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  Rogojin,youarealittletoolate。Awaywithyourpaperparcel!

  I’mgoingtomarrytheprince;I’mricherthanyouarenow。\"

  ButRogojinunderstoodhowthingsweretending,atlast。Aninexpressiblypainfulexpressioncameoverhisface。Hewrunghishands;agroanmadeitswayupfromthedepthsofhissoul。

  \"Surrenderher,forGod’ssake!\"hesaidtotheprince。

  Allaroundburstoutlaughing。

  \"What?SurrenderhertoYOU?\"criedDariaAlexeyevna。\"Toafellowwhocomesandbargainsforawifelikeamoujik!Theprincewishestomarryher,andyou——\"

  \"SodoI,sodoI!Thismoment,ifIcould!I’dgiveeveryfarthingIhavetodoit。\"

  \"Youdrunkenmoujik,\"saidDariaAlexeyevna,oncemore。\"Yououghttobekickedoutoftheplace。\"

  Thelaughterbecamelouderthanever。

  \"Doyouhear,prince?\"saidNastasiaPhilipovna。\"Doyouhearhowthismoujikofafellowgoesonbargainingforyourbride?\"

  \"Heisdrunk,\"saidtheprince,quietly,\"andhelovesyouverymuch。\"

  \"Won’tyoubeashamed,afterwards,toreflectthatyourwifeverynearlyranawaywithRogojin?\"

  \"Oh,youwereraving,youwereinafever;youarestillhalfdelirious。\"

  \"Andwon’tyoubeashamedwhentheytellyou,afterwards,thatyourwifelivedatTotski’sexpensesomanyyears?\"

  \"No;Ishallnotbeashamedofthat。Youdidnotsolivebyyourownwill。\"

  \"Andyou’llneverreproachmewithit?\"

  \"Never。\"

  \"Takecare,don’tcommityourselfforawholelifetime。\"

  \"NastasiaPhilipovna。\"saidtheprince,quietly,andwithdeepemotion,\"IsaidbeforethatIshallesteemyourconsenttobemywifeasagreathonourtomyself,andshallconsiderthatitisyouwhowillhonourme,notIyou,byourmarriage。Youlaughedatthesewords,andothersarounduslaughedaswell;Iheardthem。VerylikelyIexpressedmyselffunnily,andImayhavelookedfunny,but,forallthat,IbelieveIunderstandwherehonourlies,andwhatIsaidwasbuttheliteraltruth。Youwereabouttoruinyourselfjustnow,irrevocably;youwouldneverhaveforgivenyourselfforsodoingafterwards;andyet,youareabsolutelyblameless。Itisimpossiblethatyourlifeshouldbealtogetherruinedatyourage。WhatmatterthatRogojincamebargaininghere,andthatGavrilaArdalionovitchwouldhavedeceivedyouifhecould?Whydoyoucontinuallyremindusofthesefacts?Iassureyouoncemorethatveryfewcouldfinditinthemtoactasyouhaveactedthisday。AsforyourwishtogowithRogojin,thatwassimplytheideaofadeliriousandsufferingbrain。Youarestillquitefeverish;yououghttobeinbed,nothere。YouknowquitewellthatifyouhadgonewithRogojin,youwouldhavebecomeawasher-womannextday,ratherthanstaywithhim。Youareproud,NastasiaPhilipovna,andperhapsyouhavereallysufferedsomuchthatyouimagineyourselftobeadesperatelyguiltywoman。Yourequireagreatdealofpettingandlookingafter,NastasiaPhilipovna,andI

  willdothis。Isawyourportraitthismorning,anditseemedquiteafamiliarfacetome;itseemedtomethattheportrait-

  facewascallingtomeforhelp。I-Ishallrespectyouallmylife,NastasiaPhilipovna,\"concludedtheprince,asthoughsuddenlyrecollectinghimself,andblushingtothinkofthesortofcompanybeforewhomhehadsaidallthis。

  Ptitsinbowedhisheadandlookedattheground,overcomebyamixtureoffeelings。Totskimutteredtohimself:\"Hemaybeanidiot,butheknowsthatflatteryisthebestroadtosuccesshere。\"

  TheprinceobservedGania’seyesflashingathim,asthoughtheywouldgladlyannihilatehimthenandthere。

  \"That’sakind-heartedman,ifyoulike,\"saidDariaAlexeyevna,whosewrathwasquicklyevaporating。

  \"Arefinedman,but——lost,\"murmuredthegeneral。

  Totskitookhishatandrosetogo。Heandthegeneralexchangedglances,makingaprivatearrangement,thereby,toleavethehousetogether。

  \"Thankyou,prince;noonehaseverspokentomelikethatbefore,\"beganNastasiaPhilipovna。\"Menhavealwaysbargainedforme,beforethis;andnotasinglerespectablemanhaseverproposedtomarryme。Doyouhear,AfanasyIvanovitch?WhatdoYOUthinkofwhattheprincehasjustbeensaying?Itwasalmostimmodest,wasn’tit?You,Rogojin,waitamoment,don’tgoyet!I

  seeyoudon’tintendtomovehowever。PerhapsImaygowithyouyet。Wheredidyoumeantotakemeto?\"

  \"ToEkaterinhof,\"repliedLebedeff。Rogojinsimplystoodstaring,withtremblinglips,notdaringtobelievehisears。Hewasstunned,asthoughfromablowonthehead。

  \"Whatareyouthinkingof,mydearNastasia?\"saidDariaAlexeyevnainalarm。\"Whatareyousaying?\"\"Youarenotgoingmad,areyou?\"

  NastasiaPhilipovnaburstoutlaughingandjumpedupfromthesofa。

  \"YouthoughtIshouldacceptthisgoodchild’sinvitationtoruinhim,didyou?\"shecried。\"That’sTotski’sway,notmine。He’sfondofchildren。Comealong,Rogojin,getyourmoneyready!Wewon’ttalkaboutmarryingjustatthismoment,butlet’sseethemoneyatallevents。Come!Imaynotmarryyou,either。Idon’tknow。Isupposeyouthoughtyou’dkeepthemoney,ifIdid!Ha,ha,ha!nonsense!Ihavenosenseofshameleft。ItellyouI

  havebeenTotski’sconcubine。Prince,youmustmarryAglayaIvanovna,notNastasiaPhilipovna,orthisfellowFerdishenkowillalwaysbepointingthefingerofscornatyou。Youaren’tafraid,Iknow;butIshouldalwaysbeafraidthatIhadruinedyou,andthatyouwouldreproachmeforit。Asforwhatyousayaboutmydoingyouhonourbymarryingyou-well,Totskicantellyouallaboutthat。YouhadyoureyeonAglaya,Gania,youknowyouhad;andyoumighthavemarriedherifyouhadnotcomebargaining。Youarealllikethis。Youshouldchoose,onceforall,betweendisreputablewomen,andrespectableones,oryouaresuretogetmixed。Lookatthegeneral,howhe’sstaringatme!\"

  \"Thisistoohorrible,\"saidthegeneral,startingtohisfeet。

  Allwerestandingupnow。Nastasiawasabsolutelybesideherself。

  \"Iamveryproud,inspiteofwhatIam,\"shecontinued。\"Youcalledme’perfection’justnow,prince。Anicesortofperfectiontothrowupaprinceandamillionandahalfofroublesinordertobeabletoboastofthefactafterwards!WhatsortofawifeshouldImakeforyou,afterallIhavesaid?

  AfanasyIvanovitch,doyouobserveIhavereallyandtrulythrownawayamillionofroubles?AndyouthoughtthatIshouldconsideryourwretchedseventy-fivethousand,withGaniathrowninforahusband,aparadiseofbliss!Takeyourseventy-fivethousandback,sir;youdidnotreachthehundredthousand。Rogojincutabetterdashthanyoudid。I’llconsoleGaniamyself;Ihaveanideaaboutthat。ButnowImustbeoff!I’vebeeninprisonfortenyears。I’mfreeatlast!Well,Rogojin,whatareyouwaitingfor?Let’sgetreadyandgo。\"

  \"Comealong!\"shoutedRogojin,besidehimselfwithjoy。\"Hey!allofyoufellows!Wine!Roundwithit!Filltheglasses!\"

  \"Getaway!\"heshoutedfrantically,observingthatDariaAlexeyevnawasapproachingtoprotestagainstNastasia’sconduct。

  \"Getaway,she’smine,everything’smine!She’saqueen,getaway!\"

  Hewaspantingwithecstasy。HewalkedroundandroundNastasiaPhilipovnaandtoldeverybodyto\"keeptheirdistance。\"

  AlltheRogojincompanywerenowcollectedinthedrawing-room;

  someweredrinking,somelaughedandtalked:allwereinthehighestandwildestspirits。Ferdishenkowasdoinghisbesttounitehimselftothem;thegeneralandTotskiagainmadeanattempttogo。Gania,toostoodhatinhandreadytogo;butseemedtobeunabletotearhiseyesawayfromthescenebeforehim\"Getout,keepyourdistance!\"shoutedRogojin。

  \"Whatareyoushoutingaboutthere!\"criedNastasia\"I’mnotyoursyet。ImaykickyououtforallyouknowIhaven’ttakenyourmoneyyet;thereitallisonthetableHere,givemeoverthatpacket!Isthereahundredthousandroublesinthatonepacket?Pfu!whatabominablestuffitlooks!Oh!nonsense,DariaAlexeyevna;yousurelydidnotexpectmetoruinHIM?\"

  indicatingtheprince。\"Fancyhimnursingme!Why,heneedsanursehimself!Thegeneral,there,willbehisnursenow,you’llsee。Here,prince,lookhere!Yourbrideisacceptingmoney。Whatadisreputablewomanshemustbe!Andyouwishedtomarryher!

  Whatareyoucryingabout?Isitabitterdose?Nevermind,youshalllaughyet。Trusttotime。\"InspiteofthesewordsthereweretwolargetearsrollingdownNastasia’sowncheeks。\"It’sfarbettertothinktwiceofitnowthanafterwards。Oh!youmustn’tcrylikethat!There’sKatiacrying,too。Whatisit,Katia,dear?IshallleaveyouandPashaalotofthings,I’velaidthemoutforyoualready;butgood-bye,now。Imadeanhonestgirllikeyouservealowwomanlikemyself。It’sbetterso,prince,itisindeed。You’dbegintodespisemeafterwards——

  weshouldneverbehappy。Oh!youneedn’tswear,prince,Ishan’tbelieveyou,youknow。Howfoolishitwouldbe,too!No,no;we’dbettersaygood-byeandpartfriends。Iamabitofadreamermyself,andIusedtodreamofyouonce。VeryoftenduringthosefiveyearsdownathisestateIusedtodreamandthink,andI

  alwaysimaginedjustsuchagood,honest,foolishfellowasyou,onewhoshouldcomeandsaytome:’Youareaninnocentwoman,NastasiaPhilipovna,andIadoreyou。’Idreamtofyouoften。I

  usedtothinksomuchdowntherethatInearlywentmad;andthenthisfellowherewouldcomedown。Hewouldstayacoupleofmonthsoutofthetwelve,anddisgraceandinsultanddepraveme,andthengo;sothatIlongedtodrownmyselfinthepondathousandtimesover;butIdidnotdaredoit。Ihadn’ttheheart,andnow——well,areyouready,Rogojin?\"

  \"Ready——keepyourdistance,allofyou!\"

  \"We’reallready,\"saidseveralofhisfriends。\"Thetroikas[Sledgesdrawnbythreehorsesabreast。]areatthedoor,bellsandall。\"

  NastasiaPhilipovnaseizedthepacketofbank-notes。

  \"Gania,Ihaveanidea。Iwishtorecompenseyou——whyshouldyouloseall?Rogojin,wouldhecrawlforthreeroublesasfarastheVassiliostrof?

  \"Oh,wouldn’thejust!\"

  \"Well,lookhere,Gania。Iwishtolookintoyourheartoncemore,forthelasttime。You’veworriedmeforthelastthreemonths——nowit’smyturn。Doyouseethispacket?Itcontainsahundredthousandroubles。Now,I’mgoingtothrowitintothefire,here——beforeallthesewitnesses。Assoonasthefirecatchesholdofit,youputyourhandsintothefireandpickitout——withoutgloves,youknow。Youmusthavebarehands,andyoumustturnyoursleevesup。Pullitout,Isay,andit’sallyours。Youmayburnyourfingersalittle,ofcourse;butthenit’sahundredthousandroubles,remember——itwon’ttakeyoulongtolayholdofitandsnatchitout。Ishallsomuchadmireyouifyouputyourhandsintothefireformymoney。Allherepresentmaybewitnessesthatthewholepacketofmoneyisyoursifyougetitout。Ifyoudon’tgetitout,itshallburn。Iwillletnooneelsecome;away——getaway,allofyou——it’smymoney!

  Rogojinhasboughtmewithit。Isitmymoney,Rogojin?\"

  \"Yes,myqueen;it’syourownmoney,myjoy。\"

  \"Getawaythen,allofyou。IshalldoasIlikewithmyown——

  don’tmeddle!Ferdishenko,makeupthefire,quick!\"

  \"NastasiaPhilipovna,Ican’t;myhandswon’tobeyme,\"saidFerdishenko,astoundedandhelplesswithbewilderment。

  \"Nonsense,\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,seizingthepokerandrakingacoupleoflogstogether。Nosoonerdidatongueofflameburstoutthanshethrewthepacketofnotesuponit。

  Everyonegasped;someevencrossedthemselves。

  \"She’smad——she’smad!\"wasthecry。

  \"Oughtn’t-oughtn’twetosecureher?\"askedthegeneralofPtitsin,inawhisper;\"orshallwesendfortheauthorities?

  Why,she’smad,isn’tshe——isn’tshe,eh?\"

  \"N-no,Ihardlythinksheisactuallymad,\"whisperedPtitsin,whowasaswhiteashishandkerchief,andtremblinglikealeaf。

  Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket。

  \"She’smadsurely,isn’tshe?\"thegeneralappealedtoTotski。

  \"Itoldyoushewasn’tanordinarywoman,\"repliedthelatter,whowasaspaleasanyone。

  \"Oh,but,positively,youknow——ahundredthousandroubles!\"

  \"Goodnessgracious!goodheavens!\"camefromallquartersoftheroom。

  Allnowcrowdedroundthefireandthrongedtoseewhatwasgoingon;everyonelamentedandgaveventtoexclamationsofhorrorandwoe。Somejumpeduponchairsinordertogetabetterview。

  DariaAlexeyevnaranintothenextroomandwhisperedexcitedlytoKatiaandPasha。ThebeautifulGermandisappearedaltogether。

  \"Mylady!mysovereign!\"lamentedLebedeff,fallingonhiskneesbeforeNastasiaPhilipovna,andstretchingouthishandstowardsthefire;\"it’sahundredthousandroubles,itisindeed,I

  packeditupmyself,Isawthemoney!Myqueen,letmegetintothefireafterit——saytheword-I’llputmywholegreyheadintothefireforit!Ihaveapoorlamewifeandthirteenchildren。

  Myfatherdiedofstarvationlastweek。NastasiaPhilipovna,NastasiaPhilipovna!\"Thewretchedlittlemanwept,andgroaned,andcrawledtowardsthefire。

  \"Away,outoftheway!\"criedNastasia。\"Makeroom,allofyou!

  Gania,whatareyoustandingtherefor?Don’tstandonceremony。

  Putinyourhand!There’syourwholehappinesssmoulderingaway,look!Quick!\"

  ButGaniahadbornetoomuchthatday,andespeciallythisevening,andhewasnotpreparedforthislast,quiteunexpectedtrial。

  ThecrowdpartedoneachsideofhimandhewasleftfacetofacewithNastasiaPhilipovna,threepacesfromher。Shestoodbythefireandwaited,withherintentgazefixeduponhim。

  Ganiastoodbeforeher,inhiseveningclothes,holdinghiswhiteglovesandhatinhishand,speechlessandmotionless,witharmsfoldedandeyesfixedonthefire。

  Asilly,meaninglesssmileplayedonhiswhite,death-likelips。

  Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthesmoulderingpacket;butitappearedthatsomethingnewhadcometobirthinhissoul——asthoughhewerevowingtohimselfthathewouldbearthistrial。

  Hedidnotmovefromhisplace。Inafewsecondsitbecameevidenttoallthathedidnotintendtorescuethemoney。

  \"Hey!lookatit,it’llburninanotherminuteortwo!\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。\"You’llhangyourselfafterwards,youknow,ifitdoes!I’mnotjoking。\"

  Thefire,chokedbetweenacoupleofsmoulderingpiecesofwood,haddieddownforthefirstfewmomentsafterthepacketwasthrownuponit。Butalittletongueoffirenowbegantolickthepaperfrombelow,andsoon,gatheringcourage,mountedthesidesoftheparcel,andcreptaroundit。Inanothermoment,thewholeofitburstintoflames,andtheexclamationsofwoeandhorrorwereredoubled。

  \"NastasiaPhilipovna!\"lamentedLebedeffagain,strainingtowardsthefireplace;butRogojindraggedhimaway,andpushedhimtotherearoncemore。

  ThewholeofRegojin’sbeingwasconcentratedinonerapturousgazeofecstasy。HecouldnottakehiseyesoffNastasia。Hestooddrinkingherin,asitwere。Hewasintheseventhheavenofdelight。

  \"Oh,whataqueensheis!\"heejaculated,everyotherminute,throwingouttheremarkforanyonewholikedtocatchit。\"That’sthesortofwomanforme!Whichofyouwouldthinkofdoingathinglikethat,youblackguards,eh?\"heyelled。Hewashopelesslyandwildlybesidehimselfwithecstasy。

  Theprincewatchedthewholescene,silentanddejected。

  \"I’llpullitoutwithmyteethforonethousand,\"saidFerdishenko。

  \"SowouldI,\"saidanother,frombehind,\"withpleasure。Deviltakethething!\"headded,inatempestofdespair,\"itwillallbeburntupinaminute——It’sburning,it’sburning!\"

  \"It’sburning,it’sburning!\"criedall,throngingnearerandnearertothefireintheirexcitement。

  \"Gania,don’tbeafool!Itellyouforthelasttime。\"

  \"Geton,quick!\"shriekedFerdishenko,rushingwildlyuptoGania,andtryingtodraghimtothefirebythesleeveofhiscoat。\"Getit,youdummy,it’sburningawayfast!Oh——DAMNthething!\"

  GaniahurledFerdishenkofromhim;thenheturnedsharproundandmadeforthedoor。Buthehadnotgoneacoupleofstepswhenhetotteredandfelltotheground。

  \"He’sfainted!\"thecrywentround。

  \"Andthemoney’sburningstill,\"Lebedefflamented。

  \"Burningfornothing,\"shoutedothers。

  \"Katia-Pasha!Bringhimsomewater!\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna。

  Thenshetookthetongsandfishedoutthepacket。

  Nearlythewholeoftheoutercoveringwasburnedaway,butitwassoonevidentthatthecontentswerehardlytouched。Thepackethadbeenwrappedinathreefoldcoveringofnewspaper,andthe,notesweresafe。Allbreathedmorefreely。

  \"Somedirtylittlethousandorsomaybetouched,\"saidLebedeff,immenselyrelieved,\"butthere’sverylittleharmdone,afterall。\"

  \"It’sallhis——thewholepacketisforhim,doyouhear——allofyou?\"criedNastasiaPhilipovna,placingthepacketbythesideofGania。\"Herestrainedhimself,anddidn’tgoafterit;sohisself-respectisgreaterthanhisthirstformoney。Allright——

  he’llcometodirectly——hemusthavethepacketorhe’llcuthisthroatafterwards。There!He’scomingtohimself。General,Totski,allofyou,didyouhearme?ThemoneyisallGania’s。I

  giveittohim,fullyconsciousofmyaction,asrecompensefor——

  well,foranythinghethinksbest。Tellhimso。Letitlieherebesidehim。Offwego,Rogojin!Goodbye,prince。Ihaveseenamanforthefirsttimeinmylife。Goodbye,AfanasyIvanovitch——

  andthanks!\"

  TheRogojingangfollowedtheirleaderandNastasiaPhilipovnatotheentrance-hall,laughingandshoutingandwhistling。

  Inthehalltheservantswerewaiting,andhandedherherfurcloak。Martha,thecook,raninfromthekitchen。Nastasiakissedthemallround。

  \"Areyoureallythrowingusallover,littlemother?Where,whereareyougoingto?Andonyourbirthday,too!\"criedthefourgirls,cryingoverherandkissingherhands。

  \"Iamgoingoutintotheworld,Katia;perhapsIshallbealaundress。Idon’tknow。NomoreofAfanasyIvanovitch,anyhow。

  Givehimmyrespects。Don’tthinkbadlyofme,girls。\"

  Theprincehurrieddowntothefrontgatewherethepartyweresettlingintothetroikas,allthebellstinklingamerryaccompanimentthewhile。Thegeneralcaughthimuponthestairs:

  \"Prince,prince!\"hecried,seizingholdofhisarm,\"recollectyourself!Dropher,prince!Youseewhatsortofawomansheis。

  Iamspeakingtoyoulikeafather。\"

  Theprinceglancedathim,butsaidnothing。Heshookhimselffree,andrushedondownstairs。

  Thegeneralwasjustintimetoseetheprincetakethefirstsledgehecouldget,and,givingtheordertoEkaterinhof,startoffinpursuitofthetroikas。Thenthegeneral’sfinegreyhorsedraggedthatworthyhome,withsomenewthoughts,andsomenewhopesandcalculationsdevelopinginhisbrain,andwiththepearlsinhispocket,forhehadnotforgottentobringthemalongwithhim,beingamanofbusiness。Amidhisnewthoughtsandideastherecame,onceortwice,theimageofNastasiaPhilipovna。Thegeneralsighed。

  \"I’msorry,reallysorry,\"hemuttered。\"She’saruinedwoman。

  Mad!mad!However,theprinceisnotforNastasiaPhilipovnanow,——perhapsit’saswell。\"

  TwomoreofNastasia’sguests,whowalkedashortdistancetogether,indulgedinhighmoralsentimentsofasimilarnature。

  \"Doyouknow,Totski,thisisallverylikewhattheysaygoesonamongtheJapanese?\"saidPtitsin。\"Theoffendedpartythere,theysay,marchesofftohisinsulterandsaystohim,’Youinsultedme,soIhavecometoripmyselfopenbeforeyoureyes;’

  andwiththesewordshedoesactuallyriphisstomachopenbeforehisenemy,andconsiders,doubtless,thatheishavingallpossibleandnecessarysatisfactionandrevenge。Therearestrangecharactersintheworld,sir!\"

  \"H’m!andyouthinktherewassomethingofthissorthere,doyou?Dearme——averyremarkablecomparison,youknow!Butyoumusthaveobserved,mydearPtitsin,thatIdidallIpossiblycould。IcoulddonomorethanIdid。Andyoumustadmitthattherearesomerarequalitiesinthiswoman。IfeltIcouldnotspeakinthatBedlam,orIshouldhavebeentemptedtocryout,whenshereproachedme,thatsheherselfwasmybestjustification。Suchawomancouldmakeanyoneforgetallreason——

  everything!Eventhatmoujik,Rogojin,yousaw,broughtherahundredthousandroubles!Ofcourse,allthathappenedtonightwasephemeral,fantastic,unseemly——yetitlackedneithercolournororiginality。MyGod!Whatmightnothavebeenmadeofsuchacharactercombinedwithsuchbeauty!Yetinspiteofallefforts——inspiteofalleducation,even——allthosegiftsarewasted!Sheisanuncutdiamond……Ihaveoftensaidso。\"

  AndAfanasyIvanovitchheavedadeepsigh。

  PARTII

  I。

  TwodaysafterthestrangeconclusiontoNastasiaPhilipovna’sbirthdayparty,withtherecordofwhichweconcludedthefirstpartofthisstory,PrinceMuishkinhurriedlyleftSt。PetersburgforMoscow,inordertoseeaftersomebusinessconnectedwiththereceiptofhisunexpectedfortune。

  Itwassaidthattherewereotherreasonsforhishurrieddeparture;butastothis,andastohismovementsinMoscow,andastohisprolongedabsencefromSt。Petersburg,weareabletogiveverylittleinformation。

  Theprincewasawayforsixmonths,andeventhosewhoweremostinterestedinhisdestinywereabletopickupverylittlenewsabouthimallthatwhile。True,certainrumoursdidreachhisfriends,butthesewerebothstrangeandrare,andeachonecontradictedthelast。

  OfcoursetheEpanchinfamilywasmuchinterestedinhismovements,thoughhehadnothadtimetobidthemfarewellbeforehisdeparture。Thegeneral,however,hadhadanopportunityofseeinghimonceortwicesincetheeventfulevening,andhadspokenveryseriouslywithhim;butthoughhehadseentheprince,asIsay,hetoldhisfamilynothingaboutthecircumstance。Infact,foramonthorsoafterhisdepartureitwasconsiderednotthethingtomentiontheprince’snameintheEpanchinhousehold。OnlyMrs。Epanchin,atthecommencementofthisperiod,hadannouncedthatshehadbeen\"cruellymistakenintheprince!\"andadayortwoafter,shehadadded,evidentlyalludingtohim,butnotmentioninghisname,thatitwasanunalterablecharacteristicofherstobemistakeninpeople。Thenoncemore,tendayslater,aftersomepassageofarmswithoneofherdaughters,shehadremarkedsententiously。\"Wehavehadenoughofmistakes。Ishallbemorecarefulinfuture!\"However,itwasimpossibletoavoidremarkingthattherewassomesenseofoppressioninthehousehold——somethingunspoken,butfelt;

  somethingstrained。Allthemembersofthefamilyworefrowninglooks。Thegeneralwasunusuallybusy;hisfamilyhardlyeversawhim。

  Astothegirls,nothingwassaidopenly,atallevents;andprobablyverylittleinprivate。Theywereprouddamsels,andwerenotalwaysperfectlyconfidentialevenamongthemselves。Buttheyunderstoodeachotherthoroughlyatthefirstwordonalloccasions;veryoftenatthefirstglance,sothattherewasnoneedofmuchtalkingasarule。

  Onefact,atleast,wouldhavebeenperfectlyplaintoanoutsider,hadanysuchpersonbeenonthespot;andthatwas,thattheprincehadmadeaveryconsiderableimpressionuponthefamily,inspiteofthefactthathehadbutoncebeeninsidethehouse,andthenonlyforashorttime。Ofcourse,ifanalyzed,thisimpressionmighthaveprovedtobenothingmorethanafeelingofcuriosity;butbeitwhatitmight,thereitundoubtedlywas。

  Littlebylittle,therumoursspreadabouttownbecamelostinamazeofuncertainty。Itwassaidthatsomefoolishyoungprince,nameunknown,hadsuddenlycomeintopossessionofagiganticfortune,andhadmarriedaFrenchballetdancer。Thiswascontradicted,andtherumourcirculatedthatitwasayoungmerchantwhohadcomeintotheenormousfortuneandmarriedthegreatballetdancer,andthatattheweddingthedrunkenyoungfoolhadburnedseventythousandroublesatacandleoutofpurebravado。

  However,alltheserumourssoondieddown,towhichcircumstancecertainfactslargelycontributed。Forinstance,thewholeoftheRogojintroophaddeparted,withhimattheirhead,forMoscow。

  ThiswasexactlyaweekafteradreadfulorgyattheEkaterinhofgardens,whereNastasiaPhilipovnahadbeenpresent。ItbecameknownthatafterthisorgyNastasiaPhilipovnahadentirelydisappeared,andthatshehadsincebeentracedtoMoscow;sothattheexodusoftheRogojinbandwasfoundconsistentwiththisreport。

  TherewererumourscurrentastoGania,too;butcircumstancessooncontradictedthese。Hehadfallenseriouslyill,andhisillnessprecludedhisappearanceinsociety,andevenatbusiness,foroveramonth。Assoonashehadrecovered,however,hethrewuphissituationinthepubliccompanyunderGeneralEpanchin’sdirection,forsomeunknownreason,andthepostwasgiventoanother。HeneverwentneartheEpanchins’houseatall,andwasexceedinglyirritableanddepressed。

  VarvaraArdalionovnamarriedPtitsinthiswinter,anditwassaidthatthefactofGania’sretirementfrombusinesswastheultimatecauseofthemarriage,sinceGaniawasnownotonlyunabletosupporthisfamily,butevenrequiredhelphimself。

  WemaymentionthatGaniawasnolongermentionedintheEpanchinhouseholdanymorethantheprincewas;butthatacertaincircumstanceinconnectionwiththefataleveningatNastasia’shousebecameknowntothegeneral,and,infact,toallthefamilytheverynextday。ThisfactwasthatGaniahadcomehomethatnight,buthadrefusedtogotobed。Hehadawaitedtheprince’sreturnfromEkaterinhofwithfeverishimpatience。

  Onthelatter’sarrival,atsixinthemorning,Ganiahadgonetohiminhisroom,bringingwithhimthesingedpacketofmoney,whichhehadinsistedthattheprinceshouldreturntoNastasiaPhilipovnawithoutdelay。ItwassaidthatwhenGaniaenteredtheprince’sroom,hecamewithanythingbutfriendlyfeelings,andinaconditionofdespairandmisery;butthatafterashortconversation,hehadstayedonforacoupleofhourswithhim,sobbingcontinuouslyandbitterlythewholetime。Theyhadpartedupontermsofcordialfriendship。

  TheEpanchinsheardaboutthis,aswellasabouttheepisodeatNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Itwasstrange,perhaps,thatthefactsshouldbecomesoquickly,andfairlyaccurately,known。AsfarasGaniawasconcerned,itmighthavebeensupposedthatthenewshadcomethroughVarvaraArdalionovna,whohadsuddenlybecomeafrequentvisitoroftheEpanchingirls,greatlytotheirmother’ssurprise。ButthoughVarvarahadseenfit,forsomereason,tomakefriendswiththem,itwasnotlikelythatshewouldhavetalkedtothemaboutherbrother。Shehadplentyofpride,inspiteofthefactthatinthusactingshewasseekingintimacywithpeoplewhohadpracticallyshownherbrotherthedoor。SheandtheEpanchingirlshadbeenacquaintedinchildhood,althoughoflatetheyhadmetbutrarely。EvennowVarvarahardlyeverappearedinthedrawing-room,butwouldslipinbyabackway。

  LizabethaProkofievna,whodislikedVarvara,althoughshehadagreatrespectforhermother,wasmuchannoyedbythissuddenintimacy,andputitdowntothegeneral\"contrariness\"ofherdaughters,whowere\"alwaysonthelookoutforsomenewwayofopposingher。\"Nevertheless,Varvaracontinuedhervisits。

  AmonthafterMuishkin’sdeparture,Mrs。EpanchinreceivedaletterfromheroldfriendPrincessBielokonskiwhohadlatelyleftforMoscow,whichletterputherintothegreatestgoodhumour。Shedidnotdivulgeitscontentseithertoherdaughtersorthegeneral,butherconducttowardstheformerbecameaffectionateintheextreme。Sheevenmadesomesortofconfessiontothem,buttheywereunabletounderstandwhatitwasabout。Sheactuallyrelaxedtowardsthegeneralalittle——hehadbeenlongdisgraced——andthoughshemanagedtoquarrelwiththemallthenextday,yetshesooncameround,andfromhergeneralbehaviouritwastobeconcludedthatshehadbadgoodnewsofsomesort,whichshewouldlike,butcouldnotmakeuphermind,todisclose。

  However,aweeklatershereceivedanotherletterfromthesamesource,andatlastresolvedtospeak。

  ShesolemnlyannouncedthatshehadheardfromoldPrincessBielokonski,whohadgivenhermostcomfortingnewsabout\"thatqueeryoungprince。\"Herfriendhadhuntedhimup,andfoundthatallwasgoingwellwithhim。Hehadsincecalledinpersonuponher,makinganextremelyfavourableimpression,fortheprincesshadreceivedhimeachdaysince,andhadintroducedhimintoseveralgoodhouses。

  Thegirlscouldseethattheirmotherconcealedagreatdealfromthem,andleftoutlargepiecesoftheletterinreadingittothem。

  However,theicewasbroken,anditsuddenlybecamepossibletomentiontheprince’snameagain。Andagainitbecameevidenthowverystrongwastheimpressiontheyoungmanhadmadeinthehouseholdbyhisonevisitthere。Mrs。EpanchinwassurprisedattheeffectwhichthenewsfromMoscowhaduponthegirls,andtheywerenolesssurprisedthataftersolemnlyremarkingthathermoststrikingcharacteristicwas\"beingmistakeninpeople\"

  sheshouldhavetroubledtoobtainfortheprincethefavourandprotectionofsopowerfulanoldladyasthePrincessBielokonski。Assoonastheicewasthusbroken,thegenerallostnotimeinshowingthathe,too,tookthegreatestinterestinthesubject。Headmittedthathewasinterested,butsaidthatitwasmerelyinthebusinesssideofthequestion。Itappearedthat,intheinterestsoftheprince,hehadmadearrangementsinMoscowforacarefulwatchtobekeptupontheprince’sbusinessaffairs,andespeciallyuponSalaskin。Allthathadbeensaidastotheprincebeinganundoubtedheirtoafortuneturnedouttobeperfectlytrue;butthefortuneprovedtobemuchsmallerthanwasatfirstreported。Theestatewasconsiderablyencumberedwithdebts;creditorsturneduponallsides,andtheprince,inspiteofalladviceandentreaty,insisteduponmanagingallmattersofclaimhimself——which,ofcourse,meantsatisfyingeverybodyallround,althoughhalftheclaimswereabsolutelyfraudulent。

  Mrs。Epanchinconfirmedallthis。Shesaidtheprincesshadwrittentomuchthesameeffect,andaddedthattherewasnocuringafool。Butitwasplain,fromherexpressionofface,howstronglysheapprovedofthisparticularyoungfool’sdoings。Inconclusion,thegeneralobservedthathiswifetookasgreataninterestintheprinceasthoughhewereherownson;andthatshehadcommencedtobeespeciallyaffectionatetowardsAglayawasaself-evidentfact。

  Allthiscausedthegeneraltolookgraveandimportant。But,alas!thisagreeablestateofaffairsverysoonchangedoncemore。

  Acoupleofweekswentby,andsuddenlythegeneralandhiswifewereoncemoregloomyandsilent,andtheicewasasfirmasever。Thefactwas,thegeneral,whohadheardfirst,howNastasiaPhilipovnahadfledtoMoscowandhadbeendiscoveredtherebyRogojin;thatshehadthendisappearedoncemore,andbeenfoundagainbyRogojin,andhowafterthatshehadalmostpromisedtomarryhim,nowreceivednewsthatshehadoncemoredisappeared,almostontheverydayfixedforherwedding,flyingsomewhereintotheinteriorofRussiathistime,andthatPrinceMuishkinhadleftallhisaffairsinthehandsofSalaskinanddisappearedalso——butwhetherhewaswithNastasia,orhadonlysetoffinsearchofher,wasunknown。

  LizabethaProkofievnareceivedconfirmatorynewsfromtheprincess——andalas,twomonthsaftertheprince’sfirstdeparturefromSt。Petersburg,darknessandmysteryoncemoreenvelopedhiswhereaboutsandactions,andintheEpanchinfamilytheiceofsilenceoncemoreformedoverthesubject。Varia,however,informedthegirlsofwhathadhappened,shehavingreceivedthenewsfromPtitsin,whogenerallyknewmorethanmostpeople。

  Tomakeanend,wemaysaythatthereweremanychangesintheEpanchinhouseholdinthespring,sothatitwasnotdifficulttoforgettheprince,whosentnonewsofhimself。

  TheEpanchinfamilyhadatlastmadeuptheirmindstospendthesummerabroad,allexceptthegeneral,whocouldnotwastetimein\"travellingforenjoyment,\"ofcourse。Thisarrangementwasbroughtaboutbythepersistenceofthegirls,whoinsistedthattheywereneverallowedtogoabroadbecausetheirparentsweretooanxioustomarrythemoff。Perhapstheirparentshadatlastcometotheconclusionthathusbandsmightbefoundabroad,andthatasummer’stravelmightbearfruit。ThemarriagebetweenAlexandraandTotskihadbeenbrokenoff。Sincetheprince’sdeparturefromSt。Petersburgnomorehadbeensaidaboutit;thesubjecthadbeendroppedwithoutceremony,muchtothejoyofMrs。General,who,announcedthatshewas\"readytocrossherselfwithbothhands\"ingratitudefortheescape。Thegeneral,however,regrettedTotskiforalongwhile。\"Suchafortune!\"hesighed,\"andsuchagood,easy-goingfellow!\"

  AfteratimeitbecameknownthatTotskihadmarriedaFrenchmarquise,andwastobecarriedoffbyhertoParis,andthentoBrittany。

  \"Oh,well,\"thoughtthegeneral,\"he’slosttousforgood,now。\"

  SotheEpanchinspreparedtodepartforthesummer。

  Butnowanothercircumstanceoccurred,whichchangedalltheplansoncemore,andagaintheintendedjourneywasputoff,muchtothedelightofthegeneralandhisspouse。

  AcertainPrinceS——arrivedinSt。PetersburgfromMoscow,aneminentandhonourableyoungman。Hewasoneofthoseactivepersonswhoalwaysfindsomegoodworkwithwhichtoemploythemselves。Withoutforcinghimselfuponthepublicnotice,modestandunobtrusive,thisyoungprincewasconcernedwithmuchthathappenedintheworldingeneral。

  Hehadserved,atfirst,inoneofthecivildepartments,hadthenattendedtomattersconnectedwiththelocalgovernmentofprovincialtowns,andhadoflatebeenacorrespondingmemberofseveralimportantscientificsocieties。Hewasamanofexcellentfamilyandsolidmeans,aboutthirty-fiveyearsofage。

  PrinceS——madetheacquaintanceofthegeneral’sfamily,andAdelaida,thesecondgirl,madeagreatimpressionuponhim。

  Towardsthespringheproposedtoher,andsheacceptedhim。Thegeneralandhiswifeweredelighted。Thejourneyabroadwasputoff,andtheweddingwasfixedforadaynotverydistant。

  ThetripabroadmighthavebeenenjoyedlateronbyMrs。Epanchinandhertworemainingdaughters,butforanothercircumstance。

  ItsohappenedthatPrinceS——introducedadistantrelationofhisownintotheEpanchinfamily——oneEvgeniePavlovitch,ayoungofficerofabouttwenty-eightyearsofage,whoseconquestsamongtheladiesinMoscowhadbeenproverbial。ThisyounggentlemannosoonerseteyesonAglayathanhebecameafrequentvisitoratthehouse。Hewaswitty,well-educated,andextremelywealthy,asthegeneralverysoondiscovered。Hispastreputationwastheonlythingagainsthim。

  Nothingwassaid;therewerenotevenanyhintsdropped;butstill,itseemedbettertotheparentstosaynothingmoreaboutgoingabroadthisseason,atallevents。Aglayaherselfperhapswasofadifferentopinion。

  Allthishappenedjustbeforethesecondappearanceofourherouponthescene。

  Bythistime,tojudgefromappearances,poorPrinceMuishkinhadbeenquiteforgotteninSt。Petersburg。Ifhehadappearedsuddenlyamonghisacquaintances,hewouldhavebeenreceivedasonefromtheskies;butwemustjustglanceatonemorefactbeforeweconcludethispreface。

  ColiaIvolgin,forsometimeaftertheprince’sdeparture,continuedhisoldlife。Thatis,hewenttoschool,lookedafterhisfather,helpedVariainthehouse,andranhererrands,andwentfrequentlytoseehisfriend,Hippolyte。

  Thelodgershaddisappearedveryquickly——FerdishenkosoonaftertheeventsatNastasiaPhilipovna’s,whiletheprincewenttoMoscow,asweknow。GaniaandhismotherwenttolivewithVariaandPtitsinimmediatelyafterthelatter’swedding,whilethegeneralwashousedinadebtor’sprisonbyreasonofcertainIOU’sgiventothecaptain’swidowundertheimpressionthattheywouldneverbeformallyusedagainsthim。ThisunkindactionmuchsurprisedpoorArdalionAlexandrovitch,thevictim,ashecalledhimself,ofan\"unboundedtrustinthenobilityofthehumanheart。\"

  Whenhesignedthosenotesofhand,heneverdreamtthattheywouldbeasourceoffuturetrouble。Theeventshowedthathewasmistaken。

  \"Trustinanyoneafterthis!Havetheleastconfidenceinmanorwoman!\"

  hecriedinbittertones,ashesatwithhisnewfriendsinprison,andrecountedtothemhisfavouritestoriesofthesiegeofKars,andtheresuscitatedsoldier。Onthewhole,heaccommodatedhimselfverywelltohisnewposition。PtitsinandVariadeclaredthathewasintherightplace,andGaniawasofthesameopinion。TheonlypersonwhodeploredhisfatewaspoorNinaAlexandrovna,whoweptbittertearsoverhim,tothegreatsurpriseofherhousehold,and,thoughalwaysinfeeblehealth,madeapointofgoingtoseehimasoftenaspossible。

  Sincethegeneral’s\"mishap,\"asColiacalledit,andthemarriageofhissister,theboyhadquietlypossessedhimselfoffarmorefreedom。Hisrelationssawlittleofhim,forherarelysleptathome。Hemademanynewfriends;andwasmoreover,afrequentvisitoratthedebtor’sprison,towhichheinvariablyaccompaniedhismother。Varia,whousedtobealwayscorrectinghim,neverspoketohimnowonthesubjectofhisfrequentabsences,andthewholehouseholdwassurprisedtoseeGania,inspiteofhisdepression,onquitefriendlytermswithhisbrother。Thiswassomethingnew,forGaniahadbeenwonttolookuponColiaasakindoferrand-boy,treatinghimwithcontempt,threateningto\"pullhisears,\"andingeneraldrivinghimalmostwildwithirritation。ItseemednowthatGaniareallyneededhisbrother,andthelatter,forhispart,feltasifhecouldforgiveGaniamuchsincehehadreturnedthehundredthousandroublesofferedtohimbyNastasiaPhilipovna。Threemonthsafterthedepartureoftheprince,theIvolginfamilydiscoveredthatColiahadmadeacquaintancewiththeEpanchins,andwasonveryfriendlytermswiththedaughters。Variaheardofitfirst,thoughColiahadnotaskedhertointroducehim。Littlebylittlethefamilygrewquitefondofhim。MadameEpanchinatfirstlookedonhimwithdisdain,andreceivedhimcoldly,butinashorttimehegrewtopleaseher,because,asshesaid,he\"wascandidandnoflatterer\"——averytruedescription。Fromthefirstheputhimselfonanequalitywithhisnewfriends,andthoughhesometimesreadnewspapersandbookstothemistressofthehouse,itwassimplybecausehelikedtobeuseful。

  Oneday,however,heandLizabethaProkofievnaquarrelledseriouslyaboutthe\"womanquestion,\"inthecourseofalivelydiscussiononthatburningsubject。Hetoldherthatshewasatyrant,andthathewouldneversetfootinherhouseagain。Itmayseemincredible,butadayortwoafter,MadameEpanchinsentaservantwithanotebegginghimtoreturn,andColia,withoutstandingonhisdignity,didsoatonce。

  Aglayawastheonlyoneofthefamilywhosegoodgraceshecouldnotgain,andwhoalwaysspoketohimhaughtily,butitsohappenedthattheboyonedaysucceededingivingtheproudmaidenasurprise。

  ItwasaboutEaster,when,takingadvantageofamomentarytete-

  a-teteColiahandedAglayaaletter,remarkingthathe\"hadorderstodeliverittoherprivately。\"Shestaredathiminamazement,buthedidnotwaittohearwhatshehadtosay,andwentout。Aglayabroketheseal,andreadasfollows:

  \"Onceyoudidmethehonourofgivingmeyourconfidence。Perhapsyouhavequiteforgottenmenow!HowisitthatIamwritingtoyou?Idonotknow;butIamconsciousofanirresistibledesiretoremindyouofmyexistence,especiallyyou。HowmanytimesI

  haveneededallthreeofyou;butonlyyouhavedweltalwaysinmymind’seye。Ineedyou——Ineedyouverymuch。Iwillnotwriteaboutmyself。Ihavenothingtotellyou。ButIlongforyoutobehappy。AREyouhappy?ThatisallIwishedtosaytoyou——Yourbrother,\"PR。L。MUISHKIN。\"

  Onreadingthisshortanddisconnectednote,Aglayasuddenlyblushedallover,andbecameverythoughtful。

  Itwouldbedifficulttodescribeherthoughtsatthatmoment。

  Oneofthemwas,\"ShallIshowittoanyone?\"Butshewasashamedtoshowit。Sosheendedbyhidingitinhertabledrawer,withaverystrange,ironicalsmileuponherlips。

  Nextday,shetookitout,andputitintoalargebook,assheusuallydidwithpaperswhichshewantedtobeabletofindeasily。Shelaughedwhen,aboutaweeklater,shehappenedtonoticethenameofthebook,andsawthatitwasDonQuixote,butitwouldbedifficulttosayexactlywhy。

  Icannotsay,either,whethersheshowedthelettertohersisters。

  Butwhenshehadreaditherselfoncemore,itsuddenlystruckherthatsurelythatconceitedboy,Colia,hadnotbeentheonechosencorrespondentoftheprinceallthiswhile。Shedeterminedtoaskhim,anddidsowithanexaggeratedshowofcarelessness。

  Heinformedherhaughtilythatthoughhehadgiventheprincehispermanentaddresswhenthelatterlefttown,andhadofferedhisservices,theprincehadneverbeforegivenhimanycommissiontoperform,norhadhewrittenuntilthefollowinglinesarrived,withAglaya’sletter。Aglayatookthenote,andreadit。

  \"DEARCOLIA,——PleasebesokindastogivetheenclosedsealedlettertoAglayaIvanovna。Keepwell——Everyourloving,\"PR。L。MUISHKIN。\"

  \"Itseemsabsurdtotrustalittlepepper-boxlikeyou,\"saidAglaya,asshereturnedthenote,andwalkedpastthe\"pepper-

  box\"withanexpressionofgreatcontempt。

  ThiswasmorethanColiacouldbear。HehadactuallyborrowedGania’snewgreentiefortheoccasion,withoutsayingwhyhewantedit,inordertoimpressher。Hewasverydeeplymortified。

  ITwasthebeginningofJune,andforawholeweektheweatherinSt。Petersburghadbeenmagnificent。TheEpanchinshadaluxuriouscountry-houseatPavlofsk,[OneofthefashionablesummerresortsnearSt。Petersburg。]andtothisspotMrs。

  Epanchindeterminedtoproceedwithoutfurtherdelay。Inacoupleofdaysallwasready,andthefamilyhadlefttown。AdayortwoafterthisremovaltoPavlofsk,PrinceMuishkinarrivedinSt。

  PetersburgbythemorningtrainfromMoscow。Noonemethim;but,ashesteppedoutofthecarriage,hesuddenlybecameawareoftwostrangelyglowingeyesfixeduponhimfromamongthecrowdthatmetthetrain。Onendeavouringtore-discovertheeyes,andseetowhomtheybelonged,hecouldfindnothingtoguidehim。Itmusthavebeenahallucination。Butthedisagreeableimpressionremained,andwithoutthis,theprincewassadandthoughtfulalready,andseemedtobemuchpreoccupied。

  HiscabtookhimtoasmallandbadhotelneartheLitaynaya。

  Hereheengagedacoupleofrooms,darkandbadlyfurnished。Hewashedandchanged,andhurriedlyleftthehotelagain,asthoughanxioustowastenotime。AnyonewhonowsawhimforthefirsttimesinceheleftPetersburgwouldjudgethathehadimprovedvastlysofarashisexteriorwasconcerned。Hisclothescertainlywereverydifferent;theyweremorefashionable,perhapseventoomuchso,andanyoneinclinedtomockerymighthavefoundsomethingtosmileatinhisappearance。Butwhatistherethatpeoplewillnotsmileat?

  TheprincetookacabanddrovetoastreetneartheNativity,wherehesoondiscoveredthehousehewasseeking。Itwasasmallwoodenvilla,andhewasstruckbyitsattractiveandcleanappearance;itstoodinapleasantlittlegarden,fullofflowers。Thewindowslookingonthestreetwereopen,andthesoundofavoice,readingaloudormakingaspeech,camethroughthem。Itroseattimestoashout,andwasinterruptedoccasionallybyburstsoflaughter。

  PrinceMuishkinenteredthecourt-yard,andascendedthesteps。A

  cookwithhersleevesturneduptotheelbowsopenedthedoor。

  ThevisitoraskedifMr。Lebedeffwereathome。

  \"Heisinthere,\"saidshe,pointingtothesalon。

  Theroomhadabluewall-paper,andwaswell,almostpretentiously,furnished,withitsroundtable,itsdivan,anditsbronzeclockunderaglassshade。Therewasanarrowpier-

  glassagainstthewall,andachandelieradornedwithlustreshungbyabronzechainfromtheceiling。

  Whentheprinceentered,Lebedeffwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hisbacktothedoor。Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,onaccountoftheextremeheat,andheseemedtohavejustreachedtheperorationofhisspeech,andwasimpressivelybeatinghisbreast。

  Hisaudienceconsistedofayouthofaboutfifteenyearsofagewithacleverface,whohadabookinhishand,thoughhewasnotreading;ayoungladyoftwenty,indeepmourning,stoodnearhimwithaninfantinherarms;anothergirlofthirteen,alsoinblack,waslaughingloudly,hermouthwideopen;andonthesofalayahandsomeyoungman,withblackhairandeyes,andasuspicionofbeardandwhiskers。Hefrequentlyinterruptedthespeakerandarguedwithhim,tothegreatdelightoftheothers。

  \"LukianTimofeyovitch!LukianTimofeyovitch!Here’ssomeonetoseeyou!Lookhere!……agentlemantospeaktoyou!……

  Well,it’snotmyfault!\"andthecookturnedandwentawayredwithanger。

  Lebedeffstarted,andatsightoftheprincestoodlikeastatueforamoment。Thenhemoveduptohimwithaningratiatingsmile,butstoppedshortagain。

  \"Prince!ex-ex-excellency!\"hestammered。Thensuddenlyherantowardsthegirlwiththeinfant,amovementsounexpectedbyherthatshestaggeredandfellback,butnextmomenthewasthreateningtheotherchild,whowasstanding,stilllaughing,inthedoorway。Shescreamed,andrantowardsthekitchen。Lebedeffstampedhisfootangrily;then,seeingtheprinceregardinghimwithamazement,hemurmuredapologetically——\"Pardontoshowrespect!……he-he!\"

  \"Youarequitewrong……\"begantheprince。

  \"Atonce……atonce……inonemoment!\"

  Herushedlikeawhirlwindfromtheroom,andMuishkinlookedinquiringlyattheothers。

  Theywerealllaughing,andtheguestjoinedinthechorus。

  \"Hehasgonetogethiscoat,\"saidtheboy。

  \"Howannoying!\"exclaimedtheprince。\"Ithought……Tellme,ishe……\"

  \"Youthinkheisdrunk?\"criedtheyoungmanonthesofa。\"Notintheleast。He’sonlyhadthreeorfoursmallglasses,perhapsfive;butwhatisthat?Theusualthing!\"

  Astheprinceopenedhismouthtoanswer,hewasinterruptedbythegirl,whosesweetfaceworeanexpressionofabsolutefrankness。

  \"Heneverdrinksmuchinthemorning;ifyouhavecometotalkbusinesswithhim,doitnow。Itisthebesttime。Hesometimescomesbackdrunkintheevening;butjustnowhepassesthegreaterpartoftheeveningintears,andreadspassagesofHolyScripturealoud,becauseourmotherdiedfiveweeksago。\"

  \"Nodoubtheranoffbecausehedidnotknowwhattosaytoyou,\"

  saidtheyouthonthedivan。\"Ibetheistryingtocheatyou,andisthinkinghowbesttodoit。\"

  JustthenLebedeffreturned,havingputonhiscoat。

  \"Fiveweeks!\"saidhe,wipinghiseyes。\"Onlyfiveweeks!Poororphans!\"

  \"Butwhywearacoatinholes,\"askedthegirl,\"whenyournewoneishangingbehindthedoor?Didyounotseeit?\"

  \"Holdyourtongue,dragon-fly!\"hescolded。\"Whataplagueyouare!\"Hestampedhisfootirritably,butsheonlylaughed,andanswered:

  \"Areyoutryingtofrightenme?IamnotTania,youknow,andI

  don’tintendtorunaway。Look,youarewakingLubotchka,andshewillhaveconvulsionsagain。Whydoyoushoutlikethat?\"

  \"Well,well!Iwon’tagain,\"saidthemasterofthehousehisanxietygettingthebetterofhistemper。Hewentuptohisdaughter,andlookedatthechildinherarms,anxiouslymakingthesignofthecrossoverherthreetimes。\"Godblessher!Godblessher!\"hecriedwithemotion。\"ThislittlecreatureismydaughterLuboff,\"addressingtheprince。\"Mywife,Helena,died——

  atherbirth;andthisismybigdaughterVera,inmourning,asyousee;andthis,this,oh,thispointingtotheyoungmanonthedivan……

  \"Well,goon!nevermindme!\"mockedtheother。\"Don’tbeafraid!\"

  \"Excellency!HaveyoureadthataccountofthemurderoftheZemarinfamily,inthenewspaper?\"criedLebedeff,allofasudden。

  \"Yes,\"saidMuishkin,withsomesurprise。

  \"Well,thatisthemurderer!Itishe——infact——\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"askedthevisitor。

  \"Iamspeakingallegorically,ofcourse;buthewillbethemurdererofaZemarinfamilyinthefuture。Heisgettingready……\"

  Theyalllaughed,andthethoughtcrossedtheprince’smindthatperhapsLebedeffwasreallytriflinginthiswaybecauseheforesawinconvenientquestions,andwantedtogaintime。

  \"Heisatraitor!aconspirator!\"shoutedLebedeff,whoseemedtohavelostallcontroloverhimself。\"Amonster!aslanderer!

  OughtItotreathimasanephew,thesonofmysisterAnisia?\"

  \"Oh!dobequiet!Youmustbedrunk!Hehastakenitintohisheadtoplaythelawyer,prince,andhepracticesspeechifying,andisalwaysrepeatinghiseloquentpleadingstohischildren。

  Andwhodoyouthinkwashislastclient?Anoldwomanwhohadbeenrobbedoffivehundredroubles,herall,bysomerogueofausurer,besoughthimtotakeuphercase,insteadofwhichhedefendedtheusurerhimself,aJewnamedZeidler,becausethisJewpromisedtogivehimfiftyroubles……\"

  \"ItwastobefiftyifIwonthecase,onlyfiveifIlost,\"

  interruptedLebedeff,speakinginalowtone,agreatcontrasttohisearliermanner。

  \"Well!naturallyhecametogrief:thelawisnotadministeredasitusedtobe,andheonlygotlaughedatforhispains。Buthewasmuchpleasedwithhimselfinspiteofthat。’Mostlearnedjudge!’saidhe,’picturethisunhappyman,crippledbyageandinfirmities,whogainshislivingbyhonourabletoil——picturehim,Irepeat,robbedofhisall,ofhislastmouthful;remember,I

  entreatyou,thewordsofthatlearnedlegislator,\"Letmercyandjusticealikerulethecourtsoflaw。\"’Now,wouldyoubelieveit,excellency,everymorningherecitesthisspeechtousfrombeginningtoend,exactlyashespokeitbeforethemagistrate。

  To-daywehavehearditforthefifthtime。Hewasjuststartingagainwhenyouarrived,somuchdoesheadmireit。Heisnowpreparingtoundertakeanothercase。Ithink,bytheway,thatyouarePrinceMuishkin?Coliatellsmeyouarethecleverestmanhehaseverknown……\"

  \"Thecleverestintheworld,\"interruptedhisunclehastily。

  \"Idonotpaymuchattentiontothatopinion,\"continuedtheyoungmancalmly。\"Coliaisveryfondofyou,buthe,\"pointingtoLebedeff,\"isflatteringyou。IcanassureyouIhavenointentionofflatteringyou,oranyoneelse,butatleastyouhavesomecommon-sense。Well,willyoujudgebetweenus?Shallweasktheprincetoactasarbitrator?\"hewenton,addressinghisuncle。

  \"Iamsogladyouchancedtocomehere,prince。\"

  \"Iagree,\"saidLebedeff,firmly,lookingroundinvoluntarilyathisdaughter,whohadcomenearer,andwaslisteningattentivelytotheconversation。

  \"Whatisitallabout?\"askedtheprince,frowning。Hisheadached,andhefeltsurethatLebedeffwastryingtocheathiminsomeway,andonlytalkingtoputofftheexplanationthathehadcomefor。

  \"Iwilltellyouallthestory。Iamhisnephew;hedidspeakthetruththere,althoughheisgenerallytellinglies。I

  amattheUniversity,andhavenotyetfinishedmycourse。Imeantodoso,andIshall,forIhaveadeterminedcharacter。Imust,however,findsomethingtodoforthepresent,andthereforeI

  havegotemploymentontherailwayattwenty-fourroublesamonth。Iadmitthatmyunclehashelpedmeonceortwicebefore。

  Well,Ihadtwentyroublesinmypocket,andIgambledthemaway。

  CanyoubelievethatIshouldbesolow,sobase,astolosemoneyinthatway?\"

  \"Andthemanwhowonitisarogue,aroguewhomyououghtnottohavepaid!\"criedLebedeff。

  \"Yes,heisarogue,butIwasobligedtopayhim,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Astohisbeingarogue,heisassuredlythat,andI

  amnotsayingitbecausehebeatyou。Heisanex-lieutenant,prince,dismissedfromtheservice,ateacherofboxing,andoneofRogojin’sfollowers。TheyareallloungingaboutthepavementsnowthatRogojinhasturnedthemoff。Ofcourse,theworstofitisthat,knowinghewasarascal,andacard-sharper,Inonethelessplayedpalkiwithhim,andriskedmylastrouble。Totellthetruth,Ithoughttomyself,’IfIlose,Iwillgotomyuncle,andIamsurehewillnotrefusetohelpme。’Nowthatwasbase-cowardlyandbase!\"

  \"Thatisso,\"observedLebedeffquietly;\"cowardlyandbase。\"

  \"Well,waitabit,beforeyoubegintotriumph,\"saidthenephewviciously;forthewordsseemedtoirritatehim。\"Heisdelighted!Icametohimhereandtoldhimeverything:Iactedhonourably,forIdidnotexcusemyself。Ispokemostseverelyofmyconduct,aseveryoneherecanwitness。ButImustsmartenmyselfupbeforeItakeupmynewpost,forIamreallylikeatramp。Justlookatmyboots!Icannotpossiblyappearlikethis,andifIamnotatthebureauatthetimeappointed,thejobwillbegiventosomeoneelse;andIshallhavetotryforanother。

  NowIonlybegforfifteenroubles,andIgivemywordthatI

  willneveraskhimforanythingagain。Iamalsoreadytopromisetorepaymydebtinthreemonths’time,andIwillkeepmyword,evenifIhavetoliveonbreadandwater。Mysalarywillamounttoseventy-fiveroublesinthreemonths。ThesumInowask,addedtowhatIhaveborrowedalready,willmakeatotalofaboutthirty-fiveroubles,soyouseeIshallhaveenoughtopayhimandconfoundhim!ifhewantsinterest,heshallhavethat,too!

  Haven’tIalwayspaidbackthemoneyhelentmebefore?Whyshouldhebesomeannow?Hegrudgesmyhavingpaidthatlieutenant;therecanbenootherreason!That’sthekindheis——

  adoginthemanger!\"

  \"Andhewon’tgoaway!\"criedLebedeff。\"Hehasinstalledhimselfhere,andhereheremains!\"

  \"Ihavetoldyoualready,thatIwillnotgoawayuntilIhavegotwhatIask。Whyareyousmiling,prince?Youlookasifyoudisapprovedofme。\"

  \"Iamnotsmiling,butIreallythinkyouareinthewrong,somewhat,\"repliedMuishkin,reluctantly。

  \"Don’tshuffle!SayplainlythatyouthinkthatIamquitewrong,withoutany’somewhat’!Why’somewhat’?\"

  \"Iwillsayyouarequitewrong,ifyouwish。\"

  \"IfIwish!That’sgood,Imustsay!DoyouthinkIamdeceivedastotheflagrantimproprietyofmyconduct?Iamquiteawarethathismoneyishisown,andthatmyaction-Asmuchlikeanattemptatextortion。Butyou-youdon’tknowwhatlifeis!Ifpeopledon’tlearnbyexperience,theyneverunderstand。Theymustbetaught。Myintentionsareperfectlyhonest;onmyconsciencehewilllosenothing,andIwillpaybackthemoneywithinterest。Addedtowhichhehashadthemoralsatisfactionofseeingmedisgraced。Whatdoeshewantmore?andwhatishegoodforifheneverhelpsanyone?Lookwhathedoeshimself!

  justaskhimabouthisdealingswithothers,howhedeceivespeople!Howdidhemanagetobuythishouse?Youmaycutoffmyheadifhehasnotletyouinforsomething-andifheisnottryingtocheatyouagain。Youaresmiling。Youdon’tbelieveme?\"

  \"Itseemstomethatallthishasnothingtodowithyouraffairs,\"remarkedtheprince。

  \"Ihavelainherenowforthreedays,\"criedtheyoungmanwithoutnoticing,\"andIhaveseenalot!Fancy!hesuspectshisdaughter,thatangel,thatorphan,mycousin——hesuspectsher,andeveryeveninghesearchesherroom,toseeifshehasaloverhiddeninit!Hecomesheretooontiptoe,creepingsoftly——oh,sosoftly——andlooksunderthesofa——mybed,youknow。Heismadwithsuspicion,andseesathiefineverycorner。Herunsaboutallnightlong;hewasupatleastseventimeslastnight,tosatisfyhimselfthatthewindowsanddoorswerebarred,andtopeepintotheoven。Thatmanwhoappearsincourtforscoundrels,rushesinhereinthenightandprays,lyingprostrate,banginghisheadonthegroundbythehalf-hour——andforwhomdoyouthinkheprays?Whoarethesinnersfiguringinhisdrunkenpetitions?IhaveheardhimwithmyownearsprayingforthereposeofthesouloftheCountessduBarry!Coliaheardittoo。

  HeisasmadasaMarchhare!\"

  \"Youhearhowheslandersme,prince,\"saidLebedeff,almostbesidehimselfwithrage。\"Imaybeadrunkard,anevil-doer,athief,butatleastIcansayonethingformyself。Hedoesnotknow——howshouldhe,mockerthatheis?——thatwhenhecameintotheworlditwasIwhowashedhim,anddressedhiminhisswathing-bands,formysisterAnisiahadlostherhusband,andwasingreatpoverty。Iwasverylittlebetteroffthanshe,butIsatupnightafternightwithher,andnursedbothmotherandchild;Iusedtogodownstairsandstealwoodforthemfromthehouse-porter。HowoftendidIsinghimtosleepwhenIwashalfdeadwithhunger!Inshort,Iwasmorethanafathertohim,andnow——nowhejeersatme!EvenifIdidcrossmyself,andprayforthereposeofthesouloftheComtesseduBarry,whatdoesitmatter?Threedaysago,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ireadherbiographyinanhistoricaldictionary。Doyouknowwhoshewas?

  Youthere!\"addressinghisnephew。\"Speak!doyouknow?\"

  \"Ofcoursenooneknowsanythingaboutherbutyou,\"mutteredtheyoungmaninawould-bejeeringtone。

  \"ShewasaCountesswhorosefromshametoreignlikeaQueen。AnEmpresswrotetoher,withherownhand,as’Macherecousine。’

  Atalever-du-roionemorningdoyouknowwhatalever-du-roiwas?——aCardinal,aPapallegate,offeredtoputonherstockings;ahighandholypersonlikethatlookedonitasanhonour!Didyouknowthis?Iseebyyourexpressionthatyoudidnot!Well,howdidshedie?Answer!\"

  \"Oh!dostop——youaretooabsurd!\"

  \"Thisishowshedied。Afterallthishonourandglory,afterhavingbeenalmostaQueen,shewasguillotinedbythatbutcher,Samson。Shewasquiteinnocent,butithadtobedone,forthesatisfactionofthefishwivesofParis。Shewassoterrified,thatshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening。ButwhenSamsonseizedherhead,andpushedherundertheknifewithhisfoot,shecriedout:’Waitamoment!waitamoment,monsieur!’Well,becauseofthatmomentofbittersuffering,perhapstheSaviourwillpardonherotherfaults,foronecannotimagineagreateragony。AsIreadthestorymyheartbledforher。Andwhatdoesitmattertoyou,littleworm,ifIimploredtheDivinemercyforher,greatsinnerasshewas,asIsaidmyeveningprayer?I

  mighthavedoneitbecauseIdoubtedifanyonehadevercrossedhimselfforhersakebefore。Itmaybethatintheotherworldshewillrejoicetothinkthatasinnerlikeherselfhascriedtoheavenforthesalvationofhersoul。Whyareyoulaughing?Youbelievenothing,atheist!Andyourstorywasnotevencorrect!IfyouhadlistenedtowhatIwassaying,youwouldhaveheardthatIdidnotonlyprayfortheComtesseduBarry。Isaid,’OhLord!

  giveresttothesoulofthatgreatsinner,theComtesseduBarry,andtoallunhappyoneslikeher。’Youseethatisquiteadifferentthing,forhowmanysinnersthereare,howmanywomen,whohavepassedthroughthetrialsofthislife,arenowsufferingandgroaninginpurgatory!Iprayedforyou,too,inspiteofyourinsolenceandimpudence,alsoforyourfellows,asitseemsthatyouclaimtoknowhowIpray……\"

  \"Oh!that’senoughinallconscience!Prayforwhomyouchoose,andthedeviltakethemandyou!Wehaveascholarhere;youdidnotknowthat,prince?\"hecontinued,withasneer。\"Hereadsallsortsofbooksandmemoirsnow。\"

  \"Atanyrate,yourunclehasakindheart,\"remarkedtheprince,whoreallyhadtoforcehimselftospeaktothenephew,somuchdidhedislikehim。

  \"Oh,nowyouaregoingtopraisehim!Hewillbesetup!Heputshishandonhisheart,andheisdelighted!Ineversaidhewasamanwithoutheart,butheisarascal——that’sthepityofit。Andthen,heisaddictedtodrink,andhismindisunhinged,likethatofmostpeoplewhohavetakenmorethanisgoodforthemforyears。Heloveshischildren——oh,Iknowthatwellenough!Herespectedmyaunt,hislatewife……andheevenhasasortofaffectionforme。Hehasrememberedmeinhiswill。\"

  \"Ishallleaveyounothing!\"exclaimedhisuncleangrily。

  \"Listentome,Lebedeff,\"saidtheprinceinadecidedvoice,turninghisbackontheyoungman。\"Iknowbyexperiencethatwhenyouchoose,youcanbebusiness-like……I。Ihaveverylittletimetospare,andifyou……Bytheway——excuseme——whatisyourChristianname?Ihaveforgottenit。\"

  \"Ti-Ti-Timofey。\"

  \"And?\"

  \"Lukianovitch。\"

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