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  SheletherfriendknowthatCasparGoodwoodhaddiscoveredforhimselfthatshewasunhappy,thoughindeedheringenuitywasunabletosuggestwhatcomforthehopedtogiveherbycomingtoRomeandyetnotcallingonher。Theymethimtwiceinthestreet,buthehadnoappearanceofseeingthem。theyweredriving,andhehadahabitoflookingstraightinfrontofhim,asifheproposedtotakeinbutoneobjectatatime。Isabelcouldhavefanciedshehadseenhimthedaybefore。itmusthavebeenwithjustthatfaceandstepthathehadwalkedoutofMrs。Touchett’sdooratthecloseoftheirlastinterview。Hewasdressedjustashehadbeendressedonthatday,Isabelrememberedthecolourofhiscravat。andyetinspiteofthisfamiliarlooktherewasastrangenessinhisfiguretoo,somethingthatmadeherfeelitafreshtoberatherterribleheshouldhavecometoRome。Helookedbiggerandmoreovertoppingthanofold,andinthosedayshecertainlyreachedhighenough。Shenoticedthatthepeoplewhomhepassedlookedbackafterhim。buthewentstraightforward,liftingabovethemafacelikeaFebruarysky。

  MissStackpole’sothertopicwasverydifferent。shegaveIsabelthelatestnewsaboutMr。Bantling。HehadbeenoutintheUnitedStatestheyearbefore,andshewashappytosayshehadbeenabletoshowhimconsiderableattention。Shedidn’tknowhowmuchhehadenjoyedit,butshewouldundertaketosayithaddonehimgood。hewasn’tthesamemanwhenheleftashehadbeenwhenhecame。IthadopenedhiseyesandshownhimthatEnglandwasn’teverything。Hehadbeenverymuchlikedinmostplaces,andthoughtextremelysimple-moresimplethantheEnglishwerecommonlysupposedtobe。Therewerepeoplewhohadthoughthimaffected。shedidn’tknowwhethertheymeantthathissimplicitywasanaffectation。Someofhisquestionsweretoodiscouraging。hethoughtallthechambermaidswerefarmers’

  daughters-orallthefarmers’daughterswerechambermaids-shecouldn’texactlyrememberwhich。Hehadn’tseemedabletograspthegreatschoolsystem。ithadbeenreallytoomuchforhim。Onthewholehehadbehavedasifthereweretoomuchofeverything-aifhecouldonlytakeinasmallpart。Theparthehadchosenwasthehotelsystemandtherivernavigation。Hehadseemedreallyfascinatedwiththehotels。hehadaphotographofeveryonehehadvisited。Buttheriversteamerswerehisprincipalinterest。hewantedtodonothingbutsailonthebigboats。TheyhadtravelledtogetherfromNewYorktoMilwaukee,stoppingatthemostinterestingcitiesontheroute。andwhenevertheystartedafreshhehadwantedtoknowiftheycouldgobythesteamer。Heseemedtohavenoideaofgeography-hadanimpressionthatBaltimorewasaWesterncityandwasperpetuallyexpectingtoarriveattheMississippi。HeappearednevertohaveheardofanyriverinAmericabuttheMississippiandwasunpreparedtorecognizetheexistenceoftheHudson,thoughobligedtoconfessatlastthatitwasfullyequaltotheRhine。Theyhadspentsomepleasanthoursinthepalace-cars。hewasalwaysorderingice-creamfromthecolouredman。Hecouldnevergetusedtothatidea-thatyoucouldgetice-creaminthecars。Ofcourseyoucouldn’t,norfans,norcandy,noranythingintheEnglishcars!Hefoundtheheatquiteoverwhelming,andshehadtoldhimsheindeedexpecteditwasthebiggesthehadeverexperienced。HewasnowinEngland,hunting-huntingroundHenriettacalledit。TheseamusementswerethoseoftheAmericanredmen。wehadleftthatbehindlongago,thepleasuresofthechase。ItseemedtobegenerallybelievedinEnglandthatweworetomahawksandfeathers。butsuchacostumewasmoreinkeepingwithEnglishhabits。Mr。BantlingwouldnothavetimetojoinherinItaly,butwhensheshouldgotoParisagainheexpectedtocomeover。HewantedverymuchtoseeVersaillesagain。hewasveryfondoftheancientregime。

  Theydidn’tagreeaboutthat,butthatwaswhatshelikedVersaillesfor,thatyoucouldseetheancientrigimehadbeensweptaway。

  Therewerenodukesandmarquisestherenow。sherememberedonthecontraryonedaywhentherewerefiveAmericanfamilies,walkingallround。Mr。BantlingwasveryanxiousthatsheshouldtakeupthesubjectofEnglandagain,andhethoughtshemightgetonbetterwithitnow。Englandhadchangedagooddealwithintwoorthreeyears。Hewasdeterminedthatifshewentthereheshouldgotoseehissister,LadyPensil,andthatthistimetheinvitationshouldcometoherstraight。Themysteryaboutthatotheronehadneverbeenexplained。

  CasparGoodwoodcameatlasttoPalazzoRoccanera。hehadwrittenIsabelanotebeforehand,toaskleave。Thiswaspromptlygranted。shewouldbeathomeatsixo’clockthatafternoon。Shespentthedaywonderingwhathewascomingfor-whatgoodheexpectedtogetofit。

  Hehadpresentedhimselfhithertoasapersondestituteofthefacultyofcompromise,whowouldtakewhathehadaskedforortakenothing。

  Isabel’shospitality,however,raisednoquestions,andshefoundnogreatdifficultyinappearinghappyenoughtodeceivehim。Itwasherconvictionatleastthatshedeceivedhim,madehimsaytohimselfthathehadbeenmisinformed。Butshealsosaw,soshebelieved,thathewasnotdisappointed,assomeothermen,shewassure,wouldhavebeen。hehadnotcometoRometolookforanopportunity。Sheneverfoundoutwhathehadcomefor。heofferedhernoexplanation。

  therecouldbenonebuttheverysimpleonethathewantedtoseeher。

  Inotherwordshehadcomeforhisamusement。Isabelfollowedupthisinductionwithagooddealofeagerness,andwasdelightedtohavefoundaformulathatwouldlaytheghostofthisgentleman’sancientgrievance。IfhehadcometoRomeforhisamusementthiswasexactlywhatshewanted。forifhecaredforamusementhehadgotoverhisheartache。Ifhehadgotoverhisheartacheeverythingwasasitshouldbeandherresponsibilitieswereatanend。Itwastruethathetookhisrecreationalittlestiffly,buthehadneverbeenlooseandeasyandshehadeveryreasontobelievehewassatisfiedwithwhathesaw。Henriettawasnotinhisconfidence,thoughhewasinhers,andIsabelconsequentlyreceivednoside-lightuponhisstateofmind。Hewasopentolittleconversationongeneraltopics。itcamebacktoherthatshehadsaidofhimonce,yearsbefore,Mr。Goodwoodspeaksagooddeal,buthedoesn’ttalk。Hespokeagooddealnow,buthetalkedperhapsaslittleasever。considering,thatis,howmuchtherewasinRometotalkabout。Hisarrivalwasnotcalculatedtosimplifyherrelationswithherhusband,forifMr。Osmonddidn’tlikeherfriendsMr。Goodwoodhadnoclaimuponhisattentionsaveashavingbeenoneofthefirstofthem。Therewasnothingforhertosayofhimbutthathewastheveryoldest。thisrathermeagresynthesisexhaustedthefacts。ShehadbeenobligedtointroducehimtoGilbert。itwasimpossiblesheshouldnotaskhimtodinner,toherThursdayevenings,ofwhichshehadgrownveryweary,buttowhichherhusbandstillheldforthesakenotsomuchofinvitingpeopleasofnotinvitingthem。

  TotheThursdaysMr。Goodwoodcameregularly,solemnly,ratherearly。heappearedtoregardthemwithagooddealofgravity。

  Isabeleverynowandthenhadamomentofanger。therewassomethingsoliteralabouthim。shethoughthemightknowthatshedidn’tknowwhattodowithhim。Butshecouldn’tcallhimstupid。hewasnotthatintheleast。hewasonlyextraordinarilyhonest。Tobeashonestasthatmadeamanverydifferentfrommostpeople。onehadtobealmostequallyhonestwithhim。Shemadethislatterreflectionattheverytimeshewasflatteringherselfshehadpersuadedhimthatshewasthemostlight-heartedofwomen。Heneverthrewanydoubtonthispoint,neveraskedheranypersonalquestions。HegotonmuchbetterwithOsmondthanhadseemedprobable。Osmondhadagreatdisliketobeingcountedon。insuchacasehehadanirresistibleneedofdisappointingyou。ItwasinvirtueofthisprinciplethathegavehimselftheentertainmentoftakingafancytoaperpendicularBostonianwhomhehadbeendependedupontotreatwithcoldness。HeaskedIsabelifMr。Goodwoodalsohadwantedtomarryher,andexpressedsurpriseathernothavingacceptedhim。Itwouldhavebeenanexcellentthing,likelivingundersometallbelfrywhichwouldstrikeallthehoursandmakeaqueervibrationintheupperair。HedeclaredhelikedtotalkwiththegreatGoodwood。itwasn’teasyatfirst,youhadtoclimbupaninterminablesteepstaircase,uptothetopofthetower。butwhenyougotthereyouhadabigviewandfeltalittlefreshbreeze。Osmond,asweknow,haddelightfulqualities,andhegaveCasparGoodwoodthebenefitofthemall。IsabelcouldseethatMr。Goodwoodthoughtbetterofherhusbandthanhehadeverwishedto。hehadgivenhertheimpressionthatmorninginFlorenceofbeinginaccessibletoagoodimpression。Gilbertaskedhimrepeatedlytodinner,andMr。Goodwoodsmokedacigarwithhimafterwardsandevendesiredtobeshownhiscollections。GilbertsaidtoIsabelthathewasveryoriginal。hewasasstrongandofasgoodastyleasanEnglishportmanteau-hehadplentyofstrapsandbuckleswhichwouldneverwearout,andacapitalpatentlock。

  CasparGoodwoodtooktoridingontheCampagnaanddevotedmuchtimetothisexercise。itwasthereforemainlyintheeveningthatIsabelsawhim。Shebethoughtherselfofsayingtohimonedaythatifhewerewillinghecouldrenderheraservice。Andthensheaddedsmiling:

  Idon’tknow,however,whatrightIhavetoaskaserviceofyou。

  You’rethepersonintheworldwhohasmostright,heanswered。

  I’vegivenyouassurancesthatI’venevergivenanyoneelse。

  TheservicewasthatheshouldgoandseehercousinRalph,whowasillattheHoteldeParis,alone,andbeaskindtohimaspossible。Mr。Goodwoodhadneverseenhim,buthewouldknowwhothepoorfellowwas。ifshewasnotmistakenRalphhadonceinvitedhimtoGardencourt。Casparrememberedtheinvitationperfectly,and,thoughhewasnotsupposedtobeamanofimagination,hadenoughtoputhimselfintheplaceofapoorgentlemanwholaydyingataRomaninn。

  HecalledattheHoteldeParisand,onbeingshownintothepresenceofthemasterofGardencourt,foundMissStackpolesittingbesidehissofa。Asingularchangehadinfactoccurredinthislady’srelationswithRalphTouchett。ShehadnotbeenaskedbyIsabeltogoandseehim,butonhearingthathewastooilltocomeouthadimmediatelygoneofherownmotion。Afterthisshehadpaidhimadailyvisit-alwaysundertheconvictionthattheyweregreatenemies。Ohyes,we’reintimateenemies,Ralphusedtosay。andheaccusedherfreely-asfreelyasthehumourofitwouldallow-ofcomingtoworryhimtodeath。Inrealitytheybecameexcellentfriends,Henriettamuchwonderingthatsheshouldneverhavelikedhimbefore。Ralphlikedherexactlyasmuchashehadalwaysdone。hehadneverdoubtedforamomentthatshewasanexcellentfellow。

  Theytalkedabouteverythingandalwaysdiffered。abouteverything,thatis,butIsabel-atopicastowhichRalphalwayshadathinforefingeronhislips。Mr。Bantlingontheotherhandprovedagreatresource。RalphwascapableofdiscussingMr。BantlingwithHenriettaforhours。Discussionwasstimulatedofcoursebytheirinevitabledifferenceofview-Ralphhavingamusedhimselfwithtakingthegroundthatthegenialex-guardsmanwasaregularMachiavelli。CasparGoodwoodcouldcontributenothingtosuchadebate。butafterhehadbeenleftalonewithhishosthefoundtherewerevariousothermatterstheycouldtakeup。Itmustbeadmittedthattheladywhohadjustgoneoutwasnotoneofthese。

  CaspargrantedallMissStackpole’smeritsinadvance,buthadnofurtherremarktomakeabouther。Neither,afterthefirstallusions,didthetwomenexpatiateuponMrs。Osmond-athemeinwhichGoodwoodperceivedasmanydangersasRalph。Hefeltverysorryforthatunclassablepersonage。hecouldn’tbeartoseeapleasantman,sopleasantforallhisqueerness,sobeyondanythingtobedone。Therewasalwayssomethingtobedone,forGoodwood,andhediditinthiscasebyrepeatingseveraltimeshisvisittotheHoteldeParis。ItseemedtoIsabelthatshehadbeenveryclever。shehadartfullydisposedofthesuperfluousCaspar。Shehadgivenhimanoccupation。

  shehadconvertedhimintoacaretakerofRalph。Shehadaplanofmakinghimtravelnorthwardwithhercousinassoonasthefirstmildweathershouldallowit。LordWarburtonhadbroughtRalphtoRomeandMr。Goodwoodshouldtakehimaway。Thereseemedahappysymmetryinthis,andshewasnowintenselyeagerthatRalphshoulddepart。Shehadaconstantfearhewoulddietherebeforehereyesandahorroroftheoccurrenceofthiseventataninn,byherdoor,whichhehadsorarelyentered。Ralphmustsinktohislastrestinhisowndearhouse,inoneofthosedeep,dimchambersofGardencourtwherethedarkivywouldclusterroundtheedgesoftheglimmeringwindow。ThereseemedtoIsabelinthesedayssomethingsacredinGardencourt。nochapterofthepastwasmoreperfectlyirrecoverable。Whenshethoughtofthemonthsshehadspenttherethetearsrosetohereyes。Sheflatteredherself,asIsay,uponheringenuity,butshehadneedofallshecouldmuster。forseveraleventsoccurredwhichseemedtoconfrontanddefyher。TheCountessGeminiarrivedfromFlorence-arrivedwithhertrunks,herdresses,herchatter,herfalsehoods,herfrivolity,thestrange,theunholylegendofthenumberofherlovers。EdwardRosier,whohadbeenawaysomewhere-noone,notevenPansy,knewwhere-reappearedinRomeandbegantowriteherlongletters,whichsheneveranswered。MadameMerlereturnedfromNaplesandsaidtoherwithastrangesmile:WhatonearthdidyoudowithLordWarburton?Asifitwereanybusinessofhers!

  CHAPTER48

  Oneday,towardtheendofFebruary,RalphTouchettmadeuphismindtoreturntoEngland。Hehadhisownreasonsforthisdecision,whichhewasnotboundtocommunicate。butHenriettaStackpole,towhomhementionedhisintention,flatteredherselfthatsheguessedthem。Sheforeboretoexpressthem,however。sheonlysaid,afteramoment,asshesatbyhissofa:

  Isupposeyouknowyoucan’tgoalone?

  I’venoideaofdoingthat,Ralphanswered。Ishallhavepeoplewithme。

  Whatdoyoumeanby’people’?Servantswhomyoupay?

  Ah,saidRalphjocosely,afterall,they’rehumanbeings。

  Arethereanywomenamongthem?MissStackpoledesiredtoknow。

  YouspeakasifIhadadozen!No,IconfessIhaven’tasoubretteinmyemployment。

  Well,saidHenriettacalmly,youcan’tgotoEnglandthatway。

  Youmusthaveawoman’scare。

  I’vehadsomuchofyoursforthepastfortnightthatitwilllastmeagoodwhile。

  You’venothadenoughofityet。IguessI’llgowithyou,saidHenrietta。

  Gowithme?Ralphslowlyraisedhimselffromhissofa。

  Yes,Iknowyoudon’tlikeme,butI’llgowithyouallthesame。

  Itwouldbebetterforyourhealthtoliedownagain。

  Ralphlookedatheralittle。thenheslowlyrelapsed。Ilikeyouverymuch,hesaidinamoment。

  MissStackpolegaveoneofherinfrequentlaughs。Youneedn’tthinkthatbysayingthatyoucanbuymeoff。I’llgowithyou,andwhatismoreI’lltakecareofyou。

  You’reaverygoodwoman,saidRalph。

  WaittillIgetyousafelyhomebeforeyousaythat。Itwon’tbeeasy。

  Butyouhadbettergo,allthesame。

  Beforeshelefthim,Ralphsaidtoher:Doyoureallymeantotakecareofme?

  Well,Imeantotry。

  InotifyyouthenthatIsubmit。Oh,Isubmit!Anditwasperhapsasignofsubmissionthatafewminutesaftershehadlefthimaloneheburstintoaloudfitoflaughter。Itseemedtohimsoinconsequent,suchaconclusiveproofofhishavingabdicatedallfunctionsandrenouncedallexercise,thatheshouldstartonajourneyacrossEuropeunderthesupervisionofMissStackpole。Andthegreatodditywasthattheprospectpleasedhim。hewasgratefully,luxuriouslypassive。Hefeltevenimpatienttostart。andindeedhehadanimmenselongingtoseehisownhouseagain。Theendofeverythingwasathand。itseemedtohimhecouldstretchouthisarmandtouchthegoal。Buthewantedtodieathome。itwastheonlywishhehadleft-toextendhimselfinthelargequietroomwherehehadlastseenhisfatherlie,andclosehiseyesuponthesummerdawn。

  ThatsamedayCasparGoodwoodcametoseehim,andheinformedhisvisitorthatMissStackpolehadtakenhimupandwastoconducthimbacktoEngland。Ahthen,saidCaspar,I’mafraidIshallbeafifthwheeltothecoach。Mrs。Osmondhasmademepromisetogowithyou。

  Goodheavens-it’sthegoldenage!You’realltookind。

  Thekindnessonmypartistoher。it’shardlytoyou。

  Grantingthat,she’skind,smiledRalph。

  Togetpeopletogowithyou?Yes,that’sasortofkindness,

  Goodwoodansweredwithoutlendinghimselftothejoke。Formyself,however,headded,I’llgoasfarastosaythatIwouldmuchrathertravelwithyouandMissStackpolethanwithMissStackpolealone。

  Andyou’dratherstayherethandoeither,saidRalph。There’sreallynoneedofyourcoming。Henrietta’sextraordinarilyefficient。

  I’msureofthat。ButI’vepromisedMrs。Osmond。

  Youcaneasilygethertoletyouoff。

  Shewouldn’tletmeofffortheworld。Shewantsmetolookafteryou,butthatisn’ttheprincipalthing。TheprincipalthingisthatshewantsmetoleaveRome。

  Ah,youseetoomuchinit,Ralphsuggested。

  Iboreher,Goodwoodwenton。shehasnothingtosaytome,sosheinventedthat。

  Ohthen,ifit’saconveniencetoherIcertainlywilltakeyouwithme。ThoughIdon’tseewhyitshouldbeaconvenience,Ralphaddedinamoment。

  Well,saidCasparGoodwoodsimply,shethinksI’mwatchingher。

  Watchingher?

  Tryingtomakeoutifshe’shappy。

  That’seasytomakeout,saidRalph。She’sthemostvisiblyhappywomanIknow。

  Exactlyso。I’msatisfied,Goodwoodanswereddryly。Forallhisdryness,however,hehadmoretosay。I’vebeenwatchingher。IwasanoldfriendanditseemedtomeIhadtheright。Shepretendstobehappy。thatwaswhatsheundertooktobe。andIthoughtIshouldliketoseeformyselfwhatitamountsto。I’veseen,hecontinuedwithaharshringinhisvoice,andIdon’twanttoseeanymore。I’mnowquitereadytogo。

  Doyouknowitstrikesmeasabouttimeyoushould?Ralphrejoined。AndthiswastheonlyconversationthesegentlemenhadaboutIsabelOsmond。

  Henriettamadeherpreparationsfordeparture,andamongthemshefounditpropertosayafewwordstotheCountessGemini,whoreturnedatMissStackpole’spensionthevisitwhichthisladyhadpaidherinFlorence。

  YouwereverywrongaboutLordWarburton,sheremarkedtotheCountess。Ithinkitrightyoushouldknowthat。

  AbouthismakinglovetoIsabel?Mypoorlady,hewasatherhousethreetimesaday。Hehaslefttracesofhispassage!theCountesscried。

  Hewishedtomarryyourniece。that’swhyhecametothehouse。

  TheCountessstared,andthenwithaninconsideratelaugh:IsthatthestorythatIsabeltells?Itisn’tbad,assuchthingsgo。

  Ifhewishestomarrymyniece,praywhydoesn’thedoit?Perhapshehasgonetobuythewedding-ringandwillcomebackwithitnextmonth,afterI’mgone。

  No,he’llnotcomeback。MissOsmonddoesn’twishtomarryhim。

  She’sveryaccommodating!IknewshewasfondofIsabel,butI

  didn’tknowshecarrieditsofar。

  Idon’tunderstandyou,saidHenriettacoldly,andreflectingthattheCountesswasunpleasantlyperverse。Ireallymuststicktomypoint-thatIsabelneverencouragedtheattentionsofLordWarburton。

  Mydearfriend,whatdoyouandIknowaboutit?Allweknowisthatmybrother’scapableofeverything。

  Idon’tknowwhatyourbrother’scapableof,saidHenriettawithdignity。

  It’snotherencouragingWarburtonthatIcomplainof。it’shersendinghimaway。Iwantparticularlytoseehim。DoyousupposeshethoughtIwouldmakehimfaithless?theCountesscontinuedwithaudaciousinsistence。However,she’sonlykeepinghim,onecanfeelthat。Thehouseisfullofhimthere。he’squiteintheair。Ohyes,hehaslefttraces。I’msureIshallseehimyet。

  Well,saidHenriettaafteralittle,withoneofthoseinspirationswhichhadmadethefortuneofherletterstotheInterviewer,perhapshe’llbemoresuccessfulwithyouthanwithIsabel!

  WhenshetoldherfriendoftheoffershehadmadeRalphIsabelrepliedthatshecouldhavedonenothingthatwouldhavepleasedhermore。IthadalwaysbeenherfaiththatatbottomRalphandthisyoungwomanweremadetounderstandeachother。Idon’tcarewhetherheunderstandsmeornot,Henriettadeclared。Thegreatthingisthatheshouldn’tdieinthecars。

  Hewon’tdothat,Isabelsaid,shakingherheadwithanextensionoffaith。

  Hewon’tifIcanhelpit。Iseeyouwantusalltogo。Idon’tknowwhatyouwanttodo。

  Iwanttobealone,saidIsabel。

  Youwon’tbethatsolongasyou’vesomuchcompanyathome。

  Ah,they’repartofthecomedy。Youothersarespectators。

  Doyoucallitacomedy,IsabelArcher?Henriettarathergrimlyasked。

  Thetragedythenifyoulike。You’realllookingatme。itmakesmeuncomfortable。

  Henriettaengagedinthisactforawhile。You’relikethestrickendeer,seekingtheinnermostshade。Oh,youdogivemesuchasenseofhelplessness!shebrokeout。

  I’mnotatallhelpless。TherearemanythingsImeantodo。

  It’snotyouI’mspeakingof。it’smyself。It’stoomuch,havingcomeonpurpose,toleaveyoujustasIfindyou。

  Youdon’tdothat。youleavememuchrefreshed,Isabelsaid。

  Verymildrefreshment-sourlemonade!Iwantyoutopromisemesomething。

  Ican’tdothat。Ishallnevermakeanotherpromise。Imadesuchasolemnonefouryearsago,andI’vesucceededsoillinkeepingit。

  You’vehadnoencouragement。InthiscaseIshouldgiveyouthegreatest。Leaveyourhusbandbeforetheworstcomes。that’swhatI

  wantyoutopromise。

  Theworst?Whatdoyoucalltheworst?

  Beforeyourcharactergetsspoiled。

  Doyoumeanmydisposition?Itwon’tgetspoiled,Isabelanswered,smiling。I’mtakingverygoodcareofit。I’mextremelystruck,

  sheadded,turningaway,withtheoff-handwayinwhichyouspeakofawoman’sleavingherhusband。It’seasytoseeyou’veneverhadone!

  Well,saidHenriettaasifshewerebeginninganargument,nothingismorecommoninourWesterncities,andit’stothem,afterall,thatwemustlookinthefuture。Herargument,however,doesnotconcernthishistory,whichhastoomanyotherthreadstounwind。

  SheannouncedtoRalphTouchettthatshewasreadytoleaveRomebyanytrainhemightdesignate,andRalphimmediatelypulledhimselftogetherfordeparture。Isabelwenttoseehimatthelast,andhemadethesameremarkthatHenriettahadmade。ItstruckhimthatIsabelwasuncommonlygladtogetridofthemall。

  Forallanswertothisshegentlylaidherhandonhis,andsaidinalowtone,withaquicksmile:MydearRalph-!

  Itwasanswerenough,andhewasquitecontented。Buthewentoninthesameway,jocosely,ingenuously:I’veseenlessofyouthanImight,butit’sbetterthannothing。AndthenI’veheardagreatdealaboutyou。

  Idon’tknowfromwhom,leadingthelifeyou’vedone。

  Fromthevoicesoftheair!Oh,fromnooneelse。Ineverletotherpeoplespeakofyou。Theyalwayssayyou’re’charming,’andthat’ssoflat。

  Imighthaveseenmoreofyoucertainly,Isabelsaid。Butwhenone’smarriedonehassomuchoccupation。

  FortunatelyI’mnotmarried。WhenyoucometoseemeinEnglandI

  shallbeabletoentertainyouwithallthefreedomofabachelor。Hecontinuedtotalkasiftheyshouldcertainlymeetagain,andsucceededinmakingtheassumptionappearalmostjust。Hemadenoallusiontohistermbeingnear,totheprobabilitythatheshouldnotoutlastthesummer。Ifhepreferreditso,Isabelwaswillingenough。therealitywassufficientlydistinctwithouttheirerectingfinger-postsinconversation。Thathadbeenwellenoughfortheearliertime,thoughaboutthis,asabouthisotheraffairs,Ralphhadneverbeenegotistic。Isabelspokeofhisjourney,ofthestagesintowhichheshoulddivideit,oftheprecautionsheshouldtake。

  Henrietta’smygreatestprecaution,hewenton。Theconscienceofthatwoman’ssublime。

  Certainlyshe’llbeveryconscientious。

  Willbe?Shehasbeen!It’sonlybecauseshethinksit’sherdutythatshegoeswithme。There’saconceptionofdutyforyou。

  Yes,it’sagenerousone,saidIsabel,anditmakesmedeeplyashamed。

  Ioughttogowithyou,youknow。

  Yourhusbandwouldn’tlikethat。

  No,hewouldn’tlikeit。ButImightgo,allthesame。

  I’mstartledbytheboldnessofyourimagination。Fancymybeingacauseofdisagreementbetweenaladyandherhusband!

  That’swhyIdon’tgo,saidIsabelsimply-yetnotverylucidly。

  Ralphunderstoodwellenough,however。Ishouldthinkso,withallthoseoccupationsyouspeakof。

  Itisn’tthat。I’mafraid,saidIsabel。Afterapausesherepeated,asiftomakeherself,ratherthanhim,hearthewords:I’mafraid。

  Ralphcouldhardlytellwhathertonemeant。itwassostrangelydeliberate-apparentlysovoidofemotion。Didshewishtodopublicpenanceforafaultofwhichshehadnotbeenconvicted?orwereherwordssimplyanattemptatenlightenedself-analysis?Howeverthismightbe,Ralphcouldnotresistsoeasyanopportunity。Afraidofyourhusband?

  Afraidofmyself!shesaid,gettingup。Shestoodthereamomentandthenadded:IfIwereafraidofmyhusbandthatwouldbesimplymyduty。That’swhatwomenareexpectedtobe。

  Ahyes,laughedRalph。buttomakeupforitthere’salwayssomemanawfullyafraidofsomewoman!

  Shegavenoheedtothispleasantry,butsuddenlytookadifferentturn。WithHenriettaattheheadofyourlittleband,sheexclaimedabruptly,therewillbenothingleftforMr。Goodwood!

  Ah,mydearIsabel,Ralphanswered,he’susedtothat。ThereisnothingleftforMr。Goodwood。

  Shecolouredandthenobserved,quickly,thatshemustleavehim。

  Theystoodtogetheramoment。bothherhandswereinbothofhis。

  You’vebeenmybestfriend,shesaid。

  ItwasforyouthatIwanted-thatIwantedtolive。ButI’mofnousetoyou。

  Thenitcameoverhermorepoignantlythatsheshouldnotseehimagain。Shecouldnotacceptthat。shecouldnotpartwithhimthatway。IfyoushouldsendformeI’dcome,shesaidatlast。

  Yourhusbandwon’tconsenttothat。

  Ohyes,Icanarrangeit。

  Ishallkeepthatformylastpleasure!saidRalph。

  Inanswertowhichshesimplykissedhim。ItwasaThursday,andthateveningCasparGoodwoodcametoPalazzoRoccanera。Hewasamongthefirsttoarrive,andhespentsometimeinconversationwithGilbertOsmond,whoalmostalwayswaspresentwhenhiswifereceived。Theysatdowntogether,andOsmond,talkative,communicative,expansive,seemedpossessedwithakindofintellectualgaiety。Heleanedbackwithhislegscrossed,loungingandchatting,whileGoodwood,morerestless,butnotatalllively,shiftedhisposition,playedwithhishat,madethelittlesofacreakbeneathhim。

  Osmond’sfaceworeasharp,aggressivesmile。hewasasamanwhoseperceptionshavebeenquickenedbygoodnews。HeremarkedtoGoodwoodthathewassorrytheyweretolosehim。hehimselfshouldparticularlymisshim。Hesawsofewintelligentmen-theyweresurprisinglyscarceinRome。Hemustbesuretocomeback。therewassomethingveryrefreshing,toaninveterateItalianlikehimself,intalkingwithagenuineoutsider。

  I’mveryfondofRome,youknow,Osmondsaid,butthere’snothingIlikebetterthantomeetpeoplewhohaven’tthatsuperstition。Themodernworld’safterallveryfine。Nowyou’rethoroughlymodernandyetarenotatallcommon。Somanyofthemodernsweseearesuchverypoorstuff。Ifthey’rethechildrenofthefuturewe’rewillingtodieyoung。Ofcoursetheancientstooareoftenverytiresome。MywifeandIlikeeverythingthat’sreallynew-notthemerepretenceofit。

  There’snothingnew,unfortunately,inignoranceandstupidity。Weseeplentyofthatinformsthatofferthemselvesasarevelationofprogress,offight。Arevelationofvulgarity!There’sacertainkindofvulgaritywhichIbelieveisreallynew。Idon’tthinkthereeverwasanythinglikeitbefore。IndeedIdon’tfindvulgarity,atall,beforethepresentcentury。Youseeafaintmenaceofithereandthereinthelast,butto-daytheairhasgrownsodensethatdelicatethingsareliterallynotrecognized。Now,we’velikedyou-!Withwhichhehesitatedamoment,layinghishandgentlyonGoodwood’skneeandsmilingwithamixtureofassuranceandembarrassment。I’mgoingtosaysomethingextremelyoffensiveandpatronizing,butyoumustletmehavethesatisfactionofit。We’velikedyoubecause-becauseyou’vereconciledusalittletothefuture。Iftherearetobeacertainnumberofpeoplelikeyou-alabonneheure!I’mtalkingformywifeaswellasformyself,yousee。Shespeaksforme,mywife。whyshouldn’tIspeakforher?We’reasunited,youknow,asthecandlestickandthesnuffers。AmIassumingtoomuchwhenIsaythatIthinkI’veunderstoodfromyouthatyouroccupationshavebeen-a-commercial?There’sadangerinthat,youknow。butit’sthewayyouhaveescapedthatstrikesus。Excusemeifmylittlecomplimentseemsinexecrabletaste。fortunatelymywifedoesn’thearme。WhatImeanisthatyoumighthavebeen-a-whatI

  wasmentioningjustnow。ThewholeAmericanworldwasinaconspiracytomakeyouso。Butyouresisted,you’vesomethingaboutyouthatsavedyou。Andyetyou’resomodern,somodern。themostmodernmanweknow!Weshallalwaysbedelightedtoseeyouagain。

  IhavesaidthatOsmondwasingoodhumour,andtheseremarkswillgiveampleevidenceofthefact。Theywereinfinitelymorepersonalthanheusuallycaredtobe,andifCasparGoodwoodhadattendedtothemmorecloselyhemighthavethoughtthatthedefenceofdelicacywasinratheroddhands。Wemaybelieve,however,thatOsmondknewverywellwhathewasabout,andthatifhechosetousethetoneofpatronagewithagrossnessnotinhishabitshehadanexcellentreasonfortheescapade。Goodwoodhadonlyavaguesensethathewaslayingitonsomehow。hescarcelyknewwherethemixturewasapplied。IndeedhescarcelyknewwhatOsmondwastalkingabout。hewantedtobealonewithIsabel,andthatideaspokeloudertohimthanherhusband’sperfectly-pitchedvoice。Hewatchedhertalkingwithotherpeopleandwonderedwhenshewouldbeatlibertyandwhetherhemightaskhertogointooneoftheotherrooms。Hishumourwasnot,likeOsmond’s,ofthebest。therewasanelementofdullrageinhisconsciousnessofthings。UptothistimehehadnotdislikedOsmondpersonally。hehadonlythoughthimverywell-informedandobligingandmorethanhehadsupposedlikethepersonwhomIsabelArcherwouldnaturallymarry。Hishosthadwonintheopenfieldagreatadvantageoverhim,andGoodwoodhadtoostrongasenseoffairplaytohavebeenmovedtounderratehimonthataccount。Hehadnottriedpositivelytothinkwellofhim。thiswasaflightofsentimentalbenevolenceofwhich,eveninthedayswhenhecamenearesttoreconcilinghimselftowhathadhappened,Goodwoodwasquiteincapable。Heacceptedhimasratherabrilliantpersonageoftheamateurishkind,afflictedwitharedundancyofleisurewhichitamusedhimtoworkoffinlittlerefinementsofconversation。Butheonlyhalftrustedhim。hecouldnevermakeoutwhythedeuceOsmondshouldlavishrefinementsofanysortuponhim。Itmadehimsuspectthathefoundsomeprivateentertainmentinit,anditministeredtoageneralimpressionthathistriumphantrivalhadinhiscompositionastreakofperversity。HeknewindeedthatOsmondcouldhavenoreasontowishhimevil。hehadnothingtofearfromhim。Hehadcarriedoffasupremeadvantageandcouldaffordtobekindtoamanwhohadlosteverything。ItwastruethatGoodwoodhadattimesgrimlywishedheweredeadandwouldhavelikedtokillhim。butOsmondhadnomeansofknowingthis,forpracticehadmadetheyoungermanperfectintheartofappearinginaccessibleto-daytoanyviolentemotion。Hecultivatedthisartinordertodeceivehimself,butitwasothersthathedeceivedfirst。Hecultivatedit,moreover,withverylimitedsuccess。ofwhichtherecouldbenobetterproofthanthedeep,dumbirritationthatreignedinhissoulwhenheheardOsmondspeakofhiswife’sfeelingsasifhewerecommissionedtoanswerforthem。

  Thatwasallhehadhadanearforinwhathishostsaidtohimthisevening。hehadbeenconsciousthatOsmondmademoreofapointeventhanusualofreferringtotheconjugalharmonyprevailingatPalazzoRoccanera。HehadbeenmorecarefulthanevertospeakasifheandhiswifehadallthingsinsweetcommunityanditwereasnaturaltoeachofthemtosayweastosayI。InallthistherewasanairofintentionthathadpuzzledandangeredourpoorBostonian,whocouldonlyreflectforhiscomfortthatMrs。Osmond’srelationswithherhusbandwerenoneofhisbusiness。Hehadnoproofwhateverthatherhusbandmisrepresentedher,andifhejudgedherbythesurfaceofthingswasboundtobelievethatshelikedherlife。Shehadnevergivenhimthefaintestsignofdiscontent。MissStackpolehadtoldhimthatshehadlostherillusions,butwritingforthepapershadmadeMissStackpolesensational。Shewastoofondofearlynews。Moreover,sinceherarrivalinRomeshehadbeenmuchonherguard。shehadprettywellceasedtoflashherlanternathim。Thisindeed,itmaybesaidforher,wouldhavebeenquiteagainstherconscience。ShehadnowseentherealityofIsabel’ssituation,andithadinspiredherwithajustreserve。Whatevercouldbedonetoimproveitthemostusefulformofassistancewouldnotbetoinflameherformerloverswithasenseofherwrongs。MissStackpolecontinuedtotakeadeepinterestinthestateofMr。

  Goodwood’sfeelings,butsheshoweditatpresentonlybysendinghimchoiceextracts,humorousandother,fromtheAmericanjournals,ofwhichshereceivedseveralbyeverypostandwhichshealwaysperusedwithapairofscissorsinherhand。ThearticlesshecutoutsheplacedinanenvelopeaddressedtoMr。Goodwood,whichsheleftwithherownhandathishotel。HeneveraskedheraquestionaboutIsabel:hadn’thecomefivethousandmilestoseeforhimself?

  HewasthusnotintheleastauthorizedtothinkMrs。Osmondunhappy。buttheveryabsenceofauthorizationoperatedasanirritant,ministeredtotheharshnesswithwhich,inspiteofhistheorythathehadceasedtocare,henowrecognizedthat,sofarasshewasconcerned,thefuturehadnothingmoreforhim。Hehadnoteventhesatisfactionofknowingthetruth。apparentlyhecouldnotevenbetrustedtorespectherifshewereunhappy。Hewashopeless,helpless,useless。TothislastcharactershehadcalledhisattentionbyheringeniousplanformakinghimleaveRome。Hehadnoobjectionwhatevertodoingwhathecouldforhercousin,butitmadehimgrindhisteethtothinkthatofalltheservicesshemighthaveaskedofhimthiswastheoneshehadbeeneagertoselect。TherehadbeennodangerofherchoosingonethatwouldhavekepthiminRome。

  To-nightwhathewaschieflythinkingofwasthathewastoleave-herto-morrowandthathehadgainednothingbycomingbuttheknowledgethathewasaslittlewantedasever。Aboutherselfhehadgainednoknowledge。shewasimperturbable,inscrutable,impenetrable。

  Hefelttheoldbitterness,whichhehadtriedsohardtoswallow,riseagaininhisthroat,andheknewtherearedisappointmentsthatlastaslongaslife。Osmondwentontalking。Goodwoodwasvaguelyawarethathewastouchingagainuponhisperfectintimacywithhiswife。Itseemedtohimforamomentthatthemanhadakindofdemonicimagination。itwasimpossiblethatwithoutmaliceheshouldhaveselectedsounusualatopic。Butwhatdiditmatter,afterall,whetherheweredemonicornot,andwhethershelovedhimorhatedhim?Shemighthatehimtothedeathwithoutone’sgainingastrawone’sself。Youtravel,bytheby,withRalphTouchett,Osmondsaid。

  Isupposethatmeansyou’llmoveslowly?

  Idon’tknow。Ishalldojustashelikes。

  You’reveryaccommodating。We’reimmenselyobligedtoyou。youmustreallyletmesayit。Mywifehasprobablyexpressedtoyouwhatwefeel。Touchetthasbeenonourmindsallwinter。ithaslookedmorethanonceasifhewouldneverleaveRome。Heoughtnevertohavecome。it’sworsethananimprudenceforpeopleinthatstatetotravel。it’sakindofindelicacy。Iwouldn’tfortheworldbeundersuchanobligationtoTouchettashehasbeento-tomywifeandme。

  Otherpeopleinevitablyhavetolookafterhim,andeveryoneisn’tsogenerousasyou。

  I’venothingelsetodo,Casparsaiddryly。

  Osmondlookedathimamomentaskance。Yououghttomarry,andthenyou’dhaveplentytodo!It’struethatinthatcaseyouwouldn’tbequitesoavailablefordeedsofmercy。

  Doyoufindthatasamarriedmanyou’resomuchoccupied?theyoungmanmechanicallyasked。

  Ah,yousee,beingmarried’sinitselfanoccupation。Itisn’talwaysactive。it’softenpassive。butthattakesevenmoreattention。

  ThenmywifeandIdosomanythingstogether。Weread,westudy,wemakemusic,wewalk,wedrive-wetalkeven,aswhenwefirstkneweachother。Idelight,tothishour,inmywife’sconversation。Ifyou’reeverboredtakemyadviceandgetmarried。Yourwifeindeedmayboreyou,inthatcase。butyou’llneverboreyourself。You’llalwayshavesomethingtosaytoyourself-alwayshaveasubjectofreflection。

  I’mnotbored,saidGoodwood。I’veplentytothinkaboutandtosaytomyself。

  Morethantosaytoothers!Osmondexclaimedwithalightlaugh。

  Whereshallyougonext?Imeanafteryou’veconsignedTouchetttohisnaturalcaretakers-Ibelievehismother’satlastcomingbacktolookafterhim。Thatlittlelady’ssuperb。sheneglectsherdutieswithafinish-!Perhapsyou’llspendthesummerinEngland?

  Idon’tknow。I’venoplans。

  Happyman!That’salittlebleak,butit’sveryfree。

  Ohyes,I’mveryfree。

  FreetocomebacktoRomeIhope,saidOsmondashesawagroupofnewvisitorsentertheroom。Rememberthatwhenyoudocomewecountonyou!

  Goodwoodhadmeanttogoawayearly,buttheeveningelapsedwithouthishavingachancetospeaktoIsabelotherwisethanasoneofseveralassociatedinterlocutors。Therewassomethingperverseintheinveteracywithwhichsheavoidedhim。hisunquenchablerancourdiscoveredanintentionwheretherewascertainlynoappearanceofone。Therewasabsolutelynoappearanceofone。Shemethiseyeswithherclearhospitablesmile,whichseemedalmosttoaskthathewouldcomeandhelphertoentertainsomeofhervisitors。Tosuchsuggestions,however,heopposedbutastiffimpatience。Hewanderedaboutandwaited。hetalkedtothefewpeopleheknew,whofoundhimforthefirsttimeratherself-contradictory。ThiswasindeedrarewithCasparGoodwood,thoughheoftencontradictedothers。TherewasoftenmusicatPalazzoRoccanera,anditwasusuallyverygood。

  Undercoverofthemusichemanagedtocontainhimself。buttowardtheend,whenhesawthepeoplebeginningtogo,hedrewneartoIsabelandaskedherinalowtoneifhemightnotspeaktoherinoneoftheotherrooms,whichhehadjustassuredhimselfwasempty。Shesmiledasifshewishedtoobligehimbutfoundherselfabsolutelyprevented。

  I’mafraidit’simpossible。Peoplearesayinggood-night,andI

  mustbewheretheycanseeme。

  Ishallwaittilltheyareallgonethen。

  Shehesitatedamoment。

  Ah,thatwillbedelightful!sheexclaimed。

  Andhewaited,thoughittookalongtimeyet。Therewereseveralpeople,attheend,whoseemedtetheredtothecarpet。TheCountessGemini,whowasneverherselftillmidnight,asshesaid,displayednoconsciousnessthattheentertainmentwasover。shehadstillalittlecircleofgentlemeninfrontofthefire,whoeverynowandthenbrokeintoaunitedlaugh。Osmondhaddisappeared-heneverbadegood-byetopeople。andastheCountesswasextendingherrange,accordingtohercustomatthisperiodoftheevening,IsabelsentPansytobed。Isabelsatalittleapart。shetooappearedtowishhersister-in-lawwouldsoundalowernoteandletthelastloiterersdepartinpeace。

  MayInotsayawordtoyounow?Goodwoodpresentlyaskedher。

  Shegotupimmediately,smiling。Certainly,we’llgosomewhereelseifyoulike。Theywenttogether,leavingtheCountesswithherlittlecircle,andforamomentaftertheyhadcrossedthethresholdneitherofthemspoke。Isabelwouldnotsitdown。shestoodinthemiddleoftheroomslowlyfanningherself。shehadforhimthesamefamiliargrace。Sheseemedtowaitforhimtospeak。Nowthathewasalonewithherallthepassionhehadneverstifledsurgedintohissenses。ithummedinhiseyesandmadethingsswimroundhim。Thebright,emptyroomgrewdimandblurred,andthroughtheheavingveilhefeltherhoverbeforehimwithgleamingeyesandpartedlips。Ifhehadseenmoredistinctlyhewouldhaveperceivedhersmilewasfixedandatrifleforced-thatshewasfrightenedatwhatshesawinhisownface。Isupposeyouwishtobidmegood-bye?shesaid。

  Yes-butIdon’tlikeit。Idon’twanttoleaveRome,heansweredwithalmostplaintivehonesty。

  Icanwellimagine。It’swonderfullygoodofyou。Ican’ttellyouhowkindIthinkyou。

  Foramomentmorehesaidnothing。Withafewwordslikethatyoumakemego。

  Youmustcomebacksomeday,shebrightlyreturned。Someday?Youmeanaslongatimehenceaspossible。Ohno。Idon’tmeanallthat。

  Whatdoyoumean?Idon’tunderstand!ButIsaidI’dgo,andI’llgo,

  Goodwoodadded。

  Comebackwheneveryoulike,saidIsabelwithattemptedlightness。

  Idon’tcareastrawforyourcousin!Casparbrokeout。

  Isthatwhatyouwishedtotellme?

  No,no。Ididn’twanttotellyouanything。Iwantedtoaskyou-

  hepausedamoment,andthen-whathaveyoureallymadeofyourlife?

  hesaid,inalow,quicktone。Hepausedagain,asifforananswer。

  butshesaidnothing,andhewenton:Ican’tunderstand,Ican’tpenetrateyou!WhatamItobelieve-whatdoyouwantmetothink?

  Stillshesaidnothing。sheonlystoodlookingathim,nowquitewithoutpretendingtoease。I’mtoldyou’reunhappy,andifyouareI

  shouldliketoknowit。Thatwouldbesomethingforme。Butyouyourselfsayyou’rehappy,andyou’resomehowsostill,sosmooth,sohard。You’recompletelychanged。Youconcealeverything。I

  haven’treallycomenearyou。

  Youcomeverynear,Isabelsaidgently,butinatoneofwarning。

  AndyetIdon’ttouchyou!Iwanttoknowthetruth。Haveyoudonewell?

  Youaskagreatdeal。

  Yes-I’vealwaysaskedagreatdeal。Ofcourseyouwon’ttellme。

  Ishallneverknowifyoucanhelpit。Andthenit’snoneofmybusiness。Hehadspokenwithavisibleefforttocontrolhimself,togiveaconsiderateformtoaninconsideratestateofmind。Butthesensethatitwashislastchance,thathelovedherandhadlosther,thatshewouldthinkhimafoolwhateverheshouldsay,suddenlygavehimalashandaddedadeepvibrationtohislowvoice。You’reperfectlyinscrutable,andthat’swhatmakesmethinkyou’vesomethingtohide。ItellyouIdon’tcareastrawforyourcousin,butIdon’tmeanthatIdon’tlikehim。Imeanthatitisn’tbecauseIlikehimthatIgoawaywithhim。I’dgoifhewereanidiotandyoushouldhaveaskedme。IfyoushouldaskmeI’dgotoSiberiato-morrow。Whydoyouwantmetoleavetheplace?Youmusthavesomereasonforthat。ifyouwereascontentedasyoupretendyouareyouwouldn’tcare。I’dratherknowthetruthaboutyou,evenifit’sdamnable,thanhavecomeherefornothing。Thatisn’twhatIcamefor。

  IthoughtIshouldn’tcare。IcamebecauseIwantedtoassuremyselfthatIneedn’tthinkofyouanymore。Ihaven’tthoughtofanythingelse,andyou’requiterighttowishmetogoaway。ButifImustgo,there’snoharminmylettingmyselfoutforasinglemoment,isthere?Ifyou’rereallyhurt-ifhehurtsyou-nothingIsaywillhurtyou。WhenItellyouIloveyouit’ssimplywhatIcamefor。Ithoughtitwasforsomethingelse。butitwasforthat。Ishouldn’tsayitifIdidn’tbelieveIshouldneverseeyouagain。It’sthelasttime-letmepluckasingleflower!I’venorighttosaythat,I

  know。andyou’venorighttolisten。Butyoudon’tlisten。youneverlisten,you’realwaysthinkingofsomethingelse。AfterthisImustgo,ofcourse。soIshallatleasthaveareason。Youraskingmeisnoreason,notarealone。Ican’tjudgebyyourhusband,hewentonirrelevantly,almostincoherently。Idon’tunderstandhim。hetellsmeyouadoreeachother。Whydoeshetellmethat?Whatbusinessisitofmine?WhenIsaythattoyou,youlookstrange。Butyoualwayslookstrange。Yes,you’vesomethingtohide。It’snoneofmybusiness-verytrue。ButIloveyou,saidCasparGoodwood。

  Ashesaid,shelookedstrange。Sheturnedhereyestothedoorbywhichtheyhadenteredandraisedherfanasifinwarning。You’vebehavedsowell。don’tspoilit,sheutteredsoftly。

  Noonehearsme。It’swonderfulwhatyoutriedtoputmeoffwith。IloveyouasI’veneverlovedyou。

  Iknowit。Iknewitassoonasyouconsentedtogo。

  Youcan’thelpit-ofcoursenot。Youwouldifyoucould,butyoucan’t,unfortunately。Unfortunatelyforme,Imean。Iasknothing-nothing,thatis,Ishouldn’t。ButIdoaskonesolesatisfaction:thatyoutellme-thatyoutellme-!

  ThatItellyouwhat?

  WhetherImaypityyou。

  Shouldyoulikethat?Isabelasked,tryingtosmileagain。

  Topityyou?Mostassuredly!Thatatleastwouldbedoingsomething。

  I’dgivemylifetoit。

  Sheraisedherfantoherface,whichitcoveredallexcepthereyes。Theyrestedamomentonhis。Don’tgiveyourlifetoit。butgiveathoughttoiteverynowandthen。AndwiththatshewentbacktotheCountessGemini。

  CHAPTER49

  MadameMerlehadnotmadeherappearanceatPalazzoRoccaneraontheeveningofthatThursdayofwhichIhavenarratedsomeoftheincidents,andIsabel,thoughsheobservedherabsence,wasnotsurprisedbyit。Thingshadpassedbetweenthemwhichaddednostimulustosociability,andtoappreciatewhichwemustglancealittlebackward。IthasbeenmentionedthatMadameMerlereturnedfromNaplesshortlyafterLordWarburtonhadleftRome,andthatonherfirstmeetingwithIsabelwhom,todoherjustice,shecameimmediatelytoseeherfirstutterancehadbeenanenquiryastothewhereaboutsofthisnobleman,forwhomsheappearedtoholdherdearfriendaccountable。

  Pleasedon’ttalkofhim,saidIsabelforanswer。we’veheardsomuchofhimoflate。

  MadameMerlebentherheadononesidealittle,protestingly,andsmiledattheleftcornerofhermouth。You’veheard,yes。ButyoumustrememberthatI’venot,inNaples。IhopedtofindhimhereandtobeabletocongratulatePansy。

  YoumaycongratulatePansystill。butnotonmarryingLordWarburton。

  Howyousaythat!Don’tyouknowIhadsetmyheartonit?

  MadameMerleaskedwithagreatdealofspirit,butstillwiththeintonationofgoodhumour。

  Isabelwasdiscomposed,butshewasdeterminedtobegood-humouredtoo。Youshouldn’thavegonetoNaplesthen。Youshouldhavestayedheretowatchtheaffair。

  Ihadtoomuchconfidenceinyou。Butdoyouthinkit’stoolate?

  YouhadbetteraskPansy,saidIsabel。

  Ishallaskherwhatyou’vesaidtoher。

  Thesewordsseemedtojustifytheimpulseofself-defencearousedonIsabel’spartbyherperceivingthathervisitor’sattitudewasacriticalone。MadameMerle,asweknow,hadbeenverydiscreethitherto。shehadnevercriticized。shehadbeenmarkedlyafraidofintermeddling。Butapparentlyshehadonlyreservedherselfforthisoccasion,sinceshenowhadadangerousquicknessinhereyeandanairofirritationwhichevenheradmirableeasewasnotabletotransmute。ShehadsufferedadisappointmentwhichexcitedIsabel’ssurprise-ourheroinehavingnoknowledgeofherzealousinterestinPansy’smarriage。andshebetrayeditinamannerwhichquickenedMrs。

  Osmond’salarm。MoreclearlythaneverbeforeIsabelheardacold,mockingvoiceproceedfromsheknewnotwhere,inthedimvoidthatsurroundedher,anddeclarethatthisbright,strong,definite,worldlywoman,thisincarnationofthepractical,thepersonal,theimmediate,wasapowerfulagentinherdestiny。ShewasnearertoherthanIsabelhadyetdiscovered,andhernearnesswasnotthecharmingaccidentshehadsolongsupposed。Thesenseofaccidentindeedhaddiedwithinherthatdaywhenshehappenedtobestruckwiththemannerinwhichthewonderfulladyandherownhusbandsattogetherinprivate。Nodefinitesuspicionhadasyettakenitsplace。

  butitwasenoughtomakeherviewthisfriendwithadifferenteye,tohavebeenledtoreflectthattherewasmoreintentioninherpastbehaviourthanshehadallowedforatthetime。Ahyes,therehadbeenintention,therehadbeenintention,Isabelsaidtoherself。

  andsheseemedtowakefromalongperniciousdream。WhatwasitthatbroughthometoherthatMadameMerle’sintentionhadnotbeengood?Nothingbutthemistrustwhichhadlatelytakenbodyandwhichmarrieditselfnowtothefruitfulwonderproducedbyhervisitor’schallengeonbehalfofpoorPansy。Therewassomethinginthischallengewhichhadattheveryoutsetexcitedanansweringdefiance。anamelessvitalitywhichshecouldseetohavebeenabsentfromherfriend’sprofessionsofdelicacyandcaution。MadameMerlehadbeenunwillingtointerfere,certainly,butonlysolongastherewasnothingtointerferewith。ItwillperhapsseemtothereaderthatIsabelwentfastincastingdoubt,onmeresuspicion,onasincerityprovedbyseveralyearsofgoodoffices。Shemovedquicklyindeed,andwithreason,forastrangetruthwasfilteringintohersoul。MadameMerle’sinterestwasidenticalwithOsmond’s:thatwasenough。IthinkPansywilltellyounothingthatwillmakeyoumoreangry,shesaidinanswertohercompanion’slastremark。

  I’mnotintheleastangry。I’veonlyagreatdesiretoretrievethesituation。DoyouconsiderthatWarburtonhasleftusforever?

  Ican’ttellyou。Idon’tunderstandyou。It’sallover。pleaseletitrest。Osmondhastalkedtomeagreatdealaboutit,andI’venothingmoretosayortohear。I’venodoubt,Isabeladded,thathe’llbeveryhappytodiscussthesubjectwithyou。

  Iknowwhathethinks。hecametoseemelastevening。

  Assoonasyouhadarrived?Thenyouknowallaboutitandyouneedn’tapplytomeforinformation。

  Itisn’tinformationIwant。Atbottomit’ssympathy。Ihadsetmyheartonthatmarriage。theideadidwhatsofewthingsdo-itsatisfiedtheimagination。

  Yourimagination,yes。Butnotthatofthepersonsconcerned。

  YoumeanbythatofcoursethatI’mnotconcerned。Ofcoursenotdirectly。Butwhenone’ssuchanoldfriendonecan’thelphavingsomethingatstake。YouforgethowlongI’veknownPansy。Youmean,ofcourse,MadameMerleadded,thatyouareoneofthepersonsconcerned。

  No。that’sthelastthingImean。I’mverywearyofitall。

  MadameMerlehesitatedalittle。Ahyes,yourwork’sdone。

  Takecarewhatyousay,saidIsabelverygravely。

  Oh,Itakecare。neverperhapsmorethanwhenitappearsleast。

  Yourhusbandjudgesyouseverely。

  Isabelmadeforamomentnoanswertothis。shefeltchokedwithbitterness。ItwasnottheinsolenceofMadameMerle’sinformingherthatOsmondhadbeentakingherintohisconfidenceasagainsthiswifethatstruckhermost。forshewasnotquicktobelievethatthiswasmeantforinsolence。MadameMerlewasveryrarelyinsolent,andonlywhenitwasexactlyright。Itwasnotrightnow,oratleastitwasnotrightyet。WhattouchedIsabellikeadropofcorrosiveaciduponanopenwoundwastheknowledgethatOsmonddishonouredherinhiswordsaswellasinhisthoughts。ShouldyouliketoknowhowIjudgehim?sheaskedatlast。

  No,becauseyou’dnevertellme。Anditwouldbepainfulformetoknow。

  Therewasapause,andforthefirsttimesinceshehadknownherIsabelthoughtMadameMerledisagreeable。Shewishedshewouldleaveher。RememberhowattractivePansyis,anddon’tdespair,shesaidabruptly,withadesirethatthisshouldclosetheirinterview。

  ButMadameMerle’sexpansivepresenceunderwentnocontraction。

  Sheonlygatheredhermantleaboutherand,withthemovement,scatteredupontheairafaint,agreeablefragrance。Idon’tdespair。

  Ifeelencouraged。AndIdidn’tcometoscoldyou。Icameifpossibletolearnthetruth。Iknowyou’lltellitifIaskyou。

  It’sanimmenseblessingwithyouthatonecancountuponthat。No,youwon’tbelievewhatacomfortItakeinit。

  Whattruthdoyouspeakof?Isabelasked,wondering。

  Justthis:whetherLordWarburtonchangedhismindquiteofhisownmovementorbecauseyourecommendedit。TopleasehimselfImean,ortopleaseyou。ThinkoftheconfidenceImuststillhaveinyou,inspiteofhavinglostalittleofit,MadameMerlecontinuedwithasmile,toasksuchaquestionasthat!Shesatlookingatherfriend,tojudgetheeffectofherwords,andthenwenton:Nowdon’tbeheroic,don’tbeunreasonable,don’ttakeoffence。ItseemstomeI

  doyouanhonourinspeakingso。Idon’tknowanotherwomantowhomIwoulddoit。Ihaven’ttheleastideathatanyotherwomanwouldtellmethetruth。Anddon’tyouseehowwellitisthatyourhusbandshouldknowit?It’struethathedoesn’tappeartohavehadanytactwhateverintryingtoextractit。hehasindulgedingratuitoussuppositions。Butthatdoesn’talterthefactthatitwouldmakeadifferenceinhisviewofhisdaughter’sprospectstoknowdistinctlywhatreallyoccurred。IfLordWarburtonsimplygottiredofthepoorchild,that’sonething,andit’sapity。Ifhegaveheruptopleaseyouit’sanother。That’sapitytoo,butinadifferentway。

  Then,inthelattercase,you’dperhapsresignyourselftonotbeingpleased-tosimplyseeingyourstepdaughtermarried。Lethimoff-letushavehim!

  MadameMerlehadproceededverydeliberately,watchinghercompanionandapparentlythinkingshecouldproceedsafely。AsshewentonIsabelgrewpale。sheclaspedherhandsmoretightlyinherlap。Itwasnotthathervisitorhadatlastthoughtittherighttimetobeinsolent。forthiswasnotwhatwasmostapparent。Itwasaworsehorrorthanthat。Whoareyou-whatareyou?Isabelmurmured。Whathaveyoutodowithmyhusband?Itwasstrangethatforthemomentshedrewasneartohimasifshehadlovedhim。

  Ahthen,youtakeitheroically!I’mverysorry。Don’tthink,however,thatIshalldoso。

  Whathaveyoutodowithme?Isabelwenton。

  MadameMerleslowlygotup,strokinghermuff,butnotremovinghereyesfromIsabel’sface。Everything!sheanswered。

  Isabelsattherelookingupather,withoutrising。herfacewasalmostaprayertobeenlightened。Butthelightofthiswoman’seyesseemedonlyadarkness。Ohmisery!shemurmuredatlast。andshefellback,coveringherfacewithherhands。Ithadcomeoverherlikeahigh-surgingwavethatMrs。Touchettwasright。MadameMerlehadmarriedher。Beforesheuncoveredherfaceagainthatladyhadlefttheroom。

  Isabeltookadrivealonethatafternoon。shewishedtobefaraway,underthesky,whereshecoulddescendfromhercarriageandtreaduponthedaisies。ShehadlongbeforethistakenoldRomeintoherconfidence,forinaworldofruinstheruinofherhappinessseemedalessunnaturalcatastrophe。Sherestedherwearinessuponthingsthathadcrumbledforcenturiesandyetstillwereupright。shedroppedhersecretsadnessintothesilenceoflonelyplaces,whereitsverymodernqualitydetacheditselfandgrewobjective,sothatasshesatinasun-warmedangleonawinter’sday,orstoodinamouldychurchtowhichnoonecame,shecouldalmostsmileatitandthinkofitssmallness。Smallitwas,inthelargeRomanrecord,andherhauntingsenseofthecontinuityofthehumanloteasilycarriedherfromthelesstothegreater。Shehadbecomedeeply,tenderlyacquaintedwithRome。itinterfusedandmoderatedherpassion。Butshehadgrowntothinkofitchieflyastheplacewherepeoplehadsuffered。Thiswaswhatcametoherinthestarvedchurches,wherethemarblecolumns,transferredfrompaganruins,seemedtoofferheracompanionshipinenduranceandthemustyincensetobeacompoundoflong-unansweredprayers。TherewasnogentlernorlessconsistenthereticthanIsabel。thefirmestofworshippers,gazingatdarkaltar-picturesorclusteredcandles,couldnothavefeltmoreintimatelythesuggestivenessoftheseobjectsnorhavebeenmoreliableatsuchmomentstoaspiritualvisitation。Pansy,asweknow,wasalmostalwayshercompanion,andoflatetheCountessGemini,balancingapinkparasol,hadlentbrilliancytotheirequipage。butshestilloccasionallyfoundherselfalonewhenitsuitedhermoodandwhereitsuitedtheplace。Onsuchoccasionsshehadseveralresorts。themostaccessibleofwhichperhapswasaseatonthelowparapetwhichedgesthewidegrassyspacebeforethehigh,coldfrontofSaintJohnLateran,whenceyoulookacrosstheCampagnaatthefar-trailingoutlineoftheAlbanMountandatthatmightyplain,between,whichisstillsofullofallthathaspassedfromit。

  Afterthedepartureofhercousinandhiscompanionssheroamedmorethanusual。shecarriedhersombrespiritfromonefamiliarshrinetotheother。EvenwhenPansyandtheCountesswerewithhershefeltthetouchofavanishedworld。Thecarriage,leavingthewallsofRomebehind,rolledthroughnarrowlaneswherethewildhoneysucklehadbeguntotangleitselfinthehedges,orwaitedforherinquietplaceswherethefieldslaynear,whileshestrolledfurtherandfurtherovertheflower-freckledturf,orsatonastonethathadoncehadauseandgazedthroughtheveilofherpersonalsadnessatthesplendidsadnessofthescene-atthedense,warmlight,thefargradationsandsoftconfusionsofcolour,themotionlessshepherdsinlonelyattitudes,thehillswherethecloud-shadowshadthelightnessofablush。

  OntheafternoonIbeganwithspeakingof,shehadtakenaresolutionnottothinkofMadameMerle。buttheresolutionprovedvain,andthislady’simagehoveredconstantlybeforeher。Sheaskedherself,withanalmostchildlikehorrorofthesupposition,whethertothisintimatefriendofseveralyearsthegreathistoricalepithetofwickedweretobeapplied。SheknewtheideaonlybytheBibleandotherliteraryworks。tothebestofherbeliefshehadhadnopersonalacquaintancewithwickedness。Shehaddesiredalargeacquaintancewithhumanlife,andinspiteofherhavingflatteredherselfthatshecultivateditwithsomesuccessthiselementaryprivilegehadbeendeniedher。Perhapsitwasnotwicked-inthehistoricsense-tobeevendeeplyfalse。forthatwaswhatMadameMerlehadbeendeeply,deeply,deeply。Isabel’sAuntLydiahadmadethisdiscoverylongbefore,andhadmentionedittoherniece。butIsabelhadflatteredherselfatthistimethatshehadamuchricherviewofthings,especiallyofthespontaneityofherowncareerandthenoblenessofherowninterpretations,thanpoorstiffly-reasoningMrs。Touchett。MadameMerlehaddonewhatshewanted。shehadbroughtabouttheunionofhertwofriends。areflectionwhichcouldnotfailtomakeitamatterofwonderthatsheshouldsomuchhavedesiredsuchanevent。Therewerepeoplewhohadthematch-makingpassion,likethevotariesofartforart。butMadameMerle,greatartistasshewas,wasscarcelyoneofthese。Shethoughttooillofmarriage,tooillevenoflife。shehaddesiredthatparticularmarriagebuthadnotdesiredothers。Shehadthereforehadaconceptionofgain,andIsabelaskedherselfwhereshehadfoundherprofit。Ittookhernaturallyalongtimetodiscover,andeventhenherdiscoverywasimperfect。ItcamebacktoherthatMadameMerle,thoughshehadseemedtolikeherfromtheirfirstmeetingatGardencourt,hadbeendoublyaffectionateafterMr。Touchett’sdeathandafterlearningthatheryoungfriendhadbeensubjecttothegoodoldman’scharity。Shehadfoundherprofitnotinthegrossdeviceofborrowingmoney,butinthemorerefinedideaofintroducingoneofherintimatestotheyoungwoman’sfreshandingenuousfortune。

  Shehadnaturallychosenherclosestintimate,anditwasalreadyvividenoughtoIsabelthatGilbertoccupiedthisposition。Shefoundherselfconfrontedinthismannerwiththeconvictionthatthemanintheworldwhomshehadsupposedtobetheleastsordidhadmarriedher,likeavulgaradventurer,forhermoney。Strangetosay,ithadneverbeforeoccurredtoher。ifshehadthoughtagooddealofharmofOsmondshehadnotdonehimthisparticularinjury。

  Thiswastheworstshecouldthinkof,andshehadbeensayingtoherselfthattheworstwasstilltocome。Amanmightmarryawomanforhermoneyperfectlywell。thethingwasoftendone。Butatleastheshouldletherknow。Shewonderedwhether,sincehehadwantedhermoney,hermoneywouldnowsatisfyhim。Wouldhetakehermoneyandlethergo?Ah,ifMr。Touchett’sgreatcharitywouldbuthelphertodayitwouldbeblessedindeed!ItwasnotslowtooccurtoherthatifMadameMerlehadwishedtodoGilbertaservicehisrecognitiontoheroftheboonmusthavelostitswarmth。Whatmustbehisfeelingsto-dayinregardtohistoozealousbenefactress,andwhatexpressionmusttheyhavefoundonthepartofsuchamasterofirony?

  Itisasingular,butacharacteristic,factthatbeforeIsabelreturnedfromhersilentdriveshehadbrokenitssilencebythesoftexclamation:

  Poor,poorMadameMerle!

  Hercompassionwouldperhapshavebeenjustifiedifonthissameafternoonshehadbeenconcealedbehindoneofthevaluablecurtainsoftime-softeneddamaskwhichdressedtheinterestinglittlesalonoftheladytowhomitreferred。thecarefully-arrangedapartmenttowhichweoncepaidavisitincompanywiththediscreetMr。Rosier。Inthatapartment,towardssixo’clock,GilbertOsmondwasseated,andhishostessstoodbeforehimasIsabelhadseenherstandonanoccasioncommemoratedinthishistorywithanemphasisappropriatenotsomuchtoitsapparentastoitsrealimportance。

  Idon’tbelieveyou’reunhappy。Ibelieveyoulikeit,saidMadameMerle。

  DidIsayIwasunhappy?Osmondaskedwithafacegraveenoughtosuggestthathemighthavebeen。

  No,butyoudon’tsaythecontrary,asyououghtincommongratitude。

  Don’ttalkaboutgratitude,hereturneddryly。Anddon’taggravateme,headdedinamoment。

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