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  Practicalandsubtleinherway,shebroughtStevietothefrontwithoutlossoftime,becauseinherthesinglenessofpurposehadtheunerringnatureandtheforceofaninstinct。

  `WhatIamgoingtodotocheerupthatboyforthefirstfewdaysI’msureIdon’tknow。He’llbeworryinghimselffrommorningtillnightbeforehegetsusedtomotherbeingaway。Andhe’ssuchagoodboy。Icouldn’tdowithouthim。’

  MrVerlocwentondivestinghimselfofhisclothingwiththeunnoticinginwardconcentrationofamanundressinginthesolitudeofavastandhopelessdesert。Forthusinhospitablydidthisfairearth,ourcommoninheritance,presentitselftothementalvisionofMrVerloc。Allwassostillwithoutandwithinthatthelonelytickingoftheclockonthelandingstoleintotheroomasifforthesakeofcompany。

  MrVerloc,gettingintobedonhisownside,remainedproneandmutebehindMrsVerloc’sback。Histhickarmsrestedabandonedontheoutsideofthecounterpanelikedroppedweapons,likediscardedtools。Atthatmomenthewaswithinahair’sbreadthofmakingacleanbreastofitalltohiswife。Themomentseemedpropitious。Lookingoutofthecornersofhiseyes,hesawherampleshouldersdrapedinwhite,thebackofherhead,withthehairdoneforthenightinthreeplaitstiedupwithblacktapesattheends。Andheforbore。MrVerloclovedhiswifeasawifeshouldbeloved—thatis,maritally,withtheregardonehasforone’schiefpossession。Thisheadarrangedforthenight,thoseampleshoulders,hadanaspectoffamiliarsacredness—thesacrednessofdomesticpeace。Shemovednot,massiveandshapelesslikearecumbentstatueintherough;

  herememberedherwide—openeyeslookingintotheemptyroom。Shewasmysterious,withthemysteriousnessoflivingbeings。Thefar—famedsecretagentΔ

  ofthelateBaronStott—Wartenheim’salarmistdispatcheswasnotthemantobreakintosuchmysteries。Hewaseasilyintimidated。Andhewasalsoindolent,withtheindolencewhichissooftenthesecretofgoodnature。

  Heforboretouchingthatmysteryoutoflove,timidity,andindolence。

  Therewouldbealwaystimeenough。Forseveralminutesheborehissufferingssilentlyinthedrowsysilenceoftheroom。Andthenhedisturbeditbyaresolutedeclaration。

  `IamgoingontheContinenttomorrow。’

  Hiswifemighthavefallenasleepalready。Hecouldnottell。Asamatteroffact,MrsVerlochadheardhim。Hereyesremainedverywideopen,andshelayverystill,confirmedinherinstinctiveconvictionthatthingsdon’tbearlookingintoverymuch。AndyetitwasnothingveryunusualforMrVerloctotakesuchatrip。HerenewedhisstockfromParisandBrussels。Oftenhewentovertomakehispurchasespersonally。AlittleselectconnectionofamateurswasformingaroundtheshopinBrettStreet,asecretconnectioneminentlyproperforanybusinessundertakenbyMrVerloc,who,byamysticaccordoftemperamentandnecessity,hadbeensetaparttobeasecretagentallhislife。

  Hewaitedforawhile,thenadded:`I’llbeawayaweekorperhapsafortnight。GetMrsNealetocomefortheday。’

  MrsNealewasthecharwomanofBrettStreet。Victimofhermarriagewithadebauchedjoiner,shewasoppressedbytheneedsofmanyinfantchildren。Red—armed,andapronedincoarsesackinguptothearmpits,sheexhaledtheanguishofthepoorinabreathofsoap—sudsandrum,intheuproarofscrubbing,intheclatteroftinpails。

  MrsVerloc,fullofdeeppurpose,spokeinthetoneoftheshallowestindifference。

  `Thereisnoneedtohavethewomanhereallday。IshalldoverywellwithStevie。’

  Sheletthelonelyclockonthelandingcountofffifteenticksintotheabyssofeternity,andasked:

  `ShallIputthelightout?’

  MrVerlocsnappedathiswifehuskily。

  `Putitout。’

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  MrVerloc,returningfromtheContinentattheendoftendays,broughtbackamindevidentlyunrefreshedbythewondersofforeigntravelandacountenanceunlightedbythejoysofhomecoming。Heenteredintheclatteroftheshop—bellwithanairofsombreandvexedexhaustion。Hisbaginhand,hisheadlowered,hestrodestraightbehindthecounter,andlethimselffallintothechair,asthoughhehadtrampedallthewayfromDover。Itwasearlymorning。Stevie,dustingvariousobjectsdisplayedinthefrontwindows,turnedtogapeathimwithreverenceandawe。

  `Here!’saidMrVerloc,givingaslightkicktothegladstonebagonthefloor;andStevieflunghimselfuponit,seizedit,boreitoffwithtriumphantdevotion。HewassopromptthatMrVerlocwasdistinctlysurprised。

  Alreadyattheclatteroftheshop—bellMrsNeale,blackleadingtheparlourgrate,hadlookedthroughthedoor,andrisingfromherkneeshadgone,aproned,andgrimywitheverlastingtoil,totellMrsVerlocinthekitchenthat`therewasthemastercomeback’。

  Winniecamenofartherthantheinnershopdoor。`You’llwantsomebreakfast,’

  shesaidfromadistance。MrVerlocmovedhishandsslightly,asifovercomebyanimpossiblesuggestion。Butonceenticedintotheparlourhedidnotrejectthefoodsetbeforehim。Heateasifinapublicplace,hishatpushedoffhisforehead,theskirtsofhisheavyovercoathanginginatriangleoneachsideofthechair。AndacrossthelengthofthetablecoveredwithbrownoilclothWinnie,hiswife,talkedevenlyathimthewifelytalk,asartfullyadapted,nodoubt,tothecircumstancesofthisreturnasthetalkofPenelopetothereturnofthewanderingOdysseus。

  MrsVerloc,however,haddonenoweavingduringherhusband’sabsence。

  Butshehadhadalltheupstairsroomscleanedthoroughly,hadsoldsomewares,hadseenMrMichaelisseveraltimes。Hehadtoldherthelasttimethathewasgoingawaytoliveinacottageinthecountry,somewhereontheLondon,Chatham,andDoverline。KarlYundthadcome,too,onceledunderthearmbythat`wickedoldhouse—keeperofhis’。Hewasa`disgustingoldman’。OfComradeOssipon,whomshehadreceivedcurtly,entrenchedbehindthecounterwithastonyfaceandafar—awaygaze,shesaidnothing,hermentalreferencetotherobustanarchistbeingmarkedbyashortpause,withthefaintestpossibleblush。AndbringinginherbrotherStevieassoonasshecouldintothecurrentofdomesticevents,shementionedthattheboyhadmopedagooddeal。

  `It’sallalongofmotherleavinguslikethis。’

  MrVerlocneithersaid`Damn!’noryet`Steviebehanged!’AndMrsVerloc,notletintothesecretofhisthoughts,failedtoappreciatethegenerosityofthisrestraint。

  `Itisn’tthathedoesn’tworkaswellasever,’shecontinued。`He’sbeenmakinghimselfveryuseful。You’dthinkhecouldn’tdoenoughforus。’

  MrVerlocdirectedacasualandsomnolentglanceatStevie,whosatonhisright,delicate,pale—faced,hisrosymouthopenvacantly。Itwasnotacriticalglance。Ithadnointention。AndifMrVerlocthoughtforamomentthathiswife’sbrotherlookeduncommonlyuseless,itwasonlyadullandfleetingthought,devoidofthatforceanddurabilitywhichenablessometimesathoughttomovetheworld。Leaningback,MrVerlocuncoveredhishead。BeforehisextendedarmcouldputdownthehatSteviepounceduponit,andboreitoffreverentlyintothekitchen。AndagainMrVerlocwassurprised。

  `Youcoulddoanythingwiththatboy,Adolf,’MrsVerlocsaid,withherbestairofinflexiblecalmness。`Hewouldgothroughfireforyou。

  He——’

  Shepausedattentive,herearturnedtowardsthedoorofthekitchen。

  ThereMrsNealewasscrubbingthefloor。AtStevie’sappearanceshegroanedlamentably,havingobservedthathecouldbeinducedeasilytobestowforthebenefitofherinfantchildrentheshillinghissisterWinniepresentedhimwithfromtimetotime。Onallfoursamongstthepuddles,wetandbegrimed,likeasortofamphibiousanddomesticanimallivinginashbinsanddirtywater,sheutteredtheusualexordium;`It’sallverywellforyou,keptdoingnothing,likeagentleman。’Andshefolloweditwiththeeverlastingplaintofthepoor,patheticallymendacious,miserablyauthenticatedbythehorriblebreathofcheaprumandsoap—suds。Shescrubbedhard,snufflingallthetime,andtalkingvolubly。Andshewassincere。

  Andoneachsideofherthinrednoseherbleared,mistyeyesswamintears,becauseshefeltreallythewantofsomesortofstimulantinthemorning。

  IntheparlourMrsVerlocobserved,withknowledge:

  `There’sMrsNealeatitagainwithherharrowingtalesaboutherlittlechildren。Theycan’tbeallsolittleasshemakesthemout。Someofthemmustbebigenoughbynowtotrytodosomethingforthemselves。ItonlymakesStevieangry。’

  Thesewordswereconfirmedbyathudasofafiststrikingthekitchentable。InthenormalevolutionofhissympathySteviehadbecomeangryondiscoveringthathehadnoshillinginhispocket。InhisinabilitytorelieveatonceMrsNeale’s`little’uns’privations,hefeltthatsomebodyshouldbemadetosufferforit。MrsVerlocroseandwentintothekitchento`stopthatnonsense’。Andshediditfirmlybutgently。ShewaswellawarethatdirectlyMrsNealereceivedhermoneyshewentroundthecornertodrinkardentspiritsinameanandmustypublic—house—theunavoidablestationontheviadolorosaofherlife。MrsVerloc’scommentuponthispracticehadanunexpectedprofundity,ascomingfromapersondisinclinedtolookunderthesurfaceofthings。`Ofcourse,whatisshetodotokeepup?IfIwerelikeMrsNealeIexpectIwouldn’tactanydifferent。’

  Intheafternoonofthesameday,asMrVerloc,comingwithastartoutofthelastofalongseriesofdozesbeforetheparlourfire,declaredhisintentionofgoingoutforawalk,Winniesaidfromtheshop:

  `Iwishyouwouldtakethatboyoutwithyou,Adolf。’

  ForthethirdtimethatdayMrVerlocwassurprised。Hestaredstupidlyathiswife。Shecontinuedinhersteadymanner。Theboy,wheneverhewasnotdoinganything,mopedinthehouse。Itmadeheruneasy;itmadehernervous,sheconfessed。AndthatfromthecalmWinniesoundedlikeexaggeration。

  Butintruth,Steviemopedinthestrikingfashionofanunhappydomesticanimal。Hewouldgouponthedarklanding,tositontheflooratthefootofthetallclock,withhiskneesdrawnupandhisheadinhishands。

  Tocomeuponhispallidface,withitsbigeyesgleaminginthedusk,wasdiscomposing;tothinkofhimuptherewasuncomfortable。

  MrVerlocgotusedtothestartlingnoveltyoftheidea。HewasFondofhiswifeasamanshouldbe—thatis,generously。Butaweightyobjectionpresenteditselftohismind,andheformulatedit。

  `He’lllosesightofmeperhaps,andgetlostinthestreet,’hesaid。

  MrsVerlocshookherheadcompetently。

  `Hewon’t。Youdon’tknowhim。Thatboyjustworshipsyou。Butifyoushouldmisshim——’

  MrsVerlocpausedforamoment,butonlyforamoment。

  `Youjustgoon,andhaveyourwalkout。Don’tworry。He’llbeallright。

  He’ssuretoturnupsafeherebeforeverylong。’

  ThisoptimismprocuredforMrVerlochisfourthsurpriseoftheday。

  `Ishe?’hegrunteddoubtfully。Butperhapshisbrother—in—lawwasnotsuchanidiotashelooked。Hiswifewouldknowbest。Heturnedawayhisheavyeyes,sayinghuskily:`Well,lethimcomealong,then,’andrelapsedintotheclutchesofblackcare,thatperhapspreferstositbehindahorseman,butknowsalsohowtotreadcloseontheheelsofpeoplenotsufficientlywellofftokeephorses—likeMrVerloc,forinstance。

  Winnie,attheshopdoor,didnotseethisfatalattendantuponMrVerloc’swalks。Shewatchedthetwofiguresdownthesqualidstreet,onetallandburly,theotherslightandshort,withathinneck,andthepeakedshouldersraisedslightlyunderthelargesemi—transparentears。Thematerialoftheirovercoatswasthesame,theirhatswereblackandroundinshape。

  Inspiredbythesimilarityofwearingapparel,MrsVerlocgavereintoherfancy。

  `Mightbefatherandson,’shesaidtoherself。ShethoughtalsothatMrVerlocwasasmuchofafatheraspoorStevieeverhadinhislife。

  Shewasawarealsothatitwasherwork。Andwithpeacefulprideshecongratulatedherselfonacertainresolutionshehadtakenafewyearsbefore。Ithadcosthersomeeffort,andevenafewtears。

  ShecongratulatedherselfstillmoreonobservinginthecourseofdaysthatMrVerlocseemedtobetakingkindlytoStevie’scompanionship。Now,whenreadytogooutforhiswalk,MrVerloccalledaloudtotheboy,inthespirit,nodoubt,inwhichamaninvitestheattendanceofthehouseholddog,though,ofcourse,inadifferentmanner。InthehouseMrVerloccouldbedetectedstaringcuriouslyatStevieagooddeal。Hisowndemeanourhadchanged。Taciturnstill,hewasnotsolistless。MrsVerlocthoughtthathewasratherjumpyattimes。Itmighthavebeenregardedasanimprovement。

  AstoStevie,hemopednolongeratthefootoftheclock,butmutteredtohimselfincornersinsteadinathreateningtone。Whenasked`Whatisityou’resaying,Stevie?’hemerelyopenedhismouth,andsquintedathissister。Atoddtimesheclenchedhisfistswithoutapparentcause,andwhendiscoveredinsolitudewouldbescowlingatthewall,withthesheetofpaperandthepencilgivenhimfordrawingcircleslyingblankandidleonthekitchentable。Thiswasachange,butitwasnoimprovement。

  MrsVerloc,includingallthesevagariesunderthegeneraldefinitionofexcitement,begantofearthatSteviewashearingmorethanwasgoodforhimofherhusband’sconversationswithhisfriends。Duringhis`walks’

  MrVerloc,ofcourse,metandconversedwithvariouspersons。Itcouldhardlybeotherwise。Hiswalkswereanintegralpartofhisoutdooractivities,whichhiswifehadneverlookeddeeplyinto。MrsVerlocfeltthatthepositionwasdelicate,butshefaceditwiththesameimpenetrablecalmnesswhichimpressedandevenastonishedthecustomersoftheshopandmadetheothervisitorskeeptheirdistancealittlewonderingly。No!ShefearedthattherewerethingsnotgoodforStevietohearof,shetoldherhusband。

  Itonlyexcitedthepoorboy,becausehecouldnothelpthembeingso。

  Nobodycould。

  Itwasintheshop。MrVerlocmadenocomment。Hemadenoretort,andyettheretortwasobvious。ButherefrainedfrompointingouttohiswifethattheideaofmakingSteviethecompanionofhiswalkswasherown,andnobodyelse’s。Atthatmoment,toanimpartialobserver,MrVerlocwouldhaveappearedmorethanhumaninhismagnanimity。Hetookdownasmallcardboardboxfromashelf,peepedintoseethatthecontentswereallright,andputitdowngentlyonthecounter。Nottillthatwasdonedidhebreakthesilence,totheeffectthatmostlikelySteviewouldprofitgreatlybybeingsentoutoftownforawhile;onlyhesupposedhiswifecouldnotgetonwithouthim。

  `Couldnotgetonwithouthim!’repeatedMrsVerloc,slowly。`Icouldn’tgetonwithouthimifitwereforhisgood!Theidea!Ofcourse,Icangetonwithouthim。Butthere’snowhereforhimtogo。’

  MrVerlocgotoutsomebrownpaperandaballofstring;andmeanwhilehemutteredthatMichaeliswaslivinginalittlecottageinthecountry。

  Michaeliswouldn’tmindgivingSteviearoomtosleepin。Therewerenovisitorsandnotalkthere。Michaeliswaswritingabook。

  MrsVerlocdeclaredheraffectionforMichaelis;mentionedherabhorrenceofKarlYundt,`nastyoldman’;andofOssiponshesaidnothing。AstoStevie,hecouldbenootherthanverypleased。MrMichaeliswasalwayssoniceandkindtohim。Heseemedtoliketheboy。Well,theboywasagoodboy。

  `You,too,seemtohavegrownquitefondofhimoflate,’sheadded,afterapause,withherinflexibleassurance。

  MrVerloc,tyingupthecardboardboxintoaparcelforthepost,brokethestringbyaninjudiciousjerk,andmutteredseveralswearwordsconfidentiallytohimself。Thenraisinghistonetotheusualhuskymutter,heannouncedhiswillingnesstotakeStevieintothecountryhimself,andleavehimsafewithMichaelis。

  Hecarriedoutthisschemeontheverynextday。Stevieofferednoobjection。

  Heseemedrathereager,inabewilderedsortofway。HeturnedhiscandidgazeinquisitivelytoMrVerloc’sheavycountenanceatfrequentintervals,especiallywhenhissisterwasnotlookingathim。Hisexpressionwasproud,apprehensive,andconcentrated,likethatofasmallchildentrustedforthefirsttimewithaboxofmatchesandthepermissiontostrikealight。

  ButMrsVerloc,gratifiedbyherbrother’sdocility,recommendedhimnottodirtyhisclothesundulyinthecountry。AtthisSteviegavehissister,guardian,andprotectoralook,whichforthefirsttimeinhislifeseemedtolackthequalityofperfectchildliketrustfulness。Itwashaughtilygloomy。MrsVerlocsmiled。

  `Goodnessme!Youneedn’tbeoffended。Youknowyoudogetyourselfveryuntidywhenyougetachance,Stevie。’

  MrVerlocwasalreadygonesomewaydownthestreet。

  Thusinconsequenceofhermother’sheroicproceedings,andofherbrother’sabsenceonthisvillegiature,MrsVerlocfoundherselfoftenerthanusualallalonenotonlyintheshop,butinthehouse。ForMrVerlochadtotakehiswalks。ShewasalonelongerthanusualonthedayoftheattemptedbomboutrageinGreenwichPark,becauseMrVerlocwentoutveryearlythatmorninganddidnotcomebacktillnearlydusk。Shedidnotmindbeingalone。Shehadnodesiretogoout。Theweatherwastoobad,andtheshopwascosierthanthestreets。Sittingbehindthecounterwithsomesewing,shedidnotraisehereyesfromherworkwhenMrVerlocenteredintheaggressiveclatterofthebell。Shehadrecognizedhissteponthepavementoutside。

  Shedidnotraisehereyes,butasMrVerloc,silent,andwithhishatrammeddownuponhisforehead,madestraightfortheparlourdoor,shesaid,serenely:

  `Whatawretchedday。You’vebeenperhapstoseeStevie?’

  `No!Ihaven’t,’saidMrVerloc,softly,andslammedtheglazedparlourdoorbehindhimwithunexpectedenergy。

  ForsometimeMrsVerlocremainedquiescent,withherworkdroppedinherlap,beforesheputitawayunderthecounterandgotuptolightthegas。Thisdone,shewentintotheparlouronherwaytothekitchen。MrVerlocwouldwanthisteapresently。Confidentofthepowerofhercharms,Winniedidnotexpectfromherhusbandinthedailyintercourseoftheirmarriedlifeaceremoniousamenityofaddressandcourtlinessofmanner;

  vainandantiquatedformsatbest,probablyneververyexactlyobserved,discardednowadayseveninthehighestspheres,andalwaysforeigntothestandardsofherclass。Shedidnotlookforcourtesiesfromhim。Buthewasagoodhusband,andshehadaloyalrespectforhisrights。

  MrsVerlocwouldhavegonethroughtheparlourandontoherdomesticdutiesinthekitchenwiththeperfectserenityofawomansureofthepowerofhercharms。Butaslight,veryslight,andrapidrattlingsoundgrewuponherhearing。Bizarreandincomprehensible,itarrestedMrsVerloc’sattention。Thenasitscharacterbecameplaintotheearshestoppedshort,amazedandconcerned。Strikingamatchontheboxsheheldinherhand,sheturnedonandlighted,abovetheparlourtable,oneofthetwogas—burners,which,beingdefective,firstwhistledasifastonished,andthenwentonpurringcomfortablylikeacat。

  MrVerloc,againsthisusualpractice,hadthrownoffhisovercoat。

  Itwaslyingonthesofa。Hishat,whichhemustalsohavethrownoff,restedoverturnedundertheedgeofthesofa。Hehaddraggedachairinfrontofthefireplace,andhisfeetplantedinsidethefender,hisheadheldbetweenhishands,hewashanginglowovertheglowinggrate。Histeethrattledwithanungovernableviolence,causinghiswholeenormousbacktotrembleatthesamerate。MrsVerlocwasstartled。

  `You’vebeengettingwet,’shesaid。

  `Notvery,’MrVerlocmanagedtofalterout,inaprofoundshudder。

  Byagreatefforthesuppressedtherattlingofhisteeth。

  `I’llhaveyoulaiduponmyhands,’shesaid,withgenuineuneasiness。

  `Idon’tthinkso,’remarkedMrVerloc,snufflinghuskily。

  Hehadcertainlycontrivedsomehowtocatchanabominablecoldbetweenseveninthemorningandfiveintheafternoon。MrsVerloclookedathisbowedback。

  `Wherehaveyoubeentoday?’sheasked。

  `Nowhere,’answeredMrVerlocinalow,chokednasaltone。Hisattitudesuggestedaggrievedsulksorasevereheadache。Theunsufficiencyanduncandidnessofhisanswerbecamepainfullyapparentinthedeadsilenceoftheroom。

  Hesnuffledapologetically,andadded:`I’vebeentothebank。’

  MrsVerlocbecameattentive。

  `Youhave!’shesaid,dispassionately。`Whatfor?’

  MrVerlocmumbled,withhisnoseoverthegrate,andwithmarkedunwillingness:

  `Drawthemoneyout!’

  `Whatdoyoumean?Allofit?’

  `Yes。Allofit。’

  MrsVerlocspreadoutwithcarethescantytablecloth,gottwoknivesandtwoforksoutofthetabledrawer,andsuddenlystoppedinhermethodicalproceedings。

  `Whatdidyoudothatfor?’

  `Maywantitsoon,’snuffledvaguelyMrVerloc,whowascomingtotheendofhiscalculatedindiscretions。

  `Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,’remarkedhiswifeinatoneperfectlycasual,butstandingstock—stillbetweenthetableandthecupboard。

  `Youknowyoucantrustme,’MrVerlocremarkedtothegrate,withhoarsefeeling。

  MrsVerlocturnedslowlytowardsthecupboard,sayingwithdeliberation:

  `Oh,yes。Icantrustyou。’

  Andshewentonwithhermethodicalproceedings。Shelaidtwoplates,gotthebread,thebutter,goingtoandfroquietlybetweenthetableandthecupboardinthepeaceandsilenceofherhome。Onthepointoftakingoutthejam,shereflectedpractically:`Hewillbefeelinghungry,havingbeenawayallday,’andshereturnedtothecupboardoncemoretogetthecoldbeef。Shesetitunderthepurringgas—jet,andwithapassingglanceathermotionlesshusbandhuggingthefire,shewent(downtwosteps)intothekitchen。Itwasonlywhencomingback,carvingknifeandforkinhand,thatshespokeagain。

  `IfIhadn’ttrustedyouIwouldn’thavemarriedyou。’

  Bowedundertheovermantel,MrVerloc,holdinghisheadinbothhands,seemedtohavegonetosleep。Winniemadethetea,andcalledoutinanundertone:

  `Adolf。’

  MrVerlocgotupatonce,andstaggeredalittlebeforehesatdownatthetable。Hiswife,examiningthesharpedgeofthecarvingknife,placeditonthedish,andcalledhisattentiontothecoldbeef。Heremainedinsensibletothesuggestion,withhischinonhisbreast。

  `Youshouldfeedyourcold,’MrsVerlocsaid,dogmatically。

  Helookedup,andshookhishead。Hiseyeswerebloodshotandhisfacered。Hisfingershadruffledhishairintoadissipateduntidiness。Altogetherhehadadisreputableaspect,expressiveofthediscomfort,theirritation,andthegloomfollowingaheavydebauch。ButMrVerlocwasnotadebauchedman。Inhisconducthewasrespectable。Hisappearancemighthavebeentheeffectofafeverishcold。Hedrankthreecupsoftea,butabstainedfromfoodentirely。HerecoiledfromitwithsombreaversionwhenurgedbyMrsVerloc,whosaidatlast:

  `Aren’tyourfeetwet?Youhadbetterputonyourslippers。Youaren’tgoingoutanymorethisevening。’

  MrVerlocintimatedbymorosegruntsandsignsthathisfeetwerenotwet,andthatanyhowhedidnotcare。Theproposalastoslipperswasdisregardedasbeneathhisnotice。Butthequestionofgoingoutintheeveningreceivedanunexpecteddevelopment。ItwasnotofgoingoutintheeveningthatMrVerlocwasthinking。Histhoughtsembracedavasterscheme。FrommoodyandincompletephrasesitbecameapparentthatMrVerlochadbeenconsideringtheexpediencyofemigrating。ItwasnotveryclearwhetherhehadinhismindFranceorCalifornia。

  Theutterunexpectedness,improbability,andinconceivablenessofsuchaneventrobbedthisvaguedeclarationofallitseffect。MrsVerloc,asplacidlyasifherhusbandhadbeenthreateningherwiththeendoftheworld,said:

  `Theidea!’

  MrVerlocdeclaredhimselfsickandtiredofeverything,andbesides—Sheinterruptedhim。

  `You’veabadcold。’

  ItwasindeedobviousthatMrVerlocwasnotinhisusualstate,physicallyorevenmentally。Asombreirresolutionheldhimsilentforawhile。Thenhemurmuredafewominousgeneralitiesonthethemeofnecessity。

  `Willhaveto,’repeatedWinnie,sittingcalmlyback,withfoldedarms,oppositeherhusband。`Ishouldliketoknowwho’stomakeyou。Youain’taslave。Nooneneedbeaslaveinthiscountry—anddon’tyoumakeyourselfone。’Shepaused,andwithinvincibleandsteadycandour:`Thebusinessisn’tsobad,’shewenton。`You’veacomfortablehome。’

  Sheglancedallroundtheparlour,fromthecornercupboardtothegoodfireinthegrate。Ensconcedcosilybehindtheshopofdoubtfulwares,withthemysteriouslydimwindow,anditsdoorsuspiciouslyajarintheobscureandnarrowstreet,itwasinallessentialsofdomesticproprietyanddomesticcomfortarespectablehome。HerdevotedaffectionmissedoutofitherbrotherStevie,nowenjoyingadampvillegiatureintheKentishlanesunderthecareofMrMichaelis。Shemissedhimpoignantly,withalltheforceofherprotectingpassion。Thiswastheboy’shome,too—theroof,thecupboard,thestokedgrate。OnthisthoughtMrsVerlocrose,andwalkingtotheotherendofthetable,saidinthefullnessofherheart:

  `Andyouarenottiredofme。’

  MrVerlocmadenosound。Winnieleanedonhisshoulderfrombehind,andpressedherlipstohisforehead。Thusshelingered。Notawhisperreachedthemfromtheoutsideworld。Thesoundoffootstepsonthepavementdiedoutinthediscreetdimnessoftheshop。Onlythegas—jetabovethetablewentonpurringequablyinthebroodingsilenceoftheparlour。

  DuringthecontactofthatunexpectedandlingeringkissMrVerloc,grippingwithbothhandstheedgesofhischair,preservedahieraticimmobility。

  Whenthepressurewasremovedheletgothechair,rose,andwenttostandbeforethefireplace。Heturnednolongerhisbacktotheroom。Withhisfeaturesswollenandanairofbeingdrugged,hefollowedhiswife’smovementswithhiseyes。

  MrsVerlocwentaboutserenely,clearingupthetable。Hertranquilvoicecommentedontheideathrownoutinareasonableanddomestictone。

  Itwouldn’tstandexamination。Shecondemneditfromeverypointofview。

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