Vanameehadnothoughtofrestraint。Henolongerwrestledwithhispain——stroveagainstit。Therewasevenasenseofreliefinpermittinghimselftobeovercome。Butthereactionfromthisoutburstwasequallyviolent。Hisrevoltagainsttheinevitable,hisprotestagainstthegrave,shookhimfromheadtofoot,goadedhimbeyondallboundsofreason,houndedhimonandintothedomainofhysteria,dementia。Vanameewasnolongermasterofhimself——nolongerknewwhathewasdoing。
Atfirst,hehadbeencontentwithmerelyawild,unreasonedcrytoHeaventhatAngeleshouldberestoredtohim,butthevastegotismthatseemstorunthroughallformsofdisorderedintelligencegavehisfancyanotherturn。HeforgotGod。HenolongerreckonedwithHeaven。Hearrogatedtheirpowerstohimself——struggledtobe,ofhisownunaidedmight,strongerthandeath,morepowerfulthanthegrave。HehaddemandedofSarriathatGodshouldrestoreAngeletohim,butnowheappealeddirectlytoAngeleherself。Ashelaythere,hisarmsclaspedabouthergrave,sheseemedsoneartohimthathefanciedsheMUSThear。Andsuddenly,atthismoment,hisrecollectionofhisstrangecompellingpower——thesamepowerbywhichhehadcalledPresleytohimhalf-wayacrosstheQuienSaberanch,thesamepowerwhichhadbroughtSarriatohissidethatveryevening——
recurredtohim。Concentratinghismindupontheoneobjectwithwhichithadsolongbeenfilled,Vanamee,hiseyesclosed,hisfaceburiedinhisarms,exclaimed:
Cometome——Angele——don’tyouhear?Cometome。
ButtheAnswerwasnotintheGrave。BelowhimthevoicelessEarthlaysilent,moveless,withholdingthesecret,jealousofthatwhichitheldsocloseinitsgrip,refusingtogiveupthatwhichhadbeenconfidedtoitskeeping,untouchedbythehumananguishthatabovethere,onitssurface,clutchedwithdespairinghandsatagravelongmade。TheEarththatonlythatmorninghadbeensoeager,soresponsivetothelightestsummons,sovibrantwithLife,nowatnight,holdingdeathwithinitsembrace,guardinginviolatethesecretoftheGrave,wasdeaftoallentreaty,refusedtheAnswer,andAngeleremainedasbefore,onlyamemory,fardistant,intangible,lost。
Vanameeliftedhishead,lookingabouthimwithunseeingeyes,tremblingwiththeexertionofhisvaineffort。Buthecouldnotasyetallowhimselftodespair。Neverbeforehadthatcuriouspowerofattractionfailedhim。Hefelthimselftobesostronginthisrespectthathewaspersuadedifheexertedhimselftothelimitofhiscapacity,something——hecouldnotsaywhat——mustcomeofit。Ifitwasonlyaself-delusion,anhallucination,hetoldhimselfthathewouldbecontent。
Almostofitsownaccord,hisdistortedmindconcentrateditselfagain,everythought,allthepowerofhiswillrivetingthemselvesuponAngele。Asifshewerealive,hesummonedhertohim。Hiseyes,fixeduponthenamecutintotheheadstone,contracted,thepupilsgrowingsmall,hisfistsshuttight,hisnervesbracedrigid。
Forafewsecondshestoodthus,breathless,expectant,awaitingthemanifestation,theMiracle。Then,withoutknowingwhy,hardlyconsciousofwhatwastranspiring,hefoundthathisglancewasleavingtheheadstone,wasturningfromthegrave。
Notonlythis,buthiswholebodywasfollowingthedirectionofhiseyes。Beforeheknewit,hewasstandingwithhisbacktoAngele’sgrave,wasfacingthenorth,facingthelineofpeartreesandthelittlevalleywheretheSeedranchlay。Atfirst,hethoughtthiswasbecausehehadallowedhiswilltoweaken,theconcentratedpowerofhismindtogrowslack。Andoncemoreturningtowardthegrave,hebandedallhisthoughtstogetherinaconsummateeffort,histeethgrindingtogether,hishandspressedtohisforehead。HeforcedhimselftothenotionthatAngelewasalive,andtothiscreatureofhisimaginationheaddressedhimself:
Angele!hecriedinalowvoice。Angele,Iamcallingyou——doyouhear?Cometome——cometomenow,now。
InsteadoftheAnswerhedemanded,thatinexplicablecounter-
influencecutacrossthecurrentofhisthought。Striveashewouldagainstit,hemustveertothenorth,towardthepeartrees。Obeyingit,heturned,and,stillwondering,tookastepinthatdirection,thenanotherandanother。Thenextmomenthecameabruptlytohimself,intheblackshadowofthepeartreesthemselves,and,openinghiseyes,foundhimselflookingoffovertheSeedranch,towardthelittlehouseinthecentrewhereAngelehadoncelived。
Perplexed,hereturnedtothegrave,oncemorecallingupontheresourcesofhiswill,andabruptly,sosoonasthesereachedacertainpoint,thesamecross-currentsetin。Hecouldnolongerkeephiseyesupontheheadstone,couldnolongerthinkofthegraveandwhatitheld。Hemustfacethenorth。hemustbedrawntowardthepeartrees,andthereleftstandingintheirshadow,lookingoutaimlesslyovertheSeedranch,wondering,bewildered。
Fartherthanthistheinfluenceneverdrewhim,butuptothispoint——thelineofpeartrees——itwasnottoberesisted。
ForatimethepeculiarityoftheaffairwasofmoreinteresttoVanameethanevenhisowndistressofspirit,andonceortwiceherepeatedtheattempt,almostexperimentally,andinvariablywiththesameresult:sosoonasheseemedtoholdAngeleinthegripofhismind,hewasmovedtoturnabouttowardthenorth,andhurrytowardthepeartreesonthecrestofthehillthatover-lookedthelittlevalley。
ButVanamee’sunhappinesswastookeenthisnightforhimtodwelllonguponthevagariesofhismind。Submittingatlength,andabandoningthegrave,heflunghimselfdownintheblackshadeofthepeartrees,hischininhishands,andresignedhimselffinallyanddefinitelytotheinrushofrecollectionandtheexquisitegriefofaninfiniteregret。
Tohisfancy,shecametohimagain。Heputhimselfbackmanyyears。HerememberedthewarmnightsofJulyandAugust,profoundlystill,theskyencrustedwithstars,thelittleMissiongardenexhalingthemingledperfumesthatallthroughthescorchingdayhadbeendistilledunderthesteadyblazeofasummer’ssun。Hesawhimselfasanotherperson,arrivingatthis,theirrendezvous。Alldaylongshehadbeeninhismind。
Alldaylonghehadlookedforwardtothisquiethourthatbelongedtoher。Itwasdark。Hecouldseenothing,but,byandby,heheardastep,agentlerustleofthegrassontheslopeofthehillpressedunderanadvancingfoot。Thenhesawthefaintgleamofpallidgoldofherhair,abarelyvisibleglowinthestarlight,andheardthemurmurofherbreathinthelapseoftheover-passingbreeze。Andthen,inthemidstofthegentleperfumesofthegarden,theperfumesofthemagnoliaflowers,ofthemignonetteborders,ofthecrumblingwalls,thereexpandedanewodour,orthefaintminglingofmanyodours,thesmelloftherosesthatlingeredinherhair,oftheliliesthatexhaledfromherneck,oftheheliotropethatdisengageditselffromherhandsandarms,andofthehyacinthswithwhichherlittlefeetwereredolent,Andthen,suddenly,itwasherself——hereyes,heavy-
lidded,violetblue,fulloftheloveofhim。hersweetfulllipsspeakinghisname。herhandsclaspinghishands,hisshoulders,hisneck——herwholedearbodygivingitselfintohisembrace。herlipsagainsthis。herhandsholdinghishead,drawinghisfacedowntohers。
Vanamee,asherememberedallthis,flungoutanarmwithacryofpain,hiseyessearchingthegloom,allhismindinstrenuousmutinyagainstthetriumphofDeath。Hisglanceshotswiftlyoutacrossthenight,unconsciouslyfollowingthedirectionfromwhichAngeleusedtocometohim。
Cometomenow,heexclaimedunderhisbreath,tenseandrigidwiththevastfutileeffortofhiswill。Cometomenow,now。
Don’tyouhearme,Angele?Youmust,youmustcome。
SuddenlyVanameereturnedtohimselfwiththeabruptnessofablow。Hiseyesopened。Hehalfraisedhimselffromtheground。
Swiftlyhisscatteredwitsreadjustedthemselves。Nevermoresane,nevermorehimself,herosetohisfeetandstoodlookingoffintothenightacrosstheSeedranch。
Whatwasit?hemurmured,bewildered。
Helookedaroundhimfromsidetoside,asiftogetintouchwithrealityoncemore。Helookedathishands,attheroughbarkofthepeartreenextwhichhestood,atthestreakedandrain-erodedwallsoftheMissionandgarden。Theexaltationofhismindcalmeditself。theunnaturalstrainunderwhichhelabouredslackened。Hebecamethoroughlymasterofhimselfagain,matter-of-fact,practical,keen。
Butjustsosureashishandswerehisown,justsosureasthebarkofthepeartreewasrough,themoulderingadobeoftheMissionwallsdamp——justsosurehadSomethingoccurred。Itwasvague,intangible,appealingonlytosomestrange,namelesssixthsense,butnonethelessperceptible。Hismind,hisimagination,sentoutfromhimacrossthenight,acrossthelittlevalleybelowhim,speedinghitherandthitherthroughthedark,lost,confused,hadsuddenlypaused,hovering,hadfoundSomething。Ithadnotreturnedtohimempty-handed。Ithadcomeback,butnowtherewasachange——mysterious,illusive。Therewerenowordsforthisthathadtranspired。Butforthemoment,onethingonlywascertain。Thenightwasnolongervoiceless,thedarkwasnolongerempty。Faroffthere,beyondthereachofvision,unlocalised,strange,aripplehadformedonthestillblackpoolofthenight,hadformed,flashedoneinstanttothestars,thenswiftlyfadedagain。Thenightshutdownoncemore。Therewasnosound——nothingstirred。
Forthemoment,Vanameestoodtransfixed,struckrigidinhisplace,stupefied,hiseyesstaring,breathlesswithutteramazement。Then,stepbystep,heshrankbackintothedeepershadow,treadingwiththeinfiniteprecautionofaprowlingleopard。Aqualmofsomethingverymuchlikefearseizeduponhim。Butimmediatelyontheheelsofthisfirstimpressioncamethedoubtofhisownsenses。Whateverhadhappenedhadbeensoephemeral,sofaint,sointangible,thatnowhewonderedifhehadnotdeceivedhimself,afterall。Butthereactionfollowed。
Surely,therehadbeenSomething。Andfromthatmomentbeganforhimthemostpoignantuncertaintyofmind。Graduallyhedrewbackintothegarden,holdinghisbreath,listeningtoeveryfaintestsound,walkingupontiptoe。Hereachedthefountain,andwettinghishands,passedthemacrosshisforeheadandeyes。
Oncemorehestoodlistening。Thesilencewasprofound。
Troubled,disturbed,Vanameewentaway,passingoutofthegarden,descendingthehill。HefordedBrodersonCreekwhereitintersectedtheroadtoGuadalajara,andwentonacrossQuienSabe,walkingslowly,hisheadbentdown,hishandsclaspedbehindhisback,thoughtful,perplexed。
CHAPTERV
Atseveno’clock,inthebedroomofhisranchhouse,inthewhite-paintedironbedsteadwithitsblue-greyarmyblanketsandredcounterpane,Annixterwasstillasleep,hisfacered,hismouthopen,hisstiffyellowhairinwilddisorder。Onthewoodenchairatthebed-head,stoodthekerosenelamp,bythelightofwhichhehadbeenreadingthepreviousevening。Besideitwasapaperbagofdriedprunes,andthelimpvolumeofCopperfield,theplacemarkedbyaslipofpapertornfromtheedgeofthebag。
Annixtersleptsoundly,makinggreatworkofthebusiness,unabletotakeevenhisrestgracefully。Hiseyeswereshutsotightthattheskinattheirangleswasdrawnintopuckers。Underhispillow,histwohandsweredoubledupintofists。Atintervals,hegrittedhisteethferociously,while,fromtimetotime,theabruptsoundofhissnoringdominatedthebrisktickingofthealarmclockthathungfromthebrassknobofthebed-post,withinsixinchesofhisear。
Butimmediatelyafterseven,thisclocksprungitsalarmwiththeabruptnessofanexplosion,andwithinthesecond,Annixterhadhurledthebed-clothesfromhimandflunghimselfuptoasittingpostureontheedgeofthebed,pantingandgasping,blinkingatthelight,rubbinghishead,dazedandbewildered,stupefiedatthehideoussuddennesswithwhichhehadbeenwrenchedfromhissleep。
Hisfirstactwastotakedownthealarmclockandstifleitsprolongedwhirringunderthepillowsandblankets。Butwhenthishadbeendone,hecontinuedtositstupidlyontheedgeofthebed,curlinghistoesawayfromthecoldofthefloor。hishalf-
shuteyes,heavywithsleep,fixedandvacant,closingandopeningbyturns。Forupwardsofthreeminuteshealternatelydozedandwoke,hisheadandthewholeupperhalfofhisbodysaggingabruptlysidewaysfrommomenttomoment。Butatlength,comingmoretohimself,hestraightenedup,ranhisfingersthroughhishair,andwithaprodigiousyawn,murmuredvaguely:
Oh,Lord!Oh-h,LORD!
Hestretchedthreeorfourtimes,twistingaboutinhisplace,curlinganduncurlinghistoes,mutteringfromtimetotimebetweentwoyawns:
Oh,Lord!Oh,Lord!
Hestaredabouttheroom,collectinghisthoughts,readjustinghimselffortheday’swork。
Theroomwasbarren,thewallsoftongue-and-groovesheathing——
alternatebrownandyellowboards——likethewallsofastable,wereadornedwithtwoorthreeunframedlithographs,theChristmassouvenirsofweeklyperiodicals,fastenedwithgreatwirenails。abunchofherbsorflowers,lamentablywitheredandgreywithdust,wasaffixedtothemirrorovertheblackwalnutwashstandbythewindow,andayellowedphotographofAnnixter’scombinedharvester——himselfandhismeninagroupbeforeit——
hungcloseathand。Onthefloor,atthebedsideandbeforethebureau,weretwoovalrag-carpetrugs。Inthecornersoftheroomweremuddyboots,aMcClellansaddle,asurveyor’stransit,anemptycoal-hodandaboxofironboltsandnuts。Onthewalloverthebed,inagiltframe,wasAnnixter’scollegediploma,whileonthebureau,amidalitterofhair-brushes,dirtycollars,drivinggloves,cigarsandthelike,stoodabrokenmachineforloadingshells。
Itwasessentiallyaman’sroom,rugged,uncouth,virile,fulloftheodoursoftobacco,ofleather,ofrustyiron。thebarefloorhollowedbythegrindofhob-nailedboots,thewallsmarredbythefrictionofheavythingsofmetal。Strangelyenough,Annixter’sclothesweredisposedofonthesinglechairwiththeprecisionofanoldmaid。Thushehadplacedthemthenightbefore。thebootssetcarefullysidebyside,thetrousers,withtheoverallsstilluponthem,neatlyfoldedupontheseatofthechair,thecoathangingfromitsback。
TheQuienSaberanchhousewasasix-roomaffair,allononefloor。Bynoexcessofcharitycouldithavebeencalledahome。
Annixterwasawealthyman。hecouldhavefurnishedhisdwellingwithquiteasmucheleganceasthatofMagnusDerrick。Asitwas,however,heconsideredhishousemerelyasaplacetoeat,tosleep,tochangehisclothesin。asashelterfromtherain,anofficewherebusinesswastransacted——nothingmore。
Whenhewassufficientlyawake,Annixterthrusthisfeetintoapairofwickerslippers,andshuffledacrosstheofficeadjoininghisbedroom,tothebathroomjustbeyond,andstoodundertheicyshowerafewminutes,histeethchattering,fulminatingoathsatthecoldnessofthewater。Stillshivering,hehurriedintohisclothes,and,havingpushedthebuttonoftheelectricbelltoannouncethathewasreadyforbreakfast,immediatelyplungedintothebusinessoftheday。Whilehewasthusoccupied,thebutcher’scartfromBonnevilledroveintotheyardwiththeday’ssupplyofmeat。ThiscartalsobroughttheBonnevillepaperandthemailofthepreviousnight。InthebundleofcorrespondencethatthebutcherhandedtoAnnixterthatmorning,wasatelegramfromOsterman,atthattimeonhissecondtriptoLosAngeles。
Itread:
Flotationofcompanyinthisdistrictassured。Havesecuredservicesofdesirableparty。Amnowinpositiontosellyouyoursharestock,asperoriginalplan。
Annixtergruntedashetorethedespatchintostrips。
Well,hemuttered,thatpartissettled,then。
Hemadealittlepileofthetornstripsonthetopoftheunlightedstove,andburnedthemcarefully,scowlingdownintotheflickeroffire,thoughtfulandpreoccupied。
HeknewverywellwhatOstermanreferredtobyFlotationofcompany,andalsowhowasthedesirablepartyhespokeof。
Underprotest,ashewasparticulartodeclare,andafterinterminableargument,AnnixterhadallowedhimselftobereconciledwithOsterman,andtobepersuadedtoreentertheproposedpoliticaldeal。Acommitteehadbeenformedtofinancetheaffair——Osterman,oldBroderson,Annixterhimself,and,withreservations,hardlymorethanalooker-on,HarranDerrick。Ofthiscommittee,Ostermanwasconsideredchairman。
MagnusDerrickhadformallyanddefinitelyrefusedhisadherencetothescheme。Hewastryingtosteeramiddlecourse。Hispositionwasdifficult,anomalous。Iffreightrateswerecutthroughtheeffortsofthemembersofthecommittee,hecouldnotverywellavoidtakingadvantageofthenewschedule。Hewouldbethegainer,thoughsharingneithertherisknortheexpense。
But,meanwhile,thedayswerepassing。theprimaryelectionsweredrawingnearer。Thecommitteecouldnotaffordtowait,andbywayofabeginning,OstermanhadgonetoLosAngeles,fortifiedbyalargesumofmoney——apursetowhichAnnixter,Brodersonandhimselfhadcontributed。HehadputhimselfintouchwithDisbrow,thepoliticalmanoftheDenver,PuebloandMojaveroad,andhadhadtwointerviewswithhim。ThetelegramthatAnnixterreceivedthatmorningwastosaythatDisbrowhadbeenboughtover,andwouldadoptParrellastheD。,P。andM。candidateforRailroadCommissionerfromthethirddistrict。
OneofthecooksbroughtupAnnixter’sbreakfastthatmorning,andhewentthroughithastily,readinghismailatthesametimeandglancingoverthepagesoftheMercury,Genslinger’spaper。
TheMercury,Annixterwaspersuaded,receivedasubsidyfromthePacificandSouthwesternRailroad,andwashardlybetterthanthemouthpiecebywhichShelgrimandtheGeneralOfficespoketoranchersaboutBonneville。
Aneditorialinthatmorning’sissuesaid:
Itwouldnotbesurprisingtothewell-informed,ifthelong-
deferredre-gradeofthevalueoftherailroadsectionsincludedintheLosMuertos,QuienSabe,OstermanandBrodersonpropertieswasmadebeforethefirstoftheyear。Naturally,thetenantsoftheselandsfeelaninterestinthepricewhichtherailroadwillputuponitsholdings,anditisrumouredtheyexpectthelandwillbeofferedtothemfortwodollarsandfiftycentsperacre。
Itneedsnoseventhdaughterofaseventhdaughtertoforeseethatthesegentlemenwillbedisappointed。
Rot!vociferatedAnnixtertohimselfashefinished。Herolledthepaperintoawadandhurleditfromhim。
Rot!rot!WhatdoesGenslingerknowaboutit?IstandonmyagreementwiththeP。andS。W——fromtwofiftytofivedollarsanacre——thereitisinblackandwhite。TheroadISobligated。
Andmyimprovements!Imadethelandvaluablebyimprovingit,irrigatingit,drainingit,andcultivatingit。TalktoME。I
knowbetter。
ThemostabidingimpressionthatGenslinger’seditorialmadeuponhimwas,thatpossiblytheMercurywasnotsubsidisedbythecorporationafterall。Ifitwas。Genslingerwouldnothavebeenledintomakinghismistakeastothevalueoftheland。Hewouldhaveknownthattherailroadwasundercontracttosellattwodollarsandahalfanacre,andnotonlythis,butthatwhenthelandwasputuponthemarket,itwastobeofferedtothepresentholdersfirstofall。Annixtercalledtomindtheexplicittermsoftheagreementbetweenhimselfandtherailroad,anddismissedthematterfromhismind。Helitacigar,putonhishatandwentout。
Themorningwasfine,theairnimble,brisk。Onthesummitoftheskeleton-liketoweroftheartesianwell,thewindmillwasturningsteadilyinabreezefromthesouthwest。Thewaterintheirrigatingditchwaswellup。Therewasnocloudinthesky。
Farofftotheeastandwest,thebulwarksofthevalley,theCoastRangeandthefoothillsoftheSierrasstoodout,paleamethystagainstthedelicatepinkandwhitesheenofthehorizon。Thesunlightwasaveritableflood,crystal,limpid,sparkling,settingafeelingofgayetyintheair,stirringupaneffervescenceintheblood,atumultofexuberanceintheveins。
Butonhiswaytothebarns,Annixterwasobligedtopassbytheopendoorofthedairy-house。HilmaTreewasinside,singingatherwork。hervoiceofavelvetyhuskiness,moreofthechestthanofthethroat,minglingwiththeliquiddashingofthemilkinthevatsandchurns,andtheclear,sonorousclinkingofthecansandpans。Annixterturnedintothedairy-house,pausingonthethreshold,lookingabouthim。Hilmastoodbathedfromheadtofootinthetorrentofsunlightthatpouredinuponherfromthethreewide-openwindows。Shewascharming,delicious,radiantofyouth,ofhealth,ofwell-being。Intohereyes,wideopen,brown,rimmedwiththeirfine,thinlineofintenseblacklashes,thesunsetadiamondflash。thesamegoldenlightglowedallaroundherthick,moisthair,lambent,beautiful,asheenofalmostmetalliclustre,andreflecteditselfuponherwetlips,movingwiththewordsofhersinging。Thewhitenessofherskinunderthecaressofthishale,vigorousmorninglightwasdazzling,pure,ofafinenessbeyondwords。Beneaththesweetmodulationofherchin,thereflectedlightfromtheburnishedcoppervesselshewascarryingsetavibrationofpalegold。
Overlayingtheflushofroseinhercheeks,seenonlywhenshestoodagainstthesunlight,wasafaintsheenofdown,alustrousfloss,delicateasthepollenofaflower,ortheimpalpablepowderofamoth’swing。Shewasmovingtoandfroaboutherwork,alert,joyous,robust。andfromallthefine,fullamplitudeofherfigure,fromherthickwhiteneck,slopingdownwardtohershoulders,fromthedeep,feminineswellofherbreast,thevigorousmaturityofherhips,therewasdisengagedavibrantnoteofgayety,ofexuberantanimallife,sane,honest,strong。Sheworeaskirtofplainbluecalicoandashirtwaistofpinklinen,clean,trim。whilehersleevesturnedbacktohershoulders,showedherlarge,whitearms,wetwithmilk,redolentandfragrantwithmilk,glowingandresplendentintheearlymorninglight。
Onthethreshold,Annixtertookoffhishat。
Goodmorning,MissHilma。
Hilma,whohadsetdownthecoppercanontopofthevat,turnedaboutquickly。
Oh,GOODmorning,sir。and,unconsciously,shemadealittlegestureofsalutationwithherhand,raisingitpartwaytowardherhead,asamanwouldhavedone。
Well,beganAnnixtervaguely,howareyougettingalongdownhere?
Oh,veryfine。To-day,thereisnotsomuchtodo。Wedrewthewheyhoursago,andnowwearejustdoneputtingthecurdtopress。Ihavebeencleaning。Seemypans。Wouldn’ttheydoformirrors,sir?Andthecopperthings。Ihavescrubbedandscrubbed。Oh,youcanlookintothetiniestcorners,everywhere,youwon’tfindsomuchasthelittlestspeckofdirtorgrease。
IloveCLEANthings,andthisroomismyownparticularplace。
HereIcandojustasIplease,andthatis,tokeepthecementfloor,andthevats,andthechurnsandtheseparators,andespeciallythecansandcoppers,clean。clean,andtoseethatthemilkispure,oh,sothatalittlebabycoulddrinkit。andtohavetheairalwayssweet,andthesun——oh,lotsandlotsofsun,morning,noonandafternoon,sothateverythingshines。Youknow,Ineverseethesunsetthatitdon’tmakemealittlesad。
yes,always,justalittle。Isn’titfunny?Ishouldwantittobedayallthetime。Andwhenthedayisgloomyanddark,Iamjustassadasifaverygoodfriendofminehadleftme。Wouldyoubelieveit?Justuntilwithinafewyears,whenIwasabiggirl,sixteenandover,mammahadtositbymybedeverynightbeforeIcouldgotosleep。Iwasafraidinthedark。SometimesIamnow。Justimagine,andnowIamnineteen——ayounglady。
Youwere,hey?observedAnnixter,forthesakeofsayingsomething。Afraidinthedark?Whatof——ghosts?
N-no。Idon’tknowwhat。Iwantedthelight,Iwanted——Shedrewadeepbreath,turningtowardsthewindowandspreadingherpinkfinger-tipstothelight。Oh,theSUN。Ilovethesun。
See,putyourhandthere——hereonthetopofthevat——likethat。
Isn’titwarm?Isn’titfine?Anddon’tyoulovetoseeitcominginlikethatthroughthewindows,floodsofit。andallthelittledustinitshining?Wherethereislotsofsunlight,Ithinkthepeoplemustbeverygood。It’sonlywickedpeoplethatlovethedark。Andthewickedthingsarealwaysdoneandplannedinthedark,Ithink。Perhaps,too,that’swhyIhatethingsthataremysterious——thingsthatIcan’tsee,thathappeninthedark。Shewrinkledhernosewithalittleexpressionofaversion。Ihateamystery。Maybethat’swhyIamafraidinthedark——orwas。Ishouldn’tliketothinkthatanythingcouldhappenaroundmethatIcouldn’tseeorunderstandorexplain。
Sheranonfromsubjecttosubject,positivelygarrulous,talkinginherlow-pitchedvoiceofvelvetyhuskinessforthemereenjoymentofputtingherideasintospeech,innocentlyassumingthattheywerequiteasinterestingtoothersastoherself。Shewasyetagreatchild,ignoringthefactthatshehadevergrownup,takingachild’sinterestinherimmediatesurroundings,direct,straightforward,plain。Whilespeaking,shecontinuedaboutherwork,rinsingoutthecanswithamixtureofhotwaterandsoda,scouringthembright,andpilingtheminthesunlightontopofthevat。
Obliquely,andfrombetweenhisnarrowedlids,Annixterscrutinisedherfromtimetotime,moreandmorewonoverbyheradorablefreshness,herclean,fineyouth。Theclumsinessthatheusuallyexperiencedinthepresenceofwomenwaswearingoff。
HilmaTree’sdirectsimplicityputhimathisease。HebegantowonderifhedaredtokissHilma,andifhediddare,howshewouldtakeit。Asparkofsuspicionflickeredupinhismind。
Didnothermannerimply,vaguely,aninvitation?Onenevercouldtellwithfeemales。Thatwaswhyshewastalkingsomuch,nodoubt,holdinghimthere,affordingtheopportunity。Aha!
Shehadbestlookout,orhewouldtakeheratherword。
Oh,Ihadforgotten,suddenlyexclaimedHilma,theverythingIwantedtoshowyou——thenewpress。YourememberIaskedforonelastmonth?Thisisit。See,thisishowitworks。Hereiswherethecurdsgo。look。Andthiscoverisscreweddownlikethis,andthenyouworktheleverthisway。Shegraspedtheleverinbothhands,throwingherweightuponit,hersmooth,barearmswellingroundandfirmwiththeeffort,oneslimfoot,initslowshoesetoffwiththebright,steelbuckle,bracedagainstthewall。
My,butthattakesstrength,shepanted,lookingupathimandsmiling。Butisn’titafinepress?Justwhatweneeded。
And,Annixterclearedhisthroat,andwheredoyoukeepthecheesesandthebutter?Hethoughtitverylikelythatthesewereinthecellarofthedairy。
Inthecellar,answeredHilma。Downhere,see?Sheraisedtheflapofthecellardoorattheendoftheroom。Wouldyouliketosee?Comedown。I’llshowyou。
Shewentbeforehimdownintothecoolobscurityunderneath,redolentofnewcheeseandfreshbutter。Annixterfollowed,acertainexcitementbeginningtogainuponhim。HewasalmostsurenowthatHilmawantedhimtokissher。Atallevents,onecouldbuttry。But,asyet,hewasnotabsolutelysure。Supposehehadbeenmistakeninher。supposesheshouldconsiderherselfinsultedandfreezehimwithanicystare。Annixterwincedattheverythoughtofit。Betterletthewholebusinessgo,andgettowork。Hewaswastinghalfthemorning。Yet,ifsheDID
wanttogivehimtheopportunityofkissingher,andhefailedtotakeadvantageofit,whataninnyshewouldthinkhim。shewoulddespisehimforbeingafraid。Heafraid!He,Annixter,afraidofafool,feemalegirl。Why,heowedittohimselfasamantogoasfarashecould。HetoldhimselfthatthatgoatOstermanwouldhavekissedHilmaTreeweeksago。Totesthisstateofmind,heimaginedhimselfashavingdecidedtokissher,afterall,andatoncewassurprisedtoexperienceapoignantqualmofexcitement,hisheartbeatingheavily,hisbreathcomingshort。
Atthesametime,hiscourageremainedwithhim。Hewasnotafraidtotry。Hefeltagreaterrespectforhimselfbecauseofthis。Hisself-assurancehardenedwithinhim,andasHilmaturnedtohim,askinghimtotasteacutfromoneoftheripecheeses,hesuddenlysteppedclosetoher,throwinganarmabouthershoulders,advancinghishead。
Butatthelastsecond,hebungled,hesitated。Hilmashrankfromhim,suppleasayoungreed。Annixterclutchedharshlyatherarm,andtrodhisfullweightupononeofherslenderfeet,hischeekandchinbarelytouchingthedelicatepinklobeofoneofherears,hislipsbrushingmerelyafoldofhershirtwaistbetweenneckandshoulder。Thethingwasafailure,andatonceherealisedthatnothinghadbeenfurtherfromHilma’smindthantheideaofhiskissingher。
Shestartedbackfromhimabruptly,herhandsnervouslyclaspedagainstherbreast,drawinginherbreathsharplyandholdingitwithalittle,tremulouscatchofthethroatthatsentaquiveringvibrationthelengthofhersmooth,whiteneck。Hereyesopenedwidewithachildlikelook,moreofastonishmentthananger。Shewassurprised,outofallmeasure,discountenanced,takenallaback,andwhenshefoundherbreath,gavevoicetoagreatOhofdismayanddistress。
Foraninstant,Annixterstoodawkwardlyinhisplace,ridiculous,clumsy,murmuringoverandoveragain:
Well——well——that’sallright——who’sgoingtohurtyou?Youneedn’tbeafraid——who’sgoingtohurtyou——that’sallright。
Then,suddenly,withaquick,indefinitegestureofonearm,heexclaimed:
Good-bye,I——I’msorry。
Heturnedaway,stridingupthestairs,crossingthedairy-room,andregainedtheopenair,ragingandfurious。Heturnedtowardthebarns,clappinghishatuponhishead,mutteringthewhileunderhisbreath:
Oh,yougoat!YoubeastlyfoolPIP。GoodLORD,whatanassyou’vemadeofyourselfnow!
SuddenlyheresolvedtoputHilmaTreeoutofhisthoughts。Thematterwasinterferingwithhiswork。Thiskindofthingwassurenotearninganymoney。Heshookhimselfasthoughfreeinghisshouldersofanirksomeburden,andturnedhisentireattentiontotheworknearestathand。
Theprolongedrattleoftheshinglers’hammersupontheroofofthebigbarnattractedhim,and,crossingoverbetweentheranchhouseandtheartesianwell,hestoodforsometimeabsorbedinthecontemplationofthevastbuilding,amusedandinterestedwiththeconfusionofsounds——theclatterofhammers,thecadencedscrapeofsaws,andtherhythmicshuffleofplanes——thatissuedfromthegangofcarpenterswhowereatthatmomentputtingthefinishingtouchesupontheroofandrowsofstalls。
Aboyandtwomenwerebusyhangingthegreatslidingdooratthesouthend,whilethepainters——comedownfromBonnevilleearlythatmorning——wereengagedinadjustingthesprayandforceengine,bymeansofwhichAnnixterhadinsisteduponpaintingthevastsurfacesofthebarn,condemningtheuseofbrushesandpotsforsuchworkasold-fashionedandout-of-date。
Hecalledtooneoftheforemen,toaskwhenthebarnwouldbeentirelyfinished,andwastoldthatattheendoftheweekthehayandstockcouldbeinstalled。
Andapreciouslongtimeyou’vebeenatit,too,Annixterdeclared。
Well,youknowtherain——
Oh,rottherain!Iworkintherain。Youandyourunionsmakemesick。
But,Mr。Annixter,wecouldn’thavebegunpaintingintherain。
Thejobwouldhavebeenspoiled。
Hoh,yes,spoiled。That’sallverywell。Maybeitwould,andthen,again,maybeitwouldn’t。
Butwhentheforemanhadlefthim,Annixtercouldnotforbearagrowlofsatisfaction。Itcouldnotbedeniedthatthebarnwassuperb,monumentaleven。Almostanyoneoftheotherbarnsinthecountycouldbeswung,bird-cagefashion,insideofit,withroomtospare。Ineverysense,thebarnwaspreciselywhatAnnixterhadhopedofit。Inhispleasureoverthesuccessofhisidea,evenHilmaforthemomentwasforgotten。
And,now,murmuredAnnixter,I’llgivethatdanceinit。I’llmake’emsitup。
Itoccurredtohimthathehadbettersetaboutsendingouttheinvitationsfortheaffair。Hewaspuzzledtodecidejusthowthethingshouldbemanaged,andresolvedthatitmightbeaswelltoconsultMagnusandMrs。Derrick。
Iwanttotalkofthistelegramofthegoat’swithMagnus,anyhow,hesaidtohimselfreflectively,andthere’sthingsI
gottodoinBonnevillebeforethefirstofthemonth。
Heturnedaboutonhisheelwithalastlookatthebarn,andsetofftowardthestable。HehaddecidedtohavehishorsesaddledandrideovertoBonnevillebywayofLosMuertos。Hewouldmakeadayofit,wouldseeMagnus,Harran,oldBrodersonandsomeofthebusinessmenofBonneville。
Afewmomentslater,herodeoutofthebarnandthestable-yard,afreshcigarbetweenhisteeth,hishatslantedoverhisfaceagainsttheraysofthesun,asyetlowintheeast。Hecrossedtheirrigatingditchandgainedthetrail——theshortcutoverintoLosMuertos,bywayofHooven’s。Itledsouthandwestintothelowgroundovergrownbygrey-greenwillowsbyBrodersonCreek,atthistimeoftherainyseasonastreamofconsiderablevolume,fartherondippingsharplytopassunderneaththeLongTrestleoftherailroad。Ontheothersideoftherightofway,AnnixterwasobligedtoopenthegateinDerrick’slinefence。
Hemanagedthiswithoutdismounting,swearingatthehorsethewhile,andspurringhimcontinually。Butonceinsidethegatehecanteredforwardbriskly。
ThispartofLosMuertoswasHooven’sholding,somefivehundredacresenclosedbetweentheirrigatingditchandBrodersonCreek,andhalfthewayacross,AnnixtercameupwithHoovenhimself,busilyatworkreplacingabrokenwasherinhisseeder。Upononeofthehorseshitchedtothemachine,herhandsgrippedtightlyupontheharnessofthecollar,Hilda,hislittledaughter,withhersmall,hob-nailedbootsandboy’scanvasoveralls,sat,exaltedandpetrifiedwithecstasyandexcitement,hereyeswideopened,herhairinatangle。
Hello,Bismarck,saidAnnixter,drawingupbesidehim。WhatareYOUdoinghere?IthoughttheGovernorwasgoingtomanagewithouthistenantsthisyear。
Ach,Meest’rEnnixter,criedtheother,straighteningup。
Ach,dat’syou,eh?Ach,youbedthedoandmenegemitoutme。
Me,Igottastay。ItalkderstraighdtalkmitderGovernor。I
fix’em。Ach,youbedt。SiebenyahrIhefbeiderrenchge-
stopped。yais,sir。Eferyodersohn-of-a-guhnbeiderplaicegeddersachbudme。Eh?Watyoutinkvondoseting?
Ithinkthat’sacrazy-lookingmonkey-wrenchyou’vegotthere,
observedAnnixter,glancingattheinstrumentinHooven’shand。
Ach,dotwrainch,returnedHooven。Soh!Wail,ItellyoudosetingnowwhairIgot’em。Say,youseedotwrainch。Dat’snotEmericenwrainchatalle。Igot’ematGravelottederdaywelickedderstuffunoudtderFrainch,ach,youbedt。Me,IpelongtoderWurtembergredgimend,dotdeyusetosuppordderbatterievonderBrincevonHohenlohe。Allederdaywelaydownbeiderstomachinderfeildtbehindtderbatterie,undderschellsvonderFrainchcennonhefeggsblode——ach,donnerwetter!——Itinkeferyschelleggsblodebeiderbecksidemyneck。Unddatgoonderwholeday,noddunelse,noddunaberderFrainchschell,b-r-
r,b-r-rb-r-r,b-r-AM,unddersmoag,undunzerbatterie,datgooffslow,steady,yoostlikederglock,eins,zwei,boom!eins,zwei,boom!yoostlikederglock,oferundoferagain,allederday。Denvhendernightcomedeysaywehevdergreatvictoriemade。Idoandknow。VhatdoIseevonderbettle?Noddun。Denwegedtoopundmaerchundmaerchallenight,undindermorgenweheardosecennonegain,helloafderway,far-off,Idoandknowvhair。Budt,nef’rmindt。Brettyqnick,ach,Gott——hisfaceflamedscarlet,Ach,dulieberGott!Brettyzoon,derewassderKaiser,glosebei,undFritz,UnzerFritz。BeiGott,denIgograzy,undyell,ach,youbedt,derwholeredgimend:
’HochderKaiser!HochderVaterland!’Undderdearscometodereyes,Idoandknowbecausevhy,unddermensgryundshaikederhend,undderwholeredgimendmaerchofflikedat,fairybroudt,beiGott,derheadoophigh,undsing’DieWachtamRhein。’DotwassGravelotte。
Andthemonkey-wrench?
Ach,Ipick’umoopvhenderbatteriego。Dercennoniershefforgedtundleaf’um。Icarry’umindersack。ItinkIuse’umvhenIgedthomeinderbusiness。IwasmakervonvagonsinCarlsruhe,undInef’rgedthomeagain。Vhenderwarhefgodtover,IgobecktoUlmundgedtmarriet,unddenIgedtdemnsickvonderarmie。VhenIgedtderrelease,Iclairoudt,youbedt。
IcometoEmerica。First,NewYor-ruk。denMilwaukee。denSbringfieldt-Illinoy。denGalifornie,undheirIstay。
AndtheFatherland?Everwanttogoback?
Wail,Itellyoudoseting,Meest’rEnnixter。Alle-ways,ItinkalotoafShairmany,undderKaiser,undnef’rIforgedtGravelotte。Budt,say,Itellyoudoseting。Vhairderwifeis,undderkinder——derleedlegirlHilda——DEREISDERVATERLAND。
Eh?Emerica,dat’smygountrynow,unddere,hepointedbehindhimtothehouseunderthemammothoaktreeontheLowerRoad,dat’smyhome。Dat’sgootenoughVaterlandforme。
Annixtergatheredupthereins,abouttogoon。
SoyoulikeAmerica,doyou,Bismarck?hesaid。Whodoyouvotefor?
Emerica?Idoandknow,returnedtheother,insistently。
Dat’smyhomeyonder。Dat’smyVaterland。AllevonweShairmensyoostlikedot。Shairmany,dot’shelloafsomefineplaice,sure。BudtderVaterlandissvhairderhomeundderwifeundkinderiss。Eh?Yes?Voad?Ach,no。Me,Inef’rvoad。
Idoandbodderderhaidmitdoseting。Imaigderwheatgrow,undgedderbraidfurderwifeundHilda,dot’sall。Dot’sme。
dot’sBismarck。
Good-bye,commentedAnnixter,movingoff。
Hooven,thewasherreplaced,turnedtohisworkagain,startingupthehorses。Theseederadvanced,whirring。
Ach,Hilda,leedlegirl,hecried,holdtightbeidershdrapon。HeyMULE!Hoop!Gedtoop,you。
Annixtercanteredon。Inafewmoments,hehadcrossedBrodersonCreekandhadenteredupontheHomeranchofLosMuertos。Aheadofhim,butsofaroffthatthegreaterportionofitsbulkwasbelowthehorizon,hecouldseetheDerricks’home,aroofortwobetweenthedullgreenofcypressandeucalyptus。Nothingelsewasinsight。Thebrownearth,smooth,unbroken,wasasalimitless,mud-colouredocean。Thesilencewasprofound。
Then,atlength,Annixter’ssearchingeyemadeoutabluronthehorizontothenorthward。theblurconcentrateditselftoaspeck。thespeckgrewbysteadydegreestoaspot,slowlymoving,anoteofdullcolour,barelydarkerthantheland,butaninkyblacksilhouetteasittoppedalowriseofgroundandstoodforamomentoutlinedagainstthepaleblueofthesky。Annixterturnedhishorsefromtheroadandrodeacrosstheranchlandtomeetthisnewobjectofinterest。Asthespotgrewlarger,itresolveditselfintoconstituents,acollectionofunits。itsshapegrewirregular,fragmentary。Adisintegrated,nebulousconfusionadvancedtowardAnnixter,preceded,ashediscoveredonnearerapproach,byamedleyoffaintsounds。Nowitwasnolongeraspot,butacolumn,acolumnthatmoved,accompaniedbyspots。AsAnnixterlessenedthedistance,thesespotsresolvedthemselvesintobuggiesormenonhorsebackthatkeptpacewiththeadvancingcolumn。Therewerehorsesinthecolumnitself。
Atfirstglance,itappearedasiftherewerenothingelse,ariderlesssquadrontrampingsteadilyovertheupturnedploughlandoftheranch。Butitdrewnearer。Thehorseswereinlines,sixabreast,harnessedtomachines。Thenoiseincreased,defineditself。Therewasashoutortwo。occasionallyahorseblewthroughhisnostrilswithaprolonged,vibratingsnort。Theclickandclinkofmetalworkwasincessant,themachinesthrowingoffacontinualrattleofwheelsandcogsandclashingsprings。Thecolumnapproachednearer。wascloseathand。Thenoisesmingledtoasubdueduproar,abewilderingconfusion。theimpactofinnumerablehoofswasaveritablerumble。Machineaftermachineappeared。andAnnixter,drawingtooneside,remainedfornearlytenminuteswatchingandinterested,while,likeanarrayofchariots——clattering,jostling,creaking,clashing,aninterminableprocession,machinesucceedingmachine,six-horseteamsucceedingsix-horseteam——bustling,hurried——
MagnusDerrick’sthirty-threegraindrills,eachwithitseighthoes,wentclamouringpast,likeanadvanceofmilitary,seedingthetenthousandacresofthegreatranch。fecundatingthelivingsoil。implantingdeepinthedarkwomboftheEarththegermoflife,thesustenanceofawholeworld,thefoodofanentirePeople。
Whenthedrillshadpassed,AnnixterturnedandrodebacktotheLowerRoad,overthelandnowthickwithseed。HedidnotwonderthattheseedingonLosMuertosseemedtobehastilyconducted。
MagnusandHarranDerrickhadnotyetbeenabletomakeupthetimelostatthebeginningoftheseason,whentheyhadwaitedsolongfortheploughstoarrive。Theyhadbeenbehindhandallthetime。OnAnnixter’sranch,thelandhadnotonlybeenharrowed,aswellasseeded,butinsomecases,cross-harrowedaswell。
Thelabourofputtinginthevastcropwasover。Nowtherewasnothingtodobutwait,whiletheseedsilentlygerminated。
nothingtodobutwatchforthewheattocomeup。
WhenAnnixterreachedtheranchhouseofLosMuertos,undertheshadeofthecypressandeucalyptustrees,hefoundMrs。Derrickontheporch,seatedinalongwickerchair。Shehadbeenwashingherhair,andthelightbrownlocksthatyetretainedsomuchoftheirbrightness,werecarefullyspreadinthesunoverthebackofherchair。Annixtercouldnotbutremarkthat,spiteofhermorethanfiftyyears,AnnieDerrickwasyetratherpretty。Hereyeswerestillthoseofayounggirl,justtouchedwithanuncertainexpressionofinnocenceandinquiry,butasherglancefelluponhim,hefoundthatthatexpressionchangedtooneofuneasiness,ofdistrust,almostofaversion。
Thenightbeforethis,afterMagnusandhiswifehadgonetobed,theyhadlainawakeforhours,staringupintothedark,talking,talking。Magnushadnotlongbeenabletokeepfromhiswifethenewsofthecoalitionthatwasformingagainsttherailroad,northefactthatthiscoalitionwasdeterminedtogainitsendsbyanymeansatitscommand。HehadtoldherofOsterman’sschemeofafraudulentelectiontoseataBoardofRailroadCommissioners,whoshouldbenomineesofthefarminginterests。
Magnusandhiswifehadtalkedthismatteroverandoveragain。
andthesamediscussion,begunimmediatelyaftersuppertheeveningbefore,hadlastedtillfarintothenight。
Atonce,AnnieDerrickhadbeenseizedwithasuddenterrorlestMagnus,afterall,shouldallowhimselftobepersuaded。shouldyieldtothepressurethatwaseverydaygrowingstronger。Nonebetterthansheknewtheironintegrityofherhusband’scharacter。Nonebetterthansherememberedhowhisdearestambition,thatofpoliticalpreferment,hadbeenthwartedbyhisrefusaltotruckle,toconnive,tocompromisewithhisideasofright。Now,atlast,thereseemedtobeachange。Longcontinuedoppression,pettytyranny,injusticeandextortionhaddrivenhimtoexasperation。S。Behrman’sinsultsstillrankled。
HeseemednearlyreadytocountenanceOsterman’sscheme。Theveryfactthathewaswillingtotalkofittohersooftenandatsuchgreatlength,wasproofpositivethatitoccupiedhismind。Thepityofit,thetragedyofit!He,Magnus,theGovernor,whohadbeensostaunch,sorigidlyupright,soloyaltohisconvictions,sobitterinhisdenunciationoftheNewPolitics,soscathinginhisattacksonbriberyandcorruptioninhighplaces。wasitpossiblethatnow,atlast,hecouldbebroughttowithholdhiscondemnationofthedeviousintriguesoftheunscrupulous,goingonthereunderhisveryeyes?ThatMagnusshouldnotcommandHarrantorefrainfromallintercoursewiththeconspirators,hadbeenamatterofvastsurprisetoMrs。
Derrick。TimewaswhenMagnuswouldhaveforbiddenhissontosomuchasrecogniseadishonourableman。
Butbesidesallthis,Derrick’swifetrembledatthethoughtofherhusbandandsonengaginginsodesperateagrapplewiththerailroad——thatgreatmonster,iron-hearted,relentless,infinitelypowerful。Alwaysithadissuedtriumphantfromthefight。alwaysS。Behrman,theCorporation’schampion,remaineduponthefieldasvictor,placid,unperturbed,unassailable。Butnowamoreterriblestrugglethananyhithertoloomedmenacingovertherimofthefuture。moneywastobespentlikewater。
personalreputationsweretobehazardedintheissue。failuremeantruininalldirections,financialruin,moralruin,ruinofprestige,ruinofcharacter。Success,tohermind,wasalmostimpossible。AnnieDerrickfearedtherailroad。Atnight,wheneverythingelsewasstill,thedistantroarofpassingtrainsechoedacrossLosMuertos,fromGuadalajara,fromBonneville,orfromtheLongTrestle,straightintoherheart。Atsuchmomentsshesawveryplainlythegallopingterrorofsteamandsteel,withitssingleeye,cyclopean,red,shootingfromhorizontohorizon,symbolofavastpower,hugeandterrible。theleviathanwithtentaclesofsteel,toopposewhichmeanttobegroundtoinstantdestructionbeneaththeclashingwheels。No,itwasbettertosubmit,toresignoneselftotheinevitable。Sheobliteratedherself,shrinkingfromtheharshnessoftheworld,striving,withvainhands,todrawherhusbandbackwithher。
JustbeforeAnnixter’sarrival,shehadbeensitting,thoughtful,inherlongchair,anopenvolumeofpoemsturneddownuponherlap,herglancelosingitselfintheimmensityofLosMuertosthat,fromtheedgeofthelawncloseby,unrolleditself,gigantic,towardthefar,southernhorizon,wrinkledandserratedaftertheseason’sploughing。Theearth,hithertogreywithdust,wasnowupturnedandbrown。Asfarastheeyecouldreach,itwasemptyofalllife,bare,mournful,absolutelystill。and,asshelooked,thereseemedtohermorbidimagination——diseasedanddisturbedwithlongbrooding,sickwiththemonotonyofrepeatedsensation——tobedisengagedfromallthisimmensity,asenseofavastoppression,formless,disquieting。Theterrorofsheerbignessgrewslowlyinhermind。lonelinessbeyondwordsgraduallyenvelopedher。Shewaslostinalltheselimitlessreachesofspace。Hadshebeenabandonedinmid-ocean,inanopenboat,herterrorcouldhardlyhavebeengreater。Shefeltvividlythatcertainuncongenialitywhich,whenallissaid,foreverremainsbetweenhumanityandtheearthwhichsupportsit。
Sherecognisedthecolossalindifferenceofnature,nothostile,evenkindlyandfriendly,solongasthehumanant-swarmwassubmissive,workingwithit,hurryingalongatitssideinthemysteriousmarchofthecenturies。Let,however,theinsectrebel,strivetomakeheadagainstthepowerofthisnature,andatonceitbecamerelentless,agiganticengine,avastpower,huge,terrible。aleviathanwithaheartofsteel,knowingnocompunction,noforgiveness,notolerance。crushingoutthehumanatomwithsoundlesscalm,theagonyofdestructionsendingneverajar,neverthefaintesttremourthroughallthatprodigiousmechanismofwheelsandcogs。
Suchthoughtsasthesedidnottakeshapedistinctlyinhermind。
Shecouldnothavetoldherselfexactlywhatitwasthatdisquietedher。Sheonlyreceivedthevaguesensationofthesethings,asitwereabreathofwinduponherface,confused,troublous,anindefinitesenseofhostilityintheair。
Thesoundofhoofsgrindinguponthegravelofthedrivewaybroughthertoherselfagain,and,withdrawinghergazefromtheemptyplainofLosMuertos,shesawyoungAnnixterstoppinghishorsebythecarriagesteps。Butthesightofhimonlydivertedhermindtotheothertrouble。Shecouldnotbutregardhimwithaversion。Hewasoneoftheconspirators,wasoneoftheleadersinthebattlethatimpended。nodoubt,hehadcometomakeafreshattempttowinoverMagnustotheunholyalliance。
However,therewaslittletraceofenmityinhergreeting。Herhairwasstillspread,likeabroadpatchofback,andshemadethatherexcusefornotgettingup。InanswertoAnnixter’sembarrassedinquiryafterMagnus,shesenttheChinesecooktocallhimfromtheoffice。andAnnixter,aftertyinghishorsetotheringdrivenintothetrunkofoneoftheeucalyptustrees,cameuptotheporch,and,takingoffhishat,satdownuponthesteps。
IsHarrananywhereabout?heasked。I’dliketoseeHarran,too。
No,saidMrs。Derrick,HarranwenttoBonnevilleearlythismorning。
SheglancedtowardAnnixternervously,withoutturningherhead,lestsheshoulddisturbheroutspreadhair。
WhatisityouwanttoseeMr。Derrickabout?sheinquiredhastily。IsitaboutthisplantoelectaRailroadCommission?
Magnusdoesnotapproveofit,shedeclaredwithenergy。Hetoldmesolastnight。
Annixtermovedaboutawkwardlywherehesat,smoothingdownwithhishandtheonestifflockofyellowhairthatpersistentlystoodupfromhiscrownlikeanIndian’sscalp-lock。Atoncehissuspicionswereallaroused。Ah!thisfeemalewomanwastryingtogetaholdonhim,tryingtoinvolvehiminapetticoatmess,tryingtocajolehim。Upontheinstant,hebecameverycrafty。
anexcessofprudencepromptlycongealedhisnaturalimpulses。
Inanactualspasmofcaution,hescarcelytrustedhimselftospeak,terrifiedlestheshouldcommithimselftosomething。Heglancedaboutapprehensively,prayingthatMagnusmightjointhemspeedily,relievingthetension。
Icametoseeaboutgivingadanceinmynewbarn,heanswered,scowlingintothedepthsofhishat,asthoughreadingfromnoteshehadconcealedthere。IwantedtoaskhowIshouldsendouttheinvites。Ithoughtofjustputtinganad。inthe’Mercury。’
Butashespoke,PresleyhadcomeupbehindAnnixterintimetogetthedriftoftheconversation,andnowobserved:
That’snonsense,Buck。You’renotgivingapublicball。YouMUSTsendoutinvitations。
Hello,Presley,youthere?exclaimedAnnixter,turninground。
Thetwoshookhands。
Sendoutinvitations?repeatedAnnixteruneasily。WhymustI?
Becausethat’stheonlywaytodo。
Itis,isit?answeredAnnixter,perplexedandtroubled。NoothermanofhisacquaintancecouldhavesocontradictedAnnixterwithoutprovokingaquarrelupontheinstant。Whytheyoungrancher,irascible,obstinate,belligerent,shouldinvariablydefertothepoet,wasaninconsistencynevertobeexplained。
ItwaswithgreatsurprisethatMrs。Derrickheardhimcontinue:
Well,Isupposeyouknowwhatyou’retalkingabout,Pres。Musthavewritteninvites,hey?
Ofcourse。
Typewritten?
Why,whatanassyouare,Buck,observedPresleycalmly。
Beforeyougetthroughwithit,youwillprobablyinsultthree-
fourthsofthepeopleyouintendtoinvite,andhaveaboutahundredquarrelsonyourhands,andalawsuitortwo。
However,beforeAnnixtercouldreply,Magnuscameoutontheporch,erect,grave,freshlyshaven。Withoutrealisingwhathewasdoing,Annixterinstinctivelyrosetohisfeet。ItwasasthoughMagnuswasacommander-in-chiefofanunseenarmy,andheasubaltern。Therewassomelittleconversationastotheproposeddance,andthenAnnixterfoundanexcusefordrawingtheGovernoraside。Mrs。Derrickwatchedthetwowitheyesfullofpoignantanxiety,astheyslowlypacedthelengthofthegraveldrivewaytotheroadgate,andstoodthere,leaninguponit,talkingearnestly。Magnustall,thin-lipped,impassive,onehandinthebreastofhisfrockcoat,hisheadbare,hiskeen,blueeyesfixeduponAnnixter’sface。Annixtercameatoncetothemainpoint。
IgotawirefromOstermanthismorning,Governor,and,well——
we’vegotDisbrow。ThatmeansthattheDenver,PuebloandMojaveisbackofus。There’shalfthefightwon,firstoff。
Ostermanbribedhim,Isuppose,observedMagnus。
Annixterraisedashouldervexatiously。
You’vegottopayforwhatyouget,hereturned。Youdon’tgetsomethingfornothing,Iguess。Governor,hewenton,I
don’tseehowyoucanstayoutofthisbusinessmuchlonger。Youseehowitwillbe。We’regoingtowin,andIdon’tseehowyoucanfeelthatit’srightofyoutoletusdoalltheworkandstandalltheexpense。There’sneverbeenamovementofanyimportancethatwentonaroundyouthatyouweren’ttheleaderinit。AllTulareCounty,alltheSanJoaquin,forthatmatter,knowsyou。Theywantaleader,andtheyarelookingtoyou。I
knowhowyoufeelaboutpoliticsnowadays。But,Governor,standardshavechangedsinceyourtime。everybodyplaysthegamenowasweareplayingit——themosthonourablemen。Youcan’tplayitanyotherway,and,pshaw!iftherightwinsoutintheend,that’sthemainthing。Wewantyouinthisthing,andwewantyoubad。You’vebeenchewingonthisaffairnowalongtime。Haveyoumadeupyourmind?Doyoucomein?Itellyouwhat,you’vegottolookatthesethingsinalargeway。You’vegottojudgebyresults。Well,now,whatdoyouthink?Doyoucomein?
Magnus’sglanceleftAnnixter’sface,andforaninstantsoughttheground。Hisfrownlowered,butnowitwasinperplexity,ratherthaninanger。Hismindwastroubled,harassedwithathousanddissensions。
ButoneofMagnus’sstrongestinstincts,oneofhiskeenestdesires,wastobe,ifonlyforashorttime,themaster。Tocontrolmenhadeverbeenhisambition。submissionofanykind,hisgreatesthorror。Hisenergystirredwithinhim,goadedbythelashofhisanger,hissenseofindignity,ofinsult。Ohforonemomenttobeabletostrikeback,tocrushhisenemy,todefeattherailroad,holdtheCorporationinthegripofhisfist,putdownS。Behrman,rehabilitatehimself,regainhisself-
respect。Tobeoncemorepowerful,tocommand,todominate。Histhinlipspressedthemselvestogether。thenostrilsofhisprominenthawk-likenosedilated,hiserect,commandingfigurestiffenedunconsciously。Foramoment,hesawhimselfcontrollingthesituation,theforemostfigureinhisState,feared,respected,thousandsofmenbeneathhim,hisambitionatlengthgratified。hiscareer,onceapparentlybroughttonaught,completed。successapalpableachievement。Whatifthiswerehischance,afterall,comeatlastafteralltheseyears。Hischance!Theinstinctsoftheold-timegambler,themostredoubtablepokerplayerofElDoradoCounty,stirredattheword。Chance!Toknowitwhenitcame,torecogniseitasitpassedfleetasawind-flurry,gripatit,catchatit,blind,reckless,stakingalluponthehazardoftheissue,thatwasgenius。WasthishisChance?Allofasudden,itseemedtohimthatitwas。Buthishonour!Hischerished,lifelongintegrity,theunstainedpurityofhisprinciples?Atthislatedate,weretheytobesacrificed?Couldhenowgocountertoallthefirmbuiltfabricofhischaracter?How,afterward,couldhebeartolookHarranandLymanintheface?And,yet——and,yet——backswungthependulum——toneglecthisChancemeantfailure。alifebeguninpromise,andendedinobscurity,perhapsinfinancialruin,povertyeven。Toseizeitmeantachievement,fame,influence,prestige,possiblygreatwealth。
Iamsosorrytointerrupt,saidMrs。Derrick,asshecameup。
IhopeMr。Annixterwillexcuseme,butIwantMagnustoopenthesafeforme。Ihavelostthecombination,andImusthavesomemoney。Phelpsisgoingintotown,andIwanthimtopaysomebillsforme。Can’tyoucomerightaway,Magnus?Phelpsisreadyandwaiting。
Annixterstruckhisheelintothegroundwithasuppressedoath。
Alwaysthesefoolfeemalewomencamebetweenhimandhisplans,mixingthemselvesupinhisaffairs。Magnushadbeenontheverypointofsayingsomething,perhapscommittinghimselftosomecourseofaction,and,atpreciselythewrongmoment,hiswifehadcutin。Theopportunitywaslost。Thethreereturnedtowardtheranchhouse。butbeforesayinggood-bye,AnnixterhadsecuredfromMagnusapromisetotheeffectthat,beforecomingtoadefinitedecisioninthematterunderdiscussion,hewouldtalkfurtherwithhim。
Presleymethimattheporch。HewasgoingintotownwithPhelps,andproposedtoAnnixterthatheshouldaccompanythem。
IwanttogooverandseeoldBroderson,Annixterobjected。
ButPresleyinformedhimthatBrodersonhadgonetoBonnevilleearlierinthemorning。Hehadseenhimgopastinhisbuckboard。Thethreemensetoff,PhelpsandAnnixteronhorseback,Presleyonhisbicycle。
Whentheyhadgone,Mrs。Derricksoughtoutherhusbandintheofficeoftheranchhouse。Shewasatherprettiestthatmorning,hercheeksflushedwithexcitement,herinnocent,wide-
openeyesalmostgirlish。Shehadfastenedherhair,stillmoist,withablackribbontiedatthebackofherhead,andthesoftmassoflightbrownreachedtobelowherwaist,makingherlookveryyoung。
Whatwasithewassayingtoyoujustnow,sheexclaimed,asshecamethroughthegateinthegreen-paintedwirerailingoftheoffice。WhatwasMr。Annixtersaying?Iknow。Hewastryingtogetyoutojoinhim,tryingtopersuadeyoutobedishonest,wasn’tthatit?Tellme,Magnus,wasn’tthatit?
Magnusnodded。
Hiswifedrewclosetohim,puttingahandonhisshoulder。
Butyouwon’t,willyou?Youwon’tlistentohimagain。youwon’tsomuchasallowhim——anybody——toevensupposeyouwouldlendyourselftobribery?Oh,Magnus,Idon’tknowwhathascomeoveryoutheselastfewweeks。Why,beforethis,youwouldhavebeeninsultedifanyonethoughtyouwouldevenconsideranythinglikedishonesty。Magnus,itwouldbreakmyheartifyoujoinedMr。AnnixterandMr。Osterman。Why,youcouldn’tbethesamemantomeafterward。you,whohavekeptyourselfsocleantillnow。
Andtheboys。whatwouldLymansay,andHarran,andeveryonewhoknowsyouandrespectsyou,ifyouloweredyourselftobejustapoliticaladventurer!
Foramoment,Derrickleanedhisheaduponhishand,avoidinghergaze。Atlength,hesaid,drawingadeepbreath:Iamtroubled,Annie。Thesearetheevildays。Ihavemuchuponmymind。
Evildaysornot,sheinsisted,promisemethisonething,thatyouwillnotjoinMr。Annixter’sscheme。
Shehadtakenhishandinbothofhersandwaslookingintohisface,herprettyeyesfullofpleading。
Promiseme,sherepeated。givemeyourword。Whateverhappens,letmealwaysbeabletobeproudofyou,asIalwayshavebeen。Givemeyourword。IknowyouneverseriouslythoughtofjoiningMr。Annixter,butIamsonervousandfrightenedsometimes。Justtorelievemymind,Magnus,givemeyourword。
Why——youareright,heanswered。No,Ineverthoughtseriouslyofit。Onlyforamoment,Iwasambitioustobe——I
don’tknowwhat——whatIhadhopedtobeonce——well,thatisovernow。Annie,yourhusbandisadisappointedman。
Givemeyourword,sheinsisted。Wecantalkaboutotherthingsafterward。
AgainMagnuswavered,abouttoyieldtohisbetterinstinctsandtotheentreatiesofhiswife。Hebegantoseehowperilouslyfarhehadgoneinthisbusiness。Hewasdriftingclosertoiteveryhour。Alreadyhewasentangled,alreadyhisfootwascaughtinthemeshthatwasbeingspun。Sharplyherecoiled。
Againallhisinstinctsofhonestyrevolted。No,whateverhappened,hewouldpreservehisintegrity。Hiswifewasright。
Alwaysshehadinfluencedhisbetterside。Atthatmoment,Magnus’srepugnanceoftheproposedpoliticalcampaignwasatitspitchofintensity。Hewonderedhowhehadeverallowedhimselftosomuchasentertaintheideaofjoiningwiththeothers。
Now,hewouldwrenchfree,would,inasingleinstantofpower,clearhimselfofallcompromisingrelations。Heturnedtohiswife。Uponhislipstrembledthepromisesheimplored。Butsuddenlytherecametohismindtherecollectionofhisnew-madepledgetoAnnixter。Hehadgivenhiswordthatbeforearrivingatadecisionhewouldhavealastinterviewwithhim。ToMagnus,hisgivenwordwassacred。Thoughnowhewantedto,hecouldnotasyetdrawback,couldnotpromisehiswifethathewoulddecidetodoright。Themattermustbedelayedafewdayslonger。
Lamely,heexplainedthistoher。AnnieDerrickmadebutlittleresponsewhenhehaddone。Shekissedhisforeheadandwentoutoftheroom,uneasy,depressed,hermindthrongingwithvaguefears,leavingMagnusbeforehisofficedesk,hisheadinhishands,thoughtful,gloomy,assaultedbyforebodings。
Meanwhile,Annixter,Phelps,andPresleycontinuedontheirwaytowardBonneville。InashorttimetheyhadturnedintotheCountyRoadbythegreatwatering-tank,andproceededonwardintheshadeoftheinterminablelineofpoplartrees,thewind-
breakthatstretchedalongtheroadsideborderingtheBrodersonranch。ButastheydrewneartoCaraher’ssaloonandgrocery,abouthalfamileoutsideofBonneville,theyrecognisedHarran’shorsetiedtotherailinginfrontofit。AnnixterlefttheothersandwentintoseeHarran。
Harran,hesaid,whenthetwohadsatdownoneithersideofoneofthesmalltables,you’vegottomakeupyourmindonewayoranotherprettysoon。Whatareyougoingtodo?AreyougoingtostandbyandseetherestoftheCommitteespendingmoneybythebucketfulinthisthingandkeepyourhandsinyourpockets?
Ifwewin,you’llbenefitjustasmuchastherestofus。I
supposeyou’vegotsomemoneyofyourown——youhave,haven’tyou?
Youareyourfather’smanager,aren’tyou?
DisconcertedatAnnixter’sdirectness,Harranstammeredanaffirmative,adding:
It’shardtoknowjustwhattodo。It’sameanpositionforme,Buck。Iwanttohelpyouothers,butIdowanttoplayfair。I
don’tknowhowtoplayanyotherway。IshouldliketohavealinefromtheGovernorastohowtoact,butthere’snogettingawordoutofhimthesedays。Heseemstowanttoletmedecideformyself。
Well,lookhere,putinAnnixter。Supposeyoukeepoutofthethingtillit’sallover,andthenshareandsharealikewiththeCommitteeoncampaignexpenses。
Harranfellthoughtful,hishandsinhispockets,frowningmoodilyatthetoeofhisboot。Therewasasilence。Then:
Idon’tliketogoitblind,hehazarded。I’msortofsharingtheresponsibilityofwhatyoudo,then。I’masilentpartner。
And,then——Idon’twanttohaveanydifficultieswiththeGovernor。We’vealwaysgotalongwelltogether。Hewouldn’tlikeit,youknow,ifIdidanythinglikethat。
Say,exclaimedAnnixterabruptly,iftheGovernorsayshewillkeephishandsoff,andthatyoucandoasyouplease,willyoucomein?ForGod’ssake,letusranchersacttogetherforonce。
Let’sstandinwitheachotherinONEfight。
Withoutknowingit,Annixterhadtouchedtherightspring。
Idon’tknowbutwhatyou’reright,Harranmurmuredvaguely。
Hissenseofdiscouragement,thatfeelingofwhat’s-the-use,wasnevermoreoppressive。Allfairmeanshadbeentried。Thewheatgrowerwasatlastwithhisbacktothewall。Ifhechosehisownmeansoffighting,theresponsibilitymustrestuponhisenemies,notonhimself。
It’stheonlywaytoaccomplishanything,hecontinued,standinginwitheachother……well,……goaheadandseewhatyoucando。IftheGovernoriswilling,I’llcomeinformyshareofthecampaignfund。
That’ssomesense,exclaimedAnnixter,shakinghimbythehand。
Halfthefightisoveralready。We’vegotDisbrowyouknow。andthenextthingistogetholdofsomeofthoserottenSanFranciscobosses。Ostermanwill——ButHarraninterruptedhim,makingaquickgesturewithhishand。
Don’ttellmeaboutit,hesaid。Idon’twanttoknowwhatyouandOstermanaregoingtodo。IfIdid,Ishouldn’tcomein。
Yet,forallthis,beforetheysaidgood-byeAnnixterhadobtainedHarran’spromisethathewouldattendthenextmeetingoftheCommittee,whenOstermanshouldreturnfromLosAngelesandmakehisreport。HarranwentontowardLosMuertos。
AnnixtermountedandrodeintoBonneville。
Bonnevillewasverylivelyatalltimes。Itwasalittlecityofsometwentyorthirtythousandinhabitants,where,asyet,thecityhall,thehighschoolbuilding,andtheoperahousewereobjectsofcivicpride。Itwaswellgoverned,beautifullyclean,fulloftheenergyandstrenuousyounglifeofanewcity。Anairofthebriskestactivitypervadeditsstreetsandsidewalks。