Peradventure,asthesayingis,thetermwehavelivedisworthourmoney。Iwasbornbetwixtelevenandtwelveo’clockintheforenoonthelastdayofFebruary1533,accordingtoourcomputation,beginningtheyearthe1stofJanuary,——[ThiswasinvirtueofanordinanceofCharlesIX。in1563。PreviouslytheyearcommencedatEaster,sothatthe1stJanuary1563becamethefirstdayoftheyear1563。]——anditisnowbutjustfifteendayssinceIwascompletenine—and—thirtyyearsold;Imakeaccounttolive,atleast,asmanymore。Inthemeantime,totroubleaman’sselfwiththethoughtofathingsofaroffwerefolly。Butwhat?
Youngandolddieuponthesameterms;noonedepartsoutoflifeotherwisethanifhehadbutjustbeforeenteredintoit;neitherisanymansooldanddecrepit,who,havingheardofMethuselah,doesnotthinkhehasyettwentygoodyearstocome。Foolthatthouart!whohasassureduntotheethetermoflife?Thoudependestuponphysicians’
tales:ratherconsulteffectsandexperience。Accordingtothecommoncourseofthings,’tislongsincethatthouhastlivedbyextraordinaryfavour;thouhastalreadyoutlivedtheordinarytermoflife。Andthatitisso,reckonupthyacquaintance,howmanymorehavediedbeforetheyarrivedatthyagethanhaveattaineduntoit;andofthosewhohaveennobledtheirlivesbytheirrenown,takebutanaccount,andIdarelayawagerthouwiltfindmorewhohavediedbeforethanafterfive—and—
thirtyyearsofage。Itisfullbothofreasonandpiety,too,totakeexamplebythehumanityofJesusChristHimself;now,HeendedHislifeatthree—and—thirtyyears。Thegreatestman,thatwasnomorethanaman,Alexander,diedalsoatthesameage。Howmanyseveralwayshasdeathtosurpriseus?
\"Quidquisque,vitet,nunquamhominisatisCautumestinhoras。\"
[\"Beascautiousashemay,mancanneverforeseethedangerthatmayatanyhourbefalhim。\"——Hor。O。ii。13,13。]
Toomitfeversandpleurisies,whowouldeverhaveimaginedthatadukeofBrittany,——[JeanII。died1305。]——shouldbepressedtodeathinacrowdasthatdukewasattheentryofPopeClement,myneighbour,intoLyons?——[Montaignespeaksofhimasifhehadbeenacontemporaryneighbour,perhapsbecausehewastheArchbishopofBordeaux。BertrandleGotwasPopeunderthetitleofClementV。,1305—14。]——Hastthounotseenoneofourkings——[HenryII。,killedinatournament,July10,1559]——killedatatilting,anddidnotoneofhisancestorsdiebyjostleofahog?——[Philip,eldestsonofLouisleGros。]——AEschylus,threatenedwiththefallofahouse,wastomuchpurposecircumspecttoavoidthatdanger,seeingthathewasknockedontheheadbyatortoisefallingoutofaneagle’stalonsintheair。Anotherwaschokedwithagrape—stone;——[Val。Max。,ix。12,ext。2。]——anemperorkilledwiththescratchofacombincombinghishead。AEmiliusLepiduswithastumbleathisownthreshold,——[Pliny,Nat。Hist。,vii。33。]——andAufidiuswithajostleagainstthedoorasheenteredthecouncil—
chamber。Andbetwixttheverythighsofwomen,CorneliusGallustheproctor;Tigillinus,captainofthewatchatRome;Ludovico,sonofGuidodiGonzaga,MarquisofMantua;and(ofworseexample)Speusippus,aPlatonicphilosopher,andoneofourPopes。\"ThepoorjudgeBebiusgaveadjournmentinacaseforeightdays;buthehimself,meanwhile,wascondemnedbydeath,andhisownstayoflifeexpired。WhilstCaiusJulius,thephysician,wasanointingtheeyesofapatient,deathclosedhisown;and,ifImaybringinanexampleofmyownblood,abrotherofmine,CaptainSt。Martin,ayoungman,three—and—twentyyearsold,whohadalreadygivensufficienttestimonyofhisvalour,playingamatchattennis,receivedablowofaballalittleabovehisrightear,which,asitgavenomannerofsignofwoundorcontusion,hetooknonoticeofit,norsomuchassatdowntoreposehimself,but,nevertheless,diedwithinfiveorsixhoursafterofanapoplexyoccasionedbythatblow。
Thesesofrequentandcommonexamplespassingeverydaybeforeoureyes,howisitpossibleamanshoulddisengagehimselffromthethoughtofdeath,oravoidfancyingthatithasuseverymomentbythethroat?Whatmatterisit,youwillsay,whichwayitcomestopass,providedamandoesnotterrifyhimselfwiththeexpectation?Formypart,Iamofthismind,andifamancouldbyanymeansavoidit,thoughbycreepingunderacalf’sskin,Iamonethatshouldnotbeashamedoftheshift;allI
aimatis,topassmytimeatmyease,andtherecreationsthatwillmostcontributetoit,Itakeholdof,aslittlegloriousandexemplaryasyouwill:
\"Praetulerim……delirusinersquevideri,Dummeadelectentmalame,veldeniquefallant,Quamsapere,etringi。\"
[\"Ihadratherseemmadandasluggard,sothatmydefectsareagreeabletomyself,orthatIamnotpainfullyconsciousofthem,thanbewise,andchaptious。\"——Hor。,Ep。,ii。2,126。]
But’tisfollytothinkofdoinganythingthatway。Theygo,theycome,theygallopanddance,andnotawordofdeath。Allthisisveryfine;
butwithal,whenitcomeseithertothemselves,theirwives,theirchildren,orfriends,surprisingthematunawaresandunprepared,then,whattorment,whatoutcries,whatmadnessanddespair!Didyoueverseeanythingsosubdued,sochanged,andsoconfounded?Amanmust,therefore,makemoreearlyprovisionforit;andthisbrutishnegligence,coulditpossiblylodgeinthebrainofanymanofsense(whichIthinkutterlyimpossible),sellsusitsmerchandisetoodear。Wereitanenemythatcouldbeavoided,Iwouldthenadvisetoborrowarmsevenofcowardiceitself;butseeingitisnot,andthatitwillcatchyouaswellflyingandplayingthepoltroon,asstandingto’tlikeanhonestman:——
\"Nempeetfugacempersequiturvirum,NecparcitimbellisjuventaePoplitibustimidoquetergo。\"
[\"Hepursuestheflyingpoltroon,norsparesthehamstringsoftheunwarlikeyouthwhoturnshisback\"——Hor。,Ep。,iii。2,14。]
Andseeingthatnotemperofarmsisofprooftosecureus:——
\"Illelicetferrocautus,secondatetaere,Morstameninclusumprotrahetindecaput\"
[\"Lethimhidebeneathironorbrassinhisfear,deathwillpullhisheadoutofhisarmour。\"——Propertiousiii。18]
——letuslearnbravelytostandourground,andfighthim。Andtobegintodeprivehimofthegreatestadvantagehehasoverus,letustakeawayquitecontrarytothecommoncourse。Letusdisarmhimofhisnoveltyandstrangeness,letusconverseandbefamiliarwithhim,andhavenothingsofrequentinourthoughtsasdeath。Uponalloccasionsrepresenthimtoourimaginationinhiseveryshape;atthestumblingofahorse,atthefallingofatile,attheleastprickwithapin,letuspresentlyconsider,andsaytoourselves,\"Well,andwhatifithadbeendeathitself?\"and,thereupon,letusencourageandfortifyourselves。
Letusevermore,amidstourjollityandfeasting,settheremembranceofourfrailconditionbeforeoureyes,neversufferingourselvestobesofartransportedwithourdelights,butthatwehavesomeintervalsofreflectingupon,andconsideringhowmanyseveralwaysthisjollityofourstendstodeath,andwithhowmanydangersitthreatensit。TheEgyptianswerewonttodoafterthismanner,whointheheightoftheirfeastingandmirth,causedadriedskeletonofamantobebroughtintotheroomtoserveforamementototheirguests:
\"OmnemcredediemtibidiluxissesupremumGratasuperveniet,quaenonsperabitur,hora。\"
[\"Thinkeachdaywhenpastisthylast;thenextday,asunexpected,willbethemorewelcome。\"——\"—Hor。,Ep。,i。4,13。]
Wheredeathwaitsforusisuncertain;letuslookforhimeverywhere。
Thepremeditationofdeathisthepremeditationofliberty;hewhohaslearnedtodiehasunlearnedtoserve。Thereisnothingevilinlifeforhimwhorightlycomprehendsthattheprivationoflifeisnoevil:toknow,howtodiedeliversusfromallsubjectionandconstraint。PaulusEmiliusansweredhimwhomthemiserableKingofMacedon,hisprisoner,senttoentreathimthathewouldnotleadhiminhistriumph,\"Lethimmakethatrequesttohimself。\"——[Plutarch,LifeofPaulusAemilius,c。17;Cicero,Tusc。,v。40。]
Intruth,inallthings,ifnaturedonothelpalittle,itisveryhardforartandindustrytoperformanythingtopurpose。Iaminmyownnaturenotmelancholic,butmeditative;andthereisnothingIhavemorecontinuallyentertainedmyselfwithalthanimaginationsofdeath,eveninthemostwantontimeofmyage:
\"Jucundumquumaetasfloridaverageret。\"
[\"Whenmyfloridagerejoicedinpleasantspring。\"
——Catullus,lxviii。]
Inthecompanyofladies,andatgames,somehaveperhapsthoughtmepossessedwithsomejealousy,ortheuncertaintyofsomehope,whilstI
wasentertainingmyselfwiththeremembranceofsomeone,surprised,afewdaysbefore,withaburningfeverofwhichhedied,returningfromanentertainmentlikethis,withhisheadfullofidlefanciesofloveandjollity,asminewasthen,andthat,foraughtIknew,thesame—destinywasattendingme。
\"Jamfuerit,necpostunquamrevocarelicebit。\"
[\"Presentlythepresentwillhavegone,nevertoberecalled。\"
Lucretius,iii。928。]
Yetdidnotthisthoughtwrinklemyforeheadanymorethananyother。
Itisimpossiblebutwemustfeelastinginsuchimaginationsasthese,atfirst;butwithoftenturningandreturningtheminone’smind,they,atlast,becomesofamiliarastobenotroubleatall:otherwise,I,formypart,shouldbeinaperpetualfrightandfrenzy;fornevermanwassodistrustfulofhislife,nevermansouncertainastoitsduration。
Neitherhealth,whichIhavehithertoeverenjoyedverystrongandvigorous,andveryseldominterrupted,doesprolong,norsicknesscontractmyhopes。Everyminute,methinks,Iamescaping,anditeternallyrunsinmymind,thatwhatmaybedoneto—morrow,maybedoneto—day。Hazardsanddangersdo,intruth,littleornothinghastenourend;andifweconsiderhowmanythousandsmoreremainandhangoverourheads,besidestheaccidentthatimmediatelythreatensus,weshallfindthatthesoundandthesick,thosethatareabroadatsea,andthosethatsitbythefire,thosewhoareengagedinbattle,andthosewhositidleathome,aretheoneasnearitastheother。
\"Nemoalterofragiliorest;nemoincrastinumsuicertior。\"
[\"Nomanismorefragilethananother:nomanmorecertainthananotherofto—morrow。\"——Seneca,Ep。,91。]
ForanythingIhavetodobeforeIdie,thelongestleisurewouldappeartooshort,wereitbutanhour’sbusinessIhadtodo。
Afriendofminetheotherdayturningovermytablets,foundthereinamemorandumofsomethingIwouldhavedoneaftermydecease,whereuponI
toldhim,asitwasreallytrue,thatthoughIwasnomorethanaleague’sdistanceonlyfrommyownhouse,andmerryandwell,yetwhenthatthingcameintomyhead,Imadehastetowriteitdownthere,becauseIwasnotcertaintolivetillIcamehome。Asamanthatameternallybroodingovermyownthoughts,andconfinethemtomyownparticularconcerns,IamatallhoursaswellpreparedasIameverliketobe,anddeath,wheneverheshallcome,canbringnothingalongwithhimIdidnotexpectlongbefore。Weshouldalways,asnearaswecan,bebootedandspurred,andreadytogo,and,aboveallthings,takecare,atthattime,tohavenobusinesswithanyonebutone’sself:——
\"QuidbrevifortesjaculamuravoMulta?\"
[\"Whyforsoshortalifeteaseourselveswithsomanyprojects?\"
——Hor。,Od。,ii。16,17。]
forweshalltherefindworkenoughtodo,withoutanyneedofaddition。
Onemancomplains,morethanofdeath,thatheistherebypreventedofagloriousvictory;another,thathemustdiebeforehehasmarriedhisdaughter,oreducatedhischildren;athirdseemsonlytroubledthathemustlosethesocietyofhiswife;afourth,theconversationofhisson,astheprincipalcomfortandconcernofhisbeing。Formypart,Iam,thanksbetoGod,atthisinstantinsuchacondition,thatIamreadytodislodge,wheneveritshallpleaseHim,withoutregretforanythingwhatsoever。Idisengagemyselfthroughoutfromallworldlyrelations;
myleaveissoontakenofallbutmyself。Neverdidanyonepreparetobidadieutotheworldmoreabsolutelyandunreservedly,andtoshakehandswithallmannerofinterestinit,thanIexpecttodo。Thedeadestdeathsarethebest:
\"`Miser,Omiser,’aiunt,’omniaademitUnadiesinfestamihitotpraemiavitae。’\"
[\"’WretchthatIam,’theycry,’onefataldayhasdeprivedmeofalljoysoflife。’\"——Lucretius,iii。911。]
Andthebuilder,\"Manuet,\"sayshe,\"operainterrupta,minaequeMurorumingentes。\"
[\"Theworksremainincomplete,thetallpinnaclesofthewallsunmade。\"——AEneid,iv。88。]
Amanmustdesignnothingthatwillrequiresomuchtimetothefinishing,or,atleast,withnosuchpassionatedesiretoseeitbroughttoperfection。Weareborntoaction:
\"Quummoriar,mediumsolvaretinteropus。\"
[\"WhenIshalldie,letitbedoingthatIhaddesigned。\"
——Ovid,Amor。,ii。10,36。
Iwouldalwayshaveamantobedoing,and,asmuchasinhimlies,toextendandspinouttheofficesoflife;andthenletdeathtakemeplantingmycabbages,indifferenttohim,andstilllessofmygardensnotbeingfinished。Isawonedie,who,athislastgasp,complainedofnothingsomuchasthatdestinywasabouttocutthethreadofachroniclehewasthencompiling,whenhewasgonenofartherthanthefifteenthorsixteenthofourkings:
\"Illudinhisrebusnonaddunt:nectibiearumjamdesideriumrerumsuperinsidetuna。\"
[\"Theydonotadd,thatdying,wehavenolongeradesiretopossessthings。\"——Lucretius,iii。913。]
Wearetodischargeourselvesfromthesevulgarandhurtfulhumours。
Tothispurposeitwasthatmenfirstappointedtheplacesofsepultureadjoiningthechurches,andinthemostfrequentedplacesofthecity,toaccustom,saysLycurgus,thecommonpeople,women,andchildren,thattheyshouldnotbestartledatthesightofacorpse,andtotheend,thatthecontinualspectacleofbones,graves,andfuneralobsequiesshouldputusinmindofourfrailcondition:
\"QuinetiamexhilararevirisconviviacaedeMosolim,etmiscereepulisspectaculadiraCertantumferro,saepeetsuperipsacadentumPocula,respersisnonparcosanguinemensis。\"
[\"Itwasformerlythecustomtoenlivenbanquetswithslaughter,andtocombinewiththerepastthedirespectacleofmencontendingwiththesword,thedyinginmanycasesfallinguponthecups,andcoveringthetableswithblood。\"——SiliusItalicus,xi。51。]
AndastheEgyptiansaftertheirfeastswerewonttopresentthecompanywithagreatimageofdeath,byonethatcriedouttothem,\"Drinkandbemerry,forsuchshaltthoubewhenthouartdead\";soitismycustomtohavedeathnotonlyinmyimagination,butcontinuallyinmymouth。
NeitheristhereanythingofwhichIamsoinquisitive,anddelighttoinformmyself,asthemannerofmen’sdeaths,theirwords,looks,andbearing;noranyplacesinhistoryIamsointentupon;anditismanifestenough,bymycrowdinginexamplesofthiskind,thatIhaveaparticularfancyforthatsubject。IfIwereawriterofbooks,Iwouldcompilearegister,withacomment,ofthevariousdeathsofmen:hewhoshouldteachmentodiewouldatthesametimeteachthemtolive。
Dicarchusmadeone,towhichhegavethattitle。;butitwasdesignedforanotherandlessprofitableend。
Peradventure,someonemayobject,thatthepainandterrorofdyingsoinfinitelyexceedallmannerofimagination,thatthebestfencerwillbequiteoutofhisplaywhenitcomestothepush。Letthemsaywhattheywill:topremeditateisdoubtlessaverygreatadvantage;andbesides,isitnothingtogosofar,atleast,withoutdisturbanceoralteration?
Moreover,Natureherselfassistsandencouragesus:ifthedeathbesuddenandviolent,wehavenotleisuretofear;ifotherwise,IperceivethatasIengagefurtherinmydisease,Inaturallyenterintoacertainloathinganddisdainoflife。IfindIhavemuchmoreadotodigestthisresolutionofdying,whenIamwellinhealth,thanwhenlanguishingofafever;andbyhowmuchIhavelesstodowiththecommoditiesoflife,byreasonthatIbegintolosetheuseandpleasureofthem,bysomuchI
lookupondeathwithlessterror。Whichmakesmehope,thatthefurtherIremovefromthefirst,andthenearerIapproachtothelatter,Ishallthemoreeasilyexchangetheonefortheother。And,asIhaveexperiencedinotheroccurrences,that,asCaesarsays,thingsoftenappeargreatertousatdistancethannearathand,Ihavefound,thatbeingwell,Ihavehadmaladiesinmuchgreaterhorrorthanwhenreallyafflictedwiththem。ThevigourwhereinInowam,thecheerfulnessanddelightwhereinInowlive,makethecontraryestateappearinsogreatadisproportiontomypresentcondition,that,byimagination,Imagnifythoseinconveniencesbyone—half,andapprehendthemtobemuchmoretroublesome,thanIfindthemreallytobe,whentheyliethemostheavyuponme;Ihopetofinddeaththesame。
Letusbutobserveintheordinarychangesanddeclinationswedailysuffer,hownaturedeprivesusofthelightandsenseofourbodilydecay。Whatremainstoanoldmanofthevigourofhisyouthandbetterdays?
\"Heu!senibusvitaeportioquantamanet。\"
[\"Alas,tooldmenwhatportionofliferemains!\"———Maximian,velPseudo—Gallus,i。16。]
Caesar,toanoldweather—beatensoldierofhisguards,whocametoaskhimleavethathemightkillhimself,takingnoticeofhiswitheredbodyanddecrepitmotion,pleasantlyanswered,\"Thoufanciest,then,thatthouartyetalive。\"——[Seneca,Ep。,77。]——Shouldamanfallintothisconditiononthesudden,Idonotthinkhumanitycapableofenduringsuchachange:butnature,leadingusbythehand,aneasyand,asitwere,aninsensiblepace,stepbystepconductsustothatmiserablestate,andbythatmeansmakesitfamiliartous,sothatweareinsensibleofthestrokewhenouryouthdiesinus,thoughitbereallyaharderdeaththanthefinaldissolutionofalanguishingbody,thanthedeathofoldage;
forasmuchasthefallisnotsogreatfromanuneasybeingtononeatall,asitisfromasprightlyandflourishingbeingtoonethatistroublesomeandpainful。Thebody,bentandbowed,haslessforcetosupportaburden;anditisthesamewiththesoul,andthereforeitis,thatwearetoraiseherupfirmanderectagainstthepowerofthisadversary。For,asitisimpossiblesheshouldeverbeatrest,whilstshestandsinfearofit;so,ifsheoncecanassureherself,shemayboast(whichisathingasitweresurpassinghumancondition)thatitisimpossiblethatdisquiet,anxiety,orfear,oranyotherdisturbance,shouldinhabitorhaveanyplaceinher:
\"NonvulnusinstantsTyranniMenthacadisolida,nequeAusterDuxinquietiturbidusAdriae,NecfulminantismagnaJovismanus。\"
[\"Notthemenacinglookofatyrantshakesherwell—settledsoul,norturbulentAuster,theprinceofthestormyAdriatic,noryetthestronghandofthunderingJove,suchatempermoves。\"
——Hor。,Od。,iii。3,3。]
Sheisthenbecomesovereignofallherlustsandpassions,mistressofnecessity,shame,poverty,andalltheotherinjuriesoffortune。Letus,therefore,asmanyofusascan,getthisadvantage;’tisthetrueandsovereignlibertyhereonearth,thatfortifiesuswherewithaltodefyviolenceandinjustice,andtocontemnprisonsandchains:
\"InmanicisetCompedibussaevotesubcustodetenebo。
IpseDeus,simulatquevolam,mesolvet。Opinor,Hocsentit;moriar;morsultimalinearerumest。\"
[\"Iwillkeeptheeinfettersandchains,incustodyofasavagekeeper。——AgodwillwhenIaskHim,setmefree。
ThisgodIthinkisdeath。Deathisthetermofallthings。\"
——Hor。,Ep。,i。16,76。]
Ourveryreligionitselfhasnosurerhumanfoundationthanthecontemptofdeath。Notonlytheargumentofreasoninvitesustoit——forwhyshouldwefeartoloseathing,whichbeinglost,cannotbelamented?——
but,also,seeingwearethreatenedbysomanysortsofdeath,isitnotinfinitelyworseeternallytofearthemall,thanoncetoundergooneofthem?Andwhatmattersit,whenitshallhappen,sinceitisinevitable?
TohimthattoldSocrates,\"Thethirtytyrantshavesentencedtheetodeath\";\"Andnaturethem,\"saidhe。——[Socrateswasnotcondemnedtodeathbythethirtytyrants,butbytheAthenians。—DiogenesLaertius,ii。35。]——
Whataridiculousthingitistotroubleourselvesabouttakingtheonlystepthatistodeliverusfromalltrouble!Asourbirthbroughtusthebirthofallthings,soinourdeathisthedeathofallthingsincluded。
Andthereforetolamentthatweshallnotbealiveahundredyearshence,isthesamefollyastobesorrywewerenotaliveahundredyearsago。
Deathisthebeginningofanotherlife。Sodidweweep,andsomuchitcostustoenterintothis,andsodidweputoffourformerveilinenteringintoit。Nothingcanbeagrievancethatisbutonce。Isitreasonablesolongtofearathingthatwillsosoonbedespatched?
Longlife,andshort,arebydeathmadeallone;forthereisnolong,norshort,tothingsthatarenomore。AristotletellsusthattherearecertainlittlebeastsuponthebanksoftheriverHypanis,thatneverliveaboveaday:theywhichdieateightoftheclockinthemorning,dieintheiryouth,andthosethatdieatfiveintheevening,intheirdecrepitude:whichofuswouldnotlaughtoseethismomentofcontinuanceputintotheconsiderationofwealorwoe?Themostandtheleast,ofours,incomparisonwitheternity,oryetwiththedurationofmountains,rivers,stars,trees,andevenofsomeanimals,isnolessridiculous。——[Seneca,Consol。adMarciam,c。20。]
Butnaturecompelsustoit。\"Gooutofthisworld,\"saysshe,\"asyouenteredintoit;thesamepassyoumadefromdeathtolife,withoutpassionorfear,thesame,afterthesamemanner,repeatfromlifetodeath。Yourdeathisapartoftheorderoftheuniverse,’tisapartofthelifeoftheworld。
\"’Intersemortalesmutuavivunt……
Et,quasicursores,vitailampadatradunt。’
[\"Mortals,amongstthemselves,livebyturns,and,liketherunnersinthegames,giveupthelamp,whentheyhavewontherace,tothenextcomer。——\"Lucretius,ii。75,78。]
\"ShallIexchangeforyouthisbeautifulcontextureofthings?’Tistheconditionofyourcreation;deathisapartofyou,andwhilstyouendeavourtoevadeit,youevadeyourselves。Thisverybeingofyoursthatyounowenjoyisequallydividedbetwixtlifeanddeath。Thedayofyourbirthisoneday’sadvancetowardsthegrave:
\"’Prima,quxvitamdedit,horacarpsit。’
[\"Thefirsthourthatgaveuslifetookawayalsoanhour。\"
——Seneca,Her。Fur。,3Chor。874。]
\"’Nascentesmorimur,finisqueaboriginependet。’
[\"Aswearebornwedie,andtheendcommenceswiththebeginning。\"—
—Manilius,Ast。,iv。16。]
\"Allthewholetimeyoulive,youpurloinfromlifeandliveattheexpenseoflifeitself。Theperpetualworkofyourlifeisbuttolaythefoundationofdeath。Youareindeath,whilstyouareinlife,becauseyoustillareafterdeath,whenyouarenomorealive;or,ifyouhadratherhaveitso,youaredeadafterlife,butdyingallthewhileyoulive;anddeathhandlesthedyingmuchmorerudelythanthedead,andmoresensiblyandessentially。Ifyouhavemadeyourprofitoflife,youhavehadenoughofit;goyourwaysatisfied。
\"`Curnonutplenusvita;convivarecedis?’
[\"Whynotdepartfromlifeasasatedguestfromafeast?
\"Lucretius,iii。951。]
\"Ifyouhavenotknownhowtomakethebestuseofit,ifitwasunprofitabletoyou,whatneedyoucaretoloseit,towhatendwouldyoudesirelongertokeepit?
\"’Curampliusadderequaeris,Rursumquodpereatmale,etingratumoccidatomne?’
[\"Whyseektoaddlongerlife,merelytorenewill—spenttime,andbeagaintormented?\"——Lucretius,iii。914。]
\"Lifeinitselfisneithergoodnorevil;itisthesceneofgoodorevilasyoumakeit。’And,ifyouhavelivedaday,youhaveseenall:onedayisequalandliketoallotherdays。Thereisnootherlight,noothershade;thisverysun,thismoon,theseverystars,thisveryorderanddispositionofthings,isthesameyourancestorsenjoyed,andthatshallalsoentertainyourposterity:
\"`Nonaliumviderepatres,aliumvenepotesAspicient。’
[\"Yourgrandsiressawnootherthing;norwillyourposterity。\"
——Manilius,i。529。]
\"And,cometheworstthatcancome,thedistributionandvarietyofalltheactsofmycomedyareperformedinayear。Ifyouhaveobservedtherevolutionofmyfourseasons,theycomprehendtheinfancy,theyouth,thevirility,andtheoldageoftheworld:theyearhasplayedhispart,andknowsnootherartbuttobeginagain;itwillalwaysbethesamething:
\"’Versamuribidem,atqueinsumususque。’
[\"Weareturninginthesamecircle,everthereinconfined。\"
——Lucretius,iii。1093。
\"’Atqueinsesuapervestigiavolviturannus。’
[\"Theyeariseverturningaroundinthesamefootsteps。\"
——Virgil,Georg。,ii。402。
\"Iamnotpreparedtocreateforyouanynewrecreations:
\"’Namtibiprxtereaquodmachiner,inveniamqueQuodplaceat,nihilest;eademsuntomniasemper。’
[\"Icandevise,norfindanythingelsetopleaseyou:’tisthesamethingoverandoveragain。\"——Lucretiusiii。957]
\"Giveplacetoothers,asothershavegivenplacetoyou。Equalityisthesoulofequity。Whocancomplainofbeingcomprehendedinthesamedestiny,whereinallareinvolved?Besides,liveaslongasyoucan,youshallbythatnothingshortenthespaceyouaretobedead;’tisalltonopurpose;youshallbeeverywhitaslongintheconditionyousomuchfear,asifyouhaddiedatnurse:
\"’Licetquotvisvivendovinceresecla,Morsaeternatamennihilominusillamanebit。’
[\"Livetriumphingoverasmanyagesasyouwill,deathstillwillremaineternal。\"——Lucretius,iii。1103]
\"AndyetIwillplaceyouinsuchaconditionasyoushallhavenoreasontobedispleased。
\"’Inveranescisnullumforemortealiumte,Quipossitvivustibitolugereperemptum,Stansquejacentem。’
[\"Knowyounotthat,whendead,therecanbenootherlivingselftolamentyoudead,standingonyourgrave。\"——Idem。,ibid。,898。]
\"Norshallyousomuchaswishforthelifeyouaresoconcernedabout:
\"`Necsibienimquisquamtumsevitamquerequirit……
\"’Necdesideriumnostrinosafficitullum。’
\"Deathislesstobefearedthannothing,iftherecouldbeanythinglessthannothing。
\"’Multo……mortemminusadnosesseputandium,Siminusessepotest,quamquodnihilessevidemus。’
\"Neithercanitanywayconcernyou,whetheryouarelivingordead:
living,byreasonthatyouarestillinbeing;dead,becauseyouarenomore。Moreover,noonediesbeforehishour:thetimeyouleavebehindwasnomoreyoursthanthatwaslapsedandgonebeforeyoucameintotheworld;nordoesitanymoreconcernyou。
\"’Respiceenim,quamniladnosanteactavetustasTemporisaeternifuerit。’
[\"Considerhowasnothingtousistheoldageoftimespast。\"
——Lucretiusiii。985]
Whereveryourlifeends,itisallthere。Theutilityoflivingconsistsnotinthelengthofdays,butintheuseoftime;amanmayhavelivedlong,andyetlivedbutalittle。Makeuseoftimewhileitispresentwithyou。Itdependsuponyourwill,andnotuponthenumberofdays,tohaveasufficientlengthoflife。Isitpossibleyoucanimaginenevertoarriveattheplacetowardswhichyouarecontinuallygoing?andyetthereisnojourneybuthathitsend。And,ifcompanywillmakeitmorepleasantormoreeasytoyou,doesnotalltheworldgotheself—sameway?
\"’Omniate,vitaperfuncta,sequentur。’
[\"Allthings,then,lifeover,mustfollowthee。\"
——Lucretius,iii。981。]