“Iamnotsentimental,“hebegan。
“Youcertainlyarenot,“shesaid。
“Youhaveaway,“hereplied,withashadeofreproofinhisvoice,“youhaveawayattimesoftreatingseriousthingswithalittlelessgravitythantheydeserve。Iamstillayoungman,butIhaveseenagooddealoflife,andIknowmyselfprettywell。Itisnecessarytotreatmatrimonyfromapracticalaswellasasentimentalpointofview。Therewouldn\'tbehalftheunhappinessanddivorcesifpeopletooktimetodothis,insteadofrushingoffandgettingmarriedimmediately。Andofcourseitisespeciallyimportantforamaninmypositiontostudyeveryaspectoftheproblembeforehetakesastep。“
BythistimeadeepandabsorbinginterestinanewaspectofMr。Crewe\'scharacterhadtakenpossessionofVictoria。
“Andyoubelievethat,bytakingthought,youcangetthekindofawifeyouwant?“sheasked。
“Certainly,“hereplied;“doesthatstrikeyouasstrange?“
“Alittle,“saidVictoria。“Suppose,“sheaddedgently,“supposethatthekindofwifeyou\'dwantwouldn\'twantyou?“
Mr。Crewelaughedagain。
“Thatisacontingencywhichastrongmandoesnottakeintoconsideration,“heanswered。“Strongmengetwhattheywant。Butuponmyword,Victoria,youhaveadeliciouswayofputtingthings。InyourpresenceIquiteforgettheproblemsandperplexitieswhichbesetme。
That,“hesaid,withdelicatemeaning,“thatisanotherqualityIshoulddesireinawoman。“
“Itisone,fortunately,thatisn\'tmarketable,“shesaid,“andit\'stheonlyqualityyou\'vementionedthat\'sworthanything。“
“Awoman\'svaluation,“saidMr。Crewe。
“Ifitmadeyouforgetyourownaffairs,itwouldbepriceless。“
“Lookhere,Victoria,“criedMr。Crewe,uncrossinghisknees,“joking\'sallverywell,butIhaven\'ttimeforitto-day。AndI\'minaseriousmood。I\'vetoldyouwhatIwant,andnowthatI\'vegottogoinafewminutes,I\'llcometothepoint。Idon\'tsupposeamancouldpayawomanahighercomplimentthantosaythathisproposalwastheresultofsomeyearsofthoughtandstudy。“
HereVictorialaughedoutright,butgrewseriousagainatonce。
“Unlessheproposedtoherthedayhemether。Thatwouldbearealcompliment。“
“Theman,“saidMr。Crewe,impatiently,“wouldbeafool。“
“Orelseapersonofextremediscernment,“saidVictoria。“Andloveislenientwithfools。Bytheway,Humphrey,ithasjustoccurredtomethatthere\'sonequalitywhichsomepeoplethinknecessaryinawife,whichyoudidn\'tmention。“
“What\'sthat?“
“Love,“saidVictoria。
“Love,ofcourse,“heagreed;“Itookthatforgranted。“
“Isupposedyoudid,“saidVictoria,meekly。
“Well,now,tocometothepoint——“hebeganagain。
Butsheinterruptedhimbyglancingatthewatchonhergown,andrising。
“What\'sthematter?“heasked,withsomeannoyance。
“Thefifteenminutesareup,“sheannounced。“Icannottaketheresponsibilityofdetainingyou。“
“Wewillputintantalizingasanotherattractivequality,“helaughed。
“Iabsolveyouofallresponsibility。Sitdown。“
“Ibelieveyoumentionedobedience,“sheanswered,andsatdownagainattheendofthebench,restingherchinonherglovedhand,andlookingathim。Bythistimeherglancesseemedtohavegainedavisiblydisturbingeffect。Hemovedalittlenearertoher,tookoffhishatwhichhehadhithertoneglectedtodo,andthrusthishandsabruptlyintohispockets——asmuchastosaythathewouldnotberesponsiblefortheirmovementsiftheywerelessfree。
“Hangitall,Victoria,“heexclaimed,“I\'mapracticalman,andItrytolookatthis,whichisoneoftheseriousthingsinlife,inapracticalway。“
“Oneoftheseriousthings,“sherepeated,asthoughtoherself。
“Yes,“hesaid,“certainly。“
“Imerelyaskedtobesureoftheweightyougaveit。Goon。“
“Inapracticalway,asIwassaying。LongagoIsuspectedthatyouhadmostofthosequalities。“
“I\'moverwhelmed,Humphrey,“shecried,withhereyesdancing。“But——doyouthinkIcouldcultivatetherest?“
“Oh,well,“saidMr。Crewe,Iputitthatwaybecausenowomanisperfect,andIdislikesuperlatives。“
“Ishouldthinksuperlativeswouldbeveryhardtolivewith,“shereflected。“But——dreadfulthought!——supposeIshouldlackanessential?“
“What——forinstance?“
“Love——forinstance。Butthenyoudidnotputitfirst。ItwasIwhomentionedit,andyouwhotookitforgranted。“
“Affectionseemstobeamoresensibletermforit,“hesaid。“Affectionisthelastingandsensiblething。Youmentionedapartnership,awordthatsingularlyfitsintomynotionofmarriage。Iwanttobehonestwithyou,andunderstatemyfeelingsonthatsubject。“
Victoria,whohadbeenregardinghimwithacuriouslookthatpuzzledhim,laughedagain。
“Ihavebeenhopingyouhaven\'texaggeratedthem,“shereplied。
“They\'restrongerthanyouthink,“hedeclared。“Ineverfeltthiswayinmylifebefore。WhatImeanttosaywas,thatIneverunderstoodrunningawaywithawoman。“
“Thatdoesnotsurpriseme,“saidVictoria。
“Ishouldn\'tknowwheretorunto,“heproclaimed。
“Perhapsthewomanwould,ifyougotacleverone。Atanyrate,itwouldn\'tmatter。Oneplaceisasgoodasanother。SomegotoNiagara,andsometoConeyIsland,andotherstoVenice。Personally,Ishouldhavenoparticularpreference。“
“Nopreference!“heexclaimed。
“IcouldbehappyinCentralPark,“shedeclared。
“Fortunately,“saidMr。Crewe,“youwillneverbecalledupontomakethetrial。“
Victoriawassilent。Herthoughts,forthemoment,hadflownelsewhere,butMr。Crewedidnotappeartonoticethis。Hefellbackintotheroundedhollowofthebench,anditoccurredtohimthathehadneverquiterealizedthatprofile。Andwhatanornamentshewouldbetohistable。
“Ithink,Humphrey,“shesaid,“thatweshouldbegoingback。“
“Onemoment,andI\'llhavefinished,“hecried。“I\'venodoubtyouarepreparedforwhatIamgoingtosay。Ihavepurposelyleduptoit,inorderthattheremightbenomisunderstanding。Inshort,Ihaveneverseenanotherwomanwithpersonalcharacteristicssowellsuitedformylife,andIwantyoutomarryme,Victoria。Icanofferyouthepositionofthewifeofamanwithapubliccareer——forwhichyouaresowellfitted。“
Victoriashookherheadslowly,andsmiledathim。
“Icouldn\'tfilltheposition,“shesaid。
“Perhaps,“hereplied,smilingbackather,“perhapsIamthebestjudgeofthat。“
“Andyouthought,“sheaskedslowly,“thatIwasthatkindofawoman?“
“Iknowittobeapracticalcertainty,“saidMr。Crewe。
“Practicalcertainties,“saidVictoria,“arenotalwaystruths。IfI
shouldsignacontract,whichIsuppose,asabusinessman,youwouldwant,toliveuptotheletterofyourspecifications,——eventhenIcouldnotdoit。Ishouldmakelifeatortureforyou,Humphrey。Yousee,I
amhonestwithyou,too——muchasyourofferdazzlesme。“Andsheshookherheadagain。
“That,“exclaimedMr。Crewe,impatiently,“issheernonsense。Iwantyou,andImeantohaveyou。“
TherecamealookintohereyeswhichMr。Crewedidnotsee,becauseherfacewasturnedfromhim。
“Icouldbehappy,“shesaid,“fordaysandweeksandyearsinabutonthesideofSawanec。Icouldbehappyinafarm-housewhereIhadtodoallthework。Iamnotthemodelhousewifewhichyourimaginationdepicts,Humphrey。IcouldliveintworoomsandeatatanItalianrestaurant——withtherightman。AndIamafraidthewrongonewouldwakeuponedayanddiscoverthatIhadgone。Iamsorrytodisillusionizeyou,butIdon\'tcareafigforballsandgarden-partiesandsalons。Itwouldbemuchmorefuntorunawayfromthemtothequeerplacesoftheearth——withtherightman。AndIshouldhavetopossessoneessentialtoputupwith——greatnessandwhatyoucallapubliccareer。“
“Andwhatisthatessential?“heasked。
“Love,“saidVictoria。Heheardthewordbutfaintly,forherfacewasstillturnedawayfromhim。“You\'veofferedmethethingsthatareattainablebytakingthought,byperseverance,bypertinacity,bytheoutwittingofyourfellow-men,bythestackingofcoins。AndIwant——theunattainable,thedivinegiftwhichisbestowed,whichcannotbeacquired。Ifitcouldbeacquired,Humphrey,“sheadded,lookingathim,“Iamsureyouwouldacquireit——ifyouthoughtitworthwhile。“
“Idon\'tunderstandyou,“hesaid,——andlookedit。
“No,“saidVictoria,“Iwasafraidyouwouldn\'t。Andmoreover,youneverwould。Thereisnouseinmytryingtomakemyselfanyclearer,andyou\'llhavetokeepyourappointment。Ihesitatetocontradictyou,butIamnotthekindofwomanyouwant。ThatisonereasonIcannotmarryyou。Andtheotheris,thatIdonotloveyou。“
“Youcan\'tbeinlovewithanyoneelse?“hecried。
“Thatdoesseemratherpreposterous,I\'lladmit,“sheanswered。“ButifI
were,itwouldn\'tmakeanydifference。“
“Youwon\'tmarryme?“hesaid,gettingtohisfeet。Therewasincredulityinhisvoice,andacertainamountofbewilderment。Thethingwasindeedincredible!
“No,“saidVictoria,“Iwon\'t。“
Andhehadonlytolookintoherfacetoseethatitwasso。Hithertonildesperandumhadbeenagoodworkingmotto,butsomethingtoldhimitwasuselessinthiscase。Hethrustonhishatandpulledouthiswatch。
“Well,“hesaid,“thatsettlesit。Imust——sayIcan\'tseeyourpointofview——butthatsettlesit。Imustsay,too,thatyourrefusalissomethingofashockafterwhatIhadbeenledtoexpectafterthepastfewyears。“
“Thepersonyouareinlovewithledyoutoexpectit,Humphrey,andthatpersonis——yourself。Youareinlovetemporarilywithyourownidealofme。“
“Andyourrefusalcomesatanunfortunatetuneforme,“hecontinued,notheedingherwords,“whenIhaveanaffaironmyhandsofsuchmagnitude,whichrequiresconcentratedthought。ButI\'mnotamantocry,andI\'llmakethebestofit。“
“IfIthoughtitweremorethanatemporarydisappointment,Ishouldbesorryforyou,“saidVictoria。“IrememberthatyoufeltsomethinglikethiswhenMr。Rutterwouldn\'tsellyouhisland。Theladyyoureallywant,“sheadded,pointingwithherparasolatthehouse,“isinthere,waitingforyou。“
Mr。Crewedidnotreplytothisprophecy,butfollowedVictoriaaroundthehousetothegrouponthelawn,wherehebadehishostessasomewhatpreoccupiedfarewell,andboweddistantlytotheguests。
“Hehassomuchonhismind,“saidMrs。Pomfret。“Andoh,Iquiteforgot——Humphrey!“shecried,callingafterhim,“Humphrey!“
“Yes,“hesaid,turningbeforehereachedhisautomobile。“Whatisit?“
“AliceandIaregoingtotheconvention,youknow,andImeanttotellyouthattherewouldbetenintheparty——butIdidn\'thaveachance。“
HereMrs。PomfretglancedatVictoria,whohadbeenjoinedatoncebythetallEnglishman。Canyougetticketsforten?“
Mr。Crewemadeamemorandum。
“Yes,“hesaid,I\'llgetthetickets——butIdon\'tseewhatyouwanttogofor。“
CHAPTERXXV
MOREADVENTURER
Victoriahadnot,ofcourse,confidedinBeatriceChillinghamwhathadoccurredinthegarden,althoughthatladyhadexhibitedtheliveliestinterest,andhadhadhersuspicions。AfterMr。Crewe\'sdepartureMr。
Rangely,thetallyoungEnglishman,hadrenewedhisattentionsassiduously,althoughduringtheintervalinthegardenhehadfoundMissChillinghamapersonofdiscernment。
“She\'snotgoingtomarrythatchap,isshe,MissChillingham?“hehadasked。
“No,“saidBeatrice;“youhavemywordforit,sheisn\'t。“
Asshewasleaving,Mrs。PomfrethadtakenVictoria\'shandanddrawnheraside,andlookedintoherfacewithameaningsmile。
“Mydear!“sheexclaimed,“heparticularlyaskedthatyoubeinvited。“
“Who?“saidVictoria。
“Humphrey。Hestipulatedthatyoushouldbehere。“
“ThenI\'mverymuchobligedtohim,“saidVictoria,“forI\'veenjoyedmyselfimmensely。IlikeyourEnglishmansomuch。“
“Doyou?“saidMrs。Pomfret,searchingVictoria\'sface,whileherownbrightened。“He\'sheirtooneofthereallygoodtitles,andhehasanincomeofhisown。Icouldn\'tputhimuphere,inthistinybox,becauseIhaveMrs。Fronde。Wearegoingtotakehimtotheconvention——andifyou\'dcaretogo,Victoria——?“
Victorialaughed。
“Itisn\'tasseriousasthat,“shesaid。“AndI\'mafraidIcan\'tgototheconvention——Ihavesomethingstodointheneighbourhood。“
Mrs。Pomfretlookedwise。
“He\'samostattractiveman,withthebestprospects。Itwouldbeasplendidmatchforyou,Victoria。“
“Mrs。Pomfret,“repliedVictoria,waveringbetweenamusementandadesiretobeserious,“Ihaven\'ttheslightestintentionofmakingwhatyoucalla\'match。\'“Andtherewasinherwordsaringoftruthnottobemistaken。
Mrs。Pomfretkissedher。
“Onenevercantellwhatmayhappen,“shesaid。“Thinkofhim,Victoria。
Andyourdearmother——perhapsyouwillknowsomedaywhattheresponsibilityisofseeingadaughterwellplacedinlife。“
Victoriacoloured,andwithdrewherhand。
“Ifearthattimeisalongwayoff,Mrs。Pomfret,“shereplied。
“IthinksomuchofVictoria,“Mrs。Pomfretdeclaredamomentlatertoherguest;“she\'slikemyowndaughter。Butattimesshe\'ssohopelesslyunconventional。Why,IbelieveRangely\'sactuallygoinghomewithher。“
“HeaskedhertodrophimattheInn,“saidMrs。Fronde。“He\'sheadoverheelsinlovealready。“
“ItwouldbesucharelieftodearRose,“sighedMrs。Pomfret。
“Ilikethegirl,“repliedMrs。Fronde,dryly。“Shehasindividuality,andknowsherownmind。Whoevershemarrieswillhavesomethingtohim。“
“Idevoutlyhopeso!“saidMrs。Pomfret。
ItwasquitetruethatMr。ArthurRangelyhadaskedVictoriatodrophimattheInn。Butwhentheyreachedithemadeanotherrequest。
“DoyoumindifIgoabitfarther,MissFlint?“hesuggested。“I\'dratherlikethewalkback。“
Victorialaughed。
“Docome,“shesaid。
Headmiredthecountry,buthelookedatVictoria,andaskedahundredexceedinglyfrankquestionsaboutLeith,aboutMrs。Pomfret,whomhehadmetathisuncle\'sseatinDevonshire,andaboutMr。Creweandtherailroadsinpolitics。ManyoftheseVictoriaparried,andshecamerapidlytotheconclusionthatMr。ArthurRangelywasamoreastutepersonthan——toacasualobserverhewouldseem。
Heshowednoinclinationtofixthelimitsofhiswalk,andmadenoprotestasshedroveunderthestonearchwayattheentranceofFairview。
Victoriawasamusedandinterested,andshedecidedthatshelikedMr。
Rangely。
“Willyoucomeupfortea?“sheasked。“I\'llsendyouhome。“
Heacceptedwithalacrity。Theyhadreachedthefirstturnwhentheirattentionwascaughtbythesightofabuggyaheadofthem,andfacingtowardsthem。Thehorse,withthereinshanginglooselyovertheshafts,hadstrayedtothesideofthedrivewayandwascontentedlyeatingtheshrubberythatlinedit。Insidethevehicle,hunchedupinthecorneroftheseat,wasamanwhopresentedanappearanceofhelplessnesswhichstruckthembothwithasoberingeffect。
“Isthefellowdrunk?“saidMr。Rangely。
Victoria\'sanswerwasalittlecrywhichstartledhim,anddrewhislooktoher。Shehadtouchedherhorsewiththewhip,andhereyeshadwidenedinrealalarm。
“It\'sHilaryVane!“sheexclaimed。“I——Iwonderwhatcanhavehappened!“
ShehandedthereinstoMr。Rangely,andsprangoutandflewtoHilary\'sside。
“Mr。Vane!“shecried。“What\'sthematter?Areyouill?“
Shehadneverseenhimlookso。Toherhehadalwaysbeenasoneonwhompitywouldbewasted,asonewholongagohadestablishedhiscreditwiththeuniversetohisownsatisfaction。Butnow,suddenly,intensepitywelledupwithinher,andeveninthatmomentshewonderedifitcouldbebecausehewasAusten\'sfather。Hishandswereathissides,hisheadwasfallenforwardalittle,andhisfacewaswhite。Buthiseyesfrightenedhermost;insteadoftheold,semi-defiantexpressionwhichsherememberedfromchildhood,theyhadinthemadumbsufferingthatwenttoherheart。Helookedather,triedtostraightenup,andfellbackagain。
“N——nothing\'sthematter,“hesaid,“nothing。Alittlespell。I\'llbeallrightinamoment。“
Victoriadidnotloseaninstant,butclimbedintothebuggyathissideandgatheredupthereins,anddrewthefallenlap-robeoverhisknees。
“I\'mgoingtotakeyoubacktoFairview,“shesaid。“Andwe\'lltelephoneforadoctor。“
Butshehadunderratedtheamountofwillleftinhim。Hedidnotmove,thoughindeedifhehadseizedthereinsfromherhands,hecouldhavegivenhernogreatereffectofsurprise。Lifecamebackintotheeyesatthesummons,anddominanceintothevoice,althoughhebreathedheavily。
“No,you\'renot,“hesaid;“no,you\'renot。I\'mgoingtoRipton——doyouunderstand?I\'llbeallrightinaminute,andI\'lltakethelines。“
Victoria,whenshegotoverherastonishmentatthis,reflectedquickly。
Sheglancedathim,andthelightofhisexpressionwasalreadyfading。
TherewassomereasonwhyhedidnotwishtogobacktoFairview,andcommonsensetoldherthatagitationwasnotgoodforhim;besides,theywouldhavetotelephonetoRiptonforaphysician,anditwasquickertodrivethere。Quickertodriveinherownrunabout,didshedaretotrytomovehimintoit。Shemadeuphermind。
“Pleasefollowonbehindwiththattrap,“shecalledouttoRangely;“I\'mgoingtoRipton。“
Henoddedunderstandingly,admiringly,andVictoriastartedHilary\'shorseoutofthebushestowardstheentranceway。Fromtimetotimeshelethereyesrestuponhimanxiously。
“Areyoucomfortable?“sheasked。
“Yes,“hesaid,“yes。I\'mallright。I\'llbeabletodriveinaminute。“
Buttheminutespassed,andhemadenoattempttotakethereins。
Victoriahaddrawnthewhalebonewhipfromitssocket,andwasurgingonthehorseasfastashumanitywouldpermit;andthewhileshewasawarethatHilary\'slookwasfixeduponher——infact,neverlefther。Onceortwice,inspiteofheranxietytogethimhome,Victoriablushedfaintly,asshewonderedwhathewasthinkingabout。
Andallthewhilesheaskedherselfwhatitwasthathadbroughthimtothiscondition。Victoriaknewsufficientoflifeandhadvisitedhospitalsenoughtounderstandthatmentalcausesweregenerallyresponsibleforsuchbreakdowns——Hilaryhadhadashock。Sherememberedhowinherchildhoodhehadbeentheobjectofherparticularanimosity;
howsheusedtoputouthertongueathim,andimitatehismanner,andhowhehadnevermadetheslightestattempttoconciliateher;mostpeopleofthissortaresensitivetotheinstinctsofchildren;butHilaryhadnotbeen。Sheremembered——howlongagoitseemednow!——thedayshehadgivenhim,indeviltry,theclippingaboutAustenshootingMr。Blodgett。
TheHilaryVanewhosatbesideherto-daywasnotthesameman。Itwasunaccountable,buthewasnot。NorcouldthischangedestimateofhimbeattributedtoherregardforAusten,forsherecalledadayonlyafewmonthssince——inJune——whenhehadcomeuptoFairviewandshewasstandingonthelawn,andshehadlookedathimwithoutrecognition;shehadnot,then,beenabletobringherselftobowtohim;toherchildhooddistastehadbeenaddedthedeeperresentmentofAusten\'swrongs。HerearlyinstinctsaboutHilaryhadbeenvindicated,forhehadtreatedhissonabominablyanddrivenAustenfromhismother\'shome。TomisunderstandandmaltreatAustenVane,ofallpeopleAusten,whoseconsiderationforhisfatherhadbeenwhatithad!CoulditbethatHilaryfeltremorse?CoulditbethathelovedAusteninsomepeculiarmannerallhisown?
Victoriaknewnow——sostrangely——thatthemanbesideherwascapableoflove,andshehadneverfeltthatwayaboutHilaryVane。Andhermindwasconfused,andherheartwastroubledandwrung。Insightflasheduponheroftheterriblelonelinessofalifesurroundedbyoutstretched,lovingarmstowhichonecouldnotfly;scenesfromafamousclassicshehadreadwithafavouriteteacheratschoolcametoher,andsheknewthatshewasthewitnessofaretribution,ofasufferingbeyondconceptionofasoulpreparedforsuffering,——notphysicalsuffering,butofthattorturewhichisthemeaningofhell。
However,therewasphysicalsuffering。Itcameandwent,andatsuchmomentsshesawthetracesofitinthetighteningofhislips,andlongedwithwomanlyintuitiontoalleviateit。Shehadnotspoken——
althoughshecouldhavecriedaloud;sheknewnotwhattosay。Andthensuddenlyshereachedoutandtouchedhishand。Norcouldshehaveaccountedfortheaction。
“Areyouinmuchpain?“sheasked。
Shefelthimtremble。
“No,“hesaid;“it\'sonlyaspell——I\'vehad\'embefore。I——Icandriveinafewminutes。“
“Anddoyouthink,“sheasked,“thatIwouldallowyoutogotherestofthewayalone?“
“IguessIoughttothankyouforcomin\'withme,“hesaid。
Victorialookedathimandsmiled。AnditwasanilluminatingsmileforheraswellasforHilary。Suddenly,bythatstrangepowerofsympathywhichtheunselfishpossess,sheunderstoodtheman,understoodAusten\'spatiencewithhimandaffectionforhim。Suddenlyshehadpiercedthehardlayersoftheoutershell,andhadheardtheimprisonedspiritcryingwithasmallpersistentvoice,——aspiritstifledformanyyearsandstarved——andyetitlivedandstruggledstill。
Yes,andthatspirititselfmusthavefeltherownreachingouttoit——
whocan,say?Andhowitmusthavestrivenagainforutterance“Itwasgoodofyoutocome,“hesaid。
“Itwasonlycommonhumanity,“sheanswered,touchingthehorse。
“Commonhumanity,“herepeated。“You\'dhavedoneitforanybodyalongtheroad,wouldyou?“
Atthisremark,socharacteristicofHilary,Victoria,hesitated。Sheunderstooditnow。Andyetshehesitatedtogivehimananswerthatwashypocritical。
“Ihaveknownyouallmylife,Mr。Vane,andyouareaveryoldfriendofmyfather\'s。“
“Old,“herepeated,“yes,that\'sit。I\'mreadyforthescrap-heap——
betterhaveletmelie,Victoria。“
Victoriastarted。Anewsurmisehadoccurredtoheruponwhichshedidnotliketodwell。
“Youhaveworkedtoohard,Mr。Vane——youneedarest。AndIhavebeentellingfatherthat,too。Youbothneedarest。“
Heshookhishead。
“I\'llnevergetit,“hesaid。“Stoppingworkwon\'tgiveittome。“
Sheponderedonthesewordsassheguidedthehorseoveracrossing。AndallthatAustenhadsaidtoher,allthatshehadbeenthinkingofforayearpast,helpedhertograsptheirmeaning。Butshewonderedstillmoreatthecommunionwhich,allatonce,hadbeenestablishedbetweenHilaryVaneandherself,andwhyhewassayingthesethingstoher。Itwasallsounrealandinexplicable。
“Icanimaginethatpeoplewhohaveworkedhardalltheirlivesmustfeelthatway,“sheanswered,thoughhervoicewasnotassteadyasshecouldhavewished。“You——youhavesomuchtolivefor。“
Hercolourrose。ShewasthinkingofAusten——andsheknewthatHilaryVaneknewthatshewasthinkingofAusten。Moreover,shehadsuddenlygraspedthefactthatthegentlebutpersistentlystronginfluenceoftheson\'scharacterhadbroughtaboutthechangeinthefather。HilaryVane\'slipsclosedagain,asinpain,andshedivinedthereason。
VictoriaknewthehouseinHanoverStreet,withitsclassicporch,withitscertainairofdistinctionandstability,andlongbeforeshehadknownitastheAustenresidencesherememberedwonderingwholivedinit。Thehousehadindividuality,andlookedatfromthefrontalmostperfectproportions;consciously——itbespokethegentilityofitsbuilders。NowshedrewupbeforeitandcalledtoMr。Rangely,whowasabreast,totiehishorseandringthebell。Hilarywasalreadyfeelingwithhisfootforthestepofthebuggy。
“I\'mallright,“heinsisted;“Icanmanagenow,“butVictoriaseizedhisarmwithafirm,detaininghand。
“Pleasewait,——Mr。Vane,“shepleaded。
Butthefeelingofshameathishelplessnesswasstrong。
“It\'sovernow。I——Icanwalk。I\'mmuchobligedtoyou,Victoria——muchobliged。“
FortunatelyHilary\'shorseshowednoinclinationtogoanyfarther——eventothestable。AndVictoriaheldontohisarm。Heceasedtoprotest,andMr。RangelyquicklytiedtheotherhorseandcametoVictoria\'said。
SupportedbytheyoungEnglishman,Hilaryclimbedthestonestepsandreachedtheporch,declaringallthewhilethatheneedednoassistance,andcouldwalkalone。Victoriarangthebell,andafteranintervalthedoorwasopenedbyEuphrasiaCotton。
Euphrasiastooduprightwithherhandontheknob,andhereyesflashedoverthegroupandrestedfixedlyonthedaughterofMr。Flint。
“Mr。Vanewasnotverywell,“Victoriaexplained,“andwecamehomewithhim。“
“I\'mallright,“saidHilary,oncemore,andtoproveithestepped——notverysteadily——acrossthethresholdintothehall,andsatdownonachairwhichhadhaditsplaceatthefootofthestairsfromtimeimmemorial。Euphrasiastoodstill。
“Ithink,“saidVictoria,“thatMr。Vanehadbetterseeadoctor。Haveyouatelephone?“
“No,wehaven\'t,“saidEuphrasia。
VictoriaturnedtoMr。Rangely,whohadbeenadeeplyinterestedspectatortothisscene。
“Alittlewaydownthestreet,ontheotherside,Dr。Tredwaylives。Youwillseehissign。“
“Andifheisn\'tin,gotothehospital。It\'sonlyafewdoorsfartheron。“
“I\'llwait,“saidVictoria,simply,whenhehadgone;“myfatherwillwishtoknowaboutMr。Vane。“
“Holdon,“saidHilary,“Ihaven\'tanyuseforadoctor——Iwon\'tseeone。
Iknowwhatthetroubleis,andI\'mallright。“
Victoriabecameaware——forthefirsttimethatHilaryVane\'shousekeeperhadnotmoved;thatEuphrasiaCottonwasstillstaringatherinamostdisconcertingmanner,andwaspayingnoattentionwhatevertoHilary。
“Comeinandsetdown,“shesaid;andseeingVictoriaglanceatHilary\'shorse,sheadded,“Oh,he\'llstandtheretilldoomsday。“
Victoria,thinkingthatthesituationwouldbelessawkward,acceptedtheinvitation,andEuphrasiashutthedoor。Thehall,owingtothefactthattheshuttersofthewindowsbythestairswerealwaysclosed,wasinsemidarkness。Victorialongedtoletinthelight,totakethisstrange,dried-uphousekeeperandshakeherintosomesemblanceofnaturalfeeling。AndthiswasAusten\'shome!Itwastothishouse,madegloomybythesepeople,thathehadreturnedeverynight!Infinitelydepressed,shefeltthatshemusttakesomeaction,orcryaloud。
“Mr。Vane,“shesaid,layingahanduponhisshoulder,“Ithinkyouought,atleast,toliedownforalittlewhile。Isn\'tthereasofain——
intheparlour?“sheaskedEuphrasia。
“Youcan\'tgethimtodoanything,“Euphrasiareplied,withdecision;
“he\'lldiesomedayforwantofalittlecommonsense。Ishouldn\'twonderifhewastookonsoon。“
“Oh!“criedVictoria。Shecouldthinkofnowordstoanswerthisremark。
“Itwouldn\'tsurpriseme,“Euphrasiacontinued。“Hefelldownthestairsherenotlongago,andwentrightonabouthisbusiness。He\'sneverpaidanyattentiontoanybody,andIguessit\'samitelatetoexpecthimtobeginnow。Won\'tyousetdown?“
Therewasanotherchairagainstthelowwainscoting,andVictoriadrewitoverbesideHilaryandsatdowninit。Hedidnotseemtonoticetheaction,andEuphrasiacontinuedtostand。Standingseemedtobethenaturalpostureofthisremarkablewoman,Victoriathought——apostureofvigilance,ofdefiance。AclockofoneoftheAustengrandfathersstoodobscurelyatthebackofthehall,andthemeasuredswingofitspendulumwasallthatbrokethesilence。ThiswasAusten\'shome。Itseemedimpossibleforhertorealizethathecouldbetheproductofthisenvironment——untilaportraitontheoppositewall,abovethestairs,cameoutofthegloomandcaughthereyeliketheglowoflight。Atfirst,becomingawareofitwithastart,shethoughtitalikenessofAustenhimself。Thenshesawthatthehairwaslonger,andmorewavythanhis,andfelldownalittleoverthevelvetcollarofacoatwithawidelapelandbrassbuttons,andthattheoriginalofthisportraithadwornastock。ThefacehadnotquitethestrengthofAusten\'s,shethought,butawondroussweetnessandintellectshonefromit,likeanexpressionshehadseenonhisface。Thechinrestedonthehand,anintellectualhand,——andtheportraitbroughttohermindthatofayoungEnglishstatesmanshehadseenintheNationalGalleryinLondon。
“That\'sChanningAusten,——hewasministertoSpain。“
Victoriastarted。ItwasEuphrasiawhowasspeaking,andunmistakablepridewasinhervoice。
FortunatelyforVictoria,whowouldnotintheleasthaveknownwhattoreply,stepswereheardontheporch,andEuphrasiaopenedthedoor。Mr。
Rangelyhadreturned。
“Here\'sthedoctor,MissFlint,“hesaid,“andI\'llwaitforyououtside。“
VictoriaroseasyoungDr。Tredwaycameforward。Theywereoldfriends,andthedoctor,itmayberecalled,hadbeenchieflyresponsibleforthepreservationofthelifeofMr。ZebulunMeader。
“Ihavesentforyou,Doctor,“shesaid,“againstinstructionsandonmyownresponsibility。Mr。Vaneisill,althoughherefusestoadmitit。“
Dr。TredwayhadarespectforVictoriaandheropinions,andheknewHilary。Heopenedthedooralittlewider,andlookedcriticallyatMr。
Vane。
“It\'snothingbutaspell,“Hilaryinsisted。“I\'vehad\'embefore。I
supposeit\'snaturalthattheyshouldscarethewomen-folkssome。“
“Whatkindofaspellwasit,Mr。Vane?“askedthedoctor。
“Itisn\'tworthtalkingabout,“saidHilary。“Youmightaswellpickupthatcaseofyoursandgohomeagain。I\'mgoingdowntothesquareinalittlewhile。“
“Yousee,“Euphrasiaputin,“he\'smadeuphismindtokillhimself。“
“Perhaps,“saidthedoctor,smilingalittle,“Mr。Vanewouldn\'tobjecttoMissFlinttellingmewhathappened。“
Victoriaglancedatthedoctorandhesitated。HersympathyforHilary,hernewunderstandingofhim,urgedheron——andyetneverinherlifehadshebeenmadetofeelsodistinctlyanintruder。Herewasthedoctor,withhiscase;herewasthisextraordinaryhousekeeper,apparentlyreadytoletHilarywalktothesquare,ifhewished,andtoshutthedoorontheirbacks;andherewasHilaryhimself,whothreatenedatanymomenttomakehiswordgoodanddepartfromtheirmidst。OnlythefactthatshewasconvincedthatHilarywasinrealdangermadeherrelate,inafewbriefwords,whathadoccurred,andwhenshehadfinishedMr。Vanemadenocommentwhatever。
Dr。TredwayturnedtoHilary。
“Iamgoingtotakeameanadvantageofyou,Mr。Vane,“hesaid,“andsithereawhileandtalktoyon。Wouldyouobjecttowaitingalittlewhile,MissFlint?Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,“headdedsignificantly,“andthismeetingwillsavemeatriptoFairview。“
“CertainlyI\'llwait,“shesaid。
“Youcancomealongwithme,“saidEuphrasia,“ifyou\'veanotionto。“
Victoriawasoftwomindswhethertoacceptthisinvitation。Shehadanintensedesiretogetoutside,butthiswascounter-balancedbyasuddencuriositytoseemoreofthisstrangewomanwholovedbutonepersonintheworld。TomGaylordhadtoldVictoriathat。ShefollowedEuphrasiatothebackofthehall。
“There\'stheparlour,“saidEuphrasia;“it\'sneverbe\'nusedsinceMrs。
Vanedied,——butthereitis。“
“Oh,“saidVictoria,withaglanceintotheshadowydepthsoftheroom,“pleasedon\'topenitforme。Can\'twego,“sheadded,withaninspiration,“can\'twegointo——thekitchen?“SheknewitwasEuphrasia\'splace。
“Well,“saidEuphrasia,“Ishouldn\'thavethoughtyou\'dcaremuchaboutkitchens。“Andsheledthewayonward;throughthelittlepassage,totheroomwhereshehadspentmostofherdays。Itwasfloodedwithlevel,yellowraysoflightthatseemedtobesearchingthecornersinvainfordust。Victoriapausedinthedoorway。
“I\'mafraidyoudomeaninjustice,“shesaid。“Ilikesomekitchens。“
“Youdon\'tlookasifyouknewmuchabout\'em,“wasEuphrasia\'sanswer。
WithVictoriaonceagaininthelight,Euphrasiascrutinizedherwithappallingfrankness,takingineverydetailofhercostumeandatlengthraisinghereyestothegirl\'sface。Victoriacoloured。Onhervisitsaboutthecountry-sideshehadmetwomenofEuphrasia\'stypebefore,andhadlongagoceasedtobedismayedbytheirmanner。ButherinstinctdetectedinEuphrasiaahostilityforwhichshecouldnotaccount。
Inthatsimplebutexquisitegownwhichsosubtlysuitedher,thecreationofwhichhadarousedtheartistinacelebratedParisiandressmaker,Victoriawas,indeed,astrangevisitantinthatkitchen。
Shetookaseatbythewindow,andaninvoluntaryexclamationofpleasureescapedherashereyesfelluponthelittle,old-fashionedflowergardenbeneathit。TheactandtheexclamationforthemomentdisarmedEuphrasia。
“TheywereSarahAusten\'s——Mrs。Vane\'s,“sheexplained,“justassheplantedthemtheyearshedied。I\'vealwayskept\'emjustso。“
“Mrs。Vanemusthavelovedflowers,“saidVictoria。
“Loved\'em!Theywereeverythingtoher——andthewildflowers,too。Sheusedtowanderoffandspendwholedaysinthecountry,andcomebackaftersunsetwithherarmsfull。“
“Itwasnaturesheloved,“saidVictoria,inalowvoice。
“Thatwasit——nature,“saidEuphrasia。“Shelovedallnature。Therewasn\'taliving,creepingthingthatwasn\'therfriend。I\'veseenbirdseatoutofherhandinthatwindowwhereyou\'resettin\',andshe\'dsaytome,\'Phrasie,keepstill!They\'dloveyou,too,iftheyonlyknewyou,butthey\'reafraidyou\'llscrub\'emifyougetholdofthem,thewayyouusedtoscrubme。\'“
Victoriasmiled——butitwasasmilethathadtearsinit。EuphrasiaCottonwasstandingintheshaftofsunlightattheotherwindow,staringatthelittlegarden。
“Yes,sheusedtosayfunnythingslikethat,tomakeyoulaughwhenyouwereallreadytocry。Therewasn\'tmanyfolksunderstoodher。Shekneweverypathandhilltopwithinmilesofhere,andeverybrookandspring,andsheusedtotalkaboutthatmountainjustasifitwasalive。“
Victoriacaughtherbreath。
“Yes,“continuedEuphrasia,“themountainwasaliveforher。\'He\'sangryto-day,Phrasie。That\'sbecause,youlostyourtemperandscoldedHilary。\'It\'saqueerthing,buttherehavebeenhundredsoftimessincewhenheneededscoldin\'bad,andI\'velookedatthemountainandheldmytongue。ItwasjustasifIsawherwiththathalf-whimsical,half-
reproachfulexpressioninhereyes,holdingupherfingeratme。Andtherewereothermorningswhenshe\'dsay,\'Themountain\'slonesometoday,hewantsme。\'AndIvow,I\'dlookatthemountainanditwouldseemlonesome。Thatsoundslikenonsense,don\'tit?“Euphrasiademanded,withasuddensharpness。
“No,“saidVictoria,“itseemsveryrealtome。“
Thesimplicity,theveryringoftruth,andabovealltheabsolutelackofself-consciousnessinthegirl\'sanswersustainedthespell。
“She\'dgowhenthemountaincalledher,itdidn\'tmakeanydifferencewhetheritwasraining——rainneverappearedtodoheranyhurt。Nothin\'
naturaleverdidheranyhurt。Whenshewasalittlechildflittin\'
aboutlikeawildcreature,andshe\'dcomeindrenchedtotheskin,itwasallIcoulddotocatchherandchangeherclothes。She\'dlaughatme。\'We\'remeanttobewetonceinawhile,Phrasie,\'she\'dsay;\'that\'swhattherain\'sfor,towetus。Itwashessomeofthewickednessoutofus。\'Itwastheunnaturalthingsthathurther——theunkindwordsandmakin\'heractagainsthernature。\'Phrasie,\'shesaidonce,\'Ican\'tprayinthemeeting-housewithmyeyesshut——Ican\'t,Ican\'t。Iseemtoknowwhatthey\'reallwishingforwhentheypray,——formoreriches,andmorecomfort,andmoresecurity,andmoreimportance。AndGodissuchalongwayoff。Ican\'tfeelHim,andthepewhurtsmyback。\'Sheusedtoreadmesome,outofabookofpoetry,andoneverseIgotbyheart——I
guessherprayerswerelikethat。“
“Doyou——remembertheverse?“askedVictoria。
Euphrasiawenttoalittleshelfinthecornerofthekitchenandproducedabook,which,sheopenedandhandedtoVictoria。
“There\'stheverse!“shesaid;“readitaloud。Iguessyou\'rebetteratthatthanIam。“
AndVictoriaread:——
“HigherstillandhigherFromtheearththouspringestLikeacloudoffire;
Thebluedeepthouwingest,Andsingingstilldostsoar,andsoaringeversingest。“
Victorialetfallthevolumeonherlap。
“There\'sanotherverseinthatbooksheliked,“saidEuphrasia,“butitalwayswassadtome。“
Victoriatookthebook,andreadagain:——
“Wearywind,whowanderestLiketheworld\'srejectedguest,HastthoustillsomesecretnestOnthetreeorbillow?“
Euphrasialaidthevolumetenderlyontheshelf,andturnedandfacedVictoria。
“Shewasunhappylikethatbeforeshedied,“sheexclaimed,andadded,withaflingofherheadtowardsthefrontofthehouse,“hekilledher。“
“Oh,no!“criedVictoria,involuntarilyrisingtoherfeet。“Oh,no!
I\'msurehedidn\'tmeanto。Hedidn\'tunderstandher!“
“Hekilledher,“Euphrasiarepeated。“Whydidn\'theunderstandher?Shewasjustassimpleasachild,andjustastrusting,andjustasloving。
Hemadeherunhappy,andnowhe\'sdrivenhersonoutofherhouse,andmadehimunhappy。He\'sallofherIhaveleft,andIwon\'tseehimunhappy。“
Victoriasummonedhercourage。
“Don\'tyouthink,“sheaskedbravely,“thatMr。AustenVaneoughttobetoldthathisfatheris——inthiscondition?“
“No,“saidEuphrasia,determinedly。“Hilarywillhavetosendforhim。
Thistimeit\'llbeAusten\'svictory。“
“Buthasn\'thehad——avictory?“Victoriapersistedearnestly。“Isn\'tthis——victoryenough?“
“Whatdoyoumean?“Euphrasiacriedsharply。
“Imean,“sheanswered,inalowvoice,“ImeanthatMr。Vane\'ssonisresponsibleforhisconditionto-day。Oh——notconsciouslyso。Butthecauseofthistroubleismental——can\'tyouseeit?Thecauseofthistroubleisremorse。Can\'tyouseethatithaseatenintohissoul?Doyouwishagreatervictorythanthis,orasadderone?HilaryVanewillnotaskforhisson——becausehecannot。Hehasnomorepowertosendthatmessagethanamanshipwreckedonanisland。Hecanonlygivesignalsofdistress——thatsomemayheed。WouldShehavewaitedforsuchavictoryasyoudemand?AnddoesAustenVanedesireit?Don\'tyouthinkthathewouldcometohisfatherifheknew?Andhaveyouanyrighttokeepthenewsfromhim?Haveyouanyrighttodecidewhattheirvengeanceshallbe?“
Euphrasiahadstoodmuteasshelistenedtothesewordswhichshehadsolittleexpected,buthereyesflashedandherbreathcamequickly。Neverhadshebeensospokento!NeverhadanylivingsoulcomebetweenherandhercherishedobjectthebreakingoftheheartofHilaryVane!Nor,indeed,hadthatobjecteverbeensoplainlysetforthasVictoriahadsetitforth。AndthiswomanwhodaredtodothishadherselfbroughtunhappinesstoAusten。Euphrasiahadalmostforgottenthat,suchhadbeenthestrangeharmonyoftheircommunion。
“HaveyoutherighttotellAusten?“shedemanded。
“HaveI?“Victoriarepeated。Andthen,asthefullmeaningofthequestioncametoher;thecolourfloodedintoherface,andshewouldhavefled,ifshecould,budEuphrasia\'swordscameinatorrent。
“You\'vemadehimunhappy,aswellasHilary。Helovesyou——buthewouldn\'tspeakofittoyou。Oh,no,hedidn\'ttellmewhoitwas,butI
neverrestedtillIfoundout。Heneverwouldhavetoldmeaboutitatall,oranybodyelse,butthatIguessedit。Isawhewasunhappy,andI
calculateditwasn\'tHilaryalonemadehimso。Onenighthecameinhere,andIknewallatonce——somehow——therewasawomantoblame,andI
askedhim,andhecouldn\'tlietome。Hesaiditwasn\'tanybody\'sfaultbuthisown——hewouldn\'tsayanymorethanthat,exceptthathehadn\'tspokentoher。Ialwaysexpectedthetimewascomingwhentherewouldbe——awoman。AndIneverthoughtthewomanlivedthathe\'dlovewhowouldn\'tlovehim。Ican\'tseehowanywomancouldhelplovin\'him。
“AndthenIfoundoutitwasthatrailroad。ItcamebetweenSarahAustenandherhappiness,andnowit\'scomebetweenAustenandhis。Perhapsyoudon\'tlovehim!“criedEuphrasia。“Perhapsyou\'retoorichandhighandmighty。Perhapsyou\'rea-goingtomarrythatfineyoungmanwhocamewithyouinthebuggy。SinceIheardwhoyouwas,Ihaven\'thadahappyhour。Letmetellyouthere\'snobetterbloodinthelandthantheAustenblood。Iwon\'tmentiontheVanes。Ifyou\'veledhimon,ifyou\'vedeceivedhim,IhopeyoumaybeunhappyasSarahAustenwas——“
“Don\'t!“pleadedVictoria;“don\'t!Pleasedon\'t!“andsheseizedEuphrasiabythearms,asthoughseekingbyphysicalforcetostoptheintolerableflowofwords。“Oh,youdon\'tknowme;youcan\'tunderstandmeifyousaythat。Howcanyoubesocruel?“
Inanothermomentshehadgone,leavingEuphrasiastandinginthemiddleofthefloor,staringafterherthroughthedoorway。
CHAPTERXXVI
THEFOCUSOFWRATH
Victoria,afterleavingEuphrasia,madeherwayaroundthehousetowardsMr。Rangely,whowaswaitingintherunabout,heronedesireforthemomentbeingtoescape。Beforeshehadreachedthesidewalkunderthetrees,Dr。Tredwayhadinterruptedher。
“MissFlint,“hecalledout,“Iwantedtosayawordtoyoubeforeyouwent。“
“Yes,“shesaid,stoppingandturningtohim。
Hepausedamomentbeforespeaking,ashelookedintoherface。
“Idon\'twonderthishasupsetyoualittle,“hesaid;“areactionalwayscomesafterwards——evenwiththestrongestofus。“
“Iamallright,“shereplied,unconsciouslyrepeatingHilary\'swords。
“HowisMr。Vane?“
“Youhavedoneasplendidthing,“saidthedoctor,gravely。Andhecontinued,afteramoment:“ItisMr。VaneIwantedtospeaktoyouabout。Heisanintimatefriend,Ibelieve,ofyourfather\'s,aswellasMr。Flint\'sright-handmanin——inabusinesswayinthisState。Mr。Vanehimselfwillnotlistentoreason。Ihavetoldhimplainlythatifhedoesnotdropallbusinessatonce,thechancesaretentoonethathewillforfeithislifeveryshortly。Iunderstandthatthereisa——aconventiontobeheldatthecapitalthedayafterto-morrow,andthatitisMr。Vane\'sfirmintentiontoattendit。Itakethelibertyofsuggestingthatyoulaythesefactsbeforeyourfather,asMr。FlintprobablyhasmoreinfluencewithHilaryVanethananyotherman。
“However,“headded,seeingVictoriahesitate,“ifthereisanyreasonwhyyoushouldnotcaretospeaktoMr。Flint——“
“Oh,no,“saidVictoria;“I\'llspeaktohim,certainly。Iwasgoingtoaskyou——haveyouthoughtofMr。AustenVane?Hemightbeabletodosomething。“
“Ofcourse,“saidthedoctor,afteramoment,“itisanopensecretthatAustenandhisfatherhave——have,inshort,neveragreed。Theyarenotnowonspeakingterms。“
“Don\'tyouthink,“askedVictoria,summoninghercourage,“thatAustenVaneoughttobetold?“
“Yes,“thedoctorrepeateddecidedly,“Iamsureofit。EverybodywhoknowsAustenVaneasIdohasthegreatestadmirationforhim。YouprobablyrememberhiminthatMeadercase,——heisn\'tamanonewouldbelikelytoforget,——andIknowthatthisquarrelwithhisfatherisn\'tofAusten\'sseeking。“
“Oughtn\'thetobetold——atonce?“saidVictoria。
“Yes,“saidthedoctor;“timeisvaluable,andwecan\'tpredictwhatHilarywilldo。Atanyrate,Austenoughttoknow——butthetroubleis,he\'satJenney\'sfarm。ImethimonthewayouttherejustbeforeyourfriendtheEnglishmancaughtme。AndunfortunatelyIhaveacasewhichI
cannotneglect。ButIcansendwordtohim。“
“IknowwhereJenney\'sfarmis,“saidVictoria;“I\'lldrivehomethatway。“
“Well,“exclaimedDr。Tredway,heartily,“that\'sgoodofyou。SomebodywhoknowsHilary\'ssituationoughttoseehim,andIcanthinkofnobettermessengerthanyou。“
Andhehelpedherintotherunabout。
YoungMr。Rangelybeingagentleman,herefrainedfromaskingVictoriaquestionsonthedriveoutofRipton,andexpressedthegreatestwillingnesstoaccompanyheronthiserrandandtoseeherhomeafterwards。Hehadbeendeeplyimpressed,buthefeltinstinctivelythataftersuchaseriousoccurrence,thiswasnotthetimetocontinuetogivehintsofhisadmiration。HehadheardinEnglandthatmanyAmericanwomenwhomhewouldbelikelytomeetsociallyweresuperficialandpleasure-loving;andArthurRangelycameofafamilywhichhadlongbeencitedasavindicationofagovernmentbyaristocracy,——afamilywhichhadnevershirkedresponsibilities。ItisnottoomuchtosaythathehadpicturedVictoriaamonghisfuturetenantry;shehadappealedtohimfirstasawoman,buttheincidentoftheafternoonhadrevealedhertohim,asitwere,underfire。
Theyspokequietlyofplacestheybothhadvisited,ofpeoplewhomtheyknewincommon,untiltheycametothehills——theverythresholdofParadiseonthatSeptemberevening。ThosehillsneverfailedtomoveVictoria,andtheyweregarnishedthiseveninginnoearthlycolours,——
rose-lightedonthebillowywesternpastureslopesandpearlinthedeepcleftsofthestreams,andthelordlyformofSawanecshroudedinindigoagainstaflameoforange。Andorangefainted,bythesubtlestofcolourchanges,toazureinwhichswam,soconfidently,asilvereveningstar。
InsilencetheydrewupbeforeMr。Jenney\'sancestraltrees,andthroughthedeepeningshadowsbeneaththesethewindowsofthefarm-houseglowedwithwelcominglight。AtVictoria\'sbiddingMr。RangelyknockedtoaskforAustenVane,andAustenhimselfansweredthesummons。Heheldabookinhishand,andasRangelyspokeshesawAusten\'slookturnquicklytoher,andmetitthroughthegatheringgloombetweenthem。Inaninstanthewasatherside,lookingupquestioninglyintoherface,andthetelltalebloodleapedintohers。Whatmusthethinkofherforcomingagain?Shecouldnotspeakofhererrandtooquickly。
“Mr。Vane,Icametoleaveamessage。“
“Yes?“hesaid,andglancedatthebroad-shouldered,well-groomedfigureofMr。Rangely,whowasstandingatadiscreetdistance。
“Yourfatherhashadanattackofsomekind,——pleasedon\'tbealarmed,heseemstoberecoverednow,——andIthoughtandDr。Tredwaythoughtyououghttoknowaboutit。ThedoctorcouldnotleaveRipton,andIofferedtocomeandtellyou。“
“Anattack?“herepeated。
“Yes。“HilaryandsherelatedsimplyhowshehadfoundHilaryatFairview,andhowshehaddrivenhimhome。But,duringthewholeofherrecital,shecouldnotridherselfoftheapprehensionthathewasthinkingherinterferenceunwarranted,hercominganindelicaterepetitionoftheothervisit。Ashestoodtherelisteninginthegatheringdusk,shecouldnottellfromhisfacewhathethought。Hisexpression,whenserious,hadadetermined,combative,almostgrimnoteinit,whichcamefromahabithehadofclosinghisjawtightly;andhiseyeswereliketroubledskiesthroughwhichtheretrembledanoccasionalflashoflight。
Victoriahadneverfelthisforcesostronglyasnow,andneverhadheseemedmoredistant;attimes——shehadthought——shehadhadglimpsesofhissoul;to-nighthewasinscrutable,andneverhadsherealizedthepowerwhichshebadknownhemustpossessofmakinghimselfso。Andtoher?Herprideforbadeherrecallingatthatmomenttheconfidenceswhichhadpassedbetweenthemandwhichnowseemedtohavebeensoimpossible。Hewasseriousbecausehewaslisteningtoseriousnews——shetoldherself。Butitwasmorethanthis:hehadshuthimselfup,hewasimpenetrable。Shameseizedher;yes,andanger;andshameagainattheremembranceofhertalkwithEuphrasia——andangeroncemore。Couldhethinkthatshewouldmakeadvancestotempthishonour,andriskhisgoodopinionandherown?
Confidenceislikealute-string,givingforthsweetsoundsinitsperfection;therearenonesodiscordantaswhenitsnaps。
VictoriascarcelyheardAusten\'sacknowledgmentsofherkindness,soperfunctorydidtheyseem,sounlikethemanshehadknown;andherownprotestationsthatshehaddonenothingtomerithisthanksweretoherquiteasunreal。SheintroducedhimtotheEnglishman。
“Mr。Rangelyhasbeengoodenoughtocomewithme,“shesaid。
“I\'veneverseenanybodyactwithmorepresenceofmindthanMissFlint,“
Rangelydeclared,asheshookAusten\'shand。“Shedidjusttherightthing,withoutwastinganytimewhatever。“
“I\'msureofit,“saidAusten,cordiallyenough。ButtoVictoria\'skeenerear,othertoneswhichshehadheardatothertimeswerelacking。
Norcouldshe,cleverasshewas,seethepalpablereasonstandingbeforeher!
“Isay,“saidRangely,astheydroveaway,“hestrikesmeasaremarkablysoundchap,MissFlint。Thereissomethingunusualabouthim,somethingcleancut。“
“I\'veheardotherpeoplesayso,“Victoriareplied。Forthefirsttimesinceshehadknownhim,praiseofAustenwaspainfultoher。Whatwasthiscuriousattractionthatrousedtheinterestofallwhocameincontactwithhim?Thedoctorhadit,Mr。Redbrook,JabeJenney,——evenHamiltonTooting,sheremembered。Andheattractedwomenaswellasmen——
itmustbeso。Certainlyherowninterestinhim——amanbeyondtheradiusofhersphere——andtheirencountershadbeenstrangeenough!Andmustshegoonallherlifehearingpraisesofhim?Ofonethingshewassure——whowasnot?——thatAustenVanehadafuture。Hewasthetypeofmanwhichisinevitablyimpelledintoplacesoftrust。
Manlymen,asarule,donotunderstandwomen。Theyhumourthemblindly,seektocomfortthem——iftheyweep——withcaresses,laughwiththemiftheyhaveleisure,andrespecttheircuriousandunaccountablemoodsbykeepingoutoftheway。SuchahusbandwasArthurRangelydestinedtomake;amanwhohadseenanynumberofwomenandunderstoodnone,——aswondrousmechanisms。Hehadmerelyacquiredthefacultyofappraisal,althoughthisdoesnotmeanthathewasincapableoffallinginlove。
Mr。RangelycouldnotaccountforthesuddenaccessofgayetyinVictoria\'smannerastheydrovetoFairviewthroughthedarkness,nordidhetry。Hetookwhatthegodssenthim,andwasthankful。WhenhereachedFairviewhewasaskedtodinner,ashecouldnotpossiblygetbacktotheInnintime。Mr。FlinthadgonetoSumnerwiththeengineers,leavingorderstobemetattheEastTunbridgestationatten;
andMrs。Flint,stillconvalescent,haddinedinhersittingroom。
Victoriasatoppositeherguestinthebigdiningroom,andMr。Rangelypronouncedtheoccasiondecidedlyjolly。Hehad,heproclaimed,withtheexceptionofMr。Vane\'sdeplorableaccident,neverspentabetterdayinhislife。
Victoriawonderedatherownspirits,whichwerefeverish,asshelistenedtotransatlanticgossipaboutgirlsshehadknownwhohadmarriedMr。Rangely\'sfriends,andstoriesofWestminsterandSouthAfrica,andcertainexperiencesofMr。Rangely\'satotherplacesthanLeithontheAmericancontinent,whichhehadgrownsufficientlyconfidentialtorelate。Attimes,liftinghereyestohimashesatsmokingafterdinnerontheothersideofthelibraryfire,shealmostdoubtedhisexistence。Hehadcomeintoherlifeatoneo\'clockthatday——itseemedaneternitysince。Andasubconsciousvoice,heardbutnotheeded,toldherthatintheawakeningfromthiscuriousdreamhewouldbeassociatedinhermemorywithtragedy,justasatuneorabookoragameofcardsremindsoneofpainfulperiodsofone\'sexistence。
To-morrowthe——episodewouldbeanightmare;to-nightheronedesirewastoprolongit。
AndpoorMr。Rangelylittleimaginedtheparthewasplaying——aslittleashedeservedit。Reluctanttoleave,proprietyimpelledhimtoaskforatrapatten,anditwashalfpastbeforehefinallymadehisexitfromtheroomwithapromisetopayhisrespectssoon——verysoon。
Victoriastoodbeforethefirelisteningtothesoundofthewheelsgraduallygrowingfainter,andhermindrefusedtowork。HanoverStreet,Mr。Jenney\'sfarm-house,wereunrealitiestoo。Tenminuteslater——ifshehadmarkedtheinterval——camethesoundofwheelsagain,thistimegrowinglouder。Thensheheardavoiceinthehall,herfather\'svoice。
“Towers,whowasthat?“
“Ayounggentleman,sir,whodrovehomewithMissVictoria。Ididn\'tgethisname,sir。“
“HasMissVictoriaretired?“
“She\'sinthelibrary,sir。Herearesometelegrams,Mr。Flint。“
Victoriaheardherfathertearingopenthetelegramsandwalkingtowardsthelibrarywithslowstepsashereadthem。Shedidnotstirfromherplacebeforethefire。Shesawhimenterand,withacharacteristicmovementwhichhadbecomealmosthabitualoflate,crushthetelegramsinfrontofhimwithbothhands。
“Well,Victoria?“hesaid。
“Well,father?“
Itwascharacteristicofhim,too,thatheshouldmomentarilydroptheconversation,unraveltheballoftelegrams,readone,crushthemoncemore,——aprocessthatseemedtogivehimrelief。Heglancedathisdaughter——shehadnotmoved。WhateverMr。Flint\'soriginalcharactermayhavebeeninhislong-forgottenyouthonthewind-swepthillfarminTruro,hismethodsofattacklackeddirectnessnow;perhapsalongbusinessandpoliticalexperiencewereresponsibleforthistrait。
“Yourmotherdidn\'tcomedowntodinner,Isuppose。“
“No,“saidVictoria。
Simpsontellsmetheyoungbullgotlooseandcuthimselfbadly。Hesaysit\'sthefaultoftheEbenFitchyougotmetohire。“
“Idon\'tbelieveitwasEben\'sfault——Simpsondoesn\'tlikehim,“Victoriareplied。
“SimpsontellsmeFitchdrinks。“
“Letamangetabadname,“saidVictoria,“andSimpsonwilltakecarethathedoesn\'tloseit。“Theunexpectednecessityofdefendingoneofherprotegesarousedher。“I\'vemadeitapointtoseeEbeneverydayforthelastthreemonths,andhehasn\'ttouchedadrop。He\'soneofthebestworkerswehaveontheplace。“
“I\'vegottoomuchonmymindtoputupwiththatkindofthing,“saidMr。Flint,“andIwon\'tbeworriedhereontheplace。Icangetcapablementotendcattle,atleast。Ihavetoputupwithpoliticalrascalswhorobanddeceivemeassoonasmybackisturned,Ihavetoputupwithinefficiencyandsenility,butIwon\'thaveitathome。“
“Fitchwillbetransferredtothegardenerifyouthinkbest,“shesaid。