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  TheWicket-GateIspentone-thirdofmyjourneylookingoutofthewindowofafirst-classcarriage,thenextinalocalmotor-carfollowingthecourseofatroutstreaminashallowvalley,andthelasttrampingoveraridgeofdownlandthroughgreatbeech-woodstomyquartersforthenight。InthefirstpartIwasinaninfamoustemper;inthesecondIwasworriedandmystified;butthecooltwilightofthethirdstagecalmedandheartenedme,andIreachedthegatesofFosseManorwithamightyappetiteandaquietmind。

  AsweslippeduptheThamesvalleyonthesmoothGreatWesternlineIhadreflectedruefullyonthethornsinthepathofduty。FormorethanayearIhadneverbeenoutofkhaki,exceptthemonthsIspentinhospital。TheygavememybattalionbeforetheSomme,andIcameoutofthatwearybattleafterthefirstbigSeptemberfightingwithacrackinmyheadandaD。S。O。IhadreceivedaC。B。

  fortheErzerumbusiness,sowhatwiththeseandmyMatabeleandSouthAfricanmedalsandtheLegionofHonour,IhadachestliketheHighPriest\'sbreastplate。IrejoinedinJanuary,andgotabrigadeontheeveofArras。Therewehadastarturn,andtookaboutasmanyprisonersasweputinfantryoverthetop。Afterthatwewerehauledoutforamonth,andsubsequentlyplantedinabadbitontheScarpewithahintthatwewouldsoonbeusedforabigpush。ThensuddenlyIwasorderedhometoreporttotheWarOffice,andpassedonbythemtoBullivantandhismerrymen。SohereIwassittinginarailwaycarriageinagreytweedsuit,withaneatnewsuitcaseontheracklabelledC。B。TheinitialsstoodforCorneliusBrand,forthatwasmynamenow。AndanoldboyinthecornerwasaskingmequestionsandwonderingaudiblywhyI

  wasn\'tfighting,whileayoungbloodofasecondlieutenantwithawoundstripewaseyeingmewithscorn。

  Theoldchapwasoneofthecross-examiningtype,andafterhehadborrowedmymatcheshesettoworktofindoutallaboutme。

  Hewasatremendousfire-eater,andabitofapessimistaboutourslowprogressinthewest。ItoldhimIcamefromSouthAfricaandwasaminingengineer。

  \'BeenfightingwithBotha?\'heasked。

  \'No,\'Isaid。\'I\'mnotthefightingkind。\'

  Thesecondlieutenantscreweduphisnose。

  \'IstherenoconscriptioninSouthAfrica?\'

  \'ThankGodthereisn\'t,\'Isaid,andtheoldfellowbeggedpermissiontotellmealotofunpalatablethings。Iknewhiskindanddidn\'tgivemuchforit。Hewasthesortwho,ifhehadbeenunderfifty,wouldhavecrawledonhisbellytohistribunaltogetexempted,butbeingoveragewasabletoposeasapatriot。ButI

  didn\'tlikethesecondlieutenant\'sgrin,forheseemedagoodclassoflad。Ilookedsteadilyoutofthewindowfortherestoftheway,andwasn\'tsorrywhenIgottomystation。

  IhadhadthequeerestinterviewwithBullivantandMacgillivray。

  TheyaskedmefirstifIwaswillingtoserveagainintheoldgame,andIsaidIwas。Ifeltasbitterassin,forIhadgotfixedinthemilitarygroove,andhadmadegoodthere。HerewasI-abrigadierandstillunderforty,andwithanotheryearofthewartherewasnosayingwhereImightend。Ihadstartedoutwithoutanyambition,onlyagreatwishtoseethebusinessfinished。ButnowIhadacquiredaprofessionalinterestinthething,Ihadanailinggoodbrigade,andIhadgotthehangofournewkindofwaraswellasanyfellowfromSandhurstandCamberley。TheywereaskingmetoscrapallIhadlearnedandstartagaininanewjob。Ihadtoagree,fordiscipline\'sdiscipline,butIcouldhaveknockedtheirheadstogetherinmyvexation。

  Whatwasworsetheywouldn\'t,orcouldn\'t,tellmeanythingaboutwhattheywantedmefor。Itwastheoldgameofrunningmeinblinkers。Theyaskedmetotakeitontrustandputmyselfunreservedlyintheirhands。Iwouldgetmyinstructionslater,theysaid。

  Iaskedifitwasimportant。

  Bullivantnarrowedhiseyes。\'Ifitweren\'t,doyousupposewecouldhavewrunganactivebrigadieroutoftheWarOffice?Asitwas,itwaslikedrawingteeth。\'

  \'Isitrisky?\'wasmynextquestion。

  \'inthelongrun-damnably,\'wastheanswer。

  \'Andyoucan\'ttellmeanythingmore?\'

  \'Nothingasyet。You\'llgetyourinstructionssoonenough。Youknowbothofus,Hannay,andyouknowwewouldn\'twastethetimeofagoodmanonfolly。Wearegoingtoaskyouforsomethingwhichwillmakeabigcallonyourpatriotism。Itwillbeadifficultandarduoustask,anditmaybeaverygrimonebeforeyougettotheendofit,butwebelieveyoucandoit,andthatnooneelsecan……Youknowusprettywell。Willyouletusjudgeforyou?\'

  IlookedatBullivant\'sshrewd,kindoldfaceandMacgillivray\'ssteadyeyes。Thesemenweremyfriendsandwouldn\'tplaywithMe。

  \'Allright,\'Isaid。\'I\'mwilling。What\'sthefirststep?\'

  \'Getoutofuniformandforgetyoueverwereasoldier。Changeyourname。Youroldone,CornelisBrandt,willdo,butyou\'dbetterspellit“Brand“thistime。RememberthatyouareanengineerjustbackfromSouthAfrica,andthatyoudon\'tcarearushaboutthewar。Youcan\'tunderstandwhatallthefoolsarefightingabout,andyouthinkwemighthavepeaceatoncebyalittlefriendlybusinesstalk。Youneedn\'tbepro-German-ifyoulikeyoucanberathersevereontheHun。Butyoumustbeindeadlyearnestaboutaspeedypeace。\'

  Iexpectthecornersofmymouthfell,forBullivantburstoutlaughing。

  \'Hangitall,man,it\'snotsodifficult。Ifeelsometimesinclinedtoarguethatwaymyself,whenmydinnerdoesn\'tagreewithme。It\'snotsohardastowanderroundtheFatherlandabusingBritain,whichwasyourlastjob。\'

  \'I\'mready,\'Isaid。\'ButIwanttodooneerrandonmyownfirst。

  Imustseeafellowinmybrigadewhoisinashell-shockhospitalintheCotswolds。Isham\'sthenameoftheplace。\'

  Thetwomenexchangedglances。\'Thislookslikefate,\'saidBullivant。\'ByallmeansgotoIsham。Theplacewhereyourworkbeginsisonlyacoupleofmilesoff。IwantyoutospendnextThursdaynightastheguestoftwomaidenladiescalledWymondhamatFosseManor。YouwillgodownthereasaloneSouthAfricanvisitingasickfriend。Theyarehospitablesoulsandentertainmanyangelsunawares。\'

  \'AndIgetmyordersthere?\'

  \'Yougetyourorders,andyouareunderbondtoobeythem。\'

  AndBullivantandMacgillivraysmiledateachother。

  IwasthinkinghardaboutthatoddconversationasthesmallFordcar,whichIhadwiredfortotheinn,carriedmeawayfromthesuburbsofthecountytownintoalandofrollinghillsandgreenwater-meadows。ItwasagorgeousafternoonandtheblossomofearlyJunewasoneverytree。ButIhadnoeyesforlandscapeandthesummer,beingengagedinreprobatingBullivantandcursingmyfantasticfate。Idetestedmynewpartandlookedforwardtonakedshame。Itwasbadenoughforanyonetohavetoposeasapacifist,butforme,strongasabullandassunburntasagipsyandnotlookingmyfortyyears,itwasablackdisgrace。TogointoGermanyasananti-BritishAfrikanderwasastoutishadventure,buttoloungeaboutathometalkingrotwasaverydifferent-sizedjob。Mystomachroseatthethoughtofit,andIhadprettywelldecidedtowiretoBullivantandcryoff。Therearesomethingsthatnoonehasarighttoaskofanywhiteman。

  WhenIgottoIshamandfoundpooroldBlaikieIdidn\'tfeelhappier。HehadbeenafriendofmineinRhodesia,andaftertheGermanSouth-WestaffairwasoverhadcomehometoaFusilierbattalion,whichwasinmybrigadeatArras。Hehadbeenburiedbyabigcrumpjustbeforewegotoursecondobjective,andwasdugoutwithoutascratchonhim,butasdaftasahatter。Ihadheardhewasmending,andhadpromisedhisfamilytolookhimupthefirstchanceIgot。Ifoundhimsittingonagardenseat,staringsteadilybeforehimlikealookoutatsea。Heknewmeallrightandcheeredupforasecond,butverysoonhewasbackathisstaring,andeverywordheutteredwaslikethecarefulspeechofadrunkenman。A

  birdflewoutofabush,andIcouldseehimholdinghimselftighttokeepfromscreaming。ThebestIcoulddowastoputahandonhisshoulderandstrokehimasonestrokesafrightenedhorse。Thesightofthepricemyoldfriendhadpaiddidn\'tputmeinlovewithpacificism。

  WetalkedofbrotherofficersandSouthAfrica,forIwantedtokeephisthoughtsoffthewar,buthekeptedgingroundtoit。

  \'Howlongwillthedamnedthinglast?\'heasked。

  \'Oh,it\'spracticallyover,\'Iliedcheerfully。\'Nomorefightingforyouandpreciouslittleforme。TheBocheisdoneinallright……Whatyou\'vegottodo,mylad,istosleepfourteenhoursinthetwenty-fourandspendhalftherestcatchingtrout。We\'llhaveashotatthegrouse-

  birdtogetherthisautumnandwe\'llgetsomeoftheoldgangtojoinus。\'

  Someoneputatea-trayonthetablebesideus,andIlookeduptoseetheveryprettiestgirlIeverseteyeson。Sheseemedlittlemorethanachild,andbeforethewarwouldprobablyhavestillrankedasaflapper。SheworetheneatbluedressandapronofaV。A。D。

  andherwhitecapwassetonhairlikespungold。Shesmileddemurelyasshearrangedthetea-things,andIthoughtIhadneverseeneyesatoncesomerryandsograve。Istaredafterherasshewalkedacrossthelawn,andIremembernoticingthatshemovedwiththefreegraceofanathleticboy。

  \'Whoonearth\'sthat?\'IaskedBlaikie。

  \'That?Oh,oneofthesisters,\'hesaidlistlessly。\'Therearesquadsofthem。Ican\'ttellonefromanother。\'

  Nothinggavemesuchanimpressionofmyfriend\'ssicknessasthefactthatheshouldhavenointerestinsomethingsofreshandjollyasthatgirl。PresentlymytimewasupandIhadtogo,andasI

  lookedbackIsawhimsunkinhischairagain,hiseyesfixedonvacancy,andhishandsgrippinghisknees。

  Thethoughtofhimdepressedmehorribly。HerewasIcondemnedtosomerottenbuffooneryininglorioussafety,whilethesaltoftheearthlikeBlaikiewaspayingtheghastliestprice。FromhimmythoughtsflewtooldPeterPienaar,andIsatdownonaroadsidewallandreadhislastletter。Itnearlymademehowl。

  Peter,youmustknow,hadshavedhisbeardandjoinedtheRoyalFlyingCorpsthesummerbeforewhenwegotbackfromtheGreenmantleaffair。Thatwastheonlykindofrewardhewanted,and,thoughhewasabsurdlyoverage,theauthoritiesallowedit。

  Theywerewisenottostickleaboutrules,forPeter\'seyesightandnervewereasgoodasthoseofanyboyoftwenty。Iknewhewoulddowell,butIwasnotpreparedforhisimmediatelyblazingsuccess。

  Hegothispilot\'scertificateinrecordtimeandwentouttoFrance;

  andpresentlyevenwefoot-sloggers,busyshiftinggroundbeforetheSomme,begantohearrumoursofhisdoings。Hedevelopedaperfectgeniusforair-fighting。Therewereplentybettertrick-flyers,andplentywhoknewmoreaboutthescienceofthegame,buttherewasnoonewithquitePeter\'sgeniusforanactualscrap。HewasasfullofdodgesacoupleofmilesupintheskyashehadbeenamongtherocksoftheBerg。HeapparentlyknewhowtohideintheemptyairascleverlyasinthelonggrassoftheLebomboFlats。

  Amazingyarnsbegantocirculateamongtheinfantryaboutthisnewairman,whocouldtakecoverbelowoneplaneofanenemysquadronwhilealltherestwerelookingforhim。IremembertalkingabouthimwiththeSouthAfricanswhenwewereoutrestingnextdoortothemafterthebloodyDelvilleWoodbusiness。

  ThedaybeforewehadseenagoodbattleinthecloudswhentheBocheplanehadcrashed,andaTransvaalmachine-gunofficerbroughtthereportthattheBritishairmanhadbeenPienaar。\'Welldone,theold_takhaar!\'hecried,andstartedtoyarnaboutPeter\'smethods。ItappearedthatPeterhadatheorythateverymanhasablindspot,andthatheknewjusthowtofindthatblindspotintheworldofair。Thebestcover,hemaintained,wasnotincloudorawispoffog,butintheunseeingpatchintheeyeofyourenemy。I

  recognizedthattalkfortherealthing。ItwasonaparwithPeter\'sdoctrineof\'atmosphere\'and\'thedoublebluff\'andalltheotherprinciplesthathisqueeroldmindhadcogitatedoutofhisracketylife。

  BytheendofAugustthatyearPeter\'swasaboutthebest-knownfigureintheFlyingCorps。Ifthereportshadmentionednameshewouldhavebeenanationalhero,buthewasonly\'LieutenantBlank\',andthenewspapers,whichexpatiatedonhisdeeds,hadtopraisetheServiceandnottheman。Thatwasrightenough,forhalfthemagicofourFlyingCorpswasitsfreedomfromadvertisement。

  ButtheBritishArmyknewallabouthim,andthemeninthetrenchesusedtodiscusshimasifhewereacrackfootball-player。

  TherewasaverybigGermanairmancalledLensch,oneoftheAlbatrossheroes,whoabouttheendofAugustclaimedtohavedestroyedthirty-twoAlliedmachines。Peterhadthenonlyseventeenplanestohiscredit,buthewasrapidlyincreasinghisscore。Lenschwasamightymanofvalourandagoodsportsmanafterhisfashion。

  Hewasamazinglyquickatmanoeuvringhismachineintheactualfight,butPeterwassupposedtobebetteratforcingthekindoffighthewanted。Lensch,ifyoulike,wasthetacticianandPeterthestrategist。Anyhowthetwowereouttogeteachother。TherewereplentyoffellowswhosawthecampaignasastrugglenotbetweenHunandBriton,butbetweenLenschandPienaar。

  The15thSeptembercame,andIgotknockedoutandwenttohospital。WhenIwasfittoreadthepapersagainandreceiveletters,IfoundtomyconsternationthatPeterhadbeendowned。IthappenedattheendofOctoberwhenthesouthwestgalesbadlyhandicappedourairwork。Whenourbombingorreconnaissancejobsbehindtheenemylineswerecompleted,insteadofbeingabletoglidebackintosafety,wehadtofightourwayhomeslowlyagainstahead-windexposedtoArchiesandHunplanes。SomewhereeastofBapaumeonareturnjourneyPeterfellinwithLensch-atleasttheGermanPressgaveLenschthecredit。HispetroltankwasshottobitsandhewasforcedtodescendinawoodnearMorchies。

  \'ThecelebratedBritishairman,Pinner,\'inthewordsoftheGermancommunique,wasmadeprisoner。

  IhadnoletterfromhimtillthebeginningoftheNewYear,whenIwaspreparingtoreturntoFrance。Itwasaverycontentedletter。Heseemedtohavebeenfairlywelltreated,thoughhehadalwaysalowstandardofwhatheexpectedfromtheworldinthewayofcomfort。IinferredthathiscaptorshadnotidentifiedinthebrilliantairmantheDutchmiscreantwhoayearbeforehadbrokenoutofaGermanjail。Hehaddiscoveredthepleasuresofreadingandhadperfectedhimselfinanartwhichhehadoncepractisedindifferently。Somehoworotherhehadgota_Pilgrim\'s_Progress,fromwhichheseemedtoextractenormouspleasure。Andthenattheend,quitecasually,hementionedthathehadbeenbadlywoundedandthathisleftlegwouldneverbemuchuseagain。

  AfterthatIgotfrequentletters,andIwrotetohimeveryweekandsenthimeverykindofparcelIcouldthinkof。Hislettersusedtomakemebothashamedandhappy。IhadalwaysbankedonoldPeter,andherehewasbehavinglikeanearlyChristianmartyr-

  neverawordofcomplaint,andjustascheeryasifitwereawintermorningonthehighveldandwewereofftoridedownspringbok。

  Iknewwhatthelossofalegmustmeantohim,forbodilyfitnesshadalwaysbeenhispride。Therestoflifemusthaveunrolleditselfbeforehimverydrabanddustytothegrave。Buthewroteasifhewereonthetopofhisformandkeptcommiseratingmeonthediscomfortsofmyjob。Thepictureofthatpatient,gentleoldfellow,hobblingabouthiscompoundandpuzzlingoverhis_Pilgrim\'s_Progress,acrippleforlifeafterfivemonthsofblazingglory,wouldhavestiffenedthebackofajellyfish。

  Thislastletterwashorriblytouching,forsummerhadcomeandthesmellofthewoodsbehindhisprisonremindedPeterofaplaceintheWoodbush,andonecouldreadineverysentencetheacheofexile。IsatonthatstonewallandconsideredhowtriflingwerethecrumpledleavesinmybedoflifecomparedwiththethornsPeterandBlaikiehadtolieon。IthoughtofSandyfaroffinMesopotamia,andoldBlenkirongroaningwithdyspepsiasomewhereinAmerica,andIconsideredthattheywerethekindoffellowswhodidtheirjobswithoutcomplaining。TheresultwasthatwhenIgotuptogoonIhadrecoveredamanliertemper。Iwasn\'tgoingtoshamemyfriendsorpickandchoosemyduty。IwouldtrustmyselftoProvidence,for,asBlenkironusedtosay,Providencewasallrightifyougavehimachance。

  ItwasnotonlyPeter\'sletterthatsteadiedandcalmedme。Ishamstoodhighupinafoldofthehillsawayfromthemainvalley,andtheroadIwastakingbroughtmeovertheridgeandbacktothestream-side。Iclimbedthroughgreatbeechwoods,whichseemedinthetwilightlikesomegreenplacefarbelowthesea,andthenoverashortstretchofhillpasturetotherimofthevale。Allaboutmewerelittlefieldsenclosedwithwallsofgreystoneandfullofdimsheep。BelowwereduskywoodsaroundwhatItooktobeFosseManor,forthegreatRomanFosseWay,straightasanarrow,passedoverthehillstothesouthandskirteditsgrounds。Icouldseethestreamslippingamongitswater-meadowsandcouldheartheplashoftheweir。Atinyvillagesettledinacrookofthehill,anditschurch-towersoundedsevenwithacuriouslysweetchime。

  Otherwisetherewasnonoisebutthetwitterofsmallbirdsandthenightwindinthetopsofthebeeches。

  InthatmomentIhadakindofrevelation。IhadavisionofwhatIhadbeenfightingfor,whatweallwerefightingfor。Itwaspeace,deepandholyandancient,peaceolderthantheoldestwars,peacewhichwouldendurewhenallourswordswerehammeredintoploughshares。Itwasmore;forinthathourEnglandfirsttookholdofme。BeforemycountryhadbeenSouthAfrica,andwhenI

  thoughtofhomeithadbeenthewidesun-steepedspacesoftheveldorsomescentedglenoftheBerg。ButnowIrealizedthatI

  hadanewhome。IunderstoodwhatapreciousthingthislittleEnglandwas,howoldandkindlyandcomforting,howwhollyworthstrivingfor。Thefreedomofanacreofhersoilwascheaplyboughtbythebloodofthebestofus。Iknewwhatitmeanttobeapoet,thoughforthelifeofmeIcouldnothavemadealineofverse。ForinthathourIhadaprospectasiffromahilltopwhichmadeallthepresenttroublesoftheroadseemofnoaccount。Isawnotonlyvictoryafterwar,butanewandhappierworldaftervictory,whenIshouldinheritsomethingofthisEnglishpeaceandwrapmyselfinittilltheendofmydays。

  Veryhumblyandquietly,likeamanwalkingthroughacathedral,IwentdownthehilltotheManorlodge,andcametoadoorinanoldred-brickfacade,smotheredinmagnoliaswhichsmeltlikehotlemonsintheJunedusk。Thecarfromtheinnhadbroughtonmybaggage,andpresentlyIwasdressinginaroomwhichlookedoutonawater-garden。ForthefirsttimeformorethanayearIputonastarchedshirtandadinner-jacket,andasIdressedIcouldhavesungfrompurelightheartedness。Iwasinforsomearduousjob,andsometimethateveninginthatplaceIshouldgetmymarchingorders。Someonewouldarrive-perhapsBullivant-andreadmetheriddle。Butwhateveritwas,Iwasreadyforit,formywholebeinghadfoundanewpurpose。Livinginthetrenches,youareapttogetyourhorizonnarroweddowntothefrontlineofenemybarbedwireononesideandthenearestrestbilletsontheother。

  ButnowIseemedtoseebeyondthefogtoahappycountry。

  High-pitchedvoicesgreetedmyearsasIcamedownthebroadstaircase,voiceswhichscarcelyaccordedwiththepanelledwallsandtheausterefamilyportraits;andwhenIfoundmyhostessesinthehallIthoughttheirlooksstilllessinkeepingwiththehouse。

  Bothladieswereonthewrongsideofforty,buttheirdresswasthatofyounggirls。MissDoriaWymondhamwastallandthinwithamassofnondescriptpalehairconfinedbyablackvelvetfillet。

  MissClaireWymondhamwasshorterandplumperandhaddoneherbestbyill-appliedcosmeticstomakeherselflooklikeaforeigndemi-mondaine。TheygreetedmewiththefriendlycasualnesswhichIhadlongagodiscoveredwastherightEnglishmannertowardsyourguests;asiftheyhadjuststrolledinandbilletedthemselves,andyouwerequitegladtoseethembutmustn\'tbeaskedtotroubleyourselffurther。Thenextsecondtheywerecooinglikepigeonsroundapicturewhichayoungmanwasholdingupinthelamplight。

  Hewasatallish,leanfellowofroundaboutthirtyyears,wearinggreyflannelsandshoesdustyfromthecountryroads。Histhinfacewassallowasiffromlivingindoors,andhehadrathermorehaironhisheadthanmostofus。Intheglowofthelamphisfeatureswereveryclear,andIexaminedthemwithinterest,for,remember,Iwasexpectingastrangertogivemeorders。Hehadalong,ratherstrongchinandanobstinatemouthwithpeevishlinesaboutitscorners。Buttheremarkablefeaturewashiseyes。Icanbestdescribethembysayingthattheylookedhot-notfierceorangry,butsorestlessthattheyseemedtoachephysicallyandtowantspongingwithcoldwater。

  Theyfinishedtheirtalkaboutthepicture-whichwascouchedinajargonofwhichIdidnotunderstandoneword-andMissDoriaturnedtomeandtheyoungman。

  \'MycousinLauncelotWake-MrBrand。\'

  WenoddedstifflyandMrWake\'shandwentuptosmoothhishairinaself-consciousgesture。

  \'HasBarnardannounceddinner?Bytheway,whereisMary?\'

  \'ShecameinfiveminutesagoandIsenthertochange,\'saidMissClaire。\'Iwon\'thaveherspoilingtheeveningwiththathorriduniform。Shemaymasqueradeasshelikesout-of-doors,butthishouseisforcivilizedpeople。\'

  Thebutlerappearedandmumbledsomething。\'Comealong,\'

  criedMissDoria,\'forI\'msureyouarestarving,MrBrand。AndLauncelothasbicycledtenmiles。\'

  Thedining-roomwasveryunlikethehall。Thepanellinghadbeenstrippedoff,andthewallsandceilingwerecoveredwithadead-

  blacksatinypaperonwhichhungthemostmonstrouspicturesinlargedull-goldframes。Icouldonlyseethemdimly,buttheyseemedtobeamereriotofuglycolour。Theyoungmannoddedtowardsthem。\'IseeyouhavegottheDegousseshungatlast,\'hesaid。

  \'Howexquisitetheyare!\'criedMissClaire。\'Howsubtleandcandidandbrave!DoriaandIwarmoursoulsattheirflame。\'

  Somearomaticwoodhadbeenburnedintheroom,andtherewasaqueersicklyscentabout。Everythinginthatplacewasstrainedanduneasyandabnormal-thecandleshadesonthetable,themassoffakedchinafruitinthecentredish,thegaudyhangingsandthenightmarishwalls。Butthefoodwasmagnificent。ItwasthebestdinnerIhadeatensince1914。

  \'Tellme,MrBrand,\'saidMissDoria,herlongwhitefaceproppedonamuch-beringedhand。\'Youareoneofus?Youareinrevoltagainstthiscrazywar?\'

  \'Why,yes,\'Isaid,rememberingmypart。\'Ithinkalittlecommon-sensewouldsettleitrightaway。\'

  \'Withalittlecommon-senseitwouldneverhavestarted,\'saidMrWake。

  \'Launcelot\'saC。O。,youknow,\'saidMissDoria。

  Ididnotknow,forhedidnotlookanykindofsoldier……Iwasjustabouttoaskhimwhathecommanded,whenIrememberedthatthelettersstoodalsofor\'ConscientiousObjector,\'andstoppedintime。

  Atthatmomentsomeoneslippedintothevacantseatonmyrighthand。IturnedandsawtheV。A。D。girlwhohadbroughtteatoBlaikiethatafternoonatthehospital。

  \'HewasexemptedbyhisDepartment,\'theladywenton,\'forhe\'saCivilServant,andsoheneverhadachanceoftestifyingincourt,butnoonehasdonebetterworkforourcause。HeisonthecommitteeoftheL。D。A。,andquestionshavebeenaskedabouthiminParliament。\'

  Themanwasnotquitecomfortableatthisbiography。Heglancednervouslyatmeandwasgoingtobeginsomekindofexplanation,whenMissDoriacuthimshort。\'Rememberourrule,Launcelot。

  Noturgidwarcontroversywithinthesewalls。\'

  Iagreedwithher。ThewarhadseemedcloselyknittotheSummerlandscapeforallitspeace,andtothenobleoldchambersoftheManor。Butinthatdementedmodishdining-roomitwasshriekinglyincongruous。

  Thentheyspokeofotherthings。Mostlyofpicturesorcommonfriends,andalittleofbooks。Theypaidnoheedtome,whichwasfortunate,forIknownothingaboutthesemattersanddidn\'tunderstandhalfthelanguage。ButonceMissDoriatriedtobringmein。

  TheyweretalkingaboutsomeRussiannovel-anamelikeLeprousSouls-andsheaskedmeifIhadreadit。ByacuriouschanceIhad。

  Ithaddriftedsomehowintoourdug-outontheScarpe,andafterwehadallstuckinthesecondchapterithaddisappearedinthemudtowhichitnaturallybelonged。Theladypraisedits\'poignancy\'

  and\'gravebeauty\'。Iassentedandcongratulatedmyselfonmysecondescape-forifthequestionhadbeenputtomeIshouldhavedescribeditasGod-forgottentwaddle。

  Iturnedtothegirl,whowelcomedmewithasmile。IhadthoughtherprettyinherV。A。D。dress,butnow,inafilmyblackgownandwithherhairnolongerhiddenbyacap,shewasthemostravishingthingyoueversaw。AndIobservedsomethingelse。

  Therewasmorethangoodlooksinheryoungface。Herbroad,lowbrowandherlaughingeyeswereamazinglyintelligent。Shehadanuncannypowerofmakinghereyesgosuddenlygraveanddeep,likeaglitteringrivernarrowingintoapool。

  \'Weshallneverbeintroduced,\'shesaid,\'soletmerevealmyself。

  I\'mMaryLamingtonandthesearemyaunts……DidyoureallylikeLeprousSouls?\'

  itwaseasyenoughtotalktoher。AndoddlyenoughhermerepresencetookawaytheoppressionIhadfeltinthatroom。Forshebelongedtotheout-of-doorsandtotheoldhouseandtotheworldatlarge。Shebelongedtothewar,andtothathappierworldbeyondit-aworldwhichmustbewonbygoingthroughthestruggleandnotbyshirkingit,likethosetwosillyladies。

  IcouldseeWake\'seyesoftenonthegirl,whileheboomedandoraculatedandtheMissesWymondhamprattled。Presentlytheconversationseemedtoleavetheflowerypathsofartandtovergeperilouslynearforbiddentopics。Hebegantoabuseourgeneralsinthefield。Icouldnotchoosebutlisten。MissLamington\'sbrowswereslightlybent,asifindisapproval,andmyowntemperbegantorise。

  Hehadeverykindofidioticcriticism-incompetence,faint-

  heartedness,corruption。WherehegotthestuffIcan\'timagine,forthemostgrousingTommy,withhisleavestopped,neverputtogethersuchbalderdash。Worstofallheaskedmetoagreewithhim。

  Ittookallmysenseofdiscipline。\'Idon\'tknowmuchaboutthesubject,\'Isaid,\'butoutinSouthAfricaIdidhearthattheBritishleadingwastheweakpoint。Iexpectthere\'sagooddealinwhatyousay。\'

  Itmayhavebeenfancy,butthegirlatmysideseemedtowhisper\'Welldone!\'

  WakeandIdidnotremainlongbehindbeforejoiningtheladies;

  Ipurposelycutitshort,forIwasinmortalfearlestIshouldlosemytemperandspoileverything。Istoodupwithmybackagainstthemantelpieceforaslongasamanmaysmokeacigarette,andI

  lethimyarntome,whileIlookedsteadilyathisface。BythistimeI

  wasveryclearthatWakewasnotthefellowtogivememyinstructions。

  Hewasn\'tplayingagame。Hewasaperfectlyhonestcrank,butnotafanatic,forhewasn\'tsureofhimself。Hehadsomehowlosthisself-respectandwastryingtoarguehimselfbackintoit。Hehadconsiderablebrains,forthereasonshegavefordifferingfrommostofhiscountrymenweregoodsofarastheywent。Ishouldn\'thavecaredtotakehimoninpublicargument。IfyouhadtoldmeaboutsuchafellowaweekbeforeIshouldhavebeensickatthethoughtofhim。ButnowIdidn\'tdislikehim。IwasboredbyhimandIwasalsotremendouslysorryforhim。Youcouldseehewasasrestlessasahen。

  Whenwewentbacktothehallheannouncedthathemustgetontheroad,andcommandeeredMissLamingtontohelphimfindhisbicycle。Itappearedhewasstayingataninnadozenmilesoffforacoupleofdays\'fishing,andthenewssomehowmademelikehimbetter。PresentlytheladiesofthehousedepartedtobedfortheirbeautysleepandIwaslefttomyowndevices。

  ForsometimeIsatsmokinginthehallwonderingwhenthemessengerwouldarrive。Itwasgettinglateandthereseemedtobenopreparationinthehousetoreceiveanybody。ThebutlercameinwithatrayofdrinksandIaskedhimifheexpectedanotherguestthatnight。

  \'I\'adn\'t\'eardofit,sir,\'washisanswer。\'There\'asn\'tbeenatelegramthatIknowof,andI\'avereceivednoinstructions。\'

  Ilitmypipeandsatfortwentyminutesreadingaweeklypaper。

  ThenIgotupandlookedatthefamilyportraits。Themooncomingthroughthelatticeinvitedmeout-of-doorsasacureformyanxiety。Itwasaftereleveno\'clock,andIwasstillwithoutanyknowledgeofmynextstep。Itisamaddeningbusinesstobescrewedupforanunpleasantjobandtohavethewheelsoftheconfoundedthingtarry。

  Outsidethehousebeyondaflaggedterracethelawnfellaway,whiteinthemoonshine,totheedgeofthestream,whichherehadexpandedintoaminiaturelake。Bythewater\'sedgewasalittleformalgardenwithgreystoneparapetswhichnowgleamedlikeduskymarble。Greatwaftsofscentrosefromit,forthelilacswerescarcelyoverandthemaywasinfullblossom。Outfromtheshadeofitcamesuddenlyavoicelikeanightingale。

  Itwassingingtheoldsong\'CherryRipe\',acommonenoughthingwhichIhadchieflyknownfrombarrel-organs。ButheardinthescentedmoonlightitseemedtoholdallthelingeringmagicofanelderEnglandandofthishallowedcountryside。IsteppedinsidethegardenboundsandsawtheheadofthegirlMary。

  Shewasconsciousofmypresence,forsheturnedtowardsme。

  \'Iwascomingtolookforyou,\'shesaid,\'nowthatthehouseisquiet。Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,GeneralHannay。\'

  Sheknewmynameandmustbesomehowinthebusiness。Thethoughtentrancedme。

  \'ThankGodIcanspeaktoyoufreely,\'Icried。\'Whoandwhatareyou-livinginthathouseinthatkindofcompany?\'

  \'Mygoodaunts!\'Shelaughedsoftly。\'Theytalkagreatdealabouttheirsouls,buttheyreallymeantheirnerves。Why,theyarewhatyoucallmycamouflage,andaverygoodonetoo。\'

  \'Andthatcadaverousyoungprig?\'

  \'PoorLauncelot!Yes-camouflagetoo-perhapssomethingalittlemore。Youmustnotjudgehimtooharshly。\'

  \'But……but-\'Ididnotknowhowtoputit,andstammeredinmyeagerness。\'HowcanItellthatyouaretherightpersonformetospeakto?YouseeIamunderorders,andIhavegotnoneaboutyou。\'

  \'IwillgiveYouProof,\'shesaid。\'ThreedaysagoSirWalterBullivantandMrMacgillivraytoldyoutocomeheretonightandtowaithereforfurtherinstructions。Youmettheminthelittlesmoking-roomatthebackoftheRotaClub。YouwerebiddentakethenameofCorneliusBrand,andturnyourselffromasuccessfulgeneralintoapacifistSouthAfricanengineer。Isthatcorrect?\'

  \'Perfectly。\'

  \'Youhavebeenrestlessalleveninglookingforthemessengertogiveyoutheseinstructions。Setyourmindatease。Nomessengeriscoming。Youwillgetyourordersfromme。\'

  \'Icouldnottakethemfromamorewelcomesource,\'Isaid。

  \'Veryprettilyput。IfyouwantfurthercredentialsIcantellyoumuchaboutyourowndoingsinthepastthreeyears。Icanexplaintoyouwhodon\'tneedtheexplanation,everystepinthebusinessoftheBlackStone。IthinkIcoulddrawaprettyaccuratemapofyourjourneytoErzerum。YouhavealetterfromPeterPienaarinyourpocket-Icantellyouitscontents。Areyouwillingtotrustme?\'

  \'Withallmyheart,\'Isaid。

  \'Good。Thenmyfirstorderwilltryyouprettyhard。ForIhavenoorderstogiveyouexcepttobidyougoandsteepyourselfinaparticularkindoflife。Yourfirstdutyistoget“atmosphere“,asyourfriendPeterusedtosay。Oh,Iwilltellyouwheretogoandhowtobehave。ButIcan\'tbidyoudoanything,onlyliveidlywithopeneyesandearstillyouhavegotthe“feel“ofthesituation。\'

  Shestoppedandlaidahandonmyarm。

  \'Itwon\'tbeeasy。Itwouldmaddenme,anditwillbeafarheavierburdenforamanlikeyou。Youhavegottosinkdowndeepintothelifeofthehalf-baked,thepeoplewhomthiswarhasn\'ttouchedorhastouchedinthewrongway,thepeoplewhosplithairsalldayandareengrossedinwhatyouandIwouldcallselfishlittlefads。Yes。PeoplelikemyauntsandLauncelot,onlyforthemostpartinadifferentsocialgrade。Youwon\'tliveinanoldmanorlikethis,butamonggimcracklittle“arty“houses。Youwillheareverythingyouregardassacredlaughedatandcondemned,andeverykindofnauseousfollyacclaimed,andyoumustholdyourtongueandpretendtoagree。Youwillhavenothingintheworldtodoexcepttoletthelifesoakintoyou,and,asIhavesaid,keepyoureyesandearsopen。\'

  \'ButyoumustgivemesomeclueastowhatIshouldbelookingfor?\'

  \'Myordersaretogiveyounone。Ourchiefs-yoursandmine-

  wantyoutogowhereyouaregoingwithoutanykindof_parti_pris。

  Rememberwearestillintheintelligencestageoftheaffair。Thetimehasn\'tyetcomeforaplanofcampaign,andstilllessforaction。\'

  \'Tellmeonething,\'Isaid。\'Isitareallybigthingwe\'reafter?\'

  \'A-really-big-thing,\'shesaidslowlyandverygravely。\'YouandIandsomehundredothersarehuntingthemostdangerousmaninalltheworld。TillwesucceedeverythingthatBritaindoesiscrippled。IfwefailorsucceedtoolatetheAlliesmayneverwinthevictorywhichistheirright。Iwilltellyouonethingtocheeryou。

  Itisinsomesortaraceagainsttime,soyourpurgatorywon\'tenduretoolong。\'

  Iwasboundtoobey,andsheknewit,forshetookmywillingnessforgranted。

  Fromalittlegoldsatchelsheselectedatinybox,andopeningitextractedathinglikeapurplewaferwithawhiteStAndrew\'sCrossonit。

  \'Whatkindofwatchhaveyou?Ah,ahunter。Pastethatinsidethelid。Somedayyoumaybecalledontoshowit……Oneotherthing。Buytomorrowacopyofthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressandgetitbyheart。YouwillreceivelettersandmessagessomedayandthestyleofourfriendsisapttobereminiscentofJohnBunyan……Thecarwillbeatthedoortomorrowtocatchtheten-thirty,andIwillgiveyoutheaddressoftheroomsthathavebeentakenforyou……

  BeyondthatIhavenothingtosay,excepttobegyoutoplaythepartwellandkeepyourtemper。Youbehavedverynicelyatdinner。\'

  Iaskedonelastquestionaswesaidgoodnightinthehall。\'ShallIseeyouagain?\'

  \'Soon,andoften,\'wastheanswer。\'Rememberwearecolleagues。\'

  Iwentupstairsfeelingextraordinarilycomforted。Ihadaperfectlybeastlytimeaheadofme,butnowitwasallglorifiedandcolouredwiththethoughtofthegirlwhohadsung\'CherryRipe\'inthegarden。IcommendedthewisdomofthatoldserpentBullivantinthechoiceofhisintermediary,forI\'mhangedifIwouldhavetakensuchordersfromanyoneelse。

  CHAPTERTWO

  \'TheVillageNamedMorality\'

  UPonthehighveldourriversareapttobestringsofpoolslinkedbymuddytrickles-themoststagnantkindofwatercourseyouwouldlookforinaday\'sjourney。Butpresentlytheyreachtheedgeoftheplateauandaretosseddownintotheflatsinnobleravines,androllthereafterinfullandsoundingcurrentstothesea。

  SowiththestoryIamtelling。Itbeganinsmoothreaches,asidleasamill-pond;yetthedaysooncamewhenIwasinthegripofatorrent,flungbreathlessfromrocktorockbyadestinywhichI

  couldnotcontrol。ButforthepresentIwasinabackwater,nolessthantheGardenCityofBiggleswick,whereMrCorneliusBrand,aSouthAfricangentlemanvisitingEnglandonholiday,lodgedinapairofroomsinthecottageofMrTancredjimson。

  Thehouse-or\'home\'astheypreferredtonameitatBiggleswick-wasoneofsometwohundredotherswhichringedapleasantMidlandcommon。Itwasbadlybuiltandoddlyfurnished;thebedwastooshort,thewindowsdidnotfit,thedoorsdidnotstayshut;

  butitwasascleanassoapandwaterandscrubbingcouldmakeit。

  Thethree-quartersofanacreofgardenweremainlydevotedtothecultureofpotatoes,thoughundertheparlourwindowMrsjimsonhadaplotofsweet-smellingherbs,andlinesoflanksunflowersfringedthepaththatledtothefrontdoor。ItwasMrsjimsonwhoreceivedmeasIdescendedfromthestationfly-alargeredwomanwithhairbleachedbyconstantexposuretoweather,cladinagownwhich,bothinshapeandmaterial,seemedtohavebeenmodelledonachintzcurtain。Shewasagoodkindlysoul,andasproudasPunchofherhouse。

  \'Wefollowthesimplelifehere,MrBrand,\'shesaid。\'Youmusttakeusasyoufindus。\'

  IassuredherthatIaskedfornothingbetter,andasI

  unpackedinmyfreshlittlebedroomwithawestwindblowinginatthewindowIconsideredthatIhadseenworsequarters。

  IhadboughtinLondonaconsiderablenumberofbooks,forI

  thoughtthat,asIwouldhavetimeonmyhands,Imightaswelldosomethingaboutmyeducation。TheyweremostlyEnglishclassics,whosenamesIknewbutwhichIhadneverread,andtheywereallinalittleflat-backedseriesatashillingapiece。Iarrangedthemontopofachestofdrawers,butIkeptthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressbesidemybed,forthatwasoneofmyworkingtoolsandIhadgottogetitbyheart。

  Mrsjimson,whocameinwhileIwasunpackingtoseeiftheroomwastomyliking,approvedmytaste。Atourmiddaydinnershewantedtodiscussbookswithme,andwassofullofherownknowledgethatIwasabletoconcealmyignorance。

  \'Wearealllabouringtoexpressourpersonalities,\'sheinformedme。\'Haveyoufoundyourmedium,MrBrand?isittobethepenorthepencil?Orperhapsitismusic?Youhavethebrowofanartist,thefrontal“barofMichelangelo“,youremember!\'

  ItoldherthatIconcludedIwouldtryliterature,butbeforewritinganythingIwouldreadabitmore。

  ItwasaSaturday,sojimsoncamebackfromtownintheearlyafternoon。Hewasamanagingclerkinsomeshippingoffice,butyouwouldn\'thaveguesseditfromhisappearance。Hiscityclotheswereloosedark-greyflannels,asoftcollar,anorangetie,andasoftblackhat。Hiswifewentdowntheroadtomeethim,andtheyreturnedhand-in-hand,swingingtheirarmslikeacoupleofschoolchildren。Hehadaskimpyredbeardstreakedwithgrey,andmildblueeyesbehindstrongglasses。Hewasthemostfriendlycreatureintheworld,fullofrapidquestions,andeagertomakemefeeloneofthefamily。PresentlyhegotintoatweedNorfolkjacket,andstartedtocultivatehisgarden。Itookoffmycoatandlenthimahand,andwhenhestoppedtorestfromhislabours-whichwaseveryfiveminutes,forhehadnokindofphysique-hewouldmophisbrowandrubhisspectaclesanddeclaimaboutthegoodsmelloftheearthandthejoyofgettingclosetoNature。

  Oncehelookedatmybigbrownhandsandmusculararmswithakindofwistfulness。\'Youareoneofthedoers,MrBrand,\'hesaid,\'andIcouldfinditinmyhearttoenvyyou。YouhaveseenNatureinwildformsinfarcountries。SomedayIhopeyouwilltellusaboutyourlife。Imustbecontentwithmylittlecorner,buthappilytherearenoterritoriallimitsforthemind。Thismodestdwellingisawatch-towerfromwhichIlookoveralltheworld。\'

  Afterthathetookmeforawalk。Wemetpartiesofreturningtennis-playersandhereandthereagolfer。Thereseemedtobeanabundanceofyoungmen,mostlyratherweedy-looking,butwithoneortwowell-grownoneswhoshouldhavebeenfighting。Thenamesofsomeofthemjimsonmentionedwithawe。AnunwholesomeyouthwasAronson,thegreatnovelist;asturdy,bristlingfellowwithafiercemoustachewasLetchford,thecelebratedleader-writeroftheCritic。Severalwerepointedouttomeasartistswhohadgoneonebetterthananybodyelse,andavastbillowycreaturewasdescribedastheleaderofthenewOrientalisminEngland。Inoticedthatthesepeople,accordingtojimson,wereall\'great\',andthattheyalldabbledinsomething\'new\'。Therewerequantitiesofyoungwomen,too,mostofthemratherbadlydressedandincliningtountidyhair。Andtherewereseveraldecentcouplestakingtheairlikehouse-holdersofaneveningalltheworldOver。

  Mostoftheselastwerejimson\'sfriends,towhomheintroducedme。Theywerehisownclass-modestfolk,whosoughtforacolouredbackgroundtotheirprosaiccitylivesandfounditinthisoddsettlement。

  AtsupperIwasinitiatedintothepeculiarmeritsofBiggleswick。

  \'Itisonegreatlaboratoryofthought,\'saidMrsjimson。\'Itisglorioustofeelthatyouarelivingamongtheeager,vitalpeoplewhoareattheheadofallthenewestmovements,andthattheintellectualhistoryofEnglandisbeingmadeinourstudiesandgardens。Thewartousseemsaremoteandsecondaryaffair。Assomeonehassaid,thegreatfightsoftheworldareallfoughtinthemind。\'

  Aspasmofpaincrossedherhusband\'sface。\'IwishIcouldfeelitfaraway。Afterall,Ursula,itisthesacrificeoftheyoungthatgivespeoplelikeusleisureandpeacetothink。Ourdutyistodothebestwhichispermittedtous,butthatdutyisapoorthingcomparedwithwhatouryoungsoldiersaregiving!Imaybequitewrongaboutthewar……IknowIcan\'targuewithLetchford。ButIwillnotpretendtoasuperiorityIdonotfeel。\'

  IwenttobedfeelingthatinjimsonIhadstruckaprettysoundfellow。AsIlitthecandlesonmydressing-tableIobservedthatthestackofsilverwhichIhadtakenoutofmypocketswhenIwashedbeforesupperwastop-heavy。Ithadtwobigcoinsatthetopandsixpencesandshillingsbeneath。NowitisoneofmyodditiesthateversinceIwasasmallboyIhavearrangedmyloosecoinssymmetrically,withthesmallestuppermost。Thatmademeobservantandledmetonoticeasecondpoint。TheEnglishclassicsonthetopofthechestofdrawerswerenotintheorderIhadleftthem。

  IzaakWaltonhadgottotheleftofSirThomasBrowne,andthepoetBurnswaswedgeddisconsolatelybetweentwovolumesofHazlitt。MoreoverareceiptedbillwhichIhadstuckinthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progresstomarkmyplacehadbeenmoved。Someonehadbeengoingthroughmybelongings。

  Amoment\'sreflectionconvincedmethatitcouldn\'thavebeenMrsjimson。Shehadnoservantanddidthehouseworkherself,butmythingshadbeenuntouchedwhenIlefttheroombeforesupper,forshehadcometotidyupbeforeIhadgonedownstairs。Someonehadbeenherewhilewewereatsupper,andhadexaminedelaboratelyeverythingIpossessed。HappilyIhadlittleluggage,andnopaperssavethenewbooksandabillortwointhenameofCorneliusBrand-Theinquisitor,whoeverhewas,hadfoundnothing……Theincidentgavemeagooddealofcomfort。Ithadbeenhardtobelievethatanymysterycouldexistinthispublicplace,wherepeoplelivedbrazenlyintheopen,andworetheirheartsontheirsleevesandproclaimedtheiropinionsfromtherooftops。Yetmysterytheremustbe,oraninoffensivestrangerwithakit-bagwouldnothavereceivedthesestrangeattentions。I

  madeapracticeafterthatofsleepingwithmywatchbelowmypillow,forinsidethecasewasMaryLamington\'slabel。Nowbeganaperiodofpleasantidlereceptiveness。OnceaweekitwasmycustomtogouptoLondonforthedaytoreceivelettersandinstructions,ifanyshouldcome。IhadmovedfrommychambersinParkLane,whichIleasedundermypropername,toasmallflatinWestminstertakeninthenameofCorneliusBrand。ThelettersaddressedtoParkLanewereforwardedtoSirWalter,whosentthemroundundercovertomynewaddress。FortherestIusedtospendmymorningsreadinginthegarden,andIdiscoveredforthefirsttimewhatapleasurewastobegotfromoldbooks。TheyrecalledandamplifiedthatvisionIhadseenfromtheCotswoldridge,therevelationofthepricelessheritagewhichisEngland。I

  imbibedamightyquantityofhistory,butespeciallyIlikedthewriters,likeWalton,whogotattheveryheartoftheEnglishcountryside。Soon,too,Ifoundthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressnotadutybutadelight。Idiscoverednewjewelsdailyinthehonestoldstory,andmyletterstoPeterbegantobeasfullofitasPeter\'sownepistles。I

  loved,also,thesongsoftheElizabethans,fortheyremindedmeofthegirlwhohadsungtomeintheJunenight。

  IntheafternoonsItookmyexerciseinlongtrampsalongthegooddustyEnglishroads。ThecountryfellawayfromBiggleswickintoaplainofwoodandpasture-land,withlowhillsonthehorizon。

  ThePlacewassownwithvillages,eachwithitsgreenandpondandancientchurch。Most,too,hadinns,andthereIhadmanyadraughtofcoolnuttyale,fortheinnatBiggleswickwasareformedplacewhichsoldnothingbutwashycider。Often,trampinghomeinthedusk,IwassomuchinlovewiththelandthatIcouldhavesungwiththepurejoyofit。Andintheevening,afterabath,therewouldbesupper,whenaratherfaggedjimsonstruggledbetweensleepandhunger,andthelady,withanartisticmutchonheruntidyhead,talkedruthlesslyofculture。

  BitbybitIedgedmywayintolocalsociety。TheJimsonswereagreathelp,fortheywerepopularandhadanoddingacquaintancewithmostoftheinhabitants。Theyregardedmeasameritoriousaspiranttowardsahigherlife,andIwasparadedbeforetheirfriendswiththesuggestionofavivid,ifPhilistine,past。IfIhadanygiftforwriting,IwouldmakeabookabouttheinhabitantsofBiggleswick。Abouthalfwererespectablecitizenswhocamethereforcountryairandlowrates,buteventhesehadatouchofqueernessandhadpickedupthejargonoftheplace。TheyoungermenweremostlyGovernmentclerksorwritersorartists。Therewereafewwidowswithflocksofdaughters,andontheoutskirtswereseveralbiggerhouses-mostlyhouseswhichhadbeentherebeforethegardencitywasplanted。Oneofthemwasbrand-new,astaringvillawithsham-antiquetimbering,stuckonthetopofahillamongrawgardens。ItbelongedtoamancalledMoxonIvery,whowasakindofacademicpacificistandagreatgodintheplace。

  Another,aquietGeorgianmanorhouse,wasownedbyaLondonpublisher,anardentLiberalwhoseparticularbranchofbusinesscompelledhimtokeepintouchwiththenewmovements。Iusedtoseehimhurryingtothestationswingingalittleblackbagandreturningatnightwiththefishfordinner。

  Isoongottoknowasurprisinglotofpeople,andtheyweretherummiestbirdsyoucanimagine。Forexample,thereweretheWeekeses,threegirlswholivedwiththeirmotherinahousesoartisticthatyoubrokeyourheadwhicheverwayyouturnedinit。

  Thesonofthefamilywasaconscientiousobjectorwhohadrefusedtodoanysortofworkwhatever,andhadgotquoddedforhispains。TheywereimmenselyproudofhimandusedtorelatehissufferingsinDartmoorwithagustowhichIthoughtratherheartless。

  Artwastheirgreatsubject,andIamafraidtheyfoundmeprettyheavygoing。Itwastheirfashionnevertoadmireanythingthatwasobviouslybeautiful,likeasunsetoraprettywoman,buttofindsurprisinglovelinessinthingswhichIthoughthideous。

  Alsotheytalkedalanguagethatwasbeyondme。Thiskindofconversationusedtohappen-missWEEKES:\'Don\'tyouadmireUrsulajimson?\'SELF:\'Rather!\'missw。:\'SheissoJohn-esqueinherlines。\'SELF:\'Exactly!\'missw。:\'AndTancred,too-heissofullofnuances。\'SELF:\'Rather!\'missw。:\'HesuggestsoneofDegousse\'scountrymen。\'SELF:\'Exactly!\'

  Theyhadn\'tmuchuseforbooks,exceptsomeRussianones,andIacquiredmeritintheireyesforhavingreadLeprousSouls。Ifyoutalkedtothemaboutthatdivinecountryside,youfoundtheydidn\'tgivearapforitandhadneverbeenamilebeyondthevillage。

  ButtheyadmiredgreatlythesombreeffectofatraingoingintoMarylebonestationonarainyday。

  Butitwasthemenwhointerestedmemost。Aronson,thenovelist,provedonacquaintancetheworstkindofblighter。Heconsideredhimselfageniuswhomitwasthedutyofthecountrytosupport,andhespongedonhiswretchedrelativesandanyonewhowouldlendhimmoney。Hewasalwaysbabblingabouthissins,andprettysqualidtheywere。Ishouldliketohaveflunghimamongafewgoodold-fashionedfull-bloodedsinnersofmyacquaintance;

  theywouldhavescaredhimconsiderably。Hetoldmethathesought\'reality\'and\'life\'and\'truth\',butitwashardtoseehowhecouldknowmuchaboutthem,forhespenthalfthedayinbedsmokingcheapcigarettes,andtherestsunninghimselfintheadmirationofhalf-wittedgirls。Thecreaturewastuberculousinmindandbody,andtheonlynovelofhisIread,prettywellturnedmystomach。MrAronson\'sstrongpointwasjokesaboutthewar。Ifheheardofanyacquaintancewhohadjoineduporwasevendoingwarworkhismerrimentknewnobounds。Myfingersusedtoitchtoboxthelittlewretch\'sears。

  Letchfordwasadifferentpairofshoes。Hewassomekindofaman,tobeginwith,andhadanexcellentbrainandtheworstmannersconceivable。Hecontradictedeverythingyousaid,andlookedoutforanargumentasotherpeoplelookfortheirdinner。

  Hewasadouble-engined,high-speedpacificist,becausehewasthekindofcantankerousfellowwhomustalwaysbeinaminority。ifBritainhadstoodoutofthewarhewouldhavebeenaravingmilitarist,butsinceshewasinithehadgottofindreasonswhyshewaswrong。Andjollygoodreasonstheywere,too。Icouldn\'thavemethisargumentsifIhadwantedto,soIsatdocilelyathisfeet。

  TheworldwasallcrookedforLetchford,andGodhadcreatedhimwithtwolefthands。Butthefellowhadmerits。Hehadacoupleofjollychildrenwhomheadored,andhewouldwalkmileswithmeonaSunday,andspoutpoetryaboutthebeautyandgreatnessofEngland。Hewasforty-five;ifhehadbeenthirtyandinmybattalionIcouldhavemadeasoldieroutofhim。

  ThereweredozensmorewhosenamesIhaveforgotten,buttheyhadonecommoncharacteristic。Theywerepuffedupwithspiritualpride,andIusedtoamusemyselfwithfindingtheiroriginalsinthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress。WhenItriedtojudgethembythestandardofoldPeter,theyfellwoefullyshort。Theyshutoutthewarfromtheirlives,someoutoffunk,someoutofpurelevityofmind,andsomebecausetheywerereallyconvincedthatthethingwasallwrong。IthinkIgrewratherpopularinmyroleoftheseekeraftertruth,thehonestcolonialwhowasagainstthewarbyinstinctandwaslookingforinstructioninthematter。Theyregardedmeasaconvertfromanalienworldofactionwhichtheysecretlydreaded,thoughtheyaffectedtodespiseit。Anyhowtheytalkedtomeveryfreely,andbeforelongIhadallthepacifistargumentsbyheart。I

  madeoutthattherewerethreeschools。Oneobjectedtowaraltogether,andthishadfewadherentsexceptAronsonandWeekes,C。O。,nowlanguishinginDartmoor。ThesecondthoughtthattheAllies\'causewastainted,andthatBritainhadcontributedasmuchasGermanytothecatastrophe。ThisincludedalltheadherentsoftheL。D。A-orLeagueofDemocratsagainstAggression-averyproudbody。Thethirdandmuchthelargest,whichembracedeverybodyelse,heldthatwehadfoughtlongenoughandthatthebusinesscouldnowbesettledbynegotiation,sinceGermanyhadlearnedherlesson。Iwasmyselfamodestmemberofthelastschool,butIwasgraduallyworkingmywayuptothesecond,andIhopedwithlucktoqualifyforthefirst。Myacquaintancesapprovedmyprogress。LetchfordsaidIhadacoreoffanaticisminmyslownature,andthatIwouldendbywavingtheredflag。

  Spiritualprideandvanity,asIhavesaid,wereatthebottomofmostofthem,and,tryasImight,Icouldfindnothingverydangerousinitall。Thisvexedme,forIbegantowonderifthemissionwhichIhadembarkedonsosolemnlywerenotgoingtobeafiasco。Sometimestheyworriedmebeyondendurance。WhenthenewsofMessinescamenobodytooktheslightestinterest,whileI

  wasachingtotootheverydetailofthegreatfight。Andwhentheytalkedonmilitaryaffairs,asLetchfordandothersdidsometimes,itwasdifficulttokeepfromsendingthemalltothedevil,fortheiramateurcocksurenesswouldhaveriledjob。Onehadgottobattendowntherecollectionofourfellowsouttherewhoweresweatingbloodtokeepthesefoolssnug。YetIfounditimpossibletobeangrywiththemforlong,theyweresobabyishlyinnocent。Indeed,Icouldn\'thelplikingthem,andfindingasortofqualityinthem。I

  hadspentthreeyearsamongsoldiers,andtheBritishregular,greatfollowthatheis,hashisfaults。Hisdisciplinemakeshiminafunkofred-tapeandanykindofsuperiorauthority。Nowthesepeoplewerequitehonestandinapervertedwaycourageous。Letchfordwas,atanyrate。IcouldnomorehavedonewhathedidandgothuntedoffplatformsbythecrowdandhootedatbywomeninthestreetsthanIcouldhavewrittenhisleadingarticles。

  AllthesameIwasratherlowaboutmyjob。Barringtheepisodeoftheransackingofmyeffectsthefirstnight,Ihadnotasuspicionofaclueorahintofanymystery。TheplaceandthepeoplewereasopenandbrightasaY。M。C。A。hut。ButonedayIgotasolidwadofcomfort。InacornerofLetchford\'spaper,the_Critic,IfoundaletterwhichwasoneofthesteepestpiecesofinvectiveIhadevermetwith。Thewritergavetonguelikeabeaglepupabouttheprostitution,ashecalledit,ofAmericanrepublicanismtothevicesofEuropeanaristocracies。HedeclaredthatSenatorLaFollettewasamuch-misunderstoodpatriot,seeingthathealonespokeforthetoilingmillionswhohadnootherfriend。HewasmadwithPresidentWilson,andheprophesiedagreatawakeningwhenUncleSamgotupagainstJohnBullinEuropeandfoundoutthekindofstandpatterhewas。Theletterwassigned\'JohnS。Blenkiron\'anddated\'London,3July-\'

  ThethoughtthatBlenkironwasinEnglandputanewcomplexiononmybusiness。IreckonedIwouldseehimsoon,forhewasn\'tthemantostandstillinhistracks。HehadtakenuptherolehehadplayedbeforeheleftinDecember1915,andveryrighttoo,fornotmorethanhalfadozenpeopleknewoftheErzerumaffair,andtotheBritishpublichewasonlythemanwhohadbeenfiredoutoftheSavoyfortalkingtreason。Ihadfeltabitlonelybefore,butnowsomewherewithinthefourcornersoftheislandthebestcompanionGodevermadewaswritingnonsensewithhistongueinhisoldcheek。

  TherewasaninstitutioninBiggleswickwhichdeservesmention。

  Onthesouthofthecommon,nearthestation,stoodared-brickbuildingcalledtheMootHall,whichwasakindofchurchfortheveryundevoutpopulation。Undevoutintheordinarysense,Imean,forIhadalreadycountedtwenty-sevenvarietiesofreligiousconviction,includingthreeBuddhists,aCelestialHierarch,fiveLatter-

  daySaints,andabouttenvarietiesofMysticwhosenamesIcouldneverremember。ThehallhadbeenthegiftofthepublisherIhavespokenof,andtwiceaweekitwasusedforlecturesanddebates。

  Theplacewasmanagedbyacommitteeandwassurprisinglypopular,foritgaveallthebubblingintellectsachanceofairingtheirviews。Whenyouaskedwheresomebodywasandweretoldhewas\'atMoot,\'theanswerwasspokenintherespectfultoneinwhichyouwouldmentionasacrament。

  Iwentthereregularlyandgotmymindbroadenedtocrackingpoint。WehadallthestarsoftheNewMovements。WehadDoctorChirk,wholecturedon\'God\',which,asfarasIcouldmakeout,wasanewnamehehadinventedforhimself。Therewasawoman,aterriblewoman,whohadcomebackfromRussiawithwhatshecalleda\'messageofhealing\'。Andtomyjoy,onenighttherewasagreatbuckniggerwhohadalottosayabout\'AfricafortheAfricans\'。IhadafewwordswithhiminSesutuafterwards,andratherspoiledhisvisit。Someofthepeoplewereextraordinarilygood,especiallyonejollyoldfellowwhotalkedaboutEnglishfolksongsanddances,andwantedustosetupaMaypole。InthedebateswhichgenerallyfollowedIbegantojoin,verycoylyatfirst,butpresentlywithsomeconfidence。IfmytimeatBiggleswickdidnothingelseittaughtmetoargueonmyfeet。

  ThefirstbigeffortImadewasonafull-dressoccasion,whenLauncelotWakecamedowntospeak。MrIverywasinthechair-

  thefirstIhadseenofhim-aplumpmiddle-agedman,withacolourlessfaceandnondescriptfeatures。Iwasnotinterestedinhimtillhebegantotalk,andthenIsatboltuprightandtooknotice。

  Forhewasthegenuinesilver-tongue,thesentencesflowingfromhismouthassmoothasbutterandasneatlydovetailedasaparquetfloor。Hehadasortofman-of-the-worldmanner,treatinghisopponentswithcondescendinggeniality,deprecatingallpassionandexaggerationandmakingyoufeelthathisurbanestatementmustberight,forifhehadwantedhecouldhaveputthecasesomuchhigher。Iwatchedhim,fascinated,studyinghisfacecarefully;

  andthethingthatstruckmewasthattherewasnothinginit-

  nothing,thatistosay,tolayholdon。Itwassimplynondescript,soalmightilycommonplacethatthatveryfactmadeitratherremarkable。

  WakewasspeakingoftherevelationsoftheSukhomhnovtrialinRussia,whichshowedthatGermanyhadnotbeenresponsibleforthewar。Hewasjollygoodatthejob,andputasclearanargumentasafirst-classlawyer。Ihadbeensweatingawayatthesubjectandhadalltheordinarycaseatmyfingers\'ends,sowhenI

  gotachanceofspeakingIgavethemalongharangue,withsomegoodquotationsIhadcribbedoutofthe_Vossische_Zeitung,whichLetchfordlentme。Ifeltitwasuptometobeextraviolent,forI

  wantedtoestablishmycharacterwithWake,seeingthathewasafriendofMaryandMarywouldknowthatIwasplayingthegame。

  Igottremendouslyapplauded,farmorethanthechiefspeaker,andafterthemeetingWakecameuptomewithhishoteyes,andwrungmyhand。\'You\'recomingonwell,Brand,\'hesaid,andthenheintroducedmetoMrIvery。\'Here\'sasecondandabetterSmuts,\'hesaid。

  Iverymademewalkabitoftheroadhomewithhim。\'Iamstruckbyyourgriponthesedifficultproblems,MrBrand,\'hetoldme。\'ThereismuchIcantellyou,andyoumaybeofgreatvaluetoourcause。\'Heaskedmealotofquestionsaboutmypast,whichI

  answeredwitheasymendacity。Beforewepartedhemademepromisetocomeonenighttosupper。

  NextdayIgotaglimpseofMary,andtomyvexationshecutmedead。Shewaswalkingwithaflockofbare-headedgirls,allchatteringhard,andthoughshesawmequiteplainlysheturnedawayhereyes。Ihadbeenwaitingformycue,soIdidnotliftmyhat,butpassedonasifwewerestrangers。Ireckoneditwaspartofthegame,butthattriflingthingannoyedme,andIspentamoroseevening。

  ThefollowingdayIsawheragain,thistimetalkingsedatelywithMrIvery,anddressedinaveryprettysummergown,andabroad-brimmedstrawhatwithflowersinit。Thistimeshestoppedwithabrightsmileandheldoutherhand。\'MrBrand,isn\'tit?\'

  sheaskedwithaprettyhesitation。Andthen,turningtohercompanion-\'ThisisMrBrand。HestayedwithuslastmonthinGloucestershire。\'

  MrIveryannouncedthatheandIwerealreadyacquainted。Seeninbroaddaylighthewasaverypersonablefellow,somewherebetweenforty-fiveandfifty,withamiddle-agedfigureandacuriouslyyoungface。Inoticedthattherewerehardlyanylinesonit,anditwasratherthatofaverywisechildthanthatofaman。Hehadapleasantsmilewhichmadehisjawandcheeksexpandlikeindiarubber。\'Youarecomingtosupwithme,MrBrand,\'hecriedafterme。\'OnTuesdayafterMoot。Ihavealreadywritten。\'HewhiskedMaryawayfromme,andIhadtocontentmyselfwithcontemplatingherfiguretillitdisappearedroundabendoftheroad。

  NextdayinLondonIfoundaletterfromPeter。Hehadbeenverysolemnoflate,andveryreminiscentofolddaysnowthatheconcludedhisactivelifewasover。Butthistimehewasinadifferentmood。\'_I_think,\'hewrote,\'__thatyouandIwillmeetagainsoon,myoldfriend。Doyourememberwhenwewentafterthebigblack-manedlionintheRooirandandcouldn\'tgetonhistrack,andthenonemorningwewokeupandsaidwewouldgethimtoday?-andwedid,butheveryneargotyoufirst。I\'vehadafeeltheselastdaysthatwe\'rebothgoingdownintotheValleytomeetwithApolyon,andthatthedevilwillgiveusabadtime,butanyhowwe\'llbe_together。\'

  Ihadthesamekindoffeelmyself,thoughIdidn\'tseehowPeterandIweregoingtomeet,unlessIwentouttotheFrontagainandgotputinthebagandsenttothesameBocheprison。

  ButIhadaninstinctthatmytimeinBiggleswickwasdrawingtoaclose,andthatpresentlyIwouldbeinrougherquarters。Ifeltquiteaffectionatetowardstheplace,andtookallmyfavouritewalks,anddrankmyownhealthinthebrewofthevillageinns,withaconsciousnessofsayinggoodbye。AlsoImadehastetofinishmyEnglishclassics,forIconcludedIwouldn\'thavemuchtimeinthefutureformiscellaneousreading。

  TheTuesdaycame,andintheeveningIsetoutratherlatefortheMootHall,forIhadbeengettingintodecentclothesafteralong,hotstride。WhenIreachedtheplaceitwasprettywellpacked,andIcouldonlyfindaseatonthebackbenches。ThereontheplatformwasIvery,andbesidehimsatafigurethatthrilledeveryinchofmewithaffectionandawildanticipation。\'Ihavenowtheprivilege,\'saidthechairman,\'ofintroducingtoyouthespeakerwhomwesowarmlywelcome,ourfearlessandindefatigableAmericanfriend,MrBlenkiron。\'

  ItwastheoldBlenkiron,butalmightilychanged。Hisstoutnesshadgone,andhewasasleanasAbrahamLincoln。Insteadofapuffyface,hischeek-bonesandjawstoodouthardandsharp,andinplaceofhisformerpastycolourhiscomplexionhadtheclearglowofhealth。Isawnowthathewasasplendidfigureofaman,andwhenhegottohisfeeteverymovementhadthesupplenessofanathleteintraining。InthatmomentIrealizedthatmyseriousbusinesshadnowbegun。Mysensessuddenlyseemedquicker,mynervestenser,mybrainmoreactive。Thebiggamehadstarted,andheandIwereplayingittogether。

  Iwatchedhimwithstrainedattention。Itwasafunnyspeech,stuffedwithextravaganceandvehemence,notverywellarguedandterriblydiscursive。HismainpointwasthatGermanywasnowinafinedemocraticmoodandmightwellbeadmittedintoabrotherlypartnership-thatindeedshehadneverbeeninanyothermood,buthadbeenforcedintoviolencebytheplotsofherenemies。

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