THEEARRING。
“Comeooto’thegutter,yenickum!”cried,inharsh,half-masculinevoice,awomanstandingonthecurbstoneofashort,narrow,dirtylane,atrightanglestoanimportantthoroughfare,itselfnoneofthewidestorcleanest。Shewasdressedindarkpetticoatandprintwrapper。Oneofhershoeswasdownattheheel,anddiscoveredagreatholeinherstocking。Hadherblackhairbeenbrushedanddisplayed,itwouldhaverevealedathreadyglitterofgrey,butallthatwasnowvisibleofitwasonlytwoorthreeuntidytressesthatdroppedfromunderacapofblacknetandgreenribbons,whichlookedasifshehadsleptinit。Herfacemusthavebeenhandsomewhenitwasyoungandfresh;butwasnowbeginningtolooktattooed,thoughwhetherthecolourwasfromwithoutorfromwithin,itwouldhavebeenhardtodetermine。Herblackeyeslookedresolute,almostfierce,aboveherstraight,well-formednose。Yetevidentlycircumstanceclavefasttoher。Shehadneverrisenaboveit,andwasnowplainlysubjectedtoit。
Aboutthirtyyardsfromher,onthefarthersideofthemainstreet,andjustoppositethemouthofthelane,achild,apparentlyaboutsix,butinrealityabouteight,wasdownonhiskneesrakingwithbothhandsinthegreydirtofthekennel。Atthewoman’scryheliftedhishead,ceasedhissearch,raisedhimself,butwithoutgettingup,andlookedather。Theywerenotableeyesoutofwhichhelooked——ofsuchadeepbluewerethey,andhavingsuchlonglashes;butmorenotablefarfromtheirexpression,thenatureofwhich,althoughacertainwitcheryofconfidencewasatoncediscoverable,wasnottobedeterminedwithoutthehelpofthewholeface,whosediffusedmeaningseemedinthemtodeepenalmosttospeech。Whateverwasattheheartofthatexpression,itwassomethingthatenticedquestionandmightwantinvestigation。Thefaceaswellastheeyeswaslovely——notveryclean,andnottooregularforhopeofafinedevelopment,butchieflyremarkablefromageneraleffectofsomethingIcanonlycallluminosity。Thehair,whichstuckoutfromhisheadineverydirection,likearoundfurcap,wouldhavebeenofthered-goldkind,haditnotbeensunburnedintoasortofhumanhay。Anoddcreaturealtogetherthechildappeared,as,shakingthegutter-dropsfromhislittledirtyhands,hegazedfromhisbarekneesonthecurbstoneatthewomanofrebuke。Itwasbutforamoment。Thenexthewasdown,rakinginthegutteragain。
Thewomanlookedangry,andtookastepforward;butthesoundofasharpimperativelittlebellbehindher,madeherturnatonce,andre-entertheshopfromwhichshehadjustissued,followingamanwhosepushingthedoorwiderhadsetthebellringing。Abovethedoorwasasmallboard,nearlysquare,uponwhichwaspaintedinlead-colouronablackgroundthewords,“Licensedtosellbeer,spirits,andtobaccotobedrunkonthepremises。”,Therewasnoothersign。“Them’atlikesmywhusky’illnoayebespeerin’myname,“saidMistressCroale。Asthedaywentonshewouldhavemoreandmorecustomers,andintheeveningontomidnight,herparlourwouldbewellfilled。Thenshewouldbealwaysathand,andthespringofthebellwouldbeturnedasidefromtheimpactoftheopeningdoor。Nowthebellwasneedfultorecallherfromhouseaffairs。
“Thelikin’’atcraturshisforcleandirt!,He’sbeenatitthishalehalf-hoor!”shemurmuredtoherselfasshepouredfromablackbottleintoapewtermeasureagillofwhiskyforthepale-facedtoperwhostoodontheothersideofthecounter:fargoneinconsumption,hecouldnotgetthroughtheforenoonwithouthismorning。“Iwadlike,“shewenton,asshereplacedthebottlewithouthavingspokenawordtohercustomer,whosedeparturewasnowannouncedwiththesameboisterousalacrityashisarrivalbytheshrill-tonedbell——“Iwadlike,for’sfather’ssake,honestman!
tothrawGibbie’slug。Thatlikin’fordirtIcannafathomnorbide。”
Meantimetheboysattentionseemedentirelyabsorbedinthegutter。
Whatevervehiclepassedbeforehim,whateverfootstepsbehind,heneverliftedhishead,butwentcreepingslowlyonhiskneesalongthecurbstillsearchingdowntheflowofthesluggish,nearlymotionlesscurrent。
Itwasagreymorningtowardsthecloseofautumn。Thedaysbeganandendedwithafog,butoftenbetween,asgoldenasunshineglorifiedthestreetsofthegreycityasanythatripenedpurplegrapes。To-daythemisthadlastedlongerthanusual——hadriseninsteadofdispersing;butnowitwasthinning,andatlength,likeaslowblossomingofthesky-flower,thesuncamemeltingthroughthecloud。Betweenthegablesoftwohouses,arayfelluponthepavementandthegutter。Itlaythereaverytypeofpurity,sopurethat,restwhereitmight,itdestroyedeveryshadowofdefilementthatsoughttominglewithit。Suddenlytheboymadeadartuponallfours,andpouncedlikeacreatureofpreyuponsomethinginthekennel。Hehadfoundwhathehadbeenlookingforsolong。Hesprangtohisfeetandboundedwithitintothesun,rubbingitasheranuponwhathehadfortrousers,ofwhichtherewasnothingbelowthekneesbutafewstreamers,andnothingabovethekneesbutthebodyofthegarment,whichhadbeen——Iwillnotsaymadefor,butlastwornbyaboythreetimeshissize。Hisfeet,ofcourse,werebareaswellashiskneesandlegs。Butthoughtheyweredirty,red,andrough,theywerenicelyshapedlittlelegs,andthefeetweredainty。
ThesunbeamshesoughtcamedownthroughthesmokyairlikeaJacob’sladder,andhestoodatthefootofitlikealittleprodigalangelthatwantedtogohomeagain,butfeareditwastoomuchinclinedforhimtomanagetheascentinthepresentconditionofhiswings。Butallhedidwantwastoseeinthelightofheavenwhatthegutterhadyieldedhim。Hehelduphisfindintheradianceandregardeditadmiringly。Itwasalittleearringofamethyst-colouredglass,andinthesunlookedlovely。Theboywasinanecstasyoverit。Herubbeditonhissleeve,suckedittoclearitfromthelastofthegutter,andheldituponcemoreinthesun,where,forafewblissfulmoments,hecontemplateditspeechless。Hethencausedittodisappearsomewhereabouthisgarments——Iwillnotventuretosayinapocket——andranoff,hislittlebarefeetsoundingthud,thud,thudonthepavement,andthecollarofhisjacketstickinghalfwayupthebackofhishead,andthreateningtorubitbareasheran。Throughstreetafterstreethesped——allbuiltofgranite,allwithflaggedfootways,andallpavedwithgraniteblocks——ahard,severecity,notbeautifulorstatelywithitsthick,grey,sparklingwalls,forthehouseswerenothigh,andthewindowsweresmall,yetinthebetterparts,nevertheless,handsomeaswellasmassiveandstrong。
Totheboythegreatcitywasbutahouseofmanyrooms,allforhisuse,hissport,hislife。Hedidnotknowmuchofwhatlaywithinthehouses;butthatonlyaddedthejoyofmysterytopossession:
theywerejewel-closets,treasure-caves,indeed,withsecretfountainsoflife;andeverystreetwasachannelintowhichtheyoverflowed。
Itwasinoneofquiteathird-ratesortthattheurchinatlengthceasedhistrot,anddrewupatthedoorofabaker’sshop——adivideddoor,openinginthemiddlebyalatchofbrightbrass。Butthechilddidnotliftthelatch——onlyraisedhimselfontiptoebythehelpofitshandle,tolookthroughtheupperhalfofthedoor,whichwasofglass,intothebeautifulshop。Thefloorwasofflags,freshsanded;thecounterwasofdeal,scrubbedaswhitealmostasflour;ontheshelveswereheapedtheloavesofthemorning’sbaking,alongwithalargestoreofsconesandrollsandbaps——thelast,thebestbreadintheworld——biscuitshardandsoft,andthosebrowndiscsofdelicateflakypiecrust,knownasbuns。
Andthesmellthatcamethroughtheveryglass,itseemedtothechild,wasasthatofthetreeoflifeintheParadiseofwhichhehadneverheard。Butmostenticingofalltotheeyesofthelittlewandererofthestreetwerethepenny-loaves,hotsmokingfromtheoven——whichfactisourfirstwindowintotheorderednatureofthechild。Forthemainpointwhichmadethemmoreattractivethanalltheresttohimwas,thatsometimeshedidhaveapenny,andthatapennyloafwasthelargestthingthatcouldbehadforapennyintheshop。Sothat,lawlessashelooked,thedesiresofthechildweremoderate,andhisimaginationwroughtwithintheboundsofreason。Butnoonewhohasneverbeenblessedwithonlyapennytospendandamightyhungerbehindit,canunderstandtheinterestwithwhichhestoodthereandthroughtheglasswatchedthebread,havingnopennyandonlythehunger。Thereisatleastonepowerfulbond,thoughitmaynotalwaysawakesympathy,betweenmudlarkandmonarch——thatofhunger。Noonehasyetwrittenthepoetryofhunger——hasbuiltupinverseitsstairsofgrandascent——fromsuchhungerasGibbie’sforapenny-loafup——no,no,nottoanalderman’sfeast;thatisthewaydownthemouldycellar-stair——butupthewhitemarblescaletothehungerafterrighteousnesswhoseverylongingsarebliss。
Behindthecountersatthebaker’swife,astout,fresh-colouredwoman,lookingratherdull,butsimpleandhonest。Shewasknitting,andifnotdreaming,atleastdozingoverherwork,forsheneversawtheforeheadandeyeswhich,likeayoungascendingmoon,gazedatheroverthehorizonoftheopaquehalfofherdoor。
Therewasnogreedinthoseeyes——onlymuchquietinterest。Hedidnotwanttogetin;hadtowait,andwhilewaitingbeguiledthetimebybeholding。HeknewthatMysie,thebaker’sdaughter,wasatschool,andthatshewouldbehomewithinhalfanhour。Hehadseenherwithtear-filledeyesasshewent,hadlearnedfromherthecause,andhadinconsequenceunwittinglyrousedMrs。Croale’sanger,andbraveditwhenaroused。Butthoughhewaswaitingforher,suchwastheabsorbingpowerofthespectaclebeforehimthatheneverheardherapproachingfootsteps。
“Latmein,“saidMysie,withconsciousdignityandatouchofindignationatbeingimpededontheverythresholdofherfather’sshop。
Theboystartedandturned,butinsteadofmovingoutoftheway,begansearchinginsomemysteriousreceptaclehidintherecessesofhisrags。Alookofanxietyonceappeared,butthesamemomentitvanished,andheheldoutinhishandthelittledropofamethystinesplendour。Mysie’sfacechanged,andsheclutchediteagerly。
“That’sraleguido’ye,weeGibbie!”shecried。“Whaurdidyegetit?”
Hepointedtothekennel,anddrewbackfromthedoor。
“Ithankye,“shesaidheartily,andpressingdownthethumbstallofthelatch,wentin。
“Wha’sthatye’recolloguin’wi’,Mysie?”askedhermother,somewhatseverely,butwithoutliftinghereyesfromherwires。“Yemaunnabespeykin’toloonsi’thestreet。”
“It’sonlyweeGibbie,mither,“answeredthegirlinatoneofconfidence。
“Ouweel!”returnedthemother,“he’snolikethelaveo’loons。”
“Butwhathadyetosaytillhim?”sheresumed,asifafraidherleniencymightbetakenadvantageof。“He’snofitcompanyforthelikeso’you,’athisafatheran’mither,an’achopshop。Yemaunhaelittletosaytosicrintherootladdies。”
“Gibbiehasafather,thoughtheysayheneverhidnaemither,“saidthechild。
“Troth,afinefather!”rejoinedthemother,withasmallscornfullaugh。“Na,buthe’ssomethingtomakmentiono’!,Sicafather,lassie,asitwadbetellin’himhehadnane!,Whatsaidyetill’im?”
“Ibitthankit’im,’causeItintmydropasIgaedtotheschuili’
themornin’,an’hefan’ttillme,an’wasatthechopdoorwaitin’
togieme’tback。Theysayhe’sayefin’in’things。”
“He’saguid-hertitcratur!”saidthemother,——“forane,thatis,’at’sbeensaeillbrouchtup。”
Sherose,tookfromtheshelfalargepieceofbread,composedofmanyadheringpenny-loaves,detachedone,andwenttothedoor。
“Here,Gibbie!”shecriedassheopenedit;“here’safinepiecetoye。”
ButnoGibbiewasthere。Upanddownthestreetnotachildwastobeseen。Asandboywithadonkeycartwasthesolehumanarrangementinit。Thebaker’swifedrewback,shutthedoorandresumedherknitting。
CHAPTERII。
SIRGEORGE。
Thesunwashotforanhourortwointhemiddleoftheday,buteventhenintheshadowdweltacoldbreath——ofthewinter,orofdeath——ofsomethingthathumanityfeltunfriendly。ToGibbie,however,bare-legged,bare-footed,almostbare-bodiedashewas,sunorshadowmadesmalldifference,exceptasoneofthemusicalintervalsoflifethatmakethemelodyofexistence。Hisbarefeetknewthedifferenceontheflags,andhisheartrecognizedunconsciouslythesecretasitwereofameaningandasymbol,inthechangefromtheonetotheother,buthewasalmostashappyinthedullasinthebrightday。Hardythroughhardship,heknewnothingbetterthanaconstantgood-humouredsparringwithnatureandcircumstancefortheprivilegeofbeing,enjoyedwhatcametohimthoroughly,nevermournedoverwhathehadnot,and,liketheanimals,wasatpeace。Fortheblissoftheanimalsliesinthis,that,ontheirlowerlevel,theyshadowtheblissofthose——fewatanymomentontheearth——whodonot“lookbeforeandafter,andpineforwhatisnot,“butliveintheholycarelessnessoftheeternalnow。Gibbiebynomeansbelongedtothehigherorder,wasasyet,indeed,notmuchbetterthanaveryblessedlittleanimal。
Tohimthecitywasallashow。Heknewmanyofthepeople——someofthemwhothoughtnosmallthingsofthemselves——betterthantheywouldhavechosenheoranyoneelseshouldknowthem。Heknewalltheperipateticvendors,mostofthebakers,mostofthesmallgrocersandtradespeople。Animalashewas,hewaslayinginagreatstockforthetimewhenhewouldbesomethingmore,forthetimeofreflection,wheneverthatmightcome。Chiefly,hisexperiencewasawonderfulprovisionforthefutureperceptionofcharacter;fornowheknewtoanicetyhowanyoneofhislargeacquaintancewouldbehavetohimincircumstanceswithinthescopeofthatexperience。Ifanysuchlittlevagabondrisesinthescaleofcreation,hecarrieswithhimfromthestreetanamountofmaterialservingtotheknowledgeofhumannature,humanneed,humanaims,humanrelationsinthebusinessoflife,suchashardlyanothercanpossess。Eventhepoet,greatlywiseinvirtueofhissympathy,willscarcelyunderstandagivenhumanconditionsowellasthemanwhosevitaltentacleshavebeenincontactwithitforyears。
WhenGibbiewasnotlookinginatashop-window,orturningononeheeltotakeinallatasweep,hewasoftenestseentrotting。
Seldomhewalked。Agentletrotwasoneofhisnaturalmodesofbeing。Andthoughthisdayhehadbeenonthetrotallthesunshinethrough,nevertheless,whenthesunwasgoingdowntherewasweeGibbieuponthetrotinthechillinganddarkeningstreets。Hehadnothadmuchtoeat。Hehadbeenverynearhavingapennyloaf。
Halfacookie,whichastormychildhadthrownawaytoeasehistemper,haddonefurtherandperhapsbetterserviceineasingGibbie’shunger。Thegreen-grocerwomanattheentranceofthecourtwherehisfatherlived,agoodwaydownthesamestreetinwhichhehadfoundthelostearring,hadgivenhimasmallyellowturnip——toGibbienearlyaswelcomeasanapple。AfishwifefromFinstonewithacreelonherback,hadgivenhimallhishandscouldholdofthesea-weedcalleddulse,presumablynotfromitssweetness,althoughitisgoodeating。Shehadaddedtothegiftasmallcrab,butthathehadcarriedtotheseashoreandsetfree,becauseitwasalive。These,thehalf-cookie,theturnip,andthedulse,withthesmellofthebaker’sbread,wasallhehadhad。Ithadbeenratheroneofhismeagredays。Butitiswonderfuluponhowlittlethoserarenaturescapableofmakingthemostofthingswillliveandthrive。Thereisagreatdealmoretobegotoutofthingsthanisgenerallygotoutofthem,whetherthethingbeachapteroftheBibleorayellowturnip,andthemarvelisthatthosewhousethemostmaterialshouldsooftenbethosethatshowtheleastresultinstrengthorcharacter。Asuperstitiouspriest-riddenCatholicmay,inthekingdomofheaven,behighbeyondsightofonewhocountshimselfthebroadestofEnglishchurchmen。
TrulyGibbiegotnofatoutofhisfood,buthegotwhatwasfarbetter。Whathecarried——Icanhardlysayunderorin,butalongwiththoseragsofhis,wasallmuscle——small,buthard,andhealthy,andknottinguplikewhipcord。Therearealldegreesofhealthinpovertyaswellasinriches,andGibbie’shealthwassplendid。Hissensesalsoweremarvellouslyacute。Ihavealreadyhintedathisgiftforfindingthings。Hiseyesweresharp,quick,androving,andthentheywentneartheground,hewassuchalittlefellow。Hissuccess,however,notalltheseconsiderationscouldwellaccountfor,andhewasregardedasbornwithaspecialluckinfinding。Idoubtifsufficientweightwasgiventothefactthat,evenwhenhewasnotsoturninghisminditstrayedinthatdirection,whence,ifanyobjectcastitsreflectedraysonhisretina,thoseraysneverfailedtoreachhismindalso。Ononeoccasionhepickedupthepocket-bookagentlemanhadjustdropped,and,inmingledfunanddelight,wastryingtoputitinitsowner’spocketunseen,whenhecollaredhim,and,haditnotbeenforthetestimonyofayoungwomanwho,comingbehind,hadseenthewhole,wouldhavehandedhimovertothepolice。Afterall,heremainedindoubt,thethingseemedsoincredible。Hedidgivehimapenny,however,whichGibbieatoncespentuponaloaf。
Itwasnotfromanynotionsofhonesty——heknewnothingaboutit——thathealwaysdidwhathecouldtorestorethethingshefound;
thehabitcamefromquiteanothercause。Whenhehadnocluetotheowner,hecarriedthethingfoundtohisfather,whogenerallyletitlieawhile,andatlength,ifitwasofnatureconvertible,turneditintodrink。
WhileGibbiethuslivedinthestreetslikeatownsparrow——aslikeahumanbirdwithoutstorehouseorbarnasboycouldwellbe——thehumanfatherofhimwouldalldaybesittinginacertaindarkcourt,ashardatworkasanachingheadandabloodlesssystemwouldafford。Thesaidcourtwasoffthenarrowestpartofalong,poverty-strickenstreet,bearinganameofevilomen,foritwascalledtheWiddiehill——theplaceofthegallows。Itwasenteredbyalowarchwayinthemiddleofanoldhouse,aroundwhichyetclungamustyfameofdepartedgrandeurandancientnote。Inthecourt,againstawingofthesamehouse,roseanoutsidestair,leadingtothefirstfloor;underthestairwasaricketywoodenshed;andintheshedsatthefatherofGibbie,andcobbledbootsandshoesaslongas,atthistimeoftheyear,thelightlasted。Upthatstair,andtwomoreinsidethehouse,hewenttohislodging,forhesleptinthegarret。Butwhenorhowhegottobed,GeorgeGalbraithneverknew,forthen,invariably,hewasdrunk。Inthemorning,however,healwaysfoundhimselfinit——generallywithanachinghead,andalwayswithamingleddisgustatanddesirefordrink。
Duringtheday,alas!thedisgustdeparted,whilethedesireremained,andstrengthenedwiththeapproachofevening。Alldayheworkedwithmightandmain,suchmightandmainashehad——workedasifforhislife,andalltoprocurethemeansofdeath。Nooneeversoughttotreathim,andfromnoonewouldheacceptdrink。Hewasamanofsuchinbornhonesty,thattheusurpingdemonofavilethirsthadnotevenyet,attheageofforty,beenabletocastitout。Thelastlittleglory-cloudofhisoriginwastrailingbehindhim——butyetittrailed。Doubtlessitneedsbuttimetomakeofadrunkardathief,butnotyet,evenwhenlongingwasatthehighest,wouldhehavestolenaforgottenglassofwhisky;andstill,ofteninspiteofsicknessandachesinnumerable,Georgelabouredthathemighthavewherewithtomakehimselfdrunkhonestly。Strangehonesty!,WeeGibbiewashisonlychild,butabouthimorhiswell-beinghegavehimselfalmostaslittletroubleasGibbiecausedhim!,Notthathewashard-hearted;ifhehadseenthechildinwant,hewould,atthedrunkest,havesharedhiswhiskywithhim;ifhehadfanciedhimcold,hewouldhaveputhislastgarmentuponhim;buttohiswhisky-dimmedeyesthechildscarcelyseemedtowantanything,andthethoughtneverenteredhismindthat,whileGibbiealwayslookedsmilingandcontented,hisfatherdidsolittletomakehimso。Hehadatthesametimeaverylowopinionofhimselfandhisdeservings,andjustly,forhisconsciousnesshaddwindledintolittlemorethanalivethirst。Hedidnotdowellforhimself,neitherdidmenpraisehim;andheshamefullyneglectedhischild;butinonerespect,andthatamostimportantone,hedidwellbyhisneighbours:hegavethebestofwork,andmadethelowestofcharges。Innootherwaywasheformuchgood。AndyetI
wouldratherbethatdrunkencobblerthanmanya“fairprofessor,“
asBunyancallshim。Agraspingmerchantranksinfinitelylowerthansuchadrunkencobbler。ThankGod,theSonofManisthejudge,andtohimwillwepleadthecauseofsuch——yea,andofworsethanthey——forHewilldoright。Itmaybewellfordrunkardsthattheyaresocialoutcasts,butistherenointercessiontobemadeforthem——noexcusetobepleaded?,Alas!thepoorwretcheswouldstormthekingdomofpeacebytheinspirationoftheenemy。LetustrytounderstandGeorgeGalbraith。Hisveryexistencethesenseofasunless,dreary,cold-windeddesert,hewasevermoreconfronted,inallhisresolvesafterbetterment,bytheknowledgethatwiththefirsteagermouthfulofthestrangeelement,arosydawnwouldbegintoflushthesky,amistofgreentocoverthearidwaste,awindofsongtorippletheair,andatlengththemiseryofthedaywouldvanishutterly,andthenightthrobwithdreams。ForGeorgewasbynaturenocommonman。Athearthewasapoet——weakenough,butcapableofendlessdelight。Thetimehadbeenwhennowandthenhereadagoodbookanddreamednobledreams。Evenyetthestuffofwhichsuchdreamsaremade,flutteredinparticolouredragsabouthislife;andcolouriscolourevenonascarecrow。
Hehadhadagoodmother,andhisfatherwasamanofsomecharacter,bothintellectuallyandsocially。Nowandthen,itistootrue,hehadterribleboutsofdrinking;butallthetimebetweenhewasperfectlysober。Hehadgivenhissonmorethanafaireducation;andGeorge,forhispart,hadtrottedthroughthecurriculumofElphinstoneCollegenotaltogetherwithoutdistinction。Butbeyondthishisfatherhadentirelyneglectedhisfuture,notevenrevealingtohimthefact——ofwhich,indeed,hewashimselfbutdimlyaware——thatfromwilfuloversightonhispartanddesignonthatofothers,hispropertyhadallbutentirelyslippedfromhispossession。
Whilehisfatherwasyetalive,Georgemarriedthedaughterofasmalllairdinaneighbouringcounty——awomanofsomeeducation,andgreatnaturalrefinement。Hetookherhometotheancientfamilyhouseinthecity——thesameinwhichhenowoccupiedagarret,andunderwhoseouterstairhenowcobbledshoes。There,duringhisfather’slife,theylivedinpeaceandtolerablecomfort,thoughinapoorenoughway。Itwasall,eventhen,thatthewifecoulddotomakebothendsmeet;norwouldherrelations,whomshehadgrievouslyoffendedbyhermarriage,affordherthesmallestassistance。Eventhen,too,herhusbandwasontheslipperyincline;butaslongasshelivedshemanagedtokeephimwithintheboundsofwhatiscalledrespectability。Shedied,however,soonafterGibbiewasborn;andthenGeorgebegantolosehimselfaltogether。Thenextyearhisfatherdied,andcreditorsappearedwhoclaimedeverything。Mortgagedlandandhouses,withalluponandinthem,weresold,andGeorgeleftwithoutapennyoranymeansofwinningalivelihood,whilealreadyhehadlostthereputationthatmighthaveintroducedhimtoemployment。Forheavyworkhewasaltogetherunfit;andhaditnotbeenforabottlecompanion——amerry,hard-drinkingshoemaker——hewouldhavediedofstarvationorsunkintobeggary。
Thismantaughthimhistrade,andGeorgewasgladenoughtoworkatit,bothtodeadenthestingsofconscienceandmemory,andtoprocurethemeansofdeadeningthemstillfurther。Butevenherewassomethinginthewayofimprovement,forhithertohehadappliedhimselftonothing,hisbeingoneofthosedreamfulnaturescapableofbusyexertionforatime,butreadytocollapseintodisgustwitheverykindofeffort。
HowGibbiehadgotthusfaralivewasapuzzlenotacreaturecouldhavesolved。Itmusthavebeenbycharityandministrationofmorethanonehumblewoman,butnoonenowclaimedanyparticularinterestinhim——exceptMrs。Croale,andherswasnotverytender。
Itwasasadsighttosomeeyestoseehimrovingthestreets,butaninfinitelysaddersightwashisfather,evenwhenbentoverhiswork,withhishandsandarmsandkneesgoingasifforverysalvation。Whatthoughtsmightthenbevisitinghispoorworn-outbrainIcannottell;buthelookedthepalepictureofmisery。
Doinghisbesttorestoretoservicethenearlyshapelessbootsofcarterorbeggar,hewashimselffastlosingtheveryideaofhismaking,consumedheartandsoulwithahellishthirst。Forthethirstofthedrunkardisevenmoreofthesoulthanofthebody。
WhenthepoorfellowsatwithhisdrinkingcompanionsinMistressCroale’sparlour,seldomaflashbrokefromthereverieinwhichheseemedsunk,toshowinwhatregionoffancyhisspiritwandered,ortolightenthedulnessthatwouldnotunfrequentlyinvadethatforecourtofhell。Foreventhedamnedmustattimesbecomeawareofwhattheyare,andthensurelyaterriblethoughmomentaryhushmustfallupontheforsakenregion。YetthosedrinkingcompanionswouldhavemissedGeorgeGalbraith,silentashewas,andbutpoorlyresponsivetothewitandhumouroftherest;forhewasalwayscourteous,alwaysreadytosharewhathehad,neverlookingbeyondthepresenttumbler——altogetheragenial,kindly,honestnature。
Sometimes,whentwoorthreeofthemhappenedtomeetelsewhere,theywouldfalltowonderingwhythesilentmansoughttheircompany,seeinghebothcontributedsolittletothehilarityoftheevening,andseemedtoderivesolittleenjoymentfromit。ButI
believetheircompanywasnecessaryaswellasthedrinktoenablehimtoeludehisconscienceandfeastwithhisimagination。Wasitthatheknewtheyalsofoughtmiserybyinvestmentsinherbonds——thattheyalsowereofthosewhobyBeelzebubwouldcastoutBeelzebub——thereforefeltathome,andwithhisown?
CHAPTERIII。
MISTRESSCROALE。
Thehouseatwhichtheymethadyetnotalittlecharacterremaining。MistressCroalehadcomeinforaderivedworthiness,inthememory,yetlingeringabouttheplace,ofaworthyauntdeceased,andalwaysencouragedinherselfavagueideaofobligationtoliveuptoit。Henceshehadmadeitaruletosupplydrinkonlysolongashercustomerskeptdecent——thatis,solongastheydidnotquarrelaloud,andputherindangerofavisitfromthepolice;tellsuchtalesasoffendedhermodesty;utteroathsofanypeculiarlyatrociousquality;ordefametheSabbathDay,theKirk,ortheBible。Ontheseterms,andsolongastheypaidforwhattheyhad,theymightgetasdrunkastheypleased,withoutthesmallestoffencetoMistressCroale。Butiftheleastunquestionableinfringementofherrulesoccurred,shewouldpounceupontheshamelessonewithsuddenandsharpreproof。Idoubtnotthat,sodoing,shecherishedahopeofrecommendingherselfabove,andmakingdepositsinviewofacomingbalance-sheet。Theresultforthislifesofarwas,that,bytheseclaimstorespectability,shehadgatheredaclient鑜eofdouce,well-disposeddrunkards,whorarelygaveheranytroublesolongastheywereinthehousethoughsometimesshehadreasontobeanxiousaboutthefateofindividualsofthemaftertheyleftit。
Anotherpeculiarityinhergovernmentwasthatshewouldrarelygivedrinktoawoman。“Na,na,“shewouldsay,“whathasawumantodeewi’strongdrink!,Latthemendeeastheylike,wecannahelpthem。”,Shemadeexceptioninbehalfofherpersonalfriends;and,forherself,wasinthewayofsipping——onlysipping,privately,onaccountofher“trouble,“shesaid——bywhichshemeantsomecomplaint,speakingofitasifitweregenerallyknown,althoughofthenatureofitnobodyhadanidea。Thetruthwasthat,likehercustomers,shealsowasgoingdownthehill,justifyingtoherselfeverystepofherdescent。Untillately,shehadbeeninthewayofgoingregularlytochurch,andshedidgooccasionallyyet,andalwaystooktheyearlysacrament;buttheonlyresultseemedtobethatsheaboundedthemoreinfindingjustifications,or,wheretheywerenottobehad,excuses,forallshedid。Probablythestirringofherconsciencemadethisthemorenecessarytoherpeace。
IftheLordweretoappearinpersonamongstus,howmuchwouldthesightofhimdoforthesinnersofourday?,IamnotsurethatmanylikeMistressCroalewouldnotgotohim。Shewasnotabadwoman,butslowlyandsurelygrowingworse。
Thatmorning,assoonasthecustomerwhoseentrancehadwithdrawnherfromherdescentonGibbie,hadgulpeddownhisdram,wipedhismouthwithhisbluecottonhandkerchief,settledhisfaceintotheexpressionofadrinkofwater,gonedemurelyout,andcrossedtotheothersideofthestreet,shewouldhavereturnedtothecharge,butwaspreventedbytheimmediatelyfollowingentranceoftheRev。
ClementSclater——theministerofherparish,recentlyappointed。Hewasamanbetweenyoungandmiddle-aged,anhonestfellow,zealoustoperformthedutiesofhisoffice,butwithnotionsofreligionverybeggarly。HowcoulditbeotherwisewhenheknewfarmoreofwhathecalledtheDivinedecreesthanhedidofhisownheart,ortheneedsandmiseriesofhumannature?,Atthemoment,MistressCroalewasstandingwithherbacktothedoor,reachinguptoreplacetheblackbottleonitsshelf,anddidnotseethemansheheardenter。
“What’syerwull?”shesaidindifferently。
Mr。Sclatermadenoanswer,waitingforhertoturnandfacehim,whichshedidthesoonerforhissilence。Thenshesawamanunknowntoher,evidently,fromhiswhiteneckclothandfunerealgarments,aminister,standingsolemn,withwide-spreadlegs,androundeyesofdispleasure,expectingherattention。
“What’syerwull,sir?”sherepeated,withmorerespect,butlesscordialitythanatfirst。
“Ifyouaskmywill,“hereplied,withsomepomposity,forwhothathasjustgainedanobjectofambitioncanbehumble?——“itisthatyoushutupthiswhiskyshop,andbetakeyourselftoamoredecentwayoflifeinmyparish。”
“Mycertie!butye’renoblateover-modesttocrawsaeloodi’myhoose,an’that’sanearerfitnoraperris!”shecried,flaringupinwrathbothatthenatureandrudenessoftheaddress。“Alloometotellye,sir,ye’rethefirst’ateverdauredthreepmyhoosewasnoadacentane。”
“Isaidnothingaboutyourhouse。ItwasyourshopIspokeof,“
saidtheminister,notguiltlessofsubterfuge。
“An’what’smychopbutmyhoose?,Haith!myhoosewadbeo’fellsma’considerationwantin’thechop。Takyeheedo’beirin’fausewitness,sir。”
“Isaidnothing,andknownothing,againstyoursmorethananyothershopforthesaleofdrinkinmyparish。”
“TheLord’smyshepherd!,WadyeevencomparemyhoosetoJockThamson’sorJeemieDeuk’s,baithi’thisperris?”
“Mygoodwoman,——“
“Naitherbetternorwaurnormyneepers,“interruptedMistressCroale,forgettingwhatshehadjustimplied:“abodymaunlive。”
“Therearelimitseventothatmostgenerallyacceptedofallprinciples,“returnedMr。Sclater;“andIgiveyoufairwarningthatImeantodowhatIcantoshutupallsuchhousesasyoursinmyparish。Itellyouofit,notfromtheleasthopethatyouwillanticipatemebyclosing,butmerelythatnoonemaysayIdidanythinginanunderhandfashion,“
ThecalmnesswithwhichheutteredthethreatalarmedMistressCroale。Hemightrouseunmeritedsuspicion,andcausehermuchtroublebyvexatiouscomplaint,eventotheperilofherlicense。
Shemusttakeheed,andnotirritateherenemy。Instantly,therefore,shechangedhertonetooneofexpostulation。
“It’sasairpeety,doobtless,“shesaid,“’attheresudbesaemonydrouthiethrapplesi’thekingdom,sir;butdrouthmaundrink,an’
yeken,sir,gienitwarhaudenfraethem,theywadbutseedeilsan’cuttheirthrots。”
“They’reliketoseedeilsonygaiter’lang,“retortedtheminister,relapsingintothevernacularforamoment。
“Ow,deedmaybe,sir!bute’enthedeilsthemselswarjustifeedi’
theirobjectiontobein’committedtotheiraincompanyaforetheirtime。”
Mr。Sclatercouldnothelpsmilingatthewoman’sreadiness,andthatwasapointgainedbyher。AnacquaintancewithScripturegoesfarwithaScotchecclesiastic。Besides,themanhadaredeemingsenseofhumour,thoughhedidnotknowhowtoprizeit,notbelievingitagiftofGod。
“It’strue,mywoman,“heanswered。“Ay!itsaidsomethingforthem,deils’attheywar,’attheypreferredtheswine。Buteventheswinecudnabidethem!”
Encouragedbythecondescensionoftheremark,butdisinclinedtofollowthepathofreflectionitindicated,MistressCroaleventuredalittlefartheruponherown。
“Yesee,sir,“shesaid,“aslang’sthere’swhusky,itwulltakthethrot-ro’d。It’sthenaitralw’yo’’t,yesee,torindoon,an’
it’snomainnero’usegangin’againnatur。Sae,allooin’thethingmaunbe,ye’llhaetillalloolikewise,an’it’satrouthI’mtellin’ye,sir,’atit’so’naesma’consequencetothetoon’atthedruckencraturssudfillthemselswi’dacency——an’that’swhatI
seetill。Gangnatothemagistrate,sir;butassune’syehaegottentestimony——guidtestimonythough,sir——’atthere’sbeendisorderorimmorawlityi’myhoose,comeyetome,an’I’llgieyemyhan’topaperon’tthismeenute,’atI’llgieupmychop,an’
lea’yerperris——an’mayyesunegetabetteri’myplace。Sir,I’mlikeamithertothepuirbodies!,An’ginyedrivethemtoJockThamson’s,orJeemieDeuk’s,it’llbejustlike——savin’theword,I
dinnainten’’tforsweirin’,guidkens!——Isayit’lljustbedammin’themaforetheirtime,likethepuirdeils。Hech!butit’llcomesuneeneuch,an’they’remuckletobepeetied!”
“Andwhenthosevictimsofyourvileministrations,“saidtheclergyman,againmountinghiswoodenhorse,andsettingitrocking,“findthemselveswheretherewillbenowhiskytorefreshthem,wheredoyouthinkyouwillbe,MistressCroale?”
“WhaurtheLordwulls,“answeredthewoman。“Whaurthatmaybe,I
confessI’mwhileslaithtothink。OnlygienIwasyou,MaisterSclater,IwadthinktwiseaforeImadeillwaur。”
“Buthearme,MistressCroale:it’snotyourbesottedcustomersonlyIhavetocarefor。YoursoulisaspreciousinmysightasanyofwhichIshallhavetorenderanaccount。”
“AsMistressBonniman’s,forenstance?”suggestedMrs。Croale,interrogatively,andwithjusttheleasttraceofpawkinessinthetone。
Thecity,largeasitwas,wasyetnotlargeenoughtopreventaportionoftheprivateaffairsofindividualsfromcomingtobetreatedaspublicproperty,andMrs。Bonnimanwasahandsomeandrichyoungwidow,therumourofwhoseacceptablenesstoMr。SclaterhadreachedMistressCroale’searbeforeevershehadseentheministerhimself。Anunmistakableshadowofconfusioncrossedhiscountenance;whereuponwithconsiderationbothforherselfandhim,thewomanmadehastetogoon,asifshehadbutchosenherinstanceatmerestrandom。
“Na,na,sir!whatmysowlmaybeintheeyeso’myMaker,Ihaeilltellin’,“shesaid,“butdinnayethreipupo’me’atit’so’thesamevailuei’youreyesasthesowlo’sicafinebonny,winsomeleddyasyon。Introuth,“sheadded,andshookherheadmournfully,“Ihaenahadsaemonypreevileeges;an’maybeit’llbeseentill,an’mepassedowerawheeneasiernorsomefowk。”
“Iwouldn’thaveyoubuildtoomuchuponthat,MistressCroale,“
saidMr。Sclater,gladtofollowthetalkdownanotherturning,butconsiderablymoreafraidofrousingthewomanthanhehadbeenbefore。
Theremarkdroveherbehindthecategoricalstockadeofherreligiousmerits。
“Ipeymyw’y,“shesaid,withmodestfirmness。“Iputmypenny,andwhilesmysaxpence,intiltheplateatthedoorwhenIgangtothekirk——an’Iwasjistthinkin’Iwadwintherethemorn’snichtatfarest,whanIturntan’sawyestan’inthere,sir;an’littleI
thoucht——butthat’sneitherherenorthere,I’mthinkin’。ItellasfeowleesasIcan;Ineversweir,nortakthenameo’theLordinvain,angerme’atlikes;Isellnaethingbutthebestwhusky;I
neverhaebutbrothtomydennerupo’theLord’sday,an’brothcannabraktheSawbath,simmerin’awa’upo’thebaro’thegrate,an’haudin’nolassfraethekirk;Iconfess,gienyewullbespeirin’,’atIdinnareadmybuiksaeaftenasmaybeIsud;but,’deed,sir,tho’Isays’t’atsudhaudmytongue,yehaewaurfolki’yerperrisnorBenjieCroale’swidow;an’gienyewunnahaeadraptoweetyerainwhustlefortheholywarkyehaeaforeyethemorn’smornin’,Imaungangan’makmybed,forthelassislaidupwi’abealtthoom,an’Imaunnalata’thinggangtodirtan’greenbree;thoughI’msureit’sralekin’o’yetocometoluikefterme,an’that’smairnorMaisterRennie,honestgentleman,everdidmethefawvouro’,a’thetimeheministeredtheperris。Ihaenaanillnamewi’them’atkensme,sir;thatIcansaywi’acleanconscience;an’yemaykenmeweelgienyewull。An’there’sjistaethingmair,sir:IgieyemyBible-word,’atnever,gienIsawsigno’repentanceorturnin’upo’aneo’them’atpitstheirlegs’anethmytable——Wadyeluikintiltheparlour,sir?,No!——asIwassayin’,neverdidI,sin’Ikeepithoose,an’neverwadIsetmysel’
toquenchthesmokin’flax;Iwadhaenoman’sdeith,sowlorbody,lieatmydoor。”
“Well,well,MistressCroale,“saidtheminister,somewhatdazedbythecataracthehadbroughtuponhisbrain,andratherperplexedwhattosayinreplywithanyhopeofreachingher,“Idon’tdoubtawordofwhatyoutellme;butyouknowworkscannotsaveus;ourbestrighteousnessisbutasfilthyrags。”
“It’sweelIkenthat,Mr。Sclater。An’I’msureI’llbeglaidtoseeye,sir,onytimeyewaddeemethefawvourtoluikinasye’repassin’by。It’llbenonetoyershame,sir,formine’sanhonesthoose。”
“I’lldothat,MistressCroale,“answeredtheminister,gladtoescape。“Butmind,“headded,“Idon’tgiveupmypointforallthat;andIhopeyouwillthinkoverwhatIhavebeensayingtoyou——andthatseriously。”
Withthesewordshelefttheshopratherhurriedly,inevidentdreadofareply。
MistressCroaleturnedtotheshelvesbehindher,tookagainthebottleshehadreplaced,pouredoutalargehalf-glassofwhisky,andtosseditoff。Shehadbeencompelledtothinkandtalkofthingsunpleasant,andithadputher,asshesaid,a’inatrim’le。
Shewasbutoneofthemanywhogetthefueloftheirlifeinatthewrongdoor,theircomfortfromtheworld-sideoftheuniverse。
IcannottellwhetherMr。Sclaterorshewasthefartherfromthecentralheat。Thewomanhadtheadvantageinthis,thatshehadtoexpendallherforceonmereself-justification,andhadnoenergyleftforvain-glory。Itwaswithasadsighshesetabouttheworkofthehouse。Norwouldithavecomfortedhermuchtoassureherthatherswasabetterdefencethananydistillerinthecountrycouldmake。Eventhewhiskyitselfgaveherlittlerelief;itseemedtoscaldbothstomachandconscience,andshevowednevertotakeitagain。Butalas!thistimeisneverthetimeforself-denial;itisalwaysthenexttime。Abstinenceissomuchmorepleasanttocontemplateupontheothersideofindulgence!,Yetthestrugglesafterbettermentthatmanyadrunkardhasmadeinvain,would,hadhisaimbeenhighenough,havesavedhissoulfromdeath,andturnedthecharnelofhislifeintoatemple。Abjectasheis,foiledanddespised,suchaonemaynotyetbehalfsocontemptibleasmanyaso-countedrespectablememberofsociety,wholooksdownonhimfromaheighttooloftyevenforscorn。Itisnotthefirstandthelastonly,ofwhommanywillhavetochangeplaces;butthoseaswellthatcomeeverywherebetween。
CHAPTERIV。
THEPARLOUR。
Thedaywenton,andwentout,itsshortautumnalbrightnessquenchedinachillyfog。AllalongtheWiddiehill,thegaswasalightinthelow-broweddingyshops。Tothewell-to-docitizenhasteninghometothetopmostbusinessoftheday,hisdinner,theselookedtheabodesofunlovelypovertyandmeanstruggle。Eventothosebehindtheircounters,intheirbackparlours,andintheirroomsabove,everythingaboutthemlookedcommon,tomostofthem,savetheowners,wearisome。Buttoyonpale-facedstudent,glidingintheglowofhisredgown,throughthegreymistbacktohislodging,andpeepinginateveryopendoorashepasses,theyaresofullofmystery,thatgladlywouldheyieldallhehasgatheredfrombooks,foronegenuineglanceofinsightintothevitalmovementoftheheartsandhouseholdsofwhichthoseopenshopsarethesoleoutwardandvisiblesigns。Eachhouseistohimanestofhumanbirds,overwhichbroodtheeternalwingsofloveandpurpose。Onlysuchdifferentbirdsarehatchedfromthesamenest!,Andwhatanestwasthenthecityitself!——withitsuniversity,itsschools,itschurches,itshospitals,itsmissions;itshomes,itslodging-houses,itshotels,itsdrinkingshops,itshousesvilerstill;itsfactories,itsships,itsgreatsteamers;andthesamehumanitybusyinall!——herethesicklyladywalkinginthepanoplyofloveunharmedthroughthehorrorsofvicioussuffering;therethestrongmothercursingherownchildalonghalfastreetwithanintensityandvilenessofexecrationunheardelsewhere!,Thewillofthebroodingspiritmustbeagrandone,indeed,toenclosesomuchofwhatcannotbeitswill,andturnalltoitspurposeofeternalgood!,Ourknowledgeofhumanity,howmuchmoreourknowledgeoftheFatherofit,ismovingasyetbutinthefirstelements。
Inhisshedunderthestairithadbeendarkforsometime——toodarkforwork,thatis,andGeorgeGalbraithhadlightedacandle:heneverfeltatlibertytoleaveoffsolongasamanwasrecognizableinthestreetbydaylight。Butnowatlast,withasighofrelief,herose。Thehourofhisredemptionwascome,themomentofitathand。Outwardlycalm,hewaswithineagerasalovertoreachLuckyCroale’sbackparlour。Hishandtrembledwithexpectationashelaidfromittheawl,tookfrombetweenhiskneesthegreatbootonthetoeofwhichhehadbeenstitchingapatch,liftedtheyokeofhisleatherapronoverhishead,andthrewitaside。Withonehastyglancearound,asifhefearedsomeenemylurkingneartopreventhisescape,hecaughtupahatwhichlookedasifithadbeenbrushedwithgrease,pulleditonhisheadwithbothhands,steppedoutquickly,closedthedoorbehindhim,turnedthekey,leftitinthelock,andmadestraightforhisearthlyparadise——butwithchastenedstep。AllMistressCroale’scustomersmadeapointoflookingdecentinthestreet——strove,intheirveryconsciousness,tocarrytheexpressionofbeingontheirwaytotheirtea,nottheirtoddy——oriftheirtoddy,thennotthattheydesiredit,butmerelythatitwastheircustomalwaysofanafternoon:manhadnochoice——hemustfillspace,hemustoccupyhimself;andifso,whynotMistressCroale’stheplace,andtheconsumptionofwhiskytheoccupation?,Butalasfortheirwould-beseemingindifference!
Everybodyinthelane,almostintheWiddiehill,kneweveryoneofthem,andknewhimforwhathewas;knewthateverydropoftoddyhedrankwastohimastoamiserhiscountedsovereign;knewthat,asthehartforthewater-brooks,sothirstedhissouleverafteranothertumbler;thathemadehastetoswallowthelastdropsofthepresent,thathemightbeholdtheplenitudeofthenextsteamingbeforehim;that,likethemiser,healwaysunderstatedtheamountofthetreasurehehadsecured,becausethelessheacknowledged,themorehethoughthecouldclaim。
Georgewasatallman,ofgoodfigure,loosenedandbowed。Hisfacewaswellfavoured,butnotalittlewrongedbythebeardanddirtofaweek,throughwhichitgloomedhaggardandwhite。Beneathhisprojectingblackbrows,hiseyesgleameddoubtful,asawood-firewherewhiteashdimstheglow。Helookedneithertorightnorleft,butwalkedonwithmovelessdullgaze,notingnothing。
“Yon’shisainwarstenemy,“saidthekindlygrocer-wife,ashepassedherdoor。
“Ay,“respondedhercustomer,whokeptashopnearbyforoldfurniture,oranythingthathadbeenalreadyoncepossessed——“ay,I
daursay。Buteh!toseethatpuirnegleckitbairno’hisrinscoorin’abootthetoonyongait——wi’littleo’ajacketbutthecollar,an’naethingo’thebreeksbutthedoup——eh,wuman!itmaksamither’shertsairtoluikupo’’t。It’saprovidence’athismither’sweelawa’an’cannasee’t;itwadgarherturninhergrave。”
GeorgewasthefirstarrivalatMistressCroale’sthatnight。Heopenedthedooroftheshoplikeathief,andglidedsoftlyintothedimparlour,wherethecandleswerenotyetlit。Therewaslightenough,however,fromthebusylittlefireinthegratetoshowthecleansandedfloorwhichitcrossedwithflickeringshadows,thecolouredprintsandcasesofstuffedbirdsonthewalls,thefull-riggedbarquesuspendedfromthecentreoftheceiling,and,chiefofallshowsofheavenorearth,theblackbottleonthetable,withthetumblers,eachholdingitsladle,anditswineglassturnedbottomupwards。NormustIomitapartwithoutwhichtherestcouldnothavebeenawhole——thekettleofwaterthatsatonthehob,softlycrooning。ComparedwiththeplacewhereGeorgehadbeenatworkallday,thiswasindeedanearthlyparadise。NorwasthepresenceandappearanceofMistressCroaleaninsignificantelementintheparadisialcharacteroftheplace。Shewasnowinacleanwhitecapwithblueribbons。Herhairwasneatlydivided,anddrawnbackfromherforehead。Everytraceofdirtanduntidinesshaddisappearedfromherperson,whichwasoneofimportancebothinsizeandinbearing。Sheworeagownofsomedarkstuffwithbrightflowersonit,andablacksilkapron。Herfacewascomposed,almosttosadness,andthroughouttheevening,duringwhichshewaitedinpersonuponhercustomers,shecomportedherselfwithsuchdignity,thatherslowstepandstatelycarriageseemedrathertobelongtotheassistantatsomereligiousceremonythantoonewhoministeredattheorgiesofafewdrunkentradespeople。
Shewasseatedonthehorsehairsofainthefire-twilight,waitingforcustomers,whenthefaceofGalbraithcamepeeringroundthedoor-cheek。
“Comeawa’ben,“shesaid,hospitably,androse。Butasshedidso,sheaddedwithalittlechangeoftone,“ButI’mthinkin’yemaunhaeforgotten,SirGeorge。ThisisSetterdaynicht,yeken;an’
gienitwartobeSundaymornin’aforeyewantoyerbed,itwadnabethefirsttime,an’yemichtnabeupeareneuchtogetyerselshavedaforekirktime。”
SheknewaswellasGeorgehimselfthatneverbyanychancedidhegotochurch;butitwashercustom,asIfancyitisthatofsomeotherbulwarksofsocietyandpillarsofthechurch,“forthesakeofexample,“Ipresume,tomakenotunfrequentallusiontocertainobservances,moral,religious,orsanatoryasiftheywerelawsthateverybodykept。
Galbraithliftedhishand,black,andembossedwithcobbler’swax,andrubbeditthoughtfullyoverhischin:heacceptedthefictionofferedhim;itwasbutthewell-knownprologuetoahebdomadalpassagebetweenthem。Whatifhedidnotintendgoingtochurchthenextday?,Wasthatanyreasonwhyheshouldnotlookalittletidierwhenhishardweek’s-workwasover,andhisnightlyhabitwasturnedintothecomparativelyharmlessindulgenceofaSaturday,insurehopeofthedayofrestbehind。
“Troth,Ididnamin’’atitwasSetterday,“heanswered。“IwussI
hadpittenonacleansark,an’washenmyface。ButIs’jistgangowertothebarber’san’getascrape,an’maybesomeo’them’illbehereorIcomeback。”
MistressCroaleknewperfectlythattherewasnocleanshirtinGeorge’sgarret。Sheknewalsothattheshirthethenwore,whichprobably,inconsiderationofhermaid’sfesteredhand,shewouldwashforhimherself,wasoneofherlatehusband’swhichshehadgivenhim。ButGeorge’sspeechwasoneofthoseformsofsoundwordsheldfastbyallwhofrequentedMistressCroale’sparlour,andbyherselfestimatedatmorethantheirworth。
ThewomanhadagenuineregardforGalbraith。Neitherthecharacternorfateofoneoftherestgaveheramoment’strouble;butinhersecretmindshedeploredthatGeorgeshoulddrinksoinordinately,andsoutterlyneglecthischildastolethimspendhislifeinthestreets。Shecomfortedherself,however,withthereflection,thatseeinghewoulddrink,hedrankwithnobadcompanions——drankatalleventswherewhatnaturalwickednessmightbeinthem,wassuppressedbythesternnessofherrule。Werehetoleaveherfold——forafoldinverytruth,andnotasty,itappearedtoher——andwanderawaytoJockThamson’sorJeemieDeuk’s,hewouldbedrawnintoloudandindecoroustalk,probablyintoquarrelanduproar。
InafewminutesGeorgereturned,anoddcontrastvisiblebetweentheupperandlowerhalvesofhisface。Hearinghisapproachshemethimatthedoor。
“Noo,SirGeorge,“shesaid,“jistganguptomyrooman’haeawash,an’pitonthesarkye’llseelyin’upo’thebed;synecomedoonan’haeyertum’lercomfortable。”
George’swholesoulwasbentuponhisdrink,butheobeyedasifshehadbeentwicehismother。Bythetimehehadfinishedhistoilet,theusualcompanywasassembled,andheappearedamongsttheminalltherespectabilityofacleanshirtandwhatpuritybesidesthegeneraladhesivenessofhistrade-materialwouldyieldtoasingleablutionlongdelayed。Theywelcomedhimall,withnod,orgrin,ormerryword,inindividualfashion,aseachsatmeasuringouthiswhisky,orpoundingattheslow-dissolvingsugar,ortastingthemixturewithcriticalsoulseatedbetweentongueandpalate。
Theconversationwasforsometimeverydull,withastrongtendencytothecensorious。Forintheircircle,notonlyweretheclaimsofrespectabilitysilentlyadmitted,buttheconductofthisandthatmanoftheiracquaintance,orofpublicnote,waspronounceduponwithunderstoodreferencetothoseclaims——nowwithsmileofincredulityorpity,nowwithheadshakeregretfulorcondemnatory——andthisallthetimethateachwasdoinghisbesttoreducehimselftoaconditioninwhichthewordconductcouldnolongerhavemeaninginreferencetohim。
Allofthem,asdidtheirhostess,addressedGalbraithasSirGeorge,andheacceptedthetitlewithacertainunassumingdignity。
For,ifitwasnotuniversallyknowninthecity,itwasknowntothebestlawyersinit,thathewasabaronetbydirectderivationfromthehandofKingJamestheSixth。
Thefireburnedcheerfully,andthekettlemakingmanyjourneysbetweenitandthetable,thingsgraduallygrewmorelively。
Storiesweretold,oftenwithoutanypoint,butnotthereforewithouteffect;reminiscences,sorelypulpyandbrokenattheedges,wereofferedandacceptedwithalaughterinwhichsoberearsmighthavedetectedastrangelyaliensound;andadventureswererelatedinwhichtruthwasnonecessaryelementtoreception。Inthecaseofthepostman,forinstance,whohadbeendismissedforlosingabagofletterstheweekbefore,notoneofthosepresentbelievedawordhesaid;yetashehappenedtobeendowedwithasmallstockofgenuinehumour,hisstorieswereregardedwithmuchthesamefavourasiftheyhadbeenauthentic。ButtherevivalscarcelyreachedSirGeorge。Hesaidlittleornothing,but,betweenhisslowgulpsoftoddy,satlookingvacantlyintohisglass。Itistruehesmiledabsentlynowandthenwhentheotherslaughed,butthatwasonlyformanners。Doubtlesshewasseeingsomewherethesaddestofallvisions——thethingsthatmighthavebeen。Thewretchedcravingofthelowerorgansstilled,andsomethingsparedforhisbrain,I
believethechiefjoyhisdrinkgavehimlayinthepoweroncemoretofeelhimselfagentleman。Thewashedhands,theshavenface,thecleanshirt,hadsomethingtodowithit,nodoubt,butthenecromanticwhiskyhadfarmore。
WhatfadedghostsofancestraldignityandworthandstorytheevilpotioncalledupinthemindofSirGeorge!——whohimselfhungreadytofall,thelast,orallbutthelast,mildewedfruitofthetreeofGalbraith!,Ah!ifthisoneandthatofhisancestorshadbutlivedtohisconscience,andwithsomethoughtofthosethatweretocomeafterhim,hewouldnothavetransmittedtopoorSirGeorge,inhorribleadditiontomoralweakness,thatphysicalproclivitywhichhadnowgrowntosuchahideouscraving。Tothemiserablewretchhimselfitseemedthathecouldnomorekeepfromdrinkingwhiskythanhecouldfrombreathingair。
CHAPTERV。
GIBBIE’SCALLING。
Iamnotsurethathisfather’sneglectwasnotonthewholebetterforGibbiethanwouldhavebeenthekindnessofsuchafatherpersistentlyembodyingitself。ButthepictureofSirGeorge,bythehelpofwhiskyandthemildhatchingovenofMistressCroale’sparlour,softlybreakingfromtheshellofthecobbler,andfloatingamildgentlemanintheairofhislukewarmimagination,andpoorweeGibbietrottingoutsideinthefrostydarkoftheautumnnight,throughwhichthemoonkeepsstaringdown,vagueanddisconsolate,ishardlythereforethelesspathetic。Underthewindowoftheparlourwherethelightofrevelshoneradiantthrougharedcurtain,hewouldstandlisteningforamoment,then,dartingoffafewyardssuddenlyandswiftlylikeascaredbird,fallatonceintohisownsteadytrot——upthelaneanddown,tillhereachedthewindowagain,whereagainhewouldstandandlisten。Whetherhemadethisdepartureandreturntwentyorahundredtimesinanight,henoranyoneelsecouldhavetold。SometimeshewouldforachangeextendhistrotalongtheWiddiehill,sometimesalongtheparallelVennel,butneverfarfromJinkLaneanditsglowingwindow。Nevermothhauntedlampsopersistently。Everasheran,upthispavementanddownthat,onthesoft-soundingsolesofhisbarefeet,thesmileontheboy’sfacegrewmoreandmoresleepy,butstillhesmiledandstillhetrotted,stillpausedatthewindow,andstillstartedafresh。
Hewasnotsomuchtobepitiedasmyreadermaythink。Neverinhislifehadheyetpitiedhimself。Thethoughtofhardshiporwronghadnotoccurredtohim。Itwouldhavebeendifficult——impossible,Ibelieve——togettheideaintohisheadthatexistenceboretohimanyothershapethanitought。Thingswerewithhimastheyhadalwaysbeen,andwhencewashetotakeafreshstart,andquestionwhathadbeenfromthebeginning?,Hadanyauthorityinterfered,withadecreethatGibbieshouldnomorescourthemidnightstreets,nomorepassandrepassthatfar-shiningsplendourofred,thenindeedwouldbitter,thoughinarticulate,complainthaveburstfromhisbosom。Buttherewasnoevilpowertoissuesuchacommand,andGibbie’speacewasnotinvaded。
Itwasnowlate,andthosestreetswereempty;neithercarriagenorcart,wheelbarrownortruck,wentanymorebumpingandclatteringovertheirstones。Theywerewelllightedwithgas,butmostoftheborderinghousesweredark。Nowandthenasinglefoot-farerpassedwithloud,hollow-soundingbootsalongthepavement;ortwogirlswouldcomelaughingalong,theirmerrimentechoingrudeinthewidestillness。Acoldwind,asmall,forsaken,solitarywind,moistwithathinfog,seemed,aswellasweeGibbie,toberoamingthenight,foritmethimatvariouscorners,andfromalldirections。
Butithadnothingtodo,andnowheretogo,andthereitwasnotlikeGibbie,thebusinessofwhoselifewasevennowuponhim,themightiesthopeofwhoseconsciousbeingwasnowawake。
Allheexpected,oreverdesiredtodiscover,bylisteningatthewindow,wassimplywhethertherewereyetsignsofthecompany’sbreakingup;andhisconclusionsonthatpointwerenevermistaken:
howhearrivedatthemitwouldbehardtosay。Seldomhadhethereheardthevoiceofhisfather,stillseldomeranythingbeyonditstone。Thisnight,however,asthetimedrewnearwhentheymustgo,lesttheSabbathshouldbebrokeninMistressCroale’sdecenthouse,andGibbiestoodoncemoreontiptoe,withhisheadjustonthelevelofthewindowsill,heheardhisfatheruttertwowords:“UpDaurside“cametohimthroughthewindow,inthevoiceheloved,plainanddistinct。Thewordsconveyedtohimnothingatall;themerehearingofthemmadethemmemorable。Forthetime,however,heforgotthem,for,byindicationsbestknowntohimself,heperceivedthatthecompanywasonthepointofseparating,andfromthatmomentdidnottakehiseyesoffthedooruntilheheardthefirstsoundsofitsopening。As,however,itwasalwayshardforGibbietostandstill,andespeciallyhardonamidnightsocoldthathisfeetthreatenedtogrowindistinguishablefromtheslabsofthepavement,hewasdriven,inordernottolosesightofit,topractisetheart,alreadycultivatedbyhimtoacrab-likeperfection,ofrunningfirstbackwards,thenforwardswithscarcelysuperiorspeed。ButitwasnotlongerethemuchexpectedsoundofMistressCroale’svoiceheraldedthehourforpatiencetoblossomintopossession。Thevoicewasneitherloudnorharsh,butclearandfirm;thenoisethatfollowedwasbothloudandstrident。
Voiceshadapartinit,butthemovementofchairsandfeetandthesuddencontactofdifferentportionsofthebodywithwallsandtables,hadalarger。Theguestswereobeyingthevoiceoftheirhostessallinonelikeaflockofsheep,butitwaspoorshepherd-worktoturnthemoutofthefoldatmidnight。Gibbieboundedupandstoodstillasastatueattheverydoor-cheek,untilheheardMistressCroale’shanduponthelock,whenhebolted,tremblingwitheagerness,intotheentryofacourtafewhousesnearertotheWiddiehill。
Oneafteronethepitiablecompanyissuedfromitsparadise,andeachstumbledaway,toofargoneforleave-taking。MostofthempassedGibbiewherehestood,buthetooknoheed;hisfatherwasalwaysthelast——andtheleastcapable。But,oftenasheleftherdoor,neverdiditclosebehindhimuntilwithherowneyesMistressCroalehadseenGibbiedartlikeanimpoutofthecourt——totakehimincharge,and,allthewearywayhome,hover,notverylikeaguardianangel,butnotthelessoneintruth,aroundtheunstableequilibriumofhisfather’stallandswayingform。AndthereuponcommencedaseriesofmarvellousgymnasticsonthepartofweeGibbie。Imagineasmallboywithagigantictop,which,sixtimeshisownsize,hekeepserectonitspeg,notbywhippingitround,butbyrunningroundithimself,unfailinglyapplying,attheveryspotandattheverymoment,theprecisemeasureofimpactnecessarytocounterbalanceitsperpetualtendencytofallinonedirectionoranother,sothatthetwohavealltheairofasingleinvention——suchaninventionasonemightmeetwithinanancientclock,contrivedwhenmenhadtimetomingleplaywithearnest——andyouwillhaveinyourmind’seyeareallikenessofSirGeorgeattended,anymidnightintheweek,byhissonGilbert。Homethebigonestaggered,reeled,gyrated,andtumbled;roundandroundhimwentthelittleone,nowbehind,nowbefore,nowonthisside,nowonthat,hisfeetnevermorethantouchingthegroundbutdancingaboutlikethoseofaprize-fighter,hislittlearmsupandhishandswellforward,likeflyingbuttresses。Andsuchindeedtheywere——buttresseswhichflewandflewallaboutauniversallyleaningtower。Theyproppedithere,theyproppeditthere;withwonderfuljudgmentandskillandgraduationofforcetheyappliedthemselves,andwithperfectsuccess。Notonce,forthelastyearandahalf,duringwhichtimeweeGibbiehadbeenthenightlyguideofSirGeorge’shomewardsteps,hadtheself-disabledmassfallenprostrateinthegutter,theretosnoreoutthenight。
Thefirstspecialdifficulty,thatofturningthecornerofJinkLaneandtheWiddiehill,successfullyovercome,thetwainwentreelingandrevolvingalongthestreet,muchlikeawhirlwindthathadhalfforgottenthelawsofgyration,untilatlengthitspunintothecourt,anduptothefootoftheoutsidestairoverthebaronet’sworkshop。ThencommencedtherealstruggleoftheeveningforGibbie——andforhisfathertoo,thoughthelatterwasawareofitonlyinthemomentaryandevanescentflashesofsuchenlightenmentasmadehimjustcapableofyieldingtothepushesandpullsoftheformer。Alluptheoutsideandthetwoinsidestairs,hiswakingandsleepingwereasthealternatetictacofapendulum;
butGibbiestucktohisbusinesslikeaman,andhisresolutionandperseverancewereatlength,asalways,crownedwithvictory。
Thehouseinwhichlordsandladieshadoftenreposedwasnowfilledwithveryhumblefolk,whowereallasleepwhenGibbieandhisfatherentered;butthenoisetheymadeinascendingcausednogreatdisturbanceoftheirrest;for,ifanyofthemwererousedforamoment,itwasbuttorecognizeatoncethecauseofthetumult,andwiththeremark,“It’sonlyweeGibbieluggin’hameSirGeorge,“toturnontheothersideandfallasleepagain。
Arrivedatlastatthegarretdoor,whichstoodwideopen,Gibbiehadsmallneedoflightinthenearlypitchdarknessoftheplace,fortherewaspositivelynothingtostumbleoveroragainstbetweenthedoorandtheancientfour-postbed,whichwasallofhisfather’shousethatremainedtoSirGeorge。Withheavyshufflingfeetthedrunkardlumberedlaboriouslybedward;andthebarepostsandcrazyframegroanedandcreakedashefellupontheoat-chaffthatlaywaitinghiminplaceofthevanishedluxuryoffeathers。
WeeGibbieflewathislegs,norresteduntil,theoneaftertheother,hehadgotthemonthebed;ifthentheywerenotverycomfortablydeposited,heknewthat,inhisfirstturn,theirownerwouldgetthemallright。
AndnowrosetheculmenofGibbie’sday!itscycle,roundedthroughregionsofbanishment,returnedtoitsnodusofbliss。Intriumphhespreadoverhissleepingfatherhisdeadmother’soldplaidofGordontartan,allthebeddingtheyhad,andwithoutamoment’sfurtherdelay——noshoeseventoputoff——creptunderit,andnestledcloseuponthebosomofhisunconsciousparent。Avictorymore!
anotherdayendedwithsuccess!hisfathersafe,andallhisown!
thecanopyofthedarknessandtheplaidoverthem,asiftheyweretheoneonlytwointheuniverse!hisfatherunabletoleavehim——hisforwholedarkhourstocome!,ItwasGibbie’sparadisenow!,Hisheavenwashisfather’sbosom,towhichheclungasnoinfantyeteverclungtohismother’s。Heneverthoughttopityhimselfthattheembracewasallonhisside,thatnoansweringpressurecamebackfromtheprostrateform。Heneversaidtohimself,“Myfatherisadrunkard,butImustmakethebestofit;
heisallIhave!”Heclungtohisonepossession——onlyclung:thiswashisfather——allinalltohim。Whatmustbetheblissofsuchaheart——ofanyheart,whenitcomestoknowthatthereisafatheroffathers,yea,afatheroffatherhood!afatherwhoneverslumbersnorsleeps,butholdsallthesleepinginhiseverwakingbosom——abosomwhosewakefulnessisthesolefountainoftheirslumber!
Theconsciousblissofthechildwasofshortduration,forinafewminuteshewasfastasleep;butforthegainofthosefewminutesonly,thedayhadbeenwellspent。
CHAPTERVI。
ASUNDAYATHOME。
Suchweretheeventsofeverynight,andsuchhadtheybeensinceGibbiefirstassumedthisofficeofguardian——atimesolonginproportiontohislifethatitseemedtohimasoneofthelawsofexistencethatfathersgotdrunkandGibbiestookcareofthem。ButSaturdaynightwasalwaysoneofspecialbliss;forthenthejoytocomespreaditsarmsbeneathandaroundthepresentdelight:allSundayhisfatherwouldbehis。Onthathappiestdayofalltheweek,heneversethisfootoutofdoors,excepttoruntwicetoMistressCroale’s,oncetofetchthedinnerwhichshesuppliedfromherowntable,andforwhichSirGeorgeregularlypaidinadvanceonSaturdaybeforecommencinghispotations。
ButindeedthestreetswerenotattractivetothechildonSundays:
therewerenoshopsopen,andthepeopleintheirSundayclothes,manyofthemwiththeirfacesstudiouslysettledintomasksintendedtoexpressrighteousness,werefarlessinteresting,becauselessalive,thanthesamepeopleintheirwork-dayattire,intheirshops,orseatedattheirstalls,ordrivingtheircarts,andlookingthoroughlyhuman。Astogoingtochurchhimself,suchanideahadneverenteredhishead。Hehadnotonceforamomentimaginedthatanybodywouldlikehimtogotochurch,thatsuchasheeverwenttochurch,thatchurchwasatallaplacetowhichGibbieswithfatherstolookaftershouldhaveanydesiretogo。Astowhatchurch,goingmeant,hehadnotthevaguestidea;ithadnotevenwakedtheglimmerofaquestioninhismind。AllheknewwasthatpeoplewenttochurchonSundays。Itwasanotherofthelawsofexistence,thereasonofwhichheknewnomorethanwhyhisfatherwenteverynighttoJinkLaneandgotdrunk。George,however,althoughhehadtaughthissonnothing,wasnotwithoutreligion,andhadnotionsofdutyinrespectoftheSabbath。Notevenwiththeprizeofwhiskyinview,wouldhehaveconsentedtoearnasovereignonthatdaybythelightestofwork。
Gibbiewasawakesometimebeforehisfather,andlayrevellinginlove’sblissofproximity。AtlengthSirGeorge,themerestbubbleofnature,awoke,andpushedhimfromhim。
Thechildgotupatonce,butonlytostandbythebed-side。Hesaidnoword,didnoteventhinkanimpatientthought,yethisfatherseemedtofeelthathewaswaitingforhim。Aftertwoorthreehugeyawns,hespreadouthisarms,but,unabletostretchhimself,yawnedagain,rolledhimselfoffthebed,andcreptfeeblyacrosstheroomtoanemptychestthatstoodundertheskylight。