Heoughttohaveledanorchestraorplayeda\'cello。Heistoobigforfirstviolin。\'\'
Therewasagroupaboutthecarriagetothelast,whenthemusiccametoanendanditdroveaway。Therehadbeennopossibleopportunityofpassingclosetoitevenhadthepresenceoftheyoungofficerandtheboynotpresentedaninsurmountableobstacle。
MarcoandTheRatwentontheirwayandpassedbytheHof-
Theaterandreadthebills。``TristanandIsolde\'\'wastobepresentedatnightandagreatsingerwouldsingIsolde。
``Hewillgotohearthat,\'\'bothboyssaidatonce。``Hewillbesuretogo。\'\'
ItwasdecidedbetweenthemthatMarcoshouldgoonhisquestalonewhennightcame。OneboywhohungaroundtheentranceoftheOperawouldbeobservedlessthantwo。
``Peoplenoticecrutchesmorethantheynoticelegs,\'\'TheRatsaid。``I\'dbetterkeepoutofthewayunlessyouneedme。Mytimehasn\'tcomeyet。Evenifitdoesn\'tcomeatallI\'ve——I\'vebeenonduty。I\'vegonewithyouandI\'vebeenready-that\'swhatanaide-de-campdoes。\'\'
HestayedathomeandreadsuchEnglishpapersashecouldlayhandsonandhedrewplansandre-foughtbattlesonpaper。
Marcowenttotheopera。EvenifhehadnotknownhiswaytothesquareneartheplacewheretheHof-Theaterstood,hecouldeasilyhavefounditbyfollowingthegroupsofpeopleinthestreetswhoallseemedwalkinginonedirection。Therewerestudentsintheiroddcapswalkingthreeorfourabreast,therewereyoungcouplesandolderones,andhereandtherewholefamilies;thereweresoldiersofallages,officersandprivates;
and,whentalkwastobeheardinpassing,itwasalwaystalkaboutmusic。
ForsometimeMarcowaitedinthesquareandwatchedthecarriagesrollupandpassunderthehugepillaredporticotodeposittheircontentsattheentranceandatoncedriveawayinorderlysequence。Hemustmakesurethatthegrandcarriagewiththegreenandsilverliveriesrolledupwiththerest。Ifitcame,hewouldbuyacheapticketandgoinside。
Itwasratherlatewhenitarrived。PeopleinMunicharenotlatefortheoperaifitcanbehelped,andthecoachmandroveuphurriedly。Thegreenandsilverfootmanleapedtothegroundandopenedthecarriagedooralmostbeforeitstopped。TheChancellorgotoutlookinglessgenialthanusualbecausehewasafraidthathemightlosesomeoftheoverture。Arosy-cheekedgirlinawhitefrockwaswithhimandshewasevidentlytryingtosoothehim。
``Idonotthinkwearereallylate,Father,\'\'shesaid。``Don\'tfeelcross,dear。Itwillspoilthemusicforyou。\'\'
Thiswasnotatimeinwhichaman\'sattentioncouldbeattractedquietly。Marcorantogettheticketwhichwouldgivehimaplaceamongtherowsofyoungsoldiers,artists,maleandfemalestudents,andmusicianswhowerewillingtostandfourorfivedeepthroughouttheperformanceofeventhelongestopera。Heknewthat,unlesstheywereinoneofthefewboxeswhichbelongedonlytothecourt,theChancellorandhisrosy-cheekeddaughterwouldbeinthebestseatsinthefrontcurveofthebalconywhichwerethemostdesirableofthehouse。Hesoonsawthem。Theyhadsecuredthecentralplacesdirectlybelowthelargeroyalboxwheretwoquietprincessesandtheirattendantswerealreadyseated。
Whenhefoundhewasnottoolatetoheartheoverture,theChancellor\'sfacebecomemoregenialthanever。Hesettledhimselfdowntoaneveningofenjoymentandevidentlyforgoteverythingelseintheworld。Marcodidnotlosesightofhim。
Whentheaudiencewentoutbetweenactstopromenadeinthecorridors,hemightgoalsoandtheremightbeachancetopassneartohiminthecrowd。Hewatchedhimclosely。Sometimeshisfineoldfacesaddenedatthebeautifulwoeofthemusic,sometimesitlookedenraptured,anditwasalwaysevidentthateverynotereachedhissoul。
Theprettydaughterwhosatbesidehimwasattentivebutnotsoenthralled。Afterthefirstacttwoglitteringyoungofficersappearedandmadeelegantandlowbows,drawingtheirheelstogetherastheykissedherhand。Theylookedsorrywhentheywereobligedtoreturntotheirseatsagain。
AfterthesecondacttheChancellorsatforafewminutesasifhewereinadream。Thepeopleintheseatsnearhimbegantorisefromtheirseatsandfileoutintothecorridors。Theyoungofficersweretobeseenrisingalso。Therosydaughterleanedforwardandtouchedherfather\'sarmgently。
``Shewantshimtotakeherout,\'\'Marcothought。``Hewilltakeherbecauseheisgood-natured。\'\'
Hesawhimrecallhimselffromhisdreamwithasmileandthenheroseand,afterhelpingtoarrangeasilverybluescarfroundthegirl\'sshoulders,gaveherhisarmjustasMarcoskippedoutofhisfourth-rowstanding-place。
Itwasaratherwarmnightandthecorridorswerefull。BythetimeMarcohadreachedthebalconyfloor,thepairhadissuedfromthelittledoorandweretemporarilylostinthemovingnumbers。
Marcoquietlymadehiswayamongthecrowdtryingtolookasifhebelongedtosomebody。Onceortwicehisstrongbodyandhisdenseblackeyesandlashesmadepeopleglanceathim,buthewasnottheonlyboywhohadbeenbroughttotheoperasohefeltsafeenoughtostopatthefootofthestairsandwatchthosewhowentupandthosewhopassedby。Suchamiscellaneouscrowdasitwasmadeupof——goodunfashionablemusic-loversmixedhereandtherewithgrandpeopleofthecourtandthegayworld。
Suddenlyheheardalowlaughandamomentlaterahandlightlytouchedhim。
``YouDIDgetout,then?\'\'asoftvoicesaid。
Whenheturnedhefelthismusclesstiffen。Heceasedtoslouchanddidnotsmileashelookedatthespeaker。Whathefeltwasawaveoffierceandhaughtyanger。Itsweptoverhimbeforehehadtimetocontrolit。
Alovelypersonwhoseemedswathedinseveralshadesofsoftvioletdraperywassmilingathimwithlong,lovelyeyes。
ItwasthewomanwhohadtrappedhimintoNo。10BrandonTerrace。
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``HELP!\'\'
Didittakeyousolongtofindit?askedtheLovelyPersonwiththesmile。``OfcourseIknewyouwouldfinditintheend。Butwehadtogiveourselvestime。Howlongdidittake?\'\'
Marcoremovedhimselffrombeneaththetouchofherhand。Itwasquietlydone,buttherewasadisdaininhisyoungfacewhichmadeherwincethoughshepretendedtoshrughershouldersamusedly。
``Yourefusetoanswer?\'\'shelaughed。
``Irefuse。\'\'
AtthatverymomenthesawatthecurveofthecorridortheChancellorandhisdaughterapproachingslowly。Thetwoyoungofficersweretalkinggailytothegirl。Theywereontheirwaybacktotheirbox。Washegoingtolosethem?Washe?
Thedelicatehandwaslaidonhisshoulderagain,butthistimehefeltthatitgraspedhimfirmly。
``Naughtyboy!\'\'thesoftvoicesaid。``Iamgoingtotakeyouhomewithme。IfyoustruggleIshalltellthesepeoplethatyouaremybadboywhoisherewithoutpermission。Whatwillyouanswer?Myescortiscomingdownthestaircaseandwillhelpme。
Doyousee?\'\'Andinfactthereappearedinthecrowdattheheadofthestaircasethefigureofthemanheremembered。
Hedidsee。Adampnessbrokeoutonthepalmsofhishands。Ifshedidthisboldthing,whatcouldhesaytothoseshetoldherlieto?Howcouldhebringprooforexplainwhohewas——andwhatstorydarehetell?Hisprotestationsandstruggleswouldmerelyamusethelookers-on,whowouldseeinthemonlytheimpotentrageofaninsubordinateyoungster。
Theresweptoverhimawaveofremembrancewhichbroughtback,asifhewerelivingthroughitagain,themomentwhenhehadstoodinthedarknessofthewinecellarwithhisbackagainstthedoorandheardthemanwalkawayandleavehimalone。Hefeltagainashehaddonethen——butnowhewasinanotherlandandfarawayfromhisfather。HecoulddonothingtohelphimselfunlessSomethingshowedhimaway。
Hemadenosound,andthewomanwhoheldhimsawonlyaflameleapunderhisdenseblacklashes。
Butsomethingwithinhimcalledout。Itwasasifheheardit。
Itwasthatstrongself——theselfthatwasMarco,anditcalled——itcalledasifitshouted。
``Help!\'\'itcalled——tothatUnknownStrangerThingwhichhadmadeworldsandwhichheandhisfathersooftentalkedofandinwhosepowertheysobelieved。``Help!\'\'
TheChancellorwasdrawingnearer。Perhaps!Shouldhe——?
``Youaretooproudtokickandshout,\'\'thevoicewenton。
``Andpeoplewouldonlylaugh。Doyousee?\'\'
Thestairswerecrowdedandthemanwhowasattheheadofthemcouldonlymoveslowly。Buthehadseentheboy。
Marcoturnedsothathecouldfacehiscaptorsquarelyasifheweregoingtosaysomethinginanswertoher。Buthewasnot。
Evenashemadethemovementofturning,thehelphehadcalledforcameandheknewwhatheshoulddo。Andhecoulddotwothingsatonce——savehimselfandgivehisSign——because,theSignoncegiven,theChancellorwouldunderstand。
``Hewillbehereinamoment。Hehasrecognizedyou,\'\'thewomansaid。
Asheglancedupthestairs,thedelicategripofherhandunconsciouslyslackened。
Marcowhirledawayfromher。ThebellrangwhichwastowarntheaudiencethattheymustreturntotheirseatsandhesawtheChancellorhastenhispace。
Amomentlater,theoldaristocratfoundhimselfamazedlylookingdownatthepalefaceofabreathlessladwhospoketohiminGermanandinsuchamannerthathecouldnotbutpauseandlisten。
``Sir,\'\'hewassaying,``thewomaninvioletatthefootofthestairsisaspy。Shetrappedmeonceandshethreatenstodoitagain。Sir,mayIbegyoutoprotectme?\'\'
Hesaiditlowandfast。Nooneelsecouldhearhiswords。
``What!What!\'\'theChancellorexclaimed。
Andthen,drawingastepnearerandquiteaslowandrapidlybutwithperfectdistinctness,Marcoutteredfourwords:
``TheLampislighted。\'\'
TheHelpcryhadbeenansweredinstantly。Marcosawitatonceintheoldman\'seyes,notwithstandingthatheturnedtolookatthewomanatthefootofthestaircaseasifsheonlyconcernedhim。
``What!What!\'\'hesaidagain,andmadeamovementtowardher,pullinghislargemoustachewithafiercehand。
ThenMarcorecognizedthatacuriousthinghappened。TheLovelyPersonsawthemovementandthegraymoustache,andthatinstanthersmilediedawayandsheturnedquitewhite——sowhite,thatunderthebrilliantelectriclightshewasalmostgreenandscarcelylookedlovelyatall。Shemadeasigntothemanonthestaircaseandslippedthroughthecrowdlikeaneel。Shewasaslimflexiblecreatureandneverwasadisappearancemorewonderfulinitsrapidity。Betweenstoutmatronsandtheirthinorstoutescortsandfamiliesshemadeherwayandlostherself——butalwaysmakingtowardtheexit。Intwominutestherewasnosightofhervioletdraperiestobeseen。Shewasgoneandso,evidently,washermalecompanion。
ItwasplaintoMarcothattofollowtheprofessionofaspywasnotbyanymeansasafething。TheChancellorhadrecognizedher——shehadrecognizedtheChancellorwhoturnedlookingferociouslyangryandspoketooneoftheyoungofficers。
``SheandthemanwithheraretwoofthemostdangerousspiesinEurope,SheisaRumanianandheisaRussian。WhattheywantedofthisinnocentladIdon\'tpretendtoknow。Whatdidshethreaten?\'\'toMarco。
Marcowasfeelingrathercoldandsickandhadlosthishealthycolorforthemoment。
``ShesaidshemeanttotakemehomewithherandwouldpretendI
washersonwhohadcomeherewithoutpermission,\'\'heanswered。
``ShebelievesIknowsomethingIdonot。\'\'Hemadeahesitatingbutgratefulbow。``Thethirdact,sir——Imustnotkeepyou。
Thankyou!Thankyou!\'\'
TheChancellormovedtowardtheentrancedoorofthebalconyseats,buthediditwithhishandonMarco\'sshoulder。
``Seethathegetshomesafely,\'\'hesaidtotheyoungerofthetwoofficers。``Sendamessengerwithhim。He\'syoungtobeattackedbycreaturesofthatkind。\'\'
PoliteyoungofficersnaturallyobeythecommandsofChancellorsandsuchdignitaries。ThisonefoundwithouttroubleayoungprivatewhomarchedwithMarcothroughthedesertedstreetstohislodgings。HewasastolidyoungBavarianpeasantandseemedtohavenocuriosityorevenanyinterestinthereasonforthecommandgivenhim。HewasinfactthinkingofhissweetheartwholivednearKonigseeandwhohadskatedwithhimonthefrozenlakelastwinter。Hescarcelygaveaglancetotheschoolboyhewastoescort,heneitherknewnorwonderedwhy。
TheRathadfallenasleepoverhispapersandlaywithhisheadonhisfoldedarmsonthetable。ButhewasawakenedbyMarco\'scomingintotheroomandsatupblinkinghiseyesintheefforttogetthemopen。
``Didyouseehim?Didyougetnearenough?\'\'hedrowsed。
``Yes,\'\'Marcoanswered。``Igotnearenough。\'
TheRatsatuprightsuddenly。
``It\'snotbeeneasy,\'\'heexclaimed。``I\'msuresomethinghappened——somethingwentwrong。\'\'
``Somethingnearlywentwrong——VERYnearly,\'\'answeredMarco。
ButashespokehetookthesketchoftheChancelloroutoftheslitinhissleeveandtoreitandburneditwithamatch。``ButIdidgetnearenough。Andthat\'sTWO。\'\'
Theytalkedlong,beforetheywenttosleepthatnight。TheRatgrewpaleashelistenedtothestoryofthewomaninviolet。
``Ioughttohavegonewithyou!\'\'hesaid。``Iseenow。Anaide-de-campmustalwaysbeinattendance。Itwouldhavebeenharderforhertomanagetwothanone。Imustalwaysbeneartowatch,evenifIamnotclosebyyou。Ifyouhadnotcomeback——ifyouhadnotcomeback!\'\'Hestruckhisclenchedhandstogetherfiercely。``WhatshouldIhavedone!\'\'
WhenMarcoturnedtowardhimfromthetablenearwhichhewasstanding,helookedlikehisfather。
``YouwouldhavegoneonwiththeGamejustasfarasyoucould,\'\'hesaid。``Youcouldnotleaveit。Youremembertheplaces,andthefaces,andtheSign。Thereissomemoney;andwhenitwasallgone,youcouldhavebegged,asweusedtopretendweshould。
Wehavenothadtodoityet;anditwasbesttosaveitforcountryplacesandvillages。Butyoucouldhavedoneitifyouwereobligedto。TheGamewouldhavetogoon。\'\'
TheRatcaughtathisthinchestasifhehadbeenstruckbreathless。
``Withoutyou?\'\'hegasped。``Withoutyou?\'\'
``Yes,\'\'saidMarco。``Andwemustthinkofit,andplanincaseanythinglikethatshouldhappen。\'\'
Hestoppedhimselfquitesuddenly,andsatdown,lookingstraightbeforehim,asifatsomefarawaythinghesaw。
``Nothingwillhappen,\'\'hesaid。``Nothingcan。\'\'
``Whatareyouthinkingof?\'\'TheRatgulped,becausehisbreathhadnotquitecomeback。``Whywillnothinghappen?\'\'
``Because——\'\'theboyspokeinanalmostmatter-of-facttone——inquiteanunexaltedtoneatallevents,``youseeIcanalwaysmakeastrongcall,asIdidtonight。\'\'
``Didyoushout?\'\'TheRatasked。``Ididn\'tknowyoushouted。\'\'
``Ididn\'t。Isaidnothingaloud。ButI——themyselfthatisinme,\'\'Marcotouchedhimselfonthebreast,``calledout,`Help!
Help!\'withallitsstrength。Andhelpcame。\'\'
TheRatregardedhimdubiously。
``Whatdiditcallto?\'\'heasked。
``TothePower——totheStrength-place——totheThoughtthatdoesthings。TheBuddhisthermit,whotoldmyfatheraboutit,calledit`TheThoughtthatthoughttheWorld。\'\'\'
AreluctantsuspicionbetrayeditselfinTheRat\'seyes。
``Doyoumeanyouprayed?\'\'heinquired,withaslighttouchofdisfavor。
Marco\'seyesremainedfixeduponhiminvaguethoughtfulnessforamomentorsoofpause。
``Idon\'tknow,\'\'hesaidatlast。``Perhapsit\'sthesamething——whenyouneedsomethingsomuchthatyoucryoutloudforit。Butit\'snotwords,it\'sastrongthingwithoutaname。I
calledlikethatwhenIwasshutinthewine-cellar。I
rememberedsomeofthethingstheoldBuddhisttoldmyfather。\'\'
TheRatmovedrestlessly。
``Thehelpcamethattime,\'\'headmitted。``Howdiditcometo-
night?\'\'
``Inthatthoughtwhichflashedintomymindalmostthenextsecond。Itcamelikelightning。AllatonceIknewifIrantotheChancellorandsaidthewomanwasaspy,itwouldstartlehimintolisteningtome;andthatthenIcouldgivehimtheSign;
andthatwhenIgavehimtheSign,hewouldknowIwasspeakingthetruthandwouldprotectme。\'\'
``Itwasasplendidthought!\'\'TheRatsaid。``Anditwasquick。
Butitwasyouwhothoughtofit。\'\'
``AllthinkingispartoftheBigThought,\'\'saidMarcoslowly。
``ItKNOWS——ItKNOWS。AndtheoutsidepartofussomehowbrokethechainthatlinkedustoIt。Andwearealwaystryingtomendthechain,withoutknowingit。Thatiswhatourthinkingis——tryingtomendthechain。Butweshallfindouthowtodoitsometime。TheoldBuddhisttoldmyfatherso——justasthesunwasrisingfrombehindahighpeakoftheHimalayas。\'\'Thenheaddedhastily,``Iamonlytellingyouwhatmyfathertoldme,andheonlytoldmewhattheoldhermittoldhim。\'\'
``Doesyourfatherbelievewhathetoldhim?\'\'TheRat\'sbewildermenthadbecomeaneagerandrestlessthing。
``Yes,hebelievesit。Healwaysthoughtsomethinglikeit,himself。Thatiswhyheissocalmandknowssowellhowtowait。\'\'
``IsTHATit!\'\'breathedTheRat。``Isthatwhy?Has——hashemendedthechain?\'\'Andtherewasaweinhisvoice,becauseofthisonemantowhomhefeltanyachievementwaspossible。
``Ibelievehehas,\'\'saidMarco。``Don\'tyouthinksoyourself?\'\'
``Hehasdonesomething,\'\'TheRatsaid。
Heseemedtobethinkingthingsoverbeforehespokeagain——andthenevenmoreslowlythanMarco。
``Ifhecouldmendthechain,\'\'hesaidalmostinawhisper,``hecouldfindoutwherethedescendantoftheLostPrinceis。HewouldknowwhattodoforSamavia!\'\'
Heendedthewordswithastart,andhiswholefaceglowedwithanew,amazedlight。
``Perhapshedoesknow!\'\'hecried。``Ifthehelpcomeslikethoughts——asyoursdid——perhapshisthoughtoflettingusgivetheSignwaspartofit。We——justwetwoevery-dayboys——arepartofit!\'\'
``TheoldBuddhistsaid——\'\'beganMarco。
``Lookhere!\'\'brokeinTheRat。``Tellmethewholestory。I
wanttohearit。\'\'
ItwasbecauseLoristanhadheardit,andlistenedandbelieved,thatTheRathadtakenfire。Hisimaginationseizedupontheidea,asitwouldhaveseizedonsometheoryofnecromancyprovedtrueandworkable。
Withhiselbowsonthetableandhishandsinhishair,heleanedforward,twistingalockwithrestlessfingers。Hisbreathquickened。
``Tellit,\'\'hesaid,``Iwanttohearitall!\'\'
``Ishallhavetotellitinmyownwords,\'\'Marcosaid。``Anditwon\'tbeaswonderfulasitwaswhenmyfathertoldittome。
ThisiswhatIremember:
``Myfatherhadgonethroughmuchpainandtrouble。Agreatloadwasuponhim,andhehadbeentoldhewasgoingtodiebeforehisworkwasdone。HehadgonetoIndia,becauseamanhewasobligedtospeaktohadgonetheretohunt,andnooneknewwhenhewouldreturn。Myfatherfollowedhimformonthsfromonewildplacetoanother,and,whenhefoundhim,themanwouldnothearorbelievewhathehadcomesofartosay。Thenhehadjungle-feverandalmostdied。Oncethenativeslefthimfordeadinabungalowintheforest,andheheardthejackalshowlingroundhimallthenight。Throughallthehourshewasonlyaliveenoughtobeconsciousoftwothings——alltherestofhimseemedgonefromhisbody:histhoughtknewthathisworkwasunfinished——andhisbodyheardthejackalshowl!\'\'
``WastheworkforSamavia?\'\'TheRatputinquickly。``Ifhehaddiedthatnight,thedescendantoftheLostPrinceneverwouldhavebeenfound——never!\'\'TheRatbithislipsohardthatadropofbloodstartedfromit。
``Whenhewasslowlycomingaliveagain,anative,whohadgonebackandstayedtowaituponhim,toldhimthatnearthesummitofamountain,aboutfiftymilesaway,therewasaledgewhichjuttedoutintospaceandhungoverthevalley,whichwasthousandsoffeetbelow。OntheledgetherewasahutinwhichtherelivedanancientBuddhist,whowasaholyman,astheycalledhim,andwhohadbeenthereduringtimewhichhadnotbeenmeasured。Theysaidthattheirgrandparentsandgreat-grandparentshadknownofhim,thoughveryfewpersonshadeverseenhim。Itwastoldthatthemostsavagebeastwastamebeforehim。Theysaidthataman-eatingtigerwouldstoptosalutehim,andthatathirstylionesswouldbringherwhelpstodrinkatthespringnearhishut。\'\'
``Thatwasalie,\'\'saidTheRatpromptly。
Marconeitherlaughednorfrowned。
``HowdoweKNOW?\'\'hesaid。``Itwasanative\'sstory,anditmightbeanything。Myfatherneithersaiditwastruenorfalse。
Helistenedtoallthatwastoldhimbynatives。Theysaidthattheholymanwasthebrotherofthestars。Heknewallthingspastandtocome,andcouldhealthesick。Butmostpeople,especiallythosewhohadsinfulthoughts,wereafraidtogonearhim。\'\'
``I\'dliketohaveseen——\'\'TheRatponderedaloud,buthedidnotfinish。
``Beforemyfatherwaswell,hehadmadeuphismindtotraveltotheledgeifhecould。Hefeltasifhemustgo。Hethoughtthatifheweregoingtodie,thehermitmighttellhimsomewisethingtodoforSamavia。\'\'
``HemighthavegivenhimamessagetoleavetotheSecretOnes,\'\'saidTheRat。
``Hewassoweakwhenhesetoutonhisjourneythathewonderedifhewouldreachtheendofit。Partofthewayhetraveledbybullockcart,andpart,hewascarriedbynatives。Butatlastthebearerscametoaplacemorethanhalfwayupthemountain,andwouldgonofurther。Thentheywentbackandlefthimtoclimbtherestofthewayhimself。Theyhadtraveledslowlyandhehadgotmorestrength,buthewasweakyet。Theforestwasmorewonderfulthananythinghehadeverseen。Thereweretropicaltreeswithfoliagelikelace,andsomewithhugeleaves,andsomeofthemseemedtoreachthesky。Sometimeshecouldbarelyseegleamsofbluethroughthem。Andvinesswungdownfromtheirhighbranches,andcaughteachother,andmattedtogether;andtherewerehotscents,andstrangeflowers,anddazzlingbirdsdartingabout,andthickmoss,andlittlecascadesburstingout。Thepathgrewnarrowerandsteeper,andtheflowerscentsandthesultrinessmadeitlikewalkinginahothouse。Heheardrustlingsintheundergrowth,whichmighthavebeenmadebyanykindofwildanimal;oncehesteppedacrossadeadlysnakewithoutseeingit。Butitwasasleepanddidnothurthim。Heknewthenativeshadbeenconvincedthathewouldnotreachtheledge;butforsomestrangereasonhebelievedheshould。Hestoppedandrestedmanytimes,andhedranksomemilkhehadbroughtinacanteen。Thehigherheclimbed,themorewonderfuleverythingwas,andastrangefeelingbegantofillhim。Hesaidhisbodystoppedbeingtiredandbegantofeelverylight。Andhisloadlifteditselffromhisheart,asifitwerenothisloadanymorebutbelongedtosomethingstronger。EvenSamaviaseemedtobesafe。Ashewenthigherandhigher,andlookeddowntheabyssattheworldbelow,itappearedasifitwerenotrealbutonlyadreamhehadwakenedfrom——onlyadream。\'\'
TheRatmovedrestlessly。
``Perhapshewaslight-headedwiththefever,\'\'hesuggested。
``Thefeverhadlefthim,andtheweaknesshadlefthim,\'\'Marcoanswered。``Itseemedasifhehadneverreallybeenillatall——asifnoonecouldbeill,becausethingslikethatwereonlydreams,justastheworldwas。\'\'
``IwishI\'dbeenwithhim!PerhapsIcouldhavethrowntheseaway——downintotheabyss!\'\'AndTheRatshookhiscrutcheswhichrestedagainstthetable。``IfeelasifIwasclimbing,too。Goon。\'\'
MarcohadbecomemoreabsorbedthanTheRat。Hehadlosthimselfinthememoryofthestory。
``Ifeltthat_I_wasclimbing,whenhetoldme,\'\'hesaid。``I
feltasifIwerebreathinginthehotflower-scentsandpushingasidethebigleavesandgiantferns。Therehadbeenarain,andtheywerewetandshiningwithbigdrops,likejewels,thatshoweredoverhimashethrusthiswaythroughandunderthem。
Andthestillnessandtheheight——thestillnessandtheheight!
Ican\'tmakeitrealtoyouashemadeittome!Ican\'t!Iwasthere。Hetookme。Anditwassohigh——andsostill——andsobeautifulthatIcouldscarcelybearit。\'\'
Butthetruthwas,thatwithsomevividboy-touchhehadcarriedhishearerfar。TheRatwasdeadlyquiet。Evenhiseyeshadnotmoved。Hespokealmostasifhewereinasortoftrance。
``It\'sreal,\'\'hesaid。``I\'mtherenow。Ashighasyou——goon——goon。Iwanttoclimbhigher。\'\'
AndMarco,understanding,wenton。
``Thedaywasoverandthestarswereoutwhenhereachedtheplaceweretheledgewas。Hesaidhethoughtthatduringthelastpartoftheclimbheneverlookedontheearthatall。Thestarsweresoimmensethathecouldnotlookawayfromthem。
Theyseemedtobedrawinghimup。Andalloverheadwaslikevioletvelvet,andtheyhungtherelikegreatlampsofradiance。
Canyouseethem?Youmustseethem。Myfathersawthemallnightlong。Theywerepartofthewonder。\'\'
``Iseethem,\'\'TheRatanswered,stillinhistrance-likevoiceandwithoutstirring,andMarcoknewhedid。
``Andthere,withthehugestarswatchingit,wasthehutontheledge。Andtherewasnoonethere。Thedoorwasopen。Andoutsideitwasalowbenchandtableofstone。Andonthetablewasamealofdatesandrice,waiting。Notfarfromthehutwasadeepspring,whichranawayinaclearbrook。Myfatherdrankandbathedhisfacethere。Thenhewentoutontheledge,andsatdownandwaited,withhisfaceturneduptothestars。Hedidnotliedown,andhethoughthesawthestarsallthetimehewaited。Hewassurehedidnotsleep。Hedidnotknowhowlonghesattherealone。Butatlasthedrewhiseyesfromthestars,asifhehadbeencommandedtodoit。Andhewasnotaloneanymore。Ayardorsoawayfromhimsattheholyman。Heknewitwasthehermitbecausehiseyesweredifferentfromanyhumaneyeshehadeverbeheld。Theywereasstillasthenightwas,andasdeepastheshadowscoveringtheworldthousandsoffeetbelow,andtheyhadafar,farlook,andastrangelightwasinthem。\'\'
``Whatdidhesay?\'\'askedTheRathoarsely。
``Heonlysaid,`Rise,myson。Iawaitedthee。GoandeatthefoodIpreparedforthee,andthenwewillspeaktogether。\'Hedidn\'tmoveorspeakagainuntilmyfatherhadeatenthemeal。
Heonlysatonthemossandlethiseyesrestontheshadowsovertheabyss。Whenmyfatherwentback,hemadeagesturewhichmeantthatheshouldsitnearhim。
``Thenhesatstillforseveralminutes,andlethiseyesrestonmyfather,untilhefeltasifthelightinthemweresetinthemidstofhisownbodyandhissoul。Thenhesaid,`Icannottelltheeallthouwouldstknow。ThatImaynotdo。\'Hehadawonderfulgentlevoice,likeadeepsoftbell。`Buttheworkwillbedone。Thylifeandthyson\'slifewillsetitonitsway。\'
``Theysatthroughthewholenighttogether。Andthestarshungquitenear,asiftheylistened。Andthereweresoundsinthebushesofstealthy,paddingfeetwhichwanderedaboutasiftheownersofthemlistenedtoo。Andthewonderful,low,peacefulvoiceoftheholymanwentonandon,tellingofwonderswhichseemedlikemiraclesbutwhichweretohimonlythe`workingoftheLaw。\'\'\'
``WhatistheLaw?\'\'TheRatbrokein。
``Thereweretwomyfatherwrotedown,andIlearnedthem。ThefirstwasthelawofTheOne。I\'lltrytosaythat,\'\'andhecoveredhiseyesandwaitedthroughamomentofsilence。
ItseemedtoTheRatasiftheroomheldanextraordinarystillness。
``Listen!\'\'camenext。``Thisisit:
```Thereareamyriadworlds。ThereisbutOneThoughtoutofwhichtheygrew。ItsLawisOrderwhichcannotswerve。Itscreaturesarefreetochoose。OnlytheycancreateDisorder,whichinitselfisPainandWoeandHateandFear。Thesetheyalonecanbringforth。TheGreatOneisaGoldenLight。Itisnotremotebutnear。Holdthyselfwithinitsglowandthouwiltbeholdallthingsclearly。First,withallthybreathingbeing,knowonething!Thatthineownthought——whensothoustandest——isonewithThatwhichthoughttheWorlds!\'\'\'
``What?\'\'gaspedTheRat。``MYthought——thethings_I_think!\'\'
``Yourthoughts——boys\'thoughts——anybody\'sthoughts。\'\'
``You\'regivingmethejim-jams!\'\'
``Hesaidit,\'\'answeredMarco。``AnditwasthenhespokeaboutthebrokenLink——andaboutthegreatestbooksintheworld——thatinalltheirdifferentways,theywereonlysayingoverandoveragainonethingthousandsoftimes。Justthisthing——`Hatenot,Fearnot,Love。\'AndhesaidthatwasOrder。Andwhenitwasdisturbed,sufferingcame——povertyandmiseryandcatastropheandwars。\'\'
``Wars!\'\'TheRatsaidsharply。``TheWorldcouldn\'tdowithoutwar——andarmiesanddefences!WhataboutSamavia?\'\'
``Myfatheraskedhimthat。Andthisiswhatheanswered。I
learnedthattoo。Letmethinkagain,\'\'andhewaitedashehadwaitedbefore。Thenheliftedhishead。``Listen!Thisisit:
```OutoftheblacknessofDisorderanditsoutpouringofhumanmisery,therewillarisetheOrderwhichisPeace。WhenManlearnsthatheisonewiththeThoughtwhichitselfcreatesallbeauty,allpower,allsplendor,andallrepose,hewillnotfearthathisbrothercanrobhimofhisheart\'sdesire。HewillstandintheLightanddrawtohimselfhisown。\'\'\'
``Drawtohimself?\'\'TheRatsaid。``Drawwhathewants?I
don\'tbelieveit!\'\'
``Nobodydoes,\'\'saidMarco。``Wedon\'tknow。Hesaidwestoodinthedarkofthenight——withoutstars——anddidnotknowthatthebrokenchainswungjustaboveus。\'\'
``Idon\'tbelieveit!\'\'saidTheRat。``It\'stoobig!\'\'
Marcodidnotsaywhetherhebelieveditornot。Heonlywentonspeaking。
``Myfatherlisteneduntilhefeltasifhehadstoppedbreathing。JustatthestillestofthestillnesstheBuddhiststoppedspeaking。Andtherewasarustlingoftheundergrowthafewyardsaway,asifsomethingbigwaspushingitswaythrough——andtherewasthesoftpadoffeet。TheBuddhistturnedhisheadandmyfatherheardhimsaysoftly:`Comeforth,Sister。\'
``Andahugeleopardesswithtwocubswalkedoutontotheledgeandcametohimandthrewherselfdownwithaheavylungenearhisfeet。\'\'
``Yourfathersawthat!\'\'criedoutTheRat。``Youmeantheoldfellowknewsomethingthatmadewildbeastsafraidtotouchhimoranyonenearhim?\'\'
``Notafraid。Theyknewhewastheirbrother,andthathewasonewiththeLaw。HehadlivedsolongwiththeGreatThoughtthatalldarknessandfearhadlefthimforever。HehadmendedtheChain。\'\'
TheRathadreacheddeepwaters。Heleanedforward——hishandsburrowinginhishair,hisfacescowlingandtwisted,hiseyesboringintospace。Hehadclimbedtotheledgeatthemountain-top;hehadseentheluminousimmensityofthestars,andhehadlookeddownintotheshadowsfillingtheworldthousandsoffeetbelow。Wastheresomeremotedeepinhimfromwhosedarknessaslowlightwasrising?AllthatLoristanhadsaidheknewmustbetrue。Buttherestofit——?
Marcogotupandcameovertohim。Helookedlikehisfatheragain。
``IfthedescendantoftheLostPrinceisbroughtbacktoruleSamavia,hewillteachhispeopletheLawoftheOne。Itwasforthattheholymantaughtmyfatheruntilthedawncame。\'\'
``Whowill——whowillteachtheLostPrince——thenewKing——whenheisfound?\'\'TheRatcried。``Whowillteachhim?\'\'
``Thehermitsaidmyfatherwould。Hesaidhewouldalsoteachhisson——andthatsonwouldteachhisson——andhewouldteachhis。Andthroughsuchastheywere,thewholeworldwouldcometoknowtheOrderandtheLaw。\'\'
NeverhadTheRatlookedsostrangeandfierceathing。Awholeworldatpeace!Notactics——nobattles——noslaughteredheroes——noclashofarms,andfame!Itmadehimfeelsick。Andyet——
somethingsethischestheaving。
``Andyourfatherwouldteachhimthat——whenhewasfound!Sothathecouldteachhissons。YourfatherBELIEVESinit?\'\'
``Yes,\'\'Marcoanswered。Hesaidnothingbut``Yes。\'\'TheRatthrewhimselfforwardonthetable,facedownward。
``Then,\'\'hesaid,``hemustmakemebelieveit。Hemustteachme——ifhecan。\'\'
Theyheardaclumpingstepuponthestaircase,and,whenitreachedthelanding,itstoppedattheirdoor。Thentherewasasolidknock。
WhenMarcoopenedthedoor,theyoungsoldierwhohadescortedhimfromtheHof-Theaterwasstandingoutside。Helookedasuninterestedandstolidasbefore,ashehandedinasmallflatpackage。
``YoumusthavedroppeditnearyourseatattheOpera,\'\'hesaid。``Iwastogiveitintoyourownhands。Itisyourpurse。\'\'
Afterhehadclumpeddownthestaircaseagain,MarcoandTheRatdrewaquickbreathatoneandthesametime。
``IhadnoseatandIhadnopurse,\'\'Marcosaid。``Letusopenit。\'\'
Therewasaflatlimpleathernote-holderinside。Initwasapaper,attheheadofwhichwerephotographsoftheLovelyPersonandhercompanion。Beneathwereafewlineswhichstatedthattheywerethewellknownspies,EugeniaKarovnaandPaulVarel,andthatthebearermustbeprotectedagainstthem。ItwassignedbytheChiefofthePolice。Onaseparatesheetwaswrittenthecommand:``Carrythiswithyouasprotection。\'\'
``Thatishelp,\'\'TheRatsaid。``Itwouldprotectus,eveninanothercountry。TheChancellorsentit——butyoumadethestrongcall——andit\'shere!\'\'
Therewasnostreetlamptoshineintotheirwindowswhentheywentatlasttobed。Whentheblindwasdrawnup,theywerenearertheskythantheyhadbeenintheMaryleboneRoad。Thelastthingeachofthemsaw,ashewenttosleep,wasthestars——andintheirdreams,theysawthemgrowlargerandlarger,andhanglikelampsofradianceagainsttheviolet——velvetskyabovealedgeofaHimalayanMountain,wheretheylistenedtothesoundofalowvoicegoingonandonandon。
XXII
ANIGHTVIGIL
OnahillinthemidstofagreatAustrianplain,aroundwhichhighAlpswaitwatchingthroughtheagesstandsavenerablefortress,almostmorebeautifulthananythingonehaseverseen。
Perhaps,ifitwerenotforthegreatplainfloweringbroadlyaboutitwithitswide-spreadbeautiesofmeadow-land,andwood,anddimtonedbuildingsgatheredaboutfarms,anditsdreamofasmallancientcityatitsfeet,itmight——thoughitistobedoubted——seemsomethinglessamarvelofmedievalpicturesqueness。Butoutoftheplainrisesthelowhill,andsurroundingitatastatelydistancestandsguardthegiantmajestyofAlps,withshouldersinthecloudsandgod-likeheadsabovethem,lookingon——alwayslookingon——sometimesthemselvesetherealcloudsofsnow-whiteness,sometimesmonsterbarecragswhichpiercetheblue,andwhoseunchangingsilenceseemstoknowthesecretoftheeverlasting。Andonthehillwhichthisaugustcircleholdsinitsembrace,asthoughitenclosedatreasure,standstheold,old,toweredfortressbuiltasacitadelforthePrinceArchbishops,whowerekingsintheirdomaininthelongpastcenturieswhenthesplendorandpowerofecclesiasticalprinceswasamongthegreatestuponearth。
Andasyouapproachthetown——andasyouleaveit——andasyouwalkthroughitsstreets,thebroadcalmempty-lookingones,orthenarrowthoroughfareswhosehousesseemsoneartoeachother,whetheryouclimbordescend——orcrossbridges,orgazeatchurches,orstepoutonyourbalconyatnighttolookatthemountainsandthemoon——alwaysitseemsthatfromsomepointyoucanseeitgazingdownatyou——thecitadelofHohen-Salzburg。
ItwastoSalzburgtheywentnext,becauseatSalzburgwastobefoundthemanwholookedlikeahair-dresserandwhoworkedinabarber\'sshop。Strangeasitmightseem,tohimalsomustbecarriedtheSign。
``Theremaybepeoplewhocometohimtobeshaved——soldiers,ormenwhoknowthings,\'\'TheRatworkeditout,``andhecanspeaktothemwhenheisstandingclosetothem。Itwillbeeasytogetnearhim。Youcangoandhaveyourhaircut。\'\'
ThejourneyfromMunichwasnotalongone,andduringthelatterpartofittheyhadthewooden-seatedthird-classcarriagetothemselves。Eventhedrowsyoldpeasantwhonoddedandsleptinonecornergotoutwithhisbundlesatlast。ToMarcothemountainswerelong-knownwonderswhichcouldnevergrowold。
Theyhadalwaysandalwaysbeensoold!Surelytheyhadbeenthefirstoftheworld!Surelytheyhadbeenstandingtherewaitingwhenitwassaid``LettherebeLight。\'\'TheLighthadknownitwouldfindthemthere。Theyweresosilent,andyetitseemedasiftheysaidsomeamazingthing——somethingwhichwouldtakeyourbreathfromyouifyoucouldhearit。Andtheyneverchanged。
Thecloudschanged,theywreathedthem,andhidthem,andtraileddownthem,andpouredoutstormtorrentsonthem,andthunderedagainstthem,anddartedforkedlightningsroundthem。Butthemountainsstoodthereafterwardsasifsuchthingshadnotbeenandwerenotintheworld。Windsroaredandtoreatthem,centuriespassedoverthem——centuriesofmillionsoflives,ofchangingofkingdomsandempires,ofbattlesandworld-widefamewhichgrewanddiedandpassedaway;andtemplescrumbled,andkings\'tombswereforgotten,andcitieswereburiedandothersbuiltoverthemafterhundredsofyears——andperhapsafewstonesfellfromamountainside,orafissurewasworn,whichthepeoplebelowcouldnotevensee。Andthatwasall。Theretheystood,andperhapstheirsecretwasthattheyhadbeenthereforeverandever。ThatwaswhatthemountainssaidtoMarco,whichwaswhyhedidnotwanttotalkmuch,butsatandgazedoutofthecarriagewindow。
TheRathadbeenverysilentallthemorning。Hehadbeensilentwhentheygotup,andhehadscarcelyspokenwhentheymadetheirwaytothestationatMunichandsatwaitingfortheirtrain。ItseemedtoMarcothathewasthinkingsohardthathewaslikeapersonwhowasfarawayfromtheplacehestoodin。Hisbrowsweredrawntogetherandhiseyesdidnotseemtoseethepeoplewhopassedby。Usuallyhesaweverythingandmadeshrewdremarksonalmostallhesaw。Butto-dayhewassomehowotherwiseabsorbed。Hesatinthetrainwithhisforeheadagainstthewindowandstaredout。HemovedandgaspedwhenhefoundhimselfstaringattheAlps,butafterwardshewasevenstrangelystill。
Itwasnotuntilafterthesleepyoldpeasanthadgatheredhisbundlesandgotoutatastationthathespoke,andhediditwithoutturninghishead。
``Youonlytoldmeoneofthetwolaws,\'\'hesaid。``Whatwastheotherone?\'\'
Marcobroughthimselfbackfromhisdreamofreachingthehighestmountain-topandseeingcloudsfloatbeneathhisfeetinthesun。
Hehadtocomebackalongway。
``Areyouthinkingofthat?Iwonderedwhatyouhadbeenthinkingofallthemorning,\'\'hesaid。
``Icouldn\'tstopthinkingofit。Whatwasthesecondone?\'\'
saidTheRat,buthedidnotturnhishead。
``ItwascalledtheLawofEarthlyLiving。Itwasforeveryday,\'\'saidMarco。``Itwasfortheorderingofcommonthings——thesmallthingswethinkdon\'tmatter,aswellasthebigones。Ialwaysrememberthatonewithoutanytrouble。Thiswasit:
```Letpassthroughthymind,myson,onlytheimagethouwouldstdesiretoseebecomeatruth。Meditateonlyuponthewishofthyheart——seeingfirstthatitissuchascanwrongnomanandisnotignoble。Thenwillittakeearthlyformanddrawneartothee。
```ThisistheLawofThatwhichCreates。\'\'\'
ThenTheRatturnedround。Hehadashrewdlyreasoningmind。
``Thatsoundsasifyoucouldgetanythingyouwanted,ifyouthinkaboutitlongenoughandintherightway,\'\'hesaid。
``Butperhapsitonlymeansthat,ifyoudoit,you\'llbehappyafteryou\'redead。Myfatherusedtoshoutwithlaughingwhenhewasdrunkandtalkedaboutthingslikethatandlookedathisrags。\'\'
Hehuggedhiskneesforafewminutes。Hewasrememberingtherags,andthefog-darkenedroomintheslums,andtheloud,hideouslaughter。
``Whatifyouwantsomethingthatwillharmsomebodyelse?\'\'hesaidnext。``Whatifyouhatesomeoneandwishyoucouldkillhim?\'\'
``Thatwasoneofthequestionsmyfatheraskedthatnightontheledge。Theholymansaidpeoplealwaysaskedit,\'\'Marcoanswered。``Thiswastheanswer:
```Lethimwhostretchethforthhishandtodrawthelightningtohisbrotherrecallthatthroughhisownsoulandbodywillpassthebolt。\'\'\'
``Wonderifthere\'sanythinginit?\'\'TheRatpondered。``It\'dmakeachapcarefulifhebelievedit!Revengingyourselfonamanwouldbelikeholdinghimagainstalivewiretokillhimandgettingallthevoltsthroughyourself。\'\'
Asuddenanxietyrevealeditselfinhisface。
``Doesyourfatherbelieveit?\'\'heasked。``Doeshe?\'\'
``Heknowsitistrue,\'\'Marcosaid。
``I\'llownup,\'\'TheRatdecidedafterfurtherreflection——``I\'llownupI\'mgladthatthereisn\'tanyoneleftthatI\'veagrudgeagainst。Thereisn\'tanyone——now。\'\'
Thenhefellagainintosilenceanddidnotspeakuntiltheirjourneywasatanend。Astheyarrivedearlyintheday,theyhadplentyoftimetowanderaboutthemarvelouslittleoldcity。
Butthroughthewidestreetsandthroughthenarrowones,underthearchwaysintothemarketgardens,acrossthebridgeandintothesquarewherethe``glockenspiel\'\'playeditsoldtinklingtune,everywheretheCitadellookeddownandalwaysTheRatwalkedoninhisdream。
Theyfoundthehair-dresser\'sshopinoneofthenarrowstreets。
Therewerenograndshopsthere,andthisparticularshopwasamodestone。Theywalkedpastitonce,andthenwentback。Itwasashopsohumblethattherewasnothingremarkableintwocommonboysgoingintoittohavetheirhaircut。Anoldmancameforwardtoreceivethem。Hewasevidentlygladoftheirmodestpatronage。HeundertooktoattendtoTheRathimself,but,havingarrangedhiminachair,heturnedaboutandcalledtosomeoneinthebackroom。
``Heinrich,\'\'hesaid。
IntheslitinMarco\'ssleevewasthesketchofthemanwithsmoothcurledhair,wholookedlikeahair-dresser。Theyhadfoundacornerinwhichtotaketheirfinallookatitbeforetheyturnedbacktocomein。Heinrich,whocameforthfromthesmallbackroom,hadsmoothcurledhair。Helookedextremelylikeahair-dresser。Hehadfeatureslikethoseinthesketch——hisnoseandmouthandchinandfigurewerelikewhatMarcohaddrawnandcommittedtomemory。But——
HegaveMarcoachairandtiedtheprofessionalwhitecoveringaroundhisneck。Marcoleanedbackandclosedhiseyesamoment。
``ThatisNOTtheman!\'\'hewassayingtohimself。``HeisNOT
theman。\'\'
Howheknewhewasnot,hecouldnothaveexplained,buthefeltsure。Itwasastrongconviction。Butforthesuddenfeeling,nothingwouldhavebeeneasierthantogivetheSign。Andifhecouldnotgiveitnow,wherewastheonetowhomitmustbespoken,andwhatwouldbetheresultifthatonecouldnotbefound?Andifthereweretwowhoweresomuchalike,howcouldhebesure?
Eachownerofeachofthepicturedfaceswasalinkinapowerfulsecretchain;andifalinkweremissed,thechainwouldbebroken。EachtimeHeinrichcamewithinthelineofhisvision,herecordedeveryfeatureafreshandcompareditwiththerememberedsketch。Eachtimetheresemblancebecamemoreclose,buteachtimesomepersistentinnerconvictionrepeated,``No;
theSignisnotforhim!\'\'
Itwasdisturbing,also,tofindthatTheRatwasallatonceasrestlessashehadpreviouslybeensilentandpreoccupied。Hemovedinhischair,tothegreatdiscomfortoftheoldhair-dresser。Hekeptturninghisheadtotalk。HeaskedMarcototranslatediversquestionshewishedhimtoaskthetwomen。
TheywerequestionsabouttheCitadel——abouttheMonchsberg——theResidenz——theGlockenspiel——themountains。Headdedonequerytoanotherandcouldnotsitstill。
``Theyounggentlemanwillgetanearsnipped,\'\'saidtheoldmantoMarco。``Anditwillnotbemyfault。\'\'
``WhatshallIdo?\'\'Marcowasthinking。``Heisnottheman。\'\'
HedidnotgivetheSign。Hemustgoawayandthinkitout,thoughwherehisthoughtswouldleadhimhedidnotknow。Thiswasamoredifficultproblemthanhehadeverdreamedoffacing。
Therewasnoonetoaskadviceof。OnlyhimselfandTheRat,whowasnervouslywrigglingandtwistinginhischair。
``Youmustsitstill,\'\'hesaidtohim。``Thehair-dresserisafraidyouwillmakehimcutyoubyaccident。\'\'
``ButIwanttoknowwholivesattheResidenz?\'\'saidTheRat。
``Thesemencantellusthingsifyouaskthem。\'\'
``Itisdonenow,\'\'saidtheoldhair-dresserwitharelievedair。``Perhapsthecuttingofhishairmakestheyounggentlemannervous。Itissometimesso。\'\'
TheRatstoodclosetoMarco\'schairandaskedquestionsuntilHeinrichalsohaddonehiswork。Marcocouldnotunderstandhiscompanion\'schangeofmood。Herealizedthat,ifhehadwishedtogivetheSign,hehadbeenallowednoopportunity。Hecouldnothavegivenit。Therestlessquestioninghadsodirectedtheolderman\'sattentiontohissonandMarcothatnothingcouldhavebeensaidtoHeinrichwithouthisobservingit。
``Icouldnothavespokenifhehadbeentheman,\'\'Marcosaidtohimself。
Theirveryexitfromtheshopseemedalittlehurried。Whentheywerefairlyinthestreet,TheRatmadeaclutchatMarco\'sarm。
``Youdidn\'tgiveit?\'\'hewhisperedbreathlessly。``Ikepttalkingandtalkingtopreventyou。\'\'
Marcotriednottofeelbreathless,andhetriedtospeakinalowandlevelvoicewithnohintofexclamationinit。
``Whydidyousaythat?\'\'heasked。
TheRatdrewclosertohim。
``Thatwasnottheman!\'\'hewhispered。``Itdoesn\'tmatterhowmuchhelookslikehim,heisn\'ttherightone。\'\'
Hewaspaleandswingingalongswiftlyasifhewereinahurry。
``Let\'sgetintoaquietplace,\'\'hesaid。``Thosequeerthingsyou\'vebeentellingmehavegotholdofme。HowdidIknow?HowcouldIknow——unlessit\'sbecauseI\'vebeentryingtoworkthatsecondlaw?I\'vebeensayingtomyselfthatweshouldbetoldtherightthingstodo——fortheGameandforyourfather——andsothatIcouldbetherightsortofaide-de-camp。I\'vebeenworkingatit,and,whenhecameout,Iknewhewasnotthemaninspiteofhislooks。AndIcouldn\'tbesureyouknew,andI
thought,ifIkeptontalkingandinterruptingyouwithsillyquestions,youcouldbepreventedfromspeaking。\'\'
``There\'saplacenotfarawaywherewecangetalookatthemountains。Let\'sgothereandsitdown,\'\'saidMarco。``Iknewitwasnottherightone,too。It\'stheHelpoveragain。\'\'
``Yes,it\'stheHelp——it\'stheHelp——itmustbe,\'\'mutteredTheRat,walkingfastandwithapale,setface。``Itcouldnotbeanythingelse。\'\'
Theygotawayfromthestreetsandthepeopleandreachedthequietplacewheretheycouldseethemountains。Theretheysatdownbythewayside。TheRattookoffhiscapandwipedhisforehead,butitwasnotonlythequickwalkingwhichhadmadeitdamp。
``Thequeernessofitgavemeakindoffright,\'\'hesaid。
``Whenhecameoutandhewasnearenoughformetoseehim,asuddenstrongfeelingcameoverme。ItseemedasifIknewhewasn\'ttheman。ThenIsaidtomyself——`buthelookslikehim\'——andIbegantogetnervous。AndthenIwassureagain——andthenIwantedtotrytostopyoufromgivinghimtheSign。Andthenitallseemedfoolishness——andthenextsecondallthethingsyouhadtoldmerushedbacktomeatonce——andI
rememberedwhatIhadbeenthinkingeversince——andI
said——`Perhapsit\'stheLawbeginningtowork,\'andthepalmsofmyhandsgotmoist。\'\'
Marcowasveryquiet。Hewaslookingatthefarthestandhighestpeaksandwonderingaboutmanythings。
``Itwastheexpressionofhisfacethatwasdifferent,\'\'hesaid。``Andhiseyes。Theyarerathersmallerthantherightman\'sare。Thelightintheshopwaspoor,anditwasnotuntilthelasttimehebentovermethatIfoundoutwhatIhadnotseenbefore。Hiseyesaregray——theotheronesarebrown。\'\'
``Didyouseethat!\'\'TheRatexclaimed。``Thenwe\'resure!
We\'resafe!\'\'
``We\'renotsafetillwe\'vefoundtherightman,\'\'Marcosaid。
``Whereishe?Whereishe?Whereishe?\'\'
Hesaidthewordsdreamilyandquietly,asifhewerelostinthought——butalsoratherasifheexpectedananswer。Andhestilllookedatthefar-offpeaks。TheRat,afterwatchinghimamomentorso,begantolookatthemalso。Theywerelikealoadstonetohimtoo。Therewassomethingstillingaboutthem,andwhenyoureyeshadresteduponthemafewmomentstheydidnotwanttomoveaway。
``Theremustbealedgeuptheresomewhere,\'\'hesaidatlast。
``Let\'sgoupandlookforitandsitthereandthinkandthink——
aboutfindingtherightman。\'\'
ThereseemednothingfantasticinthistoMarco。Togointosomequietplaceandsitandthinkaboutthethinghewantedtorememberortofindoutwasanoldwayofhis。Tobequietwasalwaysthebestthing,hisfatherhadtaughthim。Itwaslikelisteningtosomethingwhichcouldspeakwithoutwords。
``ThereisalittletrainwhichgoesuptheGaisberg,\'\'hesaid。
``Whenyouareatthetop,aworldofmountainsspreadsaroundyou。Lazaruswentonceandtoldme。Andwecanlieoutonthegrassallnight。Letusgo,Aide-de-camp。\'\'
Sotheywent,eachonethinkingthesamethought,andeachboy-mindholdingitsownvision。Marcowasthecalmerofthetwo,becausehisbeliefthattherewasalwayshelptobefoundwasanaccustomedoneandhadceasedtoseemtopartakeofthesupernatural。Hebelievedquitesimplythatitwastheworkingofalaw,notthebreakingofone,whichgaveanswerandledhiminhisquests。TheRat,whohadknownnothingoflawsotherthanthoseadministeredbypolice-courts,wasatonceawedandfascinatedbythesuggestionofcrossingsomeborderlandoftheUnknown。ThelawoftheOnehadbaffledandoverthrownhim,withitssweepingawayoftheenmitiesofpassionswhichcreatedwarsandcalledforarmies。ButtheLawofEarthlyLivingseemedtoofferpracticalbenefitsifyoucouldholdontoyourselfenoughtoworkit。
``Youwouldn\'tgeteverythingfornothing,asfarasIcanmakeout,\'\'hehadsaidtoMarco。``You\'dhavetosweepalltherubbishoutofyourmind——sweepitasifyoudiditwithabroom——andthenkeeponthinkingstraightandbelievingyouweregoingtogetthings——andworkingforthem——andthey\'dcome。\'\'
Thenhehadlaughedashortuglylaughbecauseherecalledsomething。
``TherewassomethingintheBiblethatmyfatherusedtojeerabout——somethingaboutamangettingwhatheprayedforifhebelievedit,\'\'hesaid。
``Oh,yes,it\'sthere,\'\'saidMarco。``Thatifamanpraybelievingheshallreceivewhatheasksitshallbegivenhim。
Allthebookssaysomethinglikeit。It\'sbeensaidsooftenitmakesyoubelieveit。\'\'
``Hedidn\'tbelieveit,andIdidn\'t,\'\'saidTheRat。
``Nobodydoes——really,\'\'answeredMarco,ashehaddoneoncebefore。``It\'sbecausewedon\'tknow。\'\'
TheywentuptheGaisberginthelittletrain,whichpushedanddraggedandpantedslowlyupwardwiththem。IttookthemwithitstubbornlyandgraduallyhigherandhigheruntilithadleftSalzburgandtheCitadelbelowandhadreachedtheworldofmountainswhichroseandspreadandliftedgreatheadsbehindeachotherandbesideeachotherandbeyondeachotheruntilthereseemednootherlandonearthbutthatonmountainsidesandbacksandshouldersandcrowns。Andalsoonefelttheabsurdityoflivinguponflatground,wherelifemustbeaninsignificantthing。
Therewereonlyafewsight-seersinthesmallcarriages,andtheyweregoingtolookattheviewfromthesummit。Theywerenotinsearchofaledge。
TheRatandMarcowere。Whenthelittletrainstoppedatthetop,theygotoutwiththerest。Theywanderedaboutwiththemovertheshortgrassonthetreelesssummitandlookedoutfromthisviewpointandtheother。TheRatgrewmoreandmoresilent,andhissilencewasnotmerelyamatterofspeechlessnessbutofexpression。HeLOOKEDsilentandasifhewerenolongerawareoftheearth。Theyleftthesight-seersatlastandwanderedawaybythemselves。Theyfoundaledgewheretheycouldsitorlieandwhereeventheworldofmountainsseemedbelowthem。
Theyhadbroughtsomesimplefoodwiththem,andtheylaiditbehindajuttingbitofrock。Whenthesight-seersboardedthelaboringlittletrainagainandweredraggedbackdownthemountain,theirnightofvigilwouldbegin。
Thatwaswhatitwastobe。Anightofstillnessontheheights,wheretheycouldwaitandwatchandholdthemselvesreadytohearanythoughtwhichspoketothem。
TheRatwassothrilledthathewouldnothavebeensurprisedifhehadheardavoicefromtheplaceofthestars。ButMarcoonlybelievedthatinthisgreatstillnessandbeauty,ifheheldhisboy-soulquietenough,heshouldfindhimselfatlastthinkingofsomethingthatwouldleadhimtotheplacewhichheldwhatitwasbestthatheshouldfind。Thepeoplereturnedtothetrainanditsetoutuponitswaydownthesteepness。
Theyhearditlaboringonitsway,asthoughitwasforcedtomakeasmuchefforttoholditselfbackasithadmadetodragitselfupward。
Thentheywerealone,anditwasalonenesssuchasaneaglemightfeelwhenithelditselfpoisedhighinthecurveofblue。
Andtheysatandwatched。Theysawthesungodownand,shadebyshade,deepenandmakeradiantandthendrawawaywithitthelasttouchesofcolor——rose-gold,rose-purple,androse-gray。
Onemountain-topafteranotherhelditsblushafewmomentsandlostit。Ittooklongtogatherthemallbutatlengththeyweregoneandthemarvelofnightfell。
Thebreathoftheforestsbelowwassweetaboutthem,andsoundlessnessenclosedthemwhichwasofunearthlypeace。Thestarsbegantoshowthemselves,andpresentlythetwowhowaitedfoundtheirfacesturnedupwardtotheskyandtheybothwerespeakinginwhispers。
``Thestarslooklargehere,\'\'TheRatsaid。
``Yes,\'\'answeredMarco。``WearenotashighastheBuddhistwas,butitseemslikethetopoftheworld。\'\'
``Thereisalightonthesideofthemountainyonderwhichisnotastar,\'\'TheRatwhispered。
``Itisalightinahutwheretheguidestaketheclimberstorestandtospendthenight,\'\'answeredMarco。
``Itissostill,\'\'TheRatwhisperedagainafterasilence,andMarcowhisperedback:
``Itissostill。\'\'
Theyhadeatentheirmealofblackbreadandcheeseafterthesettingofthesun,andnowtheylaydownontheirbacksandlookedupuntilthefirstfewstarshadmultipliedthemselvesintomyriads。Theybeganalittlelowtalk,butthesoundlessnesswasstrongerthanthemselves。
``HowamIgoingtoholdontothatsecondlaw?\'\'TheRatsaidrestlessly。```Letpassthroughthymindonlytheimagethouwouldstseebecomeatruth。\'ThethingsthatarepassingthroughmymindarenotthethingsIwanttocometrue。Whatifwedon\'tfindhim——don\'tfindtherightone,Imean!\'\'
``Liestill——still——andlookupatthestars,\'\'whisperedMarco。
``TheygiveyouaSUREfeeling。\'\'
Therewassomethinginthecuriousserenityofhimwhichcalmedevenhisaide-de-camp。TheRatlaystillandlooked——andlooked——andthought。Andwhathethoughtofwasthedesireofhisheart。Thesoundlessnessenwrappedhimandtherewasnoworldleft。Thattherewasasparkoflightinthemountain-climbers\'rest-hutwasathingforgotten。
Theywereonlytwoboys,andtheyhadbeguntheirjourneyontheearliesttrainandhadbeenwalkingaboutalldayandthinkingofgreatandanxiousthings。
``Itissostill,\'\'TheRatwhisperedagainatlast。
``Itissostill,\'\'whisperedMarco。
Andthemountainsrisingbehindeachotherandbesideeachotherandbeyondeachotherinthenight,andalsothemyriadsofstarswhichhadsomultipliedthemselves,lookingdownknewthattheywereasleep——assleepthehumanthingswhichdonotwatchforever。
``Someoneissmoking,\'\'Marcofoundhimselfsayinginadream。
Afterwhichheawakenedandfoundthatthesmokewasnotpartofadreamatall。Itcamefromthepipeofayoungmanwhohadanalpenstockandwholookedasifhehadclimbedtoseethesunrise。Heworetheclothesofaclimberandagreenhatwithatuftattheback。Helookeddownatthetwoboys,surprised。
``Goodday,\'\'hesaid。``Didyousleepheresothatyoucouldseethesungetup?\'\'
``Yes,\'\'answeredMarco。
``Wereyoucold?\'\'
``Weslepttoosoundlytoknow。Andwebroughtourthickcoats。\'\'
``Islepthalf-waydownthemountains,\'\'saidthesmoker。``Iamaguideinthesedays,butIhavenotbeenonelongenoughtomissasunriseitisnoworktoreach。MyfatherandbrotherthinkIammadaboutsuchthings。Theywouldratherstayintheirbeds。Oh!heisawake,ishe?\'\'turningtowardTheRat,whohadrisenononeelbowandwasstaringathim。``Whatisthematter?Youlookasifyouwereafraidofme。\'\'
MarcodidnotwaitforTheRattorecoverhisbreathandspeak。