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  \"Oh,madame,\"criedFarrabesche,\"beforelong,whentherainsbegin,youwillhearthetorrentroarevenatthechateau;buteventhatisnothingtowhathappensinspringwhenthesnowsmelt。ThewaterthenrushesdownfromallpartsoftheforestbehindMontegnac,fromthosegreatslopeswhicharebackofthehillsonwhichyouhaveyourpark。

  Allthewaterofthesemountainspoursintothisvalleyandmakesadeluge。Luckilyforyou,thetreesholdtheearth;otherwisethelandwouldslideintothevalley。\"

  \"Wherearethesprings?\"askedMadameGraslin,givingherfullattentiontowhathesaid。

  Farrabeschepointedtoanarrowgorgewhichseemedtoendthevalleyjustbelowhishouse。\"TheyaremostlyonaclayplateaulyingbetweentheLimousinandtheCorreze;theyaremeregreenpoolsduringthesummer,andlosethemselvesinthesoil。Noonelivesinthatunhealthyregion。Thecattlewillnoteatthegrassorreedsthatgrownearthebrackishwater。Thatvasttract,whichhasmorethanthreethousandacresinit,isanopencommonforthreedistricts;but,liketheplainsofMontegnac,nousecanbemadeofit。Thissideonyourproperty,asIshowedyou,thereisalittleearthamongthestones,butoverthereisnothingbutsandyrock。\"

  \"Sendyourboyforthehorses;Iwillrideoverandseeitformyself。\"

  Benjamindeparted,afterMadameGraslinhadshownhimthedirectioninwhichhewouldfindMauriceandthehorses。

  \"Youwhoknow,sotheytellme,everypeculiarityofthecountrythoroughly,\"continuedMadameGraslin,\"explaintomehowitisthatthestreamsofmyforestwhichareonthesideofthemountaintowardMontegnac,andoughtthereforetosendtheirwatersdownthere,donotdoso,neitherinregularwater—coursesnorinsuddentorrentsafterrainsandthemeltingofthesnows。\"

  \"Ah,madame,\"saidFarrabesche,\"therector,whothinksallthetimeaboutthewelfareofMontegnac,hasguessedthereason,buthecan’tfindanyproofofit。Sinceyourarrival,hehasmademetracethepathofthewaterfrompointtopointthrougheachravineandvalley。

  Iwasreturningyesterday,whenIhadthehonorofmeetingyou,fromthebaseoftheRoche—Vive,whereIcarefullyexaminedthelayoftheland。Hearingthehorses’feet,Icameuptoseewhowasthere。

  MonsieurBonnetisnotonlyasaint,madame;heisamanofgreatknowledge。’Farrabesche,’hesaidtome(Iwasthenworkingontheroadthevillagehasjustbuilttothechateau,andtherectorcametomeandpointedtothatchainofhillsfromMontegnactoRoche—Vive),——

  ’Farrabesche,’hesaid,’theremustbesomereasonwhythatwater—sheddoesnotsendanyofitswatertotheplain;Naturemusthavemadesomesluicewaywhichcarriesitelsewhere。’Well,madame,thatideaissosimpleyouwouldsupposeanychildmighthavethoughtit;yetnoonesinceMontegnacexisted,neitherthegreatlords,northeirbailiffs,northeirforesters,northepoor,northerich,noneofthosewhosawthatplainbarrenforwantofwater,everaskedthemselveswhythestreamswhichnowfeedtheGaboudonotcomethere。

  Thethreedistrictsabove,whichhaveconstantlybeenafflictedwithfeversinconsequenceofstagnantwater,neverlookedfortheremedy;

  Imyself,wholiveinthewilds,neverdreamedofit;itneededamanofGod。\"

  Thetearsfilledhiseyesashesaidtheword。

  \"Allthatmenofgeniusdiscover,\"saidMadameGraslin,\"seemssosimplethateveryonethinkstheymighthavediscovereditthemselves。

  But,\"sheadded,asiftoherself,\"geniushasthisfinethingaboutit,——itresemblesalltheworld,butnooneresemblesit。\"

  \"IunderstoodMonsieurBonnetatonce,\"continuedFarrabesche;\"itdidnottakehimmanywordstotellmewhatIhadtodo。Madame,thisfactItellyouofisallthemoresingularbecausethereare,towardtheplain,greatrentsandfissuresinthemountain,gorgesandravinesdownwhichthewaterflows;but,strangetosay,thesecleftsandravinesandgorgesallsendtheirstreamsintoalittlevalleywhichisseveralfeetbelowthelevelofyourplain。To—dayIhavediscoveredthereasonofthisphenomenon:fromtheRoche—VivetoMontegnac,atthefootofthemountains,runsashelforbarricadeofrock,varyinginheightfromtwentytothirtyfeet;thereisnotabreakinitfromendtoend;anditisformedofaspeciesofrockwhichMonsieurBonnetcallsschist。Thesoilaboveit,whichisofcoursesofterthanrock,hasbeenhollowedoutbytheactionofthewater,whichisturnedatrightanglesbythebarricadeofrock,andthusflowsnaturallyintotheGabou。Thetreesandunderbrushoftheforestconcealthisformationandthehollowingoutofthesoil。Butafterfollowingthecourseofthewater,asIhavedonebythetracesleftofitspassage,itiseasytoconvinceanyoneofthefact。TheGabouthusreceivesthewater—shedofbothmountains,——thatwhichoughttogodownthemountainfaceonwhichyourparkandgardenaretotheplain,andthatwhichcomesdowntherockyslopesbeforeus。

  AccordingtoMonsieurBonnetthepresentstateofthingswillcreasewhenthewater—shedtowardtheplaingainsanaturaloutlet,andisdammedtowardtheGaboubytheearthandrockswhichthemountaintorrentsbringdownwiththem。Itwilltakeahundredyearstodothat,however;andbesides,itisn’tdesirable。Ifyoursoilwillnottakeupmorewaterthanthegreatcommonyouarenowgoingtosee,Montegnacwouldbefullofstagnantpools,breedingfeverinthecommunity。\"

  \"IsupposethattheplacesMonsieurBonnetshowedmetheotherdaywherethefoliageofthetreesisstillgreenmarkthepresentconduitsbywhichthewaterfallsintotheGabou?\"

  \"Yes,madame。BetweenRoche—ViveandMontegnactherearethreedistinctmountainswiththreehollowsbetweenthem,downwhichthewaters,stoppedbytheschistbarrier,turnoffintotheGabou。Thebeltoftreesstillgreenatthefootofthehillabovethebarrier,whichlooks,atadistance,likeapartoftheplain,isreallythewater—sluicetherectorsupposed,veryjustly,thatNaturehadmadeforherself。\"

  \"Well,whathasbeentotheinjuryofMontegnacshallsoonbeitsprosperity,\"saidMadameGraslin,inatoneofdeepintention。\"Andinasmuchasyouhavebeenthefirstinstrumentemployedonthework,youshallshareinit;youshallfindmefaithful,industriousworkmen;lackofmoneycanalwaysbemadeupbydevotionandgoodwork。\"

  BenjaminandMauricecameupasVeroniqueendedthesewords;shemountedherhorseandsignedtoFarrabeschetomounttheother。

  \"Guideme,\"shesaid,\"totheplacewherethewatersspreadoutinpoolsoverthatwasteland。\"

  \"Thereisallthemorereasonwhymadameshouldgothere,\"saidFarrabesche,\"becausethelateMonsieurGraslin,undertherector’sadvice,boughtthreehundredacresattheopeningofthatgorge,onwhichthewatershaveleftsedimentenoughtomakegoodsoiloverquiteapieceofground。MadamewillalsoseetheoppositesideoftheRoche—Vive,wheretherearefinewoods,amongwhichMonsieurGraslinwouldnodoubthaveputafarmhadhelived;there’sanexcellentplaceforone,wherethespringwhichrisesjustbymyhouselosesitselfbelow。\"

  Farrabescherodefirsttoshowtheway,takingVeroniquethroughapathwhichledtothespotwherethetwoslopesdrewcloselytogetherandthenflewapart,onetotheeasttheothertothewest,asifrepulsedbyashock。Thisnarrowpassage,filledwithlargerocksandcoarse,tallgrasses,wasonlyaboutsixtyfeetinwidth。

  TheRoche—Vive,cutperpendicularlyonthissidelookedlikeawallofgraniteinwhichtherewasnofoothold;butabovethisinflexiblewallwasacrownoftrees,therootsofwhichhungdownit,mostlypinesclingingtotherockwiththeirforkedfeetlikebirdsonabough。

  Theoppositehill,hollowedbytime,hadafrowningfront,sandy,rocky,andyellow;herewereshallowcaverns,dipswithoutdepth;thesoftandpulverizingrockhadochretones。Afewplantswithpricklyleavesabove,andburdocks,reeds,andaquaticgrowthsbelow,wereindicationenoughofthenorthernexposureandthepovertyofthesoil。Thebedofthetorrentwasofstone,quitehard,butyellow。

  Evidentlythetwochains,thoughparallelandrippedasunderbyoneofthegreatcatastropheswhichhavechangedthefaceoftheglobe,were,eitherfromsomeinexplicablecapriceorforsomeunknownreason,thediscoveryofwhichawaitedgenius,composedofelementsthatwerewhollydissimilar。Thecontrastoftheirtwonaturesshowedmoreclearlyherethanelsewhere。

  Veroniquenowsawbeforeheranimmensedryplateau,withoutanyvegetation,chalky(thisexplainedtheabsorptionofthewater)andstrewnwithpoolsofstagnantwaterandrockyplacesstrippedofsoil。

  TotherightwerethemountainsoftheCorreze;tolefttheRoche—Vivebarredtheviewcoveredwithitsnobletrees;onitsfurtherslopewasameadowofsometwohundredacres,theverdureofwhichcontrastedwiththehideousaspectofthedesolateplateau。

  \"MysonandIcutthatditchyouseedowntheremarkedbythetallgrasses,\"saidFarrabesche;\"itjoinstheonewhichboundsyourforest。Onthissidetheestateisboundedbyadesert,forthenearestvillageisthreemilesdistant。\"

  Veroniqueturnedrapidlytothedismalplain,followedbyherguide。

  Sheleapedherhorseacrosstheditchandrodeatfullgallopacrossthedrearexpanse,seemingtotakeasavagepleasureincontemplatingthatvastimageofdesolation。Farrabeschewasright。Nopower,nowillcouldputtoanyusewhateverthatsoilwhichresoundedunderthehorses’feetasthoughitwerehollow。Thiseffectwasproducedbythenaturalporousnessoftheclay;buttherewerefissuresalsothroughwhichthewaterflowedaway,nodoubttosomedistantsource。

  \"Therearemanysoulslikethis,\"thoughtVeronique,stoppingherhorseaftershehadriddenatfullspeedforfifteenortwentyminutes。Sheremainedmotionlessandthoughtfulinthemidstofthisdesert,wheretherewasneitheranimalnorinsectlifeandwherethebirdsneverflew。TheplainofMontegnacwasatleastpebblyorsandy;

  onitwereplaceswhereafewinchesofsoildidgiveafootholdfortherootsofcertainplains;butheretheungratefulchalk,neitherstonenorearth,repelledeventheeye,whichwasforcedtoturnforrelieftotheblueoftheether。

  Afterexaminingtheboundsofherforestandthemeadowspurchasedbyherhusband,VeroniquereturnedtowardtheoutletoftheGabou,butslowly。ShethensawFarrabeschegazingintoasortofditchwhichlookedlikeoneaspeculatormighthavedugintothisdesolatecorneroftheearthexpectingNaturetogiveupsomehiddentreasure。

  \"Whatisthematter?\"askedVeronique,noticingonthatmanlyfaceanexpressionofdeepsadness。

  \"Madame,Iowemylifetothatditch;orrather,tospeakmorecorrectly,Iowetoittimeforrepentance,timetoredeemmysinsintheeyesofmen。\"

  ThismethodofexplaininglifesoaffectedMadameGraslinthatshestoppedherhorseonthebrinkoftheditch。

  \"Iwashidingthere,madame。ThegroundissoresonantthatwhenmyearwasagainstitIcouldhearthehorsesofthegendarmerie,oreventhefootstepsofthesoldiers,whicharealwayspeculiar。ThatgavemetimetoescapeuptheGaboutoaplacewhereIhadahorse,andI

  alwaysmanagedtoputseveralmilesbetweenmyselfandmypursuers。

  Catherineusedtobringmefoodduringthenight;ifshedidnotfindmeIalwaysfoundthebreadandwineinaholecoveredwitharock。\"

  Thisrecollectionofhiswanderingandcriminallife,whichmighthaveinjuredFarrabeschewithsomepersons,metwiththemostindulgentpityfromMadameGraslin。SherodehastilyontowardtheGabou,followedbyherguide。Whileshemeasuredwithhereyethisopening,throughwhichcouldbeseenthelongvalley,sosmilingononeside,soruinedontheother,andatitslowerend,aleagueaway,theterracedhill—sidesbackofMontegnac,Farrabeschesaid:——

  \"There’llbeafamousrushofwaterinafewdays。\"

  \"Andnextyear,onthisday,notadropshallflowthere。Bothsidesbelongtome,andIwillbuildadamsolidenoughandhighenoughtostopthefreshet。Insteadofavalleyyieldingnothing,Iwillhavealaketwenty,thirty,fortyfeetdeepoveranextentofthreeorfourmiles,——animmensereservoir,whichshallsupplytheflowofirrigationwithwhichIwillfertilizetheplainofMontegnac。\"

  \"Ah,madame!therectorwasright,whenhesaidtousaswefinishedourroad,’Youareworkingforamother。’MayGodshedhisblessingonsuchanundertaking。\"

  \"Saynothingaboutit,Farrabesche,\"saidMadameGraslin。\"TheideawasMonsieurBonnet’s。\"

  Theyreturnedtothecottage,whereVeroniquepickedupMaurice,withwhomsherodehastilybacktothechateau。WhenMadameSauviatandAlinesawhertheywerestruckwiththechangeinhercountenance;thehopeofdoinggoodintheregionshenowownedgaveheralreadyanappearanceofhappiness。ShewroteatoncetoMonsieurGrossetete,begginghimtoaskMonsieurdeGrandvilleforthecompletereleaseofthereturnedconvict,onwhoseconductshegavehimassuranceswhichwereconfirmedbyacertificatefromthemayorofMontegnacandbyaletterfromMonsieurBonnet。TothisrequestsheaddedinformationaboutCatherineCurieux,beggingGrossetetetointerestthe/procureur—general/inthegoodworkshewishedtodo,andpersuadehimtowritetotheprefectureofpoliceinParistorecovertracesofthegirl。ThecircumstanceofCatherine’shavingsentmoneytoFarrabescheatthegalleysoughttobeclewenoughtofurnishinformation。VeroniquewasdeterminedtoknowwhyitwasthattheyoungwomanhadnotreturnedtoherchildandtoFarrabesche,nowthathewasfree。ShealsotoldheroldfriendofherdiscoveryaboutthetorrentoftheGabou,andurgedhimtoselectanableengineer,suchasshehadalreadyaskedhimtoprocureforher。

  ThenextdaywasSunday,andforthefirsttimesinceherinstallationatMontegnacVeroniquefeltabletohearmassinchurch;sheaccordinglywentthereandtookpossessionofthebenchthatbelongedtoherinthechapeloftheVirgin。Seeinghowdenudedthepoorchurchwas,sheresolvedtodevoteacertainsumyearlytotheneedsofthebuildingandthedecorationofthealtars。Shelistenedtothesweet,impressive,angelicvoiceoftherector,whosesermon,thoughcouchedinsimplelanguagesuitedtotherusticintellectsbeforehim,wassublimeincharacter。Sublimitycomesfromtheheart,intellecthaslittletodowithit;religionisaquenchlesssourceofthissublimitywhichhasnodross;forCatholicismenteringandchangingallhearts,isitselfallheart。MonsieurBonnettookhistextfromtheepistlefortheday,whichsignifiedthat,soonerorlater,Godaccomplishesallpromises,assistingHisfaithfulones,encouragingtherighteous。Hemadeplaintoeverymindthegreatthingswhichmightbeaccomplishedbywealthjudiciouslyusedforthegoodofothers,——explainingthatthedutiesofthepoortotherichwereaswidelyextendedasthoseoftherichtothepoor,andthattheaidandassistancegivenshouldbemutual。

  Farrabeschehadmadeknowntoafewofthosewhotreatedhiminafriendlymanner(theresultoftheChristiancharitywhichMonsieurBonnethadputinpracticeamonghisparishioners)thebenevolentactsMadameGraslinhaddoneforhim。Herconductinthismatterhadbeentalkedoverbyallthelittlegroupsofpersonsassembledroundthechurchdoorbeforetheservice,asisthecustomincountryplaces。

  Nothingcouldhavebeenbettercalculatedtowinthefriendshipandgood—willoftheseeminentlysusceptibleminds;sothatwhenVeroniqueleftthechurchafterserviceshefoundnearlyalltheinhabitantsoftheparishformedintwohedgesthroughwhichshewasexpectedtopass。Oneandalltheybowedrespectfullyinprofoundsilence。Shewasdeeplytouchedbythisreception,withoutknowingtheactualcauseofit。SeeingFarrabeschehumblystationedamongthelast,shestoppedandsaidtohim:——

  \"Youareagoodhunter;donotforgettosupplymewithgame。\"

  AfewdayslaterVeroniquewenttowalkwiththerectorthroughthepartoftheforestthatwasnearestthechateau,wishingtodescendwithhimtheterracedslopesshehadseenfromthehouseofFarrabesche。IndoingthissheobtainedcompletecertaintyastothenatureoftheupperaffluentsoftheGabou。TherectorsawforhimselfthatthestreamswhichwateredcertainpartsofupperMontegnaccamefromthemountainsoftheCorreze。Thischainofhillsjoinedthebarrenslopeswehavealreadydescribed,parallelwiththechainoftheRoche—Vive。

  Onreturningfromthiswalktherectorwasjoyfulasachild;heforesaw,withthenaiveteofapoet,theprosperityofhisdearvillage——forapoetisaman,ishenot?whorealizeshopesbeforetheyripen。MonsieurBonnetgarneredhishayashestoodoverlookingthatbarrenplainfromMadameGraslin’supperterrace。

  XV

  STORYOFAGALLEY—SLAVE

  ThenextdayFarrabescheandhissoncametothechateauwithgame。

  Thekeeperalsobrought,forFrancis,acocoanutcup,elaboratelycarved,agenuineworkofart,representingabattle。MadameGraslinwaswalkingatthetimeontheterrace,inthedirectionwhichoverlookedLesTascherons。Shesatdownonabench,tookthecupinherhandandlookedearnestlyatthedeftpieceofwork。Afewtearscameintohereyes。

  \"Youmusthavesufferedverymuch,\"shesaidtoFarrabesche,afterafewmoments’silence。

  \"HowcouldIhelpit,madame?\"hereplied;\"forIwastherewithoutthehopeofescape,whichsupportsthelifeofmostconvicts。\"

  \"Anawfullife!\"shesaidinatoneofhorror,invitingFarrabeschebywordandgesturetosaymore。

  FarrabeschetooktheconvulsivetremblingandothersignsofemotionhesawinMadameGraslinforthepowerfulinterestofcompassionatecuriosityinhimself。

  JustthenMadameSauviatappeared,comingdownapathasifshemeanttojointhem;butVeroniquedrewoutherhandkerchiefandmadeanegativesign;saying,withanasperityshehadneverbeforeshowntotheoldwoman:——

  \"Leaveme,leaveme,mother。\"

  \"Madame,\"saidFarrabesche,\"fortenyearsIworethere(holdingouthisleg)achainfastenedtoagreatironringwhichboundmetoanotherman。DuringmytimeIhadtolivethuswiththreedifferentconvicts。Isleptonawoodenbench;Ihadtoworkextraordinarilyhardtoearnalittlemattresscalleda/serpentin/。Eachdormitorycontainseighthundredmen。Eachbed,calleda/tolard/,holdstwenty—

  fourmen,chainedincouples。Everynightthechainofeachcoupleispassedroundanothergreatchainwhichiscalledthe/filetderamas/。

  Thischainholdsallthecouplesbythefeet,andrunsalongthebottomofthe/tolard/。Ittookmeovertwoyearstogetaccustomedtothatironclanking,whichcalledoutincessantly,’Thouartagalley—

  slave!’IfIsleptaninstantsomevilecompanionmovedorquarrelled,remindingmeofwhereIwas。Thereisaterribleapprenticeshiptomakebeforeamancanlearnhowtosleep。ImyselfcouldnotsleepuntilIhadcometotheendofmystrengthandtoutterexhaustion。

  WhenatlastsleepcameIhadthenightsinwhichtoforget。Oh!to/forget/,madame,thatwassomething!Oncethere,amanmustlearntosatisfyhisneeds,eveninthesmallestthings,accordingtothewayslaiddownbypitilessregulations。Imagine,madame,theeffectsuchalifeproducedonaladlikeme,whohadlivedinthewoodswiththebirdsandthesquirrels!IfIhadnotalreadylivedforsixmonthswithinprison—walls,Ishould,inspiteofMonsieurBonnet’sgrandwords——forhe,Icantrulysay,isthefatherofmysoul——Ishould,ah!Imusthaveflungmyselfintotheseaatthemeresightofmycompanions。Out—doorsIstillcouldlive;butinthebuilding,whethertosleeportoeat,——toeatoutofbuckets,andeachbucketfilledforthreecouples,——itwaslifenolonger,itwasdeath;theatrociousfacesandlanguageofmycompanionswerealwaysinsufferabletome。

  Happily,fromfiveo’clockinsummer,andfromhalf—pastseveno’clockinwinterwewent,inspiteofheatorcoldandwindorrain,on’fatigue,’thatis,hard—labor。Thushalfthislifewasspentintheopenair;andtheairwassweetaftertheclosedormitorypackedwitheighthundredconvicts。Andthatair,too,issea—air!Wecouldenjoythebreezes,wecouldbefriendswiththesun,wecouldwatchthecloudsastheypassedaboveus,wecouldhopeandprayforfineweather!Asforme,Itookaninterestinmywork——\"

  Farrabeschestopped;twoheavytearswererollingdownhismistress’sface。

  \"Oh!madame,Ihaveonlytoldyouthebestsideofthatlife,\"hecontinued,takingtheexpressionofherfaceasmeantforhim。\"Theterribleprecautionstakenbythegovernment,theconstantspyingofthekeepers,theblacksmith’sinspectionofthechainseveryday,nightandmorning,thecoarsefood,thehideousgarmentswhichhumiliateamanatallhours,thecomfortlesssleep,thehorriblerattlingofeighthundredchainsinthatresoundinghall,theprospectofbeingshotorblowntopiecesbycannoniftenofthosevillainstookafancytorevolt,allthosedreadfulthingsarenothing,——

  nothing,Itellyou;thatisthebrightsideonly。There’sanotherside,madame,andadecentman,abourgeois,woulddieofhorrorinaweek。Aconvictisforcedtolivewithanotherman;obligedtoendurethecompanyoffiveothermenateverymeal,twenty—threeinhisbedatnight,andtoheartheirlanguage!Thegreatsocietyofgalley—

  slaves,madame,hasitssecretlaws;disobeythemandyouaretortured;obeythem,andyoubecomeatorturer。Youmustbeeithervictimorexecutioner。Iftheywouldkillyouatonceitwouldatleastbethecureoflife。Butno,theyarewiserthanthatindoingevil。Itisimpossibletoholdoutagainstthehatredofthesemen;

  theirpowerisabsoluteoveranyprisonerwhodispleasesthem,andtheycanmakehislifeatormentfarworsethandeath。Themanwhorepentsandendeavorstobehavewellistheircommonenemy;aboveall,theysuspecthimofinforming;andaninformerisputtodeath,oftenonmeresuspicion。Everyhallandcommunityofeighthundredconvictshasitstribunal,inwhicharejudgedthecrimescommittedagainstthatsociety。Nottoobeytheusagesiscriminal,andamanisliabletopunishment。Forinstance,everymanmustco—operateinescapes;

  everyconvicthashistimeassignedhimtoescape,andallhisfellow—

  convictsmustprotectandaidhim。Torevealwhatacomradeisdoingwithaviewtoescapeiscriminal。Iwillnotspeaktoyouofthehorriblecustomsandmoralsofthegalleys。Nomanbelongstohimself;

  thegovernment,inordertoneutralizetheattemptsatrevoltorescape,takespainstochaintwocontrarynaturesandintereststogether;andthismakesthetortureofthecouplingunendurable;menarelinkedtogetherwhohateordistrusteachother。\"

  \"Howwasitwithyou?\"askedMadameGraslin。

  \"Ah!there,\"repliedFarrabesche,\"Ihadluck;Ineverdrewalottokillaconvict;Ineverhadtovotethedeathofanyoneofthem;I

  neverwaspunished;nomantookadisliketome;andIgotonwellwiththethreedifferentmenIwaschainedto;theyallfearedmebutlikedme。Onereasonwas,mynamewasknownandfamousatthegalleysbeforeIgotthere。A/chauffeur/!theythoughtmeoneofthosebrigands。Ihaveseen/chauffing/,\"continuedFarrabescheafterapause,inalowvoice,\"butInevereitherdiditmyself,ortookanyofthemoneyobtainedbyit。Iwasarefractory,Ievadedtheconscription,thatwasall。Ihelpedmycomrades,Ikeptwatch;Iwassentinelandbroughtuptherear—guard;butInevershedanyman’sbloodexceptinself—defence。Ah!ItoldalltoMonsieurBonnetandmylawyer,andthejudgesknewwellenoughthatIwasnomurderer。But,allthesame,Iamagreatcriminal;nothingthatIeverdidwasmorallyright。However,beforeIgotthere,asIwassaying,twoofmycomradestoldofmeasamanabletodogreatthings。Atthegalleys,madame,nothingissovaluableasthatreputation,notevenmoney。Inthatrepublicofmiserymurderisapassporttotranquillity。Ididnothingtodestroythatopinionofme。Iwassad,resigned,andtheymistooktheappearanceofit。Mygloomymanner,mysilence,passedforferocity。Allthatworld,convicts,keepers,youngandold,respectedme。Iwastreatedasfirstinmyhall。Nooneinterferedwithmysleep;Iwasneversuspectedofinforming;Ibehavedhonorablyaccordingtotheirideas;Ineverrefusedtodoservice;Inevertestifiedtheslightestrepugnance;Ihowledwiththewolvesoutside,IprayedtoGodwithin。Mylastcompanioninchainswasasoldier,twenty—twoyearsofage,whohadcommittedatheftanddesertedinconsequenceofit。Wewerechainedtogetherforfouryears,andwewerefriends;whereverImaybeIamcertaintomeethimwhenhistimeisup。Thispoordevil,whosenameisGuepin,isnotascoundrel,heismerelyheedless;hispunishmentmayreformhim。Ifmycomradeshaddiscoveredthatreligionledmetosubmittomytrials,——thatImeant,whenmytimewasup,tolivehumblyinacorner,lettingnooneknowwhereIwas,intendingtoforgettheirhorriblecommunityandnevertocrossthepathofanyofthem,——theywouldprobablyhavedrivenmemad。\"

  \"Then,\"saidMadameGraslin,\"ifapooryoungman,atendersoul,carriedawaybypassion,havingcommittedamurder,wassparedfromdeathandsenttothegalleys——\"

  \"Oh!madame,\"saidFarrabesche,interruptingher,\"thereisnosparinginthat。Thesentencemaybecommutedtotwentyyearsatthegalleys,butforadecentyoungman,thatisawful!Icouldnotspeaktoyouofthelifethatawaitshimthere;athousandtimesbetterdie。Yes,todieuponthescaffoldishappinessincomparison。\"

  \"Idarednotthinkit,\"murmuredMadameGraslin。

  Shehadturnedaswhiteaswax。Tohideherfaceshelaidherforeheadonthebalustrade,andkeptitthereseveralminutes。Farrabeschedidnotknowwhetherheoughttogoorremain。

  MadameGraslinraisedherheadatlast,lookedatFarrabeschewithanalmostmajesticair,andsaid,tohisamazement,inavoicethatstirredhisheart:——

  \"Thankyou,myfriend。But,\"sheadded,afterapause,\"wheredidyoufindcouragetoliveandsuffer?\"

  \"Ah!madame,MonsieurBonnetputatreasurewithinmysoul!andforthatIlovehimbetterthanallelseonearth。\"

  \"BetterthanCatherine?\"saidMadameGraslin,smilingwithasortofbitterness。

  \"Almostaswell,madame。\"

  \"Howdidhedoit?\"

  \"Madame,thewordsandthevoiceofthatmanconqueredme。CatherinebroughthimtothatholeinthegroundIshowedyouonthecommon;hehadcomefearlesslyalone。Hewas,hesaid,thenewrectorofMontegnac;Iwashisparishioner,helovedme;heknewIwasonlymisguided,notlost;hedidnotintendtobetrayme,buttosaveme;

  inshort,hesaidmanysuchthingsthatstirredmysoultoitsdepths。

  Thatman,madame,commandsyoutodorightwithasmuchforceasthosewhotellyoutodowrong。Itwashewhotoldme,poordearman,thatCatherinewasamother,andthatIwasdoomingtwobeingstoshameanddesertion。’Well,’Isaidtohim,’theyarelikeme;Ihavenofuture。’HeansweredthatIhadafuture,twobadfutures,beforeme——

  oneinanotherworld,oneinthisworld——ifIpersistedinnotchangingmywayoflife。Inthisworld,Ishoulddieonthescaffold。

  IfIwerecapturedmydefencewouldbeimpossible。Onthecontrary,ifItookadvantageoftheleniencyofthenewgovernmenttowardallcrimestraceabletotheconscription,ifIdeliveredmyselfup,hebelievedhecouldsavemylife;hewouldengageagoodlawyer,whowouldgetmeoffwithtenyearsatthegalleys。ThenMonsieurBonnettalkedtomeoftheotherlife。CatherineweptliketheMagdalen——See,madame,\"saidFarrabesche,holdingouthisrightarm,\"herfacewasinthathand,andIfeltitwetwithtears。Sheimploredmetolive。

  MonsieurBonnetpromisedtosecureme,whenIhadservedmysentence,apeacefullifeherewithmychild,andtoprotectmeagainstaffront。

  Hecatechisedmeashewouldalittlechild。Afterthreesuchvisitsatnighthemademeassuppleasaglove。Wouldyouliketoknowhow,madame?\"

  FarrabescheandMadameGraslinlookedateachother,notexplainingtothemselvestheirmutualcuriosity。

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