\'Well,\'saidBounderby,stoppingandfacingabouttoconfrontthemall,\'I\'lltellyou。It\'snottobementionedeverywhere;it\'snottobementionedanywhere:inorderthatthescoundrelsconcernedthere\'sagangof\'emmaybethrownofftheirguard。Sotakethisinconfidence。Nowwaitabit。\'Mr。Bounderbywipedhisheadagain。\'Whatshouldyousayto;\'hereheviolentlyexploded:\'toaHandbeinginit?\'
\'Ihope,\'saidHarthouse,lazily,\'notourfriendBlackpot?\'
\'SayPoolinsteadofPot,sir,\'returnedBounderby,\'andthat\'stheman。\'
Louisafaintlyutteredsomewordofincredulityandsurprise。
\'Oyes!Iknow!\'saidBounderby,immediatelycatchingatthesound。\'Iknow!Iamusedtothat。Iknowallaboutit。Theyarethefinestpeopleintheworld,thesefellowsare。Theyhavegotthegiftofthegab,theyhave。Theyonlywanttohavetheirrightsexplainedtothem,theydo。ButItellyouwhat。ShowmeadissatisfiedHand,andI\'llshowyouamanthat\'sfitforanythingbad,Idon\'tcarewhatitis。\'
AnotherofthepopularfictionsofCoketown,whichsomepainshadbeentakentodisseminate-andwhichsomepeoplereallybelieved。
\'ButIamacquaintedwiththesechaps,\'saidBounderby。\'Icanread\'emoff,likebooks。Mrs。Sparsit,ma\'am,Iappealtoyou。
WhatwarningdidIgivethatfellow,thefirsttimehesetfootinthehouse,whentheexpressobjectofhisvisitwastoknowhowhecouldknockReligionover,andfloortheEstablishedChurch?Mrs。
Sparsit,inpointofhighconnexions,youareonalevelwiththearistocracy,-didIsay,ordidInotsay,tothatfellow,\"youcan\'thidethetruthfromme:youarenotthekindoffellowI
like;you\'llcometonogood\"?\'
\'Assuredly,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,\'youdid,inahighlyimpressivemanner,givehimsuchanadmonition。\'
\'Whenheshockedyou,ma\'am,\'saidBounderby;\'whenheshockedyourfeelings?\'
\'Yes,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withameekshakeofherhead,\'hecertainlydidso。ThoughIdonotmeantosaybutthatmyfeelingsmaybeweakeronsuchpoints-morefoolishifthetermispreferred-thantheymighthavebeen,ifIhadalwaysoccupiedmypresentposition。\'
Mr。BounderbystaredwithaburstingprideatMr。Harthouse,asmuchastosay,\'Iamtheproprietorofthisfemale,andshe\'sworthyourattention,Ithink。\'Then,resumedhisdiscourse。
\'Youcanrecallforyourself,Harthouse,whatIsaidtohimwhenyousawhim。Ididn\'tmincethematterwithhim。Iamnevermealywith\'em。IKNOW\'em。Verywell,sir。Threedaysafterthat,hebolted。Wentoff,nobodyknowswhere:asmymotherdidinmyinfancy-onlywiththisdifference,thatheisaworsesubjectthanmymother,ifpossible。Whatdidhedobeforehewent?Whatdoyousay;\'Mr。Bounderby,withhishatinhishand,gaveabeatuponthecrownateverylittledivisionofhissentences,asifitwereatambourine;\'tohisbeingseen-nightafternight-
watchingtheBank?-tohislurkingaboutthere-afterdark?-ToitsstrikingMrs。Sparsit-thathecouldbelurkingfornogood-
TohercallingBitzer\'sattentiontohim,andtheirbothtakingnoticeofhim-Andtoitsappearingoninquiryto-day-thathewasalsonoticedbytheneighbours?\'Havingcometotheclimax,Mr。Bounderby,likeanorientaldancer,puthistambourineonhishead。
\'Suspicious,\'saidJamesHarthouse,\'certainly。\'
\'Ithinkso,sir,\'saidBounderby,withadefiantnod。\'Ithinkso。Buttherearemoreof\'eminit。There\'sanoldwoman。Oneneverhearsofthesethingstillthemischief\'sdone;allsortsofdefectsarefoundoutinthestabledoorafterthehorseisstolen;
there\'sanoldwomanturnsupnow。Anoldwomanwhoseemstohavebeenflyingintotownonabroomstick,everynowandthen。Shewatchestheplaceawholedaybeforethisfellowbegins,andonthenightwhenyousawhim,shestealsawaywithhimandholdsacouncilwithhim-Isuppose,tomakeherreportongoingoffduty,andbedamnedtoher。\'
Therewassuchapersonintheroomthatnight,andsheshrunkfromobservation,thoughtLouisa。
\'Thisisnotallof\'em,evenaswealreadyknow\'em,\'saidBounderby,withmanynodsofhiddenmeaning。\'ButIhavesaidenoughforthepresent。You\'llhavethegoodnesstokeepitquiet,andmentionittonoone。Itmaytaketime,butweshallhave\'em。
It\'spolicytogive\'emlineenough,andthere\'snoobjectiontothat。\'
\'Ofcourse,theywillbepunishedwiththeutmostrigourofthelaw,asnotice-boardsobserve,\'repliedJamesHarthouse,\'andservethemright。FellowswhogoinforBanksmusttaketheconsequences。Iftherewerenoconsequences,weshouldallgoinforBanks。\'HehadgentlytakenLouisa\'sparasolfromherhand,andhadputitupforher;andshewalkedunderitsshade,thoughthesundidnotshinethere。
\'Forthepresent,LooBounderby,\'saidherhusband,\'here\'sMrs。
Sparsittolookafter。Mrs。Sparsit\'snerveshavebeenacteduponbythisbusiness,andshe\'llstayhereadayortwo。Somakehercomfortable。\'
\'Thankyouverymuch,sir,\'thatdiscreetladyobserved,\'butpraydonotletMycomfortbeaconsideration。AnythingwilldoforMe。\'
ItsoonappearedthatifMrs。Sparsithadafailinginherassociationwiththatdomesticestablishment,itwasthatshewassoexcessivelyregardlessofherselfandregardfulofothers,astobeanuisance。Onbeingshownherchamber,shewassodreadfullysensibleofitscomfortsastosuggesttheinferencethatshewouldhavepreferredtopassthenightonthemangleinthelaundry。
True,thePowlersandtheScadgerseswereaccustomedtosplendour,\'butitismydutytoremember,\'Mrs。Sparsitwasfondofobservingwithaloftygrace:particularlywhenanyofthedomesticswerepresent,\'thatwhatIwas,Iamnolonger。Indeed,\'saidshe,\'ifIcouldaltogethercanceltheremembrancethatMr。SparsitwasaPowler,orthatImyselfamrelatedtotheScadgersfamily;orifI
couldevenrevokethefact,andmakemyselfapersonofcommondescentandordinaryconnexions;Iwouldgladlydoso。Ishouldthinkit,underexistingcircumstances,righttodoso。\'ThesameHermiticalstateofmindledtoherrenunciationofmadedishesandwinesatdinner,untilfairlycommandedbyMr。Bounderbytotakethem;whenshesaid,\'Indeedyouareverygood,sir;\'anddepartedfromaresolutionofwhichshehadmaderatherformalandpublicannouncement,to\'waitforthesimplemutton。\'Shewaslikewisedeeplyapologeticforwantingthesalt;and,feelingamiablyboundtobearoutMr。Bounderbytothefullestextentinthetestimonyhehadbornetohernerves,occasionallysatbackinherchairandsilentlywept;atwhichperiodsatearoflargedimensions,likeacrystalear-ring,mightbeobservedorrather,mustbe,foritinsistedonpublicnoticeslidingdownherRomannose。
ButMrs。Sparsit\'sgreatestpoint,firstandlast,washerdeterminationtopityMr。Bounderby。Therewereoccasionswheninlookingathimshewasinvoluntarilymovedtoshakeherhead,aswhowouldsay,\'Alas,poorYorick!\'Afterallowingherselftobebetrayedintotheseevidencesofemotion,shewouldforcealambentbrightness,andwouldbefitfullycheerful,andwouldsay,\'Youhavestillgoodspirits,sir,Iamthankfultofind;\'andwouldappeartohailitasablesseddispensationthatMr。Bounderbyboreupashedid。Oneidiosyncrasyforwhichsheoftenapologized,shefounditexcessivelydifficulttoconquer。ShehadacuriouspropensitytocallMrs。Bounderby\'MissGradgrind,\'andyieldedtoitsomethreeorfourscoretimesinthecourseoftheevening。
HerrepetitionofthismistakecoveredMrs。Sparsitwithmodestconfusion;butindeed,shesaid,itseemedsonaturaltosayMissGradgrind:whereas,topersuadeherselfthattheyoungladywhomshehadhadthehappinessofknowingfromachildcouldbereallyandtrulyMrs。Bounderby,shefoundalmostimpossible。Itwasafurthersingularityofthisremarkablecase,thatthemoreshethoughtaboutit,themoreimpossibleitappeared;\'thedifferences,\'sheobserved,\'beingsuch。\'
Inthedrawing-roomafterdinner,Mr。Bounderbytriedthecaseoftherobbery,examinedthewitnesses,madenotesoftheevidence,foundthesuspectedpersonsguilty,andsentencedthemtotheextremepunishmentofthelaw。Thatdone,BitzerwasdismissedtotownwithinstructionstorecommendTomtocomehomebythemail-
train。
Whencandleswerebrought,Mrs。Sparsitmurmured,\'Don\'tbelow,sir。Prayletmeseeyoucheerful,sir,asIusedtodo。\'Mr。
Bounderby,uponwhomtheseconsolationshadbeguntoproducetheeffectofmakinghim,inabull-headedblunderingway,sentimental,sighedlikesomelargesea-animal。\'Icannotbeartoseeyouso,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit。\'Tryahandatbackgammon,sir,asyouusedtodowhenIhadthehonouroflivingunderyourroof。\'\'I
haven\'tplayedbackgammon,ma\'am,\'saidMr。Bounderby,\'sincethattime。\'\'No,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,soothingly,\'Iamawarethatyouhavenot。IrememberthatMissGradgrindtakesnointerestinthegame。ButIshallbehappy,sir,ifyouwillcondescend。\'
Theyplayednearawindow,openingonthegarden。Itwasafinenight:notmoonlight,butsultryandfragrant。LouisaandMr。
Harthousestrolledoutintothegarden,wheretheirvoicescouldbeheardinthestillness,thoughnotwhattheysaid。Mrs。Sparsit,fromherplaceatthebackgammonboard,wasconstantlystraininghereyestopiercetheshadowswithout。\'What\'sthematter,ma\'am?
\'saidMr。Bounderby;\'youdon\'tseeaFire,doyou?\'\'Ohdearno,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,\'Iwasthinkingofthedew。\'\'Whathaveyougottodowiththedew,ma\'am?\'saidMr。Bounderby。\'It\'snotmyself,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,\'IamfearfulofMissGradgrind\'stakingcold。\'\'Shenevertakescold,\'saidMr。
Bounderby。\'Really,sir?\'saidMrs。Sparsit。Andwasaffectedwithacoughinherthroat。
Whenthetimedrewnearforretiring,Mr。Bounderbytookaglassofwater。\'Oh,sir?\'saidMrs。Sparsit。\'Notyoursherrywarm,withlemon-peelandnutmeg?\'\'Why,Ihavegotoutofthehabitoftakingitnow,ma\'am,\'saidMr。Bounderby。\'Themore\'sthepity,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit;\'youarelosingallyourgoodoldhabits。Cheerup,sir!IfMissGradgrindwillpermitme,Iwilloffertomakeitforyou,asIhaveoftendone。\'
MissGradgrindreadilypermittingMrs。Sparsittodoanythingshepleased,thatconsiderateladymadethebeverage,andhandedittoMr。Bounderby。\'Itwilldoyougood,sir。Itwillwarmyourheart。Itisthesortofthingyouwant,andoughttotake,sir。\'
AndwhenMr。Bounderbysaid,\'Yourhealth,ma\'am!\'sheansweredwithgreatfeeling,\'Thankyou,sir。Thesametoyou,andhappinessalso。\'Finally,shewishedhimgoodnight,withgreatpathos;andMr。Bounderbywenttobed,withamaudlinpersuasionthathehadbeencrossedinsomethingtender,thoughhecouldnot,forhislife,havementionedwhatitwas。
LongafterLouisahadundressedandlaindown,shewatchedandwaitedforherbrother\'scominghome。Thatcouldhardlybe,sheknew,untilanhourpastmidnight;butinthecountrysilence,whichdidanythingbutcalmthetroubleofherthoughts,timelaggedwearily。Atlast,whenthedarknessandstillnesshadseemedforhourstothickenoneanother,sheheardthebellatthegate。Shefeltasthoughshewouldhavebeengladthatitrangonuntildaylight;butitceased,andthecirclesofitslastsoundspreadoutfainterandwiderintheair,andallwasdeadagain。
Shewaitedyetsomequarterofanhour,asshejudged。Thenshearose,putonalooserobe,andwentoutofherroominthedark,andupthestaircasetoherbrother\'sroom。Hisdoorbeingshut,shesoftlyopeneditandspoketohim,approachinghisbedwithanoiselessstep。
Shekneeleddownbesideit,passedherarmoverhisneck,anddrewhisfacetohers。Sheknewthatheonlyfeignedtobeasleep,butshesaidnothingtohim。
Hestartedbyandbyasifhewerejustthenawakened,andaskedwhothatwas,andwhatwasthematter?
\'Tom,haveyouanythingtotellme?Ifeveryoulovedmeinyourlife,andhaveanythingconcealedfromeveryonebesides,tellittome。\'
\'Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean,Loo。Youhavebeendreaming。\'
\'Mydearbrother:\'shelaidherheaddownonhispillow,andherhairflowedoverhimasifshewouldhidehimfromeveryonebutherself:\'istherenothingthatyouhavetotellme?Istherenothingyoucantellmeifyouwill?Youcantellmenothingthatwillchangeme。OTom,tellmethetruth!\'
\'Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean,Loo!\'
\'Asyoulieherealone,mydear,inthemelancholynight,soyoumustliesomewhereonenight,whenevenI,ifIamlivingthen,shallhaveleftyou。AsIamherebesideyou,barefoot,unclothed,undistinguishableindarkness,somustIliethroughallthenightofmydecay,untilIamdust。Inthenameofthattime,Tom,tellmethetruthnow!\'
\'Whatisityouwanttoknow?\'
\'Youmaybecertain;\'intheenergyofherloveshetookhimtoherbosomasifhewereachild;\'thatIwillnotreproachyou。YoumaybecertainthatIwillbecompassionateandtruetoyou。YoumaybecertainthatIwillsaveyouatwhatevercost。OTom,haveyounothingtotellme?Whisperverysoftly。Sayonly\"yes,\"andIshallunderstandyou!\'
Sheturnedhereartohislips,butheremaineddoggedlysilent。
\'Notaword,Tom?\'
\'HowcanIsayYes,orhowcanIsayNo,whenIdon\'tknowwhatyoumean?Loo,youareabrave,kindgirl,worthyIbegintothinkofabetterbrotherthanIam。ButIhavenothingmoretosay。Gotobed,gotobed。\'
\'Youaretired,\'shewhisperedpresently,moreinherusualway。
\'Yes,Iamquitetiredout。\'
\'Youhavebeensohurriedanddisturbedto-day。Haveanyfreshdiscoveriesbeenmade?\'
\'Onlythoseyouhaveheardof,from-him。\'
\'Tom,haveyousaidtoanyonethatwemadeavisittothosepeople,andthatwesawthosethreetogether?\'
\'No。Didn\'tyouyourselfparticularlyaskmetokeepitquietwhenyouaskedmetogotherewithyou?\'
\'Yes。ButIdidnotknowthenwhatwasgoingtohappen。\'
\'NorIneither。HowcouldI?\'
Hewasveryquickuponherwiththisretort。
\'OughtItosay,afterwhathashappened,\'saidhissister,standingbythebed-shehadgraduallywithdrawnherselfandrisen,\'thatImadethatvisit?ShouldIsayso?MustIsayso?\'
\'GoodHeavens,Loo,\'returnedherbrother,\'youarenotinthehabitofaskingmyadvice。saywhatyoulike。Ifyoukeepittoyourself,Ishallkeepittomyself。Ifyoudiscloseit,there\'sanendofit。\'
Itwastoodarkforeithertoseetheother\'sface;buteachseemedveryattentive,andtoconsiderbeforespeaking。
\'Tom,doyoubelievethemanIgavethemoneyto,isreallyimplicatedinthiscrime?\'
\'Idon\'tknow。Idon\'tseewhyheshouldn\'tbe。\'
\'Heseemedtomeanhonestman。\'
\'Anotherpersonmayseemtoyoudishonest,andyetnotbeso。\'
Therewasapause,forhehadhesitatedandstopped。
\'Inshort,\'resumedTom,asifhehadmadeuphismind,\'ifyoucometothat,perhapsIwassofarfrombeingaltogetherinhisfavour,thatItookhimoutsidethedoortotellhimquietly,thatIthoughthemightconsiderhimselfverywellofftogetsuchawindfallashehadgotfrommysister,andthatIhopedhewouldmakegooduseofit。YourememberwhetherItookhimoutornot。
Isaynothingagainsttheman;hemaybeaverygoodfellow,foranythingIknow;Ihopeheis。\'
\'Washeoffendedbywhatyousaid?\'
\'No,hetookitprettywell;hewascivilenough。Whereareyou,Loo?\'Hesatupinbedandkissedher。\'Goodnight,mydear,goodnight。\'
\'Youhavenothingmoretotellme?\'
\'No。WhatshouldIhave?Youwouldn\'thavemetellyoualie!\'
\'Iwouldn\'thaveyoudothatto-night,Tom,ofallthenightsinyourlife;manyandmuchhappierasIhopetheywillbe。\'
\'Thankyou,mydearLoo。Iamsotired,thatIamsureIwonderI
don\'tsayanythingtogettosleep。Gotobed,gotobed。\'
Kissingheragain,heturnedround,drewthecoverletoverhishead,andlayasstillasifthattimehadcomebywhichshehadadjuredhim。Shestoodforsometimeatthebedsidebeforesheslowlymovedaway。Shestoppedatthedoor,lookedbackwhenshehadopenedit,andaskedhimifhehadcalledher?Buthelaystill,andshesoftlyclosedthedoorandreturnedtoherroom。
Thenthewretchedboylookedcautiouslyupandfoundhergone,creptoutofbed,fastenedhisdoor,andthrewhimselfuponhispillowagain:tearinghishair,moroselycrying,grudginglylovingher,hatefullybutimpenitentlyspurninghimself,andnolesshatefullyandunprofitablyspurningallthegoodintheworld。
CHAPTERIX-HEARINGTHELASTOFIT
MRS。SPARSIT,lyingbytorecoverthetoneofhernervesinMr。
Bounderby\'sretreat,keptsuchasharplook-out,nightandday,underherCoriolanianeyebrows,thathereyes,likeacoupleoflighthousesonaniron-boundcoast,mighthavewarnedallprudentmarinersfromthatboldrockherRomannoseandthedarkandcraggyregioninitsneighbourhood,butfortheplacidityofhermanner。
Althoughitwashardtobelievethatherretiringforthenightcouldbeanythingbutaform,soseverelywideawakewerethoseclassicaleyesofhers,andsoimpossiblediditseemthatherrigidnosecouldyieldtoanyrelaxinginfluence,yethermannerofsitting,smoothingheruncomfortable,nottosay,grittymittenstheywereconstructedofacoolfabriclikeameat-safe,orofamblingtounknownplacesofdestinationwithherfootinhercottonstirrup,wassoperfectlyserene,thatmostobserverswouldhavebeenconstrainedtosupposeheradove,embodiedbysomefreakofnature,intheearthlytabernacleofabirdofthehook-beakedorder。
Shewasamostwonderfulwomanforprowlingaboutthehouse。Howshegotfromstorytostorywasamysterybeyondsolution。Aladysodecorousinherself,andsohighlyconnected,wasnottobesuspectedofdroppingoverthebanistersorslidingdownthem,yetherextraordinaryfacilityoflocomotionsuggestedthewildidea。
AnothernoticeablecircumstanceinMrs。Sparsitwas,thatshewasneverhurried。Shewouldshootwithconsummatevelocityfromtherooftothehall,yetwouldbeinfullpossessionofherbreathanddignityonthemomentofherarrivalthere。Neitherwassheeverseenbyhumanvisiontogoatagreatpace。
ShetookverykindlytoMr。Harthouse,andhadsomepleasantconversationwithhimsoonafterherarrival。Shemadehimherstatelycurtseyinthegarden,onemorningbeforebreakfast。
\'Itappearsbutyesterday,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'thatIhadthehonourofreceivingyouattheBank,whenyouweresogoodastowishtobemadeacquaintedwithMr。Bounderby\'saddress。\'
\'Anoccasion,Iamsure,nottobeforgottenbymyselfinthecourseofAges,\'saidMr。Harthouse,inclininghisheadtoMrs。
Sparsitwiththemostindolentofallpossibleairs。
\'Weliveinasingularworld,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit。
\'Ihavehadthehonour,byacoincidenceofwhichIamproud,tohavemadearemark,similarineffect,thoughnotsoepigrammaticallyexpressed。\'
\'Asingularworld,Iwouldsay,sir,\'pursuedMrs。Sparsit;afteracknowledgingthecomplimentwithadroopingofherdarkeyebrows,notaltogethersomildinitsexpressionashervoicewasinitsdulcettones;\'asregardstheintimaciesweformatonetime,withindividualswewerequiteignorantof,atanother。Irecall,sir,thatonthatoccasionyouwentsofarastosayyouwereactuallyapprehensiveofMissGradgrind。\'
\'Yourmemorydoesmemorehonourthanmyinsignificancedeserves。
Iavailedmyselfofyourobliginghintstocorrectmytimidity,anditisunnecessarytoaddthattheywereperfectlyaccurate。Mrs。
Sparsit\'stalentfor-infactforanythingrequiringaccuracy-
withacombinationofstrengthofmind-andFamily-istoohabituallydevelopedtoadmitofanyquestion。\'Hewasalmostfallingasleepoverthiscompliment;ittookhimsolongtogetthrough,andhismindwanderedsomuchinthecourseofitsexecution。
\'YoufoundMissGradgrind-IreallycannotcallherMrs。
Bounderby;it\'sveryabsurdofme-asyouthfulasIdescribedher?\'askedMrs。Sparsit,sweetly。
\'Youdrewherportraitperfectly,\'saidMr。Harthouse。\'Presentedherdeadimage。\'
\'Veryengaging,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,causinghermittensslowlytorevolveoveroneanother。
\'Highlyso。\'
\'Itusedtobeconsidered,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'thatMissGradgrindwaswantinginanimation,butIconfesssheappearstomeconsiderablyandstrikinglyimprovedinthatrespect。Ay,andindeedhereisMr。Bounderby!\'criedMrs。Sparsit,noddingherheadagreatmanytimes,asifshehadbeentalkingandthinkingofnooneelse。\'Howdoyoufindyourselfthismorning,sir?Prayletusseeyoucheerful,sir。\'
Now,thesepersistentassuagementsofhismisery,andlighteningsofhisload,hadbythistimebeguntohavetheeffectofmakingMr。BounderbysofterthanusualtowardsMrs。Sparsit,andharderthanusualtomostotherpeoplefromhiswifedownward。So,whenMrs。Sparsitsaidwithforcedlightnessofheart,\'Youwantyourbreakfast,sir,butIdaresayMissGradgrindwillsoonbeheretopresideatthetable,\'Mr。Bounderbyreplied,\'IfIwaitedtobetakencareofbymywife,ma\'am,IbelieveyouknowprettywellI
shouldwaittillDoomsday,soI\'lltroubleyoutotakechargeoftheteapot。\'Mrs。Sparsitcomplied,andassumedheroldpositionattable。
Thisagainmadetheexcellentwomanvastlysentimental。Shewassohumblewithal,thatwhenLouisaappeared,sherose,protestingshenevercouldthinkofsittinginthatplaceunderexistingcircumstances,oftenasshehadhadthehonourofmakingMr。
Bounderby\'sbreakfast,beforeMrs。Gradgrind-shebeggedpardon,shemeanttosayMissBounderby-shehopedtobeexcused,butshereallycouldnotgetitrightyet,thoughshetrustedtobecomefamiliarwithitbyandby-hadassumedherpresentposition。ItwasonlysheobservedbecauseMissGradgrindhappenedtobealittlelate,andMr。Bounderby\'stimewassoveryprecious,andsheknewitofoldtobesoessentialthatheshouldbreakfasttothemoment,thatshehadtakenthelibertyofcomplyingwithhisrequest;longashiswillhadbeenalawtoher。
\'There!Stopwhereyouare,ma\'am,\'saidMr。Bounderby,\'stopwhereyouare!Mrs。Bounderbywillbeverygladtoberelievedofthetrouble,Ibelieve。\'
\'Don\'tsaythat,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,almostwithseverity,\'becausethatisveryunkindtoMrs。Bounderby。Andtobeunkindisnottobeyou,sir。\'
\'Youmaysetyourmindatrest,ma\'am-Youcantakeitveryquietly,can\'tyou,Loo?\'saidMr。Bounderby,inablusteringwaytohiswife。
\'Ofcourse。Itisofnomoment。Whyshoulditbeofanyimportancetome?\'
\'Whyshoulditbeofanyimportancetoanyone,Mrs。Sparsit,ma\'am?\'saidMr。Bounderby,swellingwithasenseofslight。\'Youattachtoomuchimportancetothesethings,ma\'am。ByGeorge,you\'llbecorruptedinsomeofyournotionshere。Youareold-
fashioned,ma\'am。YouarebehindTomGradgrind\'schildren\'stime。\'
\'Whatisthematterwithyou?\'askedLouisa,coldlysurprised。
\'Whathasgivenyouoffence?\'
\'Offence!\'repeatedBounderby。\'Doyousupposeiftherewasanyoffencegivenme,Ishouldn\'tnameit,andrequesttohaveitcorrected?Iamastraightforwardman,Ibelieve。Idon\'tgobeatingaboutforside-winds。\'
\'Isupposenooneeverhadoccasiontothinkyoutoodiffident,ortoodelicate,\'Louisaansweredhimcomposedly:\'Ihavenevermadethatobjectiontoyou,eitherasachildorasawoman。Idon\'tunderstandwhatyouwouldhave。\'
\'Have?\'returnedMr。Bounderby。\'Nothing。Otherwise,don\'tyou,LooBounderby,knowthoroughlywellthatI,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown,wouldhaveit?\'
Shelookedathim,ashestruckthetableandmadetheteacupsring,withaproudcolourinherfacethatwasanewchange,Mr。
Harthousethought。\'Youareincomprehensiblethismorning,\'saidLouisa。\'Praytakenofurthertroubletoexplainyourself。Iamnotcurioustoknowyourmeaning。Whatdoesitmatter?\'
Nothingmorewassaidonthistheme,andMr。Harthousewassoonidlygayonindifferentsubjects。Butfromthisday,theSparsitactionuponMr。BounderbythrewLouisaandJamesHarthousemoretogether,andstrengthenedthedangerousalienationfromherhusbandandconfidenceagainsthimwithanother,intowhichshehadfallenbydegreessofinethatshecouldnotretracethemifshetried。Butwhethersheevertriedorno,layhiddeninherownclosedheart。
Mrs。Sparsitwassomuchaffectedonthisparticularoccasion,that,assistingMr。Bounderbytohishatafterbreakfast,andbeingthenalonewithhiminthehall,sheimprintedachastekissuponhishand,murmured\'Mybenefactor!\'andretired,overwhelmedwithgrief。Yetitisanindubitablefact,withinthecognizanceofthishistory,thatfiveminutesafterhehadleftthehouseintheself-samehat,thesamedescendantoftheScadgersesandconnexionbymatrimonyofthePowlers,shookherright-handmittenathisportrait,madeacontemptuousgrimaceatthatworkofart,andsaid\'Serveyouright,youNoodle,andIamgladofit。\'
Mr。Bounderbyhadnotbeenlonggone,whenBitzerappeared。Bitzerhadcomedownbytrain,shriekingandrattlingoverthelonglineofarchesthatbestrodethewildcountryofpastandpresentcoal-
pits,withanexpressfromStoneLodge。ItwasahastynotetoinformLouisathatMrs。Gradgrindlayveryill。Shehadneverbeenwellwithinherdaughter\'sknowledge;but,shehaddeclinedwithinthelastfewdays,hadcontinuedsinkingallthroughthenight,andwasnowasnearlydead,asherlimitedcapacityofbeinginanystatethatimpliedtheghostofanintentiontogetoutofit,allowed。
Accompaniedbythelightestofporters,fitcolourlessservitoratDeath\'sdoorwhenMrs。Gradgrindknocked,LouisarumbledtoCoketown,overthecoal-pitspastandpresent,andwaswhirledintoitssmokyjaws。Shedismissedthemessengertohisowndevices,androdeawaytoheroldhome。
Shehadseldombeentheresincehermarriage。Herfatherwasusuallysiftingandsiftingathisparliamentarycinder-heapinLondonwithoutbeingobservedtoturnupmanypreciousarticlesamongtherubbish,andwasstillhardatitinthenationaldust-
yard。Hermotherhadtakenitratherasadisturbancethanotherwise,tobevisited,asshereclineduponhersofa;youngpeople,Louisafeltherselfallunfitfor;Sissyshehadneversoftenedtoagain,sincethenightwhenthestroller\'schildhadraisedhereyestolookatMr。Bounderby\'sintendedwife。Shehadnoinducementstogoback,andhadrarelygone。
Neither,assheapproachedheroldhomenow,didanyofthebestinfluencesofoldhomedescenduponher。Thedreamsofchildhood-
itsairyfables;itsgraceful,beautiful,humane,impossibleadornmentsoftheworldbeyond:sogoodtobebelievedinonce,sogoodtoberememberedwhenoutgrown,forthentheleastamongthemrisestothestatureofagreatCharityintheheart,sufferinglittlechildrentocomeintothemidstofit,andtokeepwiththeirpurehandsagardeninthestonywaysofthisworld,whereinitwerebetterforallthechildrenofAdamthattheyshouldoftenersunthemselves,simpleandtrustful,andnotworldly-wise-
whathadshetodowiththese?Remembrancesofhowshehadjourneyedtothelittlethatsheknew,bytheenchantedroadsofwhatsheandmillionsofinnocentcreatureshadhopedandimagined;
ofhow,firstcominguponReasonthroughthetenderlightofFancy,shehadseenitabeneficentgod,deferringtogodsasgreatasitself;notagrimIdol,cruelandcold,withitsvictimsboundhandtofoot,anditsbigdumbshapesetupwithasightlessstare,nevertobemovedbyanythingbutsomanycalculatedtonsofleverage-whathadshetodowiththese?Herremembrancesofhomeandchildhoodwereremembrancesofthedryingupofeveryspringandfountaininheryoungheartasitgushedout。Thegoldenwaterswerenotthere。Theywereflowingforthefertilizationofthelandwheregrapesaregatheredfromthorns,andfigsfromthistles。
Shewent,withaheavy,hardenedkindofsorrowuponher,intothehouseandintohermother\'sroom。Sincethetimeofherleavinghome,Sissyhadlivedwiththerestofthefamilyonequalterms。
Sissywasathermother\'sside;andJane,hersister,nowtenortwelveyearsold,wasintheroom。
TherewasgreattroublebeforeitcouldbemadeknowntoMrs。
Gradgrindthathereldestchildwasthere。Shereclined,proppedup,frommerehabit,onacouch:asnearlyinheroldusualattitude,asanythingsohelplesscouldbekeptin。Shehadpositivelyrefusedtotaketoherbed;onthegroundthatifshedid,shewouldneverhearthelastofit。
Herfeeblevoicesoundedsofarawayinherbundleofshawls,andthesoundofanothervoiceaddressingherseemedtotakesuchalongtimeingettingdowntoherears,thatshemighthavebeenlyingatthebottomofawell。ThepoorladywasnearerTruththansheeverhadbeen:whichhadmuchtodowithit。
OnbeingtoldthatMrs。Bounderbywasthere,shereplied,atcross-
purposes,thatshehadnevercalledhimbythatnamesincehemarriedLouisa;thatpendingherchoiceofanobjectionablename,shehadcalledhimJ;andthatshecouldnotatpresentdepartfromthatregulation,notbeingyetprovidedwithapermanentsubstitute。Louisahadsatbyherforsomeminutes,andhadspokentoheroften,beforeshearrivedataclearunderstandingwhoitwas。Shethenseemedtocometoitallatonce。
\'Well,mydear,\'saidMrs。Gradgrind,\'andIhopeyouaregoingonsatisfactorilytoyourself。Itwasallyourfather\'sdoing。Hesethisheartuponit。Andheoughttoknow。\'
\'Iwanttohearofyou,mother;notofmyself。\'
\'Youwanttohearofme,mydear?That\'ssomethingnew,Iamsure,whenanybodywantstohearofme。Notatallwell,Louisa。Veryfaintandgiddy。\'
\'Areyouinpain,dearmother?\'
\'Ithinkthere\'sapainsomewhereintheroom,\'saidMrs。
Gradgrind,\'butIcouldn\'tpositivelysaythatIhavegotit。\'
Afterthisstrangespeech,shelaysilentforsometime。Louisa,holdingherhand,couldfeelnopulse;butkissingit,couldseeaslightthinthreadoflifeinflutteringmotion。
\'Youveryseldomseeyoursister,\'saidMrs。Gradgrind。\'Shegrowslikeyou。Iwishyouwouldlookather。Sissy,bringherhere。\'
Shewasbrought,andstoodwithherhandinhersister\'s。LouisahadobservedherwithherarmroundSissy\'sneck,andshefeltthedifferenceofthisapproach。
\'Doyouseethelikeness,Louisa?\'
\'Yes,mother。Ishouldthinkherlikeme。But-\'
\'Eh!Yes,Ialwayssayso,\'Mrs。Gradgrindcried,withunexpectedquickness。\'Andthatremindsme。I-Iwanttospeaktoyou,mydear。Sissy,mygoodgirl,leaveusaloneaminute。\'Louisahadrelinquishedthehand:hadthoughtthathersister\'swasabetterandbrighterfacethanhershadeverbeen:hadseeninit,notwithoutarisingfeelingofresentment,eveninthatplaceandatthattime,somethingofthegentlenessoftheotherfaceintheroom;thesweetfacewiththetrustingeyes,madepalerthanwatchingandsympathymadeit,bytherichdarkhair。
Leftalonewithhermother,Louisasawherlyingwithanawfullulluponherface,likeonewhowasfloatingawayuponsomegreatwater,allresistanceover,contenttobecarrieddownthestream。
Sheputtheshadowofahandtoherlipsagain,andrecalledher。
\'Youweregoingtospeaktome,mother。\'
\'Eh?Yes,tobesure,mydear。Youknowyourfatherisalmostalwaysawaynow,andthereforeImustwritetohimaboutit。\'
\'Aboutwhat,mother?Don\'tbetroubled。Aboutwhat?\'
\'Youmustremember,mydear,thatwheneverIhavesaidanything,onanysubject,Ihaveneverheardthelastofit:andconsequently,thatIhavelongleftoffsayinganything。\'
\'Icanhearyou,mother。\'But,itwasonlybydintofbendingdowntoherear,andatthesametimeattentivelywatchingthelipsastheymoved,thatshecouldlinksuchfaintandbrokensoundsintoanychainofconnexion。
\'Youlearntagreatdeal,Louisa,andsodidyourbrother。Ologiesofallkindsfrommorningtonight。IfthereisanyOlogyleft,ofanydescription,thathasnotbeenworntoragsinthishouse,allIcansayis,IhopeIshallneverhearitsname。\'
\'Icanhearyou,mother,whenyouhavestrengthtogoon。\'This,tokeepherfromfloatingaway。
\'Butthereissomething-notanOlogyatall-thatyourfatherhasmissed,orforgotten,Louisa。Idon\'tknowwhatitis。IhaveoftensatwithSissynearme,andthoughtaboutit。Ishallnevergetitsnamenow。Butyourfathermay。Itmakesmerestless。I
wanttowritetohim,tofindoutforGod\'ssake,whatitis。Givemeapen,givemeapen。\'
Eventhepowerofrestlessnesswasgone,exceptfromthepoorhead,whichcouldjustturnfromsidetoside。
Shefancied,however,thatherrequesthadbeencompliedwith,andthatthepenshecouldnothaveheldwasinherhand。Itmatterslittlewhatfiguresofwonderfulno-meaningshebegantotraceuponherwrappers。Thehandsoonstoppedinthemidstofthem;thelightthathadalwaysbeenfeebleanddimbehindtheweaktransparency,wentout;andevenMrs。Gradgrind,emergedfromtheshadowinwhichmanwalkethanddisquietethhimselfinvain,tookuponherthedreadsolemnityofthesagesandpatriarchs。
CHAPTERX-MRS。SPARSIT\'SSTAIRCASE
MRS。SPARSIT\'Snervesbeingslowtorecovertheirtone,theworthywomanmadeastayofsomeweeksindurationatMr。Bounderby\'sretreat,where,notwithstandingheranchoriteturnofmindbaseduponherbecomingconsciousnessofheralteredstation,sheresignedherselfwithnoblefortitudetolodging,asonemaysay,inclover,andfeedingonthefatoftheland。DuringthewholetermofthisrecessfromtheguardianshipoftheBank,Mrs。Sparsitwasapatternofconsistency;continuingtotakesuchpityonMr。
Bounderbytohisface,asisrarelytakenonman,andtocallhisportraitaNoodletoitsface,withthegreatestacrimonyandcontempt。
Mr。Bounderby,havinggotitintohisexplosivecompositionthatMrs。Sparsitwasahighlysuperiorwomantoperceivethathehadthatgeneralcrossuponhiminhisdesertsforhehadnotyetsettledwhatitwas,andfurtherthatLouisawouldhaveobjectedtoherasafrequentvisitorifithadcomportedwithhisgreatnessthatsheshouldobjecttoanythinghechosetodo,resolvednottolosesightofMrs。Sparsiteasily。Sowhenhernerveswerestrunguptothepitchofagainconsumingsweetbreadsinsolitude,hesaidtoheratthedinner-table,onthedaybeforeherdeparture,\'I
tellyouwhat,ma\'am;youshallcomedownhereofaSaturday,whilethefineweatherlasts,andstaytillMonday。\'TowhichMrs。
Sparsitreturned,ineffect,thoughnotoftheMahomedanpersuasion:\'Tohearistoobey。\'
Now,Mrs。Sparsitwasnotapoeticalwoman;butshetookanideainthenatureofanallegoricalfancy,intoherhead。MuchwatchingofLouisa,andmuchconsequentobservationofherimpenetrabledemeanour,whichkeenlywhettedandsharpenedMrs。Sparsit\'sedge,musthavegivenherasitwerealift,inthewayofinspiration。
SheerectedinhermindamightyStaircase,withadarkpitofshameandruinatthebottom;anddownthosestairs,fromdaytodayandhourtohour,shesawLouisacoming。
ItbecamethebusinessofMrs。Sparsit\'slife,tolookupatherstaircase,andtowatchLouisacomingdown。Sometimesslowly,sometimesquickly,sometimesseveralstepsatonebout,sometimesstopping,neverturningback。Ifshehadonceturnedback,itmighthavebeenthedeathofMrs。Sparsitinspleenandgrief。
Shehadbeendescendingsteadily,totheday,andontheday,whenMr。Bounderbyissuedtheweeklyinvitationrecordedabove。Mrs。
Sparsitwasingoodspirits,andinclinedtobeconversational。
\'Andpray,sir,\'saidshe,\'ifImayventuretoaskaquestionappertainingtoanysubjectonwhichyoushowreserve-whichisindeedhardyinme,forIwellknowyouhaveareasonforeverythingyoudo-haveyoureceivedintelligencerespectingtherobbery?\'
\'Why,ma\'am,no;notyet。Underthecircumstances,Ididn\'texpectityet。Romewasn\'tbuiltinaday,ma\'am。\'
\'Verytrue,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,shakingherhead。
\'Noryetinaweek,ma\'am。\'
\'No,indeed,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,withagentlemelancholyuponher。
\'Inasimilarmanner,ma\'am,\'saidBounderby,\'Icanwait,youknow。IfRomulusandRemuscouldwait,JosiahBounderbycanwait。
TheywerebetteroffintheiryouththanIwas,however。Theyhadashe-wolfforanurse;Ihadonlyashe-wolfforagrandmother。
Shedidn\'tgiveanymilk,ma\'am;shegavebruises。ShewasaregularAlderneyatthat。\'
\'Ah!\'Mrs。Sparsitsighedandshuddered。
\'No,ma\'am,\'continuedBounderby,\'Ihavenotheardanythingmoreaboutit。It\'sinhand,though;andyoungTom,whoratherstickstobusinessatpresent-somethingnewforhim;hehadn\'ttheschoolingIhad-ishelping。Myinjunctionis,Keepitquiet,andletitseemtoblowover。Dowhatyoulikeundertherose,butdon\'tgiveasignofwhatyou\'reabout;orhalfahundredof\'emwillcombinetogetherandgetthisfellowwhohasbolted,outofreachforgood。Keepitquiet,andthethieveswillgrowinconfidencebylittleandlittle,andweshallhave\'em。\'
\'Verysagaciousindeed,sir,\'saidMrs。Sparsit。\'Veryinteresting。Theoldwomanyoumentioned,sir-\'
\'TheoldwomanImentioned,ma\'am,\'saidBounderby,cuttingthemattershort,asitwasnothingtoboastabout,\'isnotlaidholdof;but,shemaytakeheroathshewillbe,ifthatisanysatisfactiontohervillainousoldmind。Inthemeantime,ma\'am,Iamofopinion,ifyouaskmemyopinion,thatthelesssheistalkedabout,thebetter。\'
Thesameevening,Mrs。Sparsit,inherchamberwindow,restingfromherpackingoperations,lookedtowardshergreatstaircaseandsawLouisastilldescending。
ShesatbyMr。Harthouse,inanalcoveinthegarden,talkingverylow;hestoodleaningoverher,astheywhisperedtogether,andhisfacealmosttouchedherhair。\'Ifnotquite!\'saidMrs。Sparsit,strainingherhawk\'seyestotheutmost。Mrs。Sparsitwastoodistanttohearawordoftheirdiscourse,oreventoknowthattheywerespeakingsoftly,otherwisethanfromtheexpressionoftheirfigures;butwhattheysaidwasthis:
\'Yourecollecttheman,Mr。Harthouse?\'
\'Oh,perfectly!\'
\'Hisface,andhismanner,andwhathesaid?\'
\'Perfectly。Andaninfinitelydrearypersonheappearedtometobe。Lengthyandprosyintheextreme。Itwasknowingtoholdforth,inthehumble-virtueschoolofeloquence;but,IassureyouIthoughtatthetime,\"Mygoodfellow,youareover-doingthis!\"\'
\'Ithasbeenverydifficulttometothinkillofthatman。\'
\'MydearLouisa-asTomsays。\'Whichheneverdidsay。\'Youknownogoodofthefellow?\'
\'No,certainly。\'
\'Norofanyothersuchperson?\'
\'HowcanI,\'shereturned,withmoreofherfirstmanneronherthanhehadlatelyseen,\'whenIknownothingofthem,menorwomen?\'
\'MydearLouisa,thenconsenttoreceivethesubmissiverepresentationofyourdevotedfriend,whoknowssomethingofseveralvarietiesofhisexcellentfellow-creatures-forexcellenttheyare,Iamquitereadytobelieve,inspiteofsuchlittlefoiblesasalwayshelpingthemselvestowhattheycangetholdof。
Thisfellowtalks。Well;everyfellowtalks。Heprofessesmorality。Well;allsortsofhumbugsprofessmorality。FromtheHouseofCommonstotheHouseofCorrection,thereisageneralprofessionofmorality,exceptamongourpeople;itreallyisthatexceptionwhichmakesourpeoplequitereviving。Yousawandheardthecase。HerewasoneofthefluffyclassespulledupextremelyshortbymyesteemedfriendMr。Bounderby-who,asweknow,isnotpossessedofthatdelicacywhichwouldsoftensotightahand。Thememberofthefluffyclasseswasinjured,exasperated,leftthehousegrumbling,metsomebodywhoproposedtohimtogoinforsomeshareinthisBankbusiness,wentin,putsomethinginhispocketwhichhadnothinginitbefore,andrelievedhismindextremely。
Reallyhewouldhavebeenanuncommon,insteadofacommon,fellow,ifhehadnotavailedhimselfofsuchanopportunity。Orhemayhaveoriginateditaltogether,ifhehadthecleverness。\'
\'Ialmostfeelasthoughitmustbebadinme,\'returnedLouisa,aftersittingthoughtfulawhile,\'tobesoreadytoagreewithyou,andtobesolightenedinmyheartbywhatyousay。\'
\'Ionlysaywhatisreasonable;nothingworse。IhavetalkeditoverwithmyfriendTommorethanonce-ofcourseIremainontermsofperfectconfidencewithTom-andheisquiteofmyopinion,andIamquiteofhis。Willyouwalk?\'
Theystrolledaway,amongthelanesbeginningtobeindistinctinthetwilight-sheleaningonhisarm-andshelittlethoughthowshewasgoingdown,down,down,Mrs。Sparsit\'sstaircase。
Nightandday,Mrs。Sparsitkeptitstanding。WhenLouisahadarrivedatthebottomanddisappearedinthegulf,itmightfallinuponherifitwould;but,untilthen,thereitwastobe,aBuilding,beforeMrs。Sparsit\'seyes。AndthereLouisaalwayswas,uponit。
Andalwaysglidingdown,down,down!
Mrs。SparsitsawJamesHarthousecomeandgo;sheheardofhimhereandthere;shesawthechangesofthefacehehadstudied;she,too,remarkedtoanicetyhowandwhenitclouded,howandwhenitcleared;shekeptherblackeyeswideopen,withnotouchofpity,withnotouchofcompunction,allabsorbedininterest。Intheinterestofseeingher,everdrawing,withnohandtostayher,nearerandnearertothebottomofthisnewGiant\'sStaircase。
WithallherdeferenceforMr。Bounderbyascontradistinguishedfromhisportrait,Mrs。Sparsithadnotthesmallestintentionofinterruptingthedescent。Eagertoseeitaccomplished,andyetpatient,shewaitedforthelastfall,asfortheripenessandfulnessoftheharvestofherhopes。Hushedinexpectancy,shekeptherwarygazeuponthestairs;andseldomsomuchasdarklyshookherrightmittenwithherfistinit,atthefigurecomingdown。
CHAPTERXI-LOWERANDLOWER
THEfiguredescendedthegreatstairs,steadily,steadily;alwaysverging,likeaweightindeepwater,totheblackgulfatthebottom。
Mr。Gradgrind,apprisedofhiswife\'sdecease,madeanexpeditionfromLondon,andburiedherinabusiness-likemanner。Hethenreturnedwithpromptitudetothenationalcinder-heap,andresumedhissiftingfortheoddsandendshewanted,andhisthrowingofthedustaboutintotheeyesofotherpeoplewhowantedotheroddsandends-infactresumedhisparliamentaryduties。
Inthemeantime,Mrs。Sparsitkeptunwinkingwatchandward。
Separatedfromherstaircase,alltheweek,bythelengthofironroaddividingCoketownfromthecountryhouse,sheyetmaintainedhercat-likeobservationofLouisa,throughherhusband,throughherbrother,throughJamesHarthouse,throughtheoutsidesoflettersandpackets,througheverythinganimateandinanimatethatatanytimewentnearthestairs。\'Yourfootonthelaststep,mylady,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,apostrophizingthedescendingfigure,withtheaidofherthreateningmitten,\'andallyourartshallneverblindme。\'
Artornaturethough,theoriginalstockofLouisa\'scharacterorthegraftofcircumstancesuponit,-hercuriousreservedidbaffle,whileitstimulated,oneassagaciousasMrs。Sparsit。
ThereweretimeswhenMr。JamesHarthousewasnotsureofher。
Thereweretimeswhenhecouldnotreadthefacehehadstudiedsolong;andwhenthislonelygirlwasagreatermysterytohim,thananywomanoftheworldwitharingofsatellitestohelpher。
Sothetimewenton;untilithappenedthatMr。Bounderbywascalledawayfromhomebybusinesswhichrequiredhispresenceelsewhere,forthreeorfourdays。ItwasonaFridaythatheintimatedthistoMrs。SparsitattheBank,adding:\'Butyou\'llgodownto-morrow,ma\'am,allthesame。You\'llgodownjustasifI
wasthere。Itwillmakenodifferencetoyou。\'
\'Pray,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,reproachfully,\'letmebegyounottosaythat。Yourabsencewillmakeavastdifferencetome,sir,asIthinkyouverywellknow。\'
\'Well,ma\'am,thenyoumustgetoninmyabsenceaswellasyoucan,\'saidMr。Bounderby,notdispleased。
\'Mr。Bounderby,\'retortedMrs。Sparsit,\'yourwillistomealaw,sir;otherwise,itmightbemyinclinationtodisputeyourkindcommands,notfeelingsurethatitwillbequitesoagreeabletoMissGradgrindtoreceiveme,asiteveristoyourownmunificenthospitality。Butyoushallsaynomore,sir。Iwillgo,uponyourinvitation。\'
\'Why,whenIinviteyoutomyhouse,ma\'am,\'saidBounderby,openinghiseyes,\'Ishouldhopeyouwantnootherinvitation。\'
\'No,indeed,sir,\'returnedMrs。Sparsit,\'Ishouldhopenot。Saynomore,sir。Iwould,sir,Icouldseeyougayagain。\'
\'Whatdoyoumean,ma\'am?\'blusteredBounderby。
\'Sir,\'rejoinedMrs。Sparsit,\'therewaswonttobeanelasticityinyouwhichIsadlymiss。Bebuoyant,sir!\'
Mr。Bounderby,undertheinfluenceofthisdifficultadjuration,backedupbyhercompassionateeye,couldonlyscratchhisheadinafeebleandridiculousmanner,andafterwardsasserthimselfatadistance,bybeingheardtobullythesmallfryofbusinessallthemorning。
\'Bitzer,\'saidMrs。Sparsitthatafternoon,whenherpatronwasgoneonhisjourney,andtheBankwasclosing,\'presentmycomplimentstoyoungMr。Thomas,andaskhimifhewouldstepupandpartakeofalambchopandwalnutketchup,withaglassofIndiaale?\'YoungMr。Thomasbeingusuallyreadyforanythinginthatway,returnedagraciousanswer,andfollowedonitsheels。
\'Mr。Thomas,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'theseplainviandsbeingontable,Ithoughtyoumightbetempted。\'
\'Thank\'ee,Mrs。Sparsit,\'saidthewhelp。Andgloomilyfellto。
\'HowisMr。Harthouse,Mr。Tom?\'askedMrs。Sparsit。
\'Oh,he\'sallright,\'saidTom。
\'Wheremayhebeatpresent?\'Mrs。Sparsitaskedinalightconversationalmanner,aftermentallydevotingthewhelptotheFuriesforbeingsouncommunicative。
\'HeisshootinginYorkshire,\'saidTom。\'SentLooabaskethalfasbigasachurch,yesterday。\'
\'Thekindofgentleman,now,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,sweetly,\'whomonemightwagertobeagoodshot!\'
\'Crack,\'saidTom。
Hehadlongbeenadown-lookingyoungfellow,butthischaracteristichadsoincreasedoflate,thatheneverraisedhiseyestoanyfaceforthreesecondstogether。Mrs。Sparsitconsequentlyhadamplemeansofwatchinghislooks,ifsheweresoinclined。
\'Mr。Harthouseisagreatfavouriteofmine,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'asindeedheisofmostpeople。Mayweexpecttoseehimagainshortly,Mr。Tom?\'
\'Why,Iexpecttoseehimto-morrow,\'returnedthewhelp。
\'Goodnews!\'criedMrs。Sparsit,blandly。
\'Ihavegotanappointmentwithhimtomeethimintheeveningatthestationhere,\'saidTom,\'andIamgoingtodinewithhimafterwards,Ibelieve。Heisnotcomingdowntothecountryhouseforaweekorso,beingduesomewhereelse。Atleast,hesaysso;
butIshouldn\'twonderifhewastostophereoverSunday,andstraythatway。\'
\'Whichremindsme!\'saidMrs。Sparsit。\'Wouldyourememberamessagetoyoursister,Mr。Tom,ifIwastochargeyouwithone?\'
\'Well?I\'lltry,\'returnedthereluctantwhelp,\'ifitisn\'talongun。\'
\'Itismerelymyrespectfulcompliments,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,\'andI
fearImaynottroubleherwithmysocietythisweek;beingstillalittlenervous,andbetterperhapsbymypoorself。\'
\'Oh!Ifthat\'sall,\'observedTom,\'itwouldn\'tmuchmatter,evenifIwastoforgetit,forLoo\'snotlikelytothinkofyouunlesssheseesyou。\'
Havingpaidforhisentertainmentwiththisagreeablecompliment,herelapsedintoahangdogsilenceuntiltherewasnomoreIndiaaleleft,whenhesaid,\'Well,Mrs。Sparsit,Imustbeoff!\'andwentoff。
Nextday,Saturday,Mrs。Sparsitsatatherwindowalldaylonglookingatthecustomerscominginandout,watchingthepostmen,keepinganeyeonthegeneraltrafficofthestreet,revolvingmanythingsinhermind,but,aboveall,keepingherattentiononherstaircase。Theeveningcome,sheputonherbonnetandshawl,andwentquietlyout:havingherreasonsforhoveringinafurtivewayaboutthestationbywhichapassengerwouldarrivefromYorkshire,andforpreferringtopeepintoitroundpillarsandcorners,andoutofladies\'waiting-roomwindows,toappearinginitsprecinctsopenly。
Tomwasinattendance,andloiteredaboutuntiltheexpectedtraincamein。ItbroughtnoMr。Harthouse。Tomwaiteduntilthecrowdhaddispersed,andthebustlewasover;andthenreferredtoapostedlistoftrains,andtookcounselwithporters。Thatdone,hestrolledawayidly,stoppinginthestreetandlookingupitanddownit,andliftinghishatoffandputtingitonagain,andyawningandstretchinghimself,andexhibitingallthesymptomsofmortalwearinesstobeexpectedinonewhohadstilltowaituntilthenexttrainshouldcomein,anhourandfortyminuteshence。
\'Thisisadevicetokeephimoutoftheway,\'saidMrs。Sparsit,startingfromthedullofficewindowwhenceshehadwatchedhimlast。\'Harthouseiswithhissisternow!\'
Itwastheconceptionofaninspiredmoment,andsheshotoffwithherutmostswiftnesstoworkitout。Thestationforthecountryhousewasattheoppositeendofthetown,thetimewasshort,theroadnoteasy;butshewassoquickinpouncingonadisengagedcoach,soquickindartingoutofit,producinghermoney,seizingherticket,anddivingintothetrain,thatshewasbornealongthearchesspanningthelandofcoal-pitspastandpresent,asifshehadbeencaughtupinacloudandwhirledaway。
Allthejourney,immovableintheairthoughneverleftbehind;
plaintothedarkeyesofhermind,astheelectricwireswhichruledacolossalstripofmusic-paperoutoftheeveningsky,wereplaintothedarkeyesofherbody;Mrs。Sparsitsawherstaircase,withthefigurecomingdown。Verynearthebottomnow。Uponthebrinkoftheabyss。
AnovercastSeptemberevening,justatnightfall,sawbeneathitsdroopingeyelidsMrs。Sparsitglideoutofhercarriage,passdownthewoodenstepsofthelittlestationintoastonyroad,crossitintoagreenlane,andbecomehiddeninasummer-growthofleavesandbranches。Oneortwolatebirdssleepilychirpingintheirnests,andabatheavilycrossingandrecrossingher,andthereekofherowntreadinthethickdustthatfeltlikevelvet,wereallMrs。Sparsitheardorsawuntilsheverysoftlyclosedagate。
Shewentuptothehouse,keepingwithintheshrubbery,andwentroundit,peepingbetweentheleavesatthelowerwindows。Mostofthemwereopen,astheyusuallywereinsuchwarmweather,buttherewerenolightsyet,andallwassilent。Shetriedthegardenwithnobettereffect。Shethoughtofthewood,andstoletowardsit,heedlessoflonggrassandbriers:ofworms,snails,andslugs,andallthecreepingthingsthatbe。Withherdarkeyesandherhooknosewarilyinadvanceofher,Mrs。Sparsitsoftlycrushedherwaythroughthethickundergrowth,sointentuponherobjectthatsheprobablywouldhavedonenoless,ifthewoodhadbeenawoodofadders。
Hark!
Thesmallerbirdsmighthavetumbledoutoftheirnests,fascinatedbytheglitteringofMrs。Sparsit\'seyesinthegloom,asshestoppedandlistened。
Lowvoicescloseathand。Hisvoiceandhers。Theappointmentwasadevicetokeepthebrotheraway!Theretheywereyonder,bythefelledtree。
Bendinglowamongthedewygrass,Mrs。Sparsitadvancedclosertothem。Shedrewherselfup,andstoodbehindatree,likeRobinsonCrusoeinhisambuscadeagainstthesavages;soneartothemthatataspring,andthatnogreatone,shecouldhavetouchedthemboth。Hewastheresecretly,andhadnotshownhimselfatthehouse。Hehadcomeonhorseback,andmusthavepassedthroughtheneighbouringfields;forhishorsewastiedtothemeadowsideofthefence,withinafewpaces。
\'Mydearestlove,\'saidhe,\'whatcouldIdo?Knowingyouwerealone,wasitpossiblethatIcouldstayaway?\'
\'Youmayhangyourhead,tomakeyourselfthemoreattractive;I
don\'tknowwhattheyseeinyouwhenyouholditup,\'thoughtMrs。
Sparsit;\'butyoulittlethink,mydearestlove,whoseeyesareonyou!\'
Thatshehungherhead,wascertain。Sheurgedhimtogoaway,shecommandedhimtogoaway;butsheneitherturnedherfacetohim,norraisedit。Yetitwasremarkablethatshesatasstillasevertheamiablewomaninambuscadehadseenhersit,atanyperiodinherlife。Herhandsrestedinoneanother,likethehandsofastatue;andevenhermannerofspeakingwasnothurried。
\'Mydearchild,\'saidHarthouse;Mrs。Sparsitsawwithdelightthathisarmembracedher;\'willyounotbearwithmysocietyforalittlewhile?\'
\'Nothere。\'
\'Where,Louisa?
\'Nothere。\'
\'Butwehavesolittletimetomakesomuchof,andIhavecomesofar,andamaltogethersodevoted,anddistracted。Thereneverwasaslaveatoncesodevotedandill-usedbyhismistress。Tolookforyoursunnywelcomethathaswarmedmeintolife,andtobereceivedinyourfrozenmanner,isheart-rending。\'
\'AmItosayagain,thatImustbelefttomyselfhere?\'
\'Butwemustmeet,mydearLouisa。Whereshallwemeet?\'
Theybothstarted。Thelistenerstarted,guiltily,too;forshethoughttherewasanotherlisteneramongthetrees。Itwasonlyrain,beginningtofallfast,inheavydrops。
\'ShallIrideuptothehouseafewminuteshence,innocentlysupposingthatitsmasterisathomeandwillbecharmedtoreceiveme?\'
\'No!\'
\'Yourcruelcommandsareimplicitlytobeobeyed;thoughIamthemostunfortunatefellowintheworld,Ibelieve,tohavebeeninsensibletoallotherwomen,andtohavefallenprostrateatlastunderthefootofthemostbeautiful,andthemostengaging,andthemostimperious。MydearestLouisa,Icannotgomyself,orletyougo,inthishardabuseofyourpower。\'
Mrs。Sparsitsawhimdetainherwithhisencirclingarm,andheardhimthenandthere,withinherMrs。Sparsit\'sgreedyhearing,tellherhowhelovedher,andhowshewasthestakeforwhichheardentlydesiredtoplayawayallthathehadinlife。Theobjectshehadlatelypursued,turnedworthlessbesideher;suchsuccessaswasalmostinhisgrasp,heflungawayfromhimlikethedirtitwas,comparedwithher。Itspursuit,nevertheless,ifitkepthimnearher,oritsrenunciationifittookhimfromher,orflightifshesharedit,orsecrecyifshecommandedit,oranyfate,oreveryfate,allwasaliketohim,sothatshewastruetohim,-
themanwhohadseenhowcastawayshewas,whomshehadinspiredattheirfirstmeetingwithanadmiration,aninterest,ofwhichhehadthoughthimselfincapable,whomshehadreceivedintoherconfidence,whowasdevotedtoherandadoredher。Allthis,andmore,inhishurry,andinhers,inthewhirlofherowngratifiedmalice,inthedreadofbeingdiscovered,intherapidlyincreasingnoiseofheavyrainamongtheleaves,andathunderstormrollingup-Mrs。Sparsitreceivedintohermind,setoffwithsuchanunavoidablehaloofconfusionandindistinctness,thatwhenatlengthheclimbedthefenceandledhishorseaway,shewasnotsurewheretheyweretomeet,orwhen,exceptthattheyhadsaiditwastobethatnight。
Butoneofthemyetremainedinthedarknessbeforeher;andwhileshetrackedthatoneshemustberight。\'Oh,mydearestlove,\'
thoughtMrs。Sparsit,\'youlittlethinkhowwellattendedyouare!\'
Mrs。Sparsitsawheroutofthewood,andsawherenterthehouse。
Whattodonext?Itrainednow,inasheetofwater。Mrs。
Sparsit\'swhitestockingswereofmanycolours,greenpredominating;pricklythingswereinhershoes;caterpillarsslungthemselves,inhammocksoftheirownmaking,fromvariouspartsofherdress;rillsranfromherbonnet,andherRomannose。Insuchcondition,Mrs。Sparsitstoodhiddeninthedensityoftheshrubbery,consideringwhatnext?
Lo,Louisacomingoutofthehouse!Hastilycloakedandmuffled,andstealingaway。Sheelopes!Shefallsfromthelowermoststair,andisswallowedupinthegulf。
Indifferenttotherain,andmovingwithaquickdeterminedstep,shestruckintoaside-pathparallelwiththeride。Mrs。Sparsitfollowedintheshadowofthetrees,atbutashortdistance;foritwasnoteasytokeepafigureinviewgoingquicklythroughtheumbrageousdarkness。
Whenshestoppedtoclosetheside-gatewithoutnoise,Mrs。Sparsitstopped。Whenshewenton,Mrs。Sparsitwenton。ShewentbythewayMrs。Sparsithadcome,emergedfromthegreenlane,crossedthestonyroad,andascendedthewoodenstepstotherailroad。AtrainforCoketownwouldcomethroughpresently,Mrs。Sparsitknew;sosheunderstoodCoketowntobeherfirstplaceofdestination。
InMrs。Sparsit\'slimpandstreamingstate,noextensiveprecautionswerenecessarytochangeherusualappearance;but,shestoppedundertheleeofthestationwall,tumbledhershawlintoanewshape,andputitonoverherbonnet。Sodisguisedshehadnofearofbeingrecognizedwhenshefolloweduptherailroadsteps,andpaidhermoneyinthesmalloffice。Louisasatwaitinginacorner。Mrs。Sparsitsatwaitinginanothercorner。Bothlistenedtothethunder,whichwasloud,andtotherain,asitwashedofftheroof,andpatteredontheparapetsofthearches。Twoorthreelampswererainedoutandblownout;so,bothsawthelightningtoadvantageasitquiveredandzigzaggedontheirontracks。
Theseizureofthestationwithafitoftrembling,graduallydeepeningtoacomplaintoftheheart,announcedthetrain。Fireandsteam,andsmoke,andredlight;ahiss,acrash,abell,andashriek;Louisaputintoonecarriage,Mrs。Sparsitputintoanother:thelittlestationadesertspeckinthethunderstorm。
Thoughherteethchatteredinherheadfromwetandcold,Mrs。
Sparsitexultedhugely。Thefigurehadplungeddowntheprecipice,andshefeltherself,asitwere,attendingonthebody。Couldshe,whohadbeensoactiveinthegettingupofthefuneraltriumph,dolessthanexult?\'ShewillbeatCoketownlongbeforehim,\'thoughtMrs。Sparsit,\'thoughhishorseisneversogood。
Wherewillshewaitforhim?Andwherewilltheygotogether?
Patience。Weshallsee。\'
Thetremendousrainoccasionedinfiniteconfusion,whenthetrainstoppedatitsdestination。Guttersandpipeshadburst,drainshadoverflowed,andstreetswereunderwater。Inthefirstinstantofalighting,Mrs。Sparsitturnedherdistractedeyestowardsthewaitingcoaches,whichwereingreatrequest。\'Shewillgetintoone,\'sheconsidered,\'andwillbeawaybeforeIcanfollowinanother。Atallrisksofbeingrunover,Imustseethenumber,andheartheordergiventothecoachman。\'
But,Mrs。Sparsitwaswronginhercalculation。Louisagotintonocoach,andwasalreadygone。Theblackeyeskeptupontherailroad-carriageinwhichshehadtravelled,settleduponitamomenttoolate。Thedoornotbeingopenedafterseveralminutes,Mrs。Sparsitpasseditandrepassedit,sawnothing,lookedin,andfounditempty。Wetthroughandthrough:withherfeetsquelchingandsquashinginhershoeswhenevershemoved;witharashofrainuponherclassicalvisage;withabonnetlikeanover-ripefig;
withallherclothesspoiled;withdampimpressionsofeverybutton,string,andhook-and-eyeshewore,printedoffuponherhighlyconnectedback;withastagnantverdureonhergeneralexterior,suchasaccumulatesonanoldparkfenceinamouldylane;Mrs。Sparsithadnoresourcebuttoburstintotearsofbitternessandsay,\'Ihavelosther!\'