Heclimbedthestairs,thencheckedhimself,becausehehadseenwithintheshadowofamancastupononeofthewalls。Itwasashapeless,high-shoulderedshadowofsomebodystandingstill,withloweredhead,outofhislineofsight。TheCapataz,rememberingthathewastotallyunarmed,steppedaside,and,effacinghimselfuprightinadarkcorner,waitedwithhiseyesfixedonthedoor。
Thewholeenormousruinedbarrackofaplace,unfinished,withoutceilingunderitsloftyroof,waspervadedbythesmokeswayingtoandfrointhefaintcross-draughtsplayingintheobscurityofmanyloftyroomsandbarnlikepassages。Onceoneoftheswingingshutterscameagainstthewallwithasinglesharpcrack,asifpushedbyanimpatienthand。Apieceofpaperscurriedoutfromsomewhere,rustlingalongthelanding。Theman,whoeverhewas,didnotdarkenthelighteddoorway。TwicetheCapataz,advancingacoupleofstepsoutofhiscorner,cranedhisneckinthehopeofcatchingsightofwhathecouldbeat,soquietly,inthere。Buteverytimehesawonlythedistortedshadowofbroadshouldersandbowedhead。Hewasdoingapparentlynothing,andstirrednotfromthespot,asthoughheweremeditating——or,perhaps,readingapaper。Andnotasoundissuedfromtheroom。
OncemoretheCapatazsteppedback。Hewonderedwhoitwas——someMonterist?
Buthedreadedtoshowhimself。Todiscoverhispresenceonshore,unlessaftermanydays,would,hebelieved,endangerthetreasure。Withhisownknowledgepossessinghiswholesoul,itseemedimpossiblethatanybodyinSulacoshouldfailtojumpattherightsurmise。Afteracoupleofweeksorsoitwouldbedifferent。WhocouldtellhehadnotreturnedoverlandfromsomeportbeyondthelimitsoftheRepublic?Theexistenceofthetreasureconfusedhisthoughtswithapeculiarsortofanxiety,asthoughhislifehadbecomeboundupwithit。Itrenderedhimtimorousforamomentbeforethatenigmatic,lighteddoor。Deviltakethefellow!Hedidnotwanttoseehim。Therewouldbenothingtolearnfromhisface,knownorunknown。Hewasafooltowastehistimethereinwaiting。
LessthanfiveminutesafterenteringtheplacetheCapatazbeganhisretreat。Hegotawaydownthestairswithperfectsuccess,gaveoneupwardlookoverhisshoulderatthelightonthelanding,andranstealthilyacrossthehall。Butattheverymomenthewasturningoutofthegreatdoor,withhismindfixeduponescapingthenoticeofthemanupstairs,somebodyhehadnotheardcomingbrisklyalongthefrontranfullintohim。Bothmutteredastifledexclamationofsurprise,andleapedbackandstoodstill,eachindistincttotheother。Nostromowassilent。Theothermanspokefirst,inanamazedanddeadenedtone。
`Whoareyou?\'
AlreadyNostromohadseemedtorecognizeDrMonygham。Hehadnodoubtnow。Hehesitatedthespaceofasecond。Theideaofboltingwithoutawordpresenteditselftohismind。Nouse!Aninexplicablerepugnancetopronouncethenamebywhichhewasknownkepthimsilentalittlelonger。
Atlasthesaidinalowvoice:
`Acargador。\'
Hewalkeduptotheother。DrMonyghamhadreceivedashock。Heflunghisarmsupandcriedouthiswonderaloud,forgettinghimselfbeforethemarvelofthismeeting。Nostromoangrilywarnedhimtomoderatehisvoice。
TheCustomHousewasnotsodesertedasitlooked。Therewassomebodyinthelightedroomabove。
Thereisnomoreevanescentqualityinanaccomplishedfactthanitswonderfulness。Solicitedincessantlybytheconsiderationsaffectingitsfearsanddesires,thehumanmindturnsnaturallyawayfromthemarvelloussideofevents。Anditwasinthemostnaturalwaypossiblethatthedoctoraskedthismanwhomonlytwominutesbeforehebelievedtohavebeendrownedinthegulf:
`Youhaveseensomebodyupthere?Haveyou?\'
`No,Ihavenotseenhim。\'
`Thenhowdoyouknow?\'
`Iwasrunningawayfromhisshadowwhenwemet。\'
`Hisshadow?\'
`Yes。Hisshadowinthelightedroom,\'saidNostromo,inacontemptuoustone。Leaningbackwithfoldedarmsatthefootoftheimmensebuilding,hedroppedhishead,bitinghislipsslightly,andnotlookingatthedoctor。
`Now,\'hethoughttohimself,`hewillbeginaskingmeaboutthetreasure。\'
Butthedoctor\'sthoughtswereconcernedwithaneventnotasmarvellousasNostromo\'sappearance,butinitselfmuchlessclear。WhyhadSotillotakenhimselfoffwithhiswholecommandwiththissuddennessandsecrecy?
Whatdidthismoveportend?However,itdawneduponthedoctorthatthemanupstairswasoneoftheofficersleftbehindbythedisappointedcoloneltocommunicatewithhim。
`Ibelieveheiswaitingforme,\'hesaid。
`Itispossible。\'
`Imustsee。Donotgoawayyet,Capataz。\'
`Goawaywhere?\'mutteredNostromo。
Alreadythedoctorhadlefthim。Heremainedleaningagainstthewall,staringatthedarkwateroftheharbour;theshrillingofcicadasfilledhisears。Aninvinciblevaguenesscomingoverhisthoughtstookfromthemallpowertodeterminehiswill。
`Capataz!Capataz!\'thedoctor\'svoicecalledurgentlyfromabove。
Thesenseofbetrayalandruinfloateduponhissombreindifferenceasuponasluggishseaofpitch。Buthesteppedoutfromunderthewall,and,lookingup,sawDrMonyghamleaningoutofalightedwindow。
`ComeupandseewhatSotillohasdone。Youneednotfearthemanuphere。\'
Heansweredbyaslight,bitterlaugh。Fearaman!TheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfearaman!Itangeredhimthatanybodyshouldsuggestsuchathing。Itangeredhimtobedisarmedandskulkingandindangerbecauseoftheaccursedtreasure,whichwasofsolittleaccounttothepeoplewhohadtieditroundhisneck。Hecouldnotshakeofftheworryofit。ToNostromothedoctorrepresentedallthesepeople……Andhehadneverevenaskedafterit。Notawordofinquiryaboutthemostdesperateundertakingofhislife。
Thinkingthesethoughts,Nostromopassedagainthroughthecavernoushall,wherethesmokewasconsiderablythinned,andwentupthestairs,notsowarmtohisfeetnow,towardsthestreakoflightatthetop。Thedoctorappearedinitforamoment,agitatedandimpatient。
`Comeup!Comeup!\'
AtthemomentofcrossingthedoorwaytheCapatazexperiencedashockofsurprise。Themanhadnotmoved。Hesawhisshadowinthesameplace。
Hestarted,thensteppedinwithafeelingofbeingabouttosolveamystery。
Itwasverysimple。Foraninfinitesimalfractionofasecond,againstthelightoftwoflaringandgutteringcandles,throughablue,pungent,thinhazewhichmadehiseyessmart,hesawthemanstanding,ashehadimaginedhim,withhisbacktothedoor,castinganenormousanddistortedshadowuponthewall。Swifterthanaflashoflightningfollowedtheimpressionofhisconstrained,topplingattitude——theshouldersprojectingforward,theheadsunklowuponthebreast。Thenhedistinguishedthearmsbehindhisback,andwrenchedsoterriblythatthetwoclenchedfists,lashedtogether,hadbeenforceduphigherthantheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。
Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。
Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:
`Tortured——andshotdeadthroughthebreast——gettingcold。\'
ThisinformationcalmedtheCapataz。Oneofthecandlesflickeringinthesocketwentout。`Whodidthis?\'heasked。
`Sotillo,Itellyou。Whoelse?Tortured——ofcourse。Butwhyshot?\'
ThedoctorlookedfixedlyatNostromo,whoshruggedhisshouldersslightly。
`Andmark,shotsuddenly,onimpulse。Itisevident。IwishIhadhissecret。\'
Nostromohadadvanced,andstoopedslightlytolook。`Iseemtohaveseenthatfacesomewhere,\'hemuttered。`Whoishe?\'
Thedoctorturnedhiseyesuponhimagain。`Imayyetcometoenvyinghisfate。Whatdoyouthinkofthat,Capataz,eh?\'
ButNostromodidnotevenhearthesewords。Seizingtheremaininglight,hethrustitunderthedroopinghead。Thedoctorsatoblivious,withalostgaze。Thentheheavyironcandle-stick,asifstruckoutofNostromo\'shand,clatteredonthefloor。
`Hullo!\'exclaimedthedoctor,lookingupwithastart。HecouldheartheCapatazstaggeragainstthetableandgasp。Inthesuddenextinctionofthelightwithin,thedeadblacknesssealingthewindow-framesbecamealivewithstarstohissight。antheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。
Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:
`Ofcourse,ofcourse,\'thedoctormutteredtohimselfinEnglish。`Enoughtomakehimjumpoutofhisskin。\'
Nostromo\'sheartseemedtoforceitselfintohisthroat。Hisheadswam。
Hirsch!ThemanwasHirsch!Heheldontighttotheedgeofthetable。
`Buthewashidinginthelighter,\'healmostshouted。Hisvoicefell。
`Inthelighter,and——and——\'
`AndSotillobroughthimin,\'saidthedoctor。`Heisnomorestartlingtoyouthanyouweretome。WhatIwanttoknowishowheinducedsomecompassionatesoultoshoothim。\'
`SoSotilloknows——\'beganNostromo,inamoreequablevoice。
`Everything!\'interruptedthedoctor。
TheCapatazwasheardstrikingthetablewithhisfist。`Everything?
Whatareyousaying,there?Everything?Knoweverything?Itisimpossible!
Everything?\'
`Ofcourse。Whatdoyoumeanbyimpossible?ItellyouIhaveheardthisHirschquestionedlastnight,here,inthisveryroom。Heknewyourname,Decoud\'sname,andallabouttheloadingofthesilver……Thelighterwascutintwo。HewasgrovellinginabjectterrorbeforeSotillo,butherememberedthatmuch。Whatdoyouwantmore?Heknewleastabouthimself。Theyfoundhimclingingtotheiranchor。Hemusthavecaughtatitjustasthelighterwenttothebottom。\'
`Wenttothebottom?\'repeatedNostromo,slowly。`Sotillobelievesthat?Bueno!\'
Thedoctor,alittleimpatiently,wasunabletoimaginewhatelseanybodycouldbelieve。Yes,Sotillobelievedthatthelighterwassunk,andtheCapatazdeCargadores,togetherwithMartinDecoudandperhapsoneortwootherpoliticalfugitives,hadbeendrowned。
`Itoldyouwell,SenorDoctor,\'remarkedNostromoatthatpoint,`thatSotillodidnotknoweverything。\'
`Eh?Whatdoyoumean?\'
`HedidnotknowIwasnotdead。\'
`Neitherdidwe。\'
`Andyoudidnotcare——noneofyoucaballerosonthewharf——onceyougotoffamanoffleshandbloodlikeyourselvesonafool\'sbusinessthatcouldnotendwell。\'
`Youforget,Capataz,Iwasnotonthewharf。AndIdidnotthinkwellofthebusiness。Soyouneednottauntme。Itellyouwhat,man,wehadbutlittleleisuretothinkofthedead。Deathstandsnearbehindusall。
Youweregone。\'
`Iwent,indeed!\'brokeinNostromo。`Andforthesakeofwhat——tellme?\'
`Ah!thatisyouownaffair,\'thedoctorsaid,roughly。`Donotaskme。\'
Theirflowingmurmurspausedinthedark。Perchedontheedgeofthetablewithslightlyavertedfaces,theyfelttheirshoulderstouch,andtheireyesremaineddirectedtowardsanuprightshapenearlylostintheobscurityoftheinnerpartoftheroom,thatwithprojectingheadandshoulders,inghastlyimmobility,seemedintentoncatchingeveryword。
`Muybien!\'Nostromomutteredatlast。`Sobeit。Teresawasright。Itismyownaffair。\'
`Teresaisdead,\'remarkedthedoctor,absently,whilehismindfollowedanewlineofthoughtsuggestedbywhatmighthavebeencalledNostromo\'sreturntolife。`Shedied,thepoorwoman。\'
`Withoutapriest?\'theCapatazasked,anxiously。
`Whataquestion!Whocouldhavegotapriestforherlastnight?\'
`MayGodkeephersoul!\'ejaculatedNostromo,withagloomyandhopelessfervourwhichhadnotimetosurpriseDrMonygham,before,revertingtotheirpreviousconversation,hecontinuedinasinistertone,`Si,SenorDoctor。Asyouweresaying,itismyownaffair。Averydesperateaffair。\'
`Therearenotwomeninthispartoftheworldthatcouldhavesavedthemselvesbyswimmingasyouhavedone,\'thedoctorsaid,admiringly。
Andagaintherewassilencebetweenthosetwomen。Theywerebothreflecting,andthediversityoftheirnaturemadetheirthoughtsbornfromtheirmeetingswingafarfromeachother。Thedoctor,impelledtoriskyactionbyhisloyaltytotheGoulds,wonderedwiththankfulnessatthechainofaccidentwhichhadbroughtthatmanbackwherehewouldbeofthegreatestuseintheworkofsavingtheSanTomemine。Thedoctorwasloyaltothemine。
Itpresenteditselftohisfifty-years-oldeyesintheshapeofalittlewomaninasoftdresswithalongtrain,withaheadattractivelyoverweightedbyagreatmassoffairhairandthedelicatepreciousnessofherinnerworth,partakingofagemandaflower,revealedineveryattitudeofherperson。AsthedangersthickenedroundtheSanTomeminethisillusionacquiredforce,permanency,andauthority。Itclaimedhimatlast!Thisclaim,exaltedbyaspiritualdetachmentfromtheusualsanctionsofhopeandreward,madeDrMonygham\'sthinking,acting,individuality,extremelydangeroustohimselfandtoothers,allhisscruplesvanishingintheproudfeelingthathisdevotionwastheonlythingthatstoodbetweenanadmirablewomanandafrightfuldisaster。
ItwasasortofintoxicationwhichmadehimutterlyindifferenttoDecoud\'sfate,butlefthiswitsperfectlyclearfortheappreciationofDecoud\'spoliticalidea。Itwasagoodidea——andBarrioswastheonlyinstrumentofitsrealization。Thedoctor\'ssoul,witheredandshrunkbytheshameofamoraldisgrace,becameimplacableintheexpansionofitstenderness。Nostromo\'sreturnwasprovidential。Hedidnotthinkofhimhumanely,asofafellow-creaturejustescapedfromthejawsofdeath。
TheCapatazforhimwastheonlypossiblemessengertoCayta。Theveryman。Thedoctor\'smisanthropicmistrustofmankindthebittererbecausebasedonpersonalfailuredidnotlifthimsufficientlyabovecommonweaknesses。
Hewasunderthespellofanestablishedreputation。TrumpetedbyCaptainMitchell,growninrepetition,andfixedingeneralassent,Nostromo\'sfaithfulnesshadneverbeenquestionedbyDrMonyghamasafact。Itwasnotlikelytobequestionednowhestoodindesperateneedofithimself。
DrMonyghamwashuman;heacceptedthepopularconceptionoftheCapataz\'sincorruptibilitysimplybecausenowordorfacthadevercontradictedamereaffirmation。Itseemedtobeapartoftheman,likehiswhiskersorhisteeth。Itwasimpossibletoconceivehimotherwise。Thequestionwaswhetherhewouldconsenttogoonsuchadangerousanddesperateerrand。
Thedoctorwasobservantenoughtohavebecomeawarefromthefirstofsomethingpeculiarintheman\'stemper。Hewasnodoubtsoreaboutthelossofthesilver。
`Itwillbenecessarytotakehimintomyfullestconfidence,\'hesaidtohimself,withacertainacutenessofinsightintothenaturehehadtodealwith。
OnNostromo\'ssidethesilencehadbeenfullofblackirresolution,anger,andmistrust。Hewasthefirsttobreakit,however。
`Theswimmingwasnogreatmatter,\'hesaid。`Itiswhatwentbefore——andwhatcomesafterthat——\'
Hedidnotquitefinishwhathemeanttosay,breakingoffshort,asthoughhisthoughthadbuttedagainstasolidobstacle。Thedoctor\'smindpursueditsownschemeswithMachiavelliansubtlety。Hesaidassympatheticallyashewasable:
`Itisunfortunate,Capataz。Butnoonewouldthinkofblamingyou。
Veryunfortunate。Tobeginwith,thetreasureoughtnevertohaveleftthemountain。ButitwasDecoudwho——however,heisdead。Thereisnoneedtotalkofhim。\'
`No,\'assentedNostromo,asthedoctorpaused,`thereisnoneedtotalkofdeadmen。ButIamnotdeadyet。\'
`Youareallright。Onlyamanofyourintrepiditycouldhavesavedhimself。\'
InthisDrMonyghamwassincere。Heesteemedhighlytheintrepidityofthatman,whomhevaluedbutlittle,beingdisillusionedastomankindingeneral,becauseoftheparticularinstanceinwhichhisownmanhoodhadfailed。Havinghadtoencountersingle-handedduringhisperiodofeclipsemanyphysicaldangers,hewaswellawareofthemostdangerouselementcommontothemall:ofthecrushing,paralysingsenseofhumanlittleness,whichiswhatreallydefeatsamanstrugglingwithnaturalforces,alone,farfromtheeyesofhisfellows。HewaseminentlyfittoappreciatethementalimagehemadeforhimselfoftheCapataz,afterhoursoftensionandanxiety,precipitatedsuddenlyintoanabyssofwatersanddarkness,withoutearthorsky,andconfrontingitnotonlywithanundismayedmind,butwithsensiblesuccess。Ofcourse,themanwasanincomparableswimmer,thatwasknown,butthedoctorjudgedthatthisinstancetestifiedtoastillgreaterintrepidityofspirit。Itwaspleasingtohim;heauguredwellfromitforthesuccessofthearduousmissionwithwhichhemeanttoentrusttheCapatazsomarvellouslyrestoredtousefulness。Andinatonevaguelygratified,heobserved:
`Itmusthavebeenterriblydark!\'
`ItwastheworstdarknessoftheGolfo,\'theCapatazassented,briefly。
Hewasmollifiedbywhatseemedasignofsomefaintinterestinsuchthingsashadbefallenhim,anddroppedafewdescriptivephraseswithanaffectedandcurtnonchalance。Atthatmomenthefeltcommunicative。Heexpectedthecontinuanceofthatinterestwhich,whetheracceptedorrejected,wouldhaverestoredtohimhispersonality——theonlythinglostinthatdesperateaffair。Butthedoctor,engrossedbyadesperateadventureofhisown,wasterribleinthepursuitofhisidea。Heletanexclamationofregretescapehim。
`Icouldalmostwishyouhadshoutedandshownalight。\'
ThisunexpectedutteranceastoundedtheCapatazbyitscharacterofcold-bloodedatrocity。Itwasasmuchastosay,`Iwishyouhadshownyourselfacoward;Iwishyouhadyourthroatcutforyourpains。\'Naturallyhereferredittohimself,whereasitrelatedonlytothesilver,beingutteredsimplyandwithmanymentalreservations。Surpriseandragerenderedhimspeechless,andthedoctorpursued,practicallyunheardbyNostromo,whosestirredbloodwasbeatingviolentlyinhisears。
`ForIamconvincedSotilloinpossessionofthesilverwouldhaveturnedshortroundandmadeforsomesmallportabroad。Economicallyitwouldhavebeenwasteful,butstilllesswastefulthanhavingitsunk。Itwasthenextbestthingtohavingitathandinsomesafeplace,andusingpartofittobuyupSotillo。ButIdoubtwhetherDonCarloswouldhaveevermadeuphismindtoit。HeisnotfitforCostaguana,andthatisafact,Capataz。\'
TheCapatazhadmasteredthefurythatwaslikeatempestinhisearsintimetohearthenameofDonCarlos。Heseemedtohavecomeoutofitachangedman——amanwhospokethoughtfullyinasoftandevenvoice。
`AndwouldDonCarloshavebeencontentifIhadsurrenderedthistreasure?\'
`Ishouldnotwonderiftheywereallofthatwayofthinkingnow,\'
thedoctorsaid,grimly。`Iwasneverconsulted。Decoudhadithisownway。Theireyesareopenedbythistime,Ishouldthink。IforoneknowthatifthatsilverturnedupthismomentmiraculouslyashoreIwouldgiveittoSotillo。And,asthingsstand,Iwouldbeapproved。\'
`Turnedupmiraculously,\'repeatedtheCapatazverylow;thenraisedhisvoice。`That,senor,wouldbeagreatermiraclethananysaintcouldperform。\'
`Ibelieveyou,Capataz,\'saidthedoctor,drily。
HewentontodevelophisviewofSotillo\'sdangerousinfluenceuponthesituation。AndtheCapataz,listeningasifinadream,felthimselfofaslittleaccountastheindistinct,motionlessshapeofthedeadmanwhomhesawuprightunderthebeam,withhisairoflisteningalso,disregarded,forgotten,likeaterribleexampleofneglect。
`Isitforanunconsideredandfoolishwhimthattheycametome,then?\'
heinterrupted,suddenly。`HadInotdoneenoughforthemtobeofsomeaccount,porDios?Isitthatthehombresfinos——thegentlemen——neednotthinkaslongasthereisamanofthepeoplereadytoriskhisbodyandsoul?Or;perhaps,wehavenosouls——likedogs?\'
`TherewasDecoud,too,withhisplan,\'thedoctorremindedhimagain。
`Si!AndtherichmaninSanFranciscowhohadsomethingtodowiththattreasure,too——whatdoIknow?No!Ihaveheardtoomanythings。
Itseemstomethateverythingispermittedtotherich。\'
`Iunderstand,Capataz,\'thedoctorbegan。
`WhatCapataz?\'brokeinNostromo,inaforciblebutevenvoice,`TheCapatazisundone,destroyed。ThereisnoCapataz。Oh,no!YouwillfindtheCapataznomore。\'
`Come,thisischildish!\'remonstratedthedoctor;andtheothercalmeddownsuddenly。
`Ihavebeenindeedlikealittlechild,\'hemuttered。
Andashiseyesmetagaintheshapeofthemurderedmansuspendedinhisawfulimmobility,whichseemedtheuncomplainingimmobilityofattention,heasked,wonderinggently:
`WhydidSotillogivetheestrapadetothispitifulwretch?Doyouknow?
Notorturecouldhavebeenworsethanhisfear。KillingIcanunderstand。
Hisanguishwasintolerabletobehold。Butwhyshouldhetormenthimlikethis?Hecouldtellnomore。\'
`No;hecouldtellnothingmore。Anysanemanwouldhaveseenthat。
Hehadtoldhimeverything。ButItellyouwhatitis,Capataz。Sotillowouldnotbelievewhathewastold。Noteverything。\'
`Whatisithewouldnotbelieve?Icannotunderstand。\'
`Ican,becauseIhaveseentheman。Herefusestobelievethatthetreasureislost。\'
`What?\'theCapatazcriedoutinadiscomposedtone。
`Thatstartlesyou——eh?\'
`AmItounderstand,senor,\'Nostromowentoninadeliberateand,asitwere,watchfultone,`thatSotillothinksthetreasurehasbeensavedbysomemeans?\'
`No!no!Thatwouldbeimpossible,\'saidthedoctor,withconviction;
andNostromoemittedagruntinthedark。`Thatwouldbeimpossible。Hethinksthatthesilverwasnolongerinthelighterwhenshewassunk。
HehasconvincedhimselfthatthewholeshowofgettingitawaytoseaisamereshamgotuptodeceiveGamachoandhisNationals,PedritoMontero,SenorFuentes,ournewJefePolitico,andhimself,too。Only,hesays,heisnosuchfool。\'
`Butheisdevoidofsense。Heisthegreatestimbecilethatevercalledhimselfacolonelinthiscountryofevil,\'growledNostromo。
`Heisnomoreunreasonablethanmanysensiblemen,\'saidthedoctor。
`Hehasconvincedhimselfthatthetreasurecanbefoundbecausehedesirespassionatelytopossesshimselfofit。AndheisalsoafraidofhisofficersturninguponhimandgoingovertoPedrito,whomhehasnotthecourageeithertofightortrust。Doyouseethat,Capataz?Heneedfearnodesertionaslongassomehoperemainsofthatenormousplunderturningup。Ihavemadeitmybusinesstokeepthisveryhopeup。\'
`Youhave!\'theCapatazdeCargadoresrepeatedcautiously。`Well,thatiswonderful。Andhowlongdoyouthinkyouaregoingtokeepitup?\'
`AslongasIcan。\'
`Whatdoesthatmean?\'
`Icantellexactly。AslongasIlive,\'thedoctorretortedinastubbornvoice。Then,inafewwords,hedescribedthestoryofhisarrestandthecircumstancesofhisrelease。`Iwasgoingbacktothatsillyscoundrelwhenwemet,\'heconcluded。
Nostromohadlistenedwithprofoundattention。`Youhavemadeupyourmind,then,toaspeedydeath,\'hemutteredthroughhisclenchedteeth。
`Perhaps,myillustriousCapataz,\'thedoctorsaid,testily。`Youarenottheonlyoneherewhocanlookanuglydeathintheface。\'
`Nodoubt,\'mumbledNostromo,loudenoughtobeoverheard。`Theremaybeevenmorethantwofoolsinthisplace。Whoknows?\'
`Andthatismyaffair,\'saidthedoctor,curtly。
`Astakingouttheaccursedsilvertoseawasmyaffair,\'retortedNostromo。
`Isee。Bueno。Eachofushashisreasons。ButyouwerethelastmanIconversedwithbeforeIstarted,andyoutalkedtomeasifIwereafool。\'
Nostromohadagreatdistasteforthedoctor\'ssardonictreatmentofhisgreatreputation。Decoud\'sfaintlyironicrecognitionusedtomakehimuneasy;butthefamiliarityofamanlikeDonMartinwasflattering,whereasthedoctorwasanobody。Hecouldrememberhimapennilessoutcast,slinkingaboutthestreetsofSulaco,withoutasinglefriendoracquaintance,tillDonCarlosGouldtookhimintotheserviceofthemine。
`Youmaybeverywise,\'hewenton,thoughtfully,staringintotheobscurityoftheroom,pervadedbythegruesomeenigmaofthetorturedandmurderedHirsch。`ButIamnotsuchafoolaswhenIstarted。Ihavelearnedonethingsince,andthatisthatyouareadangerousman。\'
DrMonyghamwastoostartledtodomorethanexclaim:
`Whatisityousay?\'
`Ifhecouldspeakhewouldsaythesamething,\'pursuedNostromo,withanodofhisshadowyheadsilhouettedagainstthestarlitwindow。
`Idonotunderstandyou,\'saidDrMonyghamfaintly。
`No?Perhaps,ifyouhadnotconfirmedSotilloinhismadness,hewouldhavebeeninnohastetogivetheestrapadetothatmiserableHirsch。\'
Thedoctorstartedatthesuggestion。Buthisdevotion,absorbingallhissensibilities,hadlefthisheartsteeledagainstremorseandpity。
Still,forcompleterelief,hefeltthenecessityofrepellingitloudlyandcontemptuously。
`Bah!Youdaretotellmethat,withamanlikeSotillo。IconfessI
didnotgiveathoughttoHirsch。IfIhaditwouldhavebeenuseless。
Anybodycanseethatthelucklesswretchwasdoomedfromthemomenthecaughtholdoftheanchor。Hewasdoomed,Itellyou!JustasImyselfamdoomed——mostprobably。\'
ThisiswhatDrMonyghamsaidinanswertoNostromo\'sremark,whichwasplausibleenoughtoprickhisconscience。Hewasnotacallousman。
Butthenecessity,themagnitude,theimportanceofthetaskhehadtakenuponhimselfdwarfedallmerelyhumaneconsiderations。Hehadundertakenitinafanaticalspirit。Hedidnotlikeit。Tolie,todeceive,tocircumventeventhebasestofmankindwasodioustohim。Itwasodioustohimbytraining,instinct,andtradition。Todothesethingsinthecharacterofatraitorwasabhorrenttohisnatureandterribletohisfeelings。Hehadmadethatsacrificeinaspiritofabasement。Hehadsaidtohimselfbitterly,`I
amtheonlyonefitforthatdirtywork。\'Andhebelievedthis。Hewasnotsubtle。Hissimplicitywassuchthat,thoughhehadnosortofheroicideaofseekingdeath,therisk,deadlyenough,towhichheexposedhimself,hadasustainingandcomfortingeffect。TothatspiritualstatethefateofHirschpresenteditselfaspartofthegeneralatrocityofthings。Heconsideredthatepisodepractically。Whatdiditmean?WasitasignofsomedangerouschangeinSotillo\'sdelusion?Thatthemanshouldhavebeenkilledlikethiswaswhatthedoctorcouldnotunderstand。
`Yes。Butwhyshot?\'hemurmuredtohimself。
Nostromokeptverystill。
NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part3Chapter99Distractedbetweendoubtsandhopes,dismayedbythesoundofbellspealingoutthearrivalofPedritoMontero,Sotillohadspentthemorninginbattlingwithhisthoughts;acontesttowhichhewasunequal,fromthevacuityofhismindandtheviolenceofhispassions。Disappointment,greed,anger,andfearmadeatumultinthecolonel\'sbreastlouderthanthedinofbellsinthetown。Nothinghehadplannedhadcometopass。NeitherSulaconorthesilveroftheminehadfallenintohishands。Hehadperformednomilitaryexploittosecurehisposition,andhadobtainednoenormousbootytomakeoffwith。PedritoMontero,eitherasfriendorfoe,filledhimwithdread。
Thesoundofbellsmaddenedhim。
Imaginingatfirstthathemightbeattackedatonce,hehadmadehisbattalionstandtoarmsontheshore。Hewalkedtoandfroallthelengthoftheroom,stoppingsometimestognawthefinger-tipsofhisrighthandwithaluridsidewaysglarefixedonthefloor;then,withasullen,repellingglanceallround,hewouldresumehistrampinginsavagealoofness。Hishat,horsewhip,sword,andrevolverwerelyingonthetable。Hisofficers,crowdingthewindowgivingtheviewofthetowngate,disputedamongstthemselvestheuseofhisfield-glassboughtlastyearonlongcreditfromAnzani。Itpassedfromhandtohand,andthepossessorforthetimebeingwasbesiegedbyanxiousinquiries。
`Thereisnothing;thereisnothingtosee!\'hewouldrepeat,impatiently。
Therewasnothing。AndwhenthepicketinthebushesneartheCasaViolahadbeenorderedtofallbackuponthemainbody,nostiroflifeappearedonthestretchofdustyandaridlandbetweenthetownandthewatersoftheport。Butlateintheafternoonahorsemanissuingfromthegatewasmadeoutridingupfearlessly。ItwasanemissaryfromSenorFuentes。Beingallalonehewasallowedtocomeon。Dismountingatthegreatdoorhegreetedthesilentbystanderswithcheeryimpudence,andbeggedtobetakenupatoncetothe`muyvaliente\'colonel。
SenorFuentes,onenteringuponhisfunctionsofJefePolitico,hadturnedhisdiplomaticabilitiestogettingholdoftheharbouraswellasofthemine。ThemanhepitchedupontonegotiatewithSotillowasaNotaryPublic,whomtherevolutionhadfoundlanguishinginthecommonjailonachargeofforgingdocuments。Liberatedbythemobalongwiththeother`victimsofBlancotyranny\',hehadhastenedtoofferhisservicestothenewGovernment。
HesetoutdeterminedtodisplaymuchzealandeloquenceintryingtoinduceSotillotocomeintotownaloneforaconferencewithPedritoMontero。
Nothingwasfartherfromthecolonel\'sintentions。ThemerefleetingideaoftrustinghimselfintothefamousPedrito\'shandshadmadehimfeelunwellseveraltimes。Itwasoutofthequestion——itwasmadness。Andtoputhimselfinopenhostilitywasmadness,too。Itwouldrenderimpossibleasystematicsearchforthattreasure,forthatwealthofsilverwhichheseemedtofeelsomewhereabout,toscentsomewherenear。
Butwhere?Where?Heavens!Where?Oh!whyhadheallowedthatdoctortogo!Imbecilethathewas。Butno!Itwastheonlyrightcourse,hereflecteddistractedly,whilethemessengerwaiteddownstairschattingagreeablytotheofficers。Itwasinthatscoundrellydoctor\'strueinteresttoreturnwithpositiveinformation。Butwhatifanythingstoppedhim?Ageneralprohibitiontoleavethetown,forinstance!Therewouldbepatrols!
Thecolonel,seizinghisheadinhishands,turnedinhistracksasifstruckwithvertigo。AflashofcraveninspirationsuggestedtohimanexpedientnotunknowntoEuropeanstatesmenwhentheywishtodelayadifficultnegotiation。Bootedandspurred,hescrambledintothehammockwithundignifiedhaste。Hishandsomefacehadturnedyellowwiththestrainofweightycares。Theridgeofhisshapelynosehadgrownsharp;theaudaciousnostrilsappearedmeanandpinched。Thevelvety,caressingglanceofhisfineeyesseemeddeadandevendecomposed;forthesealmond-shaped,languishingorbshadbecomeinappropriatelybloodshotwithmuchsinistersleeplessness。
HeaddressedthesurprisedenvoyofSenorFuentesinadeadened,exhaustedvoice。Itcamepatheticallyfeeblefromunderapileofponchos,whichburiedhiselegantpersonrightuptotheblackmoustaches,uncurled,pendant,insignofbodilyprostrationandmentalincapacity。Fever,fever——aheavyfeverhadovertakenthe`muyvaliente\'colonel。Awaveringwildnessofexpression,causedbythepassingspasmsofaslightcolicwhichhaddeclareditselfsuddenly,andtherattlingteethofrepressedpanic,hadagenuinenesswhichimpressedtheenvoy。Itwasacoldfit。
Thecolonelexplainedthathewasunabletothink,tolisten,tospeak。
WithanappearanceofsuperhumaneffortthecolonelgaspedoutthathewasnotinastatetoreturnasuitablereplyortoexecuteanyofhisExcellency\'sorders。Buttomorrow!Tomorrow!Ah!tomorrow!LethisExcellencyDonPedrobewithoutuneasiness。ThebraveEsmeraldaRegimentheldtheharbour,held——Andclosinghiseyes,herolledhisachingheadlikeahalf-deliriousinvalidundertheinquisitivestareoftheenvoy,whowasobligedtobenddownoverthehammockinordertocatchthepainfulandbrokenaccents。
Meantime,ColonelSotillotrustedthathisExcellency\'shumanitywouldpermitthedoctor,theEnglishdoctor,tocomeoutoftownwithhiscaseofforeignremediestoattenduponhim。HebeggedanxiouslyhisworshipthecaballeronowpresentforthegraceoflookinginashepassedtheCasaGould,andinformingtheEnglishdoctor,whowasprobablythere,thathisserviceswereimmediatelyrequiredbyColonelSotillo,lyingilloffeverintheCustomHouse。Immediately。Mosturgentlyrequired。Awaitedwithextremeimpatience。Athousandthanks。Heclosedhiseyeswearilyandwouldnotopenthemagain,lyingperfectlystill,deaf,dumb,insensible,overcome,vanquished,crushed,annihilatedbythefelldisease。
Butassoonastheotherhadshutafterhimthedoorofthelanding,thecolonelleapedoutwithaflingofbothfeetinanavalancheofwoollencoverings。Hisspurshavingbecomeentangledinaperfectwelterofponchoshenearlypitchedonhishead,anddidnotrecoverhisbalancetillthemiddleoftheroom。Concealedbehindthehalf-closedjalousieshelistenedtowhatwentonbelow。
Theenvoyhadalreadymounted,andturningtothemoroseofficersoccupyingthegreatdoorway,tookoffhishatformally。
`Caballeros,\'hesaid,inaveryloudtone,`allowmetorecommendyoutotakegreatcareofyourcolonel。Ithasdonememuchhonourandgratificationtohaveseenyouall,afinebodyofmenexercisingthesoldierlyvirtueofpatienceinthisexposedsituation,wherethereismuchsun,andnowatertospeakof,whileatownfullofwineandfemininecharmsisreadytoembraceyouforthebravemenyouare。Caballeros,I
havethehonourtosaluteyou。TherewillbemuchdancingtonightinSulaco。
Good-bye!\'
Buthereinedinhishorseandinclinedhisheadsidewaysonseeingtheoldmajorstepout,verytallandmeagre,inastraightnarrowcoatcomingdowntohisanklesasifitwerethecasingoftheregimentalcoloursrolledroundtheirstaff。
Theintelligentoldwarrior,afterenunciatinginadogmatictonethegeneralpropositionthatthe`worldwasfulloftraitors\',wentonpronouncingdeliberatelyapanegyricuponSotillo。Heascribedtohimwithleisurelyemphasiseveryvirtueunderheaven,summingitallupinanabsurdcolloquialismcurrentamongstthelowerclassofOccidentalsespeciallyaboutEsmeralda。
`And,\'heconcluded,withasuddenriseinthevoice,`amanofmanyteeth——“hombredemuchosdientes“。Si,senor。Astous,\'hepursued,portentousandimpressive,`yourworshipisbeholdingthefinestbodyofofficersintheRepublic,menunequalledforvalourandsagacity,“yhombresdemuchosdientes“。\'
`What?Allofthem?\'inquiredthedisreputableenvoyofSenorFuentes,withafaint,derisivesmile。
`Todos。Si,senor,\'themajoraffirmed,gravely,withconviction。
`Menofmanyteeth。\'
Theotherwheeledhishorsetofacetheportalresemblingthehighgateofadismalbarn。Heraisedhimselfinhisstirrups,extendedonearm。
Hewasafacetiousscoundrel,entertainingforthesestupidOccidentalsafeelingofgreatscornnaturalinanativefromthecentralprovinces。
ThefollyofEsmeraldiansespeciallyarousedhisamusedcontempt。HebegananorationuponPedroMontero,keepingasolemncountenance。Heflourishedhishandasifintroducinghimtotheirnotice。Andwhenhesaweveryfaceset,alltheeyesfixeduponhislips,hebegantoshoutasortofcatalogueofperfections:`Generous,valorous,affable,profound\'——hesnatchedoffhishatenthusiastically——`astatesman,aninvinciblechiefofpartisans——\'
Hedroppedhisvoicestartlinglytoadeep,hollownote——`andadentist。\'
Hewasoffinstantlyatasmartwalk;therigidstraddleofhislegs,theturned-outfeet,thestiffback,therakishslantofhissombreroabovethesquare,motionlesssetoftheshouldersexpressinganinfinite,awe-inspiringimpudence。
Upstairs,behindthejalousies,Sotillodidnotmoveforalongtime。
Theaudacityofthefellowappalledhim。Whatwerehisofficerssayingbelow?Theyweresayingnothing。Completesilence。Hequaked。Itwasnotthusthathehadimaginedhimselfatthatstageoftheexpedition。Hehadseenhimselftriumphant,unquestioned,appeased,theidolofthesoldiers,weighinginsecretcomplacencytheagreeablealternativesofpowerandwealthopentohischoice。Alas!Howdifferent!Distracted,restless,supine,burningwithfury,orfrozenwithterror,hefeltadreadasfathomlessastheseacreepuponhimfromeveryside。Thatrogueofadoctorhadtocomeoutwithhisinformation。Thatwasclear。Itwouldbeofnousetohim——alone。Hecoulddonothingwithit。Malediction!Thedoctorwouldnevercomeout。Hewasprobablyunderarrestalready,shutuptogetherwithDonCarlos。Helaughedaloudinsanely。Ha!ha!ha!ha!ItwasPedritoMonterowhowouldgettheinformation。Ha!ha!ha!ha!——andthesilver。
Ha!
Allatonce,inthemidstofthelaugh,hebecamemotionlessandsilentasifturnedintostone。He,too,hadaprisoner。Aprisonerwhomust,mustknowtherealtruth。Hewouldhavetobemadetospeak。AndSotillo,whoallthattimehadnotquiteforgottenHirsch,feltaninexplicablereluctanceatthenotionofproceedingtoextremities。
Hefeltareluctance——partofthatunfathomabledreadthatcreptonallsidesuponhim。Herememberedreluctantly,too,thedilatedeyesofthehidemerchant,hiscontortions,hisloudsobsandprotestations。Itwasnotcompassionorevenmerenervoussensibility。ThefactwasthatthoughSotillodidneverforamomentbelievehisstory——hecouldnotbelieveit;nobodycouldbelievesuchnonsense——yetthoseaccentsofdespairingtruthimpressedhimdisagreeably。Theymadehimfeelsick。Andhesuspectedalsothatthemanmighthavegonemadwithfear。Alunaticisahopelesssubject。Bah!Apretence。Nothingbutapretence。Hewouldknowhowtodealwiththat。
Hewasworkinghimselfuptotherightpitchofferocity。Hisfineeyessquintedslightly;heclappedhishands;abare-footedorderlyappearednoiselessly;acorporal,withhisbayonethangingonhisthighandastickinhishand。
Thecolonelgavehisorders,andpresentlythemiserableHirsch,pushedinbyseveralsoldiers,foundhimfrowningawfullyinabroadarmchair,hatonhead,kneeswideapart,armsakimbo,masterful,imposing,irresistible,haughty,sublime,terrible。
Hirsch,withhisarmstiedbehindhisback,hadbeenbundledviolentlyintooneofthesmallerrooms。Formanyhoursheremainedapparentlyforgotten,stretchedlifelesslyonthefloor。Fromthatsolitude,fullofdespairandterror,hewastornoutbrutally,withkicksandblows,passive,sunkinhebetude。Helistenedtothreatsandadmonitions,andafterwardsmadehisusualanswerstoquestions,withhischinsunkonhisbreast,hishandstiedbehindhisback,swayingalittleinfrontofSotillo,andneverlookingup。Whenhewasforcedtoholduphishead,bymeansofabayonet-pointproddinghimunderthechin,hiseyeshadavacant,trance-likestare,anddropsofperspirationasbigaspeaswereseenhailingdownthedirt,bruises,andscratchesofhiswhiteface。Thentheystoppedsuddenly。
Sotillolookedathiminsilence。`Willyoudepartfromyourobstinacy,yourogue?\'heasked。Alreadyarope,whoseoneendwasfastenedtoSenorHirsch\'swrists,hadbeenthrownoverabeam,andthreesoldiersheldtheotherend,waiting。Hemadenoanswer。Hisheavylowerliphungstupidly。
Sotillomadeasign。Hirschwasjerkedupoffhisfeet,andayellofdespairandagonyburstoutintheroom,filledthepassageofthegreatbuildings,renttheairoutside,causedeverysoldierofthecampalongtheshoretolookupatthewindows,startedsomeoftheofficersinthehallbabblingexcitedly,withshiningeyes;others,settingtheirlips,lookedgloomilyatthefloor。
Sotillo,followedbythesoldiers,hadlefttheroom。Thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms。Hirschwentonscreamingallalonebehindthehalf-closedjalousieswhilethesunshine,reflectedfromthewateroftheharbour,madeanever-runningrippleoflighthighuponthewall。Hescreamedwithupliftedeybrowsandawide-openmouth——incrediblywide,black,enormous,fullofteeth——comical。
InthestillburningairofthewindlessafternoonhemadethewavesofhisagonytravelasfarastheO。S。N。Company\'soffices。CaptainMitchellonthebalcony,tryingtomakeoutwhatwentongenerally,hadheardhimfaintlybutdistinctly,andthefeebleandappallingsoundlingeredinhisearsafterhehadretreatedindoorswithblanchedcheeks。Hehadbeendrivenoffthebalconyseveraltimesduringthatafternoon。
Sotillo,irritable,moody,walkedrestlesslyabout,heldconsultationswithhisofficers,gavecontradictoryordersinthisshrillclamourpervadingthewholeemptyedifice。Sometimestherewouldbelongandawfulsilences。
Severaltimeshehadenteredthetorture-chamberwherehissword,horsewhip,revolver,andfield-glasswerelyingonthetable,toaskwithforcedcalmness,`Willyouspeakthetruthnow?No?Icanwait。\'Buthecouldnotaffordtowaitmuchlonger。Thatwasjustit。Everytimehewentinandcameoutwithaslamofthedoor,thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms,andgotinreturnablack,venomous,unsteadyglance,which,inreality,sawnothingatall,beingmerelythereflectionofthesoulwithin——asoulofgloomyhatred,irresolution,avarice,andfury。
Thesunhadsetwhenhewentinoncemore。Asoldiercarriedintwolightedcandlesandslunkout,shuttingthedoorwithoutnoise。
`Speak,thouJewishchildofthedevil!Thesilver!Thesilver,Isay!
Whereisit?Wherehaveyouforeignrogueshiddenit?Confessor——\'
Aslightquiverpassedupthetautropefromtherackedlimbs,butthebodyofSenorHirsch,enterprisingbusinessmanfromEsmeralda,hungundertheheavybeamperpendicularandsilent,facingthecolonelawfully。Theinflowofthenightair,cooledbythesnowsoftheSierra,spreadgraduallyadeliciousfreshnessthroughthecloseheatoftheroom。
`Speak——thief——scoundrel——picaro——or——\'
Sotillohadseizedtheriding-whip,andstoodwithhisarmliftedup。
Foraword,foronelittleword,hefelthewouldhaveknelt,cringed,grovelledonthefloorbeforethedrowsy,consciousstareofthosefixedeyeballsstartingoutofthegrimy,dishevelledheadthatdroopedverystillwithitsmouthclosedaskew。Thecolonelgroundhisteethwithrageandstruck。Theropevibratedleisurelytotheblow,likethelongstringofapendulumstartingfromarest。ButnoswingingmotionwasimpartedtothebodyofSenorHirsch,thewell-knownhidemerchantonthecoast。
Withaconvulsiveeffortofthetwistedarmsitleapedupafewinches,curlinguponitselflikeafishontheendofaline。SenorHirsch\'sheadwasflungbackonhisstrainingthroat;hischintrembled。Foramomenttherattleofhischatteringteethpervadedthevast,shadowyroom,wherethecandlesmadeapatchoflightroundthetwoflamesburningsidebyside。AndasSotillo,stayinghisraisedhand,waitedforhimtospeak,withthesuddenflashofagrinandastrainingforwardofthewrenchedshoulders,hespatviolentlyintohisface。
Theupliftedwhipfell,andthecolonelsprangbackwithalowcryofdismay,asifaspersedbyajetofdeadlyvenom。Quickasthoughthesnatcheduphisrevolver,andfiredtwice。Thereportandtheconcussionoftheshotsseemedtothrowhimatoncefromungovernablerageintoidioticstupor。
Hestoodwithdroppingjawandstonyeyes。Whathadhedone,sangredeDios!Whathadhedone?Hewasbaselyappalledathisimpulsiveact,sealingforevertheselipsfromwhichsomuchwastobeextorted。
Whatcouldhesay?Howcouldheexplain?Ideasofheadlongflightsomewhere,anywhere,passedthroughhismind;eventhecravenandabsurdnotionofhidingunderthetableoccurredtohiscowardice。Itwastoolate;hisofficershadrushedintumultuously,inagreatclatterofscabbards,clamouring,withastonishmentandwonder。Butsincetheydidnotimmediatelyproceedtoplungetheirswordsintohisbreast,thebrazensideofhischaracterasserteditself。Passingthesleeveofhisuniformoverhisfacehepulledhimselftogether。Histruculentglanceturnedslowlyhereandthere,checkedthenoisewhereitfell;andthestiffbodyofthelateSenorHirsch,merchant,afterswayingimperceptibly,madeahalfturn,andcametoarestinthemidstofawedmurmursanduneasyshuffling。
Avoiceremarkedloudly,`Beholdamanwhowillneverspeakagain。\'
Andanother,fromthebackrowoffaces,timidandpressing,criedout:
`Whydidyoukillhim,micoronel?\'
`Becausehehasconfessedeverything,\'answeredSotillo,withthehardihoodofdesperation。Hefelthimselfcornered。Hebrazeneditoutonthestrengthofhisreputationwithveryfairsuccess。Hishearersthoughthimverycapableofsuchanact。Theyweredisposedtobelievehisflatteringtale。
Thereisnocredulitysoeagerandblindasthecredulityofcovetousness,which,initsuniversalextent,measuresthemoralmiseryandtheintellectualdestitutionofmankind。Ah!hehadconfessedeverything,thisfractiousJew,thisbribon。Good!Thenhewasnolongerwanted。Asuddendenseguffawwasheardfromtheseniorcaptain——abig-headedman,withlittleroundeyesandmonstrouslyfatcheekswhichnevermoved。Theoldmajor,tallandfantasticallyraggedlikeascarecrow,walkedroundthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,mutteringtohimselfwithineffablecomplacencythatlikethistherewasnoneedtoguardagainstanyfuturetreacheriesofthatscoundrel。Theothersstared,shiftingfromfoottofoot,andwhisperingshortremarkstoeachother。
Sotillobuckledonhisswordandgavecurt,peremptoryorderstohastentheretirementdecideduponintheafternoon。Sinister,impressive,hissombreropulledrightdownuponhiseyebrows,hemarchedfirstthroughthedoorinsuchdisorderofmindthatheforgotutterlytoprovideforDrMonygham\'spossiblereturn。Astheofficerstroopedoutafterhim,oneortwolookedbackhastilyatthelateSenorHirsch,merchantfromEsmeralda,leftswingingrigidlyatrest,alonewiththetwoburningcandles。Intheemptinessoftheroomtheburlyshadowofheadandshouldersonthewallhadanairoflife。
Below,thetroopsfellinsilentlyandmovedoffbycompanieswithoutdrumortrumpet。Theoldscarecrowmajorcommandedtherearguard;butthepartyheleftbehindwithorderstofiretheCustomHouseand`burnthecarcassofthetreacherousJewwhereithung\'failedsomehowintheirhastetosetthestaircaseproperlyalight。ThebodyofthelateSenorHirschdweltaloneforatimeinthedismalsolitudeoftheunfinishedbuilding,resoundingweirdlywithsuddenslamsandclicksofdoorsandlatches,withrustlingscurriesoftornpapers,andthetremuloussighsthatateachgustofwindpassedunderthehighroof。ThelightofthetwocandlesburningbeforetheperpendicularandbreathlessimmobilityofthelateSenorHirschthrewagleamafaroverlandandwater,likeasignalinthenight。HeremainedtostartleNostromobyhispresence,andtopuzzleDrMonyghambythemysteryofhisatrociousend。
`Butwhyshot?\'thedoctoragainaskedhimself,audibly。ThistimehewasansweredbyadrylaughfromNostromo。
`Youseemmuchconcernedataverynaturalthing,SenorDoctor。Iwonderwhy?Itisverylikelythatbeforelongweshallallgetshotoneafteranother,ifnotbySotillo,thenbyPedrito,orFuentes,orGamacho。Andwemayevengettheestrapade,too,orworse——quiensabe?——withyourprettytaleofthesilveryouputintoSotillo\'shead。\'
`Itwasinhisheadalready,\'thedoctorprotested。`Ionly——\'
`Yes。Andyouonlynailedittheresothatthedevilhimself——\'
`ThatispreciselywhatImeanttodo,\'caughtupthedoctor。
`Thatiswhatyoumeanttodo。Bueno。ItisasIsay。Youareadangerousman。\'
Theirvoices,whichwithoutrisinghadbeengrowingquarrelsome,ceasedsuddenly。ThelateSenorHirsch,erectandshadowyagainstthestars,seemedtobewaitingattentive,inimpartialsilence。
ButDrMonyghamhadnomindtoquarrelwithNostromo。AtthissupremelycriticalpointofSulaco\'sfortunesitwasborneuponhimatlastthatthismanwasreallyindispensable,moreindispensablethanevertheinfatuationofCaptainMitchell,hisprouddiscoverer。couldconceive;farbeyondwhatDecoud\'sbestdryrailleryabout`myillustriousfriend,theuniqueCapatazdeCargadores\',hadeverintended。Thefellowwasunique。Hewasnot`oneinathousand\'。Hewasabsolutelytheonlyone。Thedoctorsurrendered。
TherewassomethinginthegeniusofthatGenoeseseamanwhichdominatedinthedestiniesofgreatenterprisesandofmanypeople,thefortunesofCharlesGould,thefateofanadmirablewoman。Atthislastthoughtthedoctorhadtoclearhisthroatbeforehecouldspeak。
InacompletelychangedtonehepointedouttotheCapatazthat,tobeginwith,hepersonallyrannogreatrisk。Asfaraseverybodyknewhewasdead。Itwasanenormousadvantage。HehadonlytokeepoutofsightintheCasaViola,wheretheoldGaribaldinowasknowntobealone——withhisdeadwife。Theservantshadallrunaway。Noonewouldthinkofsearchingforhimthere,oranywhereelseonearth,forthatmatter。
`Thatwouldbeverytrue,\'Nostromospokeup,bitterly,`ifIhadnotmetyou。\'
Foratimethedoctorkeptsilent。`DoyoumeantosaythatyouthinkImaygiveyouaway?\'heaskedinanunsteadyvoice。`Why?WhyshouldI
dothat?\'
`WhatdoIknow?Whynot?togainadayperhaps。ItwouldtakeSotilloadaytogivemetheestrapade,andtrysomeotherthingsperhaps,beforeheputsabulletthroughmyheart——ashedidtothatpoorwretchhere。
Whynot?\'
Thedoctorswallowedwithdifficulty。Histhroathadgonedryinamoment。
Itwasnotfromindignation。Thedoctor,patheticallyenough,believedthathehadforfeitedtherighttobeindignantwithanyone——foranything。
Itwassimpledread。Hadthefellowheardhisstorybysomechance?Ifso,therewasanendofhisusefulnessinthatdirection。Theindispensablemanescapedhisinfluence,becauseofthatindelibleblotwhichmadehimfitfordirtywork。Afeelingasofsicknesscameuponthedoctor。Hewouldhavegivenanythingtoknow,buthedarednotclearupthepoint。Thefanaticismofhisdevotion,fedonthesenseofhisabasement,hardenedhisheartinsadnessandscorn。
`Whynot,indeed?\'here-echoed,sardonically。`Thenthesafethingforyouistokillmeonthespot。Iwoulddefendmyself。ButyoumayjustaswellknowIamgoingaboutunarmed。
`PorDios!\'saidtheCapataz,passionately。`Youfinepeopleareallalike。Alldangerous。Allbetrayersofthepoorwhoareyourdogs。\'
`Youdonotunderstand,\'beganthedoctor,slowly。
`Iunderstandyouall!\'criedtheotherwithaviolentmovement,asshadowytothedoctor\'seyesasthepersistentimmobilityofthelateSenorHirsch。`Apoormanamongstyouhasgottolookafterhimself。Isaythatyoudonotcareforthosethatserveyou。Lookatme!Afteralltheseyears,suddenly,hereIfindmyselflikeoneofthesecursthatbarkoutsidethewalls——withoutakenneloradryboneformyteeth。Caramba!\'
Butherelentedwithacontemptuousfairness。`Ofcourse,\'hewenton,quietly,`IdonotsupposethatyouwouldhastentogivemeuptoSotillo,forexample。Itisnotthat。ItisthatIamnothing!Suddenly——\'Heswunghisarmdownstairs。`Nothingtoanyone,\'herepeated。
Thedoctorbreathedfreely。`Listen,Capataz,\'hesaid,stretchingouthisarmalmostaffectionatelytowardsNostromo\'sshoulder。`Iamgoingtotellyouaverysimplething。Youaresafebecauseyouareneeded。I
wouldnotgiveyouawayforanyconceivablereason,becauseIwantyou。\'
InthedarkNostromobithislip。Hehadheardenoughofthat。Heknewwhatthatmeant。Nomoreofthatforhim。Buthehadtolookafterhimselfnow,hethought。Andhethought,too,thatitwouldnotbeprudenttopartinangerfromhiscompanion。Thedoctor,admittedtobeagreathealer,had,amongstthepopulaceofSulaco,thereputationofbeinganevilsortofman。Itwasbasedsolidlyonhispersonalappearance,whichwasstrange,andonhisroughironicmanner——proofsvisible,sensible,andincontrovertibleofthedoctor\'smalevolentdisposition。AndNostromowasofthepeople。
Soheonlygruntedincredulously。
`You,tospeakplainly,aretheonlyman,\'thedoctorpursued。`Itisinyourpowertosavethistownand……everybodyfromthedestructiverapacityofmenwho——\'
`No,senor,\'saidNostromo,sullenly。`ItisnotinmypowertogetthetreasurebackforyoutogiveuptoSotillo,orPedrito,orGamacho。WhatdoIknow?\'
`Nobodyexpectstheimpossible,\'wastheanswer。
`Youhavesaidityourself——nobody,\'mutteredNostromo,inagloomy,threateningtone。
ButDrMonygham,fullofhope,disregardedtheenigmaticwordsandthethreateningtone。Totheireyes,accustomedtoobscurity,thelateSenorHirsch,growingmoredistinct,seemedtohavecomenearer。Andthedoctorloweredhisvoiceinexposinghisschemeasthoughafraidofbeingoverheard。
Hewastakingtheindispensablemanintohisfullestconfidence。ItsimpliedflatteryandsuggestionofgreatriskscamewithafamiliarsoundtotheCapataz。Hismind,floatinginirresolutionanddiscontent,recognizeditwithbitterness。HeunderstoodwellthatthedoctorwasanxioustosavetheSanTomeminefromannihilation。Hewouldbenothingwithoutit。Itwashisinterest。JustasithadbeentheinterestofSenorDecoud,oftheBlancos,andoftheEuropeanstogethisCargadoresontheirside。
HisthoughtbecamearresteduponDecoud。Whatwouldhappentohim?
Nostromo\'sprolongedsilencemadethedoctoruneasy。Hepointedout,quiteunnecessarily,thatthoughforthepresenthewassafe,hecouldnotliveconcealedforever。ThechoicewasbetweenacceptingthemissiontoBarrios,withallitsdangersanddifficulties,andleavingSulacobystealth,ingloriously,inpoverty。
`Noneofyourfriendscouldrewardyouandprotectyoujustnow,Capataz。
NotevenDonCarloshimself。\'
`Iwouldhavenoneofyourprotectionandnoneofyourrewards。IonlywishIcouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。WhenIreturnintriumph,asyousay,withBarrios。Imayfindyoualldestroyed。Youhavetheknifeatyourthroatnow。\'
Itwasthedoctor\'sturntoremainsilentinthecontemplationofhorriblecontingencies。
`Well,wewouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。Andyou,too,haveaknifeatyourthroat。\'
`Ah!AndwhomamItothankforthat?Whatareyourpoliticsandyourminestome——yoursilverandyourconstitutions——yourDonCarlosthis,andDonJosethat——\'
`Idon\'tknow,\'burstouttheexasperateddoctor。`ThereareinnocentpeopleindangerwhoselittlefingerisworthmorethanyouorIandalltheRibieriststogether。Idon\'tknow。YoushouldhaveaskedyourselfbeforeyouallowedDecoudtoleadyouintoallthis。Itwasyourplacetothinklikeaman;butifyoudidnotthink,thentrytoactlikeamannow。DidyouimagineDecoudcaredverymuchforwhatwouldhappentoyou?\'
`Nomorethanyoucareforwhatwillhappentome,\'mutteredtheother。
`No;IcareforwhatwillhappentoyouaslittleasIcareforwhatwillhappentomyself。\'
`AndallthisbecauseyouaresuchadevotedRibierist?\'Nostromosaidinanincreduloustone。
`AllthisbecauseIamsuchadevotedRibierist,\'repeatedDrMonygham,grimly。
AgainNostromo,gazingabstractedlyatthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,remainedsilent,thinkingthatthedoctorwasadangerouspersoninmorethanonesense。Itwasimpossibletotrusthim。
`DoyouspeakinthenameofDonCarlos?\'heaskedatlast。
`Yes。Ido,\'thedoctorsaid,loudly,withouthesitation。`Hemustcomeforwardnow。Hemust,\'headdedinamutter,whichNostromodidnotcatch。
`Whatdidyousay,senor?\'
Thedoctorstarted。`Isaythatyoumustbetruetoyourself,Capataz。
Itwouldbeworsethanfollytofailnow。\'
`Truetomyself,\'repeatedNostromo,`HowdoyouknowthatIwouldnotbetruetomyselfifItoldyoutogotothedevilwithyourpropositions?\'
`Idonotknow。Maybeyouwould,\'thedoctorsaid,witharoughnessoftoneintendedtohidethesinkingofhisheartandthefalteringofhisvoice。`AllIknowisthatyouhadbettergetawayfromhere。SomeofSotillo\'smenmayturnupherelookingforme。\'
Heslippedoffthetable,listenedintently。TheCapataz,too,stoodup。
`SupposeIwenttoCayta,whatwouldyoudomeantime?\'heasked。
`IwouldgotoSotillodirectlyyouhadleft——inthewayIamthinkingof。\'
`Averygoodway——ifonlythatengineer-in-chiefconsents。Remindhim,senor,thatIlookedaftertheoldrichEnglishmanwhopaysfortherailway,andthatIsavedthelivesofsomeofhispeoplethattimewhenagangofthievescamefromthesouthtowreckoneofhispay-trains。
ItwasIwhodiscovereditallattheriskofmylife,bypretendingtoenterintotheirplans。JustasyouaredoingwithSotillo。\'
`Yes。Yes,ofcourse。ButIcanofferhimbetterarguments,\'thedoctorsaid,hastily。`Leaveittome。\'
`Ah,yes!True。Iamnothing。\'
`Notatall。Youareeverything。\'
Theymovedafewpacestowardsthedoor。BehindthemthelateSenorHirschpreservedtheimmobilityofadisregardedman。
`Thatwillbeallright。Iknowwhattosaytotheengineer,\'pursuedthedoctor,inalowtone。`MydifficultywillbewithSotillo。\'
AndDrMonyghamstoppedshortinthedoorwayasifintimidatedbythedifficulty。Hehadmadethesacrificeofhislife。Heconsideredthisafittingopportunity。Buthedidnotwanttothrowhislifeawaytoosoon。
InhisqualityofbetrayerofDonCarlos\'sconfidence,hewouldhaveultimatelytoindicatethehiding-placeofthetreasure。Thatwouldbetheendofhisdeception,andtheendofhimselfaswell,atthehandsoftheinfuriatedcolonel。Hewantedtodelayhimtotheverylastmoment;andhehadbeenrackinghisbrainstoinventsomeplaceofconcealmentatonceplausibleanddifficultofaccess。
HeimpartedhistroubletoNostromo,andconcluded:
`Doyouknowwhat,Capataz?Ithinkthatwhenthetimecomesandsomeinformationmustbegiven,IshallindicatetheGreatIsabel。ThatisthebestplaceIcanthinkof。Whatisthematter?\'
AlowexclamationhadescapedNostromo。Thedoctorwaited,surprised,andafteramomentofprofoundsilence,heardathickvoicestammerout`Utterfolly\',andstopwithagasp。
`Whyfolly?\'
`Ah!Youdonotseeit,\'beganNostromo,scathingly,gatheringscornashewenton。`Threemeninhalfanhourwouldseethatnogroundhadbeendisturbedanywhereonthatisland。Doyouthinkthatsuchatreasurecanbeburiedwithoutleavingtracesofthework——eh!SenorDoctor?Why,youwouldnotgainhalfadaymorebeforehavingyourthroatcutbySotillo。
TheIsabel!Whatstupidity!Whatmiserableinvention!Ah!youareallalike,youfinemenofintelligence。Allyouarefitforistobetraymenofthepeopleintoundertakingdeadlyrisksforobjectsthatyouarenotevensureabout。Ifitcomesoffyougetthebenefit。Ifnot,thenitdoesnotmatter。Heisonlyadog。Ah!MadredeDios,Iwould——\'Heshookhisfistsabovehishead。
Thedoctorwasoverwhelmedatfirstbythisfierce,hissingvehemence。
`Well!Itseemstomeonyourownshowingthatthemenofthepeoplearenomeanfools,too,\'hesaid,sullenly。`No,butcome。Youaresoclever。
Haveyouabetterplace?\'
Nostromohadcalmeddownasquicklyashehadflaredup。
`Iamcleverenoughforthat,\'hesaid,quietly,almostwithindifference。
`Youwanttotellhimofahiding-placebigenoughtotakedaysinransacking——aplacewhereatreasureofsilveringotscanbeburiedwithoutleavingasignonthesurface。\'
`Andcloseathand,\'thedoctorputin。
`Justso,senor。Tellhimitissunk。\'
`Thishasthemeritofbeingthetruth,\'thedoctorsaid,contemptuously。
`Hewillnotbelieveit。\'
`Youtellhimthatitissunkwherehemayhopetolayhishandsonit,andhewillbelieveyouquickenough。Tellhimithasbeensunkintheharbourinordertoberecoveredafterwardsbydivers。TellhimyoufoundoutthatIhadordersfromDonCarlosGouldtolowerthecasesquietlyoverboardsomewhereinalinebetweentheendofthejettyandtheentrance。
Thedepthisnottoogreatthere。Hehasnodivers,buthehasaship,boats,ropes,chains,sailors——ofasort。Lethimfishforthesilver。
Lethimsethisfoolstodragbackwardsandforwardsandcrosswayswhilehesitsandwatchestillhiseyesdropoutofhishead。\'
`Really,thisisanadmirableidea,\'mutteredthedoctor。
`Si。Youtellhimthat,andseewhetherhewillnotbelieveyou!
Hewillspenddaysinrageandtorment——andstillhewillbelieve。Hewillhavenothoughtforanythingelse。Hewillnotgiveuptillheisdrivenoff——why,hemayevenforgettokillyou。Hewillneithereatnorsleep。He——\'
`Theverything!Theverything!\'thedoctorrepeatedinanexcitedwhisper。`Capataz,Ibegintobelievethatyouareagreatgeniusinyourway。\'
Nostromohadpaused;thenbeganagaininachangedtone,sombre,speakingtohimselfasthoughhehadforgottenthedoctor\'sexistence。
`Thereissomethinginatreasurethatfastensuponaman\'smind。Hewillprayandblasphemeandstillpersevere,andwillcursethedayheeverheardofit,andwilllethislasthourcomeuponhimunawares,stillbelievingthathemisseditonlybyafoot。Hewillseeiteverytimehecloseshiseyes。Hewillneverforgetittillheisdead——andeventhen——Doctor,didyoueverhearofthemiserablegringosonAzuera,thatcannotdie?Ha!ha!Sailorslikemyself。Thereisnogettingawayfromatreasurethatoncefastensuponyourmind。\'
`Youareadevilofaman,Capataz。Itisthemostplausiblething。\'
Nostromopressedhisarm。
`Itwillbeworseforhimthanthirstatseaorhungerinatownfullofpeople。Doyouknowwhatthatis?Heshallsuffergreatertormentsthanheinflicteduponthatterrifiedwretchwhohadnoinvention。None!none!
Notlikeme。IcouldhavetoldSotilloadeadlytaleforverylittlepain。\'
HelaughedwildlyandturnedinthedoorwaytowardsthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,anopaquelongblotchinthesemi-transparentobscurityoftheroombetweenthetwotallparallelogramsofthewindowsfullofstars。
`Youmanoffear!\'hecried。`Youshallbeavengedbyme——Nostromo。
Outofmyway,doctor!Standaside——or,bythesufferingsoulofawomandeadwithoutconfession,Iwillstrangleyouwithmytwohands。\'
Heboundeddownwardsintotheblack,smokyhall。Withagruntofastonishment,DrMonyghamthrewhimselfrecklesslyintothepursuit。Atthebottomofthecharredstairshehadafall,pitchingforwardonhisfacewithaforcethatwouldhavestunnedaspiritlessintentuponataskofloveanddevotion。
Hewasupinamoment,jarred,shaken,withaqueerimpressionoftheterrestrialglobehavingbeenflungathisheadinthedark。ButitwantedmorethanthattostopDrMonygham\'sbody,possessedbytheexaltationofself-sacrifice;
areasonableexaltation,determinednottolosewhateveradvantagechanceputintoitsway。Heranwithheadlong,totteringswiftness,hisarmsgoinglikeawindmillinhisefforttokeephisbalanceonhiscrippledfeet。
Helosthishat;thetailsofhisopengaberdineflewbehindhim。Hehadnomindtolosesightoftheindispensableman。Butitwasalongtime,andalongwayfromtheCustomHouse,beforehemanagedtoseizehisarmfrombehind,roughly,outofbreath。
`Stop!Areyoumad?\'