Thorperesumed。\"Idon\'twantyoutosufferbythisunlooked-forchangeintheshapeofthings。Youholdtwothousandshares——onlybyaccidentthey\'rethewrongkindofshares。Verywell:I\'llmakethemtherightkindofshares。I\'llhaveatransfersenttoyoutomorrow,sothatyoucanreturnthosevendor\'ssharestome,andinexchangeforthemI\'llgiveyoutwothousandfully-paidordinaryshares。Youcanselltheseatonce,ifyoulike,oryoucanholdthemonoveronemoresettlement,whicheveryouplease。\"
\"Thisisverymunificent,\"remarkedLordChaldon,afteraninstant\'sself-communion。Histonewasextremelygracious,buthedisplayednoneoftheenthusiasticexcitementwhichThorpeperceivednowthathehadlookedfor。
TheequanimityofMarquises,whowerealsoex-Ambassadors,wasevidentlyadeeper-rootedaffairthanhehadsupposed。
Thiselderlyandurbanediplomattookagiftofthirtythousandpoundsashemighthaveacceptedasuperiorcigar。
Abriefpauseensued,andwasendedbyanotherremarkfromthenobleman:\"Ithoughtforthemomentofaskingyouradvice——onthisquestionofselling,\"hecontinued。
\"Butitwillbeputmoreappropriately,perhaps,inthisway:Letmeleaveitentirelyinyourhands。Whateveryoudowillberight。Iknowsolittleofthesethings——andyouknowsomuch。\"
Thorpeputouthislipsatrifle,andlookedawayforaninstantinfrowningabstraction。\"Ifitwereputinthatway——IthinkIshouldsell,\"hesaid。
\"It\'sallrightformetotakelongchances——it\'smygame——butthere\'snoreasonwhyyoushouldriskthings。
Butletmeputitinstillanotherway,\"headded,withthepassinggleamofanewthoughtoverthedullsurfaceofhiseye。\"Whatdoyousaytoourmakingthetransactionstrictlybetweenourselves?Herearesharestobearer,inthesafethere。Isaythattwothousandofthemareyours:thatmakesthemyours。
Igiveyoumychequeforthirtythousandpounds——here,now,ifyoulike——andthatmakesthemmineagain。
Thebusinessisfinishedanddonewith——insidethisroom。
Neitherofusistosayanythingaboutittoasoul。
Doesthatmeetyourviews?\"
Thediplomatponderedtheproposition——againwithalengthenedperturbationoftheeyelids。\"Itwouldbepossibletosuggestavarietyofobjections,ifonewereofasophisticalturnofmind,\"hesaidatlast,smilinglyreflective。
\"YetIseenoreallyinsuperableobstacleinthepath。\"
Hethoughtuponitfurther,andwentonwithanenquiringupwardglancedirectedsuddenlyatThorpe:\"Istherelikelytobeanyveryunpleasanthubbubinthepress——whenitisknownthattheannualmeetinghasbeenpostponed?\"
Thorpeshookhisheadwithconfidence。\"No——youneedhavenofearofthat。Thepressisallright。It\'sthetalkoftheCity,I\'mtold——thewayI\'vemanagedthepress。
Itisn\'toftenthatamanhasallthreeofthepaperswalkingthesamechalk-line。\"
TheMarquisconsideredtheseremarkswithapuzzledair。
Thenhesmiledfaintly。\"I\'mafraidwe\'respeakingofdifferentthings,\"hesuggested。\"Apparentlyyourefertothefinancialpapers。Ihadscarcelygiventhemathought。
ItdoesnotseemtomethatIshouldmindparticularlywhattheysaidaboutme——butIshouldcareagreatdealabouttheotherpress——thegreatpublicpress。\"
\"Oh,whatdotheyknowaboutthesethings?\"saidThorpe,lightly。
\"SofarasIcansee,theydon\'tknowaboutanything,unlessitgetsintothepolicecourt,orthedivorcecourt,oracourtofsomekind。They\'rethefunniestsortofpapersIeversaw。Seemsasiftheydidn\'tthinkanythingwassafetobeprinteduntilithadbeenswornto。
WhyanybodyshouldbeafraidofthemismorethanIcansee。\"
\"Nevertheless,\"persistedhisLordship,blandly,\"IshouldgreatlydislikeanypublicdiscussionofourCompany\'saffairs。
Ihopeitisquiteclearthatthatcanbeavoided。\"
\"Absolutely!\"Thorpetoldhim,withreassuringenergy。
\"Why,discussionsdon\'tmakethemselves。Somebodyhastokickbeforeanythinggetsdiscussed。Andwhoistokickhere?Thepublicwhoholdthesharesarenotlikelytocomplainbecausethey\'vegoneupfifteenhundredortwothousandpercent。AndwhoelsehasanyinterestinwhattheCompany,asaCompany,does?\"
\"Ah,thatisaquestionwhichhasoccurredtome,\"saidLordChaldon,\"andIshallbegladifitisalreadyanswered。
Theonlypeoplelikelyto\'kick,\'asyouputitsosimply,wouldbe,Itakeit,DirectorsandotherofficersoftheCompanywhofindthemselvesholdingaclassofshareswhichdoesnotparticipateinthepresentrise。Ispeakwithsomeconfidence——becauseIwasinthatpositionmyselfuntilafewminutesago——andIdon\'tmindconfessingthatIhadbroughtmyselftocontemplatethecontingencyofultimatelybeingcompelledto——to\'kick\'alittle。
Ofcourse,sofarasIamconcerned,eventshaveputmeinadiametricallydifferentframeofmind。IfIcameprepared——Iwon\'tsaytocurse,butto——tocriticize——I
certainlyremaintobless。Butyouseemypoint。
IofcoursedonotknowwhatyouhavedoneasregardstheothermembersoftheBoard。\"
\"Idon\'tcareaboutthem,\"saidThorpe,carelessly。\"YouaretheonethatIwishedtobringinontheground-floor。
Theothersdon\'tmatter。Ofcourse,Ishalldosomethingforthem;theyshan\'tbeallowedtomaketrouble——evensupposingthatitwouldbeintheirpowertomaketrouble,whichisn\'tthecase。Butitwon\'tbedonebyanymeansonthesamescalethat——\"hepausedabruptly,andthetwomentacitlycompletedhissentenceintheglancetheyexchanged。
TheMarquisofChaldonrose,andtookuphishatandstick。
\"Ifyouwillpostittome——inaregisteredletter——mytownhouse——please,\"heremarked,withacharminglydelicatehesitationoverthephrases。Thenheputouthishand:\"I
neednotsayhowfullyIappreciateyourgreatkindnesstomyoldfriendFromentin。Itwasanobleaction——oneIshallalwaysreflectuponwithadmiration。\"
\"Ihopeyouwon\'tmentionit,though,\"saidThorpe,astheyshookhands;\"eitherthator——oranythingelse。\"
\"Ishallpreservethemostguarded——themostdiplomaticsecrecy,\"
hisLordshipassuredhim,astheywalkedtowardthedoor。
Thorpeopenedthisdoor,andsteppedaside,withahalfbow,tofacilitatetheexitoftheMarquis,whobentgraciousacknowledgmentofthecourtesy。Then,withanabruptstartofsurprise,thetwomenstraightenedthemselves。
Directlyinfrontofthem,leaninglightlyagainstthebrass-railwhichguardedtheentrancetotheBoardRoom,stoodLordPlowden。
Acertainsenseofconfusion,unwelcomebutinevitable,visiblyenvelopedthischancemeeting。TheMarquisblinkedveryhardasheexchangedafleetinghand-shakewiththeyoungernobleman,andmurmuredsomeindistinguishablecommonplaces。Then,withagracefulcelerity,whichwasmorethandiplomatic,hedisappeared。Thorpe,withmoredifficulty,recoveredasortofstolidityofexpressionthatmightpassforcomposure。Heinturngavehishandtothenewcomer,andnoddedtohim,andachievedadoubtfulsmile。
\"Comein!\"hesaid,haltingly。\"Wheredidyoudropfrom?
Gladtoseeyou!Howareallyourpeople?\"
AmomentlatertheyoungViscountwasseatedinthechairwhichtheelderlyMarquishadvacated。Hepresentedthereinafigurewhich,initsway,wasperhapsascourtlyastheotherhadbeen——butthewaywaswidelydifferent。
LordPlowden\'sfine,litheformexpressednodeferenceinitseasypostures。Hishandsomefacewasatnopainstoassumeconciliatoryoringratiatingaspects。
Hisbrilliantbrowneyessparkledaconfident,buoyantgazefullintotheheavy,lethargiccountenanceofthebigmanatthedesk。
\"Ihaven\'tbotheredyoubefore,\"hesaid,tossinghisglovesintohishat,andspreadinghisfrock-coatoutbyitssilklapels。Hecrossedhislegs,andsatbackwithacomfortablesmile。\"Iknewyouwereawfullybusy——andIkeptawayaslongasIcould。
Butnow——well,thetruthis——I\'minratherofahole。
Ihopeyoudon\'tmindmycoming。\"
\"Whynotatall,\"saidThorpe,laconically。Afteramomentarypauseheadded:\"TheMarquishasjustbeenconsultingmeaboutthepostponementoftheannualmeeting。Isupposeyouagreewithus——thatitwouldbebettertoputitoff。
There\'sreallynothingtoreport。Ofcourse,youknowmoreaboutthesituationthanhedoes——betweenourselves。
Theshareholdersdon\'twantameeting;it\'senoughforthemthattheirsharesareworthfifteenortwentytimeswhattheypaidforthem。AndcertainlyWEdon\'tneedameeting,asthingsstandnow。\"
\"Ahyes——howdothingsstandnow?\"askedLordPlowden,briskly。
\"Well,\"——Thorpeeyedhisvisitorwithamoodyblanknessofgaze,hischinoncemoreburiedinhiscollar——\"well,everythingisgoingallright,asfarasIcansee。
But,ofcourse,thesedealingsinoursharesintheCityhavetakenupallmytime——sothatIhaven\'tbeenabletogiveanyattentiontostartingupworkinMexico。
Thatbeingthecase,Ishallarrangetofootallthebillsforthisyear\'sexpenses——therent,theDirectors\'
feesandclerk-hireandsoon——outofmyownpocket。
Itcomes,alltold,toabout2,700pounds——withoutcountingmyextra1,000poundsasManagingDirector。
Idon\'tproposetoaskforapennyofthat,underthecircumstances——andI\'llevenpaytheotherexpenses。
SothattheCompanyisn\'tlosingapennybyournotgettingtoworkatthedevelopmentoftheproperty。
Noonecouldaskanythingfairerthanthat——Andareyourmotherandsisterquitewell?\"
\"Oh,verywellindeed,thanks,\"repliedtheother。Herelapsedabruptlyintoasilencewhichwasplainlypreoccupied。
Somethingoftheradiantcheerfulnesswithwhichhisfacehadbeamedseemedtohavefadedaway。
\"I\'mintreatyforahouseandamoorintheHighlands\"——Thorpewenton,inacasualtone——\"infact,I\'mhesitatingbetweenthreeorfourplacesthatallseemtobeprettygood——butI
don\'tknowwhetherIcangetawaymuchbeforethetwentieth。
IhopeyoucancontrivetocomewhileI\'mthere。
Ishouldlikeitverymuchifyouwouldbringyourmotherandsister——andyourbrothertoo。Ihaveanephewabouthisage——afineyoungfellow——who\'dbecompanyforhim。
Whycan\'tyousaynowthatyou\'llallcome?\"
LordPlowdenemergedfromhisbrownstudywiththegleamofsomenewideaonhisface。\"Imightbringmysister,\"
hesaid。\"MymotherhatesScotland。Shedoesn\'tgoabout,either,eveninEngland。ButIdaresayWinniewouldenjoyitimmensely。Shehasagreatopinionofyou,youknow。\"
\"Ionlysawherthatonce,\"Thorperemarked。
Somethoughtbehindhiswordslentamusingeffecttothetoneinwhichtheywereuttered。Thebrother\'scontemplativesmileseemedacommentuponthistone。
\"Womenarecuriouscreatures,\"hesaid。\"Theytakefanciesanddislikesasswiftlyandirresponsiblyascloud-shadowsshiftandchangeonamountain-sideinApril。ButI
happentoknowthatmysisterdoeslikeyouimmensely。
Sodoesmymother,\"headded,withanotherlittlesmile。
HecontinuedtoregardThorpe\'sface,buttherewasanincreasinguncertaintyinhisglance。\"You\'veputonflesh,haven\'tyou?\"heventured,afterabriefpause。
Therewastheimplicationinhisvoiceandmannerthatheobservedchangeswhichdisconcertedhim。
\"Notmuch,Iguess,\"repliedtheother,carelessly。
\"I\'vebeenstickingtotheCityprettyclosely。That\'sall。
There\'snothingthatafortnight\'srestwon\'tputright。
Ishouldlikeitfirst-ratetohaveyouandyoursistercome。
I\'llletyouknowwhichplaceIdecideupon。Verylikelyyoucanmanagetobringheratthesametimethatsomeotherladieswillbethere。IexpectLadyCressageandMissMadden,youknow。\"
LordPlowdenstaredathisfriend。\"Aretheyback?HavetheyreturnedtoEngland?\"heasked,confusedly。
\"Oh,didn\'tyouknow?\"Thorpepursued,withanaccessionofamiability。Hevisiblyhadpleasureinthedisclosureoftheother\'signorance。\"They\'vebeeninLondonfortwoorthreeweeks。Thatis,MissMaddenhasbeentakingflyingtripstoseecathedralsandsoon,butLadyCressagehasstayedintown。Theirlongjourneyingshaveratherdoneherup。\"HelookedPlowdenstraightintheeye,andaddedwithanairofdeliberation:\"I\'mratheranxiousaboutherhealth。\"
Thenoblemanfranklyabandonedhiseffortstomaintainanundisturbedfront。\"You——are——anxious,\"herepeated,frowningindispleasedwonderment。
\"Whyyes——whynot?\"demandedThorpe,withasuddengrowlinhisvoice。AshecoveredthehandsomeViscountwithhisheavy,intentgaze,impulsesofwrathstirredwithinhim。Whyshouldthisfopofalordlingputonthisairofcontemptuousincredulity?\"Whatistheresoamazingaboutthat?Whyshouldn\'tIbeanxious?\"
Theperemptoryharshnessofhismanner,andthescowlonhisbig,loweringface,broughtasortofself-
controlbacktotheother。Heshruggedhisshoulders,withanattemptatnonchalance。\"Whynotindeed!\"
hesaid,aslightlyashecould。Withhandsonknees,hebentforwardasiftorise。\"ButperhapsI\'dbettercomeinanotherday,\"hesuggested,tentatively。
\"I\'minterruptingyou。\"
\"No——sitstill,\"Thorpebadehim,andthen,withchinsettledmoredeterminedlythaneverinhiscravat,sateyeinghiminalong,doursilence。
LordPlowdenfounditimpossibletoobtainfromthismassive,apatheticvisageanycluetothethoughtsworkingbehindit。
HechancedtorecallthetimewhenhehaddiscussedwithThorpethemeaningandvaluesofthisinscrutableexpressionwhichthelatter\'scountenancecouldassume。
Ithadseemedinterestingandevenadmirabletohimthen——butthenhehadnotforeseenthepossibilitythathehimselfmightsomedayconfrontitsadamantinebarrierwithasinkingheart。Allatoncehecouldbearthisimplacablesphinx-gazenolonger。
\"I\'msuresomeotherdaywouldbebetter,\"heurged,withanopenoverturetopropitiationinhistone。
\"You\'renotinthemoodtobebotheredwithmyaffairstoday。\"
\"Asmuchtodayasanyother,\"Thorpeansweredhim,slowly。
Theothersatsuddenlyupright——andthenuponamoment\'sreflectionrosetohisfeet。\"Idon\'tintheleastknowwhattomakeofallthis,\"hesaid,withnervousprecipitancy。
\"IfI\'veoffendedyouinanyway,sayso,andIwillapologizeatonce。Buttreatmentofthissortpassesmycomprehension。\"
Thorpeintruthdidnothimselfcomprehenditmuchmoreclearly。Somestrangefreakofwilfulnessimpelledhimtopursuethisunintelligiblepersecution。
\"I\'vesaidnothingaboutanyoffense,\"hedeclared,inahard,deliberatevoice。\"Itisyourownword。
Allthesame——Imentionthenameofalady——alady,mindyou,whomImetunderyourownroof——andyoustrikeattitudesandputonairsasif——asifIwasn\'tgoodenough!\"
\"Oh,uponmyword,that\'sallrubbish!\"theotherbrokein。
\"Nothingcouldhavebeenfurtherfrommythoughts,Iassureyou。QuitenaturallyIwassurprisedforthemomentatabitofunexpectednews——butthatwasall。
Igiveyoumywordthatwasall。\"
\"Verywell,then,\"Thorpeconsentedgrudginglytomutter。
Hecontinuedhissullenscrutinyofthemanstandingbeforehim,notinghowthevivacityofhisbearinghaddeterioratedinthesefewminutes。Hehadcutsuchagallantfigurewhenheenteredtheroom,withhissparklingeyeandsmile,hisalmostjauntymanner,hissuperiortailor\'splumage——andnowhewassuchacrestfallenandwiltedthing!
Rememberingtheirlastconversationtogether——rememberingindeedhowfulloflikingforthisyoungnoblemanhehadbeenwhentheylastmet——Thorpepausedtowonderatthefactthathefeltnoatomofpityforhimnow。
Whatwashisgrievance?WhathadPlowdendonetoprovokethissavagehostility?Thorpecouldnottell。Heknewonlythatunnamedforcesdraggedhimforwardtohurtandhumiliatehisformerfriend。Obscurely,nodoubt,therewassomethingaboutawomaninit。PlowdenhadbeenanadmirerofLadyCressage。Therewasherfather\'swordforitthatiftherehadbeenmoneyenoughhewouldhavewishedtomarryher。Therehadbeen,aswell,theGeneral\'shintthatifthedifficultyofPlowden\'spovertywereremoved,hemightstillwishtomarryher——ahintwhichThorpediscoveredtoberanklingwithasuddennewsorenessinhismind。WasthatwhyhehatedPlowden?No——hesaidtohimselfthatitwasnot。
HewasgoingtomarryLadyCressagehimself。Herletter,signifyingdelicatelyherassenttohisproposal,hadcometohimthatverymorning——wasinhispocketnow。
Whatdidhecareaboutthebye-goneaspirationsofotherwould-besuitors?And,asforPlowden,hehadnotevenknownofherreturntoLondon。Clearlythereremainednocommunicationsofanysortbetweenthem。
Itwasnotatallonheraccount,heassuredhimself,thathehadturnedagainstPlowden。Butwhatotherreasoncouldtherebe?Heobservedhisvisitor\'sperturbedanddejectedmienwithagrimkindofsatisfaction——butstillhecouldnottellwhy。
\"Thisisallterriblyimportanttome,\"thenoblemansaid,breakingtheunpleasantsilence。Hisvoicewassurchargedwithearnestness。\"Apparentlyyouareannoyedwithsomething——whatitmaybeIcan\'tforthelifeofmemakeout。
AllIcansayis\"——andhebrokeoffwithahelplessgesturewhichseemedtoimplythathefearedtosayanything。
Thorpeputouthislips。\"Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean,\"
hesaid,brusquely。
\"WhatImean\"——theotherechoed,withbewilderedvaguenessofglance。\"I\'mallatsea。Idon\'tintheleastgraspthemeaningofanything。Youyourselfvolunteeredthedeclarationthatyouwoulddogreatthingsforme。
\'Wearerichmentogether\'——thosewereyourownwords。
Iurgedyouatthetimetogoslowly——toconsidercarefullywhetheryouweren\'tbeingtoogenerous。Imyselfsaidtoyouthatyouwereridiculouslyexaggeratingwhatyoucalledyourobligationtome。Itwasyouwhoinsisteduponpresentingmewith100,000shares。\"
\"Well,theyareherereadyforyou,\"saidThorpe,withcalculatedcoldness。\"Youcanhavethemwheneveryouplease。Ipromisedthemtoyou,andsetthemasideforyou。Youcantakethemawaywithyounow,ifyoulike。Whatareyoukickingupthisfussfor,then?Uponmyword!——youcomehereandsuggesttomethatImadepromisestoyouwhichI\'vebroken!\"
Plowdenlookedhardathim,asheturnedoverinhismindthepurportofthesewords。\"Iseewhatyouaredoing,\"
hesaidthen。\"Youturnovertome100,000vendor\'sdeferredshares。Thanks!Ihavealready1,000ofthem。
Ikeeptheminthesameboxwithmyfather\'sConfederatebonds。\"
\"Whatthehelldoyoumean?\"Thorpebrokeinwithexplosivewarmth,liftinghimselfinhischair。
\"Oh,comenow,Thorpe,\"Plowdenretorted,\"let\'sgetthistalkonanintelligent,common-sensefooting。\"
Hehadregainedsomethingofhisself-control,andkeenlyputforwardnowtohelphimallhispersuasivegracesofeyeandspeech。Heseatedhimselfoncemore。
\"I\'mconvincedthatyouwanttobegoodtome。
Ofcourseyoudo!IfI\'veseemedhereforaminuteortwotothinkotherwise,itwasbecauseImisunderstoodthings。
Don\'tlettherebeanyfurthermisunderstandings!Iapologizefordoingyouthemomentaryinjusticeofsuspectingthatyouweregoingtoplayoffthevendor\'ssharesonme。
Ofcourseyousaidit——butitwasajoke。\"
\"Thereseemstobeajokesomewhere,sureenough,\"
saidThorpe,indrylymetallictones——\"butitisn\'tmewho\'sthejoker。Itoldyouyoushouldhave100,000
ofmy400,000shares,didn\'tI?Itoldyouthatinsomanywords。Verywell,whatmoredoyouwant?Heretheyareforyou!Ikeepmypromisetotheletter。
Butyou——youseemtothinkyou\'reentitledtomakearow。
Whatdoyoumeanbyit?\"
\"Justalittleword\"——interposedPlowden,withstrenuouscalmnessofutterance——\"whatyousaymaybetrueenough——yes,Iadmititistrueasfarasitgoes。
Butwasthatwhateitherofushadinourmindsatthetime?
Youknowitwasn\'t!YouhadjustplannedacoupontheStockExchangewhichpromisedyouimmenserewards。IhelpedyoutopassabogusallotmentthroughourBoard——withoutwhichyourcoupwouldn\'thavebeenworthafarthing。
Youwereenthusiasticallygratefultomethen。Intheexcitementofthemomentyoupromisedmeaquarterofallyoushouldmake。\'WEAREBOTHRICHMEN!\'Irememberthoseverywordsofyours。Theyhaveneverbeenoutofmymind。
Wediscussedthethingsthatwewouldeachdo,whenwecameintothiswealth。Itwastakenforgrantedinallourtalkthatyourmakingmoneymeantalsomymakingmoney。
Thatwasthecompleteunderstanding——hereinLondon,andwhileyouwereatmyhouse。YouknowitaswellasIdo。
AndIrefusetosupposethatyouseriouslyintendtositthereandpretendthatyoumeanttogivemenothingbutanarmfulofwastepaper。Itwouldbetoomonstrous!\"
Thorperappedwithhisnailsonthedesk,topointtheforceofhisrejoinder:\"Howdoyouaccountforthefact,myLord\"——hegavehiswordsachillinglyscornfulprecisionofutterance——\"thatIdistinctlymentioned400,000vendor\'ssharesofmine,100,000ofwhichIpromisedtoturnovertoyou?Thosewerethespecificterms,weretheynot?Youdon\'tdenyit?Thenwhatareyoutalkingabout?\"
\"Iaccountforitinthisway\"——saidPlowden,afteramoment\'sbaffledreflection:\"atthattimeyouyourselfhadn\'tgraspedthedifferencebetweenthetwoclassesofshares。
Youthoughtthevendor\'sshareswouldplayapartinthegame。Ah!IseeI\'vehitthemark!Thatwasthewayofit!——Andnowhere,Thorpe!Letallthat\'sbeensaidbebye-gones!Idon\'twantanyverbaltriumphoveryou。
Youdon\'twanttowrongme——andyourselftoo——bystickingtothisquibbleaboutvendor\'sshares。Youintendedtobedeucedgoodtome——andwhathaveIdonethatyoushouldroundonmenow?Ihaven\'tbotheredyoubefore。
Icametodayonlybecausethingsareparticularlyrotten,financially,justnow。AndIdon\'tevenwanttoholdyoutoaquarter——Ileavethatentirelytoyou。
Butafterallthat\'sbeensaidanddone——Iputittoyouasonemantoanother——youaremorallyboundtohelpmeout。\"
\"Howdoyoumean?——\'allthat\'sbeensaidanddone\'?\"
Thorpeaskedthequestioninsomeconfusionofmoods。
PerhapsitwastheethicalforceofLordPlowden\'sappeal,perhapsonlyarecurringsenseofhisearlieraffectionfortheman——butforthemomenthewaveredinhispurpose。
Thepeerflushedalittle,ashelookedatthefloor,revolvingpossibleanswerstothisquery。HisearhadbeenquicktoseizethenoteofhesitationinThorpe\'stone。
Hestroveanxiouslytogettogetherconsiderationswhichshouldtiptheflutteringbalancedefinitelyhisway。
\"Well,\"hebeganslowly,\"Ihardlyknowhowtoputit。
Ofcoursetherewas,inthefirstplace,theimmenseexpectationoffortunewhichyougaveme,andwhichI\'mafraidI\'vemorethanlivedupto。Andthen,ofcourse,otherssharedmyexpectations。Itwasn\'tathingonecouldverywellkeeptooneself。Mymotherandmysister——especiallymysister——theywerewonderfullyexcitedaboutit。Youarequitetheherointheireyes。
Andthen——yourememberthattalkwehad,inwhichyousaidIcouldhelpyou——socially,youknow。Ididitalittle,justasastart,butofcoursethere\'snoendtowhatcouldbedone。You\'vebeentoobusyheretofore,butwecanbeginnowwheneveryoulike。Idon\'tmindtellingyou——I\'vehadsomethoughtsofapossiblemarriageforyou。
Inpointofbloodandconnectionsitwouldbesuchamatchasacommonerhasn\'tmadebeforeinmymemory——ahighly-
cultivatedandhighly-bredyoungladyofrank——andsettlementscouldbemadesothataconsiderablequantityoflandwouldeventuallycometoyourson。Ineedn\'ttellyouthatlandstandsformuchmorethanmoney,ifyouhappentosetyourmindonabaronetcyorapeerage。
Ofcourse——Ineedscarcelysay——Imentionthismarriageonlyassomethingwhichmayormaynotattractyou,——itisquiteopentoyoutopreferanother,——butthereishardlyanythingofthatsortinwhichIandmyconnectionscouldnotbeofusetoyou。\"
Evenmorebythetoneandinflectionofthesewordsthanbythephrasesthemselves,ThorpedivinedthathewasbeingofferedthehandoftheHon。WinifredPlowdeninmarriage。
Herecalledvividlythefactthatoncetheshadowofsomesuchthoughthadfloatedthroughhisownbrain;
therehadbeenamoment——itseemedcuriouslyremote,likeadream-phantomfromsomepreviousstateofexistence——whenhehaddweltwithpersonalinterestuponherinheritancefromlonglinesofnoblemen,andherrelationtohalfthepeerage。Then,swiftly,illogically,hedislikedthebrotherofthisladymorethanever。
\"Allthatistalkingintheair,\"hesaid,withabruptdecision。\"Iseenothinginit。Youshallhaveyourvendor\'sshares,preciselyasIpromisedyou。
Idon\'tseehowyoucanpossiblyaskforanythingmore。\"
Helookedattheother\'sdarklingfaceforamoment,andthenrosewithunwieldydeliberation。\"Ifyou\'resohardupthough,\"hecontinued,coldly,\"Idon\'tminddoingthismuchforyou。I\'llexchangethethousandvendor\'ssharesyoualreadyholdtheonesIgaveyoutoqualifyyouatthebeginning——forordinaryshares。
Youcansellthoseforfifteenthousandpoundscash。
Infact,I\'llbuythemofyounow。I\'llgiveyouachequefortheamount。Doyouwantit?\"
LordPlowden,red-facedandfrowning,hesitatedforafractionoftime。Theninconstrainedsilencehenodded,andThorpe,leaningponderouslyoverthedesk,wroteoutthecheque。HisLordshiptookit,foldeditup,andputitinhispocketwithoutimmediatecomment。
\"Thenthisistheendofthings,isit?\"heasked,afteranawkwardsilence,inavoicehestroveinvaintokeepfromshaking。
\"Whatthings?\"saidtheother。
Plowdenshruggedhisshoulders,framedhislipstouttersomethingwhichhedecidednottosay,andatlastturnedonhisheel。\"Goodday,\"hecalledoutoverhisshoulder,andlefttheroomwithaflagrantairofhostility。
Thorpe,wanderingabouttheapartment,stoppedafteratimeatthecabinet,andhelpedhimselftoadrink。
Thethingmostapparenttohimwasthatofsetpurposehehadconvertedafriendintoanenemy。Whyhadhedonethis?Heaskedhimselfthequestioninvaryingforms,overhisbrandyandsoda,butnoconvincinganswercame。
Hehaddoneitbecausehehadfeltlikedoingit。Itwasimpossibletotracemotivesfurtherthanthat。
CHAPTERXVIII
\"EDITHwillbedowninaveryfewmoments,\"MissMaddenassuredThorpethatevening,whenheenteredthedrawing-roomofthehouseshehadtakeninGraftonStreet。
Helookedintohereyesandsmiled,ashebowedoverthehandsheextendedtohim。Hisglanceexpressedwithforcefuldirectnesshisthought:\"Ah,thenshehastoldyou!\"
Thecomplacentconsciousnessofproducingafineeffectinevening-clotheshadgiventoMr。StormontThorpehabituallynowamildnessofmanner,afterthedressinghour,whichwaslackingtohisdeportmentintheday-time。
Theconventionalattireofceremony,juggledinthehandsofaninspiredtailor,hadbeenbroughttolendtohisponderousfigureadignity,andevensomethingofagrace,whichthemanwithinassimilatedandmadehisown。
ItwasanequableandratheramiableThorpewhompeopleencounteredafternightfall——agentlemanwholookedimpressiveenoughtohavepowerfulperformancesbelievedofhim,yetseemedwithalanapproachableandeasy-goingperson。
Menwhosawhimatmidnightorlaterspokeofhimtotheirwomenkindwithacertainsignificantreserve,inwhichtrainedwomankindreadthesuggestionthatthe\"RubberKing\"
drankagooddeal,andwasprobablynotwhollyniceinhiscups。
This,however,couldnotbesaidtorenderhimlessinterestinginanyeyes。Therewasindeedaboutittheimplicationofagenerousnature,orattheleastofablindside——anditisnotunpleasanttodiscovertheseattributesinanewmanwhohasmadehishalf-million,andhas,ormayhave,countlessfavourstobestow。
Itwasasifhistongueinsteadofhiseyeshadutteredtheexclamation——\"Ah,thenshehastoldyou!\"——forMissMaddentookitashavingbeenspoken。\"I\'mnotdisposedtopretendthatI\'moverjoyedaboutit,youknow,\"
shesaidtohimbluntly,astheirhandsdropped,andtheystoodfacingeachother。\"IfIsaidIcongratulatedyou,itwouldbeonlytheemptiestform。AndIhateemptyforms。\"
\"WhyshouldyouthinkthatIwon\'tmakeagoodhusband?\"
Thorpeaskedthequestionwithagood-naturedifperemptoryfranknesswhichcamemostreadilytohiminthepresenceofthisAmericanlady,herselfsooutspokenandmasterful。
\"Idon\'tknowthatIspeciallydoubtit,\"shereplied。
\"Isupposeanymanhasinhimthemakingsofwhatiscalledagoodhusband——iftheconditionsaresufficientlypropitious。\"
\"Wellthen——what\'sthematterwiththeconditions?\"
hedemanded,jocosely。
MissMaddenshruggedhershouldersslightly。Thorpenotedthesomewhatluxuriantcurvesofthesesplendidshoulders,andthecreamywhitenessoftheskin,uponwhich,roundthefullthroat,achainofdiamondslayasuponsatin——andrecalledthathehadnotseenherbeforeinwhathephrasedtohimselfassomuchlow-neckeddress。
Thedeepfire-gleaminherbroadplaitsofhairgaveawonderfulbrilliancytothiscolouringofbrowandthroatandbosom。Hemarvelledathimselffordiscoveringonlynowthatshealsowasbeautiful——andthenthrilledwithprideatthethoughtthathenceforthhislifemightbepassedaltogetheramongbeautifulwomen,radiantingemsandcostlyfabrics,whowouldsmileuponhimathiscommand。
\"Oh,Ihavenowishtobeakill-joy,\"sheprotested。
\"I\'msureIhopeallmannerofgoodresultsfromthe——
theexperiment。\"
\"Isupposethat\'swhatitcomesto,\"hesaid,meditatively。
\"It\'sallanexperiment。Everymarriageintheworldmustbethat——neithermorenorless。\"
\"Withalltheexperienceoftheagesagainstitscomingoutright。\"Shehadturnedtomovetowardachair,butlookednowoverhershoulderathim。\"Haveyoueverseenwhatseemedtoyouanabsolutelyhappymarriageinyourlife?\"
Uponreflectionheshookhishead。\"Idon\'trecalloneonthespuroftheminute,\"heconfessed。
\"Notthekind,Imean,thatyoureadaboutinbooks。
ButI\'veseenplentywherethecouplegotalongtogetherinagood,easy,comfortablesortofway,withoutanotionofanysortofunpleasantness。It\'speoplewhomarrytooyoungwhodomostofthefighting,Iimagine。
Afterpeoplehavegottoasensibleage,andknowwhattheywantandwhattheycangetalongwithout,whythenthere\'snoreasonforanytrouble。Wedon\'tstartoutwithanyschool-boyandschool-girlmoonshine\"
\"Oh,there\'sagooddealtobesaidforthemoonshine,\"
sheinterruptedhim,asshesankuponthesofa。
\"Whycertainly,\"heassented,amiably,ashestoodlookingdownather。\"Themorethereisofit,thebetter——ifitcomesnaturally,andpeopleknowenoughtounderstandthatitismoonshine,andisn\'tthebe-allandend-allofeverything。\"
\"There\'saloverforyou!\"MissMaddencried,withmirthandderisionmingledinherlaugh。
\"Don\'tyouworryaboutme,\"hetoldher。\"I\'magoodenoughlover,allright。Andwhenyoucometothat,ifEdithissatisfied,Idon\'tpreciselyseewhat——\"
\"Whatbusinessitisofmine?\"shefinishedthesentenceforhim。\"You\'reentirelyright。Asyousay,IFshe\'ssatisfied,nooneelsehasanythingtodowithit。\"
\"Buthaveyougotanyrighttoassumethatsheisn\'tsatisfied?\"heaskedherwithswiftdirectness——\"oranyreasonforsupposingit?\"
MissMaddenshookherhead,butthenegationseemedqualifiedbythewhimsicalsmileshegavehim。\"Nonewhatever,\"
shesaid——andontheinstantthetalkwasextinguishedbytheentranceofLadyCressage。
Thorpe\'svisionwasfloodedwiththeperceptionofhisrarefortuneashewenttomeether。Hetookthehandsheoffered,andlookedintothesmileofhergreeting,andcouldsaynothing。Herbeautyhadgatheredtoitnewforcesinhiseyes——forceswhichdazzledandtroubledhisglance。Thethoughtthatthisexquisitebeing——thisineffablecompoundoffeelingandfinenervesandsweetwisdomandwitandloveliness——belongedtohimseemedtoovastforthecapacityofhismind。
Hecouldnotkeephimselffromtremblingalittle,andfromdivertingtoascreenbeyondhershoulderagazewhichhefelttobeovertlydimmedandembarrassed。
\"Ihavekeptyouwaiting,\"shemurmured。
Thesoftsoundofhervoicecametohisearsasfromadistance。Itboreanunfamiliarnote,uponthestrangenessofwhichhedweltforadetachedinstant。Thenitsmeaningbrokeinuponhisconsciousnessfromallsides,andlighteduphisheavyfacewiththeglowofaconqueror\'sself-centredsmile。Hebenthiseyesuponher,andnotedwithacontrolledexaltationhowherglanceinturndeferredtohis,andflutteredbeneathit,andshrankaway。
Hesquaredhisbigshouldersandliftedhishead。
Stillholdingherjewelledhandinhis,heturnedandledhertowardthesofa。Halting,hebowedwithanexaggeratedgenuflectionandflourishofhisfreehandtoMissMadden,thewhileheflashedatheraglanceatonceofchallengeandofdeprecation。Throughthesensitizedcontactoftheotherhand,hefeltthatthewomanheheldbowedalso,andinhisownspiritofconfuseddefianceandentreaty。
Thelaughhegavethenseemedtodispeltheawkwardnesswhichhadmomentarilyhungoverthemockingsalutation。
MissMaddenlaughedtoo。\"Oh,Isurrender,\"shesaid。
\"Youdragcongratulationsfromme。\"
Somequalityinthetoneofthisungraciousspeechhadtheeffectofputtingthepartyatitsease。
LadyCressageseatedherselfbesideherfriendonthesofa,andgently,abstractedly,pattedoneofherhands。
Thorperemainedonhisfeet,lookingdownatthepairwithsatisfiedcheerfulness。Hetool,aslipofpaperfromhispocket,tosupportastatementhewasmaking。
\"I\'mforevertellingyouwhatastraintheCityisonamaninmyposition,\"hesaid——\"andtodayIhadthecuriositytokeepanaccountofwhathappened。Hereitis。
Ihadthirtycallers。Ofthose,howmanydoyousupposecametoseemeonmyownbusiness?Justeight。Thatistosay,theirerrandswereaboutinvestmentsofmine,butmostofthemmanagedtogetinsomewordaboutaxesoftheirowntogrind。Alltherestmadenopretenceatallofthinkingaboutanybodybutthemselves。
I\'veclassifiedthem,onebyone,here。
\"First,thereweresixmenwhowantedmetotakesharesofonesortoranother,andIhadtomoreorlesslistentowhattheytriedtomakeouttheircompanieswerelike。
Theywerenoneofthemanygood。Eightdifferentfellowscametomewithschemesthathaven\'treachedthecompanystage。OnehadaschemeforgettingpossessionofaniggerrepublicintheWestIndiesbyraisingaloan,andthenrepudiatingallthepreviousloans。
Anotherwantedmetobuyapaperforhim,inwhichhewastosupportallmyenterprises。Anotherwantedtostartabank——Iapparentlytofindthemoney,andhethebrains。
Onechapwantedmetofinanceatheatricalsyndicate——hehadabagfullofphotographsofanactressalleyesandteethandhair,——andanotherchaphadaschemeallworkedoutforgettingaconcessionfromSpainforoneoftheCarolineIslands,andputtingupafactorythereformakingporpoise-hideleather。
\"Thentherewerethreeinventors——let\'ssee,heretheyare——onewithacoiledwirespringforscissorsinsideapocket-knife,andonewithabottle,thewholetopofwhichunscrewsinsteadofhavingacorkorstopper,andonewithanelectricalfish-line,afinewireinsidethesilk,youknow,whichconnectswithsomebatterywhenafishbites,andringsabell,andthrowsouthooksinvariousdirections,anddoesallsortsofthings。
\"Wellthen,therewasamanwhowantedmetotakethechairmanshipofacompany,andonewhowantedmetoguaranteeanoverdraftathisbank,andtwowhowantedtoborrowmoneyonstock,andoneparson-fellowwhotriedtostickmeforasubscriptiontosomeHomeorotherhesaidhehadforchildreninthecountry。
Hewastheworstbounderofthelot。
\"Well,there\'stwenty-sevenpeople——andtwentyofthemstrangerstome,andnotworthapennytome,andalltryingtogetmoneyoutofme。Isn\'tthatadog\'slifeforone?\"
\"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMissMadden,contemplatively。
\"Aladymayhavetwicethatnumberofcallersinanafternoon——quiteasgreatstrangerstoallintentsandpurposes——andnotevenhavethesatisfactionofdiscoveringthattheyhadanyobjectwhateverincalling。
Atleastyourpeoplehadsomemotive:thegreymatterintheirbrainwasworking。Andbesides,oneofthemmighthavehadsomethingtosaywhichyouwouldvalue。
Idon\'tthinkthateverhappensamongalady\'scallers;
doesit,Edith?\"
Edithsmiled,pleasantlyandyetalittlewistfully,butsaidnothing。
\"Atanyrate,\"Thorpewenton,withakindofpurposegatheringinhiseyes,\"noneofthosefellowscostmeanything,exceptintime。ButthenIhadthreecallers,almostinabunch,andoneofthemtookoutofmethirtythousandpounds,andanotherfifteenthousandpounds,andthethird——anutterstrangerhewas——hegotanabsolutegratuityoftenthousandpounds,besidesmyconsenttoasalewhich,ifIhadrefusedit,wouldhavestoodmeinperhapsfortyorfiftythousandpoundsmore。
Youladiesmaythankyourstarsyoudon\'thavethatkindofcallers!\"
Thesoundofthesefiguresintheairbroughtaconstrainedlooktothefacesofthewomen。Seeminglytheyconfrontedasubjectwhichwasnottotheirliking。
TheAmerican,however,afteramoment\'spause,tookitupinanindifferentmanner。
\"Youspeakofan\'absolutegratuity。\'IknownothingofLondonCitymethods——butisn\'ttenthousandpoundsagratuityonaratherlargescale?\"
Thorpehesitatedbriefly,thensmiled,and,withslowdeliberation,drewupachairandseatedhimselfbeforethem。\"PerhapsI
don\'tmindtellingyouaboutit,\"hebegan,andpausedagain。
\"Ihadaletterinmymailthismorning,\"hewentonatlast,givingasentimentalsignificancetobothtoneandglance——\"aletterwhichchangedeverythingintheworldforme,andmademetheproudestandhappiestmanaboveground。
AndIputthatletterinmypocket,righthereontheleftside——andit\'stherenow,forthatmatter\"——heputhishandtohisbreast,asifundertheimpulsetoverifyhiswordsbytheproductionofthemissive,andthenstoppedandflushed。
Theladies,watchinghim,seemedbytheireyestocondonethemawkishnessofthedemonstrationwhichhadtemptedhim。
Therewasindeedakindofapprovinginterestintheirjointregard,whichhehadnotexperiencedbefore。
\"Ihaditinmypocket,\"heresumed,withanaccessionofmellowemotioninhisvoice,\"andnoneofthecallersevergotmythoughtsveryfarfromthatletter。
Andoneofthesewasanoldman——aFrenchbankerwhomustbeseventyyearsold,butdyeshishairakindofpurpleblack——anditseemsthathisnephewhadgotthefirmintoaterriblekindofscrape,selling2,000ofmyshareswhenhehadn\'tgotthemtosellandcouldn\'tgetthem——andtheoldmancametobegmetolethimoutatpresentmarketfigures。HegotLordChaldon——he\'smyChairman,youknow——tobringhim,andintroducehimashisfriend,andpleadforhim——butIdon\'tthinkallthat,byitself,wouldhavebudgedmeanatom。Butthentheoldmantoldhowhewasjustabletoscrapetogethermoneyenoughtobuythesharesheneeded,attherulingprice,andhehappenedtomentionthathisniece\'smarriageportionwouldhavetobesacrificed。Well,then,doyouknow,thatletterinmypocketsaidsomethingtome……And——well,that\'sthestory。Thegirl\'sportion,Iwormeditoutofhim,wastenthousand……andIstruckthatmuchoffthefigurethatIallowedhimtobuyhisshares,andsavehisfirm,for……Itwasalltheletterthatdidit,mindyou!\"
Heconcludedthehaltingnarrativeamidamarkedsilence。
Theladieslookedathimandateachother,buttheyseemedsurprisedoutoftheirfacilityofcomment。
Inthiskindofflusteredhush,thedoorwasopenedanddinnerwasannounced。
MissMaddenwelcomedthediversionbyrisingwithostentatiousvigour。\"Iwilltakemyselfout,\"
shedeclared,withcheerfulpromptnessleadingtheway。
LadyCressagetookthearmThorpeofferedher,andgavenotokenofcomprehendingthatherwristwasbeingcaressinglypressedagainsthissideastheymovedalong。
Atthelittletableshininginthecentreofthedark,cooldining-room,talkmovedidlyaboutamonggeneraltopics。
Athunderstormbrokeoverthetown,atanearlystageofthedinner,andthesoundoftherushingdownpourthroughtheopenwindows,andthebreathoffreshnesswhichstirredthejadedair,werepleasanterthananyspeech。
Thoughtsrovedintuitivelycountry-ward,wherethelong-neededrainwouldbedoweringthelandscapewithnewlife——wheretheearthatsunrisewouldbegreenagain,andbuoyantinreawakenedenergy,andredolentwiththeperfumesofsweetestsummer。Theyspokeofthefieldsandthemoorswiththelongingoftiredtown-folkinAugust。
\"Oh,whenIgetaway\"——saidThorpe,fervently,\"itseemstomethatIdon\'twantevertocomeback。
Theselastfewweekshavegotterriblyonmynerve。
Andreally——whyshouldIcomeback?I\'vebeenaskingmyselfthequestion——moretodaythaneverbefore。
Ofcourseeverythinghasbeendifferenttoday。ButifI\'mtogetanygenuinegoodoutofmy——myfortune——ImustpullawayfromtheCityaltogethersometime——andwhynotnow?
Ofcourse,someimportantthingsarestillopen——andtheyhavetobewatchednightandday——butafterall,Semple——that\'smyBroker——hecoulddoitforme。
Atthemost,itwon\'tlastmorethananothersixweeks。
Thereisasettlement-daynextweek,the15th,andanotherafortnightafter,onthe29th,andanotheronSeptember12th。Well,thosethreedays,ifthey\'reworkedasIintendtheyshallbe,andnothingunforeseenhappens,willbringinoverfourhundredthousandpounds,andclosethe\'corner\'inRubberConsolsforgood。
ThenIneedneverseetheCityagain,thankGod!Andforthatmatter——why,whatissixweeks?It\'sliketomorrow。
I\'mgoingtoactasifIwerefreealready。Therainfillsmefullofthecountry。Willyoubothcomewithmetomorrowornextday,andseethePellesleyplaceinHertfordshire?
Bythephotographsit\'sthebestthinginthemarket。
ThenewestpartsofitareTudor——andthat\'swhatI\'vealwayswanted。\"
\"Howunexpectedyouare!\"commentedMissMadden。
\"YouarealmostthelastpersonIshouldhavelookedtoforasentimentaboutTudorfoundations。\"
Thorpeputouthislipsatrifle。\"Ah,youdon\'tknowme,\"
hereplied,inavoicemilderthanhislookhadpromised。
\"BecauseI\'mroughandpractical,youmustn\'tthinkIdon\'tknowgoodthingswhenIseethem。Why,alltheworldisgoingtohavelivingproofverysoon\"——hepaused,andsentasmilesurchargedwithmeaningtowardthesilentmemberofthetrio——\"livingproofthatI\'mthegreatestjudgeofperfectioninbeautyofmytime。\"
Heliftedhisglassashespoke,andtheladiesacceptedwithaninclinationofthehead,andatouchofthewineattheirlips,histacittoast。\"Oh,IthinkIdoknowyou,\"
saidCeliaMadden,calmlydiscursive。\"Uptoacertainpoint,youarenotsounlikeothermen。Ifpeopleappealtoyourimagination,anddonotcontradictyou,orboreyou,orgetinyourway,youarecapableofbeingveryniceindeedtothem。Butthatisn\'taveryuncommonquality。
Whatisuncommoninyou——atleastthatismyreading——issomethingwhichaccordingtocircumstancesmaybenice,orverymuchtheotherwayabout。It\'ssomethingwhichstandsquiteapartfromstandardsofmoralsorethicsortheordinaryemotions。ButIdon\'tknow,whetheritisdesirableformetoenterintothisextremelypersonalanalysis。\"
\"Ohyes,goon,\"Thorpeurgedher。Hewatchedherfacewithanalmostexcitedinterest。
\"Well——Ishouldsaythatyoupossessedacapacityforsuddenandcapriciousactioninlargematters,equallyimpatientofreasoningandindifferenttoconsequences,whichmightbeveryawkward,andeventragic,topeoplewhohappenedtoannoyyou,orstandinyourroad。
Youhavethekindoforganizationinwhich,withinasecond,withoutanywarningorreason,apassingwhimmayhaveworkeditselfupintoanimperativelaw——somethingyoumustobey。\"
Themansmiledandnoddedapprovingly:\"You\'vegotmedownfine,\"hesaid。
\"Italkwithagooddealofconfidence,\"shewenton,withacheerless,ruminativelittlelaugh,\"becauseitismyownorganizationthatIamdescribing,too。
ThedifferenceisthatIwasallowedtoexploitmycapacityformischiefveryearly。Ihadmyownwayinmyteens——myownmoney,myownpower——ofcourseonlyofacertainsort,andinaverysmallplace。
ButIknowwhatIdidwiththatpower。Ispreadtroubleandmiseryaboutme——alwaysofcourseonasmallscale。
Thenagroupofthingshappenedinakindofclimax——averypainfulclimax——anditshookthenonsenseoutofme。
Mybrotherandmyfatherdied——someothersoberingthingshappened……andluckilyIwasstillyoungenoughtostopshort,andtakestockofmyself,andsaythattherewerecertainpathsIwouldneversetfootonagain——andsticktoit。
Butwithyou——doyousee?——poweronlycomestoyouwhenyouareamatureman。Experiences,nomatterhowunpleasanttheyare,willnotchangeyounow。Youwillnotbemovedbythisoccurrenceorthattodistrustyourself,orreconsideryourmethods,orformnewresolutions。
Ohno!Powerwillbeterribleinyourhands,ifpeoplewhomyoucaninjureprovokeyoutocruelcourses——\"
\"Oh,dear——dear!\"brokeinLadyCressage。\"WhatadistressingMrs。Gummidge-Cassandrayouare,Celia!Praystopit!\"
\"No——she\'srightenough,\"saidThorpe,gravely。
\"That\'sthekindofmanIam。\"
Heseemedsoprofoundlyinterestedinthecontemplationofthisportraitwhichhadbeendrawnofhim,thattheothersrespectedhisreflectivesilence。Hesatforsomemoments,idlyfingeringaforkonthetable,andstaringatablotchofvividredprojectedthroughadecanteruponthecloth。
\"Itseemstomethat\'stheonlykindofmanit\'sworthwhiletobe,\"headdedatlast,stillspeakingwiththoughtfuldeliberation。\"There\'snothingelseintheworldsobigaspower——strength。Ifyouhavethat,youcangeteverythingelse。Butifyouhaveit,anddon\'tuseit,thenitrustsanddecaysonyourhands。
It\'slikeathoroughbredhorse。Youcan\'tkeepitidleinthestable。Ifyoudon\'texerciseit,youloseit。\"
Heappearedtobecommentinguponsomeillustrationwhichhadoccurredtohisownmind,butwasnotvisibletohisauditors。Whiletheyregardedhim,hewaspromptedtoadmitthemtohisconfidence。
\"Therewasacaseofittoday,\"hesaid,andthenpaused。
\"Precisely,\"putinMissMadden。\"ThefactthatsomeFrenchwoman,ofwhomyouhadneverheardbefore,wasgoingtolosehermarriageportioncaughtyourattention,andontheinstantyoupresentedherwith$10,000,anexerciseofpowerwhichhappenstobeonthegenerousside——butstillentirelyunreasoning,andnotdeservingofanyintellectualrespect。Andhere\'sthepoint:ifithadhappenedthatsomebodyelsechancedtoproduceanoppositeimpressionuponyou,youwouldhavebeencapableoftaking$50,000awayfromhimwithjustaslightaheart。\"
Thorpe\'sfacebeamedwithrepressedamusement。\"AsamatteroffactitwasthatkindofcaseIwasgoingtomention。
Iwasn\'treferringtothegirlandhermarriageportion。
Ayoungmancametometoday——cameintomyroomallcock-a-whoop,smilingtohimselfwiththenotionthathehadonlytonamewhathewanted,andIwouldgiveittohim——and——\"
Hestoppedabruptly,withaconfusedlittlelaugh。
HehadbeenuponthebrinkoftellingaboutLordPlowden\'sdiscomfiture,andevennowthestoryitcheduponhistongue。Itcosthimanefforttoputthenarrativeaside,thewhileheponderedtheargumentswhichhadsuddenlyrearedthemselvesagainstpublicity。
Whenatlasthespoke,itwaswithaglanceofconsciousmagnanimitytowardtheladywhohadconsentedtobehiswife。
\"Nevermind,\"hesaid,lightly。\"Therewasn\'tmuchtoit。
Themanannoyedme,somehow——andhedidn\'tgetwhathecamefor——that\'sall。\"
\"Buthewasentitledtogetit?\"askedCeliaMadden。
Thorpe\'slipspoutedoverareply。\"Well——no,\"hesaid,withakindofreluctance。\"Hegotstrictlywhathewasentitledto——preciselywhatIhadpromisedhim——andhewrunguphisnoseatthat——andthenIactuallygavehim15,000poundshewasn\'tentitledtoatall。\"
\"Ihardlyseewhatitproves,then,\"EdithCressageremarked,andthesubjectwasdropped。
Sometwohourslater,Thorpetookhisdeparture。
Itwasnotuntilhewasgettingintothehansomwhichhadbeensummoned,thatitallatonceoccurredtohimthathehadnotforamomentbeenalonewithhisbetrothed。
Uponreflection,asthecabspedsmoothlyforward,thisseemedoddtohim。Hedecidedfinallythattherewasprobablysomesocialruleaboutsuchthingswhichhedidn\'tunderstand。
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Inthedrawing-roomofthehouseinGraftonStreetwhichhehadquitted,thetwoladiessatwithfacesavertedfromeachother,inconstrainedsilence。
EdithCressageroseatlast,andtookafewaimlesssteps,withherhandsatherhair。\"Well——I\'membarked——fairlyunderway!\"shesaid,inclear-cut,almostprovocativetones。
\"Idon\'tatallknowwhattosay,\"hercompanionreplied,slowly。\"Ifancythatyouexaggeratemydisapproval。
Perhapsitoughtnoteventobecalleddisapprovalatall。
ItisonlythatIampuzzled——andalittlefrightened。\"
\"Oh,Iamfrightenedtoo,\"saidtheother,butwitheagernessratherthantrepidationinhervoice。\"ThatiswhyIdidnotgiveyouthesignaltoleaveusalone。
Icouldn\'tquitegetupthenerveforit。Butwouldyoubelieveit?——thatisoneofthecharmsofthething。
Thereisanexcitementaboutitthatexhilaratesme。
Togethappinessthroughterror——youcan\'tunderstandthat,canyou?\"
\"I\'mtrying。IthinkI\'mbeginningtounderstand,\"
saidMissMadden,vaguely。
\"DidyoueversetyourselftocomprehendingwhyMarieStuartmarriedBothwell?\"askedEdith,lookingdownupontheotherwithilluminatingfixity。\"Youhaveitall——allthere。Mariegottiredofthesmoothpeople,theusualpeople。Therewasthepromiseofadventure,andrisk,andperil,andthegrandemotionswiththebig,darkbrute。\"
\"Itisn\'tahappystory——thisparallelthatyoupickout,\"
commentedCelia,absently。
\"Happy!Pah!\"retortedEdith,withspirit。\"Whoknowsifitwasn\'ttheonlyreallyhappythinginherlife?Thesnobsandprigsallscoldherandpreachsermonsather——theydiditinherlifetime:theydoitnow——\"Ohcome,I\'mneitherasnobnoraprig,\"putinCelia,lookingupinherturn,andtemperingwithasmiletheenergyofhertone——\"I
don\'tblameherforherBothwell;Idon\'tcriticizeher。
IneverwasevenabletomindaboutherkillingDarnley。
YouseeItakeanextremelyliberalview。Onemightalmostcallitbroad。ButifIhadbeenoneofherladies——herbosomfriends——sayCatherineSeton——andshehadtalkedwithmeaboutit——IthinkIshouldhaveconfessedtosomeforebodings——somelittlemisgivings。\"
\"Anddoyouknowwhatshewouldhavesaid?\"
Edith\'sswiftquestion,putwithaglowingfaceandaconfidentvoice,hadinittheringofassuredtriumph。
\"Shewouldhaveansweredyou:\'Mydearestgirl,allmylifeIhavedonewhatotherpeopletoldmetodo。InmychildhoodIwasgiveninmarriagetoacriminalidiot。
InmyprematurewidowhoodIwasgovernedbyacommitteeofscoundrelsofbothsexesuntilanothercriminalidiotwasimposeduponmeasasecondhusband。
Myownpersonalityhasneverhadthegleamofachance。
IhaveneveryetdoneanysinglethingbecauseIwantedtodoit。Betweenfirstmypolitician-motherandherbandoftonsuredswindlers,andthenmycantankerousbrotherandhiscrewofsnarlingandsour-mindedpreachers,andallthecourtliarsandparasitesandspiesthatbothsidessurroundedmewith,Ihavelivedanexistencethatisn\'tlifeatall。Ipurporttobeawoman,butIhaveneverbeensufferedtoseeagenuineman。
Andnowhereisone——orwhatIthinktobeone——andI\'mgiventounderstandthatheisapirateandamurdererandanunspeakableruffiangenerally——buthetakesmyfancy,andhehasbeckonedtometocometohim,andsoyouwillkindlygetmemyhatandjacketandgloves。\'
That\'swhatshewouldhavesaidtoyou,mydear。\"
\"AndI\"——saidCelia,risingafteramoment\'spause,andputtingherhanduponEdith\'sarm——\"Iwouldhaveanswered,\'Dearestlady,inwhateverbefalls,IprayyounevertoforgetthatIamtotheendyourfondanddevotedandloyalservant。\'\"
CHAPTERXIX
AUGUSTworeitselfoutinparchedtedium,andaSeptemberbeganwhichseemedevenmoreunbearableintown,——andstillThorpedidnotgetawayfromLondon。
Sofarasthepaymentofanexorbitantrentinadvance,andthereceiptofinnumerablelettersfromarestlessandfussystewardwhomhehadnotyetseen,wentasevidence,heknewhimselftobethetenantinpossessionofagreatshootinginMorayshire。Hehadseveralphotographsofwhatwascalledthelodge,butlookedlikesomethingbetweenamansionandabaronialcastle,onthemanteloftheBoardRoom。
Thereflectionthatthissumptuousresidencehadbeenhisforamonth,andthatitdailystoodwaitingforhim,furnishedandsweptandprovisionedforhiscoming,didnothingtohelpthepassingoftimeinthehot,faggedCity。Morethanoncehehadsaidresolutelythat,onthemorrow,orattheworstthenextday,hewouldgo——butintheeventhehadnotgone。InthelastweekofAugusthehadproceededtothelengthofsendinghisnieceandnephewNorthward,andshuttingupthehouseinOvingtonSquare,andbetakinghimselftotheSavoyHotel。
Thishadappearedatthetimetobealmostequivalenttohisgettingawayhimself,——tobeatleastafirststageintheprogressofhisownjourney。Butatthehotelhehadstuckfast,——andnow,onthetenthofSeptember,wasnonearerthemoorsandthedeer-forestthanhehadbeenamonthbefore。
Anovelsenseofloneliness,——ofthefatuityofpresentexistence,——weighedgrievouslyuponhim。TheladiesofGraftonStreethadlefttownuponacomprehensiveitineraryofvisitswhichincludedtheMalverncountry,andaducalcastleinShropshire,andaplaceinWestmoreland。
TherewasnothingverydefiniteaboutthedateoftheircomingtohiminScotland。Theladywhohadconsentedtomarryhimhad,somehow,omittedtopromisethatshewouldwritetohim。Anarrangementexisted,instead,bywhichsheandhisnieceJuliaweretocorrespond,andtofixbetweenthemselvesthedetailsofthevisittoMorayshire。
Thorpehardlywenttothepointofannoyancewiththisarrangement。Hewasconsciousofnodeepimpulsetowritelove-lettershimself,andtherewasnothinginthesituationwhichmadehisfailuretoreceivelove-
lettersseemunnatural。Theabsenceofmoonshine,atleastduringthispreliminaryseason,hadbeenquitetakenforgrantedbetweenthem,andhedidnotcomplaineventohimself。Therewasevenakindofproudsatisfactionforhiminthethoughtthat,thoughhehadallbutcompletedthepurchaseofthenoblePellesleyestateforEdithCressage,hehadneveryetkissedher。
Thereserveheimposeduponhimselfgavehimacertainaristocraticfinenessinhisowneyes。Itwasthemeansbywhichhecouldfeelhimselftobemostnearlyherequal。
ButheremainedverylonelyinLondon,nonetheless。
Itistruethatagreatdealofsocietywascontinuallyofferedtohim,andeventhrustuponhim。Inthepopularphrase,Londonwasempty,butthereseemedtobemorepeoplethaneverwhodesiredMr。StormontThorpe\'
spresenceattheirdinner-tables,ortheirlittletheatreorcardorriverparties。Heclungsullenlytohisruleofgoingnowhere,butitwasnotsosimpleamattertoevadethecivilitiesandimportunitiesofthosewhowerestoppingatthehotel,orwhocametheretowaylayhimattheentrance,ortoencounterhimintherestaurant。
Hecouldnotalwaysrefusetositdownattableswhenattractively-dressedandvivaciouswomenmaderoomforhim,ortolingerovercigarsandwinewiththeirhusbandsandescortslateron。
Anincessantandspiritedcourtwaspaidtohimbymanydifferentgroupsofinterestedpeoplewhowererarelyatthepainstodissembletheiraims。
Heformedamannerforthereceptionoftheseadvances,compoundedofjoviality,cynicism,andfrankbrutality,whichnobody,tohisfaceatleast,resented。Ifwomenwincedunderhismockingrudenessesofspeechandsmile,ifmenlongedtokillhimforthecoldinsolenceofhisrefusaltolettheminsidehisguard,theysedulouslykeptitfromhim。Theconsciousnessthateverybodywasafraidofhim,——thateverybodywouldkneeltohim,andmeeklytakeinsultandignominyfromhim,ifonlyhoperemainedtothemofgettingsomethingoutofhim,——hardenedlikeacrustuponhismind。
Itwasimpossibletogetasenseofcompanionshipfrompeoplewhocringedtohim,andswallowedhisaffrontsandcackledathisjokeswithequaldocility。Sometimeshehadapassingamusementintheroughpleasantriesandcrueltieswhichtheydrewfromhim。ThereweretwoorthreebrightJewishwomen,moregaylycleverandimpudent,perhaps,thanbeautiful,withwhomhefounditgenuinefuntotalk,andconcerningwhomhewasperpetuallyconceivingprojectswhichcouldnothavebeendiscussedwiththeirhusbands,andasperpetuallydoingnothingtotesttheirfeasibility。
Butthesediversionswereintheiressenceunsubstantial。
Therewasnoteventhesemblanceofarealfriendshipamongthem,——andlonelinessbecameanincreasingburden。
Hissisterattheoldbook-shopexasperatedhimnowadaystoadegreewhichoftenprovokedwithinhimtheresolutiontohavedonewithher。Hehadascoreofprojectsforherbetterment,eachcapableofasmanyvariationsandeageradaptationstosuitherfancy,buttothemallandsundrysheopposedabarrierofstupidlypassivenegation。Therewasnothingshewanteddoneforher。Shewouldnotexchangetheworkshehadbeenbroughtupinforalifeofidleness。