\"Whatisshetous?We,weloveeachother。Come,dearone,letmekissthetearsfromyoureyes;letmedrinkthisnectar,thatitmayinspireme,andtransfiguremetoagod!Weepnomore——no,weepnot;
or,ifyouwilldoso,beitonlyintheexcessofrapture,andbecausewordandheartaretoopoortoholdallthisbliss!\"
\"Yes,yes,letusshoutforjoy;letusbelostinblessedness!\"
exclaimedshepassionately,aswithfranticviolenceshethrewherselfonhisbosom。
Bothwerenowsilent,mutelyrestingoneachother\'sheart。
Oh,howsweetthissilence;howentrancingthisnoiseless,sacrednight!Howthetreeswithouttheremurmurandrustle,asiftheyweresingingaheavenlylullabytothelovers!howinquisitivelythepalecrescentmoonpeepsthroughthewindow,asthoughshewereseekingthetwainwhoseblessedconfidantesheis!
Buthappinessissoswift-winged,andtimefliessofast,whenloveistheircompanion!
Evennowtheymustpartagain——nowtheymustagainsayfarewell。
\"Notyet,beloved,stayyet!See,thenightisstilldark;andhark,thecastleclockisjuststrikingtwo。No,gonotyet。\"
\"Imust,Henry,Imust;thehoursarepastinwhichIcanbehappy。\"
\"Oh,youcold,proudsoul!Doestheheadalreadylongagainforthecrown;andcanyouwaitnolongerforthepurpletoagaincoveryourshoulders?Come,letmekissyourshoulder;andthinknow,dear,thatmycrimsonlipsarealsoapurplerobe。
AndapurplerobeforwhichIwouldgladlygivemycrownandmylife!\"criedshe,withtheutmostenthusiasm,asshefoldedhiminherarms。
\"Doyouloveme,then?Doyoureallyloveme?\"
\"Yes,Iloveyou!\"
\"Canyousweartomethatyoulovenooneexceptme?\"
\"Icanswearit,astrueasthereisaGodaboveus,whohearsmyoath。\"
\"Blessyouforit,youdear,youonlyone——oh,howshallIcallyou?——youwhosenameImaynotutter!Oh,doyouknowthatitiscruelnevertonamethenameofthelovedone?Withdrawthatprohibition;grudgemenotthepainfullysweetpleasureofbeingableatleasttocallyoubyyourname!\"
\"No,\"saidshe,withashudder;\"forknowyounotthatthesleep-
walkersawakeoutoftheirdreamswhentheyarecalledbyname?Iamasomnambulist,who,withsmilingcourage,movesalongadizzyheight;callmebyname,andIshallawake,and,shuddering,plungeintotheabyssbeneath。Ah,Henry,Ihatemyname,foritispronouncedbyotherlipsthanyours。ForyouIwillnotbenamedasothermencallme。Baptizeme,myHenry;givemeanothername——anamewhichisoursecret,andwhichnooneknowsbesidesus。\"
\"InameyouGeraldine;andasGeraldineIwillpraiseandlaudyoubeforealltheworld。Iwill,inspiteofallthesespiesandlisteners,repeatagainandagainthatIloveyou,andnoone,notthekinghimself,shallbeabletoforbidme。\"
\"Hush!\"saidshe,withashudder,\"speaknotofhim!Oh,Iconjureyou,myHenry,becautious;thinkthatyouhavesworntomeevertothinkofthedangerthatthreatensus,andwill,withoutdoubt,dashusinpiecesifyou,byonlyasound,alook,orasmile,betraythesweetsecretthatunitesustwo。Areyoustillawarewhatyouhavesworntome?\"
\"Iamawareofit!ButitisanunnaturalDraconianlaw。What!evenwhenIamalonewithyou,shallIneverbeallowedtoaddressyouotherwisethanwiththatreverenceandrestrainwhichisduethequeen?Evenwhennoonecanhearus,mayI,bynosyllable,bynone,nottheslightestintimation,remindyouofourlove?\"
\"No,no,doitnot;forthiscastlehaseverywhereeyesandears,andeverywherearespiesandlistenersbehindthetapestry;behindthecurtains;everywherearetheyconcealedandlurking,watchingeveryfeature,everysmile,everyword,whetheritmaynotaffordgroundforsuspicion。No,no,Henry;sweartomebyourlovethatyouwillnever,unlesshereinthisroom,addressmeotherwisethanyourqueen。Sweartomethat,beyondthesewalls,youwillbetomeonlytherespectfulservantofyourqueen,andatthesametimetheproudearlandlord,ofwhomitissaidthatneverhasawomanbeenabletotouchhisheart。Sweartomethatyouwillnot,byalook,byasmile,byeventhegentlestpressureofthehand,betraywhatbeyondthisroomisacrimeforbothofus。Letthisroombethetempleofourlove;butwhenweoncepassitsthreshold,wewillnotprofanethesweetmysteriesofourhappiness,byallowingunholyeyestobeholdevenasinglerayofit。Shallitbeso,myHenry?
\"Yes,itshallbeso!\"saidhe,withatroubledvoice;\"althoughI
mustconfessthatthisdreadfulillusionoftentorturesmealmosttodeath。Oh,Geraldine,whenImeetyouelsewhere,whenIobservetheeyesoicyandimmovable,withwhichyoumeetmylook,Ifeelasitweremyheartconvulsed;andIsaytomyself:\'Thisisnotshe,whomIlove——notthetender,passionatewoman,whominthedarknessofthenightIsometimeslockinmyarms。ThisisCatharine,thequeen,butnotmylovedone。Awomancannotsodisguiseherself;artgoesnotsofarastofalsifytheentirenature,theinnermostbeingandlifeofaperson。\'Oh,therehavebeenhours,awful,horriblehours,whenitseemedtomeasthoughallthiswereadelusion,amystification——asthoughinsomewayanevildemonassumedthequeen\'sformbynighttomockme,poorfrenziedvisionary,withahappinessthathasnoexistence,butlivesonlyinmyimagination。
Whensuchthoughtscometome,Ifeelafrenziedfury,acrushingdespair,andIcould,regardlessofmyoathandeventhedangerthatthreatensyou,rushtoyou,and,beforeallthecourtlyrabbleandthekinghimself,ask:\'Areyoureallywhatyouseem?Areyou,CatharineParr,KingHenry\'swife——nothingmore,nothingelsethanthat?Orareyou,mybeloved,thewomanwhoismineinhereverythought,hereverybreath;whohasvowedtomeeternalloveandunchangingtruth;andwhomI,inspiteofthewholeworld,andtheking,presstomyheartasmyown?\'\"
\"Unhappyman,ifyoueverventurethat,youdoomusbothtodeath!\"
\"Beitso,then!Indeathyouwillatleastbemine,andnoonewouldlongerdareseparateus,andyoureyeswouldnolongerlooksocoldandstrangelyuponme,astheyoftennowdo。Oh,Iconjureyou,gazenotuponmeatall,ifyoucannotdoitotherwisethanwiththosecold,proudlooks,thatbenumbmyheart。Turnawayyoureyes,andspeaktomewithavertedface。\"
\"Then,menwillsaythatIhateyou,Henry。\"
\"ItismoreagreeabletomeforthemtosayyouabhormethanforthemtoseethatIamwhollyindifferenttoyou;thatIamtoyounothingmorethantheEarlofSurrey,yourlordchamberlain。\"
\"No,no,Henry。Theyshallseethatyouaremoretomethanmerelythat。BeforethewholeassembledcourtIwillgiveyouatokenofmylove。Willyouthenbelieve,youdear,foolishenthusiast,thatI
loveyou,andthatitisnodemonthatrestshereinyourarmsandswearsthatshelovesnothingbutyou?Say,willyouthenbelieveme?\"
\"Iwillbelieveyou!Butno,thereisnoneedofanysign,oranyassurance。Nay,Iknowit;Ifeelindeedthesweetrealitythatcuddlestomyside,warm,andfillingmewithhappiness;anditisonlytheexcessofhappinessthatmakesmeincredulous。\"
\"Iwillconvinceyouthoroughly;andyoushalldoubtnomore,notevenintheintoxicationofhappiness。Listen,then。Theking,asyouknow,isabouttoholdagreattournamentandfestivalofthepoets,anditwilltakeplaceinafewdays。Now,then,atthisfeteIwillpublicly,inthepresenceofthekingandhiscourt,giveyouarosettethatIwearonmyshoulder,andinthesilverfringeofwhichyouwillfindanotefromme。Willthatsatisfyyou,myHenry?\"
\"Anddoyoustillquestionit,mydear?Doyouquestionit,whenyouwillmakemeproudandhappyaboveallothersofyourcourt?\"
Hepressedhercloselytohisheartandkissedher。Butsuddenlyshewrithedinhisarms,andstartedupinwildalarm。
\"Dayisbreaking,dayisbreaking!Seethere!aredstreakisspreadingovertheclouds。Thesuniscoming;dayiscoming,andalreadybeginstodawn。\"
Heendeavoredtodetainherstill;butshetoreherselfpassionatelyaway,andagainenvelopedherheadinherveil。
\"Yes,\"saidhe,\"dayisbreakinganditisgrowinglight!Letmethen,foramomentatleast,seeyourface。Mysoulthirstsforitastheparchedearthforthedew。Come,itislighthereatthewindow。Letmeseeyoureyes。\"
Shetoreherselfvehementlyaway。\"No,no,youmustbegone!Hark,itisalreadythreeo\'clock。Sooneverythingwillbeastirinthecastle。Diditnotseemasifsomepersonpassedbythedoorhere?
Haste,haste,ifyoudonotwishmetodieofdread!\"Shethrewhiscloakoverhim;shedrewhishatoverhisbrow;thenoncemoreshethrewherarmsaroundhisneckandpressedonhislipsaburningkiss。\"Farewell,mybeloved!farewell,HenryHoward!Whenweseeeachotheragainto-day,youaretheEarlofSurrey,andI,thequeen——notyourlovedone——notthewomanwholovesyou!Happinessispast,andsufferingawakesanew。Farewell。\"
Sheherselfopenedtheglassdoor,andpushedherloverout。
\"Farewell,Geraldine;good-night,mydear!Daycomes,andIagaingreetyouasmyqueen,andIshallhavetoendureagainthetortureofyourcoldlooksandyourhaughtysmiles。\"
CHAPTERXIX。
LOYOLA\'SGENERAL。
Sherushedtothewindowandgazedafterhimtillhehaddisappeared,thensheutteredadeepcryofanguish,and,whollyovercomebyheragony,shesankdownonherkneesweepingandwailing,wringingherhands,andraisingthemtoGod。
Butjustbeforesohappyandjoyful,shewasnowfullofwoeandanguish;andbittersighsofcomplaintcametremblingfromherlips。
\"Oh,oh,\"moanedshe,withsobs;\"whatterribleagoniesarethese,andhowfullofdespairtheanguishthatlaceratesmybreast!Ihavelaininhisarms;Ihavereceivedhisvowsofloveandacceptedhiskisses;andthesevowsarenotmine,andthesekisseshegavenottome。Hekissedme,andhelovesinmeonlyherwhomIhate。Helayshishandsinmineanduttersvowsoflovewhichhededicatestoher。
Hethinksandfeelsforheronly——heralone。Whataterribletorturethisis!Tobelovedunderhername;underhernametoreceivethevowsoflovethatyetbelongtomeonly——tomealone!Forhelovesme,meexclusively。Theyaremylipsthathekisses,myformthatheembraces;tomeareaddressedhiswordsandhisletters;anditisI
thatreplytothem。Helovesme,meonly,andyetheputsnofaithinme。Iamnothingtohim,naughtbutalifelessimage,likeotherwomen。Thishehastoldme;andIdidnotbecomefrenzied;andIhadthecruelenergytopassoffthetearswrungfrommebydespair,fortearsofrapture。Oh,detestable,horriblemockeryoffate——tobewhatIamnot,andnottobewhatIam!\"
Andwithashrillcryofagonyshetoreherhair,andwithherfistsmoteuponherbreast,andweptandmoanedaloud。
Sheheardnaught;shesawnaught;shefeltnaughtbutherinexpressibleanddespairinganguish。
Shedidnotoncetrembleforherself;shethoughtnotatallofthis——thatshewouldbelostifshewerefoundinthisplace。
Andyetattheothersideoftheroomadoorhadopened,softlyandnoiselessly,andamanhadentered。
HeshutthedoorbehindhimandwalkeduptoLadyJane,whostilllayonthefloor。Hestoodbehindherwhilesheutteredherdespairinglamentation。Heheardeverywordofherquiveringlips;
herwholeheartpainfullyconvulsedandtornwithgrieflayunveiledbeforehim;andsheknewitnot。
Nowhebentoverher;andwithhishandhelightlytouchedhershoulder。Atthistouchshegaveaconvulsivestart,asifhitbythestrokeofasword,andhersobbingwasimmediatelysilenced。
Anawfulpauseensued。Thewomanlayonthefloormotionless,breathless,andnearher,tallandcoldasafigureofbronze,stoodtheman。
\"LadyJaneDouglas,\"saidhethen,sternlyandsolemnly,\"standup。
Itbecomesnotyourfather\'sdaughtertobeuponherknees,whenitisnotGodtowhomshekneels。ButyouarenotkneelingtoGod,buttoanidol,whichyouyourselfhavemade,andtowhichyouhateerectedatempleinyourheart。Thisidoliscalled\'Yourownpersonalmisfortune。\'Butitiswritten,\'ThoushalthavenootherGodsbutme。\'ThereforeIsaytoyouoncemore,LadyJaneDouglas,risefromyourknees,foritisnotyourGodtowhomyoukneel。\"
Andasthoughthesewordsexercisedamagneticpoweroverher,sheraisedherselfupslowlyfromthefloor,andnowstoodtherebeforeherfather,sternandcoldasastatueofmarble。
\"Castfromyouthesorrowsofthisworld,whichburdenyou,andhinderyouinthesacredworkwhichGodhasimposedonyou!\"
continuedEarlDouglasinhismetallic,solemnvoice。\"Itiswritten,\'ComeuntoMe,allyethatlaborandareheavyladen,andI
willgiveyourest,\'saithourGod。Butyou,Jane,youaretothrowdownyourtroubleatthefootofthethrone;andyourburdenwillbecomeacrownthatwillglorifyyourhead。\"
Helaidhishandonherhead,butshewildlyshookitoff。
\"No,\"criedshe,withheavy,falteringtongue,asifconfusedinadream。\"Awaywiththiscrown!Iwishnocrownuponwhichdevilshavelaidaspell。Iwishnoroyalrobethathasbeendyedcrimsonwiththebloodofmybeloved。\"
\"Sheisstillinthedeliriumofheranguish,\"mutteredtheearl,ashecontemplatedthepale,tremblingwomanwhohadnowsunkagaintoherknees,andwasstaringstraightbeforeherwitheyesbewilderedandstretchedwideopen。Butthelooksoftheearlremainedcoldandunmoved,andnottheleastcompassionwasarousedinhimforhispoordaughter,nowpenetratedwithanguish。
\"Arise,\"saidhe,inahard,steellyvoice。\"TheChurch,bymymouth,commandsyoutoserveherasyouhavevowedtodo;thatistosay,withgladheartandasenseofyourrelianceonGod;thatistosay,withsmilinglipsandaserene,beamingeye,asbecomesadiscipleinspiredbyfaith,andasyouhavesworntodointhehandsofourlordandmaster,IgnatiusLoyola。\"
\"Icannot!Icannot!\"moanedshe,inalowtone。Icannotbegladatheartwhendespair,likeawildboar,isrendingmyheart;Icannotcommandmyeyetoshinewhenmyeyesaredimmedwithtearsofanguish。Oh,havepity,havecompassion!Rememberthatyouaremyfather;thatIamyourdaughter——thedaughterofawifewhomyouloved,andwhowouldfindinthegravenorestifsheknewhowyouarerackingandtorturingme。Mymother,mymother,ifthyspiritisnearme,comeandprotectme。Letthymildlooksovershadowmyhead,andbreatheabreathofthyloveintotheheartofthiscruelfather,whoisreadytosacrificehischildonthealtarofhisGod。\"
\"Godhascalledme,\"saidtheearl,\"and,likeAbraham,Itoowilllearntoobey。ButIwillnotadornmyvictimwithflowers,butwitharoyalcrown。Iwillnotplungeaknifeintoherbreast,butwillputagoldensceptreintoherhandandsay:Thouartaqueenbeforemen,butbeforeGodbethouafaithfulandobedientservant。Thouhastalltocommand。ButtheholyChurch,towhoseservicethouhastconsecratedthyself,andwhowillblesstheeifthouartfaithful,whowilldashtheeinpieceswithhercurseifthoudarestdealtreacherously,shecommandsthee。No,youarenotmydaughter,butthepriestessoftheChurch,consecratedtoherholyservice。No,Ihavenosympathywithyourtear\'sandthisanguish,forIseetheendofthesesorrows,andIknowthatthesetearswillbeasadiademofpearlsaboutyourtemples。LadyJaneDouglas,itisthesaintlyLoyolawhosendsyouhiscommandsbymymouth。Obeythem,notbecauseIamyourfather,butbecauseIamthegeneraltowhomyouhaveswornobedienceandfidelityuntoyourlife\'send。\"
\"Thenkillme,myfather!\"saidshe,feebly。\"Letthislifeend,whichisbutatorture,aprotractedmartyrdom。Punishmeformydisobediencebyplungingyourdaggerdeepintomybreast。Punishme,andgrudgemenotthereposeofthegrave。\"
\"Poorenthusiast!\"saidthefather;\"supposeyou,wewouldbefoolishenoughtosubjectyoutosolightapunishment!No,no,ifyoudare,ininsolentdisobedience,rebelagainstmycommands,yourpenanceshallbeaterribleone,andyourpunishmentwithoutend。I
willnotkillyou,buthimwhomyoulove;itwillbehisheadthatfalls;andyouwillbehismurderess。Heshalldieonthescaffoldandyou——youshallliveindisgrace。\"
\"Oh,horrible!\"groanedJane,assheburiedherfaceinherhands。
Herfathercontinued:\"Silly,short-sightedchild,whothoughtshecouldplaywiththesword,anddidnotseethatsheherselfmightfeelthestrokeofthisdouble-edgedblade!YouwantedtobetheservantoftheChurch,thatyoumighttherebybecomemistressoftheworld。Youwouldacquireglory,butthisglorymustnotsingeyourheadwithitsfieryrays。Sillychild!hewhoplayswithfirewillbeconsumed。Butwepenetratedyourthoughtsandthewishofwhichyouyourselfwereunconscious。Welookedintothedepthsofyourbeing,andwhenwefoundlovethere,wemadeuseofloveforourownpurposesandyoursalvation。Whatdoyoubewail,then,andwhydoyouweep?Havewenotallowedyoutolove?Havewenotauthorizedyoutogiveyourselfentirelyuptothislove?DoyounotcallyourselfEarlSurrey\'swife,thoughyoucannotnametomethepriestthatmarriedyou?LadyJane,obey,andweenvyyounotthehappinessofyourlove;daretorebelagainstus,anddisgraceandshameovertakeyou,andyoushallstandbeforealltheworlddisownedandscoffedat;youthestrumpet,that——\"
\"Stop,myfather!\"criedJane,asshesprangvehementlyfromthefloor。\"Desistfromyourterriblewordsifyoudonotwishmetodieofshame。Nay,Isubmit,Iobey!Youareright,Icannotdrawback。\"
\"Andwhywouldyoueither?Isitnotalifepleasantandfullofenjoyment?Isitnotraregoodfortunetoseeoursinstransfiguredtovirtue;tobeabletoaccountearthlyenjoymenttheserviceofHeaven?Andwhatdoyoubewailthen?Thathedoesnotloveyou?Nay,hedoesloveyou;hisvowsoflovestillechoinyourears;yourheartstilltrembleswiththefruitionofhappiness。WhatmattersitiftheEarlofSurreywithhisinwardeyesseesthewomanhefoldsinhisarmstobeanotherthanyou?Yetinrealityhelovesbutyoualone。WhetheryouareforhimnamedCatharineParrorJaneDouglas,itisallthesameifyouonlyarehislove。\"
\"Butadaywillcomewhenhewilldiscoverhismistake,andwhenhewillcurseme。\"
\"Thatdaywillnevercome。TheholyChurchwillfindawaytoavertthat,ifyoubowtoherwillandareobedienttoher。\"
\"Idobowtoit!\"sighedJane。\"Iwillobey;onlypromiseme,myfather,thatnoharmshallhappentohim;thatIshallnotbehismurderess。\"
\"No,youshallbecomehissavioranddeliverer。OnlyyoumustfulfilpunctuallytheworkIcommittoyou。Firstofall,then,tellmetheresultofyourmeetingto-day。Hedoesnotdoubtthatyouarethequeen?\"
\"No,hebelievesitsofirmlythathewouldtakethesacramentonit。Thatistosay,hebelievesitnowbecauseIhavepromisedhimtogivehimpubliclyasignbywhichhemayrecognizethatitisthequeenthatloveshim。\"
\"Andthissign?\"inquiredherfather,withalookbeamingwithjoy。
\"Ihavepromisedhimthatatthegreattournament,thequeenwillgivehimarosette,andthatinthatrosettebewillfindanotefromthequeen。\"
\"Ah,theideaisanadmirableone!\"exclaimedLordDouglas,\"andonlyawomanwhowishestoavengeherselfcouldconceiveit。So,then,thequeenwillbecomeherownaccuser,andherselfgiveintoourhandsaproofofherguilt。Theonlydifficultyinthewayistobringthequeen,withoutarousinghersuspicion,towearthisrosette,andtogiveittoSurrey。\"
\"ShewilldoitifIbeghertodoso,forshelovesme;andIshallsorepresentittoherthatshewilldoitasanactofkindnesstome。Catharineisgood-naturedandagreeable,andcannotrefusearequest。\"
\"AndIwillapprisethekingofit。Thatistosay,Ishalltakegoodcarenottodothismyself,foritisalwaysdangeroustoapproachahungrytigerinhiscageandcarryhimhisfood,becausehemightinhisvoracityveryreadilydevourourownhandtogetherwiththeprofferedmeat。\"
\"Buthow?\"askedshewithanexpressionofalarm。\"WillhecontenthimselfwithpunishingCatharinealone;willhenotalsocrushhim——
himwhomhemustlookuponasherlover?\"
\"Hewilldoso。Butyouyourselfshallsavehimandsethimfree。
Youshallopenhisprisonandgivehimfreedom,andhewillloveyou——you,thesaviorofhislife。\"
\"Father,father,itisahazardousgamethatyouareplaying;anditmayhappenthatyouwillbecometherebyyourdaughter\'smurderer。
For,listenwelltowhatItellyou;ifhisheadfalls,Idiebymyownhands;ifyoumakemehismurderess,youbecometherebymine;
andIwillcurseyouandexecrateyouinhell!WhattomeisaroyalcrownifitisstainedwithHenryHoward\'sblood?WhatcareIforrenownandhonor,ifheisnottheretoseemygreatness,andifhisbeamingeyesdonotreflectbacktomethelightofmycrown?
Protecthim,therefore;guardhislifeastheappleofyoureye,ifyouwishmetoaccepttheroyalcrownthatyouofferme,sothattheKingofEnglandmaybecomeagainavassaloftheChurch!\"
\"AndthatthewholeofdevoutChristendommaypraiseJaneDouglas,thepiousqueenwhohassucceededintheholyworkofbringingtherebelliousandrecreantsonoftheChurch,HenrytheEighth,backtotheHolyFatherinRome,totheonlyconsecratedlordoftheChurch,trulypenitent。On,on,mydaughter;donotdespond。Ahighaimbeckonsyou,andabrilliantfortuneawaitsyou!Ourholymother,theChurch,willblessandpraiseyou,andHenrytheEighthwilldeclareyouhisqueen。\"
CHAPTERXX。
THEPRISONER。
StillallwascalmandquietinthepalaceofWhitehall。Nothingwasstirring,andnobodyhadheardhowLadyJaneDouglasleftherchamberandglideddownthecorridor。
Noonehasheardit,andnoeyeisawake,andnoneseeswhatisnowtakingplaceinthequeen\'sroom。Sheisalone——allalone。Theservantsareallasleepintheirchambers。Thequeenherselfhasboltedthedoorsoftheanteroomontheinside,andnootherdoorleadsintoherboudoirandbedroom,exceptthroughthisanteroom。
Sheisthereforeperfectlysecluded,perfectlysecure。
Speedilyandinhastesheenvelopsherselfinalongblackmantle,thehoodofwhichshedrawswelloverherheadandbrow,andwhichcompletelycoversandconcealsherform。
Andnowshepressesonaspringinsertedintheframeofapicture。
Thepicturefliesbackandshowsanopening,throughwhichapersoncanquiteconvenientlypassout。
Catharinedoesso。Thenshecarefullypushesthepicturebacktoitsplacefromtheoutside,andforalongtimewalksoninthepassagehollowedoutofthesolidwall,tillgropingalongsheatlastlaysholdagainofaknobinthewall。Shepressesonit;andnowatherfeetopensatrap-door,throughwhichafeeblelightforcesitswayandrendersvisibleasmallnarrowstaircasetheresituated。
Catharineentersanddescendsthestepswithwingedfeet。Nowatthefootofthestaircasesheagainpressesonasecretspring;andagainadooropens,throughwhichthequeenpassesintoalargehall。
\"Oh,\"whisperedshe,fetchingalongbreath,\"thegreensummerhouseatlast。\"
Shequicklytraverseditandopenedthenextdoor。
\"JohnHeywood?\"
\"Iamhere,queen!\"
\"Hush,hush!gentlyaspossible,thatthewatch,whowalksupanddownjustbehindthedoor,maynothearus。Come,westillhavealongwalk——letusmakehaste。\"
Againshepressedonaspringinsertedinthewall;andagainadooropens。ButbeforeCatharineboltsthisdoor,shetakesthelampburningonthetablethere,whichistolightenthedarkanddifficultpaththroughwhichtheyarenowtowendtheirway。
Nowsheboltsthedoorbehindthem;andtheyenteralong,darkcorridor,attheendofwhichisfoundstillanotherstaircase,anddownwhichtheybothgo。Numberlessstepsconductthembelow;
graduallytheairbecomesdense,thestepsmoist。Thestillnessofthegraveisaroundthem。Nosoundoflife,nottheleastnoise,isnowperceptible。
Theyareinasubterraneanpassage,whichstretchesoutinlengthbeforethemfartherthantheeyecanreach。CatharineturnstoJohnHeywood;thelamplightsupherface,whichispale,butexhibitsanexpressionfirmandresolute。
\"JohnHeywood,reflectoncemore!Iasknotwhetheryouhavecourage,forIknowthat。Ionlywishtoknowwhetheryouwillemploythiscourageforyourqueen?\"
\"No,notforthequeen,butforthenoblewomanwhohassavedmyson。\"
\"Youmustthenbemyprotectorto-dayifwemeetwithdangers。ButifitbeGod\'swill,weshallencounternodangers。Letusgo。\"
Theygovigorouslyforward,silentalltheway。Atlengththeycometoaplacewherethepassagegrowsbroader,andspreadsoutintoalittleopenchamber,onthesidewallsofwhichafewteatsareplaced。
\"Wehavenowaccomplishedhalfofthejourney,\"saidCatharine;\"andherewewillrestalittle。\"
Sheplacedthelamponthesmallmarbletableinthemiddleofthepassage,andsatdown,pointingtoJohnHeywoodtotakeaseatnearher。
\"Iamnotthequeen,here,\"saidshe;\"andyouarenottheking\'sfool;butIamapoorweakwoman,andyouaremyprotector。Youmay,therefore,wellhavetherighttositbyme。\"
ButJohnshookhisheadwithasmile,andsatdownatherfeet。\"St。
Catharine,saviorofmyson,Ilieatthyfeet,anddevoutlyreturnthankstothee。\"
\"John,areyouacquaintedwiththissubterraneanpassage?\"askedthequeen。
Johngaveasadsmile。\"Iamacquaintedwithit,queen。\"
\"Ah,youknowit?Isupposeditwasasecretofthekingandqueen。\"
\"Thenyouwillreadilyconceivethatthefoolknowsit。FortheKingofEnglandandthefoolaretwinbrothers。Yes,queen,Iknowthispassage;andIoncewendeditinanguishandtears。\"
\"What!Youyourself,JohnHeywood?\"
\"Yes,queen。AndnowIaskyou,doyouknowthehistoryofthisundergroundpassage?Youaresilent。Now,wellforyouthatyoudonotknowit。Itisalongandbloodyhistory,andifIshouldnarratetoyouthewholeofit,thenightwouldbetooshortforit。
Whenthispassagewasbuilt,Henrywasstillyoung,andpossessedyetaheart。Atthattime,helovednotmerelyhiswives,buthisfriendsandservantsalso——speciallyCromwell,theall-powerfulminister。HethenresidedatWhitehall,andHenryintheroyalapartmentsoftheTower。ButHenrywasalwayslongingforhisfavorite;andsoCromwellonedaysurprisedhimwiththissubterraneanpassage,theconstructionofwhichhadoccupiedahundredmenawholeyear。Ah,ah,thekingwasthenverymuchmoved,andthankedhispowerfulministerforthissurprisewithtearsandhugs。TherepassedscarcelyadaythatHenrydidnotgotoCromwellthroughthispassage。SohesaweachdayhowthepalaceofWhitehallbecamemoreandmoresplendidandglorious;andwhenhereturnedtotheTower,hediscoveredthatthisresidencewasaltogetherunworthyofaking;butthathisministerlivedbyfarmoremagnificentlythantheKingofEngland。That,queen,wasthecauseofCromwell\'sfall!ThekingwantedWhitehall。TheslyCromwellnoticedit,andmadehimapresentofhisgem,thepalaceonwhoseconstructionanddecorationhehadlaboredtenyears。Henryacceptedthepresent;butnowCromwell\'sfallwasirrevocable。Thekingcouldnot,ofcourse,forgiveCromwellforhavingdaredtoofferhimapresentsovaluable,thatHenrycouldnotorwouldnotrepayit。Heremained,therefore,Cromwell\'sdebtor;andsincethistormentedandvexedhim,hesworeCromwell\'sruin。WhenHenrymovedintoWhitehall,itwasconcludedthatCromwellmustascendthescaffold。Ah,thekingissuchaneconomicalbuilder!Apalacecostshimnothingbuttheheadofasubject。WithCromwell\'sbeadbepaidforWhitehall;andWolseydiedforHamptonCourt。\"
\"Notonthescaffold,though,John。\"
\"Oh,no;Henrypreferredmerelytobreakhisheart,andnothishead。First,hehadthatwonderfulpleasure-villa,HamptonCourt,withallitstreasures,presentedhimbyWolsey;thenheremovedhimfromallhisoffices,anddeprivedhimofallhishonors。Finally,hewastogototheTowerasaprisoner;buthediedonhiswaythither。No,youareright!Wolseydidnotdieonthescaffold,hewasputtodeathmuchmoreslowlyandmorecruelly。Hewasnotkilledwiththesword,butprickedtodeathwithpins!\"
\"Didyounotsay,John,thatyouhadtravelledthiswayoncebefore?\"
\"Yes,queen,andIdidittobidfarewelltothenoblestofmen,andthetruestoffriends,ThomasMore!IbeggedandbesoughtCromwellsolongthathehadcompassiononmyanguish,andallowedmetogothroughthispassagetoThomasMore,thatImightatleastreceivetheblessingandlastkissofaffectionofthissaint。Ah,queen,speaknomoreofittome!FromthatdayIbecameafool;forIsawitwasnotworththetroubletobeanhonestman,whensuchmenasMoreareexecutedascriminals。Come,queen,letusgoon!\"
\"Yes,on,John!\"saidshe,rising。\"Butdoyouknowthenwhitherwearegoing?\"
\"Ah,queen,doInotthenknowyou?anddidInottellyouthatAnneAskewistobestretchedupontherackto-morrow,unlesssherecant?\"
\"Iseethatyouhaveunderstoodme,\"saidshe,givinghimafriendlynod。\"Yes,IamgoingtoAnneAskew。\"
\"Buthowwillyou,withoutbeingseenanddiscovered,findouthercell?\"
\"John,eventheunhappyhavefriends。Yes,thequeenherselfhasafew;andsochance,oritmaybeevenGod\'swill,hassoarrangedmatters,thatAnneAskewisoccupying,justatthistime,thatsmallroominwhichthesecretpassageterminates。\"
\"Isshealoneinthatroom?\"
\"Yes,allalone。Theguardstandswithoutbeforethedoor。\"
\"Andshouldtheyhearyou,andopenthedoor?\"
\"ThenwithoutdoubtIamlost,unlessGodsupportsme。\"
Theywalkedoninsilence,bothtoomuchoccupiedwiththeirownthoughtstointerruptthembyconversation。
Butthislong,extendedwalkatlengthweariedCatharine。Sheleanedexhaustedagainstthewall。
\"Willyoudomeafavor,queen?\"askedJohnHeywood。\"Permitmetocarryyou。Yourlittlefeetcanbearyounofarther;makemeyourfeet,yourmajesty!\"
Sherefusedwithafriendlysmile。\"No,John,thesearethepassion-
stationsofasaint;andyouknowonemustmaketheroundoftheminthesweatofhisface,andonhisknees。\"
\"Oh,queen,hownobleandhowcourageousyouare!\"exclaimedJohnHeywood。\"Youdogoodwithoutdisplay,andyoushunnodanger,ifitavailstowardtheaccomplishmentofnoblework。\"
\"Yet,John,\"saidshe,withabewitchingsmile,\"Idreaddanger;andjustonthataccountIbeggedyoutoaccompanyme。Ishudderatthelong,desolateway,atthedarknessandgrave-likestillnessofthispassage。Ah,John,Ithoughttomyself,ifIcameherealone,theshadesofAnneBoleynandCatharinewouldberousedfromtheirsleepbymewhoweartheircrown;theywouldhoveraboutme,andseizemebythehandandleadmetotheirgraves,toshowmethatthereisyetroomthereformelikewise。Yousee,then,thatIamnotatallcourageous,butacowardlyandtremblingwoman。\"
\"Andnevertheless,youcame,queen。\"
\"Ireckonedonyou,JohnHeywood。Itwasmydutytoriskthispassage,tosave,perchance,thelifeofthepoorenthusiasticgirl。
ForitshallnotbesaidthatCatharinedesertsherfriendsinmisfortune,andthatsheshrinksbackatdanger。Iambutapoor,weakwoman,John,whocannotdefendherfriendswithweapons,and,therefore,Imustresorttoothermeans。Butsee,John,herethepathforks!Ah,myGod!Iknowitonlyfromthedescriptionthatwasgivenme,butnoonesaidanythingofthistome。John,whichwaymustwenowturn?\"
\"Thisway,queen;andhereweareattheendofourjourney。Thatpaththereleadstothetorture-chamber,thatistosay,toasmallgratedwindow,throughwhichonecanoverlookthatroom。WhenKingHenrywasinspecialgood-humor,hewouldresortwithhisfriendtothisgratingtodiverthimselfalittlewiththetorturesofthedamnedandblasphemers。Foryouwellknow,queen,onlysuchashaveblasphemedGod,orhavenotrecognizedKingHenryasthepopeoftheirChurch,havethehonoroftherackastheirclue。Buthush!
hereweareatthedoor,andhereisthespringthatopensit。\"
Catharinesetherlamponthegroundandpressedthespring。
Thedoorturnedslowlyandnoiselesslyonitshinges,andsoftly,likeshades,thetwoentered。
Theynowfoundthemselvesinasmall,circularapartment,whichseemedtohavebeenoriginallyanicheformedinthewalloftheTower,ratherthanaroom。Throughanarrowgratedopeninginthewallonlyalittleairandlightpenetratedintothisdungeon,thebald,barewallsofwhichshowedthestonesofthemasonry。Therewasnochair,notableinthewholespace;onlyyonderinthatcornerontheearththeyhadheapedupsomestraw。Onthisstrawlayapale,tendercreature;thesunken,thincheeks,transparentlywhiteasalabaster;thebrowsopureandclear;theentirecountenancesopeaceful;thebare,meagrearmsthrownbackoverthehead;thehandsfoldedovertheforehead,theheadbenttoonesideinquiet,peacefulslumber;thedelicate,tenderformwrappedinalongblackdress,gentlystretchedout,andonherlipsasmile,suchasonlythehappyknow。
ThatwasAnneAskew,thecriminal,thecondemned——AnneAskew,whowasanatheistonlyforthis,becauseshedidnotbelieveintheking\'svastelevationandgodlikeness,andwouldnotsubjectherownfreesoultothatoftheking。
\"Shesleeps,\"whisperedCatharine,deeplymored,Whollyinvoluntarilyshefoldedherhandsasshesteppedtothecouchofthesufferer,andalowprayertrembledonherlips。
\"Sosleepthegust!\"saidHeywood。\"Angelscomfortthemintheirslumbers;andthebreathofGodrefreshesthem。Poorgirl;howsoon,andtheywillwrenchthesenoble,fairlimbs,andtorturetheeforthehonorofGod,andopentotonesofdistressthatmouthwhichnowsmilessopeacefully!\"
\"No,no,\"saidthequeen,hastily。\"Ihavecometosaveher,andGodwillassistmetodoit。Icannotspareherslumbersanylonger。I
mustwakeher。\"
Shebentdownandpressedakissontheyounggirl\'sforehead。
\"Anne,awake;Iamhere!Iwillsaveyouandsetyoufree。Anne,Anne,awake!\"
Sheslowlyraisedherlarge,brillianteyes,andnoddedasalutationtoCatharine。
\"CatharineParr!\"saidshe,withasmile。\"Iexpectedonlyaletterfromyou;andhaveyoucomeyourself?\"
\"Theguardshavebeendismissed,andtheturnkeyschanged,Anne;forourcorrespondencehadbeendiscovered。\"
\"Ah,youwillwritetomenomoreinfuture!Andyetyourlettersweremyonlycomfort,\"sighedAnneAskew。\"Butthatalsoiswell;
andperhapsitwillonlymakethepaththatIhavetotreadstilleasier。Theheartmaymoveitspinionsfreelyandeasily,andreturntoGod。\"
\"Hearme,Anne,hear,\"saidCatharineinalowandhurriedvoice。\"A
terribledangerthreatensyou!Thekinghasgivenorderstomoveyou,bymeansoftherack,torecant。\"
\"Well,andwhatmore?\"askedAnne,withsmilingface。
\"Unfortunate,youknownotwhatyouaresaying!Youknownotwhatfearfulagoniesawaityou!Youknownotthepowerofpains,whichareperhapsstillmightierthanthespirit,andmayovercomeit。\"
\"AndifIdidknowthemnow,whatwoulditavailme?\"askedAnneAskew。\"Yousaytheywillputmetotherack。Well,then,Ishallhavetobearit,forIhavenopowertochangetheirwill。\"
\"Yet,Anne,yetyouhavethepower!Retractwhatyouhavesaid,Anne!Declarethatyourepent,andthatyouperceivethatyouhavebeendeluded!SaythatyouwillrecognizethekingaslordoftheChurch;thatyouwillsweartothesixarticles,andneverbelieveinthePopeofRome。Ah,Anne,Godseesyourheartandknowsyourthoughts。Youhavenoneedtomakethemknownbyyourlips。Hehasgivenyoulife,andyouhavenorighttothrowitaway;youmustseektokeepitsolongasyoucan。Recant,then!Itisperfectlyallowabletodeceivethosewhowouldmurderus。Recant,then,Anne,recant!Whentheyintheirhaughtyarrogancedemandofyoutosaywhattheysay,considerthemaslunatics,towhomyoumakeapparentconcessionsonlytokeepthemfromraving。OfwhatconsequenceisitwhetheryoudoordonotsaythatthekingistheheadoftheChurch?FromHisheavensabove,GodlooksdownandsmilesatthispettyearthlystrifewhichconcernsnotHim,butmenonly。Letscholarsandtheologianswrangle;wewomenhavenothingtodowithit。IfweonlybelieveinGod,andbearHimtoourhearts,theforminwhichwedoitisamatterofindifference。ButinthiscasethequestionisnotaboutGod,butmerelyaboutexternaldogmas。Whyshouldyoutroubleyourselfwiththese?Whathaveyoutodowiththecontroversiesofthepriests?Recant,then,poorenthusiasticchild,recant!\"
WhileCatharine,inalowtoneandwithflutteringbreath,thusspoke,AnneAskewhadslowlyarisenfromhercouch,andnowstood,likealily,soslenderanddelicate,confrontingthequeen。
Hernoblecountenanceexpresseddeepindignation。Hereyesshotlightning,andacontemptuoussmilewasonherlips。
\"What!Canyouthusadviseme?\"saidshe。\"Canyouwishmetodenymyfaith,andabjuremyGod,onlytoescapeearthlypain?Andyourtonguedoesnotrefusetoutterthis,andyourheartdoesnotshrinkwithshamewhileyoudoit?Lookatthesearms;whataretheyworththatIshouldnotsacrificethemtoGod?Seethesefeeblelimbs!AretheysopreciousthatI,likeadisgustingniggard,shouldsparethem?No,no,Godismyhighestgood——notthisfeeble,decayingbody!ForGodIsacrificeit。Ishouldrecant?Never!Faithisnotenvelopedinthisorthatgarb;itmustbenakedandopen。Somayminebe。AndifIthenamchosentobeanexampleofpurefaith,thatdeniesnot,andmakesprofession——well,then,envymenotthispreeminence。\'Manyarecalled,butfewarechosen。\'IfIamoneofthechosen,IthankGodforit,andblesstheerringmortalswhowishtomakemesuchbymeansofthetortureoftherack。Ah,believeme,Catharine,Irejoicetodie,foritissuchasad,desolate,anddesperatethingtolive。Letmedie,Catharine——die,toenterintoblessedness!\"
\"But,poor,pitiablechild!thisismorethandeath;itisthetortureofearththatthreatensyou。Oh,bethinkyou,Anne,thatyouareonlyafeeblewoman。Whoknowswhethertherackmaynotyetconqueryourspirit,andwhetheryou,withyourmangledlimbs,maynotbythefuryofthepainyetbebroughttothatpointthatyouwillrecantandabjureyourfaith?\"
\"IfIcoulddothat,\"criedAnneAskew,withflashingeyes,\"believeme,queen,assoonasIcametomysensesIwouldlayviolenthandsonmyself,inordertogivemyselfovertoeternaldamnation,asthepunishmentofmyrecantation!GodhasorderedthatIshallbeasignofthetruefaith。BeHiscommandfulfilled!\"
\"Well,then,sobeit,\"saidCatharineresolutely。\"Donotrecant,butsaveyourselffromyourexecutioners!I,Anne,I,willsaveyou!
Icannotbear——Icannotthinkofit——thatthisdearnobleformshouldbesacrificedtoaviledelusionofman;thattheywilltorturetothehonorofGodanoblelikenessofthesameGod!Oh,come,come,Iwillsaveyou!I,thequeen!Givemeyourhand。Followmeoutofthisdungeon。Iknowapaththatleadsoutofthisplace;
andIwillconcealyousolonginmyownapartmentsthatyoucancontinueyourflightwithoutdanger。\"
\"No,no,queen,youshallnotconcealherwithyou!\"saidJohnHeywood。\"Youhavebeengraciouslypleasedtoallowmetobeyourconfidant;envymenot,then,ashareinyournobleworkalso。NotwithyoushallAnneAskewfindrefuge,butwithme。Oh,come,Anne,followyourfriends。Itislifethatcallsyou,thatopensthedoorstoyou,anddesirestocallyoubyathousandnamestoitself!Doyounothearthem,allthosesweetandalluringvoices;doyounotseethem,allthosenobleandsmilingfaces,howtheygreetyouandbeckontoyou?AnneAskew,itisthenoblehusbandthatcallsyou!
Youknowhimnotasyet,butheiswaitingforyouthereintheworldwithout。AnneAskew,thereareyourchildren,whoarestretchingtheirtenderarmsouttoyou。Youhavenotyetbornethem;butloveholdstheminherarms,andwillbringthemtomeetyou。Itisthewifeandthemotherthattheworldyetdemandsofyou,Anne。YououghtnottoshuntheholycallingwhichGodhasgivenyou。Come,then,andfollowus——followyourqueen,whohastherighttoorderhersubject。Followthefriend,whohasswornthathewillwatchoveryouandprotectyouasafather!\"
\"Fatherinheaven,protectme!\"exclaimedAnneAskew,fallingonherkneesandstretchingherhandsupward。\"Fatherinheaven!theywouldtearawayThychild,andalienatemyheartfromThee!Theyareleadingmeintotemptationandalluringmewiththeirwords。Protectme,myFather;makemyeardeaf,thatImaynothearthem!GivemeasignthatIamThine;thatnoonehasanylongerpoweroverme,saveThoualone!Asign,thatThou,Father,callestme!\"
AndasifGodhadreallyheardherprayer,aloudknockingwasnowperceivedattheouterdoor,andavoicecried:\"AnneAskew,awake!
andholdyourselfready!ThehighchancellorandtheBishopofWinchestercometofetchyouaway!\"
\"Ah,therack!\"groanedCatharine,aswithashuddersheburiedherfaceinherhands。
\"Yes,therack!\"saidAnne,withablissfulsmile。\"Godcallsme!\"
JohnHeywoodhadapproachedthequeenandimpetuouslyseizedherhand。\"Youseeitisinvain,\"saidhe,urgently。\"Makehastethentosaveyourself!Hastentoleavethisprisonbeforethedoorthereopens。\"
\"No,\"saidCatharine,firmlyandresolutely。\"No,Istay。Sheshallnotsurpassmeincourageandgreatnessofsoul!ShewillnotdenyherGod;well,then,IalsowillbeawitnessofmyGod。Iwillnotinshamecastmyeyestothegroundbeforethisyounggirl;likeher,Iwillfranklyandopenlyprofessmyfaith;likeherIwillsay:\'GodaloneisLordofhisChurch,\'God——\"
Therewasamovementwithout;akeywasheardtoturninthelock。
\"Queen,Iconjureyou,\"besoughtJohnHeywood,\"byallthatisholytoyou,byyourlove,come,come!\"
\"No,no!\"criedshe,vehemently。
ButnowAnneseizedherhand,andstretchingtheotherarmtowardheaven,shesaidinaloud,commandingvoice:\"InthenameofGod,I
orderyoutoleaveme!\"
WhileCatharinedrewbackwhollyinvoluntarily,JohnHeywoodpushedhertothesecretdoor,andurgingheroutalmostwithviolence,hedrewthedoortobehindthemboth。
Justasthesecretdoorhadclosed,theotherontheoppositesideopened。\"Withwhomwereyouspeaking?\"askedGardiner,peeringaroundtheroomwithasharplook。
\"Withthetempter,thatwishedtoalienatemefromGod,\"saidshe——
\"withthetempter,whoattheapproachofyourfootstepswantedtofoolmyheartwithfear,andpersuademetorecant!\"
\"Youare,then,firmlyresolved?youdonotretract?\"askedGardiner;andasavagejoyshoneinhispale,hardcountenance。
\"No,Idonotrecant!\"saidshe,withafacebeamingwithsmiles。
\"Then,inthenameofGodandoftheking,Itakeyouintothetorture-chamber!\"criedChancellorWriothesley,asheadvancedandlaidhisheavyhandonAnne\'sshoulder。\"Youwouldnothearthevoiceoflovewarningyouandcallingyou,sowewillnowtrytoarouseyoufromyourmadnessbythevoiceofwrathanddamnation。\"
Hebeckonedtotheattendantsontherack,whostoodbehindhimintheopendoor,andorderedthemtoseizeherandcarryhertothetorture-chamber。
Anne,smiling,turnedthemback。\"Nay,notso!\"saidshe。\"TheSaviourwentonfoot,andboreHiscrosstotheplaceofexecution。
IwilltreadHispath。Showmetheway,Ifollowyou。Butletnoonedaretouchme。Iwillshowyouthatnotbyconstraint,butgladlyandfreely,Itreadthepathofsuffering,whichIshallendureforthesakeofmyGod。Rejoice,ohmysoul!——sing,mylips!forthebridegroomisnear,andthefeastisabouttobegin。\"
AndinexultanttonesAnneAskewbegantosingahymn,thathadnotdiedawaywhensheenteredthetorture-chamber。
CHAPTERXXI。
PRINCESSELIZABETH。
Thekingsleeps。Lethimsleep!Heisoldandinfirm,andGodhasseverelypunishedtherestlesstyrantwithavacillating,ever-
disquieted,never-satisfiedspirit,whileHeboundhisbodyandmadethespiritprisonerofthebody;whileHemadetheambitiousking,strugglingfortheinfinite,aslavetohisownflesh。Howhighsoeverhisthoughtssoar,stillthekingremainsaclumsy,confined,powerlesschildofhumanity;howmuchsoeverhisconscienceharasseshimwithdisquietanddread,yethemustbecalmandendureit。Hecannotrunawayfromhisconscience;Godhasfetteredhimbytheflesh。Thekingissleeping!Butthequeenisnot;andJaneDouglasisnot;neitheristhePrincessElizabeth。Shehaswatchedwithheartbeatinghigh。Sheisrestless,and,pacingherroomupanddowninstrangeconfusion,waitedforthehourthatshehadappointedforthemeeting。Nowthehourhadarrived。Aglowingcrimsonoverspreadthefaceoftheyoungprincess;andherhandtrembledasshetookthelightandopenedthesecretdoortothecorridor。Shestoodstillforamoment,hesitating;then,ashamedofherirresolution,shecrossedthecorridorandascendedthesmallstaircasewhichledtothetower-chamber。Withahastymovementshepushedopenthedoorandenteredthesmallslipthatwasattheendofherjourney,andThomasSeymourwasalreadythere。
Asshesawhim,aninvoluntarytrepidationcameoverher,andforthefirsttimeshenowbecameconsciousofherhazardousstep。
AsSeymour,theardentyoungman,approachedherwithapassionatesalutation,shesteppedshylybackandpushedawayhishand。
\"How!youwillnotallowmetokissyourhand?\"askedhe,andshethoughtsheobservedonhisfaceaslight,scornfulsmile。\"Youmakemethehappiestofmortalsbyinvitingmetothisinterview,andnowyoustandbeforemerigidandcold,andIamnotoncepermittedtoclaspyouinmyarms,Elizabeth!\"
Elizabeth!Hehadcalledherbyherfirstnamewithoutherhavinggivenhimpermissiontodoso。Thatoffendedher。Inthemidstofherconfusion,thatarousedtheprideoftheprincess,andmadeherawarehowmuchshemusthaveforgottenherowndignity,whenanothercouldbesoforgetfulofit。
Shewishedtoregainit。Atthismomentshewouldhavegivenayearofherlifeifshehadnottakenthisstep——ifshehadnotinvitedtheearltothismeeting。
Shewantedtotryandregaininhiseyesherlostposition,andagaintobecometohimtheprincess。
Prideinherwasstillmightierthanlove。Shemeantherlovershouldatthesametimebowbeforeherasherfavoredservant。
Thereforeshegravelysaid:\"EarlThomasSeymour,youhaveoftenbeggedusforaprivateconversation;wenowgrantittoyou。Speak,then!whatmatterofimportancehaveyoutobringbeforeus?\"
Andwithanairofgravityshesteppedtoaneasy-chair,onwhichsheseatedherselfslowlyandsolemnlylikeaqueen,whogivesaudiencetohervassals。
Poor,innocentchild,thatinherunconscioustrepidationwishedtointrenchherselfbehindhergrandeur,asbehindashield,whichmightconcealhermaidenlyfearandgirlishanxiety!
ThomasSeymour,however,divinedherthoughts;andhisproudandcoldheartrevoltedagainstthischild\'sattempttodefyhim。
Hewantedtohumbleher;hewishedtocompelhertobowbeforehim,andimplorehisloveasagraciousgift。
Hethereforebowedlowtotheprincess,andrespectfullysaid:\"Yourhighness,itistrueIhaveoftenbesoughtyouforanaudience;butyouhavesolongrefusedme,thatatlastIcouldnolongersummonupcouragetosolicitit;andIletmywishbesilentandmyheartdumb。Thereforeseeknotnow,whenthesepainshavebeensubdued,toexcitethemagain。Myheartshouldremaindead,mylipsmute。Youhavesowilled;andIhavesubmittedtoyourwill。Farewell,then,princess,andmayyourdaysbehappierandmoreserenethanthoseofpoorThomasSeymour!\"
Hebowedlowbeforeher,andthenwentslowlytothedoor。Hehadalreadyopeneditandwasabouttostepout,whenahandwassuddenlylaidonhisshoulderanddrewhimwithvehementimpetuositybackintotheroom。
\"Doyouwanttogo?\"askedElizabeth,withflutteringbreathandtremblingvoice。\"Youwanttoleaveme,and,floutingme,youwantnow,itmaybe,togototheDuchessofRichmond,yourmistress,andrelatetoherwithasneerthatthePrincessElizabethgrantedyouaninterview,andthatyouhavefloutedher?\"
\"TheDuchessofRichmondisnotmymistress,\"saidtheearl,earnestly。
\"No,notyourmistress;butshewillverysoonbeyourwife!\"
\"Shewillneverbemywife!\"
\"Andwhynot?\"
\"BecauseIdonotloveher,princess。\"
AbeamofdelightpassedoverElizabeth\'spale,agitatedface。\"Whydoyoucallmeprincess?\"askedshe。
\"Becauseyouhavecomeasaprincesstofavoryourpoorservantwithanaudience。But,ah,itwouldbegreatlyabusingyourprincelygracedidIwanttoprotractthisaudiencestillfurther。I
thereforeretire,princess。\"
Andagainheapproachedthedoor。ButElizabethrushedafterhim,and,layingholdofhisarmswithbothherhands,shewildlypushedhimback。
Hereyesshotlightning;herlipstrembled;apassionatewarmthwasmanifestedinherwholebeing。Nowshewasthetruedaughterofherfather,inconsiderateandpassionateinherwrath,destroyinginherferocity。
\"Youshallnotgo,\"mutteredshe,withherteethfirmlyset。\"Iwillnotletyougo!Iwillnotletyouconfrontmeanylongerwiththatcold,smilingface。Scoldme;castonmethebitterestreproaches,becauseIhavedaredtobraveyousolong;curseme,ifyoucan!
Anythingbutthissmilingcalmness。Itkillsme;itpiercesmyheartlikeadagger。ForyouseewellenoughthatIhavenolongerthepowertowithstandyou;youseewellenoughthatIloveyou。Yes,I
loveyoutoecstasyandtodesperation;withdesireanddread。I
loveyouasmydemonandmyangel。Iamangry,becauseyouhavesoentirelycrushedtheprideofmyheart。Icurseyou,becauseyouhavemademesoentirelyyourslave;andthenextmomentIfallonmykneesandbeseechGodtoforgivemethiscrimeagainstyou。I
loveyou,Isay——notasthosesoft,gentle-heartedwomenlove,withasmileonthelip;butwithmadnessanddesperation,withjealousyandwrath。IloveyouasmyfatherlovedAnneBoleyn,whom,inthehatredofhisloveandthecruelwrathofhisjealousy,hemadetomountthescaffold,becausehehadbeentoldthatshewasuntruetohim。Ah,hadIthepower,Iwoulddoasmyfatherdid;Iwouldmurderyou,ifyoushoulddareevertoceasetoloveme。Andnow,ThomasSeymour,nowsaywhetheryouhavethecouragetodesiretoleaveme?\"
Shelookedbewitchinginthenamingmightofherpassion;shewassoyoung,soardent;andThomasSeymourwassoambitious!InhiseyesElizabethwasnotmerelythebeautiful,charmingmaiden,wholovedhim:shewasmorethanthat:shewasthedaughterofHenrytheEighth,thePrincessofEngland,perchancesomedaytheheiressofthethrone。Itistrue,herfatherhaddisinheritedher,andbyactofParliamentdeclaredherunworthyofsucceedingtothethrone。[Footnote:Burnet,vol。i,p。138]ButHenry\'svacillatingmindmightchange,andthedisownedprincessmightonedaybecomequeen。
TheearlthoughtofthisashegazedonElizabeth——ashesawherbeforehim,socharming,soyoung,andsoglowingwithpassion。Hethoughtofitashenowclaspedherinhisarms,andpressedonherlipsaburningkiss。
\"No,Iwillnotgo,\"whisperedhe。\"Iwillnevermoredepartfromyourside,ifyoudonotwishmetogo。Iamyours!——yourslave,yourvassal;andIwillneverbeanythingelsebutthisalone。Theymaybetrayme;yourfathermaypunishmeforhightreason;yetwillIexultinmygoodfortune,forElizabethlovesme,anditwillbeforElizabeththatIdie!\"
\"Youshallnotdie!\"criedshe,clingingfasttohim。\"Youshalllive,liveatmyside,proud,great,andhappy!Youshallbemylordandmymaster;andifIameverqueen,andIfeelhereinmyheartthatImustbecomeso,thenwillThomasSeymourbeKingofEngland。\"
\"Thatistosay,inthequietandsecrecyofyourchamberIshouldperhapsbeso!\"saidhewithasigh。\"Buttherewithout,beforetheworld,Ishallstillbeeveronlyaservant;andatthebest,I
shallbecalledthefavorite。\"
\"Never,never,thatIsweartoyou!SaidInotthatIlovedyou?\"
\"Buttheloveofawomanissochangeable!WhoknowshowlongitwillbebeforeyonwilltreadunderyourfeetpoorThomasSeymour,whenoncethecrownhasadornedyourbrow。\"
Shelookedathimwell-nighhorrified。\"Canthisbe,then?Isitpossiblethatonecanforgetandforsakewhatheonceloved?\"
\"Doyouask,Elizabeth?Hasnotyourfatheralreadyhissixthwife?\"
\"Itistrue,\"saidshe,asmournfullyshedroppedherheaduponherbreast。\"ButI,\"saidshe,afterapause,\"Ishallnotbelikemyfatherinthat。Ishallloveyoueternally!Andthatyoumayhaveaguarantyofmyfaithfulness,Ioffermyselftoyouasyourwife。\"
Astonished,helookedinquiringlyintoherexcited,glowingface!Hedidnotunderstandher。
Butshecontinued,passionately:\"Yes,youshallbemylordandmyhusband!Come,mybeloved,come!Ihavenotcalledyoutotakeuponyourselfthedisgracefulroleofthesecretloverofaprincess——I
havecalledyoutobemyhusband。Iwishabondtouniteustwo,thatissoindissolublethatnoteventhewrathandwillofmyfather,butonlydeathitself,canseverit。Iwillgiveyouproofofmyloveandmydevotion;andyoushallbeforcedtoacknowledgethatItrulyloveyou。Come,mybeloved,thatImaysoonhailyouasmyhusband!\"
Helookedatherasthoughpetrified。\"Whitherwillyouleadme?\"
\"Totheprivatechapel,\"saidshe,innocently。\"IhavewrittenCranmertoawaitmethereatdaybreak。Letushasten,then!\"
\"Cranmer!Youhavewrittentothearchbishop?\"criedSeymour,amazed。\"How!whatsayyou?Cranmerawaitsusintheprivatechapel?\"
\"Withoutdoubtheiswaitingforus,asIhavewrittenhimtodoso。\"
\"Andwhatishetodo?Whatdoyouwantofhim?\"
Shelookedathiminastonishment。\"WhatdoIwantofhim?Why,thathemaymarryus!\"
Theearlstaggeredbackasifstunned。\"Andhaveyouwrittenhimthatalso?\"
\"Nay,indeed,\"saidshe,withacharming,childlikesmile。\"Iknowverywellthatitisdangeroustotrustsuchsecretstopaper。I
haveonlywrittenhimtocomeinhisofficialrobes,becauseIhaveanimportantsecrettoconfesstohim。\"
\"Oh,Godhepraised!Wearenotlost,\"sighedSeymour。
\"Buthow,Idonotunderstandyou?\"askedshe。\"Youdonotextendmeyourhand!Youdonothastentoconductmetothechapel!\"
\"Tellme,Iconjureyou,tellmeonlythisonething:haveyoueverspokentothearchbishopofyour——no——ofourlove?Haveyoueverbetrayedtohimsomuch,asasyllableofthatwhichstirsourhearts?\"
Sheblusheddeeplybeneaththesteadygazewhichhefixedonher。
\"Upbraidme,Seymour,\"whisperedshe。\"Butmyheartwasweakandtimorous;andasoftenasItriedtofulfiltheholyduty,andconfesseverythinghonestlyandfranklytothearchbishop,Icouldnotdoit!Theworddiedonmylips;anditwasasthoughaninvisiblepowerparalyzedmytongue。\"
\"So,then,Cranmerknowsnothing?\"
\"No,Seymour,heknowsnothingasyet。Butnowheshalllearnall;
nowwewillgobeforehimandtellhimthatweloveeachother,andconstrainhim,byourprayers,toblessourunion,andjoinourhands。\"
\"Impossible!\"criedSeymour。\"Thatcanneverbe!\"
\"How!Whatdoyousay?\"askedsheinastonishment。
\"IsaythatCranmerwillneverbesoinsane,nay,socriminal,astofulfilyourwish。Isaythatyoucanneverbemywife。\"
Shelookedhimfullandsquareintheface。\"Haveyounotthentoldmethatyoulovedme?\"askedshe。\"HaveInotsworntoyouthatI
lovedyouinreturn?Mustwethennotbemarried,inordertosanctifytheunionofourhearts?\"
Seymoursankhiseyestothegroundbeforeherpureinnocentlook,andblushedforshame。Shedidnotunderstandthisblush;becausehewassilent,shedeemedhimconvinced。
\"Come,\"saidshe,\"come;Cranmeriswaitingforus!\"
Heagainraisedhiseyesandlookedatherinamazement,\"Doyounotsee,then,thisisallonlyadreamthatcanneverbecomereality?
Doyounotfeelthatthispreciousfantasyofyourgreatandnobleheartwillneverberealized?How!areyouthensolittleacquaintedwithyourfatherasnottoknowthathewoulddestroyusbothifweshoulddaretosetatnaughthispaternalandhisroyalauthority?
Yourbirthwouldnotsecureyoufromhisdestroyingfury,foryouwellknowheisunyieldingandrecklessinhiswrath;andthevoiceofconsanguinitysoundsnotsoloudinhimthatitwouldnotbedrownedbythethunderofhiswrath。Poorchild,youhavelearnedthatalready!Rememberwithwhatcrueltyhehasalreadyrevengedhimselfonyouforthepretendedfaultofyourmother;howhetransferredtoyouhiswrathagainsther。RememberthatherefusedyourhandtotheDauphinofFrance,notforthesakeofyourhappiness,butbecausehesaidyouwerenotworthyofsoexaltedaposition。AnneBoleyn\'sbastardcouldneverbecomeQueenofFrance。
Andaftersuchaproofofhiscruelwrathagainstyou,willyoudarecastinhisfacethisterribleinsult?——compelhimtorecognizeasubject,aservant,ashisson?\"
\"Oh,thisservantis,however,thebrotherofaQueenofEngland!\"
saidshe,shyly。\"MyfatherlovedJaneSeymourtoowarmlynottoforgiveherbrother。\"
\"Ah,ah,youdonotknowyourfather!Hehasnoheartforthepast;
or,ifhehas,itisonlytotakevengeanceforaninjuryorafault,butnottorewardlove。KingHenrywouldbecapableofsentencingAnneBoleyn\'sdaughtertodeath,andofsendingtotheblockandrackCatharineHoward\'sbrothers,becausethesetwoqueensoncegrievedhimandwoundedhisheart;buthewouldnotforgivemetheleastoffenceonaccountofmybeingthebrotherofaqueenwholovedhimfaithfullyandtenderlytillherdeath。ButIspeaknotofmyself。Iamawarrior,andhavetoooftenlookeddeathinthefacetofearhimnow。Ispeakonlyofyou,Elizabeth。Youhavenorighttoperishthus。Thisnobleheadmustnotbelaidupontheblock。Itisdestinedtoweararoyalcrown。Afortunestillhigherthanloveawaitsyou——fameandpower!Imustnotdrawyouawayfromthisproudfuture。ThePrincessElizabeth,thoughabusedanddisowned,mayyetonedaymountthethroneofEngland。TheCountessSeymournever!shedisinheritsherself!Follow,then,yourhighdestiny。EarlSeymourretiresbeforeathrone。\"
\"Thatistosay,youdisdainedme?\"askedshe,angrilystampingthefloorwithherfoot。\"Thatistosay,theproudEarlSeymourholdsthebastardtoobaseforhiscoronet!Thatistosay,youlovemenot!\"
\"No,itmeansthatIloveyoumorethanmyself——betterandmorepurelythananyothermancanloveyou;forthisloveissogreatthatitmakesmyselfishnessandmyambitionsilent,andallowsmetothinkonlyofyouandyourfuture。\"
\"Ah,\"sighedshe,mournfully。,\"ifyoureallylovedme,youwouldnotconsider——youwouldnotseethedanger,norfeardeath。Youwouldthinkofnothing,andknownothing,savelove。\"
\"BecauseIthinkoflove,Ithinkofyou,\"saidSeymour。\"Ithinkthatyouaretomovealongovertheworld,great,powerful,andglorious,andthatIwilllendyoumyarmforthis。Ithinkofthis,thatmyqueenofthefutureneedsageneralwhowillwinvictoriesforher,andthatIwillbethatgeneral。Butwhenthisgoalisreached——whenyouarequeen——thenyouhavethepowerfromoneofyoursubjectstomakeahusband;thenitrestswithyourownwilltoelevatemetobetheproudest,thehappiest,andthemostenviableofallmen。Extendmeyourhand,then,andIwillthankandpraiseGodthatheissogracioustome;andmywholeexistencewillbespentintheefforttogiveyouthehappinessthatyouaresowellentitledtodemand。\"
\"Anduntilthen?\"askedshe,mournfully。
\"Untilthen,wewillbeconstant,andloveeachother!\"criedhe,ashegentlypressedherinhisarms。Shegentlyrepelledhim。\"Willyoualsobetruetometillthen?\"
\"Truetilldeath!\"
\"TheyhavetoldmethatyouwouldmarrytheDuchessofRichmond,inordertherebytoatlengthputanendtotheancienthatredbetweentheHowardsandSeymours。\"
ThomasSeymourfrowned,andhiscountenancegrewdark。\"Believeme,thishatredisinvincible,\"saidhe;\"andnomatrimonialalliancecouldwashitaway。Itisaninheritancefrommanyyearsinourfamilies;andIamfirmlyresolvednottorenouncemyinheritance。I
shalljustaslittlemarrytheDuchessofRichmond,asHenryHowardwillmysister,theCountessofShrewsbury。\"
\"Swearthattome!Sweartome,thatyousaythetruth,andthatthishaughtyandcoquettishduchessshallneverbeyourwife。Swearittome,byallthatissacredtoyou!\"
\"Iswearitbymylove!\"exclaimedThomasSeymour,solemnly。
\"Ishallthenatleasthaveonesorrowtheless,\"sighedElizabeth。
\"Ishallhavenooccasiontobejealous。Andisitnottrue,\"shethensaid,\"isitnottrueweshalloftenseeeachother?Wewillbothkeepthissecretofthistowerfaithfullyandsacredly;andafterdaysfullofprivationanddisappointment,wewillherekeepfestivalthenightsfullofblissfulpleasureandsweettransport。
Butwhydoyousmile,Seymour?\"
\"Ismile,becauseyouarepureandinnocentasanangel,\"saidhe,ashereverentlykissedherhand。\"Ismile,becauseyouareanexalted,godlikechild,whomoneoughttoadoreuponhisknees,andtowhomoneoughttopray,astothechastegoddessVesta!Yes,mydear,belovedchild,herewewill,asyousay,passnightsfullofblissfulpleasure;andmayIbereprobateanddamned,ifIshouldeverbecapableofbetrayingthissweet,guilelessconfidencewithwhichyoufavorme,andsullyyourangelpurity!\"
\"Ah,wewillbeveryhappy,Seymour!\"saidshe,smiling。\"Ilackonlyonething——afriend,towhomIcantellmyhappiness,towhomI
canspeakofyou。Oh,itoftenseemstomeasifthislove,whichmustalwaysbeconcealed,alwaysshutup,mustatlastburstmybreast;asifthissecretmustwithviolencebreakapassage,androarlikeatempestoverthewholeworld。Seymour,Iwantaconfidanteofmyhappinessandmylove。\"
\"Guardyourselfwellagainstdesiringtoseeksuchaone!\"exclaimedSeymour,anxiously。\"Asecretthatthreeknow,isasecretnomore;
andonedayyourconfidantewillbetrayus。\"
\"Notso;Iknowawomanwhowouldbeincapableofthat——awomanwholovesmewellenoughtokeepmysecretasfaithfullyasImyself;awomanwhocouldbemorethanmerelyaconfidante,whocouldbetheprotectressofourlove。Oh,believeme,ifwecouldgainhertoourside,thenourfuturewouldbeahappyandablessedone,andwemighteasilysucceedinobtainingtheking\'sconsenttoourmarriage。\"