AsCharleswhirledintothecountryroadinwhichstoodhishousehesawdrawnupinfrontofitthelonggraycarinwhich,thatmorning,ChesterGriswoldhadcalledattheoffice。Cochranemittedahowlofanger。Washishomeagaintobeinvaded?Andagainwhilehewasabsent?TowhatextremewouldGriswold\'sjealousynextleadhim?
Hefelloutofhisowncarwhileitstillmoved,andleapedupthegardenwalk。Thefrontroomsofthehousewereempty,butfromhisbedroomheheard,raisedinexcitedtones,thevoiceofGriswold。Theaudacityofthemanwassosurprising,andhisowndelightatcatchinghimred-handedsosatisfying,thatnolongerwasCochranangry。TheLordhaddeliveredhisenemyintohishands!And,asheadvancedtowardhisbedroom,notonlywashecalm,but,atthethoughtofhisrevenge,distinctlyjubilant。Inthepassagewayafrightenedmaidservant,who,athisunexpectedarrival,wasnowevenmorefrightened,endeavoredtogivehimanexplanation;buthewavedherintosilence,and,stridingbeforeher,enteredhisbedroom。
Hefoundconfrontinghimatallandbeautifulyoungwoman。ItwasnottheAlineProctorheknew。Itwasnotthewell-poised,gracious,anddistinguishedbeautyhehadseenglidingamongthetablesatSherry\'sorthrowingsmilesoverthefootlights。ThisAlineProctorwasaveryindignantyoungperson,withflashingeyes,tossinghead,andastampingfoot。Extendedfromheratarm\'slength,sheheldaphotographofherselfinaheavysilverframe;and,asthoughitwereaweapon,shewasbrandishingitinthefaceofChesterGriswold。
AsCochran,inamazement,haltedinthedoorwayshewasexclaiming:
\"ItoldyouIdidn\'tknowCharlesCochran!Itellyousonow!Ifyoucan\'tbelieveme-\"
OutofthecornerofherflashingeyestheangryladycaughtsightofCochraninthedoorway。Sheturnedupontheintruderasthoughshemeantforciblytoejecthim。
\"Whoareyou?\"shedemanded。Hermannerandtoneseemedtoadd:
\"Andwhatthedeuceareyoudoinghere?\"
Charlesansweredhertone。
\"IamCharlesCochran,\"hesaid。\"Ilivehere。Thisismyhouse!\"
ThesewordshadnoothereffectuponMissProctorthantoswitchherindignationdownanothertrack。ShenowturneduponCharles。
\"Then,ifthisisyourhouse,\"criedthatangryyoungperson,\"whyhaveyoufilleditwithphotographsofmethatbelongtosomeoneelse?\"
Charlessawthathishourhadcome。Hissinhadfoundhimout。Hefeltthattoprevaricatewouldbeonlystupid。
Griswoldhadtrieddeviousmethods——andlookwherehisdeviousmethodshaddumpedhim!Griswoldcertainlywasinwrong。Charlesquicklydeterminedtoadoptacoursedirectlyopposite。GriswoldhadshownanutterlackofconfidenceinAline。Charlesdecidedthathewouldgiveherhisentireconfidence,wouldthrowhimselfuponthemercyofthecourt。
\"Ihavethosephotographsinmyhouse,MissProctor,\"hesaid,\"becauseIhaveadmiredyoualongtime。TheyweremorelikeyouthanthoseIcouldbuy。Havingthemherehashelpedmealot,andithasn\'tdoneyouanyharm。Youknowverywellyouhaveanonymousadmirersalloverthiscountry。I\'monlyoneofthem。IfIhaveoffended,Ihaveoffendedwithmany,manythousands。\"
AlreadyithasbeenrelatedthatCochranwasverygoodtolookupon。Atthepresentmoment,ashespokeinrespectful,evensoulfulaccents,meeklyandpenitentlyproclaiminghislong-concealedadmiration,MissProctorfoundherindignationmeltinglikeanicicleinthesun。
Still,shedidnotholdherselfcheaply。Shewasaccustomedtosuchopenflattery。Shewouldnotatoncecapitulate。
\"Butthesepictures,\"sheprotested,\"IgavetoamanIknew。Youhavenorighttothem。TheyarenotatallthesortofpictureI
wouldgivetoanutterstranger!\"Withanxietythelovelyladypausedforareply。Shehopedthatthereplythetallyoungmanwithappealingeyeswouldmakewouldbesuchastomakeitpossibleforhertoforgivehim。
Hewasnotgiventimetoreply。WithamockingsnortGriswoldinterrupted。AlineandCharleshadentirelyforgottenhim。
\"Anutterstranger!\"mimickedGriswold。\"Oh,yes;he\'sanutterstranger!You\'reprettygoodactors,bothofyou;butyoucan\'tkeepthatuplong,andyou\'dbetterstopitnow。\"
\"Stopwhat?\"askedMissProctor。Hertonewascoldandcalm,butinhereyeswasastrangelight。ItshouldhavewarnedGriswoldthathewouldhavebeensaferunderthebed。
\"Stoppretending!\"criedGriswold。\"Iwon\'thaveit!\"
\"Idon\'tunderstand,\"saidMissProctor。Shespokeinthesamecoldvoice,onlynowithaddroppedseveraldegreesnearerfreezing。
\"Idon\'tthinkyouunderstandyourself。Youwon\'thavewhat?\"
Griswoldnowwasfrightened,andthatmadehimreckless。Insteadofwithdrawingheplungeddeeper。
\"Iwon\'thaveyoutwopretendingyoudon\'tknoweachother,\"heblustered。\"Iwon\'tstandbeingfooled!Ifyou\'regoingtodeceivemebeforewe\'remarried,whatwillyoudoafterwe\'remarried?\"
Charlesemittedahowl。Itwasmadeupofdisgust,amazement,andrage。FiercelyheturneduponMissProctor。
\"Letmehavehim!\"hebegged。
\"No!\"almostshoutedMissProctor。Hertonewasnolongercold——itwasvolcanic。Hereyes,flashingbeautifully,werefixeduponGriswold。
ShemadeagestureasthoughtosweepCharlesoutoftheroom。
\"Pleasego!\"shedemanded。\"Thisdoesnotconcernyou。\"
Hertonewasonenotlightlytobedisregarded。Charlesdisregardedit。
\"Itdoesconcernme,\"hesaidbriskly。\"Nobodycaninsultawomaninmyhouse——you,leastofall!\"HeturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。\"Griswold,\"hesaid,\"InevermetthisladyuntilI
cameintothisroom;butIknowher,understandher,valueherbetterthanyou\'dunderstandherifyouknewherathousandyears!\"
Griswoldallowedhimtogonofarther。
\"Iknowthismuch,\"heroared:\"shewasinlovewiththemanwhotookthosephotographs,andthatmanwasinlovewithher!Andyou\'rethatman!\"
\"WhatifIam!\"roaredbackCharles。\"Menalwayshavelovedher;
menalwayswill——becauseshe\'safine,big,wonderfulwoman!Youcan\'tseethat,andyouneverwill。Youinsultedher!NowI\'llgiveyoutimetoapologizeforthat,andthenI\'llorderyououtofthishouse!AndifMissProctoristhesortofgirlIthinksheis,she\'llorderyououtofit,too!\"
BothmenswungtowardMissProctor。Hereyeswerenowsmilingexcitedly。ShefirstturnedthemuponCharles,blushingmostbecomingly。
\"MissProctor,\"shesaid,\"hopessheisthesortofgirlMr。Cochranthinkssheis。\"ShethenturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。\"Youneedn\'twait,Chester,\"shesaid,\"noteventoapologize。\"
ChesterGriswold,aloneinhiscar,wasdrivenbacktoNewYork。
Onthewayheinventedastorytoexplainwhy,attheeleventhhour,hehadjiltedAlineProctor;butwhenhisthoughtsrevertedtotheyoungmanhehadseenworkingwithhissleevesrolleduphedecideditwouldbesafertoletMissProctortellofthebrokenengagementinherownway。
CharleswouldnotconsenttodrivehisfairguestbacktoNewYorkuntilshehadfirsthonoredhimwithherpresenceatluncheon。Itwasservedfortwo,onhisveranda,undertheclimbinghoneysuckles。Duringtheluncheonhetoldherall。
MissProctor,inthelightofhisfiveyearsofdevotion,magnanimouslyforgavehim。
\"Suchaprettyhouse!\"sheexclaimedastheydroveawayfromit。
\"WhenGriswoldselecteditforourhoneymoonheshowedhisfirstappreciationofwhatIreallylike。\"
\"Itisstillatyourservice!\"saidCharles。
MissProctor\'seyessmiledwithastrangelight,butshedidnotspeak。Itwasahappyride;butwhenCharlesleftheratthedoorofherapartment-househeregardedsadlyandwithregretthebundleofretrievedphotographsthatshecarriedaway。
\"Whatisit?\"sheaskedkindly。
\"I\'mthinkingofgoingbacktothoseemptyframes,\"saidCharles,andblusheddeeply。MissProctorblushedalso。Withdelightedandguiltyeyesshehastilyscannedthephotographs。Snatchingonefromthecollection,shegaveittohimandthenranupthesteps。
InthelightofthespringsunsettheeyesofCharlesdevouredthephotographofwhich,atlast,hewastherightfulowner。Onitwaswritten:\"Aslongasthisrocklasts!\"
AsCharleswalkedtohiscarhisexpressionwasdistinctlythoughtful。
THEMENOFZANZIBAR
WhenhishuntingtripinUgandawasover,HemingwayshippedhisspecimensandweaponsdirectfromMombasatoNewYork,buthehimselfjourneyedsouthoverthefewmilesthatstretchedtoZanzibar。
Ontheoutwardtripthesteamerhadtouchedthere,andthelittlehesawoftheplacehadsocharmedhimthatallthetimehewasonsafarihepromisedhimselfhewouldnotreturnhomewithoutrevisitingit。OnthemorninghearrivedhehadcalleduponHarris,hisconsul,toinquireaboutthehotel;andthateveningHarrishadreturnedhiscallandintroducedhimattheclub。
OneofthementhereaskedHemingwaywhatbroughthimtoAfrica,andwhenheansweredsimplyandtruthfullythathehadcometoshootbiggame,itwasasthoughhehadsaidsomethingclever,andeveryonesmiled。Onthewaybacktothehotel,astheyfelttheirwaythroughthenarrowslitsinthewallthatservedasstreets,heaskedtheconsulwhyeveryonehadsmiled。
Theconsullaughedevasively。
\"It\'salocaljoke,\"heexplained。\"Alotofmencomehereforreasonsbestkepttothemselves,andtheyallsaywhatyousaid,thatthey\'vecometoshootbiggame。It\'sgrowntobeapolitewayoftellingamanitisnoneofhisbusiness。\"
\"ButIdidn\'tmeanitthatway,\"protestedHemingway。\"Ireallyhavebeenafterbiggameforthelasteightmonths。\"
Inthetoneoneusestoquietadrunkenmanorachild,theconsulansweredsoothingly。
\"Ofcourse,\"heassented——\"ofcourseyouhave。\"Buttoshowhewasnothopelesslycredulous,andtokeepHemingwayfrominvolvinghimselfdeeper,hehintedtactfully:\"Maybetheynoticedyoucameashorewithonlyonesteamertrunkandnogun-cases。\"
\"Oh,that\'seasilyexplained,\"laughedHemingway。\"Myheavyluggage——\"
Theconsulhadreachedhishouseandhis\"boy\"waspoundinguponitwithhisheavystaff。
\"Pleasedon\'texplaintome,\"hebegged。\"It\'squiteunnecessary。
Downherewe\'resodarnedgladtoseeanywhitemanthatwedon\'taskanythingofhimexceptthathewon\'thurryaway。Wejudgethemastheybehavethemselveshere;wedon\'tcarewhattheyareathomeorwhytheyleftit。\"
Hemingwaywashighlyamused。Tofindthathe,arespectable,sport-lovingHemingwayofMassachusetts,shouldbemistakenforagun-runner,slave-dealer,orescapingcashiergreatlydelightedhim。
\"Allright!\"heexclaimed。\"I\'llpromisenottoboreyouwithmypast,andIagreetobejudgedbyZanzibarstandards。IonlyhopeIcanliveuptothem,forIseeIamgoingtoliketheplaceverymuch。\"
Hemingwaykepthispromise。Heborednoonewithconfidencesastohisancestors。Ofhispasthemadeapointnevertospeak。Hepreferredthatthelittlecommunityintowhichhehaddroppedshouldremainunenlightened,shouldtakehimastheyfoundhim。
Ofthefactthatacollegewasnamedafterhisgrandfatherandthatonhisfather\'srailroadhecouldtravelthroughmanyStates,hewasdiscreetlysilent。
ThemenofZanzibaraskednoquestions。ThatHemingwaycouldplayastiffgameoftennis,astiffergameofpoker,and,onthepiano,songsfromhomewastothemsufficientrecommendation。InaweekhehadbecomeoneofthemostpopularmembersofZanzibarsociety。Itwasasthoughhehadlivedtherealways。Hemingwayfoundhimselfreachingouttograspthewarmthoftheplaceasaflowerturnstothesun。Hediscoveredthatforthirtyyearssomethinginhimhadbeencheated。
Forthirtyyearshehadbelievedthatcompletelytosatisfyhissoulallheneededwasthegraystonewallsandthegray-shingledcabinsunderthegrayskiesofNewEngland,thatwhatinnaturehemostlovedwasthepineforestsandthefieldsofgoldenrodontherock-boundcoastoftheNorthShore。Butnow,likeamanescapedfromprison,heleapedanddancedintheglaringsunlightoftheequator,herevelledintherecklessgenerosityofnature,inthegloriousconfusionofcolors,inthe\"bloomingblue\"oftheIndianOcean,intheArabiannightsspentuponthehousetopsunderthepurplesky,andbeneathsilverstarssonearthathecouldtouchthemwithhishand。
Hefounditlikebeingperpetuallyinacomicoperaandplayingapartinone。Foronlythescenicartistwoulddaretopainthousesinsuchyellow,pink,andcobalt-blue;onlya\"producer\"whohadneverventuredfartherfromBroadwaythantheAtlanticCityboardwalkwouldhaveconceivedcostumessomadandsomagnificent。InstinctivelyhecastthepeopleofZanzibarintheconventionalrolesofmusicalcomedy。
Hischoruseswerealreadyinwaiting。TherewastheSultan\'sbody-guardingold-lacedturbans,themerchantsofthebazaarsinredfezzesandgownsofflowingsilk,theMalaysailorsinblue,theblacknativepoliceinscarlet,theladiesoftheharemscloselyveiledandcloaked,themarketwomeninasinglegarmentoforange,orscarlet,orpurple,orofallthree,andthehappy,hilariousZanzibariboysinthecolorGodgavethem。
Forhourshewouldsitundertheyellow-and-greenawningoftheGreekhotelandwatchtheprocessionpass,orhewouldlieunderanumbrellaonthebeachandlaughastheboatmenliftedtheirpassengerstotheirshouldersandwiththemsplashthroughthebreakers,orinthebazaarsforhourshewouldbargainwiththeIndianmerchants,orinthegreatmahoganyhalloftheIvoryHouse,tothewhisperofapunkaandthetinkleoficeinatallglass,listentotalesofArabraids,ofelephantpoachers,ofthetradeinwhiteandblackivory,ofthegreatexplorerswhohadsatinthatsameroom——ofEminPasha,ofLivingstone,ofStanley。Hiscomicoperalackedonlyaheroineandtheloveinterest。
WhenhemetMrs。Adairhefoundboth。PollyAdair,aseveryonewhodaredtodosopreferredtocallher,was,likehimself,anAmericanand,thoughabsurdlyyoung,awidow。IntheStatesshewouldhavebeencalledanextremelyprettygirl。Inacommunitywherethefewdozenwhitewomenhadwiltedandfadedinthefiercesunoftheequator,andwheretherestofthewomenwerejetblackexcepttheirteeth,whichweredyedanalluringpurple,PollyAdairwasasbeautifulasaJunemorning。Atleast,soHemingwaythoughtthefirsttimehesawher,andeachsucceedingtimehethoughthermorebeautiful,morelovely,moretobeloved。
Hemether,threedaysafterhisarrival,attheresidenceoftheBritishagentandconsul-general,whereLadyFirthwasgivingteatothesixnursesfromtheEnglishhospitalandtoalltheotherrespectablemembersofZanzibarsociety。
\"Myhusband\'stypist,\"saidherladyshipasshehelpedHemingwaytotea,\"isacopatriotofyours。She\'ssuchanicegell;notabitlikeanAmerican。Idon\'tknowwhatI\'ddointhisawfulplacewithouther。
Promiseme,\"shebeggedtragically,\"youwillnotaskhertomarryyou。\"
Unconsciousofhisfate,Hemingwaypromised。
\"Becauseallthemendo,\"sighedLadyFirth,\"andIneverknowwhatmorningoneofthewretcheswon\'tcarryherofftoahomeofherown。Andthenwhatwouldbecomeofme?Menaresoselfish!
Ifyoumustfallinlove,\"suggestedherladyship,\"promisemeyouwillfallinlovewith\"——shepausedinnocentlyandraisedbaby-blueeyes,inababy-likestare——\"withsomeoneelse。\"
AgainHemingwaypromised。Hebowedgallantly。\"Thatwillbequiteeasy,\"hesaid。
Herladyshipsmiled,butHemingwaydidnotseethesmile。Hewaslookingpastheratagirlfromhome,whocameacrosstheterracecarryinginherhandastenographer\'snote-book。
LadyFirthfollowedthedirectionofhiseyesandsawthelookinthem。Sheexclaimedwithdismay:
\"Already!Alreadyhedesertsme,evenbeforetheinkisdryonthepaper。\"
Shedrewthenote-bookfromMrs。Adair\'sfingersanddroppeditunderthetea-table。
\"Lettersmustwait,mychild,\"shedeclared。
\"ButSirGeorge——\"protestedthegirl。
\"SirGeorgemustwait,too,\"continuedhiswife;\"theForeignOfficemustwait,theBritishEmpiremustwaituntilyouhavehadyourtea。\"
Thegirllaughedhelplessly。Asthoughassuredherfellowcountrymanwouldcomprehend,sheturnedtohim。
\"They\'resoexactlylikewhatyouwantthemtobe,\"shesaid——\"I
meanabouttheirtea!\"
HemingwaysmiledbackwithsuchintimateunderstandingthatLadyFirthglancedupinquiringly。
\"HaveyoumetMrs。Adairalready?\"sheasked。
\"No,\"saidHemingway,\"butIhavebeentryingtomeetherforthirtyyears。\"
Perplexed,theEnglishwomanfrowned,andthen,withdelightatherownperspicuity,laughedaloud。
\"Iknow,\"shecried,\"inyourcountryyouarewhattheycalla\'hustler\'!Isthatright?\"Shewavedthemaway。\"TakeMrs。Adairoverthere,\"shecommanded,\"andtellherallthenewsfromhome。
Tellherabouttherailroadaccidentsand\'washouts\'andthelatestthinginlynching。\"
Theyoungpeoplestretchedoutinlongwickerchairsintheshadeofatreecoveredwithpurpleflowers。Onaperchatonesideofthemanorang-outanginasteelbeltwascombingthewhiskersofherinfantdaughter;attheirfeetwhatlookedliketwochowpuppies,butwhichhappenedtobeLadyFirth\'spetlions,werechewingeachother\'stoothlessgums;andintheimmediateforegroundthehospitalnursesweredefyingthesunattenniswhiletheSultan\'sbandplayedselectionsfromaGaietysuccessofmanyyearsinthepast。Withthesesurroundingsitwasdifficulttotalkofhome。Noronanylateroccasions,exceptthroughinadvertence,didtheytalkofhome。
Forthereasonsalreadystated,itamusedHemingwaytovolunteernoconfidences。OnaccountofwhatthatsameeveningHarristoldhimofMrs。Adair,heaskednone。
Harrishimselfwasayoungmaninnowayinclinedtowithholdconfidences。Heenjoyedgivingoutinformation。Heenjoyedtalkingabouthimself,hisduties,theotherconsuls,theZanzibaris,andhisnativeStateofIowa。Solongashewaspermittedtotalk,thelistenercouldselectthesubject。But,combinedwithhisloquacity,Hemingwayhadfoundhimkind-hearted,intelligent,observing,andthecallofacommoncountryhadgotthemquicklytogether。
Hemingwaywasquiteconsciousthatthegirlhehadseenbutoncehadimpressedhimoutofallproportiontowhatheknewofher。
Sheseemedtoogoodtobetrue。Andhetriedtopersuadehimselfthataftereightmonthsinthehinterlandamonghipposandzebrasanyreasonablyattractivegirlwouldhaveprovedequallydisturbing。
Buthewasnotconvinced。Hedidnotwishtobeconvinced。HeassuredhimselfthathadhemetMrs。Adairathomeamonghundredsofothershewouldhaverecognizedherasawomanofexceptionalcharacter,asoneespeciallycharming。Hewantedtojustifythisideaofher;hewantedtotalkofMrs。AdairtoHarris,nottolearnmoreconcerningher,butjustforthepleasureofspeakinghername。
Hewasmuchupsetatthat,andthediscoverythatonmeetingawomanforthefirsttimehestillcouldbesoboyishlyandingenuouslymovedgreatlypleasedhim。Itwasamostdelightfulsecret。Soheactedontheprinciplethatwhenamanimmenselyadmiresawomanandwishestoconcealthatfactfromeveryoneelsehecanbestdosobydeclaringhisadmirationinthefrankestandmostopenmanner。Afterthetea-party,asHarrisandhimselfsatintheconsulate,hesoexpressedhimself。
\"Whatanextraordinarynicegirl,\"heexclaimed,\"isthatMrs。Adair!
Ihadalongtalkwithher。Sheismostcharming。Howeverdidawomanlikethatcometobeinaplacelikethis?\"
Judgingfromhismanner,itseemedtoHemingwaythatatthementionofMrs。Adair\'snamehehadfoundHarrismentallyonguard,asthoughtheconsulhadguessedthequestionwouldcomeandhadpreparedforit。
\"Shejustdroppedinhereoneday,\"saidHarris,\"fromnoplaceinparticular。Personally,Ialwayshavethoughtfromheaven。\"
\"It\'sagoodaddress,\"saidHemingway。
\"Itseemstosuither,\"theconsulagreed。\"Anyway,ifshedoesn\'tcomefromthere,that\'swhereshe\'sgoing——justonaccountofthegoodshe\'sdoneuswhileshe\'sbeenhere。Shearrivedfourmonthsagowithatypewriting-machineandletterstomefromourconsulsinCapeTownandDurban。Shehaddonesometypewritingforthem。Itseemsthatafterherhusbanddied,whichwasafewmonthsaftertheyweremarried,shelearnedtomakeherlivingbytypewriting。Sheworkedtoohardandbrokedown,andthedoctorsaidshemustgotohotcountries,the\'hotterthebetter。\'Soshe\'sworkedherwayhalfaroundtheworldtypewriting。SheworkedchieflyforherownconsulsorfortheAmericancommissionhouses。Sometimesshestayedamonth,sometimesonlyoveronesteamerday。ButwhenshegothereLadyFirthtooksuchafancytoherthatshemadeSirGeorgeengageherashisprivatesecretary,andshe\'sbeenhereeversince。\"
InacommunitysosmallaswasthatofZanzibarthewhiteresidentssawoneanothereveryday,andwithinaweekHemingwayhadmetMrs。Adairmanytimes。Hemetheratdinner,attheBritishagency;
hemetherinthecountryclub,wherethewhiteexilesgatheredforteaandtennis。Hehiredalaunchandinherhonorgaveapicniconthenorthcoastoftheisland,andonthreegloriousandmemorablenights,afterdifferentdinner-partieshadascendedtotheroof,hesatathersideandacrossthewhitelevelofthehousetopslookeddownintothemoonlitharbor。
Whatinterestthetwoyoungpeoplefeltineachotherwasinnowaydiscouragedbytheirsurroundings。Inthetropicsthetenderemotionsarenotwinterkilled。Hadtheymetathome,theconventions,hisownwork,hersocialdutieswouldhavekepttheprogressoftheirinterestwithinacertainspeedlimit。Buttheywereinaplacefreeofconventions,andtheprecedingeightmonthswhichHemingwayhadspentinthejungleandontheplainhadmadethesocietyofhisfellowman,andofMrs。Adairinparticular,especiallyattractive。
Hemingwayhadnoworktooccupyhistime,andheplaceditunreservedlyatthedispositionofhiscountrywoman。IndoingsoitcouldnotbesaidthatMrs。Adairencouragedhim。Hemingwayhimselfwouldhavebeenthefirsttoacknowledgethis。Fromthedayhemetherhewasconsciousthatalwaystherewasanintangiblebarrierbetweenthem。Evenbeforeshepossiblycouldhaveguessedthathisinterestinherwasmorethanevenshe,attractiveasshewas,hadtherighttoexpect,shehadwrappedaroundherselfaninvisiblemantleofdefense。
Therewerecertainspeechesofhiswhichsheneverheard,certaintonestowhichsheneverresponded。Atmomentswhenhewascomplimentinghimselfthatatlastshewascontenttobeinhiscompany,shewouldsuddenlyriseandjointheothers,andhewouldbeleftwonderinginwhatwayhecouldpossiblyhaveoffended。
Heassuredhimselfthatawoman,youngandattractive,inastrangelandinherdependentpositionmustofnecessitybediscreet,butinhisconducttherecertainlyhadbeennothingthatwasnotconsiderate,courteous,andstraightforward。
Whenheappreciatedthathecaredforherseriously,thathewasgloriouslyhappyincaring,andproudofthewayinwhichhecared,thefactthatshepersistentlyheldhimatarm\'slengthpuzzledandhurt。Atfirstwhenhehaddeliberatelysettoworktomakeherlikehimhewasgladtothinkthat,owingtohisreticenceabouthimself,ifshedidlikehimitwouldbeforhimselfaloneandnotforhisworldlygoods。ButwhenheknewherbetterheunderstoodthatifonceMrs。Adairmadeuphermindtotakeasecondhusband,thefactthathewasasocialandfinancialsomebody,andnot,asmanyinZanzibarsupposedHemingwaytobe,asocialoutcast,wouldmakebutlittledifference。
Norwashermannertobeexplainedbythefactthatthemajorityofwomenfoundhimunattractive。Astothat,thepleasantburdenofhisexperiencewastothecontrary。Heatlastwonderediftherewassomeoneelse,ifhehadcomeintoherlifetoolate。
Hesetaboutlookingforthemanandso,hebelieved,hesoonfoundhim。
Ofthelittlecolony,ArthurFearingwasthemanofwhomHemingwayhadseentheleast。ThatwassobecauseFearingwishedit。Likehimself,FearingwasanAmerican,young,andabachelor,but,verymuchunlikeHemingway,ahermitandarecluse。
TwoyearsbeforehehadcometoZanzibarlookingforaninvestmentforhismoney。InZanzibarthereweregentlemenadventurersofeverycountry,whowerewelcometoliveinanycountrysavetheirown。
TothemMr。Fearingseemedaheaven-sentvictim。Buttohimtheiralluringtalesofthefortunesthatweretorisefromburiedtreasures,lostmines,andpearlbedsdidnotappeal。Insteadheconferredwiththeconsuls,theresponsiblemerchants,thepartnersintheprosperoustradinghouses。Afteramonthof\"lookingaround\"hehadpurchasedoutrightthegoodwillandstockofoneoftheoldestofthecommissionhouses,andsoonshowedhimselftobeamostcapablemanofbusiness。But,exceptasamanofbusiness,nooneknewhim。Fromthedimrecessesofhiswarehousehepassedeachdaytotheseclusionofhisbungalowinthecountry。And,althougheveryonewasfriendlytohim,hemadenofriends。
ItwasonlyafterthearrivalofMrs。Adairthatheconsentedtoshowhimself,anditwassoonnotedthatitwasonlywhenshewasinvitedthathewouldappear,andthatontheseoccasionshedevotedhimselfentirelytoher。Inthepresenceofothers,hestillwasshy,gravelypolite,andspeakingbutlittle,andneverofhimself;butwithMrs。Adairhisshynessseemedtoleavehim,andwhenwithherhewasseentotalkeasilyandeagerly。And,onherpart,towhathesaid,PollyAdairlistenedwithseriousinterest。
LadyFirth,who,athome,wasatrainedandsuccessfulmatch-maker,andwho,inZanzibar,hadfoundbutalimitedfieldforheractivities,decidedthatifhercompanionandprotegeemustmarry,sheshouldmarryFearing。
Fearingwasnogentlemanadventurer,remittance-man,orhumbleclerkservinghisapprenticeshiptoasteamshiplineoranivoryhouse。HewasoneofthepillarsofZanzibarsociety。Thetradinghousehehadpurchasedhadhaditsbeginningsintheslave-trade,andnowunderhisalertdirectionwasmakingaturnoverequaltothatofanyofitsancientrivals。Personally,Fearingwasamostdesirablecatch。Hewaswell-mannered,well-read,ofgoodappearance,steady,and,inalatitudeonlysixdegreesremovedfromtheequator,ofimpeccablemorals。
Itissaidthatitisthepersonwhoisinlovewhoalwaysisthefirsttodiscoverhissuccessfulrival。Itiseitheraninstinctorbecausehisconcernisdeeperthanthatofothers。
Andso,whenHemingwaysoughtfortheinfluencethatseparatedhimfromPollyAdair,thetrailledtoFearing。Tofindthattheobstacleinthepathofhistruelovewasamangreatlyrelievedhim。HehadfearedthatwhatwasinthethoughtsofMrs。Adairwasthememoryofherdeadhusband。Hehadnodesiretocrossswordswithaghost。Buttoalivingrivalhecouldaffordtobegenerous。
ForhewassurenoonecouldcareforPollyAdairashecared,and,likeeveryothermaninlove,hebelievedthathealonehaddiscoveredinherbeautiesofsoulandcharacterthattotherestofmankindwerehidden。Thisknowledge,heassuredhimself,hadarousedinhimadepthofdevotionnooneelsecouldhopetoimitate,andthisdepthofdevotionwouldintimesoimpressher,wouldbecomesonecessarytoherexistence,thatitwouldforceheratlastintothearmsoftheonlymanwhocouldofferit。
Havingsatisfiedhimselfinthisfashion,hecontinuedcheerfullyonhisway,andthepresenceofarivalinnowaydiscouragedhim。ItonlywasPollyAdairwhodiscouragedhim。Andthis,inspiteofthefactthateveryhourofthedayhetriedtobringhimselfpleasantlytohernotice。Allthatanidleyoungmaninlove,aidedandabettedbyimaginationandanunlimitedletterofcredit,coulddo,Hemingwaydid。Buttonoend。
Thetreasureshedugoutofthebazaarsandpresentedtoher,underfalsepretensesastrinketshehappenedatthatmomenttofindinhispockets,wereadmiredbyherattheirowngreatvalue,andreturnedalsounderfalsepretenses,ashavingbeenofferedheronlytoexamine。
\"Itisforyoursisterathome,Isuppose,\"sheprompted。\"It\'squitelovely。Thankyouforlettingmeseeit。\"
Afterhavingbeenseveraltimesseverelysnubbedinthisfashion,Hemingwayremarkedgrimlyasheputablackpearlbackintohispocket:
\"AtthisratesisterwillbemightygladtoseemewhenIgethome。ItseemsalmostapityIhaven\'tgotasister。\"
Thegirlansweredthisonlywithagravesmile。
OnanotheroccasionsheadmiredapoloponythathadbeenimportedforthestableoftheboySultan。ButnextmorningHemingway,aftermuchdiplomacy,becametheownerofitandproudlyrodeittotheagency。LadyFirthandPollyAdairwalkedouttomeethimarminarm,butatsightoftheponytherecameintotheeyesofthesecretaryalookthatcausedHemingwaytowishhimselfandhismountmanymilesinthejungle。Hesawthatbeforeithadbeenproffered,hisgift-horsehadbeenrejected。
Heactedpromptly。
\"LadyFirth,\"hesaid,\"you\'vebeensoawfullykindtome,madethisplacesolikeahometome,thatIwantyoutoputthismareinyourstable。TheSultanwantedher,butwhenhelearnedImeanttoturnherovertoyou,helethergo。Webothhopeyou\'llaccept。\"
LadyFirthhadnoscruples。Infiveminutesshehadaccepted,hadclappedaside-saddleonherrichgift,andwascanteringjoyouslydownthePearlRoad。
PollyAdairlookedafterherwithanexpressionthatwasdistinctlywistful。Thusencouraged,Hemingwaysaid:
\"I\'mgladyouaresorry。Ihopeeverytimeyouseethatponyyou\'llbesorry。\"
\"WhyshouldIbesorry?\"askedthegirl。
\"Becauseyouhavebeenunkind,\"saidHemingway,\"anditisnotyourcharactertobeunkind。Andthatyouhaveshownlackofcharacteroughttomakeyousorry。\"
\"Butyouknowperfectlywell,\"saidMrs。Adair,\"thatifIweretotakeanyoneofthesewonderfulthingsyoubringme,Iwouldn\'thaveanycharacterleft。\"
Shesmiledathimreassuringly。\"Andyouknow,\"sheadded,\"thatthatisnotwhyIdonottakethem。Itisn\'tbecauseIcan\'taffordto,orbecauseIdon\'twantthem,becauseIdo;butit\'sbecauseIdon\'tdeservethem,becauseIcangiveyounothinginreturn。\"
\"Asthecopy-booksays,\"returnedHemingway,\"\'thepleasureisinthegiving。\'Ifthecopy-bookdon\'tsaythat,Ido。Andtopretendthatyougivemenothing,thatisridiculous!\"
Itwassoridiculousthatherushedonvehemently。\"Why,everyminuteyougivemesomething,\"heexclaimed。\"Justtoseeyou,justtoknowyouarealive,justtobecertainwhenIturninatnightthatwhentheworldwakesupagainyouwillstillbeapartofit;thatiswhatyougiveme。Anditsnameis——Happiness!\"
Hehadbegunquiteinnocently;hehadhadnoideathatitwouldcome。Buthehadsaidit。Asclearlyasthoughhehaddroppedupononeknee,laidhishandoverhisheartandexclaimed:\"Mostbeautifulofyoursex,Iloveyou!Willyoumarryme?\"Hiseyesandthetoneofhisvoicehadsaidit。Andheknewthathehadsaidit,andthatsheknew。
Hereyeswerefilledwithsuddentears,andsowonderfulwasthelightinthemthatforonemadmomentHemingwaythoughttheyweretearsofhappiness。Butthelightdied,andwhathadbeentearsbecameonlywetdropsofwater,andhesawtohisdismaythatshewasmostmiserable。
Thegirlmovedaheadofhimtothecliffonwhichtheagencystood,andwhichoverhungtheharborandtheIndianOcean。Hereyeswerefilledwithtrouble。Assheraisedthemtohistheybeggedofhimtobekind。
\"Iamgladyoutoldme,\"shesaid。\"Ihavebeenafraiditwascoming。ButuntilyoutoldmeIcouldnotsayanything。Itriedtostopyou。Iwasrudeandunkind——\"
\"Youcertainlywere,\"Hemingwayagreedcheerfully。\"Andthemoreyouwouldhavenothingtodowithme,themoreIadmiredyou。AndthenIlearnedtoadmireyoumore,andthentoloveyou。ItseemsnowasthoughIhadalwaysknownandalwayslovedyou。Andnowthisiswhatwearegoingtodo。\"
Hewouldn\'tletherspeak;herushedonprecipitately。
\"Wearefirstgoinguptothehousetogetyourtypewriting-machine,andwewillbringitbackhereandhurlitasfaraswecanoffthiscliff。
Iwanttoseethesplash!Iwanttohearitsmashwhenithitsthatrock。
Ithasbeenmyworstenemy,becauseithelpedyoutobeindependentofme,becauseitkeptyoufromme。Timeaftertime,ontheveranda,whenIwaspretendingtolistentoLadyFirth,Iwaslisteningtothatdamnedmachinebangingandcomplainingandtiringyourprettyfingersandyourdeareyes。Sofirstithasgottogo。Youhavebeenitsslave,nowIamgoingtobeyourslave。Youhaveonlytorubthelampandthingswillhappen。AndbecauseI\'vetoldyounothingaboutmyself,youmustn\'tthinkthatthemoneythathelpstomakethemhappenis\'tainted。\'Itisn\'t。NoramI,normyfather,normyfather\'sfather。Iamaskingyoutomarryaperfectlyrespectableyoungman。And,whenyoudo——\"
Againhegavehernoopportunitytointerrupt,butrushedonimpetuously:\"Wewillsailawayacrossthatoceantowhereveryouwilltakeme。ToCeylonandTokioandSanFrancisco,toNaplesandNewYork,toGreeceandAthens。Theyareallnear。Theyareallyours。Willyouacceptthemandme?\"Hesmiledappealingly,butmostmiserably。Forthoughhehadspokenlightlyandwithconfidence,itwastoconcealthefactthathewasnotatallconfident。
Ashehadreadinhereyesherrefusalofhispony,hehadread,evenashespoke,herrefusalofhimself。Whenheceasedspeakingthegirlanswered:
\"IfIsaythatwhatyoutellmemakesmeproud,Iamsayingtoolittle。\"
Sheshookherheadfirmly,withanairoffinalitythatfrightenedHemingway。\"Butwhatyouask——whatyousuggestisimpossible。\"
\"Youdon\'tlikeme?\"saidHemingway。
\"Ilikeyouverymuch,\"returnedthegirl,\"and,ifIdon\'tseemunhappythatitcan\'tbe,itisbecauseIalwayshaveknownitcan\'tbe——\"
\"Whycan\'titbe?\"rebelledHemingway。\"Idon\'tmeanthatIcan\'tunderstandyournotwantingtomarryme,butifIknewyourobjection,maybe,Icouldbeatitdown。\"
Again,withthesameairoffinality,thegirlmovedherheadslowly,asthoughconsideringeachword;shebegancautiously。
\"Icannottellyouthereason,\"shesaid,\"becauseitdoesnotconcernonlymyself。\"
\"Ifyoumeanyoucareforsomeoneelse,\"pleadedHemingway,\"thatdoesnotfrightenmeatall。\"Itdidfrightenhimextremely,but,believingthatafaintheartneverwonanything,hepretendedtobebrave。
\"Foryou,\"heboasted,\"Iwouldgodownintothegraveasdeepasanyman。Hethathathmorelethimgive。IknowwhatIoffer。I
knowIloveyouasnootherman——\"
Thegirlbackedawayfromhimasthoughhehadstruckher。\"Youmustnotsaythat,\"shecommanded。
Forthefirsttimehesawthatshewasmoved,thatthefingersshelacedandunlacedweretrembling。\"Itisfinal!\"exclaimedthegirl。\"Icannotmarry——you,oranyone。I——Ihavepromised。
Iamnotfree。\"
\"Nothingintheworldisfinal,\"returnedHemingwaysharply,\"exceptdeath。\"Heraisedhishatand,asthoughtoleaveher,movedaway。Notbecauseheadmitteddefeat,butbecausehefeltthatforthepresenttocontinuemightlosehimthechancetofightagain。But,todeliveranultimatum,heturnedback。
\"Aslongasyouarealive,andIamalive,\"hetoldher,\"allthingsarepossible。Idon\'tgiveuphope。Idon\'tgiveupyou。\"
Thegirlexclaimedwithagestureofdespair。\"Hewon\'tunderstand!\"
shecried。
Hemingwayadvancedeagerly。
\"Helpmetounderstand,\"hebegged。
\"Youwon\'tunderstand,\"explainedthegirl,\"thatIamspeakingthetruth。Youarerightthatthingscanchangeinthefuture,butnothingcanchangethepast。Can\'tyouunderstandthat?\"
\"WhatdoIcareforthepast?\"criedtheyoungmanscornfully。\"I
knowyouaswellasthoughIhadknownyouforathousandyearsandIloveyou。\"
Thegirlflushedcrimson。
\"Notmypast,\"shegasped。\"Imeant——\"
\"Idon\'tcarewhatyoumeant,\"saidHemingway。\"I\'mnotpryingintoyourlittlesecrets。Iknowonlyonething——twothings,thatIloveyouandthat,untilyouloveme,Iamgoingtomakeyourlifehell!\"
Hecaughtatherhands,andforaninstantshelethimclasptheminbothofhis,whileshelookedathim。
Somethinginherface,otherthandistressandpity,causedhishearttoleap。Buthewastoowisetospeak,and,thatshemightnotreadthehopeinhiseyes,turnedquicklyandlefther。Hehadnotcrossedthegroundsoftheagencybeforehehadmadeuphismindastothereasonforherrepellinghim。
\"SheisengagedtoFearing!\"hetoldhimself。\"ShehaspromisedtomarryFearing!Shethinksthatitistoolatetoconsideranotherman!\"Theprospectofafightforthewomanhelovedthrilledhimgreatly。Hislowerjawsetpugnaciously。
\"I\'llshowherit\'snottoolate,\"hepromisedhimself。\"I\'llshowherwhichofusisthemantomakeherhappy。And,ifIamnottheman,I\'lltakethefirstoutboundsteamerandtroublethemnomore。
Butbeforethathappens,\"healsopromisedhimself,\"Fearingmustshowheisthebetterman。\"
Inspiteofhisbravewords,inspiteofhisdetermination,withinthedayHemingwayhadwithdrawninfavorofhisrival,and,ontheCrownPrinceEitel,boundforGenoaandNewYork,hadbookedhispassagehome。
OntheafternoonofthesamedayhehadspokentoPollyAdair,Hemingwayatthesunsethourbetookhimselftotheconsulate。Atthathourithadbecomehiscustomtovisithisfellowcountrymanandwithhimsharethegossipofthedayandsuchacocktailasonlyafellowcountrymancouldcompose。LaterhewastodineatthehouseoftheIvoryCompanyand,ashisheartneverceasedtellinghim,Mrs。Adairalsowastobepresent。
\"Itwillbeaverypleasantparty,\"saidHarris。\"Theygavemeabid,too,butit\'ssteamerdayto-morrow,andI\'vegottogetmymailreadyfortheCrownPrinceEitel。Mrs。Adairistobethere。\"
Hemingwaynodded,andwithpleasantanticipationwaited。OfMrs。
Adair,Harrisalwaysspokewithreverententhusiasm,andthemanwholovedherdelightedtolisten。ButthistimeHarrisdisappointedhim。
\"AndFearing,too,\"headded。
AgainHemingwaynodded。Theconjunctionofthetwonamessurprisedhim,buthemadenosign。LoquaciousasheknewHarristobe,heneverbeforehadheardhisfriendevensuggestthesubjectthattoZanzibarhadbecomeofacuteinterest。
Harrisfilledthetwoglasses,andbegantopacetheroom。Whenhespokeitwasintheaggrievedtoneofonewhofeelshimselfplacedinafalseposition。
\"There\'snoone,\"hecomplainedsuddenly,\"sopopularlyunpopularasthemanwhobuttsin。Iknowthat,butstillI\'vealwaystakenhisside。I\'vealwaysbeenforhim。\"Hehalted,straddlingwithlegsapartandhandsdeepinhistrouserspockets,andfrowneddownuponhisguest。
\"Suppose,\"hebeganaggressively,\"Iseeamandrivinghiscaroveracliff。IfItellhimthatroadwilltakehimoveracliff,theworstthatcanhappentomeistobetoldtomindmyownbusiness,andIcanalwaysanswerback:\'Iwasonlytryingtohelpyou。\'IfIdon\'tspeak,themanbreakshisneck。Betweenthetwo,itseemstome,soonerthanhaveanyone\'slifeonmyhands,I\'dratherbetoldtomindmyownbusiness。\"
Hemingwaystaredintohisglass。Hisexpressionwasdistinctlydisapproving,but,undismayed,theconsulcontinued。
\"Now,weallknowthatthismorningyougavethatpoloponytoLadyFirth,andoneofusguessesthatyoufirstofferedittosomeoneelse,whorefusedit。Oneofusthinksthatverysoon,to-morrow,orevento-night,atthispartyyoumayofferthatsamepersonsomethingelse,somethingworthmorethanapolopony,andthatifsherefusesthat,itisgoingtobreakyouallup,isgoingtohurtyoufortherestofyourlife。\"
Liftinghiseyesfromhisglass,Hemingwayshotathisfriendaglanceofwarning。Inhaste,Harriscontinued:
\"Iknow,\"heprotested,answeringthelook,\"IknowthatthisiswhereMr。Buttinskyistoldtomindhisbusiness。ButI\'mgoingrighton。I\'mgoingtostateahypotheticalcasewithnonamesmentionedandnoquestionsasked,oranswered。I\'mgoingtostateatheory,andletyoudrawyourowndeductions。\"
Heslidintoachair,andacrossthetablefastenedhiseyesonthoseofhisfriend。Confidentlyandundisturbed,butwithawrysmileofdislike,Hemingwaystaredfixedlybackathim。
\"What,\"demandedHarris,\"isthefirstruleindetectivework?\"
Hemingwaystarted。Hewaspreparedforsomethingunpleasant,butnotforthatparticularformofunpleasantness。Buthisfaithwasunshaken,andhesmiledconfidently。Helettheconsulanswerhisownquestion。
\"Itistofollowthewoman,\"declaredHarris。\"And,accordingly,whatshouldbethefirstprecautionofamanmakinghisget-away?
Toseethatthewomandoesnotfollow。Butsupposewearedealingwithafugitiveofespecialintelligence,withacriminalwhohasimaginationandbrains?Hemightfixitsothatthewomancouldfollowhimwithoutgivinghimaway,hemightplanitsothatnoonewouldsuspect。Shemightarriveathishiding-placeonlyaftermanymonths,onlyaftereachhadmadeseparatelyalongcircuitoftheglobe,onlyafterajourneywithaplausibleandlegitimateobject。
Shewouldarrivedisguisedineveryway,andtheywouldmeetastotalstrangers。And,asstrangersundertheeyesofothers,theywouldbecomeacquainted,wouldgraduallygrowmorefriendly,wouldbeseenmorefrequentlytogether,untilatlastpeoplewouldsay:\'Thosetwomeantomakeamatchofit。\'Andthen,oneday,openly,inthesightofallmen,withtheaidofthelawandthechurch,theywouldresumethoserelationsthatexistedbeforethemanranawayandthewomanfollowed。\"
Therewasashortsilence。
Hemingwaybrokeitinatonethatwouldacceptnodenial。
\"Youcan\'ttalklikethattome,\"hecried。\"Whatdoyoumean?\"
Withoutresentment,theconsulregardedhimwithgravesolicitude。
Hislookwasoneofrealaffection,and,althoughhistoneheldtheabsolutefinalityofthefamilyphysicianwhodeliversasentenceofdeath,hespokewithgentlenessandregret。
\"Imean,\"hesaid,\"thatMrs。Adairisnotawidow,thatthemanshespeaksofasherlatehusbandisnotdead;thatthatmanisFearing!\"
Hemingwayfeltafraid。Amonthbeforearhinoceroshadchargedhimandhaddroppedathisfeet。Atanothertimeawoundedlionesshadleapedintohispathandcrouchedtospring。Thenhehadnotbeenafraid。Thenhehadaimedasconfidentlyasthoughhewerefiringatastrawtarget。Butnowhefeltrealfear:fearofsomethinghedidnotcomprehend,ofasituationhecouldnotmaster,ofanadversaryasstrongasFate。Byawordsomethinghadbeensnatchedfromhimthathenowknewwasasdeartohimaslife,thatwaslife,thatwaswhatmadeitworthcontinuing。Andhecoulddonothingtopreventit;hecouldnothelphimself。Hewasasimpotentastheprisonerwhohearsthejudgebanishhimintoexile。Hetriedtoadjusthismindtothecalamity。Buthismindrefused。Aseasilyaswithhisfingeramancanblocktheswingofapendulumandhalttheprogressoftheclock,Harriswithawordhadbroughttheentireworldtoafullstop。
Andthen,abovehishead,Hemingwayheardthelazywhisperofthepunka,andfromtheharbortheraucouswhistleoftheCrownPrinceEitel,signallingherentrance。Theworldhadnotstopped;forthepunka-boy,forthecaptainoftheGermansteamer,forHarrisseatedwithfaceaverted,theworldwasstillgoinggaylyandbusilyforward。
Onlyforhimhaditstopped。
InspiteoftheconfidenttoneinwhichHarrishadspoken,inspiteofthefactthatunlessheknewitwasthetruth,hewouldnothavespoken,Hemingwaytriedtourgehimselftobelievetherehadbeensomehideous,absurderror。Butinanswercamebacktohimsnatchesoftalkorphrasesthegirlhadlastaddressedtohim:\"Youcancommandthefuture,butyoucannotchangethepast。Icannotmarryyou,oranyone!Iamnotfree!\"
Andthentocomforthimself,hecalledupthelookhehadsurprisedinhereyeswhenhestoodholdingherhandsinhis。Heclungtoit,asadrowningmanwillclutchevenatapieceoffloatingseaweed。
Whenhetriedtospeakhefoundhisvoicechokedandstifled,andthathisdistresswasevident,heknewfromthepityhereadintheeyesofHarris。
Inavoicestrangetohim,heheardhimselfsaying:\"Whydoyouthinkthat?You\'vegottotellme。Ihavearighttoknow。ThismorningIaskedMrs。Adairtomarryme。\"
Theconsulexclaimedwithdismayandsquirmedunhappily。\"I
didn\'tknow,\"heprotested。\"IthoughtIwasintime。Ioughttohavetoldyoudaysago,but——\"
\"Tellmenow,\"commandedHemingway。
\"Iknowitinathousandways,\"beganHarris。
Hemingwayraisedhiseyeshopefully。
Buttheconsulshookhishead。\"Buttoconvinceyou,\"hewenton,\"Ineedtellyouonlyone。Thethousandotherproofsarelookstheyhaveexchanged,sentencesIhavechancedtooverhear,andthateachofthemunknowntotheotherhastoldmeoflittlehappeningsandincidentswhichIfoundwerecommontoboth。Eachhasdescribedthehouseinwhichheorshelived,anditwasthesamehouse。TheyclaimtocomefromdifferentcitiesinNewEngland,theycamefromthesamecity。Theyclaim——\"
\"Thatisnoproof,\"criedHemingway,\"eitherthattheyaremarried,orthatthemanisacriminal。\"
ForamomentHarrisregardedtheotherinsilence。Thenhesaid:
\"You\'remakingitveryhardforme。IseeI\'vegottoshowyou。
It\'skindest,afterall,tocutquick。\"Heleanedfartherforward,andhisvoicedropped。Speakingquickly,hesaid:
\"LastsummerIlivedoutsidethetowninabungalowonthePearlRoad。Fearing\'shousewasnexttomine。ThiswasbeforeMrs。
Adairwenttoliveattheagency,andwhileshewasaloneinanotherbungalowfartherdowntheroad。Iwasillthatsummer;
mynerveswentbackonme。Icouldn\'tsleep。Iusedtositallnightonmyverandaandprayforthesuntorise。FromwhereIsatitwasdarkandnoonecouldseeme,butIcouldseetheverandaofFearing\'shouseandintohisgarden。AndnightafternightIsawMrs。AdaircreepoutofFearing\'shouse,sawhimwalkwithhertothegate,sawhimintheshadowofthebushestakeherinhisarms,andsawthemkiss。\"Thevoiceoftheconsulrosesharply。\"NooneknowsthatbutyouandI,and,\"hecrieddefiantly,\"itisimpossibleforustobelieveillofPollyAdair。Theeasyexplanationwerefuse。Itisintolerable。
AndsoyoumustbelieveasIbelieve;thatwhenshevisitedFearingbynightshewenttohimbecauseshehadtherighttogotohim,becausealreadyshewashiswife。AndnowwheneveryoneherebelievestheymetforthefirsttimeinZanzibar,whennoonewillbesurprisediftheyshouldmarry,theywillgothroughtheceremonyagain,andliveasmanandwife,astheyare,astheywerebeforehefledfromAmerica!\"
Hemingwaywasseatedwithhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands。HewassolongsilentthatHarrisstruckthetableroughlywithhispalm。
\"Well,\"hedemanded,\"whydon\'tyouspeak?Doyoudoubther?
Don\'tyoubelievesheishiswife?\"
\"Irefusetobelieveanythingelse!\"saidHemingway。Herose,andslowlyandheavilymovedtowardthedoor。\"AndIwillnottroublethemanymore,\"headded。\"I\'llleaveatsunriseontheEitel。\"
Harrisexclaimedindismay,butHemingwaydidnothearhim。Inthedoorwayhehaltedandturnedback。Fromhisvoicealltraceofemotionhaddeparted。\"Why,\"heaskeddully,\"doyouthinkFearingisafugitive?Notthatitmatterstoher,sincesheloveshim,orthatitmatterstome。OnlyIwouldliketothinkyouwerewrong。Iwanthertohaveonlythebest。\"
Againtheconsulmovedunhappily。
\"Ioughtn\'ttotellyou,\"heprotested,\"andifIdoIoughttotelltheStateDepartment,andadetectiveagencyfirst。Theyhavethecall。
Theywanthim,oramandamnedlikehim。\"Hisvoicedroppedtoawhisper。\"ThemanwantedisHenryBrownell,acashierofabankinWaltham,Mass。,thirty-fiveyearsofage,smooth-shaven,college-bred,speakingwithamarkedNewEnglandaccent,and——andwithothermarksthatfitFearinglikethecoveronabook。ThedepartmentandthePinkertonshavebeendevillingthelifeoutofmeaboutitforninemonths。TheyarepositiveheisonthecoastofAfrica。Iputthemoff。
Iwasn\'tsure。\"
\"You\'vebeenprotectingthem,\"saidHemingway。
\"Iwasn\'tsure,\"reiteratedHarris。\"AndifIwere,thePinkertonscandotheirownsleuthing。Theman\'slivinghonestlynow,anyway,isn\'the?\"
hedemanded;\"andsheloveshim。Atleastshe\'sstuckbyhim。WhyshouldIpunishher?\"
Histoneseemedtochallengeandupbraid。
\"GoodGod!\"criedtheother,\"I\'mnotblamingyou!I\'dbeproudofthechancetodoasmuch。IaskedbecauseI\'dliketogoawaythinkingshe\'scontent,thinkingshe\'shappywithhim。\"
\"Doesn\'titlookasthoughshewere?\"Harrisprotested。\"She\'sfollowedhim——followedhimhalfaroundtheglobe。Ifshe\'dbeenhappierawayfromhim,she\'dhavestayedawayfromhim。\"
Sointenthadbeenthemenupontheirtalkthatneitherhadnotedthepassingoftheminutesor,whatatothertimeswasaneventofmoment,thatthemailsteamerhaddistributedhermailandpassengers;andwhenaservantenteredbearinglamps,andfromtheofficetheconsul\'sclerkappearedwithabundleoflettersfromtheEitel,bothweretakenbysurprise。
\"Solate?\"exclaimedHemingway。\"Imustgo。IfI\'mtosailwiththeEitelatdaybreak,I\'velittletime!\"
Buthedidnotgo。
AsheadvancedtowardHarriswithhishandoutstretchedinadieu,thefaceoftheconsulhaltedhim。Withtheletters,theclerkhadplaceduponthetableavisiting-card,andasitlayinthecircleoflightfromthelamptheconsul,asthoughitwerealiveandmenacing,staredatitinfascination。Movingstiffly,heturneditsothatHemingwaycouldsee。OnitHemingwayread,\"GeorgeS。Sheyer,\"and,onalowerline,\"RepresentingWilliamL。Pinkerton。\"
Tothewomanhelovedthecalamitytheydreadedhadcome,andHemingway,withagroanofdismay,exclaimedaloud:
\"Itistheend!\"
Fromthedarknessoftheouterofficeamansteppedsoftlyintothecircleofthelamp。Theycouldseehisfigureonlyfromthewaistdown;therestofhimwasblurredinshadows。
\"\'Itistheend\'?\"herepeatedinquiringly。Hespokethephrasewithpeculiaremphasis,asthoughtoimpressituponthememoryofthetwoothers。Hisvoicewascool,alert,authoritative。\"Theendofwhat?\"hedemandedsharply。
Thequestionwasmostdifficult。Inthesilencethedetectivemovedintothelight。Hewastallandstronglybuilt,hisfacewasshrewdandintelligent。Hemighthavebeenaprosperousmanofbusiness。
\"Whichofyouistheconsul?\"heasked。ButhedidnottakehiseyesfromHemingway。
\"Iamtheconsul,\"saidHarris。ButstillthedetectivedidnotturnfromHemingway。
\"Why,\"heasked,\"didthisgentleman,whenhereadmycard,say,\'Itistheend\'?Theendofwhat?Hasanythingbeengoingonherethatcametoanendwhenhesawmycard?\"
Disconcerted,indeepembarrassment,Harrisstruggledforaword。
Buthisdistresswasnotobservedbythedetective。Hiseyes,suspiciousandaccusing,stillwerefixeduponHemingway,andundertheirscrutinyHarrissawhisfriendslowlyretreat,slowlycrumpleupintoachair,slowlyraisehishandstocoverhisface。Asthoughinanightmare,heheardhimsayingsavagely:
\"Itistheendoftwoyearsofhell,itistheendoftwoyearsoffearandagony!NowIshallhavepeace。NowIshallsleep!
IthankGodyou\'vecome!IthankGodIcangoback!\"
Harrisbrokethespellbyleapingtohisfeet。Hesprangbetweenthetwomen。
\"Whatdoesthismean?\"hecommanded。
Hemingwayraisedhiseyesandsurveyedhimsteadily。
\"Itmeans,\"hesaid,\"thatIhavedeceivedyou,Harris——thatIamthemanyoutoldmeof,Iamthemantheywant。\"Heturnedtotheofficer。
\"Ifooledhimforfourmonths,\"hesaid。\"Icouldn\'tfoolyouforfiveminutes。\"
Theeyesofthedetectivedancedwithsuddenexcitement,joy,andtriumph。HeshotaneagerglancefromHemingwaytotheconsul。
\"Thisman,\"hedemanded;\"whoishe?\"
WithanimpatientgestureHemingwaysignifiedHarris。
\"Hedoesn\'tknowwhoIam,\"hesaid。\"HeknowsmeasHemingway。
IamHenryBrownell,ofWaltham,Mass。\"Againhisfacesankintothepalmsofhishands。\"AndI\'mtired——tired,\"hemoaned。\"Iamsickofnotknowing,sickofrunningaway。Igivemyselfup。\"
Thedetectivebreathedasighofreliefthatseemedtoissuefromhissoul。
\"MyGod,\"hesighed,\"you\'vegivenmealongchase!I\'vehadelevenmonthsofyou,andI\'massickofthisasyouare。\"Herecoveredhimselfsharply。Asthoughrecitinganincantation,headdressedHemingwayincrisp,emotionlessnotes。
\"HenryBrownell,\"hechanted,\"IarrestyouinthenameofthecommonwealthofMassachusettsfortherobbery,onOctobertheeleventh,nineteenhundredandnine,oftheWalthamTitleandTrustCompany。Iunderstand,\"headded,\"youwaiveextraditionandreturnwithmeofyourownfreewill?\"
Withhisfacestillinhishands,Hemingwaymurmuredassent。Thedetectivesteppedbrisklyanduninvitedtothetableandseatedhimself。
Hewasbeamingwithtriumph,withpleasurableexcitement。
\"Iwanttosendamessagehome,Mr。Consul,\"hesaid。\"MayIuseyourcableblanks?\"
HarriswasstillstandinginthecentreoftheroomlookingdownuponthebowedheadandshouldersofHemingway。Since,inamazement,hehadsprungtowardhim,hehadnotspoken。Andhewasstillsilent。
InsidetheskullofWilburHarris,ofIowa,U。S。A。,AmericanconsultoZanzibar,EastAfrica,therewasgoingforwardamightystrugglethatwasnotfittoputintowords。ForHarrisandhisconsciencehadmetandwereatodds。Onewayortheotherthefightmustbesettledatonce,andwhateverhedecidedmustbeforalltime。Thisheunderstood,andashissympathiesandconsciencestruggledforthemasterythepenofthedetective,scratchingatracingspeedacrossthepaper,warnedhimthatonlyafewsecondswerelefthiminwhichtoprotestorelsetoforeverafterholdhispeace。
SorealistichadbeentheactingofHemingwaythatforaninstantHarrishimselfhadbeendeceived。Butonlyforaninstant。WithhisknowledgeofthecircumstanceshesawthatHemingwaywasnotconfessingtoacrimeofhisown,butdrawingacrossthetrailoftherealcriminaltheconvenientandusefulredherring。HeknewthatalreadyHemingwayhaddeterminedtosailthenextmorning。InleavingZanzibarhewasmakingnosacrifice。Hemerelywascarryingouthisoriginalplan,andbytakingawaywithhimthedetectivewasgivingBrownellandhiswifeatleastamonthinwhichtoagainlosethemselves。
Whatwashisowndutyhecouldnotdetermine。ThatofHemingwayheknewnothing,hecouldtruthfullytestify。AndifnowHemingwayclaimedtobeHenryBrownell,hehadnocertainknowledgetothecontrary。ThatthroughhisadventureHemingwaywouldcometoharmdidnotgreatlydisturbhim。HeforesawthathisfriendneedonlysendawirelessfromNantucketandatthewharfwitnesseswouldswarmtoestablishhisidentityandmakeitevidentthedetectivehadblundered。AndinthemeanwhileBrownellandhiswife,insomesettlementstillfurtherremovedfromobservation,wouldforthesecondtimehavefortifiedthemselvesagainstpursuitandcapture。HesawtheeyesofHemingwayfixeduponhiminappealandwarning。
Thebriskvoiceofthedetectivebrokethesilence。
\"Youwilltestify,ifneedbe,Mr。Consul,\"hesaid,\"thatyouheardtheprisoneradmithewasHenryBrownellandthathesurrenderedhimselfofhisownfreewill?\"
Foraninstanttheconsulhesitated,thenhenoddedstiffly。
\"Iheardhim,\"hesaid。
Threehourslater,atteno\'clockofthesameevening,thedetectiveandHemingwayleanedtogetherontherailoftheCrownPrinceEitel。Forward,intheglareofhercargolights,tothepuffingandcreakingofderricksanddonkeyengines,bundlesofbeeswax,ofrawhides,andprecioustusksofivorywerebeinghurledintothehold;fromtheshore-boatsclingingtotheship\'ssidescametheshrieksoftheZanzibarboys,fromthesmoking-roomtheblareofthesteward\'sbandandtheclinkofglasses。ThoseoftheyouthofZanzibarwhowereonboard,theGermanandEnglishclerksandagents,sawinthepresenceofHemingwayonlyapurposesimilartotheirown;thedesireofahomesickexiletogazeuponthemirroredgloriesoftheEitel\'ssaloon,atthefacesofwhitemenandwomen,tolistentohome-mademusic,todrinkhome-brewedbeer。Ashepassedthesmoking-roomtheycalledtohim,andtothestrangerathiselbow,butheonlynoddedsmilingand,avoidingthem,ascendedtotheshadowofthedesertedboat-deck。
\"Youaresure,\"hesaid,\"youtoldnoone?\"
\"Noone,\"thedetectiveanswered。\"Ofcourseyourhotelproprietorknowsyou\'resailing,buthedoesn\'tknowwhy。And,bysunrise,we\'llbewelloutatsea。\"
ThewordscaughtHemingwaybythethroat。Heturnedhiseyestothetownlyinglikeafieldofsnowinthemoonlight。Somewhereononeofitsflatroofsamerrydinner-partywaslaughing,drinking,perhapsregrettinghisabsence,wonderingathisexcuseofsuddenillness。Shewasthere,andhewiththedetectivelikeashadowathiselbow,wassailingoutofherlifeforever。Hehadseenherforthelasttime:thatmorningforthelasttimehadlookedintohereyes,hadheldherhandsinhis。Hesawthewhitebeach,thewhitefortress-likewalls,thehanginggardens,thecourtesyingpalms,dimly。Itwasamongthosethathewhohadthoughthimselfcontent,hadfoundhappiness,andhadthenseenitdeserthimandtakeoutofhislifepleasureinallotherthings。Withapainthatseemedimpossibletosupport,heturnedhisbackuponZanzibarandallitmeanttohim。
And,asheturned,hefaced,comingtowardhim,acrossthemoonlitdeck,Fearing。
Hisinstinctwastocryouttothemaninwarning,buthissecondthoughtshowedhimthatthroughhisveryefforttoprotecttheother,hemightbringabouthisundoing。So,helplesstoprevent,inagitationandalarm,hewaitedinsilence。Ofthetwomen,Fearingappearedtheleastdisturbed。Withapolitebutauthoritativegestureheturnedtothedetective。\"Ihavesomethingtosaytothisgentlemanbeforehesails,\"
hesaid;\"wouldyoukindlystandoverthere?\"
Hepointedacrosstheemptydeckattheotherrail。
Inthealert,confidentyoungmanintheEnglishmess-jacket,clean-shavenandbronzedbythesunsoftheequator,thedetectivesawnolikenesstothepale,beardedbankclerkoftheNewEnglandcity。This,heguessed,mustbesomeEnglishofficial,somefriendofBrownell\'swhogenerouslyhadcometobidtheunfortunatefugitiveGodspeed。
Assuredofthis,thedetectivealsobowedpolitely,and,outofhearing,butwithhisprisonerinfullview,tookupapositionagainsttherailopposite。
Turninghisbackuponthedetective,andfacingHemingwaywithhiseyesclosetohis,Fearingbeganabruptly。Hisvoicewassunktoawhisper,buthespokewithouttheslightestsignoftrepidation,withoutthehesitationofaninstant。
\"Twoyearsago,whenIwasindicted,\"hewhispered,\"andranaway,PollypaidbackhalfofthesumIstole。Thatleftherwithoutapenny;that\'swhyshetooktothistypewriting。Sincethen,Ihavepaidbacknearlyalltherest。ButPollywasnotsatisfied。Shewantedmetotakemypunishmentandstartfresh。
Sheknewtheywerewatchinghersoshecouldn\'twritethistome,butshecametomebyaroundaboutway,takingayeartogethere。Andallthetimeshe\'sbeenhere,she\'sbeenbeggingmetogobackandgivemyselfup。Icouldn\'tseeit。IknewinafewmonthsI\'dhavepaidbackallItook,andIthoughtthatwasenough。
Iwantedtokeepoutofjail。ButshesaidImusttakemymedicineinourowncountry,andstartsquarewithacleanslate。She\'sdonealotforme,andwhetherI\'dhavedonethatforherornot,Idon\'tknow。Butnow,Imust!Whatyoudidto-nighttosaveme,leavesmenochoice。So,I\'llsail——\"