CHAPTERXXIX。
THEBEAST-BOY。
Onemorningtheyfound,onreachingthemanse,thattheministerwasveryunwell,andthatinconsequenceMissMacharcouldnotattendtoGinevra;theyturned,therefore,towalkhomeagain。Nowthemanse,uponanotherrootofGlashgar,wasnearerthanGlashruachtoNicie’shome,andmanyatimeasshewentandcame,didsheliftlongingeyestotheridgethathiditfromherview。Thismorning,Ginevraobservedthat,everyothermoment,Niciewaslookingupthesideofthemountain,asifshesawsomethingunusualuponit——occasionally,indeed,whenthewindingoftheroadturnedtheirbackstoit,stoppingandturningroundtogaze。
“Whatisthematterwithyou,Nicie?”sheasked。“Whatareyoulookingatupthere?”
“I’mwon’erin’whatmymother’llbedeein’,“answeredNicie:“she’supthere。”
“Upthere!”exclaimedGinny,and,turning,staredatthemountaintoo,expectingtoperceiveNicie’smothersomewhereuponthefaceofit。
“Na,na,missie!yecannaseeher,“saidthegirl;“she’snoinsicht。She’sowerayontthere。Onlygienwewarupwhauryeseeyontwathreesheepagain’theliftsky,wecudseethebithoosiewhaurheran’myfatherbides。”
“HowIshouldliketoseeyourfatherandmother,Nicie!”exclaimedGinevra。
“Weel,I’msuretheywadberichtglaidtoseeyersel’,missie,onytime’atyelikittogangan’seethem。”
“Whyshouldn’twegonow,Nicie?,It’snotadangerousplace,isit?”
“No,missie。Glashgar’sasquaietan’weel-behavedahillasonyina’thecweentry,“answeredNicie,laughing。“She’ssomepuir,likethelaveo’’s,an’hasnamuckletospare,butthesheepgetafeownibblesuponher,herean’there;an’mymithermanagestokeepacoo,an’getplentyo’milkfraehertee。”
“Come,then,Nicie。Wehaveplentyoftime。Nobodywantseitheryouorme,andweshallgethomebeforeanyonemissesus。”
Niciewasgladenoughtoconsent;theyturnedatoncetothehill,andbeganclimbing。ButNiciedidnotknowthispartofitnearlysowellasthatwhichlaybetweenGlashruachandthecottage,andaftertheyhadclimbedsomedistance,oftenstoppingandturningtolookdownonthevalleybelow,theprospectofwhich,withitsstreamsandriver,keptstillwideningandchangingastheyascended,theyarrivedataplacewherethepathgrewverydoubtful,andshecouldnottellinwhichoftwodirectionstheyoughttogo。
“I’lltakethisway,andyoutakethat,Nicie,“saidGinevra,“andifIfindthereisnopathmyway,Iwillcomebacktoyours;andifyoufindthereisnopathyourway,youwillcomebacktomine。”
Itwasachildishproposal,andonetowhichNicieshouldnothaveconsented,butshewaslittlemorethanachildherself。Advancingashortdistanceindoubt,andthepathre-appearingquiteplainly,shesatdown,expectingherlittlemistresstoreturndirectly。Nothoughtofanxietycrossedhermind:howshouldone,inbroadsunlight,onamountain-side,inthefirstofsummer,andwiththelongdaybeforethem?,So,theresittinginpeace,Niciefellintoamaidenlyreverie,andsothereNiciesatforalongtime,halfdreaminginthegreatlight,withoutoncereallythinkingaboutanything。Allatonceshecametoherself:somelatentfearhadexplodedinherheart:yes!whatcouldhavebecomeofherlittlemistress?,Shejumpedtoherfeet,andshouted“Missie!,MissieGalbraith!,Ginny!”butnoanswercameback。Themountainwasasstillasatmidnight。Sherantothespotwheretheyhadparted,andalongtheotherpath:itwasplainerthanthatwhereshehadbeensoidlyforgettingherself。Shehurriedon,wildlycallingassheran。
InthemeantimeGinevra,havingfoundthepathindubitable,andimaginingitledstraighttothedoorofNicie’smother’scottage,andthatNiciewouldbeafterherinamoment,thinkingalsotohaveabitoffullwithher,setoffdancingandrunningsofast,thatbythetimeNiciecametoherself,shewasagoodmilefromher。Whatadelightitwastobethusaloneuponthegrandmountain!withtheearthbanishedsofarbelow,andthegreatrockyheapclimbingandleadingandclimbingupanduptowardsthesky!
GinnywasnotinthewayofthinkingmuchaboutGod。Littlehadbeentaughtherconcerninghim,andnothingalmostthatwaspleasanttomeditateupon——nothingthatshecouldhideinherheart,andbedreadfullygladaboutwhenshelayaloneinherlittlebed,listeningtothesoundoftheburnthatranunderherwindow。Buttherewasinhersoulalargewildernessreadyforthevoicethatshouldcomecryingtopreparethewayoftheking。
Thepathwasafterallameresheep-track,andledheratlengthintoalonelyhollowinthehill-side,withaswampypeat-bogatthebottomofit。Shestopped。Theplacelookedunpleasant,remindingherofhowshealwaysfeltwhenshecameunexpectedlyuponAngusMacPholp。Shewouldgonofurtheralone;shewouldwaittillNicieovertookher。Itmusthavebeenjustinsuchplacesthatthepeoplepossessedwithdevils——onlyMissMacharalwaysmadeherreadtheword,demons——ranabout!,Asshethoughtthus,alone-heartedbirdutteredasingle,wailingcry,strangetoherear。Thecryremainedsolitary,unanswered,andthenfirstsuddenlyshefeltthattherewasnobodytherebutherself,andthefeelinghadinitapangofuneasiness。Butshewasabravechild;nothingfrightenedhermuchexceptherfather;sheturnedandwentslowlybacktotheedgeofthehollow:Niciemustbythistimebevisible。
Inherhasteandanxiety,however,Niciehadstruckintoanothersheep-track,andwasnowhigherupthehill;sothatGinnycouldseenolivingthingnearerthaninthevalleybelow:fardownthere——anditwassomecomfort,inthedesolationthatnowbegantoinvadeher——shesawupontheroad,sodistantthatitseemedmotionless,acartwithamaninit,drawnbyawhitehorse。Neverinherlifebeforehadshefeltthatshewasalone。Shehadoftenfeltlonely,butshehadalwaysknownwheretofindthebodilypresenceofsomebody。Nowshemightcryandscreamthewholeday,andnobodyanswer!,Herheartswelledintoherthroat,thensankaway,leavingawidehollow。Itwassoeerie!,ButNiciewouldsooncome,andthenallwouldbewell。
Shesatdownonastone,whereshecouldseethepathshehadcomealongwayback。But“neverandnever“didanyNicieappear。Atlastshebegantocry。ThisprocesswithGinnywasaveryslowone,andneverbroughthermuchrelief。Thetearswouldmountintohereyes,andremainthere,littlepoolsofBaca,alongtimebeforethecryingwentanyfurther。Butwithtimethepoolswouldgrowdeeper,andswelllarger,andatlast,whentheyhadbecometwohugelittlelakes,thelargerfromtheslownessoftheirgathering,twomightytearswouldtumbleovertheedgesoftheirembankments,androlldownherwhitemournfulcheeks。Thistimemanymorefollowed,andhereyeswerefastbecomingfountains,whenallatonceaverseshehadheardtheSundaybeforeatchurchseemedtocomeofitselfintoherhead:“CalluponmeinthetimeoftroubleandIwillanswerthee。”,ItmustmeanthatshewastoaskGodtohelpher:wasthatthesameassayingprayers?,Butshewasn’tgood,andhewouldn’thearanybodythatwasn’tgood。Then,ifhewasonlytheGodofthegoodpeople,whatwastobecomeoftherestwhentheywerelostonmountains?,Shehadbettertry;itcouldnotdomuchharm。Evenifhewouldnothearher,hewouldnotsurelybeangrywithherforcallinguponhimwhenshewasinsuchtrouble。Sothinking,shebegantopraytowhatdimdistortedreflectionofGodtherewasinhermind。TheyalonepraytotherealGod,themakeroftheheartthatprays,whoknowhissonJesus。IfourprayerswereheardonlyinaccordancewiththeideaofGodtowhichweseemtoourselvestopray,howmiserablywouldourinfinitewantsbemet!,Buteveryhonestcry,evenifsentintothedeafearofanidol,passesontotheearsoftheunknownGod,theheartoftheunknownFather。
“OGod,helpmehomeagain,“criedGinevra,andstoodupinhergreatlonelinesstoreturn。
Thesameinstantshespied,seateduponastone,alittlewayoff,butclosetoherpath,thebeast-boy。Therecouldbenomistake。
Hewasjustasshehadheardhimdescribedbythechildrenatthegamekeeper’scottage。Thatwashishairstickingalloutfromhishead,thoughthesuninitmadeitlooklikeacrownofgoldorashiningmist。Thosewerehisbarearms,andthatwasdreadfulindeed!,Barelegsandfeetshewasusedto;butbarearms!,Worstofall,makingitabsolutelycertainhewasthebeast-boy,hewasplayinguponacuriouskindofwhistlingthing,makingdreadfullysweetmusictoenticehernearerthathemightcatchherandtearhertopieces!,WasthistheanswerGodsenttotheprayershehadofferedinhersoreneed——thebeast-boy?,Sheaskedhimforprotectionanddeliverance,andherewasthebeast-boy!,Sheaskedhimtohelpherhome,andthere,rightinthemiddleofherpath,satthebeast-boy,waitingforher!,Well,itwasjustlikewhattheysaidabouthimonSundaysinthechurches,andinthebooksMissMacharmadeherread!,Butthehorridcreature’smusicshouldnothaveanypoweroverher!,Shewouldratherrundowntotheblackwater,gloominginthoseholes,andbedrowned,thanthebeast-boyshouldhavehertoeat!
Mostgirlswouldhavescreamed,butsuchwasnotGinny’snaturalmodeofmeetingadifficulty。Withfear,shewasfarmorelikelytochokethantocryout。Soshesatdownagainandstaredathim。
Perhapshewouldgoawaywhenhefoundhecouldnotenticeher。Hedidnotmove,butkeptplayingonhiscuriousinstrument。Perhaps,byreturningintothehollow,shecouldmakeacircuit,andsopasshim,lowerdownthehill。Sheroseatonceandran。
NowGibbiehadseenherlongbeforeshesawhim,but,fromexperience,wasafraidoffrighteningher。Hehadthereforedrawngraduallynear,andsatasifunawareofherpresence。Treatingherashewouldabirdwithwhichhewantedtomakebetteracquaintance,hewouldhavehergetaccustomedtothelookofhimbeforehemadeadvances。Butwhenhesawherruninthedirectionoftheswamp,knowingwhatadangerousplaceitwas,hewasterrified,sprungtohisfeet,anddartedofftogetbetweenherandthedanger。Sheheardhimcominglikethewindatherback,and,whetherfrombewilderment,orthatshedidintendthrowingherselfintothewatertoescapehim,insteadofpursuingherformerdesign,shemadestraightfortheswamp。Butwasthebeast-boyubiquitous?,Assheapproachedtheplace,therehewas,ontheedgeofagreatholehalffullofwater,asifhehadbeensittingthereforanhour!,Washegoingtodrownherinthathole?,Sheturnedagain,andrantowardsthedescentofthemountain。ButthereGibbiefearedacertainprecipitousspot;and,besides,therewasnopathinthatdirection。
SoGinevrahadnotrunfarbeforeagainshesawhimrightinherway。Shethrewherselfonthegroundindespair,andhidherface。
Afterthushuntingherasacatmightamouse,oralionaman,whatcouldshelookforbutthathewouldpounceuponher,andtearhertopieces?,Fearfullyexpectantofthehorriblegrasp,shelaybreathless。Butnothingcame。Stillshelay,andstillnothingcame。Coulditbethatshewasdreaming?,Indreamsgenerallythehideousthingneverarrived。Butshedarednotlookup。Shelayandlay,wearyandstill,withtheterrorslowlyebbingawayoutofher。Atlengthtoherearscameastrangesweetvoiceofsinging——suchasoundasshehadneverheardbefore。Itseemedtocomefromfaraway:whatifitshouldbeanangelGodwassending,inanswerafteralltoherprayer,todeliverherfromthebeast-boy!,Hewouldofcoursewantsometimetocome,andcertainlynoharmhadhappenedtoheryet。Thesoundgrewandgrew,andcamenearerandnearer。Butalthoughitwassong,shecoulddistinguishnovowel-melodyinit,nothingbutatone-melody,acrooning,asitwere,everupononevowelinaminorkey。Itcamequitenearatlength,andyeteventhenhadsomethingofthefarawaysoundleftinit。Itwaslikethewindofasummernightinsideagreatchurchbellinadesertedtower。Itcameclose,andceasedsuddenly,asif,likealark,theangelceasedtosingthemomenthelighted。
Sheopenedhereyesandlookedup。Overherstoodthebeast-boy,gazingdownuponher!,Coulditreallybethebeast-boy?,Ifso,thenhewasfascinatingher,todevourherthemoreeasily,asshehadreadofsnakesdoingtobirds;butshecouldnotbelieveit。
Still——shecouldnottakehereyesoffhim——thatwascertain。Butnomarvel!,Fromunderagreatcrownofreddishgold,lookedouttwoeyesofheaven’sownblue,andthroughtheeyeslookedoutsomethingthatdwellsbehindtheskyandeverybluething。Whatiftheangel,totryher,hadtakentohimselftheformofthebeast-boy?,Nobeast-boycouldsinglikewhatshehadheard,orlooklikewhatshenowsaw!,Shelaymotionless,flatontheground,herfaceturnedsidewaysuponherhands,andhereyesfixedontheheavenlyvision。
Thenacuriousfeelingbegantowakeinherofhavingseenhimbefore——somewhere,eversolongago——andthatsightofhimaswellasthishadtodowithmisery——withsomethingthatmadeastainthatwouldnotcomeout。Yes——itwastheveryface,onlylarger,andstillsweeter,ofthelittlenakedchildwhomAngushadsocruellylashed!,Thatwasagesago,butshehadnotforgotten,andnevercouldforgeteitherthechild’sback,orthelovelyinnocentwhitefacethatheturnedrounduponher。Ifitwasindeedhe,perhapshewouldrememberher。Inanycase,shewasnowcertainhewouldnothurther。
Whileshelookedathimthus,Gibbie’sfacegrewgrave:seldomwashisgravewhenfrontingthefaceofafellow-creature,butnowhetoowasremembering,andtryingtorecollect;asthroughadreamofsicknessandpainhesawafaceliketheonebeforehim,yetnotthesame。
Ginevrarecollectedfirst,andasweetslowdiffidentsmilecreptlikeadawnupfromthedepthofherunder-worldtotheskyofherface,butsettledinhereyes,andmadetwostarsofthem。ThenrosetheverysunhimselfinGibbie’s,andflashedafullresponseofdaylight——asmilethatnowoman,girl,ormatron,couldmistrust。
>Frombrowtochinhisfacewasradiant。Thesunofthisworldhadmadehisnestinhishair,butthesmilebelowitseemedtodimtheaureolehewore。TimidlyyettrustinglyGinevratookonehandfromunderhercheek,andstretchedituptohim。Heclaspeditgently。
Shemoved,andhehelpedhertorise。
“I’velostNicie,“shesaid。
Gibbienodded,butdidnotlookconcerned,“Nicieismymaid,“saidGinevra。
Gibbienoddedseveraltimes。HeknewwhoNiciewasratherbetterthanhermistress。
“Ileftherawaybackthere,along,longtimeago,andshehasnevercometome,“shesaid。
Gibbiegaveashrillloudwhistlethatstartledher。Inafewseconds,fromsomewhereunseen,adogcameboundingtohimoverstonesandheather。Howhespoketothedog,orwhathetoldhimtodo,shehadnotanidea;butthenextinstantOscarwasrushingalongthepathshehadcome,andwaspresentlyoutofsight。SofulloflifewasGibbie,soquickanddecidedwashiseverymotion,sofullofexpressionhiseveryglanceandsmile,thatshehadnotyetbeguntowonderhehadnotspoken;indeedshewashardlyyetawareofthefact。Sheknewhimnowforamortal,but,justasithadbeenwithDonalandhismother,hecontinuedtoaffectherasacreatureofsomehigherworld,comedownonamissionofgood-willtomen。Atthesametimeshehad,oddlyenough,afeelingasifthebeast-boywerestillsomewherenotfaroff,heldaloofonlybythepresenceoftheangelwhohadassumedhisshape。
Gibbietookherhand,andledhertowardsthepathshehadleft;sheyieldedwithoutamovementofquestion。Buthedidnotleadherfarinthatdirection;heturnedtotheleftupthemountain。Itgrewwilderastheyascended。Buttheairwassothinandinvigorating,thechangessocuriousandinteresting,asnowtheyskirtedtheedgeofaprecipitousrock,nowscrambledupthesteepestofpathsbythehelpoftheheatherthatnearlyclosedoverit,andthereactionofrelieffromtheterrorshehadsufferedsoexciting,thatsheneverforamomentfelttired。Thentheywentdownthesideofalittleburn——atorrentwhenthesnowwasdissolving,andevennowagoodstream,whosedanceandsongdelightedher:itwasthesame,asshelearnedafterwards,towhosesongunderherwindowshelistenedeverynightinbed,tryinginvaintomakeoutthemeltedtune。
Everaftersheknewthis,itseemed,asshelistened,tocomestraightfromthemountaintoherwindow,withnewsofthestarsandtheheatherandthesheep。Theycrossedtheburnandclimbedtheoppositebank。ThenGibbiepointed,andtherewasthecottage,andtherewasNiciecomingupthepathtoit,withOscarboundingbeforeher!,Thedogwasmerry,butNiciewasweepingbitterly。Theywereagoodwayoff,withanotherlargerburnbetween;butGibbiewhistled,andOscarcameflyingtohim。Nicielookedup,gaveacry,andlikeasheeptoherlostlambcamerunning。
“Oh,missie!”shesaid,breathless,asshereachedtheoppositebankoftheburn,andhertonehadmorethanatouchofsorrowfulreproachinit,“whatgarredyerinawa’?”
“Therewasaroad,Nicie,andIthoughtyouwouldcomeafterme。”
“Iwasamucklegeese,missie;buteh!,I’mglaidIhaegottenye。
Comeawa’an’seemymother。”
“Yes,Nicie。We’lltellherallaboutit。YouseeIhaven’tgotamothertotell,soIwilltellyours。”
>FromthathourNicie’smotherwasamothertoGinnyaswell。
“Anithero’’slambstofeed!”shesaidtoherself。
Ifawomanbeamothershemayhaveplentyofchildren。
NeverbeforehadGinnyspentsuchahappyday,drunksuchmilkasCrummie’s,oreatensuchcakesasJanet’s。ShesawnomoreofGibbie:themomentshewassafe,heandOscarwereoffagaintothesheep,forRobertwasbusycuttingpeatsthatday,andGibbiewasinsolecharge。Eagertoknowabouthim,GinevragatheredallthatJanetcouldtellofhisstory,andinreturntoldthelittleshehadseenofit,whichwastheonedreadfulpoint。
“Isheagoodboy,MistressGrant?”sheasked。
“ThebestboyeverIkenned——betternormyainDonal,an’hewasthebestaforehim,“answeredJanet。
Ginnygavealittlesigh,andwishedsheweregood。
“WhansawyeDonal?”askedJanetofNicie。
“Nothislangtime——nosin’Iwasherelast,“answeredNicie,whodidnotnowgethomesooftenastherest。
“Iwasthinkin’,“returnedhermother,“yesud’maistseehimnoofraethebacko’themucklehoose;forhewastellin’mehewaswi’
thenowt’i’thenewmeadowupo’theLorriebank,’atmissie’spapabouchtfraeJeamesGlass。”
“Ow,ishethere?”saidNicie。“I’llmaybegetsicht,gienIdinnagetwordo’him。Hecamancetothekitchen-doortoseeme,butMistressMacFarlanewadnalathimin。Shewadhaenaeloonscomin’
aboottheplaceshesaid。Isaid’athoohewasmybrither。Shesaid,saysshe,thatwasnaethingtoher,an’shewadhaenobrithers。Mysistermichtcomewhiles,shesaid,gienshecamnaoweraften;butlasseshadnaethingtodeewi’brithers。Whawastotellwhawasorwhawasnamybrither?,Itellther’ata’mybritherswasweelkennedfordoucelaads;an’shetelltmetohaudmytongue,an’nospeykup;an’Icudhaejistgienheraguidclooto’thelug——Iwasthatangertwi’her。”
“She’llbesoaryfor’tsomeday,“saidJanet,withaquietsmile;
“an’whatabody’ssuretobesoaryfor,yemayasweelforgiethematance。”
“Hookenye,mither,she’llbesoaryfor’t?”askedNicie,notverywillingtoforgiveMistressMacFarlane。
“’CausetheMaistersays’atwe’llhaetopeytheuttermostfardin’。
There’snaebody’illbelattenaff。Wemaundeeoorneiperricht。”
“ButmichtnatheMaisterhimsel’forgieher?”suggestedNicie,alittlepuzzled。
“Lassie,“saidhermothersolemnly,“yedinnasurelythink’attheLord’sforgifnessistolatfowkaffohnrepentit?,Thatwadbeastrangefawvourtograntthem!,Hewinnahurtmairnorhecanhelp;
butthegruehorrormaunmakw’yforthegrace。I’msureitwassaewhanIgiedyouyerwhups,lass。I’llnosayabootsomeo’thefirsto’ye,foratthattimeIdidnakensaeweelwhatIwasaboot,an’wasmairangertwhilesnortherewasonyoccasionfor——tuikmybeamtodangtheirmotes。Ihaebeensairtribledabootit,mony’sthetime。”
“Eh,mither!”saidNicie,shockedattheideaofherreproachingherselfaboutanythingconcerningherchildren,“I’mweelsurethere’snoaneo’themwadthink,notosaysay,sicathing。”
“Idaursayye’rerichtthere,lass。Ithinkwhilesawoman’sbairnsareliketheGodtheycamfrae——ayereadytoforgieheronything。”
Ginevrawenthomewithagoodmanythingstothinkabout。
CHAPTERXXX。
THELORRIEMEADOW。
Itwashightime,accordingtoagriculturaleconomics,thatDonalGrantshouldbepromotedastepintheranksoflabour。Ayouthlikehimwasfitforhorsesandtheirwork,andlookedidleinafieldwithcattle。ButDonalwasnotambitious,atleastinthatdirection。Hewasmoreandmoreinlovewithbooks,andlearningandthemusicofthoughtandword;andheknewwellthatnoonedoingaman’sworkuponafarmcouldhavemuchtimeleftforstudy——certainlynotaquarterofwhattheherd-boycouldcommand。
Therefore,withhisparentsapproval,hecontinuedtofillthehumbleroffice,andreceivethescantierwagesbelongingtoit。
ThedayfollowingtheiradventureonGlashgar,intheafternoon,Niciebeinginthegroundswithherlittlemistress,proposedthattheyshouldlookwhethertheycouldseeherbrotherdowninthemeadowofwhichhermotherhadspoken。Ginevrawillinglyagreed,andtheytooktheirwaythroughtheshrubberytoacertaintallhedgewhichdividedthegroundsfromalittlegroveoflarchesontheslopeofasteepbankdescendingtotheLorrie,ontheothersideofwhichlaythemeadow。Itwasahawthornhedge,veryold,andnearthegroundverythin,sothattheyeasilyfoundaplacetocreepthrough。Buttheywerenobetterontheotherside,forthelarcheshidthemeadow。Theywentdownthroughthem,therefore,tothebankofthelittleriver——thelargesttributaryoftheDaurfromtherootsofGlashgar。
“Thereheis!”criedNicie。
“Iseehim,“respondedGinny,“——withhiscowsallaboutthemeadow。”
Donalsatalittlewayfromtheriver,reading。
“He’sayeat’sbuik!”saidNicie。
“Iwonderwhatbookitis,“saidGinny。
“Thatwadbeilltosay,“answeredNicie。“Donalreadsahantleo’
buiks——mair,hismithersays,norshedoobtshecanweelgettheguido’。”
“Doyouthinkit’sLatin,Nicie?”
“Ow!,Idaursay。Butno;itcannabeLaitin——for,leuk!he’slauchin’,an’hecudnadeethatgien’twarLaitin。I’mthinkin’
it’llbeastory:there’saheapo’themprentitnoo,theytellme。
Or’deedmaybeitmaybeasang。Hethinksaheapo’sangs。I
h’ardmymitherancesayshewassomefearedDonalmichthaeta’entomakin’sangshimsel’;no’attherewasonyilli’that,shesaid,gientherewasnaonyilli’thesangsthemsel’s;butitwasjistsometrifflin’like,shesaid,an’theyluikitforbetterfraeDonal,wi’a’hisbuiklear,an’hisEuclid——orwhatca’
they’t?——normakin’sangs。”
“What’sEuclid,Nicie?”
“Yemayweelspeir,missie!butIhaeilltellin’ye。It’sakeeriousnametillabuik,an’min’smeo’naethingbutwhanthelido’yere’eyeuksitches;an’astowhatliesatweenthetwabrodso’’t,Ikennomorenorthemani’themeen。”
“IshouldliketoaskDonalwhatbookhehasgot,“saidGinny。
“I’llcrytill’im,an’yecanspeir,“saidNicie——“Donal!——Donal!”
Donallookedup,andseeinghissister,camerunningtothebankofthestream。
“Cannayecomeower,Donal?”saidNicie。“Here’sMissGalbraithwantstospieryeaquestion。”
Donalwasacrossinamoment,forherethewaterwasnowhereoverafootortwoindepth。
“Oh,Donal!you’vewetyourfeet!”criedGinevra。
Donallaughed。
“Whatill’illthatdeeme,mem?”
“None,Ihope,“saidGinny;“butitmight,youknow。”
“Imichthaebeendroont,“saidDonal。
“Nicie,“saidGinny,withdignity,“yourbrotherislaughingatme。”
“Na,na,mem,“saidDonal,apologetically。“Iwasonlysoglaidtoseeyouan’Nicie’atIforgotmymainners。”
“Then,“returnedGinny,quitesatisfied,“wouldyoumindtellingmewhatbookyouwerereading?”
“It’sabuiko’ballants,“answeredDonal。“I’llreadaneo’themtillye,gienyelike,mem。”
“Ishouldlikeverymuch,“respondedGinny。“I’vereadallmyownbookstillI’mtiredofthem,andIdon’tlikepapa’sbooks——And,doyouknow,Donal!”——Herethechild-woman’svoicegrewsolemnsad——“——I’mverysorry,andI’mfrightenedtosayit;andifyouweren’tNicie’sbrother,Icouldn’tsayittoyou;——butIamverytiredoftheBibletoo。”
“That’sapeety,mem,“repliedDonal。“Iwadhaeyenotellonybodythat;forthem’atlikes’tnoahairbetterthemsel’s,’illtakyeforwaurnorahaithenforsayin’’t。Jistgangyeuptomymither,an’tellhera’abootit。She’sayefairtoa’body,an’neverthinksillo’onybody’atsaysthetrowth——whanit’snoforcontrariness。Shesays’ataheapo’illcomeso’fowknospeykin’
ootwhattheyken,orwhatthey’rethinkin’,butayeguissin’atwhattheydinnaken,an’whatitherfowk’sthinkin’。”
“Ay!”saidNicie,“itwadbeageycheengedwarl’gienfowkgaedtomymither,an’didasshewadhaethem。Shesaysfowksudnevertellbuttheilltheykeno’themsel’s,an’theguidtheykeno’
itherfowk;an’that’sjistthecontrar’,yeken,missie,towhatfowkmaistlydisdee。”
Apausenaturallyfollowed,whichGinnybroke。
“Idon’tthinkyoutoldmethenameofthebookyouwerereading,Donal,“shesaid。
“Gienyewadsitdoonameenute,mem,“returnedDonal,“——here’sabonniegowanyspot——Iwadreadabittillye,an’seegienyelikitit,aforeItelltyethenameo’’t。”
Shedroppedatonceonthelittlegowanybed,gatheredherfrockaboutherankles,andsaid,“Sitdown,Nicie。It’ssokindofDonaltoreadsomethingtous!,I
wonderwhatit’sgoingtobe。”
Sheutteredeverythinginadeliberate,old-fashionedway,withprecisearticulation,andacertainmannerthatanEnglishmotherwouldhavecalledpriggish,butwhichwasonlytheoutcomeofScotchstiffness,herfather’srebukes,andherownsenseofpropriety。
DonalreadtheballadofKempOwen。
“Ithink——Ithink——Idon’tthinkIunderstandit,“saidGinevra。“Itisverydreadful,and——and——Idon’tknowwhattothink。Tellmeaboutit,Donal——Doyouknowwhatitmeans,Nicie?”
“Noaeglimp,missie,“answeredNicie。
Donalproceededatoncetoanexposition。Hetoldthemthattheserpentwasalady,enchantedbyawickedwitch,who,aftershehadchangedher,twistedherthreetimesroundthetree,sothatshecouldnotundoherself,andlaidthespelluponherthatsheshouldneverhavetheshapeofawoman,untilaknightkissedherasoftenasshewastwistedroundthetree。Then,whentheknightdidcome,ateverykissacoilofherbodyunwounditself,until,atthelastkiss,shestoodbeforehimthebeautifulladyshereallywas。”
“Whatagood,kind,braveknight!”saidGinevra。
“Butit’snotrue,yeken,missie,“saidNicie,anxiousthatsheshouldnotbemisled。“It’snaethingbutDonal’snonsense。”
“Nonsensehere,nonsensethere!”saidDonal,“Iseeaheapo’senseintil’t。Butnonsenseorno,Nicie,itsnaneo’mynonsense:I
wussitwar。It’shun’erso’yearsauld,thatballant,Is’
warran’。”
“It’sbeautiful,“saidGinevra,withdecisionanddignity。“Ihopehemarriedthelady,andtheylivedhappyeverafter。”
“Idinnaken,mem。Theman’atmadetheballant,Idaursay,thouchthimweelpayedgienthebonnyleddysaidthankyetillhim。”
“Oh!but,Donal,thatwouldn’tbeenough!——Wouldit,Nicie?”
“Weel,yesee,missie,“answeredNicie,“hebutgaeherthreekisses——thatwasnasaemuckletowurlayoutuponabody。”
“Butaserpent!——aserpent’smouth,Nicie!”
Here,unhappily,Donalhadtorushthroughtheburnwithoutleave-taking,forHorniewasattemptingatrespass;andthetwogirls,thinkingitwastimetogohome,rose,andclimbedtothehouseattheirleisure。
TherestofthedayGinevratalkedoflittleelsethantheserpentladyandthebraveknight,sayingnowandthenwhataniceboythatDonalofNicie’swas。NorwasmorethanthegentlesthintnecessarytomakeNicieremark,thenextmorning,thatperhaps,iftheywentdownagaintotheLorrie,Donalmightcome,andbringthebook。Butwhentheyreachedthebankandlookedacross,theysawhimoccupiedwithGibbie。Theyhadtheirheadsclosetogetheroveraslate,uponwhichnowtheone,nowtheother,seemedtobedrawing。Thiswentonandon,andtheyneverlookedup。Ginnywouldhavegonehome,andcomeagainintheafternoon,butNicieinstantlycalledDonal。
Hesprangtohisfeetandcametothem,followedbyGibbie。Donalcrossedtheburn,butGibbieremainedontheotherside,andwhenpresentlyDonaltookhis“buiko’ballants“fromhispocket,andthelittlecompanyseatedthemselves,stoodwithhisbacktothem,andhiseyesonthenowt。Thatmorningtheywerenotinterrupted。
Donalreadtothemforawholehour,concerningwhichreading,andGinevra’sreceptionofit,Niciedeclaredshecouldnotseewhatfortheymadesicawarkabootawheenauldballants,aneefteranither——“They’renohalfsaebonnieastheparaphrases,Donal,“
shesaid。
Afterthis,GinevrawentfrequentlywithNicietoseehermother,andlearnedmuchofthebestfromher。OftenalsotheywentdowntotheLorrie,andhadaninterviewwithDonal,whichwaslongerorshorterasGibbiewasthereornottoreleasehim。
Ginny’slifewasnowfarhappierthanithadeverbeen。Newchannelsofthoughtandfeelingwereopened,newquestionswerestarted,newinterestsawaked;sothat,insteadoflosingbyMissMachar’scontinuedinabilitytoteachher,shewaslearningfarmorethanshecouldgiveher,learningit,too,withthepleasurewhichinvariablyaccompaniestruelearning。
Littlemorethanchildasshewas,Donalfeltfromthefirstthecharmofhersociety;andshebynomeansreceivedwithoutgiving,forhismentaldevelopmentwasgreatlyexpeditedthereby。Fewweekspassedbeforehewasherhumblesquire,devotedtoherwithallthechivalryofayouthforagirlwhomhesupposesasmuchhissuperiorinkindassheisinworldlyposition;hissoleadvantage,inhisownjudgment,andthatwhichaloneprocuredhimtheprivilegeofhersociety,being,thathewasolder,andthereforeknewalittlemore。
Sopotentandgenialwasherinfluenceonhisimagination,that,withoutoncethinkingofherastheirobject,henowfirstfoundhimselfcapableofmakingverses——suchastheywere;andoneday,withhisbookbeforehim——itwasBurns,andhehadbeenreadingtheGowanpoemtoGinevraandhissister——heventuredtorepeat,asifhereadthemfromthebook,thefollowing:theyhaltedalittle,nodoubt,inrhythm,neitherwereperfectlyrimed,butforabeginning,theyhadpromise。Gibbie,whohadthrownhimselfdownontheotherbank,andlaylistening,atoncedetectedthechangeinthetoneofhisutterance,andbeforeheceasedhadconcludedthathewasnotreadingthem,andthattheywerehisown。
Rin,burnie!clatter;
Totheseawin:
GienIwasawatter,SaewadIrin。
Blaw,win’,caller,clean!
Herean’hyneawa’:
GienIwasawin’,WadnaIblaw!
Shine,auldsun,Shinestrangan’fine:
GienIwasthesun’sson,HertyIwadshine。
Hardlyhadheended,whenGibbie’spipesbeganfromtheoppositesideofthewater,and,truetotimeandcadenceandfeeling,followedwithjusttheoneairtosuitthesong——fromwhichDonal,tohisnosmallcomfort,understoodthatoneatleastofhisaudiencehadreceivedhislilt。Ifthepoorestnatureintheworldrespondswiththetunetothemightiestmaster’ssong,heknows,ifnotanotherechoshouldcomeback,thathehasutteredatruecry。
ButGinevrahadnotreceivedit,andbeingthereforeofherownmind,andnotofthesong’s,wascritical。Itisofthetruethingsitdoesnot,perhapscannotreceive,thathumannatureismostcritical。
“Thatoneisnonsense,Donal,“shesaid。“Isn’titnow?,Howcouldamanbeaburn,orawind,orthesun?,Butpoetsaresilly。Papasaysso。”
InhismindDonaldidnotknowwhichwaytolook;physically,heregardedtheground。HappilyatthatverymomentHorniecausedadiversion,andGibbieunderstoodwhatDonalwasfeelingtoowelltomakeevenapretenceofgoingafterher。Imust,tohispraise,recordthefactthat,insteadofwreakinghismortificationuponthecow,Donalsparedherseveralblowsoutofgratitudeforthedeliverancehermisbehaviourhadwroughthim。Hewasinnohastetoreturntohisaudience。Tohavehisfirstpoemthusrejectedwaskilling。Shewasbutachildwhohadsounkindlycriticizedit,butshewasthechildhewantedtoplease;andforafewmomentslifeitselfseemedscarcelyworthhaving。Hecalledhimselfafool,andresolvednevertoreadanotherpoemtoagirlsolongashelived。
Bythetimehehadagainwalkedthroughtheburn,however,hewascalmandcomparativelywise,andknewwhattosay。
“Divyehearyonburnefteryegangtoyerbed,mem?”heaskedGenevra,asheclimbedthebank,pointingalittlelowerdownthestreamtothemountainbrookwhichtherejoinedit。
“Always,“sheanswered。“Itrunsrightundermywindow。”
“Whatkin’o’adindis’tmak’?”heaskedagain。
“Itisdifferentatdifferenttimes,“sheanswered。“Itsingsandchattersinsummer,andgrowlsandcriesandgrumblesinwinter,orafterrainupinGlashgar。”
“Divyethinktheburn’sonyhappieri’thesummer,mem?”
“No,Donal;theburnhasnolifeinit,andthereforecan’tbehappieronetimethananother。”
“Weel,mem,Iwadjistliketospeirwhatwauritistofancyyersel’aburn,thantofancytheburnabody,aetimesingin’an’
chatterin’,an’theneistgrowlin’an’grum’lin’。”
“Well,but,Donal,canamanbeaburn?”
“Weel,mem,no——atleastnoi’thiswarl’,an’at’isainwull。Butwhanye’relyin’hearkenin’totheburn,didyeneverimagineyersel’rinnin’doonwi’’t——doontothesea?”
“No,Donal;Ialwaysfancymyselfgoingupthemountainwhereitcomesfrom,andrunningaboutwildthereinthewind,whenallthetimeIknowI’msafeandwarminbed。”
“Weel,maybethat’sbetteryet——Iwadnasay,“answeredDonal;“butjistthenicht,foracheengelike,yeturnan’gangdoonwi’’t——i’
yerthouchts,Imean。Liean’hearkenhe’rtytill’tthenicht,whanye’rei’yerbed;hearkenan’hearkentillthesoon’rinsawa’
wi’yelike,an’yeforgeta’abootyersel’,an’thinkyersel’awa’
wi’theburn,rinnin’,rinnin’,throu’thisan’throu’that,throu’
stanesan’birksan’bracken,throu’heather,an’plooedlan’an’
corn,an’wudsan’gairdens,ayesingin’,an’ayecheengin’yertuneaccordin’,tillitwinstothemuckleroarin’sea,an’’sa’tint。
An’thefirstnicht’atthewin’’supan’awa’,deethesame,mem,wi’thewin’。Getupupo’thebacko’’t,like,asgienitwasyermucklehorse,an’jistridehimtothedeith;an’efterthat,gienyedinnamaybejistwuss’atyewasaburnorablawin’win’——aitherwadbeasairlosstotheuniverse——yewunna,I’mthinkin’,besaereadytofin’fau’twi’thechield’atmadeyonbitsangy。”
“Areyouvexedwithme,Donal?——I’msosorry!”saidGinevra,takingtheearnestnessofhistonefordispleasure。
“Na,na,mem。Ye’reowerguidan’owerbonny,“answeredDonal,“tobeavextoonybody;butitwadbeavextohearsicacraturasyouspeykin’likeaneo’thefuleso’thewarl’,’atbelievei’naethingbutwhatcomesinattheholesi’theirheid。”
Ginevrawassilent。ShecouldnotquiteunderstandDonal,butshefeltshemustbewrongsomehow;andofthisshewasthemoreconvincedwhenshesawthebeautifuleyesofGibbiefixedinadmiration,andbrimfuloflove,uponDonal。
ThewayDonalkepthisvownevertoreadanotherpoemofhisowntoagirl,wastoproceedthatverynighttomakeanotherfortheexpresspurpose,ashelayawakeinthedarkness。
Thelastoneheeverreadtoherinthatmeadowwasthis:
Whatgarsyesing,saidtheherdladdie,Whatgarsyesingsaelood?
Toticethemooto’theyerd,laddie,Theworms,formydailyfood。
An’ayehesang,an’betterhesang,An’thewormscreepitinan’oot;
An’anehetuik,an’twahelootgang,Butstillhecarolledstoot。
It’snofortheworms,sir,saidtheherd,Theycomenaforyersang。
Thinkyesae,sir?answeredthebird,Maybeye’renoi’thewrang。
Butaye&c。
SingyeyoongsorrowtobeguileOrtogieauldfeartheflegs?
Na,quo’themavis;it’sbuttowileMyweethingsooto’hereggs。
An’aye&c。
Themistressisplentyforthatsamegear,Thoughyesangnaear’norlate。
It’stodrawthedeidfraethemoul’saedrear,An’openthekirkyardgate。
An’aye&c。
Na,na;it’sabettersangnoryerain,Thoughyehaeo’notesafeck,’AtwadmakauldBarebanestheresaefainAstoliftthemucklesneck!
Butaye&c。
Betteryesingnoraburni’themune,Norawaveowersan’thatflows,Norawin’wi’theglintin’starsabune,An’aneththerosesinrows;
An’aye&c。
ButI’llspeiryenaemair,sir,saidtheherd。
Ifearwhatyemichtsayneist。
Yewadbutwon’erthemair,saidthebird,Toseethethouchtsi’mybreist。
Andayehesang,an’betterhesang,An’thewormscreepitinan’oot;
An’anehetuik,an’twahelootgang,Butstillhecarolledstoot。
IdoubtwhetherGinevraunderstoodthissongbetterthanthefirst,butshewasnowmorecarefulofcriticizing;andwhenbydegreesitdawneduponherthathewasthemakeroftheseandotherversesheread,shegrewhalfafraidofDonal,andbegantoregardhimwithbigeyes;hebecame,fromaherd-boy,anunintelligibleperson,thereforeawonder。For,broughtthusfacetofacewiththemakerofverses,shecouldnothelptryingtothinkhowhedidthething;
andasshefeltnopossibilityofmakingversesherself,itremainedamysteryandanastonishment,causingagreatrespectforthepoettominglewiththekindnessshefelttowardsNicie’sbrother。
CHAPTERXXXI。
THEIRREWARD。
BydegreesGibbiehadcometobewellknownabouttheMainsandGlashruach。Angus’sonlyrecognitionofhimwasascowlinreturnforhissmile;but,asIhavesaid,hegavehimnofartherannoyance,andthetalesaboutthebeast-loonweredyingoutfromDaurside。JeanMavorwasaspecialfriendtohim:forsheknewnowwellenoughwhohadbeenherbrownie,andmadehimwelcomeasoftenasheshowedhimselfwithDonal。Ferguswassometimesathome;
sometimesaway;buthewasnowquiteafinegentleman,astudentoftheology,andonlycondescendinglycognizantoftheexistenceofDonalGrant。Allhesaidtohimwhenhecamehomeamasterofarts,was,thathehadexpectedbetterofhim:heoughttobesomethingmorethanherdbythistime。Donalsmiledandsaidnothing。Hehadjustfinishedalittlesongthatpleasedhim,andcouldaffordtobepatronized。Iamafraid,however,hewasnotcontentedwiththat,butinhismind’seyemeasuredFergusfromtoptotoe。
Intheautumn,Mr。GalbraithreturnedtoGlashruach,butdidnotremainlong。Hisschemeswerepromisingwell,andhisself-importancewasscrewedyetalittlehigherinconsequence。ButhewaskinderthanusualtoGinevra。Beforehewenthesaidtoherthat,asMr。Macharhadsunkintoaconditionrequiringhisdaughter’sconstantattention,hewouldfindheranEnglishgovernessassoonashereachedLondon;meantimeshemustkeepupherstudiesbyherselfaswellasshecould。Probablyheforgotallaboutit,forthegovernesswasnotheardofatGlashruach,andthingsfellintotheiroldway。Therewasnospiritualtrafficbetweenthefatheranddaughter,consequentlyGinevraneversaidanythingaboutDonalorGibbie,orherfriendshipforNicie。Hehadhimselftoblamealtogether;hehadmadeitimpossibleforhertotalktohim。Butitwaswellheremainedinignorance,andsodidnotputastoptothebesteducationshecouldatthistimeofherlifehavebeenhaving——suchasneitherhenoranyfriendofhiscouldhavegivenher。
Itwasinterrupted,however,bythearrivalofthewinter——awildtimeinthatregion,fiercestormalternatingwiththecalmofdeath。Afterhowlingnights,inwhichitseemedasifallthepolter-geisteroftheuniversemustbeoutonadisembodiedlark,themountainsstoodthereinthemorningsolemnstill,eachwithhiswhiteturbanofsnowunrumpledonhishead,intheprofoundestsilenceofblueair,asifhehadneverinhislifepassedamorethoughtful,peacefultimethantheverylastnightofall。TosuchfeetasGinevra’sthecottageonGlashgarwasformonthsalmostasinaccessibleasifithadbeeninSirius。MorethanoncetheDaurwasfrozenthick;forweekseverybeastwasanabsoluteprisonertothebyre,andformonthswasfedwithstrawandturnipsandpotatoesandoilcake。Thenwasthetimeforstories;andofteninthelongdark,whileyetitwashourstooearlyforbed,wouldGinevragowithNicie,whowasnotmuchofaraconteuse,tothekitchen,togetoneoftheotherservantstotellheranoldtale。Foreveninhisowndaughterandhisownkitchen,thegreatlairdcouldnotextinguishtheaccursedsuperstition。NotaglimpsedidGinevragetallthistimeofDonalorofGibbie。
Atlast,likeoneofitsownflowersinitsownbosom,thespringbeganagaintowakeinGod’sthoughtofhisworld;andthesnow,likeallotherdeaths,hadtomeltandrun,leavingroomforhope;
thenthesummerwokesmiling,asifsheknewshehadbeenasleep;
andthetwoyouthsandthetwomaidensmetyetagainonLorriebank,withthebrownwaterfallingoverthestones,thegoldnuggetsofthebroomhangingoverthewater,andtheyounglarch-woodscentingtheairallupthebraesidebetweenthemandthehouse,whichthetallhedgehidfromtheirview。Thefourwereayearolder,ayearnearertrouble,andayearnearergettingoutofit。Ginevrawasmoreofawoman,Donalmoreofapoet,Nicieasniceandmuchthesame,andGibbie,ifpossible,moreafoundlingoftheuniversethanever。Hewasgrowingsteadily,andshowedsuchfreedomandease,andhismotionswereallsorapidanddirect,thatitwasplainataglancethebeautyofhiscountenancewasinnomannerormeasureassociatedwithweakness。Themountainwasagrandnurseryforhim,andtheresult,bothphysicalandspiritual,corresponded。Janet,who,betterthananyoneelse,knewwhatwasinthemindoftheboy,reveredhimasmuchashereveredher;thefirstimpressionhemadeuponherhadneverwornoff——hadonlychangeditscolouralittle。
Moreeventhanaknowledgeofthetruth,isareadinesstoreceiveit;andJanetsawfromthefirstthatGibbie’signoranceatitsworstwasbutroomvacantforthetruth:whenitcameitfoundboltnorbarondoororwindow,buthadimmediateentrance。Thesecretofthispowerofreceptionwas,thattoseeatruthandtodoitwasoneandthesamethingwithGibbie。Toknowandnotdowouldhaveseemedtohimanimpossibility,asitisinvitalideaamonstrosity。
Thisunityofvisionandactionwasthemaincausealsoofacertaindaringsimplicityintheexerciseoftheimagination,whichsofarfrommisleadinghimreactedonlyinobedience——whichisthetruthofthewill——thetruth,therefore,ofthewholebeing。Hedidnotdothelesswellforhissheep,thathefanciedtheyknewwhenJesusChristwasonthemountain,andalwaysatsuchtimesbothfedbetterandweremorefrolicsome。HethoughtOscarknewitalso,andinterpretedacertainlookofthedogbythesuppositionthathehadcaughtasignofthebodilypresenceofhisMaker。Thedirectioninwhichhisimaginationranforward,wasalwaysthatinwhichhisreasonpointed;andsolongasGibbie’sfancieswerebud-bloomsuponhisobedience,hisimaginationcouldnotbeotherwisethaninharmonywithhisreason。Imaginationisapoorroot,butaworthyblossom,andinanaturelikeGibbie’sitsflowerscannotfailtobelovely。Fornooutcomeofaman’snatureissolikehimselfashisimaginations,exceptitbehisfancies,indeed。Perhapshisimaginationsshowwhatheismeanttobe,hisfancieswhatheismakingofhimself。
Inthesummer,Mr。Galbraith,allunannounced,reappearedatGlashruach,butsochangedthat,startledatthesightofhim,Ginevrastoppedmidwayinheradvancetogreethim。Thelongthinmanwasnowhaggardandworn;helookedsourertoo,andmoresuspicious——eitherthatexperiencehadmadehimso,orthathewaslessequaltotheveilingofhisfeelingsindignifiedindifference。
Hewasannoyedthathisdaughtershouldrecognizeanalterationinhim,and,turningaway,leanedhisheadonthehandwhosearmwasalreadysupportedbythemantelpiece,andtooknofurthernoticeofherpresence;butperhapsconsciencealsohadsomethingtodowiththisbehaviour。Ginevraknewfromexperiencethatthesightoftearswouldenragehim,andwithallhermightrepressedthoseshefeltbeginningtorise。Shewentuptohimtimidly,andtookthehandthathungbyhisside。Hedidnotrepelher——thatis,hedidnotpushheraway,orevenwithdrawhishand,butheleftithanginglifeless,andreturnedwithitnopressureuponhers——whichwasmuchworse。
“Isanythingthematter,papa?”sheaskedwithtremblingvoice。
“IamnotawarethatIhavebeeninthehabitofcommunicatingwithyouonthesubjectofmyaffairs,“heanswered;“noramIlikelytobegintodoso,wheremyreturnaftersolonganabsenceseemstogivesolittlesatisfaction。”
“Oh,papa!,Iwasfrightenedtoseeyoulookingsoill。”
“Sucharemarkuponmypersonalappearanceisbutapoorrecognitionofmylaboursforyourbenefit,Iventuretothink,Jenny,“hesaid。
Hewasatthemomentcontemplating,asanecessity,thesaleofeveryfootofthepropertyhermotherhadbroughthim。Nothinglesswouldservetokeepuphiscredit,andgaintimetodisguisemorethanonefailingscheme。Everythinghadoflatebeengoingsobadly,thathehadlostagooddealofhisconfidenceandself-satisfaction;buthehadgainednohumilityinstead。Ithadnotdawneduponhimyetthathewasnotunfortunate,butunworthy。
Thegainofsuchaconvictionistoamanenoughtooutweighinfinitelyanylossthatevenhisunworthinesscanhavecausedhim;
foritinvolvessomeperceptionoftheworthinessofthetruth,andmakeswayfortheutterconsolationwhichthebirthofthattruthinhimselfwillbring。AsyetMr。Galbraithwasbutoverwhelmedwithcareforaselfwhich,sofarashehadtodowiththemakingofit,wasofsmallvalueindeed,althoughinthepossibility,whichisthebirthrightofeverycreature,itwas,notlessthanthatofthewretchedestofdog-lickedLazaruses,ofavaluebyhimselfunsuspectedandinappreciable。Thatheshouldbehavesocruellytohisonechild,wasnotunnaturaltothatselfwithwhichhewassomuchoccupied:failurehadweakenedthatcommandofbehaviourwhichsofrequentlygainsthecreditbelongingonlytojusticeandkindness,andatemperwhichneverwasgood,butalwaysfeelingthechain,wasreadyatoncetoshowitsuglyteeth。Hewasaproudman,whosepridewasalwayscatchingcoldfromhisheart。Hemighthavelivedahundredyearsinthesamehousewithachildthatwasnothisown,withoutfeelingforherasinglemovementofaffection。
TheservantsfoundmorechangeinhimthanGinevradid;hisrelationswiththem,ifnotbetterconceivedthanhispaternalones,hadbeenlessevidentlydefective。Nowhefoundfaultwitheveryone,sothatevenJosephdaredhardlyopenhismouth,andsaidhemustgivewarning。Thedayafterhisarrival,havingspentthemorningwithAnguswalkingovercertainfields,muchdesired,heknew,ofaneighbouringproprietor,inwardlycalculatingtheutmosthecouldventuretoaskforthemwithachanceofselling,hescoldedGinevraseverelyonhisreturnbecauseshehadnothadlunch,buthadwaitedforhim;whereasalittlereflectionmighthaveshownhimshedarednottakeitwithouthim。Naturally,therefore,shecouldnotnoweat,becauseofacertainsensationinherthroat。Theinstanthesawshewasnoteating,heorderedheroutoftheroom:hewouldhavenosuchairsinhisfamily!,Bytheendoftheweek——hearrivedontheTuesday——suchasenseofestrangementpossessedGinevra,thatshewouldturnonthestairandrunupagain,ifsheheardherfather’svoicebelow。Heraversiontomeetinghim,hebecameawareof,andfeltrelievedinregardtothewronghewasdoinghiswife,byreflectinguponherdaughter’sbehaviourtowardshim;forhehadastrongconstitutionalsenseofwhatwasfair,andaconsciencedisobeyedbecomesacancer。
Inthisevilmoodhereceivedfromsomeone——allhislifeDonalbelieveditwasFergus——ahintconcerningtherelationsbetweenhisdaughterandhistenant’sherd-boy。Todescribehisfeelingsatthebarefactthatsuchahintwaspossible,wouldbemorelabourthantheresultwouldrepay——What!hisownfleshandblood,theheiressofGlashruach,derivepleasurefromtheboorishtalkofsuchacompanion!,Itcouldnotbetrue,whenthemerethought,withoutthebeliefofit,filledhimwithsuchindignation!,Hewasoverwhelmedwitharighteousdisgust。Hedidhimselfthejusticeofmakinghimselfcertainbeforehetookmeasures;butheneverthoughtofdoingthemthejusticeofacquaintinghimselffirstwiththenatureoftheintercoursetheyheld。Butitmatteredlittle;forhewouldhavefoundnothinginthattogivehimsatisfaction,evenifthethingitselfhadnotbeenoutrageous。Hewatchedandwaited,andmorethanoncepretendedtogofromhome:atlastonemorning,fromthelarch-wood,hesawtheunnaturalgirlseatedwithhermaidonthebankoftheriver,thecow-herdreadingtothem,andontheothersidethedumbidiotlyinglistening。Hewasalmostbesidehimself——withwhat,Icanhardlydefine。Inaloudvoiceofbarecommandhecalledtohertocometohim。WithaglanceofterroratNiciesherose,andtheywentupthroughthelarchestogether。
Iwillnotspendmylabouruponareproductionoftheverbaltorrentofwrath,woundeddignity,disgust,andcontempt,withwhichthefatherassailedhisshrinking,delicate,honest-mindedwoman-child。
ForNicie,hedismissedheronthespot。Notanothernightwouldheendureherinthehouse,afterherabominablebreachofconfidence!,Shehadtodepartwithoutevenagood-byefromGinevra,andwenthomeweepingingreatdreadofwhathermotherwouldsay。
“Lassie,“saidJanet,whensheheardherstory,“gienonybodybetoblameit’smysel’;foryelootmekenyegaedwhileswi’yerbonniemissietohaeanewswi’Donal,an’Isawan’seenoucht’at’swrangintill’t。Butthefowko’thiswarl’hasitherw’yso’jeedgin’o’
things,an’Imaunbethinkmysel’whatlessono’theserpent’swisdomIhaetolearnfrae’t。Ye’rewalcomehame,mybonnielass。
YekenIayekeeptheweeclosetreadyforonyo’ye’atmichtcomeohnexpeckit。”
Nicie,however,hadnotlongtooccupythecloset,forthoseofherbreedwereindemandinthecountry。
CHAPTERXXXII。
PROLOGUE。
EversincehebecameadwellerintheairofGlashgar,Gibbie,mindfulofhisfirstvisitthereto,andofhisgrandexperienceonthatoccasion,hadbeeninthehabit,asoftenashesawreasontoexpectathunder-storm,andhisdutieswouldpermit,ofascendingthemountain,andthereonthecrestofthegranitepeak,awaitingthearrivalofthetumult。Everythingantagonisticintheboy,everythingthatcouldnaturallyfindrelief,orpleasure,orsimpleoutcome,inresistanceorcontention,debarredasitwasbytheexuberanceofhislovingkindnessfromobtainingsatisfactionoralleviationinstrifewithhisfellows,founditwhereverhecouldencountertheforcesofNature,inpersonalwrestlewiththemwherepossible,andalwaysinwildestsympathywithanyuproaroftheelements。Theabsenceofpersonalityinthemallowedtheco-existenceofsympathyandantagonisminrespectofthem。Exceptthosetruthsawakingdelightatoncecalmandprofound,ofwhichsofewknowthepower,andthedirectinfluenceofhumanrelation,Gibbie’semotionaljoywasmorestirredbystormthanbyanythingelse;andwithallformsofithewassofamiliarthat,youngashewas,hehadunconsciouslybeguntogeneralizeonitsphases。
TowardstheeveningofawondrouslyfinedayinthebeginningofAugust——aperfectdayofsummerinhermatronlybeauty,itbegantorain。AllthenextdaytheslopesandstairsofGlashgarwerealternatelyglowinginsunshine,andsweptwithheavyshowers,drivenslantinginstronggustsofwindfromthenorthwest。Howoftenhewaswetthroughanddriedagainthatday,Gibbiecouldnothavetold。Heworesolittlethateithertookbutafewmoments,andhewasalwaysreadyforachange。Thewindandtheraintogetherwerecold,butthatonlyservedtoletthesunshinedeeperintohimwhenitreturned。
Intheafternoontherewaslesssun,morerain,andmorewind;andatlastthesunseemedtogiveitup;thewindgrewtoahurricane,andtherainstrovewithitwhichshouldinhabitthespace。Thewholeupperregionwaslikeahugemortar,inwhichthewindwasthepestle,and,withinnumerablegyres,vainlygroundattherain。
Gibbiedrovehissheeptotherefugeofapenonthelowerslopeofavalleythatranatrightanglestothewind,wheretheywereshelteredbyarockbehind,formingonesideoftheenclosure,anddykesofloosestones,formingtheothers,ataheighttherewasnotraditionofanyfloodhavingreached。Hethenwenthome,andhavingtoldRobertwhathehaddone,andhadhissupper,setoutintheearly-failinglight,toascendthemountain。Agreatthunder-stormwasathand,andwascallinghim。Itwasalmostdarkbeforehereachedthetop,butheknewthesurfaceofGlashgarnearlyaswellasthefloorofthecottage。Justashehadfoughthiswaytothecrestofthepeakinthefaceofoneofthefiercestoftheblastsabroadthatnight,asuddenrushoffiremadetheheavenslikethesmoke-filledvaultofanoven,andatoncethethunderfollowed,inasuccessionofsinglesharpexplosionswithoutanyrollbetween。Themountainshookwiththewindyshocks,butthefirstofthethunder-stormwastheworst,anditsoonpassed。Thewindandtheraincontinued,andthedarknesswasfilledwiththerushofthewatereverywherewildlytearingdownthesidesofthemountain。Thusheavenandearthheldcommunicationintorrentsallthenight。Downthesteepsofthelimpidairtheyrantothehardsidesofthehills,whereatonce,asiftheywerenolongerathome,anddidnotlikethechange,theybegantoworkmischief。TotheearsandheartofGibbietheirnoiseswereamassofbrokenmusic。Everyspringandautumnthefloodscame,andheknewthem,andtheywerewelcometohimintheirseasons。
Itrequiredsomecaretofindhiswaydownthroughthedarknessandthewaterstothecottage,butashewasneitherinfearnorinhaste,hewasinlittledanger,andhishandsandfeetcouldpickoutthepathwherehiseyeswereuseless。Whenatlengthhereachedhisbed,itwasnotforalongtimetosleep,buttolieawakeandlistentotheragingofthewindallaboutandaboveandbelowthecottage,andtherushingofthestreamsdownpastitoneveryside。
Tohisimaginationitwasasifhelayintheverybedofthechannelbywhichthewatersofheavenwereshootingtothevalleysoftheearth;andwhenhefellasleepatlast,hisdreamwasoftherushoftheriverofthewateroflifefromunderthethroneofGod;
andhesawmendrinkthereof,andeveryoneashedrankstraightwayknewthathewasonewiththeFather,andonewitheverychildofhisthroughouttheinfiniteuniverse。
Hewoke,andwhatremainedofhisdreamwasloveinhisheart,andinhisearsthesoundofmanywaters。Itwasmorning。Herose,and,dressinghastily,openedthedoor。Whatapictureofgreystormroseoutspreadbeforehim!,Thewindfiercelyinvadedthecottage,thickchargedwithwater-drops,andsteppingoutheshutthedoorinhaste,lestitshouldblowupontheoldpeopleinbedandwakethem。Hecouldnotseefaronanyside,fortherainthatfell,andthemistandsteamthatrose,uponwhichthewindseemedtohavenopower;butwhereverhedidsee,therewaterwasrunningdown。Upthemountainhewent——hecouldhardlyhavetoldwhy。
Once,foramoment,asheascended,theveilofthevapoureitherrose,orwastornasunder,andhesawthegreatwetgleamoftheworldbelow。Bythetimehereachedthetop,itwasaslightasitwasalltheday;butitwaswithadullyellowglare,asifthesunwereobscuredbythesmokeandvaporousfumesofaburningworldwhichtherainhadbeensenttoquench。Itwasawild,hopelessscene——asifGodhadturnedhisfaceawayfromtheworld,andallNaturewasthereforedrownedintears——noRachelweepingforherchildren,butthewholecreationcryingfortheFather,andrefusingtobecomforted。Gibbiestoodgazingandthinking。DidGodliketolookatthestormhemade?,IfJesusdid,wouldhehaveleftitallandgonetosleep,whenthewindandwaveswerehowling,andflingingtheboataboutlikeatoybetweenthem?,Hemusthavebeentired,surely!,Withwhat?,ThenfirstGibbiesawthatperhapsittiredJesustohealpeople;thateverytimewhatcuredmanorwomanwaslifethatwentoutofhim,andthathemissedit,perhaps——notfromhisheart,butfromhisbody;andifitwereso,thenitwasnowonderifhesleptinthemidstofarightsplendidstorm。AnduponthatGibbierememberedwhatSt。Matthewsaysjustbeforehetellsaboutthestorm——that“hecastoutthespiritswithhisword,andhealedallthatweresick,thatitmightbefulfilledwhichwasspokenbyEsaiastheprophet,saying,Himselftookourinfirmities,andbareoursicknesses。”
Thatmomentitseemedasifhemustbehimselfinsomewave-tossedboat,andnotuponamountainofstone,forGlashgargaveagreatheaveunderhim,thenrockedandshookfromsidetosidealittle,andsettleddownsostillandsteady,thatmotionandthemountainseemedagaintwoideasthatnevercouldbepresenttogetherinanymind。Thenextinstantcameanexplosion,followedbyafrightfulroaringandhurling,asofmingledwaterandstones;andonthesideofthemountainbeneathhimhesawwhat,throughthemist,lookedlikeacloudofsmokeordustrisingtoaheight。Hedartedtowardsit。Ashedrewnearer,thecloudseemedtocondense,andpresentlyhesawplainlyenoughthatitwasagreatcolumnofwatershootingupandoutfromthefaceofthemountain。Itsankandroseagain,withthealternationofahugepulse:themountainwascracked,andthroughthecrack,witheverythrobofitsheart,thelife-bloodofthegreathulloftheworldseemedbeatingout。Alreadyithadscatteredmassesofgravelonallsides,anddownthehillariverwasshootinginsheercataract,ravingandtearing,andcarryingstonesandrockswithitlikefoam。Stillandstillitpulsedandrushedandran,born,likeanotherXanthus,ariverfull-grown,fromtheheartofthemountain。
SuddenlyGibbie,inthemidstofhisastonishmentandawfuldelight,notedthepathofthenewstream,andfromhisknowledgeofthefaceofthemountain,perceivedthatitscoursewasdirectforthecottage。Downthehillheshotafterit,asifitwereawildbeastthathisfaulthadfreedfromitscage。Hewasnotterrified。OnebelievinglikehimintheperfectLoveandperfectWillofaFatherofmen,asthefactoffacts,fearsnothing。Fearisfaithlessness。
Butthereissolittlethatisworthythenameoffaith,thatsuchaconfidencewillappeartomostnotmerelyincrediblebutheartless。TheLordhimselfseemsnottohavebeenveryhopefulaboutus,forhesaid,WhentheSonofmancometh,shallhefindfaithontheearth?,Aperfectfaithwouldliftusabsolutelyabovefear。Itisinthecracks,crannies,andgulfyfaultsofourbelief,thegapsthatarenotfaith,thatthesnowofapprehensionsettles,andtheiceofunkindnessforms。
Thetorrenthadalreadywornforitselfachannel:whatearththerewas,ithadsweptcleanawaytotherock,andtheloosestonesithadthrownupaside,orhurledwithitinitsheadlongcourse。ButasGibbieboundedalong,followingitwithaspeedalmostequaltoitsown,hewascheckedinthemidstofhisheartyhastebythesight,afewyardsaway,ofanotherliketerror——anothertorrentissuingfromthesideofthehill,andrushingtoswellthevalleystream。Anotherandanotherhesaw,withgrowingwonder,asheran;
beforehereachedhomehepassedsomesixoreight,andhadbeguntothinkwhetheraseconddelugeofthewholeworldmightnotbeathand,commencingthistimewithScotland。Twoofthemjoinedtheonehewasfollowing,andhehadtocrossthemashecould;theothershesawnearandfartheroff——onefoamingdeliveranceafteranother,issuingfromtheentrailsofthemountain,likeimprisoneddemons,that,brokenfromtheirbonds,rantoravagetheworldwiththeaccumulatedhateofdreariestcenturies。Nowandthenahugeboulder,loosenedfromitsbedbythetrailofthisorthatwateryserpent,wouldgorolling,leaping,boundingdownthehillbeforehim,andjustintimeheescapedonethatcamespringingafterhimasifitwerealivingthingthatwantedtodevourhim。NorwasGlashgartheonlytorrent-bearingmountainofGormgarnetthatday,thoughtherainpreventedGibbiefromseeinganythingofwhattherestofthemweredoing。Thefountainsofthegreatdeepwerebrokenup,andseemedrushingtogethertodrowntheworld。Andstillthewindwasraging,andtheraintumblingtotheearth,ratherinsheetsthaninstreams。
Gibbieatlengthforsookthebankofthenewtorrenttotakethenearestwayhome,andsoonreachedthepointwhencefirst,returninginthatdirection,healwayslookedtoseethecottage。Foramomenthewasutterlybewildered:nocottagewastobeseen。Fromthetopoftherockagainstwhichitwasbuilt,shotthewholemassofthewaterhehadbeenpursuing,nowdarkwithstonesandgravel,nowgreywithfoam,orglassyintheluridlight。
“OJesusChrist!”hecried,anddartedtotheplace。Whenhecamenear,tohisamazementtherestoodthelittlehouseunharmed,theverycentreofthecataract!,Forafewyardsonthetopoftherock,thetorrenthadanearlyhorizontalchannel,alongwhichitrushedwithunabatedspeedtotheedge,andthenceshotcleanoverthecottage,droppingonlyadribbleofrainontherooffromtheundersideofitshalf-arch。Thegardengroundwasgone,sweptcleanfromthebarerock,whichmadeafinesmoothshootforthewateralongdistanceinfront。Hedartedthroughthedrizzleandspray,reachedthedoor,andliftedthehatch。ThesamemomentheheardJanet’svoiceinjoyfulgreeting。
“Noo,noo!comeawa’,laddie,“shesaid。“Whawadhaethouchtwewadhaetolea’therocktowinooto’thewater?,We’rebutwaitin’youtogang——Come,Robert,we’llawa’doonthehill。”
Shestoodinthemiddleoftheroominherbestgown,asifshehadbeengoingtochurch,herBible,agood-sizedoctavo,underherarm,withawhitehandkerchieffoldedroundit,andherumbrellainherhand。
“Hethatbelievethshallnotmakehaste,“shesaid,“buthemaunnatempttheLord,aither。Drinkthatmilk,Gibbie,an’pitabannocki’yerpooch,an’comeawa’。”
Robertrosefromtheedgeofthebed,staffinhand,readytoo。HealsowasinhisSundayclothes。Oscar,whocouldmakenochangeofattire,butwasalwaysready,andhadbeenstandinglookingupinhisfaceforthelasttenminutes,waggedhistailwhenhesawhimrise,andgotoutofhisway。Onthetableweretheremainsoftheirbreakfastofoat-cakeandmilk——thefireJanethadleftonthehearthwasaspongymassofpeat,aswetasthewinterbeforeitwasdugfromthebog,sotheyhadhadnoporridge。Thewaterkeptcominginsplashesdownthelum,thehillocksofthefloorwereslimy,andinthehollowslittlelakesweregathering:thelowestfilmofthetorrent-waterrandowntherockbehind,andmakingitswaybetweenrockandroof,threatenedsoontorendertheplaceuninhabitable。
“What’stheeeseo’lo’denin’yersel’wi’theumbrell?”saidRobert。
“Ye’llgetita’drookitdrenched。”
“Ow,I’lljisttakit,“repliedJanet,withalaughinacknowledgmentofherhusband’sfun;“it’llhaudtherainohnblin’tme。”
“That’sgienyebeabletohauditup。Idoobtthewin’’llbeowersairupo’’t。I’mthinkin’,though,it’llbemairtohaudyerbeukdry!”
Janetsmiledandmadenodenial。
“Noo,Gibbie,“shesaid,“yegangan’lowseCrummie。Butye’llhaetoleadher。Shewinnabetocawinsicawin’’sthis,an’noplainro’daforeher。”
“Whaurdivyethinko’gauin’?”askedRobert,who,satisfiedasusualwithwhatevermightbeinhiswife’smind,hadnottillthismomentthoughtofaskingherwhereshemeanttotakerefuge。
“Ow,we’lljistmakfortheMains,gienyebeagreeable,Robert,“
sheanswered。“It’stherewebelangtill,an’inwatherlikethisnaebodywadrefeesebieldtillabeggar,notosayMistressJeantillherainfowk。”
Withthatsheledthewaytothedoorandopenedit。