They,fortheirpart,coldlyabstainedfromexhibitingasignoffeelingabouthim,good,bad,orindifferent。
Itwasthemanwiththefairhairandlittlecurlyflaxenbeardwhospoke:\"Howdoyoudo!IunderstandthatwecanbuyeightthousandfivehundredRubberConsolsfromyouat\'twenty-three。\'\"
\"No——twenty-five,\"repliedThorpe。
Thedarkmanspoke:\"Thejobbers\'priceistwenty-three。\"
\"Tocarryover——yes,\"Thorpeanswered。\"Buttobuyitistwenty-five。\"
Thetwosonsoftheracewhichinventedmentalarithmeticexchangedanalertglance,andlookedatthefloorforanengrossedinstant。
\"Idon\'tmindtellingyou,\"Thorpeinterposedupontheirsilence,\"IputonthatextratwopoundsbecauseyougotupthatstoryaboutapplyingtotheStockExchangeCommitteeonachargeoffraud。\"
\"Wedidn\'tgetupanystory,\"saidRostocker,curtly。
\"Youtriedtoplantitonus,\"Aronsondeclared。
\"OneofyourownDirectorsputitabout。Ithoughtitwasafakeatthetime。\"
ThisviewoftheepisodetookThorpebysurprise。
Asitseemed,inpassing,toinvolveacomplimenttohisownstrategicpowers,heaccepteditwithoutcomment。
\"Well——itistwenty-five,anyway,\"hetoldthem,withfirmness。
\"Twenty-four,\"suggestedAronson,afteranothermomentarypause。
\"Notashillinglessthantwenty-five,\"Thorpeinsisted,withquietdoggedness。
\"Wecanalwayspayourcreditorsandletyouwhistle,\"
Rostockerremindedhim,laconically。
\"Youcandoanythingyoulike,\"wasthereply,\"exceptbuyRubberConsolsundertwenty-five。Itdoesn\'tmatterafigtomewhetheryougobankruptornot。Itwouldsuitmeaswelltohaveyoutwo\'hammered\'astotakeyourmoney。\"
Uponthespurofasuddenthoughthedrewouthiswatch。
\"Injusttwominutes\'timetoatick,thepricewillbethirty。\"
\"Let\'sbe\'hammered\'then!\"saidAronsontohiscompanion,withsimulatedimpulsiveness。
Rostockerwastheolderandstrongerman,andwhenatlasthespokeitwaswiththedecisionofoneinauthority。
\"Itisyourgame,\"hesaid,withgraveimperturbability。
\"Eightthousandfivehundredattwenty-five。WillyoudeliverattheCreditLyonnaisinhalfanhour?\"
Thorpenodded,impassively。Thenarovingideaofgenialimpertinencebroughtagleamtohiseye。\"IfyoushouldhappentowantmoreRubberConsolsatanytime,\"hesaid,withatentativechuckle,\"Icouldprobablyletyouhavethematareducedprice。\"
Thetworeceivedthepleasantrywithoutasmile,buttoThorpe\'sastonishmentoneofthemseemedtodiscernsomethinginitbesidebanter。ItwasRostockerwhosaid:
\"Perhapswemaymakeadealwithyou,\"andapparentlymeantit。
Theywentoutatthis,ignoringceremonyupontheirexitasstolidlyastheyhaddoneupontheirentrance,andamomentlaterThorpecalledintheSecretary,anddespatchedamessengertobringSemplefromCapelCourt。
Theformalitiesofthisfinaltransferofshareshadbeendictatedtotheformer,andhehadgoneoffonthebusiness,beforetheBrokerarrived。
Thorpestoodwaitingnearthedoor,andheldouthishandwithadramaticallysignificantgesturewhenthelittleScotchmanentered。\"Putherthere!\"heexclaimedheartily,withanexuberantreversiontotheslangofremotetransatlanticbonhomie。
\"Yeh\'vedoneit,then!\"saidSemple,hissharpfacesofteningwithpleasureatthenews。\"Yeh\'vepulleditoffattwenty-three!\"
Theother\'sbigcountenanceyieldeditselftoaboyishgrin。
\"Twenty-FIVE!\"hesaid,andlaughedaloud。\"Afteryouleftthismorning,itkindo\'occurredtomethatI\'draiseitacoupleofpounds。IfoundIwasmadderaboutthosepiecesinthenewspapersthanIthoughtIwas,andsoItookanextraseventeenthousandpoundsonthataccount。\"
\"Godabove!\"Sempleejaculated,withasatisfactionthroughwhichsignsofanearlierfrightwerevisible。
\"Itwastouch-and-goifyoudidn\'tloseitallbydoingthat!Youriskedeverything,man!\"
Thorpeponderouslyshruggedhisshoulders。
\"Well——Ididit,anyhow,anditcameoff,\"washiscomment。
Then,straighteninghimself,hedrewalong,longbreath,andbeameddownatthelittleman。\"Thinkofit!God!It\'sactuallyallover!AndNOWperhapswewon\'thaveadrink!
Hell!Let\'ssendoutforsomechampagne!\"Hisfingerwashoveringoverthebell,whentheBroker\'sdissuadingvoicearrestedit。\"No,no!\"Sempleurged。\"Iwouldn\'ttouchit。
It\'snofitdrinkforthedaytime——andit\'sascandalinanoffice。Yourclerkswillayeblabitabouthitherandyon,andnothingharmsaman\'sreputationmoreintheCity。\"
\"Oh,tohellwiththeCity!\"criedThorpe,joyously。
\"I\'mnevergoingtosetfootinitagain。Thinkofthat!
Imeanit!\"
Nonetheless,heabandonedtheideaofsendingoutforwine,andcontentedhimselfwiththeresourcesofthecabinetinstead。
Aftersomefriendlypressure,Sempleconsentedtojoinhiminabrandy-and-soda,thoughhecontinuedtoprotestbetweensipsthatatsuchanhouritwasanindecentpractice。
\"It\'stheruinofmanyastrongman,\"hemoralized,lookingratherpointedlyatThorpeoverhisglass。\"It\'stheprincipaldangerthatbesetstheverrasuccessfulman。
He\'stoobusilyoccupiedtotakeexercise,andhe\'stooanxiousandworriedtogethispropersleep——buthecanalwaysdrink!Inonesense,I\'mnotsorrytothinkthatyou\'releavingtheCity。\"
\"Oh,itneverhurtsme,\"Thorpesaid,indifferentlyacceptingthedirectionofthehomily。\"I\'masstrongasanox。
Butallthesame,Ishallbebetterineverywayforgettingoutofthishole。ThankGod,IcangetofftoScotlandtomorrow。ButIsay,Semple,what\'sthematterwithyourvisitingmeatmyplacethere?I\'llgiveyouthegreatestshootingandfishingyoueverheardof。\"
TheBrokerwasthinkingofsomethingelse。\"WhatistobetheprecisepositionoftheCompany,intheimmediatefuture?\"
heasked。
\"Company?WhatCompany?\"
Semplesmiledgrimly。\"Haveyoualreadyforgottenthatthereissuchathing?\"hequeried,withirony。
\"Why,man,thisCompanythatpaidforthisverrafineBoard-table,\"heexplained,withhisknucklesonitsredbaizecentre。
Thorpelaughedamusedly。\"Ipaidforthatoutofmyownpocket,\"hesaid。\"ForthatmattereverythingabouttheCompanyhascomeoutofmypocket——\"
\"Orgoneintoit,\"suggestedtheother,andtheychuckledtogether。
\"Butno——you\'reright,\"Thorpedeclared。\"SomethingoughttobesettledabouttheCompany,Isuppose。
OfcourseIwashmyhandsofit——butwouldanybodyelsewanttogoonwithit?Youseeitsannualworkingexpenses,merelyfortheofficeandtheBoard,footupnearly3,000pounds。I\'vepaidtheseforthisyear,butnaturallyIwon\'tdoitagain。Andwoulditbeworthanybodyelse\'swhiletodoit?Yours,forexample?\"
\"HaveyouhadanyexplanationswiththeotherDirectors?\"
theBrokerasked,thoughtfully。
\"Explanations——no,\"Thorpetoldhim。\"Butthat\'sallright。
TheMarquishasbeentakencareof,andsohasPlowden。
They\'regametoagreetoanything。Andlet\'ssee——Kervickisentirelymyman。ThatleavesWatkinandDavidson——andtheydon\'tmatter。They\'remereguinea-pigs。Afewhundredsapiecewouldshutthemup,ifyouthoughtitwasworthwhiletogivethemanythingatall。\"
\"Andabouttheproperty,——therubberplantation,——thattheCompanywasformedtoacquireanddevelop。Isupposetherereallyissuchaplantation?\"
\"Oh,yes,it\'sallthererightenough,\"Thorpesaid,briefly。
\"It\'snogood,though,isit?\"theBrokerasked,withaffabledirectness。
\"Betweenourselves,itisn\'tworthadamn,\"theotherblithelyassuredhim。
TheScotchmanmusedwithbentbrows。\"Thereoughtstilltobemoneyinit,\"hesaid,withanairofconviction。
\"Bytheway,\"itoccurredtoThorpetomention,\"here\'ssomethingIdidn\'tunderstand。ItoldRostockerhere,justasacheekykindofjoke,thatafterheandAronsonhadgottheireightthousandfivehundred,iftheythoughtthey\'dlikestillmoreshares,I\'dlet\'emhave\'ematabargain——andheseemedtotakeitseriously。
Hedidforafact。Saidperhapshecouldmakeadealwithme。\"
\"Hm-m!\"saidSemple,reflectively。\"I\'llseeifhesaysanythingtome。Verylikelyhe\'sspottedsomewayoftakingthethingover,andreorganizingit,andgivingitanotherrunoverthecourse。I\'llthinkitout。
AndnowImustbeoff。Aren\'tyoulunching?\"
\"No——I\'llhavetheboybringinsomesandwiches,\"
Thorpedecided。\"IwantmynextmealwestofTempleBarwhenIgetroundtoit。I\'vesouredontheCityforkeeps。\"
\"Iwouldn\'tsaythatithadbeensobadtoyou,either,\"
Semplesmilinglysuggested,asheturnedtothedoor。
Thorpegrinnedinsatisfiedcomment。\"Hurrybackassoonasyou\'vefinallysettledwithRostockerandtheotherfellow,\"
hecalledafterhim,andbeganpacingtheflooragain。
Itwasnearlyfouro\'clockwhenthesetwomen,againtogetherintheBoardRoom,andhavingfinishedtheinspectionofsomepapersonthedesk,satuprightandlookedateachotherintacitrecognitionthatfinalwordsweretobespoken。
\"Well,Semple,\"Thorpebegan,afterthatsignificantlittlepause,\"IwanttosaythatI\'mdamnedgladyou\'vedonesowellforyourselfinthisaffair。
You\'vebeenasstraightasadietome,——IoweitasmuchtoyouasIdotomyself,——andifyoudon\'tthinkyou\'vegotenoughevennow,Iwantyoutosayso。\"
Hehadspokenintonesofsincereliking,andtheotheransweredhiminkind。\"IhavemorethanIeverdreamedofmakinginalifetimewhenIcametoLondon,\"
hedeclared。\"Ifmyfatherwerealive,andheardmetellhimthatinoneyear,outofasingletransaction,Ihadclearedoversixty-fivethousandpounds,he\'dbefittodoubttheexistenceofaSupremeBeing。
I\'mobligedtoyouforyourgoodwords,Thorpe。It\'snotonlybeenprofitabletoworkwithyou,butithasbeenagreateducationandagreatpleasureaswell。\"
Thorpenoddedhisappreciation。\"I\'mgoingtoaskafavourofyou,\"hesaid。\"Iwanttoleavethegeneralrunofmyinvestmentsandinterestshereinyourhands,tokeeptrackofIdon\'twanttospeculateatall,intheordinarymeaningoftheword。EvenafterIburyapotofmoneyinnon-productiverealestate,Ishallhaveanincomeof50,000poundsattheveryleast,andperhapstwiceasmuch。There\'snofuningamblingwhenyou\'vegotsuchabankasthatbehindyou。Butiftherearegood,wisechangestobemadeininvestments,orifthingsturnupinthewayofchancesthatIoughttoknowabout,Iwanttofeelthatyou\'reonthespotwatchingthingsanddoingthingsinmyinterest。
Andasitwon\'tberegularbroker\'swork,Ishallwanttopayyouastatedsum——whateveryouthinkisright。\"
\"Thatwillarrangeitselfeasilyenough,\"saidSemple。
\"Ishallhavethegreatestpleasureincaringforwhateveryouputinmyhands。AndIthinkIcanpromisethatitwillbenonetheworseforthekeeping。\"
\"Idon\'tneedanyassuranceonthatscore,\"
Thorpedeclared,cordially。\"You\'retheonesterling,honestmanI\'veknownintheCity。\"
ItwastheBroker\'sturntomakealittleacknowledgingbow。
Hiseyesgleamedfranksatisfactionatbeingsowellunderstood。
\"IthinkIseethewaythatmoremoneycanbemadeoutoftheCompany,\"hesaid,abruptlychangingthesubject。
\"I\'vehadbutafewwordswithRostockeraboutit——butit\'scleartomethathehasaplan。Hewillbecomingtoyouwithaproposition。\"
\"Well,hewon\'tfindme,then,\"interposedThorpe,withacomfortablesmile。\"Ileaveallthattoyou。\"
\"Isuspectthathisplan,\"continuedSemple,\"istomakeasub-rosaofferofafewshillingsforthemajorityoftheshares,andreconstitutetheBoard,andthenformanotherCompanytobuythepropertyandgood-willoftheoldoneatahandsomeprice。Nowifthatwouldbeagoodthingforhimtodo,itwouldbeagoodthingformetodo。
Ishallgooveritallcarefully,indetail,thisevening。
AndIsuppose,ifIseemywayclearbeforeme,thanI
mayrelyuponyourgoodfeelinginthematter。Iwoulddoalltheworkandassumealltherisk,and,letussay,divideanyprofitsequally——youinturngivingmeafreehandwithallyourshares,andyourinfluencewiththeDirectors。\"
\"I\'lldobetterstill,\"Thorpetoldhim,uponbriefreflection。
\"ReconstitutetheBoardandmakeLordPlowdenChairman,——I
don\'timaginetheMarquiswouldhavethenervetogoonwithit,——andI\'llmakeafreegiftofmysharestoyoutwo——halfandhalf。You\'llfindhimallrighttoworkwith,——ifyoucanonlygethimupinthemorning,——andI\'vekindo\'promisedhimsomethingofthesort。
Doesthatsuityou?\"Semple\'scountenancewasthoughtfulratherthanenthusiastic。\"I\'mmoreskepticalaboutLordsthanyouare,\"heobserved,\"butifhe\'samenable,andunderstandsthathispartistodowhatItellhimtodo,I\'venodoubtweshallhititofftogether。\"
\"Oh,absolutely!\"saidThorpe,withconfidence。
\"I\'llseetoitthathebehaveslikealamb。You\'retohaveanabsolutelyfreehand。You\'retodowhatyoulike,——
windtheCompanyup,orsellitout,orrigitupunderanewnameandcatchanewsetofgudgeonswithit,——
whateveryoudamnedplease。WhenItrustaman,Itrusthim。\"
Thetwofriends,theirfacesbrightenedandtheirvoicesmellowedbythissereneconsciousnessoftheirmutualtrustineachother\'sloyaltyandintegrity,dweltnofurtheruponthesehalcyonbeginningsofafreshplanforplunderingthepublic。Theyspokeinsteadonpersonaltopics——ofthepossibilityofSemple\'scomingtoScotlandduringtheautumn,andofthechanceofThorpe\'swinteringabroad。
AllatonceThorpefoundhimselfdisclosingthefactofhisforthcomingmarriage,thoughhedidnotmentionthenameofthelady\'sfather,andunderthegraciousstressofthisannouncementtheydrankagain,andclinkedglassesfervently。WhenSempleatlasttookhisleave,theyshookhandswiththedeep-eyedearnestnessofcomradeswhohavebeenthroughbattleandfaceddeathtogether。
ItwasnotuntilThorpestoodalonethatthefullrealizingsenseofwhatthedaymeantseemedtocometohim。
Fruitionwasfinallycomplete:thelastwinnowingofthegreatharvesthadbeenaddedtothepile。
Positivelynothingremainedforhimbuttoenterandenjoy!
Hefounditcuriouslydifficulttograspthethoughtinitsentirety。Hestoodthemasterofunlimitedleisurefortherestofhislife,andofpowertoenrichthatlifewitheverythingthatmoneycouldbuy,——buttherewasanoddinabilitytofeelaboutitasheknewheoughttofeel。
Somehow,forsomeunaccountablereason,anabsurddepressionhoveredaboutoverhismind,darkeningitwithformlessshadows。Itwasasifheweresorrythattheworkwasallfinished——thattherewasnothingmoreforhimtodo。Butthatwastoofoolish,andhetriedtothrustitfromhim。Hesaidwithangrydecisiontohimselfthathehadneverlikedthework;
thatithadallbeenunpleasantandgrindingdrudgery,tolerableonlyasameanstoanend;thatnowthisendhadbeenreached,hewantednevertolayeyesontheCityagain。
Lethimdwellinsteaduponthethingshedidwanttolayeyesupon。Sometravelnodoubthewouldlike,butnottoomuch;certainlynomorethanhiswifewouldcheerfullyacceptasaminimum。Hedesiredrathertorestamonghisownpossessions。TobelordofthemanoratPellesleyCourt,withhisownretinueofservantsanddependentsandtenants,hisownthousandsofrichacres,hisownsplendidoldtimber,hisownfatstockandfleethorsesandabundantcoversandprizekennels——THATwaswhatmosttrulyappealedtohim。Itwasnotatallcertainthathewouldhunt;
break-neckadventureinthesaddlescarcelyattractedhim。
Buttherewasnoreasonintheworldwhyheshouldnotbreedracinghorses,andcreateforhimselfadistinguishedandevenloftypositionontheTurf。Hehadnevercaredmuchaboutracesorracingfolkhimself,butwhenthePrinceandLordRoseberyandpeoplelikethatwentinforwinningtheDerby,thereclearlymustbesomethingfascinatinginit。
ThenParliament,ofcourse;hedidnotwaveratallfromhisoldifvagueconceptionofaseatinParliamentasanaturalpartoftheoutfitofapowerfulcountrymagnate。
Andinahundredotherwaysmenshouldthinkofhimaspowerful,andlookuptohim。HewouldgotochurcheverySunday,andsitinthebigSquire\'spew。
Hewouldbeamagistrateasamatterofcourse,andhewouldmakehimselffeltontheCountyCouncil。
Hewouldastonishthecountybyhischarities,andinbadyearsbythemunificenceofhisreductionsinrents。
Perhapsiftherewereaparticularlybadharvest,hewoulddeclinealloverhisestatetoexactanyrentwhatever。
Fancywhatanoblesensationthatwouldmake!ADukecoulddonomore。
Itwasverycleartohimnowthathedesiredtohavechildrenofhisown,——saytwoatleast,asonandadaughter,orperhapsasonandtwodaughters:twolittlegirlswouldbecompanyforeachother。Asheprefiguredthesenewbeings,thesonwastoexistchieflyforpurposesofdistinctionandthedignityofheirship,andthepaternalrelationswithhimwouldbealwayssomewhatformal,and,thoughaffectionate,unexpansive。
Butthelittlegirls——theywouldputtheirarmsroundtheirfather\'sneck,andwalkoutwithhimtoseethepigsandthedogs,andbethedarlingsofhisheart。
Hewouldbeanoldmanbythetimetheygrewup。
Abeatificvisionofhimselftookforminhismind——ofhimselfgrowinggreyandpleasurablytired,surroundedbyopulenceandthedemonstrativerespectofeverybody,smilingwithvirtuouscontentashestrolledalongbetweenhistwodaughters,miraclesofbeautyandtenderness,holdingeachbyahand。
Theentranceofaclerkbrokeabruptlyuponthisdaydream。
Hehadatelegraminhishand,andThorpe,rousinghimselfwithaneffort,tooktheliver-colouredenvelope,andlookedblanklyatit。Someweirdapprehensionseizeduponhim,asifhebelongedtothepeasantclasswhichinstinctivelyyokestelegramsandcalamitiestogether。Hedeferredtothisfeelingenoughtonoddismissaltotheclerk,andthen,whenhewasagainalone,slowlyopenedthemessage,andreadit:
\"Newcastle-on-Tyne,September12。OurfrienddiedatEdinborothismorning。Seeyouathotelthisevening——Kervick。\"
WhatThorpefeltatfirstwasthathistwodaughtershadshrunkfromhimwithswift,terribleaversion:
theyvanished,alongwitheveryphaseofthebrightvision,underapallofunearthlyblackness。Hestoodinthecentreofachillsolitude,staringstupidlyatthecoarse,softpaper。
Thepremonition,then,hadjustifieditself!Somethinghadtoldhimthatthetelegramwasanevilthing。
AvaguelysuperstitiousconsciousnessofbeinginthepresenceofFatelaidholduponhim。Hisgreatdayoftriumphhaditsblood-stain。Avictimhadbeenneedful——andtothatendpoorsimple,sillyoldTavenderwasadeadman。
Thorpecouldseehim,——anembarrassingcadavereyedbystrangerswhodidnotknowwhattodowithit,——fatuousevenindeath。
AsuddenrageatKervickflamedup。Heclearlyhadplayedthefool——clumsilyover-plyingthesimpletonwithdrinktillhehadkilledhim。Theshadowofmurderindubitablyhungoverthething。Andthen——thecrasswitlessnessoftelegraphing!Already,doubtless,thepoliceofEdinboroughweretalkingoverthewireswithScotlandYard。
AreferencetoadeathinEdinborough,inatelegramfromNewcastle——itwasincrediblethatthisshouldescapetheeyeoftheauthorities。Anyminutemightbringadetectivethroughthatdoorthere——followingintotheBoardRoomwithhisimplacablescenttheclueofblood。
Thorpe\'sfancypicturedthisdetectiveasamomentarilyactualpresence——tall,lean,cold-eyed,mysteriouslycalmandfatallywise,theomniscientterrorofthemagazineshort-stories。
Heturnedfaintandsickunderaspasmoffright。
Themenaceofenquirybecamesomethingmorethanathreat:
hefeltit,likethegripofaconstableuponhisarm。
Everythingwouldbemercilesslyunravelled。ThetelegramoftheidiotKervickwouldbringthepolicedownuponhimlikeapackofbeagles。ThebeliefsandsurmisesoftheidiotGaffersonwouldfurnishthemwiththekeytoeverything。HewouldhavehisletterfromTavendertoshowtothedetectives——andtheGovernment\'ssmartlawyerswouldferretouttherest。ThedeathofTavender——theycouldhardlymakehimresponsibleforthat;
butitwasthedramaticfeatureofthisdeathwhichwouldinspirethemalltodigupeverythingaboutthefraud。
Itwasthissamesensationaladdedelementofthedeath,too,whichwouldcountwithajury。Theywerealwaysgross,sentimentalfools,thesejuries。TheywouldmixupthedeathandthedealinRubberConsols,andintheirfat-headedconfusionwouldsay\"PenalServitude——fourteenyears。\"
Orno,itwastheJudgewhofixedthat。ButtheJudgeswerefools,too;theyweretooconceited,toopuffedupwithvanity,totakethetroubletounderstand。
Hegroanedaloudinanightmareofhelplessness。
Thesoundofhisownvoice,moaninginhisears,hadamagicaleffectuponhim。Heliftedhishead,gazedabouthim,andthenflusheddeeply。Hisnervelesscowardicehadallatoncebecomeunbelievabletohimself。
Withashamedfrownhestraightenedhimself,andstoodthusforalongminute,engrossedinthedefinitetaskofchasingthesephantomsfromhismind。
Onceamanlyfrontwasdisplayedtothem,theyslunkawaywithmiraculousfacility。Hepouredoutsomebrandy,andsippeditneat,andlaughedscornfully,defiantly,aloud。
Hehadoverhalfamillion——withpowerandforceandcourageenoughtodowithitwhatheliked。Hehadfoughtluckundauntedly,unwearyingly,duringallthoseyearswhenhishandswereempty。Washetotrembleandturntailnow,whenhishandswerefull,whenhewasarmouredandweaponedateverypoint?Hewasamazedandhurt,andstillmoreenraged,atthatfitofgirlishweaknesswhichhadpossessedhim。
Hecouldhavebeatenhimselfwithstripesforit。
Butitcouldneverhappenagain——never,never!
Hetoldhimselfthatwithproud,resolutereiteration,ashegothishatandstick,andputinhispocketsoneortwopapersfromthedesk,andthenglancedabouttheBoardRoomforwhatwas,mostlikely,thelasttime。
HerehehadwonhisgreatvictoryoverFate,herehehadputhisenemiesunderhisfeet,andifinnocentsimpletonshadwanderedintothecompanyofthesefoes,itmatterednotawhittohimthattheyalsohadbeencrushed。
Figuratively,heturnedhisbackuponthemnow;heleftthem,slainandtrampled,intheBoardRoombehindhim。
Theynolongerconcernedhim。
Figuratively,too,ashewalkedwithfirmnesstothedoor,hesteppedoverthebodyofoldTavender,uponthethreshold,andbestoweduponitadownwardmentalglance,andpassedon。
Bythetimehereachedthestreet,thememoryofTavenderhadbecomethemerestshredofamyth。Ashestrodeon,itseemedtohimthathisdaughterscameagain,andtookhishands,andmovedlovinglybesidehim——lovinglyandstillmoreadmiringlythanbefore。
CHAPTERXXII
BYtheautumnofthefollowingyear,acertainsmallproportionofthepeopleinhabitingthedistrictinHertfordshirewhichsetitsclocksbythedialoverthestable-towerofPellesleyCourthadaccustomedthemselvestogivetheplaceitsnewnameofHighThorpe。
Thesewereforthemostpartthefolkofpeculiarlyfacilewitsandreadypowersofadaptation,likepushingsmalltradesmen,andtheupperservantsincountyhouses。
AnindolentandhazycompromiseuponPellesleyThorpehaddriftedintousebyperhapsalargernumber。
Tothepuzzledconservatismoftheabidinghugemajoritynearesttothesoil——theround-backed,lumpishmenwhotiestringsroundtheircorduroysundertheknee,andthestrong,cow-facedwomenwholookatpassers-byontheroadfromthedoorsofdarklittlecottages,overradiantpatchesofblossominggarden——itseemedsafesttodropfamilynamesaltogether,andcallitmerelytheCourt。
Itstoodproudlyuponwhatwasratheranotableelevationforthoseflatparts——amassivemansionofsimpleform,builtofagreystonewhichseemedatadistancealmostwhiteagainstthedeepbackgroundofyewsandItalianpinesbehindit。Formanymilesseawardthispalefrontwasalandmark。Fromtheterrace-walkatitsbase,onebeheldagreatexpanseofsoftgreencountry,slopinggentlyawayforalongdistance,thenstretchingoutuponalevelwhichonmistydayswasinterminable。
Inbrightweather,theremote,low-lyinghorizonhadadefininglineofbrownish-blue——andthisstoodforwhatwasleftofaprimitiveforest,containingtreesmucholderthantheNormannameitbore。Itwasaforestwhichatsometime,nodoubt,hadextendedwithoutabreaktillitmergedintothatofEpping——leaguesawaytothesouth。
Themodernclearanceandtillage,however,whichseparateditnowfromEppinghadservedasacuriouslyeffectivebarrier——morebafflingthantheRomansandAnglesintheirturnhadfoundtheoriginalwildwood。
Nostrangerseemedevertofindhiswayintothatbroad,minutely-cultivatedfertileplainwhichHighThorpelookeddownupon。Norailwayhadpusheditscheapeningcourseacrossit。Silent,emboweredoldcountryroadsandlanesnetteditsexpansewithhedgerows;redpointsoftiledroofs,distinguishablehereandthereinclustersamongthedarkergreensoforchards,identifiedthescatteredhamlets——allnamedinDomesdayBook,allseeminglyunchangedsince。
Agreysquarechurch-toweremergingfromtherooks\'
nests;anorderedmassoffoliageshelteringthedistantgablesandchimneysofsomeisolatedhouse;thedimperceptiononoccasionthatarusticwaggonwasinmotiononsomehighway,crawlingpatientlylikeaninsect——ofthisplacid,inductivenaturewerealltheaddedproofsofhumanoccupationthatthelandscapeoffered。
Mr。StormontThorpe,onanafternoonofearlyOctober,yawnedinthefaceofthislandscape——andthenidlywonderedalittleatthemoodwhichhadimpelledhimtodoso。
Attheoutsetofhisproprietorshiphehadboundhimself,asbyapointofhonour,toregardthisasthefinestviewfromanygentleman\'shouseinEngland。Duringthefirstfewmonthshisfidelityhadbeentaxedagooddeal,butthesetemptationsandstruggleslaynowallhappilybehindhim。Hehadsatisfactorilyassimilatedthespiritofthevista,andblendeditwithhisown。Itsinertia,whenonecametocomprehendit,wasundeniablymagnificent,andlongagohehadperceivedwithinhimselfthegrowthofanansweringrepose,aresponsivelethargy,whichinitsfulldevelopmentwasalsogoingtobeveryfine。
Practicallyallthelandthissideoftheimpalpablelinewheretreesandhousesbegantofadeintothebackgroundbelongedtohim;therewerewholevillagesnestlinghalf-concealedunderitsshrubberieswhichwerehisproperty。Asaninvestment,thesepossessionswereextremelyunremunerative。Indeed,ifoneaddedthecostoftheimprovementswhichoughttobemade,totheexpenditurealreadylaidoutinrenovations,itwasquestionableifforthenexttwentyyearstheywouldnotrepresentadeficitontheincome-sheet。But,nowthathehadlaidholdofthelocalcharacter,itpleasedhimthatitshouldbeso。Hewouldnotfortheworldhavehisgentle,woolly-minded,unprofitablecottagerstransformedinto\"hustlers\";itwouldwoundhiseyetoseethesmokeofanycommercialchimney,thesmudgeofanydividend-payingfactory,stainingthepuretintsofthesylvanlandscape。Hehadtrulylearnedtoloveit。
Yetnow,ashestrolledontheterracewithhisfirstafter-luncheoncigar,heunaccountablyyawnedatthethingheloved。Uponreflection,hehadgonetobedratherearlierthepreviouseveningthanusual。Hehadnotbeendrinkingoutoftheordinary;hisliverseemedrightenough。
Hewasnotconsciousofbeingeithertiredordrowsy。
Helookedagainattheviewwithsomefixity,andsaidtohimselfconvincinglythatnothingelseinEnglandcouldcomparewithit。Itwasthefinestthingtherewasanywhere。Thenhesurprisedhimselfinthemiddleofanotheryawn——andhaltedabruptly。Itoccurredtohimthathewantedtotravel。
Sincehishome-comingtothissplendidnewhomeinthepreviousJanuary,attheconclusionofahoneymoonspentinAlgiersandEgypt,hehadnotbeenoutofEngland。
TherehadbeenaconsiderablesojourninLondon,itistrue,atwhatwasdescribedtohimastheheightoftheSeason,butlookingbackuponit,hecouldnotthinkofitasadiversion。Ithadbeenarestless,over-worked,mystifyingexperience,fullofdinnerstopeoplewhomhehadneverseenbefore,andlaboriousencounterswithotherpeoplewhomhedidnotparticularlywanttoseeagain。
Therehadbeennophysicalcomfortinitforhim,andlittlemorementalsatisfaction,forLondoners,orratherpeopleinLondon,seemedalltobemakinganinvidiousdistinctionintheirmindsbetweenhimandhiswife。ThefactthatshecontinuedtobecalledLadyCressagewasnotofitselfimportanttohim。
ButintheincessantgoingaboutinLondon,theirnameswerecalledouttogethersooftenthathiseargrewsensitiveandsoretothetouchofthefootmen\'sreverberations。
Themeaningdifferentiationwhichthevoicesoftheservantsinsistedupon,seemedinevitablyreflectedintheglanceandmanneroftheirmistresses。Morethananythingelse,thatmadehimhateLondon,andbarredthedoorsofhismindtoallthoughtsofbuyingatown-house。
Hisnewly-madewife,itistrue,hadnotcaredmuchforLondon,either,andhadagreedtohisdecisionagainstatown-housealmostwithanimation。Theoccasionoftheirreturnfromthehotbustleofthemetropolistothesecoolhomeshades——inparticulartheminuteinwhich,atabendinthewindingcarriage-waydownbelow,theyhadsilentlyregardedtogetherthespectacleupliftedbeforethem,withthebig,welcominghouse,andtheservantsontheterrace——hadaplaceofitsowninhismemory。
Edithhadpressedhisarm,astheysatsidebysideinthelandau,ontheinstantcompulsionofafeelingtheyhadincommon。Hehadnever,beforeorsince,hadquitethesameassurancethatshesharedanemotionwithhim。
Hewasveryfar,however,fromfindingfaultwithhiswife。
Itwasinthenatureofthelifehechosetoleadthatheshouldseeagreatdealofher,andthinkagreatdealabouther,andsheborebothtestsadmirably。
Iftherewasafaulttobefound,itwaswithhimselfforhisinabilitytoaltogetherunderstandher。Sheplayedthepartshehadundertakentoplaywithabundantskillanddiscretionandgrace,andevenwithanairofnicegood-fellowshipwhichhadsomeoftheaspectsofaffection。
Hewasvaguelyannoyedwithhimselfforhavinginsightenoughtoperceivethatitwasapartshewasplaying,andyetlackingtheaddedshrewdnesstodivinewhatherownpersonalattitudetoherrolewaslike。
Hehadnoticedsometimesthewaygoodwomenlookedattheirhusbandswhenthelatterweretalkingovertheirheads——withtheeager,intent,non-comprehendingadmirationofanaffectionatedog。Thiswasalookwhichhecouldnotimaginehimselfdiscoveringinhiswife\'seves。
Itwasnotconceivabletohimthatheshouldtalkoverherhead。Herglancenotonlyrevealedanampleunderstandingofallhesaid,butsuggestedunusedreservesofcomprehensionwhichhemightnotfathom。Itwasasif,intellectuallynolessthansocially,shepossessedatitleandheremainedanundistinguishedplebeian。
Hemadenogrievance,however,eveninhisownthoughts,ofeitherinequality。Shehadbeencharminglyfrankandfairaboutthequestionofthenames,whenitfirstarose。
Theusagehadlatterlycometobe,sheexplained,forawidowbearingevenacourtesytitlederivedfromherlatehusband,toretainitonmarryingagain。
Itwasalwaystheeasiestcoursetofallinwithusage,butifhehadanyfeelingsonthesubject,andpreferredtohaveherinsistonbeingcalledMrs。Thorpe,shewouldmeethiswisheswithentirewillingness。
Ithadseemedtohim,astoher,thatitwaswisesttoallowusagetosettlethematter。SomemonthsaftertheirmarriagethereappearedinthepaperswhatpurportedtobeanauthoritativeannouncementthattheQueenobjectedtothepracticeamongladieswhomarriedasecondtime,ofretainingtitlesacquiredbytheearliermarriages,andthatthelistsofprecedencyatBuckinghamPalacewouldhenceforthtakethisintoaccount。LadyCressageshowedthistoherhusband,andtalkedagainwithcandouronthesubject。
Shesaidshehadalwaysratherregrettedthedecisiontheyoriginallycameto,andevennowcouldwishthatitmightbealtered,butthattoeffectachangeinthefaceofthisnewspaperparagraphwouldseemservile——andinthisasinmostotherthingsheagreedwithher。Asshesaid,theywantednothingofBuckinghamPalace。
Shewantedequallylittle,itseemed,ofthesocietywhichtheneighbouringdistrictmightafford。Therewasameagreroutineofformalcallskeptinlanguidoperation,Thorpeknew,butitwassomuchinthebackgroundthathenevercameincontactwithit。HisownnotionsofthepartheoughttotakeinCountyaffairshadundergoneasilentandunnoted,yetalmostsweeping,change。Whatlittlehesawofthegentryandstronglocalmenwithwhomhewouldhavetowork,quietlyunderminedanddismantledallhisambitionsinthatdirection。Theywerenothissort;
theirstandardsforthemeasurementofthingswereunintelligibletohim。Hedidnotdoubtthat,ifhesethimselfaboutit,hecouldimposehisdominionuponthem,anymorethanhedoubtedthat,ifhemasteredtheChineselanguage,hecouldlifthimselftobeaMandarin,buttheonewouldbeasunnaturalandunattractiveanenterpriseastheother。Hecametobeuponnoddingtermswithmostofthe\"carriage-people\"roundabout;
somefewheexchangedmeaninglesswordswithuponoccasion,andunderstoodthathiswifealsotalkedwith,whenitwasunavoidable,buttherehisrelationshiptotheCountyended,andhewaswellpleasedthatitshouldbeso。Itgavehimadeepsatisfactiontoseethathiswifeseemedalsowellpleased。
Heusedtheword\"seemed\"inhisinmostmusings,foritwasneverquitecertainwhatreallydidpleaseanddispleaseher。
Itwasalwayspuzzlingtohimtoreconcileherundoubtedintellectualactivitywiththepracticalemptinessoftheexistencesheprofessedtoenjoy。Inonedirection,shehadindeedagenuineoutletforherenergies,whichhecouldunderstandherregardinginthelightofanoccupation。Shewascrazieraboutflowersandplantsthananybodyhehadeverheardof,andithaddelightedhimtomakeovertoher,labelledjocoselyasthebouquet-fund,asumofmoneywhich,itseemedtohim,mighthavepaidforthehanging-gardensofBabylon。
Ityieldedintime——emergingslowlybutsteadilyfromaprodigiouslitterofcementandbricksandmortarandputty,underthehandsofinnumerablemasons,carpenters,glaziers,plumbers,andnondescriptsubordinates,allofwhomtalkedunwearyinglyaboutnothingatall,andsufferednomantoperformanypartofhisallottedtaskwithoutsuspendingtheirownlabourstowatchhim——animposinglonglineofnewgreenhouses,morethantwentyinnumber。Themail-bagwasfilledmeanwhilewithnurserymen\'scatalogues,andthecartmadeincessantjourneystoandfromPunseystation,bringingbackvaststraw-enwrappedbasketsandbundlesandboxesbeyondcounting,thearrivalandunpackingofwhichwaswithEdiththeeventoftheday。Abouttherealityofherengrossedinterestinallthestagesofprogressbywhichthesegreenhousesbecamecrowdedmuseumsoftheunusualandabnormalinplant-life,itwasimpossibletohaveanysuspicion。
Andevenaftertheywerefilledtooverflowing,Thorpenotedwithjoythatthisinterestseemedinnowisetoflag。
Shespenthourseverydayundertheglass,exchangingcommentsandtheorieswithhergardeners,andevenpullingthingsaboutwithherownhands,andotherhoursshedevotedalmostasregularlytosupervisingthewholesalealterationsthathadbeenbeguninthegardensoutside。Thereweretobenewpaths,newwallswithasouthernexposure,newpottingsheds,newforcingpits,neweverything——andintheeveningssheoftenworkedlateoverthemapsandplansshedrewforallthis。Thorpe\'smindfounditdifficulttograsptheideathataladyofsuchnotablequalitiescouldbeentirelysatisfiedbyacareeramongseedsandbulbsandcomposts,butatleasttimebroughtnoevidencesofadeclineinherhorticulturalzeal。
Whoknew?Perhapsitmightgoonindefinitely。
Asforhimself,hehadgotonverywellwithoutanyspecialinclinationorhobby。Hehadnotdoneanyofthegreatthingsthatayearagoithadseemedtohimhewouldforthwithdo——buthismindwasserenelyundisturbedbyregrets。Hedidnotevenrememberwithanydistinctnesswhatthesethingswerethathehadbeengoingtodo。
Theroutineoflife——asarrangedandbornealongbythewiseandtactfulexpertswhoworetheliveryofHighThorpe——wasabundantlysufficientinitself。Hesleptwellnowinthemorninghours,andthoughheremainedstill,bycomparison,anearlyriser,thebathandtheshavingandslowdressingunderthehandsofavaletconsumedcomfortablyagooddealoftime。Throughoutthedayhewasunderthealmostconstantobservationofpeoplewhowerecallinghim\"master\"intheirminds,andwatchingtoseehow,inthesmallestdetailsofdeportment,a\"master\"carriedhimself,andtheconsciousnessofthisaloneamountedtoakindofvocation。Thehouseitselfmadedemandsuponhimnearlyasdefiniteasthoseoftheservants。Itwasahouseofhugerooms,highceilings,andgrandiosefireplacesandstairways,whichhadseemedtohimlikearoyalpalacewhenhefirstbeheldit,andstillproduceduponhimaneffectofundigestiblelargenessandstrangeness。Itwasasawholenotsooldastheagentshadrepresentedit,bysomecenturies,butitadapteditselfaslittletohispreconceivednotionsofdomesticityasifithadbeenbuiltbyDruids。Thetaskofseemingtobeathomeinithadasmanysidestoitastherewereminutesintheday——andoddlyenough,Thorpefoundintheirstudyandobservanceacongenialoccupation。
Whetherhewasreadinginthelibrary——wheretherewasanadmirablecollectionofbooksofworth——orwalkingoverthehome-farms,ordrivinginhissmartstanhopewiththecoachmanbehind,orsittinginformalcostumeanddignityoppositehisbeautifulwifeatthedinner-table,thesenseofwhatwasexpectedofhimwasthere,steadyingandrestraining,likeanatmosphericpressure。
Thusfartheyhadhadfewvisitors,andhadacceptednoinvitationstojoinhouse-partieselsewhere。
Theyagreedwithoutspeakingaboutitthatitwasmoretheirformtoentertainthantobeentertained,andcertainpeoplewerecomingtothemlaterinthemonth。
ThesewerequitewhollyofEdith\'ssetandselection,forThorpehadnofriendsoracquaintancesoutsidehercircleforwhosepresencehehadanydesire——andamongtheseprospectiveguestswereaDukeandaDuchess。
Once,suchafactwouldhaveexcitedThorpe\'simagination。
Heregardeditnowassomethingappropriateunderthecircumstances,andgaveitlittlefurtherthought。
Hisplacid,satisfiedlifewasnotdependentuponthestirofguestscomingandgoing,eventhoughtheywerethegreatoftheearth。Hewalkedonhisspaciousterraceafterluncheon——atall,portly,well-groomedfigureofaman,ofrelaxed,easyaspect,withhisbigcigar,andhispanamahat,andhislooseclothesofchoicefabricsandexquisitetailoring——andsaidtohimselfthatitwasthefinestviewinEngland——andthen,tohisownsurprise,caughthimselfintheactofyawning。
Fromunderthesilkcurtainsandawningofawindow-doorwayattheendoftheterrace,hiswifeissuedandcametowardhim。
Herheadwasbare,andshehadthegraceandfreshbeautyofayounggirlinhersimplelightgownofsomesummeryfiguredstuff。
\"Whatdoyousaytogoingoffsomewhere——tomorrowifyoulike——travellingabroad?\"hecalledout,assheapproachedhim。Theidea,onlyamomentoldinhismind,hadgrowntogreatproportions。\"Howcanwe?\"sheasked,uponthebriefestthought。\"THEYarecomingattheendoftheweek。ThisisMonday,andtheyarriveonthe12th——that\'sthisSaturday。\"
\"Sosoonasthat!\"heexclaimed。\"Ithoughtitwaslater。
H-m!Idon\'tknow——IthinkperhapsI\'llgouptoLondonthisevening。I\'mbywayoffeelingrestlessallatonce。
Willyoucomeupwithme?\"
Sheshookherhead。\"Ican\'tthinkofanythinginLondonthatwouldbetolerable。\"
Hegaveavaguelittlelaugh。\"IshallprobablyhateitmyselfwhenIgetthere,\"hespeculated。\"Thereisn\'tanybodyIwanttosee——thereisn\'tanythingIwanttodo。
Idon\'tknow——perhapsitmightlivenmeup。\"
Herfacetookonalookofenquiringgravity。\"Areyougettingtiredofit,then?\"Sheputthequestiongently,almostcautiously。
Hereflectedalittle。\"Why——no,\"heanswered,asifreasoningtohimself。\"OfcourseI\'mnot。
ThisiswhatI\'vealwayswanted。It\'smyideaoflifetoa\'t。\'Only——Isupposeeverythingneedsabreakinitnowandthen——ifonlyforthecomfortofgettingbackintotheoldrutagain。\"
\"Therut——yes,\"shecommented,musingly。\"Apparentlythere\'salwaysarut。\"
Thorpegaveherthemystifiedyetuncomplainingglancesheknewsowellinhiseyes。Foronce,theimpulsetothrowhiddenthingsupintohisrangeofviewprevailedwithher。
\"Doyouknow,\"shesaid,withaconfusedhalf-smileatthenoveltyofhermoodforelucidation,\"Ifanciedarutwastheonethingtherecouldbenoquestionaboutwithyou。
Ihadthenotionthatyouwereincapableofruts——andconventionalgrooves。Ithoughtyou——asCarlyleputsit——I
thoughtyouwereamanwhohadswallowedalltheformulas。\"
Thorpelookeddownathisstomachdoubtfully。\"Iseewhatyoumean,\"hesaidatlast,butinatonewithoutanynoteofconviction。
\"Idoubtit,\"shetoldhim,withlightreadiness——\"forI
don\'tseemyselfwhatImean。IforgetindeedwhatitwasIsaid。Andsoyouthinkyou\'llgouptotowntonight?\"
Asuddencomprehensionofwhatwasslippingawayfromhisgrasparousedhim。\"No——no,\"heurgedher,\"don\'tforgetwhatitwasyousaid!Iwishyou\'dtalkmorewithmeaboutthat。ItwaswhatIwantedtohear。
Younevertellmewhatyou\'rereallythinkingabout。\"
Shereceivedthereproachwithamildlyincreduloussmileinhereyes。\"Yes——Iknow——whowasitusedtoscoldmeaboutthat?Oh\"——sheseemedsuddenlyremindedofsomething——\"Iwasforgettingtomentionit。IhavealetterfromCeliaMadden。SheisbackinEngland;
sheiscomingtousSaturday,too。\"
Heputouthislipsatrifle。\"That\'sallright,\"
heobjected,\"butwhathasitgottodowithwhatweweretalkingabout?\"
\"Talkingabout?\"shequeried,withamomentarilyblankcountenance。\"Oh,sheusedtobullymeaboutmydeceit,andtreachery,andsimilarcrimes。ButIshallbeimmenselygladtoseeher。Ialwaysfightwithher,butIthinkIlikeherbetterthananyotherwomanalive。\"
\"Ilikehertoo,\"Thorpewasimpelledtosay,withakindofsolemnity。\"Sheremindsmeofsomeofthehappiesthoursinmylife。\"
Hiswife,afterabriefglanceintohisface,laughedpleasantly,ifwithatraceofflippancy。\"Yousaynicethings,\"
sheobserved,slightlyincliningherhead。\"ButnowthatCeliaiscoming,itwouldbeaswelltohaveanotherman。
It\'ssuchdreadfullyshortnotice,though。\"
\"Idaresayyourfathercouldcome,allright,\"
Thorpesuggested。\"I\'dratherhavehimthanalmostanyoneelse。Wouldyoumindaskinghim——orshallI?\"
Anabruptsilencemarkedthisintroductionofasubjectuponwhichthecouplehaddifferedopenly。Thorpe,throughprocessesunaccountabletohimself,hadpassedfromavividdislikeofGeneralKervicktoahabitofmindinwhichhethoroughlyenjoyedhavinghimabout。
TheGeneralhadbeentwicetoHighThorpe,andoneachoccasionhadsoprolongedhisstaythat,inretrospect,theperiodofhisabsenceseemedinconsiderable。
Themasternow,thinkinguponitinthisminuteofsilence,wasconsciousofhavingmissedhimgreatly。HewouldnothavebeenboredtotheextremityofthreateningtogotoLondon,ifKervickhadbeenhere。TheGeneralwasagentleman,andyethadtheflexibleadaptabilityofaretainer;hehadbeentrainedindiscipline,andhenceknewhowtodeferwithoutbecomingfulsomeorfamiliar;
hewasamanoftheworldandknewanunlimitednumberofracystories,andevenifherepeatedsomeofthemunduly,theywerebetterthannostoriesatall。Andthen,therewashismatchless,unfailingpatienceinplayingchessorbackgammonordraughtsorbezique,whateverheperceivedthatthemasterdesired。
\"Ifyoureallywishit,\"Edithsaidatlast,coldly。
\"Butthat\'swhatIdon\'tunderstand,\"Thorpeurgeduponherwithsomevigour。\"IfIlikehim,Idon\'tseewhyhisowndaughter——\"
\"Oh,needwediscussit?\"shebrokein,impatiently。
\"IfI\'manunnaturalchild,whythenIamone,andmayitnotbeallowedtopassatthat?\"Astormykindofsmileplayeduponherbeautifully-cutlipsassheadded:
\"Surelyone\'sfilialemotionsarethingstobetakenforgranted——relievedfromthenecessityofexplanation。\"
Thorpegrinnedfaintlyatthehintofpleasantry,buthedidnotrelinquishhispoint。\"Well——unlessyoureallyvetothething——IthinkI\'dliketotellhimtocome,\"
hesaid,withcomposedobstinacy。Uponanafterthoughtheadded:\"There\'snoreasonwhyheshouldn\'tmeettheDuke,isthere?\"
\"Nospecificreason,\"shereturned,withcalmcoolnessoftoneandmanner。\"AndcertainlyIdonotseemyselfinthepartofMadameVeto。\"
\"Allrightthen——I\'llsendhimawire,\"saidThorpe。
Hisvictorymadehimuneasy,yethesawnowayofabandoningitwithdecorum。
Asthetwo,standinginasilencefulloftacitconstraint,lookedaimlesslyawayfromtheterrace,theysawatthesameinstantavehiclewithasinglehorsecomingratherbrisklyupthedriveway,somehundredsofyardsbelow。
ItwasrecognizableatonceasthelocaltrapfromPunseystation,andasusualitwasdrivenbyaboyfromthevillage。Seatedbesidethisladwasaburly,red-beardedmaninrespectableclothes,who,tojudgefromthetin-boxandtravelling-bagsfastenedonbehind,seemedcomingtoHighThorpetostay。
\"Whoonearthisthat?\"askedThorpe,wonderingly。
Themanwasobviouslyofthelowerclass,yetthereseemedsomethingabouthimwhichinvitedrecognition。
\"Presumablyit\'sthenewhead-gardener,\"sherepliedwithbrevity。
HeraccentrecalledtoThorpethefactthattherehadbeensomethingdisagreeableintheirconversation,andthethoughtofitwasunpleasanttohim。
\"Why,Ididn\'tknowyouhadanewmancoming,\"hesaid,turningtoherwithanovertureofsmilinginterest。
\"Yes,\"sheanswered,andthen,asifweighingtheprofferedpropitiationandrejectingit,turnedslowlyandwentintothehouse。
Thetrapapparentlyendeditscourseatsomebackentrance:hedidnotseeitagain。Hestrolledindoors,afteralittle,andtoldhismantopackabagforLondon,andorderthestanhopetotakehimtothetrain。
CHAPTERXXIII
INtheearlymorning,longbeforeanyofthehotelpeoplehadmadethemselvesheardmovingabout,Thorpegotup。
Itwasalongtimesincehehadlikedhimselfandhissurroundingssolittle。Thebedseemedallrighttotheeye,andeventothetouch,buthehadsleptverybadlyinit,nonetheless。Theroomwasluxuriouslyfurnished,aswastheentiresuite,butitwasallstrangeanduncomfortabletohissenses。Theoperationofshavinganddressinginsolitudeproducedanoppressionofloneliness。
Heregrettednothavingbroughthismanwithhimforthisreason,andthen,uponmeditation,forotherreasons。
Apersonofhispositionoughtalwaystohaveaservantwithhim。Thehotelpeoplemusthavebeensurprisedathistravellingunattended——andthepeopleatHighThorpemustalsohavethoughtitstrange。Itflashedacrosshismindthatnodoubthiswifehadmostofallthoughtitstrange。Howwouldsheexplaintoherselfhissudden,precipitatejourneytoLondonalone?Mightshenotquitenaturallyputanunpleasantconstructionuponit?Itwasbadenoughtohavetorememberthattheyhadpartedinsomethinglikeatiff;hefounditmuchworsetobefancyingthesuspicionswithwhichshewouldbeturningoverhismysteriousabsenceinhermind。
Hewentdownstairsasspeedilyaspossibleand,discoveringnoovertsignsofbreakfastinthevicinityoftherestaurant,passedoutandmadehiswaytotheEmbankment。
Thishadbeenafavouritewalkofhisintheolddays——butheconsidereditnowwithanunsympatheticeye。
Itseemedadryandhaggardanddesolate-lookingplacebycomparisonwithhisformerimpressionsofit。
Themorningwasgrey-skied,butfullofahardqualityoflight,whichbroughtouttotheuncompromisinguttermostthedilapidatedsqualoroftheSurreyside。
Thewaterwaslow,andfromthemudandoozeoftheuglyoppositeshore,orperhapsfromthediscolouredstreamitself,thereproceededasmellwhichoffendedhisunaccustomednostril。Afitful,gustywindwasblowingfromtheeast,andeverandagainitgathereddustineddyingswoopsfromtheroadway,andflungitinhisface。
HewalkedontowardtheCity,withoutanyconsciouspurpose,andwithnoverydefinitereflections。ItoccurredtohimthatifhiswifedidimputetohimsomeunworthymotiveinstealingofftoLondon,andmadeherselfunhappyindoingso——thatwouldatleastprovidethecompensationofshowingthatshecared。Thethought,however,uponexamination,containedverymeagreelementsofsolace。Hecouldnotintheleastbesureaboutanyoftheworkingsofhermind。
Theremightbemoreorlessannoyancemixedupthismorningwiththesecretthoughtsshehadconcerninghim——orshemightnotbebotheringherheadabouthimatall。
Thislattercontingencyhadneverpresenteditselfsofranklytohimbefore。Helookedhardatit,andsawmoresemblancesofprobabilityaboutitthanheliked。
Itmightverywellbethatshewasnotthinkingabouthimonewayortheother。
Adepressingconsciousnessthatpracticallynobodyneedthinkabouthimpervadedhissoul。Whocaredwhathesaidordidorfelt?TheCityhadforgottenhisveryexistence。
IntheWestEnd,onlyhereandtheresomepersonmightchancetorememberhisnameasthatofsomerichbounderwhohadmarriedLadyCressage。NowhereelseinEngland,saveonedullstripofagriculturalblanknessinabackwardhomecounty,wasthereahumanbeingwhoknewanythingwhateverabouthim。Andthiswashiscareer!Itwasforthisthathehadplannedthatmemorablecampaign,andwagedthatamazingseriesoffortnightlybattles,nevermissingvictory,neverfailingatanypointofthecomplicatedstrategy,andcrowningitallwithaculminatingtriumphwhichhadbeenthewonderandadmirationofthewholefinancialworld!Afewscoreofmenialsorinterestedinferiorsbowedtohim;hedrovesomegoodhorses,andwasattentivelywaitedupon,andhadanever-failingabundanceofgoodthingstoeatanddrinkaudsmoke。
Hardlyanythingmorethanthat,whenyoucametothinkofit——andthepassingusufructofallthesethingscouldbeenjoyedbyanyfoolwhohadaten-poundnoteinhispocket!
Whatgrosstrickhadthefatesplayedonhim?Hehadachievedpower——andwherewasthatpower?Whathadhedonewithit?WhatCOULDhedowithit?Hehadanexcessofwealth,itwastrue,butinwhatwaycoulditcommandanexcessofenjoyment?Theveryphrasewasaparadox,ashedimlyperceived。Thereexistedonlyanarrowmarginofadvantageinfavouroftherichman。Hecouldeatanddrinkalittlemoreandalittlebetterthanthepoorman;
hecouldhavebetterclothes,andlieabedlaterinthemorning,andtakelifeeasierallround——butonlywithinhardandfastbounds。Therewasanascertainedlimitbeyondwhichthemillionairecouldnomorestuffhimselfwithfoodandwinethancouldthebeggar。Itmightbepleasanttotakeanaddedhourortwoinbedinthemorning,buttolieinbedalldaywouldbeaninfliction。
Soitranindefinitely——thisthinselvedgeofadvantagewhichmoneycouldbuy——withdeprivationontheoneside,andsurfeitontheother。Candidly,wasitnottruethatmorehappinesslayinwinningthewayoutofdeprivation,thanininventingsafeguardsagainstsatiety?Thepoormansucceedinginmakinghimselfrich——atnumerousstagesoftheoperationtheremightbemadeamoralsnap-shotofthetrulyhappyman。Butnotafterhehadreachedthetop。Thendisintegrationbeganatonce。Thecontrastbetweenwhathesupposedhecoulddo,andwhathefindsitpossibletodo,istoovasttobeacceptedwithequanimity。
Itmustbesaidthatafterbreakfast——amealwhichhefoundinanItalianrestaurantofnogreatcleanlinessoropulenceofpretension,andatewithanalmostnovelrelish——Thorpetooksomewhatlessgloomyviewsofhisposition。Hestillwalkedeastward,wanderingintowarehouseandshippingquartersskirtingtheriver,hithertoquiteunknowntohim,andpursuinginanidle,inconsequentfashionhismeditations。Heestablishedinhismindthepropositionthatsinceanexcessofenjoymentwasimpossible——sinceonecouldnotderiveagreatblockofhappinessfromthesatisfactionoftheordinaryappetites,butatthemostcouldonlygatheralittlefromeach——thedesirablethingwastomultiplyasmuchasmightbethosetastesandwhimsandfancieswhichpassedforappetites,andthusexpandtheareaofpossiblegratification。
Thisseemedverylogicalindeed,butitdidnotapplyitselftohisindividualneedswithmuchfacility。
Whatdidhewanttodothathehadnotdone?Itwasdifficultforhimtosay。Perhapsitwaschandlers\'
signsandwindowsabouthim,andtheindefinableseafaringpreoccupationsuggestedbythehigh-walled,narrowstreets,whichraisedthequestionofayachtinhismind。
Didhewantayacht?Hecouldrecallhavingoncedweltwithgreatfondnessuponsuchaproject:doubtlessitwouldstillbefullofattractionsforhim。Helikedthewater,andthewaterlikedhim——andhewasbetterablenowthanformerlytounderstandhowluxuriousexistencecanbemadeinmodernprivateships。Hedecidedthathewouldhaveayacht——andthenperceivedthatthedecisionbroughtnoexhilaration。Hewasnohappierthanbefore。
Hecoulddecidethathewouldhaveanythinghechosetoname——anditwouldinnowhitlightenhismood。
TheyachtmightbeasgrandasHighThorpe,andrelativelyasspaciousandwellordered,butwouldhenotgrowastiredoftheoneashehadoftheother?
Hestoppedshortatthisbluntself-expressionofsomethinghehadneveradmittedtohimself。WasheindeedtiredofHighThorpe?Hehadassuredhiswifetothecontraryyesterday。Hereiteratedtheassurancetohisownmindnow。Itwasinsteadthathewastiredofhimself。
Hecarriedawearinessaboutwithhim,whichlookedateverythingwithapatheticeyes,andcaredfornothing。
Somenamelessparalysishadsettleduponhiscapacityforamusementandenjoyment,andatrophiedit。
Hehadhadthepowertoexpandhislifetothefarthestboundariesofrichexperienceandsensation,andhehaddeliberatelyshrunkintoasortofherbaceousnonentity,whomnobodykneworcaredabout。HemighthavehadLondonathisbeckandcall,andyetofallthatthemetropolismightmeantoamillionaire,hehadbeenabletothinkofnothingbetterthanthatitshouldsendoldKervicktohim,tohelpbeguilehisboredomwithdominoesandmess-roomstories!Pah!Hewasdisgustedwithhimself。
Strikingoutanewcourse,withtheMonumentashisguide,hepresentlycameintoapartoftheCitywhichhadacertainfamiliarityforhim。HewalkedupSt。Swithin\'sLane,lookingatthestrangeformsofforeignfruitexposedattheshop-doors,andfindinginthemsomefleetingrecurrenceofthehintthattravelwaswhatheneeded。
Thenhestopped,tolookthroughtherailingsandopengatewayatanenclosureontheleft,andthesubstantial,heavily-respectablegroupofearlyVictorianbuildingsbeyond。
Somewell-dressedmenwerestandingtalkinginoneoftheporches。Thestiffyellowish-stuccopilastersofthisentrance,andthetalluniformedfigureoftheporterintheshadow,cameintothepictureasheobservedit;
theygaveforthasuggestionofsatisfiedsmugness——oforderlybutaltogetherunilluminedroutine。Nothingcouldbemorecommonplacetotheeye。
Yettohisimagination,eighteenmonthsbefore,whatmysteriousmarvelsofpowerhadlurkedhiddenbehindthoseconventionalportals!Withinthosedoors,insomeinnerchamber,satmenwhosetaskitwastodirectthemovementsofthegreatestforcetheworldhadeverknown。TheyandtheircousinsinParisandFrankfort,orwherevertheylived,betweenthemwieldedavasterauthoritythanalltheParliamentsoftheearth。
Theycouldchangeagovernment,orcrushtheaspirationsofawholepeople,ordecideaquestionofpeaceorwar,bythesilentdictumoftheirlittlefamilycouncil。
Herememberednowhowhehadstoodonthissamespot,andstaredwithfascinatedgazeatthisquadrangleofdullhouses,andpondereduponwhatitmustfeelliketobeaRothschild——andthatwasonlyalittleoverayearago!
Therewasnosenseoffascinationwhateverinhispresentgaze。Hefoundhimselfregardinginstead,withakindofdetachedcuriosity,thelittleknotofmeninfrock-coatsandsilk-hatswhostoodtalkinginthedoorway。
Itwasbarelyteno\'clock,yetclearlybusinesswasproceedingwithin。OneofthesepersonswhomhebeheldmightbeaRothschild,foraughtheknew;atanyrate,itwaspresumablethatsomeofthemwereonthepremises。
Hehadhearditsaidthattheveryheadofthehouselistenedtoquotationsfromthetapewhileheatehisluncheon,andinterruptedhisconversationswiththemostimportantofnon-commercialcallers,tomakeorrefusebargainsinsharesofferedbybrokerswhocamein。Whatimpulselaybehindthisextraordinarydevotiontolabour?Towardwhatconceivablegoalcoulditbestriving?
Toworkhardandriskgreatthingsforthepossessionofafortune,inordertoenjoyitafterward——hecouldunderstandhowthatattractedmen。Buttopossessalreadythebiggestofhumanfortunes,andstillwork——
thatbaffledhim。Hewishedheknewsomeofthosemeninthere,especiallyiftheybelongedtotheplace。
ItwouldbewonderfullyinterestingtogetattheinnerpointofviewofNewCourt。
Alittlelater,inColinSemple\'soffice,hesatdowntoawaitthecomingofthatgentleman。\"Thenhedoesn\'tgetheresoearlynowadays?\"hesuggestedtothehead-clerkwho,withinstantrecognitionandexaggerateddeference,hadusheredhimintothisfurthermostprivateroom。
ItpleasedhimtoassumethatprosperityhadrelaxedtheScotchman\'svigilance。
\"Ohyes,sir,\"theclerkreplied。\"Abitearlierifanything,asarule。ButIthinkheisstoppingathissolicitorsonhiswaytotheCity。Ihopeyouareverywell,sir。\"
\"Yes——I\'mveryfit——thanks,\"Thorpesaid,listlessly,andtheotherlefthim。
Mr。Semple,whenatlasthearrived,bustledintotheroomwithunaffectedgratificationatthenewshehadheardwithout。\"Well,well,Thorpeman!\"
hecried,andshookhandscordially。\"Thisisfine!
IfI\'donlyknownyouwereintown!Whywouldn\'tyouhavetoldmeyouwerecoming?I\'dneverhavekeptyouwaiting。\"
Thorpelaughedwearily。\"IhardlyknewIwasintownmyself。
Ionlyranuplastnight。Ithoughtitwouldamusemetohavealookround——butthingsseemasdullasditchwater。\"
\"Ohno,\"saidSemple,\"theautumnisopeningverrawellindeed。Therearemorenewcompanies,andabetterpublicsubscriptionallround,thanforanyfirstweekofOctoberIremember。Westraliansappearbadonthefaceofthings,it\'strue——butdon\'tbelieveallyouhearofthem。There\'smorethanthesuspicionofa\'rig\'there。Besides,youhaven\'tapennyinthem。\"
\"Iwasn\'tthinkingofthat,\"Thorpetoldhim,withcomprehensivevagueness。\"Well,Isupposeyou\'restillcoiningmoney,\"heobserved,afterapause。
\"Keepingalong——keepingalong,\"thebrokerreplied,cheerfully。\"Icannacomplain。\"Thorpelookedathimwithameditativefrown。\"Well,whatareyougoingtodowithit,afteryou\'vegotit?\"hedemanded,almostwithsharpness。
TheScotchman,afterasurprisedinstant,smiled。\"Oh,I\'lljustkeepmyhandsonit,\"heassuredhim,lightly。
\"Thatisn\'twhatImean,\"Thorpesaid,gropingafterwhathedidmean,withsullentenacity,amonghisthoughts。
Hislarge,heavyfaceexhibitedadepressedgravitywhichattractedtheother\'sattention。
\"What\'sthematter?\"Sempleaskedquickly。\"Hasanythinggonewrongwithyou?\"
Thorpeslowlyshookhishead。\"Whatbetteroffdoyouthinkyou\'llbewithsixfiguresthanyouarewithfive?\"
hepursued,withdogmaticinsistence。
Sempleshruggedhisshoulders。Heseemedtohavegrownmuchbrighterandgayerofmoodinthispasttwelvemonth。
Apparentlyhewassomewhatstouter,andcertainlytherewasamellowedsofteningofhissharpglanceandshrewdsmile。
Itwasevidentthathisfriend\'smoodsomewhatnonplussedhim,buthisgood-humourwasunflagging。