第10章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"The Lost Road",免费读到尾

  AsCharleswhirledintothecountryroadinwhichstoodhishousehesawdrawnupinfrontofitthelonggraycarinwhich,thatmorning,ChesterGriswoldhadcalledattheoffice。Cochranemittedahowlofanger。Washishomeagaintobeinvaded?Andagainwhilehewasabsent?TowhatextremewouldGriswold\'sjealousynextleadhim?

  Hefelloutofhisowncarwhileitstillmoved,andleapedupthegardenwalk。Thefrontroomsofthehousewereempty,butfromhisbedroomheheard,raisedinexcitedtones,thevoiceofGriswold。Theaudacityofthemanwassosurprising,andhisowndelightatcatchinghimred-handedsosatisfying,thatnolongerwasCochranangry。TheLordhaddeliveredhisenemyintohishands!And,asheadvancedtowardhisbedroom,notonlywashecalm,but,atthethoughtofhisrevenge,distinctlyjubilant。Inthepassagewayafrightenedmaidservant,who,athisunexpectedarrival,wasnowevenmorefrightened,endeavoredtogivehimanexplanation;buthewavedherintosilence,and,stridingbeforeher,enteredhisbedroom。

  Hefoundconfrontinghimatallandbeautifulyoungwoman。ItwasnottheAlineProctorheknew。Itwasnotthewell-poised,gracious,anddistinguishedbeautyhehadseenglidingamongthetablesatSherry\'sorthrowingsmilesoverthefootlights。ThisAlineProctorwasaveryindignantyoungperson,withflashingeyes,tossinghead,andastampingfoot。Extendedfromheratarm\'slength,sheheldaphotographofherselfinaheavysilverframe;and,asthoughitwereaweapon,shewasbrandishingitinthefaceofChesterGriswold。

  AsCochran,inamazement,haltedinthedoorwayshewasexclaiming:

  \"ItoldyouIdidn\'tknowCharlesCochran!Itellyousonow!Ifyoucan\'tbelieveme-\"

  OutofthecornerofherflashingeyestheangryladycaughtsightofCochraninthedoorway。Sheturnedupontheintruderasthoughshemeantforciblytoejecthim。

  \"Whoareyou?\"shedemanded。Hermannerandtoneseemedtoadd:

  \"Andwhatthedeuceareyoudoinghere?\"

  Charlesansweredhertone。

  \"IamCharlesCochran,\"hesaid。\"Ilivehere。Thisismyhouse!\"

  ThesewordshadnoothereffectuponMissProctorthantoswitchherindignationdownanothertrack。ShenowturneduponCharles。

  \"Then,ifthisisyourhouse,\"criedthatangryyoungperson,\"whyhaveyoufilleditwithphotographsofmethatbelongtosomeoneelse?\"

  Charlessawthathishourhadcome。Hissinhadfoundhimout。Hefeltthattoprevaricatewouldbeonlystupid。

  Griswoldhadtrieddeviousmethods——andlookwherehisdeviousmethodshaddumpedhim!Griswoldcertainlywasinwrong。Charlesquicklydeterminedtoadoptacoursedirectlyopposite。GriswoldhadshownanutterlackofconfidenceinAline。Charlesdecidedthathewouldgiveherhisentireconfidence,wouldthrowhimselfuponthemercyofthecourt。

  \"Ihavethosephotographsinmyhouse,MissProctor,\"hesaid,\"becauseIhaveadmiredyoualongtime。TheyweremorelikeyouthanthoseIcouldbuy。Havingthemherehashelpedmealot,andithasn\'tdoneyouanyharm。Youknowverywellyouhaveanonymousadmirersalloverthiscountry。I\'monlyoneofthem。IfIhaveoffended,Ihaveoffendedwithmany,manythousands。\"

  AlreadyithasbeenrelatedthatCochranwasverygoodtolookupon。Atthepresentmoment,ashespokeinrespectful,evensoulfulaccents,meeklyandpenitentlyproclaiminghislong-concealedadmiration,MissProctorfoundherindignationmeltinglikeanicicleinthesun。

  Still,shedidnotholdherselfcheaply。Shewasaccustomedtosuchopenflattery。Shewouldnotatoncecapitulate。

  \"Butthesepictures,\"sheprotested,\"IgavetoamanIknew。Youhavenorighttothem。TheyarenotatallthesortofpictureI

  wouldgivetoanutterstranger!\"Withanxietythelovelyladypausedforareply。Shehopedthatthereplythetallyoungmanwithappealingeyeswouldmakewouldbesuchastomakeitpossibleforhertoforgivehim。

  Hewasnotgiventimetoreply。WithamockingsnortGriswoldinterrupted。AlineandCharleshadentirelyforgottenhim。

  \"Anutterstranger!\"mimickedGriswold。\"Oh,yes;he\'sanutterstranger!You\'reprettygoodactors,bothofyou;butyoucan\'tkeepthatuplong,andyou\'dbetterstopitnow。\"

  \"Stopwhat?\"askedMissProctor。Hertonewascoldandcalm,butinhereyeswasastrangelight。ItshouldhavewarnedGriswoldthathewouldhavebeensaferunderthebed。

  \"Stoppretending!\"criedGriswold。\"Iwon\'thaveit!\"

  \"Idon\'tunderstand,\"saidMissProctor。Shespokeinthesamecoldvoice,onlynowithaddroppedseveraldegreesnearerfreezing。

  \"Idon\'tthinkyouunderstandyourself。Youwon\'thavewhat?\"

  Griswoldnowwasfrightened,andthatmadehimreckless。Insteadofwithdrawingheplungeddeeper。

  \"Iwon\'thaveyoutwopretendingyoudon\'tknoweachother,\"heblustered。\"Iwon\'tstandbeingfooled!Ifyou\'regoingtodeceivemebeforewe\'remarried,whatwillyoudoafterwe\'remarried?\"

  Charlesemittedahowl。Itwasmadeupofdisgust,amazement,andrage。FiercelyheturneduponMissProctor。

  \"Letmehavehim!\"hebegged。

  \"No!\"almostshoutedMissProctor。Hertonewasnolongercold——itwasvolcanic。Hereyes,flashingbeautifully,werefixeduponGriswold。

  ShemadeagestureasthoughtosweepCharlesoutoftheroom。

  \"Pleasego!\"shedemanded。\"Thisdoesnotconcernyou。\"

  Hertonewasonenotlightlytobedisregarded。Charlesdisregardedit。

  \"Itdoesconcernme,\"hesaidbriskly。\"Nobodycaninsultawomaninmyhouse——you,leastofall!\"HeturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。\"Griswold,\"hesaid,\"InevermetthisladyuntilI

  cameintothisroom;butIknowher,understandher,valueherbetterthanyou\'dunderstandherifyouknewherathousandyears!\"

  Griswoldallowedhimtogonofarther。

  \"Iknowthismuch,\"heroared:\"shewasinlovewiththemanwhotookthosephotographs,andthatmanwasinlovewithher!Andyou\'rethatman!\"

  \"WhatifIam!\"roaredbackCharles。\"Menalwayshavelovedher;

  menalwayswill——becauseshe\'safine,big,wonderfulwoman!Youcan\'tseethat,andyouneverwill。Youinsultedher!NowI\'llgiveyoutimetoapologizeforthat,andthenI\'llorderyououtofthishouse!AndifMissProctoristhesortofgirlIthinksheis,she\'llorderyououtofit,too!\"

  BothmenswungtowardMissProctor。Hereyeswerenowsmilingexcitedly。ShefirstturnedthemuponCharles,blushingmostbecomingly。

  \"MissProctor,\"shesaid,\"hopessheisthesortofgirlMr。Cochranthinkssheis。\"ShethenturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。\"Youneedn\'twait,Chester,\"shesaid,\"noteventoapologize。\"

  ChesterGriswold,aloneinhiscar,wasdrivenbacktoNewYork。

  Onthewayheinventedastorytoexplainwhy,attheeleventhhour,hehadjiltedAlineProctor;butwhenhisthoughtsrevertedtotheyoungmanhehadseenworkingwithhissleevesrolleduphedecideditwouldbesafertoletMissProctortellofthebrokenengagementinherownway。

  CharleswouldnotconsenttodrivehisfairguestbacktoNewYorkuntilshehadfirsthonoredhimwithherpresenceatluncheon。Itwasservedfortwo,onhisveranda,undertheclimbinghoneysuckles。Duringtheluncheonhetoldherall。

  MissProctor,inthelightofhisfiveyearsofdevotion,magnanimouslyforgavehim。

  \"Suchaprettyhouse!\"sheexclaimedastheydroveawayfromit。

  \"WhenGriswoldselecteditforourhoneymoonheshowedhisfirstappreciationofwhatIreallylike。\"

  \"Itisstillatyourservice!\"saidCharles。

  MissProctor\'seyessmiledwithastrangelight,butshedidnotspeak。Itwasahappyride;butwhenCharlesleftheratthedoorofherapartment-househeregardedsadlyandwithregretthebundleofretrievedphotographsthatshecarriedaway。

  \"Whatisit?\"sheaskedkindly。

  \"I\'mthinkingofgoingbacktothoseemptyframes,\"saidCharles,andblusheddeeply。MissProctorblushedalso。Withdelightedandguiltyeyesshehastilyscannedthephotographs。Snatchingonefromthecollection,shegaveittohimandthenranupthesteps。

  InthelightofthespringsunsettheeyesofCharlesdevouredthephotographofwhich,atlast,hewastherightfulowner。Onitwaswritten:\"Aslongasthisrocklasts!\"

  AsCharleswalkedtohiscarhisexpressionwasdistinctlythoughtful。

  THEMENOFZANZIBAR

  WhenhishuntingtripinUgandawasover,HemingwayshippedhisspecimensandweaponsdirectfromMombasatoNewYork,buthehimselfjourneyedsouthoverthefewmilesthatstretchedtoZanzibar。

  Ontheoutwardtripthesteamerhadtouchedthere,andthelittlehesawoftheplacehadsocharmedhimthatallthetimehewasonsafarihepromisedhimselfhewouldnotreturnhomewithoutrevisitingit。OnthemorninghearrivedhehadcalleduponHarris,hisconsul,toinquireaboutthehotel;andthateveningHarrishadreturnedhiscallandintroducedhimattheclub。

  OneofthementhereaskedHemingwaywhatbroughthimtoAfrica,andwhenheansweredsimplyandtruthfullythathehadcometoshootbiggame,itwasasthoughhehadsaidsomethingclever,andeveryonesmiled。Onthewaybacktothehotel,astheyfelttheirwaythroughthenarrowslitsinthewallthatservedasstreets,heaskedtheconsulwhyeveryonehadsmiled。

  Theconsullaughedevasively。

  \"It\'salocaljoke,\"heexplained。\"Alotofmencomehereforreasonsbestkepttothemselves,andtheyallsaywhatyousaid,thatthey\'vecometoshootbiggame。It\'sgrowntobeapolitewayoftellingamanitisnoneofhisbusiness。\"

  \"ButIdidn\'tmeanitthatway,\"protestedHemingway。\"Ireallyhavebeenafterbiggameforthelasteightmonths。\"

  Inthetoneoneusestoquietadrunkenmanorachild,theconsulansweredsoothingly。

  \"Ofcourse,\"heassented——\"ofcourseyouhave。\"Buttoshowhewasnothopelesslycredulous,andtokeepHemingwayfrominvolvinghimselfdeeper,hehintedtactfully:\"Maybetheynoticedyoucameashorewithonlyonesteamertrunkandnogun-cases。\"

  \"Oh,that\'seasilyexplained,\"laughedHemingway。\"Myheavyluggage——\"

  Theconsulhadreachedhishouseandhis\"boy\"waspoundinguponitwithhisheavystaff。

  \"Pleasedon\'texplaintome,\"hebegged。\"It\'squiteunnecessary。

  Downherewe\'resodarnedgladtoseeanywhitemanthatwedon\'taskanythingofhimexceptthathewon\'thurryaway。Wejudgethemastheybehavethemselveshere;wedon\'tcarewhattheyareathomeorwhytheyleftit。\"

  Hemingwaywashighlyamused。Tofindthathe,arespectable,sport-lovingHemingwayofMassachusetts,shouldbemistakenforagun-runner,slave-dealer,orescapingcashiergreatlydelightedhim。

  \"Allright!\"heexclaimed。\"I\'llpromisenottoboreyouwithmypast,andIagreetobejudgedbyZanzibarstandards。IonlyhopeIcanliveuptothem,forIseeIamgoingtoliketheplaceverymuch。\"

  Hemingwaykepthispromise。Heborednoonewithconfidencesastohisancestors。Ofhispasthemadeapointnevertospeak。Hepreferredthatthelittlecommunityintowhichhehaddroppedshouldremainunenlightened,shouldtakehimastheyfoundhim。

  Ofthefactthatacollegewasnamedafterhisgrandfatherandthatonhisfather\'srailroadhecouldtravelthroughmanyStates,hewasdiscreetlysilent。

  ThemenofZanzibaraskednoquestions。ThatHemingwaycouldplayastiffgameoftennis,astiffergameofpoker,and,onthepiano,songsfromhomewastothemsufficientrecommendation。InaweekhehadbecomeoneofthemostpopularmembersofZanzibarsociety。Itwasasthoughhehadlivedtherealways。Hemingwayfoundhimselfreachingouttograspthewarmthoftheplaceasaflowerturnstothesun。Hediscoveredthatforthirtyyearssomethinginhimhadbeencheated。

  Forthirtyyearshehadbelievedthatcompletelytosatisfyhissoulallheneededwasthegraystonewallsandthegray-shingledcabinsunderthegrayskiesofNewEngland,thatwhatinnaturehemostlovedwasthepineforestsandthefieldsofgoldenrodontherock-boundcoastoftheNorthShore。Butnow,likeamanescapedfromprison,heleapedanddancedintheglaringsunlightoftheequator,herevelledintherecklessgenerosityofnature,inthegloriousconfusionofcolors,inthe\"bloomingblue\"oftheIndianOcean,intheArabiannightsspentuponthehousetopsunderthepurplesky,andbeneathsilverstarssonearthathecouldtouchthemwithhishand。

  Hefounditlikebeingperpetuallyinacomicoperaandplayingapartinone。Foronlythescenicartistwoulddaretopainthousesinsuchyellow,pink,andcobalt-blue;onlya\"producer\"whohadneverventuredfartherfromBroadwaythantheAtlanticCityboardwalkwouldhaveconceivedcostumessomadandsomagnificent。InstinctivelyhecastthepeopleofZanzibarintheconventionalrolesofmusicalcomedy。

  Hischoruseswerealreadyinwaiting。TherewastheSultan\'sbody-guardingold-lacedturbans,themerchantsofthebazaarsinredfezzesandgownsofflowingsilk,theMalaysailorsinblue,theblacknativepoliceinscarlet,theladiesoftheharemscloselyveiledandcloaked,themarketwomeninasinglegarmentoforange,orscarlet,orpurple,orofallthree,andthehappy,hilariousZanzibariboysinthecolorGodgavethem。

  Forhourshewouldsitundertheyellow-and-greenawningoftheGreekhotelandwatchtheprocessionpass,orhewouldlieunderanumbrellaonthebeachandlaughastheboatmenliftedtheirpassengerstotheirshouldersandwiththemsplashthroughthebreakers,orinthebazaarsforhourshewouldbargainwiththeIndianmerchants,orinthegreatmahoganyhalloftheIvoryHouse,tothewhisperofapunkaandthetinkleoficeinatallglass,listentotalesofArabraids,ofelephantpoachers,ofthetradeinwhiteandblackivory,ofthegreatexplorerswhohadsatinthatsameroom——ofEminPasha,ofLivingstone,ofStanley。Hiscomicoperalackedonlyaheroineandtheloveinterest。

  WhenhemetMrs。Adairhefoundboth。PollyAdair,aseveryonewhodaredtodosopreferredtocallher,was,likehimself,anAmericanand,thoughabsurdlyyoung,awidow。IntheStatesshewouldhavebeencalledanextremelyprettygirl。Inacommunitywherethefewdozenwhitewomenhadwiltedandfadedinthefiercesunoftheequator,andwheretherestofthewomenwerejetblackexcepttheirteeth,whichweredyedanalluringpurple,PollyAdairwasasbeautifulasaJunemorning。Atleast,soHemingwaythoughtthefirsttimehesawher,andeachsucceedingtimehethoughthermorebeautiful,morelovely,moretobeloved。

  Hemether,threedaysafterhisarrival,attheresidenceoftheBritishagentandconsul-general,whereLadyFirthwasgivingteatothesixnursesfromtheEnglishhospitalandtoalltheotherrespectablemembersofZanzibarsociety。

  \"Myhusband\'stypist,\"saidherladyshipasshehelpedHemingwaytotea,\"isacopatriotofyours。She\'ssuchanicegell;notabitlikeanAmerican。Idon\'tknowwhatI\'ddointhisawfulplacewithouther。

  Promiseme,\"shebeggedtragically,\"youwillnotaskhertomarryyou。\"

  Unconsciousofhisfate,Hemingwaypromised。

  \"Becauseallthemendo,\"sighedLadyFirth,\"andIneverknowwhatmorningoneofthewretcheswon\'tcarryherofftoahomeofherown。Andthenwhatwouldbecomeofme?Menaresoselfish!

  Ifyoumustfallinlove,\"suggestedherladyship,\"promisemeyouwillfallinlovewith\"——shepausedinnocentlyandraisedbaby-blueeyes,inababy-likestare——\"withsomeoneelse。\"

  AgainHemingwaypromised。Hebowedgallantly。\"Thatwillbequiteeasy,\"hesaid。

  Herladyshipsmiled,butHemingwaydidnotseethesmile。Hewaslookingpastheratagirlfromhome,whocameacrosstheterracecarryinginherhandastenographer\'snote-book。

  LadyFirthfollowedthedirectionofhiseyesandsawthelookinthem。Sheexclaimedwithdismay:

  \"Already!Alreadyhedesertsme,evenbeforetheinkisdryonthepaper。\"

  Shedrewthenote-bookfromMrs。Adair\'sfingersanddroppeditunderthetea-table。

  \"Lettersmustwait,mychild,\"shedeclared。

  \"ButSirGeorge——\"protestedthegirl。

  \"SirGeorgemustwait,too,\"continuedhiswife;\"theForeignOfficemustwait,theBritishEmpiremustwaituntilyouhavehadyourtea。\"

  Thegirllaughedhelplessly。Asthoughassuredherfellowcountrymanwouldcomprehend,sheturnedtohim。

  \"They\'resoexactlylikewhatyouwantthemtobe,\"shesaid——\"I

  meanabouttheirtea!\"

  HemingwaysmiledbackwithsuchintimateunderstandingthatLadyFirthglancedupinquiringly。

  \"HaveyoumetMrs。Adairalready?\"sheasked。

  \"No,\"saidHemingway,\"butIhavebeentryingtomeetherforthirtyyears。\"

  Perplexed,theEnglishwomanfrowned,andthen,withdelightatherownperspicuity,laughedaloud。

  \"Iknow,\"shecried,\"inyourcountryyouarewhattheycalla\'hustler\'!Isthatright?\"Shewavedthemaway。\"TakeMrs。Adairoverthere,\"shecommanded,\"andtellherallthenewsfromhome。

  Tellherabouttherailroadaccidentsand\'washouts\'andthelatestthinginlynching。\"

  Theyoungpeoplestretchedoutinlongwickerchairsintheshadeofatreecoveredwithpurpleflowers。Onaperchatonesideofthemanorang-outanginasteelbeltwascombingthewhiskersofherinfantdaughter;attheirfeetwhatlookedliketwochowpuppies,butwhichhappenedtobeLadyFirth\'spetlions,werechewingeachother\'stoothlessgums;andintheimmediateforegroundthehospitalnursesweredefyingthesunattenniswhiletheSultan\'sbandplayedselectionsfromaGaietysuccessofmanyyearsinthepast。Withthesesurroundingsitwasdifficulttotalkofhome。Noronanylateroccasions,exceptthroughinadvertence,didtheytalkofhome。

  Forthereasonsalreadystated,itamusedHemingwaytovolunteernoconfidences。OnaccountofwhatthatsameeveningHarristoldhimofMrs。Adair,heaskednone。

  Harrishimselfwasayoungmaninnowayinclinedtowithholdconfidences。Heenjoyedgivingoutinformation。Heenjoyedtalkingabouthimself,hisduties,theotherconsuls,theZanzibaris,andhisnativeStateofIowa。Solongashewaspermittedtotalk,thelistenercouldselectthesubject。But,combinedwithhisloquacity,Hemingwayhadfoundhimkind-hearted,intelligent,observing,andthecallofacommoncountryhadgotthemquicklytogether。

  Hemingwaywasquiteconsciousthatthegirlhehadseenbutoncehadimpressedhimoutofallproportiontowhatheknewofher。

  Sheseemedtoogoodtobetrue。Andhetriedtopersuadehimselfthataftereightmonthsinthehinterlandamonghipposandzebrasanyreasonablyattractivegirlwouldhaveprovedequallydisturbing。

  Buthewasnotconvinced。Hedidnotwishtobeconvinced。HeassuredhimselfthathadhemetMrs。Adairathomeamonghundredsofothershewouldhaverecognizedherasawomanofexceptionalcharacter,asoneespeciallycharming。Hewantedtojustifythisideaofher;hewantedtotalkofMrs。AdairtoHarris,nottolearnmoreconcerningher,butjustforthepleasureofspeakinghername。

  Hewasmuchupsetatthat,andthediscoverythatonmeetingawomanforthefirsttimehestillcouldbesoboyishlyandingenuouslymovedgreatlypleasedhim。Itwasamostdelightfulsecret。Soheactedontheprinciplethatwhenamanimmenselyadmiresawomanandwishestoconcealthatfactfromeveryoneelsehecanbestdosobydeclaringhisadmirationinthefrankestandmostopenmanner。Afterthetea-party,asHarrisandhimselfsatintheconsulate,hesoexpressedhimself。

  \"Whatanextraordinarynicegirl,\"heexclaimed,\"isthatMrs。Adair!

  Ihadalongtalkwithher。Sheismostcharming。Howeverdidawomanlikethatcometobeinaplacelikethis?\"

  Judgingfromhismanner,itseemedtoHemingwaythatatthementionofMrs。Adair\'snamehehadfoundHarrismentallyonguard,asthoughtheconsulhadguessedthequestionwouldcomeandhadpreparedforit。

  \"Shejustdroppedinhereoneday,\"saidHarris,\"fromnoplaceinparticular。Personally,Ialwayshavethoughtfromheaven。\"

  \"It\'sagoodaddress,\"saidHemingway。

  \"Itseemstosuither,\"theconsulagreed。\"Anyway,ifshedoesn\'tcomefromthere,that\'swhereshe\'sgoing——justonaccountofthegoodshe\'sdoneuswhileshe\'sbeenhere。Shearrivedfourmonthsagowithatypewriting-machineandletterstomefromourconsulsinCapeTownandDurban。Shehaddonesometypewritingforthem。Itseemsthatafterherhusbanddied,whichwasafewmonthsaftertheyweremarried,shelearnedtomakeherlivingbytypewriting。Sheworkedtoohardandbrokedown,andthedoctorsaidshemustgotohotcountries,the\'hotterthebetter。\'Soshe\'sworkedherwayhalfaroundtheworldtypewriting。SheworkedchieflyforherownconsulsorfortheAmericancommissionhouses。Sometimesshestayedamonth,sometimesonlyoveronesteamerday。ButwhenshegothereLadyFirthtooksuchafancytoherthatshemadeSirGeorgeengageherashisprivatesecretary,andshe\'sbeenhereeversince。\"

  InacommunitysosmallaswasthatofZanzibarthewhiteresidentssawoneanothereveryday,andwithinaweekHemingwayhadmetMrs。Adairmanytimes。Hemetheratdinner,attheBritishagency;

  hemetherinthecountryclub,wherethewhiteexilesgatheredforteaandtennis。Hehiredalaunchandinherhonorgaveapicniconthenorthcoastoftheisland,andonthreegloriousandmemorablenights,afterdifferentdinner-partieshadascendedtotheroof,hesatathersideandacrossthewhitelevelofthehousetopslookeddownintothemoonlitharbor。

  Whatinterestthetwoyoungpeoplefeltineachotherwasinnowaydiscouragedbytheirsurroundings。Inthetropicsthetenderemotionsarenotwinterkilled。Hadtheymetathome,theconventions,hisownwork,hersocialdutieswouldhavekepttheprogressoftheirinterestwithinacertainspeedlimit。Buttheywereinaplacefreeofconventions,andtheprecedingeightmonthswhichHemingwayhadspentinthejungleandontheplainhadmadethesocietyofhisfellowman,andofMrs。Adairinparticular,especiallyattractive。

  Hemingwayhadnoworktooccupyhistime,andheplaceditunreservedlyatthedispositionofhiscountrywoman。IndoingsoitcouldnotbesaidthatMrs。Adairencouragedhim。Hemingwayhimselfwouldhavebeenthefirsttoacknowledgethis。Fromthedayhemetherhewasconsciousthatalwaystherewasanintangiblebarrierbetweenthem。Evenbeforeshepossiblycouldhaveguessedthathisinterestinherwasmorethanevenshe,attractiveasshewas,hadtherighttoexpect,shehadwrappedaroundherselfaninvisiblemantleofdefense。

  Therewerecertainspeechesofhiswhichsheneverheard,certaintonestowhichsheneverresponded。Atmomentswhenhewascomplimentinghimselfthatatlastshewascontenttobeinhiscompany,shewouldsuddenlyriseandjointheothers,andhewouldbeleftwonderinginwhatwayhecouldpossiblyhaveoffended。

  Heassuredhimselfthatawoman,youngandattractive,inastrangelandinherdependentpositionmustofnecessitybediscreet,butinhisconducttherecertainlyhadbeennothingthatwasnotconsiderate,courteous,andstraightforward。

  Whenheappreciatedthathecaredforherseriously,thathewasgloriouslyhappyincaring,andproudofthewayinwhichhecared,thefactthatshepersistentlyheldhimatarm\'slengthpuzzledandhurt。Atfirstwhenhehaddeliberatelysettoworktomakeherlikehimhewasgladtothinkthat,owingtohisreticenceabouthimself,ifshedidlikehimitwouldbeforhimselfaloneandnotforhisworldlygoods。ButwhenheknewherbetterheunderstoodthatifonceMrs。Adairmadeuphermindtotakeasecondhusband,thefactthathewasasocialandfinancialsomebody,andnot,asmanyinZanzibarsupposedHemingwaytobe,asocialoutcast,wouldmakebutlittledifference。

  Norwashermannertobeexplainedbythefactthatthemajorityofwomenfoundhimunattractive。Astothat,thepleasantburdenofhisexperiencewastothecontrary。Heatlastwonderediftherewassomeoneelse,ifhehadcomeintoherlifetoolate。

  Hesetaboutlookingforthemanandso,hebelieved,hesoonfoundhim。

  Ofthelittlecolony,ArthurFearingwasthemanofwhomHemingwayhadseentheleast。ThatwassobecauseFearingwishedit。Likehimself,FearingwasanAmerican,young,andabachelor,but,verymuchunlikeHemingway,ahermitandarecluse。

  TwoyearsbeforehehadcometoZanzibarlookingforaninvestmentforhismoney。InZanzibarthereweregentlemenadventurersofeverycountry,whowerewelcometoliveinanycountrysavetheirown。

  TothemMr。Fearingseemedaheaven-sentvictim。Buttohimtheiralluringtalesofthefortunesthatweretorisefromburiedtreasures,lostmines,andpearlbedsdidnotappeal。Insteadheconferredwiththeconsuls,theresponsiblemerchants,thepartnersintheprosperoustradinghouses。Afteramonthof\"lookingaround\"hehadpurchasedoutrightthegoodwillandstockofoneoftheoldestofthecommissionhouses,andsoonshowedhimselftobeamostcapablemanofbusiness。But,exceptasamanofbusiness,nooneknewhim。Fromthedimrecessesofhiswarehousehepassedeachdaytotheseclusionofhisbungalowinthecountry。And,althougheveryonewasfriendlytohim,hemadenofriends。

  ItwasonlyafterthearrivalofMrs。Adairthatheconsentedtoshowhimself,anditwassoonnotedthatitwasonlywhenshewasinvitedthathewouldappear,andthatontheseoccasionshedevotedhimselfentirelytoher。Inthepresenceofothers,hestillwasshy,gravelypolite,andspeakingbutlittle,andneverofhimself;butwithMrs。Adairhisshynessseemedtoleavehim,andwhenwithherhewasseentotalkeasilyandeagerly。And,onherpart,towhathesaid,PollyAdairlistenedwithseriousinterest。

  LadyFirth,who,athome,wasatrainedandsuccessfulmatch-maker,andwho,inZanzibar,hadfoundbutalimitedfieldforheractivities,decidedthatifhercompanionandprotegeemustmarry,sheshouldmarryFearing。

  Fearingwasnogentlemanadventurer,remittance-man,orhumbleclerkservinghisapprenticeshiptoasteamshiplineoranivoryhouse。HewasoneofthepillarsofZanzibarsociety。Thetradinghousehehadpurchasedhadhaditsbeginningsintheslave-trade,andnowunderhisalertdirectionwasmakingaturnoverequaltothatofanyofitsancientrivals。Personally,Fearingwasamostdesirablecatch。Hewaswell-mannered,well-read,ofgoodappearance,steady,and,inalatitudeonlysixdegreesremovedfromtheequator,ofimpeccablemorals。

  Itissaidthatitisthepersonwhoisinlovewhoalwaysisthefirsttodiscoverhissuccessfulrival。Itiseitheraninstinctorbecausehisconcernisdeeperthanthatofothers。

  Andso,whenHemingwaysoughtfortheinfluencethatseparatedhimfromPollyAdair,thetrailledtoFearing。Tofindthattheobstacleinthepathofhistruelovewasamangreatlyrelievedhim。HehadfearedthatwhatwasinthethoughtsofMrs。Adairwasthememoryofherdeadhusband。Hehadnodesiretocrossswordswithaghost。Buttoalivingrivalhecouldaffordtobegenerous。

  ForhewassurenoonecouldcareforPollyAdairashecared,and,likeeveryothermaninlove,hebelievedthathealonehaddiscoveredinherbeautiesofsoulandcharacterthattotherestofmankindwerehidden。Thisknowledge,heassuredhimself,hadarousedinhimadepthofdevotionnooneelsecouldhopetoimitate,andthisdepthofdevotionwouldintimesoimpressher,wouldbecomesonecessarytoherexistence,thatitwouldforceheratlastintothearmsoftheonlymanwhocouldofferit。

  Havingsatisfiedhimselfinthisfashion,hecontinuedcheerfullyonhisway,andthepresenceofarivalinnowaydiscouragedhim。ItonlywasPollyAdairwhodiscouragedhim。Andthis,inspiteofthefactthateveryhourofthedayhetriedtobringhimselfpleasantlytohernotice。Allthatanidleyoungmaninlove,aidedandabettedbyimaginationandanunlimitedletterofcredit,coulddo,Hemingwaydid。Buttonoend。

  Thetreasureshedugoutofthebazaarsandpresentedtoher,underfalsepretensesastrinketshehappenedatthatmomenttofindinhispockets,wereadmiredbyherattheirowngreatvalue,andreturnedalsounderfalsepretenses,ashavingbeenofferedheronlytoexamine。

  \"Itisforyoursisterathome,Isuppose,\"sheprompted。\"It\'squitelovely。Thankyouforlettingmeseeit。\"

  Afterhavingbeenseveraltimesseverelysnubbedinthisfashion,Hemingwayremarkedgrimlyasheputablackpearlbackintohispocket:

  \"AtthisratesisterwillbemightygladtoseemewhenIgethome。ItseemsalmostapityIhaven\'tgotasister。\"

  Thegirlansweredthisonlywithagravesmile。

  OnanotheroccasionsheadmiredapoloponythathadbeenimportedforthestableoftheboySultan。ButnextmorningHemingway,aftermuchdiplomacy,becametheownerofitandproudlyrodeittotheagency。LadyFirthandPollyAdairwalkedouttomeethimarminarm,butatsightoftheponytherecameintotheeyesofthesecretaryalookthatcausedHemingwaytowishhimselfandhismountmanymilesinthejungle。Hesawthatbeforeithadbeenproffered,hisgift-horsehadbeenrejected。

  Heactedpromptly。

  \"LadyFirth,\"hesaid,\"you\'vebeensoawfullykindtome,madethisplacesolikeahometome,thatIwantyoutoputthismareinyourstable。TheSultanwantedher,butwhenhelearnedImeanttoturnherovertoyou,helethergo。Webothhopeyou\'llaccept。\"

  LadyFirthhadnoscruples。Infiveminutesshehadaccepted,hadclappedaside-saddleonherrichgift,andwascanteringjoyouslydownthePearlRoad。

  PollyAdairlookedafterherwithanexpressionthatwasdistinctlywistful。Thusencouraged,Hemingwaysaid:

  \"I\'mgladyouaresorry。Ihopeeverytimeyouseethatponyyou\'llbesorry。\"

  \"WhyshouldIbesorry?\"askedthegirl。

  \"Becauseyouhavebeenunkind,\"saidHemingway,\"anditisnotyourcharactertobeunkind。Andthatyouhaveshownlackofcharacteroughttomakeyousorry。\"

  \"Butyouknowperfectlywell,\"saidMrs。Adair,\"thatifIweretotakeanyoneofthesewonderfulthingsyoubringme,Iwouldn\'thaveanycharacterleft。\"

  Shesmiledathimreassuringly。\"Andyouknow,\"sheadded,\"thatthatisnotwhyIdonottakethem。Itisn\'tbecauseIcan\'taffordto,orbecauseIdon\'twantthem,becauseIdo;butit\'sbecauseIdon\'tdeservethem,becauseIcangiveyounothinginreturn。\"

  \"Asthecopy-booksays,\"returnedHemingway,\"\'thepleasureisinthegiving。\'Ifthecopy-bookdon\'tsaythat,Ido。Andtopretendthatyougivemenothing,thatisridiculous!\"

  Itwassoridiculousthatherushedonvehemently。\"Why,everyminuteyougivemesomething,\"heexclaimed。\"Justtoseeyou,justtoknowyouarealive,justtobecertainwhenIturninatnightthatwhentheworldwakesupagainyouwillstillbeapartofit;thatiswhatyougiveme。Anditsnameis——Happiness!\"

  Hehadbegunquiteinnocently;hehadhadnoideathatitwouldcome。Buthehadsaidit。Asclearlyasthoughhehaddroppedupononeknee,laidhishandoverhisheartandexclaimed:\"Mostbeautifulofyoursex,Iloveyou!Willyoumarryme?\"Hiseyesandthetoneofhisvoicehadsaidit。Andheknewthathehadsaidit,andthatsheknew。

  Hereyeswerefilledwithsuddentears,andsowonderfulwasthelightinthemthatforonemadmomentHemingwaythoughttheyweretearsofhappiness。Butthelightdied,andwhathadbeentearsbecameonlywetdropsofwater,andhesawtohisdismaythatshewasmostmiserable。

  Thegirlmovedaheadofhimtothecliffonwhichtheagencystood,andwhichoverhungtheharborandtheIndianOcean。Hereyeswerefilledwithtrouble。Assheraisedthemtohistheybeggedofhimtobekind。

  \"Iamgladyoutoldme,\"shesaid。\"Ihavebeenafraiditwascoming。ButuntilyoutoldmeIcouldnotsayanything。Itriedtostopyou。Iwasrudeandunkind——\"

  \"Youcertainlywere,\"Hemingwayagreedcheerfully。\"Andthemoreyouwouldhavenothingtodowithme,themoreIadmiredyou。AndthenIlearnedtoadmireyoumore,andthentoloveyou。ItseemsnowasthoughIhadalwaysknownandalwayslovedyou。Andnowthisiswhatwearegoingtodo。\"

  Hewouldn\'tletherspeak;herushedonprecipitately。

  \"Wearefirstgoinguptothehousetogetyourtypewriting-machine,andwewillbringitbackhereandhurlitasfaraswecanoffthiscliff。

  Iwanttoseethesplash!Iwanttohearitsmashwhenithitsthatrock。

  Ithasbeenmyworstenemy,becauseithelpedyoutobeindependentofme,becauseitkeptyoufromme。Timeaftertime,ontheveranda,whenIwaspretendingtolistentoLadyFirth,Iwaslisteningtothatdamnedmachinebangingandcomplainingandtiringyourprettyfingersandyourdeareyes。Sofirstithasgottogo。Youhavebeenitsslave,nowIamgoingtobeyourslave。Youhaveonlytorubthelampandthingswillhappen。AndbecauseI\'vetoldyounothingaboutmyself,youmustn\'tthinkthatthemoneythathelpstomakethemhappenis\'tainted。\'Itisn\'t。NoramI,normyfather,normyfather\'sfather。Iamaskingyoutomarryaperfectlyrespectableyoungman。And,whenyoudo——\"

  Againhegavehernoopportunitytointerrupt,butrushedonimpetuously:\"Wewillsailawayacrossthatoceantowhereveryouwilltakeme。ToCeylonandTokioandSanFrancisco,toNaplesandNewYork,toGreeceandAthens。Theyareallnear。Theyareallyours。Willyouacceptthemandme?\"Hesmiledappealingly,butmostmiserably。Forthoughhehadspokenlightlyandwithconfidence,itwastoconcealthefactthathewasnotatallconfident。

  Ashehadreadinhereyesherrefusalofhispony,hehadread,evenashespoke,herrefusalofhimself。Whenheceasedspeakingthegirlanswered:

  \"IfIsaythatwhatyoutellmemakesmeproud,Iamsayingtoolittle。\"

  Sheshookherheadfirmly,withanairoffinalitythatfrightenedHemingway。\"Butwhatyouask——whatyousuggestisimpossible。\"

  \"Youdon\'tlikeme?\"saidHemingway。

  \"Ilikeyouverymuch,\"returnedthegirl,\"and,ifIdon\'tseemunhappythatitcan\'tbe,itisbecauseIalwayshaveknownitcan\'tbe——\"

  \"Whycan\'titbe?\"rebelledHemingway。\"Idon\'tmeanthatIcan\'tunderstandyournotwantingtomarryme,butifIknewyourobjection,maybe,Icouldbeatitdown。\"

  Again,withthesameairoffinality,thegirlmovedherheadslowly,asthoughconsideringeachword;shebegancautiously。

  \"Icannottellyouthereason,\"shesaid,\"becauseitdoesnotconcernonlymyself。\"

  \"Ifyoumeanyoucareforsomeoneelse,\"pleadedHemingway,\"thatdoesnotfrightenmeatall。\"Itdidfrightenhimextremely,but,believingthatafaintheartneverwonanything,hepretendedtobebrave。

  \"Foryou,\"heboasted,\"Iwouldgodownintothegraveasdeepasanyman。Hethathathmorelethimgive。IknowwhatIoffer。I

  knowIloveyouasnootherman——\"

  Thegirlbackedawayfromhimasthoughhehadstruckher。\"Youmustnotsaythat,\"shecommanded。

  Forthefirsttimehesawthatshewasmoved,thatthefingersshelacedandunlacedweretrembling。\"Itisfinal!\"exclaimedthegirl。\"Icannotmarry——you,oranyone。I——Ihavepromised。

  Iamnotfree。\"

  \"Nothingintheworldisfinal,\"returnedHemingwaysharply,\"exceptdeath。\"Heraisedhishatand,asthoughtoleaveher,movedaway。Notbecauseheadmitteddefeat,butbecausehefeltthatforthepresenttocontinuemightlosehimthechancetofightagain。But,todeliveranultimatum,heturnedback。

  \"Aslongasyouarealive,andIamalive,\"hetoldher,\"allthingsarepossible。Idon\'tgiveuphope。Idon\'tgiveupyou。\"

  Thegirlexclaimedwithagestureofdespair。\"Hewon\'tunderstand!\"

  shecried。

  Hemingwayadvancedeagerly。

  \"Helpmetounderstand,\"hebegged。

  \"Youwon\'tunderstand,\"explainedthegirl,\"thatIamspeakingthetruth。Youarerightthatthingscanchangeinthefuture,butnothingcanchangethepast。Can\'tyouunderstandthat?\"

  \"WhatdoIcareforthepast?\"criedtheyoungmanscornfully。\"I

  knowyouaswellasthoughIhadknownyouforathousandyearsandIloveyou。\"

  Thegirlflushedcrimson。

  \"Notmypast,\"shegasped。\"Imeant——\"

  \"Idon\'tcarewhatyoumeant,\"saidHemingway。\"I\'mnotpryingintoyourlittlesecrets。Iknowonlyonething——twothings,thatIloveyouandthat,untilyouloveme,Iamgoingtomakeyourlifehell!\"

  Hecaughtatherhands,andforaninstantshelethimclasptheminbothofhis,whileshelookedathim。

  Somethinginherface,otherthandistressandpity,causedhishearttoleap。Buthewastoowisetospeak,and,thatshemightnotreadthehopeinhiseyes,turnedquicklyandlefther。Hehadnotcrossedthegroundsoftheagencybeforehehadmadeuphismindastothereasonforherrepellinghim。

  \"SheisengagedtoFearing!\"hetoldhimself。\"ShehaspromisedtomarryFearing!Shethinksthatitistoolatetoconsideranotherman!\"Theprospectofafightforthewomanhelovedthrilledhimgreatly。Hislowerjawsetpugnaciously。

  \"I\'llshowherit\'snottoolate,\"hepromisedhimself。\"I\'llshowherwhichofusisthemantomakeherhappy。And,ifIamnottheman,I\'lltakethefirstoutboundsteamerandtroublethemnomore。

  Butbeforethathappens,\"healsopromisedhimself,\"Fearingmustshowheisthebetterman。\"

  Inspiteofhisbravewords,inspiteofhisdetermination,withinthedayHemingwayhadwithdrawninfavorofhisrival,and,ontheCrownPrinceEitel,boundforGenoaandNewYork,hadbookedhispassagehome。

  OntheafternoonofthesamedayhehadspokentoPollyAdair,Hemingwayatthesunsethourbetookhimselftotheconsulate。Atthathourithadbecomehiscustomtovisithisfellowcountrymanandwithhimsharethegossipofthedayandsuchacocktailasonlyafellowcountrymancouldcompose。LaterhewastodineatthehouseoftheIvoryCompanyand,ashisheartneverceasedtellinghim,Mrs。Adairalsowastobepresent。

  \"Itwillbeaverypleasantparty,\"saidHarris。\"Theygavemeabid,too,butit\'ssteamerdayto-morrow,andI\'vegottogetmymailreadyfortheCrownPrinceEitel。Mrs。Adairistobethere。\"

  Hemingwaynodded,andwithpleasantanticipationwaited。OfMrs。

  Adair,Harrisalwaysspokewithreverententhusiasm,andthemanwholovedherdelightedtolisten。ButthistimeHarrisdisappointedhim。

  \"AndFearing,too,\"headded。

  AgainHemingwaynodded。Theconjunctionofthetwonamessurprisedhim,buthemadenosign。LoquaciousasheknewHarristobe,heneverbeforehadheardhisfriendevensuggestthesubjectthattoZanzibarhadbecomeofacuteinterest。

  Harrisfilledthetwoglasses,andbegantopacetheroom。Whenhespokeitwasintheaggrievedtoneofonewhofeelshimselfplacedinafalseposition。

  \"There\'snoone,\"hecomplainedsuddenly,\"sopopularlyunpopularasthemanwhobuttsin。Iknowthat,butstillI\'vealwaystakenhisside。I\'vealwaysbeenforhim。\"Hehalted,straddlingwithlegsapartandhandsdeepinhistrouserspockets,andfrowneddownuponhisguest。

  \"Suppose,\"hebeganaggressively,\"Iseeamandrivinghiscaroveracliff。IfItellhimthatroadwilltakehimoveracliff,theworstthatcanhappentomeistobetoldtomindmyownbusiness,andIcanalwaysanswerback:\'Iwasonlytryingtohelpyou。\'IfIdon\'tspeak,themanbreakshisneck。Betweenthetwo,itseemstome,soonerthanhaveanyone\'slifeonmyhands,I\'dratherbetoldtomindmyownbusiness。\"

  Hemingwaystaredintohisglass。Hisexpressionwasdistinctlydisapproving,but,undismayed,theconsulcontinued。

  \"Now,weallknowthatthismorningyougavethatpoloponytoLadyFirth,andoneofusguessesthatyoufirstofferedittosomeoneelse,whorefusedit。Oneofusthinksthatverysoon,to-morrow,orevento-night,atthispartyyoumayofferthatsamepersonsomethingelse,somethingworthmorethanapolopony,andthatifsherefusesthat,itisgoingtobreakyouallup,isgoingtohurtyoufortherestofyourlife。\"

  Liftinghiseyesfromhisglass,Hemingwayshotathisfriendaglanceofwarning。Inhaste,Harriscontinued:

  \"Iknow,\"heprotested,answeringthelook,\"IknowthatthisiswhereMr。Buttinskyistoldtomindhisbusiness。ButI\'mgoingrighton。I\'mgoingtostateahypotheticalcasewithnonamesmentionedandnoquestionsasked,oranswered。I\'mgoingtostateatheory,andletyoudrawyourowndeductions。\"

  Heslidintoachair,andacrossthetablefastenedhiseyesonthoseofhisfriend。Confidentlyandundisturbed,butwithawrysmileofdislike,Hemingwaystaredfixedlybackathim。

  \"What,\"demandedHarris,\"isthefirstruleindetectivework?\"

  Hemingwaystarted。Hewaspreparedforsomethingunpleasant,butnotforthatparticularformofunpleasantness。Buthisfaithwasunshaken,andhesmiledconfidently。Helettheconsulanswerhisownquestion。

  \"Itistofollowthewoman,\"declaredHarris。\"And,accordingly,whatshouldbethefirstprecautionofamanmakinghisget-away?

  Toseethatthewomandoesnotfollow。Butsupposewearedealingwithafugitiveofespecialintelligence,withacriminalwhohasimaginationandbrains?Hemightfixitsothatthewomancouldfollowhimwithoutgivinghimaway,hemightplanitsothatnoonewouldsuspect。Shemightarriveathishiding-placeonlyaftermanymonths,onlyaftereachhadmadeseparatelyalongcircuitoftheglobe,onlyafterajourneywithaplausibleandlegitimateobject。

  Shewouldarrivedisguisedineveryway,andtheywouldmeetastotalstrangers。And,asstrangersundertheeyesofothers,theywouldbecomeacquainted,wouldgraduallygrowmorefriendly,wouldbeseenmorefrequentlytogether,untilatlastpeoplewouldsay:\'Thosetwomeantomakeamatchofit。\'Andthen,oneday,openly,inthesightofallmen,withtheaidofthelawandthechurch,theywouldresumethoserelationsthatexistedbeforethemanranawayandthewomanfollowed。\"

  Therewasashortsilence。

  Hemingwaybrokeitinatonethatwouldacceptnodenial。

  \"Youcan\'ttalklikethattome,\"hecried。\"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  Withoutresentment,theconsulregardedhimwithgravesolicitude。

  Hislookwasoneofrealaffection,and,althoughhistoneheldtheabsolutefinalityofthefamilyphysicianwhodeliversasentenceofdeath,hespokewithgentlenessandregret。

  \"Imean,\"hesaid,\"thatMrs。Adairisnotawidow,thatthemanshespeaksofasherlatehusbandisnotdead;thatthatmanisFearing!\"

  Hemingwayfeltafraid。Amonthbeforearhinoceroshadchargedhimandhaddroppedathisfeet。Atanothertimeawoundedlionesshadleapedintohispathandcrouchedtospring。Thenhehadnotbeenafraid。Thenhehadaimedasconfidentlyasthoughhewerefiringatastrawtarget。Butnowhefeltrealfear:fearofsomethinghedidnotcomprehend,ofasituationhecouldnotmaster,ofanadversaryasstrongasFate。Byawordsomethinghadbeensnatchedfromhimthathenowknewwasasdeartohimaslife,thatwaslife,thatwaswhatmadeitworthcontinuing。Andhecoulddonothingtopreventit;hecouldnothelphimself。Hewasasimpotentastheprisonerwhohearsthejudgebanishhimintoexile。Hetriedtoadjusthismindtothecalamity。Buthismindrefused。Aseasilyaswithhisfingeramancanblocktheswingofapendulumandhalttheprogressoftheclock,Harriswithawordhadbroughttheentireworldtoafullstop。

  Andthen,abovehishead,Hemingwayheardthelazywhisperofthepunka,andfromtheharbortheraucouswhistleoftheCrownPrinceEitel,signallingherentrance。Theworldhadnotstopped;forthepunka-boy,forthecaptainoftheGermansteamer,forHarrisseatedwithfaceaverted,theworldwasstillgoinggaylyandbusilyforward。

  Onlyforhimhaditstopped。

  InspiteoftheconfidenttoneinwhichHarrishadspoken,inspiteofthefactthatunlessheknewitwasthetruth,hewouldnothavespoken,Hemingwaytriedtourgehimselftobelievetherehadbeensomehideous,absurderror。Butinanswercamebacktohimsnatchesoftalkorphrasesthegirlhadlastaddressedtohim:\"Youcancommandthefuture,butyoucannotchangethepast。Icannotmarryyou,oranyone!Iamnotfree!\"

  Andthentocomforthimself,hecalledupthelookhehadsurprisedinhereyeswhenhestoodholdingherhandsinhis。Heclungtoit,asadrowningmanwillclutchevenatapieceoffloatingseaweed。

  Whenhetriedtospeakhefoundhisvoicechokedandstifled,andthathisdistresswasevident,heknewfromthepityhereadintheeyesofHarris。

  Inavoicestrangetohim,heheardhimselfsaying:\"Whydoyouthinkthat?You\'vegottotellme。Ihavearighttoknow。ThismorningIaskedMrs。Adairtomarryme。\"

  Theconsulexclaimedwithdismayandsquirmedunhappily。\"I

  didn\'tknow,\"heprotested。\"IthoughtIwasintime。Ioughttohavetoldyoudaysago,but——\"

  \"Tellmenow,\"commandedHemingway。

  \"Iknowitinathousandways,\"beganHarris。

  Hemingwayraisedhiseyeshopefully。

  Buttheconsulshookhishead。\"Buttoconvinceyou,\"hewenton,\"Ineedtellyouonlyone。Thethousandotherproofsarelookstheyhaveexchanged,sentencesIhavechancedtooverhear,andthateachofthemunknowntotheotherhastoldmeoflittlehappeningsandincidentswhichIfoundwerecommontoboth。Eachhasdescribedthehouseinwhichheorshelived,anditwasthesamehouse。TheyclaimtocomefromdifferentcitiesinNewEngland,theycamefromthesamecity。Theyclaim——\"

  \"Thatisnoproof,\"criedHemingway,\"eitherthattheyaremarried,orthatthemanisacriminal。\"

  ForamomentHarrisregardedtheotherinsilence。Thenhesaid:

  \"You\'remakingitveryhardforme。IseeI\'vegottoshowyou。

  It\'skindest,afterall,tocutquick。\"Heleanedfartherforward,andhisvoicedropped。Speakingquickly,hesaid:

  \"LastsummerIlivedoutsidethetowninabungalowonthePearlRoad。Fearing\'shousewasnexttomine。ThiswasbeforeMrs。

  Adairwenttoliveattheagency,andwhileshewasaloneinanotherbungalowfartherdowntheroad。Iwasillthatsummer;

  mynerveswentbackonme。Icouldn\'tsleep。Iusedtositallnightonmyverandaandprayforthesuntorise。FromwhereIsatitwasdarkandnoonecouldseeme,butIcouldseetheverandaofFearing\'shouseandintohisgarden。AndnightafternightIsawMrs。AdaircreepoutofFearing\'shouse,sawhimwalkwithhertothegate,sawhimintheshadowofthebushestakeherinhisarms,andsawthemkiss。\"Thevoiceoftheconsulrosesharply。\"NooneknowsthatbutyouandI,and,\"hecrieddefiantly,\"itisimpossibleforustobelieveillofPollyAdair。Theeasyexplanationwerefuse。Itisintolerable。

  AndsoyoumustbelieveasIbelieve;thatwhenshevisitedFearingbynightshewenttohimbecauseshehadtherighttogotohim,becausealreadyshewashiswife。AndnowwheneveryoneherebelievestheymetforthefirsttimeinZanzibar,whennoonewillbesurprisediftheyshouldmarry,theywillgothroughtheceremonyagain,andliveasmanandwife,astheyare,astheywerebeforehefledfromAmerica!\"

  Hemingwaywasseatedwithhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands。HewassolongsilentthatHarrisstruckthetableroughlywithhispalm。

  \"Well,\"hedemanded,\"whydon\'tyouspeak?Doyoudoubther?

  Don\'tyoubelievesheishiswife?\"

  \"Irefusetobelieveanythingelse!\"saidHemingway。Herose,andslowlyandheavilymovedtowardthedoor。\"AndIwillnottroublethemanymore,\"headded。\"I\'llleaveatsunriseontheEitel。\"

  Harrisexclaimedindismay,butHemingwaydidnothearhim。Inthedoorwayhehaltedandturnedback。Fromhisvoicealltraceofemotionhaddeparted。\"Why,\"heaskeddully,\"doyouthinkFearingisafugitive?Notthatitmatterstoher,sincesheloveshim,orthatitmatterstome。OnlyIwouldliketothinkyouwerewrong。Iwanthertohaveonlythebest。\"

  Againtheconsulmovedunhappily。

  \"Ioughtn\'ttotellyou,\"heprotested,\"andifIdoIoughttotelltheStateDepartment,andadetectiveagencyfirst。Theyhavethecall。

  Theywanthim,oramandamnedlikehim。\"Hisvoicedroppedtoawhisper。\"ThemanwantedisHenryBrownell,acashierofabankinWaltham,Mass。,thirty-fiveyearsofage,smooth-shaven,college-bred,speakingwithamarkedNewEnglandaccent,and——andwithothermarksthatfitFearinglikethecoveronabook。ThedepartmentandthePinkertonshavebeendevillingthelifeoutofmeaboutitforninemonths。TheyarepositiveheisonthecoastofAfrica。Iputthemoff。

  Iwasn\'tsure。\"

  \"You\'vebeenprotectingthem,\"saidHemingway。

  \"Iwasn\'tsure,\"reiteratedHarris。\"AndifIwere,thePinkertonscandotheirownsleuthing。Theman\'slivinghonestlynow,anyway,isn\'the?\"

  hedemanded;\"andsheloveshim。Atleastshe\'sstuckbyhim。WhyshouldIpunishher?\"

  Histoneseemedtochallengeandupbraid。

  \"GoodGod!\"criedtheother,\"I\'mnotblamingyou!I\'dbeproudofthechancetodoasmuch。IaskedbecauseI\'dliketogoawaythinkingshe\'scontent,thinkingshe\'shappywithhim。\"

  \"Doesn\'titlookasthoughshewere?\"Harrisprotested。\"She\'sfollowedhim——followedhimhalfaroundtheglobe。Ifshe\'dbeenhappierawayfromhim,she\'dhavestayedawayfromhim。\"

  Sointenthadbeenthemenupontheirtalkthatneitherhadnotedthepassingoftheminutesor,whatatothertimeswasaneventofmoment,thatthemailsteamerhaddistributedhermailandpassengers;andwhenaservantenteredbearinglamps,andfromtheofficetheconsul\'sclerkappearedwithabundleoflettersfromtheEitel,bothweretakenbysurprise。

  \"Solate?\"exclaimedHemingway。\"Imustgo。IfI\'mtosailwiththeEitelatdaybreak,I\'velittletime!\"

  Buthedidnotgo。

  AsheadvancedtowardHarriswithhishandoutstretchedinadieu,thefaceoftheconsulhaltedhim。Withtheletters,theclerkhadplaceduponthetableavisiting-card,andasitlayinthecircleoflightfromthelamptheconsul,asthoughitwerealiveandmenacing,staredatitinfascination。Movingstiffly,heturneditsothatHemingwaycouldsee。OnitHemingwayread,\"GeorgeS。Sheyer,\"and,onalowerline,\"RepresentingWilliamL。Pinkerton。\"

  Tothewomanhelovedthecalamitytheydreadedhadcome,andHemingway,withagroanofdismay,exclaimedaloud:

  \"Itistheend!\"

  Fromthedarknessoftheouterofficeamansteppedsoftlyintothecircleofthelamp。Theycouldseehisfigureonlyfromthewaistdown;therestofhimwasblurredinshadows。

  \"\'Itistheend\'?\"herepeatedinquiringly。Hespokethephrasewithpeculiaremphasis,asthoughtoimpressituponthememoryofthetwoothers。Hisvoicewascool,alert,authoritative。\"Theendofwhat?\"hedemandedsharply。

  Thequestionwasmostdifficult。Inthesilencethedetectivemovedintothelight。Hewastallandstronglybuilt,hisfacewasshrewdandintelligent。Hemighthavebeenaprosperousmanofbusiness。

  \"Whichofyouistheconsul?\"heasked。ButhedidnottakehiseyesfromHemingway。

  \"Iamtheconsul,\"saidHarris。ButstillthedetectivedidnotturnfromHemingway。

  \"Why,\"heasked,\"didthisgentleman,whenhereadmycard,say,\'Itistheend\'?Theendofwhat?Hasanythingbeengoingonherethatcametoanendwhenhesawmycard?\"

  Disconcerted,indeepembarrassment,Harrisstruggledforaword。

  Buthisdistresswasnotobservedbythedetective。Hiseyes,suspiciousandaccusing,stillwerefixeduponHemingway,andundertheirscrutinyHarrissawhisfriendslowlyretreat,slowlycrumpleupintoachair,slowlyraisehishandstocoverhisface。Asthoughinanightmare,heheardhimsayingsavagely:

  \"Itistheendoftwoyearsofhell,itistheendoftwoyearsoffearandagony!NowIshallhavepeace。NowIshallsleep!

  IthankGodyou\'vecome!IthankGodIcangoback!\"

  Harrisbrokethespellbyleapingtohisfeet。Hesprangbetweenthetwomen。

  \"Whatdoesthismean?\"hecommanded。

  Hemingwayraisedhiseyesandsurveyedhimsteadily。

  \"Itmeans,\"hesaid,\"thatIhavedeceivedyou,Harris——thatIamthemanyoutoldmeof,Iamthemantheywant。\"Heturnedtotheofficer。

  \"Ifooledhimforfourmonths,\"hesaid。\"Icouldn\'tfoolyouforfiveminutes。\"

  Theeyesofthedetectivedancedwithsuddenexcitement,joy,andtriumph。HeshotaneagerglancefromHemingwaytotheconsul。

  \"Thisman,\"hedemanded;\"whoishe?\"

  WithanimpatientgestureHemingwaysignifiedHarris。

  \"Hedoesn\'tknowwhoIam,\"hesaid。\"HeknowsmeasHemingway。

  IamHenryBrownell,ofWaltham,Mass。\"Againhisfacesankintothepalmsofhishands。\"AndI\'mtired——tired,\"hemoaned。\"Iamsickofnotknowing,sickofrunningaway。Igivemyselfup。\"

  Thedetectivebreathedasighofreliefthatseemedtoissuefromhissoul。

  \"MyGod,\"hesighed,\"you\'vegivenmealongchase!I\'vehadelevenmonthsofyou,andI\'massickofthisasyouare。\"Herecoveredhimselfsharply。Asthoughrecitinganincantation,headdressedHemingwayincrisp,emotionlessnotes。

  \"HenryBrownell,\"hechanted,\"IarrestyouinthenameofthecommonwealthofMassachusettsfortherobbery,onOctobertheeleventh,nineteenhundredandnine,oftheWalthamTitleandTrustCompany。Iunderstand,\"headded,\"youwaiveextraditionandreturnwithmeofyourownfreewill?\"

  Withhisfacestillinhishands,Hemingwaymurmuredassent。Thedetectivesteppedbrisklyanduninvitedtothetableandseatedhimself。

  Hewasbeamingwithtriumph,withpleasurableexcitement。

  \"Iwanttosendamessagehome,Mr。Consul,\"hesaid。\"MayIuseyourcableblanks?\"

  HarriswasstillstandinginthecentreoftheroomlookingdownuponthebowedheadandshouldersofHemingway。Since,inamazement,hehadsprungtowardhim,hehadnotspoken。Andhewasstillsilent。

  InsidetheskullofWilburHarris,ofIowa,U。S。A。,AmericanconsultoZanzibar,EastAfrica,therewasgoingforwardamightystrugglethatwasnotfittoputintowords。ForHarrisandhisconsciencehadmetandwereatodds。Onewayortheotherthefightmustbesettledatonce,andwhateverhedecidedmustbeforalltime。Thisheunderstood,andashissympathiesandconsciencestruggledforthemasterythepenofthedetective,scratchingatracingspeedacrossthepaper,warnedhimthatonlyafewsecondswerelefthiminwhichtoprotestorelsetoforeverafterholdhispeace。

  SorealistichadbeentheactingofHemingwaythatforaninstantHarrishimselfhadbeendeceived。Butonlyforaninstant。WithhisknowledgeofthecircumstanceshesawthatHemingwaywasnotconfessingtoacrimeofhisown,butdrawingacrossthetrailoftherealcriminaltheconvenientandusefulredherring。HeknewthatalreadyHemingwayhaddeterminedtosailthenextmorning。InleavingZanzibarhewasmakingnosacrifice。Hemerelywascarryingouthisoriginalplan,andbytakingawaywithhimthedetectivewasgivingBrownellandhiswifeatleastamonthinwhichtoagainlosethemselves。

  Whatwashisowndutyhecouldnotdetermine。ThatofHemingwayheknewnothing,hecouldtruthfullytestify。AndifnowHemingwayclaimedtobeHenryBrownell,hehadnocertainknowledgetothecontrary。ThatthroughhisadventureHemingwaywouldcometoharmdidnotgreatlydisturbhim。HeforesawthathisfriendneedonlysendawirelessfromNantucketandatthewharfwitnesseswouldswarmtoestablishhisidentityandmakeitevidentthedetectivehadblundered。AndinthemeanwhileBrownellandhiswife,insomesettlementstillfurtherremovedfromobservation,wouldforthesecondtimehavefortifiedthemselvesagainstpursuitandcapture。HesawtheeyesofHemingwayfixeduponhiminappealandwarning。

  Thebriskvoiceofthedetectivebrokethesilence。

  \"Youwilltestify,ifneedbe,Mr。Consul,\"hesaid,\"thatyouheardtheprisoneradmithewasHenryBrownellandthathesurrenderedhimselfofhisownfreewill?\"

  Foraninstanttheconsulhesitated,thenhenoddedstiffly。

  \"Iheardhim,\"hesaid。

  Threehourslater,atteno\'clockofthesameevening,thedetectiveandHemingwayleanedtogetherontherailoftheCrownPrinceEitel。Forward,intheglareofhercargolights,tothepuffingandcreakingofderricksanddonkeyengines,bundlesofbeeswax,ofrawhides,andprecioustusksofivorywerebeinghurledintothehold;fromtheshore-boatsclingingtotheship\'ssidescametheshrieksoftheZanzibarboys,fromthesmoking-roomtheblareofthesteward\'sbandandtheclinkofglasses。ThoseoftheyouthofZanzibarwhowereonboard,theGermanandEnglishclerksandagents,sawinthepresenceofHemingwayonlyapurposesimilartotheirown;thedesireofahomesickexiletogazeuponthemirroredgloriesoftheEitel\'ssaloon,atthefacesofwhitemenandwomen,tolistentohome-mademusic,todrinkhome-brewedbeer。Ashepassedthesmoking-roomtheycalledtohim,andtothestrangerathiselbow,butheonlynoddedsmilingand,avoidingthem,ascendedtotheshadowofthedesertedboat-deck。

  \"Youaresure,\"hesaid,\"youtoldnoone?\"

  \"Noone,\"thedetectiveanswered。\"Ofcourseyourhotelproprietorknowsyou\'resailing,buthedoesn\'tknowwhy。And,bysunrise,we\'llbewelloutatsea。\"

  ThewordscaughtHemingwaybythethroat。Heturnedhiseyestothetownlyinglikeafieldofsnowinthemoonlight。Somewhereononeofitsflatroofsamerrydinner-partywaslaughing,drinking,perhapsregrettinghisabsence,wonderingathisexcuseofsuddenillness。Shewasthere,andhewiththedetectivelikeashadowathiselbow,wassailingoutofherlifeforever。Hehadseenherforthelasttime:thatmorningforthelasttimehadlookedintohereyes,hadheldherhandsinhis。Hesawthewhitebeach,thewhitefortress-likewalls,thehanginggardens,thecourtesyingpalms,dimly。Itwasamongthosethathewhohadthoughthimselfcontent,hadfoundhappiness,andhadthenseenitdeserthimandtakeoutofhislifepleasureinallotherthings。Withapainthatseemedimpossibletosupport,heturnedhisbackuponZanzibarandallitmeanttohim。

  And,asheturned,hefaced,comingtowardhim,acrossthemoonlitdeck,Fearing。

  Hisinstinctwastocryouttothemaninwarning,buthissecondthoughtshowedhimthatthroughhisveryefforttoprotecttheother,hemightbringabouthisundoing。So,helplesstoprevent,inagitationandalarm,hewaitedinsilence。Ofthetwomen,Fearingappearedtheleastdisturbed。Withapolitebutauthoritativegestureheturnedtothedetective。\"Ihavesomethingtosaytothisgentlemanbeforehesails,\"

  hesaid;\"wouldyoukindlystandoverthere?\"

  Hepointedacrosstheemptydeckattheotherrail。

  Inthealert,confidentyoungmanintheEnglishmess-jacket,clean-shavenandbronzedbythesunsoftheequator,thedetectivesawnolikenesstothepale,beardedbankclerkoftheNewEnglandcity。This,heguessed,mustbesomeEnglishofficial,somefriendofBrownell\'swhogenerouslyhadcometobidtheunfortunatefugitiveGodspeed。

  Assuredofthis,thedetectivealsobowedpolitely,and,outofhearing,butwithhisprisonerinfullview,tookupapositionagainsttherailopposite。

  Turninghisbackuponthedetective,andfacingHemingwaywithhiseyesclosetohis,Fearingbeganabruptly。Hisvoicewassunktoawhisper,buthespokewithouttheslightestsignoftrepidation,withoutthehesitationofaninstant。

  \"Twoyearsago,whenIwasindicted,\"hewhispered,\"andranaway,PollypaidbackhalfofthesumIstole。Thatleftherwithoutapenny;that\'swhyshetooktothistypewriting。Sincethen,Ihavepaidbacknearlyalltherest。ButPollywasnotsatisfied。Shewantedmetotakemypunishmentandstartfresh。

  Sheknewtheywerewatchinghersoshecouldn\'twritethistome,butshecametomebyaroundaboutway,takingayeartogethere。Andallthetimeshe\'sbeenhere,she\'sbeenbeggingmetogobackandgivemyselfup。Icouldn\'tseeit。IknewinafewmonthsI\'dhavepaidbackallItook,andIthoughtthatwasenough。

  Iwantedtokeepoutofjail。ButshesaidImusttakemymedicineinourowncountry,andstartsquarewithacleanslate。She\'sdonealotforme,andwhetherI\'dhavedonethatforherornot,Idon\'tknow。Butnow,Imust!Whatyoudidto-nighttosaveme,leavesmenochoice。So,I\'llsail——\"

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