Ithankedherforhervisit,beggedhertobeseated,andIexpressedalltheinterestIfeltforher。Hergratitudesheweditselfmorebythetoneofhervoicethanbyherwords,andherconfidencebeingalreadycaptivatedshetoldmeartlessly,butnotwithoutsomedignity,hershorthistoryorratherhersituation,andsheconcludedbythesewords:
\"Imustinthecourseofthedayfindalessexpensivelodging,forI
onlypossesssixfrancs。\"
Iaskedherwhethershehadanylettersofrecommendation,andshedrewoutofherpocketaparcelofpaperscontainingsevenoreighttestimonialsofgoodconductandhonesty,andapassport。
\"Isthisallyouhave,mydearcountrywoman?\"
\"Yes。Iintendtocallwithmybrotheruponthesecretaryofwar,andIhopehewilltakepityonme。\"
\"Youdonotknowanybodyhere?\"
\"Notoneperson,sir;youarethefirstmaninFrancetowhomIhaveexposedmysituation。\"
\"Iamacountrymanofyours,andyouarerecommendedtomebyyourpositionaswellasbyyourage;Iwishtobeyouradviser,ifyouwillpermitme。\"
\"Ah,sir!howgratefulIwouldbe!\"
\"Donotmentionit。Givemeyourpapers,Iwillseewhatistobedonewiththem。Donotrelateyourhistorytoanyone,anddonotsayonewordaboutyourposition。Youhadbetterremainatthishotel。
HerearetwoLouiswhichIwilllendyouuntilyouareinapositiontoreturnthemtome。\"
Sheaccepted,expressingherheart—feltgratitude。
MademoiselleVesianwasaninterestingbrunetteofsixteen。ShehadagoodknowledgeofFrenchandItalian,gracefulmanners,andadignitywhichendowedherwithaverynobleappearance。Sheinformedmeofheraffairswithoutmeanness,yetwithoutthattimiditywhichseemstoarisefromafearofthepersonwholistensbeingdisposedtotakeadvantageofthedistressingpositionconfidedtohishonour。
Sheseemedneitherhumiliatednorbold;shehadhope,andshedidnotboastofhercourage。Hervirtuewasbynomeansostentatious,buttherewasinheranairofmodestywhichwouldcertainlyhaveputarestraintuponanyonedisposedtofailinrespecttowardsher。I
felttheeffectofitmyself,forinspiteofherbeautifuleyes,herfinefigure,ofthefreshnessofhercomplexion,hertransparentskin,hernegligee——inoneword,allthatcantemptamanandwhichfilledmewithburningdesires,Ididnotforoneinstantlosecontrolovermyself;shehadinspiredmewithafeelingofrespectwhichhelpedmetomastermysenses,andIpromisedmyselfnotonlytoattemptnothingagainsthervirtue,butalsonottobethefirstmantomakeherdeviatefromtherightpath。Ieventhoughtitbettertopostponetoanotherinterviewalittlespeechonthatsubject,theresultofwhichmightbetomakemefollowadifferentcourse。
\"Youarenowinacity,\"Isaidtoher,\"inwhichyourdestinymustunfolditself,andinwhichallthefinequalitieswhichnaturehassobountifullybestoweduponyou,andwhichmayultimatelycauseyourfortune,maylikewisecauseyourruin;forhere,bydearcountrywoman,wealthymendespisealllibertinewomenexceptthosewhohaveofferedthemthesacrificeoftheirvirtue。Ifyouarevirtuous,andaredetermineduponremainingso,prepareyourselftobearagreatdealofmisery;ifyoufeelyourselfsufficientlyabovewhatiscalledprejudice,if,inoneword,youfeeldisposedtoconsenttoeverything,inordertosecureacomfortableposition,beverycarefulnottomakeamistake。Distrustaltogetherthesweetwordswhicheverypassionatemanwilladdresstoyouforthesakeofobtainingyourfavours,for,hispassiononcesatisfied,hisardourwillcooldown,andyouwillfindyourselfdeceived。Bewaryofyouradorers;theywillgiveyouabundanceofcounterfeitcoin,butdonottrustthemfar。AsfarasIamconcerned,IfeelcertainthatI
shallneverinjureyou,andIhopetobeofsomeusetoyou。Toreassureyouentirelyonmyaccount,Iwilltreatyouasifyouweremysister,forIamtooyoungtoplaythepartofyourfather,andI
wouldnottellyouallthisifIdidnotthinkyouaverycharmingperson。\"
Herbrotherjoinedusasweweretalkingtogether。Hewasagood—
lookingyoungmanofeighteen,wellmade,butwithoutanystyleabouthim;hespokelittle,andhisexpressionwasdevoidofindividuality。
Webreakfastedtogether,andhavingaskedhimaswewereattableforwhatprofessionhefeltaninclination,heansweredthathewasdisposedtodoanythingtoearnanhonourableliving。
\"Haveyouanypeculiartalent?\"
\"Iwriteprettywell。\"
\"Thatissomething。Whenyougoout,mistrusteverybody;donotenteranycaf?andneverspeaktoanyoneinthestreets。Eatyourmealsinyourroomwithyoursister,andtellthelandladytogiveyouasmallclosettosleepin。WritesomethinginFrenchto—day,letmehaveitto—morrowmorning,andwewillseewhatcanbedone。
Asforyou,mademoiselle,mybooksareatyourdisposal,Ihaveyourpapers;to—morrowImayhavesomenewstotellyou;weshallnotseeeachotheragainto—day,forIgenerallycomehomeverylate。\"Shetookafewbooks,madeamodestreverence,andtoldmewithacharmingvoicethatshehadeveryconfidenceinme。
Feelingdisposedtobeusefultoher,whereverIwentduringthatdayIspokeofnothingbutofherandofheraffairs;andeverywheremenandwomentoldmethatifshewasprettyshecouldnotfail,butthatatalleventsitwouldberightforhertotakeallnecessarysteps。
Ireceivedapromisethatthebrothershouldbeemployedinsomeoffice。IthoughtthatthebestplanwouldbetofindsomeinfluentialladywhowouldconsenttopresentMdlle。VesiantoM。d’Argenson,andIknewthatinthemeantimeIcouldsupporther。
IbeggedSilviatomentionthemattertoMadamedeMontconseil,whohadverygreatinfluencewiththesecretaryofwar。Shepromisedtodoso,butshewishedtobeacquaintedwiththeyounggirl。
Ireturnedtothehoteltowardseleveno’clock,andseeingthattherewasalightstillburningintheroomofMdlle。VesianIknockedatherdoor。Sheopenedit,andtoldmethatshehadsatupinthehopeofseeingme。IgaveheranaccountofwhatIhaddone。Ifoundherdisposedtoundertakeallthatwasnecessary,andmostgratefulformyassistance。Shespokeofherpositionwithanairofnobleindifferencewhichsheassumedinordertorestrainhertears;shesucceededinkeepingthemback,butthemoistureinhereyesprovedalltheeffortsshewasmakingtopreventthemfromfalling。Wehadtalkedfortwohours,andgoingfromonesubjecttoanotherIlearnedthatshehadneverloved,andthatshewasthereforeworthyofaloverwhowouldrewardherinapropermannerforthesacrificeofhervirtue。Itwouldhavebeenabsurdtothinkthatmarriagewastobetherewardofthatsacrifice;theyounggirlhadnotyetmadewhatiscalledafalsestep,butshehadnoneoftheprudishfeelingsofthosegirlswhosaythattheywouldnottakesuchastepforallthegoldintheuniverse,andusuallygivewaybeforetheslightestattack;allmyyoungfriendwantedwastodisposeofherselfinaproperandadvantageousmanner。
IcouldnothelpsighingasIlistenedtoherverysensibleremarks,consideringthepositioninwhichshewasplacedbyanadversedestiny。Hersinceritywascharmingtome;Iwasburningwithdesire。LucieofPaseancamebacktomymemory;IrecollectedhowdeeplyIhadrepentedtheinjuryIhaddoneinneglectingasweetflower,whichanotherman,andalessworthyone,hadhastenedtopluck;Ifeltmyselfnearalambwhichwouldperhapsbecomethepreyofsomegreedywolf;andshe,withhernoblefeelings,hercarefuleducation,andacandourwhichanimpurebreathwouldperhapsdestroyforever,wassurelynotdestinedforalotofshame。IregrettedI
wasnotrichenoughtomakeherfortune,andtosaveherhonourandhervirtue。IfeltthatIcouldneithermakehermineinanillegitimatewaynorbeherguardianangel,andthatbybecomingherprotectorIshoulddohermoreharmthangood;inoneword,insteadofhelpingheroutoftheunfortunatepositioninwhichshewas,I
should,perhaps,onlycontributetoherentireruin。DuringthattimeIhadhernearme,speakingtoherinasentimentalway,andnotutteringonesinglewordoflove;butIkissedherhandandherarmstoooftenwithoutcomingtoaresolution,withoutbeginningathingwhichwouldhavetoorapidlycometoanend,andwhichwouldhavecompelledmetokeepherformyself;inthatcase,therewouldhavebeennolongeranyhopeofafortuneforher,andformenomeansofgettingridofher。Ihavelovedwomeneventomadness,butIhavealwayslovedlibertybetter;andwheneverIhavebeenindangeroflosingitfatehascometomyrescue。
IhadremainedaboutfourhourswithMdlle。Vesian,consumedbythemostintensedesires,andIhadhadstrengthenoughtoconquerthem。
Shecouldnotattributemyreservetoafeelingofmodesty,andnotknowingwhyIdidnotshewmoreboldnessshemusthavesupposedthatIwaseitherillorimpotent。Ilefther,afterinvitinghertodinnerforthenextday。
Wehadapleasantdinner,andherbrotherhavinggoneoutforawalkafterourmealwelookedtogetheroutofthewindowfromwhichwecouldseeallthecarriagesgoingtotheItalianComedy。Iaskedherwhethershewouldliketogo;sheansweredmewithasmileofdelight,andwestartedatonce。
IplacedherintheamphitheatrewhereIlefther,tellingherthatwewouldmeetatthehotelateleveno’clock。Iwouldnotremainwithher,inordertoavoidthequestionswhichwouldhavebeenaddressedtome,forthesimplerhertoiletwasthemoreinterestingshelooked。
AfterIhadleftthetheatre,IwenttosupatSilvia’sandreturnedtothehotel。Iwassurprisedatthesightofanelegantcarriage;I
enquiredtowhomitbelonged,andIwastoldthatitwasthecarriageofayoungnoblemanwhohadsuppedwithMdlle。Vesian。Shewasgettingon。
Thefirstthingnextmorning,asIwasputtingmyheadoutofthewindow,Isawahackneycoachstopatthedoorofthehotel;ayoungman,welldressedinamorningcostume,cameoutofit,andaminuteafterIheardhimentertheroomofMdlle。Vesian。Courage!Ihadmadeupmymind;Iaffectedafeelingofcompleteindifferenceinordertodeceivemyself。
Idressedmyselftogoout,andwhileIwasatmytoiletVesiancameinandtoldmethathedidnotliketogointohissister’sroombecausethegentlemanwhohadsuppedwithherhadjustarrived。
\"That’samatterofcourse,\"Isaid。
\"Heisrichandveryhandsome。HewishestotakeushimselftoVersailles,andpromisestoprocuresomeemploymentforme。\"
\"Icongratulateyou。Whoishe?\"
\"Idonotknow。\"
Iplacedinanenvelopethepapersshehadentrustedtome,andI
handedthemtohimtoreturntohissister。Ithenwentout。WhenI
camehometowardsthreeo’clock,thelandladygavemealetterwhichhadbeenleftformebyMdlle。Vesian,whohadleftthehotel。
Iwenttomyroom,openedtheletter,andreadthefollowinglines:
\"Ireturnthemoneyyouhavelentmewithmybestthanks。TheCountdeNarbonnefeelsinterestedinme,andwishestoassistmeandmybrother。Ishallinformyouofeverything,ofthehouseinwhichhewishesmetogoandlive,wherehepromisestosupplymeallIwant。
Yourfriendshipisverydeartome,andIentreatyounottoforgetme。Mybrotherremainsatthehotel,andmyroombelongstomeforthemonth。Ihavepaideverything。\"
\"Hereis,\"saidItomyself,\"asecondLuciedePasean,andIamasecondtimethedupeofmyfoolishdelicacy,forIfeelcertainthatthecountwillnotmakeherhappy。ButIwashmyhandsofitall。\"
IwenttotheTheatreFrancaisintheevening,andenquiredaboutNarbonne。ThefirstpersonIspoketotoldme,\"Heisthesonofawealthyman,butagreatlibertineanduptohisneckindebts。\"
Nicereferences,indeed!ForaweekIwenttoallthetheatresandpublicplacesinthehopeofmakingtheacquaintanceofthecount,butIcouldnotsucceed,andIwasbeginningtoforgettheadventurewhenonemorning,towardseighto’clockVesiancallingonme,toldmethathissisterwasinherroomandwishedtospeaktome。I
followedhimimmediately。Ifoundherlookingunhappyandwitheyesredfromcrying。Shetoldherbrothertogooutforawalk,andwhenhehadgoneshespoketomethus:
\"M。deNarbonne,whomIthoughtanhonestman,becauseIwantedhimtobesuch,cametositbymewhereyouhadleftmeatthetheatre;
hetoldmethatmyfacehadinterestedhim,andheaskedmewhoI
was。ItoldhimwhatIhadtoldyou。Youhadpromisedtothinkofme,butNarbonnetoldmethathedidnotwantyourassistance,ashecouldactbyhimself。Ibelievedhim,andIhavebeenthedupeofmyconfidenceinhim;hehasdeceivedme;heisavillain。\"
Thetearswerechokingher:Iwenttothewindowsoastolethercrywithoutrestraint:afewminutesafter,IcamebackandIsatdownbyher。
\"Tellmeall,mydearVesian,unburdenyourheartfreely,anddonotthinkyourselfguiltytowardsme;inrealityIhavebeenwrongmorethanyou。YourheartwouldnotnowbeapreytosorrowifIhadnotbeensoimprudentastoleaveyoualoneatthetheatre。\"
\"Alas,sir!donotsayso;oughtItoreproachyoubecauseyouthoughtmesovirtuous?Well,inafewwords,themonsterpromisedtoshewmeeverycare,everyattention,onconditionofmygivinghimanundeniable,proofofmyaffectionandconfidence——namely,totakealodgingwithoutmybrotherinthehouseofawomanwhomherepresentedasrespectable。Heinsisteduponmybrothernotlivingwithme,sayingthatevil—mindedpersonsmightsupposehimtobemylover。Iallowedmyselftobepersuaded。Unhappycreature!HowcouldIgivewaywithoutconsultingyou?HetoldmethattherespectablewomantowhomhewouldtakemewouldaccompanymetoVersailles,andthathewouldsendmybrothertheresothatweshouldbebothpresentedtothewarsecretary。Afterourfirstsupperhetoldmethathewouldcomeandfetchmeinahackneycoachthenextmorning。Hepresentedmewithtwolouisandagoldwatch,andI
thoughtIcouldacceptthosepresentsfromayoungnoblemanwhoshewedsomuchinterestinme。Thewomantowhomheintroducedmedidnotseemtomeasrespectableashehadrepresentedhertobe。
Ihavepassedoneweekwithherwithouthisdoinganythingtobenefitmyposition。Hewouldcome,goout,returnashepleased,tellingmeeverydaythatitwouldbethemorrow,andwhenthemorrowcametherewasalwayssomeimpediment。Atlast,atseveno’clockthismorning,thewomantoldmethatthecountwasobligedtogointothecountry,thatahackneycoachwouldbringmebacktohishotel,andthathewouldcomeandseemeonhisreturn。Then,affectinganairofsadness,shetoldmethatImustgiveherbackthewatchbecausethecounthadforgottentopaythewatchmakerforit。Ihandedittoherimmediatelywithoutsayingaword,andwrappingthelittleI
possessedinmyhandkerchiefIcamebackhere,whereIarrivedhalfanhoursince。\"
\"Doyouhopetoseehimonhisreturnfromthecountry?\"
\"Toseehimagain!Oh,Lord!whyhaveIeverseenhim?\"
Shewascryingbitterly,andImustconfessthatnoyounggirlevermovedmesodeeplyasshedidbytheexpressionofhergrief。PityreplacedinmyheartthetendernessIhadfeltforheraweekbefore。
TheinfamousproceedingsofNarbonnedisgustedmetothatextentthat,ifIhadknownwheretofindhimalone,Iwouldimmediatelyhavecompelledhimtogivemereparation。Ofcourse,ItookgoodcarenottoaskthepoorgirltogivemeadetailedaccountofherstayinthehouseofNarbonne’srespectableprocurers;IcouldguessevenmorethanIwantedtoknow,andtoinsistuponthatrecitalwouldhavehumiliatedMdlle。Vesian。Icouldseealltheinfamyofthecountinthetakingbackofthewatchwhichbelongedtoherasagift,andwhichtheunhappygirlhadearnedbuttoowell。IdidallIcouldtodryhertears,andshebeggedmetobeafathertoher,assuringmethatshewouldneveragaindoanythingtorenderherunworthyofmyfriendship,andthatshewouldalwaysbeguidedbymyadvice。
\"Well,mydearyoungfriend,whatyoumustdonowisnotonlytoforgettheunworthycountandhiscriminalconducttowardsyou,butalsothefaultofwhichyouhavebeenguilty。Whatisdonecannotbeundone,andthepastisbeyondremedy;butcomposeyourself,andrecalltheairofcheerfulnesswhichshoneonyourcountenanceaweekago。ThenIcouldreadonyourfacehonesty,candour,goodfaith,andthenobleassurancewhicharousessentimentinthosewhocanappreciateitscharm。Youmustletallthosefeelingsshineagainonyourfeatures;fortheyalonecaninteresthonestpeople,andyourequirethegeneralsympathymorethanever。Myfriendshipisoflittleimportancetoyou,butyoumayrelyuponitallthemorebecauseIfancythatyouhavenowaclaimuponitwhichyouhadnotaweekago:Bequitecertain,Ibeg,thatIwillnotabandonyouuntilyourpositionisproperlysettled。Icannotatpresenttellyoumore;butbesurethatIwillthinkofyou。\"
\"Ah,myfriend!ifyoupromisetothinkofme,Iaskfornomore。
Oh!unhappycreaturethatIam;thereisnotasoulintheworldwhothinksofme。\"
Shewas:sodeeplymovedthatshefaintedaway。Icametoherassistancewithoutcallinganyone,andwhenshehadrecoveredherconsciousnessandsomecalm,Itoldherahundredstories,trueorpurelyimaginary,oftheknavishtricksplayedinParisbymenwhothinkofnothingbutofdeceivingyounggirls。Itoldherafewamusinginstancesinordertomakehermorecheerful,andatlastI
toldherthatsheoughttobethankfulforwhathadhappenedtoherwithNarbonne,becausethatmisfortunewouldgiveherprudenceforthefuture。
Duringthatlongtete—a—teteIhadnodifficultyinabstainingfrombestowinganycaressesuponher;Ididnoteventakeherhand,forwhatIfeltforherwasatenderpity;andIwasveryhappywhenattheendoftwohoursIsawhercalmanddetermineduponbearingmisfortunelikeaheroine。
Shesuddenlyrosefromherseat,and,lookingatmewithanairofmodesttrustfulness,shesaidtome,\"Are,youparticularlyengagedinanywayto—day?\"
\"No,mydear:\"
\"Well,then,begoodenoughtotakemesomewhereoutofParis;tosomeplacewhereIcanbreathethefreshairfreely;IshallthenrecoverthatappearancewhichyouthinkImusthavetointerestinmyfavourthosewhowillseeme;andifIcanenjoyaquietsleepthroughoutthenextnightIfeelIshallbehappyagain。\"
\"Iamgratefultoyouforyourconfidenceinme。WewillgooutassoonasIamdressed。Yourbrotherwillreturninthemeantime。\"
\"Oh,nevermindmybrother!\"
\"Hispresenceis,onthecontrary,ofgreatimportance。Recollect,mydearVesian,youmustmakeNarbonneashamedofhisownconduct。
Youmustconsiderthatifheshouldhappentohearthat,ontheverydayheabandonedyou,youwentintothecountryalonewithme,hewouldtriumph,andwouldcertainlysaythathehasonlytreatedyouasyoudeserved。Butifyougowithyourbrotherandmeyourcountryman,yougivenooccasionforslander。\"
\"Iblushnottohavemadethatremarkmyself。Wewillwaitformybrother’sreturn。\"
Hewasnotlongincomingback,andhavingsentforacoachwewereonthepointofgoing,whenBaletticalledonme。Iintroducedhimtotheyounglady,andinvitedhimtojoinourparty。Heaccepted,andwestarted。AsmyonlypurposewastoamuseMdlle。Vesian,I
toldthecoachmantodriveustotheGrosCaillou,wherewemadeanexcellentimpromptudinner,thecheerfulnessoftheguestsmakingupforthedeficienciesoftheservants。
Vesian,feelinghisheadratherheavy,wentoutforawalkafterdinner,andIremainedalonewithhissisterandmyfriendBaletti。
IobservedwithpleasurethatBalettithoughtheranagreeablegirl,anditgavemetheideaofaskinghimtoteachherdancing。I
informedhimofherposition,ofthereasonwhichhadbroughthertoParis,ofthelittlehopetherewasofherobtainingapensionfromtheking,andofthenecessitytherewasforhertodosomethingtoearnaliving。Balettiansweredthathewouldbehappytodoanything,andwhenhehadexaminedthefigureandthegeneralconformationoftheyounggirlhesaidtoher,\"IwillgetLanitotakeyoufortheballetattheopera。\"
\"Then,\"Isaid,\"youmustbeginyourlessonstomorrow。Mdlle。Vesianstopsatmyhotel。\"
Theyounggirl,fullofwonderatmyplan,begantolaughheartily,andsaid,\"Butcananoperadancerbeextemporizedlikeaministerofstate?
Icandancetheminuet,andmyearisgoodenoughtoenablemetogothroughaquadrille;butwiththeexceptionofthatIcannotdanceonestep。\"
\"Mostoftheballetgirls,\"saidBaletti,\"knownomorethanyoudo。\"
\"AndhowmuchmustIaskfromM。Lani?IdonotthinkIcanexpectmuch。\"
\"Nothing。Theballetgirlsarenotpaid。\"
\"Thenwhereistheadvantageforme?\"shesaid,withasigh;\"howshallIlive?\"
\"Donotthinkofthat。Suchasyouare,youwillsoonfindtenwealthynoblemenwhowilldisputeamongstthemselvesforthehonourofmakingupfortheabsenceofsalary。Youhaveonlytomakeagoodchoice,andIamcertainthatitwillnotbelongbeforeweseeyoucoveredwithdiamonds。\"
\"NowIunderstandyou。Yousupposesomegreatlordwillkeepme?\"
\"Precisely;andthatwillbemuchbetterthanapensionoffourhundredfrancs,whichyouwould,perhaps,notobtainwithoutmakingthesamesacrifice。
Verymuchsurprised,shelookedatmetoascertainwhetherIwasseriousoronlyjesting。
Balettihavingleftus,Itoldheritwastrulythebestthingshecoulddo,unlessshepreferredthesadpositionofwaiting—maidtosomegrandlady。
\"Iwouldnotbethe’femmedechambre’evenofthequeen。\"
\"And’figurante’attheopera?\"
\"Muchrather。\"
\"Youaresmiling?\"
\"Yes,foritisenoughtomakemelaugh。Ithemistressofarichnobleman,whowillcovermewithdiamonds!Well,Imeantochoosetheoldest。\"
\"Quiteright,mydear;onlydonotmakehimjealous。\"
\"Ipromiseyoutobefaithfultohim。Butshallhefindasituationformybrother?However,untilIamattheopera,untilIhavemetwithmyelderlylover,whowillgivemethemeanstosupportmyself?\"
\"I,mydeargirl,myfriendBaletti,andallmyfriends,withoutotherinterestthanthepleasureofservingyou,butwiththehopethatyouwilllivequietly,andthatweshallcontributetoyourhappiness。Areyousatisfied?\"
\"Quiteso;Ihavepromisedmyselftobeguidedentirelybyyouradvice,andIentreatyoutoremainalwaysmybestfriend。\"
WereturnedtoParisatnight,IleftMdlle。Vesianatthehotel,andaccompaniedBalettitohismother’s。Atsupper—time,myfriendbeggedSilviatospeaktoM。Laniinfavourofour’protegee’,Silviasaidthatitwasamuchbetterplanthantosolicitamiserablepensionwhich,perhaps,wouldnotbegranted。Thenwetalkedofaprojectwhichwasthenspokenof,namelytosellalltheappointmentsofballetgirlsandofchorussingersattheopera。Therewasevensomeideaofaskingahighpriceforthem,foritwasarguedthatthehigherthepricethemorethegirlswouldbeesteemed。Suchaproject,inthemidstofthescandaloushabitsandmannersofthetime,hadasortofapparentwisdom;foritwouldhaveennobledinawayaclassofwomenwhowithveryfewexceptionsseemtogloryinbeingcontemptible。
Therewere,atthattimeattheopera,severalfigurantes,singersanddancers,uglyratherthanplain,withoutanytalent,who,inspiteofitall,livedingreatcomfort;foritisadmittedthatattheoperaagirlmustneedsrenounceallmodestyorstarve。Butifagirl,newlyarrivedthere,iscleverenoughtoremainvirtuousonlyforonemonth,herfortuneiscertainlymade,becausethenthenoblemenenjoyingareputationofwisdomandvirtuearetheonlyoneswhoseektogetholdofher。Thosemenaredelightedtoheartheirnamesmentionedinconnectionwiththenewly—arrivedbeauty;theyevengosofarastoallowherafewfrolics,providedshetakesprideinwhattheygiveher,andprovidedherinfidelitiesarenottoopublic。Besides,itisthefashionnevertogotosupwithone’smistresswithoutgivinghernoticeoftheintendedvisit,andeveryonemustadmitthatitisaverywisecustom。
Icamebacktothehoteltowardseleveno’clock,andseeingthatMdlle。Vesian’sroomwasstillopenIwentin。Shewasinbed。
\"Letmegetup,\"shesaid,\"forIwanttospeaktoyou。\"
\"Donotdisturbyourself;wecantalkallthesame,andIthinkyoumuchprettierasyouare。\"
\"Iamverygladofit。\"
\"Whathaveyougottotellme?\"
\"Nothing,excepttospeakoftheprofessionIamgoingtoadopt。
Iamgoingtopracticevirtueinordertofindamanwholovesitonlytodestroyit。\"
\"Quitetrue;butalmosteverythingislikethatinthislife。Manalwaysreferseverythingtohimself,andeveryoneisatyrantinhisownway。Iampleasedtoseeyoubecomingaphilosopher。\"
\"Howcanonebecomeaphilosopher?\"
\"Bythinking。\"
\"Mustonethinkalongwhile?\"
\"Throughoutlife。\"
\"Thenitisneverover?\"
\"Never;butoneimprovesasmuchaspossible,andobtainsthesumofhappinesswhichoneissusceptibleofenjoying。\"
\"Andhowcanthathappinessbefelt?\"
\"Byallthepleasurewhichthephilosophercanprocurewhenheisconsciousofhavingobtainedthembyhisownexertions,andespeciallybygettingridofthemanyprejudiceswhichmakeofthemajorityofmenatroopofgrown—upchildren。\"
\"Whatispleasure?Whatismeantbyprejudices?\"
\"Pleasureistheactualenjoymentofoursenses;itisacompletesatisfactiongiventoallournaturalandsensualappetites;and,whenourworn—outsenseswantrepose,eithertohavebreathingtime,ortorecoverstrength,pleasurecomesfromtheimagination,whichfindsenjoymentinthinkingofthehappinessaffordedbyrest。Thephilosopherisapersonwhorefusesnopleasureswhichdonotproducegreatersorrows,andwhoknowshowtocreatenewones。\"
\"Andyousaythatitisdonebygettingridofprejudices?Thentellmewhatprejudicesare,andwhatmustbedonetogetridofthem。\"
\"Yourquestion,mydeargirl,isnotaneasyonetoanswer,formoralphilosophydoesnotknowamoreimportantone,oramoredifficultonetodecide;itisalessonwhichlaststhroughoutlife。Iwilltellyouinafewwordsthatwecallprejudiceeveryso—calleddutyfortheexistenceofwhichwefindnoreasoninnature。\"
\"Thennaturemustbethephilosopher’sprincipalstudy?\"
\"Indeeditis;themostlearnedofphilosophersistheonewhocommitsthefewesterrors。\"
\"Whatphilosopher,inyouropinion,hascommittedthesmallestquantityoferrors?\"
\"Socrates。\"
\"Yethewasinerrorsometimes?\"
\"Yes,inmetaphysics。\"
\"Oh!nevermindthat,forIthinkhecouldverywellmanagewithoutthatstudy。\"
\"Youaremistaken;moralsareonlythemetaphysicsofphysics;natureiseverything,andIgiveyouleavetoconsiderasamadmanwhoevertellsyouthathehasmadeanewdiscoveryinmetaphysics。ButifI
wenton,mydear,Imightappearratherobscuretoyou。Proceedslowly,think;letyourmaximsbetheconsequenceofjustreasoning,andkeepyourhappinessinview;intheendyoumustbehappy。\"
\"IpreferthelessonyouhavejusttaughtmetotheonewhichM。
Balettiwillgivemeto—morrow;forIhaveanideathatitwillwearyme,andnowIammuchinterested。\"
\"Howdoyouknowthatyouareinterested?\"
\"BecauseIwishyounottoleaveme。\"
\"Truly,mydearVesian,neverhasaphilosopherdescribedsympathybetterthanyouhavejustdone。HowhappyIfeel!HowisitthatI
wishtoproveitbykissingyou?\"
\"Nodoubtbecause,tobehappy,thesoulmustagreewiththesenses。\"
\"Indeed,mydivineVesian?Yourintelligenceischarming。\"
\"Itisyourwork,dearfriend;andIamsogratefultoyouthatI
shareyourdesires。\"
\"Whatistheretopreventusfromsatisfyingsuchnaturaldesires?
Letusembraceoneanothertenderly。\"
Whatalessoninphilosophy!Itseemedtoussuchasweetone,ourhappinesswassocomplete,thatatdaybreakwewerestillkissingoneanother,anditwasonlywhenwepartedinthemorningthatwediscoveredthatthedooroftheroomhadremainedopenallnight。
Balettigaveherafewlessons,andshewasreceivedattheopera;
butshedidnotremaintheremorethantwoorthreemonths,regulatingherconductcarefullyaccordingtothepreceptsIhadlaidoutforher。SheneverreceivedNarbonneagain,andatlastacceptedanoblemanwhoprovedhimselfverydifferentfromallothers,forthefirstthinghedidwastomakehergiveupthestage,althoughitwasnotathingaccordingtothefashionofthosedays。Idonotrecollecthisnameexactly;itwasCountofTressanorTrean。Shebehavedinarespectableway,andremainedwithhimuntilhisdeath。
Noonespeaksofhernow,althoughsheislivinginveryeasycircumstances;butsheisfifty—six,andinParisawomanofthatageisnolongerconsideredasbeingamongtheliving。
AftershelefttheHoteldeBourgogne,Ineverspoketoher。
WheneverImethercoveredwithjewelsanddiamonds,oursoulssalutedeachotherwithjoy,butherhappinesswastoopreciousformetomakeanyattemptagainstit。Herbrotherfoundasituation,butIlostsightofhim。
CHAPTERIX
TheBeautifulO—Morphi——TheDeceitfulPainter——IPracticeCabalismfortheDuchessdeChartresILeaveParis——MyStayinDresdenandMyDeparturefromthatCityIwenttoSt。Lawrence’sFairwithmyfriendPatu,who,takingitintohisheadtosupwithaFlemishactressknownbythenameofMorphi,invitedmetogowithhim。Ifeltnoinclinationforthegirl,butwhatcanwerefusetoafriend?Ididashewished。Afterwehadsuppedwiththeactress,Patufanciedanightdevotedtoamoreagreeableoccupation,andasIdidnotwanttoleavehimIaskedforasofaonwhichIcouldsleepquietlyduringthenight。
Morphihadasister,aslovenlygirlofthirteen,whotoldmethatifIwouldgiveheracrownshewouldabandonherbedtome。Iagreedtoherproposal,andshetookmetoasmallclosetwhereIfoundastrawpalliasseonfourpiecesofwood。
\"Doyoucallthisabed,mychild?\"
\"Ihavenoother,sir。\"
\"ThenIdonotwantit,andyoushallnothavethecrown。\"
\"Didyouintendundressingyourself?\"
\"Ofcourse。\"
\"Whatanidea!Therearenosheets。\"
\"Doyousleepwithyourclotheson?\"
\"Oh,no!\"
\"Well,then,gotobedasusual,andyoushallhavethecrown。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Iwanttoseeyouundressed。\"
\"Butyouwon’tdoanythingtome?\"
\"Nottheslightestthing。\"
Sheundressed,laidherselfonhermiserablestrawbed,andcoveredherselfwithanoldcurtain。Inthatstate,theimpressionmadebyherdirtytattersdisappeared,andIonlysawaperfectbeauty。ButIwantedtoseeherentirely。Itriedtosatisfymywishes,sheopposedsomeresistance,butadoublecrownofsixfrancsmadeherobedient,andfindingthatheronlyfaultwasacompleteabsenceofcleanliness,Ibegantowashherwithmyownhands。
Youwillallowme,dearreader,tosupposethatyoupossessasimpleandnaturalknowledge,namely,thatadmirationundersuchcircumstancesisinseparablefromanotherkindofapprobation;
luckily,IfoundtheyoungMorphidisposedtoletmedoallI
pleased,excepttheonlythingforwhichIdidnotcare!Shetoldmecandidlythatshewouldnotallowmetodothatonething,becauseinhersister’sestimationitwasworthtwenty—fivelouis。Iansweredthatwewouldbargainonthatcapitalpointanothertime,butthatwewouldnottouchitforthepresent。SatisfiedwithwhatIsaid,alltherestwasatmydisposal,andIfoundinheratalentwhichhadattainedgreatperfectioninspiteofherprecocity。
TheyoungHelenefaithfullyhandedtohersisterthesixfrancsIhadgivenher,andshetoldherthewayinwhichshehadearnedthem。
BeforeIleftthehouseshetoldmethat,asshewasinwantofmoney,shefeltdisposedtomakesomeabatementonthepriceoftwenty—fivelouis。IansweredwithalaughthatIwouldseeheraboutitthenextday。IrelatedthewholeaffairtoPatu,whoaccusedmeofexaggeration;andwishingtoprovetohimthatIwasarealconnoisseuroffemalebeautyIinsisteduponhisseeingHeleneasIhadseenher。HeagreedwithmethatthechiselofPraxiteleshadnevercarvedanythingmoreperfect。Aswhiteasalily,Helenepossessedallthebeautieswhichnatureandtheartofthepaintercanpossiblycombine。Thelovelinessofherfeatureswassoheavenlythatitcarriedtothesoulanindefinablesentimentofecstacy,adelightfulcalm。Shewasfair,butherbeautifulblueeyesequalledthefinestblackeyesinbrilliance。
Iwenttoseeherthenextevening,and,notagreeingabouttheprice,ImadeabargainwithhersistertogivehertwelvefrancseverytimeIpaidheravisit,anditwasagreedthatwewouldoccupyherroomuntilIshouldmakeupmymindtopaysixhundredfrancs。
Itwasregularusury,buttheMorphicamefromaGreekrace,andwasaboveprejudices。Ihadnoideaofgivingsuchalargesum,becauseIfeltnowishtoobtainwhatitwouldhaveprocuredme;whatI
obtainedwasallIcaredfor。
TheeldersisterthoughtIwasduped,forintwomonthsIhadpaidthreehundredfrancswithouthavingdoneanything,andsheattributedmyreservetoavarice。Avarice,indeed!Itookafancytopossessapaintingofthatbeautifulbody,andaGermanartistpainteditformesplendidlyforsixlouis。Thepositioninwhichhepainteditwasdelightful。Shewaslyingonherstomach,herarmsandherbosomleaningonapillow,andholdingherheadsidewaysasifshewerepartlyontheback。Thecleverandtastefulartisthadpaintedhernetherpartswithsomuchskillandtruththatnoonecouldhavewishedforanythingmorebeautiful;Iwasdelightedwiththatportrait;itwasaspeakinglikeness,andIwroteunderit,\"O—Morphi,\"notaHomericword,butaGreekoneafterall,andmeaningbeautiful。
Butwhocananticipatethewonderfulandsecretdecreesofdestiny!
MyfriendPatuwishedtohaveacopyofthatportrait;onecannotrefusesuchaslightservicetoafriend,andIgaveanorderforittothesamepainter。Buttheartist,havingbeensummonedtoVersailles,shewedthatdelightfulpaintingwithseveralothers,andM。deSt。Quentinfounditsobeautifulthathelostnotimeinshewingittheking。HisMostChristianMajesty,agreatconnoisseurinthatline,wishedtoascertainwithhisowneyesiftheartisthadmadeafaithfulcopy;andincasetheoriginalshouldproveasbeautifulasthecopy,thesonofSt。Louisknewverywellwhattodowithit。
M。deSt。Quentin,theking’strustyfriend,hadthechargeofthatimportantaffair;itwashisprovince:HeenquiredfromthepainterwhethertheoriginalcouldbebroughttoVersailles,andtheartist,notsupposingtherewouldbeanydifficulty,promisedtoattendtoit。
Hethereforecalledonmetocommunicatetheproposal;Ithoughtitwasdelightful,andIimmediatelytoldthesister,whojumpedforjoy。Shesettoworkcleaning,washingandclothingtheyoungbeauty,andtwoorthreedaysaftertheywenttoVersailleswiththepaintertoseewhatcouldbedone。M。deSt。Quentin’svalet,havingreceivedhisinstructionsfromhismaster,tookthetwofemalestoapavilioninthepark,andthepainterwenttothehoteltoawaittheresultofhisnegotiation。Halfanhourafterwardsthekingenteredthepavilionalone,askedtheyoungO—MorphiifshewasaGreekwoman,tooktheportraitoutofhispocket,andafteracarefulexaminationexclaimed,\"Ihaveneverseenabetterlikeness。\"
Hismajestythensatdown,tooktheyounggirlonhisknees,bestowedafewcaressesonher,andhavingascertainedwithhisroyalhandthatthefruithadnotyetbeenplucked,hegaveherakiss。
O—Morphiwaslookingattentivelyathermaster,andsmiled。
\"Whatareyoulaughingat?\"saidtheking。
\"Ilaughbecauseyouandacrownofsixfrancsareaslikeastwopeas。\"
Thatnaivetemadethekinglaughheartily,andheaskedherwhethershewouldliketoremaininVersailles。
\"Thatdependsuponmysister,\"answeredthechild。
Butthesisterhastenedtotellthekingthatshecouldnotaspiretoagreaterhonour。Thekinglockedthemupagaininthepavilionandwentaway,butinlessthanaquarterofanhourSt。Quentincametofetchthem,placedtheyounggirlinanapartmentunderthecareofafemaleattendant,andwiththesisterhewenttomeetatthehoteltheGermanartisttowhomhegavefiftyLouisfortheportrait,andnothingtoMorphi。Heonlytookheraddress,promisingherthatshewouldsoonhearfromhim;thenextdayshereceivedonethousandLouis。TheworthyGermangavemetwenty—fivelouisformyportrait,withapromisetomakeacarefulcopyoftheoneIhadgiventoPatu,andheofferedtopaintformegratuitouslythelikenessofeverygirlofwhomImightwishtokeepaportrait。
IenjoyedheartilythepleasureofthegoodFleeting,whenshefoundherselfinpossessionofthethousandgoldpieceswhichshehadreceived。Seeingherselfrich,andconsideringmeastheauthorofherfortune,shedidnotknowhowtoshewmehergratitude。
TheyoungandlovelyO—Morphi——forthekingalwayscalledherbythatname——pleasedthesovereignbyhersimplicityandherprettywaysmoreeventhanbyherrarebeauty——themostperfect,themostregular,Irecollecttohaveeverseen。HeplacedherinoneoftheapartmentsofhisParc—dux—cerfs——thevoluptuousmonarch’sharem,inwhichnoonecouldgetadmittanceexcepttheladiespresentedatthecourt。Attheendofoneyearshegavebirthtoasonwhowent,likesomanyothers,Godknowswhere!foraslongasQueenMarylivednooneeverknewwhatbecameofthenaturalchildrenofLouisXV。
O—Morphifellintodisgraceattheendofthreeyears,buttheking,ashesentheraway,orderedhertoreceiveasumoffourhundredthousandfrancswhichshebroughtasadowrytoanofficerfromBritanny。In1783,happeningtobeinFontainebleau,Imadetheacquaintanceofacharmingyoungmanoftwenty—five,theoffspringofthatmarriageandthelivingportraitofhismother,ofthehistoryofwhomhehadnottheslightestknowledge,andIthoughtitmydutynottoenlightenhim。Iwrotemynameonhistablets,andIbeggedhimtopresentmycomplimentstohismother。
AwickedtrickofMadamedeValentinois,sister—in—lawofthePrinceofMonaco,wasthecauseofO—Morphi’sdisgrace。Thatlady,whowaswellknowninParis,toldheronedaythat,ifshewishedtomakethekingverymerry,shehadonlytoaskhimhowhetreatedhisoldwife。
Toosimpletoguessthesnarethuslaidoutforher,O—Morphiactuallyaskedthatimpertinentquestion;butLouisXV。gaveheralookoffury,andexclaimed,\"Miserablewretch!whotaughtyoutoaddressmethatquestion?\"
ThepoorO—Morphi,almostdeadwithfright,threwherselfonherknees,andconfessedthetruth。
Thekingleftherandneverwouldseeheragain。TheCountessdeValentinoiswasexiledfortwoyearsfromthecourt。LouisXV。,whoknewhowwronglyhewasbehavingtowardshiswifeasahusband,wouldnotdeserveanyreproachatherhandsasaking,andwoetoanyonewhoforgottherespectduetothequeen!
TheFrenchareundoubtedlythemostwittypeopleinEurope,andperhapsinthewholeworld,butParisis,allthesame,thecityforimpostorsandquackstomakeafortune。Whentheirknaveryisfoundoutpeopleturnitintoajokeandlaugh,butinthemidstofthemerrimentanothermountebankmakeshisappearance,whodoessomethingmorewonderfulthanthosewhoprecededhim,andhemakeshisfortune,whilstthescoffingofthepeopleisinabeyance。Itistheunquestionableeffectsofthepowerwhichfashionhasoverthatamiable,clever,andlivelynation。Ifanythingisastonishing,nomatterhowextravagantitmaybe,thecrowdissuretowelcomeitgreedily,foranyonewouldbeafraidofbeingtakenforafoolifheshouldexclaim,\"Itisimpossible!\"Physiciansare,perhaps,theonlymeninFrancewhoknowthataninfinitegulfyawnsbetweenthewillandthedeed,whilstinItalyitisanaxiomknowntoeverybody;
butIdonotmeantosaythattheItaliansaresuperiortotheFrench。
Acertainpaintermetwithgreatsuccessforsometimebyannouncingathingwhichwasanimpossibility——namely,bypretendingthathecouldtakeaportraitofapersonwithoutseeingtheindividual,andonlyfromthedescriptiongiven。Buthewantedthedescriptiontobethoroughlyaccurate。Theresultofitwasthattheportraitdidgreaterhonourtothepersonwhogavethedescriptionthan——tothepainterhimself,butatthesametimetheinformerfoundhimselfundertheobligationoffindingthelikenessverygood;otherwisetheartistallegedthemostlegitimateexcuse,andsaidthatifthelikenesswasnotperfectthefaultwastobeascribedtothepersonwhohadgivenanimperfectdescription。
OneeveningIwastakingsupperatSilvia’swhenoneoftheguestsspokeofthatwonderfulnewartist,withoutlaughing,andwitheveryappearanceofbelievingthewholeaffair。
\"Thatpainter,\"addedhe,\"hasalreadypaintedmorethanonehundredportraits,andtheyareallperfectlikenesses。\"
Everybodywasofthesameopinion;itwassplendid。Iwastheonlyonewho,laughingheartily,tookthelibertyofsayingitwasabsurdandimpossible。Thegentlemanwhohadbroughtthewonderfulnews,feelingangry,proposedawagerofonehundredlouis。IlaughedallthemorebecausehisoffercouldnotbeacceptedunlessIexposedmyselftobeingmadeadupe。
\"Buttheportraitsarealladmirablelikenesses。\"
\"Idonotbelieveit,oriftheyarethentheremustbecheatingsomewhere。\"
Butthegentleman,beingbentuponconvincingSilviaandme——forshehadtakenmypartproposedtomakeusdinewiththeartist;andweaccepted。
Thenextdaywecalleduponthepainter,wherewesawaquantityofportraits,allofwhichtheartistclaimedtobespeakinglikenesses;
aswedidnotknowthepersonswhomtheyrepresentedwecouldnotdenyhisclaim。
\"Sir,\"saidSilviatotheartist,\"couldyoupaintthelikenessofmydaughterwithoutseeingher?\"
\"Yes,madam,ifyouarecertainofgivingmeanexactdescriptionoftheexpressionofherfeatures。\"
Weexchangedaglance,andnomorewassaidaboutit。Thepaintertoldusthatsupperwashisfavouritemeal,andthathewouldbedelightedifwewouldoftengivehimthepleasureofourcompany。
Likeallquacks,hepossessedanimmensequantityoflettersandtestimonialsfromBordeaux,Toulouse,Lyons,Rouen,etc。,whichpaidthehighestcomplimentstotheperfectionofhisportraits,orgavedescriptionsfornewpicturesorderedfromhim。Hisportraits,bytheway,hadtobepaidforinadvance。
TwoorthreedaysafterwardsImethisprettyniece,whoobliginglyupbraidedmefornothavingyetavailedmyselfofheruncle’sinvitationtosupper;theniecewasadaintymorselworthyofaking,and,herreproachesbeingveryflatteringtomyvanityIpromisedI
wouldcomethenextday。Inlessthanaweekitturnedoutaseriousengagement。Ifellinlovewiththeinterestingniece,who,beingfullofwitandwelldisposedtoenjoyherself,hadnoloveforme,andgrantedmenofavour。Ihoped,and,feelingthatIwascaught,I
feltitwastheonlythingIcoulddo。
OnedaythatIwasaloneinmyroom,drinkingmycoffeeandthinkingofher,thedoorwassuddenlyopenedwithoutanyonebeingannounced,andayoungmancamein。Ididnotrecollecthim,but,withoutgivingmetimetoaskanyquestions,hesaidtome,\"Sir,Ihavehadthehonourofmeetingyouatthesupper—tableofM。
Samson,thepainter。\"
\"Ah!yes;Ibegyoutoexcuseme,sir,Ididnotatfirstrecollectyou。\"
\"Itisnatural,foryoureyesarealwaysonMdlle。Samson。\"
\"Verylikely,butyoumustadmitthatsheisacharmingcreature。\"
\"Ihavenodifficultywhateverinagreeingwithyou;tomymisery,I
knowitbuttoowell。\"
\"Youareinlovewithher?\"
\"Alas,yes!andIsay,again,tomymisery。\"
\"Toyourmisery?Butwhy,donotyougainherlove?\"
\"ThatistheverythingIhavebeenstrivingforsincelastyear,andIwasbeginningtohavesomehopewhenyourarrivalhasreducedmetodespair。\"
\"Ihavereducedyoutodespair?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Iamverysorry,butIcannothelpit。\"
\"Youcouldeasilyhelpit;and,ifyouwouldallowme,Icouldsuggesttoyouthewayinwhichyoucouldgreatlyobligeme。\"
\"Speakcandidly。\"
\"Youmightneverputyourfootinthehouseagain。\"
\"Thatisarathersingularproposal,butIagreethatitistrulytheonlythingIcandoifIhavearealwishtoobligeyou。Doyouthink,however,thatinthatcaseyouwouldsucceedingainingheraffection?\"
\"Thenitwillbemybusinesstosucceed。Donotgothereagain,andIwilltakecareoftherest。\"
\"Imightrenderyouthatverygreatservice;butyoumustconfessthatyoumusthaveasingularopinionofmetosupposethatIamamantodosuchathing。\"
\"Yes,sir,Iadmitthatitmayappearsingular;butItakeyouforamanofgreatsenseandsoundintellect,andafterconsideringthesubjectdeeplyIhavethoughtthatyouwouldputyourselfinmyplace;thatyouwouldnotwishtomakememiserable,ortoexposeyourownlifeforayounggirlwhocanhaveinspiredyouwithbutapassingfancy,whilstmyonlywishistosecurethehappinessorthemiseryofmylife,whicheveritmayprove,byunitingherexistencewithmine。\"
\"ButsupposethatIshouldintend,likeyou,toaskherinmarriage?\"
\"Thenweshouldbothbeworthyofpity,andoneofuswouldhaveceasedtoexistbeforetheotherobtainedher,foraslongasIshallliveMdlle。Samsonshallnotbethewifeofanother。\"
Thisyoungman,well—made,pale,grave,ascoldasapieceofmarble,madlyinlove,who,inhisreasonmixedwithutterdespair,cametospeaktomeinsuchamannerwiththemostsurprisingcalm,mademepauseandconsider。UndoubtedlyIwasnotafraid,butalthoughinlovewithMdlle。SamsonIdidnotfeelmypassionsufficientlystrongtocutthethroatofamanforthesakeofherbeautifuleyes,ortolosemyownlifetodefendmybuddingaffection。Withoutansweringtheyoungman,Ibegantopaceupanddownmyroom,andforaquarterofanhourIweighedthefollowingquestionwhichIputtomyself:
Whichdecisionwillappearmoremanlyintheeyesofmyrivalandwillwinmyownesteemtothedeeperdegree,namely—toacceptcoollyhisoffertocutoneanother’sthroats,ortoallayhisanxietybywithdrawingfromthefieldwithdignity?
Pridewhispered,Fight;Reasonsaid,Compelthyrivaltoacknowledgetheeawisermanthanheis。
\"Whatwouldyouthinkofme,sir,\"Isaidtohim,withanairofdecision,\"ifIconsentedtogiveupmyvisitstoMdlle。Samson?\"
\"Iwouldthinkthatyouhadpityonamiserableman,andIsaythatinthatcaseyouwilleverfindmereadytoshedthelastdropofmybloodtoprovemydeepgratitude。\"
\"Whoareyou?\"
\"MynameisGarnier,IamtheonlysonofM。Garnier,winemerchantintheRuedeSeine。\"
\"Well,M。Gamier,IwillneveragaincallonMdlle。Samson。Letusbefriends。\"
\"Untildeath。Farewell,sir。\"
\"Adieu,behappy!\"
PatucameinfiveminutesafterGarnierhadleftme:Irelatedtheadventuretohim,andhethoughtIwasahero。
\"Iwouldhaveactedasyouhavedone,\"heobserved,\"butIwouldnothaveactedlikeGarnier。\"
ItwasaboutthattimethattheCountdeMelfort,coloneloftheOrleansregiment,entreatedmethroughCamille,Coraline’ssister,toanswertwoquestionsbymeansofmycabalism。Igavetwoanswersveryvague,yetmeaningagreatdeal;IputthemunderasealedenvelopeandgavethemtoCamille,whoaskedmethenextdaytoaccompanyhertoaplacewhichshesaidshecouldnotnametome。
Ifollowedher;shetookmetothePalais—Royal,andthen,throughanarrowstaircase,totheapartmentsoftheDuchessdeChartres。
Iwaitedaboutaquarterofanhour,attheendofwhichtimetheduchesscameinandloadedCamillewithcaressesforhavingbroughtme。Thenaddressingherselftome,shetoldme,withdignityyetverygraciously,thedifficultysheexperiencedinunderstandingtheanswersIhadsentandwhichshewasholdinginherhand。AtfirstI
expressedsomeperplexityatthequestionshavingemanatedfromherroyalhighness,andItoldherafterwardsthatIunderstoodcabalism,butthatIcouldnotinterpretthemeaningoftheanswersobtainedthroughit,andthatherhighnessmustasknewquestionslikelytorendertheanswerseasiertobeunderstood。Shewrotedownallshecouldnotmakeoutandallshewantedtoknow。
\"Madam,youmustbekindenoughtodividethequestions,forthecabalisticoracleneveranswerstwoquestionsatthesametime。\"
\"Well,then,preparethequestionsyourself。\"
\"Yourhighnesswillexcuseme,buteverywordmustbewrittenwithyourownhand。Recollect,madam,thatyouwilladdressyourselftoasuperiorintelligenceknowingallyoursecrets\"
Shebegantowrite,andaskedsevenoreightquestions。Shereadthemovercarefully,andsaid,withafacebeamingwithnobleconfidence,\"Sir,IwishtobecertainthatnooneshalleverknowwhatIhavejustwritten。\"
\"Yourhighnessmayrelyonmyhonour。\"
Ireadattentively,andIsawthatherwishforsecrecywasreasonable,andthatifIputthequestionsinmypocketIshouldruntheriskoflosingthemandimplicatingmyself。
\"Ionlyrequirethreehourstocompletemytask,\"Isaidtotheduchess,\"andIwishyourhighnesstofeelnoanxiety。Ifyouhaveanyotherengagementyoucanleavemeherealone,providedIamnotdisturbedbyanybody。Whenitiscompleted,Iwillputitallinasealedenvelope;IonlywantyourhighnesstotellmetowhomImustdelivertheparcel。\"
\"EithertomeortoMadamedePolignac,ifyouknowher。\"
\"Yes,madam,Ihavethehonourtoknowher。\"
Theduchesshandedmeasmalltinder—boxtoenablemetolightawax—
candle,andshewentawaywithCamille。Iremainedalonelockedupintheroom,andattheendofthreehours,justasIhadcompletedmytask,MadamedePolignaccamefortheparcelandIleftthepalace。
TheDuchessdeChartres,daughterofthePrinceofConti,wastwenty—
sixyearsofage。Shewasendowedwiththatparticularsortofwitwhichrendersawomanadorable。Shewaslively,abovetheprejudicesofrank,cheerful,fullofjest,aloverofpleasure,whichshepreferredtoalonglife。\"Shortandsweet,\"werethewordsshehadconstantlyonherlips。Shewasprettybutshestoodbadly,andusedtolaughatMarcel,theteacherofgracefuldeportment,whowantedtocorrectherawkwardbearing。Shekeptherheadbentforwardandherfeetturnedinsidewhendancing;yetshewasacharmingdancer。
Unfortunatelyherfacewascoveredwithpimples,whichinjuredherbeautyverygreatly。Herphysiciansthoughtthattheywerecausedbyadiseaseoftheliver,buttheycamefromimpurityoftheblood,whichatlastkilledher,andfromwhichshesufferedthroughoutherlife。
Thequestionsshehadaskedfrommyoraclerelatedtoaffairsconnectedwithherheart,andshewishedlikewisetoknowhowshecouldgetridoftheblotcheswhichdisfiguredher。MyanswerswereratherobscureinsuchmattersasIwasnotspeciallyacquaintedwith,buttheywereveryclearconcerningherdisease,andmyoraclebecamepreciousandnecessarytoherhighness。
Thenextday,afterdinner,Camillewrotemeanote,asIexpected,requestingmetogiveupallotherengagementsinordertopresentmyselfatfiveo’clockatthePalais—Royal,inthesameroominwhichtheduchesshadalreadyreceivedmethedaybefore。Iwaspunctual。
Anelderlyvaletdechambre,whowaswaitingforme,immediatelywenttogivenoticeofmyarrival,andfiveminutesafterthecharmingprincessmadeherappearance。Afteraddressingmeinaverycomplimentarymanner,shedrewallmyanswersfromherpocket,andenquiredwhetherIhadanypressingengagements。
\"YourhighnessmaybecertainthatIshallneverhaveanymoreimportantbusinessthantoattendtoyourwishes。\"
\"Verywell;Idonotintendtogoout,andwecanwork。\"
Shethenshewedmeallthequestionswhichshehadalreadypreparedondifferentsubjects,andparticularlythoserelatingtothecureofherpimples。Onecircumstancehadcontributedtorendermyoracleprecioustoher,becausenobodycouldpossiblyknowit,andIhadguessedit。HadInotdoneso,Idaresayitwouldhavebeenallthesame。Ihadlabouredmyselfunderthesamedisease,andIwasenoughofaphysiciantobeawarethattoattemptthecureofacutaneousdiseasebyactiveremediesmightkillthepatient。
Ihadalreadyansweredthatshecouldnotgetridofthepimplesonherfaceinlessthanaweek,butthatayearofdietwouldbenecessarytoeffectaradicalcure。
Wespentthreehoursinascertainingwhatshewastodo,and,believingimplicitlyinthepowerandinthescienceoftheoracle,sheundertooktofollowfaithfullyeverythingordered。Withinoneweekalltheuglypimpleshadentirelydisappeared。
Itookcaretopurgeherslightly;Iprescribedeverydaywhatshewastoeat,andforbadetheuseofallcosmetics;Ionlyadvisedhertowashherselfmorningandeveningwithplantainwater。Themodestoracletoldtheprincesstomakeuseofthesamewaterforherablutionsofeverypartofherbodywhereshedesiredtoobtainthesameresult,andsheobeyedtheprescriptionreligiously。
Iwenttotheoperaonpurposeonthedaywhentheduchessshewedherselftherewithasmoothandrosyshin。Aftertheopera,shetookawalkinthegreatalleyofthePalais—Royal,followedbytheladiesofhersuiteandflatteredbyeverybody。Shesawme,andhonouredmewithasmile。Iwastrulyhappy。Camille,MadamedePolignac,andM。deMelfortweretheonlypersonswhoknewthatIwastheoracleoftheduchess,andIenjoyedmysuccess。Butthenextdayafewpimplesreappearedonherbeautifulcomplexion,andIreceivedanordertorepairatoncetothePalais—Royal。
Thevalet,whodidnotknowme,shewedmeintoadelightfulboudoirnearaclosetinwhichtherewasabath。Theduchesscamein;shelookedsad,forshehadseveralsmallpimplesontheforeheadandthechin。Sheheldinherhandaquestionfortheoracle,andasitwasonlyashortoneIthoughtitwouldgiveherthepleasureoffindingtheanswerbyherself。Thenumberstranslatedbytheprincessreproachedherwithhavingtransgressedtheregimenprescribed;sheconfessedtohavingdrunksomeliquorsandeatensomeham;butshewasastoundedathavingfoundthatanswerherself,andshecouldnotunderstandhowsuchananswercouldresultfromanagglomerationofnumbers。Atthatmoment,oneofherwomencameintowhisperafewwordstoher;shetoldhertowaitoutside,andturningtowardsme,shesaid,\"Haveyouanyobjectiontoseeingoneofyourfriendswhoisasdelicateasdiscreet?\"
Withthesewords,shehastilyconcealedinherpocketallthepaperswhichdidnotrelatetoherdisease;thenshecalledout。
Amanenteredtheroom,whomItookforastableboy;itwasM。deMelfort。
\"See,\"saidtheprincesstohim,\"M。Casanovahastaughtmethecabalisticscience。\"
Andsheshewedhimtheanswershehadobtainedherself。Thecountcouldnotbelieveit。
\"Well,\"saidtheduchesstome,\"wemustconvincehim。WhatshallI
ask?\"
\"Anythingyourhighnesschooses。\"
Sheconsideredforoneinstant,and,drawingfromherpocketasmallivorybox,shewrote,\"Tellmewhythispomatumhasnolongeranyeffect\"
Sheformedthepyramid,thecolumns,andthekey,asIhadtaughther,andasshewasreadytogettheanswer,Itoldherhowtomaketheadditionsandsubtractionswhichseemtocomefromthenumbers,butwhichinrealityareonlyarbitrary;thenItoldhertointerpretthenumbersinletters,andIlefttheroomundersomepretext。I
camebackwhenIthoughtthatshehadcompletedhertranslation,andIfoundherwrappedinamazement。
\"Ah,sir!\"sheexclaimed,\"whatananswer!\"
\"Perhapsitisnottherightone;butthatwillsometimeshappen,madam。\"
\"Nottherightone,sir?Itisdivine!Hereitis:Thatpomatumhasnoeffectupontheskinofawomanwhohasbeenamother。\"
\"Idonotseeanythingextraordinaryinthatanswer,madam。\"
\"Verylikely,sir,butitisbecauseyoudonotknowthatthepomatuminquestionwasgiventomefiveyearsagobytheAbbedeBrosses;itcuredmeatthattime,butitwastenmonthsbeforethebirthoftheDukedeMontpensier。Iwouldgiveanythingintheworldtobethoroughlyacquaintedwiththatsublimecabalisticscience。\"
\"What!\"saidthecount,\"isitthepomatumthehistoryofwhichI
know?\"
\"Precisely。\"
\"Itisastonishing。\"