Ifearamist,andflyfromsmokeasfromtheplague:thefirstrepairsI
felluponinmyownhousewerethechimneysandhousesofoffice,thecommonandinsupportabledefectsofalloldbuildings;andamongstthedifficultiesofwarIreckonthechokingdusttheymadeusrideinawholedaytogether。Ihaveafreeandeasyrespiration,andmycoldsforthemostpartgooffwithoutoffencetothelungsandwithoutacough。
Theheatofsummerismoreanenemytomethanthecoldofwinter;for,besidestheincommodityofheat,lessremediablethancold,andbesidestheforceofthesunbeamsthatstrikeuponthehead,allglitteringlightoffendsmyeyes,sothatIcouldnotnowsitatdinneroveragainstaflamingfire。
Todullthewhitenessofpaper,inthosetimeswhenIwasmorewonttoread,Ilaidapieceofglassuponmybook,andfoundmyeyesmuchrelievedbyit。Iamtothishour——totheageoffifty—four——Ignorantoftheuseofspectacles;andIcanseeasfaraseverIdid,oranyother。
’TistruethatintheeveningIbegintofindalittledisturbanceandweaknessinmysightifIread,anexerciseIhavealwaysfoundtroublesome,especiallybynight。Hereisonestepback,andaverymanifestone;Ishallretireanother:fromthesecondtothethird,andsotothefourth,sogently,thatIshallbestarkblindbeforeIshallbesensibleoftheageanddecayofmysight:soartificiallydotheFatalSistersuntwistourlives。AndsoIdoubtwhethermyhearingbeginstogrowthick;andyouwillseeIshallhavehalflostit,whenI
shallstilllaythefaultonthevoicesofthosewhospeaktome。Amanmustscrewuphissoultoahighpitchtomakeitsensiblehowitebbsaway。
Mywalkingisquickandfirm;andIknownotwhichofthetwo,mymindormybody,Ihavemosttodotokeepinthesamestate。Thatpreacherisverymuchmyfriendwhocanfixmyattentionawholesermonthrough:inplacesofceremony,whereeveryone’scountenanceissostarched,whereI
haveseentheladieskeepeventheireyessofixed,Icouldneverorderitso,thatsomepartorotherofmedidnotlashout;sothatthoughI
wasseated,Iwasneversettled;andastogesticulation,Iamneverwithoutaswitchinmyhand,walkingorriding。AsthephilosopherChrysippus’maidsaidofhermaster,thathewasonlydrunkinhislegs,foritwashiscustomtobealwayskickingthemaboutinwhatplacesoeverhesat;andshesaiditwhen,thewinehavingmadeallhiscompanionsdrunk,hefoundnoalterationinhimselfatall;itmayhavebeensaidofmefrommyinfancy,thatIhadeitherfollyorquicksilverinmyfeet,somuchstirringandunsettlednessthereisinthem,wherevertheyareplaced。
’Tisindecent,besidesthehurtitdoestoone’shealth,andeventothepleasureofeating,toeatgreedilyasIdo;Ioftenbitemytongue,andsometimesmyfingers,inmyhaste。Diogenes,meetingaboyeatingafterthatmanner,gavehistutoraboxontheear!ThereweremenatRomethattaughtpeopletochew,aswellastowalk,withagoodgrace。I
losetherebytheleisureofspeaking,whichgivesgreatrelishtothetable,providedthediscoursebesuitable,thatis,pleasantandshort。
Thereisjealousyandenvyamongstourpleasures;theycrossandhinderoneanother。Alcibiades,amanwhowellunderstoodhowtomakegoodcheer,banishedevenmusicfromthetable,thatitmightnotdisturbtheentertainmentofdiscourse,forthereason,asPlatotellsus,\"thatitisthecustomofordinarypeopletocallfiddlersandsingingmentofeasts,forwantofgooddiscourseandpleasanttalk,withwhichmenofunderstandingknowhowtoentertainoneanother。\"Varrorequiresallthisinentertainments:\"Personsofgracefulpresenceandagreeableconversation,whoareneithersilentnorgarrulous;neatnessanddelicacy,bothofmeatandplace;andfairweather。\"Theartofdiningwellisnoslightart,thepleasurenotaslightpleasure;neitherthegreatestcaptainsnorthegreatestphilosophershavedisdainedtheuseorscienceofeatingwell。Myimaginationhasdeliveredthreerepaststothecustodyofmymemory,whichfortunerenderedsovereignlysweettome,uponseveraloccasionsinmymoreflourishingage;mypresentstateexcludesme;foreveryone,accordingtothegoodtemperofbodyandmindwhereinhethenfindshimself,furnishesforhisownshareaparticulargraceandsavour。I,whobutcrawlupontheearth,hatethisinhumanwisdom,thatwillhaveusdespiseandhateallcultureofthebody;I
lookuponitasanequalinjusticetoloathnaturalpleasuresastobetoomuchinlovewiththem。Xerxeswasablockhead,who,environedwithallhumandelights,proposedarewardtohimwhocouldfindoutothers;
butheisnotmuchlesssowhocutsoffanyofthosepleasuresthatnaturehasprovidedforhim。Amanshouldneitherpursuenoravoidthem,butreceivethem。Ireceivethem,Iconfess,alittletoowarmlyandkindly,andeasilysuffermyselftofollowmynaturalpropensions。Wehavenoneedtoexaggeratetheirinanity;theythemselveswillmakeussufficientlysensibleofit,thankstooursickwet—blanketmind,thatputsusoutoftastewiththemaswithitself;ittreatsbothitselfandallitreceives,onewhilebetter,andanotherworse,accordingtoitsinsatiable,vagabond,andversatileessence:
\"Sincerumestnisivas,quodcunqueinfundis,acescit。\"
[\"Unlessthevesselbeclean,itwillsourwhateveryouputintoit。\"——Horace,Ep。,i。2,54。]
I,whoboastthatIsocuriouslyandparticularlyembracetheconveniencesoflife,findthem,whenImostnearlyconsiderthem,verylittlemorethanwind。Butwhat?Weareallwindthroughout;and,moreover,thewinditself,morediscreetthanwe,lovestoblusterandshiftfromcornertocorner,andcontentsitselfwithitsproperofficeswithoutdesiringstabilityandsolidity—qualitiesnotitsown。
Thepurepleasures,aswellasthepuredispleasures,oftheimagination,saysome,arethegreatest,aswasexpressedbythebalanceofCritolaiis。’Tisnowonder;itmakesthemtoitsownliking,andcutsthemoutofthewholecloth;ofthisIeverydayseenotableexamples,and,peradventure,tobedesired。ButI,whoamofamixedandheavycondition,cannotsnapsosoonatthisonesimpleobject,butthatI
negligentlysuffermyselftobecarriedawaywiththepresentpleasuresofthe,generalhumanlaw,intellectuallysensible,andsensiblyintellectual。TheCyrenaicphilosopherswillhaveitthatascorporalpains,socorporalpleasuresaremorepowerful,bothasdoubleandasmorejust。Therearesome,asAristotlesays,whooutofasavagekindofstupiditydislikethem;andIknowotherswhooutofambitiondothesame。Whydotheynot,moreover,forswearbreathing?whydotheynotliveoftheirown?whynotrefuselight,becauseitisgratuitous,andcoststhemneitherinventionnorexertion?LetMars,Pallas,orMercuryaffordthemtheirlightbywhichtosee,insteadofVenus,Ceres,andBacchus。Theseboastfulhumoursmaycounterfeitsomecontent,forwhatwillnotfancydo?Butastowisdom,thereisnotouchofit。Willtheynotseekthequadratureofthecircle,evenwhenontheirwives?Ihatethatweshouldbeenjoinedtohaveourmindsintheclouds,whenourbodiesareattable;Iwouldnothavethemindnailedthere,norwallowthere;Iwouldhaveittakeplacethereandsit,butnotliedown。
Aristippusmaintainednothingbutthebody,asifwehadnosoul;Zenocomprehendedonlythesoul,asifwehadnobody:bothofthemfaultily。
Pythagoras,theysay,followedaphilosophythatwasallcontemplation,Socratesonethatwasallconductandaction;Platofoundameanbetwixtthetwo;buttheyonlysaythisforthesakeoftalking。ThetruetemperamentisfoundinSocrates;and,PlatoismuchmoreSocraticthanPythagoric,anditbecomeshimbetter。WhenIdance,Idance;whenI
sleep,Isleep。Nay,whenIwalkaloneinabeautifulorchard,ifmythoughtsaresomepartofthetimetakenupwithexternaloccurrences,Isomepartofthetimecallthembackagaintomywalk,totheorchard,tothesweetnessofthatsolitude,andtomyself。
Naturehasmother—likeobservedthis,thattheactionsshehasenjoinedusforournecessityshouldbealsopleasurabletous;andsheinvitesustothem,notonlybyreason,butalsobyappetite,and’tis,injusticetoinfringeherlaws。WhenIseealikeCaesarandAlexander,inthemidstofhisgreatestbusiness,sofullyenjoyhumanandcorporalpleasures,I
donotsaythatherelaxedhismind:Isaythathestrengthenedit,byvigourofcouragesubjectingthoseviolentemploymentsandlaboriousthoughtstotheordinaryusageoflife:wise,hadhebelievedthelastwashisordinary,thefirsthisextraordinary,vocation。Wearegreatfools。\"Hehaspassedhislifeinidleness,\"saywe:\"Ihavedonenothingto—day。\"What?haveyounotlived?thatisnotonlythefundamental,butthemostillustrious,ofyouroccupations。\"HadIbeenputtothemanagementofgreataffairs,IshouldhavemadeitseenwhatI
coulddo。\"\"Haveyouknownhowtomeditateandmanageyourlife?youhaveperformedthegreatestworkofall。\"Inordertoshewanddevelopherself,natureneedsonlyfortune;sheequallymanifestsherselfinallstages,andbehindacurtainaswellaswithoutone。Haveyouknownhowtoregulateyourconduct,youhavedoneagreatdealmorethanhewhohascomposedbooks。Haveyouknownhowtotakerepose,youhavedonemorethanhewhohastakenempiresandcities。
Thegloriousmasterpieceofmanistolivetopurpose;allotherthings:
toreign,tolayuptreasure,tobuild,arebutlittleappendicesandprops。Itakepleasureinseeingageneralofanarmy,atthefootofabreachheispresentlytoassault,givehimselfupentireandfreeatdinner,totalkandbemerrywithhisfriends。AndBrutus,whenheavenandearthwereconspiredagainsthimandtheRomanliberty,stealingsomehourofthenightfromhisroundstoreadandscanPolybiusinallsecurity。’Tisforlittlesouls,buriedundertheweightofaffairs,notfromthemtoknowhowclearlytodisengagethemselves,nottoknowhowtolaythemasideandtakethemupagain:
\"Ofortes,pejoraquepassiMecumsaepeviri!nuncvinopellitecurasCrasingensiterabimusaequor。\"
[\"Obravespirits,whohaveoftensufferedsorrowwithme,drinkcaresaway;tomorrowwewillembarkoncemoreonthevastsea。\"
——Horace,Od。,i。7,30。]
Whetheritbeinjestorearnest,thatthetheologicalandSorbonnicalwine,andtheirfeasts,areturnedintoaproverb,Ifinditreasonabletheyshoulddinesomuchmorecommodiouslyandpleasantly,astheyhaveprofitablyandseriouslyemployedthemorningintheexerciseoftheirschools。Theconscienceofhavingwellspenttheotherhours,isthejustandsavourysauceofthedinner—table。Thesageslivedafterthatmanner;andthatinimitableemulationtovirtue,whichastonishesusbothintheoneandtheotherCato,thathumouroftheirs,sosevereaseventobeimportunate,gentlysubmitsitselfandyieldstothelawsofthehumancondition,ofVenusandBacchus;accordingtothepreceptsoftheirsect,thatrequiretheperfectsagetobeasexpertandintelligentintheuseofnaturalpleasuresasinallotherdutiesoflife:
\"Cuicorsapiat,eietsapiatpalatus。\"
Relaxationandfacility,methinks,wonderfullyhonourandbestbecomeastrongandgeneroussoul。Epaminondasdidnotthinkthattotakepart,andthatheartily,insongsandsportsanddanceswiththeyoungmenofhiscity,werethingsthatinanywayderogatedfromthehonourofhisgloriousvictoriesandtheperfectpurityofmannersthatwasinhim。
AndamongstsomanyadmirableactionsofScipiothegrandfather,apersonworthytobereputedofaheavenlyextraction,thereisnothingthatgiveshimagreatergracethantoseehimcarelesslyandchildishlytriflingatgatheringandselectingcockleshells,andplayingatquoits,[Thisgame,asthe\"DictionnairedeTrevoux\"describesit,isonewhereintwopersonscontendwhichofthemshallsoonestpickupsomeobject。]
amusingandticklinghimselfinrepresentingbywritingincomediesthemeanestandmostpopularactionsofmen。AndhisheadfullofthatwonderfulenterpriseofHannibalandAfrica,visitingtheschoolsinSicily,andattendingphilosophicallectures,totheextentofarmingtheblindenvyofhisenemiesatRome。NoristhereanythingmoreremarkableinSocratesthanthat,oldashewas,hefoundtimetomakehimselftaughtdancingandplayinguponinstruments,andthoughtittimewellspent。Thissamemanwasseeninanecstasy,standinguponhisfeetawholedayandanighttogether,inthepresenceofalltheGrecianarmy,surprisedandabsorbedbysomeprofoundthought。Hewasthefirst,amongstsomanyvaliantmenofthearmy,toruntothereliefofAlcibiades,oppressedwiththeenemy,toshieldhimwithhisownbody,anddisengagehimfromthecrowdbyabsoluteforceofarms。Itwashewho,intheDelianbattle,raisedandsavedXenophonwhenfallenfromhishorse;andwho,amongstallthepeopleofAthens,enragedashewasatsounworthyaspectacle,firstpresentedhimselftorescueTheramenes,whomthethirtytyrantswereleadingtoexecutionbytheirsatellites,anddesistednotfromhisboldenterprisebutattheremonstranceofTherameneshimself,thoughhewasonlyfollowedbytwomoreinall。Hewasseen,whencourtedbyabeautywithwhomhewasinlove,tomaintainatneedasevereabstinence。Hewasseenevertogotothewars,andwalkuponice,withbarefeet;towearthesamerobe,winterandsummer;
tosurpassallhiscompanionsinpatienceofbearinghardships,andtoeatnomoreatafeastthanathisownprivatedinner。Hewasseen,forseven—and—twentyyearstogether,toendurehunger,poverty,theindocilityofhischildren,andthenailsofhiswife,withthesamecountenance。And,intheend,calumny,tyranny,imprisonment,fetters,andpoison。Butwasthismanobligedtodrinkfullbumpersbyanyruleofcivility?hewasalsothemanofthewholearmywithwhomtheadvantageindrinking,remained。Andheneverrefusedtoplayatnoisettes,nortoridethehobby—horsewithchildren,anditbecamehimwell;forallactions,saysphilosophy,equallybecomeandequallyhonourawiseman。Wehaveenoughwherewithaltodoit,andweoughtnevertobewearyofpresentingtheimageofthisgreatmaninallthepatternsandformsofperfection。Thereareveryfewexamplesoflife,fullandpure;andwewrongourteachingeveryday,toproposetoourselvesthosethatareweakandimperfect,scarcegoodforanyoneservice,andratherpullusback;corruptersratherthancorrectorsofmanners。Thepeopledeceivethemselves;amangoesmuchmoreeasilyindeedbytheends,wheretheextremityservesforabound,astop,andguide,thanbythemiddleway,largeandopen;andaccordingtoart,morethanaccordingtonature:
butwithalmuchlessnoblyandcommendably。
Greatnessofsoulconsistsnotsomuchinmountingandinpressingforward,asinknowinghowtogovernandcircumscribeitself;ittakeseverythingforgreat,thatisenough,anddemonstratesitselfinpreferringmoderatetoeminentthings。Thereisnothingsofineandlegitimateaswellanddulytoplaytheman;norsciencesoarduousaswellandnaturallytoknowhowtolivethislife;andofalltheinfirmitieswehave,’tisthemostbarbaroustodespiseourbeing。
Whoeverhasamindtoisolatehisspirit,whenthebodyisillatease,topreserveitfromthecontagion,lethimbyallmeansdoitifhecan:
butotherwiselethimonthecontraryfavourandassistit,andnotrefusetoparticipateofitsnaturalpleasureswithaconjugalcomplacency,bringingtoit,ifitbethewiser,moderation,lestbyindiscretiontheyshouldgetconfoundedwithdispleasure。Intemperanceisthepestofpleasure;andtemperanceisnotitsscourge,butratheritsseasoning。Euxodus,whothereinestablishedthesovereigngood,andhiscompanions,whosetsohighavalueuponit,tasteditinitsmostcharmingsweetness,bythemeansoftemperance,whichinthemwassingularandexemplary。
Ienjoinmysoultolookuponpainandpleasurewithaneyeequallyregulated:
\"Eodemenimvitioesteffusioanimiinlaetitiaquoindolorecontractio,\"
[\"Forfromthesameimperfectionarisestheexpansionofthemindinpleasureanditscontractioninsorrow。\"
——Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,iv。31。]
andequallyfirm;buttheonegailyandtheotherseverely,andsofarasitisable,tobecarefultoextinguishtheoneastoextendtheother。
Thejudgingrightlyofgoodbringsalongwithitthejudgingsoundlyofevil:painhassomethingoftheinevitableinitstenderbeginnings,andpleasuresomethingoftheevitableinitsexcessiveend。Platocouplesthemtogether,andwillsthatitshouldbeequallytheofficeoffortitudetofightagainstpain,andagainsttheimmoderateandcharmingblandishmentsofpleasure:theyaretwofountains,fromwhichwhoeverdraws,whenandasmuchasheneeds,whethercity,man,orbeast,isveryfortunate。Thefirstistobetakenmedicinallyanduponnecessity,andmorescantily;theotherforthirst,butnotto,drunkenness。Pain,pleasure,loveandhatredarethefirstthingsthatachildissensibleof:if,whenreasoncomes,theyapplyittothemselves,thatisvirtue。
Ihaveaspecialvocabularyofmyown;I\"passawaytime,\"whenitisillanduneasy,butwhen’tisgoodIdonotpassitaway:\"Itasteitoveragainandadheretoit\";onemustrunovertheillandsettleuponthegood。Thisordinaryphraseofpastime,andpassingawaythetime,representstheusageofthosewisesortofpeoplewhothinktheycannotdobetterwiththeirlivesthantoletthemrunoutandslideaway,passthemover,andbaulkthem,and,asmuchastheycan,ignorethemandshunthemasathingoftroublesomeandcontemptiblequality:butIknowittobeanotherkindofthing,andfinditbothvaluableandcommodious,eveninitslatestdecay,whereinInowenjoyit;andnaturehasdelivereditintoourhandsinsuchandsofavourablecircumstancesthatwehaveonlyourselvestoblameifitbetroublesometous,orescapesusunprofitably:
\"Stultivitaingrataest,trepidaest,totainfuturumfertur。\"
[\"Thelifeofafoolisthankless,timorous,andwhollybentuponthefuture。\"——Seneca,Ep:,15。]
NeverthelessIcomposemyselftoloseminewithoutregret;butwithalasathingthatisperishablebyitscondition,notthatitmolestsorannoysme。Nordoesitproperlywellbecomeanynottobedispleasedwhentheydie,exceptingsuchasarepleasedtolive。Thereisgoodhusbandryinenjoyingit:Ienjoyitdoubletowhatothersdo;forthemeasureofitsfruitiondependsuponourmoreorlessapplicationtoit。
ChieflythatIperceiveminetobesoshortintime,Idesiretoextenditinweight;Iwillstopthepromptitudeofitsflightbythepromptitudeofmygrasp;andbythevigourofusingitcompensatethespeedofitsrunningaway。Inproportionasthepossessionoflifeismoreshort,Imustmakeitsomuchdeeperandfuller。
Othersfeelthepleasureofcontentandprosperity;Ifeelittoo,aswellasthey,butnotasitpassesandslipsby;oneshouldstudy,taste,andruminateuponittorendercondignthankstoHimwhograntsittous。
Theyenjoytheotherpleasuresastheydothatofsleep,withoutknowingit。Totheendthatevensleepitselfshouldnotsostupidlyescapefromme,Ihaveformerlycausedmyselftobedisturbedinmysleep,sothatI
mightthebetterandmoresensiblyrelishandtasteit。Iponderwithmyselfofcontent;Idonotskimover,butsoundit;andIbendmyreason,nowgrownperverseandpeevish,toentertainit。DoIfindmyselfinanycalmcomposedness?isthereanypleasurethatticklesme?
Idonotsufferittodallywithmysensesonly;Iassociatemysoultoittoo:nottheretoengageitself,butthereintotakedelight;nottheretoloseitself,buttobepresentthere;andIemployit,onitspart,toviewitselfinthisprosperousstate,toweighandappreciateitshappinessandtoamplifyit。ItreckonshowmuchitstandsindebtedtoGodthatitsconscienceandtheintestinepassionsareinrepose;thatithasthebodyinitsnaturaldisposition,orderlyandcompetentlyenjoyingthesoftandsoothingfunctionsbywhichHe,ofHisgraceispleasedtocompensatethesufferingswherewithHisjusticeatHisgoodpleasurechastisesus。Itreflectshowgreatabenefititistobesoprotected,thatwhichwaysoeveritturnsitseyetheheavensarecalmaroundit。Nodesire,nofear,nodoubt,troublestheair;nodifficulty,past,present,orto,come,thatitsimaginationmaynotpassoverwithoutoffence。Thisconsiderationtakesgreatlustrefromthecomparisonofdifferentconditions。SoitisthatIpresenttomythought,inathousandaspects,thosewhomfortuneortheirownerrorcarriesawayandtorments。And,again,thosewho,moreliketome,sonegligentlyandincuriouslyreceivetheirgoodfortune。Thosearefolkswhospendtheirtimeindeed;theypassoverthepresentandthatwhichtheypossess,towaitonhope,andforshadowsandvainimageswhichfancyputsbeforethem:
\"Morteobitaqualesfamaestvolitarefiguras,Autquaesopitosdeluduntsomniasensus:\"
[\"Suchformsasthosewhichafterdeatharereputedtohoverabout,ordreamswhichdeludethesensesinsleep。\"——AEneid,x。641。]
whichhastenandprolongtheirflight,accordingastheyarepursued。
Thefruitandendoftheirpursuitistopursue;asAlexandersaid,thattheendofhislabourwastolabour:
\"Nilactumcredens,cumquidsuperessetagendum。\"
[\"Thinkingnothingdone,ifanythingremainedtobedone。
——\"Lucan,ii。657。]
Formypartthen,Ilovelifeandcultivateit,suchasithaspleasedGodtobestowituponus。Idonotdesireitshouldbewithoutthenecessityofeatinganddrinking;andIshouldthinkitanotlessexcusablefailingtowishithadbeentwiceaslong;
\"Sapiensdivitiarumnaturaliumquaesitoracerrimus:\"
[\"Awisemanisthekeenestseekerfornaturalriches。\"
——Seneca,Ep。,119。]
northatweshouldsupportourselvesbyputtingonlyalittleofthatdrugintoourmouths,bywhichEpimenidestookawayhisappetiteandkepthimselfalive;northatweshouldstupidlybegetchildrenwithourfingersorheels,butrather;withreverencebeitspoken,thatwemightvoluptuouslybegetthemwithourfingersandheels;northatthebodyshouldbewithoutdesireandwithouttitillation。Theseareungratefulandwickedcomplaints。Iacceptkindly,andwithgratitude,whatnaturehasdoneforme;amwellpleasedwithit,andproudofit。Amandoeswrongtothatgreatandomnipotentgivertorefuse,annul,ordisfigurehisgift:allgoodnesshimself,hehasmadeeverythinggood:
\"Omniaquaesecundumnaturamsunt,aestimationedignasunt。\"
[\"Allthingsthatareaccordingtonatureareworthyofesteem。\"
——Cicero,DeFin。,iii。6。]
Ofphilosophicalopinions,Ipreferablyembracethosethataremostsolid,thatistosay,themosthumanandmostourown:mydiscourseis,suitabletomymanners,lowandhumble:philosophyplaysthechild,tomythinking,whenitputsitselfuponitsErgostopreachtousthat’tisabarbarousalliancetomarrythedivinewiththeearthly,thereasonablewiththeunreasonable,theseverewiththeindulgent,thehonestwiththedishonest。Thatpleasureisabrutishquality,unworthytobetastedbyawiseman;thatthesolepleasureheextractsfromtheenjoymentofafairyoungwifeisapleasureofhisconsciencetoperformanactionaccordingtoorder,astoputonhisbootsforaprofitablejourney。
Oh,thatitsfollowershadnomoreright,nornerves,norvigouringettingtheirwives’maidenheadsthaninitslesson。
ThisisnotwhatSocratessays,whoisitsmasterandours:hevalues,asheought,bodilypleasure;butheprefersthatofthemindashavingmoreforce,constancy,facility,variety,anddignity。This,accordingtohim,goesbynomeansalone——heisnotsofantastic——butonlyitgoesfirst;temperancewithhimisthemoderatrix,nottheadversaryofpleasure。Natureisagentleguide,butnotmoresweetandgentlethanprudentandjust。
\"Intrandumestinrerumnaturam,etpenitus,quideapostulet,pervidendum。\"
[\"Amanmustsearchintothenatureofthings,andfullyexaminewhatsherequires。\"——Cicero,DeFin。,V。16。]
Ihuntafterherfootthroughout:wehaveconfoundeditwithartificialtraces;andthatacademicandperipateticgood,whichis\"toliveaccordingtoit,\"becomesonthisaccounthardtolimitandexplain;andthatoftheStoics,neighbourtoit,whichis\"toconsenttonature。\"
Isitnotanerrortoesteemanyactionslessworthy,becausetheyarenecessary?Andyettheywillnottakeitoutofmyhead,thatitisnotaveryconvenientmarriageofpleasurewithnecessity,withwhich,saysanancient,thegodsalwaysconspire。Towhatenddowedismemberbydivorceabuildingunitedbysocloseandbrotherlyacorrespondence?
Letus,onthecontrary,confirmitbymutualoffices;letthemindrouseandquickentheheavinessofthebody,andthebodystayandfixthelevityofthesoul:
\"Qui,velutsummumbonum,laudatanimacnaturam,et,tanquammalum,naturamcarnisaccusat,profectdetanimamcarnatiterappetit,etcarnemcarnaliterfugit;quoniamidvanitatesentithumans,nonveritatedivina。\"
[Hewhocommendsthenatureofthesoulasthesupremegood,andcondemnsthenatureofthefleshasevil,atoncebothcarnallydesiresthesoul,andcarnallyfliestheflesh,becausehefeelsthusfromhumanvanity,notfromdivinetruth。\"
——St。Augustin,DeCivit。Dei,xiv。5。]
InthispresentthatGodhasmadeus,thereisnothingunworthyourcare;
westandaccountableforiteventoahair;andisitnotacommissiontoman,toconductmanaccordingtohiscondition;’tisexpress,plain,andtheveryprincipalone,andtheCreatorhasseriouslyandstrictlyprescribedittous。Authorityhaspoweronlytoworkinregardtomattersofcommonjudgment,andisofmoreweightinaforeignlanguage;
thereforeletusagainchargeatitinthisplace:
\"Stultitiaepropriumquisnondixerit,ignaveetcontumaciterfacere,quaefaciendasunt;etaliocorpusimpellere,alioanimum;
distrahiqueinterdiversissimosmotus?\"
[\"Whowillnotsay,thatitisthepropertyoffolly,slothfullyandcontumaciouslytoperformwhatistobedone,andtobendthebodyonewayandthemindanother,andtobedistractedbetwixtwhollydifferentmotions?\"——Seneca,Ep。,74。]
Tomakethisapparent,askanyone,someday,totellyouwhatwhimsiesandimaginationsheputintohispate,upontheaccountofwhichhedivertedhisthoughtsfromagoodmeal,andregretsthetimehespendsineating;youwillfindthereisnothingsoinsipidinallthedishesatyourtableasthiswisemeditationofhis(forthemostpartwehadbettersleepthanwaketothepurposewewake);andthathisdiscoursesandnotionsarenotworththeworstmessthere。ThoughtheyweretheecstasiesofArchimedeshimself,whatthen?Idonotherespeakof,normixwiththerabbleofusordinarymen,andthevanityofthethoughtsanddesiresthatdivertus,thosevenerablesouls,elevatedbytheardourofdevotionandreligion,toaconstantandconscientiousmeditationofdivinethings,who,bytheenergyofvividandvehementhope,prepossessingtheuseoftheeternalnourishment,thefinalaimandlaststepofChristiandesires,thesoleconstant,andincorruptiblepleasure,disdaintoapplythemselvestoournecessitous,fluid,andambiguousconveniences,andeasilyresigntothebodythecareanduseofsensualandtemporalpasture;’tisaprivilegedstudy。Betweenourselves,Ihaveeverobservedsupercelestialopinionsandsubterraneanmannerstobeofsingularaccord。
AEsop,thatgreatman,sawhismasterpissashewalked:\"Whatthen,\"
saidhe,\"mustwedropaswerun?\"Letusmanageourtime;thereyetremainsagreatdealidleandillemployed。Themindhasnotwillinglyotherhoursenoughwhereintodoitsbusiness,withoutdisassociatingitselffromthebody,inthatlittlespaceitmusthaveforitsnecessity。Theywouldputthemselvesoutofthemselves,andescapefrombeingmen。Itisfolly;insteadoftransformingthemselvesintoangels,theytransformthemselvesintobeasts;insteadofelevating,theylaythemselveslower。Thesetranscendentalhumoursaffrightme,likehighandinaccessibleplaces;andnothingishardformetodigestinthelifeofSocratesbuthisecstasiesandcommunicationwithdemons;nothingsohumaninPlatoasthatforwhichtheysayhewascalleddivine;andofoursciences,thoseseemtobethemostterrestrialandlowthatarehighestmounted;andIfindnothingsohumbleandmortalinthelifeofAlexanderashisfanciesabouthisimmortalisation。Philotaspleasantlyquippedhiminhisanswer;hecongratulatedhimbyletterconcerningtheoracleofJupiterAmmon,whichhadplacedhimamongstthegods:\"UponthyaccountIamgladofit,butthemenaretobepitiedwhoaretolivewithaman,andtoobeyhim,whoexceedsandisnotcontentedwiththemeasureofaman:\"
\"Diistominoremquodgeris,imperas。\"
[\"Becausethoucarriestthyselflowerthanthegods,thourulest。\"
——Horace,Od。,iii。6,5。]
TheprettyinscriptionwherewiththeAthenianshonouredtheentryofPompeyintotheircityisconformabletomysense:\"Bysomuchthouartagod,asthouconfessesttheeaman。\"’Tisanabsoluteand,asitwere,adivineperfection,foramantoknowhowloyallytoenjoyhisbeing。
Weseekotherconditions,byreasonwedonotunderstandtheuseofourown;andgooutofourselves,becauseweknownothowtheretoreside。
’Tistomuchpurposetogouponstilts,for,whenuponstilts,wemustyetwalkwithourlegs;andwhenseateduponthemostelevatedthroneintheworld,wearebutseateduponourbreech。Thefairestlives,inmyopinion,arethosewhichregularlyaccommodatethemselvestothecommonandhumanmodelwithoutmiracle,withoutextravagance。Oldagestandsalittleinneedofamoregentletreatment。LetusrecommendthattoGod,theprotectorofhealthandwisdom,butletitbegayandsociable:
\"FruiparatisetvalidomihiLatoe,dones,etprecor,integraCummente;necturpemsenectamDegere,necCitharacarentem。\"
[\"Grantittome,Apollo,thatImayenjoymypossessionsingoodhealth;letmebesoundinmind;letmenotleadadishonourableoldage,norwantthecittern。\"——Horace,Od。,i。31,17。]
Or:
[\"Grantittome,Apollo,thatImayenjoywhatIhaveingoodhealth;letmebesoundinbodyandmind;letmeliveinhonourwhenold,norletmusicbewanting。\"]
APOLOGY:
[Infact,thefirsteditionoftheEssays(Bordeaux,1580)hasveryfewquotations。Thesebecamemorenumerousintheeditionof1588;butthemultitudeofclassicaltextswhichattimesencumberMontaigne’stext,onlydatesfromtheposthumouseditionof1595]hehadmadethesecollectionsinthefourlastyearsofhislife,asanamusementofhis\"idleness。\"——LeClerc。Theygrow,however,moresparingintheThirdBook。