``Youmight,ifyouwerewithotherpeoplewhothoughtinthesameway,\'\'hesaid,``andifyouhadn\'tfoundoutthatitissuchamistaketothinkinthatway,thatit\'sevenstupid。But,yousee,ifyouwereI,youwouldhavelivedwithmyfather,andhe\'dhavetoldyouwhatheknows——whathe\'sbeenfindingoutallhislife。\'\'
``What\'shefoundout?\'\'
``Oh!\'\'Marcoanswered,quitecasually,``justthatyoucan\'tsetsavagethoughtslooseintheworld,anymorethanyoucanletloosesavagebeastswithhydrophobia。Theyspreadasortofrabies,andtheyalwaystearandworryyoufirstofall。\'\'
``Whatdoyoumean?\'\'TheRatgaspedout。
``It\'slikethis,\'\'saidMarco,lyingflatandcoolonhishardpillowandlookingatthereflectionofthestreetlampontheceiling。``ThatdayIturnedintoyourBarracks,withoutknowingthatyou\'dthinkIwasspying,itmadeyoufeelsavage,andyouthrewthestoneatme。IfithadmademefeelsavageandI\'drushedinandfought,whatwouldhavehappenedtoallofus?\'\'
TheRat\'sspiritofgeneralshipgavetheanswer。
``IshouldhavecalledontheSquadtochargewithfixedbayonets。They\'dhavehalfkilledyou。You\'reastrongchap,andyou\'dhavehurtalotofthem。\'\'
Anoteofterrorbrokeintohisvoice。``WhatafoolIshouldhavebeen!\'\'hecriedout。``Ishouldneverhavecomehere!I
shouldneverhaveknownHIM!\'\'EvenbythelightofthestreetlampMarcocouldseehimbegintolookalmostghastly。
``TheSquadcouldeasilyhavehalfkilledme,\'\'Marcoadded。
``Theycouldhavequitekilledme,iftheyhadwantedtodoit。
Andwhowouldhavegotanygoodoutofit?Itwouldonlyhavebeenastreet-lads\'row——withthepoliceandprisonattheendofit。\'\'
``Butbecauseyou\'dlivedwithhim,\'\'TheRatpondered,``youwalkedinasifyoudidn\'tmind,andjustaskedwhywedidit,andlookedlikeastrongerchapthananyofus——anddifferent——different。Iwonderedwhatwasthematterwithyou,youweresocoolandsteady。Iknownow。Itwasbecauseyouwerelikehim。He\'dtaughtyou。He\'slikeawizard。\'\'
``Heknowsthingsthatwizardsthinktheyknow,butheknowsthembetter,\'\'Marcosaid。``Hesaysthey\'renotqueerandunnatural。
They\'rejustsimplelawsofnature。Youhavetobeeitherononesideortheother,likeanarmy。Youchooseyourside。Youeitherbuilduporteardown。Youeitherkeepinthelightwhereyoucansee,oryoustandinthedarkandfighteverythingthatcomesnearyou,becauseyoucan\'tseeandyouthinkit\'sanenemy。No,youwouldn\'thavebeenjealousifyou\'dbeenIandI\'dbeenyou。\'\'
``Andyou\'reNOT?\'\'TheRat\'ssharpvoicewasalmosthollow。
``You\'llswearyou\'renot?\'\'
``I\'mnot,\'\'saidMarco。
TheRat\'sexcitementevenincreasedashadeashepouredforthhisconfession。
``Iwasafraid,\'\'hesaid。``I\'vebeenafraideverydaysinceI
camehere。I\'lltellyoustraightout。ItseemedjustnaturalthatyouandLazaruswouldn\'tstandme,justasIwouldn\'thavestoodyou。Itseemedjustnaturalthatyou\'dworktogethertothrowmeout。IknewhowIshouldhaveworkedmyself。Marco——I
saidI\'dtellyoustraightout——I\'mjealousofyou。I\'mjealousofLazarus。ItmakesmewildwhenIseeyoubothknowingallabouthim,andfitandreadytodoanythinghewantsdone。I\'mnotreadyandI\'mnotfit。\'\'
``You\'ddoanythinghewanteddone,whetheryouwerefitandreadyornot,\'\'saidMarco。``Heknowsthat。\'\'
``Doeshe?Doyouthinkhedoes?\'\'criedTheRat。``Iwishhe\'dtryme。Iwishhewould。\'\'
MarcoturnedoveronhisbedandroseuponhiselbowsothathefacedTheRatonhissofa。
``LetusWAIT,\'\'hesaidinawhisper。``LetusWAIT。\'\'
Therewasapause,andthenTheRatwhisperedalso。
``Forwhat?\'\'
``Forhimtofindoutthatwe\'refittobetried。Don\'tyouseewhatfoolsweshouldbeifwespentourtimeinbeingjealous,eitherofus。We\'reonlytwoboys。Supposehesawwewereonlytwosillyfools。WhenyouarejealousofmeorofLazarus,justgoandsitdowninastillplaceandthinkofHIM。Don\'tthinkaboutyourselforaboutus。He\'ssoquietthattothinkabouthimmakesyouquietyourself。WhenthingsgowrongorwhenI\'mlonely,he\'staughtmetositdownandmakemyselfthinkofthingsIlike——pictures,books,monuments,splendidplaces。Itpushestheotherthingsoutandsetsyourmindgoingproperly。
Hedoesn\'tknowInearlyalwaysthinkofhim。He\'sthebestthoughthimself。Youtryit。You\'renotreallyjealous。YouonlyTHINKyouare。You\'llfindthatoutifyoualwaysstopyourselfintime。Anyonecanbesuchafoolifheletshimself。
Andhecanalwaysstopitifhemakesuphismind。I\'mnotjealous。Youmustletthatthoughtalone。You\'renotjealousyourself。Kickthatthoughtintothestreet。\'\'
TheRatcaughthisbreathandthrewhisarmsupoverhiseyes。
``Oh,Lord!Oh,Lord!\'\'hesaid;``ifI\'dlivednearhimalwaysasyouhave。IfIjusthad。\'\'
``We\'rebothlivingnearhimnow,\'\'saidMarco。``Andhere\'ssomethingtothinkof,\'\'leaningmoreforwardonhiselbow。
``ThekingswhowerebeingmadereadyforSamaviahavewaitedalltheseyears;WEcanmakeourselvesreadyandwaitsothat,ifjusttwoboysarewantedtodosomething——justtwoboys——wecanstepoutoftherankswhenthecallcomesandsay`Here!\'Nowlet\'sliedownandthinkofituntilwegotosleep。\'\'
XIII
LORISTANATTENDSADRILLOFTHESQUAD,ANDMARCOMEETSASAMAVIAN
TheSquadwasnotforgotten。ItfoundthatLoristanhimselfwouldhaveregardedneglectasabreachofmilitaryduty。
``Youmustrememberyourmen,\'\'hesaid,twoorthreedaysafterTheRatbecameamemberofhishousehold。``Youmustkeepuptheirdrill。Marcotellsmeitwasverysmart。Don\'tletthemgetslack。\'\'
``Hismen!\'\'TheRatfeltwhathecouldnothaveputintowords。
Heknewhehadworked,andthattheSquadhadworked,intheirhiddenholesandcorners。Onlyhiddenholesandcornershadbeenpossibleforthembecausetheyhadexistedinspiteoftheprotestoftheirworldandthevigilanceofitspolicemen。TheyhadtriedmanyrefugesbeforetheyfoundtheBarracks。Noonebutresentedtheexistenceofatroopofnoisyvagabonds。Butsomehowthismanknewthattherehadevolvedfromitsomethingmorethanmerenoisyplay,thathe,TheRat,hadMEANTorderanddiscipline。
``Hismen!\'\'ItmadehimfeelasifhehadhadtheVictoriaCrossfastenedonhiscoat。Hehadbrainenoughtoseemanythings,andheknewthatitwasinthiswaythatLoristanwasfindinghimhis``place。\'\'Heknewhow。
WhentheywenttotheBarracks,theSquadgreetedthemwithatumultuouswelcomewhichexpressedagreatsenseofrelief。
Privatelythemembershadbeenfilledwithfearswhichtheyhadtalkedovertogetherindeepgloom。Marco\'sfather,theydecided,wastoobigaswelltoletthetwocomebackafterhehadseenthesorttheSquadwasmadeupof。Hemightbepoorjustnow,toffssometimeslosttheirmoneyforabit,butyoucouldseewhathewas,andfatherslikehimweren\'tgoingtolettheirsonsmakefriendswith``suchasus。\'\'He\'dstopthedrillandthe``SecretSociety\'\'game。That\'swhathe\'ddo!
ButTheRatcameswinginginonhissecondhandcrutcheslookingasifhehadbeenmadeageneral,andMarcocamewithhim;andthedrilltheSquadwasputthroughwasstricterandfinerthananydrilltheyhadeverknown。
``Iwishmyfathercouldhaveseenthat,\'\'MarcosaidtoTheRat。
TheRatturnedredandwhiteandthenredagain,buthesaidnotasingleword。Themerethoughtwaslikeaflashoffirepassingthroughhim。Butnofellowcouldhopeforathingasbigasthat。TheSecretParty,initssubterraneancavern,surroundedbyitspiledarms,satdowntoreadthemorningpaper。
Thewarnewswasbadtoread。TheMaranovitchheldthedayforthemoment,andwhiletheysufferedandwroughtcrueltiesinthecapitalcity,theIarovitchsufferedandwroughtcrueltiesinthecountryoutside。SofierceanddarkwastherecordthatEuropestoodaghast。
TheRatfoldedhispaperwhenhehadfinished,andsatbitinghisnails。Havingdonethisforafewminutes,hebegantospeakinhisdramaticandhollowSecretPartywhisper。
``Thehourhascome,\'\'hesaidtohisfollowers。``Themessengersmustgoforth。Theyknownothingofwhattheygofor;
theyonlyknowthattheymustobey。Iftheywerecaughtandtortured,theycouldbetraynothingbecausetheyknownothingbutthat,atcertainplaces,theymustutteracertainword。Theycarrynopapers。Allcommandstheymustlearnbyheart。Whenthesignisgiven,theSecretPartywillknowwhattodo——wheretomeetandwheretoattack。\'\'
Hedrewplansofthebattleontheflagstones,andhesketchedanimaginaryroutewhichthetwomessengersweretofollow。ButhisknowledgeofthemapofEuropewasnotworthmuch,andheturnedtoMarco。
``YouknowmoreaboutgeographythatIdo。Youknowmoreabouteverything,\'\'hesaid。``IonlyknowItalyisatthebottomandRussiaisatonesideandEngland\'sattheother。HowwouldtheSecretMessengersgotoSamavia?Canyoudrawthecountriesthey\'dhavetopassthrough?\'\'
Becauseanyschool-boywhoknewthemapcouldhavedonethesamething,Marcodrewthem。HealsoknewthestationstheSecretTwowouldarriveatandleavebywhentheyenteredacity,thestreetstheywouldwalkthroughandtheveryuniformstheywouldsee;butofthesethingshesaidnothing。Therealityhisknowledgegavetothegamewas,however,athrillingthing。HewishedhecouldhavebeenfreetoexplaintoTheRatthethingsheknew。Togethertheycouldhaveworkedoutsomanydetailsoftravelandpossibleadventurethatitwouldhavebeenalmostasiftheyhadsetoutontheirjourneyinfact。
Asitwas,themeresketchingoftheroutefiredTheRat\'simagination。Heforgedaheadwiththestoryofadventure,andfilleditwithsuchmysteriouspurportanddesignthattheSquadattimesgaspedforbreath。InhisglowingversiontheSecretTwoenteredcitiesbymidnightandsangandbeggedatpalacegateswherekingsdrivingoutwardpausedtolistenandweregiventheSign。
``Thoughitwouldnotalwaysbekings,\'\'hesaid。``Sometimesitwouldbethepoorestpeople。Sometimestheymightseemtobebeggarslikeourselves,whentheywereonlySecretOnesdisguised。Agreatlordmightwearpoorclothesandpretendtobeaworkman,andweshouldonlyknowhimbythesignswehadlearnedbyheart。WhenweweresenttoSamavia,weshouldbeobligedtocreepinthroughsomebackpartofthecountrywherenofightingwasbeingdoneandwherenoonewouldattack。Theirgeneralsarenotcleverenoughtoprotectthepartswhicharejoinedtofriendlycountries,andtheyhavenotforcesenough。
Twoboyscouldfindawayiniftheythoughtitout。\'\'
Hebecamepossessedbytheideaofthinkingitoutonthespot。
HedrewhisroughmapofSamaviaontheflagstoneswithhischalk。
``Lookhere,\'\'hesaidtoMarco,who,withtheelatedandthrilledSquad,bentoveritinaclosecircleofheads。
``BeltrazoishereandCarnolitzishere——andhereisJiardasia。
BeltrazoandJiardasiaarefriendly,thoughtheydon\'ttakesides。AllthefightingisgoingoninthecountryaboutMelzarr。Thereisnoreasonwhytheyshouldpreventsingletravelersfromcominginacrossthefrontiersoffriendlyneighbors。They\'renotfightingwiththecountriesoutside,theyarefightingwiththemselves。\'\'Hepausedamomentandthought。
``Thearticleinthatmagazinesaidsomethingaboutahugeforestontheeasternfrontier。That\'shere。Wecouldwanderintoaforestandstaythereuntilwe\'dplannedallwewantedtodo。
Eventhepeoplewhohadseenuswouldforgetaboutus。Whatwehavetodoistomakepeoplefeelasifwewerenothing——nothing。\'\'
Theywereintheverymidstofit,crowdedtogether,leaningover,stretchingnecksandbreathingquicklywithexcitement,whenMarcoliftedhishead。Somemysteriousimpulsemadehimdoitinspiteofhimself。
``There\'smyfather!\'\'hesaid。
Thechalkdropped,everythingdropped,evenSamavia。TheRatwasupandonhiscrutchesasifsomemagicforcehadswunghimthere。Howhegavethecommand,orifhegaveitatall,notevenhehimselfknew。ButtheSquadstoodatsalute。
LoristanwasstandingattheopeningofthearchwayasMarcohadstoodthatfirstday。Heraisedhisrighthandinreturnsaluteandcameforward。
``IwaspassingtheendofthestreetandrememberedtheBarrackswashere,\'\'heexplained。``IthoughtIshouldliketolookatyourmen,Captain。\'\'
Hesmiled,butitwasnotasmilewhichmadehiswordsreallyajoke。Helookeddownatthechalkmapdrawnontheflagstones。
``Youknowthatmapwell,\'\'hesaid。``EvenIcanseethatitisSamavia。WhatistheSecretPartydoing?\'\'
``Themessengersaretryingtofindawayin,\'\'answeredMarco。
``Wecangetinthere,\'\'saidTheRat,pointingwithacrutch。
``There\'saforestwherewecouldhideandfindoutthings。\'\'
``Reconnoiter,\'\'saidLoristan,lookingdown。``Yes。Twostrayboyscouldbeverysafeinaforest。It\'sagoodgame。\'\'
Thatheshouldbethere!Thatheshould,inhisownwonderfulway,havegiventhemsuchathingasthis。ThatheshouldhavecaredenougheventolookuptheBarracks,waswhatTheRatwasthinking。Abatchofragamuffinstheywereandnothingelse,andhestandinglookingatthemwithhisfinesmile。Therewassomethingabouthimwhichmadehimseemevensplendid。TheRat\'sheartthumpedwithstartledjoy。
``Father,\'\'saidMarco,``willyouwatchTheRatdrillus?I
wantyoutoseehowwellitisdone。\'\'
``Captain,willyoudomethathonor?\'\'LoristansaidtoTheRat,andtoeventhesewordshegavetherighttone,neitherjestingnortooserious。Becauseitwassorightatone,TheRat\'spulsesbeatonlywithexultation。Thisgodofhishadlookedathismaps,hehadtalkedofhisplans,hehadcometoseethesoldierswhowerehiswork!TheRatbeganhisdrillasifhehadbeenreviewinganarmy。
WhatLoristansawdonewaswonderfulinitsmechanicalexactness。
TheSquadmovedliketheperfectpartsofaperfectmachine。
Thattheycouldsodoitinsuchspace,andthattheyshouldhaveaccomplishedsuchprecision,wasanextraordinarytestimonialtothemilitaryefficiencyandcuriousqualitiesofthisonehunchbacked,vagabondofficer。
``Thatismagnificent!\'\'thespectatorsaid,whenitwasover。
``Itcouldnotbebetterdone。Allowmetocongratulateyou。\'\'
HeshookTheRat\'shandasifithadbeenaman\'s,and,afterhehadshakenit,heputhisownhandlightlyontheboy\'sshoulderandletitrestthereashetalkedafewminutestothemall。
Hekepthistalkwithinthegame,andhisclearcomprehensionofitaddedaflavorwhicheventhedullestmemberoftheSquadwaselatedby。Sometimesyoucouldn\'tunderstandtoffswhentheymadeashyatbeingfriendly,butyoucouldunderstandhim,andhestirredupyourspirits。Hedidn\'tmakejokeswithyou,either,asifachaphadtobekeptgrinning。Afterthefewminuteswereover,hewentaway。Thentheysatdownagainintheircircleandtalkedabouthim,becausetheycouldtalkandthinkaboutnothingelse。TheystaredatMarcofurtively,feelingasifhewereacreatureofanotherworldbecausehehadlivedwiththisman。TheystaredatTheRatinanewwayalso。
Thewonderful-lookinghandhadrestedonhisshoulder,andhehadbeentoldthatwhathehaddonewasmagnificent。
``Whenyousaidyouwishedyourfathercouldhaveseenthedrill,\'\'saidTheRat,``youtookmybreathaway。I\'dneverhavehadthecheektothinkofitmyself——andI\'dneverhavedaredtoletyouaskhim,evenifyouwantedtodoit。Andhecamehimself!Itstruckmedumb。\'\'
``Ifhecame,\'\'saidMarco,``itwasbecausehewantedtoseeit。\'\'
Whentheyhadfinishedtalking,itwastimeforMarcoandTheRattogoontheirway。LoristanhadgivenTheRatanerrand。Atacertainhourhewastopresenthimselfatacertainshopandreceiveapackage。
``Lethimdoitalone,\'\'LoristansaidtoMarco。``Hewillbebetterpleased。Hisdesireistofeelthatheistrustedtodothingsalone。\'\'
Sotheypartedatastreetcorner,MarcotowalkbacktoNo。7
PhilibertPlace,TheRattoexecutehiscommission。Marcoturnedintooneofthebetterstreets,throughwhichheoftenpassedonhiswayhome。Itwasnotafashionablequarter,butitcontainedsomerespectablehousesinwhosewindowshereandthereweretobeseenneatcardsbearingtheword``Apartments,\'\'whichmeantthattheownerofthehousewouldlettolodgershisdrawing-roomorsitting-roomsuite。
AsMarcowalkedupthestreet,hesawsomeonecomeoutofthedoorofoneofthehousesandwalkquicklyandlightlydownthepavement。Itwasayoungwomanwearinganelegantthoughquietdress,andahatwhichlookedasifithadbeenboughtinParisorVienna。Shehad,infact,aslightlyforeignair,anditwasthis,indeed,whichmadeMarcolookatherlongenoughtoseethatshewasalsoagracefulandlovelyperson。Hewonderedwhathernationalitywas。Evenatsomeyards\'distancehecouldseethatshehadlongdarkeyesandacurvedmouthwhichseemedtobesmilingtoitself。HethoughtshemightbeSpanishorItalian。
Hewastryingtodecidewhichofthetwocountriesshebelongedto,asshedrewneartohim,butquitesuddenlythecurvedmouthceasedsmilingasherfootseemedtocatchinabreakinthepavement,andshesolostherbalancethatshewouldhavefallenifhehadnotleapedforwardandcaughther。
Shewaslightandslender,andhewasastrongladandmanagedtosteadyher。Anexpressionofsharpmomentaryanguishcrossedherface。
``Ihopeyouarenothurt,\'\'Marcosaid。
Shebitherlipandclutchedhisshoulderveryhardwithherslimhand。
``Ihavetwistedmyankle,\'\'sheanswered。``IamafraidIhavetwisteditbadly。Thankyouforsavingme。Ishouldhavehadabadfall。\'\'
Herlong,darkeyeswereverysweetandgrateful。Shetriedtosmile,buttherewassuchdistressundertheeffortthatMarcowasafraidshemusthavehurtherselfverymuch。
``Canyoustandonyourfootatall?\'\'heasked。
``Icanstandalittlenow,\'\'shesaid,``butImightnotbeabletostandinafewminutes。ImustgetbacktothehousewhileI
canbeartotouchthegroundwithit。Iamsosorry。IamafraidIshallhavetoaskyoutogowithme。Fortunatelyitisonlyafewyardsaway。\'\'
``Yes,\'\'Marcoanswered。``Isawyoucomeoutofthehouse。Ifyouwillleanonmyshoulder,Icansoonhelpyouback。Iamgladtodoit。Shallwetrynow?\'\'
Shehadagentleandsoftmannerwhichwouldhaveappealedtoanyboy。Hervoicewasmusicalandherenunciationexquisite。
WhethershewasSpanishorItalian,itwaseasytoimagineherapersonwhodidnotalwaysliveinLondonlodgings,evenofthebetterclass。
``Ifyouplease,\'\'sheansweredhim。``Itisverykindofyou。
Youareverystrong,Isee。ButIamgladtohaveonlyafewstepstogo。\'\'
Sherestedonhisshoulderaswellasonherumbrella,butitwasplainthateverymovementgaveherintensepain。Shecaughtherlipwithherteeth,andMarcothoughtsheturnedwhite。Hecouldnothelplikingher。Shewassolovelyandgraciousandbrave。
Hecouldnotbeartoseethesufferinginherface。
``Iamsosorry!\'\'hesaid,ashehelpedher,andhisboy\'svoicehadsomethingofthewonderfulsympathetictoneofLoristan\'s。
Thebeautifulladyherselfremarkedit,andthoughthowunlikeitwastotheordinaryboy-voice。
``Ihavealatch-key,\'\'shesaid,whentheystoodonthelowstep。
Shefoundthelatch-keyinherpurseandopenedthedoor。Marcohelpedherintotheentrance-hall。Shesatdownatonceinachairnearthehat-stand。Theplacewasquiteplainandold-fashionedinside。
``ShallIringthefront-doorbelltocallsomeone?\'\'Marcoinquired。
``Iamafraidthattheservantsareout,\'\'sheanswered。``Theyhadaholiday。Willyoukindlyclosethedoor?Ishallbeobligedtoaskyoutohelpmeintothesitting-roomattheendofthehall。IshallfindallIwantthere——ifyouwillkindlyhandmeafewthings。Someonemaycomeinpresently——perhapsoneoftheotherlodgers——and,evenifIamaloneforanhourorso,itwillnotreallymatter。\'\'
``PerhapsIcanfindthelandlady,\'\'Marcosuggested。Thebeautifulpersonsmiled。
``Shehasgonetohersister\'swedding。ThatiswhyIwasgoingouttospendthedaymyself。Iarrangedtheplantoaccommodateher。Howgoodyouare!Ishallbequitecomfortabledirectly,really。Icangettomyeasy-chairinthesitting-roomnowI
haverestedalittle。\'\'
Marcohelpedhertoherfeet,andhersharp,involuntaryexclamationofpainmadehimwinceinternally。Perhapsitwasaworsesprainthansheknew。
Thehousewasoftheearly-VictorianLondonorder。A``frontlobby\'\'withadining-roomontherighthand,anda``backlobby,\'\'afterthefootofthestairswaspassed,outofwhichopenedthebasementkitchenstaircaseandasitting-roomlookingoutonagloomyflaggedbackyardinclosedbyhighwalls。Thesitting-roomwasrathergloomyitself,buttherewereafewluxuriousthingsamongtheordinaryfurnishings。Therewasaneasy-chairwithasmalltablenearit,andonthetablewereasilverlampandsomerathereleganttrifles。Marcohelpedhischargetotheeasy-chairandputacushionfromthesofaunderherfoot。Hediditverygently,and,asheroseafterdoingit,hesawthatthelong,softdarkeyeswerelookingathiminacuriousway。
``Imustgoawaynow,\'\'hesaid,``butIdonotliketoleaveyou。MayIgoforadoctor?\'\'
``Howdearyouare!\'\'sheexclaimed。``ButIdonotwantone,thankyou。Iknowexactlywhattodoforasprainedankle。Andperhapsmineisnotreallyasprain。Iamgoingtotakeoffmyshoeandsee。\'\'
``MayIhelpyou?\'\'Marcoasked,andhekneeleddownagainandcarefullyunfastenedhershoeandwithdrewitfromherfoot。Itwasaslenderanddelicatefootinasilkstocking,andshebentandgentlytouchedandrubbedit。
``No,\'\'shesaid,whensheraisedherself,``Idonotthinkitisasprain。Nowthattheshoeisoffandthefootrestsonthecushion,itismuchmorecomfortable,muchmore。Thankyou,thankyou。IfyouhadnotbeenpassingImighthavehadadangerousfall。\'\'
``Iamverygladtohavebeenabletohelpyou,\'\'Marcoanswered,withanairofrelief。``NowImustgo,ifyouthinkyouwillbeallright。\'\'
``Don\'tgoyet,\'\'shesaid,holdingoutherhand。``Ishouldliketoknowyoualittlebetter,ifImay。Iamsograteful。I
shouldliketotalktoyou。Youhavesuchbeautifulmannersforaboy,\'\'sheended,withapretty,kindlaugh,``andIbelieveIknowwhereyougotthemfrom。\'\'
``Youareverykindtome,\'\'Marcoanswered,wonderingifhedidnotreddenalittle。``ButImustgobecausemyfatherwill——\'\'
``Yourfatherwouldletyoustayandtalktome,\'\'shesaid,withevenaprettierkindlinessthanbefore。``Itisfromhimyouhaveinheritedyourbeautifulmanner。Hewasonceafriendofmine。Ihopeheismyfriendstill,thoughperhapshehasforgottenme。\'\'
AllthatMarcohadeverlearnedandallthathehadevertrainedhimselftoremember,quicklyrushedbackuponhimnow,becausehehadaclearandrapidlyworkingbrain,andhadnotlivedtheordinaryboy\'slife。Herewasabeautifulladyofwhomheknewnothingatallbutthatshehadtwistedherfootinthestreetandhehadhelpedherbackintoherhouse。Ifsilencewasstilltheorder,itwasnotforhimtoknowthingsoraskquestionsoranswerthem。Shemightbetheloveliestladyintheworldandhisfatherherdearestfriend,but,evenifthiswereso,hecouldbestservethembothbyobeyingherfriend\'scommandswithallcourtesy,andforgettingnoinstructionhehadgiven。
``Idonotthinkmyfathereverforgetsanyone,\'\'heanswered。
``No,Iamsurehedoesnot,\'\'shesaidsoftly。``HashebeentoSamaviaduringthelastthreeyears?\'\'
Marcopausedamoment。
``PerhapsIamnottheboyyouthinkIam,\'\'hesaid。``MyfatherhasneverbeentoSamavia。\'\'
``Hehasnot?But——youareMarcoLoristan?\'\'
``Yes。Thatismyname。\'\'
Suddenlysheleanedforwardandherlonglovelyeyesfilledwithfire。
``ThenyouareaSamavian,andyouknowofthedisastersoverwhelmingus。Youknowallthehideousnessandbarbarityofwhatisbeingdone。Yourfather\'ssonmustknowitall!\'\'
``Everyoneknowsit,\'\'saidMarco。
``Butitisyourcountry——yourown!Yourbloodmustburninyourveins!\'\'
Marcostoodquitestillandlookedather。Hiseyestoldwhetherhisbloodburnedornot,buthedidnotspeak。Hislookwasanswerenough,sincehedidnotwishtosayanything。
``Whatdoesyourfatherthink?IamaSamavianmyself,andI
thinknightandday。WhatdoeshethinkoftherumoraboutthedescendantoftheLostPrince?Doeshebelieveit?\'\'
Marcowasthinkingveryrapidly。Herbeautifulfacewasglowingwithemotion,herbeautifulvoicetrembled。ThatsheshouldbeaSamavian,andloveSamavia,andpourherfeelingfortheventoaboy,wasdeeplymovingtohim。Buthowsoeveronewasmoved,onemustrememberthatsilencewasstilltheorder。Whenonewasveryyoung,onemustrememberordersfirstofall。
``Itmightbeonlyanewspaperstory,\'\'hesaid。``Hesaysonecannottrustsuchthings。Ifyouknowhim,youknowheisverycalm。\'\'
``Hashetaughtyoutobecalmtoo?\'\'shesaidpathetically。
``Youareonlyaboy。Boysarenotcalm。Neitherarewomenwhentheirheartsarewrung。Oh,mySamavia!Oh,mypoorlittlecountry!Mybrave,torturedcountry!\'\'andwithasuddensobshecoveredherfacewithherhands。
AgreatlumpmountedtoMarco\'sthroat。Boyscouldnotcry,butheknewwhatshemeantwhenhesaidherheartwaswrung。
Whensheliftedherhead,thetearsinhereyesmadethemsofterthanever。
``IfIwereamillionSamaviansinsteadofonewoman,Ishouldknowwhattodo!\'\'shecried。``IfyourfatherwereamillionSamavians,hewouldknow,too。HewouldfindIvor\'sdescendant,ifheisontheearth,andhewouldendallthishorror!\'\'
``Whowouldnotenditiftheycould?\'\'criedMarco,quitefiercely。
``Butmenlikeyourfather,menwhoareSamavians,mustthinknightanddayaboutitasIdo,\'\'sheimpetuouslyinsisted。
``Yousee,Icannothelppouringmythoughtsouteventoaboy——becauseheisaSamavian。OnlySamavianscare。Samaviaseemssolittleandunimportanttootherpeople。Theydon\'tevenseemtoknowthatthebloodsheispouringforthpoursfromhumanveinsandbeatinghumanhearts。Menlikeyourfathermustthink,andplan,andfeelthattheymust——mustfindaway。Evenawomanfeelsit。Evenaboymust。StefanLoristancannotbesittingquietlyathome,knowingthatSamavianheartsarebeingshotthroughandSamavianbloodpouredforth。HecannotthinkandsayNOTHING!\'\'
Marcostartedinspiteofhimself。Hefeltasifhisfatherhadbeenstruckintheface。Howdareshesaysuchwords!Bigashewas,suddenlyhelookedbigger,andthebeautifulladysawthathedid。
``Heismyfather,\'\'hesaidslowly。
Shewasaclever,beautifulperson,andsawthatshehadmadeagreatmistake。
``Youmustforgiveme,\'\'sheexclaimed。``IusedthewrongwordsbecauseIwasexcited。Thatisthewaywithwomen。YoumustseethatImeantthatIknewhewasgivinghisheartandstrength,hiswholebeing,toSamavia,eventhoughhemuststayinLondon。\'\'
Shestartedandturnedherheadtolistentothesoundofsomeoneusingthelatch-keyandopeningthefrontdoor。Thesomeonecameinwiththeheavystepofaman。
``Itisoneofthelodgers,\'\'shesaid。``Ithinkitistheonewholivesinthethirdfloorsitting-room。\'\'
``Thenyouwon\'tbealonewhenIgo,\'\'saidMarco。``Iamgladsomeonehascome。Iwillsaygood-morning。MayItellmyfatheryourname?\'\'
``Tellmethatyouarenotangrywithmeforexpressingmyselfsoawkwardly,\'\'shesaid。
``Youcouldn\'thavemeantit。Iknowthat,\'\'Marcoansweredboyishly。``Youcouldn\'t。\'\'
``No,Icouldn\'t,\'\'sherepeated,withthesameemphasisonthewords。
Shetookacardfromasilvercaseonthetableandgaveittohim。
``Yourfatherwillremembermyname,\'\'shesaid。``Ihopehewillletmeseehimandtellhimhowyoutookcareofme。\'\'
Sheshookhishandwarmlyandlethimgo。Butjustashereachedthedoorshespokeagain。
``Oh,mayIaskyoutodoonethingmorebeforeyouleaveme?\'\'
shesaidsuddenly。``Ihopeyouwon\'tmind。Willyourunup-stairsintothedrawing-roomandbringmethepurplebookfromthesmalltable?IshallnotmindbeingaloneifIhavesomethingtoread。\'\'
``Apurplebook?Onasmalltable?\'\'saidMarco。
``Betweenthetwolongwindows,\'\'shesmiledbackathim。
Thedrawing-roomofsuchhousesastheseisalwaystobereachedbyoneshortflightofstairs。
Marcoranuplightly。
XIV
MARCODOESNOTANSWER
Bythetimeheturnedthecornerofthestairs,thebeautifulladyhadrisenfromherseatinthebackroomandwalkedintothedining-roomatthefront。Aheavily-built,dark-beardedmanwasstandinginsidethedoorasifwaitingforher。
``Icoulddonothingwithhim,\'\'shesaidatonce,inhersoftvoice,speakingquiteprettilyandgently,asifwhatshesaidwasthemostnaturalthingintheworld。``Imanagedthelittletrickofthesprainedfootreallywell,andgothimintothehouse。Heisanamiableboywithperfectmanners,andIthoughtitmightbeeasytosurprisehimintosayingmorethanheknewhewassaying。Youcangenerallydothatwithchildrenandyoungthings。Butheeitherknowsnothingorhasbeentrainedtoholdhistongue。He\'snotstupid,andhe\'sofahighspirit。ImadeapatheticlittlesceneaboutSamavia,becauseIsawhecouldbeworkedup。Itdidworkhimup。ItriedhimwiththeLostPrincerumor;but,ifthereistruthinit,hedoesnotorwillnotknow。Itriedtomakehimlosehistemperandbetraysomethingindefendinghisfather,whomhethinksagod,bytheway。ButI
madeamistake。Isawthat。It\'sapity。Boyscansometimesbemadetotellanything。\'\'Shespokeveryquicklyunderherbreath。Themanspokequicklytoo。
``Whereishe?\'\'heasked。
``Isenthimuptothedrawing-roomtolookforabook。Hewilllookforafewminutes。Listen。He\'saninnocentboy。Heseesmeonlyasagentleangel。NothingwillSHAKEhimsomuchastohearmetellhimthetruthsuddenly。Itwillbesuchashocktohimthatperhapsyoucandosomethingwithhimthen。Hemaylosehisholdonhimself。He\'sonlyaboy。\'\'
``You\'reright,\'\'saidthebeardedman。``Andwhenhefindsoutheisnotfreetogo,itmayalarmhimandwemaygetsomethingworthwhile。\'\'
``Ifwecouldfindoutwhatistrue,orwhatLoristanthinksistrue,weshouldhaveacluetoworkfrom,\'\'shesaid。
``Wehavenotmuchtime,\'\'themanwhispered。``WeareorderedtoBosniaatonce。Beforemidnightwemustbeontheway。\'\'
``Letusgointotheotherroom。Heiscoming。\'\'
WhenMarcoenteredtheroom,theheavily-builtmanwiththepointeddarkbeardwasstandingbytheeasy-chair。
``IamsorryIcouldnotfindthebook,\'\'heapologized。``I
lookedonallthetables。\'\'
``Ishallbeobligedtogoandsearchforitmyself,\'\'saidtheLovelyPerson。
Sherosefromherchairandstoodupsmiling。AndatherfirstmovementMarcosawthatshewasnotdisabledintheleast。
``Yourfoot!\'\'heexclaimed。``It\'sbetter?\'\'
``Itwasn\'thurt,\'\'sheanswered,inhersoftlyprettyvoiceandwithhersoftlyprettysmile。``Ionlymadeyouthinkso。\'\'
Itwaspartofherplantosparehimnothingofshockinhersuddentransformation。Marcofelthisbreathleavehimforamoment。
``ImadeyoubelieveIwashurtbecauseIwantedyoutocomeintothehousewithme,\'\'sheadded。``IwishedtofindoutcertainthingsIamsureyouknow。\'\'
``TheywerethingsaboutSamavia,\'\'saidtheman。``Yourfatherknowsthem,andyoumustknowsomethingofthematleast。Itisnecessarythatweshouldhearwhatyoucantellus。WeshallnotallowyoutoleavethehouseuntilyouhaveansweredcertainquestionsIshallaskyou。\'\'
ThenMarcobegantounderstand。Hehadheardhisfatherspeakofpoliticalspies,menandwomenwhowerepaidtotracethepeoplethatcertaingovernmentsorpoliticalpartiesdesiredtohavefollowedandobserved。Heknewitwastheirworktosearchoutsecrets,todisguisethemselvesandliveamonginnocentpeopleasiftheyweremerelyordinaryneighbors。
TheymustbespieswhowerepaidtofollowhisfatherbecausehewasaSamavianandapatriot。Hedidnotknowthattheyhadtakenthehousetwomonthsbefore,andhadaccomplishedseveralthingsduringtheirapparentlyinnocentstayinit。TheyhaddiscoveredLoristanandhadlearnedtoknowhisoutgoingsandincomings,andalsotheoutgoingsandincomingsofLazarus,Marco,andTheRat。Buttheymeant,ifpossible,tolearnotherthings。Iftheboycouldbestartledandterrifiedintounconsciousrevelations,itmightprovewellworththeirwhiletohaveplayedthisbitofmelodramabeforetheylockedthefrontdoorbehindthemandhastilycrossedtheChannel,leavingtheirlandlordtodiscoverforhimselfthatthehousehadbeenvacated。
InMarco\'smindstrangethingswerehappening。Theywerespies!
Butthatwasnotall。TheLovelyPersonhadbeenrightwhenshesaidthathewouldreceiveashock。Hisstrongyoungchestswelled。Inallhislife,hehadnevercomefacetofacewithblacktreacherybefore。Hecouldnotgraspit。Thisgentleandfriendlybeingwiththegratefulsoftvoiceandgratefulsofteyeshadbetrayed——BETRAYEDhim!Itseemedimpossibletobelieveit,andyetthesmileonhermcurvedmouthtoldhimthatitwastrue。Whenhehadsprungtohelpher,shehadbeenplayingatrick!Whenhehadbeensorryforherpainandhadwincedatthesoundofherlowexclamation,shehadbeendeliberatelylayingatraptoharmhim。Forafewsecondshewasstunned——perhaps,ifhehadnotbeenhisfather\'sson,hemighthavebeenstunnedonly。Buthewasmore。Whenthefirstsecondshadpassed,therearoseslowlywithinhimasenseofsomethinglikehigh,remotedisdain。Itgrewinhisdeepboy\'seyesashegazeddirectlyintothepupilsofthelongsoftdarkones。Hisbodyfeltasifitweregrowingtaller。
``Youareveryclever,\'\'hesaidslowly。Then,afterasecond\'spause,headded,``Iwastooyoungtoknowthattherewasanyoneso——clever——intheworld。\'\'
TheLovelyPersonlaughed,butshedidnotlaugheasily。Shespoketohercompanion。
``Agrandseigneur!\'\'shesaid。``Asonelooksathim,onehalfbelievesitistrue。\'\'
Themanwiththebeardwaslookingveryangry。Hiseyesweresavageandhisdarkskinreddened。Marcothoughtthathelookedathimasifhehatedhim,andwasmadefiercebythemeresightofhim,forsomemysteriousreason。
``TwodaysbeforeyouleftMoscow,\'\'hesaid,``threemencametoseeyourfather。Theylookedlikepeasants。Theytalkedtohimformorethananhour。Theybroughtwiththemarollofparchment。Isthatnottrue?\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``BeforeyouwenttoMoscow,youwereinBudapest。YouwenttherefromVienna。Youwerethereforthreemonths,andyourfathersawmanypeople。Someofthemcameinthemiddleofthenight。\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``Youhavespentyourlifeintravelingfromonecountrytoanother,\'\'persistedtheman。``YouknowtheEuropeanlanguagesasifyouwereacourier,ortheportierinaViennesehotel。Doyounot?\'\'
Marcodidnotanswer。
TheLovelyPersonbegantospeaktothemanrapidlyinRussian。
``AspyandanadventurerStefanLoristanhasalwaysbeenandalwayswillbe,\'\'shesaid。``Weknowwhatheis。ThepoliceineverycapitalinEuropeknowhimasasharperandavagabond,aswellasaspy。Andyet,withallhiscleverness,hedoesnotseemtohavemoney。WhatdidhedowiththebribetheMaranovitchgavehimforbetrayingwhatheknewoftheoldfortress?Theboydoesn\'tevensuspecthim。Perhapsit\'struethatheknowsnothing。Orperhapsitistruethathehasbeensoill-treatedandfloggedfromhisbabyhoodthathedarenotspeak。
Thereisacowedlookinhiseyesinspiteofhischildishswagger。He\'sbeenbothstarvedandbeaten。\'\'
Theoutburstwaswelldone。ShedidnotlookatMarcoasshepouredforthherwords。Shespokewiththeabruptnessandimpetuosityofapersonwhosefeelingshadgotthebetterofher。
IfMarcowassensitiveabouthisfather,shefeltsurethathisyouthwouldmakehisfacerevealsomethingifhistonguedidnot——ifheunderstoodRussian,whichwasoneofthethingsitwouldbeusefultofindout,becauseitwasafactwhichwouldverifymanyotherthings。
Marco\'sfacedisappointedher。Nochangetookplaceinit,andtheblooddidnotrisetothesurfaceofhisskin。Helistenedwithanuninterestedair,blankandcoldandpolite。Letthemsaywhattheychose。
Themantwistedhispointedbeardandshruggedhisshoulders。
``Wehaveagoodlittlewine-cellardownstairs,\'\'hesaid。``Youaregoingdownintoit,andyouwillprobablystaythereforsometimeifyoudonotmakeupyourmindtoanswermyquestions。YouthinkthatnothingcanhappentoyouinahouseinaLondonstreetwherepolicemenwalkupanddown。Butyouaremistaken。
Ifyouyellednow,evenifanyonechancedtohearyou,theywouldonlythinkyouwerealadgettingathrashinghedeserved。
Youcanyellasmuchasyoulikeintheblacklittlewine-cellar,andnoonewillhearatall。Weonlytookthishouseforthreemonths,andweshallleaveitto-nightwithoutmentioningthefacttoanyone。Ifwechoosetoleaveyouinthewine-cellar,youwillwaitthereuntilsomebodybeginstonoticethatnoonegoesinandout,andchancestomentionittothelandlord——whichfewpeoplewouldtakethetroubletodo。DidyoucomeherefromMoscow?\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``Youmightremaininthegoodlittleblackcellaranunpleasantlylongtimebeforeyouwerefound,\'\'themanwenton,quitecoolly。``Doyourememberthepeasantswhocametoseeyourfathertwonightsbeforeyouleft?\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``Bythetimeitwasdiscoveredthatthehousewasemptyandpeoplecameintomakesure,youmightbetooweaktocalloutandattracttheirattention。DidyougotoBudapestfromVienna,andwereyouthereforthreemonths?\'\'askedtheinquisitor。
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``Youaretoogoodforthelittleblackcellar,\'\'putintheLovelyPerson。``Ilikeyou。Don\'tgointoit!\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'Marcoanswered,buttheeyeswhichwerelikeLoristan\'sgaveherjustsuchalookasLoristanwouldhavegivenher,andshefeltit。Itmadeheruncomfortable。
``Idon\'tbelieveyouwereeverill-treatedorbeaten,\'\'shesaid。``Itellyou,thelittleblackcellarwillbeahardthing。Don\'tgothere!\'\'
AndthistimeMarcosaidnothing,butlookedatherstillasifheweresomegreatyoungnoblewhowasveryproud。
Heknewthateverywordthebeardedmanhadspokenwastrue。Tocryoutwouldbeofnouse。Iftheywentawayandlefthimbehindthem,therewasnoknowinghowmanydayswouldpassbeforethepeopleoftheneighborhoodwouldbegintosuspectthattheplacehadbeendeserted,orhowlongitwouldbebeforeitoccurredtosomeonetogivewarningtotheowner。Andinthemeantime,neitherhisfathernorLazarusnorTheRatwouldhavethefaintestreasonforguessingwherehewas。Andhewouldbesittingaloneinthedarkinthewine-cellar。Hedidnotknowintheleastwhattodoaboutthisthing。Heonlyknewthatsilencewasstilltheorder。
``Itisajet-blacklittlehole,\'\'themansaid。``Youmightcrackyourthroatinit,andnoonewouldhear。DidmencometotalkwithyourfatherinthemiddleofthenightwhenyouwereinVienna?\'\'
``Iknownothing,\'\'saidMarco。
``Hewon\'ttell,\'\'saidtheLovelyPerson。``Iamsorryforthisboy。\'\'
``Hemaytellafterhehassatinthegoodlittleblackwine-cellarforafewhours,\'\'saidthemanwiththepointedbeard。``Comewithme!\'\'
HeputhispowerfulhandonMarco\'sshoulderandpushedhimbeforehim。Marcomadenostruggle。Herememberedwhathisfatherhadsaidaboutthegamenotbeingagame。Itwasn\'tagamenow,butsomehowhehadastronghaughtyfeelingofnotbeingafraid。
Hewastakenthroughthehallway,towardtherear,anddownthecommonplaceflaggedstepswhichledtothebasement。Thenhewasmarchedthroughanarrow,ill-lighted,flaggedpassagetoadoorinthewall。Thedoorwasnotlockedandstoodatrifleajar。
Hiscompanionpusheditfartheropenandshowedpartofawine-
cellarwhichwassodarkthatitwasonlytheshelvesnearestthedoorthatMarcocouldfaintlysee。Hiscaptorpushedhiminandshutthedoor。Itwasasblackaholeashehaddescribed。
Marcostoodstillinthemidstofdarknesslikeblackvelvet。
Hisguardturnedthekey。
``ThepeasantswhocametoyourfatherinMoscowspokeSamavianandwerebigmen。Doyourememberthem?\'\'heaskedfromoutside。
``Iknownothing,\'\'answeredMarco。
``Youareayoungfool,\'\'thevoicereplied。``AndIbelieveyouknowevenmorethanwethought。Yourfatherwillbegreatlytroubledwhenyoudonotcomehome。Iwillcomebacktoseeyouinafewhours,ifitispossible。Iwilltellyou,however,thatIhavehaddisturbingnewswhichmightmakeitnecessaryforustoleavethehouseinahurry。Imightnothavetimetocomedownhereagainbeforeleaving。\'\'
Marcostoodwithhisbackagainstabitofwallandremainedsilent。
Therewasstillnessforafewminutes,andthentherewastobeheardthesoundoffootstepsmarchingaway。
Whenthelastdistantechodiedallwasquitesilent,andMarcodrewalongbreath。Unbelievableasitmayappear,itwasinonesensealmostabreathofrelief。Intherushofstrangefeelingwhichhadsweptoverhimwhenhefoundhimselffacingtheastoundingsituationup-stairs,ithadnotbeeneasytorealizewhathisthoughtsreallywere;thereweresomanyofthemandtheycamesofast。Howcouldhequitebelievetheevidenceofhiseyesandears?Afewminutes,onlyafewminutes,hadchangedhisprettilygratefulandkindlyacquaintanceintoasubtleandcunningcreaturewhoseloveforSamaviahadbeenpartofaplottoharmitandtoharmhisfather。
Whatdidsheandhercompanionwanttodo——whatcouldtheydoiftheyknewthethingstheyweretryingtoforcehimtotell?
Marcobracedhisbackagainstthewallstoutly。
``Whatwillitbebesttothinkaboutfirst?\'\'
Thishesaidbecauseoneofthemostabsorbinglyfascinatingthingsheandhisfathertalkedabouttogetherwasthepowerofthethoughtswhichhumanbeingsallowtopassthroughtheirminds——thestrangestrengthofthem。Whentheytalkedofthis,MarcofeltasifhewerelisteningtosomemarvelousEasternstoryofmagicwhichwastrue。InLoristan\'stravels,hehadvisitedthefarOrientalcountries,andhehadseenandlearnedmanythingswhichseemedmarvels,andtheyhadtaughthimdeepthinking。Hehadknown,andreasonedthroughdayswithmenwhobelievedthatwhentheydesiredathing,clearandexaltedthoughtwouldbringittothem。Hehaddiscoveredwhytheybelievedthis,andhadlearnedtounderstandtheirprofoundarguments。
Whathehimselfbelieved,hehadtaughtMarcoquitesimplyfromhischildhood。Itwasthis:hehimself——Marco,withthestrongboy-body,thethickmatofblackhair,andthepatchedclothes——
wasthemagician。Heheldandwavedhiswandhimself——andhiswandwashisownThought。Whenspecialprivationoranxietybesetthem,itwastheirruletosay,``Whatwillitbebesttothinkaboutfirst?\'\'whichwasMarco\'sreasonforsayingittohimselfnowashestoodinthedarknesswhichwaslikeblackvelvet。
Hewaitedafewminutesfortherightthingtocometohim。
``IwillthinkoftheveryoldhermitwholivedontheledgeofthemountainsinIndiaandwholetmyfathertalktohimthroughallonenight,\'\'hesaidatlast。Thishadbeenawonderfulstoryandoneofhisfavorites。LoristanhadtraveledfartoseethisancientBuddhist,andwhathehadseenandheardduringthatonenighthadmadechangesinhislife。ThepartofthestorywhichcamebacktoMarconowwasthesewords:
``Letpassthroughthymind,myson,onlytheimagethouwouldstdesiretoseeatruth。Meditateonlyuponthewishofthyheart,seeingfirstthatitcaninjurenomanandisnotignoble。Thenwillittakeearthlyformanddrawneartothee。Thisisthelawofthatwhichcreates。\'\'
``Iamnotafraid,\'\'Marcosaidaloud。``Ishallnotbeafraid。
InsomewayIshallgetout。\'\'
Thiswastheimagehewantedmosttokeepsteadilyinhismind——thatnothingcouldmakehimafraid,andthatinsomewayhewouldgetoutofthewine-cellar。
Hethoughtofthisforsomeminutes,andsaidthewordsoverseveraltimes。Hefeltmorelikehimselfwhenhehaddoneit。
``Whenmyeyesareaccustomedtothedarkness,Ishallseeifthereisanylittleglimmeroflightanywhere,\'\'hesaidnext。
Hewaitedwithpatience,anditseemedforsometimethathesawnoglimmeratall。Heputouthishandsoneithersideofhim,andfoundthat,onthesideofthewallagainstwhichhestood,thereseemedtobenoshelves。Perhapsthecellarhadbeenusedforotherpurposesthanthestoringofwine,and,ifthatwastrue,theremightbesomewheresomeopeningforventilation。Theairwasnotbad,butthenthedoorhadnotbeenshuttightlywhenthemanopenedit。
``Iamnotafraid,\'\'herepeated。``Ishallnotbeafraid。InsomewayIshallgetout。\'\'
Hewouldnotallowhimselftostopandthinkabouthisfatherwaitingforhisreturn。Heknewthatwouldonlyrousehisemotionsandweakenhiscourage。Hebegantofeelhiswaycarefullyalongthewall。Itreachedfartherthanhehadthoughtitwould。
Thecellarwasnotsoverysmall。Hecreptrounditgradually,and,whenhehadcreptroundit,hemadehiswayacrossit,keepinghishandsextendedbeforehimandsettingdowneachfootcautiously。Thenhesatdownonthestonefloorandthoughtagain,andwhathethoughtwasofthethingstheoldBuddhisthadtoldhisfather,andthattherewasawayoutofthisplaceforhim,andheshouldsomehowfindit,and,beforetoolongatimehadpassed,bewalkinginthestreetagain。
Itwaswhilehewasthinkinginthiswaythathefeltastartlingthing。Itseemedalmostasifsomethingtouchedhim。Itmadehimjump,thoughthetouchwassolightandsoftthatitwasscarcelyatouchatall,infacthecouldnotbesurethathehadnotimaginedit。Hestoodupandleanedagainstthewallagain。
Perhapsthesuddennessofhismovementplacedhimatsomeanglehehadnotreachedbefore,orperhapshiseyeshadbecomemorecompletelyaccustomedtothedarkness,for,asheturnedhisheadtolisten,hemadeadiscovery:abovethedoortherewasaplacewherethevelvetblacknesswasnotsodense。Therewassomethinglikeaslitinthewall,though,asitdidnotopenupondaylightbutuponthedarkpassage,itwasnotlightitadmittedsomuchasalessershadeofdarkness。Buteventhatwasbetterthannothing,andMarcodrewanotherlongbreath。
``Thatisonlythebeginning。Ishallfindawayout,\'\'hesaid。
``ISHALL。\'\'
Herememberedreadingastoryofamanwho,beingshutbyaccidentinasafetyvault,passedthroughsuchterrorsbeforehisreleasethathebelievedhehadspenttwodaysandnightsintheplacewhenhehadbeenthereonlyafewhours。
``Histhoughtsdidthat。Imustremember。IwillsitdownagainandbeginthinkingofallthepicturesinthecabinetroomsoftheArtHistoryMuseuminVienna。Itwilltakesometime,andthentherearetheothers,\'\'hesaid。
Itwasagoodplan。Whilehecouldkeephisminduponthegamewhichhadhelpedhimtopasssomanydullhours,hecouldthinkofnothingelse,asitrequiredcloseattention——andperhaps,asthedaywenton,hiscaptorswouldbegintofeelthatitwasnotsafetoruntheriskofdoingathingasdesperateasthiswouldbe。Theymightthinkbetterofitbeforetheyleftthehouseatleast。Inanycase,hehadlearnedenoughfromLoristantorealizethatonlyharmcouldcomefromlettingone\'smindrunwild。
``Amindiseitheranenginewithbrokenandflyinggear,oragiantpowerundercontrol,\'\'wasthethingtheyknew。
Hehadwalkedinimaginationthroughthreeofthecabinetroomsandwasturningmentallyintoafourth,whenhefoundhimselfstartingagainquiteviolently。Thistimeitwasnotatatouchbutatasound。Surelyitwasasound。Anditwasinthecellarwithhim。Butitwasthetiniestpossiblenoise,aghostofasqueakandasuggestionofamovement。Itcamefromtheoppositesideofthecellar,thesidewheretheshelveswere。Helookedacrossinthedarknesssawalightwhichtherecouldbenomistakeabout。ItWASalight,twolightsindeed,tworoundphosphorescentgreenishballs。Theyweretwoeyesstaringathim。Andthenheheardanothersound。Notasqueakthistime,butsomethingsohomelyandcomfortablethatheactuallyburstoutlaughing。Itwasacatpurring,anicewarmcat!Andshewascurledupononeofthelowershelvespurringtosomenew-bornkittens。Heknewtherewerekittensbecauseitwasplainnowwhatthetinysqueakhadbeen,anditwasmadeplainerbythefactthatheheardanothermuchmoredistinctoneandthenanother。Theyhadallbeenasleepwhenhehadcomeintothecellar。Ifthemotherhadbeenawake,shehadprobablybeenverymuchafraid。Afterwardshehadperhapscomedownfromhershelftoinvestigate,andhadpassedclosetohim。Thefeelingofreliefwhichcameuponhimatthisqueerandsimplediscoverywaswonderful。Itwassonaturalandcomfortableanevery-daythingthatitseemedtomakespiesandcriminalsunreal,andonlynaturalthingspossible。Withamothercatpurringawayamongherkittens,evenadarkwine-cellarwasnotsoblack。Hegotupandkneeledbytheshelf。Thegreenisheyesdidnotshineinanunfriendlyway。Hecouldfeelthattheownerofthemwasanicebigcat,andhecountedfourroundlittleballsofkittens。Itwasacuriousdelighttostrokethesoftfurandtalktothemothercat。Sheansweredwithpurring,asifshelikedthesenseoffriendlyhumannearness。Marcolaughedtohimself。
``It\'squeerwhatadifferenceitmakes!\'\'hesaid。``Itisalmostlikefindingawindow。\'\'
Themerepresenceoftheseharmlesslivingthingswascompanionship。Hesatdownclosetothelowshelfandlistenedtothemotherlypurring,nowandthenspeakingandputtingouthishandtotouchthewarmfur。Thephosphorescentlightinthegreeneyeswasacomfortinitself。
``Weshallgetoutofthis——bothofus,\'\'hesaid。``Weshallnotbehereverylong,Puss-cat。\'\'
Hewasnottroubledbythefearofbeingreallyhungryforsometime。Hewassousedtoeatingscantilyfromnecessity,andtopassinglonghourswithoutfoodduringhisjourneys,thathehadprovedtohimselfthatfastingisnot,afterall,suchadesperateordealasmostpeopleimagine。Ifyoubeginbyexpectingtofeelfamishedandbycountingthehoursbetweenyourmeals,youwillbegintoberavenous。Butheknewbetter。
Thetimepassedslowly;buthehadknownitwouldpassslowly,andhehadmadeuphismindnottowatchitnoraskhimselfquestionsaboutit。Hewasnotarestlessboy,but,likehisfather,couldstandorsitorliestill。Nowandthenhecouldheardistantrumblingsofcartsandvanspassinginthestreet。
Therewasacertaindegreeofcompanionshipinthesealso。Hekepthisplacenearthecatandhishandwherehecouldoccasionallytouchher。Hecouldlifthiseyesnowandthentotheplacewherethedimglimmerofsomethinglikelightshoweditself。
Perhapsthestillness,perhapsthedarkness,perhapsthepurringofthemothercat,probablyallthree,causedhisthoughtstobegintotravelthroughhismindslowlyandmoreslowly。Atlasttheyceasedandhefellasleep。Themothercatpurredforsometime,andthenfellasleepherself。
XV
ASOUNDINADREAM
Marcosleptpeacefullyforseveralhours。Therewasnothingtoawakenhimduringthattime。Butattheendofit,hissleepwaspenetratedbyadefinitesound。Hehaddreamedofhearingavoiceatadistance,and,ashetriedinhisdreamtohearwhatitsaid,abriefmetallicringingsoundawakenedhimoutright。
Itwasoverbythetimehewasfullyconscious,andatonceherealizedthatthevoiceofhisdreamhadbeenarealone,andwasspeakingstill。ItwastheLovelyPerson\'svoice,andshewasspeakingrapidly,asifshewereinthegreatesthaste。Shewasspeakingthroughthedoor。
``Youwillhavetosearchforit,\'\'wasallheheard。``Ihavenotamoment!\'\'And,ashelistenedtoherhurriedlydepartingfeet,therecametohimwiththeirhasteningechoesthewords,``Youaretoogoodforthecellar。Ilikeyou!\'\'
Hesprangtothedoorandtriedit,butitwasstilllocked。Thefeetranupthecellarstepsandthroughtheupperhall,andthefrontdoorclosedwithabang。Thetwopeoplehadgoneaway,astheyhadthreatened。Thevoicehadbeenexcitedaswellashurried。Somethinghadhappenedtofrightenthem,andtheyhadleftthehouseingreathaste。
Marcoturnedandstoodwithhisbackagainstthedoor。Thecathadawakenedandshewasgazingathimwithhergreeneyes。Shebegantopurrencouragingly。ShereallyhelpedMarcotothink。
Hewasthinkingwithallhismightandtryingtoremember。
``Whatdidshecomefor?Shecameforsomething,\'\'hesaidtohimself。``Whatdidshesay?Ionlyheardpartofit,becauseI
wasasleep。Thevoiceinthedreamwaspartofit。ThepartI
heardwas,`Youwillhavetosearchforit。Ihavenotamoment。\'Andassherandownthepassage,shecalledback,`Youaretoogoodforthecellar。Ilikeyou。\'\'\'Hesaidthewordsoverandoveragainandtriedtorecallexactlyhowtheyhadsounded,andalsotorecallthevoicewhichhadseemedtobepartofadreambuthadbeenarealthing。Thenhebegantotryhisfavoriteexperiment。Asheoftentriedtheexperimentofcommandinghismindtogotosleep,sohefrequentlyexperimentedoncommandingittoworkforhim——tohelphimtoremember,tounderstand,andtoargueaboutthingsclearly。
``Reasonthisoutforme,\'\'hesaidtoitnow,quitenaturallyandcalmly。``Showmewhatitmeans。\'\'
Whatdidshecomefor?Itwascertainthatshewasintoogreatahurrytobeable,withoutareason,tosparethetimetocome。
Whatwasthereason?Shehadsaidshelikedhim。Thenshecamebecauseshelikedhim。Ifshelikedhim,shecametodosomethingwhichwasnotunfriendly。Theonlygoodthingshecoulddoforhimwassomethingwhichwouldhelphimtogetoutofthecellar。Shehadsaidtwicethathewastoogoodforthecellar。Ifhehadbeenawake,hewouldhaveheardallshesaidandhaveunderstoodwhatshewantedhimtodoormeanttodoforhim。Hemustnotstopeventothinkofthat。Thefirstwordshehadheard——whathadtheybeen?Theyhadbeenlesscleartohimthanherlastbecausehehadheardthemonlyashewasawakening。
Buthethoughthewassurethattheyhadbeen,``Youwillhavetosearchforit。\'\'Searchforit。Forwhat?Hethoughtandthought。Whatmusthesearchfor?
Hesatdownonthefloorofthecellarandheldhisheadinhishands,pressinghiseyessohardthatcuriouslightsfloatedbeforethem。
``Tellme!Tellme!\'\'hesaidtothatpartofhisbeingwhichtheBuddhistanchoritehadsaidheldallknowledgeandcouldtellamaneverythingifhecalleduponitintherightspirit。
Andinafewminutes,herecalledsomethingwhichseemedsomuchapartofhissleepthathehadnotbeensurethathehadnotdreamedit。Theringingsound!Hespranguponhisfeetwithalittlegaspingshout。Theringingsound!Ithadbeentheringofmetal,strikingasitfell。Anythingmadeofmetalmighthavesoundedlikethat。Shehadthrownsomethingmadeofmetalintothecellar。Shehadthrownitthroughtheslitinthebricksnearthedoor。Shelikedhim,andsaidhewastoogoodforhisprison。Shehadthrowntohimtheonlythingwhichcouldsethimfree。ShehadthrownhimtheKEYofthecellar!
Forafewminutesthefeelingswhichsurgedthroughhimweresofullofstrongexcitementthattheysethisbraininawhirl。Heknewwhathisfatherwouldsay——thatwouldnotdo。Ifhewastothink,hemustholdhimselfstillandnotletevenjoyovercomehim。Thekeywasintheblacklittlecellar,andhemustfinditinthedark。Eventhewomanwholikedhimenoughtogivehimachanceoffreedomknewthatshemustnotopenthedoorandlethimout。Theremustbeadelay。Hewouldhavetofindthekeyhimself,anditwouldbesuretotaketime。Thechanceswerethattheywouldbeatasafeenoughdistancebeforehecouldgetout。
``Iwillkneeldownandcrawlonmyhandsandknees,\'\'hesaid。
``IwillcrawlbackandforthandgoovereveryinchofthefloorwithmyhandsuntilIfindit。IfIgoovereveryinch,Ishallfindit。\'\'
Sohekneeleddownandbegantocrawl,andthecatwatchedhimandpurred。
``Weshallgetout,Puss-cat,\'\'hesaidtoher。``Itoldyouweshould。\'\'
Hecrawledfromthedoortothewallatthesideoftheshelves,andthenhecrawledbackagain。Thekeymightbequiteasmallone,anditwasnecessarythatheshouldpasshishandsovereveryinch,ashehadsaid。Thedifficultywastobesure,inthedarkness,thathedidnotmissaninch。Sometimeshewasnotsureenough,andthenhewentoverthegroundagain。Hecrawledbackwardandforward,andhecrawledforwardandbackward。Hecrawledcrosswiseandlengthwise,hecrawleddiagonally,andhecrawledroundandround。Buthedidnotfindthekey。Ifhehadhadonlyalittlelight,buthehadnone。Hewassoabsorbedinhissearchthathedidnotknowhehadbeenengagedinitforseveralhours,andthatitwasthemiddleofthenight。Butatlastherealizedthathemuststopforarest,becausehiskneeswerebeginningtofeelbruised,andtheskinofhishandswassoreasaresultoftherubbingontheflags。Thecatandherkittenshadgonetosleepandawakenedagaintwoorthreetimes。
``Butitissomewhere!\'\'hesaidobstinately。``Itisinsidethecellar。Iheardsomethingfallwhichwasmadeofmetal。Thatwastheringingsoundwhichawakenedme。\'\'
Whenhestoodup,hefoundhisbodyachedandhewasverytired。
Hestretchedhimselfandexercisedhisarmsandlegs。
``IwonderhowlongIhavebeencrawlingabout,\'\'hethought。
``Butthekeyisinthecellar。Itisinthecellar。\'\'
Hesatdownnearthecatandherfamily,and,layinghisarmontheshelfaboveher,restedhisheadonit。Hebegantothinkofanotherexperiment。
``Iamsotired,IbelieveIshallgotosleepagain。`ThoughtwhichKnowsAll\'\'\'——hewasquotingsomethingthehermithadsaidtoLoristanintheirmidnighttalk——``ThoughtwhichKnowsAll!
Showmethislittlething。LeadmetoitwhenIawake。\'\'
Andhedidfallasleep,soundandfast。
Hedidnotknowthathesleptalltherestofthenight。Buthedid。Whenheawakened,itwasdaylightinthestreets,andthemilk-cartswerebeginningtojingleabout,andtheearlypostmenwereknockingbigdouble-knocksatfrontdoors。Thecatmayhaveheardthemilk-carts,buttheactualfactwasthatsheherselfwashungryandwantedtogoinsearchoffood。JustasMarcoliftedhisheadfromhisarmandsatup,shejumpeddownfromhershelfandwenttothedoor。Shehadexpectedtofinditajarasithadbeenbefore。Whenshefounditshut,shescratchedatitandwasdisturbedtofindthisofnouse。BecausesheknewMarcowasinthecellar,shefeltshehadafriendwhowouldassisther,andshemiauledappealingly。
ThisremindedMarcoofthekey。
``IwillwhenIhavefoundit,\'\'hesaid。``Itisinsidethecellar。\'\'
Thecatmiauledagain,thistimeveryanxiouslyindeed。Thekittensheardherandbegantosquirmandsqueakpiteously。
``Leadmetothislittlething,\'\'saidMarco,asifspeakingtoSomethinginthedarknessabouthim,andhegotup。
Heputhishandouttowardthekittens,andittouchedsomethinglyingnotfarfromthem。Itmusthavebeenlyingnearhiselbowallnightwhileheslept。
Itwasthekey!Ithadfallenupontheshelf,andnotontheflooratall。
Marcopickeditupandthenstoodstillamoment。Hemadethesignofthecross。
Thenhefoundhiswaytothedoorandfumbleduntilhefoundthekeyholeandgotthekeyintoit。Thenheturneditandpushedthedooropen——andthecatranoutintothepassagebeforehim。