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  \"Theoneperfectthingaboutme,\"shesaidwithcloselycutprecision,\"ismyhealth。Ihaven\'tthefaintestnotionwhatitmeanstobeill。IammerelywaitingfortheconversationtotakeaIturnwhereIcanjoininitintelligently。\"

  \"Why,blessthechild!\"exclaimedLinda。\"Can\'tyoutalkintelligentlyaboutasuitablelocationforahome?Onwhatsubjectisawomansupposedtobeintelligentifsheisnotatherbestonthethemeofhome。Ifyoureallyarenotinterestedyouhadbetterbegintopolishup,becauseitappealstomethattheworldgoesjustsofarinonedirection,andthenitwhirlstotheright-aboutandgoesequallyasfarintheoppositedirection。IfDaddywerelivingIthinkhewouldsaywehavereachedthelimitwithapartmenthousehomesminusfireplaces,withrestaurantdiningminusablessing,withjazzmusicminusmelody,withjazzdancingminusgrace,withnationalprogressminuscradles。\"

  \"Linda!\"criedEileenindignantly。

  \"Goodgracious!\"criedLinda。\"DoIgettheshillalahforthat?

  Weren\'tallofusrockedincradles?IthinkthatthependulumhasswungfaranditistimetoswingbacktowhereonemanandonewomanchooseanylittlespotonGod\'sfootstool,buildanestandplantheirlivesinaccordwithpersonaldesireandinclinationinsteadofapingtheirneighbors。\"

  \"Bravo!\"criedHenryAnderson。\"MissLinda,ifyouseeanysuitablespot,andyouthinkIwouldserveforabug-catcher,won\'tyoupleasestakethelocation?\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tknowaboutthat,\"saidLinda。\"Woulditbetheoldcaseof\'Ifurnishthebreadandyoufurnishthewater\'?\"

  \"No,\"saidPeterMorrison,\"itwouldnot。Henryisdoingmightywell。Iguaranteethathewouldfurnishacowthatwouldproducerealcream。\"

  \"Howjoyous!\"saidLinda。\"Ifeelquitecompetenttomanagethebreadquestion。We\'llcallthatsettledthen。WhenInextcastanappraisingeyeovermybelovedvalley,Ishan\'tselectthechoicestspotinitforPeterMorrisontowriteabookin;andI

  wanttowarnyoupeoplewhenyougohuntingtokeepamileawayfromMarian\'splot。Shehashadherlocationstakedfromchildhoodandhasworkedonherdreamhouseuntilshehasitallreadytoputtheiceinthechestandscratchthematchforthelivingroomfire-logs。Theonethingshewon\'tevertelliswhereherlocationis,butwhereveritis,PeterMorrison,don\'tyoudaretakeit。\"

  \"Iwouldn\'tfortheworld,\"saidPeterMorrisongravely。\"IfMissThornewilltellmeevenonwhichsideofthevalleyherlocationlies,Iwillagreetostayontheotherside。\"

  \"Wellthereisonethingyoucandependupon,\"saidtheirrepressibleLindabeforeMarianhadtimetospeak。\"Itissuretobeonthesunnyside。EverylivingsoulinCaliforniaislookingforaplaceinthesun。\"

  \"ThenIwillmakeanoteofit,\"saidPeterMorrison。\"Butisn\'tthereenoughsuninallthislovelyvalleythatImayhaveaplaceinittoo?\"

  \"Yougostraightaheadandselectanylocationyoulike,\"saidMarian。\"Igiveyouthefreedomofthevalley。There\'snotonechanceintenthousandthatyouwouldfindorseeanythingattractiveabouttheonesecludedspotIhavealwayshopedI

  mightsomedayown。\'

  \"Thisisnotfooling,then?\"askedPeterMorrison。\"Youtrulyhaveaplaceselectedwhereyouwouldliketolive?\"

  \"Shetrulyhasthespotselectedandshetrulyhasthehouseonpaperandittrulyisahouseofdreams,\"saidLinda。\"Idreamaboutitmyself。Whenshebuildsitandlivesinitawhileandfindsoutallthethingsthatarewrongwithit,thenIamgoingtobuildonelikeit,onlyIshalleliminateallthemistakesshehasmade。\"

  \"Ihaveoftenwondered,\"saidHenryAnderson,\"ifsuchathingeverhappenedasthatpeoplebuiltahouseandlivedinit,saytenyears,anddidnotfindonesinglethingaboutitthattheywouldchangeiftheyhadittobuildoveragain。Ineverhaveheardofsuchacase。Haveanyofyou?\"

  \"Iamsurenoonehas,\"saidJohnGilmanmeditatively,\"andit\'saqueerthing。Ican\'tseewhypeopledon\'tplanahousethewaytheywantitbeforetheybuild。\"

  Marianturnedtohim——thesameMarianhehadfalleninlovewithwhentheywerechildren。

  \"Mightn\'titbe,\"sheasked,\"thatitisduetochangingconditionscausedbytherapiddevelopmentofscienceandinvention?Ifonehadbuiltthemostperfecthousepossiblefiveyearsagoandlearnedtodaythatinfinitelysuperiorlightingandheatinglandlivingfacilitiescouldbeinstalledatmuchlessexpenseandfargreaterconvenience,don\'tyouthinkthatonewouldwanttochange?Isn\'tlifeaseriesofchanges?Mustn\'tonebechangingconstantlytokeepabreastofone\'sdayandage?\"

  \"Why,surely,\"answeredGilman,\"andnodoubtthereinliesatleastpartoftheanswertoAnderson\'squestion。\"

  \"Andthen,\"addedMarian,\"thingshappeninfamilies。Sometimesmorebabiesthantheyexpectcometonewlymarriedpeopleandtheyrequiremoreroom。\"

  \"Mygoodness,yes!\"brokeinLinda。\"JustlookatSylviaTownsend——twinstobeginwith。\"

  \"Linda!\"breathedEileen,aghast。

  \"Sogladyoulikemyname,dear,\"murmuredLindasweetly。

  \"Andthen,\"continuedMarian,\"changescometootherpeopleastheyhavetome。Ican\'tsaythatIhadanyfaulttofindwitheitherthecomfortsortheconveniencesofHawthorneHouseuntilDaddyandMotherweresweptfromitatonecruelsweep;andafterthatitwasnothingtomebutahauntedhouse,andIdon\'tfeelthatIcanbeblamedforwantingtoleaveit。Iwillbegladtoknowthattherearepeoplelivinginitwhowon\'tseeabigstrongfiguremeditativelysmokingbeforethefireplaceandagraydoveofawomansittingonthearmofhischair。Iwillbeglad,ifFateiskindtomeandpeoplelikemyhouses,tocomebacktothevalleywhenIcanaffordtoandbuildmyselfahomethathasnopast——aplace,infact,whereIcanfurnishmyownghost,andifImeetmyselfonthestairsthenIwon\'tbeshockedbyme。

  \"Idon\'tthinkthereisasoulinthevalleywhoblamesyouforsellingyourhomeandgoing,Marian,\"saidLindasoberly。\"I

  thinkitwouldbefoolishifyoudidnot。\"

  Thereturntothelivingroombroughtnochange。EileenpoutedwhileLindaandMarianthoroughlyenjoyedthemselvesandgavetheguestsamostentertainingevening。SodisgruntledwasEileen,whentheyoungmenhadgone,thatsheimmediatelywenttoherroom,leavingLindaandMariantoclosethehouseandmaketheirownarrangementsforthenight。WhereuponLindadeliberatelyledMariantothecarefullydustedandflower-garnishedguestroomandinstalledherwitheverycomfortandconveniencethatthehouseafforded。Thenbringingherbrushesfromherownroom,sheandMarianmadethemselvescomfortable,visitingfarintothenight。

  \"Iwonder,\"saidLinda。\"ifPeterMorrisonwillgotoarealestatemaninthemorningandlookoverthelocationsremaininginLilacValley。\"

  \"Yes,Ithinkhewill,\"saidMarianconclusively。

  \"Itseemstome,\"saidLinda,\"thatwedidawholelotoftalkingabouthomestonight;whichremindsme,Marian,inpackinghaveyouputinyourplans?Haveyougotyourlastdraftwithyou?\"

  \"No,\"answeredMarian,\"it\'sinoneofthecases。Ihaven\'tanythingbuttwoorthreepencilsketchesfromwhichIdrewthefinalplansasInowthinkI\'llsubmitthemforthecontest。

  Wouldn\'titbeatallfeatherinmycap,Linda,ifbyanychancelIshouldwinthatprize?\"

  \"Itwouldbemorethanafeather,\"saidLinda。\"Itwouldbeawholecap,andacoattowearwithit,andadresstomatchthecoat,andslipperstomatchthedress,andsoforthjustlike\'TheHouseThatJackBuilt。\'Haveyouthosesketches,Marian?\"

  Openinghercase,Marianslidfromunderneaththegarmentsfoldedinit,severalsheetsonwhichwereroughlypenciledsketchesoftheexteriorofahouse——onthereverse,theupstairsanddownstairsfloorplans;andsittingdown,sheexplainedthesetoLinda。Thensheleftthemlyingonatable,waitingtobereturnedtohercasebeforeshereplacedherclothesinthemorning。Bothgirlswerefastasleepwhenamischievouswindslippeddownthevalley,andlightlyliftingthetopsheet,carrieditthroughthewindow,acrossthegarden,anddroppeditatthefootofahoney-drippingloquat。

  BecausetheyhadtalkeduntillateinthenightofMarian\'splansandprospectsinthecity,ofPeterMorrison\'sproposedresidenceinthevalley,ofhowlonelyLindawouldbewithoutMarian,ofeverythingconcerningtheirlivesexceptthechangeinEileenandJohnGilman,thetwogirlssleptuntillateinthemorning,sothattherewerebutafewminutesremaininginwhichMarianmightdress,haveahastybreakfastandmakehertrain。Inhelpingher,itfelltoLindatopackMarian\'scase。Sheputthedrawingsshefoundonthetableinthebottom,theclothingandbrushesontopofthem,andclosingthecase,carrieditherselfuntilshedelivereditintotheporter\'shandsasMarianboardedhertrain。

  CHAPTERIV。LindaStartsaRevolutionThelastglimpseMarianThornehadofLindawasasshestoodalone,wavingherhand,hercheeksflushed,hereyesshining,herfinalwordcheeryandencouraging。Mariansmiledandwavedinreturnuntilthetrainboreheraway。Thenshesatdownwearilyandstaredunseeinglyfromawindow。Lifedidsuchverydreadfulthingstopeople。Hergirlhoodhadbeensohappy。ThencamethedayoftheBlackShadow,butinherblackesthourshehadnotfeltalone。ShehadsupposedshewasleaningonJohnGilmanassecurelyasshehadleanedonherfather。Shehadlearned,withthelossofherfather,thatonecannotbesureofanythinginthisworldleastofallofhumanlife。YetinherdarkestdaysshehaddependedonJohnGilman。Shehadeveryreasontobelievethatitwasforherthathestruggleddailytogainafootinginhischosenprofession。Whensuccesscame,whentherewasnoreasonthatMariancouldseewhytheymightnothavebegunlifetogether,therehadcomeasubtlechangeinJohn,andthatchangehaddevelopedsorapidlythatinafewweeks\'time,shewasforcedtoadmitthatthecompanionshipandlovingattentionsthatoncehadbeenallherswerenowallEileen\'s。

  Shesatinthetrain,steadilycarryinghermileaftermilefartherfromherhome,andtriedtothinkwhathadhappenedandhowandwhyithadhappened。ShecouldnotfeelthatshehadbeenwronginherestimateofJohnGilman。HervaluationofhimhadbeentaughtherbyherfatherandmotherandbyDoctorandMrs。

  StrongandbyJohnGilmanhimself。DatingfromthetimethatDoctorStronghadpurchasedthepropertyandbuiltahomeinLilacValleybesideHawthorneHouse,MarianhadadmiredEileenandhadlovedher。Shewasseveralyearsolderthanthebeautifulgirlshehadgrownupbeside。Agehadnotmattered;

  Eileen\'sbeautyhadnotmattered。Marianwasgoodlookingherself。

  ShealwayshadknownthatEileenhadimposeduponherandwasselfishwithher,butEileen\'simpositionsweresoskillfullymaneuvered,herselfishnesswassoadorablytakenforgrantedthatMarianinretrospectionfeltthatperhapsshewasresponsibleforatleastasmallpartofit。SheneverhadbeenabletoseetheinnerworkingsofEileen\'sheart。ShewasnotcapableofunderstandingthatwhenJohnGilmanwaspoorandstrugglingEileenhadignoredhim。IthadnotoccurredtoMarianthatwhenthesuccessforwhichhestruggledbegantocomegenerously,Eileenwouldbegintocovetthemanshehadpreviouslydisdained。Shehadalwaysstriventofindfriendsamongpeopleofwealthanddistinction。HowwasMariantoknowthatwhenJohnbegantoachievewealthanddistinction,Eileenwouldcovethimalso?

  MariancouldnotknowthatEileenhadstudiedherharderthansheeverstudiedanybook,thatshehaddeliberatelysetherselftomakethemostofeverydefectoridiosyncrasyinMarian,atthesametimeofferingherselfasacharmingsubstitute。Marianwaspreparedtobethemental,thespiritual,andthephysicalmateofaman。

  Eileenwasnotpreparedtobeintruthandhonoranyofthese。

  Shewaspreparedtomakeanyemergencyoflifesubservienttoherownselfishdesires。Shewaspreparedtouseanymanwithwhomshecameincontactforthefurtheranceofanywhimthatatthehourpossessedher。Whatshewantedwasunbridledpersonalliberty,unlimitedfinancialresources。

  Marian,almostnumbedwithphysicalfatigueandweeksofmentalstrain,camerepeatedlyagainstthedeadwallofignorancewhenshetriedtofathomthechangethathadtakenplacebetweenherselfandJohnGilmanandbetweenherselfandEileen。DanielThornewasanoldermanthanDoctorStrong。Hehadaccumulatedmoreproperty。Marianhadsufficientmeansathercommandtomakeitunnecessaryforhertoacquireaprofessionorworkforherliving,butshehadalwaysbeeninterestedinandlovedtoplanhousesandhelpherfriendswithbuildingstheywereerecting。Whenthesilenceandthelonelinessofheremptyhomeenvelopedher,shehadbegun,atfirstasadistraction,toworkonthedrawingsforahomethatanarchitecthadmadeforoneofherneighbors。Shehadbeenabletosuggestsomanycomfortsandconveniences,andsotorevisetheseplansthat,atfirstinadesultoryway,laterinrealearnest,shehadbeguntodrawplansforhouses。Then,beingofmethodicalhabitandmathematicalmind,shebeganscalinguptheplansandfiguringonthecostofbuilding,andsoshehadworkeduntilshefeltthatshewasevolvinghomesthatcouldbebuiltforthesameamountofmoneyandlivedinwithmorecomfortandconveniencethanthehomesthatmanyofherfriendswerehavingplannedforthembyarchitectsofthecity。

  Toonespotinthevalleyshehadgonefromchildhoodasasecretplaceinwhichtodreamandstudy。Shehadlovedthatretreatuntilithadbecomealivingpassionwithher。ThemoreJohnGilmanneglectedher,themoresheconcentrateduponherplans,andwhenthehourcameinwhichsherealizedwhatshehadlostandwhatEileenhadwon,shereachedthedecisiontosellherhome,gotothecity,andstudyuntilsheknewwhethershereallycouldsucceedatherchosenprofession。

  Thenshewouldcomebacktothevalley,buythespotshecoveted,buildthehouseofwhichshedreamed,andinitshewouldspendtheremainderofherlifemakinghomesforthewomenwhoknewhowtoholdtheloveofmen。Whenshereachedthecityshehaddecidedthatifonecouldnothavethebestinlife,onemustbecontentwiththenextbest,andforherthenextbestwouldbehomesforotherpeople,sinceshemightnotmaterializethehomeshehaddreamedforJohnGilmanandherself。Shehadnotwantedtoleavethevalley。ShehadnotwantedtoloseJohnGilman。

  Shehadnotwantedtopartwiththehomeshehadbeenrearedin。

  Yetallofthesethingsseemedtohavebeenforceduponher。AllMarianknewtodowastosquarehershoulders,takeadeepbreath,putregretsbehindher,andmovesteadilytowardthebestfutureshecoulddeviseforherself。

  ShecarriedlettersofintroductiontotheSanFranciscoarchitects,NicholsonandSnow,whohadofferedaprizeforthebesthousethatcouldbebuiltinareasonabletimeforfifteenthousanddollars。Shemeanttoofferherplansinthiscompetition。Throughfriendsshehadsecuredacomfortableplaceinwhichtoliveandwork。Sheneedundergonohardshipsinsearchingforahome,inclothingherself,inpayingforinstructioninthecourseinarchitectureshemeanttopursue。

  ConcerningLindashecouldnotresistafeelingofexultation。

  LindawasoneofthefriendsinLilacValleyaboutwhomMariancouldthinkwholeheartedlyandlovingly。SometimesshehadbeenonthepointofmakingasuggestiontoLinda,andthenshehadcontentedherselfwithwaitinginthethoughtthatverysoontheremustcometothegirlapropersenseofherpositionandherrights。TheexperienceofthepreviousnighttaughtMarianthatLindahadarrived。ShewouldnolongerbethecompliantlittlesisterwhowouldrunEileen\'serrands,waituponherguestsandweardisreputableclothing。WhenLindareachedapointwhereshewascapableoftheperformanceofthepreviousnight,Marianknewthatshewouldproceedtoliveuptoherbluechinaineveryramificationoflife。ShedidnotknowexactlyhowLindawouldfollowuptheassertionofherrightsthatshehadmade,butshedidknowthatinsomewayshewouldfollowitup,becauseLindawasaveryclosereproductionofherfather。

  Shehadbeenalmostconstantlywithhimduringhislife,verymuchalonesincehisdeath。Shewasabusyyoungperson。FromMarian\'swindowsshehadwatchedthebusinessofcarryingonthewild-flowergardenthatLindaandherfatherhadbegun。WhattheoccupationwasthatkeptthelightburninginLinda\'sroomfarintothenightMariandidnotknow。Foralongtimeshehadsupposedthatherstudiesweredifficultforher,andwhenshehadaskedLindaifitwerenotpossibleforhertoprepareherlessonswithoutsomanyhoursofmidnightstudyshehadcaughtthestareoffrankamazementwithwhichthegirlregardedherandinthatsurprised,almostgrievedlookshehadrealizedthatveryprobablyadaughterofAlexanderStrong,whoresembledhimasLindaresembledhim,wouldnotbecompelledtooverworktomastertheprescribedcourseofanycityhighschool。WhatLindawasdoingduringthosemidnighthoursMariandidnotknow,butshedidknowthatshewasnotwrestlingwithmathematicsandlanguages——atleastnotallofthetime。SoMarianknowingLinda\'sgiftwithapencil,hadcometotheconclusionthatshewasdrawingpictures;butcircumstantialevidencewasallshehadasabasisforherconviction。Lindawentherwaysilentlyandalone。ShewasacquaintedwitheveryonelivinginLilacValley,frankandfriendlywithallofthem;asidefromMarianshehadnointimatefriend。NotanothergirlinthevalleycaredtofollowLinda\'spursuitsortocultivatetheacquaintanceofthebreeched,bootedgirl,constantlydevotingherselftooutdoorstudywithherfatherduringhislifetime,afterwardalone。

  ForaninstantafterMarianhadboardedhertrainLindastoodlookingatit,herheartsoheavythatitpainedacutely。ShehadnotsaidonewordtomakeMarianfeelthatshedidnotwanthertogo。NotoncehadsheputforwardtheargumentthatMarian\'sgoingwouldleavehertodependentirelyforhumansympathyuponthecook,andherguardian,alsoadministratoroftheStrongestate,JohnGilman。SolongashewasMarian\'sfriendLindahadadmiredJohnGilman。Shehadgonetohimforsomemeasureofthecompanionshipshehadmissedinlosingherfather。SinceGilmanhadallowedhimselftobecaptivatedbyEileen,Lindahadharboredafeelingconcerninghimalmostofcontempt。LindawassofamiliarwitheverymovethatEileenmade,sothoroughlyunderstoodthattherewasamotivebackofhereveryaction,thatshecouldnotseewhyJohnGilman,havingknownherfromchildhood,shouldnotunderstandheralso。

  ShehaddecidedthatthetimehadcomewhenshewouldforceEileentogiveheranallowance,howeversmall,forherownpersonalexpenses,thatshemustinsomewaymanagetobeclothedsothatshewasnotamatterofcommentevenamongtheboysofherschool,andshecouldseenoreasonwhytheabsolutepersonallibertyshealwayshadenjoyedsolongasshedisappearedwhenEileendidnotwantherandappearedwhenshedid,shouldnotextendtoherownconvenienceaswellasEileen\'s。

  LifewasabusyaffairforLinda。ShehadnottimetowatchMarian\'strainfromsight。Shemusthurrytotheneareststreetcarandmakeallpossiblehasteorshewouldbelateforherclasses。Throughoutthedaysheworkedwiththedeepestconcentration,butshecouldnotkeepdowntheknowledgethatEileenwouldhavethingstosay,possiblythingstodo,whentheymetthatevening,forEileenwascapableofdisconcertinghysteria。PreviouslyLindahadremainedstubbornlysilentduringanytiradeinwhichEileenchosetoindulge。Shehadallowedherselftobenaggedintodoingmanythingsthatshedespised,becauseshewouldnotassertherselfagainstapparentinjustice。

  ButsinceshehadcomefullytorealizetheresultsofEileen\'scourseofactionforMarianandforherself,shewasdeliberatelyarrivingattheconclusionthathereaftershewouldspeakwhenshehadadefense,andshewouldmakeitherbusinesstoletthesunshineonanydarkspotthatshediscoveredinEileen。

  LindaknewthatifJohnGilmanwerewellacquaintedwithEileen,hecouldnotcomeanynearertolovingherthanshedid。SuchanideaaslovingEileenneverhadenteredLinda\'sthoughts。ToLinda,Eileenwasnotlovable。Thatsheshouldbeexpectedtoloveherbecausetheyhadthesameparentsandlivedinthesamehomeseemedabsurd。Shewasslightlydisappointed,onreachinghome,tofindthatEileenwasnotthere。

  \"Willtheladyofthehousedinewithusthisevening?sheaskedasshestoodeatinganappleinthekitchen。

  \"Shedidn\'tsay,\"answeredKaty。\"Haveyehaditoutaboutlastnightyet?\"

  \"No,\"answeredLinda。\"ThatiswhyIwasaskingabouther。I

  wanttocleartheatmospherebeforeImakemynewstartinlife。\"

  \"Now,don\'tyebegoingtoofar,lambie,\"cautionedKaty\"Yeyoungthingsmakesuchanawfulseriousbusinessoflifethesedays。InyourscrambletowringartificialjoyoutofityoumissallthenaturaljoythegoodGodprovidedye。\"

  \"Itseemstome,Katy,\"saidLindaslowly,\"thatyoushouldputthatstatementtheotherwayround。Itseemsthatlifemakesamightyseriousbusinessforusyoungthings,anditseemstomethatifwedon\'tgettherightstartandhaveaproperfoundationlifeIsgoingtobespoiledforus。OnelifeisallI\'vegottoliveinthisworld,andIwouldlikeittobetheinterestingandthebeautifulkindoflifethatFatherlived。\"

  Lindadroppedtoachair。

  \"Katy,\"shesaid,leaningforwardandlookingintentlyintotheearnestfaceofthewomanbeforeher,\"Katy,Ihavebeenthinkinganawfullotlately。Thereisaquestionyoucouldanswerformeifyouwantedto。\"

  \"Well,Idon\'tseeanyraison,\"saidKaty,\"whyIshouldn\'tansweryeanyquestionye\'dbeaskingme。\"

  Linda\'seyesnarrowedastheydidhabituallyindeepthoughtShewaslookingpastKatydownthesunlitspacesofthewildgardenthatwasherdearestpossession,andthenhereyesstrayedhighertowherethebluewallsthatshutinLilacValleyrangedtheirpeaksagainstthesky。\"Katy,\"shesaid,scarcelyaboveherbreath,\"wasMotherlikeEileen?\"

  Katystiffened。Herredfacepaledslightly。Sheturnedherbackandslowlyslidintotheoventhepieshewascarrying。

  SheclosedthedoorwithmoreforcethanwasnecessaryandthenturnedanddeliberatelystudiedLindafromthetopofhershiningblackheadtothetipofhershoe。

  \"Some,\"shesaidtersely。

  \"Yes,Iknow\'some\',\"saidLinda,\"butyouknowIwastooyoungtopaymuchattention,andDaddymanagedalwaystomakemesohappythatIneverrealizeduntilhewasgonethathenotonlyhadbeenmyfatherbutmymotheraswell。YouknowwhatImean,Katy。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidKatydeliberately,\"Iknowwhatyemean,lambie,andI\'lltellyethetruthasfarasIknowit。Shemanagedyourfather,shepamperedhim,butshedeceivedhimeveryday,justaboutlittlethings。Shealwaysmadethehouseholdaccountsbiggerthantheywere,andusedtheextramoneyforMissEileenandherself——thingslikethat。I\'mthinkin\'heneverknewit。

  I\'mthinkinghelovedherdeeplyandtrustedhercomplete。I

  knowwhatye\'regettingat。ShewasnotenoughlikeEileentomakehimunhappywithher。Hemighthavebeenifhehadknownalltherewastoknow,butforhisownsakeIwasnottheonetogiveheraway,thoughsheconstantlymadehimthinkthatIwasextravagantandwastefulinmework。\"Linda\'seyescamebackfromthemountainsandmetKaty\'sstraightly。

  \"Katy,\"shesaid,\"didyoueverseesistersasdifferentasEileenandIare?\"

  \"No,Idon\'tthinkIeverdid,\"saidKaty。

  \"Itpuzzlesme,\"saidLindaslowly。\"ThemoreIthinkaboutit,thelessIcanunderstandwhy,ifwearesisters,wewouldnotaccidentallyresembleeachotheratinybitinsomeway,andI

  mustsayIcan\'tseethatwedophysicallyormentally。\"

  \"No,\"saidKaty,\"yewerejustasdifferentasyearenowwhenI

  cametothishousenewandyewerebothlittlethings。\"

  \"Andwearegoingtobeasdifferentandtokeepongrowingmoredifferenteverydayofourlives,becauseredwarbreaksouttheminuteEileencomeshome。Ihaven\'tanotionwhatshewillsaytomeforwhatIdidlastnightandwhatIamgoingtodointhefuture,butIhaveadefiniteideaastowhatIamgoingtosaytoher。\"

  \"Now,easy;yegoeasy,lambie,\"cautionedKaty。

  \"Iwouldn\'tregretit,\"saidLinda,\"ifItookEileenbytheshouldersandshookhertillIshooktherougeoffhercheek,andthebrilliantineoffherhair,andamillionmeanlittlesubterfugesoutofhersoul。YouknowEileenislovelywhensheisnatural,andifshewouldbestraight-off-the-batsquare,I

  wouldbeproudtobehersister。Asitis,Ihavemydoubts,evenaboutthissisterbusiness。\"

  \"Why,Linda,child,yearejustplaincrazy,\"saidKaty。\"Whatkindofnotionsareyougettingintoyourhead?\"

  \"Ihearthefrontdoor,\"saidLinda,\"andIamgoingtomarchstraighttobattle。She\'sgoingupthefrontstairs。Ididmeantoshort-cutuptheback,but,cometothinkofit,Ihaveservedmyapprenticeshiponthebackstairs。IbelieveI\'llascendthefrontmyself。Good-bye,darlin\',wishmeluck。\"

  LindaswungKatyaround,huggedhertight,anddroppedakissonthetopofherfaithfulhead。

  \"Yejuststickrightupforyourrights,\"Katyadvisedher。

  \"Ye\'reagreatbiggirl。\'Tain\'tgoingtobelongtillye\'reeighteen。ButmindyouroldKatyaboutgoingtoofar。Ifyeloseyourtemperandcat-spit,itwon\'tgetyeanywhere。Thefellowthatkeepsthecoolestcanalwaysdothebestheadwork。\"

  \"Igetyou,\"saidLinda,\"andthatisgoodadviceforwhichI

  thankyou。\"

  CHAPTERV。TheSmokeofBattleThenLindawalkeddownthehall,climbedthefrontstairs,andpresentedherselfatEileen\'sdoor,theretoreceiveoneoftheseverestshocksofheryounglife。Eileenhadtossedherhatandfuruponacouch,seatedherselfatherdressingtable,andwasstudyingherhairintheefforttodecidewhethershecouldfluffitupsufficientlytoservefortheeveningorwhethershemusttakeitdownandredressit。AtLinda\'sstepinthedoorwaysheturnedasmilingfaceuponherandcried:\"Hello,littlesister,comeinandtellmethenews。\"

  Lindastoppedasifdazed。ThewondermentinwhichshelookedatEileenwasstampedalloverher。Asurprisedbraidofhairhungoveroneofhershoulders。Herhandsweresurprised,andtheskirtofherdress,andhershoesflatlysetonthefloor。

  \"Well,I\'llbedarned!\"sheejaculated,andthenwalkedtowhereshecouldfaceEileen,andseatedherselfwithoutmakinganyattempttoconcealheramazement。

  \"Linda,\"saidEileensweetly,\"youwouldstandfarbetterchanceofbeingpopularandmakingahostoffriendsifyouwouldnotbesocoarse。IamquitesureyouneverheardMamaormeusesuchanexpression。\"

  ForonelonginstantLindawastooamazedtospeak。Thensherecoveredherself。

  \"Lookhere,Eileen,youneedn\'ttryany\'perfectlady\'businessonme,\"shesaidshortly。\"DoyouthinkIhaveforgottentheextentofyourvocabularywhenthecurlingirongetstoohotoryoufailtoreceiveaninvitationtotheBachelors\'Ball?\"

  LindaneverhadbeencapableofunderstandingEileen。AtthatminuteshecouldnotknowthatEileenhadbeenfacingfactsthroughthelonghoursofthenightandallthroughtheday,andthatshehadreachedthedecisionthatforthefutureheronlyhopeofworkingLindatoherwillwastoconciliateher,toignorethepreviousnight,totrytoputtheirrelationshipupontheoldbasisbypretendingthatthereneverhadbeenabreak。

  Shelaughedsoftly。

  \"Onrareoccasions,Igrantit。Ofcoursealittleswearslipsoutsometimes。WhatIamtryingtopointoutisthatyoudotoomuchofit。\"

  \"Howdidyouevergettheidea,\"saidLinda,\"thatIwantedtobepopularandhavehostsoffriends?WhatwouldIdowiththemifIhadthem?\"

  \"Why,usethem,mychild,usethem,\"answeredEileenpromptly。

  \"Let\'scutthis,\"saidLindatersely。\"Iamnotyourchild。I\'mgettingtotheplacewhereIhaveseriousdoubtastowhetherI

  amyoursisterornot。IfIam,it\'snotmyfault,andthesameclaynevermadetwoobjectsquitesodifferent。Icameupheretofight,andI\'mgoingtoseeitthrough。I\'monthewarpath,soyoumaytakeyourclubandproceedtobattle。\"

  \"Whathavewetofightabout?\"inquiredEileen。

  \"Everysinglethingthatyouhavedonethatwasunfairtomeallmylife,\"saidLinda。\"SinceallofithasbeendeliberateyouprobablyknowmoreaboutthedetailsthanIdo,soI\'lljustcontentmyselfwithtellingyouthatforthefuture,lastnightmarkedachangeintherelationsbetweenus。Iamgoingtobeeighteenbeforesoverylong,andIhaveceasedtobeyourmaidoryourwaitressoryourdupe。YouarenotgoingtoworkmeonesingletimewhenIhavegotbrainstoseethroughyourschemesafterthis。HereafterItakemyplaceinmyfather\'shouseandatmyfather\'stableonanequalitywithyou。\"

  EileenlookedatLindasteadily,tryingtoseetothedepthsofhersoul。Shesawenoughtoconvinceherthattheyoungcreatureinfrontofherwasinearnest。

  \"Hm,\"shesaid,\"haveIbeensobusythatIhavefailedtonoticewhatagreatgirlyouaregetting?\"

  \"Busy!\"scoffedLinda。\"TellthattoKaty。It\'sakumquat!\"

  \"Perhapsyouaretoobig,\"continuedEileen,\"tobeaskedtowaitonthetableanymore。\"

  \"Icertainlyam,\"retortedLinda,\"andIamalsotoobigtowearsuchshoesorsuchadressasIhaveonatthepresentmin。ute。

  Iknowallaboutthewarandtheinflationofpricesandthereductioninincome,butIknowalsothatifthereisenoughtorunthehouse,anddressyou,andfurnishyousuchasuiteofroomsasyou\'reenjoyingrightnow,thereisenoughtofurnishmesuitableclothes,acomfortablebedroomandaplacewhereIcanleavemyworkwithoutputtingawayeverythingIamdoingeachtimeIstepfromtheroom。Itoldyoufouryearsagothatyoumighttakethetouringcaranddowhatyoupleasedwithit。I

  haveneveraskedwhatyoudidorwhatyougotoutofit,soI\'llthankyoutoobserveequalsilenceaboutanythingIchoosetodonowwiththerunabout,whichIreservedformyself。Itoldyoutotakethissuite,andthisisthefirsttimethatIhaveevermentionedtoyouwhatyouspentonit。\"

  Lindawavedaninclusivehandtowardthefullyequipped,daintydressingtable,overrugsofpaleblue,andbeautifullydecoratedwalls,includingthesleepingroomandbathadjoining。

  \"SonowI\'llaskyoutokeepoffwhileIdowhatIpleaseaboutthelibraryandthebilliardroom。I\'lltrytogetalongwithoutmuchmoneyindoingwhatIdesirethere,butImusthavesomenewclothes。Iwantmoneytobuymeapairofnewshoesforschool。

  Iwantapairofpumpssuitableforeveningswhentherearegueststodinner。Iwantacoupleofattractiveschooldresses。

  Thisoldsergeisgettingtoohotandtoowornforcommondecency。AndIalsowantacoupleofdressessomethinglikeyouarewearing,forafternoonsandevenings。\"

  EileenstaredaghastatLinda。

  \"Where,\"sheinquiredpolitely,\"isthemoneyforallthistocomefrom?\"

  \"Eileen,\"saidLindainalowtensevoice,\"IhavereachedtheplacewhereeventheBOYSofthehighschoolaretwittingmeabouthowIamdressed,andthatisthelimit。Ihavestooditforthreeyearsfromthegirls。IamanadeptinpretendingthatIdon\'tsee,andIdon\'thear。IhavegottothepointwhereI

  amperfectlycapableofwalkingintoyourwardrobeandtakingoutenoughoftheclothesthereandsellingthematasecond-handstoretobuymewhatIrequiretodressmejustplainlyanddecently。Sotakewarning。Idon\'tknowwhereyouaregoingtogetthemoney,butyouaregoingtogetit。Ifyouwouldwelcomeasuggestionfromme,comehomeonlyhalfthetimesyoudineyourselfandyourgirlfriendsattearoomsandcafesinthecity,andyouwillsavemysharethatway。Iamgoingtogiveyouachancetototalyourbudget,andthenIdemandonehalfoftheincomefromFather\'sestateabovehouseholdexpenses;andifI

  don\'tgetit,onthedayIameighteenIshallgotoJohnGilmanandsaytohimwhatIhavesaidtoyou,andIshallgotothebankanddemandthatadivisionbemadethere,andthataseparatebankbookbestartedforme。\"

  Linda\'samazementonenteringtheroomhadbeenworthyofnote。

  Eileen\'satthepresentminutewasbeyonddescription。

  Dumbfoundedwasacolorlesswordtodescribeherstateofmind。

  \"Youdon\'tmeanthat,\"shegaspedinaquiveringvoicewhenatlastshecouldspeak。

  \"Icansee,Eileen,thatyouaretakenunawares,\"saidLinda。\"I

  havehadfourlongyearstoworkuptothishour。Hasn\'titevendawnedonyouthatthiswormwasevergoingtoturn?Youknowexquisitemothsandbutterfliesevolveinthecanyonsfromveryunprepossessingandlowlylivingworms。Youarespendingyourlifeonthebutterflystunt。HaveIbeensuchaweakwormthatithasn\'teveroccurredtoyouthatImightwanttotryaplain,everydaypairofwingssometimemyself?\"

  Eileen\'sfacewasanuglyred,herhandswereshaking,hervoicewasunnatural,butshecontrolledhertemper。

  \"Ofcourse,\"shesaid,\"Ihavealwaysknownthatthetimewouldcome,afteryoufinishedschoolandwereofaproperage,whenyouwouldwanttoentersociety。\"

  \"No,youneverknewanythingofthekind,\"saidLindabluntly,\"becauseIhavenottheslightestambitiontoentersocietyeithernoworthen。AllIamaskingistoenterthehighschoolinacommonlydecent,suitabledress;toenterourdiningroomasadaughter;toenteraworkroomdecentlyequippedformyconvenience。Youneedn\'tbesurprisedifyouhearsomechangesgoingoninthebilliardroomandseesomechangesgoingoninthelibrary。AndifIfeelthatIcanmusterthenervetodrivetherunabout,it\'smycar,it\'suptome。\"

  \"Linda!\"wailedEileen,\"howcanyouthinkofsuchathing?Youwouldn\'tdare。\"

  \"BecauseIhaven\'tdaredtillthepresentisnoreasonwhyI

  shoulddeprivemyselfofeverysinglepleasureinlife,\"saidLinda。\"Youspendyourdaysdoingexactlywhatyouplease;

  drivingthatrunaboutforFatherwasmyonesoul-satisfyingdiversion。Whyshouldn\'tIdothethingIlovemost,ifIcanmusterthenerve?\"

  Lindaarose,andwalkingovertoatable,pickedupamagazinelyingamongsomesmallpackagesthatEileenevidentlyhadplacedthereonenteringherroom。

  \"Areyousubscribingtothis?\"sheasked。

  Sheturnedinherhandsandleafedthroughthepagesofamostattractivemagazine,Everybody\'sHome。Itwasdevotedtopoetry,goodfiction,andeverythingconcerninghomelifefrombeeftobiscuits,andfromrugstoroses。

  \"Isawitonanewsstand,\"saidEileen。\"Iwasatlunchwithsomegirlswhohadacopyandtheyweretalkingaboutsomearticlesbysomebodynamedsomething——Meredith,Ithinkitwas——JaneMeredith,maybeshe\'saCalifornian,andsheisadvocatingthequeerideathatwegobacktonaturebytryingmoderncookingonthefoodtheaboriginesate。Ifwefinditgoodthensherecommendsthatwespecializeonthegrowingofthesenativevegetablesforhomeuseandforexport——asanewindustry。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidLinda。\"Out-BurbankingBurbank,asitwere。\"

  \"No,notthat,\"saidEileen。\"Sheisnotproposingtoevolvenewforms。Sheisproposingtoshowushowtomakedeliciousdishesforluncheonordinnerfromwildthingsnowgoingtowaste。WhatthegirlssaidwassointerestingthatIthoughtI\'dgetacopyandifIseeanythinggoodI\'llturnitovertoKaty。\"

  \"Andwhere\'sKatygoingtogetthewildvegetables?\"askedLindasceptically。

  \"Whyyoumighthavesomeoftheminyourwildgarden,oryoucouldeasilyfindenoughtotry——alltheprowlingthecanyonsyoudooughttoresultinsomething。\"

  \"Soitshould,\"saidLinda。\"Iquiteagreewithyou。DidI

  understandyoutosaythatIshouldbereadytogotothebankwithyoutoarrangeaboutmyincomenextweek?\"

  AgainthecolordeepenedinEileen\'sface,againshemadeavisibleeffortatself-control。

  \"Oh,Linda,\"shesaid,\"whatistheuseofbeingsohard?YouwillmakethemthinkatthebankthatIhavenottreatedyoufairly。\"

  \"_I_?\"saidLinda,\"_I_willmakethemthink?Don\'tyouthinkitisYOUwhowillmakethemthink?Willyoukindlyanswermyquestion?\"

  \"IfIshowyouthebooks,\"saidEileen,\"ifIdividewhatisleftafterthebillsarepaidsothatyousayyourselfthatitisfair,whatmorecanyouask?\"

  Lindahesitated。

  \"WhatIoughttodoisexactlywhatIhavesaidIwoulddo,\"shesaidtersely,\"butifyouaregoingtoputitonthatbasisI

  havenodesiretohurtyouorhumiliateyouinpublic。Ifyoudothat,Ican\'tseethatIhaveanyreasontocomplain,sowe\'llcallitabargainandwe\'llsaynomoreaboutituntilthefirstofthemonth,unlessthespiritmovesyou,aftertakingagoodsquarelookatme,toproducesomeshoesandaschooldressinstanter。\"

  \"I\'llseewhatIcando,\"answeredEileen。

  \"Allrightthen,\"saidLinda。\"Seeyouatdinner。\"

  Shewenttoherownroom,slippedoffherschooldress,brushedherhair,andputontheskirtandblouseshehadwornthepreviousevening,thesebeingtheonlyextraclothingshepossessed。Asshestraightenedherhairshelookedatherselfintently。

  \"My,aren\'tyoucomingon!\"shesaidtothefigureintheglass。

  \"Dressingfordinner!Firstthingyouknowyou\'llbeaperfectlady。\"

  CHAPTERVI。JaneMeredithWhenEileencamedowntodinnerthateveningLindaunderstoodataglancethataneffortwastobemadetoeffacethoroughlyfromthemindofJohnGilmanallmemoryoftheEileenofthepreviousevening。Shehaddecidedonredressingherhair,whilesheworeoneofhermostbecomingandattractivegowns。ToLindaandKatyduringthedinnershewassimplycharming。Havingsaidwhatshewantedtosayandreceivedtheassuranceshedesired,LindaacceptedheradvancescordiallyanddisplayedsuchcharmingproclivitiesherselfthatEileenbegancovertlytowatchher,andasshewatchedthereslowlygrewinherbraintheconvictionthatsomethinghadhappenedtoLinda。Atonceshebeganstudyingdeeplyinanefforttolearnwhatitmightbe。TherewerethreeparamountthingsinEileen\'scosmosthatcouldhappentoagirl:

  Shecouldhavelovelyclothing。Lindadidnothaveit。Shecouldhavemoneyandinfluentialfriends。SinceMarian\'sgoingLindahadpracticallynofriend;shewasmerelyacquaintedwithalmosteveryonelivinginLilacValley。Shecouldhavealover。

  Lindahadnone。Butstay!Eileen\'sthoughthaltedatthesuggestion。Maybeshehad!Shehadbeenleftcompletely,toherowndeviceswhenshewasnotwantedaboutthehouse。Shehadbeenminglingwithhundredsofboysandgirlsinhighschool。

  Shemighthavemetsomemanrepeatedlyonthestreetcars,goingtoandfromschool。Inschoolshemighthaveattractedthesonofsomewealthyandinfluentialfamily;whichwastheonlykindofsonEileenchosetoconsiderinconnectionwithLinda。

  ThroughEileen\'sbrainranbitsoftheconversationofthepreviousevening。Sherecalledthatthemenshehadintendedshouldspendtheeveningwaitingonherandpayingherprettycomplimentshadspentiteatinglikehungrymen,laughingandjestingwithLindaandMarian,givingeveryevidenceofasatisfactionwiththeirentertainmentthatneverhadbeenevincedwiththebestbrandofattractionsshehadtooffer。

  EileenwaswillingtoconcedethatMarianThornehadbeenabeautifulgirl,andshehadknown,previoustothedisaster,thatitwasquiteaslikelythatanymanmightadmireMarian\'sflashingdarkbeautyasherblondeloveliness。Betweenthemthenitwouldhavebeenmerelyaquestionoftasteonthepartoftheman。SinceMarian\'sdarkheadhadturnedashen,Eileenhadsimplyeliminatedheratonesweep。ThatwhitehairwouldbrandMariananywhereasanoldwoman。Verylikelynomaneverwouldwanttomarryher。Eileenwassureshewouldnotwanttoifshewereaman。NowonderJohnGilmanhadceasedtobeattractedbyagirl\'sfacewithagrandmothersetting。

  AsforLinda,Eileenneverhadconsideredheratallexceptasaconveniencetoserveherownpurposes。LastnightshehadlearnedthatLindahadabrain,thatshehadwit,thatshecouldsaythingstowhichmenoftheworldlistenedwithinterest。ShebegantowatchLinda。Sheappraisedwithdeepestenvythedarkhaircurlingnaturallyonhertemples。Shewonderedhowhairthatcurlednaturallycouldbesothickandheavy,andshethoughtwhatacrownofglorywouldadornLinda\'sheadwhenthedaycametocoilthoselongdarkbraidsarounditandfastenthemwithflashingpins。Shedrewsomesatisfactionfromthesunburnedfaceandleanfigurebeforeher,butitwasnotsatisfactionofsoul-sustainingquality。TherewasbeginningtobesomethingdisquietingaboutLinda。Aroundnesswascreepingoverherleanframe;aglowwasbeginningtocolorherlipsandcheekbones;adewylookcouldbesurprisedinherdarkeyesoccasionally。Shehadtheeffectofacreaturewithsomethingyeastybottledinsideitthatwasbeginningtofermentandmighteffervesceatanyminute。Eileenhadbeensosurprisedthepreviouseveningandagainbeforedinner,thatshemadeuphermindthathereafteronemightexpectalmostanythingfromLinda。

  Shewouldnolongerfollowasuggestionunlessthesuggestionaccordedwithhersenseofrightandjustice。Itwasbarelypossiblethatitmightberequiredtopleaseherinclinations。

  Eileen\'smindworkedwithunbelievableswiftness。Shetoreathersubjectlikeavulturetearingatafeast,andlikeavultureshereachedthevitalsswiftly。Sheprefacedherquestionwithadrylaugh。Thensheleanedforwardandaskedsoftly:\"Linda,dear,whyhaven\'tyoutoldme?\"

  Linda\'seyesweresoclearandhonestastheymetEileen\'sthatshealmosthesitated。

  \"Alittlemoreexplicit,please,\"saidthegirlquietly。

  \"WHOISHE?\"askedEileenabruptly。

  \"Oh,Ihaven\'tnarrowedtoanindividual,\"saidLindalargely\"Youhavenoticedaflockofboysfollowingmefromschoolandhangingaroundthefrontdoor?Ihavesuchhoststochoosefromthatit\'sgoingtotakeaparticularlysplendidknightonasnow-

  whitecharger——Ithink\'charger\'istheproperword——tocapturemyyoungaffections。\"

  Eileenwassatisfied。Therewasn\'tanyhe。ShemightforashorttimeyetcutLinda\'sfinancestotheextremelimit。

  Wheneveramanappearedonthehorizonshewouldbeforcedtomakeadivisionatleastapproachingequality。

  LindafollowedEileentothelivingroomandsatdownwithabookuntilJohnGilmanarrived。Shehadadesiretostudyhimforafewminutes。ShewasgoingtowriteMarianaletterthatnight。

  ShewantedtoknowifshecouldhonestlytellherthatGilmanappearedlonelyandseemedtomissher。Katyhadnochancetoanswerthebellwhenitrang。Eileenwasinthehall。Lindacouldnottellwhatwashappeningfromthemurmurofvoices。

  PresentlyJohnandEileenenteredtheroom,andasLindagreetedhimshedidhavetheimpressionthatheappearedunusuallythoughtfulandworried。Shesatforhalfanhour,takingslightpartintheconversation。Thensheexcusedherselfandwenttoherroom,andasshewentsheknewthatshecouldnothonestlywriteMarianwhatshehadhoped,forinthirtyminutesbytheclockEileen\'sblandishmentshadworked,andJohnGilmanwaslookingatherasifshewerethemostexquisiteanddesirablecreatureinexistence。

  SlowlyLindaclimbedthestairsandenteredherroom。Sheslidtheboltofherdoorbehindher,turnedonthelights,unlockedadrawer,andtakingfromitaheapofmaterialsshescatteredthemoverasmalltable,andpickingupherpencil,shesatgazingatthesheetbeforeherforsometime。Thenslowlyshebeganwriting:

  Itappealstomethat,farasmoderncivilizationhasgoneinculinaryefforts,wehavenotnearlyreachedthelimitsavailabletousasIpointedoutlastmonth。Weconsiderourselvescapableofpreparingandproducingelaboratebanquets,yetatnotimeareweapproachinganythingeventocompareinlavishnessanddelicacywiththedaysofLucullus。Wearenotfeastingonbakedswans,peacocktonguesanddrinkingourpearls。Iamnotrecommendingthatweshouldrevivetheindulgenceofsuchlavishanduselessexpenditure,butIwouldsuggestthatifwetirewiththesamenessofourculinaryefforts,weatleasttrysomeofthenewdishesdescribedinthisdepartment,establishedforthesolepurposeoftheirintroduction。Insodoingweaccomplishamultiplepurpose。Weenlargetheresourcesofthesouthwest。Weteasestaleappetiteswithanewtang。Weoffertheworldsomethingdifferent,yetnativetous。WeusemodernmethodsonIndianmaterialandtheresultsaremostsurprising。IntryingthesedishesIwouldremindyouthatfewofuscaredforoysters,olives,celery——almostanyfruitorvegetableonecouldmentiononfirsttrial。Tryseveraltimesandbesureyoupreparedishesexactlyrightbeforecondemningthemaseitherfadorfancy。

  Theseareveryreal,nourishinganddeliciousfoodsthatarebeingofferedyou。HereisasaladthatwouldhaveintriguedthepalateofLucullus,himself。Ifyoudonotbelieveme,tryit。

  Thevegetableisslightlyknownbyafewnativemountaineersandranchers。Botanistscarrieditabroadwhereunderthenameofwinter-purslaneitisusedinFranceandEnglandforgreensorsalad,whileremainingpracticallyunknownathome。Boiledandseasonedasspinachitmakesequallygoodgreens。Butitisinsaladthatitstandspre-eminent。

  Gotoanycanyon——Ishallnotrevealthenameofmyparticularcanyon——andlocateabedofminer\'slettuceMontiaperfoliata。

  Growinginrankbedsbesideacold,cleanstream,youwillfindthesepulpy,exquisitelyshaped,pungentroundleavesfromthecenterofwhichliftsatinyheadofmistywhitelace,sendingupapalate-teasing,spicyperfume。Thecrisp,pinkishstemssnapinthefingers。Besurethatyouwashtheleavescarefullysothatnolurkinggermsclingtothem。Fillyoursaladbowlwiththecrispleaves,fromwhichtheflowerheadhasbeenplucked。

  Fordressing,diceateacupofthemostdeliciousbaconyoucanobtainandfryittoacrispbrowntogetherwithasmallslicedonion。Addtothefattwotablespoonsofsugar,halfateaspoonofmustard;saltwillscarcelybenecessarythebaconwillfurnishthat。Blendthefat,sugar,andmustard,andpourinameasureofthebestapplevinegar,dilutedtotaste。Bringthismixturetotheboilingpoint,andwhenithascooledslightlypouritoverthelettuceleaves,lightlyturningwithasilverfork。Garnishtheedgeofthedishwithadeepborderofthefreshleavesbearingtheirlaceofwhitebloomintact,aroundtheedgeofthebowl,andsprinkleontopthesiftedyolksoftwohard-boiledeggs,heapingthedicedwhitesinthecenter。

  Lindapausedandread。thisovercarefully。

  \"Thatisallright,\"shesaid。\"Icouldn\'tmakethatmuchbetter。\"

  Shemadeafewcorrectionshereandthere,andpickingupacoloredpencil,shedeftlysketchedinaheadpieceofdelicatespraysofminers\'lettucetippedatdifferingangles,fringywhitewithbloom。Belowsheprinted:\"AdeliciousIndiansalad。

  ThesecondofaseriesofnewdishestobeofferedmadefrommaterialsusedbytheIndians。Compoundedandtestedinherowndietkitchenbytheauthor。\"

  Swiftlyshesketchedatailpiecerepresentingatabletopuponwhichsatatempting-lookingbigsaladbowlfilledwithfreshgreenleaves,rimmedwitharowofdelicatewhiteflowers,fromwhichyoucouldalmostscentateasingdelicatefragrancearising;andbeneath,inaclear,firmhand,shestrokedinthename,JaneMeredith。Shewentoverherworkcarefully,thenlaiditflatonapieceofcardboard,shoveditintoanenvelope,directedittotheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,laiditinsidehergeometry,andwroteherlettertoMarianbeforegoingtobed。

  InthemorningonherwaytothestreetcarshegailywavedtoapassingautomobilegoingdownLilacValley,inwhichsatJohnGilmanandPeterMorrisonandhisarchitect,andastheyweredrivinginthedirectionfromwhichshehadcome,LindaveryrightlysurmisedthattheyweregoingtopickupEileenandmakeatourofthevalley,lookingforavailablebuildinglocations;

  andshewonderedwhyEileenhadnottoldherthattheywerecoming。Lindahadbeenrightaboutthedestinationofthecar。

  ItturnedinattheStrongdrivewayandstoppedatthedoor。

  JohnGilmanwenttoringthebellandlearnifEileenwereready。

  Peterfollowedhim。HenryAndersonsteppedfromthecarandwanderedoverthelawn,lookingattheastonishingarrayofbushes,vines,flowers,andtrees。

  Fromonetoanotherhewent,fingeringthewaxyleaves,studyingthebrilliantflowerfaces。Finallyturningacornerandcrossingthewildgarden,towhichhepaidslightattention,hestarteddowntheothersideofthehouse。Hereanalmostoverpoweringodorgreetedhisnostrils,andhewentovertoalargetreecoveredwithrough,darkgreen,almostbrownish,lance-shapedleaves,eachbranchterminatinginaheavysprayofyellowish-greenflowers,whoseodorwasofcloyingsweetness。

  Thebeeswerebuzzingoverit。Itwasnotatreewithwhichhewasfamiliar,andsteppingback,helookedatitcarefully。Thenatitsbase,wind-drivenintoacrevicebetweentheroots,hisattentionwasattractedtoacrumpledsheetofpaper,uponwhichhecouldseelinesthatwouldhaveattractedtheattentionofanyarchitect。Hewentforwardinstantly,pickedupthesheet,andstraighteningitouthestoodlookingatit。

  \"Holysmoke!\"hebreathedsoftly。\"Whatafind!\"

  Helookedatthereverseofthesheet,hisfacebecomingmoreintenteveryminute。WhenheheardPeterMorrison\'svoicecallinghimhehastilythrustthepaperintohiscoatpocket;buthehadgoneonlyafewstepswhenhestopped,glancedkeenlyoverthehouseandlawn,turnedhisback,andtakingthesheetfromhispocket,hesmootheditout,foldeditcarefully,andputitinaninsidepocket。Thenhejoinedtheparty。

  AtoncetheysetouttoexaminetheavailablelocationsthatyetremainedinLilacValley。Natureprovidedthemawonderfuldayofsnappysunshineandheadyseaair。Springfavoredthemwithlilacwallsattheirbluest,brokenhereandtherewiththerose-

  mistedwhitemahogany。Thevioletnightshadewasbeginningtoadddeepercolortothehillsinthesunniestwildspots。Thepaniclesofmahoniabloomwereshowingtheirgoldcolor。Wildflowerswereliftingleavesoffeatherandlaceeverywhere,andmostagreeableonthecoolmorningairwasafaintbreathofCaliforniasage。Uponesideofthevalley,weavinginandout,upanddown,overthefoothillstheyworkedtheirway。Theystoppedfordinneratoneofthebeautifulbighotels,practicallyfilledwithEasterntourists。Eileenneverhadknownaproudermomentthanwhenshetookherplaceattheheadofthetableandpresidedoverthedinnerwhichwasservedtothreemostattractivespecimensofphysicalmanhood,eachofwhomwasunusuallywellendowedwithbrain,allflatteringherwiththemostdevotedattention。Thistriumphsheachievedinadiningroomseatinghundredsofpeople,itsmirror-linedwallsreflectingherexquisiteimagefrommanyangles,totheclickofsilver,andtherunningaccompanimentofmanyvoices。Whatshehadexpectedtoaccomplishinherowndiningroomhadcometoherbeforealargeaudience,inwhich,shehadnodoubt,thereweremanyenviouswomen。EileenrayedlovelinesslikeaMariposalily,andpurredinuttercontentmentlikeadeftlystrokedkitten。

  WhentheypartedintheeveningPeterMorrisonhadmemorandaofthreelocationsthathewishedtoconsider。ThathemightnotseemtobeundulyinfluencedortobegivingtheremainderofLosAngelesCountyitsjustdue,heproposedtomotoraroundforaweekbeforereachinganultimatedecision,butinhishearthealreadyhaddecidedthatsomewherenearLosAngeleshewouldbuildhishome,andasyethehadseennothingnearlysoattractiveasLilacValley。

  CHAPTERVII。TryingYuccaOnherwaytoschoolthatmorningLindastoppedatthepostofficeandpastedtherequiredamountofstampsuponthepackagethatshewasmailingtoNewYork。ShehurriedfromherlastclassthatafternoontothecitydirectorytofindthestreetandnumberofJamesBrothers,figuringthatthefirmwithwhomMariandealtwouldbetheproperpeopleforhertoconsult。Shehadnodifficultyinfindingtheplaceforwhichshewassearching,andshewasratheragreeablyimpressedwiththementowhomshetalked。ShemadearrangementswiththeirbuyertocallatherhomeinLilacValleyatnineo\'clockthefollowingSaturdaymorningtoappraisethearticleswithwhichshewishedtopart。

  Thenshewenttooneoftheleadingbookstoresofthecityandmadeinquirieswhichguidedhertoareliablesecond-handbookdealer,andshearrangedtobereadytoreceivehisrepresentativeatteno\'clockonSaturday。

  Reachinghomeshetookanotebookandpencil,andstudiedthebilliardroomandthelibrary,makingalistofthefurniturewhichshedidnotactuallyneed。Afterthatshebeganonthelibraryshelves,listingsuchmedicalworksaswereofatechnicalnature。Booksoffiction,history,art,andbiography,andthosebookswrittenbyherfathershedidnotinclude。Shefoundthatshehadalongtaskwhichwouldoccupyseveralevenings。Hermindwasmethodicalandshehadbeenwithherfatherthroughsufficientbusinesstransactionstounderstandthatinordertodriveagoodbargainshemustknowhowmanyvolumesshehadtoofferandtheimportanceoftheirauthorsasmedicalauthorities;sheshouldalsoknowtheexactconditionofeachsetofbooks。Sinceshehadmadeuphermindtoletthemgo,andsheknewthevalueofmanyofthebig,leather-boundvolumes,shedeterminedthatshewouldnotsellthemuntilshecouldsecurethehighestpossiblepriceforthem。

  TwomonthspreviouslyshewouldhaveconsultedJohnGilmanandaskedhimtoarrangethetransactionforher。Sincehehadallowedhimselftobedupedsoeasily——oratleastithadseemedeasytoLinda;for,muchassheknewofEileen,shecouldnotpossiblyknowtheweeksofsecretplotting,theplansforunexpectedmeetings,thetrumped-upbusinessproblemsnecessarytodiscuss,thedeliberateflauntingofherphysicalcharmsbeforehim,allofwhichhadmadehisconquestextremelyhardforEileen,butLinda,seeingonlyresults,hadthoughtitcontemptiblyeasy——shewouldnotaskJohnGilmananything。ShewouldgoaheadonthebasisofheragreementwithEileenanddothebestshecouldalone。

  ShecountedonSaturdaytodisposeofthefurniture。Thebooksmightgoatherleisure。Thenthefirstoftheweekshecouldselectsuchfurnitureasshedesiredinordertoarrangethebilliardroomforherstudy。Ifshehadasuitableplaceinwhichtoworkinseclusion,thereneedbenohurryaboutthelibrary。Sheconscientiouslypreparedallthelessonsrequiredinherschoolcourseforthenextdayandthen,stackingherbooks,sheagainunlockedthedraweropenedthepreviousevening,andtakingfromitthesamematerials,settowork。Shewrote:

  Botanistshavefailedtomentionthatthereisanyconnectionbetweenasparagus,originallyaproductofsaltmarshes,andYucca,aproductofthealkalinedesert。Veryprobablythereisnobotanicalrelationship,butthesetwoplantsarealikeinflavor。Fromthealkaline,sunbeatendesertwherethebayonetplantthrustsupatenderbloomheadsixinchesinheight,itslowlyincreasesinstatureasittravelsacrosscountrymorefrequentlyrainwashed,andwindsitswaybesidemountainstreamstowhereinmorefertilesoilandthesamesunshineitdevelopsmagnificentspecimensfromtentofifteenandmorefeetinheight。Theplantgrowsanumberofyearsbeforeitdecidestoflower。Whenitreachesmaturityitthrowsupabloomstemastenderasthedelicateheadofasparagus,thickasone\'supperarm,andrunningtotwiceone\'sheight。Thisbloomsteminitsearlystagesiscoloredthepalepinkofasparagus,withfainttouchesofyellow,andhintsofblue。Atmaturityitbreaksintoagorgeousheadoflavender-tinted,creamypendentflowerscoveringtheupperthirdofitsheight,billowingoutslightlyinthecenter,sothatfromadistancethewaxentorchtakesonverymuchtheappearanceofaflamingcandle。Forthisreason,inMexico,wheretheplantflourishesinevengreaterabundancethaninCalifornia,withtheexquisitepoetrycommontothetongueandheartoftheSpaniard,YuccaWhippleihasbeencommonlynamed\"OurLord\'sCandle。\"AtthemostdelicatetimeoftheirgrowththesecandlestickswereroastedandeatenbytheIndians。Baseduponthisknowledge,Iwouldrecommendtwodishes,almostequallydelicious,whichmaybepre。paredfromthisplant。

  Takethemostsucculentyoungbloomstemswhentheyhaveexactlytheappearanceofanasparagusheadatitsmomentofdeliciousperfection。Withasharpknife,cutthemincirclesaninchindepth。Arrangetheseinashallowporcelainbakingdish,sprinklewithsalt,dotthemwithbutter,addenoughwatertokeepthemfromstickingandburning。Bakeuntilthoroughlytender。Useapancaketurnertoslidetheringstoahotplatter,andgarnishwithcirclesofhard-boiledegg。Thisyouwillfindanextremelydelicateandappetizingdish。

  ThesecondrecipeIwouldofferistotreatthisvegetablepreciselyasyouwouldcreamedasparagus。Cutthestalksinsix-inchlengths,quarterthemtofacilitatecookingandhandling,andboilinsaltedwater。Drain,arrangeinahotdish,andpouroveracarefullymadecreamsauce。Imightaddthatonestalkwouldfurnishsufficientmaterialforseveralfamilies。Thisdishshouldbepopularinsouthwesternstateswheretheplantgrowsprofusely;andtocultivatetheseplantsforshippingtoEasternmarketswouldbequiteasfeasibleastheshippingofasparagus,rhubarb,artichokes,orlettuce。

  Ihavefoundboththesedishespeculiarlyappetizing,butI

  shouldbesorryif,inintroducingYuccaasafood,Ibecameinstrumentalintheexterminationofthisuniversalandwonderfullybeautifulplant。ForthisreasonIhavehesitatedaboutincludingYuccaamongthesearticles;butwhenIseethebloomdestroyedruthlesslybythousandswhocutittodecoratetouringautomobilesandfruitandvegetablestandsbesidethehighways,whocarryitfromitsnativelocationandstickitintheparchingsunoftheseashoreasatemporaryshelter,Ifeelthatthebloomstemsmightaswellbeusedforfoodastobesoruthlesslywasted。

  Theplantishardyintheextreme,growinginthemostunfavorableplaces,clingingtenaciouslytosheermountainandcanyonwalls。Afterbloomingandseedingtheplantseemstohavethrowneveryparticleofnourishmentitcontainsintoitsdevelopment,itdriesoutanddiesthespongywoodismadeintopincushionsfortheartstores;butfromtherootstherespringanumberofyoungplants,which,afterafewyearsofgrowth,matureandrepeattheirlifecycle,whileotheryoungplantsdevelopfromthewidelyscatteredseeds。TheSpaniardsattimescalltheplantQuiota。Thiswordseemstobederivedfromquiotl,whichistheAztecnameforAgave,fromwhichplantadrinknotunlikebeerisproduced,andsuggeststhepossibilitythattheremighthavebeenatimewhenthesucculentflowerstemoftheYuccafurnisheddrinkaswellasfoodfortheIndians。

  Aftercarefullyre-readingandmakingseveralminorcorrections,Lindapickedupherpencil,andacrossthetopofasheetofheavypapersketchedthepeaksofachainofmountains。Acrossthebaseshedrewastretchofdesertfloor,bristlingwiththethornsofmanydifferentcactibrilliantwiththeirgold,pink,andredbloom,intermingledwithfinegrassesanddesertflowerfaces。

  Attheleftshepainstakinglydrewahugeplantofyuccawithaperfectcircleofbayonets,fromthecenterofwhichuprosethegiganticflowerstemthelengthofherpage,andonthemistybloomoftheflamingtonguesheworkedquiteaslateasMarianThornehadeverseenalightburninginherwindow。Whenshehadfinishedherdrawingshestudieditcarefullyalongtime,addingatouchhereandthere,andthenshesaidsoftly:\"There,Daddy,IfeelthatevenyouwouldthinkthatafaithfulreproductionTomorrownightI\'llpaintit。\"

  JohnGilmansawthelightfromLinda\'swindowwhenhebroughtEileenhomethatnight,andwhenheleftheglancedthatwayagain,andwassurprisedtoseetheroomstilllighted,andtheyoungfigurebendingoveraworktable。Hestoodverystillforafewminutes,wonderingwhatcouldkeepLindaawakesofarintothenight,andwhilehisthoughtswereuponherhewondered,too,whyshedidnotcaretohavebeautifulclothessuchasEileenwore;andthenhewentfurtherandwonderedwhy,whenshecouldbeasentertainingasshehadbeenthenightshejoinedthematdinner,shedidnotmakeherappearanceoftener;andthen,becausethemindisaqueerthing,andhehadwonderedaboutagivenstateofaffairs,hewentastepfurther,andwonderedwhethertheexplanationlayinLinda\'sinclinationsorinEileen\'smanagement,andthenhisthoughtfastenedtenaciouslyuponthesubjectofEileen\'smanagement。

  Hewasapatientman。HehadallowedhisreasonandbetterjudgmenttobeswayedbyEileen\'sexquisitebeautyandherblandishments。HedidnotregrethavingdiscoveredbeforeitwastoolatethatMarianThornewasnotthegirlhehadthoughther。

  Hewantedawifecutaftertheclinging-vinepattern。Hewantedtobethedominatingfigureinhishome。IthadnottakenEileenlongtoteachhimthatMarianwasself-assertiveandwoulddoalargeshareofdominatingherself。HehadthoughtthathewasperfectlysatisfiedandveryhappywithEileen;yetthatdayherepeatedlyhadfeltpiquedandannoyedwithher。ShehadopenlycajoledandflirtedwithHenryAndersonpastapointwhichwasagreeableforanymantoseehissweetheartgowithanothermanWithPeterMorrisonshehadbeenunspeakablycharminginamannerwithwhichJohnwasveryfamiliar。

  Heturneduphiscoatcollar,thrusthishandsinhispockets,andsworesoftly。Lookingstraightaheadofhim,heshouldhaveseenastretchoflevelsidewalk,borderedononehandbylacy,tropicalfoliage,ontheother,bysheetsoflevelgreenlawn,brokeneverywherebytheuprisingbolesofgreattrees,clumpsofrarevines,androwsofdarkenedhomes,attractiveinarchitectural_,design\'vinecovered,hushedforthenight。Whathereallysawwasasmallplateau,sunillumined,atthefootofamountainacrossthevalley,wherethelilacwallwasthebluest,wherethesunshoneslightlymoregoldenthananywhereelseinthevalley,wherehugeliveoaksoutstretchedruggedarms,wheretheairhadatangofsalt,atingeofsage,anodoroforange,shotthroughwithsnowycoolness,thrilledwithbirdsong,andthelaughingchuckleofabigspringbreakingfromthefootofthemountain。

  Theyhadlefttheroadandfollowedanarrow,screenedpathbywhichtheycameunexpectedlyintothisopening。Theyhadstooduponitinwordlessenchantment,lookingdowntheslopebeneathit,acrossthepeaceofthevalley,tothebluerangesbeyond。

  \"Justwherearewe?\"PeterMorrisonhadaskedatlast。

  JohnGilmanhadbeenlookingataviewwhichincludedEileen。

  Sheliftedherface,flushedandexquisite,toPeterMorrisonandansweredinabreathlessundertone,yetJohnhaddistinctlyheardher:

  \"Howwonderfulitwouldbeifwewereatyourhouse。Oh,Ienvythewomanwhosharesthiswithyou!\"

  Ithadnotbeenanythinginparticular,yetalldayithadteasedJohnGilman\'ssensibilities。Hefeltashamedofhimselffornotbeingmoreenthusiasticashesearchedrecordsandhelpedtolocatetheownerofthatparticularspot。ToJohn,therewasanewtoneinPeter\'svoice,apossessivelightinhiseyesashestudiedthelocation,andmadeexcursionsinseveraldirections,tofixinhismindtheexactpositionoftheland。

  Hehadindicatedwhatheconsideredthetopographicallocationforahouse——stoodonitfacingthevalley,andsteppedthedistancesuitablyfarawaytosetagarageandfiguredonashortprivateroaddowntothehighway。HeveryplainlywasdeeplyprepossessedwithalocationJohnGilmanblamedhimselffornothavingfoundfirst。Certainlynaturehadheregrownandwalledadreamgardeninwhichtosetahouseofdreams。So,pastmidnight,Gilmanstoodinthesunshine,lookingatthefaceofthegirlhehadaskedtomarryhimandwhohadsaidthatshewould;andasmalldoubtcreptintohisheart,andafeelingthatperhapslifemightbedifferentforhimifPeterMorrisondecidedtocometoLilacValleytobuildhishome。Thenthesunlightfaded,nightclosedin,butashewenthishomewardwayJohnGilmanwasthinking,thinkingdeeplyandnotatallhappily。

  CHAPTERVIII。TheBearCat\"Friday\'schildislovingandgiving,ButSaturday\'schildmustworkforaliving,\"

  LindawaschantinghappilyassheenteredthekitchenearlySaturdaymorning。

  \"Katy,meblessing,\"shesaidgaily,\"didIeverpointouttoyoutheinterestingfactthatIwasbornonSaturday?Andadevilishpieceofluckitwas,forIhavebeenhustlingeversince。It\'sbadenoughtohavebeenbornonMondayandspoiledwashday,butIcallSaturdaythevanishingpoint,theendoftheextremelimit。\"

  Katylaughed,and,asalways,turnedadoringeyesonLinda。

  \"Iamnotneedingye,lambie,\"shesaid。\"Isitbigbusinessinthecanyonye\'rehavingtoday?ShallIbereadytobecookinguponeofthemGod-forsakenRedIndianmessesforyewhenyecomeback?\"

  Lindaheldupawarningfinger。

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