BesidesthatIamveryignorantinmyownaffairs,Iamstruckbytheassurancethateveryonehasofhimself:whereasthereisscarcelyanythingthatIamsureIknow,orthatIdareberesponsibletomyselfthatIcando:Ihavenotmymeansofdoinganythinginconditionandready,andamonlyinstructedthereinaftertheeffect;asdoubtfulofmyownforceasIamofanother’s。WhenceitcomestopassthatifIhappentodoanythingcommendable,Iattributeitmoretomyfortunethanindustry,forasmuchasIdesigneverythingbychanceandinfear。Ihavethis,also,ingeneral,thatofalltheopinionsantiquityhasheldofmeningross,Imostwillinglyembraceandadheretothosethatmostcontemnandundervalueus,andmostpushustonaught;methinks,philosophyhasneversofairagametoplayaswhenitfallsuponourvanityandpresumption;whenitmostlaysopenourirresolution,weakness,andignorance。Ilookuponthetoogoodopinionthatmanhasofhimselftobethenursingmotherofallthemostfalseopinions,bothpublicandprivate。ThosepeoplewhorideastrideupontheepicycleofMercury,whoseesofarintotheheavens,areworsetomethanatooth—
drawerthatcomestodrawmyteeth;forinmystudy,thesubjectofwhichisman,findingsogreatavarietyofjudgments,soprofoundalabyrinthofdifficulties,oneuponanother,sogreatdiversityanduncertainty,evenintheschoolofwisdomitself,youmayjudge,seeingthesepeoplecouldnotresolveupontheknowledgeofthemselvesandtheirowncondition,whichiscontinuallybeforetheireyes,andwithinthem,seeingtheydonotknowhowthatmoveswhichtheythemselvesmove,norhowtogiveusadescriptionofthespringstheythemselvesgovernandmakeuseof,howcanIbelievethemabouttheebbingandflowingoftheNile?Thecuriosityofknowingthingshasbeengiventomanforascourge,saystheHolyScripture。
Buttoreturntowhatconcernsmyself;Ithinkitwouldbeverydifficultforanyothermantohaveameaneropinionofhimself;nay,foranyothertohaveameaneropinionofmethanofmyself:Ilookuponmyselfasoneofthecommonsort,savinginthis,thatIhavenobetteranopinionofmyself;guiltyofthemeanestandmostpopulardefects,butnotdisowningorexcusingthem;andIdonotvaluemyselfuponanyotheraccountthanbecauseIknowmyownvalue。Iftherebeanyvanityinthecase,’tissuperficiallyinfusedintomebythetreacheryofmycomplexion,andhasnobodythatmyjudgmentcandiscern:Iamsprinkled,butnotdyed。Forintruth,astotheeffectsofthemind,thereisnopartofme,beitwhatitwill,withwhichIamsatisfied;andtheapprobationofothersmakesmenotthinkthebetterofmyself。Myjudgmentistenderandnice,especiallyinthingsthatconcernmyself。
Ieverrepudiatemyself,andfeelmyselffloatandwaverbyreasonofmyweakness。Ihavenothingofmyownthatsatisfiesmyjudgment。Mysightisclearandregularenough,but,atworking,itisapttodazzle;asI
mostmanifestlyfindinpoetry:Iloveitinfinitely,andamabletogiveatolerablejudgmentofothermen’sworks;but,ingoodearnest,whenI
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