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  CHAPTERXXIX。

  THEBEAST-BOY。

  Onemorningtheyfound,onreachingthemanse,thattheministerwasveryunwell,andthatinconsequenceMissMacharcouldnotattendtoGinevra;theyturned,therefore,towalkhomeagain。Nowthemanse,uponanotherrootofGlashgar,wasnearerthanGlashruachtoNicie’shome,andmanyatimeasshewentandcame,didsheliftlongingeyestotheridgethathiditfromherview。Thismorning,Ginevraobservedthat,everyothermoment,Niciewaslookingupthesideofthemountain,asifshesawsomethingunusualuponit——occasionally,indeed,whenthewindingoftheroadturnedtheirbackstoit,stoppingandturningroundtogaze。

  “Whatisthematterwithyou,Nicie?”sheasked。“Whatareyoulookingatupthere?”

  “I’mwon’erin’whatmymother’llbedeein’,“answeredNicie:“she’supthere。”

  “Upthere!”exclaimedGinny,and,turning,staredatthemountaintoo,expectingtoperceiveNicie’smothersomewhereuponthefaceofit。

  “Na,na,missie!yecannaseeher,“saidthegirl;“she’snoinsicht。She’sowerayontthere。Onlygienwewarupwhauryeseeyontwathreesheepagain’theliftsky,wecudseethebithoosiewhaurheran’myfatherbides。”

  “HowIshouldliketoseeyourfatherandmother,Nicie!”exclaimedGinevra。

  “Weel,I’msuretheywadberichtglaidtoseeyersel’,missie,onytime’atyelikittogangan’seethem。”

  “Whyshouldn’twegonow,Nicie?,It’snotadangerousplace,isit?”

  “No,missie。Glashgar’sasquaietan’weel-behavedahillasonyina’thecweentry,“answeredNicie,laughing。“She’ssomepuir,likethelaveo’’s,an’hasnamuckletospare,butthesheepgetafeownibblesuponher,herean’there;an’mymithermanagestokeepacoo,an’getplentyo’milkfraehertee。”

  “Come,then,Nicie。Wehaveplentyoftime。Nobodywantseitheryouorme,andweshallgethomebeforeanyonemissesus。”

  Niciewasgladenoughtoconsent;theyturnedatoncetothehill,andbeganclimbing。ButNiciedidnotknowthispartofitnearlysowellasthatwhichlaybetweenGlashruachandthecottage,andaftertheyhadclimbedsomedistance,oftenstoppingandturningtolookdownonthevalleybelow,theprospectofwhich,withitsstreamsandriver,keptstillwideningandchangingastheyascended,theyarrivedataplacewherethepathgrewverydoubtful,andshecouldnottellinwhichoftwodirectionstheyoughttogo。

  “I’lltakethisway,andyoutakethat,Nicie,“saidGinevra,“andifIfindthereisnopathmyway,Iwillcomebacktoyours;andifyoufindthereisnopathyourway,youwillcomebacktomine。”

  Itwasachildishproposal,andonetowhichNicieshouldnothaveconsented,butshewaslittlemorethanachildherself。Advancingashortdistanceindoubt,andthepathre-appearingquiteplainly,shesatdown,expectingherlittlemistresstoreturndirectly。Nothoughtofanxietycrossedhermind:howshouldone,inbroadsunlight,onamountain-side,inthefirstofsummer,andwiththelongdaybeforethem?,So,theresittinginpeace,Niciefellintoamaidenlyreverie,andsothereNiciesatforalongtime,halfdreaminginthegreatlight,withoutoncereallythinkingaboutanything。Allatonceshecametoherself:somelatentfearhadexplodedinherheart:yes!whatcouldhavebecomeofherlittlemistress?,Shejumpedtoherfeet,andshouted“Missie!,MissieGalbraith!,Ginny!”butnoanswercameback。Themountainwasasstillasatmidnight。Sherantothespotwheretheyhadparted,andalongtheotherpath:itwasplainerthanthatwhereshehadbeensoidlyforgettingherself。Shehurriedon,wildlycallingassheran。

  InthemeantimeGinevra,havingfoundthepathindubitable,andimaginingitledstraighttothedoorofNicie’smother’scottage,andthatNiciewouldbeafterherinamoment,thinkingalsotohaveabitoffullwithher,setoffdancingandrunningsofast,thatbythetimeNiciecametoherself,shewasagoodmilefromher。Whatadelightitwastobethusaloneuponthegrandmountain!withtheearthbanishedsofarbelow,andthegreatrockyheapclimbingandleadingandclimbingupanduptowardsthesky!

  GinnywasnotinthewayofthinkingmuchaboutGod。Littlehadbeentaughtherconcerninghim,andnothingalmostthatwaspleasanttomeditateupon——nothingthatshecouldhideinherheart,andbedreadfullygladaboutwhenshelayaloneinherlittlebed,listeningtothesoundoftheburnthatranunderherwindow。Buttherewasinhersoulalargewildernessreadyforthevoicethatshouldcomecryingtopreparethewayoftheking。

  Thepathwasafterallameresheep-track,andledheratlengthintoalonelyhollowinthehill-side,withaswampypeat-bogatthebottomofit。Shestopped。Theplacelookedunpleasant,remindingherofhowshealwaysfeltwhenshecameunexpectedlyuponAngusMacPholp。Shewouldgonofurtheralone;shewouldwaittillNicieovertookher。Itmusthavebeenjustinsuchplacesthatthepeoplepossessedwithdevils——onlyMissMacharalwaysmadeherreadtheword,demons——ranabout!,Asshethoughtthus,alone-heartedbirdutteredasingle,wailingcry,strangetoherear。Thecryremainedsolitary,unanswered,andthenfirstsuddenlyshefeltthattherewasnobodytherebutherself,andthefeelinghadinitapangofuneasiness。Butshewasabravechild;nothingfrightenedhermuchexceptherfather;sheturnedandwentslowlybacktotheedgeofthehollow:Niciemustbythistimebevisible。

  Inherhasteandanxiety,however,Niciehadstruckintoanothersheep-track,andwasnowhigherupthehill;sothatGinnycouldseenolivingthingnearerthaninthevalleybelow:fardownthere——anditwassomecomfort,inthedesolationthatnowbegantoinvadeher——shesawupontheroad,sodistantthatitseemedmotionless,acartwithamaninit,drawnbyawhitehorse。Neverinherlifebeforehadshefeltthatshewasalone。Shehadoftenfeltlonely,butshehadalwaysknownwheretofindthebodilypresenceofsomebody。Nowshemightcryandscreamthewholeday,andnobodyanswer!,Herheartswelledintoherthroat,thensankaway,leavingawidehollow。Itwassoeerie!,ButNiciewouldsooncome,andthenallwouldbewell。

  Shesatdownonastone,whereshecouldseethepathshehadcomealongwayback。But“neverandnever“didanyNicieappear。Atlastshebegantocry。ThisprocesswithGinnywasaveryslowone,andneverbroughthermuchrelief。Thetearswouldmountintohereyes,andremainthere,littlepoolsofBaca,alongtimebeforethecryingwentanyfurther。Butwithtimethepoolswouldgrowdeeper,andswelllarger,andatlast,whentheyhadbecometwohugelittlelakes,thelargerfromtheslownessoftheirgathering,twomightytearswouldtumbleovertheedgesoftheirembankments,androlldownherwhitemournfulcheeks。Thistimemanymorefollowed,andhereyeswerefastbecomingfountains,whenallatonceaverseshehadheardtheSundaybeforeatchurchseemedtocomeofitselfintoherhead:“CalluponmeinthetimeoftroubleandIwillanswerthee。”,ItmustmeanthatshewastoaskGodtohelpher:wasthatthesameassayingprayers?,Butshewasn’tgood,andhewouldn’thearanybodythatwasn’tgood。Then,ifhewasonlytheGodofthegoodpeople,whatwastobecomeoftherestwhentheywerelostonmountains?,Shehadbettertry;itcouldnotdomuchharm。Evenifhewouldnothearher,hewouldnotsurelybeangrywithherforcallinguponhimwhenshewasinsuchtrouble。Sothinking,shebegantopraytowhatdimdistortedreflectionofGodtherewasinhermind。TheyalonepraytotherealGod,themakeroftheheartthatprays,whoknowhissonJesus。IfourprayerswereheardonlyinaccordancewiththeideaofGodtowhichweseemtoourselvestopray,howmiserablywouldourinfinitewantsbemet!,Buteveryhonestcry,evenifsentintothedeafearofanidol,passesontotheearsoftheunknownGod,theheartoftheunknownFather。

  “OGod,helpmehomeagain,“criedGinevra,andstoodupinhergreatlonelinesstoreturn。

  Thesameinstantshespied,seateduponastone,alittlewayoff,butclosetoherpath,thebeast-boy。Therecouldbenomistake。

  Hewasjustasshehadheardhimdescribedbythechildrenatthegamekeeper’scottage。Thatwashishairstickingalloutfromhishead,thoughthesuninitmadeitlooklikeacrownofgoldorashiningmist。Thosewerehisbarearms,andthatwasdreadfulindeed!,Barelegsandfeetshewasusedto;butbarearms!,Worstofall,makingitabsolutelycertainhewasthebeast-boy,hewasplayinguponacuriouskindofwhistlingthing,makingdreadfullysweetmusictoenticehernearerthathemightcatchherandtearhertopieces!,WasthistheanswerGodsenttotheprayershehadofferedinhersoreneed——thebeast-boy?,Sheaskedhimforprotectionanddeliverance,andherewasthebeast-boy!,Sheaskedhimtohelpherhome,andthere,rightinthemiddleofherpath,satthebeast-boy,waitingforher!,Well,itwasjustlikewhattheysaidabouthimonSundaysinthechurches,andinthebooksMissMacharmadeherread!,Butthehorridcreature’smusicshouldnothaveanypoweroverher!,Shewouldratherrundowntotheblackwater,gloominginthoseholes,andbedrowned,thanthebeast-boyshouldhavehertoeat!

  Mostgirlswouldhavescreamed,butsuchwasnotGinny’snaturalmodeofmeetingadifficulty。Withfear,shewasfarmorelikelytochokethantocryout。Soshesatdownagainandstaredathim。

  Perhapshewouldgoawaywhenhefoundhecouldnotenticeher。Hedidnotmove,butkeptplayingonhiscuriousinstrument。Perhaps,byreturningintothehollow,shecouldmakeacircuit,andsopasshim,lowerdownthehill。Sheroseatonceandran。

  NowGibbiehadseenherlongbeforeshesawhim,but,fromexperience,wasafraidoffrighteningher。Hehadthereforedrawngraduallynear,andsatasifunawareofherpresence。Treatingherashewouldabirdwithwhichhewantedtomakebetteracquaintance,hewouldhavehergetaccustomedtothelookofhimbeforehemadeadvances。Butwhenhesawherruninthedirectionoftheswamp,knowingwhatadangerousplaceitwas,hewasterrified,sprungtohisfeet,anddartedofftogetbetweenherandthedanger。Sheheardhimcominglikethewindatherback,and,whetherfrombewilderment,orthatshedidintendthrowingherselfintothewatertoescapehim,insteadofpursuingherformerdesign,shemadestraightfortheswamp。Butwasthebeast-boyubiquitous?,Assheapproachedtheplace,therehewas,ontheedgeofagreatholehalffullofwater,asifhehadbeensittingthereforanhour!,Washegoingtodrownherinthathole?,Sheturnedagain,andrantowardsthedescentofthemountain。ButthereGibbiefearedacertainprecipitousspot;and,besides,therewasnopathinthatdirection。

  SoGinevrahadnotrunfarbeforeagainshesawhimrightinherway。Shethrewherselfonthegroundindespair,andhidherface。

  Afterthushuntingherasacatmightamouse,oralionaman,whatcouldshelookforbutthathewouldpounceuponher,andtearhertopieces?,Fearfullyexpectantofthehorriblegrasp,shelaybreathless。Butnothingcame。Stillshelay,andstillnothingcame。Coulditbethatshewasdreaming?,Indreamsgenerallythehideousthingneverarrived。Butshedarednotlookup。Shelayandlay,wearyandstill,withtheterrorslowlyebbingawayoutofher。Atlengthtoherearscameastrangesweetvoiceofsinging——suchasoundasshehadneverheardbefore。Itseemedtocomefromfaraway:whatifitshouldbeanangelGodwassending,inanswerafteralltoherprayer,todeliverherfromthebeast-boy!,Hewouldofcoursewantsometimetocome,andcertainlynoharmhadhappenedtoheryet。Thesoundgrewandgrew,andcamenearerandnearer。Butalthoughitwassong,shecoulddistinguishnovowel-melodyinit,nothingbutatone-melody,acrooning,asitwere,everupononevowelinaminorkey。Itcamequitenearatlength,andyeteventhenhadsomethingofthefarawaysoundleftinit。Itwaslikethewindofasummernightinsideagreatchurchbellinadesertedtower。Itcameclose,andceasedsuddenly,asif,likealark,theangelceasedtosingthemomenthelighted。

  Sheopenedhereyesandlookedup。Overherstoodthebeast-boy,gazingdownuponher!,Coulditreallybethebeast-boy?,Ifso,thenhewasfascinatingher,todevourherthemoreeasily,asshehadreadofsnakesdoingtobirds;butshecouldnotbelieveit。

  Still——shecouldnottakehereyesoffhim——thatwascertain。Butnomarvel!,Fromunderagreatcrownofreddishgold,lookedouttwoeyesofheaven’sownblue,andthroughtheeyeslookedoutsomethingthatdwellsbehindtheskyandeverybluething。Whatiftheangel,totryher,hadtakentohimselftheformofthebeast-boy?,Nobeast-boycouldsinglikewhatshehadheard,orlooklikewhatshenowsaw!,Shelaymotionless,flatontheground,herfaceturnedsidewaysuponherhands,andhereyesfixedontheheavenlyvision。

  Thenacuriousfeelingbegantowakeinherofhavingseenhimbefore——somewhere,eversolongago——andthatsightofhimaswellasthishadtodowithmisery——withsomethingthatmadeastainthatwouldnotcomeout。Yes——itwastheveryface,onlylarger,andstillsweeter,ofthelittlenakedchildwhomAngushadsocruellylashed!,Thatwasagesago,butshehadnotforgotten,andnevercouldforgeteitherthechild’sback,orthelovelyinnocentwhitefacethatheturnedrounduponher。Ifitwasindeedhe,perhapshewouldrememberher。Inanycase,shewasnowcertainhewouldnothurther。

  Whileshelookedathimthus,Gibbie’sfacegrewgrave:seldomwashisgravewhenfrontingthefaceofafellow-creature,butnowhetoowasremembering,andtryingtorecollect;asthroughadreamofsicknessandpainhesawafaceliketheonebeforehim,yetnotthesame。

  Ginevrarecollectedfirst,andasweetslowdiffidentsmilecreptlikeadawnupfromthedepthofherunder-worldtotheskyofherface,butsettledinhereyes,andmadetwostarsofthem。ThenrosetheverysunhimselfinGibbie’s,andflashedafullresponseofdaylight——asmilethatnowoman,girl,ormatron,couldmistrust。

  >Frombrowtochinhisfacewasradiant。Thesunofthisworldhadmadehisnestinhishair,butthesmilebelowitseemedtodimtheaureolehewore。TimidlyyettrustinglyGinevratookonehandfromunderhercheek,andstretchedituptohim。Heclaspeditgently。

  Shemoved,andhehelpedhertorise。

  “I’velostNicie,“shesaid。

  Gibbienodded,butdidnotlookconcerned,“Nicieismymaid,“saidGinevra。

  Gibbienoddedseveraltimes。HeknewwhoNiciewasratherbetterthanhermistress。

  “Ileftherawaybackthere,along,longtimeago,andshehasnevercometome,“shesaid。

  Gibbiegaveashrillloudwhistlethatstartledher。Inafewseconds,fromsomewhereunseen,adogcameboundingtohimoverstonesandheather。Howhespoketothedog,orwhathetoldhimtodo,shehadnotanidea;butthenextinstantOscarwasrushingalongthepathshehadcome,andwaspresentlyoutofsight。SofulloflifewasGibbie,soquickanddecidedwashiseverymotion,sofullofexpressionhiseveryglanceandsmile,thatshehadnotyetbeguntowonderhehadnotspoken;indeedshewashardlyyetawareofthefact。Sheknewhimnowforamortal,but,justasithadbeenwithDonalandhismother,hecontinuedtoaffectherasacreatureofsomehigherworld,comedownonamissionofgood-willtomen。Atthesametimeshehad,oddlyenough,afeelingasifthebeast-boywerestillsomewherenotfaroff,heldaloofonlybythepresenceoftheangelwhohadassumedhisshape。

  Gibbietookherhand,andledhertowardsthepathshehadleft;sheyieldedwithoutamovementofquestion。Buthedidnotleadherfarinthatdirection;heturnedtotheleftupthemountain。Itgrewwilderastheyascended。Buttheairwassothinandinvigorating,thechangessocuriousandinteresting,asnowtheyskirtedtheedgeofaprecipitousrock,nowscrambledupthesteepestofpathsbythehelpoftheheatherthatnearlyclosedoverit,andthereactionofrelieffromtheterrorshehadsufferedsoexciting,thatsheneverforamomentfelttired。Thentheywentdownthesideofalittleburn——atorrentwhenthesnowwasdissolving,andevennowagoodstream,whosedanceandsongdelightedher:itwasthesame,asshelearnedafterwards,towhosesongunderherwindowshelistenedeverynightinbed,tryinginvaintomakeoutthemeltedtune。

  Everaftersheknewthis,itseemed,asshelistened,tocomestraightfromthemountaintoherwindow,withnewsofthestarsandtheheatherandthesheep。Theycrossedtheburnandclimbedtheoppositebank。ThenGibbiepointed,andtherewasthecottage,andtherewasNiciecomingupthepathtoit,withOscarboundingbeforeher!,Thedogwasmerry,butNiciewasweepingbitterly。Theywereagoodwayoff,withanotherlargerburnbetween;butGibbiewhistled,andOscarcameflyingtohim。Nicielookedup,gaveacry,andlikeasheeptoherlostlambcamerunning。

  “Oh,missie!”shesaid,breathless,asshereachedtheoppositebankoftheburn,andhertonehadmorethanatouchofsorrowfulreproachinit,“whatgarredyerinawa’?”

  “Therewasaroad,Nicie,andIthoughtyouwouldcomeafterme。”

  “Iwasamucklegeese,missie;buteh!,I’mglaidIhaegottenye。

  Comeawa’an’seemymother。”

  “Yes,Nicie。We’lltellherallaboutit。YouseeIhaven’tgotamothertotell,soIwilltellyours。”

  >FromthathourNicie’smotherwasamothertoGinnyaswell。

  “Anithero’’slambstofeed!”shesaidtoherself。

  Ifawomanbeamothershemayhaveplentyofchildren。

  NeverbeforehadGinnyspentsuchahappyday,drunksuchmilkasCrummie’s,oreatensuchcakesasJanet’s。ShesawnomoreofGibbie:themomentshewassafe,heandOscarwereoffagaintothesheep,forRobertwasbusycuttingpeatsthatday,andGibbiewasinsolecharge。Eagertoknowabouthim,GinevragatheredallthatJanetcouldtellofhisstory,andinreturntoldthelittleshehadseenofit,whichwastheonedreadfulpoint。

  “Isheagoodboy,MistressGrant?”sheasked。

  “ThebestboyeverIkenned——betternormyainDonal,an’hewasthebestaforehim,“answeredJanet。

  Ginnygavealittlesigh,andwishedsheweregood。

  “WhansawyeDonal?”askedJanetofNicie。

  “Nothislangtime——nosin’Iwasherelast,“answeredNicie,whodidnotnowgethomesooftenastherest。

  “Iwasthinkin’,“returnedhermother,“yesud’maistseehimnoofraethebacko’themucklehoose;forhewastellin’mehewaswi’

  thenowt’i’thenewmeadowupo’theLorriebank,’atmissie’spapabouchtfraeJeamesGlass。”

  “Ow,ishethere?”saidNicie。“I’llmaybegetsicht,gienIdinnagetwordo’him。Hecamancetothekitchen-doortoseeme,butMistressMacFarlanewadnalathimin。Shewadhaenaeloonscomin’

  aboottheplaceshesaid。Isaid’athoohewasmybrither。Shesaid,saysshe,thatwasnaethingtoher,an’shewadhaenobrithers。Mysistermichtcomewhiles,shesaid,gienshecamnaoweraften;butlasseshadnaethingtodeewi’brithers。Whawastotellwhawasorwhawasnamybrither?,Itellther’ata’mybritherswasweelkennedfordoucelaads;an’shetelltmetohaudmytongue,an’nospeykup;an’Icudhaejistgienheraguidclooto’thelug——Iwasthatangertwi’her。”

  “She’llbesoaryfor’tsomeday,“saidJanet,withaquietsmile;

  “an’whatabody’ssuretobesoaryfor,yemayasweelforgiethematance。”

  “Hookenye,mither,she’llbesoaryfor’t?”askedNicie,notverywillingtoforgiveMistressMacFarlane。

  “’CausetheMaistersays’atwe’llhaetopeytheuttermostfardin’。

  There’snaebody’illbelattenaff。Wemaundeeoorneiperricht。”

  “ButmichtnatheMaisterhimsel’forgieher?”suggestedNicie,alittlepuzzled。

  “Lassie,“saidhermothersolemnly,“yedinnasurelythink’attheLord’sforgifnessistolatfowkaffohnrepentit?,Thatwadbeastrangefawvourtograntthem!,Hewinnahurtmairnorhecanhelp;

  butthegruehorrormaunmakw’yforthegrace。I’msureitwassaewhanIgiedyouyerwhups,lass。I’llnosayabootsomeo’thefirsto’ye,foratthattimeIdidnakensaeweelwhatIwasaboot,an’wasmairangertwhilesnortherewasonyoccasionfor——tuikmybeamtodangtheirmotes。Ihaebeensairtribledabootit,mony’sthetime。”

  “Eh,mither!”saidNicie,shockedattheideaofherreproachingherselfaboutanythingconcerningherchildren,“I’mweelsurethere’snoaneo’themwadthink,notosaysay,sicathing。”

  “Idaursayye’rerichtthere,lass。Ithinkwhilesawoman’sbairnsareliketheGodtheycamfrae——ayereadytoforgieheronything。”

  Ginevrawenthomewithagoodmanythingstothinkabout。

  CHAPTERXXX。

  THELORRIEMEADOW。

  Itwashightime,accordingtoagriculturaleconomics,thatDonalGrantshouldbepromotedastepintheranksoflabour。Ayouthlikehimwasfitforhorsesandtheirwork,andlookedidleinafieldwithcattle。ButDonalwasnotambitious,atleastinthatdirection。Hewasmoreandmoreinlovewithbooks,andlearningandthemusicofthoughtandword;andheknewwellthatnoonedoingaman’sworkuponafarmcouldhavemuchtimeleftforstudy——certainlynotaquarterofwhattheherd-boycouldcommand。

  Therefore,withhisparentsapproval,hecontinuedtofillthehumbleroffice,andreceivethescantierwagesbelongingtoit。

  ThedayfollowingtheiradventureonGlashgar,intheafternoon,Niciebeinginthegroundswithherlittlemistress,proposedthattheyshouldlookwhethertheycouldseeherbrotherdowninthemeadowofwhichhermotherhadspoken。Ginevrawillinglyagreed,andtheytooktheirwaythroughtheshrubberytoacertaintallhedgewhichdividedthegroundsfromalittlegroveoflarchesontheslopeofasteepbankdescendingtotheLorrie,ontheothersideofwhichlaythemeadow。Itwasahawthornhedge,veryold,andnearthegroundverythin,sothattheyeasilyfoundaplacetocreepthrough。Buttheywerenobetterontheotherside,forthelarcheshidthemeadow。Theywentdownthroughthem,therefore,tothebankofthelittleriver——thelargesttributaryoftheDaurfromtherootsofGlashgar。

  “Thereheis!”criedNicie。

  “Iseehim,“respondedGinny,“——withhiscowsallaboutthemeadow。”

  Donalsatalittlewayfromtheriver,reading。

  “He’sayeat’sbuik!”saidNicie。

  “Iwonderwhatbookitis,“saidGinny。

  “Thatwadbeilltosay,“answeredNicie。“Donalreadsahantleo’

  buiks——mair,hismithersays,norshedoobtshecanweelgettheguido’。”

  “Doyouthinkit’sLatin,Nicie?”

  “Ow!,Idaursay。Butno;itcannabeLaitin——for,leuk!he’slauchin’,an’hecudnadeethatgien’twarLaitin。I’mthinkin’

  it’llbeastory:there’saheapo’themprentitnoo,theytellme。

  Or’deedmaybeitmaybeasang。Hethinksaheapo’sangs。I

  h’ardmymitherancesayshewassomefearedDonalmichthaeta’entomakin’sangshimsel’;no’attherewasonyilli’that,shesaid,gientherewasnaonyilli’thesangsthemsel’s;butitwasjistsometrifflin’like,shesaid,an’theyluikitforbetterfraeDonal,wi’a’hisbuiklear,an’hisEuclid——orwhatca’

  they’t?——normakin’sangs。”

  “What’sEuclid,Nicie?”

  “Yemayweelspeir,missie!butIhaeilltellin’ye。It’sakeeriousnametillabuik,an’min’smeo’naethingbutwhanthelido’yere’eyeuksitches;an’astowhatliesatweenthetwabrodso’’t,Ikennomorenorthemani’themeen。”

  “IshouldliketoaskDonalwhatbookhehasgot,“saidGinny。

  “I’llcrytill’im,an’yecanspeir,“saidNicie——“Donal!——Donal!”

  Donallookedup,andseeinghissister,camerunningtothebankofthestream。

  “Cannayecomeower,Donal?”saidNicie。“Here’sMissGalbraithwantstospieryeaquestion。”

  Donalwasacrossinamoment,forherethewaterwasnowhereoverafootortwoindepth。

  “Oh,Donal!you’vewetyourfeet!”criedGinevra。

  Donallaughed。

  “Whatill’illthatdeeme,mem?”

  “None,Ihope,“saidGinny;“butitmight,youknow。”

  “Imichthaebeendroont,“saidDonal。

  “Nicie,“saidGinny,withdignity,“yourbrotherislaughingatme。”

  “Na,na,mem,“saidDonal,apologetically。“Iwasonlysoglaidtoseeyouan’Nicie’atIforgotmymainners。”

  “Then,“returnedGinny,quitesatisfied,“wouldyoumindtellingmewhatbookyouwerereading?”

  “It’sabuiko’ballants,“answeredDonal。“I’llreadaneo’themtillye,gienyelike,mem。”

  “Ishouldlikeverymuch,“respondedGinny。“I’vereadallmyownbookstillI’mtiredofthem,andIdon’tlikepapa’sbooks——And,doyouknow,Donal!”——Herethechild-woman’svoicegrewsolemnsad——“——I’mverysorry,andI’mfrightenedtosayit;andifyouweren’tNicie’sbrother,Icouldn’tsayittoyou;——butIamverytiredoftheBibletoo。”

  “That’sapeety,mem,“repliedDonal。“Iwadhaeyenotellonybodythat;forthem’atlikes’tnoahairbetterthemsel’s,’illtakyeforwaurnorahaithenforsayin’’t。Jistgangyeuptomymither,an’tellhera’abootit。She’sayefairtoa’body,an’neverthinksillo’onybody’atsaysthetrowth——whanit’snoforcontrariness。Shesays’ataheapo’illcomeso’fowknospeykin’

  ootwhattheyken,orwhatthey’rethinkin’,butayeguissin’atwhattheydinnaken,an’whatitherfowk’sthinkin’。”

  “Ay!”saidNicie,“itwadbeageycheengedwarl’gienfowkgaedtomymither,an’didasshewadhaethem。Shesaysfowksudnevertellbuttheilltheykeno’themsel’s,an’theguidtheykeno’

  itherfowk;an’that’sjistthecontrar’,yeken,missie,towhatfowkmaistlydisdee。”

  Apausenaturallyfollowed,whichGinnybroke。

  “Idon’tthinkyoutoldmethenameofthebookyouwerereading,Donal,“shesaid。

  “Gienyewadsitdoonameenute,mem,“returnedDonal,“——here’sabonniegowanyspot——Iwadreadabittillye,an’seegienyelikitit,aforeItelltyethenameo’’t。”

  Shedroppedatonceonthelittlegowanybed,gatheredherfrockaboutherankles,andsaid,“Sitdown,Nicie。It’ssokindofDonaltoreadsomethingtous!,I

  wonderwhatit’sgoingtobe。”

  Sheutteredeverythinginadeliberate,old-fashionedway,withprecisearticulation,andacertainmannerthatanEnglishmotherwouldhavecalledpriggish,butwhichwasonlytheoutcomeofScotchstiffness,herfather’srebukes,andherownsenseofpropriety。

  DonalreadtheballadofKempOwen。

  “Ithink——Ithink——Idon’tthinkIunderstandit,“saidGinevra。“Itisverydreadful,and——and——Idon’tknowwhattothink。Tellmeaboutit,Donal——Doyouknowwhatitmeans,Nicie?”

  “Noaeglimp,missie,“answeredNicie。

  Donalproceededatoncetoanexposition。Hetoldthemthattheserpentwasalady,enchantedbyawickedwitch,who,aftershehadchangedher,twistedherthreetimesroundthetree,sothatshecouldnotundoherself,andlaidthespelluponherthatsheshouldneverhavetheshapeofawoman,untilaknightkissedherasoftenasshewastwistedroundthetree。Then,whentheknightdidcome,ateverykissacoilofherbodyunwounditself,until,atthelastkiss,shestoodbeforehimthebeautifulladyshereallywas。”

  “Whatagood,kind,braveknight!”saidGinevra。

  “Butit’snotrue,yeken,missie,“saidNicie,anxiousthatsheshouldnotbemisled。“It’snaethingbutDonal’snonsense。”

  “Nonsensehere,nonsensethere!”saidDonal,“Iseeaheapo’senseintil’t。Butnonsenseorno,Nicie,itsnaneo’mynonsense:I

  wussitwar。It’shun’erso’yearsauld,thatballant,Is’

  warran’。”

  “It’sbeautiful,“saidGinevra,withdecisionanddignity。“Ihopehemarriedthelady,andtheylivedhappyeverafter。”

  “Idinnaken,mem。Theman’atmadetheballant,Idaursay,thouchthimweelpayedgienthebonnyleddysaidthankyetillhim。”

  “Oh!but,Donal,thatwouldn’tbeenough!——Wouldit,Nicie?”

  “Weel,yesee,missie,“answeredNicie,“hebutgaeherthreekisses——thatwasnasaemuckletowurlayoutuponabody。”

  “Butaserpent!——aserpent’smouth,Nicie!”

  Here,unhappily,Donalhadtorushthroughtheburnwithoutleave-taking,forHorniewasattemptingatrespass;andthetwogirls,thinkingitwastimetogohome,rose,andclimbedtothehouseattheirleisure。

  TherestofthedayGinevratalkedoflittleelsethantheserpentladyandthebraveknight,sayingnowandthenwhataniceboythatDonalofNicie’swas。NorwasmorethanthegentlesthintnecessarytomakeNicieremark,thenextmorning,thatperhaps,iftheywentdownagaintotheLorrie,Donalmightcome,andbringthebook。Butwhentheyreachedthebankandlookedacross,theysawhimoccupiedwithGibbie。Theyhadtheirheadsclosetogetheroveraslate,uponwhichnowtheone,nowtheother,seemedtobedrawing。Thiswentonandon,andtheyneverlookedup。Ginnywouldhavegonehome,andcomeagainintheafternoon,butNicieinstantlycalledDonal。

  Hesprangtohisfeetandcametothem,followedbyGibbie。Donalcrossedtheburn,butGibbieremainedontheotherside,andwhenpresentlyDonaltookhis“buiko’ballants“fromhispocket,andthelittlecompanyseatedthemselves,stoodwithhisbacktothem,andhiseyesonthenowt。Thatmorningtheywerenotinterrupted。

  Donalreadtothemforawholehour,concerningwhichreading,andGinevra’sreceptionofit,Niciedeclaredshecouldnotseewhatfortheymadesicawarkabootawheenauldballants,aneefteranither——“They’renohalfsaebonnieastheparaphrases,Donal,“

  shesaid。

  Afterthis,GinevrawentfrequentlywithNicietoseehermother,andlearnedmuchofthebestfromher。OftenalsotheywentdowntotheLorrie,andhadaninterviewwithDonal,whichwaslongerorshorterasGibbiewasthereornottoreleasehim。

  Ginny’slifewasnowfarhappierthanithadeverbeen。Newchannelsofthoughtandfeelingwereopened,newquestionswerestarted,newinterestsawaked;sothat,insteadoflosingbyMissMachar’scontinuedinabilitytoteachher,shewaslearningfarmorethanshecouldgiveher,learningit,too,withthepleasurewhichinvariablyaccompaniestruelearning。

  Littlemorethanchildasshewas,Donalfeltfromthefirstthecharmofhersociety;andshebynomeansreceivedwithoutgiving,forhismentaldevelopmentwasgreatlyexpeditedthereby。Fewweekspassedbeforehewasherhumblesquire,devotedtoherwithallthechivalryofayouthforagirlwhomhesupposesasmuchhissuperiorinkindassheisinworldlyposition;hissoleadvantage,inhisownjudgment,andthatwhichaloneprocuredhimtheprivilegeofhersociety,being,thathewasolder,andthereforeknewalittlemore。

  Sopotentandgenialwasherinfluenceonhisimagination,that,withoutoncethinkingofherastheirobject,henowfirstfoundhimselfcapableofmakingverses——suchastheywere;andoneday,withhisbookbeforehim——itwasBurns,andhehadbeenreadingtheGowanpoemtoGinevraandhissister——heventuredtorepeat,asifhereadthemfromthebook,thefollowing:theyhaltedalittle,nodoubt,inrhythm,neitherwereperfectlyrimed,butforabeginning,theyhadpromise。Gibbie,whohadthrownhimselfdownontheotherbank,andlaylistening,atoncedetectedthechangeinthetoneofhisutterance,andbeforeheceasedhadconcludedthathewasnotreadingthem,andthattheywerehisown。

  Rin,burnie!clatter;

  Totheseawin:

  GienIwasawatter,SaewadIrin。

  Blaw,win’,caller,clean!

  Herean’hyneawa’:

  GienIwasawin’,WadnaIblaw!

  Shine,auldsun,Shinestrangan’fine:

  GienIwasthesun’sson,HertyIwadshine。

  Hardlyhadheended,whenGibbie’spipesbeganfromtheoppositesideofthewater,and,truetotimeandcadenceandfeeling,followedwithjusttheoneairtosuitthesong——fromwhichDonal,tohisnosmallcomfort,understoodthatoneatleastofhisaudiencehadreceivedhislilt。Ifthepoorestnatureintheworldrespondswiththetunetothemightiestmaster’ssong,heknows,ifnotanotherechoshouldcomeback,thathehasutteredatruecry。

  ButGinevrahadnotreceivedit,andbeingthereforeofherownmind,andnotofthesong’s,wascritical。Itisofthetruethingsitdoesnot,perhapscannotreceive,thathumannatureismostcritical。

  “Thatoneisnonsense,Donal,“shesaid。“Isn’titnow?,Howcouldamanbeaburn,orawind,orthesun?,Butpoetsaresilly。Papasaysso。”

  InhismindDonaldidnotknowwhichwaytolook;physically,heregardedtheground。HappilyatthatverymomentHorniecausedadiversion,andGibbieunderstoodwhatDonalwasfeelingtoowelltomakeevenapretenceofgoingafterher。Imust,tohispraise,recordthefactthat,insteadofwreakinghismortificationuponthecow,Donalsparedherseveralblowsoutofgratitudeforthedeliverancehermisbehaviourhadwroughthim。Hewasinnohastetoreturntohisaudience。Tohavehisfirstpoemthusrejectedwaskilling。Shewasbutachildwhohadsounkindlycriticizedit,butshewasthechildhewantedtoplease;andforafewmomentslifeitselfseemedscarcelyworthhaving。Hecalledhimselfafool,andresolvednevertoreadanotherpoemtoagirlsolongashelived。

  Bythetimehehadagainwalkedthroughtheburn,however,hewascalmandcomparativelywise,andknewwhattosay。

  “Divyehearyonburnefteryegangtoyerbed,mem?”heaskedGenevra,asheclimbedthebank,pointingalittlelowerdownthestreamtothemountainbrookwhichtherejoinedit。

  “Always,“sheanswered。“Itrunsrightundermywindow。”

  “Whatkin’o’adindis’tmak’?”heaskedagain。

  “Itisdifferentatdifferenttimes,“sheanswered。“Itsingsandchattersinsummer,andgrowlsandcriesandgrumblesinwinter,orafterrainupinGlashgar。”

  “Divyethinktheburn’sonyhappieri’thesummer,mem?”

  “No,Donal;theburnhasnolifeinit,andthereforecan’tbehappieronetimethananother。”

  “Weel,mem,Iwadjistliketospeirwhatwauritistofancyyersel’aburn,thantofancytheburnabody,aetimesingin’an’

  chatterin’,an’theneistgrowlin’an’grum’lin’。”

  “Well,but,Donal,canamanbeaburn?”

  “Weel,mem,no——atleastnoi’thiswarl’,an’at’isainwull。Butwhanye’relyin’hearkenin’totheburn,didyeneverimagineyersel’rinnin’doonwi’’t——doontothesea?”

  “No,Donal;Ialwaysfancymyselfgoingupthemountainwhereitcomesfrom,andrunningaboutwildthereinthewind,whenallthetimeIknowI’msafeandwarminbed。”

  “Weel,maybethat’sbetteryet——Iwadnasay,“answeredDonal;“butjistthenicht,foracheengelike,yeturnan’gangdoonwi’’t——i’

  yerthouchts,Imean。Liean’hearkenhe’rtytill’tthenicht,whanye’rei’yerbed;hearkenan’hearkentillthesoon’rinsawa’

  wi’yelike,an’yeforgeta’abootyersel’,an’thinkyersel’awa’

  wi’theburn,rinnin’,rinnin’,throu’thisan’throu’that,throu’

  stanesan’birksan’bracken,throu’heather,an’plooedlan’an’

  corn,an’wudsan’gairdens,ayesingin’,an’ayecheengin’yertuneaccordin’,tillitwinstothemuckleroarin’sea,an’’sa’tint。

  An’thefirstnicht’atthewin’’supan’awa’,deethesame,mem,wi’thewin’。Getupupo’thebacko’’t,like,asgienitwasyermucklehorse,an’jistridehimtothedeith;an’efterthat,gienyedinnamaybejistwuss’atyewasaburnorablawin’win’——aitherwadbeasairlosstotheuniverse——yewunna,I’mthinkin’,besaereadytofin’fau’twi’thechield’atmadeyonbitsangy。”

  “Areyouvexedwithme,Donal?——I’msosorry!”saidGinevra,takingtheearnestnessofhistonefordispleasure。

  “Na,na,mem。Ye’reowerguidan’owerbonny,“answeredDonal,“tobeavextoonybody;butitwadbeavextohearsicacraturasyouspeykin’likeaneo’thefuleso’thewarl’,’atbelievei’naethingbutwhatcomesinattheholesi’theirheid。”

  Ginevrawassilent。ShecouldnotquiteunderstandDonal,butshefeltshemustbewrongsomehow;andofthisshewasthemoreconvincedwhenshesawthebeautifuleyesofGibbiefixedinadmiration,andbrimfuloflove,uponDonal。

  ThewayDonalkepthisvownevertoreadanotherpoemofhisowntoagirl,wastoproceedthatverynighttomakeanotherfortheexpresspurpose,ashelayawakeinthedarkness。

  Thelastoneheeverreadtoherinthatmeadowwasthis:

  Whatgarsyesing,saidtheherdladdie,Whatgarsyesingsaelood?

  Toticethemooto’theyerd,laddie,Theworms,formydailyfood。

  An’ayehesang,an’betterhesang,An’thewormscreepitinan’oot;

  An’anehetuik,an’twahelootgang,Butstillhecarolledstoot。

  It’snofortheworms,sir,saidtheherd,Theycomenaforyersang。

  Thinkyesae,sir?answeredthebird,Maybeye’renoi’thewrang。

  Butaye&c。

  SingyeyoongsorrowtobeguileOrtogieauldfeartheflegs?

  Na,quo’themavis;it’sbuttowileMyweethingsooto’hereggs。

  An’aye&c。

  Themistressisplentyforthatsamegear,Thoughyesangnaear’norlate。

  It’stodrawthedeidfraethemoul’saedrear,An’openthekirkyardgate。

  An’aye&c。

  Na,na;it’sabettersangnoryerain,Thoughyehaeo’notesafeck,’AtwadmakauldBarebanestheresaefainAstoliftthemucklesneck!

  Butaye&c。

  Betteryesingnoraburni’themune,Norawaveowersan’thatflows,Norawin’wi’theglintin’starsabune,An’aneththerosesinrows;

  An’aye&c。

  ButI’llspeiryenaemair,sir,saidtheherd。

  Ifearwhatyemichtsayneist。

  Yewadbutwon’erthemair,saidthebird,Toseethethouchtsi’mybreist。

  Andayehesang,an’betterhesang,An’thewormscreepitinan’oot;

  An’anehetuik,an’twahelootgang,Butstillhecarolledstoot。

  IdoubtwhetherGinevraunderstoodthissongbetterthanthefirst,butshewasnowmorecarefulofcriticizing;andwhenbydegreesitdawneduponherthathewasthemakeroftheseandotherversesheread,shegrewhalfafraidofDonal,andbegantoregardhimwithbigeyes;hebecame,fromaherd-boy,anunintelligibleperson,thereforeawonder。For,broughtthusfacetofacewiththemakerofverses,shecouldnothelptryingtothinkhowhedidthething;

  andasshefeltnopossibilityofmakingversesherself,itremainedamysteryandanastonishment,causingagreatrespectforthepoettominglewiththekindnessshefelttowardsNicie’sbrother。

  CHAPTERXXXI。

  THEIRREWARD。

  BydegreesGibbiehadcometobewellknownabouttheMainsandGlashruach。Angus’sonlyrecognitionofhimwasascowlinreturnforhissmile;but,asIhavesaid,hegavehimnofartherannoyance,andthetalesaboutthebeast-loonweredyingoutfromDaurside。JeanMavorwasaspecialfriendtohim:forsheknewnowwellenoughwhohadbeenherbrownie,andmadehimwelcomeasoftenasheshowedhimselfwithDonal。Ferguswassometimesathome;

  sometimesaway;buthewasnowquiteafinegentleman,astudentoftheology,andonlycondescendinglycognizantoftheexistenceofDonalGrant。Allhesaidtohimwhenhecamehomeamasterofarts,was,thathehadexpectedbetterofhim:heoughttobesomethingmorethanherdbythistime。Donalsmiledandsaidnothing。Hehadjustfinishedalittlesongthatpleasedhim,andcouldaffordtobepatronized。Iamafraid,however,hewasnotcontentedwiththat,butinhismind’seyemeasuredFergusfromtoptotoe。

  Intheautumn,Mr。GalbraithreturnedtoGlashruach,butdidnotremainlong。Hisschemeswerepromisingwell,andhisself-importancewasscrewedyetalittlehigherinconsequence。ButhewaskinderthanusualtoGinevra。Beforehewenthesaidtoherthat,asMr。Macharhadsunkintoaconditionrequiringhisdaughter’sconstantattention,hewouldfindheranEnglishgovernessassoonashereachedLondon;meantimeshemustkeepupherstudiesbyherselfaswellasshecould。Probablyheforgotallaboutit,forthegovernesswasnotheardofatGlashruach,andthingsfellintotheiroldway。Therewasnospiritualtrafficbetweenthefatheranddaughter,consequentlyGinevraneversaidanythingaboutDonalorGibbie,orherfriendshipforNicie。Hehadhimselftoblamealtogether;hehadmadeitimpossibleforhertotalktohim。Butitwaswellheremainedinignorance,andsodidnotputastoptothebesteducationshecouldatthistimeofherlifehavebeenhaving——suchasneitherhenoranyfriendofhiscouldhavegivenher。

  Itwasinterrupted,however,bythearrivalofthewinter——awildtimeinthatregion,fiercestormalternatingwiththecalmofdeath。Afterhowlingnights,inwhichitseemedasifallthepolter-geisteroftheuniversemustbeoutonadisembodiedlark,themountainsstoodthereinthemorningsolemnstill,eachwithhiswhiteturbanofsnowunrumpledonhishead,intheprofoundestsilenceofblueair,asifhehadneverinhislifepassedamorethoughtful,peacefultimethantheverylastnightofall。TosuchfeetasGinevra’sthecottageonGlashgarwasformonthsalmostasinaccessibleasifithadbeeninSirius。MorethanoncetheDaurwasfrozenthick;forweekseverybeastwasanabsoluteprisonertothebyre,andformonthswasfedwithstrawandturnipsandpotatoesandoilcake。Thenwasthetimeforstories;andofteninthelongdark,whileyetitwashourstooearlyforbed,wouldGinevragowithNicie,whowasnotmuchofaraconteuse,tothekitchen,togetoneoftheotherservantstotellheranoldtale。Foreveninhisowndaughterandhisownkitchen,thegreatlairdcouldnotextinguishtheaccursedsuperstition。NotaglimpsedidGinevragetallthistimeofDonalorofGibbie。

  Atlast,likeoneofitsownflowersinitsownbosom,thespringbeganagaintowakeinGod’sthoughtofhisworld;andthesnow,likeallotherdeaths,hadtomeltandrun,leavingroomforhope;

  thenthesummerwokesmiling,asifsheknewshehadbeenasleep;

  andthetwoyouthsandthetwomaidensmetyetagainonLorriebank,withthebrownwaterfallingoverthestones,thegoldnuggetsofthebroomhangingoverthewater,andtheyounglarch-woodscentingtheairallupthebraesidebetweenthemandthehouse,whichthetallhedgehidfromtheirview。Thefourwereayearolder,ayearnearertrouble,andayearnearergettingoutofit。Ginevrawasmoreofawoman,Donalmoreofapoet,Nicieasniceandmuchthesame,andGibbie,ifpossible,moreafoundlingoftheuniversethanever。Hewasgrowingsteadily,andshowedsuchfreedomandease,andhismotionswereallsorapidanddirect,thatitwasplainataglancethebeautyofhiscountenancewasinnomannerormeasureassociatedwithweakness。Themountainwasagrandnurseryforhim,andtheresult,bothphysicalandspiritual,corresponded。Janet,who,betterthananyoneelse,knewwhatwasinthemindoftheboy,reveredhimasmuchashereveredher;thefirstimpressionhemadeuponherhadneverwornoff——hadonlychangeditscolouralittle。

  Moreeventhanaknowledgeofthetruth,isareadinesstoreceiveit;andJanetsawfromthefirstthatGibbie’signoranceatitsworstwasbutroomvacantforthetruth:whenitcameitfoundboltnorbarondoororwindow,buthadimmediateentrance。Thesecretofthispowerofreceptionwas,thattoseeatruthandtodoitwasoneandthesamethingwithGibbie。Toknowandnotdowouldhaveseemedtohimanimpossibility,asitisinvitalideaamonstrosity。

  Thisunityofvisionandactionwasthemaincausealsoofacertaindaringsimplicityintheexerciseoftheimagination,whichsofarfrommisleadinghimreactedonlyinobedience——whichisthetruthofthewill——thetruth,therefore,ofthewholebeing。Hedidnotdothelesswellforhissheep,thathefanciedtheyknewwhenJesusChristwasonthemountain,andalwaysatsuchtimesbothfedbetterandweremorefrolicsome。HethoughtOscarknewitalso,andinterpretedacertainlookofthedogbythesuppositionthathehadcaughtasignofthebodilypresenceofhisMaker。Thedirectioninwhichhisimaginationranforward,wasalwaysthatinwhichhisreasonpointed;andsolongasGibbie’sfancieswerebud-bloomsuponhisobedience,hisimaginationcouldnotbeotherwisethaninharmonywithhisreason。Imaginationisapoorroot,butaworthyblossom,andinanaturelikeGibbie’sitsflowerscannotfailtobelovely。Fornooutcomeofaman’snatureissolikehimselfashisimaginations,exceptitbehisfancies,indeed。Perhapshisimaginationsshowwhatheismeanttobe,hisfancieswhatheismakingofhimself。

  Inthesummer,Mr。Galbraith,allunannounced,reappearedatGlashruach,butsochangedthat,startledatthesightofhim,Ginevrastoppedmidwayinheradvancetogreethim。Thelongthinmanwasnowhaggardandworn;helookedsourertoo,andmoresuspicious——eitherthatexperiencehadmadehimso,orthathewaslessequaltotheveilingofhisfeelingsindignifiedindifference。

  Hewasannoyedthathisdaughtershouldrecognizeanalterationinhim,and,turningaway,leanedhisheadonthehandwhosearmwasalreadysupportedbythemantelpiece,andtooknofurthernoticeofherpresence;butperhapsconsciencealsohadsomethingtodowiththisbehaviour。Ginevraknewfromexperiencethatthesightoftearswouldenragehim,andwithallhermightrepressedthoseshefeltbeginningtorise。Shewentuptohimtimidly,andtookthehandthathungbyhisside。Hedidnotrepelher——thatis,hedidnotpushheraway,orevenwithdrawhishand,butheleftithanginglifeless,andreturnedwithitnopressureuponhers——whichwasmuchworse。

  “Isanythingthematter,papa?”sheaskedwithtremblingvoice。

  “IamnotawarethatIhavebeeninthehabitofcommunicatingwithyouonthesubjectofmyaffairs,“heanswered;“noramIlikelytobegintodoso,wheremyreturnaftersolonganabsenceseemstogivesolittlesatisfaction。”

  “Oh,papa!,Iwasfrightenedtoseeyoulookingsoill。”

  “Sucharemarkuponmypersonalappearanceisbutapoorrecognitionofmylaboursforyourbenefit,Iventuretothink,Jenny,“hesaid。

  Hewasatthemomentcontemplating,asanecessity,thesaleofeveryfootofthepropertyhermotherhadbroughthim。Nothinglesswouldservetokeepuphiscredit,andgaintimetodisguisemorethanonefailingscheme。Everythinghadoflatebeengoingsobadly,thathehadlostagooddealofhisconfidenceandself-satisfaction;buthehadgainednohumilityinstead。Ithadnotdawneduponhimyetthathewasnotunfortunate,butunworthy。

  Thegainofsuchaconvictionistoamanenoughtooutweighinfinitelyanylossthatevenhisunworthinesscanhavecausedhim;

  foritinvolvessomeperceptionoftheworthinessofthetruth,andmakeswayfortheutterconsolationwhichthebirthofthattruthinhimselfwillbring。AsyetMr。Galbraithwasbutoverwhelmedwithcareforaselfwhich,sofarashehadtodowiththemakingofit,wasofsmallvalueindeed,althoughinthepossibility,whichisthebirthrightofeverycreature,itwas,notlessthanthatofthewretchedestofdog-lickedLazaruses,ofavaluebyhimselfunsuspectedandinappreciable。Thatheshouldbehavesocruellytohisonechild,wasnotunnaturaltothatselfwithwhichhewassomuchoccupied:failurehadweakenedthatcommandofbehaviourwhichsofrequentlygainsthecreditbelongingonlytojusticeandkindness,andatemperwhichneverwasgood,butalwaysfeelingthechain,wasreadyatoncetoshowitsuglyteeth。Hewasaproudman,whosepridewasalwayscatchingcoldfromhisheart。Hemighthavelivedahundredyearsinthesamehousewithachildthatwasnothisown,withoutfeelingforherasinglemovementofaffection。

  TheservantsfoundmorechangeinhimthanGinevradid;hisrelationswiththem,ifnotbetterconceivedthanhispaternalones,hadbeenlessevidentlydefective。Nowhefoundfaultwitheveryone,sothatevenJosephdaredhardlyopenhismouth,andsaidhemustgivewarning。Thedayafterhisarrival,havingspentthemorningwithAnguswalkingovercertainfields,muchdesired,heknew,ofaneighbouringproprietor,inwardlycalculatingtheutmosthecouldventuretoaskforthemwithachanceofselling,hescoldedGinevraseverelyonhisreturnbecauseshehadnothadlunch,buthadwaitedforhim;whereasalittlereflectionmighthaveshownhimshedarednottakeitwithouthim。Naturally,therefore,shecouldnotnoweat,becauseofacertainsensationinherthroat。Theinstanthesawshewasnoteating,heorderedheroutoftheroom:hewouldhavenosuchairsinhisfamily!,Bytheendoftheweek——hearrivedontheTuesday——suchasenseofestrangementpossessedGinevra,thatshewouldturnonthestairandrunupagain,ifsheheardherfather’svoicebelow。Heraversiontomeetinghim,hebecameawareof,andfeltrelievedinregardtothewronghewasdoinghiswife,byreflectinguponherdaughter’sbehaviourtowardshim;forhehadastrongconstitutionalsenseofwhatwasfair,andaconsciencedisobeyedbecomesacancer。

  Inthisevilmoodhereceivedfromsomeone——allhislifeDonalbelieveditwasFergus——ahintconcerningtherelationsbetweenhisdaughterandhistenant’sherd-boy。Todescribehisfeelingsatthebarefactthatsuchahintwaspossible,wouldbemorelabourthantheresultwouldrepay——What!hisownfleshandblood,theheiressofGlashruach,derivepleasurefromtheboorishtalkofsuchacompanion!,Itcouldnotbetrue,whenthemerethought,withoutthebeliefofit,filledhimwithsuchindignation!,Hewasoverwhelmedwitharighteousdisgust。Hedidhimselfthejusticeofmakinghimselfcertainbeforehetookmeasures;butheneverthoughtofdoingthemthejusticeofacquaintinghimselffirstwiththenatureoftheintercoursetheyheld。Butitmatteredlittle;forhewouldhavefoundnothinginthattogivehimsatisfaction,evenifthethingitselfhadnotbeenoutrageous。Hewatchedandwaited,andmorethanoncepretendedtogofromhome:atlastonemorning,fromthelarch-wood,hesawtheunnaturalgirlseatedwithhermaidonthebankoftheriver,thecow-herdreadingtothem,andontheothersidethedumbidiotlyinglistening。Hewasalmostbesidehimself——withwhat,Icanhardlydefine。Inaloudvoiceofbarecommandhecalledtohertocometohim。WithaglanceofterroratNiciesherose,andtheywentupthroughthelarchestogether。

  Iwillnotspendmylabouruponareproductionoftheverbaltorrentofwrath,woundeddignity,disgust,andcontempt,withwhichthefatherassailedhisshrinking,delicate,honest-mindedwoman-child。

  ForNicie,hedismissedheronthespot。Notanothernightwouldheendureherinthehouse,afterherabominablebreachofconfidence!,Shehadtodepartwithoutevenagood-byefromGinevra,andwenthomeweepingingreatdreadofwhathermotherwouldsay。

  “Lassie,“saidJanet,whensheheardherstory,“gienonybodybetoblameit’smysel’;foryelootmekenyegaedwhileswi’yerbonniemissietohaeanewswi’Donal,an’Isawan’seenoucht’at’swrangintill’t。Butthefowko’thiswarl’hasitherw’yso’jeedgin’o’

  things,an’Imaunbethinkmysel’whatlessono’theserpent’swisdomIhaetolearnfrae’t。Ye’rewalcomehame,mybonnielass。

  YekenIayekeeptheweeclosetreadyforonyo’ye’atmichtcomeohnexpeckit。”

  Nicie,however,hadnotlongtooccupythecloset,forthoseofherbreedwereindemandinthecountry。

  CHAPTERXXXII。

  PROLOGUE。

  EversincehebecameadwellerintheairofGlashgar,Gibbie,mindfulofhisfirstvisitthereto,andofhisgrandexperienceonthatoccasion,hadbeeninthehabit,asoftenashesawreasontoexpectathunder-storm,andhisdutieswouldpermit,ofascendingthemountain,andthereonthecrestofthegranitepeak,awaitingthearrivalofthetumult。Everythingantagonisticintheboy,everythingthatcouldnaturallyfindrelief,orpleasure,orsimpleoutcome,inresistanceorcontention,debarredasitwasbytheexuberanceofhislovingkindnessfromobtainingsatisfactionoralleviationinstrifewithhisfellows,founditwhereverhecouldencountertheforcesofNature,inpersonalwrestlewiththemwherepossible,andalwaysinwildestsympathywithanyuproaroftheelements。Theabsenceofpersonalityinthemallowedtheco-existenceofsympathyandantagonisminrespectofthem。Exceptthosetruthsawakingdelightatoncecalmandprofound,ofwhichsofewknowthepower,andthedirectinfluenceofhumanrelation,Gibbie’semotionaljoywasmorestirredbystormthanbyanythingelse;andwithallformsofithewassofamiliarthat,youngashewas,hehadunconsciouslybeguntogeneralizeonitsphases。

  TowardstheeveningofawondrouslyfinedayinthebeginningofAugust——aperfectdayofsummerinhermatronlybeauty,itbegantorain。AllthenextdaytheslopesandstairsofGlashgarwerealternatelyglowinginsunshine,andsweptwithheavyshowers,drivenslantinginstronggustsofwindfromthenorthwest。Howoftenhewaswetthroughanddriedagainthatday,Gibbiecouldnothavetold。Heworesolittlethateithertookbutafewmoments,andhewasalwaysreadyforachange。Thewindandtheraintogetherwerecold,butthatonlyservedtoletthesunshinedeeperintohimwhenitreturned。

  Intheafternoontherewaslesssun,morerain,andmorewind;andatlastthesunseemedtogiveitup;thewindgrewtoahurricane,andtherainstrovewithitwhichshouldinhabitthespace。Thewholeupperregionwaslikeahugemortar,inwhichthewindwasthepestle,and,withinnumerablegyres,vainlygroundattherain。

  Gibbiedrovehissheeptotherefugeofapenonthelowerslopeofavalleythatranatrightanglestothewind,wheretheywereshelteredbyarockbehind,formingonesideoftheenclosure,anddykesofloosestones,formingtheothers,ataheighttherewasnotraditionofanyfloodhavingreached。Hethenwenthome,andhavingtoldRobertwhathehaddone,andhadhissupper,setoutintheearly-failinglight,toascendthemountain。Agreatthunder-stormwasathand,andwascallinghim。Itwasalmostdarkbeforehereachedthetop,butheknewthesurfaceofGlashgarnearlyaswellasthefloorofthecottage。Justashehadfoughthiswaytothecrestofthepeakinthefaceofoneofthefiercestoftheblastsabroadthatnight,asuddenrushoffiremadetheheavenslikethesmoke-filledvaultofanoven,andatoncethethunderfollowed,inasuccessionofsinglesharpexplosionswithoutanyrollbetween。Themountainshookwiththewindyshocks,butthefirstofthethunder-stormwastheworst,anditsoonpassed。Thewindandtheraincontinued,andthedarknesswasfilledwiththerushofthewatereverywherewildlytearingdownthesidesofthemountain。Thusheavenandearthheldcommunicationintorrentsallthenight。Downthesteepsofthelimpidairtheyrantothehardsidesofthehills,whereatonce,asiftheywerenolongerathome,anddidnotlikethechange,theybegantoworkmischief。TotheearsandheartofGibbietheirnoiseswereamassofbrokenmusic。Everyspringandautumnthefloodscame,andheknewthem,andtheywerewelcometohimintheirseasons。

  Itrequiredsomecaretofindhiswaydownthroughthedarknessandthewaterstothecottage,butashewasneitherinfearnorinhaste,hewasinlittledanger,andhishandsandfeetcouldpickoutthepathwherehiseyeswereuseless。Whenatlengthhereachedhisbed,itwasnotforalongtimetosleep,buttolieawakeandlistentotheragingofthewindallaboutandaboveandbelowthecottage,andtherushingofthestreamsdownpastitoneveryside。

  Tohisimaginationitwasasifhelayintheverybedofthechannelbywhichthewatersofheavenwereshootingtothevalleysoftheearth;andwhenhefellasleepatlast,hisdreamwasoftherushoftheriverofthewateroflifefromunderthethroneofGod;

  andhesawmendrinkthereof,andeveryoneashedrankstraightwayknewthathewasonewiththeFather,andonewitheverychildofhisthroughouttheinfiniteuniverse。

  Hewoke,andwhatremainedofhisdreamwasloveinhisheart,andinhisearsthesoundofmanywaters。Itwasmorning。Herose,and,dressinghastily,openedthedoor。Whatapictureofgreystormroseoutspreadbeforehim!,Thewindfiercelyinvadedthecottage,thickchargedwithwater-drops,andsteppingoutheshutthedoorinhaste,lestitshouldblowupontheoldpeopleinbedandwakethem。Hecouldnotseefaronanyside,fortherainthatfell,andthemistandsteamthatrose,uponwhichthewindseemedtohavenopower;butwhereverhedidsee,therewaterwasrunningdown。Upthemountainhewent——hecouldhardlyhavetoldwhy。

  Once,foramoment,asheascended,theveilofthevapoureitherrose,orwastornasunder,andhesawthegreatwetgleamoftheworldbelow。Bythetimehereachedthetop,itwasaslightasitwasalltheday;butitwaswithadullyellowglare,asifthesunwereobscuredbythesmokeandvaporousfumesofaburningworldwhichtherainhadbeensenttoquench。Itwasawild,hopelessscene——asifGodhadturnedhisfaceawayfromtheworld,andallNaturewasthereforedrownedintears——noRachelweepingforherchildren,butthewholecreationcryingfortheFather,andrefusingtobecomforted。Gibbiestoodgazingandthinking。DidGodliketolookatthestormhemade?,IfJesusdid,wouldhehaveleftitallandgonetosleep,whenthewindandwaveswerehowling,andflingingtheboataboutlikeatoybetweenthem?,Hemusthavebeentired,surely!,Withwhat?,ThenfirstGibbiesawthatperhapsittiredJesustohealpeople;thateverytimewhatcuredmanorwomanwaslifethatwentoutofhim,andthathemissedit,perhaps——notfromhisheart,butfromhisbody;andifitwereso,thenitwasnowonderifhesleptinthemidstofarightsplendidstorm。AnduponthatGibbierememberedwhatSt。Matthewsaysjustbeforehetellsaboutthestorm——that“hecastoutthespiritswithhisword,andhealedallthatweresick,thatitmightbefulfilledwhichwasspokenbyEsaiastheprophet,saying,Himselftookourinfirmities,andbareoursicknesses。”

  Thatmomentitseemedasifhemustbehimselfinsomewave-tossedboat,andnotuponamountainofstone,forGlashgargaveagreatheaveunderhim,thenrockedandshookfromsidetosidealittle,andsettleddownsostillandsteady,thatmotionandthemountainseemedagaintwoideasthatnevercouldbepresenttogetherinanymind。Thenextinstantcameanexplosion,followedbyafrightfulroaringandhurling,asofmingledwaterandstones;andonthesideofthemountainbeneathhimhesawwhat,throughthemist,lookedlikeacloudofsmokeordustrisingtoaheight。Hedartedtowardsit。Ashedrewnearer,thecloudseemedtocondense,andpresentlyhesawplainlyenoughthatitwasagreatcolumnofwatershootingupandoutfromthefaceofthemountain。Itsankandroseagain,withthealternationofahugepulse:themountainwascracked,andthroughthecrack,witheverythrobofitsheart,thelife-bloodofthegreathulloftheworldseemedbeatingout。Alreadyithadscatteredmassesofgravelonallsides,anddownthehillariverwasshootinginsheercataract,ravingandtearing,andcarryingstonesandrockswithitlikefoam。Stillandstillitpulsedandrushedandran,born,likeanotherXanthus,ariverfull-grown,fromtheheartofthemountain。

  SuddenlyGibbie,inthemidstofhisastonishmentandawfuldelight,notedthepathofthenewstream,andfromhisknowledgeofthefaceofthemountain,perceivedthatitscoursewasdirectforthecottage。Downthehillheshotafterit,asifitwereawildbeastthathisfaulthadfreedfromitscage。Hewasnotterrified。OnebelievinglikehimintheperfectLoveandperfectWillofaFatherofmen,asthefactoffacts,fearsnothing。Fearisfaithlessness。

  Butthereissolittlethatisworthythenameoffaith,thatsuchaconfidencewillappeartomostnotmerelyincrediblebutheartless。TheLordhimselfseemsnottohavebeenveryhopefulaboutus,forhesaid,WhentheSonofmancometh,shallhefindfaithontheearth?,Aperfectfaithwouldliftusabsolutelyabovefear。Itisinthecracks,crannies,andgulfyfaultsofourbelief,thegapsthatarenotfaith,thatthesnowofapprehensionsettles,andtheiceofunkindnessforms。

  Thetorrenthadalreadywornforitselfachannel:whatearththerewas,ithadsweptcleanawaytotherock,andtheloosestonesithadthrownupaside,orhurledwithitinitsheadlongcourse。ButasGibbieboundedalong,followingitwithaspeedalmostequaltoitsown,hewascheckedinthemidstofhisheartyhastebythesight,afewyardsaway,ofanotherliketerror——anothertorrentissuingfromthesideofthehill,andrushingtoswellthevalleystream。Anotherandanotherhesaw,withgrowingwonder,asheran;

  beforehereachedhomehepassedsomesixoreight,andhadbeguntothinkwhetheraseconddelugeofthewholeworldmightnotbeathand,commencingthistimewithScotland。Twoofthemjoinedtheonehewasfollowing,andhehadtocrossthemashecould;theothershesawnearandfartheroff——onefoamingdeliveranceafteranother,issuingfromtheentrailsofthemountain,likeimprisoneddemons,that,brokenfromtheirbonds,rantoravagetheworldwiththeaccumulatedhateofdreariestcenturies。Nowandthenahugeboulder,loosenedfromitsbedbythetrailofthisorthatwateryserpent,wouldgorolling,leaping,boundingdownthehillbeforehim,andjustintimeheescapedonethatcamespringingafterhimasifitwerealivingthingthatwantedtodevourhim。NorwasGlashgartheonlytorrent-bearingmountainofGormgarnetthatday,thoughtherainpreventedGibbiefromseeinganythingofwhattherestofthemweredoing。Thefountainsofthegreatdeepwerebrokenup,andseemedrushingtogethertodrowntheworld。Andstillthewindwasraging,andtheraintumblingtotheearth,ratherinsheetsthaninstreams。

  Gibbieatlengthforsookthebankofthenewtorrenttotakethenearestwayhome,andsoonreachedthepointwhencefirst,returninginthatdirection,healwayslookedtoseethecottage。Foramomenthewasutterlybewildered:nocottagewastobeseen。Fromthetopoftherockagainstwhichitwasbuilt,shotthewholemassofthewaterhehadbeenpursuing,nowdarkwithstonesandgravel,nowgreywithfoam,orglassyintheluridlight。

  “OJesusChrist!”hecried,anddartedtotheplace。Whenhecamenear,tohisamazementtherestoodthelittlehouseunharmed,theverycentreofthecataract!,Forafewyardsonthetopoftherock,thetorrenthadanearlyhorizontalchannel,alongwhichitrushedwithunabatedspeedtotheedge,andthenceshotcleanoverthecottage,droppingonlyadribbleofrainontherooffromtheundersideofitshalf-arch。Thegardengroundwasgone,sweptcleanfromthebarerock,whichmadeafinesmoothshootforthewateralongdistanceinfront。Hedartedthroughthedrizzleandspray,reachedthedoor,andliftedthehatch。ThesamemomentheheardJanet’svoiceinjoyfulgreeting。

  “Noo,noo!comeawa’,laddie,“shesaid。“Whawadhaethouchtwewadhaetolea’therocktowinooto’thewater?,We’rebutwaitin’youtogang——Come,Robert,we’llawa’doonthehill。”

  Shestoodinthemiddleoftheroominherbestgown,asifshehadbeengoingtochurch,herBible,agood-sizedoctavo,underherarm,withawhitehandkerchieffoldedroundit,andherumbrellainherhand。

  “Hethatbelievethshallnotmakehaste,“shesaid,“buthemaunnatempttheLord,aither。Drinkthatmilk,Gibbie,an’pitabannocki’yerpooch,an’comeawa’。”

  Robertrosefromtheedgeofthebed,staffinhand,readytoo。HealsowasinhisSundayclothes。Oscar,whocouldmakenochangeofattire,butwasalwaysready,andhadbeenstandinglookingupinhisfaceforthelasttenminutes,waggedhistailwhenhesawhimrise,andgotoutofhisway。Onthetableweretheremainsoftheirbreakfastofoat-cakeandmilk——thefireJanethadleftonthehearthwasaspongymassofpeat,aswetasthewinterbeforeitwasdugfromthebog,sotheyhadhadnoporridge。Thewaterkeptcominginsplashesdownthelum,thehillocksofthefloorwereslimy,andinthehollowslittlelakesweregathering:thelowestfilmofthetorrent-waterrandowntherockbehind,andmakingitswaybetweenrockandroof,threatenedsoontorendertheplaceuninhabitable。

  “What’stheeeseo’lo’denin’yersel’wi’theumbrell?”saidRobert。

  “Ye’llgetita’drookitdrenched。”

  “Ow,I’lljisttakit,“repliedJanet,withalaughinacknowledgmentofherhusband’sfun;“it’llhaudtherainohnblin’tme。”

  “That’sgienyebeabletohauditup。Idoobtthewin’’llbeowersairupo’’t。I’mthinkin’,though,it’llbemairtohaudyerbeukdry!”

  Janetsmiledandmadenodenial。

  “Noo,Gibbie,“shesaid,“yegangan’lowseCrummie。Butye’llhaetoleadher。Shewinnabetocawinsicawin’’sthis,an’noplainro’daforeher。”

  “Whaurdivyethinko’gauin’?”askedRobert,who,satisfiedasusualwithwhatevermightbeinhiswife’smind,hadnottillthismomentthoughtofaskingherwhereshemeanttotakerefuge。

  “Ow,we’lljistmakfortheMains,gienyebeagreeable,Robert,“

  sheanswered。“It’stherewebelangtill,an’inwatherlikethisnaebodywadrefeesebieldtillabeggar,notosayMistressJeantillherainfowk。”

  Withthatsheledthewaytothedoorandopenedit。

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