第8章
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  \'Don\'tthinkIwaseveryourrival。IwouldnomorehaveproposedtoMarythanIwouldhavemarriedoneofheraunts。Shewassosureofherself,sohappyinhersingle-heartednessthatsheterrifiedme。Mytypeofmanisnotmeantformarriage,forwomenmustbeinthecentreoflife,andwemustalwaysbestandingasideandlookingon。Itisadamnablethingtobeleft-handed。\'

  \'Thetroubleaboutyou,mydearchap,\'Isaid,\'isthatyou\'retoohardtoplease。\'

  \'That\'sonewayofputtingit。Ishouldputitmoreharshly。IhatemorethanIlove。Allwehumanitariansandpacifistshavehatredasourmainspring。Odd,isn\'tit,forpeoplewhopreachbrotherlylove?Butit\'sthetruth。We\'refullofhatetowardseverythingthatdoesn\'tsquareinwithourideas,everythingthatjarsonourlady-

  likenerves。Fellowslikeyouaresoinlovewiththeircausethatthey\'venotimeorinclinationtodetestwhatthwartsthem。We\'venocause-onlynegatives,andthatmeanshatred,andself-torture,andabeastlyjaundiceofsoul。\'

  ThenIknewthatWake\'sfaultwasnotspiritualpride,asIhaddiagnoseditatBiggleswick。Themanwasabasedwithhumility。

  \'Iseemorethanotherpeoplesee,\'hewenton,\'andIfeelmore。

  That\'sthecurseonme。You\'reahappymanandyougetthingsdone,becauseyouonlyseeonesideofacase,onethingatatime。

  Howwouldyoulikeitifathousandstringswerealwaystuggingatyou,ifyousawthateverycoursemeantthesacrificeoflovelyanddesirablethings,oreventheshatteringofwhatyouknowtobeunreplaceable?I\'mthekindofstuffpoetsaremadeof,butI

  haven\'tthepoet\'sgift,soIstaggerabouttheworldleft-handedandgame-legged……Takethewar。Formetofightwouldbeworsethanforanothermantorunaway。FromthebottomofmyheartI

  believethatitneedn\'thavehappened,andthatallwarisablisteringiniquity。Andyetbeliefhasgotverylittletodowithvirtue。I\'mnotasgoodamanasyou,Hannay,whohaveneverthoughtoutanythinginyourlife。MytimeintheLabourbattaliontaughtmesomething。IknewthatwithallmyfineaspirationsIwasn\'tastrueamanasfellowswhosetalkwassillyoathsandwhodidn\'tcareatinker\'scurseabouttheirsoul。\'

  IrememberthatIlookedathimwithasuddenunderstanding。\'I

  thinkIknowyou。You\'rethesortofchapwhowon\'tfightforhiscountrybecausehecan\'tbesurethatshe\'saltogetherintheright。

  Buthe\'dcheerfullydieforher,rightorwrong。\'

  Hisfacerelaxedinaslowsmile。\'Queerthatyoushouldsaythat。

  Ithinkit\'sprettynearthetruth。Menlikemearen\'tafraidtodie,buttheyhaven\'tquitethecouragetolive。Everymanshouldbehappyinaservicelikeyou,whenheobeysorders。Icouldn\'tgetoninanyservice。Ilackthebumpofveneration。Ican\'tswallowthingsmerelybecauseI\'mtoldto。Mysortarealwaystalkingabout“service“,butwehaven\'tthetemperamenttoserve。I\'dgiveallI

  havetobeanordinarycoginthewheel,insteadofaconfoundedoutsiderwhofindsfaultwiththemachinery……Takeagreatviolenthigh-handedfellowlikeyou。Youcansinkyourselftillyoubecomeonlyanameandanumber。Icouldn\'tifItried。I\'mnotsureifIwanttoeither。Iclingtotheoddsandendsthataremyown。\'

  \'IwishIhadhadyouinmybattalionayearago,\'Isaid。

  \'No,youdon\'t。I\'donlyhavebeenanuisance。I\'vebeenaFabiansinceOxford,butyou\'reabettersocialistthanme。I\'marancidindividualist。\'

  \'Butyoumustbefeelingbetteraboutthewar?\'Iasked。

  \'Notabitofit。I\'mstilllustingfortheheadsofthepoliticiansthatmadeitandcontinueit。ButIwanttohelpmycountry。

  Honestly,Hannay,Ilovetheoldplace。More,Ithink,thanIlovemyself,andthat\'ssayingadevilishlot。Shortoffighting-whichwouldbethesinagainsttheHolySpiritforme-I\'lldomydamnedest。Butyou\'llrememberI\'mnotusedtoteamwork。IfI\'majealousplayer,beatmeoverthehead。\'

  Hisvoicewasalmostwistful,andIlikedhimenormously。

  \'Blenkironwillseetothat,\'Isaid。\'We\'regoingtobreakyoutoharness,Wake,andthenyou\'llbeahappyman。Youkeepyourmindonthegameandforgetaboutyourself。That\'sthecureforjibbers。\'

  AsIjourneyedtoStAntonIthoughtalotaboutthattalk。HewasquiterightaboutMary,whowouldneverhavemarriedhim。A

  manwithsuchanangularsoulcouldn\'tfitintoanother\'s。AndthenIthoughtthatthechiefthingaboutMarywasjustherserenecertainty。HereyeshadthatsettledhappylookthatIrememberedtohaveseenonlyinoneotherhumanface,andthatwasPeter\'s……

  ButIwonderedifPeter\'seyeswerestillthesame。

  Ifoundthecottage,alittlewoodenthingwhichhadbeenleftperchedonitsknollwhenthebighotelsgrewaroundit。Ithadafenceinfront,butbehinditwasopentothehillside。Atthegatestoodabentoldwomanwithafacelikeapippin。Mymake-upmusthavebeengood,forsheacceptedmebeforeIintroducedmyself。

  \'Godbethankedyouarecome,\'shecried。\'Thepoorlieutenantneededamantokeephimcompany。Hesleepsnow,ashedoesalwaysintheafternoon,forhislegwearieshiminthenight……Butheisbrave,likeasoldier……Come,Iwillshowyouthehouse,foryoutwowillbealonenow。\'

  Steppingsoftlysheledmeindoors,pointingwithawarningfingertothelittlebedroomwherePeterslept。Ifoundakitchenwithabigstoveandaroughfloorofplanking,onwhichlaysomebadlycuredskins。Offitwasasortofpantrywithabedforme。

  Sheshowedmethepotsandpansforcookingandthestoresshehadlaidin,andwheretofindwaterandfuel。\'Iwilldothemarketingdaily,\'shesaid,\'andifyouneedme,mydwellingishalfamileuptheroadbeyondthenewchurch。Godbewithyou,youngman,andbekindtothatwoundedone。\'

  WhentheWidowSummermatterhaddepartedIsatdowninPeter\'sarm-chairandtookstockoftheplace。Itwasquietandsimpleandhomely,andthroughthewindowcamethegleamofsnowonthediamondhills。OnthetablebesidethestovewerePeter\'scherishedbelongings-hisbuck-skinpouchandthepipewhichJannieGrobelaarhadcarvedforhiminStHelena,analuminiumfieldmatch-boxIhadgivenhim,acheaplarge-printBiblesuchaspadrespresenttowell-disposedprivates,andanoldbattered_Pilgrim\'s_Progresswithgaudypictures。TheillustrationatwhichIopenedshowedFaithfulgoinguptoHeavenfromthefireofVanityFairlikeawoodcockthathasjustbeenflushed。Everythingintheroomwasexquisitelyneat,andIknewthatthatwasPeterandnottheWidowSummermatter。Onapegbehindthedoorhunghismuch-mendedcoat,andstickingoutofapocketI

  recognizedasheafofmyownletters。InonecornerstoodsomethingwhichIhadforgottenabout-aninvalidchair。

  ThesightofPeter\'splainlittleoddmentsmademefeelsolemn。I

  wonderedifhiseyeswouldbelikeMary\'snow,forIcouldnotconceivewhatlifewouldbeforhimasacripple。VerysilentlyI

  openedthebedroomdoorandslippedinside。

  HewaslyingonacampbedsteadwithoneofthosestripedSwissblanketspulleduproundhisears,andhewasasleep。ItwastheoldPeterbeyonddoubt。Hehadthehunter\'sgiftofbreathingevenlythroughhisnose,andthewhitescaronthedeepbrownofhisforeheadwaswhatIhadalwaysremembered。TheonlychangesinceI

  lastsawhimwasthathehadlethisbeardgrowagain,anditwasgrey。

  AsIlookedathimtheremembranceofallwehadbeenthroughtogetherfloodedbackuponme,andIcouldhavecriedwithjoyatbeingbesidehim。Women,blesstheirhearts!canneverknowwhatlongcomradeshipmeanstomen;itissomethingnotintheirlives-

  somethingthatbelongsonlytothatwild,undomesticatedworldwhichweforswearwhenwefindourmates。EvenMaryunderstoodonlyabitofit。Ihadjustwonherlove,whichwasthegreatestthingthatevercamemyway,butifshehadenteredatthatmomentIwouldscarcelyhaveturnedmyhead。Iwasbackagainintheoldlifeandwasnotthinkingofthenew。

  SuddenlyIsawthatPeterwasawakeandwaslookingatme。

  \'Dick,\'hesaidinawhisper,\'Dick,myoldfriend。\'

  Theblanketwastossedoff,andhislong,leanarmswerestretchedouttome。Igrippedhishands,andforalittlewedidnotspeak。

  ThenIsawhowwoefullyhehadchanged。Hisleftleghadshrunk,andfromthekneedownwaslikeapipestem。Hisface,whenawake,showedthelinesofhardsufferingandheseemedshorterbyhalfafoot。ButhiseyeswerestilllikeMary\'s。Indeedtheyseemedtobemorepatientandpeacefulthaninthedayswhenhesatbesidemeonthebuck-waggonandpeeredoverthehunting-veld。

  Ipickedhimup-hewasnoheavierthanMary-andcarriedhimtohischairbesidethestove。ThenIboiledwaterandmadetea,aswehadsooftendonetogether。

  \'Peter,oldman,\'Isaid,\'we\'reontrekagain,andthisisaverysnuglittle_rondavel。We\'vehadmanygoodyarns,butthisisgoingtobethebest。Firstofall,howaboutyourhealth?\'

  \'Good,I\'mastrongmanagain,butslowlikeahippocow。I

  havebeenlonelysometimes,butthatisallbynow。Tellmeofthebigbattles。\'

  ButIwashungryfornewsofhimandkepthimtohisowncase。

  HehadnocomplaintofhistreatmentexceptthathedidnotlikeGermans。Thedoctorsatthehospitalhadbeenclever,hesaid,andhaddonetheirbestforhim,butnervesandsinewsandsmallboneshadbeensowreckedthattheycouldnotmendhisleg,andPeterhadalltheBoer\'sdislikeofamputation。OnedoctorhadbeeninDamaralandandtalkedtohimofthosebakedsunnyplacesandmadehimhomesick。ButhereturnedalwaystohisdislikeofGermans。Hehadseenthemherdingoursoldierslikebrutebeasts,andthecommandanthadafacelikeStummandachinthatstuckoutandwantedhitting。HemadeanexceptionforthegreatairmanLensch,whohaddownedhim。

  \'Heisawhiteman,thatone,\'hesaid。\'Hecametoseemeinhospitalandtoldmealotofthings。Ithinkhemadethemtreatmewell。Heisabigman,Dick,whowouldmaketwoofme,andhehasaround,merryfaceandpaleeyeslikeFrickieCellierswhocouldputabulletthroughapauw\'sheadattwohundredyards。HesaidhewassorryIwaslame,forhehopedtohavemorefightswithme。SomewomanthattellsfortuneshadsaidthatIwouldbetheendofhim,buthereckonedshehadgotthethingthewrongwayon。Ihopehewillcomethroughthiswar,forheisagoodman,thoughaGerman……Buttheothers!TheyarelikethefoolintheBible,fatanduglyingoodfortuneandproudandviciouswhentheirluckgoes。Theyarenotapeopletobehappywith。\'

  Thenhetoldmethattokeepuphisspiritshehadamusedhimselfwithplayingagame。HehadpridedhimselfonbeingaBoer,andspokencoldlyoftheBritish。Hehadalso,Igathered,impartedmanythingscalculatedtodeceive。SoheleftGermanywithgoodmarks,andinSwitzerlandhadheldhimselfalooffromtheotherBritishwounded,ontheadviceofBlenkiron,whohadmethimassoonashecrossedthefrontier。IgathereditwasBlenkironwhohadhadhimsenttoStAnton,andinhistimethere,asadisgruntledBoer,hehadmixedagooddealwithGermans。

  Theyhadpumpedhimaboutourairservice,andPeterhadtoldthemmanyingeniousliesandheardcuriousthingsinreturn。

  \'Theyareworkinghard,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Neverforgetthat。TheGermanisastoutenemy,andwhenwebeathimwithamachinehesweatstillhehasinventedanewone。Theyhavegreatpilots,butneversomanygoodonesaswe,andIdonotthinkinordinaryfightingtheycaneverbeatus。ButyoumustwatchLensch,forI

  fearhim。Hehasanewmachine,Ihear,withgreatenginesandashortwingspread,butthewingssocamberedthathecanclimbfast。

  Thatwillbeasurprisetospringuponus。Youwillsaythatwe\'llsoonbetterit。Soweshall,butifitwasusedatatimewhenwewerepushingharditmightmakethelittledifferencethatlosesbattles。\'

  \'Youmean,\'Isaid,\'thatifwehadagreatattackreadyandhaddrivenalltheBocheplanesbackfromourfront,Lenschandhiscircusmightgetoverinspiteofusandblowthegaff?\'

  \'Yes,\'hesaidsolemnly。\'Orifwewereattacked,andhadaweakspot,LenschmightshowtheGermanswheretogetthrough。Idonotthinkwearegoingtoattackforalongtime;butIamprettysurethatGermanyisgoingtoflingeverymanagainstus。Thatisthetalkofmyfriends,anditisnotbluff。\'

  ThatnightIcookedourmodestdinner,andwesmokedourpipeswiththestovedooropenandthegoodsmellofwoodsmokeinournostrils。ItoldhimofallmydoingsandoftheWildBirdsandIveryandthejobwewereengagedon。Blenkiron\'sinstructionswerethatwetwoshouldlivehumblyandkeepoureyesandearsopen,forwewereoutsidesuspicion-thecantankerouslameBoerandhisloutishservantfromArosa。Somewhereintheplacewasarendezvousofourenemies,andthithercameCheliusonhisdarkerrands。

  Peternoddedhisheadsagely,\'IthinkIhaveguessedtheplace。

  Thedaughteroftheoldwomanusedtopullmychairsometimesdowntothevillage,andIhavesatincheapinnsandtalkedtoservants。Thereisafresh-waterpanthere,itisallcoveredwithsnownow,andbesideitthereisabighousethattheycallthePinkChalet。Idonotknowmuchaboutit,exceptthatrichfolkliveinit,forIknowtheotherhousesandtheyareharmless。Alsothebighotels,whicharetoocoldandpublicforstrangerstomeetin。\'

  IputPetertobed,anditwasajoytometolookafterhim,togivehimhistonicandpreparethehotwaterbottlethatcomfortedhisneuralgia。Hisbehaviourwaslikeadocilechild\'s,andheneverlapsedfromhissunnytemper,thoughIcouldseehowhisleggavehimhell。Theyhadtriedmassageforitandgivenitup,andtherewasnothingforhimbuttoenduretillnatureandhistoughconstitutiondeadenedthetorturednervesagain。Ishiftedmybedoutofthepantryandsleptintheroomwithhim,andwhenIwokeinthenight,asonedoesthefirsttimeinastrangeplace,Icouldtellbyhisbreathingthathewaswakefulandsuffering。

  Nextdayabathchaircontainingagrizzledcrippleandpushedbyalimpingpeasantmighthavebeenseendescendingthelonghilltothevillage。Itwasclearfrostyweatherwhichmakesthecheekstingle,andIfeltsofullofbeansthatitwashardtoremembermygameleg。Thevalleywasshutinontheeastbyagreatmassofrocksandglaciers,belongingtoamountainwhosetopcouldnotbeseen。Butonthesouth,abovethesnowyfir-woods,therewasamostdelicatelace-likepeakwithapointlikeaneedle。Ilookedatitwithinterest,forbeyonditlaythevalleywhichledtotheStaubpass,andbeyondthatwasItaly-andMary。

  TheoldvillageofStAntonhadonelong,narrowstreetwhichbentatrightanglestoabridgewhichspannedtheriverflowingfromthelake。Thencetheroadclimbedsteeply,butattheotherendofthestreetitranonthelevelbythewater\'sedge,linedwithgimcrackboarding-houses,nowshutteredtotheworld,andafewvillasinpatchesofgarden。Atthefarend,justbeforeitplungedintoapine-wood,apromontoryjuttedintothelake,leavingabroadspacebetweentheroadandthewater。Herewerethegroundsofamoreconsiderabledwelling-snow-coveredlaurelsandrhododendronswithoneortwobiggertrees-andjustonthewater-edgestoodthehouseitself,calledthePinkChalet。

  IwheeledPeterpasttheentranceonthecracklingsnowofthehighway。Seenthroughthegapsofthetreesthefrontlookednew,butthebackpartseemedtobeofsomeage,forIcouldseehighwalls,brokenbyfewwindows,hangingoverthewater。Theplacewasnomoreachaletthanadonjon,butIsupposethenamewasgiveninhonourofawoodengalleryabovethefrontdoor。Thewholethingwaswashedinanuglypink。Therewereouthouses-

  garageorstablesamongthetrees-andattheentrancetherewerefairlyrecenttracksofanautomobile。

  Onourwaybackwehadsomeverybadbeerinacafeandmadefriendswiththewomanwhokeptit。Peterhadtotellherhisstory,andItrottedoutmyauntinZurich,andintheendweheardhergrievances。ShewasatrueSwiss,angryatallthebelligerentswhohadspoiledherlivelihood,hatingGermanymostbutalsofearinghermost。Coffee,tea,fuel,bread,evenmilkandcheesewerehardtogetandcostaransom。Itwouldtakethelandyearstorecover,andtherewouldbenomoretourists,fortherewaslittlemoneyleftintheworld。IdroppedaquestionaboutthePinkChalet,andwastoldthatitbelongedtooneSchweigler,aprofessorofBerne,anoldmanwhocamesometimesforafewdaysinthesummer。Itwasoftenlet,butnotnow。Askedifitwasoccupied,sheremarkedthatsomefriendsoftheSchweiglers-richpeoplefromBasle-hadbeenthereforthewinter。\'Theycomeandgoingreatcars,\'shesaidbitterly,\'andtheybringtheirfoodfromthecities。Theyspendnomoneyinthispoorplace。\'

  PresentlyPeterandIfellintoaroutineoflife,asifwehadalwayskepthousetogether。Inthemorninghewentabroadinhischair,intheafternoonIwouldhobbleaboutonmyownerrands。Wesankintothebackgroundandtookitscolour,andalessconspicuouspairneverfacedtheeyeofsuspicion。OnceaweekayoungSwissofficer,whosebusinessitwastolookafterBritishwounded,paidusahurriedvisit。IusedtogetlettersfrommyauntinZurich,SometimeswiththepostmarkofArosa,andnowandthentheseletterswouldcontaincuriouslywordedadviceorinstructionsfromhimwhommyauntcalled\'thekindpatron\'。GenerallyIwastoldtobepatient。SometimesIhadwordaboutthehealthof\'mylittlecousinacrossthemountains\'。OnceIwasbiddenexpectafriendofthepatron\'s,thewisedoctorofwhomhehadoftenspoken,butthoughafterthatIshadowedthePinkChaletfortwodaysnodoctorappeared。

  Myinvestigationswereabarrenbusiness。Iusedtogodowntothevillageintheafternoonandsitinanout-of-the-waycafe,talkingslowGermanwithpeasantsandhotelporters,buttherewaslittletolearn。IknewalltherewastohearaboutthePinkChalet,andthatwasnothing。Ayoungmanwhoski-edstayedforthreenightsandspenthisdaysonthealpsabovethefir-woods。Apartyoffour,includingtwowomen,wasreportedtohavebeenthereforanight-allramificationsoftherichfamilyofBasle。Istudiedthehousefromthelake,whichshouldhavebeennicelysweptintoice-rinks,butfromlackofvisitorswasaheapofblownsnow。Thehigholdwallsofthebackpartwerebuiltstraightfromthewater\'sedge。I

  rememberItriedashortcutthroughthegroundstothehigh-roadandwasgiven\'Goodafternoon\'byasmilingGermanmanservant。

  OnewayandanotherIgatheredtherewereagoodmanyserving-

  menabouttheplace-toomanyfortheinfrequentguests。ButbeyondthisIdiscoverednothing。

  NotthatIwasbored,forIhadalwaysPetertoturnto。HewasthinkingalotaboutSouthAfrica,andthethinghelikedbestwastogooverwithmeeverydetailofouroldexpeditions。Theybelongedtoalifewhichhecouldthinkaboutwithoutpain,whereasthewarwastoonearandbitterforhim。Helikedtohobbleout-of-doorsafterthedarknesscameandlookathisoldfriends,thestars。

  Hecalledthembythewordstheyuseontheveld,andthefirststarofmorninghecalledthe_voorlooper-thelittleboywhoinspanstheoxen-anameIhadnotheardfortwentyyears。Manyagreatyarnwespuninthelongevenings,butIalwayswenttobedwithasoreheart。Thelonginginhiseyeswastoourgent,longingnotforolddaysorfarcountries,butforthehealthandstrengthwhichhadoncebeenhispride。

  onenightItoldhimaboutMary。

  \'Shewillbeahappy_mysie,\'hesaid,\'butyouwillneedtobeverycleverwithher,forwomenarequeercattleandyouandIdon\'tknowtheirways。TheytellmeEnglishwomendonotcookandmakeclotheslikeourvrouws,sowhatwillshefindtodo?Idoubtanidlewomanwillbelikeamealie-fedhorse。\'

  ItwasnogoodexplainingtohimthekindofgirlMarywas,forthatwasaworldentirelybeyondhisken。ButIcouldseethathefeltlonelierthaneveratmynews。SoItoldhimofthehouseI

  meanttohaveinEnglandwhenthewarwasover-anoldhouseinagreenhillycountry,withfieldsthatwouldcarryfourheadofcattletotheMorganandfurrowsofclearwater,andorchardsofplumsandapples。\'Andyouwillstaywithusallthetime,\'Isaid。

  \'Youwillhaveyourownroomsandyourownboytolookafteryou,andyouwillhelpmetofarm,andwewillcatchfishtogether,andshootthewildduckswhentheycomeupfromthepansintheevening。IhavefoundabettercountrysidethantheHoutbosch,whereyouandIplannedtohaveafarm。Itisablessedandhappyplace,England。\'

  Heshookhishead。\'Youareakindman,Dick,butyourpretty_mysiewon\'twantanuglyoldfellowlikemehobblingaboutherhouse……IdonotthinkIwillgobacktoAfrica,forIshouldbesadthereinthesun。IwillfindalittleplaceinEngland,andsomedayIwillvisityou,oldfriend。\'

  Thatnighthisstoicismseemedforthefirsttimetofailhim。Hewassilentforalongtimeandwentearlytobed,whereIcanvouchforithedidnotsleep。Buthemusthavethoughtalotinthenighttime,forinthemorninghehadgothimselfinhandandwasascheerfulasasandboy。

  Iwatchedhisphilosophywithamazement。ItwasfarbeyondanythingIcouldhavecompassedmyself。Hewassofrailandsopoor,forhehadneverhadanythingintheworldbuthisbodilyfitness,andhehadlostthatnow。Andremember,hehadlostitaftersomemonthsofglitteringhappiness,forintheairhehadfoundtheelementforwhichhehadbeenborn。Sometimeshedroppedahintofthosedayswhenhelivedinthecloudsandinventedanewkindofbattle,andhisvoicealwaysgrewhoarse。I

  couldseethatheachedwithlongingfortheirreturn。Andyetheneverhadawordofcomplaint。Thatwastheritualhehadsethimself,hispointofhonour,andhefacedthefuturewiththesamekindofcourageasthatwithwhichhehadtackledawildbeastorLenschhimself。Onlyitneededafarbiggerbrandoffortitude。

  Anotherthingwasthathehadfoundreligion。Idoubtifthatistherightwaytoputit,forhehadalwayshadit。MenwholiveinthewildsknowtheyareinthehandsofGod。Buthisoldkindhadbeenatatteredthing,morelikeheathensuperstition,thoughithadalwayskepthimhumble。ButnowhehadtakentoreadingtheBibleandtothinkinginhislonelynights,andhehadgotacreedofhisown。Idaresayitwascrudeenough,Iamsureitwasunorthodox;butiftheproofofreligionisthatitgivesamanapropinbaddays,thenPeter\'swastherealthing。HeusedtoferretaboutintheBibleandthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress-theywerebothequallyinspiredinhiseyes-andfindtextswhichheinterpretedinhisownwaytomeethiscase。Hetookeverythingquiteliterally。WhathappenedthreethousandyearsagoinPalestinemight,forallheminded,havebeengoingonnextdoor。IusedtochaffhimandtellhimthathewasliketheKaiser,verygoodatfittingtheBibletohispurpose,buthissinceritywassocompletethatheonlysmiled。I

  rememberonenight,whenhehadbeenthinkingabouthisflyingdays,hefoundapassageinThessaloniansaboutthedeadrisingtomeettheirLordintheair,andthatcheeredhimalot。Peter,Icouldsee,hadthenotionthathistimeherewouldn\'tbeverylong,andhelikedtothinkthatwhenhegothisreleasehewouldfindoncemoretheoldrapture。

  Once,whenIsaidsomethingabouthispatience,hesaidhehadgottotrytoliveuptoMrStandfast。Hehadfixedonthatcharactertofollow,thoughhewouldhavepreferredMrValiant-for-Truthifhehadthoughthimselfgoodenough。HeusedtotalkaboutMrStandfastinhisqueerwayasifhewereafriendofusboth,likeBlenkiron……ItellyouIwashumbledoutofallmypridebytheSightofPeter,souncomplainingandgentleandwise。TheAlmightyHimselfcouldn\'thavemadeaprigoutofhim,andheneverwouldhavethoughtofpreaching。Onlyoncedidhegivemeadvice。Ihadalwaysalikingforshortcuts,andIwasgettingabitrestiveunderthelonginaction。OnedaywhenIexpressedmyfeelingsonthematter,Peteruppedandreadfromthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress:\'SomealsohavewishedthatthenextwaytotheirFather\'shousewerehere,thattheymightbetroublednomorewitheitherhillsormountainstogoover,buttheWayistheWay,andthereisanend。\'

  AllthesamewhenwegotintoMarchandnothinghappenedI

  grewprettyanxious。Blenkironhadsaidwewerefightingagainsttime,andhereweretheweeksslippingaway。Hisletterscameoccasionally,alwaysintheshapeofcommunicationsfrommyaunt。

  OnetoldmethatIwouldsoonbeoutofajob,forPeter\'srepatriationwasjustaboutthrough,andhemightgethismovementorderanyday。Anotherspokeofmylittlecousinoverthehills,andsaidthatshehopedsoontobegoingtoaplacecalledSantaChiaraintheValSaluzzana。IgotoutthemapinahurryandmeasuredthedistancefromtheretoStAntonandporedoverthetworoadsthither-theshortonebytheStaubPassandthelongonebytheMarjolana。Theselettersmademethinkthatthingswerenearingaclimax,butstillnoinstructionscame。Ihadnothingtoreportinmyownmessages,IhaddiscoverednothinginthePinkChaletbutidleservants,IwasnotevensureifthePinkChaletwerenotaharmlessvilla,andIhadn\'tcomewithinathousandmilesoffindingChelius。

  AllmydesiretoimitatePeter\'sstoicismdidn\'tpreventmefromgettingoccasionallyrattledanddespondent。

  TheonethingIcoulddowastokeepfit,forIhadanotionI

  mightsoonwantallmybodilystrength。Ihadtokeepupmypretenceoflamenessinthedaytime,soIusedtotakemyexerciseatnight。Iwouldsleepintheafternoon,whenPeterhadhissiesta,andthenabouttenintheevening,afterputtinghimtobed,I

  wouldslipout-of-doorsandgoforafourorfivehours\'tramp。

  Wonderfulwerethosemidnightwanderings。Ipushedupthroughthesnow-ladenpinestotheridgeswherethesnowlayingreatwreathsandscallops,tillIstoodonacrestwithafrozenworldatmyfeetandabovemeahostofglitteringstars。OnceonanightoffullmoonIreachedtheglacieratthevalleyhead,scrambledupthemorainetowheretheicebegan,andpeeredfearfullyintothespectralcrevasses。AtsuchhoursIhadtheearthtomyself,fortherewasnotasoundexcepttheslippingofaburdenofsnowfromthetreesorthecrackandrustlewhichremindedmethataglacierwasamovingriver。Thewarseemedveryfaraway,andIfeltthelittlenessofourhumanstruggles,tillIthoughtofPeterturningfromsidetosidetofindeaseinthecottagefarbelowme。ThenIrealizedthatthespiritofmanwasthegreatestthinginthisspaciousworld……I

  wouldgetbackaboutthreeorfour,haveabathinthewaterwhichhadbeenwarminginmyabsence,andcreepintobed,almostashamedofhavingtwosoundlegs,whenabettermanayardawayhadbutone。

  OddlyenoughatthesehoursthereseemedmorelifeinthePinkChaletthanbyday。Once,trampingacrossthelakelongaftermidnight,Isawlightsinthelake-frontinwindowswhichforordinarywereblankandshuttered。SeveraltimesIcutacrossthegrounds,whenthemoonwasdark。Ononesuchoccasionagreatcarwithnolightssweptupthedrive,andIheardlowvoicesatthedoor。Anothertimeamanranhastilypastme,andenteredthehousebyalittledoorontheeasternside,whichIhadnotbeforenoticed……Slowlytheconvictionbegantogrowonmethatwewerenotwronginmarkingdownthisplace,thatthingswentonwithinitwhichitdeeplyconcernedustodiscover。ButIwaspuzzledtothinkofaway。Imightbuttinside,butforallIknewitwouldbeupsettingBlenkiron\'splans,forhehadgivenmenoinstructionsabouthousebreaking。Allthisunsettledmeworsethanever。Ibegantolieawakeplanningsomemeansofentrance……I

  wouldbeapeasantfromthenextvalleywhohadtwistedhisankle……

  Iwouldgoseekinganimaginarycousinamongtheservants……

  Iwouldstartafireintheplaceandhavethedoorsflungopentozealousneighbours……

  AndthensuddenlyIgotinstructionsinaletterfromBlenkiron。

  Itcameinsideaparcelofwarmsocksthatarrivedfrommykindaunt。Buttheletterformewasnotfromher。ItwasinBlenkiron\'slargesprawlinghandandthestyleofitwasallhisown。Hetoldmethathehadaboutfinishedhisjob。HehadgothislineonChelius,whowasthebirdheexpected,andthatbirdwouldsoonwingitswaysouthwardacrossthemountainsforthereasonIknewof。

  \'We\'vegotanalmightymoveon,\'hewrote,\'andpleaseGodyou\'regoingtohustlesomeinthenextweek。It\'sgoingbetterthanIeverhoped。\'Butsomethingwasstilltobedone。Hehadstruckacountryman,oneClarenceDonne,ajournalistofKansasCity,whomhehadtakenintothebusiness。Himhedescribedasa\'crackerjack\'andcommendedtomyesteem。HewascomingtoStAnton,fortherewasagameafootatthePinkChalet,whichhewouldgivemenewsof。Iwastomeethimnexteveningatnine-

  fifteenatthelittledoorintheeastendofthehouse。\'FortheloveofMike,Dick,\'heconcluded,\'beontimeanddoeverythingClarencetellsyouasifhewasme。It\'samightycomplexaffair,butyouandhehavesandenoughtopullthrough。Don\'tworryaboutyourlittlecousin。She\'ssafeandoutofthejobnow。\'

  Myfirstfeelingwasoneofimmenserelief,especiallyatthelastwords。IreadtheletteradozentimestomakesureIhaditsmeaning。Aflashofsuspicioncrossedmymindthatitmightbeafake,principallybecausetherewasnomentionofPeter,whohadfiguredlargeintheothermissives。ButwhyshouldPeterbementionedwhenhewasn\'toninthispiece?Thesignatureconvincedme。OrdinarilyBlenkironsignedhimselfinfullwithafinecommercialflourish。ButwhenIwasattheFronthehadgotintothehabitofmakingakindofhieroglyphicofhissurnametomeandstickingJ。S。afteritinabracket。Thatwashowthisletterwassigned,anditwassureproofitwasallright。

  Ispentthatdayandthenextinwildspirits。Peterspottedwhatwason,thoughIdidnottellhimforfearofmakinghimenvious。I

  hadtobeextrakindtohim,forIcouldseethatheachedtohaveahandinthebusiness。IndeedheaskedshylyifIcouldn\'tfithimin,andIhadtolieaboutitandsayitwasonlyanotherofmyaimlesscircumnavigationsofthePinkChalet。

  \'TryandfindsomethingwhereIcanhelp,\'hepleaded。\'I\'mprettystrongstill,thoughI\'mlame,andIcanshootabit。\'

  Ideclaredthathewouldbeusedintime,thatBlenkironhadpromisedhewouldbeused,butforthelifeofmeIcouldn\'tseehow。

  Atnineo\'clockontheeveningappointedIwasonthelakeoppositethehouse,closeinundertheshore,makingmywaytotherendezvous。Itwasacoal-blacknight,forthoughtheairwasclearthestarswereshiningwithlittlelight,andthemoonhadnotyetrisen。WithapremonitionthatImightbelongawayfromfood,I

  hadbroughtsomeslabsofchocolate,andmypistolandtorchwereinmypocket。Itwasbittercold,butIhadceasedtomindweather,andIworemyonesuitandnoovercoat。

  Thehousewaslikeatombforsilence。Therewasnocrackoflightanywhere,andnoneofthosesmellsofsmokeandfoodwhichproclaimhabitation。Itwasaneeriejobscramblingupthesteepbankeastoftheplace,towheretheflatofthegardenstarted,inadarknesssogreatthatIhadtogropemywaylikeablindman。

  Ifoundthelittledoorbyfeelingalongtheedgeofthebuilding。

  ThenIsteppedintoanadjacentclumpoflaurelstowaitonmycompanion。Hewastherebeforeme。

  \'Say,\'IheardarichMiddleWestvoicewhisper,\'areyouJosephZimmer?I\'mnotshoutinganynames,butIguessyouaretheguyIwastoldtomeethere。\'

  \'MrDonne?\'Iwhisperedback。

  \'Thesame,\'hereplied。\'Shake。\'

  Igrippedaglovedandmittenedhandwhichdrewmetowardsthedoor。

  CHAPTERSIXTEEN

  ILieonaHardBedThejournalistfromKansasCitywasamanofaction。Hewastednowordsinintroducinghimselforunfoldinghisplanofcampaign。

  \'You\'vegottofollowme,mister,andnotdeviateoneinchfrommytracks。Theexplainingpartwillcomelater。There\'sbigbusinessinthisshacktonight。\'Heunlockedthelittledoorwithscarcelyasound,slidthecrustofsnowfromhisboots,andprecededmeintoapassageasblackasacellar。Thedoorswungsmoothlybehindus,andafterthesharpout-of-doorstheairsmeltstuffyastheinsideofasafe。

  AhandreachedbacktomakesurethatIfollowed。Weappearedtobeinaflaggedpassageunderthemainlevelofthehouse。Myhobnailedbootsslippedonthefloor,andIsteadiedmyselfonthewall,whichseemedtobeofundressedstone。MrDonnemovedsoftlyandassuredly,forhewasbettershodforthejobthanme,andhisguidinghandcamebackconstantlytomakesureofmywhereabouts。

  IrememberthatIfeltjustasIhadfeltwhenonthatAugustnightIhadexploredthecreviceoftheCoolin-thesamesensethatsomethingqueerwasgoingtohappen,thesamerecklessnessandcontentment。Movingafootatatimewithimmensecare,wecametoaright-handturning。Twoshallowstepsledustoanotherpassage,andthenmygropinghandsstruckablindwall。TheAmericanwasbesideme,andhismouthwasclosetomyear。

  \'Gottocrawlnow,\'hewhispered。\'Youlead,mister,whileI

  shedthiscoatofmine。Eightfeetonyourstomachandthenupright。\'

  Iwriggledthroughalowtunnel,broadenoughtotakethreemenabreast,butnottwofeethigh。Half-waythroughIfeltsuffocated,forIneverlikedholes,andIhadamomentaryanxietyastowhatwewereafterinthiscellarpilgrimage。PresentlyIsmeltfreeairandgotontomyknees。

  \'Right,mister?\'cameawhisperfrombehind。MycompanionseemedtobewaitingtillIwasthroughbeforehefollowed。

  \'Right,\'Ianswered,andverycarefullyrosetomyfeet。

  Thensomethinghappenedbehindme。Therewasajarandabumpasiftheroofofthetunnelhadsubsided。Iturnedsharplyandgropedatthemouth。Istuckmylegdownandfoundablock。

  \'Donne,\'Isaid,asloudasIdared,\'areyouhurt?Whereareyou?\'

  Butnoanswercame。

  EventhenIthoughtonlyofanaccident。Somethinghadmiscarried,andIwascutoffinthecellarsofanunfriendlyhouseawayfromthemanwhoknewtheroadandhadaplaninhishead。Iwasnotsomuchfrightenedasexasperated。Iturnedfromthetunnel-

  mouthandgropedintothedarknessbeforeme。ImightaswellprospectthekindofprisonintowhichIhadblundered。

  Itookthreesteps-nomore。Myfeetseemedsuddenlytogofrommeandflyupward。SosuddenwasitthatIfellheavyanddeadlikealog,andmyheadstruckthefloorwithacrashthatforamomentknockedmesenseless。Iwasconsciousofsomethingfallingonmeandofanintolerablepressureonmychest。Istruggledforbreath,andfoundmyarmsandlegspinnedandmywholebodyinakindofwoodenvice。Iwassickwithconcussion,andcoulddonothingbutgaspandchokedownmynausea。Thecutinthebackofmyheadwasbleedingfreelyandthathelpedtoclearmywits,butIlayforaminuteortwoincapableofthought。Ishutmyeyestight,asamandoeswhenheisfightingwithaswoon。

  WhenIopenedthemtherewaslight。Itcamefromtheleftsideoftheroom,thebroadglareofastrongelectrictorch。Iwatcheditstupidly,butitgavemethefillipneededtopickupthethreads。I

  rememberedthetunnelnowandtheKansasjournalist。ThenbehindthelightIsawafacewhichpulledmyflickeringsensesoutofthemire。

  Isawtheheavyulsterandthecap,whichIhadrealized,thoughIhadnotseen,outsideinthedarklaurels。Theybelongedtothejournalist,ClarenceDonne,thetrustedemissaryofBlenkiron。ButI

  sawhisfacenow,anditwasthatfacewhichIhadboastedtoBullivantIcouldnevermistakeagainuponearth。Ididnotmistakeitnow,andIrememberIhadafaintsatisfactionthatIhadmadegoodmyword。Ihadnotmistakenit,forIhadnothadthechancetolookatittillthismoment。Isawwithacidclearnessthecommondenominatorofallitsdisguises-theyoungmanwholispedintheseasidevilla,thestoutphilanthropistofBiggleswick,thepulpypanic-strickencreatureoftheTubestation,thetrimFrenchstaffofficerofthePicardychateau……Isawmore,forIsawitbeyondtheneedofdisguise。IwaslookingatvonSchwabing,theexile,whohaddonemoreforGermanythananyarmycommander……

  Mary\'swordscamebacktome-\'themostdangerousmanintheworld\'……Iwasnotafraid,orbroken-heartedatfailure,orangry-

  notyet,forIwastoodazedandawestruck。Ilookedathimasonemightlookatsomecataclysmofnaturewhichhaddestroyedacontinent。

  Thefacewassmiling。

  \'Iamhappytoofferyouhospitalityatlast,\'itsaid。

  Ipulledmywitsfartheroutofthemudtoattendtohim。Thecross-baronmychestpressedlesshardandIbreathedbetter。ButwhenItriedtospeak,thewordswouldnotcome。

  \'Weareoldfriends,\'hewenton。\'Wehaveknowneachotherquiteintimatelyforfouryears,whichisalongtimeinwar。Ihavebeeninterestedinyou,foryouhaveakindofcrudeintelligence,andyouhavecompelledmetotakeyouseriously。Ifyouwereclevereryouwouldappreciatethecompliment。Butyouwerefoolenoughtothinkyoucouldbeatme,andforthatyoumustbepunished。Ohno,don\'tflatteryourselfyouwereeverdangerous。

  Youwereonlytroublesomeandpresumptuouslikeamosquitooneflicksoffone\'ssleeve。\'

  Hewasleaningagainstthesideofaheavycloseddoor。Helitacigarfromalittlegoldtinderboxandregardedmewithamusedeyes。

  \'Youwillhavetimeforreflection,soIproposetoenlightenyoualittle。Youareanobserveroflittlethings。So?Didyoueverseeacatwithamouse?Themouserunsaboutandhidesandmanoeuvresandthinksitisplayingitsowngame。Butatanymomentthecatcanstretchoutitspawandputanendtoit。Youarethemouse,mypoorGeneral-forIbelieveyouareoneofthosefunnyamateursthattheEnglishcallGenerals。AtanymomentduringthelastninemonthsIcouldhaveputanendtoyouwithanod。\'

  MynauseahadstoppedandIcouldunderstandwhathesaid,thoughIhadstillnopowertoreply。

  \'Letmeexplain,\'hewenton。\'IwatchedwithamusementyourgambolsatBiggleswick。MyeyesfollowedyouwhenyouwenttotheClydeandinyourstupidtwistingsinScotland。Igaveyourope,becauseyouwerefutile,andIhadgraverthingstoattendto。IallowedyoutoamuseyourselfatyourBritishFrontwithchildishinvestigationsandtoplaythefoolinParis。IhavefollowedeverystepofyourcourseinSwitzerland,andIhavehelpedyouridioticYankeefriendtoplotagainstmyself。Whileyouthoughtyouweredrawingyournetaroundme,Iwasdrawingminearoundyou。Iassureyou,ithasbeenacharmingrelaxationfromseriousbusiness。\'

  Iknewthemanwaslying。Somepartwastrue,forhehadclearlyfooledBlenkiron;butIrememberedthehurriedflightfromBiggleswickandEaucourtSainte-Annewhenthegamewascertainlyagainsthim。Hehadmeathismercy,andwaswreakinghisvanityonme。Thatmadehimsmallerinmyeyes,andmyfirstawebegantopass。

  \'Inevercherishrancour,youknow,\'hesaid。\'Inmybusinessitissillytobeangry,foritwastesenergy。ButIdonottolerateinsolence,mydearGeneral。Andmycountryhasthehabitofdoingjusticeonherenemies。Itmayinterestyoutoknowthattheendisnotfaroff。Germanyhasfacedajealousworldinarmsandsheisabouttobejustifiedofhergreatcourage。Shehasbrokenupbitbybittheclumsyorganizationofheropponents。WhereisRussiatoday,thesteam-rollerthatwastocrushus?WhereisthepoordupeRumania?WhereisthestrengthofItaly,whowasoncetodowondersforwhatshecalledLiberty?Broken,allofthem。Ihaveplayedmypartinthatworkandnowtheneedispast。MycountrywithfreehandsisabouttoturnuponyourarmedrabbleintheWestanddriveitintotheAtlantic。ThenweshalldealwiththeraggedremainsofFranceandthehandfulofnoisyAmericans。BymidsummertherewillbepeacedictatedbytriumphantGermany。\'

  \'ByGod,therewon\'t!\'Ihadfoundmyvoiceatlast。

  \'ByGod,therewill,\'hesaidpleasantly。\'Itiswhatyoucallamathematicalcertainty。Youwillnodoubtdiebravely,likethesavagetribesthatyourEmpireusedtoconquer。Butwehavethegreaterdisciplineandthestrongerspiritandthebiggerbrain。

  Stupidityisalwayspunishedintheend,andyouareastupidrace。

  DonotthinkthatyourkinsmenacrosstheAtlanticwillsaveyou。

  Theyareacommercialpeopleandbynomeanssureofthemselves。

  Whentheyhaveblusteredalittletheywillseereasonandfindsomemeansofsavingtheirfaces。TheircomicPresidentwillmakeaspeechortwoandwriteusasolemnNote,andwewillreplywiththeseriousrhetoricwhichheloves,andthenweshallkissandbefriends。Youknowinyourheartthatitwillbeso。\'

  Agreatapathyseemedtosettleonme。Thisbraggingdidnotmakemeangry,andIhadnolongeranywishtocontradicthim。Itmayhavebeentheresultofthefall,butmymindhadstoppedworking。

  Iheardhisvoiceasonelistenscasuallytothetickingofaclock。

  \'Iwilltellyoumore,\'hewassaying。\'Thisistheeveningofthe18thdayofMarch。YourgeneralsinFranceexpectanattack,buttheyarenotsurewhereitwillcome。SomethinkitmaybeinChampagneorontheAisne,someatYpres,someatStQuentin。

  Well,mydearGeneral,youalonewillItakeintoourconfidence。

  Onthemorningofthe21st,threedaysfromnow,weattacktherightwingoftheBritishArmy。IntwodaysweshallbeinAmiens。

  Onthethirdweshallhavedrivenawedgeasfarasthesea。Theninaweekorsoweshallhaverolledupyourarmyfromtheright,andpresentlyweshallbeinBoulogneandCalais。AfterthatParisfalls,andthenPeace。\'

  Imadenoanswer。Theword\'Amiens\'recalledMary,andIwastryingtorememberthedayinJanuarywhensheandIhadmotoredsouthfromthatpleasantcity。

  \'WhydoItellyouthesethings?Yourintelligence,foryouarenotaltogetherfoolish,willhavesuppliedtheanswer。Itisbecauseyourlifeisover。AsyourShakespearesays,therestissilence……

  No,Iamnotgoingtokillyou。Thatwouldbecrude,andIhatecrudities。Iamgoingnowonalittlejourney,andwhenIreturnintwenty-fourhours\'timeyouwillbemycompanion。YouaregoingtovisitGermany,mydearGeneral。\'

  Thatwokemetoattention,andhenoticedit,forhewentonwithgusto。

  \'Youhaveheardofthe_Untergrundbahn?No?AndyouboastofanIntelligenceservice!YetyourignoranceissharedbythewholeofyourGeneralStaff。Itisalittleorganizationofmyown。Byitwecantakeunwillinganddangerouspeopleinsideourfrontiertobedealtwithasweplease。SomehavegonefromEnglandandmanyfromFrance。OfficiallyIbelievetheyarerecordedas“missing“,buttheydidnotgoastrayonanybattle-field。Theyhavebeengatheredfromtheirhomesorfromhotelsorofficesoreventhebusystreets。

  IwillnotconcealfromyouthattheserviceofourUndergroundRailwayisalittleirregularfromEnglandandFrance。ButfromSwitzerlanditissmoothasatrunkline。Thereareunwatchedspotsonthefrontier,andwehaveouragentsamongthefrontierguards,andwehavenodifficultyaboutpasses。Itisaprettydevice,andyouwillsoonbeprivilegedtoobserveitsworking……InGermanyIcannotpromiseyoucomfort,butIdonotthinkyourlifewillbedull。\'

  Ashespokethesewords,hisurbanesmilechangedtoagrinofimpishmalevolence。EventhroughmytorporIfeltthevenomandIshivered。

  \'WhenIreturnIshallhaveanothercompanion。\'Hisvoicewashoneyedagain。\'ThereisacertainprettyladywhowastobethebaittoenticemeintoItaly。Itwasso?Well,Ihavefallentothebait。

  IhavearrangedthatsheshallmeetmethisverynightatamountaininnontheItalianside。Ihavearranged,too,thatsheshallbealone。

  Sheisaninnocentchild,andIdonotthinkthatshehasbeenmorethanatoolintheclumsyhandsofyourfriends。ShewillcomewithmewhenIaskher,andweshallbeamerrypartyintheUndergroundExpress。\'

  Myapathyvanished,andeverynerveinmewasaliveatthewords。

  \'Youcur!\'Icried。\'Sheloathesthesightofyou。Shewouldn\'ttouchyouwiththeendofabarge-pole。\'

  Heflickedtheashfromhiscigar。\'Ithinkyouaremistaken。Iamverypersuasive,andIdonotliketousecompulsionwithawoman。

  But,willingornot,shewillcomewithme。IhaveworkedhardandIamentitledtomypleasure,andIhavesetmyheartonthatlittlelady。\'

  Therewassomethinginhistone,gross,leering,assured,halfcontemptuous,thatmademybloodboil。Hehadfairlygotmeontheraw,andthehammerbeatviolentlyinmyforehead。Icouldhaveweptwithsheerrage,andittookallmyfortitudetokeepmymouthshut。ButIwasdeterminednottoaddtohistriumph。

  Helookedathiswatch。\'Timepasses,\'hesaid。\'Imustdeparttomycharmingassignation。Iwillgiveyourremembrancestothelady。ForgivemeformakingnoarrangementsforyourcomforttillIreturn。Yourconstitutionissosoundthatitwillnotsufferfromaday\'sfasting。TosetyourmindatrestImaytellyouthatescapeisimpossible。Thismechanismhasbeenprovedtoooften,andifyoudidbreakloosefromitmyservantswoulddealwithyou。ButI

  mustspeakawordofcaution。Ifyoutamperwithitorstruggletoomuchitwillactinacuriousway。Thefloorbeneathyoucoversashaftwhichrunstothelakebelow。Setacertainspringatworkandyoumayfindyourselfshotdownintothewaterfarbelowtheice,whereyourbodywillrottillthespring……That,ofcourse,isanalternativeopentoyou,ifyoudonotcaretowaitformyreturn。\'

  Helitafreshcigar,wavedhishand,andvanishedthroughthedoorway。Asitshutbehindhim,thesoundofhisfootstepsinstantlydiedaway。Thewallsmusthavebeenasthickasaprison\'s。

  IsupposeIwaswhatpeopleinbookscall\'stunned\'。Theilluminationduringthepastfewminuteshadbeensodazzlingthatmybraincouldnotmasterit。IrememberveryclearlythatIdidnotthinkabouttheghastlyfailureofourscheme,ortheGermanplanswhichhadbeeninsolentlyunfoldedtomeastoonedeadtotheworld。Isawasinglepicture-aninninasnowyvalleyIsawitasasmallplacelikePeter\'scottage,asolitarygirl,thatsmilingdevilwhohadleftme,andthentheunknownterroroftheUndergroundRailway。Ithinkmycouragewentforabit,andIcriedwithfeeblenessandrage。ThehammerinmyforeheadhadstoppedforitonlybeatwhenIwasangryinaction。NowthatIlaytrapped,themanhoodhadslippedoutofmyjoints,andifIveryhadstillbeeninthedoorway,IthinkIwouldhavewhinedformercy。IwouldhaveofferedhimalltheknowledgeIhadintheworldifhehadpromisedtoleaveMaryalone。

  Happilyhewasn\'tthere,andtherewasnowitnessofmycowardice。Happily,too,itisjustasdifficulttobeacowardforlongastobeahero。ItwasBlenkiron\'sphraseaboutMarythatpulledmetogether-\'Shecan\'tscareandshecan\'tsoil\'。No,byheavens,shecouldn\'t。IcouldtrustmyladyfarbetterthanIcouldtrustmyself。I

  wasstillsickwithanxiety,butIwasgettingapullonmyself。Iwasdonein,butIverywouldgetnotriumphoutofme。EitherIwouldgoundertheice,orIwouldfindachanceofputtingabulletthroughmyheadbeforeIcrossedthefrontier。IfIcoulddonothingelseIcouldperishdecently……AndthenIlaughed,andIknewI

  waspasttheworst。WhatmademelaughwasthethoughtofPeter。

  Ihadbeenpityinghimanhouragoforhavingonlyoneleg,butnowhewasabroadintheliving,breathingworldwithyearsbeforehim,andIlayinthedepths,limblessandlifeless,withmynumberup。

  IbegantomuseonthecoldwaterundertheicewhereIcouldgoifIwanted。IdidnotthinkthatIwouldtakethatroad,foraman\'schancesarenotgonetillheisstonedead,butIwasgladthewayexisted……AndthenIlookedatthewallinfrontofme,and,veryfarup,Isawasmallsquarewindow。

  ThestarshadbeencloudedwhenIenteredthataccursedhouse,butthemistmusthavecleared。IsawmyoldfriendOrion,thehunter\'sstar,lookingthroughthebars。Andthatsuddenlymademethink。

  PeterandIhadwatchedthembynight,andIknewtheplaceofallthechiefconstellationsinrelationtotheStAntonvalley。I

  believedthatIwasinaroomonthelakesideofthePinkChalet:I

  mustbe,ifIveryhadspokenthetruth。Butifso,IcouldnotconceivablyseeOrionfromitswindow……Therewasnootherpossibleconclusion,Imustbeinaroomontheeastsideofthehouse,andIveryhadbeenlying。HehadalreadyliedinhisboastingofhowhehadoutwittedmeinEnglandandattheFront。HemightbelyingaboutMary……No,Idismissedthathope。Thosewordsofhishadrungtrueenough。

  Ithoughtforaminuteandconcludedthathehadliedtoterrorizemeandkeepmequiet;thereforethisinfernalcontraptionhadprobablyitsweakpoint。Ireflected,too,thatIwasprettystrong,farstrongerprobablythanIveryimagined,forhehadneverseenmestripped。SincetheplacewaspitchdarkIcouldnotguesshowthethingworked,butIcouldfeelthecross-barsrigidonmychestandlegsandtheside-barswhichpinnedmyarmstomysides……I

  drewalongbreathandtriedtoforcemyelbowsapart。Nothingmoved,norcouldIraisethebarsonmylegsthesmallestfraction。

  AgainItried,andagain。Theside-baronmyrightseemedtobelessrigidthantheothers。Imanagedtogetmyrighthandraisedabovethelevelofmythigh,andthenwithastruggleIgotagripwithitonthecross-bar,whichgavemeasmallleverage。WithamightyeffortIdrovemyrightelbowandshoulderagainsttheside-bar。Itseemedtogiveslightly……Isummonedallmystrengthandtriedagain。Therewasacrackandthenasplintering,themassivebarshuffledlimplyback,andmyrightarmwasfreetomovelaterally,thoughthecross-barpreventedmefromraisingit。

  WithsomedifficultyIgotatmycoatpocketwherereposedmyelectrictorchandmypistol。WithimmenselabourandnolittlepainIpulledtheformeroutandswitcheditonbydrawingthecatchagainstthecross-bar。ThenIsawmyprisonhouse。

  Itwasalittlesquarechamber,veryhigh,withonmyleftthemassivedoorbywhichIveryhaddeparted。Thedarkbaulksofmyrackwereplain,andIcouldroughlymakeouthowthethinghadbeenmanaged。Somespringhadtilteduptheflooring,anddroppedtheframeworkfromitsplaceintheright-handwall。Itwasclamped,Iobserved,byanarrangementinthefloorjustinfrontofthedoor。

  IfIcouldgetridofthatcatchitwouldbeeasytofreemyself,fortoamanofmystrengththeweightwouldnotbeimpossiblyheavy。

  Myfortitudehadcomebacktome,andIwaslivingonlyinthemoment,chokingdownanyhopeofescape。Myfirstjobwastodestroythecatchthatclampeddowntherack,andforthatmyonlyweaponwasmypistol。Imanagedtogetthelittleelectrictorchjammedinthecornerofthecross-bar,whereitlitupthefloortowardsthedoor。Thenitwashell\'sownbusinessextricatingthepistolfrommypocket。Wristandfingerswerealwayscramping,andIwasinterrorthatImightdropitwhereIcouldnotretrieveit。

  Iforcedmyselftothinkoutcalmlythequestionoftheclamp,forapistolbulletisasmallthing,andIcouldnotaffordtomiss。I

  reasoneditoutfrommyknowledgeofmechanics,andcametotheconclusionthatthecentreofgravitywasacertainbrightspotofmetalwhichIcouldjustseeunderthecross-bars。Itwasbrightandsomusthavebeenrecentlyrepaired,andthatwasanotherreasonforthinkingitimportant。Thequestionwashowtohitit,forI

  couldnotgetthepistolinlinewithmyeye。Letanyonetrythatkindofshooting,withabentarmoverabar,whenyouarelyingflatandlookingatthemarkfromunderthebar,andhewillunderstanditsdifficulties。Ihadsixshotsinmyrevolver,andI

  mustfiretwoorthreerangingshotsinanycase。Imustnotexhaustallmycartridges,forImusthaveabulletleftforanyservantwhocametopry,andIwantedoneinreserveformyself。ButIdidnotthinkshotswouldbeheardoutsidetheroom;thewallsweretoothick。

  Iheldmywristrigidabovethecross-barandfired。Thebulletwasaninchtotherightofthepieceofbrightsteel。MovingafractionIfiredagain。Ihadgrazeditontheleft。Withachingeyesgluedonthemark,Itriedathirdtime。Isawsomethingleapapart,andsuddenlythewholeframeworkunderwhichIlayfelllooseandmobile……IwasverycoolandrestoredthepistoltomypocketandtookthetorchinmyhandbeforeImoved……Fortunehadbeenkind,forIwasfree。Iturnedonmyface,humpedmyback,andwithoutmuchtroublecrawledoutfromunderthecontraption。

  Ididnotallowmyselftothinkofultimateescape,forthatwouldonlyflurryme,andonestepatatimewasenough。IrememberthatIdustedmyclothes,andfoundthatthecutinthebackofmyheadhadstoppedbleeding。Iretrievedmyhat,whichhadrolledintoacornerwhenIfell……ThenIturnedmyattentiontothenextstep。

  Thetunnelwasimpossible,andtheonlywaywasthedoor。IfI

  hadstoppedtothinkIwouldhaveknownthatthechancesagainstgettingoutofsuchahousewereathousandtoone。Thepistolshotshadbeenmuffledbythecavernouswalls,buttheplace,asI

  knew,wasfullofservantsand,evenifIpassedtheimmediatedoor,Iwouldbecollaredinsomepassage。ButIhadmyselfsowellinhandthatItackledthedoorasifIhadbeenprospectingtosinkanewshaftinRhodesia。

  Ithadnohandlenor,sofarasIcouldsee,akeyhole……ButI

  noticed,asIturnedmytorchontheground,thatfromtheclampwhichIhadshatteredabrassrodsunkinthefloorledtooneofthedoor-posts。Obviouslythethingworkedbyaspringandwasconnectedwiththemechanismoftherack。

  Awildthoughtenteredmymindandbroughtmetomyfeet。I

  pushedthedooranditswungslowlyopen。Thebulletwhichfreedmehadreleasedthespringwhichcontrolledit。

  Thenforthefirsttime,againstallmymaximsofdiscretion,I

  begantohope。Itookoffmyhatandfeltmyforeheadburning,sothatIresteditforamomentonthecoolwall……Perhapsmyluckstillheld。WitharushcamethoughtsofMaryandBlenkironandPeterandeverythingwehadlabouredfor,andIwasmadtowin。

  Ihadnonotionoftheinteriorofthehouseorwherelaythemaindoortotheouterworld。Mytorchshowedmealongpassagewithsomethinglikeadooratthefarend,butIclickeditoff,forIdidnotdaretouseitnow。Theplacewasdeadlyquiet。AsIlistenedIseemedtohearadooropenfaraway,andthensilencefellagain。

  IgropedmywaydownthepassagetillIhadmyhandsonthefardoor。Ihopeditmightopenonthehall,whereIcouldescapebyawindoworabalcony,forIjudgedtheouterdoorwouldbelocked。

  Ilistened,andtherecamenosoundfromwithin。Itwasnouselingering,soverystealthilyIturnedthehandleandopeneditacrack。

  ItcreakedandIwaitedwithbeatingheartondiscovery,forinsideIsawtheglowoflight。Buttherewasnomovement,soitmustbeempty。Ipokedmyheadinandthenfollowedwithmybody。

  Itwasalargeroom,withlogsburninginastove,andthefloorthickwithrugs。Itwaslinedwithbooks,andonatableinthecentreareading-lampwasburning。Severaldispatch-boxesstoodonthetable,andtherewasalittlepileofpapers。Amanhadbeenhereaminutebefore,forahalf-smokedcigarwasburningontheedgeoftheinkstand。

  AtthatmomentIrecoveredcompleteuseofmywitsandallmyself-possession。More,therereturnedtomesomeoftheolddevil-

  may-carenesswhichbeforehadservedmewell。Iveryhadgone,butthiswashissanctum。justasontheroofsofErzerumIhadburnedtogetatStumm\'spapers,sonowitwasborneinonmethatatallcostsImustlookatthatpile。

  Iadvancedtothetableandpickedupthetopmostpaper。Itwasalittletypewrittenblueslipwiththeletteringinitalics,andinacorneracurious,involvedstampinredink。OnitIread:

  \'__DieWildvogelmissen_beimkehren。\'

  AtthesamemomentIheardstepsandthedooropenedonthefarside,Isteppedbacktowardsthestove,andfingeredthepistolinmypocket。

  Amanentered,amanwithascholar\'sstoop,anunkemptbeard,andlargesleepydarkeyes。Atthesightofmehepulledupandhiswholebodygrewtaut。ItwasthePortugueseJew,whosebackI

  hadlastseenatthesmithydoorinSkye,andwhobythemercyofGodhadneverseenmyface。

  Istoppedfingeringmypistol,forIhadaninspiration。BeforehecouldutterawordIgotinfirst。

  \'__DieVogeleinschweiigemim_Walde,\'Isaid。

  Hisfacebrokeintoapleasantsmile,andhereplied:

  \'_Wartenur,balderubestdu_auch。\'

  \'Ach,\'hesaidinGerman,holdingouthishand,\'youhavecomethisway,whenwethoughtyouwouldgobyModane。Iwelcomeyou,forIknowyourexploits。YouareConradi,whodidsonoblyinItaly?\'

  Ibowed。\'Yes,IamConradi,\'Isaid。

  CHAPTERSEVENTEEN

  TheColoftheSwallowsHepointedtothesliponthetable。

  \'Youhaveseentheorders?\'

  Inodded。

  \'Thelongday\'sworkisover。Youmustrejoice,foryourparthasbeenthehardest,Ithink。Somedayyouwilltellmeaboutit?\'

  Theman\'sfacewashonestandkindly,ratherlikethatoftheengineerGaudian,whomtwoyearsbeforeIhadmetinGermany。

  Buthiseyesfascinatedme,fortheyweretheeyesofthedreamerandfanatic,whowouldnotdesistfromhisquestwhilelifelasted。I

  thoughtthatIveryhadchosenwellinhiscolleague。

  \'Mytaskisnotdoneyet,\'Isaid。\'IcameheretoseeChelius。\'

  \'Hewillbebacktomorrowevening。\'

  \'Toolate。Imustseehimatonce。HehasgonetoItaly,andI

  mustovertakehim。\'

  \'Youknowyourdutybest,\'hesaidgravely。

  \'Butyoumusthelpme。ImustcatchhimatSantaChiara,foritisabusinessoflifeanddeath。Isthereacartobehad?\'

  \'Thereismine。Butthereisnochauffeur。Cheliustookhim。\'

  \'IcandrivemyselfandIknowtheroad。ButIhavenopasstocrossthefrontier。\'

  \'Thatiseasilysupplied,\'hesaid,smiling。

  inonebookcasetherewasashelfofdummybooks。Heunlockedthisandrevealedasmallcupboard,whencehetookatindispatch-

  box。Fromsomepapersheselectedone,whichseemedtobealreadysigned。

  \'Name?\'heasked。

  \'CallmeHansGruberofBrieg,\'Isaid。\'Itraveltopickupmymaster,whoisinthetimbertrade。\'

  \'Andyourreturn?\'

  \'Iwillcomebackbymyoldroad,\'Isaidmysteriously;andifheknewwhatImeantitwasmorethanIdidmyself。

  Hecompletedthepaperandhandedittome。\'Thiswilltakeyouthroughthefrontierposts。Andnowforthecar。Theservantswillbeinbed,fortheyhavebeenpreparingforalongjourney,butI

  willmyselfshowityou。ThereisenoughpetrolonboardtotakeyoutoRome。\'

  Heledmethroughthehall,unlockedthefrontdoor,andwecrossedthesnowylawntothegarage。Theplacewasemptybutforagreatcar,whichborethemarksofhavingcomefromthemuddylowlands。TomyjoyIsawthatitwasaDaimler,atypewithwhichIwasfamiliar。Ilitthelamps,startedtheengine,andranitoutontotheroad。

  \'Youwillwantanovercoat,\'hesaid。

  \'Ineverwearthem。\'

  \'Food?\'

  \'Ihavesomechocolate。IwillbreakfastatSantaChiara。\'

  \'Well,Godgowithyou!\'

  AminutelaterIwastearingalongthelake-sidetowardsStAntonvillage。

  Istoppedatthecottageonthehill。Peterwasnotyetinbed。I

  foundhimsittingbythefire,tryingtoread,butIsawbyhisfacethathehadbeenwaitinganxiouslyonmycoming。

  \'We\'reinthesoup,oldman,\'IsaidasIshutthedoor。InadozensentencesItoldhimofthenight\'sdoings,ofIvery\'splanandmydesperateerrand。

  \'Youwantedashare,\'Icried。\'Well,everythingdependsonyounow。I\'moffafterIvery,andGodknowswhatwillhappen。

  Meantime,youhavegottogetontoBlenkiron,andtellhimwhatI\'vetoldyou。HemustgetthenewsthroughtoG。H。Q。somehow。HemusttraptheWildBirdsbeforetheygo。Idon\'tknowhow,buthemust。Tellhimit\'salluptohimandyou,forI\'moutofit。ImustsaveMary,andifGod\'swillingI\'llsettlewithIvery。ButthebigjobisforBlenkiron-andyou。Somehowhehasmadeabadbreak,andtheenemyhasgotaheadofhim。HemustsweatbloodtomakeUp。MyGod,Peter,it\'sthesolemnestmomentofourlives。I

  don\'tseeanylight,butwemustn\'tmissanychances。I\'mleavingitalltoyou。\'

  Ispokelikeamaninafever,forafterwhatIhadbeenthroughI

  wasn\'tquitesane。MycoolnessinthePinkChalethadgivenplacetoacrazyrestlessness。IcanseePeteryet,standingintheringoflamplight,supportinghimselfbyachairback,wrinklinghisbrowsand,ashealwaysdidinmomentsofexcitement,scratchinggentlythetipofhisleftear。Hisfacewashappy。

  \'Neverfear,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Itwillallcomeright。

  __Onssal\'nplanmaak。\'

  Andthen,stillpossessedwithademonofdisquiet,Iwasontheroadagain,headingforthepassthatledtoItaly。

  Themisthadgonefromthesky,andthestarswereshiningbrightly。Themoon,nowattheendofitsfirstquarter,wassettinginagapofthemountains,asIclimbedthelowcolfromtheStAntonvalleytothegreaterStaubthal。Therewasfrostandthehardsnowcrackledundermywheels,buttherewasalsothatfeelintheairwhichpreludesstorm。IwonderedifIshouldrunintosnowinthehighhills。Thewholelandwasdeepinpeace。TherewasnotalightinthehamletsIpassedthrough,notasoulonthehighway。

  IntheStaubthalIjoinedthemainroadandswungtotheleftupthenarrowingbedofthevalley。Theroadwasinnoblecondition,andthecarwasrunningfinely,asImountedthroughforestsofsnowyPinestoalandwherethemountainscreptclosetogether,andthehighwaycoiledroundtheanglesofgreatcragsorskirtedperilouslysomeprofoundgorge,withonlyalineofwoodenpoststodefenditfromthevoid。Inplacesthesnowstoodinwallsoneitherside,wheretheroadwaskeptopenbyman\'slabour。Inotherpartsitlaythin,andinthedimlightonemighthavefanciedthatonewasrunningthroughopenmeadowlands。

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