Rogojin,youarealittletoolate。Awaywithyourpaperparcel!
I’mgoingtomarrytheprince;I’mricherthanyouarenow。\"
ButRogojinunderstoodhowthingsweretending,atlast。Aninexpressiblypainfulexpressioncameoverhisface。Hewrunghishands;agroanmadeitswayupfromthedepthsofhissoul。
\"Surrenderher,forGod’ssake!\"hesaidtotheprince。
Allaroundburstoutlaughing。
\"What?SurrenderhertoYOU?\"criedDariaAlexeyevna。\"Toafellowwhocomesandbargainsforawifelikeamoujik!Theprincewishestomarryher,andyou——\"
\"SodoI,sodoI!Thismoment,ifIcould!I’dgiveeveryfarthingIhavetodoit。\"
\"Youdrunkenmoujik,\"saidDariaAlexeyevna,oncemore。\"Yououghttobekickedoutoftheplace。\"
Thelaughterbecamelouderthanever。
\"Doyouhear,prince?\"saidNastasiaPhilipovna。\"Doyouhearhowthismoujikofafellowgoesonbargainingforyourbride?\"
\"Heisdrunk,\"saidtheprince,quietly,\"andhelovesyouverymuch。\"
\"Won’tyoubeashamed,afterwards,toreflectthatyourwifeverynearlyranawaywithRogojin?\"
\"Oh,youwereraving,youwereinafever;youarestillhalfdelirious。\"
\"Andwon’tyoubeashamedwhentheytellyou,afterwards,thatyourwifelivedatTotski’sexpensesomanyyears?\"
\"No;Ishallnotbeashamedofthat。Youdidnotsolivebyyourownwill。\"
\"Andyou’llneverreproachmewithit?\"
\"Never。\"
\"Takecare,don’tcommityourselfforawholelifetime。\"
\"NastasiaPhilipovna。\"saidtheprince,quietly,andwithdeepemotion,\"IsaidbeforethatIshallesteemyourconsenttobemywifeasagreathonourtomyself,andshallconsiderthatitisyouwhowillhonourme,notIyou,byourmarriage。Youlaughedatthesewords,andothersarounduslaughedaswell;Iheardthem。VerylikelyIexpressedmyselffunnily,andImayhavelookedfunny,but,forallthat,IbelieveIunderstandwherehonourlies,andwhatIsaidwasbuttheliteraltruth。Youwereabouttoruinyourselfjustnow,irrevocably;youwouldneverhaveforgivenyourselfforsodoingafterwards;andyet,youareabsolutelyblameless。Itisimpossiblethatyourlifeshouldbealtogetherruinedatyourage。WhatmatterthatRogojincamebargaininghere,andthatGavrilaArdalionovitchwouldhavedeceivedyouifhecould?Whydoyoucontinuallyremindusofthesefacts?Iassureyouoncemorethatveryfewcouldfinditinthemtoactasyouhaveactedthisday。AsforyourwishtogowithRogojin,thatwassimplytheideaofadeliriousandsufferingbrain。Youarestillquitefeverish;yououghttobeinbed,nothere。YouknowquitewellthatifyouhadgonewithRogojin,youwouldhavebecomeawasher-womannextday,ratherthanstaywithhim。Youareproud,NastasiaPhilipovna,andperhapsyouhavereallysufferedsomuchthatyouimagineyourselftobeadesperatelyguiltywoman。Yourequireagreatdealofpettingandlookingafter,NastasiaPhilipovna,andI
willdothis。Isawyourportraitthismorning,anditseemedquiteafamiliarfacetome;itseemedtomethattheportrait-
facewascallingtomeforhelp。I-Ishallrespectyouallmylife,NastasiaPhilipovna,\"concludedtheprince,asthoughsuddenlyrecollectinghimself,andblushingtothinkofthesortofcompanybeforewhomhehadsaidallthis。
Ptitsinbowedhisheadandlookedattheground,overcomebyamixtureoffeelings。Totskimutteredtohimself:\"Hemaybeanidiot,butheknowsthatflatteryisthebestroadtosuccesshere。\"
TheprinceobservedGania’seyesflashingathim,asthoughtheywouldgladlyannihilatehimthenandthere。
\"That’sakind-heartedman,ifyoulike,\"saidDariaAlexeyevna,whosewrathwasquicklyevaporating。
\"Arefinedman,but——lost,\"murmuredthegeneral。
Totskitookhishatandrosetogo。Heandthegeneralexchangedglances,makingaprivatearrangement,thereby,toleavethehousetogether。
\"Thankyou,prince;noonehaseverspokentomelikethatbefore,\"beganNastasiaPhilipovna。\"Menhavealwaysbargainedforme,beforethis;andnotasinglerespectablemanhaseverproposedtomarryme。Doyouhear,AfanasyIvanovitch?WhatdoYOUthinkofwhattheprincehasjustbeensaying?Itwasalmostimmodest,wasn’tit?You,Rogojin,waitamoment,don’tgoyet!I
seeyoudon’tintendtomovehowever。PerhapsImaygowithyouyet。Wheredidyoumeantotakemeto?\"
\"ToEkaterinhof,\"repliedLebedeff。Rogojinsimplystoodstaring,withtremblinglips,notdaringtobelievehisears。Hewasstunned,asthoughfromablowonthehead。
\"Whatareyouthinkingof,mydearNastasia?\"saidDariaAlexeyevnainalarm。\"Whatareyousaying?\"\"Youarenotgoingmad,areyou?\"
NastasiaPhilipovnaburstoutlaughingandjumpedupfromthesofa。
\"YouthoughtIshouldacceptthisgoodchild’sinvitationtoruinhim,didyou?\"shecried。\"That’sTotski’sway,notmine。He’sfondofchildren。Comealong,Rogojin,getyourmoneyready!Wewon’ttalkaboutmarryingjustatthismoment,butlet’sseethemoneyatallevents。Come!Imaynotmarryyou,either。Idon’tknow。Isupposeyouthoughtyou’dkeepthemoney,ifIdid!Ha,ha,ha!nonsense!Ihavenosenseofshameleft。ItellyouI
havebeenTotski’sconcubine。Prince,youmustmarryAglayaIvanovna,notNastasiaPhilipovna,orthisfellowFerdishenkowillalwaysbepointingthefingerofscornatyou。Youaren’tafraid,Iknow;butIshouldalwaysbeafraidthatIhadruinedyou,andthatyouwouldreproachmeforit。Asforwhatyousayaboutmydoingyouhonourbymarryingyou-well,Totskicantellyouallaboutthat。YouhadyoureyeonAglaya,Gania,youknowyouhad;andyoumighthavemarriedherifyouhadnotcomebargaining。Youarealllikethis。Youshouldchoose,onceforall,betweendisreputablewomen,andrespectableones,oryouaresuretogetmixed。Lookatthegeneral,howhe’sstaringatme!\"
\"Thisistoohorrible,\"saidthegeneral,startingtohisfeet。
Allwerestandingupnow。Nastasiawasabsolutelybesideherself。
\"Iamveryproud,inspiteofwhatIam,\"shecontinued。\"Youcalledme’perfection’justnow,prince。Anicesortofperfectiontothrowupaprinceandamillionandahalfofroublesinordertobeabletoboastofthefactafterwards!WhatsortofawifeshouldImakeforyou,afterallIhavesaid?
AfanasyIvanovitch,doyouobserveIhavereallyandtrulythrownawayamillionofroubles?AndyouthoughtthatIshouldconsideryourwretchedseventy-fivethousand,withGaniathrowninforahusband,aparadiseofbliss!Takeyourseventy-fivethousandback,sir;youdidnotreachthehundredthousand。Rogojincutabetterdashthanyoudid。I’llconsoleGaniamyself;Ihaveanideaaboutthat。ButnowImustbeoff!I’vebeeninprisonfortenyears。I’mfreeatlast!Well,Rogojin,whatareyouwaitingfor?Let’sgetreadyandgo。\"
\"Comealong!\"shoutedRogojin,besidehimselfwithjoy。\"Hey!allofyoufellows!Wine!Roundwithit!Filltheglasses!\"
\"Getaway!\"heshoutedfrantically,observingthatDariaAlexeyevnawasapproachingtoprotestagainstNastasia’sconduct。
\"Getaway,she’smine,everything’smine!She’saqueen,getaway!\"
Hewaspantingwithecstasy。HewalkedroundandroundNastasiaPhilipovnaandtoldeverybodyto\"keeptheirdistance。\"
AlltheRogojincompanywerenowcollectedinthedrawing-room;
someweredrinking,somelaughedandtalked:allwereinthehighestandwildestspirits。Ferdishenkowasdoinghisbesttounitehimselftothem;thegeneralandTotskiagainmadeanattempttogo。Gania,toostoodhatinhandreadytogo;butseemedtobeunabletotearhiseyesawayfromthescenebeforehim\"Getout,keepyourdistance!\"shoutedRogojin。
\"Whatareyoushoutingaboutthere!\"criedNastasia\"I’mnotyoursyet。ImaykickyououtforallyouknowIhaven’ttakenyourmoneyyet;thereitallisonthetableHere,givemeoverthatpacket!Isthereahundredthousandroublesinthatonepacket?Pfu!whatabominablestuffitlooks!Oh!nonsense,DariaAlexeyevna;yousurelydidnotexpectmetoruinHIM?\"
indicatingtheprince。\"Fancyhimnursingme!Why,heneedsanursehimself!Thegeneral,there,willbehisnursenow,you’llsee。Here,prince,lookhere!Yourbrideisacceptingmoney。Whatadisreputablewomanshemustbe!Andyouwishedtomarryher!
Whatareyoucryingabout?Isitabitterdose?Nevermind,youshalllaughyet。Trusttotime。\"InspiteofthesewordsthereweretwolargetearsrollingdownNastasia’sowncheeks。\"It’sfarbettertothinktwiceofitnowthanafterwards。Oh!youmustn’tcrylikethat!There’sKatiacrying,too。Whatisit,Katia,dear?IshallleaveyouandPashaalotofthings,I’velaidthemoutforyoualready;butgood-bye,now。Imadeanhonestgirllikeyouservealowwomanlikemyself。It’sbetterso,prince,itisindeed。You’dbegintodespisemeafterwards——
weshouldneverbehappy。Oh!youneedn’tswear,prince,Ishan’tbelieveyou,youknow。Howfoolishitwouldbe,too!No,no;we’dbettersaygood-byeandpartfriends。Iamabitofadreamermyself,andIusedtodreamofyouonce。VeryoftenduringthosefiveyearsdownathisestateIusedtodreamandthink,andI
alwaysimaginedjustsuchagood,honest,foolishfellowasyou,onewhoshouldcomeandsaytome:’Youareaninnocentwoman,NastasiaPhilipovna,andIadoreyou。’Idreamtofyouoften。I
usedtothinksomuchdowntherethatInearlywentmad;andthenthisfellowherewouldcomedown。Hewouldstayacoupleofmonthsoutofthetwelve,anddisgraceandinsultanddepraveme,andthengo;sothatIlongedtodrownmyselfinthepondathousandtimesover;butIdidnotdaredoit。Ihadn’ttheheart,andnow——well,areyouready,Rogojin?\"
\"Ready——keepyourdistance,allofyou!\"
\"We’reallready,\"saidseveralofhisfriends。\"Thetroikas[Sledgesdrawnbythreehorsesabreast。]areatthedoor,bellsandall。\"
NastasiaPhilipovnaseizedthepacketofbank-notes。
\"Gania,Ihaveanidea。Iwishtorecompenseyou——whyshouldyouloseall?Rogojin,wouldhecrawlforthreeroublesasfarastheVassiliostrof?
\"Oh,wouldn’thejust!\"
\"Well,lookhere,Gania。Iwishtolookintoyourheartoncemore,forthelasttime。You’veworriedmeforthelastthreemonths——nowit’smyturn。Doyouseethispacket?Itcontainsahundredthousandroubles。Now,I’mgoingtothrowitintothefire,here——beforeallthesewitnesses。Assoonasthefirecatchesholdofit,youputyourhandsintothefireandpickitout——withoutgloves,youknow。Youmusthavebarehands,andyoumustturnyoursleevesup。Pullitout,Isay,andit’sallyours。Youmayburnyourfingersalittle,ofcourse;butthenit’sahundredthousandroubles,remember——itwon’ttakeyoulongtolayholdofitandsnatchitout。Ishallsomuchadmireyouifyouputyourhandsintothefireformymoney。Allherepresentmaybewitnessesthatthewholepacketofmoneyisyoursifyougetitout。Ifyoudon’tgetitout,itshallburn。Iwillletnooneelsecome;away——getaway,allofyou——it’smymoney!
Rogojinhasboughtmewithit。Isitmymoney,Rogojin?\"
\"Yes,myqueen;it’syourownmoney,myjoy。\"
\"Getawaythen,allofyou。IshalldoasIlikewithmyown——
don’tmeddle!Ferdishenko,makeupthefire,quick!\"
\"NastasiaPhilipovna,Ican’t;myhandswon’tobeyme,\"saidFerdishenko,astoundedandhelplesswithbewilderment。
\"Nonsense,\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,seizingthepokerandrakingacoupleoflogstogether。Nosoonerdidatongueofflameburstoutthanshethrewthepacketofnotesuponit。
Everyonegasped;someevencrossedthemselves。
\"She’smad——she’smad!\"wasthecry。
\"Oughtn’t-oughtn’twetosecureher?\"askedthegeneralofPtitsin,inawhisper;\"orshallwesendfortheauthorities?
Why,she’smad,isn’tshe——isn’tshe,eh?\"
\"N-no,Ihardlythinksheisactuallymad,\"whisperedPtitsin,whowasaswhiteashishandkerchief,andtremblinglikealeaf。
Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket。
\"She’smadsurely,isn’tshe?\"thegeneralappealedtoTotski。
\"Itoldyoushewasn’tanordinarywoman,\"repliedthelatter,whowasaspaleasanyone。
\"Oh,but,positively,youknow——ahundredthousandroubles!\"
\"Goodnessgracious!goodheavens!\"camefromallquartersoftheroom。
Allnowcrowdedroundthefireandthrongedtoseewhatwasgoingon;everyonelamentedandgaveventtoexclamationsofhorrorandwoe。Somejumpeduponchairsinordertogetabetterview。
DariaAlexeyevnaranintothenextroomandwhisperedexcitedlytoKatiaandPasha。ThebeautifulGermandisappearedaltogether。
\"Mylady!mysovereign!\"lamentedLebedeff,fallingonhiskneesbeforeNastasiaPhilipovna,andstretchingouthishandstowardsthefire;\"it’sahundredthousandroubles,itisindeed,I
packeditupmyself,Isawthemoney!Myqueen,letmegetintothefireafterit——saytheword-I’llputmywholegreyheadintothefireforit!Ihaveapoorlamewifeandthirteenchildren。
Myfatherdiedofstarvationlastweek。NastasiaPhilipovna,NastasiaPhilipovna!\"Thewretchedlittlemanwept,andgroaned,andcrawledtowardsthefire。
\"Away,outoftheway!\"criedNastasia。\"Makeroom,allofyou!
Gania,whatareyoustandingtherefor?Don’tstandonceremony。
Putinyourhand!There’syourwholehappinesssmoulderingaway,look!Quick!\"
ButGaniahadbornetoomuchthatday,andespeciallythisevening,andhewasnotpreparedforthislast,quiteunexpectedtrial。
ThecrowdpartedoneachsideofhimandhewasleftfacetofacewithNastasiaPhilipovna,threepacesfromher。Shestoodbythefireandwaited,withherintentgazefixeduponhim。
Ganiastoodbeforeher,inhiseveningclothes,holdinghiswhiteglovesandhatinhishand,speechlessandmotionless,witharmsfoldedandeyesfixedonthefire。
Asilly,meaninglesssmileplayedonhiswhite,death-likelips。
Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket;butitappearedthatsomethingnewhadcometobirthinhissoul——asthoughhewerevowingtohimselfthathewouldbearthistrial。
Hedidnotmovefromhisplace。Inafewsecondsitbecameevidenttoallthathedidnotintendtorescuethemoney。
\"Hey!lookatit,it’llburninanotherminuteortwo!\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。\"You’llhangyourselfafterwards,youknow,ifitdoes!I’mnotjoking。\"
Thefire,chokedbetweenacoupleofsmoulderingpiecesofwood,haddieddownforthefirstfewmomentsafterthepacketwasthrownuponit。Butalittletongueoffirenowbegantolickthepaperfrombelow,andsoon,gatheringcourage,mountedthesidesoftheparcel,andcreptaroundit。Inanothermoment,thewholeofitburstintoflames,andtheexclamationsofwoeandhorrorwereredoubled。
\"NastasiaPhilipovna!\"lamentedLebedeffagain,strainingtowardsthefireplace;butRogojindraggedhimaway,andpushedhimtotherearoncemore。
ThewholeofRegojin’sbeingwasconcentratedinonerapturousgazeofecstasy。HecouldnottakehiseyesoffNastasia。Hestooddrinkingherin,asitwere。Hewasintheseventhheavenofdelight。
\"Oh,whataqueensheis!\"heejaculated,everyotherminute,throwingouttheremarkforanyonewholikedtocatchit。\"That’sthesortofwomanforme!Whichofyouwouldthinkofdoingathinglikethat,youblackguards,eh?\"heyelled。Hewashopelesslyandwildlybesidehimselfwithecstasy。
Theprincewatchedthewholescene,silentanddejected。
\"I’llpullitoutwithmyteethforonethousand,\"saidFerdishenko。
\"SowouldI,\"saidanother,frombehind,\"withpleasure。Deviltakethething!\"headded,inatempestofdespair,\"itwillallbeburntupinaminute——It’sburning,it’sburning!\"
\"It’sburning,it’sburning!\"criedall,throngingnearerandnearertothefireintheirexcitement。
\"Gania,don’tbeafool!Itellyouforthelasttime。\"
\"Geton,quick!\"shriekedFerdishenko,rushingwildlyuptoGania,andtryingtodraghimtothefirebythesleeveofhiscoat。\"Getit,youdummy,it’sburningawayfast!Oh——DAMNthething!\"
GaniahurledFerdishenkofromhim;thenheturnedsharproundandmadeforthedoor。Buthehadnotgoneacoupleofstepswhenhetotteredandfelltotheground。
\"He’sfainted!\"thecrywentround。
\"Andthemoney’sburningstill,\"Lebedefflamented。
\"Burningfornothing,\"shoutedothers。
\"Katia-Pasha!Bringhimsomewater!\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。
Thenshetookthetongsandfishedoutthepacket。
Nearlythewholeoftheoutercoveringwasburnedaway,butitwassoonevidentthatthecontentswerehardlytouched。Thepackethadbeenwrappedinathreefoldcoveringofnewspaper,andthe,notesweresafe。Allbreathedmorefreely。
\"Somedirtylittlethousandorsomaybetouched,\"saidLebedeff,immenselyrelieved,\"butthere’sverylittleharmdone,afterall。\"
\"It’sallhis——thewholepacketisforhim,doyouhear——allofyou?\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,placingthepacketbythesideofGania。\"Herestrainedhimself,anddidn’tgoafterit;sohisself-respectisgreaterthanhisthirstformoney。Allright——
he’llcometodirectly——hemusthavethepacketorhe’llcuthisthroatafterwards。There!He’scomingtohimself。General,Totski,allofyou,didyouhearme?ThemoneyisallGania’s。I
giveittohim,fullyconsciousofmyaction,asrecompensefor——
well,foranythinghethinksbest。Tellhimso。Letitlieherebesidehim。Offwego,Rogojin!Goodbye,prince。Ihaveseenamanforthefirsttimeinmylife。Goodbye,AfanasyIvanovitch——
andthanks!\"
TheRogojingangfollowedtheirleaderandNastasiaPhilipovnatotheentrance-hall,laughingandshoutingandwhistling。
Inthehalltheservantswerewaiting,andhandedherherfurcloak。Martha,thecook,raninfromthekitchen。Nastasiakissedthemallround。
\"Areyoureallythrowingusallover,littlemother?Where,whereareyougoingto?Andonyourbirthday,too!\"criedthefourgirls,cryingoverherandkissingherhands。
\"Iamgoingoutintotheworld,Katia;perhapsIshallbealaundress。Idon’tknow。NomoreofAfanasyIvanovitch,anyhow。
Givehimmyrespects。Don’tthinkbadlyofme,girls。\"
Theprincehurrieddowntothefrontgatewherethepartyweresettlingintothetroikas,allthebellstinklingamerryaccompanimentthewhile。Thegeneralcaughthimuponthestairs:
\"Prince,prince!\"hecried,seizingholdofhisarm,\"recollectyourself!Dropher,prince!Youseewhatsortofawomansheis。
Iamspeakingtoyoulikeafather。\"
Theprinceglancedathim,butsaidnothing。Heshookhimselffree,andrushedondownstairs。
Thegeneralwasjustintimetoseetheprincetakethefirstsledgehecouldget,and,givingtheordertoEkaterinhof,startoffinpursuitofthetroikas。Thenthegeneral’sfinegreyhorsedraggedthatworthyhome,withsomenewthoughts,andsomenewhopesandcalculationsdevelopinginhisbrain,andwiththepearlsinhispocket,forhehadnotforgottentobringthemalongwithhim,beingamanofbusiness。Amidhisnewthoughtsandideastherecame,onceortwice,theimageofNastasiaPhilipovna。Thegeneralsighed。
\"I’msorry,reallysorry,\"hemuttered。\"She’saruinedwoman。
Mad!mad!However,theprinceisnotforNastasiaPhilipovnanow,——perhapsit’saswell。\"
TwomoreofNastasia’sguests,whowalkedashortdistancetogether,indulgedinhighmoralsentimentsofasimilarnature。
\"Doyouknow,Totski,thisisallverylikewhattheysaygoesonamongtheJapanese?\"saidPtitsin。\"Theoffendedpartythere,theysay,marchesofftohisinsulterandsaystohim,’Youinsultedme,soIhavecometoripmyselfopenbeforeyoureyes;’
andwiththesewordshedoesactuallyriphisstomachopenbeforehisenemy,andconsiders,doubtless,thatheishavingallpossibleandnecessarysatisfactionandrevenge。Therearestrangecharactersintheworld,sir!\"
\"H’m!andyouthinktherewassomethingofthissorthere,doyou?Dearme——averyremarkablecomparison,youknow!Butyoumusthaveobserved,mydearPtitsin,thatIdidallIpossiblycould。IcoulddonomorethanIdid。Andyoumustadmitthattherearesomerarequalitiesinthiswoman。IfeltIcouldnotspeakinthatBedlam,orIshouldhavebeentemptedtocryout,whenshereproachedme,thatsheherselfwasmybestjustification。Suchawomancouldmakeanyoneforgetallreason——
everything!Eventhatmoujik,Rogojin,yousaw,broughtherahundredthousandroubles!Ofcourse,allthathappenedtonightwasephemeral,fantastic,unseemly——yetitlackedneithercolournororiginality。MyGod!Whatmightnothavebeenmadeofsuchacharactercombinedwithsuchbeauty!Yetinspiteofallefforts——inspiteofalleducation,even——allthosegiftsarewasted!Sheisanuncutdiamond……Ihaveoftensaidso。\"
AndAfanasyIvanovitchheavedadeepsigh。
PARTII
I。
TwodaysafterthestrangeconclusiontoNastasiaPhilipovna’sbirthdayparty,withtherecordofwhichweconcludedthefirstpartofthisstory,PrinceMuishkinhurriedlyleftSt。PetersburgforMoscow,inordertoseeaftersomebusinessconnectedwiththereceiptofhisunexpectedfortune。
Itwassaidthattherewereotherreasonsforhishurrieddeparture;butastothis,andastohismovementsinMoscow,andastohisprolongedabsencefromSt。Petersburg,weareabletogiveverylittleinformation。
Theprincewasawayforsixmonths,andeventhosewhoweremostinterestedinhisdestinywereabletopickupverylittlenewsabouthimallthatwhile。True,certainrumoursdidreachhisfriends,butthesewerebothstrangeandrare,andeachonecontradictedthelast。
OfcoursetheEpanchinfamilywasmuchinterestedinhismovements,thoughhehadnothadtimetobidthemfarewellbeforehisdeparture。Thegeneral,however,hadhadanopportunityofseeinghimonceortwicesincetheeventfulevening,andhadspokenveryseriouslywithhim;butthoughhehadseentheprince,asIsay,hetoldhisfamilynothingaboutthecircumstance。Infact,foramonthorsoafterhisdepartureitwasconsiderednotthethingtomentiontheprince’snameintheEpanchinhousehold。OnlyMrs。Epanchin,atthecommencementofthisperiod,hadannouncedthatshehadbeen\"cruellymistakenintheprince!\"andadayortwoafter,shehadadded,evidentlyalludingtohim,butnotmentioninghisname,thatitwasanunalterablecharacteristicofherstobemistakeninpeople。Thenoncemore,tendayslater,aftersomepassageofarmswithoneofherdaughters,shehadremarkedsententiously。\"Wehavehadenoughofmistakes。Ishallbemorecarefulinfuture!\"However,itwasimpossibletoavoidremarkingthattherewassomesenseofoppressioninthehousehold——somethingunspoken,butfelt;
somethingstrained。Allthemembersofthefamilyworefrowninglooks。Thegeneralwasunusuallybusy;hisfamilyhardlyeversawhim。
Astothegirls,nothingwassaidopenly,atallevents;andprobablyverylittleinprivate。Theywereprouddamsels,andwerenotalwaysperfectlyconfidentialevenamongthemselves。Buttheyunderstoodeachotherthoroughlyatthefirstwordonalloccasions;veryoftenatthefirstglance,sothattherewasnoneedofmuchtalkingasarule。
Onefact,atleast,wouldhavebeenperfectlyplaintoanoutsider,hadanysuchpersonbeenonthespot;andthatwas,thattheprincehadmadeaveryconsiderableimpressionuponthefamily,inspiteofthefactthathehadbutoncebeeninsidethehouse,andthenonlyforashorttime。Ofcourse,ifanalyzed,thisimpressionmighthaveprovedtobenothingmorethanafeelingofcuriosity;butbeitwhatitmight,thereitundoubtedlywas。
Littlebylittle,therumoursspreadabouttownbecamelostinamazeofuncertainty。Itwassaidthatsomefoolishyoungprince,nameunknown,hadsuddenlycomeintopossessionofagiganticfortune,andhadmarriedaFrenchballetdancer。Thiswascontradicted,andtherumourcirculatedthatitwasayoungmerchantwhohadcomeintotheenormousfortuneandmarriedthegreatballetdancer,andthatattheweddingthedrunkenyoungfoolhadburnedseventythousandroublesatacandleoutofpurebravado。
However,alltheserumourssoondieddown,towhichcircumstancecertainfactslargelycontributed。Forinstance,thewholeoftheRogojintroophaddeparted,withhimattheirhead,forMoscow。
ThiswasexactlyaweekafteradreadfulorgyattheEkaterinhofgardens,whereNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenpresent。ItbecameknownthatafterthisorgyNastasiaPhilipovnahadentirelydisappeared,andthatshehadsincebeentracedtoMoscow;sothattheexodusoftheRogojinbandwasfoundconsistentwiththisreport。
TherewererumourscurrentastoGania,too;butcircumstancessooncontradictedthese。Hehadfallenseriouslyill,andhisillnessprecludedhisappearanceinsociety,andevenatbusiness,foroveramonth。Assoonashehadrecovered,however,hethrewuphissituationinthepubliccompanyunderGeneralEpanchin’sdirection,forsomeunknownreason,andthepostwasgiventoanother。HeneverwentneartheEpanchins’houseatall,andwasexceedinglyirritableanddepressed。
VarvaraArdalionovnamarriedPtitsinthiswinter,anditwassaidthatthefactofGania’sretirementfrombusinesswastheultimatecauseofthemarriage,sinceGaniawasnownotonlyunabletosupporthisfamily,butevenrequiredhelphimself。
WemaymentionthatGaniawasnolongermentionedintheEpanchinhouseholdanymorethantheprincewas;butthatacertaincircumstanceinconnectionwiththefataleveningatNastasia’shousebecameknowntothegeneral,and,infact,toallthefamilytheverynextday。ThisfactwasthatGaniahadcomehomethatnight,buthadrefusedtogotobed。Hehadawaitedtheprince’sreturnfromEkaterinhofwithfeverishimpatience。
Onthelatter’sarrival,atsixinthemorning,Ganiahadgonetohiminhisroom,bringingwithhimthesingedpacketofmoney,whichhehadinsistedthattheprinceshouldreturntoNastasiaPhilipovnawithoutdelay。ItwassaidthatwhenGaniaenteredtheprince’sroom,hecamewithanythingbutfriendlyfeelings,andinaconditionofdespairandmisery;butthatafterashortconversation,hehadstayedonforacoupleofhourswithhim,sobbingcontinuouslyandbitterlythewholetime。Theyhadpartedupontermsofcordialfriendship。
TheEpanchinsheardaboutthis,aswellasabouttheepisodeatNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwasstrange,perhaps,thatthefactsshouldbecomesoquickly,andfairlyaccurately,known。AsfarasGaniawasconcerned,itmighthavebeensupposedthatthenewshadcomethroughVarvaraArdalionovna,whohadsuddenlybecomeafrequentvisitoroftheEpanchingirls,greatlytotheirmother’ssurprise。ButthoughVarvarahadseenfit,forsomereason,tomakefriendswiththem,itwasnotlikelythatshewouldhavetalkedtothemaboutherbrother。Shehadplentyofpride,inspiteofthefactthatinthusactingshewasseekingintimacywithpeoplewhohadpracticallyshownherbrotherthedoor。SheandtheEpanchingirlshadbeenacquaintedinchildhood,althoughoflatetheyhadmetbutrarely。EvennowVarvarahardlyeverappearedinthedrawing-room,butwouldslipinbyabackway。
LizabethaProkofievna,whodislikedVarvara,althoughshehadagreatrespectforhermother,wasmuchannoyedbythissuddenintimacy,andputitdowntothegeneral\"contrariness\"ofherdaughters,whowere\"alwaysonthelookoutforsomenewwayofopposingher。\"Nevertheless,Varvaracontinuedhervisits。
AmonthafterMuishkin’sdeparture,Mrs。EpanchinreceivedaletterfromheroldfriendPrincessBielokonskiwhohadlatelyleftforMoscow,whichletterputherintothegreatestgoodhumour。Shedidnotdivulgeitscontentseithertoherdaughtersorthegeneral,butherconducttowardstheformerbecameaffectionateintheextreme。Sheevenmadesomesortofconfessiontothem,buttheywereunabletounderstandwhatitwasabout。Sheactuallyrelaxedtowardsthegeneralalittle——hehadbeenlongdisgraced——andthoughshemanagedtoquarrelwiththemallthenextday,yetshesooncameround,andfromhergeneralbehaviouritwastobeconcludedthatshehadbadgoodnewsofsomesort,whichshewouldlike,butcouldnotmakeuphermind,todisclose。
However,aweeklatershereceivedanotherletterfromthesamesource,andatlastresolvedtospeak。
ShesolemnlyannouncedthatshehadheardfromoldPrincessBielokonski,whohadgivenhermostcomfortingnewsabout\"thatqueeryoungprince。\"Herfriendhadhuntedhimup,andfoundthatallwasgoingwellwithhim。Hehadsincecalledinpersonuponher,makinganextremelyfavourableimpression,fortheprincesshadreceivedhimeachdaysince,andhadintroducedhimintoseveralgoodhouses。
Thegirlscouldseethattheirmotherconcealedagreatdealfromthem,andleftoutlargepiecesoftheletterinreadingittothem。
However,theicewasbroken,anditsuddenlybecamepossibletomentiontheprince’snameagain。Andagainitbecameevidenthowverystrongwastheimpressiontheyoungmanhadmadeinthehouseholdbyhisonevisitthere。Mrs。EpanchinwassurprisedattheeffectwhichthenewsfromMoscowhaduponthegirls,andtheywerenolesssurprisedthataftersolemnlyremarkingthathermoststrikingcharacteristicwas\"beingmistakeninpeople\"
sheshouldhavetroubledtoobtainfortheprincethefavourandprotectionofsopowerfulanoldladyasthePrincessBielokonski。Assoonastheicewasthusbroken,thegenerallostnotimeinshowingthathe,too,tookthegreatestinterestinthesubject。Headmittedthathewasinterested,butsaidthatitwasmerelyinthebusinesssideofthequestion。Itappearedthat,intheinterestsoftheprince,hehadmadearrangementsinMoscowforacarefulwatchtobekeptupontheprince’sbusinessaffairs,andespeciallyuponSalaskin。Allthathadbeensaidastotheprincebeinganundoubtedheirtoafortuneturnedouttobeperfectlytrue;butthefortuneprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwasatfirstreported。Theestatewasconsiderablyencumberedwithdebts;creditorsturneduponallsides,andtheprince,inspiteofalladviceandentreaty,insisteduponmanagingallmattersofclaimhimself——which,ofcourse,meantsatisfyingeverybodyallround,althoughhalftheclaimswereabsolutelyfraudulent。
Mrs。Epanchinconfirmedallthis。Shesaidtheprincesshadwrittentomuchthesameeffect,andaddedthattherewasnocuringafool。Butitwasplain,fromherexpressionofface,howstronglysheapprovedofthisparticularyoungfool’sdoings。Inconclusion,thegeneralobservedthathiswifetookasgreataninterestintheprinceasthoughhewereherownson;andthatshehadcommencedtobeespeciallyaffectionatetowardsAglayawasaself-evidentfact。
Allthiscausedthegeneraltolookgraveandimportant。But,alas!thisagreeablestateofaffairsverysoonchangedoncemore。
Acoupleofweekswentby,andsuddenlythegeneralandhiswifewereoncemoregloomyandsilent,andtheicewasasfirmasever。Thefactwas,thegeneral,whohadheardfirst,howNastasiaPhilipovnahadfledtoMoscowandhadbeendiscoveredtherebyRogojin;thatshehadthendisappearedoncemore,andbeenfoundagainbyRogojin,andhowafterthatshehadalmostpromisedtomarryhim,nowreceivednewsthatshehadoncemoredisappeared,almostontheverydayfixedforherwedding,flyingsomewhereintotheinteriorofRussiathistime,andthatPrinceMuishkinhadleftallhisaffairsinthehandsofSalaskinanddisappearedalso——butwhetherhewaswithNastasia,orhadonlysetoffinsearchofher,wasunknown。
LizabethaProkofievnareceivedconfirmatorynewsfromtheprincess——andalas,twomonthsaftertheprince’sfirstdeparturefromSt。Petersburg,darknessandmysteryoncemoreenvelopedhiswhereaboutsandactions,andintheEpanchinfamilytheiceofsilenceoncemoreformedoverthesubject。Varia,however,informedthegirlsofwhathadhappened,shehavingreceivedthenewsfromPtitsin,whogenerallyknewmorethanmostpeople。
Tomakeanend,wemaysaythatthereweremanychangesintheEpanchinhouseholdinthespring,sothatitwasnotdifficulttoforgettheprince,whosentnonewsofhimself。
TheEpanchinfamilyhadatlastmadeuptheirmindstospendthesummerabroad,allexceptthegeneral,whocouldnotwastetimein\"travellingforenjoyment,\"ofcourse。Thisarrangementwasbroughtaboutbythepersistenceofthegirls,whoinsistedthattheywereneverallowedtogoabroadbecausetheirparentsweretooanxioustomarrythemoff。Perhapstheirparentshadatlastcometotheconclusionthathusbandsmightbefoundabroad,andthatasummer’stravelmightbearfruit。ThemarriagebetweenAlexandraandTotskihadbeenbrokenoff。Sincetheprince’sdeparturefromSt。Petersburgnomorehadbeensaidaboutit;thesubjecthadbeendroppedwithoutceremony,muchtothejoyofMrs。General,who,announcedthatshewas\"readytocrossherselfwithbothhands\"ingratitudefortheescape。Thegeneral,however,regrettedTotskiforalongwhile。\"Suchafortune!\"hesighed,\"andsuchagood,easy-goingfellow!\"
AfteratimeitbecameknownthatTotskihadmarriedaFrenchmarquise,andwastobecarriedoffbyhertoParis,andthentoBrittany。
\"Oh,well,\"thoughtthegeneral,\"he’slosttousforgood,now。\"
SotheEpanchinspreparedtodepartforthesummer。
Butnowanothercircumstanceoccurred,whichchangedalltheplansoncemore,andagaintheintendedjourneywasputoff,muchtothedelightofthegeneralandhisspouse。
AcertainPrinceS——arrivedinSt。PetersburgfromMoscow,aneminentandhonourableyoungman。Hewasoneofthoseactivepersonswhoalwaysfindsomegoodworkwithwhichtoemploythemselves。Withoutforcinghimselfuponthepublicnotice,modestandunobtrusive,thisyoungprincewasconcernedwithmuchthathappenedintheworldingeneral。
Hehadserved,atfirst,inoneofthecivildepartments,hadthenattendedtomattersconnectedwiththelocalgovernmentofprovincialtowns,andhadoflatebeenacorrespondingmemberofseveralimportantscientificsocieties。Hewasamanofexcellentfamilyandsolidmeans,aboutthirty-fiveyearsofage。
PrinceS——madetheacquaintanceofthegeneral’sfamily,andAdelaida,thesecondgirl,madeagreatimpressionuponhim。
Towardsthespringheproposedtoher,andsheacceptedhim。Thegeneralandhiswifeweredelighted。Thejourneyabroadwasputoff,andtheweddingwasfixedforadaynotverydistant。
ThetripabroadmighthavebeenenjoyedlateronbyMrs。Epanchinandhertworemainingdaughters,butforanothercircumstance。
ItsohappenedthatPrinceS——introducedadistantrelationofhisownintotheEpanchinfamily——oneEvgeniePavlovitch,ayoungofficerofabouttwenty-eightyearsofage,whoseconquestsamongtheladiesinMoscowhadbeenproverbial。ThisyounggentlemannosoonerseteyesonAglayathanhebecameafrequentvisitoratthehouse。Hewaswitty,well-educated,andextremelywealthy,asthegeneralverysoondiscovered。Hispastreputationwastheonlythingagainsthim。
Nothingwassaid;therewerenotevenanyhintsdropped;butstill,itseemedbettertotheparentstosaynothingmoreaboutgoingabroadthisseason,atallevents。Aglayaherselfperhapswasofadifferentopinion。
Allthishappenedjustbeforethesecondappearanceofourherouponthescene。
Bythistime,tojudgefromappearances,poorPrinceMuishkinhadbeenquiteforgotteninSt。Petersburg。Ifhehadappearedsuddenlyamonghisacquaintances,hewouldhavebeenreceivedasonefromtheskies;butwemustjustglanceatonemorefactbeforeweconcludethispreface。
ColiaIvolgin,forsometimeaftertheprince’sdeparture,continuedhisoldlife。Thatis,hewenttoschool,lookedafterhisfather,helpedVariainthehouse,andranhererrands,andwentfrequentlytoseehisfriend,Hippolyte。
Thelodgershaddisappearedveryquickly——FerdishenkosoonaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’s,whiletheprincewenttoMoscow,asweknow。GaniaandhismotherwenttolivewithVariaandPtitsinimmediatelyafterthelatter’swedding,whilethegeneralwashousedinadebtor’sprisonbyreasonofcertainIOU’sgiventothecaptain’swidowundertheimpressionthattheywouldneverbeformallyusedagainsthim。ThisunkindactionmuchsurprisedpoorArdalionAlexandrovitch,thevictim,ashecalledhimself,ofan\"unboundedtrustinthenobilityofthehumanheart。\"
Whenhesignedthosenotesofhand,heneverdreamtthattheywouldbeasourceoffuturetrouble。Theeventshowedthathewasmistaken。
\"Trustinanyoneafterthis!Havetheleastconfidenceinmanorwoman!\"
hecriedinbittertones,ashesatwithhisnewfriendsinprison,andrecountedtothemhisfavouritestoriesofthesiegeofKars,andtheresuscitatedsoldier。Onthewhole,heaccommodatedhimselfverywelltohisnewposition。PtitsinandVariadeclaredthathewasintherightplace,andGaniawasofthesameopinion。TheonlypersonwhodeploredhisfatewaspoorNinaAlexandrovna,whoweptbittertearsoverhim,tothegreatsurpriseofherhousehold,and,thoughalwaysinfeeblehealth,madeapointofgoingtoseehimasoftenaspossible。
Sincethegeneral’s\"mishap,\"asColiacalledit,andthemarriageofhissister,theboyhadquietlypossessedhimselfoffarmorefreedom。Hisrelationssawlittleofhim,forherarelysleptathome。Hemademanynewfriends;andwasmoreover,afrequentvisitoratthedebtor’sprison,towhichheinvariablyaccompaniedhismother。Varia,whousedtobealwayscorrectinghim,neverspoketohimnowonthesubjectofhisfrequentabsences,andthewholehouseholdwassurprisedtoseeGania,inspiteofhisdepression,onquitefriendlytermswithhisbrother。Thiswassomethingnew,forGaniahadbeenwonttolookuponColiaasakindoferrand-boy,treatinghimwithcontempt,threateningto\"pullhisears,\"andingeneraldrivinghimalmostwildwithirritation。ItseemednowthatGaniareallyneededhisbrother,andthelatter,forhispart,feltasifhecouldforgiveGaniamuchsincehehadreturnedthehundredthousandroublesofferedtohimbyNastasiaPhilipovna。Threemonthsafterthedepartureoftheprince,theIvolginfamilydiscoveredthatColiahadmadeacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,andwasonveryfriendlytermswiththedaughters。Variaheardofitfirst,thoughColiahadnotaskedhertointroducehim。Littlebylittlethefamilygrewquitefondofhim。MadameEpanchinatfirstlookedonhimwithdisdain,andreceivedhimcoldly,butinashorttimehegrewtopleaseher,because,asshesaid,he\"wascandidandnoflatterer\"——averytruedescription。Fromthefirstheputhimselfonanequalitywithhisnewfriends,andthoughhesometimesreadnewspapersandbookstothemistressofthehouse,itwassimplybecausehelikedtobeuseful。
Oneday,however,heandLizabethaProkofievnaquarrelledseriouslyaboutthe\"womanquestion,\"inthecourseofalivelydiscussiononthatburningsubject。Hetoldherthatshewasatyrant,andthathewouldneversetfootinherhouseagain。Itmayseemincredible,butadayortwoafter,MadameEpanchinsentaservantwithanotebegginghimtoreturn,andColia,withoutstandingonhisdignity,didsoatonce。
Aglayawastheonlyoneofthefamilywhosegoodgraceshecouldnotgain,andwhoalwaysspoketohimhaughtily,butitsohappenedthattheboyonedaysucceededingivingtheproudmaidenasurprise。
ItwasaboutEaster,when,takingadvantageofamomentarytete-
a-teteColiahandedAglayaaletter,remarkingthathe\"hadorderstodeliverittoherprivately。\"Shestaredathiminamazement,buthedidnotwaittohearwhatshehadtosay,andwentout。Aglayabroketheseal,andreadasfollows:
\"Onceyoudidmethehonourofgivingmeyourconfidence。Perhapsyouhavequiteforgottenmenow!HowisitthatIamwritingtoyou?Idonotknow;butIamconsciousofanirresistibledesiretoremindyouofmyexistence,especiallyyou。HowmanytimesI
haveneededallthreeofyou;butonlyyouhavedweltalwaysinmymind’seye。Ineedyou——Ineedyouverymuch。Iwillnotwriteaboutmyself。Ihavenothingtotellyou。ButIlongforyoutobehappy。AREyouhappy?ThatisallIwishedtosaytoyou——Yourbrother,\"PR。L。MUISHKIN。\"
Onreadingthisshortanddisconnectednote,Aglayasuddenlyblushedallover,andbecameverythoughtful。
Itwouldbedifficulttodescribeherthoughtsatthatmoment。
Oneofthemwas,\"ShallIshowittoanyone?\"Butshewasashamedtoshowit。Sosheendedbyhidingitinhertabledrawer,withaverystrange,ironicalsmileuponherlips。
Nextday,shetookitout,andputitintoalargebook,assheusuallydidwithpaperswhichshewantedtobeabletofindeasily。Shelaughedwhen,aboutaweeklater,shehappenedtonoticethenameofthebook,andsawthatitwasDonQuixote,butitwouldbedifficulttosayexactlywhy。
Icannotsay,either,whethersheshowedthelettertohersisters。
Butwhenshehadreaditherselfoncemore,itsuddenlystruckherthatsurelythatconceitedboy,Colia,hadnotbeentheonechosencorrespondentoftheprinceallthiswhile。Shedeterminedtoaskhim,anddidsowithanexaggeratedshowofcarelessness。
Heinformedherhaughtilythatthoughhehadgiventheprincehispermanentaddresswhenthelatterlefttown,andhadofferedhisservices,theprincehadneverbeforegivenhimanycommissiontoperform,norhadhewrittenuntilthefollowinglinesarrived,withAglaya’sletter。Aglayatookthenote,andreadit。
\"DEARCOLIA,——PleasebesokindastogivetheenclosedsealedlettertoAglayaIvanovna。Keepwell——Everyourloving,\"PR。L。MUISHKIN。\"
\"Itseemsabsurdtotrustalittlepepper-boxlikeyou,\"saidAglaya,asshereturnedthenote,andwalkedpastthe\"pepper-
box\"withanexpressionofgreatcontempt。
ThiswasmorethanColiacouldbear。HehadactuallyborrowedGania’snewgreentiefortheoccasion,withoutsayingwhyhewantedit,inordertoimpressher。Hewasverydeeplymortified。
ITwasthebeginningofJune,andforawholeweektheweatherinSt。Petersburghadbeenmagnificent。TheEpanchinshadaluxuriouscountry-houseatPavlofsk,[OneofthefashionablesummerresortsnearSt。Petersburg。]andtothisspotMrs。
Epanchindeterminedtoproceedwithoutfurtherdelay。Inacoupleofdaysallwasready,andthefamilyhadlefttown。AdayortwoafterthisremovaltoPavlofsk,PrinceMuishkinarrivedinSt。
PetersburgbythemorningtrainfromMoscow。Noonemethim;but,ashesteppedoutofthecarriage,hesuddenlybecameawareoftwostrangelyglowingeyesfixeduponhimfromamongthecrowdthatmetthetrain。Onendeavouringtore-discovertheeyes,andseetowhomtheybelonged,hecouldfindnothingtoguidehim。Itmusthavebeenahallucination。Butthedisagreeableimpressionremained,andwithoutthis,theprincewassadandthoughtfulalready,andseemedtobemuchpreoccupied。
HiscabtookhimtoasmallandbadhotelneartheLitaynaya。
Hereheengagedacoupleofrooms,darkandbadlyfurnished。Hewashedandchanged,andhurriedlyleftthehotelagain,asthoughanxioustowastenotime。AnyonewhonowsawhimforthefirsttimesinceheleftPetersburgwouldjudgethathehadimprovedvastlysofarashisexteriorwasconcerned。Hisclothescertainlywereverydifferent;theyweremorefashionable,perhapseventoomuchso,andanyoneinclinedtomockerymighthavefoundsomethingtosmileatinhisappearance。Butwhatistherethatpeoplewillnotsmileat?
TheprincetookacabanddrovetoastreetneartheNativity,wherehesoondiscoveredthehousehewasseeking。Itwasasmallwoodenvilla,andhewasstruckbyitsattractiveandcleanappearance;itstoodinapleasantlittlegarden,fullofflowers。Thewindowslookingonthestreetwereopen,andthesoundofavoice,readingaloudormakingaspeech,camethroughthem。Itroseattimestoashout,andwasinterruptedoccasionallybyburstsoflaughter。
PrinceMuishkinenteredthecourt-yard,andascendedthesteps。A
cookwithhersleevesturneduptotheelbowsopenedthedoor。
ThevisitoraskedifMr。Lebedeffwereathome。
\"Heisinthere,\"saidshe,pointingtothesalon。
Theroomhadabluewall-paper,andwaswell,almostpretentiously,furnished,withitsroundtable,itsdivan,anditsbronzeclockunderaglassshade。Therewasanarrowpier-
glassagainstthewall,andachandelieradornedwithlustreshungbyabronzechainfromtheceiling。
Whentheprinceentered,Lebedeffwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hisbacktothedoor。Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,onaccountoftheextremeheat,andheseemedtohavejustreachedtheperorationofhisspeech,andwasimpressivelybeatinghisbreast。
Hisaudienceconsistedofayouthofaboutfifteenyearsofagewithacleverface,whohadabookinhishand,thoughhewasnotreading;ayoungladyoftwenty,indeepmourning,stoodnearhimwithaninfantinherarms;anothergirlofthirteen,alsoinblack,waslaughingloudly,hermouthwideopen;andonthesofalayahandsomeyoungman,withblackhairandeyes,andasuspicionofbeardandwhiskers。Hefrequentlyinterruptedthespeakerandarguedwithhim,tothegreatdelightoftheothers。
\"LukianTimofeyovitch!LukianTimofeyovitch!Here’ssomeonetoseeyou!Lookhere!……agentlemantospeaktoyou!……
Well,it’snotmyfault!\"andthecookturnedandwentawayredwithanger。
Lebedeffstarted,andatsightoftheprincestoodlikeastatueforamoment。Thenhemoveduptohimwithaningratiatingsmile,butstoppedshortagain。
\"Prince!ex-ex-excellency!\"hestammered。Thensuddenlyherantowardsthegirlwiththeinfant,amovementsounexpectedbyherthatshestaggeredandfellback,butnextmomenthewasthreateningtheotherchild,whowasstanding,stilllaughing,inthedoorway。Shescreamed,andrantowardsthekitchen。Lebedeffstampedhisfootangrily;then,seeingtheprinceregardinghimwithamazement,hemurmuredapologetically——\"Pardontoshowrespect!……he-he!\"
\"Youarequitewrong……\"begantheprince。
\"Atonce……atonce……inonemoment!\"
Herushedlikeawhirlwindfromtheroom,andMuishkinlookedinquiringlyattheothers。
Theywerealllaughing,andtheguestjoinedinthechorus。
\"Hehasgonetogethiscoat,\"saidtheboy。
\"Howannoying!\"exclaimedtheprince。\"Ithought……Tellme,ishe……\"
\"Youthinkheisdrunk?\"criedtheyoungmanonthesofa。\"Notintheleast。He’sonlyhadthreeorfoursmallglasses,perhapsfive;butwhatisthat?Theusualthing!\"
Astheprinceopenedhismouthtoanswer,hewasinterruptedbythegirl,whosesweetfaceworeanexpressionofabsolutefrankness。
\"Heneverdrinksmuchinthemorning;ifyouhavecometotalkbusinesswithhim,doitnow。Itisthebesttime。Hesometimescomesbackdrunkintheevening;butjustnowhepassesthegreaterpartoftheeveningintears,andreadspassagesofHolyScripturealoud,becauseourmotherdiedfiveweeksago。\"
\"Nodoubtheranoffbecausehedidnotknowwhattosaytoyou,\"
saidtheyouthonthedivan。\"Ibetheistryingtocheatyou,andisthinkinghowbesttodoit。\"
JustthenLebedeffreturned,havingputonhiscoat。
\"Fiveweeks!\"saidhe,wipinghiseyes。\"Onlyfiveweeks!Poororphans!\"
\"Butwhywearacoatinholes,\"askedthegirl,\"whenyournewoneishangingbehindthedoor?Didyounotseeit?\"
\"Holdyourtongue,dragon-fly!\"hescolded。\"Whataplagueyouare!\"Hestampedhisfootirritably,butsheonlylaughed,andanswered:
\"Areyoutryingtofrightenme?IamnotTania,youknow,andI
don’tintendtorunaway。Look,youarewakingLubotchka,andshewillhaveconvulsionsagain。Whydoyoushoutlikethat?\"
\"Well,well!Iwon’tagain,\"saidthemasterofthehousehisanxietygettingthebetterofhistemper。Hewentuptohisdaughter,andlookedatthechildinherarms,anxiouslymakingthesignofthecrossoverherthreetimes。\"Godblessher!Godblessher!\"hecriedwithemotion。\"ThislittlecreatureismydaughterLuboff,\"addressingtheprince。\"Mywife,Helena,died——
atherbirth;andthisismybigdaughterVera,inmourning,asyousee;andthis,this,oh,thispointingtotheyoungmanonthedivan……
\"Well,goon!nevermindme!\"mockedtheother。\"Don’tbeafraid!\"
\"Excellency!HaveyoureadthataccountofthemurderoftheZemarinfamily,inthenewspaper?\"criedLebedeff,allofasudden。
\"Yes,\"saidMuishkin,withsomesurprise。
\"Well,thatisthemurderer!Itishe——infact——\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"askedthevisitor。
\"Iamspeakingallegorically,ofcourse;buthewillbethemurdererofaZemarinfamilyinthefuture。Heisgettingready……\"
Theyalllaughed,andthethoughtcrossedtheprince’smindthatperhapsLebedeffwasreallytriflinginthiswaybecauseheforesawinconvenientquestions,andwantedtogaintime。
\"Heisatraitor!aconspirator!\"shoutedLebedeff,whoseemedtohavelostallcontroloverhimself。\"Amonster!aslanderer!
OughtItotreathimasanephew,thesonofmysisterAnisia?\"
\"Oh!dobequiet!Youmustbedrunk!Hehastakenitintohisheadtoplaythelawyer,prince,andhepracticesspeechifying,andisalwaysrepeatinghiseloquentpleadingstohischildren。
Andwhodoyouthinkwashislastclient?Anoldwomanwhohadbeenrobbedoffivehundredroubles,herall,bysomerogueofausurer,besoughthimtotakeuphercase,insteadofwhichhedefendedtheusurerhimself,aJewnamedZeidler,becausethisJewpromisedtogivehimfiftyroubles……\"
\"ItwastobefiftyifIwonthecase,onlyfiveifIlost,\"
interruptedLebedeff,speakinginalowtone,agreatcontrasttohisearliermanner。
\"Well!naturallyhecametogrief:thelawisnotadministeredasitusedtobe,andheonlygotlaughedatforhispains。Buthewasmuchpleasedwithhimselfinspiteofthat。’Mostlearnedjudge!’saidhe,’picturethisunhappyman,crippledbyageandinfirmities,whogainshislivingbyhonourabletoil——picturehim,Irepeat,robbedofhisall,ofhislastmouthful;remember,I
entreatyou,thewordsofthatlearnedlegislator,\"Letmercyandjusticealikerulethecourtsoflaw。\"’Now,wouldyoubelieveit,excellency,everymorningherecitesthisspeechtousfrombeginningtoend,exactlyashespokeitbeforethemagistrate。
To-daywehavehearditforthefifthtime。Hewasjuststartingagainwhenyouarrived,somuchdoesheadmireit。Heisnowpreparingtoundertakeanothercase。Ithink,bytheway,thatyouarePrinceMuishkin?Coliatellsmeyouarethecleverestmanhehaseverknown……\"
\"Thecleverestintheworld,\"interruptedhisunclehastily。
\"Idonotpaymuchattentiontothatopinion,\"continuedtheyoungmancalmly。\"Coliaisveryfondofyou,buthe,\"pointingtoLebedeff,\"isflatteringyou。IcanassureyouIhavenointentionofflatteringyou,oranyoneelse,butatleastyouhavesomecommon-sense。Well,willyoujudgebetweenus?Shallweasktheprincetoactasarbitrator?\"hewenton,addressinghisuncle。
\"Iamsogladyouchancedtocomehere,prince。\"
\"Iagree,\"saidLebedeff,firmly,lookingroundinvoluntarilyathisdaughter,whohadcomenearer,andwaslisteningattentivelytotheconversation。
\"Whatisitallabout?\"askedtheprince,frowning。Hisheadached,andhefeltsurethatLebedeffwastryingtocheathiminsomeway,andonlytalkingtoputofftheexplanationthathehadcomefor。
\"Iwilltellyouallthestory。Iamhisnephew;hedidspeakthetruththere,althoughheisgenerallytellinglies。I
amattheUniversity,andhavenotyetfinishedmycourse。Imeantodoso,andIshall,forIhaveadeterminedcharacter。Imust,however,findsomethingtodoforthepresent,andthereforeI
havegotemploymentontherailwayattwenty-fourroublesamonth。Iadmitthatmyunclehashelpedmeonceortwicebefore。
Well,Ihadtwentyroublesinmypocket,andIgambledthemaway。
CanyoubelievethatIshouldbesolow,sobase,astolosemoneyinthatway?\"
\"Andthemanwhowonitisarogue,aroguewhomyououghtnottohavepaid!\"criedLebedeff。
\"Yes,heisarogue,butIwasobligedtopayhim,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Astohisbeingarogue,heisassuredlythat,andI
amnotsayingitbecausehebeatyou。Heisanex-lieutenant,prince,dismissedfromtheservice,ateacherofboxing,andoneofRogojin’sfollowers。TheyareallloungingaboutthepavementsnowthatRogojinhasturnedthemoff。Ofcourse,theworstofitisthat,knowinghewasarascal,andacard-sharper,Inonethelessplayedpalkiwithhim,andriskedmylastrouble。Totellthetruth,Ithoughttomyself,’IfIlose,Iwillgotomyuncle,andIamsurehewillnotrefusetohelpme。’Nowthatwasbase-cowardlyandbase!\"
\"Thatisso,\"observedLebedeffquietly;\"cowardlyandbase。\"
\"Well,waitabit,beforeyoubegintotriumph,\"saidthenephewviciously;forthewordsseemedtoirritatehim。\"Heisdelighted!Icametohimhereandtoldhimeverything:Iactedhonourably,forIdidnotexcusemyself。Ispokemostseverelyofmyconduct,aseveryoneherecanwitness。ButImustsmartenmyselfupbeforeItakeupmynewpost,forIamreallylikeatramp。Justlookatmyboots!Icannotpossiblyappearlikethis,andifIamnotatthebureauatthetimeappointed,thejobwillbegiventosomeoneelse;andIshallhavetotryforanother。
NowIonlybegforfifteenroubles,andIgivemywordthatI
willneveraskhimforanythingagain。Iamalsoreadytopromisetorepaymydebtinthreemonths’time,andIwillkeepmyword,evenifIhavetoliveonbreadandwater。Mysalarywillamounttoseventy-fiveroublesinthreemonths。ThesumInowask,addedtowhatIhaveborrowedalready,willmakeatotalofaboutthirty-fiveroubles,soyouseeIshallhaveenoughtopayhimandconfoundhim!ifhewantsinterest,heshallhavethat,too!
Haven’tIalwayspaidbackthemoneyhelentmebefore?Whyshouldhebesomeannow?Hegrudgesmyhavingpaidthatlieutenant;therecanbenootherreason!That’sthekindheis——
adoginthemanger!\"
\"Andhewon’tgoaway!\"criedLebedeff。\"Hehasinstalledhimselfhere,andhereheremains!\"
\"Ihavetoldyoualready,thatIwillnotgoawayuntilIhavegotwhatIask。Whyareyousmiling,prince?Youlookasifyoudisapprovedofme。\"
\"Iamnotsmiling,butIreallythinkyouareinthewrong,somewhat,\"repliedMuishkin,reluctantly。
\"Don’tshuffle!SayplainlythatyouthinkthatIamquitewrong,withoutany’somewhat’!Why’somewhat’?\"
\"Iwillsayyouarequitewrong,ifyouwish。\"
\"IfIwish!That’sgood,Imustsay!DoyouthinkIamdeceivedastotheflagrantimproprietyofmyconduct?Iamquiteawarethathismoneyishisown,andthatmyaction-Asmuchlikeanattemptatextortion。Butyou-youdon’tknowwhatlifeis!Ifpeopledon’tlearnbyexperience,theyneverunderstand。Theymustbetaught。Myintentionsareperfectlyhonest;onmyconsciencehewilllosenothing,andIwillpaybackthemoneywithinterest。Addedtowhichhehashadthemoralsatisfactionofseeingmedisgraced。Whatdoeshewantmore?andwhatishegoodforifheneverhelpsanyone?Lookwhathedoeshimself!
justaskhimabouthisdealingswithothers,howhedeceivespeople!Howdidhemanagetobuythishouse?Youmaycutoffmyheadifhehasnotletyouinforsomething-andifheisnottryingtocheatyouagain。Youaresmiling。Youdon’tbelieveme?\"
\"Itseemstomethatallthishasnothingtodowithyouraffairs,\"remarkedtheprince。
\"Ihavelainherenowforthreedays,\"criedtheyoungmanwithoutnoticing,\"andIhaveseenalot!Fancy!hesuspectshisdaughter,thatangel,thatorphan,mycousin——hesuspectsher,andeveryeveninghesearchesherroom,toseeifshehasaloverhiddeninit!Hecomesheretooontiptoe,creepingsoftly——oh,sosoftly——andlooksunderthesofa——mybed,youknow。Heismadwithsuspicion,andseesathiefineverycorner。Herunsaboutallnightlong;hewasupatleastseventimeslastnight,tosatisfyhimselfthatthewindowsanddoorswerebarred,andtopeepintotheoven。Thatmanwhoappearsincourtforscoundrels,rushesinhereinthenightandprays,lyingprostrate,banginghisheadonthegroundbythehalf-hour——andforwhomdoyouthinkheprays?Whoarethesinnersfiguringinhisdrunkenpetitions?IhaveheardhimwithmyownearsprayingforthereposeofthesouloftheCountessduBarry!Coliaheardittoo。
HeisasmadasaMarchhare!\"
\"Youhearhowheslandersme,prince,\"saidLebedeff,almostbesidehimselfwithrage。\"Imaybeadrunkard,anevil-doer,athief,butatleastIcansayonethingformyself。Hedoesnotknow——howshouldhe,mockerthatheis?——thatwhenhecameintotheworlditwasIwhowashedhim,anddressedhiminhisswathing-bands,formysisterAnisiahadlostherhusband,andwasingreatpoverty。Iwasverylittlebetteroffthanshe,butIsatupnightafternightwithher,andnursedbothmotherandchild;Iusedtogodownstairsandstealwoodforthemfromthehouse-porter。HowoftendidIsinghimtosleepwhenIwashalfdeadwithhunger!Inshort,Iwasmorethanafathertohim,andnow——nowhejeersatme!EvenifIdidcrossmyself,andprayforthereposeofthesouloftheComtesseduBarry,whatdoesitmatter?Threedaysago,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ireadherbiographyinanhistoricaldictionary。Doyouknowwhoshewas?
Youthere!\"addressinghisnephew。\"Speak!doyouknow?\"
\"Ofcoursenooneknowsanythingaboutherbutyou,\"mutteredtheyoungmaninawould-bejeeringtone。
\"ShewasaCountesswhorosefromshametoreignlikeaQueen。AnEmpresswrotetoher,withherownhand,as’Macherecousine。’
Atalever-du-roionemorningdoyouknowwhatalever-du-roiwas?——aCardinal,aPapallegate,offeredtoputonherstockings;ahighandholypersonlikethatlookedonitasanhonour!Didyouknowthis?Iseebyyourexpressionthatyoudidnot!Well,howdidshedie?Answer!\"
\"Oh!dostop——youaretooabsurd!\"
\"Thisishowshedied。Afterallthishonourandglory,afterhavingbeenalmostaQueen,shewasguillotinedbythatbutcher,Samson。Shewasquiteinnocent,butithadtobedone,forthesatisfactionofthefishwivesofParis。Shewassoterrified,thatshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening。ButwhenSamsonseizedherhead,andpushedherundertheknifewithhisfoot,shecriedout:’Waitamoment!waitamoment,monsieur!’Well,becauseofthatmomentofbittersuffering,perhapstheSaviourwillpardonherotherfaults,foronecannotimagineagreateragony。AsIreadthestorymyheartbledforher。Andwhatdoesitmattertoyou,littleworm,ifIimploredtheDivinemercyforher,greatsinnerasshewas,asIsaidmyeveningprayer?I
mighthavedoneitbecauseIdoubtedifanyonehadevercrossedhimselfforhersakebefore。Itmaybethatintheotherworldshewillrejoicetothinkthatasinnerlikeherselfhascriedtoheavenforthesalvationofhersoul。Whyareyoulaughing?Youbelievenothing,atheist!Andyourstorywasnotevencorrect!IfyouhadlistenedtowhatIwassaying,youwouldhaveheardthatIdidnotonlyprayfortheComtesseduBarry。Isaid,’OhLord!
giveresttothesoulofthatgreatsinner,theComtesseduBarry,andtoallunhappyoneslikeher。’Youseethatisquiteadifferentthing,forhowmanysinnersthereare,howmanywomen,whohavepassedthroughthetrialsofthislife,arenowsufferingandgroaninginpurgatory!Iprayedforyou,too,inspiteofyourinsolenceandimpudence,alsoforyourfellows,asitseemsthatyouclaimtoknowhowIpray……\"
\"Oh!that’senoughinallconscience!Prayforwhomyouchoose,andthedeviltakethemandyou!Wehaveascholarhere;youdidnotknowthat,prince?\"hecontinued,withasneer。\"Hereadsallsortsofbooksandmemoirsnow。\"
\"Atanyrate,yourunclehasakindheart,\"remarkedtheprince,whoreallyhadtoforcehimselftospeaktothenephew,somuchdidhedislikehim。
\"Oh,nowyouaregoingtopraisehim!Hewillbesetup!Heputshishandonhisheart,andheisdelighted!Ineversaidhewasamanwithoutheart,butheisarascal——that’sthepityofit。Andthen,heisaddictedtodrink,andhismindisunhinged,likethatofmostpeoplewhohavetakenmorethanisgoodforthemforyears。Heloveshischildren——oh,Iknowthatwellenough!Herespectedmyaunt,hislatewife……andheevenhasasortofaffectionforme。Hehasrememberedmeinhiswill。\"
\"Ishallleaveyounothing!\"exclaimedhisuncleangrily。
\"Listentome,Lebedeff,\"saidtheprinceinadecidedvoice,turninghisbackontheyoungman。\"Iknowbyexperiencethatwhenyouchoose,youcanbebusiness-like……I。Ihaveverylittletimetospare,andifyou……Bytheway——excuseme——whatisyourChristianname?Ihaveforgottenit。\"
\"Ti-Ti-Timofey。\"
\"And?\"
\"Lukianovitch。\"