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TheWicket-GateIspentone-thirdofmyjourneylookingoutofthewindowofafirst-classcarriage,thenextinalocalmotor-carfollowingthecourseofatroutstreaminashallowvalley,andthelasttrampingoveraridgeofdownlandthroughgreatbeech-woodstomyquartersforthenight。InthefirstpartIwasinaninfamoustemper;inthesecondIwasworriedandmystified;butthecooltwilightofthethirdstagecalmedandheartenedme,andIreachedthegatesofFosseManorwithamightyappetiteandaquietmind。
AsweslippeduptheThamesvalleyonthesmoothGreatWesternlineIhadreflectedruefullyonthethornsinthepathofduty。FormorethanayearIhadneverbeenoutofkhaki,exceptthemonthsIspentinhospital。TheygavememybattalionbeforetheSomme,andIcameoutofthatwearybattleafterthefirstbigSeptemberfightingwithacrackinmyheadandaD。S。O。IhadreceivedaC。B。
fortheErzerumbusiness,sowhatwiththeseandmyMatabeleandSouthAfricanmedalsandtheLegionofHonour,IhadachestliketheHighPriest\'sbreastplate。IrejoinedinJanuary,andgotabrigadeontheeveofArras。Therewehadastarturn,andtookaboutasmanyprisonersasweputinfantryoverthetop。Afterthatwewerehauledoutforamonth,andsubsequentlyplantedinabadbitontheScarpewithahintthatwewouldsoonbeusedforabigpush。ThensuddenlyIwasorderedhometoreporttotheWarOffice,andpassedonbythemtoBullivantandhismerrymen。SohereIwassittinginarailwaycarriageinagreytweedsuit,withaneatnewsuitcaseontheracklabelledC。B。TheinitialsstoodforCorneliusBrand,forthatwasmynamenow。AndanoldboyinthecornerwasaskingmequestionsandwonderingaudiblywhyI
wasn\'tfighting,whileayoungbloodofasecondlieutenantwithawoundstripewaseyeingmewithscorn。
Theoldchapwasoneofthecross-examiningtype,andafterhehadborrowedmymatcheshesettoworktofindoutallaboutme。
Hewasatremendousfire-eater,andabitofapessimistaboutourslowprogressinthewest。ItoldhimIcamefromSouthAfricaandwasaminingengineer。
\'BeenfightingwithBotha?\'heasked。
\'No,\'Isaid。\'I\'mnotthefightingkind。\'
Thesecondlieutenantscreweduphisnose。
\'IstherenoconscriptioninSouthAfrica?\'
\'ThankGodthereisn\'t,\'Isaid,andtheoldfellowbeggedpermissiontotellmealotofunpalatablethings。Iknewhiskindanddidn\'tgivemuchforit。Hewasthesortwho,ifhehadbeenunderfifty,wouldhavecrawledonhisbellytohistribunaltogetexempted,butbeingoveragewasabletoposeasapatriot。ButI
didn\'tlikethesecondlieutenant\'sgrin,forheseemedagoodclassoflad。Ilookedsteadilyoutofthewindowfortherestoftheway,andwasn\'tsorrywhenIgottomystation。
IhadhadthequeerestinterviewwithBullivantandMacgillivray。
TheyaskedmefirstifIwaswillingtoserveagainintheoldgame,andIsaidIwas。Ifeltasbitterassin,forIhadgotfixedinthemilitarygroove,andhadmadegoodthere。HerewasI-abrigadierandstillunderforty,andwithanotheryearofthewartherewasnosayingwhereImightend。Ihadstartedoutwithoutanyambition,onlyagreatwishtoseethebusinessfinished。ButnowIhadacquiredaprofessionalinterestinthething,Ihadanailinggoodbrigade,andIhadgotthehangofournewkindofwaraswellasanyfellowfromSandhurstandCamberley。TheywereaskingmetoscrapallIhadlearnedandstartagaininanewjob。Ihadtoagree,fordiscipline\'sdiscipline,butIcouldhaveknockedtheirheadstogetherinmyvexation。
Whatwasworsetheywouldn\'t,orcouldn\'t,tellmeanythingaboutwhattheywantedmefor。Itwastheoldgameofrunningmeinblinkers。Theyaskedmetotakeitontrustandputmyselfunreservedlyintheirhands。Iwouldgetmyinstructionslater,theysaid。
Iaskedifitwasimportant。
Bullivantnarrowedhiseyes。\'Ifitweren\'t,doyousupposewecouldhavewrunganactivebrigadieroutoftheWarOffice?Asitwas,itwaslikedrawingteeth。\'
\'Isitrisky?\'wasmynextquestion。
\'inthelongrun-damnably,\'wastheanswer。
\'Andyoucan\'ttellmeanythingmore?\'
\'Nothingasyet。You\'llgetyourinstructionssoonenough。Youknowbothofus,Hannay,andyouknowwewouldn\'twastethetimeofagoodmanonfolly。Wearegoingtoaskyouforsomethingwhichwillmakeabigcallonyourpatriotism。Itwillbeadifficultandarduoustask,anditmaybeaverygrimonebeforeyougettotheendofit,butwebelieveyoucandoit,andthatnooneelsecan……Youknowusprettywell。Willyouletusjudgeforyou?\'
IlookedatBullivant\'sshrewd,kindoldfaceandMacgillivray\'ssteadyeyes。Thesemenweremyfriendsandwouldn\'tplaywithMe。
\'Allright,\'Isaid。\'I\'mwilling。What\'sthefirststep?\'
\'Getoutofuniformandforgetyoueverwereasoldier。Changeyourname。Youroldone,CornelisBrandt,willdo,butyou\'dbetterspellit“Brand“thistime。RememberthatyouareanengineerjustbackfromSouthAfrica,andthatyoudon\'tcarearushaboutthewar。Youcan\'tunderstandwhatallthefoolsarefightingabout,andyouthinkwemighthavepeaceatoncebyalittlefriendlybusinesstalk。Youneedn\'tbepro-German-ifyoulikeyoucanberathersevereontheHun。Butyoumustbeindeadlyearnestaboutaspeedypeace。\'
Iexpectthecornersofmymouthfell,forBullivantburstoutlaughing。
\'Hangitall,man,it\'snotsodifficult。Ifeelsometimesinclinedtoarguethatwaymyself,whenmydinnerdoesn\'tagreewithme。It\'snotsohardastowanderroundtheFatherlandabusingBritain,whichwasyourlastjob。\'
\'I\'mready,\'Isaid。\'ButIwanttodooneerrandonmyownfirst。
Imustseeafellowinmybrigadewhoisinashell-shockhospitalintheCotswolds。Isham\'sthenameoftheplace。\'
Thetwomenexchangedglances。\'Thislookslikefate,\'saidBullivant。\'ByallmeansgotoIsham。Theplacewhereyourworkbeginsisonlyacoupleofmilesoff。IwantyoutospendnextThursdaynightastheguestoftwomaidenladiescalledWymondhamatFosseManor。YouwillgodownthereasaloneSouthAfricanvisitingasickfriend。Theyarehospitablesoulsandentertainmanyangelsunawares。\'
\'AndIgetmyordersthere?\'
\'Yougetyourorders,andyouareunderbondtoobeythem。\'
AndBullivantandMacgillivraysmiledateachother。
IwasthinkinghardaboutthatoddconversationasthesmallFordcar,whichIhadwiredfortotheinn,carriedmeawayfromthesuburbsofthecountytownintoalandofrollinghillsandgreenwater-meadows。ItwasagorgeousafternoonandtheblossomofearlyJunewasoneverytree。ButIhadnoeyesforlandscapeandthesummer,beingengagedinreprobatingBullivantandcursingmyfantasticfate。Idetestedmynewpartandlookedforwardtonakedshame。Itwasbadenoughforanyonetohavetoposeasapacifist,butforme,strongasabullandassunburntasagipsyandnotlookingmyfortyyears,itwasablackdisgrace。TogointoGermanyasananti-BritishAfrikanderwasastoutishadventure,buttoloungeaboutathometalkingrotwasaverydifferent-sizedjob。Mystomachroseatthethoughtofit,andIhadprettywelldecidedtowiretoBullivantandcryoff。Therearesomethingsthatnoonehasarighttoaskofanywhiteman。
WhenIgottoIshamandfoundpooroldBlaikieIdidn\'tfeelhappier。HehadbeenafriendofmineinRhodesia,andaftertheGermanSouth-WestaffairwasoverhadcomehometoaFusilierbattalion,whichwasinmybrigadeatArras。Hehadbeenburiedbyabigcrumpjustbeforewegotoursecondobjective,andwasdugoutwithoutascratchonhim,butasdaftasahatter。Ihadheardhewasmending,andhadpromisedhisfamilytolookhimupthefirstchanceIgot。Ifoundhimsittingonagardenseat,staringsteadilybeforehimlikealookoutatsea。Heknewmeallrightandcheeredupforasecond,butverysoonhewasbackathisstaring,andeverywordheutteredwaslikethecarefulspeechofadrunkenman。A
birdflewoutofabush,andIcouldseehimholdinghimselftighttokeepfromscreaming。ThebestIcoulddowastoputahandonhisshoulderandstrokehimasonestrokesafrightenedhorse。Thesightofthepricemyoldfriendhadpaiddidn\'tputmeinlovewithpacificism。
WetalkedofbrotherofficersandSouthAfrica,forIwantedtokeephisthoughtsoffthewar,buthekeptedgingroundtoit。
\'Howlongwillthedamnedthinglast?\'heasked。
\'Oh,it\'spracticallyover,\'Iliedcheerfully。\'Nomorefightingforyouandpreciouslittleforme。TheBocheisdoneinallright……Whatyou\'vegottodo,mylad,istosleepfourteenhoursinthetwenty-fourandspendhalftherestcatchingtrout。We\'llhaveashotatthegrouse-
birdtogetherthisautumnandwe\'llgetsomeoftheoldgangtojoinus。\'
Someoneputatea-trayonthetablebesideus,andIlookeduptoseetheveryprettiestgirlIeverseteyeson。Sheseemedlittlemorethanachild,andbeforethewarwouldprobablyhavestillrankedasaflapper。SheworetheneatbluedressandapronofaV。A。D。
andherwhitecapwassetonhairlikespungold。Shesmileddemurelyasshearrangedthetea-things,andIthoughtIhadneverseeneyesatoncesomerryandsograve。Istaredafterherasshewalkedacrossthelawn,andIremembernoticingthatshemovedwiththefreegraceofanathleticboy。
\'Whoonearth\'sthat?\'IaskedBlaikie。
\'That?Oh,oneofthesisters,\'hesaidlistlessly。\'Therearesquadsofthem。Ican\'ttellonefromanother。\'
Nothinggavemesuchanimpressionofmyfriend\'ssicknessasthefactthatheshouldhavenointerestinsomethingsofreshandjollyasthatgirl。PresentlymytimewasupandIhadtogo,andasI
lookedbackIsawhimsunkinhischairagain,hiseyesfixedonvacancy,andhishandsgrippinghisknees。
Thethoughtofhimdepressedmehorribly。HerewasIcondemnedtosomerottenbuffooneryininglorioussafety,whilethesaltoftheearthlikeBlaikiewaspayingtheghastliestprice。FromhimmythoughtsflewtooldPeterPienaar,andIsatdownonaroadsidewallandreadhislastletter。Itnearlymademehowl。
Peter,youmustknow,hadshavedhisbeardandjoinedtheRoyalFlyingCorpsthesummerbeforewhenwegotbackfromtheGreenmantleaffair。Thatwastheonlykindofrewardhewanted,and,thoughhewasabsurdlyoverage,theauthoritiesallowedit。
Theywerewisenottostickleaboutrules,forPeter\'seyesightandnervewereasgoodasthoseofanyboyoftwenty。Iknewhewoulddowell,butIwasnotpreparedforhisimmediatelyblazingsuccess。
Hegothispilot\'scertificateinrecordtimeandwentouttoFrance;
andpresentlyevenwefoot-sloggers,busyshiftinggroundbeforetheSomme,begantohearrumoursofhisdoings。Hedevelopedaperfectgeniusforair-fighting。Therewereplentybettertrick-flyers,andplentywhoknewmoreaboutthescienceofthegame,buttherewasnoonewithquitePeter\'sgeniusforanactualscrap。HewasasfullofdodgesacoupleofmilesupintheskyashehadbeenamongtherocksoftheBerg。HeapparentlyknewhowtohideintheemptyairascleverlyasinthelonggrassoftheLebomboFlats。
Amazingyarnsbegantocirculateamongtheinfantryaboutthisnewairman,whocouldtakecoverbelowoneplaneofanenemysquadronwhilealltherestwerelookingforhim。IremembertalkingabouthimwiththeSouthAfricanswhenwewereoutrestingnextdoortothemafterthebloodyDelvilleWoodbusiness。
ThedaybeforewehadseenagoodbattleinthecloudswhentheBocheplanehadcrashed,andaTransvaalmachine-gunofficerbroughtthereportthattheBritishairmanhadbeenPienaar。\'Welldone,theold_takhaar!\'hecried,andstartedtoyarnaboutPeter\'smethods。ItappearedthatPeterhadatheorythateverymanhasablindspot,andthatheknewjusthowtofindthatblindspotintheworldofair。Thebestcover,hemaintained,wasnotincloudorawispoffog,butintheunseeingpatchintheeyeofyourenemy。I
recognizedthattalkfortherealthing。ItwasonaparwithPeter\'sdoctrineof\'atmosphere\'and\'thedoublebluff\'andalltheotherprinciplesthathisqueeroldmindhadcogitatedoutofhisracketylife。
BytheendofAugustthatyearPeter\'swasaboutthebest-knownfigureintheFlyingCorps。Ifthereportshadmentionednameshewouldhavebeenanationalhero,buthewasonly\'LieutenantBlank\',andthenewspapers,whichexpatiatedonhisdeeds,hadtopraisetheServiceandnottheman。Thatwasrightenough,forhalfthemagicofourFlyingCorpswasitsfreedomfromadvertisement。
ButtheBritishArmyknewallabouthim,andthemeninthetrenchesusedtodiscusshimasifhewereacrackfootball-player。
TherewasaverybigGermanairmancalledLensch,oneoftheAlbatrossheroes,whoabouttheendofAugustclaimedtohavedestroyedthirty-twoAlliedmachines。Peterhadthenonlyseventeenplanestohiscredit,buthewasrapidlyincreasinghisscore。Lenschwasamightymanofvalourandagoodsportsmanafterhisfashion。
Hewasamazinglyquickatmanoeuvringhismachineintheactualfight,butPeterwassupposedtobebetteratforcingthekindoffighthewanted。Lensch,ifyoulike,wasthetacticianandPeterthestrategist。Anyhowthetwowereouttogeteachother。TherewereplentyoffellowswhosawthecampaignasastrugglenotbetweenHunandBriton,butbetweenLenschandPienaar。
The15thSeptembercame,andIgotknockedoutandwenttohospital。WhenIwasfittoreadthepapersagainandreceiveletters,IfoundtomyconsternationthatPeterhadbeendowned。IthappenedattheendofOctoberwhenthesouthwestgalesbadlyhandicappedourairwork。Whenourbombingorreconnaissancejobsbehindtheenemylineswerecompleted,insteadofbeingabletoglidebackintosafety,wehadtofightourwayhomeslowlyagainstahead-windexposedtoArchiesandHunplanes。SomewhereeastofBapaumeonareturnjourneyPeterfellinwithLensch-atleasttheGermanPressgaveLenschthecredit。HispetroltankwasshottobitsandhewasforcedtodescendinawoodnearMorchies。
\'ThecelebratedBritishairman,Pinner,\'inthewordsoftheGermancommunique,wasmadeprisoner。
IhadnoletterfromhimtillthebeginningoftheNewYear,whenIwaspreparingtoreturntoFrance。Itwasaverycontentedletter。Heseemedtohavebeenfairlywelltreated,thoughhehadalwaysalowstandardofwhatheexpectedfromtheworldinthewayofcomfort。IinferredthathiscaptorshadnotidentifiedinthebrilliantairmantheDutchmiscreantwhoayearbeforehadbrokenoutofaGermanjail。Hehaddiscoveredthepleasuresofreadingandhadperfectedhimselfinanartwhichhehadoncepractisedindifferently。Somehoworotherhehadgota_Pilgrim\'s_Progress,fromwhichheseemedtoextractenormouspleasure。Andthenattheend,quitecasually,hementionedthathehadbeenbadlywoundedandthathisleftlegwouldneverbemuchuseagain。
AfterthatIgotfrequentletters,andIwrotetohimeveryweekandsenthimeverykindofparcelIcouldthinkof。Hislettersusedtomakemebothashamedandhappy。IhadalwaysbankedonoldPeter,andherehewasbehavinglikeanearlyChristianmartyr-
neverawordofcomplaint,andjustascheeryasifitwereawintermorningonthehighveldandwewereofftoridedownspringbok。
Iknewwhatthelossofalegmustmeantohim,forbodilyfitnesshadalwaysbeenhispride。Therestoflifemusthaveunrolleditselfbeforehimverydrabanddustytothegrave。Buthewroteasifhewereonthetopofhisformandkeptcommiseratingmeonthediscomfortsofmyjob。Thepictureofthatpatient,gentleoldfellow,hobblingabouthiscompoundandpuzzlingoverhis_Pilgrim\'s_Progress,acrippleforlifeafterfivemonthsofblazingglory,wouldhavestiffenedthebackofajellyfish。
Thislastletterwashorriblytouching,forsummerhadcomeandthesmellofthewoodsbehindhisprisonremindedPeterofaplaceintheWoodbush,andonecouldreadineverysentencetheacheofexile。IsatonthatstonewallandconsideredhowtriflingwerethecrumpledleavesinmybedoflifecomparedwiththethornsPeterandBlaikiehadtolieon。IthoughtofSandyfaroffinMesopotamia,andoldBlenkirongroaningwithdyspepsiasomewhereinAmerica,andIconsideredthattheywerethekindoffellowswhodidtheirjobswithoutcomplaining。TheresultwasthatwhenIgotuptogoonIhadrecoveredamanliertemper。Iwasn\'tgoingtoshamemyfriendsorpickandchoosemyduty。IwouldtrustmyselftoProvidence,for,asBlenkironusedtosay,Providencewasallrightifyougavehimachance。
ItwasnotonlyPeter\'sletterthatsteadiedandcalmedme。Ishamstoodhighupinafoldofthehillsawayfromthemainvalley,andtheroadIwastakingbroughtmeovertheridgeandbacktothestream-side。Iclimbedthroughgreatbeechwoods,whichseemedinthetwilightlikesomegreenplacefarbelowthesea,andthenoverashortstretchofhillpasturetotherimofthevale。Allaboutmewerelittlefieldsenclosedwithwallsofgreystoneandfullofdimsheep。BelowwereduskywoodsaroundwhatItooktobeFosseManor,forthegreatRomanFosseWay,straightasanarrow,passedoverthehillstothesouthandskirteditsgrounds。Icouldseethestreamslippingamongitswater-meadowsandcouldheartheplashoftheweir。Atinyvillagesettledinacrookofthehill,anditschurch-towersoundedsevenwithacuriouslysweetchime。
Otherwisetherewasnonoisebutthetwitterofsmallbirdsandthenightwindinthetopsofthebeeches。
InthatmomentIhadakindofrevelation。IhadavisionofwhatIhadbeenfightingfor,whatweallwerefightingfor。Itwaspeace,deepandholyandancient,peaceolderthantheoldestwars,peacewhichwouldendurewhenallourswordswerehammeredintoploughshares。Itwasmore;forinthathourEnglandfirsttookholdofme。BeforemycountryhadbeenSouthAfrica,andwhenI
thoughtofhomeithadbeenthewidesun-steepedspacesoftheveldorsomescentedglenoftheBerg。ButnowIrealizedthatI
hadanewhome。IunderstoodwhatapreciousthingthislittleEnglandwas,howoldandkindlyandcomforting,howwhollyworthstrivingfor。Thefreedomofanacreofhersoilwascheaplyboughtbythebloodofthebestofus。Iknewwhatitmeanttobeapoet,thoughforthelifeofmeIcouldnothavemadealineofverse。ForinthathourIhadaprospectasiffromahilltopwhichmadeallthepresenttroublesoftheroadseemofnoaccount。Isawnotonlyvictoryafterwar,butanewandhappierworldaftervictory,whenIshouldinheritsomethingofthisEnglishpeaceandwrapmyselfinittilltheendofmydays。
Veryhumblyandquietly,likeamanwalkingthroughacathedral,IwentdownthehilltotheManorlodge,andcametoadoorinanoldred-brickfacade,smotheredinmagnoliaswhichsmeltlikehotlemonsintheJunedusk。Thecarfromtheinnhadbroughtonmybaggage,andpresentlyIwasdressinginaroomwhichlookedoutonawater-garden。ForthefirsttimeformorethanayearIputonastarchedshirtandadinner-jacket,andasIdressedIcouldhavesungfrompurelightheartedness。Iwasinforsomearduousjob,andsometimethateveninginthatplaceIshouldgetmymarchingorders。Someonewouldarrive-perhapsBullivant-andreadmetheriddle。Butwhateveritwas,Iwasreadyforit,formywholebeinghadfoundanewpurpose。Livinginthetrenches,youareapttogetyourhorizonnarroweddowntothefrontlineofenemybarbedwireononesideandthenearestrestbilletsontheother。
ButnowIseemedtoseebeyondthefogtoahappycountry。
High-pitchedvoicesgreetedmyearsasIcamedownthebroadstaircase,voiceswhichscarcelyaccordedwiththepanelledwallsandtheausterefamilyportraits;andwhenIfoundmyhostessesinthehallIthoughttheirlooksstilllessinkeepingwiththehouse。
Bothladieswereonthewrongsideofforty,buttheirdresswasthatofyounggirls。MissDoriaWymondhamwastallandthinwithamassofnondescriptpalehairconfinedbyablackvelvetfillet。
MissClaireWymondhamwasshorterandplumperandhaddoneherbestbyill-appliedcosmeticstomakeherselflooklikeaforeigndemi-mondaine。TheygreetedmewiththefriendlycasualnesswhichIhadlongagodiscoveredwastherightEnglishmannertowardsyourguests;asiftheyhadjuststrolledinandbilletedthemselves,andyouwerequitegladtoseethembutmustn\'tbeaskedtotroubleyourselffurther。Thenextsecondtheywerecooinglikepigeonsroundapicturewhichayoungmanwasholdingupinthelamplight。
Hewasatallish,leanfellowofroundaboutthirtyyears,wearinggreyflannelsandshoesdustyfromthecountryroads。Histhinfacewassallowasiffromlivingindoors,andhehadrathermorehaironhisheadthanmostofus。Intheglowofthelamphisfeatureswereveryclear,andIexaminedthemwithinterest,for,remember,Iwasexpectingastrangertogivemeorders。Hehadalong,ratherstrongchinandanobstinatemouthwithpeevishlinesaboutitscorners。Buttheremarkablefeaturewashiseyes。Icanbestdescribethembysayingthattheylookedhot-notfierceorangry,butsorestlessthattheyseemedtoachephysicallyandtowantspongingwithcoldwater。
Theyfinishedtheirtalkaboutthepicture-whichwascouchedinajargonofwhichIdidnotunderstandoneword-andMissDoriaturnedtomeandtheyoungman。
\'MycousinLauncelotWake-MrBrand。\'
WenoddedstifflyandMrWake\'shandwentuptosmoothhishairinaself-consciousgesture。
\'HasBarnardannounceddinner?Bytheway,whereisMary?\'
\'ShecameinfiveminutesagoandIsenthertochange,\'saidMissClaire。\'Iwon\'thaveherspoilingtheeveningwiththathorriduniform。Shemaymasqueradeasshelikesout-of-doors,butthishouseisforcivilizedpeople。\'
Thebutlerappearedandmumbledsomething。\'Comealong,\'
criedMissDoria,\'forI\'msureyouarestarving,MrBrand。AndLauncelothasbicycledtenmiles。\'
Thedining-roomwasveryunlikethehall。Thepanellinghadbeenstrippedoff,andthewallsandceilingwerecoveredwithadead-
blacksatinypaperonwhichhungthemostmonstrouspicturesinlargedull-goldframes。Icouldonlyseethemdimly,buttheyseemedtobeamereriotofuglycolour。Theyoungmannoddedtowardsthem。\'IseeyouhavegottheDegousseshungatlast,\'hesaid。
\'Howexquisitetheyare!\'criedMissClaire。\'Howsubtleandcandidandbrave!DoriaandIwarmoursoulsattheirflame。\'
Somearomaticwoodhadbeenburnedintheroom,andtherewasaqueersicklyscentabout。Everythinginthatplacewasstrainedanduneasyandabnormal-thecandleshadesonthetable,themassoffakedchinafruitinthecentredish,thegaudyhangingsandthenightmarishwalls。Butthefoodwasmagnificent。ItwasthebestdinnerIhadeatensince1914。
\'Tellme,MrBrand,\'saidMissDoria,herlongwhitefaceproppedonamuch-beringedhand。\'Youareoneofus?Youareinrevoltagainstthiscrazywar?\'
\'Why,yes,\'Isaid,rememberingmypart。\'Ithinkalittlecommon-sensewouldsettleitrightaway。\'
\'Withalittlecommon-senseitwouldneverhavestarted,\'saidMrWake。
\'Launcelot\'saC。O。,youknow,\'saidMissDoria。
Ididnotknow,forhedidnotlookanykindofsoldier……Iwasjustabouttoaskhimwhathecommanded,whenIrememberedthatthelettersstoodalsofor\'ConscientiousObjector,\'andstoppedintime。
Atthatmomentsomeoneslippedintothevacantseatonmyrighthand。IturnedandsawtheV。A。D。girlwhohadbroughtteatoBlaikiethatafternoonatthehospital。
\'HewasexemptedbyhisDepartment,\'theladywenton,\'forhe\'saCivilServant,andsoheneverhadachanceoftestifyingincourt,butnoonehasdonebetterworkforourcause。HeisonthecommitteeoftheL。D。A。,andquestionshavebeenaskedabouthiminParliament。\'
Themanwasnotquitecomfortableatthisbiography。Heglancednervouslyatmeandwasgoingtobeginsomekindofexplanation,whenMissDoriacuthimshort。\'Rememberourrule,Launcelot。
Noturgidwarcontroversywithinthesewalls。\'
Iagreedwithher。ThewarhadseemedcloselyknittotheSummerlandscapeforallitspeace,andtothenobleoldchambersoftheManor。Butinthatdementedmodishdining-roomitwasshriekinglyincongruous。
Thentheyspokeofotherthings。Mostlyofpicturesorcommonfriends,andalittleofbooks。Theypaidnoheedtome,whichwasfortunate,forIknownothingaboutthesemattersanddidn\'tunderstandhalfthelanguage。ButonceMissDoriatriedtobringmein。
TheyweretalkingaboutsomeRussiannovel-anamelikeLeprousSouls-andsheaskedmeifIhadreadit。ByacuriouschanceIhad。
Ithaddriftedsomehowintoourdug-outontheScarpe,andafterwehadallstuckinthesecondchapterithaddisappearedinthemudtowhichitnaturallybelonged。Theladypraisedits\'poignancy\'
and\'gravebeauty\'。Iassentedandcongratulatedmyselfonmysecondescape-forifthequestionhadbeenputtomeIshouldhavedescribeditasGod-forgottentwaddle。
Iturnedtothegirl,whowelcomedmewithasmile。IhadthoughtherprettyinherV。A。D。dress,butnow,inafilmyblackgownandwithherhairnolongerhiddenbyacap,shewasthemostravishingthingyoueversaw。AndIobservedsomethingelse。
Therewasmorethangoodlooksinheryoungface。Herbroad,lowbrowandherlaughingeyeswereamazinglyintelligent。Shehadanuncannypowerofmakinghereyesgosuddenlygraveanddeep,likeaglitteringrivernarrowingintoapool。
\'Weshallneverbeintroduced,\'shesaid,\'soletmerevealmyself。
I\'mMaryLamingtonandthesearemyaunts……DidyoureallylikeLeprousSouls?\'
itwaseasyenoughtotalktoher。AndoddlyenoughhermerepresencetookawaytheoppressionIhadfeltinthatroom。Forshebelongedtotheout-of-doorsandtotheoldhouseandtotheworldatlarge。Shebelongedtothewar,andtothathappierworldbeyondit-aworldwhichmustbewonbygoingthroughthestruggleandnotbyshirkingit,likethosetwosillyladies。
IcouldseeWake\'seyesoftenonthegirl,whileheboomedandoraculatedandtheMissesWymondhamprattled。Presentlytheconversationseemedtoleavetheflowerypathsofartandtovergeperilouslynearforbiddentopics。Hebegantoabuseourgeneralsinthefield。Icouldnotchoosebutlisten。MissLamington\'sbrowswereslightlybent,asifindisapproval,andmyowntemperbegantorise。
Hehadeverykindofidioticcriticism-incompetence,faint-
heartedness,corruption。WherehegotthestuffIcan\'timagine,forthemostgrousingTommy,withhisleavestopped,neverputtogethersuchbalderdash。Worstofallheaskedmetoagreewithhim。
Ittookallmysenseofdiscipline。\'Idon\'tknowmuchaboutthesubject,\'Isaid,\'butoutinSouthAfricaIdidhearthattheBritishleadingwastheweakpoint。Iexpectthere\'sagooddealinwhatyousay。\'
Itmayhavebeenfancy,butthegirlatmysideseemedtowhisper\'Welldone!\'
WakeandIdidnotremainlongbehindbeforejoiningtheladies;
Ipurposelycutitshort,forIwasinmortalfearlestIshouldlosemytemperandspoileverything。Istoodupwithmybackagainstthemantelpieceforaslongasamanmaysmokeacigarette,andI
lethimyarntome,whileIlookedsteadilyathisface。BythistimeI
wasveryclearthatWakewasnotthefellowtogivememyinstructions。
Hewasn\'tplayingagame。Hewasaperfectlyhonestcrank,butnotafanatic,forhewasn\'tsureofhimself。Hehadsomehowlosthisself-respectandwastryingtoarguehimselfbackintoit。Hehadconsiderablebrains,forthereasonshegavefordifferingfrommostofhiscountrymenweregoodsofarastheywent。Ishouldn\'thavecaredtotakehimoninpublicargument。IfyouhadtoldmeaboutsuchafellowaweekbeforeIshouldhavebeensickatthethoughtofhim。ButnowIdidn\'tdislikehim。IwasboredbyhimandIwasalsotremendouslysorryforhim。Youcouldseehewasasrestlessasahen。
Whenwewentbacktothehallheannouncedthathemustgetontheroad,andcommandeeredMissLamingtontohelphimfindhisbicycle。Itappearedhewasstayingataninnadozenmilesoffforacoupleofdays\'fishing,andthenewssomehowmademelikehimbetter。PresentlytheladiesofthehousedepartedtobedfortheirbeautysleepandIwaslefttomyowndevices。
ForsometimeIsatsmokinginthehallwonderingwhenthemessengerwouldarrive。Itwasgettinglateandthereseemedtobenopreparationinthehousetoreceiveanybody。ThebutlercameinwithatrayofdrinksandIaskedhimifheexpectedanotherguestthatnight。
\'I\'adn\'t\'eardofit,sir,\'washisanswer。\'There\'asn\'tbeenatelegramthatIknowof,andI\'avereceivednoinstructions。\'
Ilitmypipeandsatfortwentyminutesreadingaweeklypaper。
ThenIgotupandlookedatthefamilyportraits。Themooncomingthroughthelatticeinvitedmeout-of-doorsasacureformyanxiety。Itwasaftereleveno\'clock,andIwasstillwithoutanyknowledgeofmynextstep。Itisamaddeningbusinesstobescrewedupforanunpleasantjobandtohavethewheelsoftheconfoundedthingtarry。
Outsidethehousebeyondaflaggedterracethelawnfellaway,whiteinthemoonshine,totheedgeofthestream,whichherehadexpandedintoaminiaturelake。Bythewater\'sedgewasalittleformalgardenwithgreystoneparapetswhichnowgleamedlikeduskymarble。Greatwaftsofscentrosefromit,forthelilacswerescarcelyoverandthemaywasinfullblossom。Outfromtheshadeofitcamesuddenlyavoicelikeanightingale。
Itwassingingtheoldsong\'CherryRipe\',acommonenoughthingwhichIhadchieflyknownfrombarrel-organs。ButheardinthescentedmoonlightitseemedtoholdallthelingeringmagicofanelderEnglandandofthishallowedcountryside。IsteppedinsidethegardenboundsandsawtheheadofthegirlMary。
Shewasconsciousofmypresence,forsheturnedtowardsme。
\'Iwascomingtolookforyou,\'shesaid,\'nowthatthehouseisquiet。Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,GeneralHannay。\'
Sheknewmynameandmustbesomehowinthebusiness。Thethoughtentrancedme。
\'ThankGodIcanspeaktoyoufreely,\'Icried。\'Whoandwhatareyou-livinginthathouseinthatkindofcompany?\'
\'Mygoodaunts!\'Shelaughedsoftly。\'Theytalkagreatdealabouttheirsouls,buttheyreallymeantheirnerves。Why,theyarewhatyoucallmycamouflage,andaverygoodonetoo。\'
\'Andthatcadaverousyoungprig?\'
\'PoorLauncelot!Yes-camouflagetoo-perhapssomethingalittlemore。Youmustnotjudgehimtooharshly。\'
\'But……but-\'Ididnotknowhowtoputit,andstammeredinmyeagerness。\'HowcanItellthatyouaretherightpersonformetospeakto?YouseeIamunderorders,andIhavegotnoneaboutyou。\'
\'IwillgiveYouProof,\'shesaid。\'ThreedaysagoSirWalterBullivantandMrMacgillivraytoldyoutocomeheretonightandtowaithereforfurtherinstructions。Youmettheminthelittlesmoking-roomatthebackoftheRotaClub。YouwerebiddentakethenameofCorneliusBrand,andturnyourselffromasuccessfulgeneralintoapacifistSouthAfricanengineer。Isthatcorrect?\'
\'Perfectly。\'
\'Youhavebeenrestlessalleveninglookingforthemessengertogiveyoutheseinstructions。Setyourmindatease。Nomessengeriscoming。Youwillgetyourordersfromme。\'
\'Icouldnottakethemfromamorewelcomesource,\'Isaid。
\'Veryprettilyput。IfyouwantfurthercredentialsIcantellyoumuchaboutyourowndoingsinthepastthreeyears。Icanexplaintoyouwhodon\'tneedtheexplanation,everystepinthebusinessoftheBlackStone。IthinkIcoulddrawaprettyaccuratemapofyourjourneytoErzerum。YouhavealetterfromPeterPienaarinyourpocket-Icantellyouitscontents。Areyouwillingtotrustme?\'
\'Withallmyheart,\'Isaid。
\'Good。Thenmyfirstorderwilltryyouprettyhard。ForIhavenoorderstogiveyouexcepttobidyougoandsteepyourselfinaparticularkindoflife。Yourfirstdutyistoget“atmosphere“,asyourfriendPeterusedtosay。Oh,Iwilltellyouwheretogoandhowtobehave。ButIcan\'tbidyoudoanything,onlyliveidlywithopeneyesandearstillyouhavegotthe“feel“ofthesituation。\'
Shestoppedandlaidahandonmyarm。
\'Itwon\'tbeeasy。Itwouldmaddenme,anditwillbeafarheavierburdenforamanlikeyou。Youhavegottosinkdowndeepintothelifeofthehalf-baked,thepeoplewhomthiswarhasn\'ttouchedorhastouchedinthewrongway,thepeoplewhosplithairsalldayandareengrossedinwhatyouandIwouldcallselfishlittlefads。Yes。PeoplelikemyauntsandLauncelot,onlyforthemostpartinadifferentsocialgrade。Youwon\'tliveinanoldmanorlikethis,butamonggimcracklittle“arty“houses。Youwillheareverythingyouregardassacredlaughedatandcondemned,andeverykindofnauseousfollyacclaimed,andyoumustholdyourtongueandpretendtoagree。Youwillhavenothingintheworldtodoexcepttoletthelifesoakintoyou,and,asIhavesaid,keepyoureyesandearsopen。\'
\'ButyoumustgivemesomeclueastowhatIshouldbelookingfor?\'
\'Myordersaretogiveyounone。Ourchiefs-yoursandmine-
wantyoutogowhereyouaregoingwithoutanykindof_parti_pris。
Rememberwearestillintheintelligencestageoftheaffair。Thetimehasn\'tyetcomeforaplanofcampaign,andstilllessforaction。\'
\'Tellmeonething,\'Isaid。\'Isitareallybigthingwe\'reafter?\'
\'A-really-big-thing,\'shesaidslowlyandverygravely。\'YouandIandsomehundredothersarehuntingthemostdangerousmaninalltheworld。TillwesucceedeverythingthatBritaindoesiscrippled。IfwefailorsucceedtoolatetheAlliesmayneverwinthevictorywhichistheirright。Iwilltellyouonethingtocheeryou。
Itisinsomesortaraceagainsttime,soyourpurgatorywon\'tenduretoolong。\'
Iwasboundtoobey,andsheknewit,forshetookmywillingnessforgranted。
Fromalittlegoldsatchelsheselectedatinybox,andopeningitextractedathinglikeapurplewaferwithawhiteStAndrew\'sCrossonit。
\'Whatkindofwatchhaveyou?Ah,ahunter。Pastethatinsidethelid。Somedayyoumaybecalledontoshowit……Oneotherthing。Buytomorrowacopyofthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressandgetitbyheart。YouwillreceivelettersandmessagessomedayandthestyleofourfriendsisapttobereminiscentofJohnBunyan……Thecarwillbeatthedoortomorrowtocatchtheten-thirty,andIwillgiveyoutheaddressoftheroomsthathavebeentakenforyou……
BeyondthatIhavenothingtosay,excepttobegyoutoplaythepartwellandkeepyourtemper。Youbehavedverynicelyatdinner。\'
Iaskedonelastquestionaswesaidgoodnightinthehall。\'ShallIseeyouagain?\'
\'Soon,andoften,\'wastheanswer。\'Rememberwearecolleagues。\'
Iwentupstairsfeelingextraordinarilycomforted。Ihadaperfectlybeastlytimeaheadofme,butnowitwasallglorifiedandcolouredwiththethoughtofthegirlwhohadsung\'CherryRipe\'inthegarden。IcommendedthewisdomofthatoldserpentBullivantinthechoiceofhisintermediary,forI\'mhangedifIwouldhavetakensuchordersfromanyoneelse。
CHAPTERTWO
\'TheVillageNamedMorality\'
UPonthehighveldourriversareapttobestringsofpoolslinkedbymuddytrickles-themoststagnantkindofwatercourseyouwouldlookforinaday\'sjourney。Butpresentlytheyreachtheedgeoftheplateauandaretosseddownintotheflatsinnobleravines,androllthereafterinfullandsoundingcurrentstothesea。
SowiththestoryIamtelling。Itbeganinsmoothreaches,asidleasamill-pond;yetthedaysooncamewhenIwasinthegripofatorrent,flungbreathlessfromrocktorockbyadestinywhichI
couldnotcontrol。ButforthepresentIwasinabackwater,nolessthantheGardenCityofBiggleswick,whereMrCorneliusBrand,aSouthAfricangentlemanvisitingEnglandonholiday,lodgedinapairofroomsinthecottageofMrTancredjimson。
Thehouse-or\'home\'astheypreferredtonameitatBiggleswick-wasoneofsometwohundredotherswhichringedapleasantMidlandcommon。Itwasbadlybuiltandoddlyfurnished;thebedwastooshort,thewindowsdidnotfit,thedoorsdidnotstayshut;
butitwasascleanassoapandwaterandscrubbingcouldmakeit。
Thethree-quartersofanacreofgardenweremainlydevotedtothecultureofpotatoes,thoughundertheparlourwindowMrsjimsonhadaplotofsweet-smellingherbs,andlinesoflanksunflowersfringedthepaththatledtothefrontdoor。ItwasMrsjimsonwhoreceivedmeasIdescendedfromthestationfly-alargeredwomanwithhairbleachedbyconstantexposuretoweather,cladinagownwhich,bothinshapeandmaterial,seemedtohavebeenmodelledonachintzcurtain。Shewasagoodkindlysoul,andasproudasPunchofherhouse。
\'Wefollowthesimplelifehere,MrBrand,\'shesaid。\'Youmusttakeusasyoufindus。\'
IassuredherthatIaskedfornothingbetter,andasI
unpackedinmyfreshlittlebedroomwithawestwindblowinginatthewindowIconsideredthatIhadseenworsequarters。
IhadboughtinLondonaconsiderablenumberofbooks,forI
thoughtthat,asIwouldhavetimeonmyhands,Imightaswelldosomethingaboutmyeducation。TheyweremostlyEnglishclassics,whosenamesIknewbutwhichIhadneverread,andtheywereallinalittleflat-backedseriesatashillingapiece。Iarrangedthemontopofachestofdrawers,butIkeptthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressbesidemybed,forthatwasoneofmyworkingtoolsandIhadgottogetitbyheart。
Mrsjimson,whocameinwhileIwasunpackingtoseeiftheroomwastomyliking,approvedmytaste。Atourmiddaydinnershewantedtodiscussbookswithme,andwassofullofherownknowledgethatIwasabletoconcealmyignorance。
\'Wearealllabouringtoexpressourpersonalities,\'sheinformedme。\'Haveyoufoundyourmedium,MrBrand?isittobethepenorthepencil?Orperhapsitismusic?Youhavethebrowofanartist,thefrontal“barofMichelangelo“,youremember!\'
ItoldherthatIconcludedIwouldtryliterature,butbeforewritinganythingIwouldreadabitmore。
ItwasaSaturday,sojimsoncamebackfromtownintheearlyafternoon。Hewasamanagingclerkinsomeshippingoffice,butyouwouldn\'thaveguesseditfromhisappearance。Hiscityclotheswereloosedark-greyflannels,asoftcollar,anorangetie,andasoftblackhat。Hiswifewentdowntheroadtomeethim,andtheyreturnedhand-in-hand,swingingtheirarmslikeacoupleofschoolchildren。Hehadaskimpyredbeardstreakedwithgrey,andmildblueeyesbehindstrongglasses。Hewasthemostfriendlycreatureintheworld,fullofrapidquestions,andeagertomakemefeeloneofthefamily。PresentlyhegotintoatweedNorfolkjacket,andstartedtocultivatehisgarden。Itookoffmycoatandlenthimahand,andwhenhestoppedtorestfromhislabours-whichwaseveryfiveminutes,forhehadnokindofphysique-hewouldmophisbrowandrubhisspectaclesanddeclaimaboutthegoodsmelloftheearthandthejoyofgettingclosetoNature。
Oncehelookedatmybigbrownhandsandmusculararmswithakindofwistfulness。\'Youareoneofthedoers,MrBrand,\'hesaid,\'andIcouldfinditinmyhearttoenvyyou。YouhaveseenNatureinwildformsinfarcountries。SomedayIhopeyouwilltellusaboutyourlife。Imustbecontentwithmylittlecorner,buthappilytherearenoterritoriallimitsforthemind。Thismodestdwellingisawatch-towerfromwhichIlookoveralltheworld。\'
Afterthathetookmeforawalk。Wemetpartiesofreturningtennis-playersandhereandthereagolfer。Thereseemedtobeanabundanceofyoungmen,mostlyratherweedy-looking,butwithoneortwowell-grownoneswhoshouldhavebeenfighting。Thenamesofsomeofthemjimsonmentionedwithawe。AnunwholesomeyouthwasAronson,thegreatnovelist;asturdy,bristlingfellowwithafiercemoustachewasLetchford,thecelebratedleader-writeroftheCritic。Severalwerepointedouttomeasartistswhohadgoneonebetterthananybodyelse,andavastbillowycreaturewasdescribedastheleaderofthenewOrientalisminEngland。Inoticedthatthesepeople,accordingtojimson,wereall\'great\',andthattheyalldabbledinsomething\'new\'。Therewerequantitiesofyoungwomen,too,mostofthemratherbadlydressedandincliningtountidyhair。Andtherewereseveraldecentcouplestakingtheairlikehouse-holdersofaneveningalltheworldOver。
Mostoftheselastwerejimson\'sfriends,towhomheintroducedme。Theywerehisownclass-modestfolk,whosoughtforacolouredbackgroundtotheirprosaiccitylivesandfounditinthisoddsettlement。
AtsupperIwasinitiatedintothepeculiarmeritsofBiggleswick。
\'Itisonegreatlaboratoryofthought,\'saidMrsjimson。\'Itisglorioustofeelthatyouarelivingamongtheeager,vitalpeoplewhoareattheheadofallthenewestmovements,andthattheintellectualhistoryofEnglandisbeingmadeinourstudiesandgardens。Thewartousseemsaremoteandsecondaryaffair。Assomeonehassaid,thegreatfightsoftheworldareallfoughtinthemind。\'
Aspasmofpaincrossedherhusband\'sface。\'IwishIcouldfeelitfaraway。Afterall,Ursula,itisthesacrificeoftheyoungthatgivespeoplelikeusleisureandpeacetothink。Ourdutyistodothebestwhichispermittedtous,butthatdutyisapoorthingcomparedwithwhatouryoungsoldiersaregiving!Imaybequitewrongaboutthewar……IknowIcan\'targuewithLetchford。ButIwillnotpretendtoasuperiorityIdonotfeel。\'
IwenttobedfeelingthatinjimsonIhadstruckaprettysoundfellow。AsIlitthecandlesonmydressing-tableIobservedthatthestackofsilverwhichIhadtakenoutofmypocketswhenIwashedbeforesupperwastop-heavy。Ithadtwobigcoinsatthetopandsixpencesandshillingsbeneath。NowitisoneofmyodditiesthateversinceIwasasmallboyIhavearrangedmyloosecoinssymmetrically,withthesmallestuppermost。Thatmademeobservantandledmetonoticeasecondpoint。TheEnglishclassicsonthetopofthechestofdrawerswerenotintheorderIhadleftthem。
IzaakWaltonhadgottotheleftofSirThomasBrowne,andthepoetBurnswaswedgeddisconsolatelybetweentwovolumesofHazlitt。MoreoverareceiptedbillwhichIhadstuckinthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progresstomarkmyplacehadbeenmoved。Someonehadbeengoingthroughmybelongings。
Amoment\'sreflectionconvincedmethatitcouldn\'thavebeenMrsjimson。Shehadnoservantanddidthehouseworkherself,butmythingshadbeenuntouchedwhenIlefttheroombeforesupper,forshehadcometotidyupbeforeIhadgonedownstairs。Someonehadbeenherewhilewewereatsupper,andhadexaminedelaboratelyeverythingIpossessed。HappilyIhadlittleluggage,andnopaperssavethenewbooksandabillortwointhenameofCorneliusBrand-Theinquisitor,whoeverhewas,hadfoundnothing……Theincidentgavemeagooddealofcomfort。Ithadbeenhardtobelievethatanymysterycouldexistinthispublicplace,wherepeoplelivedbrazenlyintheopen,andworetheirheartsontheirsleevesandproclaimedtheiropinionsfromtherooftops。Yetmysterytheremustbe,oraninoffensivestrangerwithakit-bagwouldnothavereceivedthesestrangeattentions。I
madeapracticeafterthatofsleepingwithmywatchbelowmypillow,forinsidethecasewasMaryLamington\'slabel。Nowbeganaperiodofpleasantidlereceptiveness。OnceaweekitwasmycustomtogouptoLondonforthedaytoreceivelettersandinstructions,ifanyshouldcome。IhadmovedfrommychambersinParkLane,whichIleasedundermypropername,toasmallflatinWestminstertakeninthenameofCorneliusBrand。ThelettersaddressedtoParkLanewereforwardedtoSirWalter,whosentthemroundundercovertomynewaddress。FortherestIusedtospendmymorningsreadinginthegarden,andIdiscoveredforthefirsttimewhatapleasurewastobegotfromoldbooks。TheyrecalledandamplifiedthatvisionIhadseenfromtheCotswoldridge,therevelationofthepricelessheritagewhichisEngland。I
imbibedamightyquantityofhistory,butespeciallyIlikedthewriters,likeWalton,whogotattheveryheartoftheEnglishcountryside。Soon,too,Ifoundthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progressnotadutybutadelight。Idiscoverednewjewelsdailyinthehonestoldstory,andmyletterstoPeterbegantobeasfullofitasPeter\'sownepistles。I
loved,also,thesongsoftheElizabethans,fortheyremindedmeofthegirlwhohadsungtomeintheJunenight。
IntheafternoonsItookmyexerciseinlongtrampsalongthegooddustyEnglishroads。ThecountryfellawayfromBiggleswickintoaplainofwoodandpasture-land,withlowhillsonthehorizon。
ThePlacewassownwithvillages,eachwithitsgreenandpondandancientchurch。Most,too,hadinns,andthereIhadmanyadraughtofcoolnuttyale,fortheinnatBiggleswickwasareformedplacewhichsoldnothingbutwashycider。Often,trampinghomeinthedusk,IwassomuchinlovewiththelandthatIcouldhavesungwiththepurejoyofit。Andintheevening,afterabath,therewouldbesupper,whenaratherfaggedjimsonstruggledbetweensleepandhunger,andthelady,withanartisticmutchonheruntidyhead,talkedruthlesslyofculture。
BitbybitIedgedmywayintolocalsociety。TheJimsonswereagreathelp,fortheywerepopularandhadanoddingacquaintancewithmostoftheinhabitants。Theyregardedmeasameritoriousaspiranttowardsahigherlife,andIwasparadedbeforetheirfriendswiththesuggestionofavivid,ifPhilistine,past。IfIhadanygiftforwriting,IwouldmakeabookabouttheinhabitantsofBiggleswick。Abouthalfwererespectablecitizenswhocamethereforcountryairandlowrates,buteventhesehadatouchofqueernessandhadpickedupthejargonoftheplace。TheyoungermenweremostlyGovernmentclerksorwritersorartists。Therewereafewwidowswithflocksofdaughters,andontheoutskirtswereseveralbiggerhouses-mostlyhouseswhichhadbeentherebeforethegardencitywasplanted。Oneofthemwasbrand-new,astaringvillawithsham-antiquetimbering,stuckonthetopofahillamongrawgardens。ItbelongedtoamancalledMoxonIvery,whowasakindofacademicpacificistandagreatgodintheplace。
Another,aquietGeorgianmanorhouse,wasownedbyaLondonpublisher,anardentLiberalwhoseparticularbranchofbusinesscompelledhimtokeepintouchwiththenewmovements。Iusedtoseehimhurryingtothestationswingingalittleblackbagandreturningatnightwiththefishfordinner。
Isoongottoknowasurprisinglotofpeople,andtheyweretherummiestbirdsyoucanimagine。Forexample,thereweretheWeekeses,threegirlswholivedwiththeirmotherinahousesoartisticthatyoubrokeyourheadwhicheverwayyouturnedinit。
Thesonofthefamilywasaconscientiousobjectorwhohadrefusedtodoanysortofworkwhatever,andhadgotquoddedforhispains。TheywereimmenselyproudofhimandusedtorelatehissufferingsinDartmoorwithagustowhichIthoughtratherheartless。
Artwastheirgreatsubject,andIamafraidtheyfoundmeprettyheavygoing。Itwastheirfashionnevertoadmireanythingthatwasobviouslybeautiful,likeasunsetoraprettywoman,buttofindsurprisinglovelinessinthingswhichIthoughthideous。
Alsotheytalkedalanguagethatwasbeyondme。Thiskindofconversationusedtohappen-missWEEKES:\'Don\'tyouadmireUrsulajimson?\'SELF:\'Rather!\'missw。:\'SheissoJohn-esqueinherlines。\'SELF:\'Exactly!\'missw。:\'AndTancred,too-heissofullofnuances。\'SELF:\'Rather!\'missw。:\'HesuggestsoneofDegousse\'scountrymen。\'SELF:\'Exactly!\'
Theyhadn\'tmuchuseforbooks,exceptsomeRussianones,andIacquiredmeritintheireyesforhavingreadLeprousSouls。Ifyoutalkedtothemaboutthatdivinecountryside,youfoundtheydidn\'tgivearapforitandhadneverbeenamilebeyondthevillage。
ButtheyadmiredgreatlythesombreeffectofatraingoingintoMarylebonestationonarainyday。
Butitwasthemenwhointerestedmemost。Aronson,thenovelist,provedonacquaintancetheworstkindofblighter。Heconsideredhimselfageniuswhomitwasthedutyofthecountrytosupport,andhespongedonhiswretchedrelativesandanyonewhowouldlendhimmoney。Hewasalwaysbabblingabouthissins,andprettysqualidtheywere。Ishouldliketohaveflunghimamongafewgoodold-fashionedfull-bloodedsinnersofmyacquaintance;
theywouldhavescaredhimconsiderably。Hetoldmethathesought\'reality\'and\'life\'and\'truth\',butitwashardtoseehowhecouldknowmuchaboutthem,forhespenthalfthedayinbedsmokingcheapcigarettes,andtherestsunninghimselfintheadmirationofhalf-wittedgirls。Thecreaturewastuberculousinmindandbody,andtheonlynovelofhisIread,prettywellturnedmystomach。MrAronson\'sstrongpointwasjokesaboutthewar。Ifheheardofanyacquaintancewhohadjoineduporwasevendoingwarworkhismerrimentknewnobounds。Myfingersusedtoitchtoboxthelittlewretch\'sears。
Letchfordwasadifferentpairofshoes。Hewassomekindofaman,tobeginwith,andhadanexcellentbrainandtheworstmannersconceivable。Hecontradictedeverythingyousaid,andlookedoutforanargumentasotherpeoplelookfortheirdinner。
Hewasadouble-engined,high-speedpacificist,becausehewasthekindofcantankerousfellowwhomustalwaysbeinaminority。ifBritainhadstoodoutofthewarhewouldhavebeenaravingmilitarist,butsinceshewasinithehadgottofindreasonswhyshewaswrong。Andjollygoodreasonstheywere,too。Icouldn\'thavemethisargumentsifIhadwantedto,soIsatdocilelyathisfeet。
TheworldwasallcrookedforLetchford,andGodhadcreatedhimwithtwolefthands。Butthefellowhadmerits。Hehadacoupleofjollychildrenwhomheadored,andhewouldwalkmileswithmeonaSunday,andspoutpoetryaboutthebeautyandgreatnessofEngland。Hewasforty-five;ifhehadbeenthirtyandinmybattalionIcouldhavemadeasoldieroutofhim。
ThereweredozensmorewhosenamesIhaveforgotten,buttheyhadonecommoncharacteristic。Theywerepuffedupwithspiritualpride,andIusedtoamusemyselfwithfindingtheiroriginalsinthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress。WhenItriedtojudgethembythestandardofoldPeter,theyfellwoefullyshort。Theyshutoutthewarfromtheirlives,someoutoffunk,someoutofpurelevityofmind,andsomebecausetheywerereallyconvincedthatthethingwasallwrong。IthinkIgrewratherpopularinmyroleoftheseekeraftertruth,thehonestcolonialwhowasagainstthewarbyinstinctandwaslookingforinstructioninthematter。Theyregardedmeasaconvertfromanalienworldofactionwhichtheysecretlydreaded,thoughtheyaffectedtodespiseit。Anyhowtheytalkedtomeveryfreely,andbeforelongIhadallthepacifistargumentsbyheart。I
madeoutthattherewerethreeschools。Oneobjectedtowaraltogether,andthishadfewadherentsexceptAronsonandWeekes,C。O。,nowlanguishinginDartmoor。ThesecondthoughtthattheAllies\'causewastainted,andthatBritainhadcontributedasmuchasGermanytothecatastrophe。ThisincludedalltheadherentsoftheL。D。A-orLeagueofDemocratsagainstAggression-averyproudbody。Thethirdandmuchthelargest,whichembracedeverybodyelse,heldthatwehadfoughtlongenoughandthatthebusinesscouldnowbesettledbynegotiation,sinceGermanyhadlearnedherlesson。Iwasmyselfamodestmemberofthelastschool,butIwasgraduallyworkingmywayuptothesecond,andIhopedwithlucktoqualifyforthefirst。Myacquaintancesapprovedmyprogress。LetchfordsaidIhadacoreoffanaticisminmyslownature,andthatIwouldendbywavingtheredflag。
Spiritualprideandvanity,asIhavesaid,wereatthebottomofmostofthem,and,tryasImight,Icouldfindnothingverydangerousinitall。Thisvexedme,forIbegantowonderifthemissionwhichIhadembarkedonsosolemnlywerenotgoingtobeafiasco。Sometimestheyworriedmebeyondendurance。WhenthenewsofMessinescamenobodytooktheslightestinterest,whileI
wasachingtotootheverydetailofthegreatfight。Andwhentheytalkedonmilitaryaffairs,asLetchfordandothersdidsometimes,itwasdifficulttokeepfromsendingthemalltothedevil,fortheiramateurcocksurenesswouldhaveriledjob。Onehadgottobattendowntherecollectionofourfellowsouttherewhoweresweatingbloodtokeepthesefoolssnug。YetIfounditimpossibletobeangrywiththemforlong,theyweresobabyishlyinnocent。Indeed,Icouldn\'thelplikingthem,andfindingasortofqualityinthem。I
hadspentthreeyearsamongsoldiers,andtheBritishregular,greatfollowthatheis,hashisfaults。Hisdisciplinemakeshiminafunkofred-tapeandanykindofsuperiorauthority。Nowthesepeoplewerequitehonestandinapervertedwaycourageous。Letchfordwas,atanyrate。IcouldnomorehavedonewhathedidandgothuntedoffplatformsbythecrowdandhootedatbywomeninthestreetsthanIcouldhavewrittenhisleadingarticles。
AllthesameIwasratherlowaboutmyjob。Barringtheepisodeoftheransackingofmyeffectsthefirstnight,Ihadnotasuspicionofaclueorahintofanymystery。TheplaceandthepeoplewereasopenandbrightasaY。M。C。A。hut。ButonedayIgotasolidwadofcomfort。InacornerofLetchford\'spaper,the_Critic,IfoundaletterwhichwasoneofthesteepestpiecesofinvectiveIhadevermetwith。Thewritergavetonguelikeabeaglepupabouttheprostitution,ashecalledit,ofAmericanrepublicanismtothevicesofEuropeanaristocracies。HedeclaredthatSenatorLaFollettewasamuch-misunderstoodpatriot,seeingthathealonespokeforthetoilingmillionswhohadnootherfriend。HewasmadwithPresidentWilson,andheprophesiedagreatawakeningwhenUncleSamgotupagainstJohnBullinEuropeandfoundoutthekindofstandpatterhewas。Theletterwassigned\'JohnS。Blenkiron\'anddated\'London,3July-\'
ThethoughtthatBlenkironwasinEnglandputanewcomplexiononmybusiness。IreckonedIwouldseehimsoon,forhewasn\'tthemantostandstillinhistracks。HehadtakenuptherolehehadplayedbeforeheleftinDecember1915,andveryrighttoo,fornotmorethanhalfadozenpeopleknewoftheErzerumaffair,andtotheBritishpublichewasonlythemanwhohadbeenfiredoutoftheSavoyfortalkingtreason。Ihadfeltabitlonelybefore,butnowsomewherewithinthefourcornersoftheislandthebestcompanionGodevermadewaswritingnonsensewithhistongueinhisoldcheek。
TherewasaninstitutioninBiggleswickwhichdeservesmention。
Onthesouthofthecommon,nearthestation,stoodared-brickbuildingcalledtheMootHall,whichwasakindofchurchfortheveryundevoutpopulation。Undevoutintheordinarysense,Imean,forIhadalreadycountedtwenty-sevenvarietiesofreligiousconviction,includingthreeBuddhists,aCelestialHierarch,fiveLatter-
daySaints,andabouttenvarietiesofMysticwhosenamesIcouldneverremember。ThehallhadbeenthegiftofthepublisherIhavespokenof,andtwiceaweekitwasusedforlecturesanddebates。
Theplacewasmanagedbyacommitteeandwassurprisinglypopular,foritgaveallthebubblingintellectsachanceofairingtheirviews。Whenyouaskedwheresomebodywasandweretoldhewas\'atMoot,\'theanswerwasspokenintherespectfultoneinwhichyouwouldmentionasacrament。
Iwentthereregularlyandgotmymindbroadenedtocrackingpoint。WehadallthestarsoftheNewMovements。WehadDoctorChirk,wholecturedon\'God\',which,asfarasIcouldmakeout,wasanewnamehehadinventedforhimself。Therewasawoman,aterriblewoman,whohadcomebackfromRussiawithwhatshecalleda\'messageofhealing\'。Andtomyjoy,onenighttherewasagreatbuckniggerwhohadalottosayabout\'AfricafortheAfricans\'。IhadafewwordswithhiminSesutuafterwards,andratherspoiledhisvisit。Someofthepeoplewereextraordinarilygood,especiallyonejollyoldfellowwhotalkedaboutEnglishfolksongsanddances,andwantedustosetupaMaypole。InthedebateswhichgenerallyfollowedIbegantojoin,verycoylyatfirst,butpresentlywithsomeconfidence。IfmytimeatBiggleswickdidnothingelseittaughtmetoargueonmyfeet。
ThefirstbigeffortImadewasonafull-dressoccasion,whenLauncelotWakecamedowntospeak。MrIverywasinthechair-
thefirstIhadseenofhim-aplumpmiddle-agedman,withacolourlessfaceandnondescriptfeatures。Iwasnotinterestedinhimtillhebegantotalk,andthenIsatboltuprightandtooknotice。
Forhewasthegenuinesilver-tongue,thesentencesflowingfromhismouthassmoothasbutterandasneatlydovetailedasaparquetfloor。Hehadasortofman-of-the-worldmanner,treatinghisopponentswithcondescendinggeniality,deprecatingallpassionandexaggerationandmakingyoufeelthathisurbanestatementmustberight,forifhehadwantedhecouldhaveputthecasesomuchhigher。Iwatchedhim,fascinated,studyinghisfacecarefully;
andthethingthatstruckmewasthattherewasnothinginit-
nothing,thatistosay,tolayholdon。Itwassimplynondescript,soalmightilycommonplacethatthatveryfactmadeitratherremarkable。
WakewasspeakingoftherevelationsoftheSukhomhnovtrialinRussia,whichshowedthatGermanyhadnotbeenresponsibleforthewar。Hewasjollygoodatthejob,andputasclearanargumentasafirst-classlawyer。Ihadbeensweatingawayatthesubjectandhadalltheordinarycaseatmyfingers\'ends,sowhenI
gotachanceofspeakingIgavethemalongharangue,withsomegoodquotationsIhadcribbedoutofthe_Vossische_Zeitung,whichLetchfordlentme。Ifeltitwasuptometobeextraviolent,forI
wantedtoestablishmycharacterwithWake,seeingthathewasafriendofMaryandMarywouldknowthatIwasplayingthegame。
Igottremendouslyapplauded,farmorethanthechiefspeaker,andafterthemeetingWakecameuptomewithhishoteyes,andwrungmyhand。\'You\'recomingonwell,Brand,\'hesaid,andthenheintroducedmetoMrIvery。\'Here\'sasecondandabetterSmuts,\'hesaid。
Iverymademewalkabitoftheroadhomewithhim。\'Iamstruckbyyourgriponthesedifficultproblems,MrBrand,\'hetoldme。\'ThereismuchIcantellyou,andyoumaybeofgreatvaluetoourcause。\'Heaskedmealotofquestionsaboutmypast,whichI
answeredwitheasymendacity。Beforewepartedhemademepromisetocomeonenighttosupper。
NextdayIgotaglimpseofMary,andtomyvexationshecutmedead。Shewaswalkingwithaflockofbare-headedgirls,allchatteringhard,andthoughshesawmequiteplainlysheturnedawayhereyes。Ihadbeenwaitingformycue,soIdidnotliftmyhat,butpassedonasifwewerestrangers。Ireckoneditwaspartofthegame,butthattriflingthingannoyedme,andIspentamoroseevening。
ThefollowingdayIsawheragain,thistimetalkingsedatelywithMrIvery,anddressedinaveryprettysummergown,andabroad-brimmedstrawhatwithflowersinit。Thistimeshestoppedwithabrightsmileandheldoutherhand。\'MrBrand,isn\'tit?\'
sheaskedwithaprettyhesitation。Andthen,turningtohercompanion-\'ThisisMrBrand。HestayedwithuslastmonthinGloucestershire。\'
MrIveryannouncedthatheandIwerealreadyacquainted。Seeninbroaddaylighthewasaverypersonablefellow,somewherebetweenforty-fiveandfifty,withamiddle-agedfigureandacuriouslyyoungface。Inoticedthattherewerehardlyanylinesonit,anditwasratherthatofaverywisechildthanthatofaman。Hehadapleasantsmilewhichmadehisjawandcheeksexpandlikeindiarubber。\'Youarecomingtosupwithme,MrBrand,\'hecriedafterme。\'OnTuesdayafterMoot。Ihavealreadywritten。\'HewhiskedMaryawayfromme,andIhadtocontentmyselfwithcontemplatingherfiguretillitdisappearedroundabendoftheroad。
NextdayinLondonIfoundaletterfromPeter。Hehadbeenverysolemnoflate,andveryreminiscentofolddaysnowthatheconcludedhisactivelifewasover。Butthistimehewasinadifferentmood。\'_I_think,\'hewrote,\'__thatyouandIwillmeetagainsoon,myoldfriend。Doyourememberwhenwewentafterthebigblack-manedlionintheRooirandandcouldn\'tgetonhistrack,andthenonemorningwewokeupandsaidwewouldgethimtoday?-andwedid,butheveryneargotyoufirst。I\'vehadafeeltheselastdaysthatwe\'rebothgoingdownintotheValleytomeetwithApolyon,andthatthedevilwillgiveusabadtime,butanyhowwe\'llbe_together。\'
Ihadthesamekindoffeelmyself,thoughIdidn\'tseehowPeterandIweregoingtomeet,unlessIwentouttotheFrontagainandgotputinthebagandsenttothesameBocheprison。
ButIhadaninstinctthatmytimeinBiggleswickwasdrawingtoaclose,andthatpresentlyIwouldbeinrougherquarters。Ifeltquiteaffectionatetowardstheplace,andtookallmyfavouritewalks,anddrankmyownhealthinthebrewofthevillageinns,withaconsciousnessofsayinggoodbye。AlsoImadehastetofinishmyEnglishclassics,forIconcludedIwouldn\'thavemuchtimeinthefutureformiscellaneousreading。
TheTuesdaycame,andintheeveningIsetoutratherlatefortheMootHall,forIhadbeengettingintodecentclothesafteralong,hotstride。WhenIreachedtheplaceitwasprettywellpacked,andIcouldonlyfindaseatonthebackbenches。ThereontheplatformwasIvery,andbesidehimsatafigurethatthrilledeveryinchofmewithaffectionandawildanticipation。\'Ihavenowtheprivilege,\'saidthechairman,\'ofintroducingtoyouthespeakerwhomwesowarmlywelcome,ourfearlessandindefatigableAmericanfriend,MrBlenkiron。\'
ItwastheoldBlenkiron,butalmightilychanged。Hisstoutnesshadgone,andhewasasleanasAbrahamLincoln。Insteadofapuffyface,hischeek-bonesandjawstoodouthardandsharp,andinplaceofhisformerpastycolourhiscomplexionhadtheclearglowofhealth。Isawnowthathewasasplendidfigureofaman,andwhenhegottohisfeeteverymovementhadthesupplenessofanathleteintraining。InthatmomentIrealizedthatmyseriousbusinesshadnowbegun。Mysensessuddenlyseemedquicker,mynervestenser,mybrainmoreactive。Thebiggamehadstarted,andheandIwereplayingittogether。
Iwatchedhimwithstrainedattention。Itwasafunnyspeech,stuffedwithextravaganceandvehemence,notverywellarguedandterriblydiscursive。HismainpointwasthatGermanywasnowinafinedemocraticmoodandmightwellbeadmittedintoabrotherlypartnership-thatindeedshehadneverbeeninanyothermood,buthadbeenforcedintoviolencebytheplotsofherenemies。