\'Don\'tthinkIwaseveryourrival。IwouldnomorehaveproposedtoMarythanIwouldhavemarriedoneofheraunts。Shewassosureofherself,sohappyinhersingle-heartednessthatsheterrifiedme。Mytypeofmanisnotmeantformarriage,forwomenmustbeinthecentreoflife,andwemustalwaysbestandingasideandlookingon。Itisadamnablethingtobeleft-handed。\'
\'Thetroubleaboutyou,mydearchap,\'Isaid,\'isthatyou\'retoohardtoplease。\'
\'That\'sonewayofputtingit。Ishouldputitmoreharshly。IhatemorethanIlove。Allwehumanitariansandpacifistshavehatredasourmainspring。Odd,isn\'tit,forpeoplewhopreachbrotherlylove?Butit\'sthetruth。We\'refullofhatetowardseverythingthatdoesn\'tsquareinwithourideas,everythingthatjarsonourlady-
likenerves。Fellowslikeyouaresoinlovewiththeircausethatthey\'venotimeorinclinationtodetestwhatthwartsthem。We\'venocause-onlynegatives,andthatmeanshatred,andself-torture,andabeastlyjaundiceofsoul。\'
ThenIknewthatWake\'sfaultwasnotspiritualpride,asIhaddiagnoseditatBiggleswick。Themanwasabasedwithhumility。
\'Iseemorethanotherpeoplesee,\'hewenton,\'andIfeelmore。
That\'sthecurseonme。You\'reahappymanandyougetthingsdone,becauseyouonlyseeonesideofacase,onethingatatime。
Howwouldyoulikeitifathousandstringswerealwaystuggingatyou,ifyousawthateverycoursemeantthesacrificeoflovelyanddesirablethings,oreventheshatteringofwhatyouknowtobeunreplaceable?I\'mthekindofstuffpoetsaremadeof,butI
haven\'tthepoet\'sgift,soIstaggerabouttheworldleft-handedandgame-legged……Takethewar。Formetofightwouldbeworsethanforanothermantorunaway。FromthebottomofmyheartI
believethatitneedn\'thavehappened,andthatallwarisablisteringiniquity。Andyetbeliefhasgotverylittletodowithvirtue。I\'mnotasgoodamanasyou,Hannay,whohaveneverthoughtoutanythinginyourlife。MytimeintheLabourbattaliontaughtmesomething。IknewthatwithallmyfineaspirationsIwasn\'tastrueamanasfellowswhosetalkwassillyoathsandwhodidn\'tcareatinker\'scurseabouttheirsoul。\'
IrememberthatIlookedathimwithasuddenunderstanding。\'I
thinkIknowyou。You\'rethesortofchapwhowon\'tfightforhiscountrybecausehecan\'tbesurethatshe\'saltogetherintheright。
Buthe\'dcheerfullydieforher,rightorwrong。\'
Hisfacerelaxedinaslowsmile。\'Queerthatyoushouldsaythat。
Ithinkit\'sprettynearthetruth。Menlikemearen\'tafraidtodie,buttheyhaven\'tquitethecouragetolive。Everymanshouldbehappyinaservicelikeyou,whenheobeysorders。Icouldn\'tgetoninanyservice。Ilackthebumpofveneration。Ican\'tswallowthingsmerelybecauseI\'mtoldto。Mysortarealwaystalkingabout“service“,butwehaven\'tthetemperamenttoserve。I\'dgiveallI
havetobeanordinarycoginthewheel,insteadofaconfoundedoutsiderwhofindsfaultwiththemachinery……Takeagreatviolenthigh-handedfellowlikeyou。Youcansinkyourselftillyoubecomeonlyanameandanumber。Icouldn\'tifItried。I\'mnotsureifIwanttoeither。Iclingtotheoddsandendsthataremyown。\'
\'IwishIhadhadyouinmybattalionayearago,\'Isaid。
\'No,youdon\'t。I\'donlyhavebeenanuisance。I\'vebeenaFabiansinceOxford,butyou\'reabettersocialistthanme。I\'marancidindividualist。\'
\'Butyoumustbefeelingbetteraboutthewar?\'Iasked。
\'Notabitofit。I\'mstilllustingfortheheadsofthepoliticiansthatmadeitandcontinueit。ButIwanttohelpmycountry。
Honestly,Hannay,Ilovetheoldplace。More,Ithink,thanIlovemyself,andthat\'ssayingadevilishlot。Shortoffighting-whichwouldbethesinagainsttheHolySpiritforme-I\'lldomydamnedest。Butyou\'llrememberI\'mnotusedtoteamwork。IfI\'majealousplayer,beatmeoverthehead。\'
Hisvoicewasalmostwistful,andIlikedhimenormously。
\'Blenkironwillseetothat,\'Isaid。\'We\'regoingtobreakyoutoharness,Wake,andthenyou\'llbeahappyman。Youkeepyourmindonthegameandforgetaboutyourself。That\'sthecureforjibbers。\'
AsIjourneyedtoStAntonIthoughtalotaboutthattalk。HewasquiterightaboutMary,whowouldneverhavemarriedhim。A
manwithsuchanangularsoulcouldn\'tfitintoanother\'s。AndthenIthoughtthatthechiefthingaboutMarywasjustherserenecertainty。HereyeshadthatsettledhappylookthatIrememberedtohaveseenonlyinoneotherhumanface,andthatwasPeter\'s……
ButIwonderedifPeter\'seyeswerestillthesame。
Ifoundthecottage,alittlewoodenthingwhichhadbeenleftperchedonitsknollwhenthebighotelsgrewaroundit。Ithadafenceinfront,butbehinditwasopentothehillside。Atthegatestoodabentoldwomanwithafacelikeapippin。Mymake-upmusthavebeengood,forsheacceptedmebeforeIintroducedmyself。
\'Godbethankedyouarecome,\'shecried。\'Thepoorlieutenantneededamantokeephimcompany。Hesleepsnow,ashedoesalwaysintheafternoon,forhislegwearieshiminthenight……Butheisbrave,likeasoldier……Come,Iwillshowyouthehouse,foryoutwowillbealonenow。\'
Steppingsoftlysheledmeindoors,pointingwithawarningfingertothelittlebedroomwherePeterslept。Ifoundakitchenwithabigstoveandaroughfloorofplanking,onwhichlaysomebadlycuredskins。Offitwasasortofpantrywithabedforme。
Sheshowedmethepotsandpansforcookingandthestoresshehadlaidin,andwheretofindwaterandfuel。\'Iwilldothemarketingdaily,\'shesaid,\'andifyouneedme,mydwellingishalfamileuptheroadbeyondthenewchurch。Godbewithyou,youngman,andbekindtothatwoundedone。\'
WhentheWidowSummermatterhaddepartedIsatdowninPeter\'sarm-chairandtookstockoftheplace。Itwasquietandsimpleandhomely,andthroughthewindowcamethegleamofsnowonthediamondhills。OnthetablebesidethestovewerePeter\'scherishedbelongings-hisbuck-skinpouchandthepipewhichJannieGrobelaarhadcarvedforhiminStHelena,analuminiumfieldmatch-boxIhadgivenhim,acheaplarge-printBiblesuchaspadrespresenttowell-disposedprivates,andanoldbattered_Pilgrim\'s_Progresswithgaudypictures。TheillustrationatwhichIopenedshowedFaithfulgoinguptoHeavenfromthefireofVanityFairlikeawoodcockthathasjustbeenflushed。Everythingintheroomwasexquisitelyneat,andIknewthatthatwasPeterandnottheWidowSummermatter。Onapegbehindthedoorhunghismuch-mendedcoat,andstickingoutofapocketI
recognizedasheafofmyownletters。InonecornerstoodsomethingwhichIhadforgottenabout-aninvalidchair。
ThesightofPeter\'splainlittleoddmentsmademefeelsolemn。I
wonderedifhiseyeswouldbelikeMary\'snow,forIcouldnotconceivewhatlifewouldbeforhimasacripple。VerysilentlyI
openedthebedroomdoorandslippedinside。
HewaslyingonacampbedsteadwithoneofthosestripedSwissblanketspulleduproundhisears,andhewasasleep。ItwastheoldPeterbeyonddoubt。Hehadthehunter\'sgiftofbreathingevenlythroughhisnose,andthewhitescaronthedeepbrownofhisforeheadwaswhatIhadalwaysremembered。TheonlychangesinceI
lastsawhimwasthathehadlethisbeardgrowagain,anditwasgrey。
AsIlookedathimtheremembranceofallwehadbeenthroughtogetherfloodedbackuponme,andIcouldhavecriedwithjoyatbeingbesidehim。Women,blesstheirhearts!canneverknowwhatlongcomradeshipmeanstomen;itissomethingnotintheirlives-
somethingthatbelongsonlytothatwild,undomesticatedworldwhichweforswearwhenwefindourmates。EvenMaryunderstoodonlyabitofit。Ihadjustwonherlove,whichwasthegreatestthingthatevercamemyway,butifshehadenteredatthatmomentIwouldscarcelyhaveturnedmyhead。Iwasbackagainintheoldlifeandwasnotthinkingofthenew。
SuddenlyIsawthatPeterwasawakeandwaslookingatme。
\'Dick,\'hesaidinawhisper,\'Dick,myoldfriend。\'
Theblanketwastossedoff,andhislong,leanarmswerestretchedouttome。Igrippedhishands,andforalittlewedidnotspeak。
ThenIsawhowwoefullyhehadchanged。Hisleftleghadshrunk,andfromthekneedownwaslikeapipestem。Hisface,whenawake,showedthelinesofhardsufferingandheseemedshorterbyhalfafoot。ButhiseyeswerestilllikeMary\'s。Indeedtheyseemedtobemorepatientandpeacefulthaninthedayswhenhesatbesidemeonthebuck-waggonandpeeredoverthehunting-veld。
Ipickedhimup-hewasnoheavierthanMary-andcarriedhimtohischairbesidethestove。ThenIboiledwaterandmadetea,aswehadsooftendonetogether。
\'Peter,oldman,\'Isaid,\'we\'reontrekagain,andthisisaverysnuglittle_rondavel。We\'vehadmanygoodyarns,butthisisgoingtobethebest。Firstofall,howaboutyourhealth?\'
\'Good,I\'mastrongmanagain,butslowlikeahippocow。I
havebeenlonelysometimes,butthatisallbynow。Tellmeofthebigbattles。\'
ButIwashungryfornewsofhimandkepthimtohisowncase。
HehadnocomplaintofhistreatmentexceptthathedidnotlikeGermans。Thedoctorsatthehospitalhadbeenclever,hesaid,andhaddonetheirbestforhim,butnervesandsinewsandsmallboneshadbeensowreckedthattheycouldnotmendhisleg,andPeterhadalltheBoer\'sdislikeofamputation。OnedoctorhadbeeninDamaralandandtalkedtohimofthosebakedsunnyplacesandmadehimhomesick。ButhereturnedalwaystohisdislikeofGermans。Hehadseenthemherdingoursoldierslikebrutebeasts,andthecommandanthadafacelikeStummandachinthatstuckoutandwantedhitting。HemadeanexceptionforthegreatairmanLensch,whohaddownedhim。
\'Heisawhiteman,thatone,\'hesaid。\'Hecametoseemeinhospitalandtoldmealotofthings。Ithinkhemadethemtreatmewell。Heisabigman,Dick,whowouldmaketwoofme,andhehasaround,merryfaceandpaleeyeslikeFrickieCellierswhocouldputabulletthroughapauw\'sheadattwohundredyards。HesaidhewassorryIwaslame,forhehopedtohavemorefightswithme。SomewomanthattellsfortuneshadsaidthatIwouldbetheendofhim,buthereckonedshehadgotthethingthewrongwayon。Ihopehewillcomethroughthiswar,forheisagoodman,thoughaGerman……Buttheothers!TheyarelikethefoolintheBible,fatanduglyingoodfortuneandproudandviciouswhentheirluckgoes。Theyarenotapeopletobehappywith。\'
Thenhetoldmethattokeepuphisspiritshehadamusedhimselfwithplayingagame。HehadpridedhimselfonbeingaBoer,andspokencoldlyoftheBritish。Hehadalso,Igathered,impartedmanythingscalculatedtodeceive。SoheleftGermanywithgoodmarks,andinSwitzerlandhadheldhimselfalooffromtheotherBritishwounded,ontheadviceofBlenkiron,whohadmethimassoonashecrossedthefrontier。IgathereditwasBlenkironwhohadhadhimsenttoStAnton,andinhistimethere,asadisgruntledBoer,hehadmixedagooddealwithGermans。
Theyhadpumpedhimaboutourairservice,andPeterhadtoldthemmanyingeniousliesandheardcuriousthingsinreturn。
\'Theyareworkinghard,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Neverforgetthat。TheGermanisastoutenemy,andwhenwebeathimwithamachinehesweatstillhehasinventedanewone。Theyhavegreatpilots,butneversomanygoodonesaswe,andIdonotthinkinordinaryfightingtheycaneverbeatus。ButyoumustwatchLensch,forI
fearhim。Hehasanewmachine,Ihear,withgreatenginesandashortwingspread,butthewingssocamberedthathecanclimbfast。
Thatwillbeasurprisetospringuponus。Youwillsaythatwe\'llsoonbetterit。Soweshall,butifitwasusedatatimewhenwewerepushingharditmightmakethelittledifferencethatlosesbattles。\'
\'Youmean,\'Isaid,\'thatifwehadagreatattackreadyandhaddrivenalltheBocheplanesbackfromourfront,Lenschandhiscircusmightgetoverinspiteofusandblowthegaff?\'
\'Yes,\'hesaidsolemnly。\'Orifwewereattacked,andhadaweakspot,LenschmightshowtheGermanswheretogetthrough。Idonotthinkwearegoingtoattackforalongtime;butIamprettysurethatGermanyisgoingtoflingeverymanagainstus。Thatisthetalkofmyfriends,anditisnotbluff。\'
ThatnightIcookedourmodestdinner,andwesmokedourpipeswiththestovedooropenandthegoodsmellofwoodsmokeinournostrils。ItoldhimofallmydoingsandoftheWildBirdsandIveryandthejobwewereengagedon。Blenkiron\'sinstructionswerethatwetwoshouldlivehumblyandkeepoureyesandearsopen,forwewereoutsidesuspicion-thecantankerouslameBoerandhisloutishservantfromArosa。Somewhereintheplacewasarendezvousofourenemies,andthithercameCheliusonhisdarkerrands。
Peternoddedhisheadsagely,\'IthinkIhaveguessedtheplace。
Thedaughteroftheoldwomanusedtopullmychairsometimesdowntothevillage,andIhavesatincheapinnsandtalkedtoservants。Thereisafresh-waterpanthere,itisallcoveredwithsnownow,andbesideitthereisabighousethattheycallthePinkChalet。Idonotknowmuchaboutit,exceptthatrichfolkliveinit,forIknowtheotherhousesandtheyareharmless。Alsothebighotels,whicharetoocoldandpublicforstrangerstomeetin。\'
IputPetertobed,anditwasajoytometolookafterhim,togivehimhistonicandpreparethehotwaterbottlethatcomfortedhisneuralgia。Hisbehaviourwaslikeadocilechild\'s,andheneverlapsedfromhissunnytemper,thoughIcouldseehowhisleggavehimhell。Theyhadtriedmassageforitandgivenitup,andtherewasnothingforhimbuttoenduretillnatureandhistoughconstitutiondeadenedthetorturednervesagain。Ishiftedmybedoutofthepantryandsleptintheroomwithhim,andwhenIwokeinthenight,asonedoesthefirsttimeinastrangeplace,Icouldtellbyhisbreathingthathewaswakefulandsuffering。
Nextdayabathchaircontainingagrizzledcrippleandpushedbyalimpingpeasantmighthavebeenseendescendingthelonghilltothevillage。Itwasclearfrostyweatherwhichmakesthecheekstingle,andIfeltsofullofbeansthatitwashardtoremembermygameleg。Thevalleywasshutinontheeastbyagreatmassofrocksandglaciers,belongingtoamountainwhosetopcouldnotbeseen。Butonthesouth,abovethesnowyfir-woods,therewasamostdelicatelace-likepeakwithapointlikeaneedle。Ilookedatitwithinterest,forbeyonditlaythevalleywhichledtotheStaubpass,andbeyondthatwasItaly-andMary。
TheoldvillageofStAntonhadonelong,narrowstreetwhichbentatrightanglestoabridgewhichspannedtheriverflowingfromthelake。Thencetheroadclimbedsteeply,butattheotherendofthestreetitranonthelevelbythewater\'sedge,linedwithgimcrackboarding-houses,nowshutteredtotheworld,andafewvillasinpatchesofgarden。Atthefarend,justbeforeitplungedintoapine-wood,apromontoryjuttedintothelake,leavingabroadspacebetweentheroadandthewater。Herewerethegroundsofamoreconsiderabledwelling-snow-coveredlaurelsandrhododendronswithoneortwobiggertrees-andjustonthewater-edgestoodthehouseitself,calledthePinkChalet。
IwheeledPeterpasttheentranceonthecracklingsnowofthehighway。Seenthroughthegapsofthetreesthefrontlookednew,butthebackpartseemedtobeofsomeage,forIcouldseehighwalls,brokenbyfewwindows,hangingoverthewater。Theplacewasnomoreachaletthanadonjon,butIsupposethenamewasgiveninhonourofawoodengalleryabovethefrontdoor。Thewholethingwaswashedinanuglypink。Therewereouthouses-
garageorstablesamongthetrees-andattheentrancetherewerefairlyrecenttracksofanautomobile。
Onourwaybackwehadsomeverybadbeerinacafeandmadefriendswiththewomanwhokeptit。Peterhadtotellherhisstory,andItrottedoutmyauntinZurich,andintheendweheardhergrievances。ShewasatrueSwiss,angryatallthebelligerentswhohadspoiledherlivelihood,hatingGermanymostbutalsofearinghermost。Coffee,tea,fuel,bread,evenmilkandcheesewerehardtogetandcostaransom。Itwouldtakethelandyearstorecover,andtherewouldbenomoretourists,fortherewaslittlemoneyleftintheworld。IdroppedaquestionaboutthePinkChalet,andwastoldthatitbelongedtooneSchweigler,aprofessorofBerne,anoldmanwhocamesometimesforafewdaysinthesummer。Itwasoftenlet,butnotnow。Askedifitwasoccupied,sheremarkedthatsomefriendsoftheSchweiglers-richpeoplefromBasle-hadbeenthereforthewinter。\'Theycomeandgoingreatcars,\'shesaidbitterly,\'andtheybringtheirfoodfromthecities。Theyspendnomoneyinthispoorplace。\'
PresentlyPeterandIfellintoaroutineoflife,asifwehadalwayskepthousetogether。Inthemorninghewentabroadinhischair,intheafternoonIwouldhobbleaboutonmyownerrands。Wesankintothebackgroundandtookitscolour,andalessconspicuouspairneverfacedtheeyeofsuspicion。OnceaweekayoungSwissofficer,whosebusinessitwastolookafterBritishwounded,paidusahurriedvisit。IusedtogetlettersfrommyauntinZurich,SometimeswiththepostmarkofArosa,andnowandthentheseletterswouldcontaincuriouslywordedadviceorinstructionsfromhimwhommyauntcalled\'thekindpatron\'。GenerallyIwastoldtobepatient。SometimesIhadwordaboutthehealthof\'mylittlecousinacrossthemountains\'。OnceIwasbiddenexpectafriendofthepatron\'s,thewisedoctorofwhomhehadoftenspoken,butthoughafterthatIshadowedthePinkChaletfortwodaysnodoctorappeared。
Myinvestigationswereabarrenbusiness。Iusedtogodowntothevillageintheafternoonandsitinanout-of-the-waycafe,talkingslowGermanwithpeasantsandhotelporters,buttherewaslittletolearn。IknewalltherewastohearaboutthePinkChalet,andthatwasnothing。Ayoungmanwhoski-edstayedforthreenightsandspenthisdaysonthealpsabovethefir-woods。Apartyoffour,includingtwowomen,wasreportedtohavebeenthereforanight-allramificationsoftherichfamilyofBasle。Istudiedthehousefromthelake,whichshouldhavebeennicelysweptintoice-rinks,butfromlackofvisitorswasaheapofblownsnow。Thehigholdwallsofthebackpartwerebuiltstraightfromthewater\'sedge。I
rememberItriedashortcutthroughthegroundstothehigh-roadandwasgiven\'Goodafternoon\'byasmilingGermanmanservant。
OnewayandanotherIgatheredtherewereagoodmanyserving-
menabouttheplace-toomanyfortheinfrequentguests。ButbeyondthisIdiscoverednothing。
NotthatIwasbored,forIhadalwaysPetertoturnto。HewasthinkingalotaboutSouthAfrica,andthethinghelikedbestwastogooverwithmeeverydetailofouroldexpeditions。Theybelongedtoalifewhichhecouldthinkaboutwithoutpain,whereasthewarwastoonearandbitterforhim。Helikedtohobbleout-of-doorsafterthedarknesscameandlookathisoldfriends,thestars。
Hecalledthembythewordstheyuseontheveld,andthefirststarofmorninghecalledthe_voorlooper-thelittleboywhoinspanstheoxen-anameIhadnotheardfortwentyyears。Manyagreatyarnwespuninthelongevenings,butIalwayswenttobedwithasoreheart。Thelonginginhiseyeswastoourgent,longingnotforolddaysorfarcountries,butforthehealthandstrengthwhichhadoncebeenhispride。
onenightItoldhimaboutMary。
\'Shewillbeahappy_mysie,\'hesaid,\'butyouwillneedtobeverycleverwithher,forwomenarequeercattleandyouandIdon\'tknowtheirways。TheytellmeEnglishwomendonotcookandmakeclotheslikeourvrouws,sowhatwillshefindtodo?Idoubtanidlewomanwillbelikeamealie-fedhorse。\'
ItwasnogoodexplainingtohimthekindofgirlMarywas,forthatwasaworldentirelybeyondhisken。ButIcouldseethathefeltlonelierthaneveratmynews。SoItoldhimofthehouseI
meanttohaveinEnglandwhenthewarwasover-anoldhouseinagreenhillycountry,withfieldsthatwouldcarryfourheadofcattletotheMorganandfurrowsofclearwater,andorchardsofplumsandapples。\'Andyouwillstaywithusallthetime,\'Isaid。
\'Youwillhaveyourownroomsandyourownboytolookafteryou,andyouwillhelpmetofarm,andwewillcatchfishtogether,andshootthewildduckswhentheycomeupfromthepansintheevening。IhavefoundabettercountrysidethantheHoutbosch,whereyouandIplannedtohaveafarm。Itisablessedandhappyplace,England。\'
Heshookhishead。\'Youareakindman,Dick,butyourpretty_mysiewon\'twantanuglyoldfellowlikemehobblingaboutherhouse……IdonotthinkIwillgobacktoAfrica,forIshouldbesadthereinthesun。IwillfindalittleplaceinEngland,andsomedayIwillvisityou,oldfriend。\'
Thatnighthisstoicismseemedforthefirsttimetofailhim。Hewassilentforalongtimeandwentearlytobed,whereIcanvouchforithedidnotsleep。Buthemusthavethoughtalotinthenighttime,forinthemorninghehadgothimselfinhandandwasascheerfulasasandboy。
Iwatchedhisphilosophywithamazement。ItwasfarbeyondanythingIcouldhavecompassedmyself。Hewassofrailandsopoor,forhehadneverhadanythingintheworldbuthisbodilyfitness,andhehadlostthatnow。Andremember,hehadlostitaftersomemonthsofglitteringhappiness,forintheairhehadfoundtheelementforwhichhehadbeenborn。Sometimeshedroppedahintofthosedayswhenhelivedinthecloudsandinventedanewkindofbattle,andhisvoicealwaysgrewhoarse。I
couldseethatheachedwithlongingfortheirreturn。Andyetheneverhadawordofcomplaint。Thatwastheritualhehadsethimself,hispointofhonour,andhefacedthefuturewiththesamekindofcourageasthatwithwhichhehadtackledawildbeastorLenschhimself。Onlyitneededafarbiggerbrandoffortitude。
Anotherthingwasthathehadfoundreligion。Idoubtifthatistherightwaytoputit,forhehadalwayshadit。MenwholiveinthewildsknowtheyareinthehandsofGod。Buthisoldkindhadbeenatatteredthing,morelikeheathensuperstition,thoughithadalwayskepthimhumble。ButnowhehadtakentoreadingtheBibleandtothinkinginhislonelynights,andhehadgotacreedofhisown。Idaresayitwascrudeenough,Iamsureitwasunorthodox;butiftheproofofreligionisthatitgivesamanapropinbaddays,thenPeter\'swastherealthing。HeusedtoferretaboutintheBibleandthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress-theywerebothequallyinspiredinhiseyes-andfindtextswhichheinterpretedinhisownwaytomeethiscase。Hetookeverythingquiteliterally。WhathappenedthreethousandyearsagoinPalestinemight,forallheminded,havebeengoingonnextdoor。IusedtochaffhimandtellhimthathewasliketheKaiser,verygoodatfittingtheBibletohispurpose,buthissinceritywassocompletethatheonlysmiled。I
rememberonenight,whenhehadbeenthinkingabouthisflyingdays,hefoundapassageinThessaloniansaboutthedeadrisingtomeettheirLordintheair,andthatcheeredhimalot。Peter,Icouldsee,hadthenotionthathistimeherewouldn\'tbeverylong,andhelikedtothinkthatwhenhegothisreleasehewouldfindoncemoretheoldrapture。
Once,whenIsaidsomethingabouthispatience,hesaidhehadgottotrytoliveuptoMrStandfast。Hehadfixedonthatcharactertofollow,thoughhewouldhavepreferredMrValiant-for-Truthifhehadthoughthimselfgoodenough。HeusedtotalkaboutMrStandfastinhisqueerwayasifhewereafriendofusboth,likeBlenkiron……ItellyouIwashumbledoutofallmypridebytheSightofPeter,souncomplainingandgentleandwise。TheAlmightyHimselfcouldn\'thavemadeaprigoutofhim,andheneverwouldhavethoughtofpreaching。Onlyoncedidhegivemeadvice。Ihadalwaysalikingforshortcuts,andIwasgettingabitrestiveunderthelonginaction。OnedaywhenIexpressedmyfeelingsonthematter,Peteruppedandreadfromthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress:\'SomealsohavewishedthatthenextwaytotheirFather\'shousewerehere,thattheymightbetroublednomorewitheitherhillsormountainstogoover,buttheWayistheWay,andthereisanend。\'
AllthesamewhenwegotintoMarchandnothinghappenedI
grewprettyanxious。Blenkironhadsaidwewerefightingagainsttime,andhereweretheweeksslippingaway。Hisletterscameoccasionally,alwaysintheshapeofcommunicationsfrommyaunt。
OnetoldmethatIwouldsoonbeoutofajob,forPeter\'srepatriationwasjustaboutthrough,andhemightgethismovementorderanyday。Anotherspokeofmylittlecousinoverthehills,andsaidthatshehopedsoontobegoingtoaplacecalledSantaChiaraintheValSaluzzana。IgotoutthemapinahurryandmeasuredthedistancefromtheretoStAntonandporedoverthetworoadsthither-theshortonebytheStaubPassandthelongonebytheMarjolana。Theselettersmademethinkthatthingswerenearingaclimax,butstillnoinstructionscame。Ihadnothingtoreportinmyownmessages,IhaddiscoverednothinginthePinkChaletbutidleservants,IwasnotevensureifthePinkChaletwerenotaharmlessvilla,andIhadn\'tcomewithinathousandmilesoffindingChelius。
AllmydesiretoimitatePeter\'sstoicismdidn\'tpreventmefromgettingoccasionallyrattledanddespondent。
TheonethingIcoulddowastokeepfit,forIhadanotionI
mightsoonwantallmybodilystrength。Ihadtokeepupmypretenceoflamenessinthedaytime,soIusedtotakemyexerciseatnight。Iwouldsleepintheafternoon,whenPeterhadhissiesta,andthenabouttenintheevening,afterputtinghimtobed,I
wouldslipout-of-doorsandgoforafourorfivehours\'tramp。
Wonderfulwerethosemidnightwanderings。Ipushedupthroughthesnow-ladenpinestotheridgeswherethesnowlayingreatwreathsandscallops,tillIstoodonacrestwithafrozenworldatmyfeetandabovemeahostofglitteringstars。OnceonanightoffullmoonIreachedtheglacieratthevalleyhead,scrambledupthemorainetowheretheicebegan,andpeeredfearfullyintothespectralcrevasses。AtsuchhoursIhadtheearthtomyself,fortherewasnotasoundexcepttheslippingofaburdenofsnowfromthetreesorthecrackandrustlewhichremindedmethataglacierwasamovingriver。Thewarseemedveryfaraway,andIfeltthelittlenessofourhumanstruggles,tillIthoughtofPeterturningfromsidetosidetofindeaseinthecottagefarbelowme。ThenIrealizedthatthespiritofmanwasthegreatestthinginthisspaciousworld……I
wouldgetbackaboutthreeorfour,haveabathinthewaterwhichhadbeenwarminginmyabsence,andcreepintobed,almostashamedofhavingtwosoundlegs,whenabettermanayardawayhadbutone。
OddlyenoughatthesehoursthereseemedmorelifeinthePinkChaletthanbyday。Once,trampingacrossthelakelongaftermidnight,Isawlightsinthelake-frontinwindowswhichforordinarywereblankandshuttered。SeveraltimesIcutacrossthegrounds,whenthemoonwasdark。Ononesuchoccasionagreatcarwithnolightssweptupthedrive,andIheardlowvoicesatthedoor。Anothertimeamanranhastilypastme,andenteredthehousebyalittledoorontheeasternside,whichIhadnotbeforenoticed……Slowlytheconvictionbegantogrowonmethatwewerenotwronginmarkingdownthisplace,thatthingswentonwithinitwhichitdeeplyconcernedustodiscover。ButIwaspuzzledtothinkofaway。Imightbuttinside,butforallIknewitwouldbeupsettingBlenkiron\'splans,forhehadgivenmenoinstructionsabouthousebreaking。Allthisunsettledmeworsethanever。Ibegantolieawakeplanningsomemeansofentrance……I
wouldbeapeasantfromthenextvalleywhohadtwistedhisankle……
Iwouldgoseekinganimaginarycousinamongtheservants……
Iwouldstartafireintheplaceandhavethedoorsflungopentozealousneighbours……
AndthensuddenlyIgotinstructionsinaletterfromBlenkiron。
Itcameinsideaparcelofwarmsocksthatarrivedfrommykindaunt。Buttheletterformewasnotfromher。ItwasinBlenkiron\'slargesprawlinghandandthestyleofitwasallhisown。Hetoldmethathehadaboutfinishedhisjob。HehadgothislineonChelius,whowasthebirdheexpected,andthatbirdwouldsoonwingitswaysouthwardacrossthemountainsforthereasonIknewof。
\'We\'vegotanalmightymoveon,\'hewrote,\'andpleaseGodyou\'regoingtohustlesomeinthenextweek。It\'sgoingbetterthanIeverhoped。\'Butsomethingwasstilltobedone。Hehadstruckacountryman,oneClarenceDonne,ajournalistofKansasCity,whomhehadtakenintothebusiness。Himhedescribedasa\'crackerjack\'andcommendedtomyesteem。HewascomingtoStAnton,fortherewasagameafootatthePinkChalet,whichhewouldgivemenewsof。Iwastomeethimnexteveningatnine-
fifteenatthelittledoorintheeastendofthehouse。\'FortheloveofMike,Dick,\'heconcluded,\'beontimeanddoeverythingClarencetellsyouasifhewasme。It\'samightycomplexaffair,butyouandhehavesandenoughtopullthrough。Don\'tworryaboutyourlittlecousin。She\'ssafeandoutofthejobnow。\'
Myfirstfeelingwasoneofimmenserelief,especiallyatthelastwords。IreadtheletteradozentimestomakesureIhaditsmeaning。Aflashofsuspicioncrossedmymindthatitmightbeafake,principallybecausetherewasnomentionofPeter,whohadfiguredlargeintheothermissives。ButwhyshouldPeterbementionedwhenhewasn\'toninthispiece?Thesignatureconvincedme。OrdinarilyBlenkironsignedhimselfinfullwithafinecommercialflourish。ButwhenIwasattheFronthehadgotintothehabitofmakingakindofhieroglyphicofhissurnametomeandstickingJ。S。afteritinabracket。Thatwashowthisletterwassigned,anditwassureproofitwasallright。
Ispentthatdayandthenextinwildspirits。Peterspottedwhatwason,thoughIdidnottellhimforfearofmakinghimenvious。I
hadtobeextrakindtohim,forIcouldseethatheachedtohaveahandinthebusiness。IndeedheaskedshylyifIcouldn\'tfithimin,andIhadtolieaboutitandsayitwasonlyanotherofmyaimlesscircumnavigationsofthePinkChalet。
\'TryandfindsomethingwhereIcanhelp,\'hepleaded。\'I\'mprettystrongstill,thoughI\'mlame,andIcanshootabit。\'
Ideclaredthathewouldbeusedintime,thatBlenkironhadpromisedhewouldbeused,butforthelifeofmeIcouldn\'tseehow。
Atnineo\'clockontheeveningappointedIwasonthelakeoppositethehouse,closeinundertheshore,makingmywaytotherendezvous。Itwasacoal-blacknight,forthoughtheairwasclearthestarswereshiningwithlittlelight,andthemoonhadnotyetrisen。WithapremonitionthatImightbelongawayfromfood,I
hadbroughtsomeslabsofchocolate,andmypistolandtorchwereinmypocket。Itwasbittercold,butIhadceasedtomindweather,andIworemyonesuitandnoovercoat。
Thehousewaslikeatombforsilence。Therewasnocrackoflightanywhere,andnoneofthosesmellsofsmokeandfoodwhichproclaimhabitation。Itwasaneeriejobscramblingupthesteepbankeastoftheplace,towheretheflatofthegardenstarted,inadarknesssogreatthatIhadtogropemywaylikeablindman。
Ifoundthelittledoorbyfeelingalongtheedgeofthebuilding。
ThenIsteppedintoanadjacentclumpoflaurelstowaitonmycompanion。Hewastherebeforeme。
\'Say,\'IheardarichMiddleWestvoicewhisper,\'areyouJosephZimmer?I\'mnotshoutinganynames,butIguessyouaretheguyIwastoldtomeethere。\'
\'MrDonne?\'Iwhisperedback。
\'Thesame,\'hereplied。\'Shake。\'
Igrippedaglovedandmittenedhandwhichdrewmetowardsthedoor。
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ILieonaHardBedThejournalistfromKansasCitywasamanofaction。Hewastednowordsinintroducinghimselforunfoldinghisplanofcampaign。
\'You\'vegottofollowme,mister,andnotdeviateoneinchfrommytracks。Theexplainingpartwillcomelater。There\'sbigbusinessinthisshacktonight。\'Heunlockedthelittledoorwithscarcelyasound,slidthecrustofsnowfromhisboots,andprecededmeintoapassageasblackasacellar。Thedoorswungsmoothlybehindus,andafterthesharpout-of-doorstheairsmeltstuffyastheinsideofasafe。
AhandreachedbacktomakesurethatIfollowed。Weappearedtobeinaflaggedpassageunderthemainlevelofthehouse。Myhobnailedbootsslippedonthefloor,andIsteadiedmyselfonthewall,whichseemedtobeofundressedstone。MrDonnemovedsoftlyandassuredly,forhewasbettershodforthejobthanme,andhisguidinghandcamebackconstantlytomakesureofmywhereabouts。
IrememberthatIfeltjustasIhadfeltwhenonthatAugustnightIhadexploredthecreviceoftheCoolin-thesamesensethatsomethingqueerwasgoingtohappen,thesamerecklessnessandcontentment。Movingafootatatimewithimmensecare,wecametoaright-handturning。Twoshallowstepsledustoanotherpassage,andthenmygropinghandsstruckablindwall。TheAmericanwasbesideme,andhismouthwasclosetomyear。
\'Gottocrawlnow,\'hewhispered。\'Youlead,mister,whileI
shedthiscoatofmine。Eightfeetonyourstomachandthenupright。\'
Iwriggledthroughalowtunnel,broadenoughtotakethreemenabreast,butnottwofeethigh。Half-waythroughIfeltsuffocated,forIneverlikedholes,andIhadamomentaryanxietyastowhatwewereafterinthiscellarpilgrimage。PresentlyIsmeltfreeairandgotontomyknees。
\'Right,mister?\'cameawhisperfrombehind。MycompanionseemedtobewaitingtillIwasthroughbeforehefollowed。
\'Right,\'Ianswered,andverycarefullyrosetomyfeet。
Thensomethinghappenedbehindme。Therewasajarandabumpasiftheroofofthetunnelhadsubsided。Iturnedsharplyandgropedatthemouth。Istuckmylegdownandfoundablock。
\'Donne,\'Isaid,asloudasIdared,\'areyouhurt?Whereareyou?\'
Butnoanswercame。
EventhenIthoughtonlyofanaccident。Somethinghadmiscarried,andIwascutoffinthecellarsofanunfriendlyhouseawayfromthemanwhoknewtheroadandhadaplaninhishead。Iwasnotsomuchfrightenedasexasperated。Iturnedfromthetunnel-
mouthandgropedintothedarknessbeforeme。ImightaswellprospectthekindofprisonintowhichIhadblundered。
Itookthreesteps-nomore。Myfeetseemedsuddenlytogofrommeandflyupward。SosuddenwasitthatIfellheavyanddeadlikealog,andmyheadstruckthefloorwithacrashthatforamomentknockedmesenseless。Iwasconsciousofsomethingfallingonmeandofanintolerablepressureonmychest。Istruggledforbreath,andfoundmyarmsandlegspinnedandmywholebodyinakindofwoodenvice。Iwassickwithconcussion,andcoulddonothingbutgaspandchokedownmynausea。Thecutinthebackofmyheadwasbleedingfreelyandthathelpedtoclearmywits,butIlayforaminuteortwoincapableofthought。Ishutmyeyestight,asamandoeswhenheisfightingwithaswoon。
WhenIopenedthemtherewaslight。Itcamefromtheleftsideoftheroom,thebroadglareofastrongelectrictorch。Iwatcheditstupidly,butitgavemethefillipneededtopickupthethreads。I
rememberedthetunnelnowandtheKansasjournalist。ThenbehindthelightIsawafacewhichpulledmyflickeringsensesoutofthemire。
Isawtheheavyulsterandthecap,whichIhadrealized,thoughIhadnotseen,outsideinthedarklaurels。Theybelongedtothejournalist,ClarenceDonne,thetrustedemissaryofBlenkiron。ButI
sawhisfacenow,anditwasthatfacewhichIhadboastedtoBullivantIcouldnevermistakeagainuponearth。Ididnotmistakeitnow,andIrememberIhadafaintsatisfactionthatIhadmadegoodmyword。Ihadnotmistakenit,forIhadnothadthechancetolookatittillthismoment。Isawwithacidclearnessthecommondenominatorofallitsdisguises-theyoungmanwholispedintheseasidevilla,thestoutphilanthropistofBiggleswick,thepulpypanic-strickencreatureoftheTubestation,thetrimFrenchstaffofficerofthePicardychateau……Isawmore,forIsawitbeyondtheneedofdisguise。IwaslookingatvonSchwabing,theexile,whohaddonemoreforGermanythananyarmycommander……
Mary\'swordscamebacktome-\'themostdangerousmanintheworld\'……Iwasnotafraid,orbroken-heartedatfailure,orangry-
notyet,forIwastoodazedandawestruck。Ilookedathimasonemightlookatsomecataclysmofnaturewhichhaddestroyedacontinent。
Thefacewassmiling。
\'Iamhappytoofferyouhospitalityatlast,\'itsaid。
Ipulledmywitsfartheroutofthemudtoattendtohim。Thecross-baronmychestpressedlesshardandIbreathedbetter。ButwhenItriedtospeak,thewordswouldnotcome。
\'Weareoldfriends,\'hewenton。\'Wehaveknowneachotherquiteintimatelyforfouryears,whichisalongtimeinwar。Ihavebeeninterestedinyou,foryouhaveakindofcrudeintelligence,andyouhavecompelledmetotakeyouseriously。Ifyouwereclevereryouwouldappreciatethecompliment。Butyouwerefoolenoughtothinkyoucouldbeatme,andforthatyoumustbepunished。Ohno,don\'tflatteryourselfyouwereeverdangerous。
Youwereonlytroublesomeandpresumptuouslikeamosquitooneflicksoffone\'ssleeve。\'
Hewasleaningagainstthesideofaheavycloseddoor。Helitacigarfromalittlegoldtinderboxandregardedmewithamusedeyes。
\'Youwillhavetimeforreflection,soIproposetoenlightenyoualittle。Youareanobserveroflittlethings。So?Didyoueverseeacatwithamouse?Themouserunsaboutandhidesandmanoeuvresandthinksitisplayingitsowngame。Butatanymomentthecatcanstretchoutitspawandputanendtoit。Youarethemouse,mypoorGeneral-forIbelieveyouareoneofthosefunnyamateursthattheEnglishcallGenerals。AtanymomentduringthelastninemonthsIcouldhaveputanendtoyouwithanod。\'
MynauseahadstoppedandIcouldunderstandwhathesaid,thoughIhadstillnopowertoreply。
\'Letmeexplain,\'hewenton。\'IwatchedwithamusementyourgambolsatBiggleswick。MyeyesfollowedyouwhenyouwenttotheClydeandinyourstupidtwistingsinScotland。Igaveyourope,becauseyouwerefutile,andIhadgraverthingstoattendto。IallowedyoutoamuseyourselfatyourBritishFrontwithchildishinvestigationsandtoplaythefoolinParis。IhavefollowedeverystepofyourcourseinSwitzerland,andIhavehelpedyouridioticYankeefriendtoplotagainstmyself。Whileyouthoughtyouweredrawingyournetaroundme,Iwasdrawingminearoundyou。Iassureyou,ithasbeenacharmingrelaxationfromseriousbusiness。\'
Iknewthemanwaslying。Somepartwastrue,forhehadclearlyfooledBlenkiron;butIrememberedthehurriedflightfromBiggleswickandEaucourtSainte-Annewhenthegamewascertainlyagainsthim。Hehadmeathismercy,andwaswreakinghisvanityonme。Thatmadehimsmallerinmyeyes,andmyfirstawebegantopass。
\'Inevercherishrancour,youknow,\'hesaid。\'Inmybusinessitissillytobeangry,foritwastesenergy。ButIdonottolerateinsolence,mydearGeneral。Andmycountryhasthehabitofdoingjusticeonherenemies。Itmayinterestyoutoknowthattheendisnotfaroff。Germanyhasfacedajealousworldinarmsandsheisabouttobejustifiedofhergreatcourage。Shehasbrokenupbitbybittheclumsyorganizationofheropponents。WhereisRussiatoday,thesteam-rollerthatwastocrushus?WhereisthepoordupeRumania?WhereisthestrengthofItaly,whowasoncetodowondersforwhatshecalledLiberty?Broken,allofthem。Ihaveplayedmypartinthatworkandnowtheneedispast。MycountrywithfreehandsisabouttoturnuponyourarmedrabbleintheWestanddriveitintotheAtlantic。ThenweshalldealwiththeraggedremainsofFranceandthehandfulofnoisyAmericans。BymidsummertherewillbepeacedictatedbytriumphantGermany。\'
\'ByGod,therewon\'t!\'Ihadfoundmyvoiceatlast。
\'ByGod,therewill,\'hesaidpleasantly。\'Itiswhatyoucallamathematicalcertainty。Youwillnodoubtdiebravely,likethesavagetribesthatyourEmpireusedtoconquer。Butwehavethegreaterdisciplineandthestrongerspiritandthebiggerbrain。
Stupidityisalwayspunishedintheend,andyouareastupidrace。
DonotthinkthatyourkinsmenacrosstheAtlanticwillsaveyou。
Theyareacommercialpeopleandbynomeanssureofthemselves。
Whentheyhaveblusteredalittletheywillseereasonandfindsomemeansofsavingtheirfaces。TheircomicPresidentwillmakeaspeechortwoandwriteusasolemnNote,andwewillreplywiththeseriousrhetoricwhichheloves,andthenweshallkissandbefriends。Youknowinyourheartthatitwillbeso。\'
Agreatapathyseemedtosettleonme。Thisbraggingdidnotmakemeangry,andIhadnolongeranywishtocontradicthim。Itmayhavebeentheresultofthefall,butmymindhadstoppedworking。
Iheardhisvoiceasonelistenscasuallytothetickingofaclock。
\'Iwilltellyoumore,\'hewassaying。\'Thisistheeveningofthe18thdayofMarch。YourgeneralsinFranceexpectanattack,buttheyarenotsurewhereitwillcome。SomethinkitmaybeinChampagneorontheAisne,someatYpres,someatStQuentin。
Well,mydearGeneral,youalonewillItakeintoourconfidence。
Onthemorningofthe21st,threedaysfromnow,weattacktherightwingoftheBritishArmy。IntwodaysweshallbeinAmiens。
Onthethirdweshallhavedrivenawedgeasfarasthesea。Theninaweekorsoweshallhaverolledupyourarmyfromtheright,andpresentlyweshallbeinBoulogneandCalais。AfterthatParisfalls,andthenPeace。\'
Imadenoanswer。Theword\'Amiens\'recalledMary,andIwastryingtorememberthedayinJanuarywhensheandIhadmotoredsouthfromthatpleasantcity。
\'WhydoItellyouthesethings?Yourintelligence,foryouarenotaltogetherfoolish,willhavesuppliedtheanswer。Itisbecauseyourlifeisover。AsyourShakespearesays,therestissilence……
No,Iamnotgoingtokillyou。Thatwouldbecrude,andIhatecrudities。Iamgoingnowonalittlejourney,andwhenIreturnintwenty-fourhours\'timeyouwillbemycompanion。YouaregoingtovisitGermany,mydearGeneral。\'
Thatwokemetoattention,andhenoticedit,forhewentonwithgusto。
\'Youhaveheardofthe_Untergrundbahn?No?AndyouboastofanIntelligenceservice!YetyourignoranceissharedbythewholeofyourGeneralStaff。Itisalittleorganizationofmyown。Byitwecantakeunwillinganddangerouspeopleinsideourfrontiertobedealtwithasweplease。SomehavegonefromEnglandandmanyfromFrance。OfficiallyIbelievetheyarerecordedas“missing“,buttheydidnotgoastrayonanybattle-field。Theyhavebeengatheredfromtheirhomesorfromhotelsorofficesoreventhebusystreets。
IwillnotconcealfromyouthattheserviceofourUndergroundRailwayisalittleirregularfromEnglandandFrance。ButfromSwitzerlanditissmoothasatrunkline。Thereareunwatchedspotsonthefrontier,andwehaveouragentsamongthefrontierguards,andwehavenodifficultyaboutpasses。Itisaprettydevice,andyouwillsoonbeprivilegedtoobserveitsworking……InGermanyIcannotpromiseyoucomfort,butIdonotthinkyourlifewillbedull。\'
Ashespokethesewords,hisurbanesmilechangedtoagrinofimpishmalevolence。EventhroughmytorporIfeltthevenomandIshivered。
\'WhenIreturnIshallhaveanothercompanion。\'Hisvoicewashoneyedagain。\'ThereisacertainprettyladywhowastobethebaittoenticemeintoItaly。Itwasso?Well,Ihavefallentothebait。
IhavearrangedthatsheshallmeetmethisverynightatamountaininnontheItalianside。Ihavearranged,too,thatsheshallbealone。
Sheisaninnocentchild,andIdonotthinkthatshehasbeenmorethanatoolintheclumsyhandsofyourfriends。ShewillcomewithmewhenIaskher,andweshallbeamerrypartyintheUndergroundExpress。\'
Myapathyvanished,andeverynerveinmewasaliveatthewords。
\'Youcur!\'Icried。\'Sheloathesthesightofyou。Shewouldn\'ttouchyouwiththeendofabarge-pole。\'
Heflickedtheashfromhiscigar。\'Ithinkyouaremistaken。Iamverypersuasive,andIdonotliketousecompulsionwithawoman。
But,willingornot,shewillcomewithme。IhaveworkedhardandIamentitledtomypleasure,andIhavesetmyheartonthatlittlelady。\'
Therewassomethinginhistone,gross,leering,assured,halfcontemptuous,thatmademybloodboil。Hehadfairlygotmeontheraw,andthehammerbeatviolentlyinmyforehead。Icouldhaveweptwithsheerrage,andittookallmyfortitudetokeepmymouthshut。ButIwasdeterminednottoaddtohistriumph。
Helookedathiswatch。\'Timepasses,\'hesaid。\'Imustdeparttomycharmingassignation。Iwillgiveyourremembrancestothelady。ForgivemeformakingnoarrangementsforyourcomforttillIreturn。Yourconstitutionissosoundthatitwillnotsufferfromaday\'sfasting。TosetyourmindatrestImaytellyouthatescapeisimpossible。Thismechanismhasbeenprovedtoooften,andifyoudidbreakloosefromitmyservantswoulddealwithyou。ButI
mustspeakawordofcaution。Ifyoutamperwithitorstruggletoomuchitwillactinacuriousway。Thefloorbeneathyoucoversashaftwhichrunstothelakebelow。Setacertainspringatworkandyoumayfindyourselfshotdownintothewaterfarbelowtheice,whereyourbodywillrottillthespring……That,ofcourse,isanalternativeopentoyou,ifyoudonotcaretowaitformyreturn。\'
Helitafreshcigar,wavedhishand,andvanishedthroughthedoorway。Asitshutbehindhim,thesoundofhisfootstepsinstantlydiedaway。Thewallsmusthavebeenasthickasaprison\'s。
IsupposeIwaswhatpeopleinbookscall\'stunned\'。Theilluminationduringthepastfewminuteshadbeensodazzlingthatmybraincouldnotmasterit。IrememberveryclearlythatIdidnotthinkabouttheghastlyfailureofourscheme,ortheGermanplanswhichhadbeeninsolentlyunfoldedtomeastoonedeadtotheworld。Isawasinglepicture-aninninasnowyvalleyIsawitasasmallplacelikePeter\'scottage,asolitarygirl,thatsmilingdevilwhohadleftme,andthentheunknownterroroftheUndergroundRailway。Ithinkmycouragewentforabit,andIcriedwithfeeblenessandrage。ThehammerinmyforeheadhadstoppedforitonlybeatwhenIwasangryinaction。NowthatIlaytrapped,themanhoodhadslippedoutofmyjoints,andifIveryhadstillbeeninthedoorway,IthinkIwouldhavewhinedformercy。IwouldhaveofferedhimalltheknowledgeIhadintheworldifhehadpromisedtoleaveMaryalone。
Happilyhewasn\'tthere,andtherewasnowitnessofmycowardice。Happily,too,itisjustasdifficulttobeacowardforlongastobeahero。ItwasBlenkiron\'sphraseaboutMarythatpulledmetogether-\'Shecan\'tscareandshecan\'tsoil\'。No,byheavens,shecouldn\'t。IcouldtrustmyladyfarbetterthanIcouldtrustmyself。I
wasstillsickwithanxiety,butIwasgettingapullonmyself。Iwasdonein,butIverywouldgetnotriumphoutofme。EitherIwouldgoundertheice,orIwouldfindachanceofputtingabulletthroughmyheadbeforeIcrossedthefrontier。IfIcoulddonothingelseIcouldperishdecently……AndthenIlaughed,andIknewI
waspasttheworst。WhatmademelaughwasthethoughtofPeter。
Ihadbeenpityinghimanhouragoforhavingonlyoneleg,butnowhewasabroadintheliving,breathingworldwithyearsbeforehim,andIlayinthedepths,limblessandlifeless,withmynumberup。
IbegantomuseonthecoldwaterundertheicewhereIcouldgoifIwanted。IdidnotthinkthatIwouldtakethatroad,foraman\'schancesarenotgonetillheisstonedead,butIwasgladthewayexisted……AndthenIlookedatthewallinfrontofme,and,veryfarup,Isawasmallsquarewindow。
ThestarshadbeencloudedwhenIenteredthataccursedhouse,butthemistmusthavecleared。IsawmyoldfriendOrion,thehunter\'sstar,lookingthroughthebars。Andthatsuddenlymademethink。
PeterandIhadwatchedthembynight,andIknewtheplaceofallthechiefconstellationsinrelationtotheStAntonvalley。I
believedthatIwasinaroomonthelakesideofthePinkChalet:I
mustbe,ifIveryhadspokenthetruth。Butifso,IcouldnotconceivablyseeOrionfromitswindow……Therewasnootherpossibleconclusion,Imustbeinaroomontheeastsideofthehouse,andIveryhadbeenlying。HehadalreadyliedinhisboastingofhowhehadoutwittedmeinEnglandandattheFront。HemightbelyingaboutMary……No,Idismissedthathope。Thosewordsofhishadrungtrueenough。
Ithoughtforaminuteandconcludedthathehadliedtoterrorizemeandkeepmequiet;thereforethisinfernalcontraptionhadprobablyitsweakpoint。Ireflected,too,thatIwasprettystrong,farstrongerprobablythanIveryimagined,forhehadneverseenmestripped。SincetheplacewaspitchdarkIcouldnotguesshowthethingworked,butIcouldfeelthecross-barsrigidonmychestandlegsandtheside-barswhichpinnedmyarmstomysides……I
drewalongbreathandtriedtoforcemyelbowsapart。Nothingmoved,norcouldIraisethebarsonmylegsthesmallestfraction。
AgainItried,andagain。Theside-baronmyrightseemedtobelessrigidthantheothers。Imanagedtogetmyrighthandraisedabovethelevelofmythigh,andthenwithastruggleIgotagripwithitonthecross-bar,whichgavemeasmallleverage。WithamightyeffortIdrovemyrightelbowandshoulderagainsttheside-bar。Itseemedtogiveslightly……Isummonedallmystrengthandtriedagain。Therewasacrackandthenasplintering,themassivebarshuffledlimplyback,andmyrightarmwasfreetomovelaterally,thoughthecross-barpreventedmefromraisingit。
WithsomedifficultyIgotatmycoatpocketwherereposedmyelectrictorchandmypistol。WithimmenselabourandnolittlepainIpulledtheformeroutandswitcheditonbydrawingthecatchagainstthecross-bar。ThenIsawmyprisonhouse。
Itwasalittlesquarechamber,veryhigh,withonmyleftthemassivedoorbywhichIveryhaddeparted。Thedarkbaulksofmyrackwereplain,andIcouldroughlymakeouthowthethinghadbeenmanaged。Somespringhadtilteduptheflooring,anddroppedtheframeworkfromitsplaceintheright-handwall。Itwasclamped,Iobserved,byanarrangementinthefloorjustinfrontofthedoor。
IfIcouldgetridofthatcatchitwouldbeeasytofreemyself,fortoamanofmystrengththeweightwouldnotbeimpossiblyheavy。
Myfortitudehadcomebacktome,andIwaslivingonlyinthemoment,chokingdownanyhopeofescape。Myfirstjobwastodestroythecatchthatclampeddowntherack,andforthatmyonlyweaponwasmypistol。Imanagedtogetthelittleelectrictorchjammedinthecornerofthecross-bar,whereitlitupthefloortowardsthedoor。Thenitwashell\'sownbusinessextricatingthepistolfrommypocket。Wristandfingerswerealwayscramping,andIwasinterrorthatImightdropitwhereIcouldnotretrieveit。
Iforcedmyselftothinkoutcalmlythequestionoftheclamp,forapistolbulletisasmallthing,andIcouldnotaffordtomiss。I
reasoneditoutfrommyknowledgeofmechanics,andcametotheconclusionthatthecentreofgravitywasacertainbrightspotofmetalwhichIcouldjustseeunderthecross-bars。Itwasbrightandsomusthavebeenrecentlyrepaired,andthatwasanotherreasonforthinkingitimportant。Thequestionwashowtohitit,forI
couldnotgetthepistolinlinewithmyeye。Letanyonetrythatkindofshooting,withabentarmoverabar,whenyouarelyingflatandlookingatthemarkfromunderthebar,andhewillunderstanditsdifficulties。Ihadsixshotsinmyrevolver,andI
mustfiretwoorthreerangingshotsinanycase。Imustnotexhaustallmycartridges,forImusthaveabulletleftforanyservantwhocametopry,andIwantedoneinreserveformyself。ButIdidnotthinkshotswouldbeheardoutsidetheroom;thewallsweretoothick。
Iheldmywristrigidabovethecross-barandfired。Thebulletwasaninchtotherightofthepieceofbrightsteel。MovingafractionIfiredagain。Ihadgrazeditontheleft。Withachingeyesgluedonthemark,Itriedathirdtime。Isawsomethingleapapart,andsuddenlythewholeframeworkunderwhichIlayfelllooseandmobile……IwasverycoolandrestoredthepistoltomypocketandtookthetorchinmyhandbeforeImoved……Fortunehadbeenkind,forIwasfree。Iturnedonmyface,humpedmyback,andwithoutmuchtroublecrawledoutfromunderthecontraption。
Ididnotallowmyselftothinkofultimateescape,forthatwouldonlyflurryme,andonestepatatimewasenough。IrememberthatIdustedmyclothes,andfoundthatthecutinthebackofmyheadhadstoppedbleeding。Iretrievedmyhat,whichhadrolledintoacornerwhenIfell……ThenIturnedmyattentiontothenextstep。
Thetunnelwasimpossible,andtheonlywaywasthedoor。IfI
hadstoppedtothinkIwouldhaveknownthatthechancesagainstgettingoutofsuchahousewereathousandtoone。Thepistolshotshadbeenmuffledbythecavernouswalls,buttheplace,asI
knew,wasfullofservantsand,evenifIpassedtheimmediatedoor,Iwouldbecollaredinsomepassage。ButIhadmyselfsowellinhandthatItackledthedoorasifIhadbeenprospectingtosinkanewshaftinRhodesia。
Ithadnohandlenor,sofarasIcouldsee,akeyhole……ButI
noticed,asIturnedmytorchontheground,thatfromtheclampwhichIhadshatteredabrassrodsunkinthefloorledtooneofthedoor-posts。Obviouslythethingworkedbyaspringandwasconnectedwiththemechanismoftherack。
Awildthoughtenteredmymindandbroughtmetomyfeet。I
pushedthedooranditswungslowlyopen。Thebulletwhichfreedmehadreleasedthespringwhichcontrolledit。
Thenforthefirsttime,againstallmymaximsofdiscretion,I
begantohope。Itookoffmyhatandfeltmyforeheadburning,sothatIresteditforamomentonthecoolwall……Perhapsmyluckstillheld。WitharushcamethoughtsofMaryandBlenkironandPeterandeverythingwehadlabouredfor,andIwasmadtowin。
Ihadnonotionoftheinteriorofthehouseorwherelaythemaindoortotheouterworld。Mytorchshowedmealongpassagewithsomethinglikeadooratthefarend,butIclickeditoff,forIdidnotdaretouseitnow。Theplacewasdeadlyquiet。AsIlistenedIseemedtohearadooropenfaraway,andthensilencefellagain。
IgropedmywaydownthepassagetillIhadmyhandsonthefardoor。Ihopeditmightopenonthehall,whereIcouldescapebyawindoworabalcony,forIjudgedtheouterdoorwouldbelocked。
Ilistened,andtherecamenosoundfromwithin。Itwasnouselingering,soverystealthilyIturnedthehandleandopeneditacrack。
ItcreakedandIwaitedwithbeatingheartondiscovery,forinsideIsawtheglowoflight。Buttherewasnomovement,soitmustbeempty。Ipokedmyheadinandthenfollowedwithmybody。
Itwasalargeroom,withlogsburninginastove,andthefloorthickwithrugs。Itwaslinedwithbooks,andonatableinthecentreareading-lampwasburning。Severaldispatch-boxesstoodonthetable,andtherewasalittlepileofpapers。Amanhadbeenhereaminutebefore,forahalf-smokedcigarwasburningontheedgeoftheinkstand。
AtthatmomentIrecoveredcompleteuseofmywitsandallmyself-possession。More,therereturnedtomesomeoftheolddevil-
may-carenesswhichbeforehadservedmewell。Iveryhadgone,butthiswashissanctum。justasontheroofsofErzerumIhadburnedtogetatStumm\'spapers,sonowitwasborneinonmethatatallcostsImustlookatthatpile。
Iadvancedtothetableandpickedupthetopmostpaper。Itwasalittletypewrittenblueslipwiththeletteringinitalics,andinacorneracurious,involvedstampinredink。OnitIread:
\'__DieWildvogelmissen_beimkehren。\'
AtthesamemomentIheardstepsandthedooropenedonthefarside,Isteppedbacktowardsthestove,andfingeredthepistolinmypocket。
Amanentered,amanwithascholar\'sstoop,anunkemptbeard,andlargesleepydarkeyes。Atthesightofmehepulledupandhiswholebodygrewtaut。ItwasthePortugueseJew,whosebackI
hadlastseenatthesmithydoorinSkye,andwhobythemercyofGodhadneverseenmyface。
Istoppedfingeringmypistol,forIhadaninspiration。BeforehecouldutterawordIgotinfirst。
\'__DieVogeleinschweiigemim_Walde,\'Isaid。
Hisfacebrokeintoapleasantsmile,andhereplied:
\'_Wartenur,balderubestdu_auch。\'
\'Ach,\'hesaidinGerman,holdingouthishand,\'youhavecomethisway,whenwethoughtyouwouldgobyModane。Iwelcomeyou,forIknowyourexploits。YouareConradi,whodidsonoblyinItaly?\'
Ibowed。\'Yes,IamConradi,\'Isaid。
CHAPTERSEVENTEEN
TheColoftheSwallowsHepointedtothesliponthetable。
\'Youhaveseentheorders?\'
Inodded。
\'Thelongday\'sworkisover。Youmustrejoice,foryourparthasbeenthehardest,Ithink。Somedayyouwilltellmeaboutit?\'
Theman\'sfacewashonestandkindly,ratherlikethatoftheengineerGaudian,whomtwoyearsbeforeIhadmetinGermany。
Buthiseyesfascinatedme,fortheyweretheeyesofthedreamerandfanatic,whowouldnotdesistfromhisquestwhilelifelasted。I
thoughtthatIveryhadchosenwellinhiscolleague。
\'Mytaskisnotdoneyet,\'Isaid。\'IcameheretoseeChelius。\'
\'Hewillbebacktomorrowevening。\'
\'Toolate。Imustseehimatonce。HehasgonetoItaly,andI
mustovertakehim。\'
\'Youknowyourdutybest,\'hesaidgravely。
\'Butyoumusthelpme。ImustcatchhimatSantaChiara,foritisabusinessoflifeanddeath。Isthereacartobehad?\'
\'Thereismine。Butthereisnochauffeur。Cheliustookhim。\'
\'IcandrivemyselfandIknowtheroad。ButIhavenopasstocrossthefrontier。\'
\'Thatiseasilysupplied,\'hesaid,smiling。
inonebookcasetherewasashelfofdummybooks。Heunlockedthisandrevealedasmallcupboard,whencehetookatindispatch-
box。Fromsomepapersheselectedone,whichseemedtobealreadysigned。
\'Name?\'heasked。
\'CallmeHansGruberofBrieg,\'Isaid。\'Itraveltopickupmymaster,whoisinthetimbertrade。\'
\'Andyourreturn?\'
\'Iwillcomebackbymyoldroad,\'Isaidmysteriously;andifheknewwhatImeantitwasmorethanIdidmyself。
Hecompletedthepaperandhandedittome。\'Thiswilltakeyouthroughthefrontierposts。Andnowforthecar。Theservantswillbeinbed,fortheyhavebeenpreparingforalongjourney,butI
willmyselfshowityou。ThereisenoughpetrolonboardtotakeyoutoRome。\'
Heledmethroughthehall,unlockedthefrontdoor,andwecrossedthesnowylawntothegarage。Theplacewasemptybutforagreatcar,whichborethemarksofhavingcomefromthemuddylowlands。TomyjoyIsawthatitwasaDaimler,atypewithwhichIwasfamiliar。Ilitthelamps,startedtheengine,andranitoutontotheroad。
\'Youwillwantanovercoat,\'hesaid。
\'Ineverwearthem。\'
\'Food?\'
\'Ihavesomechocolate。IwillbreakfastatSantaChiara。\'
\'Well,Godgowithyou!\'
AminutelaterIwastearingalongthelake-sidetowardsStAntonvillage。
Istoppedatthecottageonthehill。Peterwasnotyetinbed。I
foundhimsittingbythefire,tryingtoread,butIsawbyhisfacethathehadbeenwaitinganxiouslyonmycoming。
\'We\'reinthesoup,oldman,\'IsaidasIshutthedoor。InadozensentencesItoldhimofthenight\'sdoings,ofIvery\'splanandmydesperateerrand。
\'Youwantedashare,\'Icried。\'Well,everythingdependsonyounow。I\'moffafterIvery,andGodknowswhatwillhappen。
Meantime,youhavegottogetontoBlenkiron,andtellhimwhatI\'vetoldyou。HemustgetthenewsthroughtoG。H。Q。somehow。HemusttraptheWildBirdsbeforetheygo。Idon\'tknowhow,buthemust。Tellhimit\'salluptohimandyou,forI\'moutofit。ImustsaveMary,andifGod\'swillingI\'llsettlewithIvery。ButthebigjobisforBlenkiron-andyou。Somehowhehasmadeabadbreak,andtheenemyhasgotaheadofhim。HemustsweatbloodtomakeUp。MyGod,Peter,it\'sthesolemnestmomentofourlives。I
don\'tseeanylight,butwemustn\'tmissanychances。I\'mleavingitalltoyou。\'
Ispokelikeamaninafever,forafterwhatIhadbeenthroughI
wasn\'tquitesane。MycoolnessinthePinkChalethadgivenplacetoacrazyrestlessness。IcanseePeteryet,standingintheringoflamplight,supportinghimselfbyachairback,wrinklinghisbrowsand,ashealwaysdidinmomentsofexcitement,scratchinggentlythetipofhisleftear。Hisfacewashappy。
\'Neverfear,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Itwillallcomeright。
__Onssal\'nplanmaak。\'
Andthen,stillpossessedwithademonofdisquiet,Iwasontheroadagain,headingforthepassthatledtoItaly。
Themisthadgonefromthesky,andthestarswereshiningbrightly。Themoon,nowattheendofitsfirstquarter,wassettinginagapofthemountains,asIclimbedthelowcolfromtheStAntonvalleytothegreaterStaubthal。Therewasfrostandthehardsnowcrackledundermywheels,buttherewasalsothatfeelintheairwhichpreludesstorm。IwonderedifIshouldrunintosnowinthehighhills。Thewholelandwasdeepinpeace。TherewasnotalightinthehamletsIpassedthrough,notasoulonthehighway。
IntheStaubthalIjoinedthemainroadandswungtotheleftupthenarrowingbedofthevalley。Theroadwasinnoblecondition,andthecarwasrunningfinely,asImountedthroughforestsofsnowyPinestoalandwherethemountainscreptclosetogether,andthehighwaycoiledroundtheanglesofgreatcragsorskirtedperilouslysomeprofoundgorge,withonlyalineofwoodenpoststodefenditfromthevoid。Inplacesthesnowstoodinwallsoneitherside,wheretheroadwaskeptopenbyman\'slabour。Inotherpartsitlaythin,andinthedimlightonemighthavefanciedthatonewasrunningthroughopenmeadowlands。