CHAPTERIV-LOST
THErobberyattheBankhadnotlanguishedbefore,anddidnotceasetooccupyafrontplaceintheattentionoftheprincipalofthatestablishmentnow。Inboastfulproofofhispromptitudeandactivity,asaremarkableman,andaself-mademan,andacommercialwondermoreadmirablethanVenus,whohadrisenoutofthemudinsteadofthesea,helikedtoshowhowlittlehisdomesticaffairsabatedhisbusinessardour。Consequently,inthefirstfewweeksofhisresumedbachelorhood,heevenadvanceduponhisusualdisplayofbustle,andeverydaymadesucharoutinrenewinghisinvestigationsintotherobbery,thattheofficerswhohaditinhandalmostwishedithadneverbeencommitted。
Theywereatfaulttoo,andoffthescent。Althoughtheyhadbeensoquietsincethefirstoutbreakofthematter,thatmostpeoplereallydidsupposeittohavebeenabandonedashopeless,nothingnewoccurred。Noimplicatedmanorwomantookuntimelycourage,ormadeaself-betrayingstep。Moreremarkableyet,StephenBlackpoolcouldnotbeheardof,andthemysteriousoldwomanremainedamystery。
Thingshavingcometothispass,andshowingnolatentsignsofstirringbeyondit,theupshotofMr。Bounderby\'sinvestigationswas,thatheresolvedtohazardaboldburst。Hedrewupaplacard,offeringTwentyPoundsrewardfortheapprehensionofStephenBlackpool,suspectedofcomplicityintherobberyofCoketownBankonsuchanight;hedescribedthesaidStephenBlackpoolbydress,complexion,estimatedheight,andmanner,asminutelyashecould;herecitedhowhehadleftthetown,andinwhatdirectionhehadbeenlastseengoing;hehadthewholeprintedingreatblacklettersonastaringbroadsheet;andhecausedthewallstobepostedwithitinthedeadofnight,sothatitshouldstrikeuponthesightofthewholepopulationatoneblow。
Thefactory-bellshadneedtoringtheirloudestthatmorningtodispersethegroupsofworkerswhostoodinthetardydaybreak,collectedroundtheplacards,devouringthemwitheagereyes。Nottheleasteageroftheeyesassembled,weretheeyesofthosewhocouldnotread。Thesepeople,astheylistenedtothefriendlyvoicethatreadaloud-therewasalwayssomesuchreadytohelpthem-staredatthecharacterswhichmeantsomuchwithavagueaweandrespectthatwouldhavebeenhalfludicrous,ifanyaspectofpublicignorancecouldeverbeotherwisethanthreateningandfullofevil。Manyearsandeyeswerebusywithavisionofthematteroftheseplacards,amongturningspindles,rattlinglooms,andwhirlingwheels,forhoursafterwards;andwhentheHandsclearedoutagainintothestreets,therewerestillasmanyreadersasbefore。
Slackbridge,thedelegate,hadtoaddresshisaudiencetoothatnight;andSlackbridgehadobtainedacleanbillfromtheprinter,andhadbroughtitinhispocket。Oh,myfriendsandfellow-
countrymen,thedown-troddenoperativesofCoketown,oh,myfellow-
brothersandfellow-workmenandfellow-citizensandfellowmen,whatato-dowasthere,whenSlackbridgeunfoldedwhathecalled\'thatdamningdocument,\'andheldituptothegaze,andfortheexecrationoftheworking-mancommunity!\'Oh,myfellow-men,beholdofwhatatraitorinthecampofthosegreatspiritswhoareenrolledupontheholyscrollofJusticeandofUnion,isappropriatelycapable!Oh,myprostratefriends,withthegallingyokeoftyrantsonyournecksandtheironfootofdespotismtreadingdownyourfallenformsintothedustoftheearth,uponwhichrightgladwouldyouroppressorsbetoseeyoucreepingonyourbelliesallthedaysofyourlives,liketheserpentinthegarden-oh,mybrothers,andshallIasamannotadd,mysisterstoo,whatdoyousay,now,ofStephenBlackpool,withaslightstoopinhisshouldersandaboutfivefootseveninheight,assetforthinthisdegradinganddisgustingdocument,thisblightingbill,thisperniciousplacard,thisabominableadvertisement;andwithwhatmajestyofdenouncementwillyoucrushtheviper,whowouldbringthisstainandshameupontheGod-likeracethathappilyhascasthimoutforever!Yes,mycompatriots,happilycasthimoutandsenthimforth!Foryourememberhowhestoodherebeforeyouonthisplatform;yourememberhow,facetofaceandfoottofoot,Ipursuedhimthroughallhisintricatewindings;
yourememberhowhesneakedandslunk,andsidled,andsplittedofstraws,until,withnotaninchofgroundtowhichtocling,I
hurledhimoutfromamongstus:anobjectfortheundyingfingerofscorntopointat,andfortheavengingfireofeveryfreeandthinkingmindtoscorchandscar!Andnow,myfriends-mylabouringfriends,forIrejoiceandtriumphinthatstigma-myfriendswhosehardbuthonestbedsaremadeintoil,andwhosescantybutindependentpotsareboiledinhardship;andnow,Isay,myfriends,whatappellationhasthatdastardcraventakentohimself,when,withthemasktornfromhisfeatures,hestandsbeforeusinallhisnativedeformity,aWhat?Athief!A
plunderer!Aproscribedfugitive,withapriceuponhishead;afesterandawounduponthenoblecharacteroftheCoketownoperative!Therefore,mybandofbrothersinasacredbond,towhichyourchildrenandyourchildren\'schildrenyetunbornhavesettheirinfanthandsandseals,IproposetoyouonthepartoftheUnitedAggregateTribunal,everwatchfulforyourwelfare,everzealousforyourbenefit,thatthismeetingdoesResolve:ThatStephenBlackpool,weaver,referredtointhisplacard,havingbeenalreadysolemnlydisownedbythecommunityofCoketownHands,thesamearefreefromtheshameofhismisdeeds,andcannotasaclassbereproachedwithhisdishonestactions!\'
ThusSlackbridge;gnashingandperspiringafteraprodigioussort。
Afewsternvoicescalledout\'No!\'andascoreortwohailed,withassentingcriesof\'Hear,hear!\'thecautionfromoneman,\'Slackbridge,y\'oroverhetterin\'t;y\'oragoentoofast!\'Butthesewerepigmiesagainstanarmy;thegeneralassemblagesubscribedtothegospelaccordingtoSlackbridge,andgavethreecheersforhim,ashesatdemonstrativelypantingatthem。
Thesemenandwomenwereyetinthestreets,passingquietlytotheirhomes,whenSissy,whohadbeencalledawayfromLouisasomeminutesbefore,returned。
\'Whoisit?\'askedLouisa。
\'ItisMr。Bounderby,\'saidSissy,timidofthename,\'andyourbrotherMr。Tom,andayoungwomanwhosayshernameisRachael,andthatyouknowher。\'
\'Whatdotheywant,Sissydear?\'
\'Theywanttoseeyou。Rachaelhasbeencrying,andseemsangry。\'
\'Father,\'saidLouisa,forhewaspresent,\'Icannotrefusetoseethem,forareasonthatwillexplainitself。Shalltheycomeinhere?\'
Asheansweredintheaffirmative,Sissywentawaytobringthem。
Shereappearedwiththemdirectly。Tomwaslast;andremainedstandingintheobscurestpartoftheroom,nearthedoor。
\'Mrs。Bounderby,\'saidherhusband,enteringwithacoolnod,\'I
don\'tdisturbyou,Ihope。Thisisanunseasonablehour,buthereisayoungwomanwhohasbeenmakingstatementswhichrendermyvisitnecessary。TomGradgrind,asyourson,youngTom,refusesforsomeobstinatereasonorothertosayanythingatallaboutthosestatements,goodorbad,Iamobligedtoconfrontherwithyourdaughter。\'
\'Youhaveseenmeoncebefore,younglady,\'saidRachael,standinginfrontofLouisa。
Tomcoughed。
\'Youhaveseenme,younglady,\'repeatedRachael,asshedidnotanswer,\'oncebefore。\'
Tomcoughedagain。
\'Ihave。\'
RachaelcasthereyesproudlytowardsMr。Bounderby,andsaid,\'Willyoumakeitknown,younglady,where,andwhowasthere?\'
\'IwenttothehousewhereStephenBlackpoollodged,onthenightofhisdischargefromhiswork,andIsawyouthere。Hewastheretoo;andanoldwomanwhodidnotspeak,andwhomIcouldscarcelysee,stoodinadarkcorner。Mybrotherwaswithme。\'
\'Whycouldn\'tyousayso,youngTom?\'demandedBounderby。
\'IpromisedmysisterIwouldn\'t。\'WhichLouisahastilyconfirmed。
\'Andbesides,\'saidthewhelpbitterly,\'shetellsherownstorysopreciouswell-andsofull-thatwhatbusinesshadItotakeitoutofhermouth!\'
\'Say,younglady,ifyouplease,\'pursuedRachael,\'why,inanevilhour,youevercametoStephen\'sthatnight。\'
\'Ifeltcompassionforhim,\'saidLouisa,hercolourdeepening,\'andIwishedtoknowwhathewasgoingtodo,andwishedtoofferhimassistance。\'
\'Thankyou,ma\'am,\'saidBounderby。\'Muchflatteredandobliged。\'
\'Didyouofferhim,\'askedRachael,\'abank-note?\'
\'Yes;butherefusedit,andwouldonlytaketwopoundsingold。\'
RachaelcasthereyestowardsMr。Bounderbyagain。
\'Oh,certainly!\'saidBounderby。\'Ifyouputthequestionwhetheryourridiculousandimprobableaccountwastrueornot,Iamboundtosayit\'sconfirmed。\'
\'Younglady,\'saidRachael,\'StephenBlackpoolisnownamedasathiefinpublicprintalloverthistown,andwhereelse!Therehavebeenameetingto-nightwherehehavebeenspokenofinthesameshamefulway。Stephen!Thehonestestlad,thetruestlad,thebest!\'Herindignationfailedher,andshebrokeoffsobbing。
\'Iamvery,verysorry,\'saidLouisa。
\'Oh,younglady,younglady,\'returnedRachael,\'Ihopeyoumaybe,butIdon\'tknow!Ican\'tsaywhatyoumayha\'done!Thelikeofyoudon\'tknowus,don\'tcareforus,don\'tbelongtous。Iamnotsurewhyyoumayha\'comethatnight。Ican\'ttellbutwhatyoumayha\'comewi\'someaimofyourown,notmindintowhattroubleyoubroughtsuchasthepoorlad。Isaidthen,Blessyouforcoming;andIsaiditofmyheart,youseemedtotakesopitifullytohim;butIdon\'tknownow,Idon\'tknow!\'
Louisacouldnotreproachherforherunjustsuspicions;shewassofaithfultoherideaoftheman,andsoafflicted。
\'AndwhenIthink,\'saidRachaelthroughhersobs,\'thatthepoorladwassograteful,thinkinyousogoodtohim-whenImindthatheputhishandoverhishard-workenfacetohidethetearsthatyoubroughtupthere-Oh,Ihopeyoumaybesorry,andha\'nobadcausetobeit;butIdon\'tknow,Idon\'tknow!\'
\'You\'reaprettyarticle,\'growledthewhelp,movinguneasilyinhisdarkcorner,\'tocomeherewiththesepreciousimputations!
Yououghttobebundledoutfornotknowinghowtobehaveyourself,andyouwouldbebyrights。\'
Shesaidnothinginreply;andherlowweepingwastheonlysoundthatwasheard,untilMr。Bounderbyspoke。
\'Come!\'saidhe,\'youknowwhatyouhaveengagedtodo。Youhadbettergiveyourmindtothat;notthis。\'
\'\'Deed,Iamloath,\'returnedRachael,dryinghereyes,\'thatanyhereshouldseemelikethis;butIwon\'tbeseensoagain。Younglady,whenIhadreadwhat\'sputinprintofStephen-andwhathasjustasmuchtruthinitasifithadbeenputinprintofyou-I
wentstraighttotheBanktosayIknewwhereStephenwas,andtogiveasureandcertainpromisethatheshouldbehereintwodays。
Icouldn\'tmeetwi\'Mr。Bounderbythen,andyourbrothersentmeaway,andItriedtofindyou,butyouwasnottobefound,andI
wentbacktowork。SoonasIcomeoutoftheMillto-night,I
hastenedtohearwhatwassaidofStephen-forIknowwi\'pridehewillcomebacktoshameit!-andthenIwentagaintoseekMr。
Bounderby,andIfoundhim,andItoldhimeverywordIknew;andhebelievednowordIsaid,andbroughtmehere。\'
\'Sofar,that\'strueenough,\'assentedMr。Bounderby,withhishandsinhispocketsandhishaton。\'ButIhaveknownyoupeoplebeforeto-day,you\'llobserve,andIknowyouneverdieforwantoftalking。Now,Irecommendyounotsomuchtomindtalkingjustnow,asdoing。Youhaveundertakentodosomething;allIremarkuponthatatpresentis,doit!\'
\'IhavewrittentoStephenbythepostthatwentoutthisafternoon,asIhavewrittentohimoncebeforesin\'hewentaway,\'
saidRachael;\'andhewillbehere,atfurthest,intwodays。\'
\'Then,I\'lltellyousomething。Youarenotawareperhaps,\'
retortedMr。Bounderby,\'thatyouyourselfhavebeenlookedafternowandthen,notbeingconsideredquitefreefromsuspicioninthisbusiness,onaccountofmostpeoplebeingjudgedaccordingtothecompanytheykeep。Thepost-officehasn\'tbeenforgotteneither。WhatI\'lltellyouis,thatnolettertoStephenBlackpoolhasevergotintoit。Therefore,whathasbecomeofyours,Ileaveyoutoguess。Perhapsyou\'remistaken,andneverwroteany。\'
\'Hehadn\'tbeengonefromhere,younglady,\'saidRachael,turningappealinglytoLouisa,\'asmuchasaweek,whenhesentmetheonlyletterIhavehadfromhim,sayingthathewasforcedtoseekworkinanothername。\'
\'Oh,byGeorge!\'criedBounderby,shakinghishead,withawhistle,\'hechangeshisname,doeshe!That\'sratherunlucky,too,forsuchanimmaculatechap。It\'sconsideredalittlesuspiciousinCourtsofJustice,Ibelieve,whenanInnocenthappenstohavemanynames。\'
\'What,\'saidRachael,withthetearsinhereyesagain,\'what,younglady,inthenameofMercy,wasleftthepoorladtodo!Themastersagainsthimononehand,themenagainsthimontheother,heonlywantintoworkhardinpeace,anddowhathefeltright。
Canamanhavenosoulofhisown,nomindofhisown?Musthegowrongallthroughwi\'thisside,ormusthegowrongallthroughwi\'that,orelsebehuntedlikeahare?\'
\'Indeed,indeed,Ipityhimfrommyheart,\'returnedLouisa;\'andI
hopethathewillclearhimself。\'
\'Youneedhavenofearofthat,younglady。Heissure!\'
\'Allthesurer,Isuppose,\'saidMr。Bounderby,\'foryourrefusingtotellwhereheis?Eh?\'
\'Heshallnot,throughanyactofmine,comebackwi\'theunmeritedreproachofbeingbroughtback。Heshallcomebackofhisownaccordtoclearhimself,andputallthosethathaveinjuredhisgoodcharacter,andhenothereforitsdefence,toshame。Ihavetoldhimwhathasbeendoneagainsthim,\'saidRachael,throwingoffalldistrustasarockthrowsofthesea,\'andhewillbehere,atfurthest,intwodays。\'
\'Notwithstandingwhich,\'addedMr。Bounderby,\'ifhecanbelaidholdofanysooner,heshallhaveanearlieropportunityofclearinghimself。Astoyou,Ihavenothingagainstyou;whatyoucameandtoldmeturnsouttobetrue,andIhavegivenyouthemeansofprovingittobetrue,andthere\'sanendofit。Iwishyougoodnightall!Imustbeofftolookalittlefurtherintothis。\'
TomcameoutofhiscornerwhenMr。Bounderbymoved,movedwithhim,keptclosetohim,andwentawaywithhim。Theonlypartingsalutationofwhichhedeliveredhimselfwasasulky\'Goodnight,father!\'Withabriefspeech,andascowlathissister,heleftthehouse。
Sincehissheet-anchorhadcomehome,Mr。Gradgrindhadbeensparingofspeech。Hestillsatsilent,whenLouisamildlysaid:
\'Rachael,youwillnotdistrustmeoneday,whenyouknowmebetter。\'
\'Itgoesagainstme,\'Rachaelanswered,inagentlermanner,\'tomistrustanyone;butwhenIamsomistrusted-whenweallare-I
cannotkeepsuchthingsquiteoutofmymind。Iaskyourpardonforhavingdoneyouaninjury。Idon\'tthinkwhatIsaidnow。YetImightcometothinkitagain,wi\'thepoorladsowronged。\'
\'Didyoutellhiminyourletter,\'inquiredSissy,\'thatsuspicionseemedtohavefallenuponhim,becausehehadbeenseenabouttheBankatnight?Hewouldthenknowwhathewouldhavetoexplainoncomingback,andwouldbeready。\'
\'Yes,dear,\'shereturned;\'butIcan\'tguesswhatcanhaveevertakenhimthere。Heneverusedtogothere。Itwasneverinhisway。Hiswaywasthesameasmine,andnotnearit。\'
Sissyhadalreadybeenathersideaskingherwhereshelived,andwhethershemightcometo-morrownight,toinquireiftherewerenewsofhim。
\'Idoubt,\'saidRachael,\'ifhecanbeheretillnextday。\'
\'ThenIwillcomenextnighttoo,\'saidSissy。
WhenRachael,assentingtothis,wasgone,Mr。Gradgrindlifteduphishead,andsaidtohisdaughter:
\'Louisa,mydear,Ihavenever,thatIknowof,seenthisman。Doyoubelievehimtobeimplicated?\'
\'IthinkIhavebelievedit,father,thoughwithgreatdifficulty。
Idonotbelieveitnow。\'
\'Thatistosay,youoncepersuadedyourselftobelieveit,fromknowinghimtobesuspected。Hisappearanceandmanner;aretheysohonest?\'
\'Veryhonest。\'
\'Andherconfidencenottobeshaken!Iaskmyself,\'saidMr。
Gradgrind,musing,\'doestherealculpritknowoftheseaccusations?Whereishe?Whoishe?\'
Hishairhadlatterlybegantochangeitscolour。Asheleaneduponhishandagain,lookinggrayandold,Louisa,withafaceoffearandpity,hurriedlywentovertohim,andsatcloseathisside。HereyesbyaccidentmetSissy\'satthemoment。Sissyflushedandstarted,andLouisaputherfingeronherlip。
Nextnight,whenSissyreturnedhomeandtoldLouisathatStephenwasnotcome,shetolditinawhisper。Nextnightagain,whenshecamehomewiththesameaccount,andaddedthathehadnotbeenheardof,shespokeinthesamelowfrightenedtone。Fromthemomentofthatinterchangeoflooks,theyneverutteredhisname,oranyreferencetohim,aloud;noreverpursuedthesubjectoftherobbery,whenMr。Gradgrindspokeofit。
Thetwoappointeddaysranout,threedaysandnightsranout,andStephenBlackpoolwasnotcome,andremainedunheardof。Onthefourthday,Rachael,withunabatedconfidence,butconsideringherdespatchtohavemiscarried,wentuptotheBank,andshowedherletterfromhimwithhisaddress,ataworkingcolony,oneofmany,notuponthemainroad,sixtymilesaway。Messengersweresenttothatplace,andthewholetownlookedforStephentobebroughtinnextday。
DuringthiswholetimethewhelpmovedaboutwithMr。Bounderbylikehisshadow,assistinginalltheproceedings。Hewasgreatlyexcited,horriblyfevered,bithisnailsdowntothequick,spokeinahardrattlingvoice,andwithlipsthatwereblackandburntup。Atthehourwhenthesuspectedmanwaslookedfor,thewhelpwasatthestation;offeringtowagerthathehadmadeoffbeforethearrivalofthosewhoweresentinquestofhim,andthathewouldnotappear。
Thewhelpwasright。Themessengersreturnedalone。Rachael\'sletterhadgone,Rachael\'sletterhadbeendelivered。StephenBlackpoolhaddecampedinthatsamehour;andnosoulknewmoreofhim。TheonlydoubtinCoketownwas,whetherRachaelhadwritteningoodfaith,believingthathereallywouldcomeback,orwarninghimtofly。Onthispointopinionwasdivided。
Sixdays,sevendays,faronintoanotherweek。Thewretchedwhelppluckedupaghastlycourage,andbegantogrowdefiant。\'Wasthesuspectedfellowthethief?Aprettyquestion!Ifnot,wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?\'
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?Inthedeadofnighttheechoesofhisownwords,whichhadrolledHeavenknowshowfarawayinthedaytime,camebackinstead,andabidedbyhimuntilmorning。
CHAPTERV-FOUND
DAYandnightagain,dayandnightagain。NoStephenBlackpool。
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?
Everynight,SissywenttoRachael\'slodging,andsatwithherinhersmallneatroom。Allday,Rachaeltoiledassuchpeoplemusttoil,whatevertheiranxieties。Thesmoke-serpentswereindifferentwhowaslostorfound,whoturnedoutbadorgood;themelancholymadelephants,liketheHardFactmen,abatednothingoftheirsetroutine,whateverhappened。Dayandnightagain,dayandnightagain。Themonotonywasunbroken。EvenStephenBlackpool\'sdisappearancewasfallingintothegeneralway,andbecomingasmonotonousawonderasanypieceofmachineryinCoketown。
\'Imisdoubt,\'saidRachael,\'ifthereisasmanyastwentyleftinallthisplace,whohaveanytrustinthepoordearladnow。\'
ShesaidittoSissy,astheysatinherlodging,lightedonlybythelampatthestreetcorner。Sissyhadcometherewhenitwasalreadydark,toawaitherreturnfromwork;andtheyhadsincesatatthewindowwhereRachaelhadfoundher,wantingnobrighterlighttoshineontheirsorrowfultalk。
\'Ifithadn\'tbeenmercifullybroughtabout,thatIwastohaveyoutospeakto,\'pursuedRachael,\'timesare,whenIthinkmymindwouldnothavekeptright。ButIgethopeandstrengththroughyou;andyoubelievethatthoughappearancesmayriseagainsthim,hewillbeprovedclear?\'
\'Idobelieveso,\'returnedSissy,\'withmywholeheart。Ifeelsocertain,Rachael,thattheconfidenceyouholdinyoursagainstalldiscouragement,isnotliketobewrong,thatIhavenomoredoubtofhimthanifIhadknownhimthroughasmanyyearsoftrialasyouhave。\'
\'AndI,mydear,\'saidRachel,withatrembleinhervoice,\'haveknownhimthroughthemall,tobe,accordingtohisquietways,sofaithfultoeverythinghonestandgood,thatifhewasnevertobeheardofmore,andIwastolivetobeahundredyearsold,Icouldsaywithmylastbreath,Godknowsmyheart。IhaveneveroncelefttrustingStephenBlackpool!\'
\'Weallbelieve,upattheLodge,Rachael,thathewillbefreedfromsuspicion,soonerorlater。\'
\'ThebetterIknowittobesobelievedthere,mydear,\'saidRachael,\'andthekinderIfeelitthatyoucomeawayfromthere,purposelytocomfortme,andkeepmecompany,andbeseenwi\'mewhenIamnotyetfreefromallsuspicionmyself,themoregrievedIamthatIshouldeverhavespokenthosemistrustingwordstotheyounglady。AndyetI-\'
\'Youdon\'tmistrusthernow,Rachael?\'
\'Nowthatyouhavebroughtusmoretogether,no。ButIcan\'tatalltimeskeepoutofmymind-\'
Hervoicesosunkintoalowandslowcommuningwithherself,thatSissy,sittingbyherside,wasobligedtolistenwithattention。
\'Ican\'tatalltimeskeepoutofmymind,mistrustingsofsomeone。Ican\'tthinkwho\'tis,Ican\'tthinkhoworwhyitmaybedone,butImistrustthatsomeonehasputStephenoutoftheway。
Imistrustthatbyhiscomingbackofhisownaccord,andshowinghimselfinnocentbeforethemall,someonewouldbeconfounded,who-topreventthat-hasstoppedhim,andputhimoutoftheway。\'
\'Thatisadreadfulthought,\'saidSissy,turningpale。
\'Itisadreadfulthoughttothinkhemaybemurdered。\'
Sissyshuddered,andturnedpaleryet。
\'Whenitmakesitswayintomymind,dear,\'saidRachael,\'anditwillcomesometimes,thoughIdoallIcantokeepitout,wi\'
countingontohighnumbersasIwork,andsayingoverandoveragainpiecesthatIknewwhenIwereachild-Ifallintosuchawild,hothurry,that,howevertiredIam,Iwanttowalkfast,milesandmiles。Imustgetthebetterofthisbeforebed-time。
I\'llwalkhomewi\'you。\'
\'Hemightfallilluponthejourneyback,\'saidSissy,faintlyofferingaworn-outscrapofhope;\'andinsuchacase,therearemanyplacesontheroadwherehemightstop。\'
\'Butheisinnoneofthem。Hehasbeensoughtforinall,andhe\'snotthere。\'
\'True,\'wasSissy\'sreluctantadmission。
\'He\'dwalkthejourneyintwodays。Ifhewasfootsoreandcouldn\'twalk,Isenthim,intheletterhegot,themoneytoride,lestheshouldhavenoneofhisowntospare。\'
\'Letushopethatto-morrowwillbringsomethingbetter,Rachael。
Comeintotheair!\'
HergentlehandadjustedRachael\'sshawluponhershiningblackhairintheusualmannerofherwearingit,andtheywentout。Thenightbeingfine,littleknotsofHandswerehereandtherelingeringatstreetcorners;butitwassupper-timewiththegreaterpartofthem,andtherewerebutfewpeopleinthestreets。
\'You\'renotsohurriednow,Rachael,andyourhandiscooler。\'
\'Igetbetter,dear,ifIcanonlywalk,andbreathealittlefresh。\'TimeswhenIcan\'t,Iturnweakandconfused。\'
\'Butyoumustnotbegintofail,Rachael,foryoumaybewantedatanytimetostandbyStephen。To-morrowisSaturday。Ifnonewscomesto-morrow,letuswalkinthecountryonSundaymorning,andstrengthenyouforanotherweek。Willyougo?\'
\'Yes,dear。\'
TheywerebythistimeinthestreetwhereMr。Bounderby\'shousestood。ThewaytoSissy\'sdestinationledthempastthedoor,andtheyweregoingstraighttowardsit。SometrainhadnewlyarrivedinCoketown,whichhadputanumberofvehiclesinmotion,andscatteredaconsiderablebustleaboutthetown。SeveralcoacheswererattlingbeforethemandbehindthemastheyapproachedMr。
Bounderby\'s,andoneofthelatterdrewupwithsuchbrisknessastheywereintheactofpassingthehouse,thattheylookedroundinvoluntarily。ThebrightgaslightoverMr。Bounderby\'sstepsshowedthemMrs。Sparsitinthecoach,inanecstasyofexcitement,strugglingtoopenthedoor;Mrs。Sparsitseeingthematthesamemoment,calledtothemtostop。
\'It\'sacoincidence,\'exclaimedMrs。Sparsit,asshewasreleasedbythecoachman。\'It\'saProvidence!Comeout,ma\'am!\'thensaidMrs。Sparsit,tosomeoneinside,\'comeout,orwe\'llhaveyoudraggedout!\'
Hereupon,nootherthanthemysteriousoldwomandescended。WhomMrs。Sparsitincontinentlycollared。
\'Leaveheralone,everybody!\'criedMrs。Sparsit,withgreatenergy。\'Letnobodytouchher。Shebelongstome。Comein,ma\'am!\'thensaidMrs。Sparsit,reversingherformerwordofcommand。\'Comein,ma\'am,orwe\'llhaveyoudraggedin!\'
Thespectacleofamatronofclassicaldeportment,seizinganancientwomanbythethroat,andhaulingherintoadwelling-house,wouldhavebeenunderanycircumstances,sufficienttemptationtoalltrueEnglishstragglerssoblestastowitnessit,toforceawayintothatdwelling-houseandseethematterout。ButwhenthephenomenonwasenhancedbythenotorietyandmysterybythistimeassociatedalloverthetownwiththeBankrobbery,itwouldhaveluredthestragglersin,withanirresistibleattraction,thoughtheroofhadbeenexpectedtofallupontheirheads。Accordingly,thechancewitnessesontheground,consistingofthebusiestoftheneighbourstothenumberofsomefive-and-twenty,closedinafterSissyandRachael,astheyclosedinafterMrs。Sparsitandherprize;andthewholebodymadeadisorderlyirruptionintoMr。
Bounderby\'sdining-room,wherethepeoplebehindlostnotamoment\'stimeinmountingonthechairs,togetthebetterofthepeopleinfront。
\'FetchMr。Bounderbydown!\'criedMrs。Sparsit。\'Rachael,youngwoman;youknowwhothisis?\'
\'It\'sMrs。Pegler,\'saidRachael。
\'Ishouldthinkitis!\'criedMrs。Sparsit,exulting。\'FetchMr。
Bounderby。Standaway,everybody!\'HereoldMrs。Pegler,mufflingherselfup,andshrinkingfromobservation,whisperedawordofentreaty。\'Don\'ttellme,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,aloud。\'Ihavetoldyoutwentytimes,comingalong,thatIwillnotleaveyoutillI
havehandedyouovertohimmyself。\'
Mr。Bounderbynowappeared,accompaniedbyMr。Gradgrindandthewhelp,withwhomhehadbeenholdingconferenceup-stairs。Mr。
Bounderbylookedmoreastonishedthanhospitable,atsightofthisuninvitedpartyinhisdining-room。
\'Why,what\'sthematternow!\'saidhe。\'Mrs。Sparsit,ma\'am?\'
\'Sir,\'explainedthatworthywoman,\'Itrustitismygoodfortunetoproduceapersonyouhavemuchdesiredtofind。Stimulatedbymywishtorelieveyourmind,sir,andconnectingtogethersuchimperfectcluestothepartofthecountryinwhichthatpersonmightbesupposedtoreside,ashavebeenaffordedbytheyoungwoman,Rachael,fortunatelynowpresenttoidentify,Ihavehadthehappinesstosucceed,andtobringthatpersonwithme-Ineednotsaymostunwillinglyonherpart。Ithasnotbeen,sir,withoutsometroublethatIhaveeffectedthis;buttroubleinyourserviceistomeapleasure,andhunger,thirst,andcoldarealgratification。\'
HereMrs。Sparsitceased;forMr。Bounderby\'svisageexhibitedanextraordinarycombinationofallpossiblecoloursandexpressionsofdiscomfiture,asoldMrs。Peglerwasdisclosedtohisview。
\'Why,whatdoyoumeanbythis?\'washishighlyunexpecteddemand,ingreatwarmth。\'Iaskyou,whatdoyoumeanbythis,Mrs。
Sparsit,ma\'am?\'
\'Sir!\'exclaimedMrs。Sparsit,faintly。
\'Whydon\'tyoumindyourownbusiness,ma\'am?\'roaredBounderby。
\'Howdareyougoandpokeyourofficiousnoseintomyfamilyaffairs?\'
ThisallusiontoherfavouritefeatureoverpoweredMrs。Sparsit。
Shesatdownstifflyinachair,asifshewerefrozen;andwithafixedstareatMr。Bounderby,slowlygratedhermittensagainstoneanother,asiftheywerefrozentoo。
\'MydearJosiah!\'criedMrs。Pegler,trembling。\'Mydarlingboy!
Iamnottoblame。It\'snotmyfault,Josiah。Itoldthisladyoverandoveragain,thatIknewshewasdoingwhatwouldnotbeagreeabletoyou,butshewoulddoit。\'
\'Whatdidyouletherbringyoufor?Couldn\'tyouknockhercapoff,orhertoothout,orscratchher,ordosomethingorothertoher?\'askedBounderby。
\'Myownboy!ShethreatenedmethatifIresistedher,Ishouldbebroughtbyconstables,anditwasbettertocomequietlythanmakethatstirinsucha\'-Mrs。Peglerglancedtimidlybutproudlyroundthewalls-\'suchafinehouseasthis。Indeed,indeed,itisnotmyfault!Mydear,noble,statelyboy!Ihavealwayslivedquiet,andsecret,Josiah,mydear。Ihaveneverbrokentheconditiononce。IhaveneversaidIwasyourmother。Ihaveadmiredyouatadistance;andifIhavecometotownsometimes,withlongtimesbetween,totakeaproudpeepatyou,Ihavedoneitunbeknown,mylove,andgoneawayagain。\'
Mr。Bounderby,withhishandsinhispockets,walkedinimpatientmortificationupanddownatthesideofthelongdining-table,whilethespectatorsgreedilytookineverysyllableofMrs。
Pegler\'sappeal,andateachsucceedingsyllablebecamemoreandmoreround-eyed。Mr。BounderbystillwalkingupanddownwhenMrs。
Peglerhaddone,Mr。Gradgrindaddressedthatmalignedoldlady:
\'Iamsurprised,madam,\'heobservedwithseverity,\'thatinyouroldageyouhavethefacetoclaimMr。Bounderbyforyourson,afteryourunnaturalandinhumantreatmentofhim。\'
\'Meunnatural!\'criedpooroldMrs。Pegler。\'Meinhuman!Tomydearboy?\'
\'Dear!\'repeatedMr。Gradgrind。\'Yes;dearinhisself-madeprosperity,madam,Idaresay。Notverydear,however,whenyoudesertedhiminhisinfancy,andlefthimtothebrutalityofadrunkengrandmother。\'
\'IdesertedmyJosiah!\'criedMrs。Pegler,claspingherhands。
\'Now,Lordforgiveyou,sir,foryourwickedimaginations,andforyourscandalagainstthememoryofmypoormother,whodiedinmyarmsbeforeJosiahwasborn。Mayyourepentofit,sir,andlivetoknowbetter!\'
Shewassoveryearnestandinjured,thatMr。Gradgrind,shockedbythepossibilitywhichdawneduponhim,saidinagentlertone:
\'Doyoudeny,then,madam,thatyouleftyoursonto-tobebroughtupinthegutter?\'
\'Josiahinthegutter!\'exclaimedMrs。Pegler。\'Nosuchathing,sir。Never!Forshameonyou!Mydearboyknows,andwillgiveyoutoknow,thatthoughhecomeofhumbleparents,hecomeofparentsthatlovedhimasdearasthebestcould,andneverthoughtithardshiponthemselvestopinchabitthathemightwriteandcipherbeautiful,andI\'vehisbooksathometoshowit!Aye,haveI!\'saidMrs。Pegler,withindignantpride。\'Andmydearboyknows,andwillgiveyoutoknow,sir,thatafterhisbelovedfatherdied,whenhewaseightyearsold,hismother,too,couldpinchabit,asitwasherdutyandherpleasureandherpridetodoit,tohelphimoutinlife,andputhim\'prentice。Andasteadyladhewas,andakindmasterhehadtolendhimahand,andwellheworkedhisownwayforwardtoberichandthriving。AndI\'llgiveyoutoknow,sir-forthismydearboywon\'t-thatthoughhismotherkeptbutalittlevillageshop,heneverforgother,butpensionedmeonthirtypoundayear-morethanIwant,forIputbyoutofit-onlymakingtheconditionthatIwastokeepdowninmyownpart,andmakenoboastsabouthim,andnottroublehim。AndIneverhave,exceptwithlookingathimonceayear,whenhehasneverknowedit。Andit\'sright,\'saidpooroldMrs。Pegler,inaffectionatechampionship,\'thatIshouldkeepdowninmyownpart,andIhavenodoubtsthatifIwashereIshoulddoamanyunbefittingthings,andIamwellcontented,andIcankeepmyprideinmyJosiahtomyself,andIcanloveforlove\'sownsake!AndIamashamedofyou,sir,\'saidMrs。Pegler,lastly,\'foryourslandersandsuspicions。AndIneverstoodherebefore,norneverwantedtostandherewhenmydearsonsaidno。AndI
shouldn\'tbeherenow,ifithadn\'tbeenforbeingbroughthere。
Andforshameuponyou,Oh,forshame,toaccusemeofbeingabadmothertomyson,withmysonstandingheretotellyousodifferent!\'
Thebystanders,onandoffthedining-roomchairs,raisedamurmurofsympathywithMrs。Pegler,andMr。Gradgrindfelthimselfinnocentlyplacedinaverydistressingpredicament,whenMr。
Bounderby,whohadneverceasedwalkingupanddown,andhadeverymomentswelledlargerandlarger,andgrownredderandredder,stoppedshort。
\'Idon\'texactlyknow,\'saidMr。Bounderby,\'howIcometobefavouredwiththeattendanceofthepresentcompany,butIdon\'tinquire。Whenthey\'requitesatisfied,perhapsthey\'llbesogoodastodisperse;whetherthey\'resatisfiedornot,perhapsthey\'llbesogoodastodisperse。I\'mnotboundtodeliveralectureonmyfamilyaffairs,Ihavenotundertakentodoit,andI\'mnotagoingtodoit。Thereforethosewhoexpectanyexplanationwhateveruponthatbranchofthesubject,willbedisappointed-
particularlyTomGradgrind,andhecan\'tknowittoosoon。InreferencetotheBankrobbery,therehasbeenamistakemade,concerningmymother。Iftherehadn\'tbeenover-officiousnessitwouldn\'thavebeenmade,andIhateover-officiousnessatalltimes,whetherorno。Goodevening!\'
AlthoughMr。Bounderbycarrieditoffintheseterms,holdingthedooropenforthecompanytodepart,therewasablusteringsheepishnessuponhim,atonceextremelycrestfallenandsuperlativelyabsurd。DetectedastheBullyofhumility,whohadbuilthiswindyreputationuponlies,andinhisboastfulnesshadputthehonesttruthasfarawayfromhimasifhehadadvancedthemeanclaimthereisnomeanertotackhimselfontoapedigree,hecutamostridiculousfigure。Withthepeoplefilingoffatthedoorheheld,whoheknewwouldcarrywhathadpassedtothewholetown,tobegiventothefourwinds,hecouldnothavelookedaBullymoreshornandforlorn,ifhehadhadhisearscropped。Eventhatunluckyfemale,Mrs。Sparsit,fallenfromherpinnacleofexultationintotheSloughofDespond,wasnotinsobadaplightasthatremarkablemanandself-madeHumbug,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown。
RachaelandSissy,leavingMrs。Peglertooccupyabedatherson\'sforthatnight,walkedtogethertothegateofStoneLodgeandthereparted。Mr。Gradgrindjoinedthembeforetheyhadgoneveryfar,andspokewithmuchinterestofStephenBlackpool;forwhomhethoughtthissignalfailureofthesuspicionsagainstMrs。Peglerwaslikelytoworkwell。
Astothewhelp;throughoutthissceneasonallotherlateoccasions,hehadstuckclosetoBounderby。HeseemedtofeelthataslongasBounderbycouldmakenodiscoverywithouthisknowledge,hewassofarsafe。Henevervisitedhissister,andhadonlyseenheroncesinceshewenthome:thatistosayonthenightwhenhestillstuckclosetoBounderby,asalreadyrelated。
Therewasonedimunformedfearlingeringabouthissister\'smind,towhichshenevergaveutterance,whichsurroundedthegracelessandungratefulboywithadreadfulmystery。Thesamedarkpossibilityhadpresenteditselfinthesameshapelessguise,thisveryday,toSissy,whenRachaelspokeofsomeonewhowouldbeconfoundedbyStephen\'sreturn,havingputhimoutoftheway。
Louisahadneverspokenofharbouringanysuspicionofherbrotherinconnexionwiththerobbery,sheandSissyhadheldnoconfidenceonthesubject,saveinthatoneinterchangeoflookswhentheunconsciousfatherrestedhisgrayheadonhishand;butitwasunderstoodbetweenthem,andtheybothknewit。Thisotherfearwassoawful,thatithoveredabouteachofthemlikeaghostlyshadow;neitherdaringtothinkofitsbeingnearherself,farlessofitsbeingneartheother。
Andstilltheforcedspiritwhichthewhelphadpluckedup,throvewithhim。IfStephenBlackpoolwasnotthethief,lethimshowhimself。Whydidn\'the?
Anothernight。Anotherdayandnight。NoStephenBlackpool。
Wherewastheman,andwhydidhenotcomeback?
CHAPTERVI-THESTARLIGHT
THESundaywasabrightSundayinautumn,clearandcool,whenearlyinthemorningSissyandRachaelmet,towalkinthecountry。
AsCoketowncastashesnotonlyonitsownheadbutontheneighbourhood\'stoo-afterthemannerofthosepiouspersonswhodopenancefortheirownsinsbyputtingotherpeopleintosackcloth-itwascustomaryforthosewhonowandthenthirstedforadraughtofpureair,whichisnotabsolutelythemostwickedamongthevanitiesoflife,togetafewmilesawaybytherailroad,andthenbegintheirwalk,ortheirloungeinthefields。
SissyandRachaelhelpedthemselvesoutofthesmokebytheusualmeans,andwereputdownatastationaboutmidwaybetweenthetownandMr。Bounderby\'sretreat。
Thoughthegreenlandscapewasblottedhereandtherewithheapsofcoal,itwasgreenelsewhere,andthereweretreestosee,andtherewerelarkssingingthoughitwasSunday,andtherewerepleasantscentsintheair,andallwasover-archedbyabrightbluesky。Inthedistanceoneway,Coketownshowedasablackmist;inanotherdistancehillsbegantorise;inathird,therewasafaintchangeinthelightofthehorizonwhereitshoneuponthefar-offsea。Undertheirfeet,thegrasswasfresh;beautifulshadowsofbranchesflickereduponit,andspeckledit;hedgerowswereluxuriant;everythingwasatpeace。Enginesatpits\'mouths,andleanoldhorsesthathadwornthecircleoftheirdailylabourintotheground,werealikequiet;wheelshadceasedforashortspacetoturn;andthegreatwheelofearthseemedtorevolvewithouttheshocksandnoisesofanothertime。
Theywalkedonacrossthefieldsanddowntheshadylanes,sometimesgettingoverafragmentofafencesorottenthatitdroppedatatouchofthefoot,sometimespassingnearawreckofbricksandbeamsovergrownwithgrass,markingthesiteofdesertedworks。Theyfollowedpathsandtracks,howeverslight。Moundswherethegrasswasrankandhigh,andwherebrambles,dock-weed,andsuch-likevegetation,wereconfusedlyheapedtogether,theyalwaysavoided;fordismalstoriesweretoldinthatcountryoftheoldpitshiddenbeneathsuchindications。
Thesunwashighwhentheysatdowntorest。Theyhadseennoone,nearordistant,foralongtime;andthesolituderemainedunbroken。\'Itissostillhere,Rachael,andthewayissountrodden,thatIthinkwemustbethefirstwhohavebeenhereallthesummer。\'
AsSissysaidit,hereyeswereattractedbyanotherofthoserottenfragmentsoffenceupontheground。Shegotuptolookatit。\'AndyetIdon\'tknow。Thishasnotbeenbrokenverylong。
Thewoodisquitefreshwhereitgaveway。Herearefootstepstoo-
ORachael!\'
Sheranback,andcaughtherroundtheneck。Rachaelhadalreadystartedup。
\'Whatisthematter?\'
\'Idon\'tknow。Thereisahatlyinginthegrass。\'Theywentforwardtogether。Rachaeltookitup,shakingfromheadtofoot。
Shebrokeintoapassionoftearsandlamentations:StephenBlackpoolwaswritteninhisownhandontheinside。
\'Othepoorlad,thepoorlad!Hehasbeenmadeawaywith。Heislyingmurderedhere!\'
\'Isthere-hasthehatanyblooduponit?\'Sissyfaltered。
Theywereafraidtolook;buttheydidexamineit,andfoundnomarkofviolence,insideorout。Ithadbeenlyingtheresomedays,forrainanddewhadstainedit,andthemarkofitsshapewasonthegrasswhereithadfallen。Theylookedfearfullyaboutthem,withoutmoving,butcouldseenothingmore。\'Rachael,\'Sissywhispered,\'Iwillgoonalittlebymyself。\'
Shehadunclaspedherhand,andwasintheactofsteppingforward,whenRachaelcaughtherinbotharmswithascreamthatresoundedoverthewidelandscape。Beforethem,attheirveryfeet,wasthebrinkofablackraggedchasmhiddenbythethickgrass。Theysprangback,andfellupontheirknees,eachhidingherfaceupontheother\'sneck。
\'O,mygoodLord!He\'sdownthere!Downthere!\'Atfirstthis,andherterrificscreams,wereallthatcouldbegotfromRachael,byanytears,byanyprayers,byanyrepresentations,byanymeans。
Itwasimpossibletohushher;anditwasdeadlynecessarytoholdher,orshewouldhaveflungherselfdowntheshaft。
\'Rachael,dearRachael,goodRachael,fortheloveofHeaven,notthesedreadfulcries!ThinkofStephen,thinkofStephen,thinkofStephen!\'
Byanearnestrepetitionofthisentreaty,pouredoutinalltheagonyofsuchamoment,Sissyatlastbroughthertobesilent,andtolookatherwithatearlessfaceofstone。
\'Rachael,Stephenmaybeliving。Youwouldn\'tleavehimlyingmaimedatthebottomofthisdreadfulplace,amoment,ifyoucouldbringhelptohim?\'
\'No,no,no!\'
\'Don\'tstirfromhere,forhissake!Letmegoandlisten。\'
Sheshudderedtoapproachthepit;butshecrepttowardsitonherhandsandknees,andcalledtohimasloudasshecouldcall。Shelistened,butnosoundreplied。Shecalledagainandlistened;
stillnoansweringsound。Shedidthis,twenty,thirtytimes。Shetookalittleclodofearthfromthebrokengroundwherehehadstumbled,andthrewitin。Shecouldnothearitfall。
Thewideprospect,sobeautifulinitsstillnessbutafewminutesago,almostcarrieddespairtoherbraveheart,assheroseandlookedallroundher,seeingnohelp。\'Rachael,wemustlosenotamoment。Wemustgoindifferentdirections,seekingaid。Youshallgobythewaywehavecome,andIwillgoforwardbythepath。Tellanyoneyousee,andeveryonewhathashappened。
ThinkofStephen,thinkofStephen!\'
SheknewbyRachael\'sfacethatshemighttrusthernow。Andafterstandingforamomenttoseeherrunning,wringingherhandsassheran,sheturnedandwentuponherownsearch;shestoppedatthehedgetotiehershawlthereasaguidetotheplace,thenthrewherbonnetaside,andranasshehadneverrunbefore。
Run,Sissy,run,inHeaven\'sname!Don\'tstopforbreath。Run,run!Quickeningherselfbycarryingsuchentreatiesinherthoughts,sheranfromfieldtofield,andlanetolane,andplacetoplace,asshehadneverrunbefore;untilshecametoashedbyanengine-house,wheretwomenlayintheshade,asleeponstraw。
Firsttowakethem,andnexttotellthem,allsowildandbreathlessasshewas,whathadbroughtherthere,weredifficulties;buttheynosoonerunderstoodherthantheirspiritswereonfirelikehers。Oneofthemenwasinadrunkenslumber,butonhiscomrade\'sshoutingtohimthatamanhadfallendowntheOldHellShaft,hestartedouttoapoolofdirtywater,puthisheadinit,andcamebacksober。
Withthesetwomensherantoanotherhalf-a-milefurther,andwiththatonetoanother,whiletheyranelsewhere。Thenahorsewasfound;andshegotanothermantorideforlifeordeathtotherailroad,andsendamessagetoLouisa,whichshewroteandgavehim。Bythistimeawholevillagewasup:andwindlasses,ropes,poles,candles,lanterns,allthingsnecessary,werefastcollectingandbeingbroughtintooneplace,tobecarriedtotheOldHellShaft。
Itseemednowhoursandhourssinceshehadleftthelostmanlyinginthegravewherehehadbeenburiedalive。Shecouldnotbeartoremainawayfromitanylonger-itwaslikedesertinghim-andshehurriedswiftlyback,accompaniedbyhalf-a-dozenlabourers,includingthedrunkenmanwhomthenewshadsobered,andwhowasthebestmanofall。WhentheycametotheOldHellShaft,theyfounditaslonelyasshehadleftit。Themencalledandlistenedasshehaddone,andexaminedtheedgeofthechasm,andsettledhowithadhappened,andthensatdowntowaituntiltheimplementstheywantedshouldcomeup。
Everysoundofinsectsintheair,everystirringoftheleaves,everywhisperamongthesemen,madeSissytremble,forshethoughtitwasacryatthebottomofthepit。Butthewindblewidlyoverit,andnosoundarosetothesurface,andtheysatuponthegrass,waitingandwaiting。Aftertheyhadwaitedsometime,stragglingpeoplewhohadheardoftheaccidentbegantocomeup;thentherealhelpofimplementsbegantoarrive。Inthemidstofthis,Rachaelreturned;andwithherpartytherewasasurgeon,whobroughtsomewineandmedicines。But,theexpectationamongthepeoplethatthemanwouldbefoundalivewasveryslightindeed。
Therebeingnowpeopleenoughpresenttoimpedethework,thesoberedmanputhimselfattheheadoftherest,orwasputtherebythegeneralconsent,andmadealargeringroundtheOldHellShaft,andappointedmentokeepit。Besidessuchvolunteersaswereacceptedtowork,onlySissyandRachaelwereatfirstpermittedwithinthisring;but,laterintheday,whenthemessagebroughtanexpressfromCoketown,Mr。GradgrindandLouisa,andMr。
Bounderby,andthewhelp,werealsothere。
ThesunwasfourhourslowerthanwhenSissyandRachaelhadfirstsatdownuponthegrass,beforeameansofenablingtwomentodescendsecurelywasriggedwithpolesandropes。Difficultieshadarisenintheconstructionofthismachine,simpleasitwas;
requisiteshadbeenfoundwanting,andmessageshadhadtogoandreturn。Itwasfiveo\'clockintheafternoonofthebrightautumnalSunday,beforeacandlewassentdowntotrytheair,whilethreeorfourroughfacesstoodcrowdedclosetogether,attentivelywatchingit:themanatthewindlassloweringastheyweretold。Thecandlewasbroughtupagain,feeblyburning,andthensomewaterwascastin。Thenthebucketwashookedon;andthesoberedmanandanothergotinwithlights,givingtheword\'Loweraway!\'
Astheropewentout,tightandstrained,andthewindlasscreaked,therewasnotabreathamongtheoneortwohundredmenandwomenlookingon,thatcameasitwaswonttocome。Thesignalwasgivenandthewindlassstopped,withabundantropetospare。Apparentlysolonganintervalensuedwiththemenatthewindlassstandingidle,thatsomewomenshriekedthatanotheraccidenthadhappened!
Butthesurgeonwhoheldthewatch,declaredfiveminutesnottohaveelapsedyet,andsternlyadmonishedthemtokeepsilence。Hehadnotwelldonespeaking,whenthewindlasswasreversedandworkedagain。Practisedeyesknewthatitdidnotgoasheavilyasitwouldifbothworkmenhadbeencomingup,andthatonlyonewasreturning。
Theropecameintightandstrained;andringafterringwascoileduponthebarrelofthewindlass,andalleyeswerefastenedonthepit。Thesoberedmanwasbroughtupandleapedoutbrisklyonthegrass。Therewasanuniversalcryof\'Aliveordead?\'andthenadeep,profoundhush。
Whenhesaid\'Alive!\'agreatshoutaroseandmanyeyeshadtearsinthem。
\'Buthe\'shurtverybad,\'headded,assoonashecouldmakehimselfheardagain。\'Where\'sdoctor?He\'shurtsoverybad,sir,thatwedonnohowtogethimup。\'
Theyallconsultedtogether,andlookedanxiouslyatthesurgeon,asheaskedsomequestions,andshookhisheadonreceivingthereplies。Thesunwassettingnow;andtheredlightintheeveningskytouchedeveryfacethere,andcausedittobedistinctlyseeninallitsraptsuspense。
Theconsultationendedinthemenreturningtothewindlass,andthepitmangoingdownagain,carryingthewineandsomeothersmallmatterswithhim。Thentheothermancameup。Inthemeantime,underthesurgeon\'sdirections,somemenbroughtahurdle,onwhichothersmadeathickbedofspareclothescoveredwithloosestraw,whilehehimselfcontrivedsomebandagesandslingsfromshawlsandhandkerchiefs。Astheseweremade,theywerehunguponanarmofthepitmanwhohadlastcomeup,withinstructionshowtousethem:
andashestood,shownbythelighthecarried,leaninghispowerfulloosehandupononeofthepoles,andsometimesglancingdownthepit,andsometimesglancingrounduponthepeople,hewasnottheleastconspicuousfigureinthescene。Itwasdarknow,andtorcheswerekindled。
Itappearedfromthelittlethismansaidtothoseabouthim,whichwasquicklyrepeatedalloverthecircle,thatthelostmanhadfallenuponamassofcrumbledrubbishwithwhichthepitwashalfchokedup,andthathisfallhadbeenfurtherbrokenbysomejaggedearthattheside。Helayuponhisbackwithonearmdoubledunderhim,andaccordingtohisownbeliefhadhardlystirredsincehefell,exceptthathehadmovedhisfreehandtoasidepocket,inwhichherememberedtohavesomebreadandmeatofwhichhehadswallowedcrumbs,andhadlikewisescoopedupalittlewaterinitnowandthen。Hehadcomestraightawayfromhiswork,onbeingwrittento,andhadwalkedthewholejourney;andwasonhiswaytoMr。Bounderby\'scountryhouseafterdark,whenhefell。Hewascrossingthatdangerouscountryatsuchadangeroustime,becausehewasinnocentofwhatwaslaidtohischarge,andcouldn\'trestfromcomingthenearestwaytodeliverhimselfup。TheOldHellShaft,thepitmansaid,withacurseuponit,wasworthyofitsbadnametothelast;forthoughStephencouldspeaknow,hebelieveditwouldsoonbefoundtohavemangledthelifeoutofhim。
Whenallwasready,thisman,stilltakinghislasthurriedchargesfromhiscomradesandthesurgeonafterthewindlasshadbeguntolowerhim,disappearedintothepit。Theropewentoutasbefore,thesignalwasmadeasbefore,andthewindlassstopped。Nomanremovedhishandfromitnow。Everyonewaitedwithhisgraspset,andhisbodybentdowntothework,readytoreverseandwindin。
Atlengththesignalwasgiven,andalltheringleanedforward。
For,now,theropecamein,tightenedandstrainedtoitsutmostasitappeared,andthementurnedheavily,andthewindlasscomplained。Itwasscarcelyendurabletolookattherope,andthinkofitsgivingway。But,ringafterringwascoileduponthebarrelofthewindlasssafely,andtheconnectingchainsappeared,andfinallythebucketwiththetwomenholdingonatthesides-asighttomaketheheadswim,andoppresstheheart-andtenderlysupportingbetweenthem,slungandtiedwithin,thefigureofapoor,crushed,humancreature。
Alowmurmurofpitywentroundthethrong,andthewomenweptaloud,asthisform,almostwithoutform,wasmovedveryslowlyfromitsirondeliverance,andlaiduponthebedofstraw。Atfirst,nonebutthesurgeonwentclosetoit。Hedidwhathecouldinitsadjustmentonthecouch,butthebestthathecoulddowastocoverit。Thatgentlydone,hecalledtohimRachaelandSissy。
Andatthattimethepale,worn,patientfacewasseenlookingupatthesky,withthebrokenrighthandlyingbareontheoutsideofthecoveringgarments,asifwaitingtobetakenbyanotherhand。
Theygavehimdrink,moistenedhisfacewithwater,andadministeredsomedropsofcordialandwine。Thoughhelayquitemotionlesslookingupatthesky,hesmiledandsaid,\'Rachael。\'
Shestoopeddownonthegrassathisside,andbentoverhimuntilhereyeswerebetweenhisandthesky,forhecouldnotsomuchasturnthemtolookather。
\'Rachael,mydear。\'
Shetookhishand。Hesmiledagainandsaid,\'Don\'tlet\'tgo。\'
\'Thou\'rtingreatpain,myowndearStephen?\'
\'Iha\'been,butnotnow。Iha\'been-dreadful,anddree,andlong,mydear-but\'tisowernow。Ah,Rachael,awamuddle!Fro\'
firsttolast,amuddle!\'
Thespectreofhisoldlookseemedtopassashesaidtheword。
\'Iha\'fellintoth\'pit,mydear,ashavecostwi\'intheknowledgeo\'oldfoknowlivin,hundredsandhundredso\'men\'slives-
fathers,sons,brothers,deartothousandsan\'thousands,an\'
keeping\'emfro\'wantandhunger。Iha\'fellintoapitthatha\'
beenwi\'th\'Firedampcruellerthanbattle。Iha\'readon\'tinthepublicpetition,asonnyonemayread,fro\'thementhatworksinpits,inwhichtheyha\'pray\'nandpray\'nthelawmakersforChrist\'ssakenottolettheirworkbemurderto\'em,buttospare\'emforth\'wivesandchildrenthattheylovesaswellasgentlefoklovestheirs。Whenitwereinwork,itkilledwi\'outneed;when\'tisletalone,itkillswi\'outneed。Seehowwediean\'noneed,onewayan\'another-inamuddle-everyday!\'
Hefaintlysaidit,withoutanyangeragainstanyone。Merelyasthetruth。
\'Thylittlesister,Rachael,thouhastnotforgother。Thou\'rtnotliketoforgethernow,andmesonighher。Thouknow\'st-poor,patient,suff\'rin,dear-howthoudidstworkforher,seet\'nalldaylonginherlittlechairatthywinder,andhowshedied,youngandmisshapen,awlungo\'sicklyairashad\'nnoneedtobe,an\'
awlungo\'workingpeople\'smiserablehomes。Amuddle!Awamuddle!\'
Louisaapproachedhim;buthecouldnotseeher,lyingwithhisfaceturneduptothenightsky。
\'Ifawth\'thingsthattoochesus,mydear,wasnotsomuddled,I
should\'nha\'had\'nneedtocoomheer。Ifwewasnotinamuddleamongourseln,Ishould\'nha\'been,bymyownfellowweaversandworkin\'brothers,somistook。IfMr。Bounderbyhadeverknow\'dmeright-ifhe\'deverknow\'dmeataw-hewould\'nha\'took\'noffencewi\'me。Hewould\'nha\'suspect\'nme。Butlookupyonder,Rachael!Lookaboove!\'
Followinghiseyes,shesawthathewasgazingatastar。
\'Itha\'shineduponme,\'hesaidreverently,\'inmypainandtroubledownbelow。Itha\'shinedintomymind。Iha\'look\'nat\'tandthowto\'thee,Rachael,tillthemuddleinmymindhaveclearedawa,aboveabit,Ihope。Ifsoomha\'beenwantin\'inunnerstan\'inmebetter,I,too,ha\'beenwantin\'inunnerstan\'inthembetter。WhenIgotthyletter,Ieasilybelieventhatwhattheyoongledysenanddonetome,andwhatherbrothersenanddonetome,wasone,andthattherewereawickedplotbetwixt\'em。
WhenIfell,Iwereinangerwi\'her,an\'hurryinont\'beasonjustt\'herasootherswast\'me。Butinourjudgments,likeasinourdoins,wemunbearandforbear。Inmypainan\'trouble,lookinupyonder,-wi\'itshininonme-Iha\'seenmoreclear,andha\'madeitmydyinprayerthatawth\'worldmayon\'ycoomtoogethermore,an\'getabetterunnerstan\'ino\'oneanother,thanwhenIwerein\'tmyownweakseln。\'
Louisahearingwhathesaid,bentoverhimontheoppositesidetoRachael,sothathecouldseeher。
\'Youha\'heard?\'hesaid,afterafewmoments\'silence。\'Iha\'notforgotyou,ledy。\'
\'Yes,Stephen,Ihaveheardyou。Andyourprayerismine。\'
\'Youha\'afather。Willyotak\'amessagetohim?\'
\'Heishere,\'saidLouisa,withdread。\'ShallIbringhimtoyou?\'
\'Ifyoplease。\'
Louisareturnedwithherfather。Standinghand-in-hand,theybothlookeddownuponthesolemncountenance。
\'Sir,yowillclearmean\'makmynamegoodwi\'awmen。ThisI
leavetoyo。\'
Mr。Gradgrindwastroubledandaskedhow?
\'Sir,\'wasthereply:\'yorsonwilltellyohow。Askhim。Imaknocharges:Ileavenoneahintme:notasingleword。Iha\'seenan\'spok\'nwi\'yorson,onenight。Iasknomoreo\'yothanthatyoclearme-an\'Itrusttoyotodo\'t。\'
Thebearersbeingnowreadytocarryhimaway,andthesurgeonbeinganxiousforhisremoval,thosewhohadtorchesorlanterns,preparedtogoinfrontofthelitter。Beforeitwasraised,andwhiletheywerearranginghowtogo,hesaidtoRachael,lookingupwardatthestar:
\'OftenasIcoomtomyseln,andfounditshinin\'onmedownthereinmytrouble,IthowtitwerethestarasguidedtoOurSaviour\'shome。Iawmustthinkitbetheverystar!\'
Theyliftedhimup,andhewasoverjoyedtofindthattheywereabouttotakehiminthedirectionwhitherthestarseemedtohimtolead。
\'Rachael,belovedlass!Don\'tletgomyhand。Wemaywalktoogethert\'night,mydear!\'
\'Iwillholdthyhand,andkeepbesidethee,Stephen,alltheway。\'
\'Blessthee!Willsoombodybepleasedtocoovermyface!\'
Theycarriedhimverygentlyalongthefields,anddownthelanes,andoverthewidelandscape;Rachaelalwaysholdingthehandinhers。Veryfewwhispersbrokethemournfulsilence。Itwassoonafuneralprocession。ThestarhadshownhimwheretofindtheGodofthepoor;andthroughhumility,andsorrow,andforgiveness,hehadgonetohisRedeemer\'srest。