayI——Oh,it’syou!”Sheturned。

  Mr。Wagge,inprofessionalhabiliments,wasstandingthere。”Comein;comein,”hesaid。”Iwaswonderingwhetherperhapsweshouldn’tbeseeingyouafterwhat’stranspired。”

  Hanginghistallblackhat,crapednearlytothecrown,onaknobofthemahoganystand,hesaidhuskily:”IDIDthinkwe’dseenthelastofthat,”andopenedthedining-

  roomdoor。”Comein,ma’am。Wecanputourheadstogetherbetterinhere。”

  Inthattoowellrememberedroom,thetablewaslaidwithastainedwhitecloth,acruet-stand,andbottleofWorcestershiresauce。

  Thelittlebluebowlwasgone,sothatnothingnowmarredtheharmonyofredandgreen。Gypsaidquickly:”Doesn’tDaph——Daisyliveathome,then,now?”

  TheexpressiononMr。Wagge’sfacewassingular;suspicion,relief,andasortofcraftinesswereblendedwiththatfurtiveadmirationwhichGypseemedalwaystoexciteinhim。”DoIunderstandthatyou——er——””IcametoaskifDaisywoulddosomethingforme。”

  Mr。Waggeblewhisnose。”Youdidn’tknow——”hebeganagain。”Yes;Idaresaysheseesmyhusband,ifthat’swhatyoumean;andIdon’tmind——he’snothingtomenow。”

  Mr。Wagge’sfacebecamefurthercomplicatedbythesensationsofahusband。”Well,”hesaid,”it’snottobewonderedat,perhaps,inthecircumstances。I’msureIalwaysthought——”

  Gypinterruptedswiftly。”Please,Mr。Wagge——please!WillyougivemeDaisy’saddress?”

  Mr。Waggeremainedamomentindeepthought;thenhesaid,inagruff,jerkyvoice:”Seventy-threeComradeStreet,So’o。UptoseeinghimthereonTuesday,ImustsayIcherishedeveryhope。NowI’msorryIdidn’tstrikehim——hewastooquickforme——”Hehadraisedoneofhisglovedhandsandwassawingitupanddown。ThesightofthatblackobjectcleavingtheairnearlymadeGypscream,hernervesweresoonedge。”It’sherblastedindependence——Ibegpardon——butwhowouldn’t?”heendedsuddenly。

  Gyppassedhim。”Whowouldn’t?”sheheardhisvoicebehindher。”Ididthinkshe’dhaverunstraightthistime——”Andwhileshewasfumblingattheouterdoor,hisred,pudgyface,withitsroundgreybeard,protrudedalmostoverhershoulder。”Ifyou’regoingtoseeher,I

  hopeyou’ll——”

  Gypwasgone。Inhercabsheshivered。OnceshehadlunchedwithherfatheratarestaurantintheStrand。IthadbeenfullofMr。

  Wagges。But,suddenly,shethought:’It’shardonhim,poorman!’

  XIII

  Seventy-threeComradeStreet,Soho,wasdifficulttofind;but,withtheaidofamilk-boy,Gypdiscoveredthealleyatlast,andtherightdoor。Thereherpridetooksuddenalarm,andbutforthemilk-boy’seyesfixedonherwhileheletouthisprofessionalhowl,shemighthavefled。Aplumpwhitehandandwristemergingtookthecan,andDaphneWing’svoicesaid:”Oh,where’sthecream?””Ain’tgotnone。””Oh!Itoldyoualways——twopennyworthattwelveo’clock。””Twopenn’orth。”Theboy’seyesgoggled。”Didn’tyouwanttospeaktoher,miss?”Hebeattheclosingdoor。”Lidywantstospeaktoyou!Good-mornin’,miss。”

  ThefigureofDaphneWinginabluekimonowasrevealed。HereyespeeredroundatGyp。”Oh!”shesaid。”MayIcomein?””Oh,yes!Oh,do!I’vebeenpractising。Oh,Iamgladtoseeyou!”

  Inthemiddleofthestudio,alittletablewaslaidfortwo。

  DaphneWingwentuptoit,holdinginonehandthemilk-canandintheotherashortknife,withwhichshehadevidentlybeenopeningoysters。Placingtheknifeonthetable,sheturnedroundtoGyp。

  Herfacewasdeeppink,andsowasherneck,whichranV-shapeddownintothefoldsofherkimono。Hereyes,roundassaucers,metGyp’s,fell,metthemagain。Shesaid:”Oh,Mrs。Fiorsen,Iamglad!Ireallyam。Iwantedyousomuchtoseemyroom——doyoulikeit?HowDIDyouknowwhereIwas?”

  Shelookeddownandadded:”IthinkI’dbettertellyou。Mr。

  Fiorsencamehere,and,sincethen,I’veseenhimatCountRosek’s——

  and——and——””Yes;butdon’ttroubletotellme,please。”

  DaphneWinghurriedon。”Ofcourse,I’mquitemistressofmyselfnow。”Then,allatonce,theuneasywoman-of-the-worldmaskdroppedfromherfaceandsheseizedGyp’shand。”Oh,Mrs。Fiorsen,Ishallneverbelikeyou!”

  Withalittleshiver,Gypsaid:”Ihopenot。”Herpriderushedupinher。Howcouldsheaskthisgirlanything?Shechokedbackthatfeeling,andsaidstonily:”Doyouremembermybaby?No,ofcourse;youneversawher。HEandCountRosekhavejusttakenherawayfromme。”

  DaphneWingconvulsivelysqueezedthehandofwhichshehadpossessedherself。”Oh,whatawickedthing!When?””Yesterdayafternoon。””Oh,IAMgladIhaven’tseenhimsince!Oh,IDOthinkthatwaswicked!Aren’tyoudreadfullydistressed?”TheleastofsmilesplayedonGyp’smouth。DaphneWingburstforth:”D’youknow——I

  think——Ithinkyourself-controlissomethingawful。Itfrightensme。Ifmybabyhadlivedandbeenstolenlikethat,Ishouldhavebeenhalfdeadbynow。”

  Gypansweredstonilyasever:”Yes;Iwantherback,andIwondered——”

  DaphneWingclaspedherhands。”Oh,IexpectIcanmakehim——”Shestopped,confused,thenaddedhastily:”Areyousureyoudon’tmind?””Ishouldn’tmindifhehadfiftyloves。Perhapshehas。”

  DaphneWingutteredalittlegasp;thenherteethcamedownratherviciouslyonherlowerlip。”ImeanhimtodowhatIwantnow,notwhathewantsme。That’stheonlywaywhenyoulove。Oh,don’tsmilelikethat,please;youdomakemefeelso——uncertain。””Whenareyougoingtoseehimnext?”

  DaphneWinggrewverypink。”Idon’tknow。Hemightbecomingintolunch。Yousee,it’snotasifhewereastranger,isit?”Castinguphereyesalittle,sheadded:”Hewon’tevenletmespeakyourname;itmakeshimmad。

  That’swhyI’msurehestilllovesyou;only,hisloveissofunny。”And,seizingGyp’shand:”Ishallneverforgethowgoodyouweretome。Idohopeyou——youlovesomebodyelse。”Gyppressedthosedamp,clingingfingers,andDaphneWinghurriedon:”I’msureyourbaby’sadarling。Howyoumustbesuffering!Youlookquitepale。Butitisn’tanygoodsuffering。Ilearnedthat。”

  Hereyeslightedonthetable,andafaintruefulnesscameintothem,asifsheweregoingtoaskGyptoeattheoysters。

  Gypbentforwardandputherlipstothegirl’sforehead。”Good-bye。Mybabywouldthankyouifsheknew。”

  Andsheturnedtogo。Sheheardasob。DaphneWingwascrying;

  then,beforeGypcouldspeak,shestruckherselfonthethroat,andsaid,inastrangledvoice:”Tha——that’sidiotic!I——Ihaven’tcriedsince——since,youknow。

  I——I’mperfectmistressofmyself;only,I——only——Isupposeyouremindedme——INEVERcry!”

  ThosewordsandthesoundofahiccoughaccompaniedGypdownthealleytohercab。

  WhenshegotbacktoBuryStreet,shefoundBettysittinginthehallwithherbonneton。Shehadnotbeensentfor,norhadanyreplycomefromNewmarket。Gypcouldnoteat,couldsettletonothing。Shewentuptoherbedroomtogetawayfromtheservants’

  eyes,andwentonmechanicallywithafrockoflittleGyp’sshehadbegunonthefatalmorningFiorsenhadcomeback。Everyotherminuteshestoppedtolistentosoundsthatnevermeantanything,wentahundredtimestothewindowtolookatnothing。Betty,too,hadcomeupstairs,andwasinthenurseryopposite;Gypcouldhearhermovingaboutrestlesslyamongherhouseholdgods。Presently,thosesoundsceased,and,peeringintotheroom,shesawthestoutwomanstillinherbonnet,sittingonatrunk,withherbackturned,utteringheavysighs。Gypstolebackintoherownroomwithasick,tremblingsensation。If——ifherbabyreallycouldnotberecoveredexceptbythatsacrifice!Ifthatcruelletterwerethelastword,andsheforcedtodecidebetweenthem!Whichwouldshegiveup?Whichfollow——herloverorherchild?

  Shewenttothewindowforair——thepainaboutherheartwasdreadful。And,leaningthereagainsttheshutter,shefeltquitedizzyfromtheviolenceofastrugglethatrefusedcoherentthoughtorfeeling,andwasjustadumbpullofinstincts,bothsoterriblystrong——howterriblystrongshehadnottillthenperceived。

  HereyesfellonthepicturethatremindedherofBryan;itseemednowtohavenoresemblance——none。Hewasmuchtooreal,andloved,andwanted。Lessthantwenty-fourhoursago,shehadturnedadeafeartohispleadingthatsheshouldgotohimforever。Howfunny!

  Wouldshenotrushtohimnow——gowhenandwhereheliked?Ah,ifonlyshewerebackinhisarms!Nevercouldshegivehimup——

  never!Buttheninherearssoundedthecooingwords,”Dearmum!”

  Herbaby——thattinything——howcouldshegiveherup,andneveragainholdcloseandkissthatround,perfectlittlebody,thatgravelittledark-eyedface?

  TheroarofLondoncameinthroughtheopenwindow。Somuchlife,somanypeople——andnotasoulcouldhelp!Sheleftthewindowandwenttothecottage-pianoshehadthere,outofWinton’sway。Butsheonlysatwitharmsfolded,lookingatthekeys。ThesongthatgirlhadsungatFiorsen’sconcert——songofthebrokenheart——camebacktoher。

  No,no;shecouldn’t——couldn’t!Itwastoherlovershewouldcling。Andtearsrandownhercheeks。

  Acabhadstoppedbelow,butnottillBettycamerushingindidshelookup。

  XIV

  When,tremblingallover,sheenteredthedining-room,Fiorsenwasstandingbythesideboard,holdingthechild。

  HecamestraightupandputherintoGyp’sarms。”Takeher,”hesaid,”anddowhatyouwill。Behappy。”

  Huggingherbaby,closetothedoorasshecouldget,Gypanswerednothing。Herheartwasinsuchatumultthatshecouldnothavespokenawordtosaveherlife;relieved,asonedyingofthirstbyunexpectedwater;grateful,bewildered,abashed,yetinstinctivelyawareofsomethingevanescentandunrealinhisaltruism。DaphneWing!Whatbargaindidthisrepresent?

  Fiorsenmusthavefeltthechillofthisinstinctivevision,forhecriedout:”Yes!Youneverbelievedinme;youneverthoughtmecapableofgood!Whydidn’tyou?”

  Gypbentherfaceoverherbabytohidethequiveringofherlips。”Iamsorry——very,verysorry。”

  Fiorsencamecloserandlookedintoherface。”ByGod,IamafraidIshallneverforgetyou——never!”

  Tearshadcomeintohiseyes,andGypwatchedthem,moved,troubled,butstilldeeplymistrusting。

  Hebrushedhishandacrosshisface;andthethoughtflashedthroughher:’Hemeansmetoseethem!Ah,whatacynicalwretchI

  am!’

  Fiorsensawthatthoughtpass,andmutteringsuddenly:”Good-bye,Gyp!Iamnotallbad。IAMNOT!”Hetorethedooropenandwasgone。

  Thatpassionate”Iamnot!”savedGypfromabreakdown。No;evenathishighestpitchofabnegation,hecouldnotforgethimself。

  Relief,ifoverwhelming,isslowlyrealized;butwhen,atlast,whatshehadescapedandwhatlaybeforeherwerestaringfullineachother’sface,itseemedtoherthatshemustcryout,andtellthewholeworldofherintoxicatinghappiness。AndthemomentlittleGypwasinBetty’sarms,shesatdownandwrotetoSummerhay:”DARLING,”I’vehadafearfultime。MybabywasstolenbyhimwhileIwaswithyou。HewrotemealettersayingthathewouldgiveherbacktomeifIgaveyouup。ButIfoundIcouldn’tgiveyouup,notevenformybaby。Andthen,afewminutesago,hebroughther——

  nonetheworse。TomorrowweshallallgodowntoMildenham;butverysoon,ifyoustillwantme,I’llcomewithyouwhereveryoulike。MyfatherandBettywilltakecareofmytreasuretillwecomeback;andthen,perhaps,theoldredhousewesaw——afterall。

  Only——nowisthetimeforyoutodrawback。Lookintothefuture——

  lookfar!Don’tletanyfoolishpity——orhonour——weighwithyou;

  beutterlysure,Idobeseechyou。IcanjustbearitnowifI

  knowit’sforyourgood。Butafterwardit’llbetoolate。ItwouldbetheworstmiseryofallifImadeyouunhappy。Oh,makesure——makesure!Ishallunderstand。Imeanthiswitheverybitofme。Andnow,good-night,andperhaps——good-bye。”Your”GYP。”

  Shereaditoverandshivered。Didshereallymeanthatshecouldbearitifhedrewback——ifhedidlookfar,farintothefuture,anddecidedthatshewasnotworththecandle?Ah,butbetternow——

  thanlater。

  Sheclosedandsealedtheletter,andsatdowntowaitforherfather。Andshethought:’Whydoesonehaveaheart?Whyisthereinonesomethingsomuchtoosoft?’

  Tendayslater,atMildenhamstation,holdingherfather’shand,Gypcouldscarcelyseehimforthemistbeforehereyes。Howgoodhehadbeentoherallthoselastdays,sinceshetoldhimthatshewasgoingtotaketheplunge!Notawordofremonstranceorcomplaint。”Good-bye,mylove!Takecareofyourself;wirefromLondon,andagainfromParis。”And,smilingupather,headded:”Hehasluck;

  Ihadnone。”

  Themistbecametears,rolleddown,fellonhisglove。”Nottoolongoutthere,Gyp!”

  Shepressedherwetcheekpassionatelytohis。Thetrainmoved,but,solongasshecouldsee,shewatchedhimstandingontheplatform,wavinghisgreyhat,then,inhercorner,satdown,blindedwithtearsbehindherveil。Shehadnotcriedwhenshelefthimthedayofherfatalmarriage;shecriednowthatshewasleavinghimtogotoherincrediblehappiness。

  Strange!Butherhearthadgrownsincethen。

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