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  Hewaschop-fallenalwaysafterthis,andgotnegligentinhisperson。Theimpressionmusthavebeenadeepone;foritwasobserved,that,whenhecamedownagain,hismoustacheandwhiskershadturnedvisiblywhiteabouttheroots。Inshort,itdisgracedhim,andrenderedstillmoreconspicuousatendencytodrinking,ofwhichhehadbeenforsometimesuspected。This,andthedisgustwhichayoungladynaturallyfeelsathearingthatherloverhasbeen\"lickedbyafellahnothalfhissize,\"inducedthelandlady’sdaughtertotakethatdecidedstepwhichproducedachangeintheprogrammeofhercareerImayhereafteralludeto。

  Ineverthoughthewouldcometogood,whenIheardhimattemptingtosneeratanunoffendingcitysorespectableasBoston。AfteramanbeginstoattacktheState-House,whenhegetsbitterabouttheFrog-Pond,youmaybesurethereisnotmuchleftofhim。PoorEdgarPoediedinthehospitalsoonafterhegotintothiswayoftalking;andsosureasyoufindanunfortunatefellowreducedtothispass,youhadbetterbeginprayingforhim,andstoplendinghimmoney,forheisonhislastlegs。RememberpoorEdgar!Heisdeadandgone;buttheState-Househasitscupolafresh-gilded,andtheFrog-Pondhasgotafountainthatsquirtsupahundredfeetintotheairandglorifiesthathumblesheetwithafinedisplayofprovincialrainbows——

  Icannotfulfilmypromiseinthisnumber。Iexpectedtogratifyyourcuriosity,ifyouhavebecomeatallinterestedinthesepuzzles,doubts,fancies,whims,orwhateveryouchoosetocallthem,ofmine。Nextmonthyoushallhearallaboutit——

  Itwasevening,andIwasgoingtothesick-chamber。AsIpausedatthedoorbeforeentering,Iheardasweetvoicesinging。ItwasnotthewildmelodyIhadsometimesheardatmidnight:——no,thiswasthevoiceofIris,andIcoulddistinguisheveryword。Ihadseentheversesinherbook;themelodywasnewtome。Letmefinishmypagewiththem。

  HYMNOFTRUST。

  OLoveDivine,thatstoopedtoshareOursharpestpang,ourbitteresttear,OnTheewecasteachearthborncare,WesmileatpainwhileThouartnear!

  Thoughlongthewearywaywetread,Andsorrowcrowneachlingeringyear,Nopathweshun,nodarknessdread,Ourheartsstillwhispering,Thouartnear!

  Whendroopingpleasureturnstogrief,Andtremblingfaithischangedtofear,Themurmuringwind,thequiveringleafShallsoftlytellus,Thouartnear!

  OnTheeweflingourburdeningwoe,OLoveDivine,foreverdear,Contenttosuffer,whileweknow,Livinganddying,Thouartnear!

  XII

  Ayoungfellow,bornofgoodstock,inoneofthemorethoroughlycivilizedportionsoftheseUnitedStatesofAmerica,bredingoodprinciples,inheritingasocialpositionwhichmakeshimathiseaseeverywhere,meanssufficienttoeducatehimthoroughlywithouttakingawaythestimulustovigorousexertion,andwithagoodopeninginsomehonorablepathoflabor,isthefinestsightourprivatesatellitehashadtheopportunityofinspectingontheplanettowhichshebelongs。InsomerespectsitwasbettertobeayoungGreek。Ifwemaytrusttheoldmarbles,myfriendwithhisarmstretchedovermyhead,abovethere,inplasterofParis,orthediscobolus,whomonemayseeattheprincipalsculpturegalleryofthismetropolis,——thoseGreekyoungmenwereofsupremebeauty。

  Theirclosecurls,theirelegantlysetheads,column-likenecks,straightnoses,short,curledlips,firmchins,deepchests,lightflanks,largemuscles,smalljoints,werefinerthananythingweeversee。Itmaywellbequestionedwhetherthehumanshapewilleverpresentitselfagaininaraceofsuchperfectsymmetry。ButthelifeoftheyouthfulGreekwaslocal,notplanetary,likethatoftheyoungAmerican。Hehadastringoflegends,inplaceofourGospels。Hehadnoprintedbooks,nonewspaper,nosteamcaravans,noforks,nosoap,noneofthethousandcheapconvenienceswhichhavebecomemattersofnecessitytoourmoderncivilization。Aboveallthings,ifheaspiredtoknowaswellastoenjoy,hefoundknowledgenotdiffusedeverywhereabouthim,sothataday’slaborwouldbuyhimmorewisdomthanayearcouldmaster,butheldinprivatehands,hoardedinpreciousmanuscripts,tobesoughtforonlyasgoldissoughtinnarrowfissures,andinthebedsofbrawlingstreams。Never,sincemancameintothisatmosphereofoxygenandazote,wasthereanythingliketheconditionoftheyoungAmericanofthenineteenthcentury。Havinginpossessionorinprospectthebestpartofhalfaworld,withallitsclimatesandsoilstochoosefrom;equippedwithwingsoffireandsmokethanflywithhimdayandnight,sothathecountshisjourneynotinmiles,butindegrees,andseestheseasonschangeasthewildfowlseestheminhisannualflights;withhugeleviathansalwaysreadytotakehimontheirbroadbacksandpushbehindthemwiththeirpectoralorcaudalfinsthewatersthatseamthecontinentorseparatethehemispheres;heirofalloldcivilizations,founderofthatnewonewhich,ifallthepropheciesofthehumanheartarenotlies,istobethenoblest,asitisthelast;isolatedinspacefromtheracesthataregovernedbydynastieswhosedivinerightgrowsoutofhumanwrong,yetknitintothemostabsolutesolidaritywithmankindofalltimesandplacesbytheonegreatthoughtheinheritsashisnationalbirthright;freetoformandexpresshisopinionsonalmosteverysubject,andassuredthathewillsoonacquirethelastfranchisewhichmenwithholdfromman,——thatofstatingthelawsofhisspiritualbeingandthebeliefsheacceptswithouthindranceexceptfromclearerviewsoftruth,——heseemstowantnothingforalarge,wholesome,noble,beneficentlife。Infact,thechiefdangeristhathewillthinkthewholeplanetismadeforhim,andforgetthattherearesomepossibilitiesleftinthedebrisoftheold-worldcivilizationwhichdeserveacertainrespectfulconsiderationathishands。

  Thecombingandclippingofthisshaggywildcontinentareinsomemeasuredoneforhimbythosewhohavegonebefore。Societyhassubdivideditselfenoughtohaveaplaceforeveryformoftalent。

  Thus,ifamanshowtheleastsignofabilityasasculptororapainter,forinstance,hefindsthemeansofeducationandademandforhisservices。Evenamanwhoknowsnothingbutsciencewillbeprovidedfor,ifhedoesnotthinkitnecessarytohangabouthisbirthplaceallhisdays,——whichisamostunAmericanweakness。Theapron-stringsofanAmericanmotheraremadeofIndia-rubber。Herboybelongswhereheiswanted;andthatyoungMarylanderofoursspokeforallouryoungmen,whenhesaidthathishomewaswhereverthestarsandstripesblewoverhishead。

  Andthatleadsmetosayafewwordsofthisyounggentleman,whomadethataudaciousmovementlatelywhichIchronicledinmylastrecord,——jumpingovertheseatsofIdon’tknowhowmanyboarderstoputhimselfintheplacewhichtheLittleGentleman’sabsencehadleftvacantatthesideofIris。Whenayoungmanisfoundhabituallyatthesideofanyonegivenyounglady,——whenhelingerswhereshestays,andhastenswhensheleaves,——whenhiseyesfollowherasshemovesandrestuponherwhensheisstill,——whenhebeginstogrowalittletimid,hewhowassobold,andalittlepensive,hewhowassogay,wheneveraccidentfindsthemalone,——

  whenhethinksveryoftenofthegivenyounglady,andnamesherveryseldom,——

  Whatdoyousayaboutit,mycharmingyoungexpertinthatsweetscienceinwhich,perhaps,alongexperienceisnotthefirstofqualifications?——

  Butwedon’tknowanythingaboutthisyoungman,exceptthatheisgood-looking,andsomewhathigh-spirited,andstrong-limbed,andhasagenerousstyleofnature,——allverypromising,butbynomeansprovingthatheisaproperloverforIris,whoseheartweturnedinsideoutwhenweopenedthatsealedbookofhers。

  Ah,mydearyoungfriend!Whenyourmammathen,ifyouwillbelieveit,averyslightyounglady,withveryprettyhairandfigure——cameandtoldhermammathatyourpapahad——had——askedNo,no,no!shecouldn’tsayit;buthermother——ohthedepthofmaternalsagacity!——

  guesseditallwithoutanotherword!——Whenyourmother,Isay,cameandtoldhermothershewasengaged,andyourgrandmothertoldyourgrandfather,howmuchdidtheyknowoftheintimatenatureoftheyounggentlemantowhomshehadpledgedherexistence?Iwillnotbesohardastoaskhowmuchyourrespectedmammaknewatthattimeoftheintimatenatureofyourrespectedpapa,though,ifweshouldcompareayounggirl’sman-as-she-thinks-himwithaforty-

  summeredmatron’sman-as-she-finds-him,Ihavemydoubtsastowhetherthesecondwouldbeafacsimileofthefirstinmostcases。

  Theideathatinthisworldeachyoungpersonistowaituntilheorshefindsthatprecisecounterpartwhoaloneofallcreationwasmeantforhimorher,andthenfallinstantlyinlovewithit,isprettyenough,onlyitisnotNature’sway。Itisnotatallessentialthatallpairsofhumanbeingsshouldbe,aswesometimessayofparticularcouples,\"bornforeachother。\"Sometimesamanorawomanismadeagreatdealbetterandhappierintheendforhavinghadtoconquerthefaultsoftheonebeloved,andmakethefitnessnotfoundatfirst,bygradualassimilation。Thereisaclassofgoodwomenwhohavenorighttomarryperfectlygoodmen,becausetheyhavethepowerofsavingthosewhowouldgotoruinbutfortheguidingprovidenceofagoodwife。Ihaveknownmanysuchcases。Itisthemostmomentousquestionawomanisevercalledupontodecide,whetherthefaultsofthemanshelovesarebeyondremedyandwilldragherdown,orwhethersheiscompetenttobehisearthlyredeemerandlifthimtoherownlevel。

  Apersonofgeniusshouldmarryapersonofcharacter。Geniusdoesnotherdwithgenius。Themusk-deerandthecivet-catareneverfoundincompany。Theydon’tcareforstrangescents,——theylikeplainanimalsbetterthanperfumedones。Nay,ifyouwillhavethekindnesstonotice,Naturehasnotgiftedmyladymusk-deerwiththepersonalpeculiaritybywhichherlordissowidelyknown。

  Nowwhengeniusalliesitselfwithcharacter,theworldisveryapttothinkcharacterhasthebestofthebargain。Abrilliantwomanmarriesaplain,manlyfellow,withasimpleintellectualmechanism;——wehaveallseensuchcases。Theworldoftenstaresagooddealandwonders。Sheshouldhavetakenthatother,withafarmorecomplexmentalmachinery。Shemighthavehadawatchwiththephilosophicalcompensation-balance,withthemetaphysicalindexwhichcansplitasecondintotenths,withthemusicalchimewhichcanturneveryquarterofanhourintomelody。Shehaschosenaplainone,thatkeepsgoodtime,andthatisall。

  Letheralone!Sheknowswhatsheisabout。Geniushasaninfinitelydeeperreverenceforcharacterthancharactercanhaveforgenius。Tobesure,geniusgetstheworld’spraise,becauseitsworkisatangibleproduct,tobebought,orhadfornothing。Itbribesthecommonvoicetopraiseitbypresentsofspeeches,poems,statues,pictures,orwhateveritcanpleasewith。Characterevolvesitsbestproductsforhomeconsumption;but,mindyou,ittakesadealmoretofeedafamilyforthirtyyearsthantomakeaholidayfeastforourneighborsonceortwiceinourlives。Youtalkofthefireofgenius。Manyablessedwoman,whodiesunsungandunremembered,hasgivenoutmoreoftherealvitalheatthatkeepsthelifeinhumansouls,withoutasparkflittingthroughherhumblechimneytotelltheworldaboutit,thanwouldsetadozentheoriessmoking,orahundredodessimmering,inthebrainsofsomanymenofgenius。Itisinlatentcaloric,ifImayborrowaphilosophicalexpression,thatmanyofthenoblestheartsgiveoutthelifethatwarmsthem。Cornelia’slipsgrowwhite,andherpulsehardlywarmsherthinfingers,——butshehasmeltedalltheiceoutoftheheartsofthoseyoungGracchi,andherlostheatisinthebloodofheryouthfulheroes。Wearealwaysvaluingthesoul’stemperaturebythethermometerofpublicdeedorword。Yetthegreatsunhimself,whenhepourshisnoondaybeamsuponsomevasthyalineboulder,rentfromtheeternalice-quarries,andfloatingtowardthetropics,neverwarmsitafractionabovethethirty-twodegreesofFahrenheitthatmarkedthemomentwhenthefirstdroptrickleddownitsside。

  Howwealllikethespirtingupofafountain,seeminglyagainstthelawthatmakeswatereverywhereslide,roll,leap,tumbleheadlong,togetaslowastheearthwillletit!Thatisgenius。Butwhatisthistransientupwardmovement,whichgivesustheglitterandtherainbow,tothatunsleeping,all-presentforceofgravity,thesameyesterday,to-day,andforever,iftheuniversebeeternal,——

  thegreatoutspreadhandofGodhimself,forcingallthingsdownintotheirplaces,andkeepingthemthere?Such,insmallerproportion,istheforceofcharactertothefitfulmovementsofgenius,astheyareorhavebeenlinkedtoeachotherinmanyahousehold,whereonenamewashistoric,andtheother,letmesaythenobler,unknown,savebysomefaintreflectedray,borrowedfromitslustrouscompanion。

  Oftentimes,asIhavelainswingingonthewater,intheswelloftheChelseaferry-boats,inthatlong,sharp-pointed,blackcradleinwhichIlovetoletthegreatmotherrockme,Ihaveseenatallshipglidebyagainstthetide,asifdrawnbysomeinvisibletowline,withahundredstrongarmspullingit。Hersailshungunfilled,herstreamersweredrooping,shehadneitherside-wheelnorstern-wheel;stillshemovedon,stately,inserenetriumph,asifwithherownlife。ButIknewthatontheothersideoftheship,hiddenbeneaththegreathulkthatswamsomajestically,therewasalittletoilingsteam-tug,withheartoffireandarmsofiron,thatwashuggingitcloseanddraggingitbravelyon;andIknew,that,ifthelittlesteam-tuguntwinedherarmsandleftthetallship,itwouldwallowandrollabout,anddrifthitherandthither,andgooffwiththerefluenttide,nomanknowswhither。AndsoI

  haveknownmorethanonegenius,high-decked,full-freighted,wide-

  sailed,gay-pennoned,that,butforthebaretoilingarms,andbrave,warm,beatingheartofthefaithfullittlewife,thatnestledcloseinhisshadow,andclungtohim,sothatnowindorwavecouldpartthem,anddraggedhimonagainstallthetideofcircumstance,wouldsoonhavegonedownthestreamandbeenheardofnomore——

  No,Iamtoomuchaloverofgenius,Isometimesthink,andtoooftengetimpatientwithdullpeople,sothat,intheirweaktalk,wherenothingistakenforgranted,Ilookforwardtosomefuturepossiblestateofdevelopment,whenagesturepassingbetweenabeatifiedhumansoulandanarchangelshallsignifyasmuchasthecompletehistoryofaplanet,fromthetimewhenitcurdledtothetimewhenitssunwasburnedout。Andyet,whenastrongbrainisweighedwithatrueheart,itseemstomelikebalancingabubbleagainstawedgeofgold——

  Ittakesaverytruemantobeafittingcompanionforawomanofgenius,butnotaverygreatone。Iamnotsurethatshewillnotembroiderheridealbetteronaplaingroundthanononewithabrilliantpatternalreadyworkedinitstexture。Butastheveryessenceofgeniusistruthfulness,contactwithrealities,whicharealwaysideasbehindshowsofformorlanguage,nothingissocontemptibleasfalsehoodandpretenceinitseyes。Nowitisnoteasytofindaperfectlytruewoman,anditisveryhardtofindaperfectlytrueman。Andawomanofgenius,whohasthesagacitytochoosesuchaoneashercompanion,showsmoreofthedivinegiftinsodoingthaninherfinesttalkorhermostbrilliantworkoflettersorofart。

  Ihavebeenagoodwhilecomingatasecret,forwhichIwishedtoprepareyoubeforetellingit。IthinkthereisakindlyfeelinggrowingupbetweenIrisandouryoungMarylander。NotthatI

  supposethereisanydistinctunderstandingbetweenthem,butthattheaffinitywhichhasdrawnhimfromtheremotecornerwherehesattothesideoftheyounggirlisquietlybringingtheirtwonaturestogether。Justnowsheisallgivenuptoanother;butwhenhenolongercallsuponherdailythoughtsandcares,Iwarnyounottobesurprised,ifthisbudoffriendshipopenliketheeveningprimrose,withasoundasofasuddenstolenkiss,andlo!thefloweroffull-

  blownloveliesunfoldedbeforeyou。

  Andnowthedayshadcomeforourlittlefriend,whosewhimsandweaknesseshadinterestedus,perhaps,asmuchashisbettertraits,tomakereadyforthatlongjourneywhichiseasiertothecripplethantothestrongman,andonwhichnoneenterssowillinglyashewhohasbornethelife-longloadofinfirmityduringhisearthlypilgrimage。Atthispoint,undermostcircumstances,Iwouldclosethedoorsanddrawtheveilofprivacybeforethechamberwherethebirthwhichwecalldeath,outoflifeintotheunknownworld,isworkingitsmystery。Butthisfriendofoursstoodaloneintheworld,and,asthelastactofhislifewasmainlyinharmonywiththerestofitsdrama,Idonotherefeeltheforceoftheobjectioncommonlylyingagainstthatdeath-bedliteraturewhichformsthestapleofacertainportionofthepress。LetmeexplainwhatI

  mean,sothatmyreadersmaythinkforthemselvesalittle,beforetheyaccusemeofhastyexpressions。

  TheRomanCatholicChurchhascertainformulasforitsdyingchildren,towhichalmostallofthemattachthegreatestimportance。Thereishardlyacriminalsoabandonedthatheisnotanxioustoreceivethe\"consolationsofreligion\"inhislasthours。

  Evenifhebesenseless,butstillliving,Ithinkthattheformisgonethroughwith,justasbaptismisadministeredtotheunconsciousnew-bornchild。Nowwedonotquarrelwiththeseforms。

  Welookwithreverenceandaffectionuponallsymbolswhichgivepeaceandcomforttoourfellow-creatures。Butthevalueofthenew-bornchild’spassiveconsenttotheceremonyisnull,astestimonytothetruthofadoctrine。Theautomaticclosingofadyingman’slipsontheconsecratedwaferprovesnothinginfavoroftheRealPresence,oranyotherdogma。And,speakinggenerally,theevidenceofdyingmeninfavorofanybeliefistobereceivedwithgreatcaution。

  Theycommonlytellthetruthabouttheirpresentfeelings,nodoubt。

  Adyingman’sdepositionaboutanythingheknowsisgoodevidence。

  Butitisofmuchlessconsequencewhatamanthinksandsayswhenheischangedbypain,weakness,apprehension,thanwhathethinkswhenheistrulyandwhollyhimself。Mostmurderersdieinaverypiousframeofmind,expectingtogotogloryatonce;yetnomanbelievesheshallmeetalargeraverageofpiratesandcut-throatsinthestreetsoftheNewJerusalemthanofhonestfolksthatdiedintheirbeds。

  Unfortunately,therehasbeenaverygreattendencytomakecapitalofvariouskindsoutofdyingmen’sspeeches。Theliesthathavebeenputintotheirmouthsforthispurposeareendless。Theprimeminister,whoselastbreathwasspentinscoldinghisnurse,dieswithamagnificentapothegmonhislips,manufacturedbyareporter。

  Addisongetsupatableauanduttersanadmirablesentiment,——orsomebodymakestheposthumousdyingepigramforhim。Theincoherentbabbleofgreenfieldsistranslatedintothelanguageofstatelysentiment。Onewouldthink,allthatdyingmenhadtodowastosaytheprettiestthingtheycould,——tomaketheirrhetoricalpoint,——

  andthenbowthemselvespolitelyoutoftheworld。

  Worsethanthisisthetorturingofdyingpeopletogettheirevidenceinfavorofthisorthatfavoritebelief。Thecamp-

  followersofproselytingsectshavecomeinatthecloseofeverylifewheretheycouldgetin,tostripthelanguishingsoulofitsthoughts,andcarrythemoffasspoils。TheRomanCatholicorotherpriestwhoinsistsonthereceptionofhisformulameanskindly,wetrust,andverycommonlysucceedsingettingtheacquiescenceofthesubjectofhisspiritualsurgery,butdonotletustakethetestimonyofpeoplewhoareintheworstconditiontoformopinionsasevidenceofthetruthorfalsehoodofthatwhichtheyaccept。A

  lameman’sopinionofdancingisnotgoodformuch。Apoorfellowwhocanneithereatnordrink,whoissleeplessandfullofpains,whosefleshhaswastedfromhim,whosebloodislikewater,whoisgaspingforbreath,isnotinaconditiontojudgefairlyofhumanlife,whichinallitsmainadjustmentsisintendedformeninanormal,healthycondition。ItisaremarkIhaveheardfromthewisePatriarchoftheMedicalProfessionamongus,thatthemoralconditionofpatientswithdiseaseabovethegreatbreathing-muscle,thediaphragm,ismuchmorehopefulthanthatofpatientswithdiseasebelowit,inthedigestiveorgans。Manyanhonestignorantmanhasgivenuspathologywhenhethoughthewasgivinguspsychology。WiththispreliminarycautionIshallproceedtothestoryoftheLittleGentleman’sleavingus。

  Whenthedivinity-studentfoundthatourfellow-boarderwasnotlikelytoremainlongwithus,he,beingayoungmanoftenderconscienceandkindlynature,wasnotalittleexercisedonhisbehalf。ItwasundeniablethatonseveraloccasionstheLittleGentlemanhadexpressedhimselfwithagooddealoffreedomonaclassofsubjectswhich,accordingtothedivinity-student,hehadnorighttoformanopinionupon。Hethereforeconsideredhisfuturewelfareinjeopardy。

  TheMuggletoniansecthaveaveryoddwayofdealingwithpeople。

  IfI,theProfessor,willonlygiveintotheMuggletoniandoctrine,thereshallbenoquestionthroughallthatpersuasionthatIamcompetenttojudgeofthatdoctrine;nay,Ishallbequotedasevidenceofitstruth,whileIlive,andcited,afterIamdead,astestimonyinitsbehalf。ButifIutteranyeversoslightAnti-

  Muggletoniansentiment,thenIbecomeincompetenttoformanyopiniononthematter。This,youcannotfailtoobserve,isexactlythewaythepseudo-sciencesgotowork,asexplainedinmyLectureonPhrenology。NowIholdthathewhosetestimonywouldbeacceptedinbehalfoftheMuggletoniandoctrinehasarighttobeheardagainstit。WhosooffersmeanyarticleofbeliefformysignatureimpliesthatIamcompetenttoformanopinionuponit;andifmypositivetestimonyinitsfavorisofanyvalue,thenmynegativetestimonyagainstitisalsoofvalue。

  Ithoughtmyyoungfriend’sattitudewasalittletoomuchlikethatoftheMuggletonians。Ialsoremarkedasingulartimidityonhispartlestsomebodyshould\"unsettle\"somebody’sfaith,——asiffaithdidnotrequireexerciseasmuchasanyotherlivingthing,andwerenotallthebetterforashakingupnowandthen。Idon’tmeanthatitwouldbefairtobotherBridget,thewildIrishgirl,orJoiceHeth,thecentenarian,oranyotherintellectualnon-combatant;butallpersonswhoproclaimabeliefwhichpassesjudgmentontheirneighborsmustbereadytohaveit\"unsettled,\"thatis,questioned,atalltimesandbyanybody,——justasthosewhosetupbarsacrossathoroughfaremustexpecttohavethemtakendownbyeveryonewhowantstopass,ifheisstrongenough。

  Besides,tothinkoftryingtowater-prooftheAmericanmindagainstthequestionsthatHeavenrainsdownuponitshowsamisapprehensionofournewconditions。Iftoquestioneverythingbeunlawfulanddangerous,wehadbetterundeclareourindependenceatonce;forwhattheDeclarationmeansistherighttoquestioneverything,eventhetruthofitsownfundamentalproposition。

  Theold-worldorderofthingsisanarrangementoflocksandcanals,whereeverythingdependsonkeepingthegatesshut,andsoholdingtheupperwatersattheirlevel;butthesystemunderwhichtheyoungrepublicanAmericanisborntruststhewholeunimpededtideoflifetothegreatelementalinfluences,asthevastriversofthecontinentsettletheirownlevelinobediencetothelawsthatgoverntheplanetandthespheresthatsurroundit。

  Thedivinity-studentwasnotquiteuptotheideaofthecommonwealth,asouryoungfriendtheMarylander,forinstance,understoodit。Hecouldnotgetridofthatnotionofprivatepropertyintruth,withtherighttofenceitin,andputupasign-

  board,thus:

  ALLTRESPASSERSAREWARNEDOFFTHESE

  GROUNDS!

  HetooktheyoungMarylandertotaskforgoingtotheChurchoftheGalileans,wherehehadseveraltimesaccompaniedIrisoflate。

  IamaChurchman,——theyoungmansaid,——byeducationandhabit。I

  lovemyoldChurchformanyreasons,butmostofallbecauseIthinkithaseducatedmeoutofitsownformsintothespiritofitshighestteachings。IthinkIbelongtothe\"BroadChurch,\"ifanyofyoucantellwhatthatmeans。

  Ihadtherashnesstoattempttoanswerthequestionmyself——SomesaytheBroadChurchmeansthecollectivemassofgoodpeopleofalldenominations。Otherssaythatsuchadefinitionisnonsense;thatachurchisanorganization,andthescatteredgoodfolksarenoorganizationatall。Theythinkthatmenwilleventuallycometogetheronthebasisofoneortwoormorecommonarticlesofbelief,andformagreatunity。Dotheyseewhatthisamountsto?

  Itmeansanequaldivisionofintellect!Itismentalagrarianism!

  athingthatneverwasandneverwillbeuntilnationalandindividualidiosyncrasieshaveceasedtoexist。Themanofthirty-

  ninebeliefsholdsthemanofonebeliefapauper;heisnotgoingtogiveupthirty-eightofthemforthesakeoffraternizingwiththeotherinthetemplewhichbearsonitsfront,\"DeoerexitVoltaire。\"Achurchisagarden,Ihavehearditsaid,andtheillustrationwasneatlyhandled。Yes,andthereisnosuchthingasabroadgarden。Itmustbefencedin,andwhateverisfencedinisnarrow。Youcannothavearcticandtropicalplantsgrowingtogetherinit,exceptbytheforcingsystem,whichisamightynarrowpieceofbusiness。Youcan’tmakeavillageoraparishorafamilythinkalike,yetyousupposethatyoucanmakeaworldpinchitsbeliefsorpadthemtoasinglepattern!Why,theverylifeofanecclesiasticalorganizationisalifeofinduction,astateofperpetuallydisturbedequilibriumkeptupbyanotherchargedbodyintheneighborhood。Ifthetwobodiestouchandsharetheirrespectivecharges,downgoestheindexoftheelectrometer!

  Doyouknowthateverymanhasareligiousbeliefpeculiartohimself?SmithisalwaysaSmithite。HetakesinexactlySmith’s-

  worthofknowledge,Smith’s-worthoftruth,ofbeauty,ofdivinity。

  AndBrownhasfromtimeimmemorialbeentryingtoburnhim,toexcommunicatehim,toanonymous-articlehim,becausehedidnottakeinBrown’s-worthofknowledge,truth,beauty,divinity。Hecannotdoit,anymorethanapint-potcanholdaquart,oraquart-potbefilledbyapint。Ironisessentiallythesameeverywhereandalways;butthesulphateofironisneverthesameasthecarbonateofiron。Truthisinvariable;buttheSmithateoftruthmustalwaysdifferfromtheBrownateoftruth。

  Thewidertheintellect,thelargerandsimplertheexpressionsinwhichitsknowledgeisembodied。Theinferiorrace,thedegradedandenslavedpeople,thesmall-mindedindividual,liveinthedetailswhichtolargermindsandmoreadvancedtribesofmenreducethemselvestoaxiomsandlaws。Asracesandindividualmindsmustalwaysdifferjustassulphatesandcarbonatesdo,IcannotseegroundforexpectingtheBroadChurchtobefoundedonanyfusionofintellectualbeliefs,whichofcourseimpliesthatthosewhoholdthelargernumberofdoctrinesasessentialshallcomedowntothosewhoholdthesmallernumber。Thesedoctrinesaretothenegativearistocracywhatthequarteringsoftheircoatsaretothepositiveordersofnobility。

  TheBroadChurch,Ithink,willneverbebasedonanythingthatrequirestheuseoflanguage。Freemasonrygivesanideaofsuchachurch,andabrotherisknownandcaredforinastrangelandwherenowordofhiscanbeunderstood。Theapostleofthischurchmaybeadeafmutecarryingacupofcoldwatertoathirstingfellow-creature。Thecupofcoldwaterdoesnotrequiretobetranslatedforaforeignertounderstandit。IamafraidtheonlyBroadChurchpossibleisonethathasitscreedintheheart,andnotinthehead,——thatweshallknowitsmembersbytheirfruits,andnotbytheirwords。Ifyousaythiscommunionofwell-doersisnochurch,Icanonlyanswer,thatallorganizedbodieshavetheirlimitsofsize,andthatwhenwefindamanahundredfeethighandthirtyfeetbroadacrosstheshoulders,wewilllookoutforanorganizationthatshallincludeallChristendom。

  SomeofusdopracticallyrecognizeaBroadChurchandaNarrowChurch,however。TheNarrowChurchmaybeseenintheship’sboatsofhumanity,inthelongboat,inthejollyboat,inthecaptain’sgig,lyingoffthepooroldvessel,thankingGodthattheyaresafe,andreckoninghowsoonthehulkcontainingthemassoftheirfellow-creatureswillgodown。TheBroadChurchisonboard,workinghardatthepumps,andveryslowtobelievethattheshipwillbeswallowedupwithsomanypoorpeopleinit,fasteneddownunderthehatcheseversinceitfloated——

  Allthis,ofcourse,wasnothingbutmypoornotionaboutthesematters。Iamsimplyan\"outsider,\"youknow;onlyitdoesn’tdoverywellforanestofHinghamboxestotalktoomuchaboutoutsidersandinsiders!

  Afterthistalkofours,IthinkthesetwoyoungpeoplewentprettyregularlytotheChurchoftheGalileans。StilltheycouldnotkeepawayfromthesweetharmoniesandrhythmiclitaniesofSaintPolycarponthegreatChurchfestival-days;sothat,betweenthetwo,theyweresomuchtogether,thattheboardersbegantomakeremarks,andourlandladysaidtome,oneday,that,thoughitwasnoonofherbusiness,themthathadeyescouldn’thelpseein’thattherewassomethin’goin’,onbetweenthemtwoyoungpeople;shethoughttheyoungmanwasaverylikelyyoungman,thoughjestwhathisprospecswaswasunbeknowntoher;butshethoughthemustbedoingwell,andratherguessedhewouldbeabletotakecareofafemily,ifhedidn’tgototakin’ahouse;foragentlemanandhiswifecouldboardagreatdealcheaperthantheycouldkeephouse;——

  butthenthatgirlwasnothin’butachild,andwouldn’tthinkofbein’marriedthisfiveyear。Theywasgoodboarders,bothof’em,paidregular,andwasaspootyacoupleassheeverlaideyeson——

  TocomebacktowhatIbegantospeakofbefore,-thedivinity-

  studentwasexercisedinhismindabouttheLittleGentleman,and,inthekindnessofhisheart,——forhewasagoodyoungman,——andinthestrengthofhisconvictions,——forhetookitforgrantedthatheandhiscrowdwereright,andotherfolksandtheircrowdwerewrong,——hedeterminedtobringtheLittleGentlemanroundtohisfaithbeforehedied,ifhecould。Sohesentwordtothesickman,thatheshouldbepleasedtovisithimandhavesomeconversationwithhim;andreceivedforanswerthathewouldbewelcome。

  Thedivinity-studentmadehimavisit,thereforeandhadasomewhatremarkableinterviewwithhim,whichIshallbrieflyrelate,withoutattemptingtojustifythepositionstakenbytheLittleGentleman。

  Hefoundhimweak,butcalm。Irissatsilentbyhispillow。

  Aftertheusualpreliminaries,thedivinity-studentsaid;inakindway,thathewassorrytofindhiminfailinghealth,thathefeltconcernedforhissoul,andwasanxioustoassisthiminmakingpreparationsforthegreatchangeawaitinghim。

  Ithankyou,Sir,——saidtheLittleGentleman,permitmetoaskyou,whatmakesyouthinkIamnotreadyforit,Sir,andthatyoucandoanythingtohelpme,Sir?

  Iaddressyouonlyasafellow-man,——saidthedivinity-student,——andthereforeafellow-sinner。

  Iamnotaman,Sir!——saidtheLittleGentleman——Iwasbornintothisworldthewreckofaman,andIshallnotbejudgedwitharacetowhichIdonotbelong。Lookatthis!——hesaid,andhelduphiswitheredarm——Seethere!——andhepointedtohismisshapenextremities——Layyourhandhere!——andhelaidhisownontheregionofhismisplacedheart——Ihaveknownnothingofthelifeofyourrace。WhenIfirstcametomyconsciousness,Ifoundmyselfanobjectofpity,orasighttoshow。ThefirststrangechildIeverrememberhiditsfaceandwouldnotcomenearme。Iwasabroken-

  heartedaswellasbroken-bodiedboy。Igrewintotheemotionsofripeningyouth,andallthatIcouldhavelovedshrankfrommypresence。Ibecameamaninyears,andhadnothingincommonwithmanhoodbutitslongings。Mylifeisthedyingpangofaworn-outrace,andIshallgodownaloneintothedust,outofthisworldofmenandwomen,withouteverknowingthefellowshipoftheoneortheloveoftheother。Iwillnotdiewithalierattlinginmythroat。

  Ifanotherstateofbeinghasanythingworseinstoreforme,IhavehadalongapprenticeshiptogivemestrengththatImaybearit。I

  don’tbelieveit,Sir!Ihavetoomuchfaithforthat。Godhasnotleftmewhollywithoutcomfort,evenhere。IlovethisoldplacewhereIwasborn;——theheartoftheworldbeatsunderthethreehillsofBoston,Sir!Ilovethisgreatland,withsomanytallmeninit,andsomanygood,noblewomen——Hiseyesturnedtothesilentfigurebyhispillow——Ihavelearnedtoacceptmeeklywhathasbeenallottedtome,butIcannothonestlysaythatIthinkmysinhasbeengreaterthanmysuffering。Ibeartheignoranceandtheevil-doingofwholegenerationsinmysingleperson。Ineverdrewabreathofairnortookastepthatwasnotapunishmentforanother’sfault。Imayhavehadmanywrongthoughts,butIcannothavedonemanywrongdeeds,——formycagehasbeenanarrowone,andIhavepaceditalone。Ihavelookedthroughthebarsandseenthegreatworldofmenbusyandhappy,butIhadnopartintheirdoings。Ihaveknownwhatitwastodreamofthegreatpassions;

  butsincemymotherkissedmebeforeshedied,nowoman’slipshavepressedmycheek,——noreverwill——

  Theyounggirl’seyesglitteredwithasuddenfilm,andalmostwithoutathought,butwithawarmhumaninstinctthatrushedupintoherfacewithherheart’sblood,shebentoverandkissedhim。

  Itwasthesacramentthatwashedoutthememoryoflongyearsofbitterness,andIshouldholditanunworthythoughttodefendher。

  TheLittleGentlemanrepaidherwiththeonlytearanyofuseversawhimshed。

  Thedivinity-studentrosefromhisplace,and,turningawayfromthesickman,walkedtotheothersideoftheroom,wherehebowedhisheadandwasstill。Allthequestionshehadmeanttoaskhadfadedfromhismemory。Thetestshehad。preparedbywhichtojudgeofhisfellow-creature’sfitnessforheavenseemedtohavelosttheirvirtue。HecouldtrustthecrippledchildofsorrowtotheInfiniteParent。Thekissofthefair-hairedgirlhadbeenlikeasignfromheaven,thatangelswatchedoverhimwhomhewaspresumingbutamomentbeforetosummonbeforethetribunalofhisprivatejudgment。

  ShallIpraywithyou?——hesaid,afterapause。Alittlebeforehewouldhavesaid,ShallIprayforyou?——TheChristianreligion,astaughtbyitsFounder,isfullofsentiment。Sowemustnotblamethedivinity-student,ifhewasovercomebythoseyearningsofhumansympathywhichpredominatesomuchmoreinthesermonsoftheMasterthaninthewritingsofhissuccessors,andwhichhavemadetheparableoftheProdigalSontheconsolationofmankind,asithasbeenthestumbling-blockofallexclusivedoctrines。

  Pray!——saidtheLittleGentleman。

  Thedivinity-studentprayed,inlow,tendertones,IrisandtheLittleGentlemanthatGodwouldlookonhisservantlyinghelplessatthefeetofhismercy;thatHewouldrememberhislongyearsofbondageintheflesh;thatHewoulddealgentlywiththebruisedreed。Thouhastvisitedthesinsofthefathersuponthistheirchild。Oh,turnawayfromhimthepenaltiesofhisowntransgressions!Thouhastlaiduponhim,frominfancy,thecrosswhichthystrongerchildrenarecalledupontotakeup;andnowthatheisfaintingunderit,beThouhisstay,anddoThousuccorhimthatistempted!LethismanifoldinfirmitiescomebetweenhimandThyjudgment;inwrathremembermercy!IfhiseyesarenotopenedtoallThytruth,letThycompassionlightenthedarknessthatrestsuponhim,evenasitcamethroughthewordofthySontoblindBartimeus,whosatbythewayside,begging!

  Manymorepetitionsheuttered,butallinthesamesubduedtoneoftenderness。Inthepresenceofhelplesssuffering,andinthefast-

  darkeningshadowoftheDestroyer,heforgotallbuthisChristianhumanity,andcaredmoreaboutconsolinghisfellow-manthanmakingaproselyteofhim。

  ThiswasthelastprayertowhichtheLittleGentlemaneverlistened。SomechangewasrapidlycomingoverhimduringthislasthourofwhichIhavebeenspeaking。Theexcitementofpleadinghiscausebeforehisself-electedspiritualadviser,——theemotionwhichovercamehim,whentheyounggirlobeyedthesuddenimpulseofherfeelingsandpressedherlipstohischeek,——thethoughtsthatmasteredhimwhilethedivinity-studentpouredouthissoulforhiminprayer,mightwellhurryontheinevitablemoment。Whenthedivinity-studenthadutteredhislastpetition,commendinghimtotheFatherthroughhisSon’sintercession,heturnedtolookuponhimbeforeleavinghischamber。Hisfacewaschanged——Thereisalanguageofthehumancountenancewhichweallunderstandwithoutaninterpreter,thoughthelineamentsbelongtotherudestsavagethateverstammeredinanunknownbarbaricdialect。Bythestillnessofthesharpenedfeatures,bytheblanknessofthetearlesseyes,bythefixednessofthesmilelessmouth,bythedeadeningtints,bythecontractedbrow,bythedilatingnostril,weknowthatthesoulissoontoleaveitsmortaltenement,andisalreadyclosingupitswindowsandputtingoutitsfires——Suchwastheaspectofthefaceuponwhichthedivinity-studentlooked,afterthebriefsilencewhichfollowedhisprayer。Thechangehadbeenrapid,thoughnotthatabruptonewhichisliabletohappenatanymomentinthesecases——Thesickmanlookedtowardshim——Farewell,——hesaid,——I

  thankyou。Leavemealonewithher。

  Whenthedivinity-studenthadgone,andtheLittleGentlemanfoundhimselfalonewithIris,heliftedhishandtohisneck,andtookfromit,suspendedbyaslenderchain,aquaint,antique-lookingkey,——thesamekeyIhadonceseenhimholding。Hegavethistoher,andpointedtoacarvedcabinetoppositehisbed,oneofthosethathadsoattractedmycuriouseyesandsetmewonderingastowhatitmightcontain。

  Openit,——hesaid,——andlightthelamp——Theyounggirlwalkedtothecabinetandunlockedthedoor。Adeeprecessappeared,linedwithblackvelvet,againstwhichstoodinwhitereliefanivorycrucifix。Asilverlamphungoverit。Shelightedthelampandcamebacktothebedside。ThedyingmanfixedhiseyesuponthefigureofthedyingSaviour——Givemeyourhand,hesaid;andIrisplacedherrighthandinhisleft。Sotheyremained,untilpresentlyhiseyeslosttheirmeaning,thoughtheystillremainedvacantlyfixeduponthewhiteimage。Yetheheldtheyounggirl’shandfirmly,asifitwereleadinghimthroughsomedeep-shadowedvalleyanditwasallhecouldclingto。Butpresentlyaninvoluntarymuscularcontractionstoleoverhim,andhisterribledyinggraspheldthepoorgirlasifshewerewedgedinanengineoftorture。Shepressedherlipstogetherandsatstill。Theinexorablehandheldhertighterandtighter,untilshefeltasifherownslenderfingerswouldbecrushedinitsgripe。ItwasoneofthetorturesoftheInquisitionshewassuffering,andshecouldnotstirfromherplace。Then,inhergreatanguish,she,too,casthereyesuponthatdyingfigure,and,lookinguponitspiercedhandsandfeetandsideandlaceratedforehead,shefeltthatshealsomustsufferuncomplaining。Inthemomentofhersharpestpainshedidnotforgetthedutiesofherunderoffice,butdriedthedyingman’smoistforeheadwithherhandkerchief,evenwhilethedewsofagonywereglisteningonherown。Howlongthislastedshenevercouldtell。TimeandthirstaretwothingsyouandItalkabout;

  butthevictimswhomholymenandrighteousjudgesusedtostretchontheirenginesknewbetterwhattheymeantthanyouorI!——Whatisthatgreatbucketofwaterfor?saidtheMarchionessdeBrinvilliers,beforeshewasplacedontherack——Foryoutodrink,——saidthetorturertothelittlewoman——Shecouldnotthinkthatitwouldtakesuchafloodtoquenchthefireinherandsokeepheraliveforherconfession。Thetorturerknewbetterthanshe。

  Afteratimenottobecountedinminutes,astheclockmeasures,——

  withoutanywarning,——therecameaswiftchangeofhisfeatures;hisfaceturnedwhite,asthewaterswhitenwhenasuddenbreathpassesovertheirstillsurface;themusclesinstantlyrelaxed,andIris,releasedatoncefromhercareforthesuffererandfromhisunconsciousgrasp,fellsenseless,withafeeblecry,——theonlyutteranceofherlongagony。

  PerhapsyousometimeswanderinthroughtheirongatesoftheCopp’sHillburial-ground。Youlovetostrollroundamongthegravesthatcrowdeachotherinthethicklypeopledsoilofthatbreezysummit。

  YoulovetoleanonthefreestoneslabwhichliesoverthebonesoftheMathers,——toreadtheepitaphofstoutWilliamClark,\"DespiserofSorryPersonsandlittleActions,\"——tostandbythestonegraveofsturdyDanielMalcolmandlookuponthesplinteredslabthattellstheoldrebel’sstory,——tokneelbythetriplestonethatsayshowthethreeWorthylakes,father,mother,andyoungdaughter,diedonthesamedayandlieburiedthere;amystery;thesubjectofamovingballad,bythelateBENJAMINFRANKLIN,asmaybeseeninhisautobiography,whichwillexplainthesecretofthetriplegravestone;thoughtheoldphilosopherhasmadeamistake,unlessthestoneiswrong。

  Notveryfarfromthatyouwillfindafairmound,ofdimensionsfittoholdawell-grownman。Iwillnottellyoutheinscriptionuponthestonewhichstandsatitshead;forIdonotwishyoutobesureoftheresting-placeofonewhocouldnotbeartothinkthatheshouldbeknownasacrippleamongthedead,afterbeingpointedatsolongamongtheliving。Thereisonesign,itistrue,bywhich,ifyouhavebeenasagaciousreaderofthesepapers,youwillatonceknowit;butIfearyoureadcarelessly,andmuststudythemmorediligentlybeforeyouwilldetectthehinttowhichIallude。

  TheLittleGentlemanlieswherehelongedtolie,amongtheoldnamesandtheoldbonesoftheoldBostonpeople。Atthefootofhisresting-placeistheriver,alivewiththewingsandantennaeofitscolossalwater-insects;overoppositearethegreatwar-ships,andtheheavyguns,which,whentheyroar,shakethesoilinwhichhelies;andinthesteepleofChristChurch,hardby,arethesweetchimeswhicharetheBostonboy’sRanzdesVaches,whoseechoesfollowhimalltheworldover。

  InPace!

  I,toldyouagoodwhileagothattheLittleGentlemancouldnotdoabetterthingthantoleaveallhismoney,whateveritmightbe,totheyounggirlwhohassincethatestablishedsuchaclaimuponhim。

  Hedidnot,however。Aconsiderablebequesttooneofourpublicinstitutionskeepshisnameingratefulremembrance。Thetelescopethroughwhichhewasfondofwatchingtheheavenlybodies,andthemovementsofwhichhadbeenthesourceofsuchoddfanciesonmypart,isnowthepropertyofaWesternCollege。Yousmileasyouthinkofmytakingitforafleshlesshumanfigure,whenIsawitstubepointingtothesky,andthoughtitwasanarm,underthewhitedraperythrownoveritforprotection。SodoIsmilenow;Ibelongtothenumerousclasswhoareprophetsafterthefact,andholdmynightmaresverycheapbydaylightIhavereceivedmanylettersofinquiryastothesoundresemblingawoman’svoice,whichoccasionedmesomanyperplexities。Somethoughttherewasnoquestionthathehadasecondapartment,inwhichhehadmadeanasylumforaderangedfemalerelative。Otherswereofopinionthathewas,asIoncesuggested,a\"Bluebeard\"withpatriarchaltendencies,andIhaveevenbeencensuredforintroducingsoOrientalanelementintomyrecordofboarding-houseexperience。

  Comeinandseeme,theProfessor,someeveningwhenIhavenothingelsetodo,andaskmetoplayyouTartini’sDevil’sSonataonthatextraordinaryinstrumentinmypossession,wellknowntoamateursasoneofthemasterpiecesofJosephGuarnerius。ThevoxhumanaofthegreatHaerlemorganisverylifelike,andthesamestopintheorganoftheCambridgechapelmightbemistakeninsomeofitstonesforahumanvoice;butIthinkyouneverheardanythingcomesonearthecryofaprimadonnaastheAstringandtheEstringofthisinstrument。Asinglefactwillillustratetheresemblance。Iwasexecutingsometoursdeforceuponitoneevening,whenthepolicemanofourdistrictrangthebellsharply,andaskedwhatwasthematterinthehouse。Hehadheardawoman’sscreams,——hewassureofit。Ihadtomaketheinstrumentsingbeforehiseyesbeforehecouldbesatisfiedthathehadnotheardthecriesofawoman。TheinstrumentwasbequeathedtomebytheLittleGentleman。

  WhetherithadanythingtodowiththesoundsIheardcomingfromhischamber,youcanformyourownopinion;——Ihavenootherconjecturetooffer。Itisnottruethatasecondapartmentwithasecretentrancewasfound;andthestoryoftheveiledladyistheinventionofoneoftheReporters。

  Bridget,thehousemaid,alwaysinsistedthathediedaCatholic。

  Shehadseenthecrucifix,andbelievedthatheprayedonhiskneesbeforeit。Thelastcircumstanceisveryprobablytrue;indeed,therewasaspotwornonthecarpetjustbeforethiscabinetwhichmightbethusaccountedfor。Whyhe,whosewholelifewasacrucifixion,shouldnotlovetolookonthatdivineimageofblamelesssuffering,Icannotsee;onthecontrary,itseemstomethemostnaturalthingintheworldthatheshould。Buttherearethosewhowanttomakeprivatepropertyofeverything,andcan’tmakeuptheirmindsthatpeoplewhodon’tthinkastheydoshouldclaimanyinterestinthatinfinitecompassionexpressedinthecentralfigureoftheChristendomwhichincludesusall。

  Thedivinity-studentexpressedahopebeforetheboardersthatheshouldmeethiminheaven——Thequestionis,whetherhe’llmeetyou,——saidtheyoungfellowJohn,rathersmartly。Thedivinity-

  studenthadn’tthoughtofthat。

  However,heisaworthyyoungman,andItrustIhaveshownhiminakindlyandrespectfullight。Hewillgetaparishby-and-by;and,asheisabouttomarrythesisterofanoldfriend,——theSchoolmistress,whomsomeofusremember,——andasallsortsofexpensiveaccidentshappentoyoungmarriedministers,hewillbeunderbondstotheamountofhissalary,whichmeansstarvation,iftheyareforfeited,tothinkallhisdaysashethoughtwhenhewassettled,——unlessthemajorityofhispeoplechangewithhimorinadvanceofhim。Ahardease,towhichnothingcouldreconcileaman,exceptthatthefaithfuldischargeofdailydutiesinhispersonalrelationswithhisparishionerswillmakehimusefulenoughinhisway,thoughasathinkerhemayceasetoexistbeforehehasreachedmiddleage——

  IriswentintomourningfortheLittleGentleman。Although,asI

  havesaid,heleftthebulkofhisproperty,bywill,toapublicinstitution,headdedacodicil,bywhichhedisposedofvariouspiecesofpropertyastokensofkindremembrance。ItwasinthiswayIbecamethepossessorofthewonderfulinstrumentIhavespokenof,whichhadbeenpurchasedforhimoutofanItalianconvent。Thelandladywascomfortedwithasmalllegacy。ThefollowingextractrelatestoIris:\"inconsiderationofhermanifoldactsofkindness,butonlyintokenofgratefulremembrance,andbynomeansasarewardforserviceswhichcannotbecompensated,acertainmessuage,withallthelandtheretoappertaining,situatedin______

  Street,attheNorthEnd,socalled,ofBoston,aforesaid,thesamebeingthehouseinwhichIwasborn,butnowinhabitedbyseveralfamilies,andknownas’TheRookery。’\"Irishadalsothecrucifix,theportrait,andthered-jewelledring。Thefuneralordeath’s-

  headringwasburiedwithhim。

  Itwasagoodwhile,aftertheLittleGentlemanwasgone,beforeourboarding-houserecovereditswontedcheerfulness。Therewasaflavorinhiswhimsandlocalprejudicesthatweliked,evenwhilewesmiledatthem。Itwashardtoseethetallchairthrustawayamonguselesslumber,todismantlehisroom,totakedownthepictureofLeah,thehandsomeWitchofEssex,tomoveawaythemassiveshelvesthatheldthebooksheloved,topackupthetubethroughwhichheusedtostudythesilentstars,lookingdownathimliketheeyesofdumbcreatures,withakindofstupidhalf-

  consciousnessthatdidnotworryhimasdidtheeyesofmenandwomen,——andhardestofalltodisplacethatsacredfiguretowhichhishearthadalwaysturnedandfoundrefuge,inthefeelingsitinspired,fromalltheperplexitiesofhisbusybrain。Itwashard,butithadtobedone。

  Andby-and-bywegrewcheerfulagain,andthebreakfast-tableworesomethingofitsoldlook。TheKoh-i-noor,aswenamedthegentlemanwiththediamond,leftus,however,soonafterthat\"littlemill,\"astheyoungfellowJohncalledit,wherehecameoffsecondbest。Hisdeparturewasnodoubthastenedbyanotefromthelandlady’sdaughter,inclosingalockofpurplehairwhichshe\"hadvaluedasapledgeofaffection,eresheknewthehollownessofthevowshehadbreathed,\"speedilyfollowedbyanother,inclosingthelandlady’sbill。Thenextmorninghewasmissing,aswerehislimitedwardrobeandthetrunkthatheldit。ThreeemptybottlesofMrs。Allen’scelebratedpreparation,eachofthemasserting,onitswordofhonorasabottle,thatitsformercontentswere\"notadye,\"wereallthatwaslefttousoftheKoh-i-noor。

  >Fromthistimeforward,thelandlady’sdaughtermanifestedadecidedimprovementinherstyleofcarryingherselfbeforetheboarders。

  Sheabolishedtheodiouslittleflat,gummyside-curl。Sheleftoffvariousarticlesof\"jewelry。\"Shebegantohelphermotherinsomeofherhouseholdduties。Shebecamearegularattendantontheministrationsofaveryworthyclergyman,havingbeenattractedtohismeetin’bywitnessingamarriageceremonyinwhichhecalledamanandawomana\"gentleman\"anda\"lady,\"——astrokeofgentilitywhichquiteovercameher。SheeventookapartinwhatshecalledaSabbathschool,thoughitwasheldonSunday,andbynomeansonSaturday,asthenamesheintendedtoutterimplied。Allthis,whichwasverysincere,asIbelieve,onherpart,andattendedwithagreatimprovementinhercharacter,endedinherbringinghomeayoungman,withstraight,sandyhair,brushedsoastostandupsteeplyabovehisforehead,wearingapairofgreenspectacles,anddressedinblackbroadcloth。Hispersonalaspect,andacertainsolemnityofcountenance,ledmetothinkhemustbeaclergyman;

  andasMasterBenjaminFranklinblurtedoutbeforeseveralofusboarders,oneday,that\"Sishadgotabeau,\"Iwaspleasedattheprospectofherbecomingaminister’swife。Oninquiry,however,I

  foundthatthesomewhatsolemnlookwhichIhadnoticedwasindeedaprofessionalone,butnotclerical。Hewasayoungundertaker,whohadjustsucceededtoathrivingbusiness。Things,Ibelieve,aregoingonwellatthistimeofwriting,andIamgladforthelandlady’sdaughterandhermother。Sextonsandundertakersarethecheerfullestpeopleintheworldathome,ascomediansandcircus-

  clownsarethemostmelancholyintheirdomesticcircle。

  Asouroldboarding-houseisstillinexistence,Idonotfeelatlibertytogivetoominuteastatementofthepresentconditionofeachandallofitsinmates。Iamhappytosay,however,thattheyareallaliveandwell,uptothistime。Thatamiableoldgentlemanwhosatoppositetomeisgrowingolder,asoldmenwill,butstillsmilesbenignantlyonalltheboarders,andhascometobeakindoffathertoallofthem,——sothatonhisbirthdaythereisalwayssomethinglikeafamilyfestival。ThePoorRelation,even,haswarmedintoafilialfeelingtowardshim,andonhislastbirthdaymadehimabeautifulpresent,namely,averyhandsomelyboundcopyofBlair’scelebratedpoem,\"TheGrave。\"

  TheyoungmanJohnisstill,ashesays,\"infustratefettle。\"I

  sawhimspar,notlongsince,ataprivateexhibition,anddohimselfgreatcreditinaset-towithHenryFinnegass,Esq。,aprofessionalgentlemanofcelebrity。Iampleasedtosaythathehasbeenpromotedtoanupperclerkship,and,inconsequenceofhisriseinoffice,hastakenanapartmentsomewhatlowerdownthannumber\"forty-’leven,\"ashefacetiouslycalledhisattic。Whetherthereisanytruth,ornot,inthestoryofhisattachmentto,andfavorablereceptionby,thedaughteroftheheadofanextensivewholesalegrocer’sestablishment,Iwillnotventureanopinion;I

  maysay,however,thatIhavemethimrepeatedlyincompanywithaverywell-nourishedandhigh-coloredyounglady,who,Iunderstand,isthedaughterofthehouseinquestion。

  SomeoftheboarderswereofopinionthatIrisdidnotreturntheundisguisedattentionsofthehandsomeyoungMarylander。Insteadoffixinghereyessteadilyonhim,assheusedtolookupontheLittleGentleman,shewouldturnthemaway,asiftoavoidhisown。Theyoftenwenttochurchtogether,itistrue;butnobody,ofcourse,supposesthereisanyrelationbetweenreligioussympathyandthosewretched\"sentimental\"movementsofthehumanheartuponwhichitiscommonlyagreedthatnothingbetterisbasedthansociety,civilization,friendship,therelationofhusbandandwife,andofparentandchild,andwhichmanypeoplemustthinkweresingularlyoverratedbytheTeacherofNazareth,whosewholelife,asIsaidbefore,wasfullofsentiment,lovingthisorthatyoungman,pardoningthisorthatsinner,weepingoverthedead,mourningforthedoomedcity,blessing,andperhapskissing,thelittlechildren,sothattheGospelsarestillcriedoveralmostasoftenasthelastworkoffiction!

  ButonefineJunemorningthererumbleduptothedoorofourboarding-houseahackcontainingaladyinsideandatrunkontheoutside。Itwasourfriendthelady-patronessofMissIris,thesamewhohadbeencalledbyheradmiringpastor\"TheModelofalltheVirtues。\"Onceaweekshehadwrittenaletter,inaratherformalhand,butfullofgoodadvice,toheryoungcharge。Andnowshehadcometocarryheraway,thinkingthatshehadlearnedallshewaslikelytolearnunderherpresentcourseofteaching。TheModel,however,wastostayawhile,——aweek,ormore,——beforetheyshouldleavetogether。

  Iriswasobedient,asshewasboundtobe。Shewasrespectful,grateful,asachildiswithajust,butnottenderparent。Yetsomethingwaswrong。Shehadoneofhertrances,andbecamestatue-

  like,asbefore,onlythedayaftertheModel’sarrival。Shewaswanandsilent,tastednothingattable,smiledasifbyaforcedeffort,andoftenlookedvaguelyawayfromthosewhowerelookingather,hereyesjustglazedwiththeshiningmoistureofatearthatmustnotbeallowedtogatherandfall。WasitgriefatpartingfromtheplacewhereherstrangefriendshiphadgrownupwiththeLittleGentleman?Yetsheseemedtohavebecomereconciledtohisloss,andrathertohaveadeepfeelingofgratitudethatshehadbeenpermittedtocareforhiminhislastwearydays。

  TheSundayaftertheModel’sarrival,thatladyhadanattackofheadache,andwasobligedtoshutherselfupinadarkenedroomalone。OurtwoyoungfriendstooktheopportunitytogotogethertotheChurchoftheGalileans。Theysaidbutlittlegoing,——

  \"collectingtheirthoughts\"fortheservice,Idevoutlyhope。Mykindgoodfriendthepastorpreachedthatdayoneofhissermonsthatmakeusallfeellikebrothersandsisters,andhistextwasthataffectionateonefromJohn,\"Mylittlechildren,letusnotloveinword,neitherintongue,butindeedandintruth。\"WhenIrisandherfriendcameoutofchurch,theywerebothpale,andwalkedaspacewithoutspeaking。

  Atlasttheyoungmansaid,——YouandIarenotlittlechildren,Iris!

  Shelookedinhisfaceaninstant,asifstartled,fortherewassomethingstrangeinthetoneofhisvoice。Shesmiledfaintly,butspokeneveraword。

  Indeedandintruth,Iris,——

  Whatshallapoorgirlsayordo,whenastrongmanfaltersinhisspeechbeforeher,andcandonothingbetterthanholdouthishandtofinishhisbrokensentence?

  Thepoorgirlsaidnothing,butquietlylaidherunglovedhandinhis,——thelittlesoftwhitehandwhichhadministeredsotenderlyandsufferedsopatiently。

  Thebloodcamebacktotheyoungman’scheeks,asheliftedittohislips,evenastheywalkedthereinthestreet,toucheditgentlywiththem,andsaid,\"Itismine!\"

  Irisdidnotcontradicthim。

  Theseasonspassbysorapidly,thatIamstartledtothinkhowmuchhashappenedsincetheseeventsIwasdescribing。Thosetwoyoungpeoplewouldinsistonhavingtheirownwayabouttheirownaffairs,notwithstandingthegoodlady,sojustlycalledtheModel,insistedthattheageoftwenty-fiveyearswasasearlyasanydiscreetyoungladyshouldthinkofincurringtheresponsibilities,etc。,etc。

  LongbeforeIrishadreachedthatage,shewasthewifeofayoungMarylandengineer,directingsomeofthevastconstructionsofhisnativeState,——wherehewasgrowingrichfastenoughtobeabletodeclinethatfamousRussianofferwhichwouldhavemadehimakindofnabobinafewyears。Irisdoesnotwriteverseoften,nowadays,butshesometimesdraws。ThelastsketchofhersIhaveseeninmySouthernvisitswasoftwochildren,aboyandgirl,theyoungestholdingasilvergoblet,liketheonesheheldthateveningwhenI——

  Iwassostruckwithherstatue-likebeauty。Ifinthelater,summermonthsyoufindthegrassmarkedwithfootstepsaroundthatgraveonCopp’sHillItoldyouof,andflowersscatteredoverit,youmaybesurethatIrisishereonherannualvisittothehomeofherchildhoodandthatexcellentladywhoseonlyfaultwas,thatNaturehadwrittenoutherlistofvirtuesanruledpaper,andforgottentoruboutthelines。

  OnethingmoreImustmention。BeingontheCommon,lastSunday,I

  wasattractedbythecheerfulspectacleofawell-dressedandsomewhatyouthfulpapawheelingaveryelegantlittlecarriagecontainingastoutbaby。Abuxomyoungladywatchedthemfromoneofthestoneseats,withaninterestwhichcouldbenothinglessthanmaternal。Iatoncerecognizedmyoldfriend,theyoungfellowwhomwecalledJohn。Hewasdelightedtoseeme,introducedmeto\"Madam,\"andwouldhavethelustyinfantoutofthecarriage,andholdhimupformetolookat。

  Now,then,——hesaidtothetwo-year-old,——showthegentlemanhowyouhitfromtheshoulder。Whereuponthelittleimppushedhisfatfiststraightintomyeye,tohisfather’sintensesatisfaction。

  Fust-ratelittlechap,——saidthepapa——Chipoftheoldblock。

  Regl’rlittleJohnny,youknow。

  Iwassomuchpleasedtofindtheyoungfellowsettledinlife,andpushingaboutoneof\"themlittlearticles\"hehadseemedtowantsomuch,thatItookmy\"punishment\"atthehandsoftheinfantpugilistwithgreatequanimity——Andhowistheoldboarding-

  house?——Iasked。

  A1,——heanswered——Paintedandpaperedasgoodasnew。Gabsinalltheroomsuptotheskyparlors。Oldwoman’slayin’upmoney,theysay。MeanstosendBenFranklintocollege。Justthenthefirstbellrangforchurch,andmyfriend,who,Iunderstand,hasbecomeamostexemplarymemberofsociety,saidhemustbeofftogetreadyformeetin’,andtoldtheyoungoneto\"shakedada,\"whichhedidwithhisclosedfist,inasomewhatmenacingmanner。AndsotheyoungmanJohn,asweusedtocallhim,tookthepoleoftheminiaturecarriage,andpushedthesmallpugilistbeforehimhomewards,followed,inasomewhatleisurelyway,byhispleasant-

  lookinglady-companion,andIsentasighandasmileafterhim。

  Thatevening,assoonasitwasdark,Icouldnothelpgoingroundbytheoldboarding-house。The\"gahs\"waslighted,butthecurtains,ormoreproperly,thepaintedshades;werenotdown。AndsoIstoodthereandlookedinalongthetablewheretheboarderssatattheeveningmeal,——ouroldbreakfast-table,whichsomeofusfeelasifweknewsowell。Therewerenewfacesatit,butalsooldandfamiliarones——Thelandlady,inawonderfullysmartcap,lookingyoung,comparativelyspeaking,andasifhalfthewrinkleshadbeenironedoutofherforehead——Herdaughter,inratherdressyhalf-mourning,withavastbroochofjet,gotup,apparently,tomatchthegentlemannexther,whowasinblackcostumeandsandyhair,——thelastrisingstraightfromhisforehead,likethemarbleflameonesometimesseesatthetopofafuneralurn——ThePoorRelation,notinabsoluteblack,butinastuffwithspecksofwhite;asmuchastosay,that,iftherewereanymoreHiramslefttosighforher,therewerepin-holesinthenightofherdespair,throughwhicharayofhopemightfinditswaytoanadorer——

  MasterBenjaminFranklin,growntalleroflate,wasintheactofsplittinghisfaceopenwithawedgeofpie,sothathisfeatureswereseentodisadvantageforthemoment——Thegoodoldgentlemanwassittingstillandthoughtful。AllatonceheturnedhisfacetowardthewindowwhereIstood,and,justasifhehadseenme,smiledhisbenignantsmile。Itwasarecollectionofsomepastpleasantmoment;butitfelluponmeliketheblessingofafather。

  Ikissedmyhandtothemall,unseenasIstoodintheouterdarkness;andasIturnedandwentmyway,thetableandallarounditfadedintotherealmoftwilightshadowsandofmidnightdreams——

  Andsomyyear’srecordisfinished。TheProfessorhastalkedlessthanhispredecessor,buthehasheardandseenmore。Thankstoallthosefriendswhofromtimetotimehavesenttheirmessagesofkindlyrecognitionandfellow-feeling!Peacetoallsuchasmayhavebeenvexedinspiritbyanyutterancethesepageshaverepeated!Theywill,doubtless,forgetforthemomentthedifferenceinthehuesoftruthwelookatthroughourhumanprisms,andjoininsinginginwardlythishymntotheSourceofthelightweallneedtoleadus,andthewarmthwhichalonecanmakeusallbrothers。

  ASUN-DAYHYMN。

  Lordofallbeing!thronedafar,Thygloryflamesfromsunandstar,Centreandsoulofeverysphere,Yettoeachlovinghearthownear!

  Sunofourlife,thyquickeningrayShedsonourpaththeglowofday;

  Starofourhope,thysoftenedlightCheersthelongwatchesofthenight。

  Ourmidnightisthysmilewithdrawn;

  Ournoontideisthygraciousdawn;

  Ourrainbowarchthymercy’ssign;

  All,savethecloudsofsin,arethine!

  Lordofalllife,below,above,Whoselightistruth,whosewarmthislove,Beforethyever-blazingthroneWeasknolustreofourown。

  Grantusthytruthtomakeusfree,Andkindlingheartsthatburnforthee,TillallthylivingaltarsclaimOneholylight,oneheavenlyflame。

  End

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