Notasoulathome,anywhere,andIhadtotakemychanceofsurprisingMrs。DickKentonwhenIsawyourdooropenhere:Helaughedforlornly,asthegleamfadedoutofKenton’seyeagain。\"Andtheworstofitisthatmyownmotherisn’tathometome,figurativelyspeaking,whenIgoovertoseeheratBallardsville。Shegotwindofmymisfortune,somehow,andwhenImadeacleanbreastofittoher,shesaidshecouldneverfeelthesametometillIhadmadeitallrightwiththeKentons。Andwhenaman’sownmotherisdownonhim,judge!\"
BittridgeleftKentontoimaginethedesperatecase,andinspiteofhisdisbeliefinthemanandallhesaid,Kentoncouldnotkeephishardnessofhearttowardshim。\"Idon’tknowwhatyou’reafter,youngman,\"hebegan。\"Butifyouexpectmetoreceiveyouundermyroofagain——\"
\"Oh,Idon’t,judge,Idon’t!\"Bittridgeinterposed。\"AllIwantistobeabletotellmymother——Idon’tcareforanybodyelse——thatIsawyou,andyouallowedmetosaythatIwastrulysorryforthepain——ifitwaspain;orannoyance,anyway——thatIhadcausedyou,andtogobacktoherwiththehopeofatoningforitsometimeorsomehow。That’sall。\"
\"Lookhere!\"criedRenton。\"Whathaveyouwrittentomydaughterfor?\"
\"Wasn’tthatnatural?IprizedheresteemmorethanIdoyourseven;butdidIaskheranythingmorethanI’veaskedyou?Ididn’texpecthertoanswerme;allIwantedwastohaveherbelievethatIwasn’tasblackasIwaspainted——notinside,anyway。Youknowwellenough——anybodyknows——
thatIwouldratherhaveherthinkwellofmethananyoneelseinthisworld,exceptmymother。Ihaven’tgotthegiftofshowingoutwhat’sgoodinme,ifthereisanygood,butIbelieveMissEllenwouldwanttothinkwellofmeifIgaveherachance。Ifevertherewasanangelonearth,she’sone。Idon’tdenythatIwashopefulofmercyfromher,becauseshecan’tthinkevil,butIcanlaymyhandonmyheartandsaythatIwasn’tselfishinmyhopes。Itseemedtomethatitwasherduetounderstandthatamanwhomshehadallowedtobeherfriendwasn’taltogetherunworthy。That’sasnearasIcancometoputtingintowordsthemotiveIhadinwritingtoher。Ican’tevenbegintoputintowordsthefeelingIhavetowardsher。It’sasifshewassomethingsacred。\"
ThiswasthefeelingRentonhimselfhadtowardshisdaughter,andforthefirsttimehefoundhimselfoncommongroundwiththescapegracewhoprofessedit,andwhoselight,mockingfacesolittleenforcedhisprofession。IfBittridgecouldhavespokeninthedark,hiswordsmighthavecarriedaconvictionofhissincerity,butthere,inplainday,confrontingthefatherofEllen,whohadeverywishtobelievehimtrue,theeffectwasdifferent。Deepwithinhiswishtothinkthemanhonest,Kentonrecoiledfromhim。Hevaguelyperceivedthatitwasbecauseshecouldnotthinkevilthatthiswretchhadpoweruponher,andhewassensible,ashehadnotbeenbefore,thatshehadnosafetyfromhimexceptinabsence。Hedidnotknowwhattoanswer;hecouldnotrepelhiminopenterms,andstilllesscouldhemeethimwithanywordsthatwouldallowhimtoresumehisformerrelationswithhisfamily。Hesaid,finally:\"Wewillletmattersstand。WearegoingtoEuropeinaweek,andIshallnotseeyouagain。IwilltellMrs。Kentonwhatyousay。\"
\"Thankyou,judge。AndtellherthatIappreciateyourkindnessmorethanIcansay!\"Thejudgerosefromhischairandwenttowardsthewindow,whichhehadthrownopen。\"Goingtoshutup?Letmehelpyouwiththatwindow;itseemstostick。Everythingfastup-stairs?\"
\"I——Ithinkso,\"Kentonhesitated。
\"I’lljustrunupandlook,\"saidBittridge,andhetookthestairstwoatatime,beforeKentoncouldprotest,whentheycameoutintothehalltogether。\"It’sallright,\"hereportedonhisquickreturn。\"I’lljustlookroundbelowhere,\"andheexploredtheground-floorroomsinturn。
\"No,youhadn’topenedanyotherwindow,\"hesaid,glancingfinallyintothelibrary。\"ShallIleavethispaperonyourtable?\"
\"Yes,leaveitthere,\"saidKenton,helplessly,andheletBittridgeclosethefrontdoorafterhim,andlockit。
\"IhopeMissLottieiswell,\"hesuggestedinhandingthekeytoKenton。
\"AndBoyne\"headded,withthecordialityofanoldfamilyfriend。
\"IhopeBoynehasgotreconciledtoNewYorkalittle。Hewasratheranxiousabouthispigeonswhenheleft,Iunderstand。ButIguessDick’smanhaslookedafterthem。I’dhaveofferedtotakechargeofthecocoonsmyselfifI’dhadachance。\"Hewalked,gaylychatting,acrosstheinterveninglawnwithKentontohisson’sdoor,whereatsightofhimbra。RichardKentonevanescedintotheinteriorsoobviouslythatBittridgecouldnotoffertocomein。\"Well,Ishallseeyouallwhenyoucomebackinthefall,judge,andIhopeyou’llhaveapleasantvoyageandagoodtimeinEurope。\"
\"Thankyou,\"saidKenton,briefly。
\"Remembermetotheladies!\"andBittridgetookoffhishatwithhislefthand,whileheofferedthejudgehisright。\"Well,good-bye!\"
Kentonmadewhatresponsehecould,andescapedin-doors,wherehisdaughter-in-lawappearedfromtheobscurityintowhichshehadretiredfromBittridge。\"Well,thatfollowdoesbeatall!How,intheworlddidhefindyou,father?\"
\"Hecameintothehouse,\"saidthejudge,muchabashedathisfailuretodealadequatelywithBittridge。Hefeltitthemoreinthepresenceofhisson’swife。\"Icouldn’t,seemtogetridofhiminanywayshortofkickinghimout。\"
\"No,there’snothingequaltohisimpudence。Idobelievehewouldhavecomeinhere,ifhehadn’tseenmefirst。Didyoutellhimwhenyouweregoingback,father?Becausehe’dbeatthetraintoseeyouoff,justassure!\"
\"No,Ididn’ttellhim,\"saidKenton,feelingmoveshakennowfromtheinterviewwithBittridgethanhehadrealizedbefore。HewasashamedtoletMaryknowthathehadlistenedtoBittridge’sjustification,whichhenowperceivedwasnone,andhewouldhavelikedtopretendthathehadnotsilentlycondonedhisoffences,butMarydidnotdrivehimtothesedeceptionsbyanyfurtherallusionstoBittridge。
\"Well,now,youmustgointothesitting-roomandliedownonthelounge;
IpromisedDicktomakeyou。Orwouldyourathergoup-stairstoyourroom?\"
\"IthinkI’llgotomyroom,\"saidKenton。
HewasasleepthereonthebedwhenRichardcamehometodinnerandlookedsoftlyin。Hedecidednottowakehim,andMarysaidthesleepwoulddohimmoregoodthanthedinner。Attabletheytalkedhimover,andshetoldherhusbandwhatsheknewofthemorning’sadventure。
\"Thatwasprettytoughforfather,\"saidRichard。\"Iwouldn’tgointothehousewithhim,becauseIknewhewantedtohaveittohimself;andthentothinkofthatdirtyhoundskulkingin!Well,perhapsit’sforthebest。Itwillmakeiteasier,forfathertogoandleavetheplace,andthey’vegottogo。They’vegottoputtheAtlanticOceanbetweenEllenandthatfellow。\"
\"Itdoesseemasifsomethingmightbedone,\"hiswiferebelled。
\"They’vedonethebestthatcouldbedone,\"saidRichard。\"Andifthatskunkhasn’tgotsomesortofnewholduponfather,Ishallbesatisfied。
TheworstofitisthatitwillbeallovertowninanhourthatBittridgehasmadeupwithus。Idon’tblamefather;hecouldn’thelpit;henevercouldberudetoanybody。\"
\"IthinkI’lltryifIcan’tberudetoMr。Bittridge,ifheeverundertakestoshowinmypretencethathehasmadeitupwithus,\"saidMary。
Richardtenderlyfoundoutfromhisfather’sshamefacedreluctance,later,thatnogreatmischiefhadbeendone。ButnoprecautiononhispartavailedtokeepBittridgefromdemonstratingthegoodfeelingbetweenhimselfandtheKentonswhenthejudgestartedforNewYorkthenextafternoon。Hewastherewaitingtoseehimoff,andheallbuttooktheadieusoutofRichard’shands。Hegotpossessionofthejudge’svalise,andpressedpasttheporterintothesleeping-carwithit,andremainedloungingonthearmofthejudge’sseat,makingconversationwithhimandRichardtillthetrainbegantomove。Thenheranoutside,andwavedhishandtothejudge’swindowinfarewell,beforeallthatleisureofTuskingumwhichhauntedthearrivalanddepartureofthetrains。
MaryKentonwasfuriouswhenherhusbandcamehomeandreportedthefacttoher。
\"Howintheworlddidhefindoutwhenfatherwasgoing?\"
\"Hemusthavecometoallthethroughtrainssincehesayhimyesterday。
ButIthinkevenyouwouldhavebeensuited,Mary,ifyouhadseenhisfailuretowalkofffromthedepotarm-in-armwithme:
\"Iwouldn’thavebeensuitedwithanythingshortofyourknocking,himdown,Dick。\"
\"Oh,thatwouldn’thavedone,\"saidRichard。Afterawhileheadded,patiently,\"Ellenismakingagooddealoftroubleforus。\"
ThiswaswhatMarywasthinkingherself,anditwaswhatshemighthavesaid,butsinceDickhadsaiditshewasobligedtoprotest。\"Sheisn’ttoblameforit。\"
\"Oh,Iknowsheisn’ttoblame。\"
V。
ThefatheroftheunhappygirlwasofthesamemixedmindasherodesleeplesslybacktoNewYorkinhisberth,andheardthenoisesofslumberallroundhim。Fromtimetotimehegroanedsoftly,andturnedfromonecheektotheother。Everyhalf-hourorsohelethiswindow-
curtainflyup,andlaywatchingthelandscapefleetingpast;andthenhepulledthecurtaindownagainandtriedtosleep。AfterpassingAlbanyhedozed,butatPoughkeepsieazealousportercalledhimbymistake,andtherestofthewaytoNewYorkhesatupinthesmoking-room。Itseemedalongwhilesincehehaddrowsed;thethinnaphadnotrestedhim,andtheoldfacethatshoweditselfintheglass,withthefrostofatwodays’beardonit,wasdry-eyedandlimplysquaredbythefallofthemusclesatthecornersofthechin。
Hewonderedhowheshouldjustifytohiswifethethingwhichhefeltasaccountableforhavinghappenedtohimasifhecouldhavepreventedit。
Itwouldnothavehappened,ofcourse,ifhehadnotgonetoTuskingum,andshecouldsaythattohim;nowitseemedtohimthathisgoing,whichhadbeensoimperativebeforehewent,wasaltogetherneedless。Nothingbutharmhadcomeofit,andithadbeenaselfishindulgenceofaculpableweakness。
ItwasalittlebetterforKentonwhenhefoundhimselfwithhisfamily,andtheywentdowntogethertothebreakfastwhichthemotherhadengagedtheyoungerchildrentomakeaspleasantastheycouldfortheirfather,andnotworryhimwithtalkaboutTuskingum。Theyhad,infact,gotovertheirfirstseasonofhomesickness,andwerepostponingtheirlongingforTuskingumtilltheirreturnfromEurope,whentheywouldallgostraightoutthere。Kentonranthegauntletofwelcomefromtheblackelevator-
boysandbell-boysandthehead-waiter,whowentbeforehimtopulloutthejudge’schair,withcommandingfrownstohisunderlingstodothelikefortherestofthefamily;andashisownclumsyIrishwaiterstoodbehindhischair,breathingheavilyuponthejudge’shead,hegavehisorderforbreakfast,withacurioussenseofhavinggothomeagainfromsomestrangeplace。HesatisfiedBoynethathispigeonsandpoultryhadbeenwellcaredforthroughthewinter,andhetoldLottiethathehadnotmetmuchofanybodyexceptDick’sfamily,beforeherecollectedseeinghalfadozenofheryoungmenatdifferedtimes。ShewasnotveryexactingaboutthemandhermindseemedsetuponEurope,oratleastshetalkedofnothingelse。Ellenwasquietasshealwayswas,butshesmiledgentlyonherfather,andMrs。Kentontoldhimofthegirl’spreparationsforgoing,andcongratulatedherselfontheirwisdominhavingpostponedtheirsailing,inviewofalltheyhadtodo;andshemadeKentonfeelthateverythingwasinthebestpossibleshape。Assoonasshegothimaloneintheirownroom,shesaid,\"Well,whatisit,poppa?\"
Thenhehadtotellher,andshelistenedwithominousgravity。Shedidnotsaythatnowhecouldseehowmuchbetteritwouldhavebeenifhehadnotgone,butshemadehimsayitforher;andshewouldnotlethimtakecomfortinthenotionofkeepingthefactofhisinterviewwithBittridgefromEllen。\"Itwouldbeworsethanuseless。Hewillwritetoheraboutit,andthenshewillknowthatwehavebeen,concealingit。\"
Kentonwasastonishedathimselffornothavingthoughtofthat。\"Andwhatareyougoingtodo,Sarah?\"
\"Iamgoingtotellher,\"saidMrs。Kenton。
\"Whydidn’tpoppatellmebefore?\"thegirlperverselydemanded,assoonasheranotherhaddoneso。
\"Ellen,youareanaughtychild!Ihaveagreatmindnottohaveawordmoretosaytoyou。Yourfatherhasn’tbeeninthehouseanhour。DidyouwanthimtospeakbeforeLottieandBoyne!\"
\"Idon’tseewhyhedidn’ttellmehimself。Iknowthereissomethingyouarekeepingback。Iknowthereissomeword——\"
\"Oh,yonpoorgirl!\"saidhermother,meltingintopityagainstallsenseofduty。\"Haveweevertriedtodeceiveyou?\"
\"No,\"Ellensobbed,withherfaceinherhands。\"NowIwilltellyoueverywordthatpassed,\"saidMrs。Kenton,andshetold,aswellasshecouldremember,allthatthejudgehadrepeatedfromBittridge。\"Idon’tsayheisn’tashamedofhimself,\"shecommentedattheend。\"Heoughttobe,and,ofcourse,hewouldbegladtobeinwithusagainwhenwegoback;butthatdoesn’talterhischaracter,Ellen。Still,ifyoucan’tseethatyourself,Idon’twanttomakeyou,andifyouwouldrathergohometoTuskingum,wewillgiveupthetriptoEurope。\"
\"It’stoolatetodothatnow,\"saidthegirl,incruelreproach。
Hermotherclosedherlipsresolutelytillshecouldsay,\"Oryoucanwritetohimifyouwantto。\"
\"Idon’twantto,\"saidEllen,andshedraggedherselfupoutofherchair,andtrailedslowlyoutoftheroomwithoutlookingathermother。
\"Well?\"thejudgeasked,impatiently,whenhecameinassoonafterthisashedecentlycould。TheyobservedformswithregardtotalkingaboutEllenwhich,afterall,wereratherforthemselvesthanforher;Mrs。
Kenton,atleast,knewthatthegirlknewwhentheyweretalkingabouther。
\"ShetookitaswellasIexpected。\"
\"Whatisshegoingtodo?\"
\"Shedidn’tsay。ButIdon’tbelieveshewilldoanything。\"
\"IwishIhadtakenourticketsfornextSaturday,\"saidKenton。
\"Well,wemustwaitnow,\"saidhiswife。\"Ifhedoesn’twritetoher,shewon’twritetohim。\"
\"Hassheeveransweredthatletterofhis?\"
\"No,andIdon’tbelieveshewillnow。\"
ThatnightEllencametohermotherandsaidsheneednotbeafraidofherwritingtoBittridge。\"Hehasn’tchanged,ifhewaswrong,bycomingandsayingthosethingstopoppa,andnothinghaschanged。\"
\"ThatisthewayIhopedyouwouldseeit;Ellen。\"Hermotherlookedwistfullyather,butthegirlleftherwithoutlettinghersatisfythelonginginthemother’shearttoputherarmsroundherchild,andpullherheaddownuponherbreastforacry。
Kentonsleptbetterthatnightthanhiswife,whowaskeptawakebyaformlessforeboding。Fortheweekthatfollowedshehadthesenseofliterallypushingthehoursaway,sothatattimesshefoundherselfbreathless,asiffromsomeheavyphysicalexertion。Atsuchtimesshewasfranticwiththewishtohavethedaysgone,andthedayoftheirsailingcome,butshekeptherimpatiencefromherhusbandandchildren,andespeciallyfromEllen。Thegirlwaspassiveenough;shewasalmostwilling,andinthepreparationfortheirvoyageshedidhershareoftheshopping,anddiscussedthedifficultpointsofthisbusinesswithhermotherandsisterasifshehadreallybeenthinkingaboutitall。Buthermotherdoubtedifshehad,andmademoreofEllen’ssunkeneyesandthinfacethanofherintelligentandattentivewords。Itwasthesethatshereportedtoherhusband,whomshekeptfromtalkingwithEllen,andotherwisequelled。
\"Letheralone,\"sheinsisted,onemorningofthelastweek。\"Whatcanyoudobyspeakingtoheraboutit?Don’tyouseethatsheismakingthebestfightshecan?Youwillweakenherifyouinterfere。It’slessthanaweeknow,andifyoucanonlyholdout,Iknowshecan。\"
Kentongroaned。\"Well,Isupposeyou’reright,Sarah。ButIdon’tliketheideaofforcinghertogo,unless——\"
\"Thenyouhadbetterwritetothatfellow,andaskhimtocomeandgether。\"
ThisshutKenton’smouth,andhekeptonwithhisshaving。Whenhehadfinishedhefeltfresher,ifnotstronger,andhewentdowntobreakfast,whichhehadalone,notonlywithreferencetohisownfamily,butalltheotherguestsofthehotel。Hewasalwayssoearlythatsometimesthedining-roomwasnotopen;whenthishappened,heusedtogoandbuyanewspaperattheclerk’sdesk,foritwastooearlythenforthenews-
standtobeopen。Ithappenedsothatmorning,andhegothispaperwithoutnoticingtheyoungmanwhowaswritinghisnameinthehotelregister,butwholookedbrisklyupwhentheclerkbadeKentongood-
morningbyname。
\"Why,judge!\"hesaid,andheputoutahandwhichKentontookwithtremblingreluctanceandadazedstare。\"IthoughtyousailedlastSaturday!\"
\"WesailnextSaturday,\"saidKenton。
\"Well,well!ThenImisunderstood,\"saidBittridge,andheadded:\"Why,thisismoneyfoundintheroad!Howareallthefamily?I’vegotmymotherherewithme;broughtheronforakindofalittleouting。
She’llbethemostsurprisedwomaninNewYorkwhenItellheryou’rehereyet。Wecametothishotelbecauseweknewyouhadbeenhere,butwedidn’tsupposeyouwerehere!Well!Thisistoogood!IsawDick,Friday,buthedidn’tsayanythingaboutyoursailing;IsupposehethoughtIknew。Didn’tyoutellmeyouweregoinginaweek,thatdayinyourhouse?\"
\"PerhapsIdid,\"Kentonfalteredout,hiseyesfixedonBittridge’swithahelplessfascination。
\"Well,itdon’tmattersolongasyou’rehere。Mother’sintheparlorwaitingforme;Iwon’trisktakingyoutohernow,judge——rightoffthetrain,youknow。ButIwanttobringhertocallonMrs。Kentonassoonafterbreakfastasyou’llletme。ShejustidolizesMrs。Kenton,fromwhatI’vetoldherabouther。Ourroomsready?\"Heturnedtotheclerk,andtheclerkcalled\"Front!\"toabellboy,whoranupandtookBittridge’shand-baggage,andstoodwaitingtofollowhimintotheparlor。\"Well,youmustexcusemenow,judge。Solong!\"hesaid,gayly,andKentoncreptfeeblyawaytothedining-room。
Hemusthaveeatenbreakfast,buthewasnotawareofdoingso;andtheeventsofhisleavingthetableandgoingupintheelevatorandfindinghimselfinhiswife’spresencedidnotpresentthemselvesconsecutively,thoughtheymustallhavesuccessivelyoccurred。Itdidnotseemtohimthathecouldtellwhatheknew,buthefoundhimselfdoingit,andherhearingitwithstrangequiet。
\"Verywell,\"shesaid。\"ImusttellEllen,and,ifshewishes,wemuststayinandwaitfortheircall。\"
\"Yes,\"thejudgemechanicallyconsented。
ItwaspainfulforMrs。KentontoseehowthegirlflushedwhensheannouncedthefactofBittridge’spresence,forsheknewwhatastrifeofhopeandshameandpridetherewasinEllen’sheart。Atfirstshesaidthatshedidnotwishtoseehim,andthenwhenMrs。Kentonwouldnotsaywhethershehadbetterseehimornot,sheadded,vaguely,\"Ifhehasbroughthismother——\"
\"Ithinkwemustseethem,Ellen。Youwouldn’twishtothinkyouhadbeenunkind;andhemightbehurtonhismother’saccount。Heseemsreallyfondofher,andperhaps——\"
\"No,thereisn’tanyperhaps,momma,\"saidthegirl,gratefully。\"ButI
thinkwehadbetterseethem,too。IthinkwehadbetterALLseethem。\"
\"Justasyouplease,Ellen。Ifyouprefertomeetthemalone——\"
\"Idon’tpreferthat。Iwantpoppatobethere,andLottieandBoyneeven。\"
Boyneobjectedwhenhewastoldthathispresencewasrequestedatthisfamilyrite,andhewouldhaveexcusedhimselfiftheinvitationhadbeenoftheformthatonemightdecline。\"WhatdoIwanttoseehimfor?\"hepuffed。\"HenevercaredanythingaboutmeinTuskingum。What’shewanthere,anyway?\"
\"Iwishyoutocomein,myson,\"saidhismother,andthatendedit。
Lottiewasnotsotractable。\"Verywell,momma,\"shesaid。\"Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。Ihavesomelittleself-respect,iftherestofyouhaven’t。AmIgoingtoshakehandswithhim!Inevertooktheleastnoticeofhimathome,andI’mnotgoingtohere。\"
Bittridgedecidedthequestionofhand-shakingforherwhentheymet。Hegreetedhergloomingbrotherwithajolly\"Hello,Boyne!\"andwithoutwaitingfortheboy’stardyresponsehesaid\"Hello,Lottie!\"tothegirl,andtookherhandandkeptitinhiswhilehemadeanelaboratecomplimenttohergoodlooksandhergaininweight。Shehadcometardilyasaproofthatshewouldnothavecomeinatallifshehadnotchosentodoso,andMrs。BittridgewasalreadyseatedbesideEllenonthesofa,holdingherhand,andtryingtokeephermobile,inattentiveeyesuponEllen’sface。Shewasalittlewoman,youthfullydressed,butnotdressedyouthfullyenoughforthedry,yellowhairwhichcurledtightlyinsmallringsonherskull,likethewigofarag-doll。Herrestlesseyeswereroundanddeep-set,withthelidsflungupoutofsight;shehadalax,formlessmouth,andananxioussmile,withwhichsheconstantlywatchedhersonforhisinitiative,whilesherecollectedherselffromtimetotime,longenoughtosmoothEllen’shandbetweenherown,andsay,\"Oh,IjustthinktheworldofClarence;andIguesshethinkshismotherisaboutright,too,\"andthendidnotheedwhatEllenanswered。
Thegirlsaidverylittle,anditwasBittridgewhotalkedforall,dominatingtheroomwithalarge,satisfiedpresence,inwhichthejudgesatwithdrawn,hisforeheadsupportedonhishand,andhiselbowonthetable。Mrs。Kentonheldherselfupright,withherhandscrossedbeforeher,stealingalooknowandthenatherdaughter’savertedface,butkeepinghereyesfromMrs。Bittridge,who,whenevershecaughtMrs。
Kenton’sglance,saidsomethingtoheraboutherClarence,andhowheusedtowritehometoheratBallardsvilleabouttheKentons,sothatshefeltacquaintedwithallofthem。Herreminiscenceswereperfunctory;
Mrs。Bittridgehadvoluntarilybutonetopic,andthatwasherself,eitherasshewasincludedintheinteresthersonmustinspire,orassheincludedhimintheinterestshemustinspire。Shesaidthat,nowtheyhadmetatlast,shewasnotgoingtoresttilltheKentonshadbeenovertoBallardsville,andmadeheragood,longvisit;hersonhadsomedifficultyinmakingherrealizethattheKentonsweregoingtoEurope。
Thenshelaughed,andsaidshekeptforgetting;andshedidwishtheywereallcomingbacktoTuskingum。
Ifitisamerittotreatafatuousmotherwithdeference,Bittridgehadthatmerit。Hisdeferencewasofthecaressingandlaughingsort,whichtookthespectatorintothejokeofherpeculiaritiesassomethingtheywouldappreciateandenjoywithhim。Shehadbeenakittenishandpettedpersoninheryouth,perhaps,andnowshepettedherself,aftershehadlongceasedtobeakitten。Whatwasrespectableandwhatwaspatheticinherwasherwishtopromoteherson’sfortuneswiththeKentons,butshetriedtodothisfromnotaveryclearunderstandingofherpart,apparently,andlittlesenseofthemeans。ForEllen’ssake,ratherthanhers,thefatherandmotherreceivedheroverturestotheirlikingkindly;theyansweredherpatiently,andMrs。Kentoneventriedtoleadthewayforhertoshowherselfatherbest,bytalkingofherjourneyontoNewYork,andofthecity,andwhatshewouldseetheretointeresther。LottieandBoyne,sternlyalooftogetherinoneoftheirmomentaryalliances,listenedtoherreplieswithasilentcontemptthatalmostincludedtheirmother;Kentonborewiththewomanhumblyandsadly。
Hewas,infact,ratherbewilderedwiththesituation,forwhichhefelthimselfremotelyifnotimmediatelyresponsible。Bittridgewasthereamongthemnotonlyongoodterms,butapparentlyinthecharacterofamorethantoleratedpretendanttoEllen’sfavor。Therewerepassagesoftimeiswhichthefatherwasnotsurethatthefellowwasnotengagedtohisdaughter,thoughwhentheseinstantsweregonehewasawarethattherehadbeennoovertlove-makingbetweenthemandBittridgehadneverofferedhimself。Whatwashedoingthere,then?Thejudgeaskedhimselfthat,withoutbeingabletoanswerhimself。Sofarashecouldmakeout,hiswifeandhewerelettinghimseeEllen,andshowherofftohismother,mainlytodisgustherwiththemboth,andbecausetheywereafraidthatiftheydeniedhertohim,itwouldbetheworseforthemthroughhersuffering。Thejudgewasnotaccustomedtoapplythetestsbywhichpeoplearefoundvulgarornot;thesewerenotofhissimpleworld;allthathefeltaboutMrs。Bittridgewasthatshewasaveryfoolish,falseperson,whowastrueinnothingbutheradmirationofherrascalofason;hedidnotthinkofBittridgeasarascalviolently,buthelplessly,andwithaheartthatmeltedinpityforEllen。
Helongedtohavethesepeoplegone,notsomuchbecausehewassounhappyintheirpresenceasbecausehewishedtolearnEllen’sfeelingaboutthemfromhiswife。Shewouldknow,whetherAllensaidanythingtoherornot。ButperhapsifMrs。Kentonhadbeenaskedtodeliverhermindonthispointatonceshewouldhavebeenalittlepuled。Allthatshecouldsee,andshesawitwithasinkingoftheheart,wasthatEllenlookedmoreatpeacethanshehadbeensinceBittridgewaslastintheirhouseatTuskingum。Hereyescovertlyfollowedhimashesattalking,orwentabouttheroom,makinghimselfathomeamongthem,asifhewerewelcomewitheveryone。Hejokedhermorethantherest,andaccusedherofhavingbecomearegularNew-Yorker;hesaidhesupposedthatwhenshecamebackfromEuropeshewouldnotknowanybodyinTuskingum;andhismother,playingwithEllen’sfingers,asiftheyhadbeenthefringeofatassel,declaredthatshemustnotmindhim,forhecarriedonjustsowitheverybody;atthesametimesheorderedhimtostop,orshewouldgorightoutoftheroom。
Shegavenoothersignofgoing,anditwashersonwhohadtomakethemovementforheratlast;sheapparentlydidnotknowthatitwasherparttomakeit。ShesaidthatnowtheKentonsmustcomeandreturnhercall,andberealneighborly,justthesameasiftheywereallathometogether。Whenhersonshookhandswitheveryoneshedidsotoo,andshesaidtoeach,\"Well,Iwishyougood-morning,\"andlethimpushherbeforehim,inhighdelightwiththejoke,outoftheroom。
WhentheyweregonetheKentonssatsilent,Ellenwitharaptsmileonherthin,flushedface,tillLottiesaid,\"YouforgottoaskhimifwemightBREATHE,poppa,\"andpacedoutoftheroominstatelyscorn,followedbyBoyne,whohadapparentlynowordsatthecommandofhisdumbrage。Kentonwishedtoremain,andhelookedathiswifeforinstruction。Shefrowned,andhetookthisforasignthathehadbettergo,andhewentwithalightsigh。
Hedidnotknowwhatelsetodowithhimself,andhewentdowntothereading-room。HefoundBittridgethere,smokingacigar,andtheyoungmancompanionablyofferedtobestowoneuponhim;butthejudgestifflyrefused,sayinghedidnotwishtosmokejustthen。HenotedthatBittridgewasstillinhischaracteroffamilyfavorite,andhishandtrembledashepasseditoverthesmoothknobofhisstick,whilehesatwaitingforthefellowtotakehimselfaway。ButBittridgehadapparentlynothoughtofgoing。Hewaslookingattheamusementsfortheeveninginapaperhehadbought,andhewishedtoconsultthejudgeastowhichwasthebesttheatretogotothatnight;hesaidhewantedtotakehismother。KentonprofessednottoknowmuchabouttheNewYorktheatres,andthenBittridgeguessedhemustgettheclerktotellhim。
Butstillhedidnotpartwiththejudge。Hesatdownbesidehim,andtoldhimhowgladhewastoseehisfamilylookingsowell,especiallyMissEllen;hecouldnotremembereverseeinghersostrong-looking。Hesaidthatgirlhadcapturedhismother,whowasinlovewithprettymuchthewholeKentonfamily,though。
\"Andby-the-way,\"headded,\"IwanttothankyouandMrs。Kenton,judge,forthewayyoureceivedmymother。Youmadeherfeelthatshewasamongfriends。Shecan’ttalkaboutanythingelse,andIguessIsha’n’thavemuchtroubleinmakingherstayinNewYorkaslongasyou’rehere。Shewasinclinedtobehomesick。Thefactis,thoughIdon’tcaretohaveittalkedaboutyet,andIwishyouwouldn’tsayanythingtoDickaboutitwhenyouwritehome,IthinkofsettlinginNewYork。I’vebeenofferedashowintheadvertisingdepartmentofoneofthebigdailies——I’mnotatlibertytosaywhich——andit’satoss-upwhetherIstayhereorgotoWashington;I’vegotachancethere,too,butit’sonthestaffofanewenterprise,andI’mnotsureaboutit。I’vebroughtmymotheralongtoletherhavealookatbothplaces,thoughshedoesn’tknowit,andI’dratheryouwouldn’tspeakofitbeforeher;I’mgoingtotakeherontoWashingtonbeforewegoback。Iwanttohavemymotherwithme,judge。
It’sbetterforafellowtohavethathome-feelinginalargeplacefromthestart;itkeepshimoutofalotofthings,andIdon’tpretendtobebetterthanotherpeople,ornotmoresuperhuman。IfI’vebeenabletokeepoutofscrapes,it’smorebecauseI’vehadmymothernearme,andI
don’tintendevertobeseparatedfromher,afterthis,tillIhaveahomeofmyown。She’sbeentheguiding-starofmylife。\"
Kentonwasunabletomakeanyformalresponse,and,infact,hewassopreoccupiedwiththequestionwhetherthefellowwasmoreafoolorafraudthathemadenoansweratall,beyondafewinarticulategrumblingsofassent。ThesesufficedforBittridge,apparently,forhewentoncontentedly:\"WheneverI’vebeentemptedtogoalittlewild,thethoughtofhowmotherwouldfeelhaskeptmeonthetracklikenothingelsewould。No,judge,thereisn’tanythinginthisworldlikeagoodmother,excepttherightkindofawife。\"
Kentonrose,andsaidhebelievedhemustgoupstairs。Bittridgesaid,\"Allright;I’llseeyoulater,judge,\"andswungeasilyofftoadvisewiththeclerkastothebesttheatre。
VI。
Kentonwassounhappythathecouldnotwaitforhiswifetocometohimintheirownroom;hebrokeinuponherandEllenintheparlor,andathiscomingthegirlflittedout,inthenoiselessfashionwhichoflatehadmadeherfatherfeelsomethingghostlikeinher。Hewasafraidshewasgrowingtodislikehim,andtryingtoavoidhim,andnowhepresentedhimselfquitehumblybeforehiswife,asifhehaddonewrongincoming。
Hebeganwithasortofapologyforinterrupting,buthiswifesaiditwasallright,andsheadded,\"Wewerenottalkingaboutanythinginparticular。\"Shewassilent,andthensheaddedagain:\"SometimesI
thinkEllenhasn’tveryfineperceptions,afterall。Shedoesn’tseemtofeelaboutpeopleasIsupposedshewould。\"
\"Youmeanthatshedoesn’tfeelasyouwouldsupposeaboutthosepeople?\"
Mrs。Kentonanswered,obliquely。\"Shethinksit’sabeautifulthinginhimtobesodevotedtohismother。\"
\"Humph!Andwhatdoesshethinkofhismother?\"
\"Shethinksshehasveryprettyhair。\"
Mrs。Kentonlookedgravelydownattheworkshehadinherhands,andKentondidnotknowwhattomakeofitall。Hedecidedthathiswifemustfeel,ashedid,adoubtofthechild’ssincerity,withsenseofherevasivenessmoretolerantthanhisown。YetheknewthatifitcametoaquestionofforcingEllentodowhatwasbestforher,orforbiddinghertodowhatwasworst,hiswifewouldhaveallthestrengthforthework,andhenone。Heaskedher,hopelesslyenough,\"Doyouthinkshestillcaresforhim?\"
\"Ithinkshewishestogivehimanothertrial;Ihopeshewill。\"Kentonwasdaunted,andheshowedit。\"Shehasgottoconvinceherself,andwehavegottolether。Shebelieves,ofcourse,thathe’shereonheraccount,andthatflattersher。Whyshouldshebesodifferentfromothergirls?\"Mrs。Kentondemandedoftheangryprotestinherhusband’seye。
Hisspiritfell,andhesaid,\"Ionlywishsheweremorelikethem。\"
\"Well,then,sheisjustasheadstrongandassilly,whenitcomestoathinglikethis。Ouronlyhopeistoletherhaveherownway。\"
\"Doyousupposehecaresforher,afterall?\"
Mrs。Kentonwassilent,asifinexhaustiveself-question。Thensheanswered:\"No,Idon’tinthatway。Buthebelieveshecangether。\"
\"Then,Sarah,Ithinkwehaveadutytothepoorchild。Youmusttellherwhatyouhavetoldme。\"
Mrs。Kentonsmiledratherbitterly,inrecognitionofthefactthattheperformanceoftheircommondutymustfallwhollytoher。Butshemerelysaid:\"Thereisnoneedofmytellingher。Sheknowsitalready。\"
\"Andshewouldtakehiminspiteofknowingthathedidn’treallycareforher?\"
\"Idon’tsaythat。Shewouldn’townittoherself。\"
\"Andwhatareyougoingtodo?\"
\"Nothing。Wemustletthingstaketheircourse。\"
Theyhadagreatdealmoretalkthatcametothesameend。Theyplayedtheirsadcomedy,heinthepartofafatherdeterminedtosavehischildfromherself,andsheinhersofresistingandwithholdinghim。Itendedasithadsooftenendedbefore——heyielded,withmorefaithinherwisdomthanshehadherself。
AtluncheontheBittridgescouldnotjointheKentons,orbeaskedtodoso,becausethetableheldonlyfour,buttheystoppedontheirwaytotheirowntable,themothertobridleandtossinaffectedreluctance,whilethesonbraggedhowhehadgotthelasttwoticketstobehadthatnightforthetheatrewherehewasgoingtotakehismother。Heseemedtothinkthatthefacthadaspecialclaimonthejudge’sinterest,andshetowishtofindoutwhetherMrs。Kentonapprovedoftheatre-going。
ShesaidshewouldnotthinkofgoinginBallardsville,butshesupposeditwasmorerulableinNewYork。
DuringtheafternoonshecalledattheKentonapartmenttoconsulttheladiesaboutwhatsheoughttowear。Shesaidshehadnothingbutablack’barege’along,andwouldthatdowiththehatshehadon?Shehadwornittoletthemsee,andnowsheturnedherfacefromaidetosidetogivethemtheeffectoftheplumes,thatfelllikeadishevelledfeather-
dusterroundandoverthecrown。Mrs。Kentoncouldonlysaythatitwoulddo,butshebelievedthatitwasthecustomnowforladiestotaketheirhatsoffinthetheatre。
Mrs。Bittridgegaveahoarselaugh。\"Oh,dear!ThenI’llhavetofixmyhairtwoways?Idon’tknowwhatClarenceWILLsay。\"
Thementionofherson’snameopenedthewayforhertotalkofhiminrelationtoherself,andtherestofherstaypassedinthecelebrationofhisfilialvirtues,whichhadbeenmanifestfromtheearliestperiod。
Shecouldnotrememberthatsheeverhadtohitthechildalick,shesaid,orthathehadevermadehershedatear。
Whenshewent,Boynegloomilyinquired,\"Whatmakesherhairsomuchdarkerattherootsthanitisatthepoints?\"andhismothersnubbedhimpromptly。
\"Youhadnobusinesstobehere,Boyne。Idon’tlikeboyshangingaboutwhereladiesaretalkingtogether,andlistening。\"
ThisdidnotpreventLottiefromanswering,directlyforBoyne,andindirectlyforEllen,\"It’sbecauseit’sbeguntogrowsincethelastbleach。\"
ItwaseasiertograpplewithBoynethanwithLottie,,andMrs。Kentonwaswillingtoallowhertoleavetheroomwithherbrotherunrebuked。
ShewasevenwillingtohavehadtheveilliftedfromMrs。Bittridge’shairwitharudehand,ifitworldhelpEllen。
\"Idon’twantyoutothink,momma,\"saidthegirl,\"thatIdidn’tknowaboutherhair,orthatIdon’tseehowsillysheis。Butit’sallthemoretohiscreditifhecanbesogoodtoher,andadmireher。Wouldyonlikehimbetterifhedespisedher?\"
Mrs。Kentonfeltboththedefianceandthesecretshamefromwhichitspranginherdaughter’swords;andshewaitedforamomentbeforesheanswered,\"Iwouldliketobesurehedidn’t!\"
\"Ifhedoes,andifhehidesitfromher,it’sthesameasifhedidn’t;
it’sbetter。Butyouallwishtodislikehim。\"
\"Wedon’twishtodislikehim,Ellen,goodnessknows。ButIdon’tthinkhewouldcaremuchwhetherwedislikedhimornot。IamsureyourpoorfatherandIwouldbeonlytoogladtolikehim。\"
\"Lottiewouldn’t,\"saidEllen,witharesentmenthermotherfoundpathetic,itwassofeebleandaimless。
\"Lottiedoesn’tmatter,\"shesaid。ShecouldnotmakeouthownearlyEllenwastosharingthecommondislike,orhowfarshewouldgoinfortifyingherselfagainstit。Shekeptwithdifficultytohernegativefrankness,andsheletthegirlleavetheroomwithafretfulsigh,asifprovokedthathermotherwouldnotprovokeherfurther。ThereweremomentswhenMrs。KentonbelievedthatEllenwassickofherlove,andthatshewouldpluckitoutofherheartherselfifshewereleftalone。
ShewasthengladBittridgehadcome,sothatEllenmightcomparewiththerealitythecounterfeitpresentmentshehadkeptinherfancy;andshebelievedthatifshecouldbutleavehimtodohisworst,itwouldbethebestforEllen。
Intheevening,directlyafterdinner,BittridgesentuphisnameforMrs。Kenton。Thejudgehadremainedtoreadhispaperbelow,andLottieandBoynehadgonetosomefriendsinanotherapartment。ItseemedtoMrs。Kentonapieceofluckthatsheshouldbeabletoseehimalone,andshecouldnothavesaidthatshewasunpreparedforhimtocomein,holdinghistheatre-ticketsexplanatorilyinhishand,orsurprisedwhenhebegan:
\"Mrs。Kenton,mymother’sgotabadheadache,andI’vecometoaskafavorofyou。Shecan’tuseherticketforto-night,andIwantyoutoletMissEllencomewithme。Willyou?\"
Bittridgehadconstitutedhimselfanoldfriendofthewholefamilyfromtherenewaloftheiracquaintance,andMrs。Kentonwasnowmadeawareofhisbeingherpeculiarfavorite,inspiteoftheinstantrepulsionshefelt,shewasnotaversetowhatheproposed。HerfearwasthatEllenwouldbeso,orthatshecouldkeepfrominfluencinghertothistestofherrealfeelingforBittridge。\"Iwillaskher,Mr。Bittridge,\"shesaid,withaseveritywhichwasapreliminaryoftheimpartialityshemeanttousewithEllen。
\"Well,that’sright,\"heanswered,andwhileshewenttothegirl’sroomheremainedexaminingthedetailsofthedrawing-roomdecorationsineasysecurity,whichMrs。Kentonjustifiedonherreturn。
\"Ellenwillbereadytogowithyou,Mr。Bittridge。\"
\"Well,that’sgood,\"saidtheyoungman,andwhilehetalkedonshesatwonderingatanaturewhichallmodestyanddeferenceseemedleftoutof,thoughhehadsometimesgivenevidenceofhisintellectualappreciationofthesethings。HetalkedtoMrs。Kentonnotonlyasiftheywereinevery-wiseequal,butasiftheywereofthesameage,almostofthesamesex。
Ellencamein,cloakedandhatted,withherdelicatefaceexcitedinprospectoftheadventure;andhermothersawBittridgelookatherwithmoretendernessthanshehadeverseeninhimbefore。\"I’lltakegoodcareofher,Mrs。Kenton,\"hesaid,andforthefirsttimeshefeltherselfrelentalittletowardshim。
AminuteaftertheyweregoneLottiebouncedintotheroom,followedbyBoyne。
\"Momma!\"sheshouted,\"Ellenisn’tgoingtothetheatrewiththatfellow?\"
\"Yes,sheis。\"
\"Andyoulether,momma!Withoutachaperon?\"
Boyne’sfacehadmirroredtheindignationinhissister’s,butatthisunprecedentedburstofconventionalityheforgottheirmomentaryalliance。\"Well,you’reaprettyonetotalkaboutchaperons!WalkingalloverTuskingumwithfellowsatnight,andgoingbuggy-ridingwitheverybody,andoutrowing,andherefairlybeggingJimPlumptontocomedowntothesteamerandseeyouoffagain!\"
\"Shutup!\"Lottieviolentlyreturned,\"orI’lltellmommahowyou’vebeenbehavingwithRitaPlumptonyourself。\"
\"Well,tell!\"Boynedefiedher。
\"Oh,itdon’tmatterwhatabratofaboysaysordoes,anyway,\"saidLottie。\"ButIthinkEllenisdisgracingthefamily。EverybodyinthehotelislaughingatthatwiggyoldMrs。Bittridge,withherwobblyeyes,andtheycanseethathe’sjustasgreen!ThePlumptonshavebeenlaughingsoaboutthem,andItoldthemthatwehadnothingtodowiththemathome,andhadfairlyturnedBittridgeoutofthehouse,buthehadimpudenceenoughforanything;andnowtofindEllengoingofftothetheatrewithhimalone!\"
Lottiebegantocrywithvexationasshewhippedoutoftheroom,andBoyne,whofelthimselfdrawntohersideagain,said,veryseriously:
\"Well,itain’tthethinginNewYork,youknow,momma;andanybodycanseewhatajayBittridgeis。Ithinkit’stoobadtolether。\"
\"Itisn’tforyoutocriticiseyourmother,Boyne,\"saidMrs。Kenton,butshewasmoreshakenthanshewouldallow。Herowntraditionsweresosimplethatthepointofetiquettewhichherchildrenhadurgedhadnotoccurredtoher。ThequestionwhetherEllenshouldgowithBittridgeatallbeingdecided,shewould,ofcourse,goinNewYorkasshewouldgoinTuskingum。NowMrs。Kentonperceivedthatshemustnot,andshehadhershareofhumiliationintheimpressionwhichhismother,asherfriend,apparently,wasmakingwithherchildren’sacquaintancesinthehotel。IftheywouldthinkeverybodyinTuskingumwaslikeher,itwouldcertainlybeveryunpleasant,butshewouldnotquiteownthistoherself,stilllesstoafourteen-year-oldboy。\"IthinkwhatyourfatherandIdecidetoberightwillbesufficientexcuseforyouwithyourfriends。\"
\"Doesfatherknowit?\"Boyneasked,mostunexpectedly。
Havingnootheranswerready,Mrs。Kentonsaid,\"Youhadbettergotobed,myson。\"
\"Well,\"hegrumbled,ashelefttheroom,\"Idon’tknowwherealltheprideoftheKentonsisgoneto。\"
InhissenseoffallengreatnessheattemptedtojoinLottieinherroom,butshesaid,\"Goaway,nastything!\"andBoynewasobligedtoseekhisownroom,whereheoccupiedhimselfwithacontrivancehewasinventingtoenableyoutocloseyourdoorandturnoffyourgasbyasystemofpulleyswithoutleavingyourbed,whenyouweretiredofreading。
Mrs。Kentonwaitedforherhusbandinmuchlesscomfort,andwhenhecame,andasked,restlessly,\"Wherearethechildren?\"shefirsttoldhimthatLottieandBoynewereintheirroomsbeforeshecouldbringherselftosaythatEllenhadgonetothetheatrewithBittridge。
Itwassomerelieftohavehimtakeitinthedullwayhedid,andtosaynothingworsethan,\"Didyouthinkitwaswelltohaveher!\"
\"YoumaybesureIdidn’twantherto。ButwhatwouldshehavesaidifI
hadrefusedtolethergo?Icantellyouitisn’taneasymattertomanageherinthisbusiness,andit’sveryeasyforyoutocriticise,withouttakingtheresponsibility。\"
\"I’mnotcriticising,\"saidKenton。\"Iknowyouhaveactedforthebest。\"
\"Thechildren,\"saidMrs。Kenton,wishingtobejustifiedfurther,\"thinksheoughttohavehadachaperon。Ididn’tthinkofthat;itisn’tthecustomathome;butLottiewasverysaucyaboutit,andIhadtosendBoynetobed。Idon’tthinkourchildrenareverymuchcomforttous。\"
\"Theyaregoodchildren,\"Kentonsaid,said——provisionally。
\"Yes,thatistheworstofit。Iftheywerebad,wewouldn’texpectanycomfortfromthem。Ellenisaboutperfect。She’sasnearanangelasachildcanbe,butshecouldhardlyhavegivenusmoreanxietyifshehadbeentheworstgirlintheworld。\"
\"That’strue,\"thefathersadlyassented。
\"Shedidn’treallywanttogowithhimto-night,I’llsaythatforher,andifIhadsaidasinglewordagainstitshewouldn’thavegone。Butallatonce,whileshesattheretryingtothinkhowIcouldexcuseher,shebeganaskingmewhatsheshouldwear。There’ssomethingstrangeaboutit,Rufus。IfIbelievedinhypnotism,Ishouldsayshehadgonebecausehewilledhertogo。\"
\"Iguessshewentbecauseshewantedtogobecauseshe’sinlovewithhim,\"saidKenton,hopelessly。
\"Yes,\"Mrs。Kentonagreed。\"Idon’tseehowshecanendurethesightofhim。He’shandsomeenough,\"sheadded,withawoman’ssubjectivelogic。
\"Andthere’ssomethingfascinatingabouthim。He’sverygraceful,andhe’sgotagoodfigure。\"
\"He’sahound!\"saidKenton,exhaustively。
\"Ohyes,he’sahound,\"shesighed,asiftherecouldbenodoubtonthatpoint。\"Itdon’tseemrightforhimtobeinthesameroomwithEllen。
Butit’sforhertosay。Ifeelmoreandmorethatwecan’tinterferewithoutdoingharm。Isupposethatifshewerenotsoinnocentherselfshewouldrealizewhathewasbetter。ButIdothinkheappreciatesherinnocence。Heshowsmorereverenceforherthanforanyoneelse。\"
\"Howwasithismotherdidn’tgo?\"askedKenton。
\"Shehadaheadache,hesaid。ButIdon’tbelievethat。HealwaysintendedtogetEllentogo。Andthat’sanotherthingLottiewasvexedabout;shesayseverybodyislaughingatMrs。Bittridge,andit’smortifyingtohavepeopletakeherforafriendofours。\"
\"Iftherewerenothingworsethanthat,\"saidKenton,\"Iguesswecouldlivethroughit。Well,Idon’tknowhowit’sgoingtoallend。\"
Theysattalkingsadly,butfindingacertaincomfortintheirmutualdiscouragement,andintheirknowledgethattheyweredoingthebesttheycouldfortheirchild,whosefreedomtheymustnotinfringesofarastodowhatwasabsolutelybest;andthetimepassednotsoheavilytillherreturn。Thiswasannouncedbythemountingoftheelevatortotheirlanding,andthenbylow,rapidpleadinginaman’svoiceoutside。
Kentonwasabouttoopenthedoor,whentherecametheformlessnoiseofwhatseemedastruggle,andEllen’svoiceroseinamuffedcry:\"Oh!Oh!
Letmebe!Goaway!Ihateyou!\"Kentonthedooropen,andEllenburstin,runningtohideherfaceinhermother’sbreast,whereshesobbedout,\"He——hekissedme!\"likeaterrifiedchildmorethananinsultedwoman。ThroughtheopendoorcametheclatterofBittridge’sfeetasherandown-stairs。
VII。
WhenMrs。Kentoncamefromquietingthehystericalgirlinherroomshehadthetask,almostasdelicateanddifficult,ofquietingherhusband。
Shehadkepthim,bythemostsolemnandexhaustiveentreaty,fromfollowingBittridgedownstairsandbeatinghimwithhisstick,andnowshewasanswerabletohimforhisforbearance。\"Ifyondon’tbehaveyourself,Rufus,\"shehadtosay,\"youwillhavesomesortofstroke。
Afterall,there’snoharmdone。\"
\"Noharm!DoyoucallitnoharmforthathoundtokissEllen?\"
\"Hewouldn’thaveattempteditunlesssomethinghadleduptoit,I
suppose。\"
\"Sarah!Howcanyouspeaksoofthatangel?\"
\"Oh,thatangelisagirlliketherest。Youkissedmebeforewewereengaged。\"
\"Thatwasverydifferent。\"
\"Idon’tseehow。Ifyourdaughterissosacred,whywasn’thermother?
Youmendon’tthinkyourwivesaresacred。That’sit!\"
\"No,no,Sarah!It’sbecauseIdon’tthinkofyouasapartfrommyself,thatIcan’tthinkofyouasIdoofEllen。IbegyourpardonifI
seemedtosetheraboveyou。ButwhenIkissedyouwewereveryyoung,andwelivedinasimpleday,whensuchthingsmeantnoharm;andIwasveryfondofyou,andyouweretheholiestthingintheworldtome。IsEllenholytothatfellow?\"
\"Iknow,\"Mrs。Kentonrelented。\"I’mnotcomparinghimtoyou。AndthereisadifferencewithEllen。Sheisn’tlikeothergirls。IfithadbeenLottie——\"
\"Ishouldn’thavelikeditwithLottie,either,\"saidthemajor,stiffly。
\"ButifithadbeenLottieshewouldhaveboxedhisearsforhim,insteadofrunningtoyou。Lottiecantakecareofherself。AndIwilltakecareofEllen。WhenIseethatscoundrelinthemorning——\"
\"Whatwillyoudo,anoldmanlikeyou!Icantellyou,it’ssomethingyou’vejustgottobearitifyoudon’twantthescandaltofillthewholehotel。It’saveryfortunatething,afterall。It’llputanendtothewholeaffair。\"
\"Doyouthinkso,Sarah?IfIbelievedthat。WhatdoesEllensay?\"
\"Nothing;shewon’tsayanything——justcriesandhidesherface。
Ibelievesheisashamedofhavingmadeascenebeforeus。ButIknowthatshe’ssodisgustedwithhimthatshewillneverlookathimagain,andifit’sbroughthertothatIshouldthinkhiskissingherthegreatestblessingintheworldtousall。Yes,Ellen!\"
Mrs。Kentonhurriedoffatafaintcallfromthegirl’sroom,andwhenshecameagainshesatdowntoalongdiscussionofthesituationwithherhusband,whilesheslowlytookdownherhairandprepareditforthenight。Herconclusion,whichshemadeherhusband’s,wasthatitwasmostfortunatetheyshouldbesailingsosoon,andthatitwasthegreatestpitytheywerenotsailinginthemorning。Shewishedhimtosleep,whethershesleptherselfornot,andsheputthemosthopefulfacepossibleuponthematter。\"Onethingyoucanrestassuredof,Rufus,andthatisthatit’salloverwithEllen。Shemayneverspeaktoyouabouthim,andyoumustn’tevermentionhim,butshefeelsjustasyoucouldwish。Doesthatsatisfyyou?SometimeIwilltellyouallshesays。\"
\"Idon’tcaretohear,\"saidKenton。\"AllIwantisforhimtokeepawayfromme。IthinkifhespoketomeIshouldkillhim。\"
\"Rufus!\"
\"Ican’thelpit,Sarah。Ifeeloutragedtothebottomofmysoul。I
couldkillhim。\"
Mrs。Kentonturnedherheadandlookedsteadfastlyathimoverhershoulder。\"Ifyoustrikehim,ifyoutouchhim,Mr。Kenton,youwillundoeverythingthattheabominablewretchhasdoneforEllen,andyouwillclosemymouthandtiemyhands。Willyoupromisethatundernoprovocationwhateverwillyoudohimtheleastharm?IknowEllenbetterthanyoudo,andIknowthatyouwillmakeherhateyouunless——\"
\"Oh,Iwillpromise。Youneedn’tbeafraid。Lordhelpme!\"Kentongroaned。\"Iwon’ttouchhim。Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。\"
\"No,Idon’texpectthat。Hewon’toffertospeaktoyou。\"
Theyslept,andinthemorningshestayedtobreakfastwithEllenintheirapartment,andletherhusbandgodownwiththeiryoungerchildren。
Shecouldtrusthimnow,whateverformhisfurthertrialshouldtake,andhefeltthathewaspledginghimselftoheranew,whenBittridgecamehilariouslytomeethiminthereading-room,wherehewentforapaperafterbreakfast。
\"Ah,judge!\"saidtheyoungman,gayly。\"Hello,Boyne!\"headdedtotheboy,whohadcomewithhisfather;Lottiehadgonedirectlyup-stairsfromthebreakfast-room。\"Ihopeyou’reallwellthismorning?PlaynottoomuchforMissEllen?\"
Kentonlookedhiminthefacewithoutanswering,andthentriedtogetawayfromhim,butBittridgefollowedhimup,talking,andignoringhissilence。
\"Itwasasplendidpiece,judge。YoumusttakeMrs。Kenton。Iknowyou’llbothlikeit。Ihaven’teverseenMissEllensointerested。I
hopethewalkhomedidn’tfatigueher。Iwantedtogetacab,butshewouldwalk:Thejudgekeptmovingon,withhisheaddown。Hedidnotspeak,andBittridgewasforcedtonoticehissilence。\"Nothingthematter,Ihope,withMissEllen,judge?\"
\"Goaway,\"saidthejudge,inalowvoice,fumblingtheheadofhisstick。
\"Why,what’sup?\"askedBittridge,andhemanagedtogetinfrontofKentonandstayhimatapointwhereKentoncouldnotescape。Itwasacorneroftheroomtowhichtheoldmanhadaimlesslytended,withnopurposebuttoavoidhim:
\"Iwishyoutoletmealone,sir,\"saidKentonatlast。\"Ican’tspeaktoyou。\"
\"Iunderstandwhatyoumean,judge,\"saidBittridge,withagrin,allthemoremaddeningbecauseitseemedinvoluntary。\"ButIcanexplaineverything。Ijustwantafewwordswithyou。It’sveryimportant;it’slifeordeathwithme,sir,\"hesaid,tryingtolookgrave。\"Willyouletmegotoyourroomswithyou?\"
Kentonmadenoreply。
Bittridgebegantolaugh。\"Thenlet’ssitdownhere,orintheladies’
parlor。Itwon’ttakemetwominutestomakeeverythingright。Ifyoudon’tbelieveI’minearnestIknowyoudon’tthinkIam,butIcanassureyou——WillyouletmespeakwithyouaboutMissEllen?\"
StillKentondidnotanswer,shuttinghislipstight,andrememberinghispromisetohiswife。
Bittridgelaughed,asifinamusementatwhathehaddone。\"Judge,letmesaytwowordstoyouinprivate!Ifyoucan’tnow,tellmewhenyoucan。We’regoingbackthisevening,motherandIare;sheisn’twell,andI’mnotgoingtotakehertoWashington。Idon’twanttogoleavingyouwiththeideathatIwantedtoinsultMissEllen。Icaretoomuchforher。IwanttoseeyouandMrs。Kentonaboutit。Ido,indeed。Andwon’tyouletmeseeyou,somewhere?\"
Kentonlookedaway,firsttoonesideandthentoanother,andseemedstifling。
\"Won’tyouspeaktome!Won’tyouanswerme?Seehere!I’dgetdownonmykneestoyouifitwoulddoyouanygood。Wherewillyoutalkwithme?\"
\"Nowhere!\"shoutedKenton。\"Willyougoaway,orshallIstrikeyouwithmystick?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tthink,\"saidBittridge,andsuddenly,inthewantonnessofhisbaffledeffrontery,heraisedhishandandrubbedthebackofitintheoldman’sface。
BoyneKentonstruckwildlyathim,andBittridgecaughttheboybythearmandflunghimtohiskneesonthemarblefloor。Themenreadinginthearm-chairsaboutstartedtotheirfeet;aportercamerunning,andtookholdofBittridge。\"Doyouwantanofficer,JudgeKenton?\"hepanted。
\"No,no!\"Kentonanswered,chokingandtrembling。\"Don’tarresthim。
Iwishtogotomyrooms,that’sall。Lethimgo。Don’tdoanythingaboutit。\"
\"I’llhelpyou,judge,\"saidtheporter。\"Takeholdofthisfellow,\"hesaidtotwootherporterswhocameup。\"Takehimtothedesk,andtelltheclerkhestruckJudgeKenton,butthejudgedon’twanthimarrested。\"
BeforeKentonreachedtheelevatorwithBoyne,whowasrubbinghiskneesandfightingbackthetears,heheardtheclerk’svoicesaying,formally,totheporters,\"Baggageoutof35and37\"andadding,asmechanically,toBittridge:\"Yourroomsarewanted。Getoutofthematonce!\"
ItseemedthegatheringofneighborhoodaboutKenton,wherehehadfelthimselfsounfriended,againsttheoutragedonehim,andhefeltthesweetnessofbeingpersonallychampionedinaplacewherehehadthoughthimselfvaluedmerelyfortheprofitthatwasinhim;hiseyesfilled,andhisvoicefailedhiminthankingtheelevator-boyforrunningbeforehimtoringthebellofhisapartment。
VIII。
Thenextday,inTuskingum,Richard,KentonfoundamongthelettersofhislastmailonewhichheeasilyknewtobefromhissisterLottie,bythetightlycurled-uphandwriting,andbytheunliterarylookoftheslantedandhuddledaddressoftheenvelope:Theonlydoubthecouldhavefeltinopeningitwasfromtheunwontedlengthatwhichshehadwrittenhim;Lottieusuallypractisedalaconicbrevityinhernotes,whichweresuitedtothepovertyofherwrittenvocabularyratherthantheaffluenceofherspokenword。
\"DearDick\"[herletterran,trippingandstumblinginitscourse],\"Ihavegottotellyouaboutsomethingthathasjusthappenedhere,andyouneedentlaughatthespeling,orthewayItellit,butjustpayattentiontothethingitself,ifyouplease。ThatdisgustingBittridgehasbeenherewithhishorridwiggyoldmother,andmommalethimtakeEllentothetheatre。Onthewayhomehetriedtomakeherpromiseshewouldmarryhimandatthedoorhekissedher。Theyhadanawfulnightwithherhiseterics,andIheardmommagoinginandout,andtryingtocomforthertilldaylight,nearly。InthemorningIwentdownwithpoppyandBoynetobreakfast,andafterI
cameup,fatherwenttothereading-roomtogetapaper,andthatBittridgewastherewaitingforhim,andwantedtospeakwithhimaboutEllen。Poppawouldentsayawordtohim,andhekeptfollowingpoppaup,tomakehim。Boynesaysbewouldenttakenoforanansir,andhungonandhungon,tillpoppathreatenedtohitthimwithhiscane。Thenhesawitwasnouse,andhetookhishandandrubbeditinpoppa’sface,andBoynebelieveshewastryingtopullpoppa’snose。BoyneactedlikeIwouldhavedone;hepoundedBittridgeintheback;butofcourseBittridgewastoostrongforhim,andthrewhimonthefloor,andBoynescrapedhiskneesothatitbledd。Thentheporterscameup,andcaughtBittridge,andwantedtosendforapoliceman,butfatherwouldentletthem,andtheporterstookBittridgetothedeskandtheclerktoldhimtogetoutinstantlyandtheyleftassoonasoldWiggycouldgetherthingson。Idon’tknowwheretheywent,buthetoldpoppatheyweregoinghometo-dayanyway。Now,Dick,Idon’tknowwhatyouwillwanttodo,andIamnotgoingtoputyouuptoanything,butI
knowwhatIwoulddo,prettywell,thefirsttimeBittridgeshowedhimselfinTuskingum。Youcandojustasyouplease,andIdon’taskyoutobelievemeifyou’rethinkI’msoexciteablethatIcanttellthetruth。IguessBoynewillsaythesame。MuchlovetoMary。Youraffectionatesister,\"Lottie。
\"P。S——EverywordLottiesaysistrue,butIamnotsurehemeanttopullhisnose。Thereasonwhyhethrewmedownsoeasilyis,I
havegrownaboutafoot,andIhavenotgotupmystrength。BOYNE。
\"Thisisstrictlyconfidential。Theydon’tknowwearewriting。LATTIE。\"
Afterreadingthisletter,RichardKentontoreitintosmallpieces,sothatthereshouldnotbeevensomuchwitnessasitboretofactsthatseemedtofillhimwithfurytothethroat。Hisfurywas,inagreementwithhistemperament,thewhitekindandcoldkind。Hewasabletokeepittohimselfforthatreason;atsupperhiswifeknewmerelythathehadsomethingonhismindthathedidnotwishtotalkof;andexperiencehadtaughtherthatitwouldbeuselesstotrymakinghimspeak。
Hesleptuponhiswrath,andinthemorningearly,atanhourwhenheknewtherewouldbenoloafersintheplace,hewenttoanout-datedsaddler’sshop,andaskedtheowner,aveteranofhisfather’sregiment,\"Welks,doyouhappentohaveacowhideamongyourantiquities?\"
\"Regularoldstyle?\"Welksreturned。\"Kindtheymakeoutofacow’shideanduseonaman’s?\"
\"Somethingofthatsort,\"saidRichard,withaslightsmile。
Thesaddlersaidnothingmore,butrummagedamongtheriff-raffonanuppershelf。Hegotdownwiththetapering,translucent,wicked-lookingthinginhishand。\"Ireckonthat’swhatyou’reafter,squire。\"
\"Reckonitis,Welks,\"saidRichard,drawingitthroughhistubedlefthand。Thenhebuttoneditunderhiscoat,andpaidthequarterwhichWelkssaidhadalwaysbeenthepriceofacowhideevensincehecouldremember,andwalkedawaytowardsthestation。
\"How’stheoldcolonel\"Welkscalledafterhim,havingforgottentoaskbefore。
\"Thecolonel’sallright,\"Richardcalledback,withoutlookinground。
Hewalkedupanddowninfrontofthestation。AlocaltraincameinfromBallardsvilleat8。15,andwaitedfortheNewYorkspecial,andthenreturnedtoBallardsville。Richardhadboughtaticketforthatstation,andwasgoingtotakethetrainback,butamongthepassengerswhodescendedfromitwhenitdrewinwasonewhosavedhimthetroubleofgoing。
Bittridge,withhisovercoathangingonhisarm,advancedtowardshimwiththerest,andcontinuedtoadvance,inasortoffascination,afterhisneighbors,withtheinstinctthatsomethingwasabouttohappen,partedoneithersideofRichard,andleftthetwomenconfronted。
Richarddidnotspeak,butdeliberatelyreachedouthislefthand,whichhecaughtsecurelyintoBittridge’scollar;thenhebegantobeathimwiththecowhidewhereverhecouldstrikehiswrithingandtwistingshape。Neitherutteredaword,andexceptforthewhirofthecowhideintheair,andtheraspingsoundofitsarrestuponthebodyofBittridge,thethingwasdoneinperfectsilence。Thewitnessesstoodwellbackinadaze,fromwhichtheyrecoveredwhenRichardreleasedBittridgewithatwistofthehandthattorehiscollarlooseandlefthiscravatdangling,andtossedthefrayedcowhideaway,andturnedandwalkedhomeward。ThenoneofthempickedupBittridge’shatandsetitaslantonhishead,andothershelpedpullhiscollartogetherandtiehiscravat。
ForthefewmomentsthatRichardKentonremainedinsighttheyscarcelyfoundwordscoherentenoughforquestion,andwhentheydid,Bittridgehadnothingbutconfusedanswerstogivetotheeffectthathedidnotknowwhatitmeant,buthewouldfindout。Hegotintoahackandhadhimselfdriventohishotel,buthenevermadetheinquirywhichhethreatened。
InhisownhouseRichardKentonlaydownawhile,deadlysick,andhiswifehadtobringhimbrandybeforehecouldcontrolhisnervessufficientlytospeak。Thenhetoldherwhathehaddone,andwhy,andMarypulledoffhisshoesandputahot-waterbottletohiscoldfeet。
Itwasnotexactlythetreatmentforachampion,butMaryKentonwasnotthinkingofthat,andwhenRichardsaidhestillfeltalittlesickatthestomachshewantedhimtotryadropofcamphorinadditiontothebrandy。Shesaidhemustnottalk,butshewishedhimsomuchtotalkthatshewasgladwhenhebegan。
\"ItseemedtobesomethingIhadtodo,Mary,butIwouldgiveanythingifIhadnotbeenobligedtodoit:
\"Yes,Iknowjusthowyoufeel,Dick,andIthinkit’sprettyhardthishascomeonyou。IdothinkEllenmight——\"
\"Itwasn’therfault,Mary。Youmustn’tblameher。She’shadmoretobearthanalltherestofus。\"Marylookedstubbornlyunconvinced,andshewasnotmoved,apparently,bywhathewentontosay。\"ThethingnowistokeepwhatI’vedonefrommakingmoremischiefforher。\"
\"Whatdoyoumean,Dick?Youdon’tbelievehe’lldoanythingaboutit,doyou?\"
\"No,I’mnotafraidofthat。Hismouthisshut。Butyoucan’ttellhowEllenwilltakeit。Shemaysidewithhimnow。\"
\"Dick!IfIthoughtEllenKentoncouldbesuchafoolasthat!\"
\"Ifshe’sinlovewithhimshe’lltakehispart。\"
\"Butshecan’tbeinlovewithhimwhensheknowshowheactedtoyourfather!\"
\"Wecan’tbesureofthat。Iknowhowheactedtofather;butatthisminuteIpityhimsothatIcouldtakehispartagainstfather。AndI
canunderstandhowEllen——Anyway,Imustmakeacleanbreastofit。
WhatdayisthisThursday?AndtheysailSaturday!Imustwrite——\"
Heliftedhimselfonhiselbow,andmadeasiftothrowofftheshawlshehadspreaduponhim。
\"No,no!Iwillwrite,Dick!Iwillwritetoyourmother。WhatshallI
say?\"Shewhirledabout,andgotthepaperandinkoutofherwriting-
desk,andsatdownnearhimtokeephimfromgettingup,andwrotethedate,andtheaddress,\"DearMotherKenton,\"whichwasthewayshealwaysbeganherletterstoMrs。Kenton,inordertodistinguishherfromherownmother。\"NowwhatshallIsay?\"