Shelaybackinthebigchair,lookingsopaleandwearythatHarryhardlybelieveditwasthesamewomanthathadjustbeenkeepingahundredandfiftypeoplekeenlyalertforanhourandahalf,andleadingthemwithsuchintellectualandemotionalpower。
\"Thatclassistoohardforyou,auntie,\"hesaid。\"IfIwereyourhusbandIwouldnotletyoukeepiton。\"
\"Butyouseemyhusbandisnothere。Heistwelvemilesaway。\"
\"ThenIwouldlockyouup,ortakeyouwithme。\"
\"Oh!\"criedHughie,\"IwouldmuchratherteachtheBibleclassthanlistentoanothersermon。\"
\"Somethinginthat,\"saidhiscousin,\"especiallyifIwerethepreacher,eh?\"atwhichtheyalllaughed。
ItwasahappyhourforRanald。Hehadbeentooshytojointhesingingschool,andhadneverheardanypartsingingtillhebegantoattendtheBibleclass。Therehemadethedelightfuldiscoverythat,withoutanyinstruction,hecouldjoininthebass,andhadmade,also,thefurtherdiscoverythathisvoice,whichhehadthoughtroughandcoarse,andforayearpast,worsethanever,couldreachtoextraordinarydepths。OneSabbathevening,itchancedthatJohn\"Aleck,\"whoalwayshadanearopenforagoodvoice,heardhimrollingouthisdeepbass,andseizinghimonthespot,hadmadehimpromisetojointhesingingschool。Therehediscoveredatalentanddevelopedatasteforsingingthatdelightedhisleader\'sheart,andopenedouttohimselfanewworld。Thepiano,too,wasanewandraretreattoRanald。Inallthecountrytherewasnoother,andeveninthemanseitwasseldomheard,forMrs。Murrayfoundlittletime,amidthemultitudeofhouseholdandcongregationalduties,tokeepupherpianopractice。
Thatpartofherlife,withothersoflikekind,shehadbeenforcedtolose。
ButsinceMaimie\'scoming,thepianohadbeenindailyuse,andevenontheSabbathdays,thoughnotwithoutdangertothesensibilitiesoftheneighbors,shehadusedittoaccompanythehymnswithwhichthedayalwaysclosed。
\"Letushavetheparts,\"criedHughie。\"MaimieandIwilltaketheair,andRanaldwilltakethebass。CousinHarry,canyousing?\"
\"Oh,I\'llhum。\"
\"Nonsense,\"saidMaimie,\"hesingstenorsplendidly。\"
\"Oh,that\'sfine!\"criedHughie,withdelight。Hehimselfwasfullofmusic。\"Comeon,Ranald,youstandupbehindMaimie,youwillneedtoseethenotes;andIwillsithere,\"plantinghimselfbesidehismother。
SoHughiearrangeditall,andforanhourthesingingwenton,thefavoritehymnsofeachbeingsunginturn。Forthemostpart,Mrs。
Murraysatsilent,butnowandthenshewouldjoinwiththeothers,singingaltowhenshedidso,byHughie\'sspecialdirection。Hervoicewasnotstrong,butitwastrue,mellow,andfullofmusic。
Hughielovedtohearhersingalto,andmoreespeciallybecausehelikedtojoininwithher,whichhewastooshytodoalone,eveninhishome,andwhichhewouldneverthinkofdoingintheBibleclass,orinthepresenceofanyoftheboyswhomight,forthisreason,thinkhim\"proud。\"WhentheycametoHughie\'sturn,hechosethehymnbyBliss,recentlypublished,\"Whosoeverwill,\"thewordsseemtostrikehimtonight。
\"Mother,\"hesaid,aftersingingitthrough,\"doesthatmeaneverybodythatlikes?\"
\"Yes,mydear,anyonethatwishes。\"
\"Pharaoh,mother?\"
\"Yes,Pharaoh,too。\"
\"But,mother,yousaidhecouldnotpossibly。\"
\"Onlybecausehedidnotwantto。\"
\"Buthecouldnot,evenifhedidwantto。\"
\"IhopeIdidnotsaythat,\"saidhismother,smilingattheeagerandearnestyoungface。
\"No,auntie,\"saidHarry,takingupHughie\'scause,\"notexactly,butsomethingverylikeit。YousaidthatPharaohcouldnotpossiblyhaveactedinanyotherwaythanhedid。\"
\"Yes,Isaidthat。\"
\"Notevenifhewantedto?\"askedHughie。
\"Oh,Ididnotsaythat。\"
\"TheLordhardenedPharaoh\'sheart,\"quotedRanald,whoknewhisBiblebetterthanHarry。
\"Yes,thatisit,\"saidHarry,\"andsothatmadeitimpossibleforPharaohtodoanythingelse。Hecouldnothelpfollowingafterthosepeople。\"
\"Whynot?\"saidMrs。Murray。\"Whatmadehimfollow?Nowjustthink,whatmadehimfollowafterthosepeople?\"
\"Why,hewantedtogetthemback,\"saidHughie。
\"Quitetrue,\"saidhismother。\"Soyousee,hedidexactlyashewantedto。\"
\"ThenyoumeantheLordhadnothingtodowithit?\"askedRanald。
\"No,Icouldnotsaythat。\"
\"Then,\"saidHarry,\"Pharaohcouldnothelphimself。Now,couldhe?\"
\"Hedidwhathewishedtodo,\"saidhisaunt。
\"Yes,\"saidRanald,quickly,\"butcouldhehelpwishingtodowhathedid?\"
\"Ifhehadbeenadifferentman,morehumbleminded,andmorewillingtobetaught,hewouldnothavewishedtodowhathedid。\"
\"Mother,\"saidHughie,changinghisgroundalittle,andloweringhisvoice,\"doyouthinkPharaohislost,andallhissoldiers,and——andallthepeoplewhowerebad?\"
Mrs。Murraylookedathiminsilenceforafewmoments,thensaid,verysadly,\"Ican\'tanswerthatquestion,Hughie。Idonotknow。\"
\"But,mother,\"persistedHughie,\"arenotwickedpeoplelost?\"
\"Yes,Hughie,\"repliedhismother,\"allthosewhodonotrepentoftheirsinsandcrytoGodformercy。\"
\"Oh,mother,\"criedHughie,\"forever?\"
Hismotherdidnotreply。
\"WillHeneverletthemout,mother?\"continuedHughie,inpiteousappeal。
\"Listentome,Hughie,\"saidhismother,verygently。\"Weknowverylittleaboutthis。Wouldyoubeverysorry,evenforverybadmen?\"
\"Oh,mother,\"criedHughie,histenderlittleheartmovedwithagreatcompassion,\"thinkofawholeyear,allsummerlong,andallwinterlong。IthinkIwouldletanybodyout。\"
\"Then,Hughie,dear,\"saidhismother,\"rememberthatGodismuchkinderthanyouare,andhasaheartfarmoretender,andwhileHewillbejustandmustpunishsin,Hewilldonothingunjustorunkind,youmaybequitesureofthat。DonotforgethowHegaveupHisowndearsonforus。\"
PoorHughiecouldbearitnolonger。Heputhisheadinhismother\'slapandsobbedout,\"Oh,mother,Ihopehewillletthemout。\"
Asheutteredthispitifullittlecry,hiscousinHarrygotupfromhischair,andmovedacrosstothewindow,whileMaimieopenlywipedhereyes,butRanaldsatwithhisfacesethard,andhiseyesgleaming,waitingeagerlyforMrs。Murray\'sanswer。
ThemotherstrokedHughie\'sheadsoftly,andwhilehertearsfellonthebrowncurls,saidtohim,\"Youwouldnotbeafraidtotrustyourmother,Hughie,andourFatherinheavenlovesusallmuchmorethanIloveyou。\"
AndwiththatHughiewascontent。
\"Nowletussingonemorehymn,\"saidhismother。\"It\'smychoice。\"Andshechoseoneofthenewhymnswhichtheyhadjustlearnedinthesingingschool,andofwhichHughiewasveryfond,thechildren\'shymn,\"CometotheSaviour。\"WhiletheyweresingingtheyheardMr。Murraydriveintotheyard。
\"There\'spapa,\"saidMrs。Murray。\"Hewillbetiredandhungry,\"
andshehurriedouttomeetherhusband,followedbyHarryandHughie,leavingRanaldandMaimieintheroomtogether。Ranaldhadneverbeenalonewithherbefore,norindeedhadheeverspentfiveminutesofhislifealonewithanygirlbeforenow。Buthedidnotfeelawkwardorshy;hewasthinkingnow,ashehadbeenthinkingnowandthenthroughthewholeevening,ofonlyonething,thatMaimiewasgoingaway。Thatwouldmakeagreatdifferencetohim,sogreatthathewasconsciousofaheart-sinkingatthemerethoughtofit。Duringthelastweeks,hislifehadcometomoveaboutacenter,andthatcenterwasMaimie;andnowthatshewasgoingaway,therewouldbenothingleft。Nothing,thatis,thatreallymattered。Butthequestionhewasrevolvinginhismindwas,wouldsheforgetallabouthim。Heknewhewouldneverforgether,thatwas,ofcourse,impossible,forsomanythingswouldremindhimofher。Hewouldneverseethemoonlightfallingthroughthetreesasitfellthatnightofthesugaring-off,withoutthinkingofher。Hewouldneverseetheshadowsintheevening,orhearthewindintheleaves,withoutthinkingofher。
Thechurchandtheminister\'spew,themanseandallbelongingtoitwouldremindhimofMaimie。Hewouldrecallhowshelookedatdifferenttimesandplaces,theturnofherhead,thewayherhairfellonherneck,herlaugh,thelittletossofherchin,andthecurveinherlips。Hewouldremembereverythingabouther。Wouldsherememberhim,orwouldsheforgethim?Thatwasthequestionburninginhisheart;andthatquestionhemusthavesettled,andthiswasthetime。
Butthoughthesethoughtsandemotionswererushingthroughhisbrainandblood,hefeltstrangelyquietandself-controlledashewalkedovertoherwhereshestoodbesidethepiano,andlookingintohereyeswithanintensityofgazeshecouldnotmeet,said,inalow,quickvoice:\"Youaregoingaway?\"
\"Yes,\"shereplied,sostartledthattheeasysmilewithwhichshehadgreetedhimfadedoutofherface。\"IntwoweeksIshallbegone。\"
\"Gone!\"echoedRanald。\"Yes,youwillbegone。Willyouforgetme?\"Histonewasalmoststern。
\"Why,no,\"shesaid,inasurprisedvoice。\"Ofcoursenot。Didnotyousavemylife?Youwillbefarmorelikelytoforgetme。\"
\"No,\"hesaid,simply,asifthatpossibilityneednotbeconsidered。
\"Iwillneverforgetyou。Iwillalwaysbethinkingofyou。Willyouthinkofme?\"hepersisted。
\"Why,certainly。Wouldn\'tIbeaveryungratefulgirlifIdidnot?\"
\"Ungrateful!\"exclaimedRanald,impatiently。\"WhatIdidwasnothing。Forgetthat。Doyounotunderstandme?Iwillbethinkingofyoueveryday,inthemorningandatnight,andIneverthoughtofanyoneelsebeforeforaday。Willyoubethinkingofme?\"
Therewasamovementinthekitchen,andtheycouldheartheministertalkingtoHarry;andsomeonewasmovingtowardthedoor。
\"Tellme,Maimie,quick,\"saidRanald,andthoughhisvoicewasintenseandstern,therewasappealinitaswell。
Shetookastepnearerhim,andlookingupintohisface,said,inawhisper,\"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyou,andthinkofyou。\"
Swiftly,almostfiercely,hethrewhisarmsabouther,andkissedherlips,thenhestoodbacklookingather。
\"Icouldnothelpit,\"hesaid,boldly。\"Youmademe。\"
\"Madeyou?\"exclaimedMaimie,herfacehotwithblushes。
\"Yes,youmademe。Icouldnothelpit,\"herepeated。\"AndIdonotcareifyouareangry。IamgladIdidit。\"
\"Glad?\"echoedMaimieagain,notknowingwhattosay。
\"Yes,glad,\"hesaid,exultantly。\"Areyou?\"
Shemadenoreply。Thedooropenedbehindthem。Shesankdownuponthepiano-stoolandletherhandsfalluponthekeys。
\"Areyou?\"hedemanded,ignoringtheinterruption。
Withherheadlowdown,whileshestruckthechordsofthehymntheyhadjustsung,shesaid,hesitatingly,\"Iamnotsorry。\"
\"Sorryforwhat?\"saidHarry。
\"Oh,nothing,\"saidMaimie,lightly。
\"Nobodyis,ifhehasgotanysense。\"
ThenMrs。Murraycamein。\"Won\'tyoustayforsupper,Ranald?Youmustbehungry。\"
\"No,thankyou,\"saidRanald。\"Imustgonow。\"
Heshookhandswithaneaseandfreedomthattheministerhadneverseeninhim,andwentout。
\"Thatyoungmaniscomingon,\"saidtheminister。\"Ineversawanyonechangeanddevelopashehasinthelastfewmonths。Letmesee。Heisonlyeighteen,isn\'the,andhemightbetwenty-one。\"
TheministerspokeasifhewerenottoowellpleasedwiththisprecocityinRanald。
ButlittledidRanaldcare。Thatyoungmanwasstridinghomewardthroughthenight,hisheadstrikingthestars。Hispathlaythroughthewoods,andwhenhecametothe\"sugarcamp\"road,hestoodstill,andletthememoriesofthenightwhenhehadsnatchedMaimiefromthefiretroopthroughhismind。SuddenlyhethoughtofAleckMcRae,andlaughedaloud。
\"PoorAleck,\"hesaid。Aleckseemedsoharmlesstohimnow。Andthenhestoodsilent,motionless,lookingstraighttowardthestars,butseeingthemnot。HewasrememberingMaimie\'sfacewhenshesaid,\"Yes,Ranald,Iwillalwaysrememberyouandthinkofyou\";andthenthethoughtofwhatfollowed,sentthebloodjumpingthroughhisveins。
\"Shewillnotforget,\"hesaidaloud,andwentonhisway。Itwashishappynight,thehappiestofhislifethusfar,andhewouldalwaysbehappy。Whatdifferencecouldanythingmake?
CHAPTERXV
THEREVIVAL
ThoselastdaysofMaimie\'svisitspedbyonwingedfeet。ToRanaldtheywerebrimmingwithhappiness,everyoneofthem。Itwastheslacktimeoftheyear,betweenseedingandharvest,andtherewasnothingmuchtokeephimathome。Andso,withHarry,hisdevotedcompanion,Ranaldroamedthewoods,hitchingupLisetteinYankee\'sbuckboard,putherthroughherpaces,andwouldnowandthengetupsuchburstsofspeedastookHarry\'sbreathaway;andmorethanall,therewasthechanceofawordwithMaimie。Hehadlostmuchofhisawkwardness。Hewentaboutwithanairofmastery,andwhynot?Hehadentereduponhiskingdom。Theministernoticedandwondered;hiswifenoticedandsmiledsometimes,butoftenersighed,wiselykeepingsilence,forsheknewthatintimeslikethisthebestwordswerethoseunspoken。
ThehappiestdayofallforRanaldwasthelast,when,afteralongtrampwithHarrythroughthewoods,hedrovehimbacktothemanse,comingupfromthegatetothedoorlikeawhirlwind。
AsLisettestoodpawingandtossingherbeautifulhead,Mrs。
Murray,whostoodwithMaimiewatchingthemdriveup,criedout,admiringly:\"Whatabeautysheis!\"
\"Isn\'tshe!\"criedHarry,enthusiastically。\"Andsuchaflyer!
Getin,auntie,andsee。\"
\"Do,\"saidRanald;\"Iwouldbeveryglad。Justtothechurchhillandback。\"
\"Go,auntie,\"pleadedHarry。\"Sheiswonderful。\"
\"Yougo,Maimie,\"saidheraunt,towhomeveryofferedpleasuresimplyfurnishedanopportunityofthoughtforothers。
\"Nonsense!\"criedHarry,impatiently。\"Youmightgratifyyourselfalittleforonceinyourlife。Besides,\"headded,withtruebrotherlyblindness,\"it\'syouRanaldwants。Atleasthetalksenoughaboutyou。\"
\"Yes,auntie,dogo!Itwillbelovely,\"chimedinMaimie,withsuspiciousheartiness。
So,withmanyprotestations,Mrs。MurraytookherplacebesideRanaldandwaswhirledofflikethewind。Shereturnedinaveryfewminutes,herhairblownloosetillthelittlecurlshungaboutherglowingfaceandhereyesshiningwithexcitement。
\"Oh,sheisperfectlysplendid!\"sheexclaimed。\"Andsogentle。
Youmustgo,Maimie,ifonlytothegate。\"AndMaimiewent,butnottoturnateventhechurchhill。
ForamiledowntheconcessionroadRanaldletLisettejogataneasypacewhilehetoldMaimiesomeofhisaimsandhopes。Hedidnotmeantobeafarmernoralumberman。Hewasgoingtothecity,andtheremakehisfortune。Hedidnotsayitinwords,buthistone,hismanner,everythingabouthim,proclaimedhisconfidencethatsomedayhewouldbeagreatman。AndMaimiebelievedhim,notbecauseitseemedreasonable,orbecausethereseemedtobeanygroundforhisconfidence,butjustbecauseRanaldsaidit。Hissuperbself-confidencewroughtinherassurance。
\"Andthen,\"hesaid,proudly,\"Iamgoingtoseeyou。\"
\"Oh,Ihopeyouwillnotwaittillthen,\"sheanswered。
\"Idonotknow,\"hesaid。\"Icannottell,butitdoesnotmattermuch。Iwillbealwaysseeingyou。\"
\"ButIwillwanttoseeyou,\"saidMaimie。
\"Yes,\"saidRanald,\"Iknowyouwill,\"asifthatwereathingtobeexpected。\"Butyouwillbecomingbacktoyouraunthere。\"ButofthisMaimiecouldnotbesure。
\"Oh,yes,youwillcome,\"hesaid,confidently;\"Iamsureyouwillcome。Harryiscoming,andyouwillcome,too。\"Andhavingsettledthispoint,heturnedLisetteandfromthatoutgavehisattentiontohisdriving。Thecoltseemedtorealizethenecessityofmakingadisplayofherbestspeed,andwithoutanyurging,shewentalongtheconcessionroad,increasingherspeedateverystridetillshewheeledinatthegate。ThenRanaldshookthelinesoverherbackandcalledtoher。MagnificentlyLisetteresponded,andsweptuptothedoorwithsuchsplendiddashthatthewholehouseholdgreetedherwithwavingapplause。Asthecoltcametoastand,Maimiesteppedoutfromthebuckboard,andturningtowardRanald,saidinalow,hurriedvoice:\"O,Ranald,thatwassplendid,andIamsohappy;andyouwillbesuretocome?\"
\"Iwillcome,\"saidRanald,lookingdownintotheblueeyeswithalooksolongandsteadyandsofullofpassionatefeelingthatMaimieknewhewouldkeephisword。
Thenfarewellsweresaid,andRanaldturnedaway,HarryandMrs。
Murraywatchinghimfromthedoortillhedisappearedoverthechurchhill。
\"Well,that\'sthefinestchapIeversaw,\"saidHarry,withemphasis。\"Andwhatabodyhehas!Hewouldmakeagreathalf-
back。\"
\"PoorRanald!Ihopehewillmakeagreatandgoodman,\"saidhisaunt,witharingofsadnessinhervoice。
\"Whypoor,auntie?\"
\"I\'msureIdonotknow,\"shesaid,withaveryuncertainsmileplayingabouthermouth。ThenshewentupstairsandfoundMaimiesittingatthewindowoverlookingthechurchhill,andoncemoresheknewhowgoldenissilence。SoshesettoworktopackMaimie\'strunkforher。
\"Itwillbeaveryearlystart,Maimie,\"shesaid,\"andsowewillgeteverythingreadyto-night。\"
\"Yes,auntie,\"saidMaimie,goingtoherandputtingherarmsabouther。\"HowhappyIhavebeen,andhowgoodyouhavebeentome!\"
\"AndhowgladIhavebeentohaveyou!\"saidheraunt。
\"Oh,Iwillneverforgetyou!YouhavetaughtmesomuchthatI
neverknewbefore。Iseeeverythingsodifferently。Itseemseasytobegoodhere,and,oh!Iwishyouwerenotsofarawayfromme,auntie。Iamafraid——afraid——\"
Thetearscouldnolongerbedenied。Sheputherheadinheraunt\'slapandsobbedoutherheart\'soverflow。Foranhourtheysatbytheopentrunk,forgettingallaboutthepacking,whileheraunttalkedtoMaimieasnoonehadevertalkedtoherbefore;andoften,throughthelongyearsofsufferingthatfollowed,thewordsofthateveningcametoMaimietolightenandtocomfortanhouroffearandsorrow。Mrs。Murraywasofthosetowhomitisgiventospeakwordsthatwillnotdiewithtime,butwilllive,forthattheyfallfromlipstouchedwiththefireofGod。
BeforetheyhadfinishedtheirtalkHarrycamein,andthenMrs。
Murraytoldthemabouttheirmother,ofherbeautyandherbrightnessandhergoodness,butmostlyofhergoodness。
\"Shewasadear,deargirl,\"saidtheiraunt,\"andhergoodnesswasofthekindthatmakesonethinkofafreshspringmorning,sobright,sosweet,andpure。Andshewasbeautiful,too。Youwillbelikeher,Maimie,\"and,afterapause,sheadded,softly,\"And,mostofall,shelovedherSaviour,andthatwasthesecretofbothherbeautyandhergoodness。\"
\"Auntie,\"saidHarry,suddenly,\"don\'tyouthinkyoucouldcometousforavisit?Itwoulddofather——Imeanitwouldbesuchagreatthingforfather,andforme,too,forusall。\"
Mrs。Murraythoughtofherhomeandallitsties,andthensaid,smiling:\"Iamafraid,Harry,thatcouldhardlybe。Besides,mydearboy,thereisOnewhocanalwaysbewithyou,andnoonecantakeHisplace。\"
\"Allthesame,Iwishyoucouldcome,\"saidHarry。\"WhenIamhereIfeellikedoingsomethingwithmylife,butathomeIonlythinkofhavingfun。\"
\"But,Harry,\"saidhisaunt,\"lifeisaverysacredandverypreciousthing,andatallcosts,youmustmakeitworthyofHimwhogaveittoyou。\"
Nextmorning,whenHarrywassaying\"Farewell\"tohisaunt,sheputherarmsroundhim,andsaid:\"Yourmotherwouldhavewishedyoutobeanobleman,andyoumustnotdisappointher。\"
\"Iwilltry,auntie,\"hesaid,andcouldsaynomore。
Forthenextfewweekstheministerandhiswifewerebothbusyandanxious。Formorethaneightyearstheyhadlaboredwiththeirpeoplewithoutmuchsignofresult。Weekafterweektheministerpouredintohissermonsthestrengthofhisheartandmind,andthengavethemtohispeoplewithallthefervorofhisnature。
Weekafterweekhiswife,inherwomen\'smeetingsandinherBibleclass,lavishedfreelyuponthemthesplendidrichesofherintellectualandspiritualpowers,andtogetherinthehomesofthepeopletheywroughtandtaught。Attimesitseemedtotheministerthattheywerespendingtheirstrengthfornaught,andatsuchtimeshebitterlygrudged,nothisowntoils,butthoseofhiswife。Noneknewbetterthanhehowwellfittedshewas,bothbythenativeendowmentsofhermindandbythegracesofhercharacter,tofillthehighestsphere,andhesometimesgrewimpatientthatsheshouldspendherselfwithoutstintandreapnoadequatereward。
Thesewerehisthoughtsashelayonhiscouch,ontheeveningofthelastSabbathintheoldchurch,afteraday\'sworkmorethanusuallyexhausting。Thenewchurchwastobeopenedthefollowingweek。Formonthsithadbeentheburdenoftheirprayersthatatthededicationoftheirchurch,whichhadbeenbuiltandpaidforatthecostofmuchthoughtandtoil,thereshouldbesome\"signalmarkofthedivineacceptance。\"Nowondertheministerwasmorethanusuallydepressedto-night。
\"Thereisnotmuchsignofmovementamongthedrybones,\"hesaidtohiswife。\"Theyareasdryandasdeadasever。\"
Hiswifewassilentforsometime,forshe,too,hadhermomentsofdoubtandfear,butshesaid:\"Ithinkthereissomesign。Thepeoplewerecertainlymuchimpressedthismorning,andtheBibleclasswasverylarge,andtheywereveryattentive。\"
\"Sotheyareeveryday,\"saidtheminister,ratherbitterly。\"Butwhatdoesitamountto?Thereisnotasignofoneoftheseyoungpeople\'comingforward。\'Justthink,onlyoneyoungmanamemberofthechurch,andhehasn\'tgotmuchspunkinhim。Andmanyoftheoldermenremainashardasthenethermillstone。\"
\"Ireallythink,\"saidhiswife,\"thatanumberoftheyoungpeoplewould\'comeforward\'ifsomeonewouldmakeabeginning。Theyareallveryshy。\"
\"Soyoualwayssay,\"saidherhusband,withatouchofimpatience;
\"butthereisnoshynessinotherthings,intheirfrolicsandtheirfightings。Iamsurethislastoutrageousbusinessisenoughtobreakone\'sheart。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"saidhiswife。
\"Oh,Isupposeyouwillhearsoonenough,soIneednottrytokeepitfromyou。ItwasLongJohnCamerontoldme。ItisstrangethatHughiehasnotheard。Indeed,perhapshehas,butsincehisbelovedRanaldisinvolved,heiskeepingitquiet。\"
\"Whatisit?\"saidhiswife,anxiously。
\"Oh,nothinglessthanaregularpitchedbattlebetweentheMcGregorsandtheMcRaesoftheSixteenth,andallonRanald\'saccount,too,Ibelieve。\"
Mrs。Murraysatinsilentandbitterdisappointment。ShehadexpectedmuchfromRanald。Herhusbandwentonwithhistale。
\"ItseemstherewasanoldquarrelbetweenyoungAleckMcRaeandRanald,overwhatIcannotfindout;andyoungAngusMcGregor,whowilldoanythingforaMacdonald,mustneedstakeRanald\'spart,withtheresultthatthathot-headedyoungfire-eaterAleckMcRaemustchallengethewholeclanMcGregor。Soitwasarranged,onSundaymorning,too,mindyou,twoweeksago,aftertheservice,thatsixofthebestofeachsideshouldmeetandsettlethebusiness。OfcourseRanaldwasboundtobeintoit,andbeggedandpleadedwiththeMcGregorsthatheshouldbeoneofthesix;andI
hearitwasbyYankee\'sadvicethathisrequestwasgranted。Thatgodlessfellow,itseems,hasbeengivingRanalddailylessonswiththeboxing-gloves,andtosomepurpose,too,asthefightproved。
ItseemsthatyoungAleckMcRae,whoisaterriblefighter,andmustbefortypoundsheavierthanRanald,was,byRanald\'sespecialdesireandbyYankee\'sarrangement,pittedagainsttheboy,andbythetimethefightwasover,Ranald,althoughbeatenandbruisedtoa\'bloodypulp,\'asLongJohnsaid,hadAleckthoroughlywhipped。
Andnobodyknowswhatwouldhavehappened,sofiercewastheyoungvillain,hadnotPeterMcGregorandMacdonaldBhainappeareduponthescene。ItappearsAleckhadbeensayingsomethingaboutMaimie,LongJohndidnotknowwhatitwas;butRanaldwasdeterminedtofinishAleckupthereandthen。Itmusthavebeenadisgustingandterriblesight;butMacdonaldBhainapparentlysettledtheminahurry;andwhatismore,madethemallshakehandsandpromisetodropthequarrelthenceforth。IfancyRanald\'shandlingofyoungAleckMcRaedidmoretobringaboutthesettlementthananythingelse。Whatalotofsavagestheyare!\"continuedtheminister。\"Itreallydoesnotseemmuchusetopreachtothem。\"
\"Wemustnotsaythat,mydear,\"saidhiswife,buthertonewasnonetoohopeful。\"ImustconfessIamdisappointedinRanald。
Well,\"shecontinued,\"wecanonlywaitandtrust。\"
FromHughie,whohadhadthestoryfromDon,andwhohadbeenpledgedtosaynothingofit,shelearnedmoreaboutthefight。
\"ItwasAleck\'sfault,mother,\"hesaid,anxioustoscreenhishero。\"HesaidsomethingaboutMaimie,thatDonwouldn\'ttellme,attheblacksmithshopintheSixteenth,andRanaldstruckhimandknockedhimflat,andhecouldnotgetupforalongtime。Yankeehasbeenshowinghimhow。Iamgoingtolearn,mother,\"interjectedHughie。\"AndthenAngusMcGregortookRanald\'spart,anditwasallarrangedafterchurch,andRanaldwasboundtobeinit,andsaidhewouldstopthewholethingifnotallowed。Donsaidhewasjustterrible。Itwasanawfulfight。AngusMcGregorfoughtPeterMcRae,Aleck\'sbrother,youknowand——\"
\"Nevermind,Hughie,\"saidhismother。\"Idon\'twanttohearofit。Itistoodisgusting。WasRanaldmuchhurt?\"
\"Oh,hewashurtawfulbad,andhewasgoingtobelicked,too。Hewouldn\'tkeepcoolenough,andhewouldn\'tusehislegs。\"
\"Usehislegs?\"saidhismother;\"whatdoyoumean?\"
\"That\'swhatDonsays,andYankeemadehim。Yankeekeptcallingtohim,\'Nowgetaway,getawayfromhim!Useyourlegs!Getawayfromhim!\'andwheneverRanaldbegantodoashewastold,thenhegotthebetterofAleck,andhegaveAleckaterriblehammering,andDonsaidifMacdonaldBhainhadnotstoppedthemAleckMcRaewouldnothavebeenabletowalkhome。HesaidRanaldwasawful。
Hesaidheneversawhimlikehewasthatday。Wasn\'titfine,mother?\"
\"Fine,Hughie!\"saidhismother。\"Itisanythingbutfine。Itissimplydisgustingtoseemenactlikebeasts。Itisvery,verysad。IamverymuchdisappointedinRanald。\"
\"But,mother,Ranaldcouldn\'thelpit。Andanyway,IamgladhegavethatAleckMcRaeagoodthrashing。Yankeesaidhewouldneverberightuntilhegotit。\"
\"YoumustnotrepeatwhatYankeesays,\"saidhismother。\"Iamafraidhisinfluenceisnotofthebestforanyofthoseboys。\"
\"Oh,mother,hedidn\'tsetthemon,\"saidHughie,whowantedtobefairtoYankee。\"ItwaswhenhecouldnothelpitthathetoldRanaldhowtodo。Iamgladhedid,too。\"
\"Iamvery,verysorryaboutit,\"saidhismother,sadly。Itwasagreaterdisappointmenttoherthanshecaredtoacknowledgeeithertoherhusbandortoherself。
Butthecommotioncausedinthecommunitybythefightwassoonswallowedupintheinterestarousedbytheopeningofthenewchurch,aneventforwhichtheyhadmadelongandelaboratepreparation。Thebigbazaar,forwhichthewomenhadbeensewingforayearormore,washeldonWednesday,andturnedouttobeagreatsuccess,sufficientmoneybeingrealizedtopayforthechurchfurnishing,whichtheyhadundertakentoprovide。
Thedayfollowingwasthefirstofthe\"CommunionSeason。\"InaHighlandcongregationtheCommunionSeasonsarethegreatoccasionsoftheyear。Forweeksbefore,thecongregationiskeptinmindoftheapproachingevent,andontheThursdayofthecommunionweektheseasonopenswithasolemnfastday。
TheannualFastDay,stillanationalinstitutioninScotland,althoughithaslostmuchofitssolemnityandsacrednessinsomeplaces,wasoriginallyassociatedwiththeLord\'sSupper,andwasobservedwithgreatstrictnessinthematterofeatinganddrinking;andinIndianLands,asinallcongregationsofthatpartofthecountry,thecustomofcelebratingtheFastDaywaskeptup。
Itwasadayofgreatsolemnityinthehomesofthepeopleofagodlysort。Therewasnocookingofmealstillafter\"theservices,\"andindeed,someofthemtastedneithermeatnordrinkthewholedaylong。Totheyoungerpeopleofthecongregationitwasadayofgloomandterror,akindofdayofdoom。Eventothoseadvancedingodlinessitbroughtsearchingsofheart,minuteanddiligent,withagoniesofpenitenceandremorse。Itwasaday,inshort,inwhichconsciencewasinvitedtotakecommandofthememoryandtheimaginationtothescourgingofthesoulforthesoul\'sgood。Thesermonforthedaywassupposedtostimulateandtoaidconscienceinthiswork。
ForthecommunionserviceMr。Murrayalwaysmadeitapointtohavetheassistanceofthebestpreachershecouldprocure,andonthisoccasion,whenthechurchopeningwascombinedwiththesacrament,byaspecialefforttwopreachershadbeenprocured——afamousdivinefromHuronCounty,thatstrongholdofCalvinism,andacollegeprofessorwhohadbeenrecentlyappointed,butwhohadalreadygainedareputationasadoctrinalpreacher,andwhowas,asPeterMcRaereported,\"grandontheAttributesandterriblefineontheLaw。\"TohimwasassignedthehonorofpreachingtheFastDaysermon,andofdeclaringthechurch\"open。\"
Thenewchurchwasverydifferentfromtheold。Insteadofthehighcrow\'snest,withthewonderfulsounding-boardoverit,thepulpitwassimplyaraisedplatformpartlyinclosed,withthedeskinfront。Therewasnoprecentor\'sbox,overthelossofwhichStraightRorydidnotgrieveunduly,inasmuchasthesingingwastobeled,intheEnglishatleast,byJohn\"Aleck。\"Henceforththeelderswouldsitwiththeirfamilies。Theelders\'seatwasgone;
PeterMcRae\'swrathatthisbeingsomewhatappeasedbyhissecuringforhimselfoneoftheshortsideseatsattherightofthepulpit,fromwhichhecouldcommandaviewofboththeministerandthecongregation——apositionwithobviousadvantages。Theminister\'spewwasattheverybackofthechurch。
Itwasagreatassemblagethatgatheredinthenewchurchtoheartheprofessordiscourse,asdoubtlesshewould,itbeingtheFastDay,uponsomethemeofjudgment。Withagreatswingoftriumphinhisvoice,Mr。MurrayroseandannouncedtheHundredthPsalm。Anelectricthrillwentthroughthecongregationas,withawaveofhishand,hesaid:\"Letusriseandsing。Now,John,OldHundred。\"
NeverdidJohn\"Aleck\"andthecongregationofIndianLandssingastheydidthatmorning。Itwasthefirsttimethatthecongregation,asawhole,hadfollowedtheleadofthatgreatringingvoice,andtheyfollowedwithajoyous,triumphantshout,asofmencometovictory。
\"Forwhy?TheLordourGodisgood,\"
rolledoutthemajesticnotesofOldHundred。
\"What\'sthematter,mother?\"whisperedHughie,whowasstandingupintheseatthathemightlookonhismother\'sbook。
\"Nothing,darling,\"saidhismother,herfaceradiantthroughhertears。Afterlongmonthsoftoilandwaiting,theywereactuallysingingpraisetoGodinthenewchurch。
Whentheprofessorarose,itwasaneager,responsivecongregationthatwaitedforhisword。Thepeoplewerefullypreparedforasermonthatwouldshakethemtotheirsouls\'depths。Theyoungerportionshiveredandshrankfromtheordeal;theolderandmoreexperiencedshiveredandwaitedwithnotunpleasinganticipations;
itdidthemgood,thatremorselessexaminationoftheirhearts\'
secretdepravities。Tosomeitwasakindofsatisfactionofferedtoconscience,afterwhichtheycouldmoreeasilycometopeace。
Withothersitwasanhonest,heroicefforttoknowthemselvesandtorightthemselveswiththeirGod。
Thetextwasdisappointing。\"Aboveallthesethings,putoncharity,whichisthebondofperfectness,\"readtheprofessorfromthatexquisiteandtouchingpassagewhichbeginsatthetwelfthverseofthefifteenthchapterofColossians。\"Love,thebondofperfectness,\"washistheme,andinsimple,calm,lucidspeechhedilateduponthebeauty,theexcellence,andthesupremacyofthisChristiangrace。ItwasthemostGodlikeofallthevirtues,forGodwaslove;andmorethanzeal,morethanknowledge,morethanfaith,itwas\"themark\"ofthenewbirth。
PeterMcRaewasevidentlykeenlydisappointed,andhiswholebearingexpressedsterndisapproval。Andastheprofessorproceeded,extollingandillustratingthesupremegraceoflove,Peter\'shardfacegrewharderthanever,andhiseyesbegantoemitbluesparksoffire。Thiswasnodayforthepreachingofsmooththings。ThepeopleweretheretoconsiderandtolamenttheirOriginalandActualsin;andtheyexpectedandrequiredtohearofthejudgmentsoftheLord,andtobesummonedtofleefromthewrathtocome。
DonaldRosssatwithhiskindlyoldfaceinaglowofdelight,butwithalookofperplexityonitwhichhisfurtiveglancesinPeter\'sdirectiondidnothelptolessen。Thesermonwasdelightingandtouchinghim,buthewasnotquitesurewhetherthiswasagoodsigninhimorno。Hesethimselfnowandthentofindfaultwiththesermon,butthepreacherwassohumble,sorespectful,andaboveall,soearnest,thatDonaldRosscouldnotbringhimselftocriticise。
Theapplicationcameunderthethirdhead。Asarule,theapplicationtoaFastDaysermonwasdeliveredinterrifyingtonesofthunderorinanawfulwhisper。Butto-daythepreacher,withoutraisinghisvoice,begantoforceintohishearers\'heartsthemessageoftheday。
\"Thisisadayforself-examination,\"hesaid,andhisclear,quiettonesfellintotheearsofthepeoplewithpenetratingpower。
\"Andself-examinationisawiseandprofitableexercise。Itisanexerciseofthesouldesignedtoyieldadiscoveryofsinintheheartandlife,andtoinducepenitenceandcontritionandsosecurepardonandpeace。Buttoooften,myfriends,\"andherehisvoicebecameashadesofter,\"itresultsinaself-righteousandsinfulself-complaisance。Whatisrequiredisasimplehonestyofmindandspiritualillumination,andthelattercannotbewithouttheformer。Therearethosewhoareeversearchingfor\'themarks\'
ofagenuinelygodlystateofheart,andtheyhavetheideathatthesemarksareobscureanddifficultforplainpeopletodiscover。
Makenomistake,mybrethren,theyareaseasilyseenasaretheapplesonatree。Thefruitsofthespiritareasdiscernibletoanyonehonestenoughandfearlessenoughtolook;andthefirstandsupremeofallisthatwhichwehavebeenconsideringthismorning。Thequestionforyouandforme,mybrethren,issimplythis:Areourlivesfullofthegraceoflove?Donotshrinkfromthequestion。Donotdeceiveyourselveswithanysubstitutes;
therearemanyofferingzeal,thegiftofprayerorofspeech,yea,thegiftoffaithitself。Noneofthesewillatoneforthelackoflove。Leteachaskhimself,AmIalovingman?\"
Withquietpersistencehepursuedthemintoalltheirrelationsinlife——husbandsandwives,fathersandsons,neighborandneighbor。
Hewouldnotletthemescape。Relentlesslyheforcedthemtoreviewtheirhabitsofspeechandaction,theirattitudetowardeachotheraschurchmembers,andtheirattitudetoward\"thosewithout。\"Behindallrefugesandthroughallsubterfugeshemadehismessagefollowthem,searchingtheirdeepesthearts。Andthen,withhisfaceilluminedaswithdivinefire,hemadehisfinalappeal,whileheremindedthemoftheInfinitelovethathadstoopedtosave,andthathadwroughtitselfoutintheagoniesofthecross。Andwhilehespokehislastwords,alloverthechurchthewomenwereweeping,andstrongmenweresittingtremblingandpale。
Afterashortprayer,theprofessorsatdown。Thentheministerrose,andforsomelittletimestoodfacinghispeopleinsilence,thegleaminhiseyesshowingthathisferventHighlandnaturewasonfire。
\"Mypeople,\"hebegan,andhismagnificentvoicepealedforthlikeasolemnbell,\"thisisthemessageoftheLord。Letnonedarerefusetohear。Itisamessagetoyourminister,itisamessagetoyou。Youareanxiousfor\'themarks。\'Searchyouforthismark。\"Hepausedwhilethepeoplesatlookingathiminfixedandbreathlesssilence。Then,suddenly,hebrokeforthintoaloudcry:\"Whereareyourchildrenatthissolemntimeofprivilege?
Fathers,whereareyoursons?WhyweretheynotwithyouattheTable?Areyoumenoflove?Areyoumenoflove,orbylackofloveareyoushuttingthedooroftheKingdomagainstyoursonswiththeirfightingsandtheirquarrelings?\"Then,raisinghishandshigh,heliftedhisvoiceinakindofwailingchant:\"Woeuntoyou!Woeuntoyou!Yourhouseisleftuntoyoudesolate,andthevoiceofloveiscryingoveryou。Yewouldnot!Yewouldnot!
O,LambofGod,havemercyuponus!O,Christ,withthepiercedhands,saveus!\"Againhepaused,lookingupward,whilethepeoplewaitedwithupliftedwhitefaces。
\"Behold,\"hecried,inasoul-thrillingvoice,\"Iseeheavenopen,andJesusstandingattherighthandofGod,andIhearavoice,\'Turnye,turnye。Whywillyedie?\'LordJesus,theywillnotturn。\"Againhepaused。\"Listen。Departfromme,yecursed,intoeverlastingfire。Departye!Nay,LordJesus!notso!Havemercyuponus!\"Hisvoicebrokeinitspassionatecry。Theeffectwasoverwhelming。Thepeopleswayedastreesbeforeamightywind,andavoicecriedaloudfromthecongregation:\"Godbemercifultome,asinner!\"
ItwasMacdonaldDubh。Atthatloudcry,womenbegantosob,andsomeofthepeoplerosefromtheirseats。
\"Bestill,\"commandedtheminister。\"Rendyourheartsandnotyourgarments。Letuspray。\"Andasheprayed,thecriesandsobssubsidedandagreatcalmfelluponall。Afterprayer,theminister,insteadofgivingoutaclosingpsalm,solemnlychargedthepeopletogototheirhomesandtoconsiderthattheLordhadcomeverynearthem,andadjuredthemnottogrievetheHolySpiritofGod。Thenhedismissedthemwiththebenediction。
Thepeoplewentoutofthechurch,subduedandastonished,speaking,ifatall,inlowtonesofwhattheyhadseenandheard。
Immediatelyafterpronouncingthebenediction,theministercamedowntofindMacdonaldDubh,buthewasnowheretobeseen。TowardeveningMrs。Murrayrodeovertohishouse,butfoundthathehadnotreturnedfromthemorningservice。
\"Hewillbeathisbrother\'s,\"saidKirsty,\"andRanaldwilldriveoverforhim。\"
ImmediatelyRanaldhitchedupLisetteanddroveovertohisuncle\'s,butashewasreturninghesentinwordtothemanse,hisfacebeingnotyetpresentable,thathisfatherwasnowheretobefound。ItwasMacdonaldBhainthatfoundhimatlastinthewoods,proneuponhisface,andinanagony。
\"Hugh,man,\"hecried,\"whatailsyou?\"Buttherewereonlylowgroansforanswer。
\"Riseup,man,riseupandcomeaway。\"
Thenfromtheprostratefigurehecaughtthewords,\"Departfromme!Departfromme!ThatisthewordoftheLord。\"
\"Thatisnottheword,\"saidMacdonaldBhain,\"foranylivingman,butforthedead。Butcome,rise,man;theneighborswillbehereinameenute。\"AtthatBlackHughrose。
\"Letmeaway,\"hesaid。\"Letmenotseethem。Iamalostman。\"
Andsohisbrotherbroughthimhome,shakeninspiritandexhaustedinbodywithhislongfastandhisoverpoweringemotion。Allnightthroughhisbrotherwatchedwithhimalone,forMacdonaldDubhwouldhavenooneelsetoseehim,till,fromutterexhaustion,towardthedawningoftheday,hefellasleep。
Intheearlymorningtheministerandhiswifedroveovertoseehim,andleavinghiswifewithKirsty,theministerpassedatonceintoMacdonaldDubh\'sroom。But,inspiteofallhisreasoning,inspiteofallhisreadingsandhisprayers,thegloomremainedunbrokenexceptbyoccasionalparoxysmsoffearandremorse。
\"Thereisnoforgiveness!Thereisnoforgiveness!\"wastheburdenofhiscry。
InvaintheministerproclaimedtohimthemercyofGod。Atlengthhewasforcedtoleavehimtoattendthe\"QuestionMeeting\"whichwastobeheldinthechurchthatday。Buthelefthiswifebehindhim。
Withoutaword,Mrs。Murrayproceededtomakethepoormancomfortable。Shepreparedadaintybreakfastandcarrieditintohim,andthenshesatbesidehimwhilehefellintoadeepsleep。
ItwasafternoonwhenMacdonaldDubhawokeandgreetedherwithhiswontedgravecourtesy。
\"Youarebetter,Mr。Macdonald,\"shesaid,brightly。\"AndnowI
willmakeyouafreshcupoftea\";andthoughheprotested,shehurriedout,andinafewmomentsbroughthimsometeaandtoast。
Then,whilehelayingloomysilence,shereadtohim,asshedidoncebeforefromhisGaelicpsalmbook,withoutawordofcomment。
Andthenshebegantotellhimofallthehopesshehadcherishedinconnectionwiththeopeningofthenewchurch,andhowthatdayshehadfeltatlasttheblessinghadcome。
\"And,O,Mr。Macdonald,\"shesaid,\"Iwasgladtohearyoucry,forthenIknewthattheSpiritofGodwasamongus。\"
\"Glad!\"saidMacdonaldDubh,faintly。
\"Yes,glad。ForacrylikethatnevercomesbutwhentheSpiritofGodmovesintheheartofaman。\"
\"Indeed,IwillbethinkingthatHehascastmeoffforever,\"hesaid,wonderingatthisnewphaseofthesubject。
\"ThenyoumustthankHim,Mr。Macdonald,thatHehasnotsodone;
andthesureprooftoyouisthatHehasbroughtyoutocryformercy。Thatisagladcry,intheearsoftheSaviour。Itisthecryofthesheepinthewilderness,thatdiscovershimtotheshepherd。\"Andthen,withoutargument,shetookhimintoherconfidenceandpouredouttohimallherhopesandfearsfortheyoungpeopleofthecongregation,andespeciallyforRanald,tillMacdonaldDubhpartlyforgothisownfearsinhers。Andthen,justbeforeitwastimeforKirstytoarrivefromthe\"QuestionMeeting,\"
shetookherGaelicBibleandopenedattheLord\'sPrayer,asshehaddoneoncebefore。
\"Itisaterriblethingtobeunforgiven,Mr。Macdonald,\"shesaid,\"bymanorbyGod。AndGodisunwillingthatanyofusshouldfeelthatpain,andthatiswhyheissofreewithhisofferofpardontoallwhocomewithsorrowtohim。Theycomewithsorrowtohimnow,buttheywillcometohimsomedaywithgreatjoy。\"Andthenshespokealittleofthegreatcompanyoftheforgivenbeforethethrone,andattheverylast,afewwordsaboutthegentlelittlewomanthathadpassedoutfromMacdonaldDubh\'ssightsomanyyearsbefore。Then,fallingonherknees,shebeganintheGaelic,\"OurFatherwhichartinHeaven。\"
EarnestlyandbrokenlyMacdonaldDubhfollowed,whisperingthepetitionsafterher。Whentheycameto\"Forgiveusourdebts,asweforgiveourdebtors,\"
MacdonaldDubhbrokeforth:\"Oh,itisalittlething,whatever!
ItislittleIhavetoforgive。\"Andthen,inaclear,firmvoice,herepeatedthewordsafterhertothecloseoftheprayer。
ThenMrs。Murrayrose,andtakinghimbythehandtobidhimgoodby,shesaid,slowly:\"\'Forifyeforgivementheirtrespasses,yourheavenlyFatherwillalsoforgiveyouyourtrespasses。\'Youhaveforgiven,Mr。Macdonald。\"
\"Indeed,itisnothing,\"hesaid,earnestly。
\"Then,\"repliedMrs。Murray,\"theLordwillnotbreakhispromisetoyou。\"Andwiththatshewentaway。
OnSaturdaymorningthesessionmetbeforetheservicefortheday。
InthemidstoftheirdeliberationsthedooropenedandMacdonaldBhainandhisbrother,MacdonaldDubh,walkedinandstoodsilentbeforetheelders。Mr。Murrayroseastonished,andcomingforward,saidtoMacdonaldBhain:\"Whatisit,Mr。Macdonald?Youwishtoseeme?\"
\"Iamhere,\"hesaid,\"formyownsakeandformybrother\'s。Wewishtomakeconfessionofoursins,inthatwehavenotbeenmenoflove,andtoseektheforgivenessofGod。\"
Theministerstoodandgazedathiminamazedsilenceforsomemoments,andthen,givinghishandtoMacdonaldDubh,hesaid,inavoicehuskywithemotion:\"Comeaway,mybrother。TheLordhasawelcomeforyou。\"
AndtherewerenoquestionsthatdayaskedinthesessionbeforeMacdonaldDubhreceivedhistoken。
CHAPTERXVI
ANDTHEGLORY
Thefirstcommunioninthenewchurchwasmarkedbyverygreatsolemnity。Therewerefewnewmembers,butamongtheoldermenwhohadhithertokept\"backfromthetable\"therewasamanifestanxiety,andamongtheyoungerpeopleaverygreatseriousness。
The\"comingforward\"ofMacdonaldDubhwasaneventsoremarkableastomakeagreatimpressionnotonlyuponalltheMacdonaldmenwhohadbeenassociatedwithhimsomanyyearsinthelumbering,butalsouponthewholecongregation,towhomhisrecordandreputationwerewellknown。Hischangeofattitudetothechurchandallitsinterests,aswellashischangeofdispositionandtemperament,weresostrikingastoleaveinnoone\'smindanydoubtastothegenuinenessofhis\"changeofheart,\"andeveryweekmadethismoreapparent。Asolemnsenseofresponsibilityandanintensityofearnestnessseemedtopossesshim,whilehishumilityandgentlenessweretouchingtosee。
OntheeveningofMonday,thedayofthanksgivingintheSacramentWeek,agreatcongregationassembledfortheclosingmeetingoftheCommunionSeason。Duringtheprogressofthemeeting,Mr。Murrayandtheministersassistinghimbecameawarethattheywereinthepresenceofsomeremarkableandmysteriousphenomenon。ThepeoplelistenedtotheWordwithanintensity,response,andeagernessthatgavetokenofastateofmindandheartwhollyunusual。Hereandthere,whilethepsalmswerebeingsungorprayersbeingoffered,womenandmenwouldbreakdowninaudibleweeping;andinthepreachingthespeakerwasconsciousofapowerpossessinghimthathecouldnotexplain。
Atlengththelastpsalmwasgivenout,andthecongregation,contrarytotheirusualcustom,bytheminister\'sdirection,rosetosing。AsJohn\"Aleck\"ledthepeopleinthatgreatvolumeofpraise,theministersheldahastyconsultationinthepulpit。Theprofessorhadneverseenanythingsomarvelous;Mr。MurraywasremindedofthedaysofW。C。Burns。Thequestionwas,Whatwastobedone?Shouldthemeetingsbecontinued,orshouldtheyclosetonight?Theyhadagreatfearofreligiousexcitement。Theyhadseensomethingofthedreadfulreactionfollowingastateofexaltedreligiousfeeling。Itwasthebeginningofharvest,too。
Woulditbeadvisabletocallthepeoplefromtheirhardworkinthefieldstonightlymeetings?
Atlength,asthecongregationwerenearingthecloseofthepsalm,theprofessorspoke。\"Brethren,\"hesaid,\"thisisnotourwork。
LetusleaveittotheLordtodecide。Putthequestiontothepeopleandabidebytheirdecision。\"
Afterthepsalmwassung,theministermotionedthecongregationtotheirseats,andwithoutcommentorsuggestion,putbeforethemthequestionthathadbeendiscussedinthepulpit。Wasittheirdesirethatthemeetingsshouldbecontinuedornot?Adeep,solemnsilencelayuponthecrowdedchurch,andforsometimenoonemoved。ThenthecongregationwerestartledtoseeMacdonaldDubhriseslowlyfromhisplaceinthemiddleofthechurch。
\"Mr。Murray,\"hesaid,inavoicethatvibratedstrangely,\"youwillpardonmeforlettingmyvoicebeheardinthisplace。Itisthevoiceofagreatsinner。\"
\"Speak,Mr。Macdonald,\"saidtheminister,\"andIthankGodforthesoundofyourvoiceinHishouse。\"
\"Itisnotformetomakeanyspeecheshere。Iwillonlymakeboldtogivemywordthatthemeetingsbecontinued。ItmaybethattheLord,whohasdonesuchgreatthingsforme,willdogreatthingsforothersalso。\"Andwiththathesatdown。
\"Iwilltakethatforamotion,\"saidtheminister。\"Willanyonesecondit?\"
KennyCrubachatonceroseandsaid:\"WearealwaysslowatfollowingtheLord。Letusgoforward。\"
TheministerwaitedforsomemomentsafterKennyhadspoken,andthensaid,inavoicegraveandwithafeelingofresponsibilityinit:\"Youhaveheardthesebrethren,mypeople。Iwaitfortheexpressionofyourdesire。\"
Likeonemanthegreatcongregationrosetotheirfeet。Itwasasceneprofoundlyimpressive,andwiththeseserious-minded,soberpeople,onethatindicatedoverwhelmingemotion。
Andthusthegreatrevivalbegan。
Foreighteenmonths,nightafternight,everynightintheweekexceptSaturday,thepeoplegatheredinsuchnumbersastofillthenewchurchtothedoor。Throughoutallthebusyharvestseason,inspiteoftheautumnrainsthatfilledtheswampsandmadetheroadsalmostimpassable,inthefaceofthedrivingsnowsofwinter,throughthemeltingiceofthespring,andagainthroughthefollowingsummerandautumn,thegreatrevivalheldon。Nofictitiousmeanswereemployedtostirtheemotionsofthepeopleortokindleexcitementamongthem。Therewereneitherspecialsermonsnorrevivalhymns。Theolddoctrineswereproclaimed,butproclaimedwithafullnessandpowerunknownatothertimes。Theoldpsalmsweresung,butsungperhapsastheyhadneverbeenbefore。ForwhenJohn\"Aleck\'s\"mightyvoicerolledforthinitsfullpower,andwhenhisbandoftrainedsingersfollowed,liftingonwardwiththemthegreatcongregation——foreveryman,woman,andchildsangwithfullheartandopenthroat——theeffectwassomethingaltogetherwonderfulandworthhearing。Eachnighttherewasasermonbytheminister,who,forsixmonths,tillhishealthbrokedown,hadsolechargeofthework。Thenthesermonwasfollowedbyshortaddressesorprayersbytheelders,andafterthattheministerwouldtakethemen,andhiswifethewomen,forcloserandmorepersonaldealing。
Astherevivaldeepeneditbecamethecustomforothersthantheelderstotakepart,byreadingapsalmorotherScripture,withoutcomment,orbyprayer。Therewasashrinkingfromanythinglikeaviolentdisplayofemotion,andfromanyunveilingofthesacredsecretsoftheheart,butScripturereadingorquotingwassupposedtoexpressthethoughts,thehopes,thefears,thegratitude,thedevotion,thatmadethereligiousexperienceofthespeaker。Thiswasasfarastheyconsidereditsafeorseemlytogo。
Oneofthefirst,outsidetheranksoftheelders,totakepartinthiswaywasMacdonaldDubh;thenLongJohnCameronfollowed;thenPeterMcGregorandothersofthemenofmatureryears。AdistinctstageintherevivalwasreachedwhenyoungAleckMcRaerosetoreadhisScripture。HewasquicklyfollowedbyDon,youngFindlayson,andothersofthatage,andfromthattimeonwardtheoldlinethathadsoclearlydistinguishedagefromyouthinrespecttoreligiousdutyandprivilege,wasobliteratedforever。
Ithadbeenastrange,ifnotverydoubtful,phenomenontoseeayoungman\"comingforward,\"orinanywaygivingindicationofreligiousfeeling。Butthiswouldneverbeagain。
ItwasnosmallanxietyandgrieftoMrs。MurraythatRanald,thoughheregularlyattendedthemeetings,seemedtoremainunmovedbythetideofreligiousfeelingthatwaseverywheresurgingthroughtheheartsofthepeople。Theministeradvisedlettinghimalone,butMrs。MurraywasanxiouslywaitingforthetimewhenRanaldwouldcometoher。Thattimecame,butnotuntillongmonthsofwearywaitingonherpart,andofpainfulstruggleonhis,hadpassed。
Fromtheveryfirstofthegreatmovementhisfatherthrewhimselfintoitwithalltheearnestintensityofhisnature,butatthesametimewithahumilitythatgavetokenthatthememoryofthewilddaysofhisyouthandearlymanhoodwereneverfarawayfromhim。Hewaseagertoserveinthework,andwasaconstantsourceofwondertoallwhohadknownhiminhisyouthandearlymanhood。
Atallthedifferentmeetingshewaspresent。Nothingcouldkeephimaway。\"Nightcometh,\"hesaidtohisbrother,whowasremonstratingwithhim。Hisday\'sworkwasdrawingtoitsclose。
ButRanaldwouldnotlethimselfseethefailingofhisfather\'shealth,andwhen,intheharvest,theslightestworkinthefieldswouldsendhisfatherpantingtotheshade,Ranaldwouldsay,\"Itisthehotweather,father。Whenthecooldayscomeyouwillbebetter。Andwhyshouldyoubebotheringyourselfwiththework,anyway?SurelyYankeeandIcanlookafterthat。\"Andindeedtheyseemedtobequitefittotakeofftheharvest。
DaybydayRanaldswunghiscradleafterYankeewithallaman\'ssteadinesstillallthegrainwascut;andbythetimetheharvestwasover,Ranaldhaddevelopedastrengthofmuscleandaskillintheharvestworkthatmadehimequalofalmostanymaninthecountry。Hewasallthemoreeagertohavetheharvestworkdoneintime,thathisfathermightnotfretoverhisowninabilitytohelp。ForRanaldcouldnotbeartoseethelookofdisappointmentthatsometimesshoweditselfinhisfather\'sfacewhenweaknessdrovehimfromthefield,anditwasthisthatmadehimthrowhimselfintotheworkashedid。Hewascarefulalsotoconsultwithhisfatherinregardtoallthedetailsofthemanagementofthefarm,andtotellhimallthathewasplanningtodoaswellasallthatwasdone。HisfatherhadalwaysbeenakindofherotoRanald,whoadmiredhimforhisprowesswiththegunandtheax,aswellasforhisgreatstrengthandcourage。Buteversincecalamityhadbefallenhim,theboy\'shearthadgoneouttohisfatherinanewtenderness,andthelastmonthshaddrawnthetwoveryclosetogether。ItwasadarkdayforRanaldwhenhewasforcedtofacethefactthathisfatherwasgrowingdailyweaker。
Itwashisuncle,MacdonaldBhain,whofinallymadehimseeit。
\"Yourfatherisfailing,Ranald,\"hesaidonedaytowardthecloseofharvest。
\"Itisthehotweather,\"saidRanald。\"Hewillbebetterinthefall。\"
\"Ranald,myboy,\"saidhisuncle,gravely,\"yourfatherwillfadewiththeleaf,andthefirstsnowwilllieuponhim。\"
AndthenRanaldfairlyfacedthefactthatbeforelonghewouldbealoneintheworld。Withoutanyexchangeofwords,heandhisfathercametounderstandeachother,andtheybothknewthattheywerespendingtheirlastdaysonearthtogether。Ontheson\'sside,theyweredaysofdeepeningsorrow;butwiththefather,everydayseemedtobringhimagreaterpeaceofmindandaclearershiningofthelightthatneverfades。Tohisson,MacdonaldDubhneverspokeofthedeaththathefelttobedrawingnearer,butheoftenspoketohimofthelifehewouldlikehissontolive。Hisonlyotherconfidantinthesematterswastheminister\'swife。ToherMacdonaldDubhopeneduphisheart,andtoher,morethantoanyoneelse,heowedhisgrowingpeaceandlight;anditwastouchingtoseethedevotionandthetendernessthatheshowedtoherasoftenasshecametoseehim。Withhisbrother,MacdonaldBhain,hemadeallthearrangementsnecessaryforthedisposalofthefarmandthepaymentofthemortgage。
Ranaldhadnodesiretobeafarmer,andindeed,whenthemortgagewaspaidtherewouldnotbemuchleft。
\"Hewillbemyson,\"saidMacdonaldBhaintohisbrother;\"andmyhomewillbehiswhileIlive。\"
SoineverywaytherewasquietpreparationforMacdonaldDubh\'sgoing,andwhenatlastthedaycame,therewasnohasteorfear。
ItwasintheafternoonofabrightSeptemberday,asthesunwasnearingthetopsofthepine-treesinthewest。Hisbrotherwassupportinghiminhisstrongarms,whileRanaldkneltbythebedside。Nearhimsattheminister\'swife,andatalittledistanceKirsty。
\"Liftmeup,Tonal,\"saidthedyingman;\"Iwillbewantingtoseethesunagain,andthenIwillbegoing。Iwillbegoingtothelandwheretheywillnotneedthelightofthesun。Tonal,bhodaich,itisthegoodbrotheryouhavebeentome,andmany\'sthegooddaywehavehadtogether。\"
\"Och,Hugh,man。Areyougoingfromme?\"saidMacdonaldBhain,withgreatsorrowinhisvoice。
\"Aye,Tonal,foralittle。\"ThenhelookedforafewmomentsatKirsty,whowasstandingatthefootofthebed。
\"Comenearme,Kirsty,\"hesaid;andKirstycametothebedside。
\"Youhavealwaysbeenkindtomeandmine,andyouwerekindtoHER
aswell,andtherewardwillcometoyou。\"ThenheturnedtoMrs。
Murray,andsaid,withagreatlightofjoyinhiseyes:\"ItisyouthatcametomeastheangelofGodwithawordofsalvation,andforevermoreIwillbeblessingyou。\"Andthenheadded,inavoicefulloftenderness,\"Iwillbetellingheraboutyou。\"HetookMrs。Murray\'shandandtremblinglyliftedittohislips。
\"Ithasbeenagreatjoytome,\"saidMrs。Murray,withdifficultysteadyinghervoice,\"toseeyoucometoyourSaviour,Mr。
Macdonald。\"
\"Aye,Iknowitwell,\"hesaid;andthenheadded,inavoicethatsankalmosttoawhisper,\"Nowyouwillbereadingtheprayer。\"
AndMrs。Murray,openingherGaelicBible,repeatedinherclear,softvoice,thewordsoftheLord\'sPrayer。Throughallthepetitionshefollowedher,untilhecametothewords,\"Forgiveusourdebts。\"Therehepaused。
\"Ranald,myman,\"hesaid,raisinghishandwithdifficultyandlayingitupontheboy\'shead,\"youwilllistentomenow。Somedayyouwillfindthemanthatbroughtmetothis,andyouwillsaytohimthatyourfatherforgavehimfreely,andwishedhimalltheblessingofGod。Youwillpromisemethis,Ranald?\"saidMacdonaldDubh。
\"Yes,father,\"saidRanald,liftinghishead,andlookingintohisfather\'sface。
\"And,Ranald,you,too,willbeforgivinghim?\"Buttothistherewasnoreply。Ranald\'sheadwasburiedinthebed。
\"Ah,\"saidMacdonaldDubh,withdifficulty,\"youareyourfather\'sson;butyouwillnotbelayingthisbitternessuponmenow。Youwillbeforgivinghim,Ranald?\"
\"Oh,father!\"criedRanald,withabreakingvoice,\"howcanI
forgivehim?HowcanIforgivethemanwhohastakenyouawayfromme?\"
\"Itisnoman,\"repliedhisfather,\"buttheLordhimself;theLordwhohasforgivenyourfathermuch。Iamwaitingtohearyou,Ranald。\"
Then,withagreatsob,Ranaldbrokeforth:\"Oh,father,Iwillforgivehim,\"andimmediatelybecamequiet,andsocontinuedtotheend。
Aftersomemomentsofsilence,MacdonaldDubhlookedoncemoretowardtheminister\'swife,andaradiantsmilespreadoverhisface。
\"Youwillbefinishing,\"hesaid。
Herfacewaswetwithtears,andforafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。Butitwasnotimetofailinduty,so,commandinghertears,withaclear,unwaveringvoiceshewentontotheendoftheprayer——
\"Forthineisthekingdomandthepowerandtheglory,foreverandever。Amen。\"
\"Glory!\"saidMacdonaldDubhafterher。\"Aye,theGlory。Ranald,myboy,whereareyou?Youwillbefollowingme,lad,totheGlory。SHEwillbeaskingmeaboutyou。Youwillbefollowingme,lad?\"
TheanxiousnoteinhisvoicestruckRanaldtotheheart。
\"Oh,father,itiswhatIwant,\"hereplied,brokenly。\"Iwilltry。\"
\"Aye,\"saidMacdonaldDubh,\"andyouwillcome。IwillbetellingHER。Nowlaymedown,Tonal;Iwillbegoing。\"
MacdonaldBhainlaidhimquietlybackonhispillow,andforamomenthelaywithhiseyesclosed。
Oncemoreheopenedhiseyes,andwithatroubledlookuponhisface,andinavoiceofdoubtandfear,hecried:\"Itisasinfulman,OLord,asinfulman。\"
HiseyeswanderedtilltheyfellonMrs。Murray\'sface,andthenthetroubleandfearpassedoutofthem,andinagentlervoicehesaid:\"Forgiveusourdebts。\"Then,feelingwithhishandtillitrestedonhisson\'shead,MacdonaldDubhpassedaway,atpeacewithmenandwithGod。
TherewaslittlesadnessandnobittergriefatMacdonaldDubh\'sfuneral。Thetoneallthroughwasoneoftriumph,fortheyallknewhislife,andhowsorethefighthadbeen,andhowhehadwonhisvictory。Hishumilityandhisgentlenessduringthelastfewweeksofhislifehadremovedallthedistancethathadseparatedhimfromthepeople,andhaddrawntheirheartstowardhim;andnowinhisfinaltriumphtheycouldnotfinditintheirheartstomourn。
ButtoRanaldthesadnesswasmorethanthetriumph。Throughthewild,ungovernedyearsofhisboyhoodhisfatherhadbeenmorethanafathertohim。Hehadbeenafriend,sharingacommonlot,andwithoutmuchshowoftenderness,understandingandsympathizingwithhim,andnowthathisfatherhadgonefromhim,agreatlonelinessfelluponthelad。
Thefarmanditsbelongingsweresold。KirstybroughtwithherthebigboxofblanketsandlinenthathadbelongedtoRanald\'smother。
Ranaldtookhismother\'sGaelicBible,hisfather\'sgunandax,andwiththegreatdeerhound,Bugle,andhiscolt,Lisette,leftthehomeofhischildhoodbehindhim,andwithhisAuntKirsty,wenttolivewithhisuncle。
Throughouttheautumnmonthshewasbusyhelpinghisunclewiththeplowing,thepotatoes,andthefallwork。Soontheairbegantonip,andthenight\'sfrosttolastthroughouttheshorteningday,andthenMacdonaldBhainbegantopreparewoodforthewinter,andtomakeallthingssnugaboutthehouseandbarn;andwhenthefirstfallofsnowfellsoftly,hetookdownhisbroad-ax,andthenRanaldknewthatthegangwouldsoonbeoffagainfortheshanties。
Thatnighthisuncletalkedlongwithhimabouthisfuture。
\"Ihavenoson,Ranald,\"hesaid,astheysattalking;\"and,foryourfather\'ssakeandforyourown,itismydesirethatyoushouldbecomeasontome,andthereisnoonebutyourselftowhomthefarmwouldgo。AndgladwillIbeifyouwillstaywithme。
But,stayornot,allthatIhavewillbeyours,ifitpleasetheLordtospareyou。\"
\"Iwouldwantnothingbetter,\"saidRanald,\"thantostaywithyouandworkwithyou,butIdonotdrawtowardthefarm。\"
\"Andwhatelsewouldyoudo,Ranald?\"
\"Indeed,Iknownot,\"saidRanald,\"butsomethingelsethanfarming。