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  Thesesymptomsdidnotabate,andhecontinued:——

  “Clara,Imustnotleavetheeindoubt。IknownotwhatbroughtaboutthyinterviewwiththebeingwhomthoucallestCarwin。ForatimeIwasguiltyofthyerror,anddeducedfromhisincoherentconfessionsthatIhadbeenmadethevictimofhumanmalice。Heleftusatmybidding,andIputupaprayerthatmydoubtsshouldberemoved。Thyeyeswereshutandthyearssealedtothevisionthatansweredmyprayer。

  “Iwasindeeddeceived。Theformthouhastseenwastheincarnationofademon。Thevisageandvoicewhichurgedmetothesacrificeofmyfamilywerehis。Nowhepersonatesahumanform;

  thenhewasenvironedwiththelusterofheaven。

  “Clara,“hecontinued,advancingclosertome,“thydeathmustcome。Thisministerisevil,buthefromwhomhiscommissionwasreceivedisGod。Submitthenwithallthywontedresignationtoadecreethatcannotbereversedorresisted。Marktheclock。Threeminutesareallowedtothee,inwhichtocallupthyfortitudeandpreparetheeforthydoom。”Therehestopped。

  Evennow,whenthissceneexistsonlyinmemory,whenlifeandallitsfunctionshavesunkintotorpor,mypulsethrobs,andmyhairsuprise;mybrowsareknit,asthen,andIgazearoundmeindistraction。Iwasunconquerablyaversetodeath;butdeath,imminentandfullofagonyasthatwhichwasthreatened,wasnothing。Thiswasnottheonlyorchiefinspirerofmyfears。

  Forhim,notformyself,wasmysoultormented。Imightdie,andnocrime,surpassingthereachofmercy,wouldpursuemetothepresenceofmyJudge;butmyassassinwouldsurvivetocontemplatehisdeed,andthatassassinwasWieland!

  WingstobearmebeyondhisreachIhadnot。Icouldnotvanishwithathought。Thedoorwasopen,butmymurdererwasinterposedbetweenthatandme。Ofself-defenseIwasincapable。Thefrenzythatlatelypromptedmetobloodwasgone:mystatewasdesperate;

  myrescuewasimpossible。

  Theweightoftheseaccumulatedthoughtscouldnotbeborne。Mysightbecameconfused;mylimbswereseizedwithconvulsion;I

  spoke,butmywordswerehalfformed:——

  “Spareme,mybrother!Lookdown,righteousJudge!snatchmefromthisfate!takeawaythisfuryfromhim,orturnitelsewhere!“

  SuchwastheagonyofmythoughtsthatInoticednotstepsenteringmyapartment。Supplicatingeyeswerecastupward;butwhenmyprayerwasbreathedIoncemorewildlygazedatthedoor。Aformmetmysight;IshudderedasiftheGodwhomIinvokedwerepresent。ItwasCarwinthatagainintruded,andwhostoodbeforeme,erectinattitudeandsteadfastinlook!

  Thesightofhimawakenednewandrapidthoughts。Hisrecenttalewasremembered;hismagicaltransitionsandmysteriousenergyofvoice。Whetherhewereinfernalormiraculousorhuman,therewasnopowerandnoneedtodecide。Whetherthecontriverornotofthisspell,hewasabletounbindit,andtocheckthefuryofmybrother。Hehadascribedtohimselfintentionsnotmalignant。

  Herenowwasaffordedatestofhistruth。Lethiminterpose,asfromabove;revokethesavagedecreewhichthemadnessofWielandhasassignedtoheaven,andextinguishforeverthispassionforblood!

  Myminddetectedataglancethisavenuetosafety。Therecommendationsitpossessedthrongedasitweretogether,andmadebutoneimpressiononmyintellect。RemotereffectsandcollateraldangersIsawnot。Perhapsthepauseofaninstanthadsufficedtocallthemup。TheimprobabilitythattheinfluencewhichgovernedWielandwasexternalorhuman;thetendencyofthisstratagemtosanctionsofatalanerrororsubstituteamoredestructiverageinplaceofthis;theinsufficiencyofCarwin”smeremuscularforcestocounteracttheeffortsandrestrainthefuryofWieland,might,atasecondglance,havebeendiscovered;butnosecondglancewasallowed。Myfirstthoughthurriedmetoaction,and,fixingmyeyesuponCarwin,Iexclaimed,——

  “Owretch!oncemorehastthoucome?Letitbetoabjurethymalice;tocounterworkthishellishstratagem;toturnfrommeandfrommybrotherthisdesolatingrage!

  “Testifythyinnocenceorthyremorse;exertthepowerswhichpertaintothee,whatevertheybe,toturnasidethisruin。Thouarttheauthorofthesehorrors!WhathaveIdonetodeservethustodie?HowhaveImeritedthisunrelentingpersecution?Iadjurethee,bythatGodwhosevoicethouhastdaredtocounterfeit,tosavemylife!

  “Wiltthouthengo?——leaveme!Succorless!“

  Carwinlistenedtomyentreatiesunmoved,andturnedfromme。Heseemedtohesitateamoment,——thenglidedthroughthedoor。Rageanddespairstifledmyutterance。Theintervalofrespitewaspast;thepangsreservedformebyWielandwerenottobeendured;

  mythoughtsrushedagainintoanarchy。Havingreceivedtheknifefromhishand,Ihelditlooselyandwithoutregard;butnowitseizedagainmyattention,andIgraspeditwithforce。

  HeseemedtonoticenottheentranceorexitofCarwin。Mygestureandthemurderousweaponappearedtohaveescapedhisnotice。Hissilencewasunbroken;hiseye,fixedupontheclockforatime,wasnowwithdrawn;furykindledineveryfeature;allthatwashumaninhisfacegavewaytoanexpressionsupernaturalandtremendous。I

  feltmyleftarmwithinhisgrasp。

  EvennowIhesitatedtostrike。Ishrunkfromhisassault,butinvain。

  Hereletmedesist。WhyshouldIrescuethiseventfromoblivion?

  WhyshouldIpaintthisdetestableconflict?Whynotterminateatoncethisseriesofhorrors?——Hurrytothevergeoftheprecipice,andcastmyselfforeverbeyondremembranceandbeyondhope?

  StillIlive;withthisloaduponmybreast;withthisphantomtopursuemysteps;withadderslodgedinmybosom,andstingingmetomadness;stillIconsenttolive!

  Yes!Iwillriseabovethesphereofmortalpassions;Iwillspurnatthecowardlyremorsethatbidsmeseekimpunityinsilence,orcomfortinforgetfulness。Mynervesshallbenew-strungtothetask。HaveInotresolved?Iwilldie。Thegulfbeforemeisinevitableandnear。Iwilldie,butthenonlywhenmytaleisatanend。

  III

  Myrighthand,graspingtheunseenknife,wasstilldisengaged。Itwasliftedtostrike。Allmystrengthwasexhaustedbutwhatwassufficienttotheperformanceofthisdeed。Alreadywastheenergyawakenedandtheimpulsegiventhatshouldbearthefatalsteeltohisheart,when——Wielandshrunkback;hishandwaswithdrawn。

  Breathlesswithaffrightanddesperation,Istood,freedfromhisgrasp;unassailed;untouched。

  Thuslonghadthepowerwhichcontrolledthesceneforbornetointerfere:butnowhismightwasirresistible;andWielandinamomentwasdisarmedofallhispurposes。Avoice,louderthanhumanorganscouldproduce,shrillerthanlanguagecandepict,burstfromtheceilingandcommandedhim——TOHOLD!

  TroubleanddismaysucceededtothesteadfastnessthathadlatelybeendisplayedinthelooksofWieland。Hiseyesrovedfromonequartertoanother,withanexpressionofdoubt。Heseemedtowaitforafurtherintimation。

  Carwin”sagencywashereeasilyrecognized。Ihadbesoughthimtointerposeinmydefense。Hehadflown。Ihadimaginedhimdeaftomyprayer,andresolutetoseemeperish;yethedisappearedmerelytodeviseandexecutethemeansofmyrelief。

  Whydidhenotforbearwhenthisendwasaccomplished?Whydidhismisjudgingzealandaccursedprecipitationoverpassthatlimit?Ormeanthethustocrownthescene,andconducthisinscrutableplotstothisconsummation?

  Suchideaswerethefruitofsubsequentcontemplation。Thismomentwaspregnantwithfate。Ihadnopowertoreason。Inthecareerofmytempestuousthoughts,rentintopiecesasmymindwasbyaccumulatinghorrors,Carwinwasunseenandunsuspected。IpartookofWieland”scredulity,shookwithhisamazement,andpantedwithhisawe。

  Silencetookplaceforamoment:somuchasallowedtheattentiontorecoveritspost。Thennewsoundswereutteredfromabove:——

  “Manoferrors!ceasetocherishthydelusion;notheavenorhell,butthysenses,havemisledtheetocommittheseacts。Shakeoffthyfrenzy,andascendintorationalandhuman。Belunaticnolonger。”

  Mybrotheropenedhislipstospeak。Histonewasterrificandfaint。Hemutteredanappealtoheaven。Itwasdifficulttocomprehendthethemeofhisinquiries。Theyimplieddoubtastothenatureoftheimpulsethathithertohadguidedhim,andquestionedwhetherhehadactedinconsequenceofinsaneperceptions。

  Totheseinterrogatoriesthevoice,whichnowseemedtohoverathisshoulder,loudlyansweredintheaffirmative。Thenuninterruptedsilenceensued。

  Fallenfromhisloftyandheroicstation;nowfinallyrestoredtotheperceptionoftruth;weighedtoearthbytherecollectionofhisowndeeds;consolednolongerbyaconsciousnessofrectitudeforthelossofoffspringandwife,——alossforwhichhewasindebtedtohisownmisguidedhand,——WielandwastransformedatonceintotheMANOFSORROWS!

  Hereflectednotthatcreditshouldbeasreasonablydeniedtothelastastoanyformerintimation;thatonemightasjustlybeascribedtoerringordiseasedsensesastheother。Hesawnotthatthisdiscoveryinnodegreeaffectedtheintegrityofhisconduct;thathismotiveshadlostnoneoftheirclaimstothehomageofmankind;thatthepreferenceofsupremegood,andtheboundlessenergyofduty,wereundiminishedinhisbosom。

  Itisnotformetopursuehimthroughtheghastlychangesofhiscountenance。Wordshehadnone。Nowhesatuponthefloor,motionlessinallhislimbs,withhiseyesglazedandfixed,amonumentofwoe。

  Anonaspiritoftempestuousbutundesigningactivityseizedhim。

  Herosefromhisplaceandstrodeacrossthefloor,totteringandatrandom。Hiseyeswerewithoutmoisture,andgleamedwiththefirethatconsumedhisvitals。Themusclesofhisfacewereagitatedbyconvulsions。Hislipsmoved,butnosoundescapedhim。

  Thatnatureshouldlongsustainthisconflictwasnottobebelieved。Mystatewaslittledifferentfromthatofmybrother。

  Ientered,asitwere,intohisthoughts。Myheartwasvisitedandrentbyhispangs。“Ohthatthyfrenzyhadneverbeencured!thatthymadness,withitsblissfulvisions,wouldreturn!or,ifthatmustnotbe,thatthyscenewouldhastentoaclose!——thatdeathwouldcovertheewithhisoblivion!

  “WhatcanIwishforthee?ThouwhohastviedwiththegreatPreacherofthyfaithinsanctityofmotives,andinelevationabovesensualandselfish!Thouwhomthyfatehaschangedintoparricideandsavage!CanIwishforthecontinuanceofthybeing?

  No。”

  Foratimehismovementsseemeddestituteofpurpose。Ifhewalked;ifheturned;ifhisfingerswereentwinedwitheachother;

  ifhishandswerepressedagainstoppositesidesofhisheadwithaforcesufficienttocrushitintopieces;itwastotearhismindfromself-contemplation;towastehisthoughtsonexternalobjects。

  Speedilythistrainwasbroken。Abeamappearedtobedartedintohismindwhichgaveapurposetohisefforts。Anavenuetoescapepresenteditself;andnowheeagerlygazedabouthim。Whenmythoughtsbecameengagedbyhisdemeanor,myfingerswerestretchedasbyamechanicalforce,andtheknife,nolongerheededorofuse,escapedfrommygraspandfellunperceivedonthefloor。Hiseyenowlighteduponit;heseizeditwiththequicknessofthought。

  Ishriekedaloud,butitwastoolate。Heplungedittothehiltinhisneck;andhislifeinstantlyescapedwiththestreamthatgushedfromthewound。Hewasstretchedatmyfeet;andmyhandsweresprinkledwithhisbloodashefell。

  Suchwasthylastdeed,mybrother!Foraspectaclelikethiswasitmyfatetobereserved!Thyeyeswereclosed——thyfaceghastlywithdeath——thyarms,andthespotwherethoulyedst,floatedinthylife”sblood!Theseimageshavenotforamomentforsakenme。

  TillIambreathlessandcold,theymustcontinuetohoverinmysight。

  Carwin,asIsaid,hadlefttheroom;buthestilllingeredinthehouse。Myvoicesummonedhimtomyaid;butIscarcelynoticedhisreentrance,andnowfaintlyrecollecthisterrifiedlooks,hisbrokenexclamations,hisvehementavowalsofinnocence,theeffusionsofhispityforme,andhisoffersofassistance。

  Ididnotlisten——Iansweredhimnot——Iceasedtoupbraidoraccuse。HisguiltwasapointtowhichIwasindifferent。Ruffianordevil,blackashellorbrightasangels,thenceforthhewasnothingtome。Iwasincapableofsparingalookorathoughtfromtheruinthatwasspreadatmyfeet。

  Whenheleftme,Iwasscarcelyconsciousofanyvariationinthescene。Heinformedtheinhabitantsofthehutofwhathadpassed,andtheyflewtothespot。Carelessofhisownsafety,hehastedtothecitytoinformmyfriendsofmycondition。

  Myunclespeedilyarrivedatthehouse。ThebodyofWielandwasremovedfrommypresence,andtheysupposedthatIwouldfollowit;

  butno,myhomeisascertained;hereIhavetakenupmyrest,andneverwillIgohence,till,likeWieland,Iambornetomygrave。

  Importunitywastriedinvain。Theythreatenedtoremovemebyviolence,——nay,violencewasused;butmysoulprizestoodearlythislittlerooftoenduretobebereavedofit。Forceshouldnotprevailwhenthehoarylocksandsupplicatingtearsofmyunclewereineffectual。Myrepugnancetomovegavebirthtoferociousnessandfrenzywhenforcewasemployed,andtheywereobligedtoconsenttomyreturn。

  Theybesoughtme——theyremonstrated——theyappealedtoeverydutythatconnectedmewithHimthatmademeandwithmyfellow-men——invain。WhileIliveIwillnotgohence。HaveInotfulfilledmydestiny?

  Whywillyetormentmewithyourreasoningsandreproofs?Canyerestoretomethehopeofmybetterdays?CanyegivemebackCatharineandherbabes?Canyerecalltolifehimwhodiedatmyfeet?

  Iwilleat——Iwilldrink——Iwillliedownandriseup——atyourbidding;allIaskisthechoiceofmyabode。Whatisthereunreasonableinthisdemand?ShortlywillIbeatpeace。ThisisthespotwhichIhavechoseninwhichtobreathemylastsigh。

  Denymenot,Ibeseechyou,soslightaboon。

  Talknottome,Omyreverendfriend!ofCarwin。Hehastoldtheehistale,andthouexculpatesthimfromalldirectconcerninthefateofWieland。Thissceneofhavocwasproducedbyanillusionofthesenses。Beitso;Icarenotfromwhatsourcethesedisastershaveflowed;itsufficesthattheyhaveswallowedupourhopesandourexistence。

  Whathisagencybegan,hisagencyconductedtoaclose。Heintended,bythefinaleffortofhispower,torescuemeandtobanishhisillusionsfrommybrother。Suchishistale,concerningthetruthofwhichIcarenot。HenceforthIfosterbutonewish:I

  askonlyquickdeliverancefromlifeandalltheillsthatattendit。

  Go,wretch!tormentmenotwiththypresenceandthyprayers——

  Forgivethee?Willthatavailtheewhenthyfatefulhourshallarrive?Bethouacquittedatthyowntribunal,andthouneedestnotfeartheverdictofothers。Ifthyguiltbecapableofblackerhues,ifhithertothyconsciencebewithoutstain,thycrimewillbemademoreflagrantbythusviolatingmyretreat。Takethyselfawayfrommysightifthouwouldstnotbeholdmydeath!

  Thouartgone!murmuringandreluctant!Andnowmyreposeiscoming——myworkisdone!

  FitzjamesO”BrienTheGoldenIngotIhadjustretiredtorest,withmyeyesalmostblindwiththestudyofanewworkonphysiologybyM。Brown-Sequard,whenthenightbellwaspulledviolently。

  Itwaswinter,andIconfessIgrumbledasIroseandwentdownstairstoopenthedoor。TwicethatweekIhadbeenarousedlongaftermidnightforthemosttrivialcauses。Once,toattenduponthesonandheirofawealthyfamily,whohadcuthisthumbwithapenknife,which,itseems,heinsistedontakingtobedwithhim;andonce,torestoreayounggentlemantoconsciousness,whohadbeenfoundbyhishorrifiedparentstretchedinsensibleonthestaircase。Diachylonintheonecaseandammoniaintheotherwereallthatmypatientsrequired;andIhadafaintsuspicionthatthepresentsummonswasperhapsoccasionedbynocasemorenecessitousthanthoseIhavequoted。Iwastooyounginmyprofession,however,toneglectopportunities。Itisonlywhenaphysicianrisestoaverylargepracticethathecanaffordtobeinconsiderate。Iwasonthefirststepoftheladder,soIhumblyopenedmydoor。

  Awomanwasstandingankledeepinthesnowthatlayuponthestoop。Icaughtbutadimglimpseofherform,forthenightwascloudy;butIcouldhearherteethrattlinglikecastanets,and,asthesharpwindblewherclothesclosetoherform,Icoulddiscernfromthesharpnessoftheoutlinesthatshewasveryscantilysuppliedwithraiment。

  “Comein,comein,mygoodwoman,“Isaidhastily,forthewindseemedtocatcheagerlyattheopportunityofmakingitselfathomeinmyhall,andwasrapidlyforcinganentrancethroughthehalf-

  opendoor。“Comein,youcantellmeallyouhavetocommunicateinside。”

  Sheslippedinlikeaghost,andIclosedthedoor。WhileIwasstrikingalightinmyoffice,Icouldhearherteethstillclickingoutinthedarkhall,tillitseemedasifsomeskeletonwaschattering。AssoonasIobtainedalightIbeggedhertoentertheroom,and,withoutoccupyingmyselfparticularlyaboutherappearance,askedherabruptlywhatherbusinesswas。

  “Myfatherhasmetwithasevereaccident,“shesaid,“andrequiresinstantsurgicalaid。Ientreatyoutocometohimimmediately。”

  Thefreshnessandthemelodyofhervoicestartledme。Suchvoicesrarely,ifever,issuefromanybutbeautifulforms。Ilookedatherattentively,but,owingtoanondescriptspeciesofshawlinwhichherheadwaswrapped,Icoulddiscernnothingbeyondwhatseemedtobeapale,thinfaceandlargeeyes。Herdresswaslamentable。Anoldsilk,ofacolornowunrecognizable,clungtoherfigureinthoselimpfoldswhicharesoeloquentofmisery。

  Thecreaseswhereithadbeenfoldedwerewornnearlythrough,andtheedgesoftheskirthaddecayedintoaspeciesofirregularfringe,whichwasclottedanddiscoloredwithmud。Hershoes——

  whichwerebuthalfconcealedbythisscantygarment——wereshapelessandsoftwithmoisture。Herhandswerehiddenundertheendsoftheshawlwhichcoveredherheadandhungdownoverabust,theoutlinesofwhich,althoughangular,seemedtopossessgrace。

  Poverty,whenpartiallyshrouded,seldomfailstointerest:witnessthestatueoftheVeiledBeggar,byMonti。

  “Inwhatmannerwasyourfatherhurt?“Iasked,inatoneconsiderablysoftenedfromtheoneinwhichIputmyfirstquestion。

  “Heblewhimselfup,sir,andisterriblywounded。”

  “Ah!Heisinsomefactory,then?“

  “No,sir,heisachemist。”

  “Achemist?Why,heisabrotherprofessional。Waitaninstant,andIwillsliponmycoatandgowithyou。Doyoulivefarfromhere?“

  “IntheSeventhAvenue,notmorethantwoblocksfromtheendofthisstreet。”

  “Somuchthebetter。Wewillbewithhiminafewminutes。Didyouleaveanyoneinattendanceonhim?“

  “No,sir。Hewillallownoonebutmyselftoenterhislaboratory。

  And,injuredasheis,Icouldnotinducehimtoquitit。”

  “Indeed!Heisengagedinsomegreatresearch,perhaps?Ihaveknownsuchcases。”

  Wewerepassingunderalamp-post,andthewomansuddenlyturnedandglaredatmewithalookofsuchwildterrorthatforaninstantIinvoluntarilyglancedroundmeundertheimpressionthatsometerribleperil,unseenbyme,wasmenacingusboth。

  “Don”t——don”taskmeanyquestions,“shesaidbreathlessly。“Hewilltellyouall。Butdo,oh,dohasten!GoodGod!hemaybedeadbythistime!“

  Imadenoreply,butallowedhertograspmyhand,whichshedidwithabony,nervousclutch,andendeavoredwithsomedifficultytokeeppacewiththelongstrides——Imightwellcallthembounds,fortheyseemedthespringsofawildanimalratherthanthepacesofayounggirl——withwhichshecoveredtheground。Notawordmorewasuttereduntilwestoppedbeforeashabby,old-fashionedtenementhouseintheSeventhAvenue,notfaraboveTwenty-thirdStreet。

  Shepushedthedooropenwithaconvulsivepressure,and,stillretainingholdofmyhand,literallydraggedmeupstairstowhatseemedtobeabackoffshootfromthemainbuilding,ashigh,perhaps,asthefourthstory。InamomentmoreIfoundmyselfinamoderate-sizedchamber,litbyasinglelamp。Inonecorner,stretchedmotionlessonawretchedpalletbed,IbeheldwhatI

  supposedtobethefigureofmypatient。

  “Heisthere,“saidthegirl;“gotohim。Seeifheisdead——I

  darenotlook。”

  ImademywayaswellasIcouldthroughthenumberlessdilapidatedchemicalinstrumentswithwhichtheroomwaslittered。AFrenchchafingdishsupportedonanirontripodhadbeenoverturned,andwaslyingacrossthefloor,whilethecharcoal,stillwarm,wasscatteredaroundinvariousdirections。Crucibles,alembics,andretortswereconfusedlypiledinvariouscorners,andonasmalltableIsawdistributedinseparatebottlesanumberofmineralandmetallicsubstances,whichIrecognizedasantimony,mercury,plumbago,arsenic,borax,etc。Itwasveritablytheapartmentofapoorchemist。Alltheapparatushadtheairofbeingsecond-hand。

  Therewasnolusterofexquisitelyannealedglassandhighlypolishedmetals,suchasdazzlesoneinthelaboratoryoftheprosperousanalyst。Themakeshiftsofpovertywereeverywherevisible。Thecrucibleswerebroken,orgallipotswereusedinsteadofcrucibles。Thecoloredtestswerenotintheusualtransparentvials,butwereplacedinordinaryblackbottles。Thereisnothingmoremelancholythantobeholdscienceorartindistress。A

  threadbarescholar,atatteredbook,orabatteredviolinisamuteappealtooursympathy。

  Iapproachedthewretchedpalletbedonwhichthevictimofchemistrywaslying。Hebreathedheavily,andhadhisheadturnedtowardthewall。Iliftedhisarmgentlytoarousehisattention。

  “Howgoesit,mypoorfriend?“Iaskedhim。“Whereareyouhurt?“

  Inamoment,asifstartledbythesoundofmyvoice,hesprangupinhisbed,andcoweredagainstthewalllikeawildanimaldriventobay。“Whoareyou?Idon”tknowyou。Whobroughtyouhere?

  Youareastranger。Howdareyoucomeintomyprivateroomstospyuponme?“

  Andasheutteredthisrapidlywithafrightfulnervousenergy,I

  beheldapaledistortedface,drapedwithlonggrayhair,glaringatmewithamingledexpressionoffuryandterror。

  “Iamnospy,“Iansweredmildly。“Iheardthatyouhadmetwithanaccident,andhavecometocureyou。IamDr。Luxor,andhereismycard。”

  Theoldmantookthecard,andscannediteagerly。“Youareaphysician?“heinquireddistrustfully。

  “Andsurgeonalso。”

  “Youareboundbyoathnottorevealthesecretsofyourpatients。”

  “Undoubtedly。”

  “IamafraidthatIamhurt,“hecontinuedfaintly,halfsinkingbackinthebed。

  Iseizedtheopportunitytomakeabriefexaminationofhisbody。

  Ifoundthatthearms,apartofthechest,andapartofthefacewereterriblyscorched;butitseemedtomethattherewasnothingtobeapprehendedbutpain。

  “Youwillnotrevealanythingthatyoumaylearnhere?“saidtheoldman,feeblyfixinghiseyesonmyfacewhileIwasapplyingasoothingointmenttotheburns。“Youwillpromiseme。”

  Inoddedassent。

  “ThenIwilltrustyou。Cureme——Iwillpayyouwell。”

  Icouldscarcehelpsmiling。IfLorenzode”Medici,consciousofmillionsofducatsinhiscoffers,hadbeenaddressingsomeleechoftheperiod,hecouldnothavespokenwithaloftierairthanthisinhabitantofthefourthstoryofatenementhouseintheSeventhAvenue。

  “Youmustkeepquiet,“Ianswered。“Letnothingirritateyou。I

  willleaveacomposingdraughtwithyourdaughter,whichshewillgiveyouimmediately。Iwillseeyouinthemorning。Youwillbewellinaweek。”

  “ThankGod!“cameinamurmurfromaduskcornernearthedoor。I

  turned,andbeheldthedimoutlineofthegirl,standingwithclaspedhandsinthegloomofthedimchamber。

  “Mydaughter!“screamedtheoldman,oncemoreleapingupinthebedwithrenewedvitality。“Youhaveseenher,then?When?

  Where?Oh,mayathousandcur”

  “Father!father!Anything——anythingbutthat。Don”t,don”tcurseme!“Andthepoorgirl,rushingin,flungherselfsobbingonherkneesbesidehispallet。

  “Ah,brigand!Youarethere,areyou?Sir,“saidhe,turningtome,“Iamthemostunhappymanintheworld。TalkofSisyphusrollingtheever-recoilingstone——ofPrometheusgnawedbythevulturesincethebirthoftime。Thefablesyetlive。Thereismyrock,forevercrushingmeback!thereismyeternalvulture,feedinguponmyheart!There!there!there!“And,withanawfulgestureofmaledictionandhatred,hepointedwithhiswoundedhand,swathedandshapelesswithbandages,atthecowering,sobbing,wordlesswomanbyhisside。

  Iwastoomuchhorror-strickentoattempteventosoothehim。Theangerofbloodagainstbloodhasanelectricpowerwhichparalyzesbystanders。

  “Listentome,sir,“hecontinued,“whileIskinthispaintedviper。Ihaveyouroath;youwillnotreveal。Iamanalchemist,sir。SinceIwastwenty-twoyearsold,Ihavepursuedthewonderfulandsubtlesecret。Yes,tounfoldthemysteriousRoseguardedwithsuchterriblethorns;todecipherthewondrousTableofEmerald;toaccomplishthemysticnuptialsoftheRedKingandtheWhiteQueen;tomarrythemsoultosoulandbodytobody,foreverandever,intheexactproportionsoflandandwater——suchhasbeenmysublimeaim,suchhasbeenthesplendidfeatthatI

  haveaccomplished。”

  Irecognizedataglance,inthisincomprehensiblefarrago,theargotofthetruealchemist。Ripley,Flamel,andothershavesuppliedtheworld,intheirworks,withthemelancholyspectacleofascientificbedlam。

  “Twoyearssince,“continuedthepoorman,growingmoreandmoreexcitedwitheverywordthatheuttered”twoyearssince,I

  succeededinsolvingthegreatproblem——intransmutingthebasermetalsintogold。Nonebutmyself,thatgirl,andGodknowstheprivationsIhadsuffereduptothattime。Food,clothing,air,exercise,everythingbutshelter,wassacrificedtowardtheonegreatend。Successatlastcrownedmylabors。ThatwhichNicholasFlameldidin1382,thatwhichGeorgeRipleydidatRhodesin1460,thatwhichAlexanderSethonandMichaelScudivogiusdidintheseventeenthcentury,Ididin1856。Imadegold!Isaidtomyself,”IwillastonishNewYorkmorethanFlameldidParis。”Hewasapoorcopyist,andsuddenlylaunchedintomagnificence。Ihadscarcearagtomyback:IwouldrivaltheMedicis。Imadegoldeveryday。Itoilednightandmorning;forImusttellyouthatI

  neverwasabletomakemorethanacertainquantityatatime,andthatbyaprocessalmostentirelydissimilartothosehintedatinthosebooksofalchemyIhadhithertoconsulted。ButIhadnodoubtthatfacilitywouldcomewithexperience,andthaterelongI

  shouldbeabletoeclipseinwealththerichestsovereignsoftheearth。

  “SoItoiledon。DayafterdayIgavetothisgirlherewhatgoldIsucceededinfabricating,tellinghertostoreitawayaftersupplyingournecessities。Iwasastonishedtoperceivethatwelivedaspoorlyasever。Ireflected,however,thatitwasperhapsacommendablepieceofprudenceonthepartofmydaughter。

  Doubtless,Isaid,shearguesthatthelesswespendthesoonerweshallaccumulateacapitalwherewithtoliveatease;so,thinkinghercourseawiseone,Ididnotreproachherwithherniggardliness,buttoiledon,amidwant,withclosedlips。

  “ThegoldwhichIfabricatedwas,asIsaidbefore,ofaninvariablesize,namely,alittleingotworthperhapsthirtyorforty-fivedollars。IntwoyearsIcalculatedthatIhadmadefivehundredoftheseingots,which,ratedatanaverageofthirtydollarsapiece,wouldamounttothegrosssumoffifteenthousanddollars。Afterdeductingourslightexpensesfortwoyears,weoughttohavehadnearlyfourteenthousanddollarsleft。Itwastime,Ithought,toindemnifymyselfformyyearsofsuffering,andsurroundmychildandmyselfwithsuchmoderatecomfortsasourmeansallowed。IwenttomydaughterandexplainedtoherthatI

  desiredtomakeanencroachmentuponourlittlehoard。Tomyutteramazement,sheburstintotears,andtoldmethatshehadnotgotadollar——thatallofourwealthhadbeenstolenfromher。Almostoverwhelmedbythisnewmisfortune,Iinvainendeavoredtodiscoverfromherinwhatmanneroursavingshadbeenplundered。

  ShecouldaffordmenoexplanationbeyondwhatImightgatherfromanabundanceofsobsandacopiousflowoftears。

  “Itwasabitterblow,doctor,butnildesperandumwasmymotto,soIwenttoworkatmycrucibleagain,withredoubledenergy,andmadeaningotnearlyeverysecondday。Ideterminedthistimetoputtheminsomesecureplacemyself;buttheveryfirstdayIsetmyapparatusinorderfortheprojection,thegirlMarion——thatismydaughter”sname——cameweepingtomeandimploredmetoallowhertotakecareofourtreasure。Irefuseddecisively,sayingthat,havingfoundheralreadyincapableoffillingthetrust,Icouldplacenofaithinheragain。Butshepersisted,clungtomyneck,threatenedtoabandonme;inshort,usedsomanyofthebadbutirresistibleargumentsknowntowomenthatIhadnotthehearttorefuseher。Shehassincethattimecontinuedtotaketheingots。

  “Yetyoubehold,“continuedtheoldalchemist,castinganinexpressiblymournfulglancearoundthewretchedapartment,“thewaywelive。Ourfoodisinsufficientandofbadquality;weneverbuyclothes;therentofthisholeisamerenothing。WhatamItothinkofthewretchedgirlwhoplungesmeintothismisery?Issheamiser,thinkyou?——orafemalegamester?——or——or——doesshesquanderitriotouslyinplacesIknownotof?ODoctor,Doctor!

  donotblamemeifIheapimprecationsonherhead,forIhavesufferedbitterly!“Thepoormanhereclosedhiseyesandsankbackgroaningonhisbed。

  Thissingularnarrativeexcitedinmethestrangestemotions。I

  glancedatthegirlMarion,whohadbeenapatientlistenertothesehorribleaccusationsofcupidity,andneverdidIbeholdamoreangelicairofresignationthanbeamedoverhercountenance。

  Itwasimpossiblethatanyonewiththosepure,limpideyes;thatcalm,broadforehead;thatchildlikemouth,couldbesuchamonsterofavariceordeceitastheoldmanrepresented。Thetruthwasplainenough:thealchemistwasmad——whatalchemistwasthereeverwhowasnot?——andhisinsanityhadtakenthisterribleshape。I

  feltaninexpressiblepitymovemyheartforthispoorgirl,whoseyouthwasburdenedwithsuchanawfulsorrow。

  “Whatisyourname?“Iaskedtheoldman,takinghistremulous,feveredhandinmine。

  “WilliamBlakelock,“heanswered。“IcomeofanoldSaxonstock,sir,thatbredtruemenandwomeninformerdays。God!howdiditevercometopassthatsuchaoneasthatgirleversprungfromourline?“Theglanceofloathingandcontemptthathecastathermademeshudder。

  “Mayyounotbemistakeninyourdaughter?“Isaid,verymildly。

  “Delusionswithregardtoalchemyare,orhavebeen,verycommon”

  “What,sir?“criedtheoldman,boundinginhisbed。“What?Doyoudoubtthatgoldcanbemade?Doyouknow,sir,thatM。C。

  TheodoreTiffereaumadegoldatParisintheyear1854inthepresenceofM。Levol,theassayeroftheImperialMint,andtheresultoftheexperimentswasreadbeforetheAcademyofSciencesonthesixteenthofOctoberofthesameyear?Butstay;youshallhavebetterproofyet。Iwillpayyouwithoneofmyingots,andyoushallattendmeuntilIamwell。Getmeaningot!“

  ThislastcommandwasaddressedtoMarion,whowasstillkneelingclosetoherfather”sbedside。Iobservedherwithsomecuriosityasthismandatewasissued。Shebecameverypale,claspedherhandsconvulsively,butneithermovednormadeanyreply。

  “Getmeaningot,Isay!“reiteratedthealchemistpassionately。

  Shefixedherlargeeyesimploringlyuponhim。Herlipsquivered,andtwohugetearsrolledslowlydownherwhitecheeks。

  “Obeyme,wretchedgirl,“criedtheoldmaninanagitatedvoice,“orIswear,byallthatIreverenceinheavenandearth,thatI

  willlaymycurseuponyouforever!“

  IfeltforaninstantthatIoughtperhapstointerfere,andsparethegirltheanguishthatshewassoevidentlysuffering;butapowerfulcuriositytoseehowthisstrangescenewouldterminatewithheldme。

  Thelastthreatofherfather,utteredasitwaswithaterriblevehemence,seemedtoappallMarion。Sherosewithasuddenleap,asifaserpenthadstungher,and,rushingintoaninnerapartment,returnedwithasmallobjectwhichsheplacedinmyhand,andthenflungherselfinachairinadistantcorneroftheroom,weepingbitterly。

  “Yousee——yousee,“saidtheoldmansarcastically,“howreluctantlyshepartswithit。Takeit,sir;itisyours。”

  Itwasasmallbarofmetal。Iexamineditcarefully,poiseditinmyhand——thecolor,weight,everything,announcedthatitreallywasgold。

  “Youdoubtitsgenuineness,perhaps,“continuedthealchemist。

  “Thereareacidsonyondertable——testit。”

  IconfessthatIDIDdoubtitsgenuineness;butafterIhadactedupontheoldman”ssuggestion,allfurthersuspicionwasrenderedimpossible。Itwasgoldofthehighestpurity。Iwasastounded。

  Wasthen,afterall,thisman”staleatruth?Washisdaughter,thatfair,angelic-lookingcreature,ademonofavarice,oraslavetoworsepassions?Ifeltbewildered。Ihadnevermetwithanythingsoincomprehensible。Ilookedfromfathertodaughterintheblankestamazement。Isupposethatmycountenancebetrayedmyastonishment,fortheoldmansaid:“Iperceivethatyouaresurprised。Well,thatisnatural。YouhadarighttothinkmemaduntilIprovedmyselfsane。”

  “But,Mr。Blakelock,“Isaid,“Ireallycannottakethisgold。I

  havenorighttoit。Icannotinjusticechargesolargeafee。”

  “Takeit——takeit,“heansweredimpatiently;“yourfeewillamounttothatbeforeIamwell。Besides,“headdedmysteriously,“Iwishtosecureyourfriendship。Iwishthatyoushouldprotectmefromher,“andhepointedhispoor,bandagedhandatMarion。

  Myeyesfollowedhisgesture,andIcaughttheglancethatreplied——

  aglanceofhorror,distrust,despair。Thebeautifulfacewasdistortedintopositiveugliness。

  “It”salltrue,“Ithought;“sheisthedemonthatherfatherrepresentsher。”

  Inowrosetogo。Thisdomestictragedysickenedme。Thistreacheryofbloodagainstbloodwastoohorribletowitness。I

  wroteaprescriptionfortheoldman,leftdirectionsastotherenewalofthedressingsuponhisburns,and,biddinghimgoodnight,hastenedtowardthedoor。

  WhileIwasfumblingonthedark,crazylandingforthestaircase,Ifeltahandlaidonmyarm。

  “Doctor,“whisperedavoicethatIrecognizedasMarionBlakelock”s,“Doctor,haveyouanycompassioninyourheart?“

  “Ihopeso,“Iansweredshortly,shakingoffherhand;hertouchfilledmewithloathing。

  “Hush!don”ttalksoloud。Ifyouhaveanypityinyournature,givemeback,Ientreatofyou,thatgoldingotwhichmyfathergaveyouthisevening。”

  “Greatheaven!“saidI,“canitbepossiblethatsofairawomancanbesuchamercenary,shamelesswretch?“

  “Ah!youknownot——Icannottellyou!Donotjudgemeharshly。I

  callGodtowitnessthatIamnotwhatyoudeemme。Somedayorotheryouwillknow。But,“sheadded,interruptingherself,“theingot——whereisit?Imusthaveit。Mylifedependsonyourgivingittome。”

  “Takeit,impostor!“Icried,placingitinherhand,thatclosedonitwithahorribleeagerness。“Ineverintendedtokeepit。

  Goldmadeunderthesameroofthatcoverssuchasyoumustbeaccursed。”

  Sosaying,heedlessofthenervouseffortshemadetodetainme,I

  stumbleddownthestairsandwalkedhastilyhome。

  Thenextmorning,whileIwasinmyoffice,smokingmymatutinalcigar,andspeculatingoverthesingularcharacterofmyacquaintancesoflastnight,thedooropened,andMarionBlakelockentered。ShehadthesamelookofterrorthatIhadobservedtheeveningbefore,andshepantedasifshehadbeenrunningfast。

  “Fatherhasgotoutofbed,“shegaspedout,“andinsistsongoingonwithhisalchemy。Willitkillhim?“

  “Notexactly,“Iansweredcoldly。“Itwerebetterthathekeptquiet,soastoavoidthechanceofinflammation。However,youneednotbealarmed;hisburnsarenotatalldangerous,althoughpainful。”

  “ThankGod!thankGod!“shecried,inthemostimpassionedaccents;

  and,beforeIwasawareofwhatshewasdoing,sheseizedmyhandandkissedit。

  “There,thatwilldo,“Isaid,withdrawingmyhand;“youareundernoobligationstome。Youhadbettergobacktoyourfather。”

  “Ican”tgo,“sheanswered。“Youdespiseme——isitnotso?“

  Imadenoreply。

  “Youthinkmeamonster——acriminal。Whenyouwenthomelastnight,youwerewonderstruckthatsovileacreatureasIshouldhavesofairaface。”

  “Youembarrassme,madam,“Isaid,inamostchillingtone。“Prayrelievemefromthisunpleasantposition。”

  “Wait。Icannotbearthatyoushouldthinkillofme。Youaregoodandkind,andIdesiretopossessyouresteem。YoulittleknowhowIlovemyfather。”

  Icouldnotrestrainabittersmile。

  “Youdonotbelievethat?Well,Iwillconvinceyou。Ihavehadahardstrugglealllastnightwithmyself,butamnowresolved。

  Thislifeofdeceitmustcontinuenolonger。Willyouhearmyvindication?“

  Iassented。Thewonderfulmelodyofhervoiceandthepurityofherfeatureswerecharmingmeoncemore。Ihalfbelievedinherinnocencealready。

  “Myfatherhastoldyouaportionofhishistory。Buthedidnottellyouthathiscontinuedfailuresinhissearchafterthesecretofmetallictransmutationnearlykilledhim。Twoyearsagohewasonthevergeofthegrave,workingeverydayathismadpursuit,andeverydaygrowingweakerandmoreemaciated。Isawthatifhismindwasnotrelievedinsomewayhewoulddie。Thethoughtwasmadnesstome,forIlovedhim——Ilovehimstill,asadaughterneverlovedafatherbefore。DuringalltheseyearsofpovertyI

  hadsupportedthehousewithmyneedle;itwashardwork,butIdidit——Idoitstill!“

  “What?“Icried,startled,“doesnot”

  “Patience。Hearmeout。Myfatherwasdyingofdisappointment。I

  mustsavehim。Byincredibleexertions,workingnightandday,I

  savedaboutthirty-fivedollarsinnotes。TheseIexchangedforgold,andoneday,whenmyfatherwasnotlooking,Icastthemintothecrucibleinwhichhewasmakingoneofhisvainattemptsattransmutation。God,Iamsure,willpardonthedeception。Ineveranticipatedthemiseryitwouldleadto。

  “Ineverbeheldanythinglikethejoyofmypoorfather,when,afteremptyinghiscrucible,hefoundadepositofpuregoldatthebottom。Hewept,anddanced,andsang,andbuiltsuchcastlesintheair,thatmybrainwasdizzytohearhim。Hegavemetheingottokeep,andwenttoworkathisalchemywithrenewedvigor。Thesamethingoccurred。Healwaysfoundthesamequantityofgoldinhiscrucible。Ialoneknewthesecret。Hewashappy,poorman,fornearlytwoyears,inthebeliefthathewasamassingafortune。

  Iallthewhilepliedmyneedleforourdailybread。Whenheaskedmeforthesavings,thefirststrokefelluponme。ThenitwasthatIrecognizedthefollyofmyconduct。Icouldgivehimnomoney。Ineverhadany——whilehebelievedthatIhadfourteenthousanddollars。MyheartwasnearlybrokenwhenIfoundthathehadconceivedthemostinjurioussuspicionsagainstme。YetI

  couldnotblamehim。IcouldgivenoaccountofthetreasureIhadpermittedhimtobelievewasinmypossession。Imustsufferthepenaltyofmyfault,fortoundeceivehimwouldbe,Ifelt,tokillhim。Iremainedsilentthen,andsuffered。

  “Youknowtherest。YounowknowwhyitwasthatIwasreluctanttogiveyouthatingot——whyitwasthatIdegradedmyselfsofarastoaskitback。ItwastheonlymeansIhadofcontinuingadeceptiononwhichIbelievedmyfather”slifedepended。Butthatdelusionhasbeendispelled。Icanlivethislifeofhypocrisynolonger。Icannotexistandhearmyfather,whomIloveso,withermedailywithhiscurses。Iwillundeceivehimthisveryday。

  Willyoucomewithme,forIfeartheeffectonhisenfeebledframe?“

  “Willingly,“Ianswered,takingherbythehand;“andIthinkthatnoabsolutedangerneedbeapprehended。Now,Marion,“Iadded,“letmeaskforgivenessforhavingevenforamomentwoundedsonobleaheart。YouaretrulyasgreatamartyrasanyofthosewhosesufferingstheChurchperpetuatesinaltar-pieces。”

  “Iknewyouwoulddomejusticewhenyouknewall,“shesobbed,pressingmyhand;“butcome。Iamonfire。Letushastentomyfather,andbreakthisterrortohim。”

  Whenwereachedtheoldalchemist”sroom,wefoundhimbusilyengagedoveracruciblewhichwasplacedonasmallfurnace,andinwhichsomeindescribablemixturewasboiling。Helookedupasweentered。

  “Nofearofme,doctor,“hesaid,withaghastlysmile,“nofear;I

  mustnotallowalittlephysicalpaintointerruptmygreatwork,youknow。Bytheway,youarejustintime。InafewmomentsthemarriageoftheRedKingandWhiteQueenwillbeaccomplished,asGeorgeRipleycallsthegreatact,inhisbookentitled”TheTwelveGates。”Yes,doctor,inlessthantenminutesyouwillseememakepure,red,shininggold!“Andthepooroldmansmiledtriumphantly,andstirredhisfoolishmixturewithalongrod,whichheheldwithdifficultyinhisbandagedhands。Itwasagrievoussightforamanofanyfeelingtowitness。

  “Father,“saidMarion,inalow,brokenvoice,advancingalittletowardthepoorolddupe,“Iwantyourforgiveness。”

  “Ah,hypocrite!forwhat?Areyougoingtogivemebackmygold?“

  “No,father,butforthedeceptionthatIhavebeenpracticingonyoufortwoyears”

  “Iknewit!Iknewit!“shoutedtheoldman,witharadiantcountenance。“Shehasconcealedmyfourteenthousanddollarsallthistime,andnowcomestorestorethem。Iwillforgiveher。

  Wherearethey,Marion?“

  “Father——itmustcomeout。Younevermadeanygold。ItwasIwhosavedupthirty-fivedollars,andIusedtoslipthemintoyourcruciblewhenyourbackwasturned——andIdiditonlybecauseIsawthatyouweredyingofdisappointment。Itwaswrong,Iknow——but,father,Imeantwell。You”llforgiveme,won”tyou?“Andthepoorgirladvancedasteptowardthealchemist。

  Hegrewdeathlypale,andstaggeredasifabouttofall。Thenextinstant,though,herecoveredhimself,andburstintoahorriblesardoniclaugh。Thenhesaid,intonesfullofthebitterestirony:“Aconspiracy,isit?Welldone,doctor!YouthinktoreconcilemewiththiswretchedgirlbytrumpingupthisstorythatIhavebeenfortwoyearsadupeofherfilialpiety。It”sclumsy,doctor,andisatotalfailure。Tryagain。”

  “ButIassureyou,Mr。Blakelock,“IsaidasearnestlyasIcould,“Ibelieveyourdaughter”sstatementtobeperfectlytrue。Youwillfindittobeso,asshehasgottheingotinherpossessionwhichsooftendeceivedyouintothebeliefthatyoumadegold,andyouwillcertainlyfindthatnotransmutationhastakenplaceinyourcrucible。”

  “Doctor,“saidtheoldman,intonesofthemostsettledconviction,“youareafool。Thegirlhaswheedledyou。InlessthanaminuteIwillturnyououtapieceofgoldpurerthananytheearthproduces。Willthatconvinceyou?“

  “Thatwillconvinceme,“Ianswered。ByagestureIimposedsilenceonMarion,whowasabouttospeak。Ithoughtitbettertoallowtheoldmantobehisownundeceiver——andweawaitedthecomingcrisis。

  Theoldman,stillsmilingwithanticipatedtriumph,keptbendingeagerlyoverhiscrucible,stirringthemixturewithhisrod,andmutteringtohimselfallthetime。“Now,“Iheardhimsay,“itchanges。There——there”sthescum。Andnowthegreenandbronzeshadesflitacrossit。Oh,thebeautifulgreen!theprecursorofthegolden-redhuethattellsoftheendattained!Ah!nowthegolden-rediscoming——slowly——slowly!Itdeepens,itshines,itisdazzling!Ah,Ihaveit!“Sosaying,hecaughtuphiscrucibleinachemist”stongs,andboreitslowlytowardthetableonwhichstoodabrassvessel。

  “Now,incredulousdoctor!“hecried,“comeandbeconvinced,“andimmediatelybegancarefullypouringthecontentsofthecrucibleintothebrassvessel。Whenthecruciblewasquiteemptyheturneditupandcalledmeagain。“Come,doctor,comeandbeconvinced。

  Seeforyourself。”

  “Seefirstifthereisanygoldinyourcrucible,“Ianswered,withoutmoving。

  Helaughed,shookhisheadderisively,andlookedintothecrucible。Inamomenthegrewpaleasdeath。

  “Nothing!“hecried。“Oh,ajest,ajest!Theremustbegoldsomewhere。Marion!“

  “Thegoldishere,father,“saidMarion,drawingtheingotfromherpocket;“itisallweeverhad。”

  “Ah!“shriekedthepooroldman,ashelettheemptycruciblefall,andstaggeredtowardtheingotwhichMarionheldouttohim。Hemadethreesteps,andthenfellonhisface。Marionrushedtowardhim,andtriedtolifthim,butcouldnot。Iputherasidegently,andplacedmyhandonhisheart。

  “Marion,“saidI,“itisperhapsbetterasitis。Heisdead!“

  FitzjamesO”BrienMyWife”sTempterI

  APREDESTINEDMARRIAGE

  ElsieandIweretobemarriedinlessthanaweek。Itwasratherastrangematch,andIknewthatsomeofourneighborsshooktheirheadsoveritandsaidthatnogoodwouldcome。Thewayitcametopasswasthus。

  IlovedElsieBurnsfortwoyears,duringwhichtimesherefusedmethreetimes。Icouldnomorehelpaskinghertohaveme,whenthechanceoffered,thanIcouldhelpbreathingorliving。Toloveherseemednaturaltomeasexistence。Ifeltnoshame,onlysorrow,whensherejectedme;IfeltnoshameeitherwhenIrenewedmysuit。Theneighborscalledmemean-spiritedtotakeupwithanygirlthathadrefusedmeasoftenasElsieBurnshaddone;butwhatcaredIabouttheneighbors?Ifitisblackweather,andthesunisunderacloudeverydayforamonth,isthatanyreasonwhythepoorfarmershouldnothopefortheblueskyandtheplentifulburstofwarmlightwhenthedarkmonthisover?Ineverentirelylostheart。Donot,however,mistakeme。Ididnotmope,andmoan,andgrowpale,afterthemannerofpoeticallovers。Nosuchthing。Iwentbravelyaboutmybusiness,ateanddrankasusual,laughedwhenthelaughwentround,andsleptsoundly,andwokerefreshed。YetallthistimeIloved——desperatelyloved——ElsieBurns。IwentwhereverIhopedtomeether,butdidnothauntherwithmyattentions。Ibehavedtoherasanyfriendlyyoungmanwouldhavebehaved:Imetherandpartedfromhercheerfully。Shewasagoodgirl,too,andbehavedwell。Shehadmeinherpower——

  howawomaninElsie”ssituationcouldhavemortifiedamaninmine!——butshenevertooktheslightestadvantageofit。ShedancedwithmewhenIaskedher,andhadnofoolishfearsofallowingmetoseeherhomeofnights,afteraballwasover,orofwanderingwithmethroughthepleasantNewEnglandfieldswhenthewildflowersmadethepathslikeroadsinfairyland。

  OntheseveraldisastrousoccasionswhenIpresentedmysuitIdiditsimplyandmanfully,tellingherthatIlovedherverymuch,andwoulddoeverythingtomakeherhappyifshewouldbemywife。I

  madenofulsomeprotestations,anddidnotoncealludetosuicide。

  She,ontheotherhand,calmlyandgravelythankedmeformygoodopinion,butwiththesamecalmgravityrejectedme。IusedtotellherthatIwasgrieved;thatIwouldnotpressher;thatI

  wouldwaitandhopeforsomechangeinherfeelings。Shehadanesteemforme,shewouldsay,butcouldnotmarryme。Ineveraskedherforanyreasons。Iholdittobeaninsulttoawomanofsensetodemandherreasonsonsuchanoccasion。Enoughformethatshedidnotthenwishtobemywife;sothattheoldintercoursewenton——shecordialandpoliteasever,Ineverforonemomentdoubtingthatthedaywouldcomewhenmyrooftreewouldshelterher,andweshouldsmiletogetheroverourfiresideatmylongandindefatigablewooing。

  IwillconfessthatattimesIfeltalittlejealous——jealousofamannamedHammondBrake,wholivedinourvillage。Hewasaweird,saturninefellow,whomadenofriendsamongtheyoungmenoftheneighborhood,butwholovedtogoalone,withhisbooksandhisownthoughtsforcompany。Hewasastudiousand,Ibelieve,alearnedyoungman,andtherewasnoavoidingthefactthathepossessedconsiderableinfluenceoverElsie。Shelikedtotalkwithhimincorners,orinsecludednooksoftheforest,whenweallwentoutblackberrygatheringorpicnicking。Shereadbooksthathegaveher,andwheneveradiscussionaroserelativetoanytopichigherthanthoseordinaryonesweusuallycanvassed,ElsieappealedtoBrakeforhisopinion,asadiscipleconsultingabelovedmaster。

  IconfessthatforatimeIfearedthismanasarival。Alittlecloserobservation,however,convincedmethatmysuspicionswereunfounded。TherelationsbetweenElsieandHammondBrakewerepurelyintellectual。Shereverencedhistalentsandacquirements,butshedidnotlovehim。Hisinfluenceoverher,nevertheless,wasnonethelessdecided。

  Intime——asIthoughtallalong——Elsieyielded。Iwaswhatwasconsideredamosteligiblematch,beingtolerablyrich,andElsie”sparentsweremostanxioustohavemeforason-in-law。Iwasgood-

  lookingandwelleducatedenough,andtheoldpeople,Ibelieve,pertinaciouslydinnedallmyadvantagesintomylittlegirl”sears。

  Shebattledagainstthemarriageforalongtimewithastrangepersistence——allthemorestrangebecausesheneverallegedtheslightestpersonaldisliketome;butafteravigorouscannonadingfromherowngarrisoninwhich,Iamproudtosay,Ididnotinanywayjoin,shehoistedthewhiteflagandsurrendered。

  Iwasveryhappy。IhadnofearaboutbeingabletogainElsie”sheart。Ithink——indeedIknow——thatshehadlikedmeallalong,andthatherrefusalsweredictatedbyotherfeelingsthanthoseofapersonalnature。Ionlyguessedasmuchthen。ItwassometimebeforeIknewall。

  AsthedayapproachedforourweddingElsiedidnotappearatallstrickenwithwoe。Thevillagegossipshadnotthesmallestopportunityforestablishingaromance,withacompulsorybridefortheheroine。Yettomeitseemedasiftherewassomethingstrangeabouther。Avagueterrorappearedtobesether。Eveninhermostlovingmoments,whenrestinginmyarms,shewouldshrinkawayfromme,andshudderasifsomecoldwindhadsuddenlystruckuponher。

  Thatitwascausedbynoaversiontomewasevident,forshewouldthemomentafter,asiftomakeamends,givemeoneofthosevoluntarykissesthataresweeterthanallothers。

  Onceonlydidsheshowanyemotion。Whenthesolemnquestionwasputtoher,theanswertowhichwastodecideherdestiny,Ifeltherhand——whichwasinmine——tremble。Asshegaspedoutaconvulsive“Yes,“shegaveonebrief,imploringglanceatthegalleryontheright。Iplacedtheringuponherfinger,andlookedinthedirectioninwhichshegazed。HammondBrake”sdarkcountenancewasvisiblelookingovertherailings,andhiseyeswerebentsternlyonElsie。Iturnedquicklyroundtomybride,butherbriefemotion,ofwhatevernature,hadvanished。Shewaslookingatmeanxiously,andsmiling——somewhatsadly——throughhermaiden”stears。

  Themonthswentbyquickly,andwewereveryhappy。IlearnedthatElsiereallylovedme,andofmyloveforhershehadprooflongago。Iwillnotsaythattherewasnoclouduponourlittlehorizon。Therewasone,butitwassosmall,andappearedsoseldom,thatIscarcelyfearedit。Theoldvagueterrorseemedstilltoattackmywife。IfIdidnotknowhertobepureasheaven”ssnow,IwouldhavesaiditwasaREMORSE。AttimesshescarcelyappearedtohearwhatIsaid,sodeepwouldbeherreverie。Nordidthosemoodsseempleasantones。Whenraptinsuch,hersweetfeatureswouldcontract,asifinahopelessefforttosolvesomemysteriousproblem。Asadpain,asitwere,quiveredinherwhite,droopedeyelids。OnethingIparticularlyremarked:

  SHESPENTHOURSATATIMEGAZINGATTHEWEST。Therewasasmallroominourhousewhosewindows,everyevening,flamedwiththeredlightofthesettingsun。HereElsiewouldsitandgazewestward,somotionlessandentrancedthatitseemedasifhersoulwasgoingdownwiththeday。Herconducttomewascuriouslyvaried。Sheapparentlylovedmeverymuch,yetthereweretimeswhensheabsolutelyavoidedme。Ihaveseenherstrollingthroughthefields,andleftthehousewiththeintentionofjoiningher,butthemomentshecaughtsightofmeapproachingshehasfledintotheneighboringcopse,withsoevidentawishtoavoidmethatitwouldhavebeenabsolutelycrueltofollow。

  OnceortwicetheoldjealousyofHammondBrakecrossedmymind,butIwasobligedtodismissitasafrivoloussuspicion。Nothinginmywife”sconductjustifiedanysuchtheory。Brakevisitedusonceortwiceaweek——infact,whenIreturnedfrommybusinessinthevillage,IusedtofindhimseatedintheparlorwithElsie,readingsomefavoriteauthor,orconversingonsomenovelliterarytopic;buttherewasnodispositiontoavoidmyscrutiny。Brakeseemedtocomeasamatterofright;andtheperfectunconsciousnessoffurnishinganygroundsforsuspicionwithwhichheactedwasasufficientanswertomymindforanywilddoubtsthatmyheartmayhavesuggested。

  StillIcouldnotbutremarkthatBrake”svisitswereinsomemannerconnectedwithElsie”smelancholy。Onthedayswhenhehadappearedanddeparted,thegloomseemedtohangmorethicklythaneveroverherhead。Shesat,onsuchoccasions,alltheeveningatthewesternwindow,silentlygazingatthecleftinthehillsthroughwhichthesunpassedtohisrepose。

  AtlastImadeupmymindtospeaktoher。Itseemedtometobemyduty,ifshehadasorrow,topartakeofit。IapproachedheronthematterwiththemostperfectconfidencethatIhadnothingtolearnbeyondtheexistenceofsomegirlishgrief,whichaconfessionandafewlovingkisseswouldexorciseforever。

  “Elsie,“Isaidtoheronenight,asshesat,accordingtohercustom,gazingwestward,likethosemaidensoftheoldballadsofchivalrywatchingfortheknightsthatnevercame”Elsie,whatisthematterwithyou,darling?Ihavenoticedastrangemelancholyinyouforsometimepast。Tellmeallaboutit。”

  Sheturnedquicklyroundandgazedatmewitheyeswideopenandfacefilledwithasuddenfear。“Whydoyouaskmethat,Mark?“

  sheanswered。“Ihavenothingtotell。”

  Fromthestrange,startledmannerinwhichthisreplywasgiven,I

  feltconvincedthatshehadsomethingtotell,andinstantlyformedadeterminationtodiscoverwhatitwas。ApangshotthroughmyheartasIthoughtthatthewomanwhomIhelddearerthananythingonearthhesitatedtotrustmewithapettysecret。

  IbelievedIunderstood。Iwastolerablyrich。Iknewitcouldnotbeanysecretovermilliners”billsorwomen”susualmoneytroubles。Godhelpme!Ifeltsadenoughatthemoment,thoughI

  kissedherbackandceasedtoquestionher。Ifeltsad,becausemyinstincttoldmethatshedeceivedme;anditisveryhardtobedeceived,evenintrifles,bythosewelove。Ilefthersittingatherfavoritewindow,andwalkedoutintothefields。Iwantedtothink。

  IremainedoutuntilIsawlightsintheparlorshiningthroughtheduskyevening;thenIreturnedslowly。AsIpassedthewindows——

  whichwereneartheground,ourhousebeingcottage-built——Ilookedin。HammondBrakewassittingwithmywife。Shewassittinginarockingchairoppositetohim,holdingasmallvolumeopenonherlap。Brakewastalkingtoherveryearnestly,andshewaslisteningtohimwithanexpressionIhadneverbeforeseenonhercountenance。Awe,fear,andadmirationwereallblenttogetherinthosedilatingeyes。Sheseemedabsorbed,bodyandsoul,inwhatthismansaid。Ishudderedatthesight。Avagueterrorseizeduponme;Ihastenedintothehouse。AsIenteredtheroomrathersuddenly,mywifestartedandhastilyconcealedthelittlevolumethatlayonherlapinoneofherwidepockets。Asshedidso,alooseleafescapedfromthevolumeandslowlyflutteredtothefloorunobservedbyeitherherorhercompanion。ButIhadmyeyeuponit。Ifeltthatitwasaclew。

  “Whatnewnovelorphilosophicalwonderhaveyoubothbeenporingover?“Iaskedquitegayly,stealthilywatchingatthesametimethetelltaleembarrassmentunderwhichElsiewaslaboring。

  Brake,whowasnotintheleastdiscomposed,replied。“That,“saidhe,“isasecretwhichmustbekeptfromyou。Itisanadvancecopy,andisnottobeshowntoanyoneexceptyourwife。”

  “Ha!“criedI,“Iknowwhatitis。ItisyourvolumeofpoemsthatTicknorispublishing。Well,Icanwaituntilitisregularlyforsale。”

  IknewthatBrakehadavolumeinthehandsofthepublishinghouseImentioned,withavaguepromiseofpublicationsometimeinthepresentcentury。Hammondsmiledsignificantly,butdidnotreply。

  Heevidentlywishedtocultivatethissupposedimpressionofmine。

  Elsielookedrelieved,andheavedadeepsigh。Ifeltmorethaneverconvincedthatasecretwasbeneathallthis。SoIdrewmychairoverthefallenleafthatlayunnoticedonthecarpet,andtalkedandlaughedwithHammondBrakegayly,asifnothingwasonmymind,whileallthetimeagreatloadofsuspicionlayheavilyatmyheart。

  AtlengthHammondBrakerosetogo。Iwishedhimgoodnight,butdidnotoffertoaccompanyhimtothedoor。Mywifesuppliedthisomittedcourtesy,asIhadexpected。ThemomentIwasaloneI

  pickedupthebookleaffromthefloor。ItwasNOTtheleafofavolumeofpoems。Beyondthat,however,Ilearnednothing。Itcontainedastringofparagraphsprintedinthebiblicalfashion,andthelanguagewasbiblicalinstyle。Itseemedtobeaportionofsomereligiousbook。WasitpossiblethatmywifewasbeingconvertedtotheRomishfaith?Yes,thatwasit。BrakewasaJesuitindisguise——Ihadheardofsuchthings——andhadstolenintothebosomofmyfamilytoplanttherehisdestructiveerrors。

  Therecouldbenolongeranydoubtofit。ThiswassomeportionofaRomishbook——someinfamousPopishpublication。FoolthatIwasnottoseeitallbefore!Buttherewasyettime。Iwouldforbidhimthehouse。

  Ihadjustformedthisresolutionwhenmywifeentered。Iputthestrangeleafinmypocketandtookmyhat。

  “Why,youarenotgoingout,surely?“criedElsie,surprised。

  “Ihaveaheadache,“Ianswered。“Iwilltakeashortwalk。”

  Elsielookedatmewithapeculiarairofdistrust。Herwoman”sinstincttoldherthattherewassomethingwrong。Beforeshecouldquestionme,however,IhadlefttheroomandwaswalkingrapidlyonHammondBrake”strack。

  Heheardthefootsteps,andIsawhisfigure,blackagainstthesky,stopandpeerbackthroughthedusktoseewhowasfollowinghim。

  “ItisI,Brake,“Icalledout。“Stop;Iwishtospeakwithyou。”

  Hestopped,andinaminuteorsowewerewalkingsidebysidealongtheroad。Myfingersitchedatthatmomenttobeonhisthroat。Icommencedtheconversation。

  “Brake,“Isaid,“I”maveryplainsortofman,andIneversayanythingwithoutgoodreason。WhatIcameafteryoutotellyouis,thatIdon”twishyoutocometomyhouseanymore,ortospeakwithElsieanyfartherthantheordinarysalutationsgo。It”snojoke。I”mquiteinearnest。”

  Brakestarted,and,stoppingshort,facedmesuddenlyintheroad。

  “WhathaveIdone?“heasked。“Yousurelyaretoosensibleamantobejealous,Dayton。”

  “Oh,“Iansweredscornfully,“notjealousintheordinarysenseoftheword,abit。ButIdon”tthinkyourcompanygoodcompanyformywife,Brake。IfyouWILLhaveitoutofme,IsuspectyouofbeingaRomanCatholic,andoftryingtoconvertmywife。”

  Asmileshotacrosshisface,andIsawhissharpwhiteteethgleamforaninstantinthedusk。

  “Well,whatifIamaPapist?“hesaid,withastrangetoneoftriumphinhisvoice。“Thefaithisnotcriminal。Besides,whatproofhaveyouthatIwasattemptingtoproselyteyourwife?“

  “This,“saidI,pullingtheleaffrommypocket”thisleaffromoneofthosedevilishPapistbooksyouandshewerereadingthisevening。Ipickeditupfromthefloor。Proofenough,Ithink!“

  InaninstantBrakehadsnatchedtheleaffrommyhandandtornitintoatoms。

  “Youshallbeobeyed,“hesaid。“IwillnotspeakwithElsieaslongassheisyourwife。Goodnight。YouthinkI”maPapist,then,Dayton?You”reacleverfellow!“

  Andwithratherasneeringchucklehemarchedonalongtheroadandvanishedintothedarkness。

  II

  THESECRETDISCOVERED

  Brakecamenomore。IsaidnothingtoElsieabouthisprohibition,andhisnamewasnevermentioned。Itseemedstrangetomethatsheshouldnotspeakofhisabsence,andIwasverymuchpuzzledbyhersilence。Hermoodinessseemedtohaveincreased,and,whatwasmostremarkable,inproportionasshegrewmoreandmorereserved,theintenserweretheburstsofaffectionwhichsheexhibitedforme。Shewouldstrainmetoherbosomandkissme,asifsheandI

  wereabouttobepartedforever。Thenforhoursshewouldremainsittingatherwindow,silentlygazing,withthatterrible,wistfulgazeofhers,atthewest。

  Iwillconfesstohavingwatchedmywifeatthistime。Icouldnothelpit。ThatsomemysteryhungaboutherIfeltconvinced。I

  mustfathomitordie。HerhonorIneverforamomentdoubted;yetthereseemedtoweighcontinuallyuponmetheprophecyofsomeawfuldomesticcalamity。Thistimetheprophecywasnotinvain。

  AboutthreeweeksafterIhadforbiddenBrakemyhouse,Iwasstrollingovermyfarmintheeveningapparentlyinspectingmyagriculture,butinrealityspeculatingonthattopicwhichlatterlywaseverpresenttome。

  Therewasalittleknollcoveredwithevergreenoaksattheendofthelawn。Itwasapicturesquespot,forononesidethebankwentoffintoasheerprecipiceofabouteightyfeetindepth,atthebottomofwhichaprettypoollay,thatinthesummertimewasfringedwithwhitewater-lilies。Ihadthoughtofbuildingasummer-houseinthisspot,andnowmystepsmechanicallydirectedthemselvestowardtheplace。AsIapproachedIheardvoices。I

  stoppedandlistenedeagerly。AfewsecondsenabledmetoascertainthatHammondBrakeandmywifewereinthecopsetalkingtogether。Shestillfollowedhim,then;andhe,scoundrelthathewas,hadbrokenhispromise。AfuryseemedtofillmyveinsasI

  madethisdiscovery。Ifelttheimpulsestronguponmetorushintothegrove,andthenandtherestranglethevillainwhowaspoisoningmypeace。ButwithapowerfuleffortIrestrainedmyself。ItwasnecessarythatIshouldoverhearwhatwassaid。I

  threwmyselfflatonthegrass,andsoglidedsilentlyintothecopseuntilIwascompletelywithinearshot。ThiswaswhatI

  heard。

  Mywifewassobbing。“Sosoon——sosoon?I——Hammond,givemealittletime!“

  “Icannot,Elsie。Mychiefordersmetojoinhim。Youmustpreparetoaccompanyme。”

  “No,no!“murmuredElsie。“Helovesmeso!AndIlovehim。Ourchild,too——howcanIrobhimofourunbornbabe?“

  “Anothersheepforourflock,“answeredBrakesolemnly。“Elsie,doyouforgetyouroath?Areyouoneofus,orareyouacommonhypocrite,whowillbeofusuntilthehourofself-sacrifice,andthenflylikeacoward?Elsie,youmustleaveto-night。”

  “Ah!myhusband,myhusband!“sobbedtheunhappywoman。

  “Youhavenohusband,woman,“criedBrakeharshly。“IpromisedDaytonnottospeaktoyouaslongasyouwerehiswife,butthevowwasannulledbeforeitwasmade。YourhusbandinGodyetawaitsyou。Youwillyetbeblessedwiththetruespouse。”

  “IfeelasifIweregoingtodie,“criedElsie。“HowcanIeverforsakehim——hewhowassogoodtome?“

  “Nonsense!noweakness。Heisnotworthyofyou。Gohomeandprepareforyourjourney。Youknowwheretomeetme。Iwillhaveeverythingready,andbydaybreakthereshallbenotraceofusleft。Bewareofpermittingyourhusbandtosuspectanything。Heisnotveryshrewdatsuchthings——hethoughtIwasaJesuitindisguise——butwehadbetterbecareful。Nowgo。Youhavebeentoolongherealready。Blessyou,sister。”

  Afewfaintsobs,arustlingofleaves,andIknewthatBrakewasalone。Irose,andsteppedsilentlyintotheopenspaceinwhichhestood。Hisbackwastowardme。Hisarmswereliftedhighoverhisheadwithanexultantgesture,andIcouldseehisprofile,asitslightlyturnedtowardme,illuminatedwithasmileofscornfultriumph。Iputmyhandsuddenlyonhisthroatfrombehind,andflunghimonthegroundbeforehecouldutteracry。

  “Notaword,“Isaid,unclaspingashort-bladedknifewhichI

  carried;“answermyquestions,or,byheaven,Iwillcutyourthroatfromeartoear!“

  Helookedupintomyfacewithanunflinchingeye,andsethislipsasifresolvedtosufferall。

  “Whatareyou?Whoareyou?Whatobjecthaveyouintheseductionofmywife?“

  Hesmiled,butwassilent。

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