\"Theoneperfectthingaboutme,\"shesaidwithcloselycutprecision,\"ismyhealth。Ihaven\'tthefaintestnotionwhatitmeanstobeill。IammerelywaitingfortheconversationtotakeaIturnwhereIcanjoininitintelligently。\"
\"Why,blessthechild!\"exclaimedLinda。\"Can\'tyoutalkintelligentlyaboutasuitablelocationforahome?Onwhatsubjectisawomansupposedtobeintelligentifsheisnotatherbestonthethemeofhome。Ifyoureallyarenotinterestedyouhadbetterbegintopolishup,becauseitappealstomethattheworldgoesjustsofarinonedirection,andthenitwhirlstotheright-aboutandgoesequallyasfarintheoppositedirection。IfDaddywerelivingIthinkhewouldsaywehavereachedthelimitwithapartmenthousehomesminusfireplaces,withrestaurantdiningminusablessing,withjazzmusicminusmelody,withjazzdancingminusgrace,withnationalprogressminuscradles。\"
\"Linda!\"criedEileenindignantly。
\"Goodgracious!\"criedLinda。\"DoIgettheshillalahforthat?
Weren\'tallofusrockedincradles?IthinkthatthependulumhasswungfaranditistimetoswingbacktowhereonemanandonewomanchooseanylittlespotonGod\'sfootstool,buildanestandplantheirlivesinaccordwithpersonaldesireandinclinationinsteadofapingtheirneighbors。\"
\"Bravo!\"criedHenryAnderson。\"MissLinda,ifyouseeanysuitablespot,andyouthinkIwouldserveforabug-catcher,won\'tyoupleasestakethelocation?\"
\"Well,Idon\'tknowaboutthat,\"saidLinda。\"Woulditbetheoldcaseof\'Ifurnishthebreadandyoufurnishthewater\'?\"
\"No,\"saidPeterMorrison,\"itwouldnot。Henryisdoingmightywell。Iguaranteethathewouldfurnishacowthatwouldproducerealcream。\"
\"Howjoyous!\"saidLinda。\"Ifeelquitecompetenttomanagethebreadquestion。We\'llcallthatsettledthen。WhenInextcastanappraisingeyeovermybelovedvalley,Ishan\'tselectthechoicestspotinitforPeterMorrisontowriteabookin;andI
wanttowarnyoupeoplewhenyougohuntingtokeepamileawayfromMarian\'splot。Shehashadherlocationstakedfromchildhoodandhasworkedonherdreamhouseuntilshehasitallreadytoputtheiceinthechestandscratchthematchforthelivingroomfire-logs。Theonethingshewon\'tevertelliswhereherlocationis,butwhereveritis,PeterMorrison,don\'tyoudaretakeit。\"
\"Iwouldn\'tfortheworld,\"saidPeterMorrisongravely。\"IfMissThornewilltellmeevenonwhichsideofthevalleyherlocationlies,Iwillagreetostayontheotherside。\"
\"Wellthereisonethingyoucandependupon,\"saidtheirrepressibleLindabeforeMarianhadtimetospeak。\"Itissuretobeonthesunnyside。EverylivingsoulinCaliforniaislookingforaplaceinthesun。\"
\"ThenIwillmakeanoteofit,\"saidPeterMorrison。\"Butisn\'tthereenoughsuninallthislovelyvalleythatImayhaveaplaceinittoo?\"
\"Yougostraightaheadandselectanylocationyoulike,\"saidMarian。\"Igiveyouthefreedomofthevalley。There\'snotonechanceintenthousandthatyouwouldfindorseeanythingattractiveabouttheonesecludedspotIhavealwayshopedI
mightsomedayown。\'
\"Thisisnotfooling,then?\"askedPeterMorrison。\"Youtrulyhaveaplaceselectedwhereyouwouldliketolive?\"
\"Shetrulyhasthespotselectedandshetrulyhasthehouseonpaperandittrulyisahouseofdreams,\"saidLinda。\"Idreamaboutitmyself。Whenshebuildsitandlivesinitawhileandfindsoutallthethingsthatarewrongwithit,thenIamgoingtobuildonelikeit,onlyIshalleliminateallthemistakesshehasmade。\"
\"Ihaveoftenwondered,\"saidHenryAnderson,\"ifsuchathingeverhappenedasthatpeoplebuiltahouseandlivedinit,saytenyears,anddidnotfindonesinglethingaboutitthattheywouldchangeiftheyhadittobuildoveragain。Ineverhaveheardofsuchacase。Haveanyofyou?\"
\"Iamsurenoonehas,\"saidJohnGilmanmeditatively,\"andit\'saqueerthing。Ican\'tseewhypeopledon\'tplanahousethewaytheywantitbeforetheybuild。\"
Marianturnedtohim——thesameMarianhehadfalleninlovewithwhentheywerechildren。
\"Mightn\'titbe,\"sheasked,\"thatitisduetochangingconditionscausedbytherapiddevelopmentofscienceandinvention?Ifonehadbuiltthemostperfecthousepossiblefiveyearsagoandlearnedtodaythatinfinitelysuperiorlightingandheatinglandlivingfacilitiescouldbeinstalledatmuchlessexpenseandfargreaterconvenience,don\'tyouthinkthatonewouldwanttochange?Isn\'tlifeaseriesofchanges?Mustn\'tonebechangingconstantlytokeepabreastofone\'sdayandage?\"
\"Why,surely,\"answeredGilman,\"andnodoubtthereinliesatleastpartoftheanswertoAnderson\'squestion。\"
\"Andthen,\"addedMarian,\"thingshappeninfamilies。Sometimesmorebabiesthantheyexpectcometonewlymarriedpeopleandtheyrequiremoreroom。\"
\"Mygoodness,yes!\"brokeinLinda。\"JustlookatSylviaTownsend——twinstobeginwith。\"
\"Linda!\"breathedEileen,aghast。
\"Sogladyoulikemyname,dear,\"murmuredLindasweetly。
\"Andthen,\"continuedMarian,\"changescometootherpeopleastheyhavetome。Ican\'tsaythatIhadanyfaulttofindwitheitherthecomfortsortheconveniencesofHawthorneHouseuntilDaddyandMotherweresweptfromitatonecruelsweep;andafterthatitwasnothingtomebutahauntedhouse,andIdon\'tfeelthatIcanbeblamedforwantingtoleaveit。Iwillbegladtoknowthattherearepeoplelivinginitwhowon\'tseeabigstrongfiguremeditativelysmokingbeforethefireplaceandagraydoveofawomansittingonthearmofhischair。Iwillbeglad,ifFateiskindtomeandpeoplelikemyhouses,tocomebacktothevalleywhenIcanaffordtoandbuildmyselfahomethathasnopast——aplace,infact,whereIcanfurnishmyownghost,andifImeetmyselfonthestairsthenIwon\'tbeshockedbyme。
\"Idon\'tthinkthereisasoulinthevalleywhoblamesyouforsellingyourhomeandgoing,Marian,\"saidLindasoberly。\"I
thinkitwouldbefoolishifyoudidnot。\"
Thereturntothelivingroombroughtnochange。EileenpoutedwhileLindaandMarianthoroughlyenjoyedthemselvesandgavetheguestsamostentertainingevening。SodisgruntledwasEileen,whentheyoungmenhadgone,thatsheimmediatelywenttoherroom,leavingLindaandMariantoclosethehouseandmaketheirownarrangementsforthenight。WhereuponLindadeliberatelyledMariantothecarefullydustedandflower-garnishedguestroomandinstalledherwitheverycomfortandconveniencethatthehouseafforded。Thenbringingherbrushesfromherownroom,sheandMarianmadethemselvescomfortable,visitingfarintothenight。
\"Iwonder,\"saidLinda。\"ifPeterMorrisonwillgotoarealestatemaninthemorningandlookoverthelocationsremaininginLilacValley。\"
\"Yes,Ithinkhewill,\"saidMarianconclusively。
\"Itseemstome,\"saidLinda,\"thatwedidawholelotoftalkingabouthomestonight;whichremindsme,Marian,inpackinghaveyouputinyourplans?Haveyougotyourlastdraftwithyou?\"
\"No,\"answeredMarian,\"it\'sinoneofthecases。Ihaven\'tanythingbuttwoorthreepencilsketchesfromwhichIdrewthefinalplansasInowthinkI\'llsubmitthemforthecontest。
Wouldn\'titbeatallfeatherinmycap,Linda,ifbyanychancelIshouldwinthatprize?\"
\"Itwouldbemorethanafeather,\"saidLinda。\"Itwouldbeawholecap,andacoattowearwithit,andadresstomatchthecoat,andslipperstomatchthedress,andsoforthjustlike\'TheHouseThatJackBuilt。\'Haveyouthosesketches,Marian?\"
Openinghercase,Marianslidfromunderneaththegarmentsfoldedinit,severalsheetsonwhichwereroughlypenciledsketchesoftheexteriorofahouse——onthereverse,theupstairsanddownstairsfloorplans;andsittingdown,sheexplainedthesetoLinda。Thensheleftthemlyingonatable,waitingtobereturnedtohercasebeforeshereplacedherclothesinthemorning。Bothgirlswerefastasleepwhenamischievouswindslippeddownthevalley,andlightlyliftingthetopsheet,carrieditthroughthewindow,acrossthegarden,anddroppeditatthefootofahoney-drippingloquat。
BecausetheyhadtalkeduntillateinthenightofMarian\'splansandprospectsinthecity,ofPeterMorrison\'sproposedresidenceinthevalley,ofhowlonelyLindawouldbewithoutMarian,ofeverythingconcerningtheirlivesexceptthechangeinEileenandJohnGilman,thetwogirlssleptuntillateinthemorning,sothattherewerebutafewminutesremaininginwhichMarianmightdress,haveahastybreakfastandmakehertrain。Inhelpingher,itfelltoLindatopackMarian\'scase。Sheputthedrawingsshefoundonthetableinthebottom,theclothingandbrushesontopofthem,andclosingthecase,carrieditherselfuntilshedelivereditintotheporter\'shandsasMarianboardedhertrain。
CHAPTERIV。LindaStartsaRevolutionThelastglimpseMarianThornehadofLindawasasshestoodalone,wavingherhand,hercheeksflushed,hereyesshining,herfinalwordcheeryandencouraging。Mariansmiledandwavedinreturnuntilthetrainboreheraway。Thenshesatdownwearilyandstaredunseeinglyfromawindow。Lifedidsuchverydreadfulthingstopeople。Hergirlhoodhadbeensohappy。ThencamethedayoftheBlackShadow,butinherblackesthourshehadnotfeltalone。ShehadsupposedshewasleaningonJohnGilmanassecurelyasshehadleanedonherfather。Shehadlearned,withthelossofherfather,thatonecannotbesureofanythinginthisworldleastofallofhumanlife。YetinherdarkestdaysshehaddependedonJohnGilman。Shehadeveryreasontobelievethatitwasforherthathestruggleddailytogainafootinginhischosenprofession。Whensuccesscame,whentherewasnoreasonthatMariancouldseewhytheymightnothavebegunlifetogether,therehadcomeasubtlechangeinJohn,andthatchangehaddevelopedsorapidlythatinafewweeks\'time,shewasforcedtoadmitthatthecompanionshipandlovingattentionsthatoncehadbeenallherswerenowallEileen\'s。
Shesatinthetrain,steadilycarryinghermileaftermilefartherfromherhome,andtriedtothinkwhathadhappenedandhowandwhyithadhappened。ShecouldnotfeelthatshehadbeenwronginherestimateofJohnGilman。HervaluationofhimhadbeentaughtherbyherfatherandmotherandbyDoctorandMrs。
StrongandbyJohnGilmanhimself。DatingfromthetimethatDoctorStronghadpurchasedthepropertyandbuiltahomeinLilacValleybesideHawthorneHouse,MarianhadadmiredEileenandhadlovedher。Shewasseveralyearsolderthanthebeautifulgirlshehadgrownupbeside。Agehadnotmattered;
Eileen\'sbeautyhadnotmattered。Marianwasgoodlookingherself。
ShealwayshadknownthatEileenhadimposeduponherandwasselfishwithher,butEileen\'simpositionsweresoskillfullymaneuvered,herselfishnesswassoadorablytakenforgrantedthatMarianinretrospectionfeltthatperhapsshewasresponsibleforatleastasmallpartofit。SheneverhadbeenabletoseetheinnerworkingsofEileen\'sheart。ShewasnotcapableofunderstandingthatwhenJohnGilmanwaspoorandstrugglingEileenhadignoredhim。IthadnotoccurredtoMarianthatwhenthesuccessforwhichhestruggledbegantocomegenerously,Eileenwouldbegintocovetthemanshehadpreviouslydisdained。Shehadalwaysstriventofindfriendsamongpeopleofwealthanddistinction。HowwasMariantoknowthatwhenJohnbegantoachievewealthanddistinction,Eileenwouldcovethimalso?
MariancouldnotknowthatEileenhadstudiedherharderthansheeverstudiedanybook,thatshehaddeliberatelysetherselftomakethemostofeverydefectoridiosyncrasyinMarian,atthesametimeofferingherselfasacharmingsubstitute。Marianwaspreparedtobethemental,thespiritual,andthephysicalmateofaman。
Eileenwasnotpreparedtobeintruthandhonoranyofthese。
Shewaspreparedtomakeanyemergencyoflifesubservienttoherownselfishdesires。Shewaspreparedtouseanymanwithwhomshecameincontactforthefurtheranceofanywhimthatatthehourpossessedher。Whatshewantedwasunbridledpersonalliberty,unlimitedfinancialresources。
Marian,almostnumbedwithphysicalfatigueandweeksofmentalstrain,camerepeatedlyagainstthedeadwallofignorancewhenshetriedtofathomthechangethathadtakenplacebetweenherselfandJohnGilmanandbetweenherselfandEileen。DanielThornewasanoldermanthanDoctorStrong。Hehadaccumulatedmoreproperty。Marianhadsufficientmeansathercommandtomakeitunnecessaryforhertoacquireaprofessionorworkforherliving,butshehadalwaysbeeninterestedinandlovedtoplanhousesandhelpherfriendswithbuildingstheywereerecting。Whenthesilenceandthelonelinessofheremptyhomeenvelopedher,shehadbegun,atfirstasadistraction,toworkonthedrawingsforahomethatanarchitecthadmadeforoneofherneighbors。Shehadbeenabletosuggestsomanycomfortsandconveniences,andsotorevisetheseplansthat,atfirstinadesultoryway,laterinrealearnest,shehadbeguntodrawplansforhouses。Then,beingofmethodicalhabitandmathematicalmind,shebeganscalinguptheplansandfiguringonthecostofbuilding,andsoshehadworkeduntilshefeltthatshewasevolvinghomesthatcouldbebuiltforthesameamountofmoneyandlivedinwithmorecomfortandconveniencethanthehomesthatmanyofherfriendswerehavingplannedforthembyarchitectsofthecity。
Toonespotinthevalleyshehadgonefromchildhoodasasecretplaceinwhichtodreamandstudy。Shehadlovedthatretreatuntilithadbecomealivingpassionwithher。ThemoreJohnGilmanneglectedher,themoresheconcentrateduponherplans,andwhenthehourcameinwhichsherealizedwhatshehadlostandwhatEileenhadwon,shereachedthedecisiontosellherhome,gotothecity,andstudyuntilsheknewwhethershereallycouldsucceedatherchosenprofession。
Thenshewouldcomebacktothevalley,buythespotshecoveted,buildthehouseofwhichshedreamed,andinitshewouldspendtheremainderofherlifemakinghomesforthewomenwhoknewhowtoholdtheloveofmen。Whenshereachedthecityshehaddecidedthatifonecouldnothavethebestinlife,onemustbecontentwiththenextbest,andforherthenextbestwouldbehomesforotherpeople,sinceshemightnotmaterializethehomeshehaddreamedforJohnGilmanandherself。Shehadnotwantedtoleavethevalley。ShehadnotwantedtoloseJohnGilman。
Shehadnotwantedtopartwiththehomeshehadbeenrearedin。
Yetallofthesethingsseemedtohavebeenforceduponher。AllMarianknewtodowastosquarehershoulders,takeadeepbreath,putregretsbehindher,andmovesteadilytowardthebestfutureshecoulddeviseforherself。
ShecarriedlettersofintroductiontotheSanFranciscoarchitects,NicholsonandSnow,whohadofferedaprizeforthebesthousethatcouldbebuiltinareasonabletimeforfifteenthousanddollars。Shemeanttoofferherplansinthiscompetition。Throughfriendsshehadsecuredacomfortableplaceinwhichtoliveandwork。Sheneedundergonohardshipsinsearchingforahome,inclothingherself,inpayingforinstructioninthecourseinarchitectureshemeanttopursue。
ConcerningLindashecouldnotresistafeelingofexultation。
LindawasoneofthefriendsinLilacValleyaboutwhomMariancouldthinkwholeheartedlyandlovingly。SometimesshehadbeenonthepointofmakingasuggestiontoLinda,andthenshehadcontentedherselfwithwaitinginthethoughtthatverysoontheremustcometothegirlapropersenseofherpositionandherrights。TheexperienceofthepreviousnighttaughtMarianthatLindahadarrived。ShewouldnolongerbethecompliantlittlesisterwhowouldrunEileen\'serrands,waituponherguestsandweardisreputableclothing。WhenLindareachedapointwhereshewascapableoftheperformanceofthepreviousnight,Marianknewthatshewouldproceedtoliveuptoherbluechinaineveryramificationoflife。ShedidnotknowexactlyhowLindawouldfollowuptheassertionofherrightsthatshehadmade,butshedidknowthatinsomewayshewouldfollowitup,becauseLindawasaveryclosereproductionofherfather。
Shehadbeenalmostconstantlywithhimduringhislife,verymuchalonesincehisdeath。Shewasabusyyoungperson。FromMarian\'swindowsshehadwatchedthebusinessofcarryingonthewild-flowergardenthatLindaandherfatherhadbegun。WhattheoccupationwasthatkeptthelightburninginLinda\'sroomfarintothenightMariandidnotknow。Foralongtimeshehadsupposedthatherstudiesweredifficultforher,andwhenshehadaskedLindaifitwerenotpossibleforhertoprepareherlessonswithoutsomanyhoursofmidnightstudyshehadcaughtthestareoffrankamazementwithwhichthegirlregardedherandinthatsurprised,almostgrievedlookshehadrealizedthatveryprobablyadaughterofAlexanderStrong,whoresembledhimasLindaresembledhim,wouldnotbecompelledtooverworktomastertheprescribedcourseofanycityhighschool。WhatLindawasdoingduringthosemidnighthoursMariandidnotknow,butshedidknowthatshewasnotwrestlingwithmathematicsandlanguages——atleastnotallofthetime。SoMarianknowingLinda\'sgiftwithapencil,hadcometotheconclusionthatshewasdrawingpictures;butcircumstantialevidencewasallshehadasabasisforherconviction。Lindawentherwaysilentlyandalone。ShewasacquaintedwitheveryonelivinginLilacValley,frankandfriendlywithallofthem;asidefromMarianshehadnointimatefriend。NotanothergirlinthevalleycaredtofollowLinda\'spursuitsortocultivatetheacquaintanceofthebreeched,bootedgirl,constantlydevotingherselftooutdoorstudywithherfatherduringhislifetime,afterwardalone。
ForaninstantafterMarianhadboardedhertrainLindastoodlookingatit,herheartsoheavythatitpainedacutely。ShehadnotsaidonewordtomakeMarianfeelthatshedidnotwanthertogo。NotoncehadsheputforwardtheargumentthatMarian\'sgoingwouldleavehertodependentirelyforhumansympathyuponthecook,andherguardian,alsoadministratoroftheStrongestate,JohnGilman。SolongashewasMarian\'sfriendLindahadadmiredJohnGilman。Shehadgonetohimforsomemeasureofthecompanionshipshehadmissedinlosingherfather。SinceGilmanhadallowedhimselftobecaptivatedbyEileen,Lindahadharboredafeelingconcerninghimalmostofcontempt。LindawassofamiliarwitheverymovethatEileenmade,sothoroughlyunderstoodthattherewasamotivebackofhereveryaction,thatshecouldnotseewhyJohnGilman,havingknownherfromchildhood,shouldnotunderstandheralso。
ShehaddecidedthatthetimehadcomewhenshewouldforceEileentogiveheranallowance,howeversmall,forherownpersonalexpenses,thatshemustinsomewaymanagetobeclothedsothatshewasnotamatterofcommentevenamongtheboysofherschool,andshecouldseenoreasonwhytheabsolutepersonallibertyshealwayshadenjoyedsolongasshedisappearedwhenEileendidnotwantherandappearedwhenshedid,shouldnotextendtoherownconvenienceaswellasEileen\'s。
LifewasabusyaffairforLinda。ShehadnottimetowatchMarian\'strainfromsight。Shemusthurrytotheneareststreetcarandmakeallpossiblehasteorshewouldbelateforherclasses。Throughoutthedaysheworkedwiththedeepestconcentration,butshecouldnotkeepdowntheknowledgethatEileenwouldhavethingstosay,possiblythingstodo,whentheymetthatevening,forEileenwascapableofdisconcertinghysteria。PreviouslyLindahadremainedstubbornlysilentduringanytiradeinwhichEileenchosetoindulge。Shehadallowedherselftobenaggedintodoingmanythingsthatshedespised,becauseshewouldnotassertherselfagainstapparentinjustice。
ButsinceshehadcomefullytorealizetheresultsofEileen\'scourseofactionforMarianandforherself,shewasdeliberatelyarrivingattheconclusionthathereaftershewouldspeakwhenshehadadefense,andshewouldmakeitherbusinesstoletthesunshineonanydarkspotthatshediscoveredinEileen。
LindaknewthatifJohnGilmanwerewellacquaintedwithEileen,hecouldnotcomeanynearertolovingherthanshedid。SuchanideaaslovingEileenneverhadenteredLinda\'sthoughts。ToLinda,Eileenwasnotlovable。Thatsheshouldbeexpectedtoloveherbecausetheyhadthesameparentsandlivedinthesamehomeseemedabsurd。Shewasslightlydisappointed,onreachinghome,tofindthatEileenwasnotthere。
\"Willtheladyofthehousedinewithusthisevening?sheaskedasshestoodeatinganappleinthekitchen。
\"Shedidn\'tsay,\"answeredKaty。\"Haveyehaditoutaboutlastnightyet?\"
\"No,\"answeredLinda。\"ThatiswhyIwasaskingabouther。I
wanttocleartheatmospherebeforeImakemynewstartinlife。\"
\"Now,don\'tyebegoingtoofar,lambie,\"cautionedKaty\"Yeyoungthingsmakesuchanawfulseriousbusinessoflifethesedays。InyourscrambletowringartificialjoyoutofityoumissallthenaturaljoythegoodGodprovidedye。\"
\"Itseemstome,Katy,\"saidLindaslowly,\"thatyoushouldputthatstatementtheotherwayround。Itseemsthatlifemakesamightyseriousbusinessforusyoungthings,anditseemstomethatifwedon\'tgettherightstartandhaveaproperfoundationlifeIsgoingtobespoiledforus。OnelifeisallI\'vegottoliveinthisworld,andIwouldlikeittobetheinterestingandthebeautifulkindoflifethatFatherlived。\"
Lindadroppedtoachair。
\"Katy,\"shesaid,leaningforwardandlookingintentlyintotheearnestfaceofthewomanbeforeher,\"Katy,Ihavebeenthinkinganawfullotlately。Thereisaquestionyoucouldanswerformeifyouwantedto。\"
\"Well,Idon\'tseeanyraison,\"saidKaty,\"whyIshouldn\'tansweryeanyquestionye\'dbeaskingme。\"
Linda\'seyesnarrowedastheydidhabituallyindeepthoughtShewaslookingpastKatydownthesunlitspacesofthewildgardenthatwasherdearestpossession,andthenhereyesstrayedhighertowherethebluewallsthatshutinLilacValleyrangedtheirpeaksagainstthesky。\"Katy,\"shesaid,scarcelyaboveherbreath,\"wasMotherlikeEileen?\"
Katystiffened。Herredfacepaledslightly。Sheturnedherbackandslowlyslidintotheoventhepieshewascarrying。
SheclosedthedoorwithmoreforcethanwasnecessaryandthenturnedanddeliberatelystudiedLindafromthetopofhershiningblackheadtothetipofhershoe。
\"Some,\"shesaidtersely。
\"Yes,Iknow\'some\',\"saidLinda,\"butyouknowIwastooyoungtopaymuchattention,andDaddymanagedalwaystomakemesohappythatIneverrealizeduntilhewasgonethathenotonlyhadbeenmyfatherbutmymotheraswell。YouknowwhatImean,Katy。\"
\"Yes,\"saidKatydeliberately,\"Iknowwhatyemean,lambie,andI\'lltellyethetruthasfarasIknowit。Shemanagedyourfather,shepamperedhim,butshedeceivedhimeveryday,justaboutlittlethings。Shealwaysmadethehouseholdaccountsbiggerthantheywere,andusedtheextramoneyforMissEileenandherself——thingslikethat。I\'mthinkin\'heneverknewit。
I\'mthinkinghelovedherdeeplyandtrustedhercomplete。I
knowwhatye\'regettingat。ShewasnotenoughlikeEileentomakehimunhappywithher。Hemighthavebeenifhehadknownalltherewastoknow,butforhisownsakeIwasnottheonetogiveheraway,thoughsheconstantlymadehimthinkthatIwasextravagantandwastefulinmework。\"Linda\'seyescamebackfromthemountainsandmetKaty\'sstraightly。
\"Katy,\"shesaid,\"didyoueverseesistersasdifferentasEileenandIare?\"
\"No,Idon\'tthinkIeverdid,\"saidKaty。
\"Itpuzzlesme,\"saidLindaslowly。\"ThemoreIthinkaboutit,thelessIcanunderstandwhy,ifwearesisters,wewouldnotaccidentallyresembleeachotheratinybitinsomeway,andI
mustsayIcan\'tseethatwedophysicallyormentally。\"
\"No,\"saidKaty,\"yewerejustasdifferentasyearenowwhenI
cametothishousenewandyewerebothlittlethings。\"
\"Andwearegoingtobeasdifferentandtokeepongrowingmoredifferenteverydayofourlives,becauseredwarbreaksouttheminuteEileencomeshome。Ihaven\'tanotionwhatshewillsaytomeforwhatIdidlastnightandwhatIamgoingtodointhefuture,butIhaveadefiniteideaastowhatIamgoingtosaytoher。\"
\"Now,easy;yegoeasy,lambie,\"cautionedKaty。
\"Iwouldn\'tregretit,\"saidLinda,\"ifItookEileenbytheshouldersandshookhertillIshooktherougeoffhercheek,andthebrilliantineoffherhair,andamillionmeanlittlesubterfugesoutofhersoul。YouknowEileenislovelywhensheisnatural,andifshewouldbestraight-off-the-batsquare,I
wouldbeproudtobehersister。Asitis,Ihavemydoubts,evenaboutthissisterbusiness。\"
\"Why,Linda,child,yearejustplaincrazy,\"saidKaty。\"Whatkindofnotionsareyougettingintoyourhead?\"
\"Ihearthefrontdoor,\"saidLinda,\"andIamgoingtomarchstraighttobattle。She\'sgoingupthefrontstairs。Ididmeantoshort-cutuptheback,but,cometothinkofit,Ihaveservedmyapprenticeshiponthebackstairs。IbelieveI\'llascendthefrontmyself。Good-bye,darlin\',wishmeluck。\"
LindaswungKatyaround,huggedhertight,anddroppedakissonthetopofherfaithfulhead。
\"Yejuststickrightupforyourrights,\"Katyadvisedher。
\"Ye\'reagreatbiggirl。\'Tain\'tgoingtobelongtillye\'reeighteen。ButmindyouroldKatyaboutgoingtoofar。Ifyeloseyourtemperandcat-spit,itwon\'tgetyeanywhere。Thefellowthatkeepsthecoolestcanalwaysdothebestheadwork。\"
\"Igetyou,\"saidLinda,\"andthatisgoodadviceforwhichI
thankyou。\"
CHAPTERV。TheSmokeofBattleThenLindawalkeddownthehall,climbedthefrontstairs,andpresentedherselfatEileen\'sdoor,theretoreceiveoneoftheseverestshocksofheryounglife。Eileenhadtossedherhatandfuruponacouch,seatedherselfatherdressingtable,andwasstudyingherhairintheefforttodecidewhethershecouldfluffitupsufficientlytoservefortheeveningorwhethershemusttakeitdownandredressit。AtLinda\'sstepinthedoorwaysheturnedasmilingfaceuponherandcried:\"Hello,littlesister,comeinandtellmethenews。\"
Lindastoppedasifdazed。ThewondermentinwhichshelookedatEileenwasstampedalloverher。Asurprisedbraidofhairhungoveroneofhershoulders。Herhandsweresurprised,andtheskirtofherdress,andhershoesflatlysetonthefloor。
\"Well,I\'llbedarned!\"sheejaculated,andthenwalkedtowhereshecouldfaceEileen,andseatedherselfwithoutmakinganyattempttoconcealheramazement。
\"Linda,\"saidEileensweetly,\"youwouldstandfarbetterchanceofbeingpopularandmakingahostoffriendsifyouwouldnotbesocoarse。IamquitesureyouneverheardMamaormeusesuchanexpression。\"
ForonelonginstantLindawastooamazedtospeak。Thensherecoveredherself。
\"Lookhere,Eileen,youneedn\'ttryany\'perfectlady\'businessonme,\"shesaidshortly。\"DoyouthinkIhaveforgottentheextentofyourvocabularywhenthecurlingirongetstoohotoryoufailtoreceiveaninvitationtotheBachelors\'Ball?\"
LindaneverhadbeencapableofunderstandingEileen。AtthatminuteshecouldnotknowthatEileenhadbeenfacingfactsthroughthelonghoursofthenightandallthroughtheday,andthatshehadreachedthedecisionthatforthefutureheronlyhopeofworkingLindatoherwillwastoconciliateher,toignorethepreviousnight,totrytoputtheirrelationshipupontheoldbasisbypretendingthatthereneverhadbeenabreak。
Shelaughedsoftly。
\"Onrareoccasions,Igrantit。Ofcoursealittleswearslipsoutsometimes。WhatIamtryingtopointoutisthatyoudotoomuchofit。\"
\"Howdidyouevergettheidea,\"saidLinda,\"thatIwantedtobepopularandhavehostsoffriends?WhatwouldIdowiththemifIhadthem?\"
\"Why,usethem,mychild,usethem,\"answeredEileenpromptly。
\"Let\'scutthis,\"saidLindatersely。\"Iamnotyourchild。I\'mgettingtotheplacewhereIhaveseriousdoubtastowhetherI
amyoursisterornot。IfIam,it\'snotmyfault,andthesameclaynevermadetwoobjectsquitesodifferent。Icameupheretofight,andI\'mgoingtoseeitthrough。I\'monthewarpath,soyoumaytakeyourclubandproceedtobattle。\"
\"Whathavewetofightabout?\"inquiredEileen。
\"Everysinglethingthatyouhavedonethatwasunfairtomeallmylife,\"saidLinda。\"SinceallofithasbeendeliberateyouprobablyknowmoreaboutthedetailsthanIdo,soI\'lljustcontentmyselfwithtellingyouthatforthefuture,lastnightmarkedachangeintherelationsbetweenus。Iamgoingtobeeighteenbeforesoverylong,andIhaveceasedtobeyourmaidoryourwaitressoryourdupe。YouarenotgoingtoworkmeonesingletimewhenIhavegotbrainstoseethroughyourschemesafterthis。HereafterItakemyplaceinmyfather\'shouseandatmyfather\'stableonanequalitywithyou。\"
EileenlookedatLindasteadily,tryingtoseetothedepthsofhersoul。Shesawenoughtoconvinceherthattheyoungcreatureinfrontofherwasinearnest。
\"Hm,\"shesaid,\"haveIbeensobusythatIhavefailedtonoticewhatagreatgirlyouaregetting?\"
\"Busy!\"scoffedLinda。\"TellthattoKaty。It\'sakumquat!\"
\"Perhapsyouaretoobig,\"continuedEileen,\"tobeaskedtowaitonthetableanymore。\"
\"Icertainlyam,\"retortedLinda,\"andIamalsotoobigtowearsuchshoesorsuchadressasIhaveonatthepresentmin。ute。
Iknowallaboutthewarandtheinflationofpricesandthereductioninincome,butIknowalsothatifthereisenoughtorunthehouse,anddressyou,andfurnishyousuchasuiteofroomsasyou\'reenjoyingrightnow,thereisenoughtofurnishmesuitableclothes,acomfortablebedroomandaplacewhereIcanleavemyworkwithoutputtingawayeverythingIamdoingeachtimeIstepfromtheroom。Itoldyoufouryearsagothatyoumighttakethetouringcaranddowhatyoupleasedwithit。I
haveneveraskedwhatyoudidorwhatyougotoutofit,soI\'llthankyoutoobserveequalsilenceaboutanythingIchoosetodonowwiththerunabout,whichIreservedformyself。Itoldyoutotakethissuite,andthisisthefirsttimethatIhaveevermentionedtoyouwhatyouspentonit。\"
Lindawavedaninclusivehandtowardthefullyequipped,daintydressingtable,overrugsofpaleblue,andbeautifullydecoratedwalls,includingthesleepingroomandbathadjoining。
\"SonowI\'llaskyoutokeepoffwhileIdowhatIpleaseaboutthelibraryandthebilliardroom。I\'lltrytogetalongwithoutmuchmoneyindoingwhatIdesirethere,butImusthavesomenewclothes。Iwantmoneytobuymeapairofnewshoesforschool。
Iwantapairofpumpssuitableforeveningswhentherearegueststodinner。Iwantacoupleofattractiveschooldresses。
Thisoldsergeisgettingtoohotandtoowornforcommondecency。AndIalsowantacoupleofdressessomethinglikeyouarewearing,forafternoonsandevenings。\"
EileenstaredaghastatLinda。
\"Where,\"sheinquiredpolitely,\"isthemoneyforallthistocomefrom?\"
\"Eileen,\"saidLindainalowtensevoice,\"IhavereachedtheplacewhereeventheBOYSofthehighschoolaretwittingmeabouthowIamdressed,andthatisthelimit。Ihavestooditforthreeyearsfromthegirls。IamanadeptinpretendingthatIdon\'tsee,andIdon\'thear。IhavegottothepointwhereI
amperfectlycapableofwalkingintoyourwardrobeandtakingoutenoughoftheclothesthereandsellingthematasecond-handstoretobuymewhatIrequiretodressmejustplainlyanddecently。Sotakewarning。Idon\'tknowwhereyouaregoingtogetthemoney,butyouaregoingtogetit。Ifyouwouldwelcomeasuggestionfromme,comehomeonlyhalfthetimesyoudineyourselfandyourgirlfriendsattearoomsandcafesinthecity,andyouwillsavemysharethatway。Iamgoingtogiveyouachancetototalyourbudget,andthenIdemandonehalfoftheincomefromFather\'sestateabovehouseholdexpenses;andifI
don\'tgetit,onthedayIameighteenIshallgotoJohnGilmanandsaytohimwhatIhavesaidtoyou,andIshallgotothebankanddemandthatadivisionbemadethere,andthataseparatebankbookbestartedforme。\"
Linda\'samazementonenteringtheroomhadbeenworthyofnote。
Eileen\'satthepresentminutewasbeyonddescription。
Dumbfoundedwasacolorlesswordtodescribeherstateofmind。
\"Youdon\'tmeanthat,\"shegaspedinaquiveringvoicewhenatlastshecouldspeak。
\"Icansee,Eileen,thatyouaretakenunawares,\"saidLinda。\"I
havehadfourlongyearstoworkuptothishour。Hasn\'titevendawnedonyouthatthiswormwasevergoingtoturn?Youknowexquisitemothsandbutterfliesevolveinthecanyonsfromveryunprepossessingandlowlylivingworms。Youarespendingyourlifeonthebutterflystunt。HaveIbeensuchaweakwormthatithasn\'teveroccurredtoyouthatImightwanttotryaplain,everydaypairofwingssometimemyself?\"
Eileen\'sfacewasanuglyred,herhandswereshaking,hervoicewasunnatural,butshecontrolledhertemper。
\"Ofcourse,\"shesaid,\"Ihavealwaysknownthatthetimewouldcome,afteryoufinishedschoolandwereofaproperage,whenyouwouldwanttoentersociety。\"
\"No,youneverknewanythingofthekind,\"saidLindabluntly,\"becauseIhavenottheslightestambitiontoentersocietyeithernoworthen。AllIamaskingistoenterthehighschoolinacommonlydecent,suitabledress;toenterourdiningroomasadaughter;toenteraworkroomdecentlyequippedformyconvenience。Youneedn\'tbesurprisedifyouhearsomechangesgoingoninthebilliardroomandseesomechangesgoingoninthelibrary。AndifIfeelthatIcanmusterthenervetodrivetherunabout,it\'smycar,it\'suptome。\"
\"Linda!\"wailedEileen,\"howcanyouthinkofsuchathing?Youwouldn\'tdare。\"
\"BecauseIhaven\'tdaredtillthepresentisnoreasonwhyI
shoulddeprivemyselfofeverysinglepleasureinlife,\"saidLinda。\"Youspendyourdaysdoingexactlywhatyouplease;
drivingthatrunaboutforFatherwasmyonesoul-satisfyingdiversion。Whyshouldn\'tIdothethingIlovemost,ifIcanmusterthenerve?\"
Lindaarose,andwalkingovertoatable,pickedupamagazinelyingamongsomesmallpackagesthatEileenevidentlyhadplacedthereonenteringherroom。
\"Areyousubscribingtothis?\"sheasked。
Sheturnedinherhandsandleafedthroughthepagesofamostattractivemagazine,Everybody\'sHome。Itwasdevotedtopoetry,goodfiction,andeverythingconcerninghomelifefrombeeftobiscuits,andfromrugstoroses。
\"Isawitonanewsstand,\"saidEileen。\"Iwasatlunchwithsomegirlswhohadacopyandtheyweretalkingaboutsomearticlesbysomebodynamedsomething——Meredith,Ithinkitwas——JaneMeredith,maybeshe\'saCalifornian,andsheisadvocatingthequeerideathatwegobacktonaturebytryingmoderncookingonthefoodtheaboriginesate。Ifwefinditgoodthensherecommendsthatwespecializeonthegrowingofthesenativevegetablesforhomeuseandforexport——asanewindustry。\"
\"Isee,\"saidLinda。\"Out-BurbankingBurbank,asitwere。\"
\"No,notthat,\"saidEileen。\"Sheisnotproposingtoevolvenewforms。Sheisproposingtoshowushowtomakedeliciousdishesforluncheonordinnerfromwildthingsnowgoingtowaste。WhatthegirlssaidwassointerestingthatIthoughtI\'dgetacopyandifIseeanythinggoodI\'llturnitovertoKaty。\"
\"Andwhere\'sKatygoingtogetthewildvegetables?\"askedLindasceptically。
\"Whyyoumighthavesomeoftheminyourwildgarden,oryoucouldeasilyfindenoughtotry——alltheprowlingthecanyonsyoudooughttoresultinsomething。\"
\"Soitshould,\"saidLinda。\"Iquiteagreewithyou。DidI
understandyoutosaythatIshouldbereadytogotothebankwithyoutoarrangeaboutmyincomenextweek?\"
AgainthecolordeepenedinEileen\'sface,againshemadeavisibleeffortatself-control。
\"Oh,Linda,\"shesaid,\"whatistheuseofbeingsohard?YouwillmakethemthinkatthebankthatIhavenottreatedyoufairly。\"
\"_I_?\"saidLinda,\"_I_willmakethemthink?Don\'tyouthinkitisYOUwhowillmakethemthink?Willyoukindlyanswermyquestion?\"
\"IfIshowyouthebooks,\"saidEileen,\"ifIdividewhatisleftafterthebillsarepaidsothatyousayyourselfthatitisfair,whatmorecanyouask?\"
Lindahesitated。
\"WhatIoughttodoisexactlywhatIhavesaidIwoulddo,\"shesaidtersely,\"butifyouaregoingtoputitonthatbasisI
havenodesiretohurtyouorhumiliateyouinpublic。Ifyoudothat,Ican\'tseethatIhaveanyreasontocomplain,sowe\'llcallitabargainandwe\'llsaynomoreaboutituntilthefirstofthemonth,unlessthespiritmovesyou,aftertakingagoodsquarelookatme,toproducesomeshoesandaschooldressinstanter。\"
\"I\'llseewhatIcando,\"answeredEileen。
\"Allrightthen,\"saidLinda。\"Seeyouatdinner。\"
Shewenttoherownroom,slippedoffherschooldress,brushedherhair,andputontheskirtandblouseshehadwornthepreviousevening,thesebeingtheonlyextraclothingshepossessed。Asshestraightenedherhairshelookedatherselfintently。
\"My,aren\'tyoucomingon!\"shesaidtothefigureintheglass。
\"Dressingfordinner!Firstthingyouknowyou\'llbeaperfectlady。\"
CHAPTERVI。JaneMeredithWhenEileencamedowntodinnerthateveningLindaunderstoodataglancethataneffortwastobemadetoeffacethoroughlyfromthemindofJohnGilmanallmemoryoftheEileenofthepreviousevening。Shehaddecidedonredressingherhair,whilesheworeoneofhermostbecomingandattractivegowns。ToLindaandKatyduringthedinnershewassimplycharming。Havingsaidwhatshewantedtosayandreceivedtheassuranceshedesired,LindaacceptedheradvancescordiallyanddisplayedsuchcharmingproclivitiesherselfthatEileenbegancovertlytowatchher,andasshewatchedthereslowlygrewinherbraintheconvictionthatsomethinghadhappenedtoLinda。Atonceshebeganstudyingdeeplyinanefforttolearnwhatitmightbe。TherewerethreeparamountthingsinEileen\'scosmosthatcouldhappentoagirl:
Shecouldhavelovelyclothing。Lindadidnothaveit。Shecouldhavemoneyandinfluentialfriends。SinceMarian\'sgoingLindahadpracticallynofriend;shewasmerelyacquaintedwithalmosteveryonelivinginLilacValley。Shecouldhavealover。
Lindahadnone。Butstay!Eileen\'sthoughthaltedatthesuggestion。Maybeshehad!Shehadbeenleftcompletely,toherowndeviceswhenshewasnotwantedaboutthehouse。Shehadbeenminglingwithhundredsofboysandgirlsinhighschool。
Shemighthavemetsomemanrepeatedlyonthestreetcars,goingtoandfromschool。Inschoolshemighthaveattractedthesonofsomewealthyandinfluentialfamily;whichwastheonlykindofsonEileenchosetoconsiderinconnectionwithLinda。
ThroughEileen\'sbrainranbitsoftheconversationofthepreviousevening。Sherecalledthatthemenshehadintendedshouldspendtheeveningwaitingonherandpayingherprettycomplimentshadspentiteatinglikehungrymen,laughingandjestingwithLindaandMarian,givingeveryevidenceofasatisfactionwiththeirentertainmentthatneverhadbeenevincedwiththebestbrandofattractionsshehadtooffer。
EileenwaswillingtoconcedethatMarianThornehadbeenabeautifulgirl,andshehadknown,previoustothedisaster,thatitwasquiteaslikelythatanymanmightadmireMarian\'sflashingdarkbeautyasherblondeloveliness。Betweenthemthenitwouldhavebeenmerelyaquestionoftasteonthepartoftheman。SinceMarian\'sdarkheadhadturnedashen,Eileenhadsimplyeliminatedheratonesweep。ThatwhitehairwouldbrandMariananywhereasanoldwoman。Verylikelynomaneverwouldwanttomarryher。Eileenwassureshewouldnotwanttoifshewereaman。NowonderJohnGilmanhadceasedtobeattractedbyagirl\'sfacewithagrandmothersetting。
AsforLinda,Eileenneverhadconsideredheratallexceptasaconveniencetoserveherownpurposes。LastnightshehadlearnedthatLindahadabrain,thatshehadwit,thatshecouldsaythingstowhichmenoftheworldlistenedwithinterest。ShebegantowatchLinda。Sheappraisedwithdeepestenvythedarkhaircurlingnaturallyonhertemples。Shewonderedhowhairthatcurlednaturallycouldbesothickandheavy,andshethoughtwhatacrownofglorywouldadornLinda\'sheadwhenthedaycametocoilthoselongdarkbraidsarounditandfastenthemwithflashingpins。Shedrewsomesatisfactionfromthesunburnedfaceandleanfigurebeforeher,butitwasnotsatisfactionofsoul-sustainingquality。TherewasbeginningtobesomethingdisquietingaboutLinda。Aroundnesswascreepingoverherleanframe;aglowwasbeginningtocolorherlipsandcheekbones;adewylookcouldbesurprisedinherdarkeyesoccasionally。Shehadtheeffectofacreaturewithsomethingyeastybottledinsideitthatwasbeginningtofermentandmighteffervesceatanyminute。Eileenhadbeensosurprisedthepreviouseveningandagainbeforedinner,thatshemadeuphermindthathereafteronemightexpectalmostanythingfromLinda。
Shewouldnolongerfollowasuggestionunlessthesuggestionaccordedwithhersenseofrightandjustice。Itwasbarelypossiblethatitmightberequiredtopleaseherinclinations。
Eileen\'smindworkedwithunbelievableswiftness。Shetoreathersubjectlikeavulturetearingatafeast,andlikeavultureshereachedthevitalsswiftly。Sheprefacedherquestionwithadrylaugh。Thensheleanedforwardandaskedsoftly:\"Linda,dear,whyhaven\'tyoutoldme?\"
Linda\'seyesweresoclearandhonestastheymetEileen\'sthatshealmosthesitated。
\"Alittlemoreexplicit,please,\"saidthegirlquietly。
\"WHOISHE?\"askedEileenabruptly。
\"Oh,Ihaven\'tnarrowedtoanindividual,\"saidLindalargely\"Youhavenoticedaflockofboysfollowingmefromschoolandhangingaroundthefrontdoor?Ihavesuchhoststochoosefromthatit\'sgoingtotakeaparticularlysplendidknightonasnow-
whitecharger——Ithink\'charger\'istheproperword——tocapturemyyoungaffections。\"
Eileenwassatisfied。Therewasn\'tanyhe。ShemightforashorttimeyetcutLinda\'sfinancestotheextremelimit。
Wheneveramanappearedonthehorizonshewouldbeforcedtomakeadivisionatleastapproachingequality。
LindafollowedEileentothelivingroomandsatdownwithabookuntilJohnGilmanarrived。Shehadadesiretostudyhimforafewminutes。ShewasgoingtowriteMarianaletterthatnight。
ShewantedtoknowifshecouldhonestlytellherthatGilmanappearedlonelyandseemedtomissher。Katyhadnochancetoanswerthebellwhenitrang。Eileenwasinthehall。Lindacouldnottellwhatwashappeningfromthemurmurofvoices。
PresentlyJohnandEileenenteredtheroom,andasLindagreetedhimshedidhavetheimpressionthatheappearedunusuallythoughtfulandworried。Shesatforhalfanhour,takingslightpartintheconversation。Thensheexcusedherselfandwenttoherroom,andasshewentsheknewthatshecouldnothonestlywriteMarianwhatshehadhoped,forinthirtyminutesbytheclockEileen\'sblandishmentshadworked,andJohnGilmanwaslookingatherasifshewerethemostexquisiteanddesirablecreatureinexistence。
SlowlyLindaclimbedthestairsandenteredherroom。Sheslidtheboltofherdoorbehindher,turnedonthelights,unlockedadrawer,andtakingfromitaheapofmaterialsshescatteredthemoverasmalltable,andpickingupherpencil,shesatgazingatthesheetbeforeherforsometime。Thenslowlyshebeganwriting:
Itappealstomethat,farasmoderncivilizationhasgoneinculinaryefforts,wehavenotnearlyreachedthelimitsavailabletousasIpointedoutlastmonth。Weconsiderourselvescapableofpreparingandproducingelaboratebanquets,yetatnotimeareweapproachinganythingeventocompareinlavishnessanddelicacywiththedaysofLucullus。Wearenotfeastingonbakedswans,peacocktonguesanddrinkingourpearls。Iamnotrecommendingthatweshouldrevivetheindulgenceofsuchlavishanduselessexpenditure,butIwouldsuggestthatifwetirewiththesamenessofourculinaryefforts,weatleasttrysomeofthenewdishesdescribedinthisdepartment,establishedforthesolepurposeoftheirintroduction。Insodoingweaccomplishamultiplepurpose。Weenlargetheresourcesofthesouthwest。Weteasestaleappetiteswithanewtang。Weoffertheworldsomethingdifferent,yetnativetous。WeusemodernmethodsonIndianmaterialandtheresultsaremostsurprising。IntryingthesedishesIwouldremindyouthatfewofuscaredforoysters,olives,celery——almostanyfruitorvegetableonecouldmentiononfirsttrial。Tryseveraltimesandbesureyoupreparedishesexactlyrightbeforecondemningthemaseitherfadorfancy。
Theseareveryreal,nourishinganddeliciousfoodsthatarebeingofferedyou。HereisasaladthatwouldhaveintriguedthepalateofLucullus,himself。Ifyoudonotbelieveme,tryit。
Thevegetableisslightlyknownbyafewnativemountaineersandranchers。Botanistscarrieditabroadwhereunderthenameofwinter-purslaneitisusedinFranceandEnglandforgreensorsalad,whileremainingpracticallyunknownathome。Boiledandseasonedasspinachitmakesequallygoodgreens。Butitisinsaladthatitstandspre-eminent。
Gotoanycanyon——Ishallnotrevealthenameofmyparticularcanyon——andlocateabedofminer\'slettuceMontiaperfoliata。
Growinginrankbedsbesideacold,cleanstream,youwillfindthesepulpy,exquisitelyshaped,pungentroundleavesfromthecenterofwhichliftsatinyheadofmistywhitelace,sendingupapalate-teasing,spicyperfume。Thecrisp,pinkishstemssnapinthefingers。Besurethatyouwashtheleavescarefullysothatnolurkinggermsclingtothem。Fillyoursaladbowlwiththecrispleaves,fromwhichtheflowerheadhasbeenplucked。
Fordressing,diceateacupofthemostdeliciousbaconyoucanobtainandfryittoacrispbrowntogetherwithasmallslicedonion。Addtothefattwotablespoonsofsugar,halfateaspoonofmustard;saltwillscarcelybenecessarythebaconwillfurnishthat。Blendthefat,sugar,andmustard,andpourinameasureofthebestapplevinegar,dilutedtotaste。Bringthismixturetotheboilingpoint,andwhenithascooledslightlypouritoverthelettuceleaves,lightlyturningwithasilverfork。Garnishtheedgeofthedishwithadeepborderofthefreshleavesbearingtheirlaceofwhitebloomintact,aroundtheedgeofthebowl,andsprinkleontopthesiftedyolksoftwohard-boiledeggs,heapingthedicedwhitesinthecenter。
Lindapausedandread。thisovercarefully。
\"Thatisallright,\"shesaid。\"Icouldn\'tmakethatmuchbetter。\"
Shemadeafewcorrectionshereandthere,andpickingupacoloredpencil,shedeftlysketchedinaheadpieceofdelicatespraysofminers\'lettucetippedatdifferingangles,fringywhitewithbloom。Belowsheprinted:\"AdeliciousIndiansalad。
ThesecondofaseriesofnewdishestobeofferedmadefrommaterialsusedbytheIndians。Compoundedandtestedinherowndietkitchenbytheauthor。\"
Swiftlyshesketchedatailpiecerepresentingatabletopuponwhichsatatempting-lookingbigsaladbowlfilledwithfreshgreenleaves,rimmedwitharowofdelicatewhiteflowers,fromwhichyoucouldalmostscentateasingdelicatefragrancearising;andbeneath,inaclear,firmhand,shestrokedinthename,JaneMeredith。Shewentoverherworkcarefully,thenlaiditflatonapieceofcardboard,shoveditintoanenvelope,directedittotheeditorofEverybody\'sHome,laiditinsidehergeometry,andwroteherlettertoMarianbeforegoingtobed。
InthemorningonherwaytothestreetcarshegailywavedtoapassingautomobilegoingdownLilacValley,inwhichsatJohnGilmanandPeterMorrisonandhisarchitect,andastheyweredrivinginthedirectionfromwhichshehadcome,LindaveryrightlysurmisedthattheyweregoingtopickupEileenandmakeatourofthevalley,lookingforavailablebuildinglocations;
andshewonderedwhyEileenhadnottoldherthattheywerecoming。Lindahadbeenrightaboutthedestinationofthecar。
ItturnedinattheStrongdrivewayandstoppedatthedoor。
JohnGilmanwenttoringthebellandlearnifEileenwereready。
Peterfollowedhim。HenryAndersonsteppedfromthecarandwanderedoverthelawn,lookingattheastonishingarrayofbushes,vines,flowers,andtrees。
Fromonetoanotherhewent,fingeringthewaxyleaves,studyingthebrilliantflowerfaces。Finallyturningacornerandcrossingthewildgarden,towhichhepaidslightattention,hestarteddowntheothersideofthehouse。Hereanalmostoverpoweringodorgreetedhisnostrils,andhewentovertoalargetreecoveredwithrough,darkgreen,almostbrownish,lance-shapedleaves,eachbranchterminatinginaheavysprayofyellowish-greenflowers,whoseodorwasofcloyingsweetness。
Thebeeswerebuzzingoverit。Itwasnotatreewithwhichhewasfamiliar,andsteppingback,helookedatitcarefully。Thenatitsbase,wind-drivenintoacrevicebetweentheroots,hisattentionwasattractedtoacrumpledsheetofpaper,uponwhichhecouldseelinesthatwouldhaveattractedtheattentionofanyarchitect。Hewentforwardinstantly,pickedupthesheet,andstraighteningitouthestoodlookingatit。
\"Holysmoke!\"hebreathedsoftly。\"Whatafind!\"
Helookedatthereverseofthesheet,hisfacebecomingmoreintenteveryminute。WhenheheardPeterMorrison\'svoicecallinghimhehastilythrustthepaperintohiscoatpocket;buthehadgoneonlyafewstepswhenhestopped,glancedkeenlyoverthehouseandlawn,turnedhisback,andtakingthesheetfromhispocket,hesmootheditout,foldeditcarefully,andputitinaninsidepocket。Thenhejoinedtheparty。
AtoncetheysetouttoexaminetheavailablelocationsthatyetremainedinLilacValley。Natureprovidedthemawonderfuldayofsnappysunshineandheadyseaair。Springfavoredthemwithlilacwallsattheirbluest,brokenhereandtherewiththerose-
mistedwhitemahogany。Thevioletnightshadewasbeginningtoadddeepercolortothehillsinthesunniestwildspots。Thepaniclesofmahoniabloomwereshowingtheirgoldcolor。Wildflowerswereliftingleavesoffeatherandlaceeverywhere,andmostagreeableonthecoolmorningairwasafaintbreathofCaliforniasage。Uponesideofthevalley,weavinginandout,upanddown,overthefoothillstheyworkedtheirway。Theystoppedfordinneratoneofthebeautifulbighotels,practicallyfilledwithEasterntourists。Eileenneverhadknownaproudermomentthanwhenshetookherplaceattheheadofthetableandpresidedoverthedinnerwhichwasservedtothreemostattractivespecimensofphysicalmanhood,eachofwhomwasunusuallywellendowedwithbrain,allflatteringherwiththemostdevotedattention。Thistriumphsheachievedinadiningroomseatinghundredsofpeople,itsmirror-linedwallsreflectingherexquisiteimagefrommanyangles,totheclickofsilver,andtherunningaccompanimentofmanyvoices。Whatshehadexpectedtoaccomplishinherowndiningroomhadcometoherbeforealargeaudience,inwhich,shehadnodoubt,thereweremanyenviouswomen。EileenrayedlovelinesslikeaMariposalily,andpurredinuttercontentmentlikeadeftlystrokedkitten。
WhentheypartedintheeveningPeterMorrisonhadmemorandaofthreelocationsthathewishedtoconsider。ThathemightnotseemtobeundulyinfluencedortobegivingtheremainderofLosAngelesCountyitsjustdue,heproposedtomotoraroundforaweekbeforereachinganultimatedecision,butinhishearthealreadyhaddecidedthatsomewherenearLosAngeleshewouldbuildhishome,andasyethehadseennothingnearlysoattractiveasLilacValley。
CHAPTERVII。TryingYuccaOnherwaytoschoolthatmorningLindastoppedatthepostofficeandpastedtherequiredamountofstampsuponthepackagethatshewasmailingtoNewYork。ShehurriedfromherlastclassthatafternoontothecitydirectorytofindthestreetandnumberofJamesBrothers,figuringthatthefirmwithwhomMariandealtwouldbetheproperpeopleforhertoconsult。Shehadnodifficultyinfindingtheplaceforwhichshewassearching,andshewasratheragreeablyimpressedwiththementowhomshetalked。ShemadearrangementswiththeirbuyertocallatherhomeinLilacValleyatnineo\'clockthefollowingSaturdaymorningtoappraisethearticleswithwhichshewishedtopart。
Thenshewenttooneoftheleadingbookstoresofthecityandmadeinquirieswhichguidedhertoareliablesecond-handbookdealer,andshearrangedtobereadytoreceivehisrepresentativeatteno\'clockonSaturday。
Reachinghomeshetookanotebookandpencil,andstudiedthebilliardroomandthelibrary,makingalistofthefurniturewhichshedidnotactuallyneed。Afterthatshebeganonthelibraryshelves,listingsuchmedicalworksaswereofatechnicalnature。Booksoffiction,history,art,andbiography,andthosebookswrittenbyherfathershedidnotinclude。Shefoundthatshehadalongtaskwhichwouldoccupyseveralevenings。Hermindwasmethodicalandshehadbeenwithherfatherthroughsufficientbusinesstransactionstounderstandthatinordertodriveagoodbargainshemustknowhowmanyvolumesshehadtoofferandtheimportanceoftheirauthorsasmedicalauthorities;sheshouldalsoknowtheexactconditionofeachsetofbooks。Sinceshehadmadeuphermindtoletthemgo,andsheknewthevalueofmanyofthebig,leather-boundvolumes,shedeterminedthatshewouldnotsellthemuntilshecouldsecurethehighestpossiblepriceforthem。
TwomonthspreviouslyshewouldhaveconsultedJohnGilmanandaskedhimtoarrangethetransactionforher。Sincehehadallowedhimselftobedupedsoeasily——oratleastithadseemedeasytoLinda;for,muchassheknewofEileen,shecouldnotpossiblyknowtheweeksofsecretplotting,theplansforunexpectedmeetings,thetrumped-upbusinessproblemsnecessarytodiscuss,thedeliberateflauntingofherphysicalcharmsbeforehim,allofwhichhadmadehisconquestextremelyhardforEileen,butLinda,seeingonlyresults,hadthoughtitcontemptiblyeasy——shewouldnotaskJohnGilmananything。ShewouldgoaheadonthebasisofheragreementwithEileenanddothebestshecouldalone。
ShecountedonSaturdaytodisposeofthefurniture。Thebooksmightgoatherleisure。Thenthefirstoftheweekshecouldselectsuchfurnitureasshedesiredinordertoarrangethebilliardroomforherstudy。Ifshehadasuitableplaceinwhichtoworkinseclusion,thereneedbenohurryaboutthelibrary。Sheconscientiouslypreparedallthelessonsrequiredinherschoolcourseforthenextdayandthen,stackingherbooks,sheagainunlockedthedraweropenedthepreviousevening,andtakingfromitthesamematerials,settowork。Shewrote:
Botanistshavefailedtomentionthatthereisanyconnectionbetweenasparagus,originallyaproductofsaltmarshes,andYucca,aproductofthealkalinedesert。Veryprobablythereisnobotanicalrelationship,butthesetwoplantsarealikeinflavor。Fromthealkaline,sunbeatendesertwherethebayonetplantthrustsupatenderbloomheadsixinchesinheight,itslowlyincreasesinstatureasittravelsacrosscountrymorefrequentlyrainwashed,andwindsitswaybesidemountainstreamstowhereinmorefertilesoilandthesamesunshineitdevelopsmagnificentspecimensfromtentofifteenandmorefeetinheight。Theplantgrowsanumberofyearsbeforeitdecidestoflower。Whenitreachesmaturityitthrowsupabloomstemastenderasthedelicateheadofasparagus,thickasone\'supperarm,andrunningtotwiceone\'sheight。Thisbloomsteminitsearlystagesiscoloredthepalepinkofasparagus,withfainttouchesofyellow,andhintsofblue。Atmaturityitbreaksintoagorgeousheadoflavender-tinted,creamypendentflowerscoveringtheupperthirdofitsheight,billowingoutslightlyinthecenter,sothatfromadistancethewaxentorchtakesonverymuchtheappearanceofaflamingcandle。Forthisreason,inMexico,wheretheplantflourishesinevengreaterabundancethaninCalifornia,withtheexquisitepoetrycommontothetongueandheartoftheSpaniard,YuccaWhippleihasbeencommonlynamed\"OurLord\'sCandle。\"AtthemostdelicatetimeoftheirgrowththesecandlestickswereroastedandeatenbytheIndians。Baseduponthisknowledge,Iwouldrecommendtwodishes,almostequallydelicious,whichmaybepre。paredfromthisplant。
Takethemostsucculentyoungbloomstemswhentheyhaveexactlytheappearanceofanasparagusheadatitsmomentofdeliciousperfection。Withasharpknife,cutthemincirclesaninchindepth。Arrangetheseinashallowporcelainbakingdish,sprinklewithsalt,dotthemwithbutter,addenoughwatertokeepthemfromstickingandburning。Bakeuntilthoroughlytender。Useapancaketurnertoslidetheringstoahotplatter,andgarnishwithcirclesofhard-boiledegg。Thisyouwillfindanextremelydelicateandappetizingdish。
ThesecondrecipeIwouldofferistotreatthisvegetablepreciselyasyouwouldcreamedasparagus。Cutthestalksinsix-inchlengths,quarterthemtofacilitatecookingandhandling,andboilinsaltedwater。Drain,arrangeinahotdish,andpouroveracarefullymadecreamsauce。Imightaddthatonestalkwouldfurnishsufficientmaterialforseveralfamilies。Thisdishshouldbepopularinsouthwesternstateswheretheplantgrowsprofusely;andtocultivatetheseplantsforshippingtoEasternmarketswouldbequiteasfeasibleastheshippingofasparagus,rhubarb,artichokes,orlettuce。
Ihavefoundboththesedishespeculiarlyappetizing,butI
shouldbesorryif,inintroducingYuccaasafood,Ibecameinstrumentalintheexterminationofthisuniversalandwonderfullybeautifulplant。ForthisreasonIhavehesitatedaboutincludingYuccaamongthesearticles;butwhenIseethebloomdestroyedruthlesslybythousandswhocutittodecoratetouringautomobilesandfruitandvegetablestandsbesidethehighways,whocarryitfromitsnativelocationandstickitintheparchingsunoftheseashoreasatemporaryshelter,Ifeelthatthebloomstemsmightaswellbeusedforfoodastobesoruthlesslywasted。
Theplantishardyintheextreme,growinginthemostunfavorableplaces,clingingtenaciouslytosheermountainandcanyonwalls。Afterbloomingandseedingtheplantseemstohavethrowneveryparticleofnourishmentitcontainsintoitsdevelopment,itdriesoutanddiesthespongywoodismadeintopincushionsfortheartstores;butfromtherootstherespringanumberofyoungplants,which,afterafewyearsofgrowth,matureandrepeattheirlifecycle,whileotheryoungplantsdevelopfromthewidelyscatteredseeds。TheSpaniardsattimescalltheplantQuiota。Thiswordseemstobederivedfromquiotl,whichistheAztecnameforAgave,fromwhichplantadrinknotunlikebeerisproduced,andsuggeststhepossibilitythattheremighthavebeenatimewhenthesucculentflowerstemoftheYuccafurnisheddrinkaswellasfoodfortheIndians。
Aftercarefullyre-readingandmakingseveralminorcorrections,Lindapickedupherpencil,andacrossthetopofasheetofheavypapersketchedthepeaksofachainofmountains。Acrossthebaseshedrewastretchofdesertfloor,bristlingwiththethornsofmanydifferentcactibrilliantwiththeirgold,pink,andredbloom,intermingledwithfinegrassesanddesertflowerfaces。
Attheleftshepainstakinglydrewahugeplantofyuccawithaperfectcircleofbayonets,fromthecenterofwhichuprosethegiganticflowerstemthelengthofherpage,andonthemistybloomoftheflamingtonguesheworkedquiteaslateasMarianThornehadeverseenalightburninginherwindow。Whenshehadfinishedherdrawingshestudieditcarefullyalongtime,addingatouchhereandthere,andthenshesaidsoftly:\"There,Daddy,IfeelthatevenyouwouldthinkthatafaithfulreproductionTomorrownightI\'llpaintit。\"
JohnGilmansawthelightfromLinda\'swindowwhenhebroughtEileenhomethatnight,andwhenheleftheglancedthatwayagain,andwassurprisedtoseetheroomstilllighted,andtheyoungfigurebendingoveraworktable。Hestoodverystillforafewminutes,wonderingwhatcouldkeepLindaawakesofarintothenight,andwhilehisthoughtswereuponherhewondered,too,whyshedidnotcaretohavebeautifulclothessuchasEileenwore;andthenhewentfurtherandwonderedwhy,whenshecouldbeasentertainingasshehadbeenthenightshejoinedthematdinner,shedidnotmakeherappearanceoftener;andthen,becausethemindisaqueerthing,andhehadwonderedaboutagivenstateofaffairs,hewentastepfurther,andwonderedwhethertheexplanationlayinLinda\'sinclinationsorinEileen\'smanagement,andthenhisthoughtfastenedtenaciouslyuponthesubjectofEileen\'smanagement。
Hewasapatientman。HehadallowedhisreasonandbetterjudgmenttobeswayedbyEileen\'sexquisitebeautyandherblandishments。HedidnotregrethavingdiscoveredbeforeitwastoolatethatMarianThornewasnotthegirlhehadthoughther。
Hewantedawifecutaftertheclinging-vinepattern。Hewantedtobethedominatingfigureinhishome。IthadnottakenEileenlongtoteachhimthatMarianwasself-assertiveandwoulddoalargeshareofdominatingherself。HehadthoughtthathewasperfectlysatisfiedandveryhappywithEileen;yetthatdayherepeatedlyhadfeltpiquedandannoyedwithher。ShehadopenlycajoledandflirtedwithHenryAndersonpastapointwhichwasagreeableforanymantoseehissweetheartgowithanothermanWithPeterMorrisonshehadbeenunspeakablycharminginamannerwithwhichJohnwasveryfamiliar。
Heturneduphiscoatcollar,thrusthishandsinhispockets,andsworesoftly。Lookingstraightaheadofhim,heshouldhaveseenastretchoflevelsidewalk,borderedononehandbylacy,tropicalfoliage,ontheother,bysheetsoflevelgreenlawn,brokeneverywherebytheuprisingbolesofgreattrees,clumpsofrarevines,androwsofdarkenedhomes,attractiveinarchitectural_,design\'vinecovered,hushedforthenight。Whathereallysawwasasmallplateau,sunillumined,atthefootofamountainacrossthevalley,wherethelilacwallwasthebluest,wherethesunshoneslightlymoregoldenthananywhereelseinthevalley,wherehugeliveoaksoutstretchedruggedarms,wheretheairhadatangofsalt,atingeofsage,anodoroforange,shotthroughwithsnowycoolness,thrilledwithbirdsong,andthelaughingchuckleofabigspringbreakingfromthefootofthemountain。
Theyhadlefttheroadandfollowedanarrow,screenedpathbywhichtheycameunexpectedlyintothisopening。Theyhadstooduponitinwordlessenchantment,lookingdowntheslopebeneathit,acrossthepeaceofthevalley,tothebluerangesbeyond。
\"Justwherearewe?\"PeterMorrisonhadaskedatlast。
JohnGilmanhadbeenlookingataviewwhichincludedEileen。
Sheliftedherface,flushedandexquisite,toPeterMorrisonandansweredinabreathlessundertone,yetJohnhaddistinctlyheardher:
\"Howwonderfulitwouldbeifwewereatyourhouse。Oh,Ienvythewomanwhosharesthiswithyou!\"
Ithadnotbeenanythinginparticular,yetalldayithadteasedJohnGilman\'ssensibilities。Hefeltashamedofhimselffornotbeingmoreenthusiasticashesearchedrecordsandhelpedtolocatetheownerofthatparticularspot。ToJohn,therewasanewtoneinPeter\'svoice,apossessivelightinhiseyesashestudiedthelocation,andmadeexcursionsinseveraldirections,tofixinhismindtheexactpositionoftheland。
Hehadindicatedwhatheconsideredthetopographicallocationforahouse——stoodonitfacingthevalley,andsteppedthedistancesuitablyfarawaytosetagarageandfiguredonashortprivateroaddowntothehighway。HeveryplainlywasdeeplyprepossessedwithalocationJohnGilmanblamedhimselffornothavingfoundfirst。Certainlynaturehadheregrownandwalledadreamgardeninwhichtosetahouseofdreams。So,pastmidnight,Gilmanstoodinthesunshine,lookingatthefaceofthegirlhehadaskedtomarryhimandwhohadsaidthatshewould;andasmalldoubtcreptintohisheart,andafeelingthatperhapslifemightbedifferentforhimifPeterMorrisondecidedtocometoLilacValleytobuildhishome。Thenthesunlightfaded,nightclosedin,butashewenthishomewardwayJohnGilmanwasthinking,thinkingdeeplyandnotatallhappily。
CHAPTERVIII。TheBearCat\"Friday\'schildislovingandgiving,ButSaturday\'schildmustworkforaliving,\"
LindawaschantinghappilyassheenteredthekitchenearlySaturdaymorning。
\"Katy,meblessing,\"shesaidgaily,\"didIeverpointouttoyoutheinterestingfactthatIwasbornonSaturday?Andadevilishpieceofluckitwas,forIhavebeenhustlingeversince。It\'sbadenoughtohavebeenbornonMondayandspoiledwashday,butIcallSaturdaythevanishingpoint,theendoftheextremelimit。\"
Katylaughed,and,asalways,turnedadoringeyesonLinda。
\"Iamnotneedingye,lambie,\"shesaid。\"Isitbigbusinessinthecanyonye\'rehavingtoday?ShallIbereadytobecookinguponeofthemGod-forsakenRedIndianmessesforyewhenyecomeback?\"
Lindaheldupawarningfinger。