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  \"Happytoseeyou!\"hesaid。

  Theyoungman,whohadbeenturninghisheadfromsidetoside,becametransfixed。\"Isay!\"hesaid,\"’some’picture!\"

  Soamessaw,withmixedsensations,thathehadaddressedtheremarktotheGoyacopy。

  \"Yes,\"hesaiddryly,\"that’snotaGoya。It’sacopy。Ihaditpaintedbecauseitremindedmeofmydaughter。\"

  \"ByJove!IthoughtIknewtheface,sir。Isshehere?\"

  ThefranknessofhisinterestalmostdisarmedSoames。

  \"She’llbeinaftertea,\"hesaid。\"Shallwegoroundthepictures?\"

  AndSoamesbeganthatroundwhichnevertiredhim。Hehadnotanticipatedmuchintelligencefromonewhohadmistakenacopyforanoriginal,butastheypassedfromsectiontosection,periodtoperiod,hewasstartledbytheyoungman’sfrankandrelevantremarks。Nativelyshrewdhimself,andevensensuousbeneathhismask,Soameshadnotspentthirty—eightyearsoverhisonehobbywithoutknowingsomethingmoreaboutpicturesthantheirmarketvalues。Hewas,asitwere,themissinglinkbetweentheartistandthecommercialpublic。Artforart’ssakeandallthat,ofcourse,wascant。Butaestheticsandgoodtastewerenecessary。Theappreciationofenoughpersonsofgoodtastewaswhatgaveaworkofartitspermanentmarketvalue,orinotherwordsmadeit\"aworkofart。\"Therewasnorealcleavage。Andhewassufficientlyaccustomedtosheep—likeandunseeingvisitors,tobeintriguedbyonewhodidnothesitatetosayofMauve:\"Goodoldhaystacks!\"orofJamesMaris:\"Didn’thejustpaintandpaper’em!Mathewwastherealswell,sir;youcoulddigintohissurfaces!\"ItwasaftertheyoungmanhadwhistledbeforeaWhistler,withthewords,\"D’youthinkheeverreallysawanakedwoman,sir?\"thatSoamesremarked:

  \"Whatareyou,Mr。Mont,ifImayask?\"

  \"I,sir?Iwasgoingtobeapainter,buttheWarknockedthat。

  Theninthetrenches,youknow,IusedtodreamoftheStockExchange,snugandwarmandjustnoisyenough。ButthePeaceknockedthat,sharesseemoff,don’tthey?I’veonlybeendemobbedaboutayear。Whatdoyourecommend,sir?\"

  \"Haveyougotmoney?\"

  \"Well,\"answeredtheyoungman,\"I’vegotafather;IkepthimaliveduringtheWar,sohe’sboundtokeepmealivenow。Though,ofcourse,there’sthequestionwhetherheoughttobeallowedtohangontohisproperty。Whatdoyouthinkaboutthat,sir?\"

  Soames,paleanddefensive,smiled。

  \"TheoldmanhasfitswhenItellhimhemayhavetoworkyet。He’sgotland,youknow;it’safataldisease。\"

  \"ThisismyrealGoya,\"saidSoamesdryly。

  \"ByGeorge!Hewasaswell。IsawaGoyainMunichoncethatbowledmemiddlestump。Amostevil—lookingoldwomaninthemostgorgeouslace。Hemadenocompromisewiththepublictaste。Thatoldboywas’some’explosive;hemusthavesmashedupalotofconventioninhisday。Couldn’thejustpaint!HemakesVelasquezstiff,don’tyouthink?\"

  \"IhavenoVelasquez,\"saidSoames。

  Theyoungmanstared。\"No,\"hesaid;\"onlynationsorprofiteerscanaffordhim,Isuppose。Isay,whyshouldn’tallthebankruptnationsselltheirVelasquezandTitiansandotherswellstotheprofiteersbyforce,andthenpassalawthatanyonewhoholdsapicturebyanOldMaster——seeschedule——musthangitinapublicgallery?Thereseemssomethinginthat。\"

  \"Shallwegodowntotea?\"saidSoames。

  Theyoungman’searsseemedtodrooponhisskull。’He’snotdense,’

  thoughtSoames,followinghimoffthepremises。

  Goya,withhissatiricandsurpassingprecision,hisoriginal\"line,\"

  andthedaringofhislightandshade,couldhavereproducedtoadmirationthegroupassembledroundAnnette’stea—trayintheingle—

  nookbelow。Healone,perhaps,ofpainterswouldhavedonejusticetothesunlightfilteringthroughascreenofcreeper,tothelovelypallorofbrass,theoldcutglasses,thethinslicesoflemoninpaleambertea;justicetoAnnetteinherblacklaceydress;therewassomethingofthefairSpaniardinherbeauty,thoughitlackedthespiritualityofthatraretype;toWinifred’sgrey—haired,corsetedsolidity;toSoames,ofacertaingreyandflat—cheekeddistinction;tothevivaciousMichaelMont,pointedinearandeye;

  toImogen,dark,lusciousofglance,growingalittlestout;toProsperProfond,withhisexpressionaswhoshouldsay,\"Well,Mr。

  Goya,what’stheuseofpaintin’thissmallparty?\"finally,toJackCardigan,withhisshiningstareandtannedsanguinitybetrayingthemovingprinciple:\"I’mEnglish,andIlivetobefit。\"

  Curious,bytheway,thatImogen,whoasagirlhaddeclaredsolemnlyonedayatTimothy’sthatshewouldnevermarryagoodman——theyweresodull——shouldhavemarriedJackCardigan,inwhomhealthhadsodestroyedalltracesoforiginalsin,thatshemighthaveretiredtorestwithtenthousandotherEnglishmenwithoutknowingthedifferencefromtheoneshehadchosentoreposebeside。\"Oh!\"shewouldsayofhim,inher\"amusing\"way,\"Jackkeepshimselfsofearfullyfit;he’sneverhadaday’sillnessinhislife。HewentrightthroughtheWarwithoutafinger—ache。Youreallycan’timaginehowfitheis!\"Indeed,hewasso\"fit\"thathecouldn’tseewhenshewasflirting,whichwassuchacomfortinaway。Allthesameshewasquitefondofhim,sofarasonecouldbeofasports—

  machine,andofthetwolittleCardigansmadeafterhispattern。HereyesjustthenwerecomparinghimmaliciouslywithProsperProfond。

  Therewasno\"small\"sportorgamewhichMonsieurProfondhadnotplayedattoo,itseemed,fromskittlestotarpon—fishing,andwornouteveryone。ImogenwouldsometimeswishthattheyhadwornoutJack,whocontinuedtoplayatthemandtalkofthemwiththesimplezealofaschool—girllearninghockey;attheageofGreat—uncleTimothyshewellknewthatJackwouldbeplayingcarpetgolfinherbedroom,and\"wipingsomebody’seye。\"

  Hewastellingthemnowhowhehad\"pippedthepro——acharmin’

  fellow,playin’averygoodgame,\"atthelastholethismorning;andhowhehadpulleddowntoCavershamsincelunch,andtryingtoinciteProsperProfondtoplayhimasetoftennisaftertea——dohimgood—

  \"keephimfit。

  \"Butwhat’stheuseofkeepin’fit?\"saidMonsieurProfond。

  \"Yes,sir,\"murmuredMichaelMont,\"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?\"

  \"Jack,\"criedImogen,enchanted,\"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?\"

  JackCardiganstaredwithallhishealth。Thequestionswerelikethebuzzofamosquito,andheputuphishandtowipethemaway。

  DuringtheWar,ofcourse,hehadkeptfittokillGermans;nowthatitwasoverheeitherdidnotknow,orshrankindelicacyfromexplanationofhismovingprinciple。

  \"Buthe’sright,\"saidMonsieurProfondunexpectedly,\"there’snothin’leftbutkeepin’fit。\"

  Thesaying,toodeepforSundayafternoon,wouldhavepassedunanswered,butforthemercurialnatureofyoungMont。

  \"Good!\"hecried。\"That’sthegreatdiscoveryoftheWar。Weallthoughtwewereprogressing——nowweknowwe’reonlychanging。\"

  \"Fortheworse,\"saidMonsieurProfondgenially。

  \"Howyouarecheerful,Prosper!\"murmuredAnnette。

  \"Youcomeandplaytennis!\"saidJackCardigan;\"you’vegotthehump。

  We’llsoontakethatdown。D’youplay,Mr。Mont?\"

  \"Ihittheballabout,sir。\"

  AtthisjunctureSoamesrose,ruffledinthatdeepinstinctofpreparationforthefuturewhichguidedhisexistence。

  \"WhenFleurcomes——\"heheardJackCardigansay。

  Ah!andwhydidn’tshecome?Hepassedthroughdrawing—room,hall,andporchoutontothedrive,andstoodtherelisteningforthecar。

  AllwasstillandSundayfied;thelilacsinfullflowerscentedtheair。Therewerewhiteclouds,likethefeathersofducksgildedbythesunlight。MemoryofthedaywhenFleurwasborn,andhehadwaitedinsuchagonywithherlifeandhermother’sbalancedinhishands,cametohimsharply。Hehadsavedherthen,tobetheflowerofhislife。Andnow!wasshegoingtogivehimtrouble——pain——givehimtrouble?Hedidnotlikethelookofthings!Ablackbirdbrokeinonhisreveriewithaneveningsong——agreatbigfellowupinthatacacia—tree。Soameshadtakenquiteaninterestinhisbirdsoflateyears;heandFleurwouldwalkroundandwatchthem;hereyesweresharpasneedles,andshekneweverynest。Hesawherdog,aretriever,lyingonthedriveinapatchofsunlight,andcalledtohim。\"Hallo,oldfellow—waitingforhertoo!\"Thedogcameslowlywithagrudgingtail,andSoamesmechanicallylaidapatonhishead。

  Thedog,thebird,thelilac,allwerepartofFleurforhim;nomore,noless。’Toofondofher!’hethought,’toofond!’Hewaslikeamanuninsured,withhisshipsatsea。Uninsuredagain——asinthatothertime,solongago,whenhewouldwanderdumbandjealousinthewildernessofLondon,longingforthatwoman——hisfrstwife——

  themotherofthisinfernalboy。Ah!Therewasthecaratlast!Itdrewup,ithadluggage,butnoFleur。

  \"MissFleuriswalkingup,sir,bythetowing—path。\"

  Walkingallthosemiles?Soamesstared。Theman’sfacehadthebeginningofasmileonit。Whatwashegrinningat?Andveryquicklyheturned,saying,\"Allright,Sims!\"andwentintothehouse。Hemountedtothepicture—galleryoncemore。Hehadfromthereaviewoftheriverbank,andstoodwithhiseyesfixedonit,obliviousofthefactthatitwouldbeanhouratleastbeforeherfigureshowedthere。Walkingup!Andthatfellow’sgrin!Theboy——!

  Heturnedabruptlyfromthewindow。Hecouldn’tspyonher。Ifshewantedtokeepthingsfromhim——shemust;hecouldnotspyonher。

  Hisheartfeltempty,andbitternessmountedfromitintohisverymouth。ThestaccatoshoutsofJackCardiganpursuingtheball,thelaughofyoungMontroseinthestillnessandcamein。HehopedtheyweremakingthatchapProfondrun。Andthegirlin\"LaVendimia\"

  stoodwithherarmakimboaridherdreamyeyeslookingpasthim。

  ’I’vedoneallIcouldforyou,’hethought,’sinceyouwerenohigherthanmyknee。Youaren’tgoingto——to——hurtme,areyou?’

  ButtheGoyacopyanswerednot,brilliantincolourjustbeginningtotonedown。’There’snoreallifeinit,’thoughtSoames。’Whydoesn’tshecome?’

  X

  TRIO

  AmongthosefourForsytesofthethird,and,asonemightsay,fourthgeneration,atWansdonundertheDowns,aweek—endprolongeduntotheninthdayhadstretchedthecrossingthreadsoftenacityalmosttosnapping—point。NeverhadFleurbeenso\"fine,\"Hollysowatchful,Valsostable—secretive,Jonsosilentanddisturbed。Whathelearnedoffarminginthatweekmighthavebeenbalancedonthepointofapenknifeandpuffedoff。He,whosenaturewasessentiallyaversefromintrigue,andwhoseadorationofFleurdisposedhimtothinkthatanyneedforconcealingitwas\"skittles,\"chafedandfretted,yetobeyed,takingwhatreliefhecouldinthefewmomentswhentheywerealone。OnThursday,whiletheywerestandinginthebaywindowofthedrawing—room,dressedfordinner,shesaidtohim:

  \"Jon,I’mgoinghomeonSundaybythe3。40fromPaddington;ifyouweretogohomeonSaturdayyoucouldcomeuponSundayandtakemedown,andjustgetbackherebythelasttrain,after。Youweregoinghomeanyway,weren’tyou?\"

  Jonnodded。

  \"Anythingtobewithyou,\"hesaid;\"onlywhyneedIpretend——\"

  Fleurslippedherlittlefingerintohispalm:

  \"Youhavenoinstinct,Jon;youmustleavethingstome。It’sseriousaboutourpeople。We’vesimplygottobesecretatpresent,ifwewanttobetogether。\"Thedoorwasopened,andsheaddedloudly:\"Youareaduffer,Jon。\"

  SomethingturnedoverwithinJon;hecouldnotbearthissubterfugeaboutafeelingsonatural,sooverwhelming,andsosweet。

  OnFridaynightaboutelevenhehadpackedhisbag,andwasleaningoutofhiswindow,halfmiserable,andhalflostinadreamofPaddingtonstation,whenheheardatinysound,asofafinger—nailtappingonhisdoor。Herushedtoitandlistened。Againthesound。

  Itwasanail。Heopened。Oh!Whatalovelythingcamein!

  \"Iwantedtoshowyoumyfancydress,\"itsaid,andstruckanattitudeatthefootofhisbed。

  Jondrewalongbreathandleanedagainstthedoor。Theapparitionworewhitemuslinonitshead,afichurounditsbareneckoverawine—coloureddress,fulledoutbelowitsslenderwaist。

  Itheldonearmakimbo,andtheotherraised,right—angled,holdingafanwhichtoucheditshead。

  \"Thisoughttobeabasketofgrapes,\"itwhispered,\"butIhaven’tgotithere。It’smyGoyadress。Andthisistheattitudeinthepicture。Doyoulikeit?\"

  \"It’sadream。\"

  Theapparitionpirouetted。\"Touchit,andsee。\"

  Jonkneltdownandtooktheskirtreverently。

  \"Grapecolour,\"camethewhisper,\"allgrapes——LaVendimia——thevintage。\"

  Jon’sfingersscarcelytouchedeachsideofthewaist;helookedup,withadoringeyes。

  \"Oh!Jon,\"itwhispered;bent,kissedhisforehead,pirouettedagain,and,glidingout,wasgone。

  Jonstayedonhisknees,andhisheadfellforwardagainstthebed。

  Howlonghestayedlikethathedidnotknow。Thelittlenoises——ofthetappingnail,thefeet,theskirtsrustling——asinadream——wentonabouthim;andbeforehisclosedeyesthefigurestoodandsmiledandwhispered,afaintperfumeofnarcissuslingeringintheair。

  Andhisforeheadwhereithadbeenkissedhadalittlecoolplacebetweenthebrows,liketheimprintofaflower。Lovefilledhissoul,thatloveofboyforgirlwhichknowssolittle,hopessomuch,wouldnotbrushthedownofffortheworld,andmustbecomeintimeafragrantmemory——asearingpassion——ahumdrummateship——or,onceinmanytimes,vintagefullandsweetwithsunsetcolouronthegrapes。

  EnoughhasbeensaidaboutJonForsytehereandinanotherplacetoshowwhatlongmarcheslaybetweenhimandhisgreat—great—

  grandfather,thefirstJolyon,inDorsetdownbythesea。Jonwassensitiveasagirl,moresensitivethannineoutoftengirlsoftheday;imaginativeasoneofhishalf—sisterJune’s\"lameduck\"

  painters;affectionateasasonofhisfatherandhismothernaturallywouldbe。Andyet,inhisinnertissue,therewassomethingoftheoldfounderofhisfamily,asecrettenacityofsoul,adreadofshowinghisfeelings,adeterminationnottoknowwhenhewasbeaten。Sensitive,imaginative,affectionateboysgetabadtimeatschool,butJonhadinstinctivelykepthisnaturedark,andbeenbutnormallyunhappythere。Onlywithhismotherhadhe,uptillthen,beenabsolutelyfrankandnatural;andwhenhewenthometoRobinHillthatSaturdayhisheartwasheavybecauseFleurhadsaidthathemustnotbefrankandnaturalwithherfromwhomhehadneveryetkeptanything,mustnoteventellherthattheyhadmetagain,unlesshefoundthatsheknewalready。SointolerabledidthisseemtohimthathewasveryneartotelegraphinganexcuseandstayingupinLondon。Andthefirstthinghismothersaidtohimwas:

  \"Soyou’vehadourlittlefriendoftheconfectioner’sthere,Jon。

  Whatisshelikeonsecondthoughts?\"

  Withrelief,andahighcolour,Jonanswered:

  \"Oh!awfullyjolly,Mum。\"

  Herarmpressedhis。

  JonhadneverlovedhersomuchasinthatminutewhichseemedtofalsifyFleur’sfearsandtoreleasehissoul。Heturnedtolookather,butsomethinginhersmilingface——somethingwhichonlyheperhapswouldhavecaught——stoppedthewordsbubblingupinhim。

  Couldfeargowithasmile?Ifso,therewasfearinherface。AndoutofJontumbledquiteotherwords,aboutfarming,Holly,andtheDowns。Talkingfast,hewaitedforhertocomebacktoFleur。Butshedidnot。Nordidhisfathermentionher,thoughofcoursehe,too,mustknow。Whatdeprivation,andkillingofrealitywasinhissilenceaboutFleur——whenhewassofullofher;whenhismotherwassofullofJon,andhisfathersofullofhismother!AndsothetriospenttheeveningofthatSaturday。

  Afterdinnerhismotherplayed;sheseemedtoplayallthethingshelikedbest,andhesatwithonekneeclasped,andhishairstandingupwherehisfingershadrunthroughit。Hegazedathismotherwhilesheplayed,buthesawFleur——Fleurinthemoonlitorchard,Fleurinthesunlitgravel—pit,Fleurinthatfancydress,swaying,whispering,stooping,kissinghisforehead。Once,whilehelistened,heforgothimselfandglancedathisfatherinthatothereasychair。

  WhatwasDadlookinglikethatfor?Theexpressiononhisfacewassosadandpuzzling。Itfilledhimwithasortofremorse,sothathegotupandwentandsatonthearmofhisfather’schair。Fromtherehecouldnotseehisface;andagainhesawFleur——inhismother’shands,slimandwhiteonthekeys,intheprofileofherfaceandherpowderyhair;anddownthelongroomintheopenwindowwheretheMaynightwalkedoutside。

  Whenhewentuptobedhismothercameintohisroom。Shestoodatthewindow,andsaid:

  \"Thosecypressesyourgrandfatherplanteddowntherehavedonewonderfully。Ialwaysthinktheylookbeautifulunderadroppingmoon。Iwishyouhadknownyourgrandfather,Jon。\"

  \"Wereyoumarriedtofatherwhenhewasalive?\"askedJonsuddenly。

  \"No,dear;hediedin’92——veryold——eighty—five,Ithink。\"

  \"IsFatherlikehim?\"

  \"Alittle,butmoresubtle,andnotquitesosolid。\"

  \"Iknow,fromgrandfather’sportrait;whopaintedthat?\"

  \"OneofJune’s’lameducks。’Butit’squitegood。\"

  Jonslippedhishandthroughhismother’sarm。\"Tellmeaboutthefamilyquarrel,Mum。\"

  Hefeltherarmquivering。\"No,dear;that’sforyourFathersomeday,ifhethinksfit。\"

  \"Thenitwasserious,\"saidJon,withacatchinhisbreath。

  \"Yes。\"Andtherewasasilence,duringwhichneitherknewwhetherthearmorthehandwithinitwerequiveringmost。

  \"Somepeople,\"saidIrenesoftly,\"thinkthemoononherbackisevil;tomeshe’salwayslovely。Lookatthosecypressshadows!

  Jon,FathersayswemaygotoItaly,youandI,fortwomonths。

  Wouldyoulike?\"

  Jontookhishandfromunderherarm;hissensationwassosharpandsoconfused。Italywithhismother!Afortnightagoitwouldhavebeenperfection;nowitfilledhimwithdismay;hefeltthatthesuddensuggestionhadtodowithFleur。Hestammeredout:

  \"Oh!yes;only——Idon’tknow。OughtI——nowI’vejustbegun?I’dliketothinkitover。\"

  Hervoiceanswered,coolandgentle:

  \"Yes,dear;thinkitover。Butbetternowthanwhenyou’vebegunfarmingseriously。Italywithyou!Itwouldbenice!\"

  Jonputhisarmroundherwaist,stillslimandfirmasagirl’s。

  \"DoyouthinkyououghttoleaveFather?\"hesaidfeebly,feelingverymean。

  \"Fathersuggestedit;hethinksyououghttoseeItalyatleastbeforeyousettledowntoanything。\"

  ThesenseofmeannessdiedinJon;heknew,yes——heknew——thathisfatherandhismotherwerenotspeakingfrankly,nomorethanhehimself。TheywantedtokeephimfromFleur。Hishearthardened。

  And,asifshefeltthatprocessgoingon,hismothersaid:

  \"Good—night,darling。Haveagoodsleepandthinkitover。Butitwouldbelovely!\"

  Shepressedhimtohersoquicklythathedidnotseeherface。Jonstoodfeelingexactlyasheusedtowhenhewasanaughtylittleboy;

  sorebecausehewasnotloving,andbecausehewasjustifiedinhisowneyes。

  ButIrene,aftershehadstoodamomentinherownroom,passedthroughthedressing—roombetweenitandherhusband’s。

  \"Well?\"

  \"Hewillthinkitover,Jolyon。\"

  Watchingherlipsthatworealittledrawnsmile,Jolyonsaidquietly:

  \"Youhadbetterletmetellhim,andhavedonewithit。Afterall,Jonhastheinstinctsofagentleman。Hehasonlytounderstand——\"

  \"Only!Hecan’tunderstand;that’simpossible。\"

  \"IbelieveIcouldhaveathisage。\"

  Irenecaughthishand。\"YouwerealwaysmoreofarealistthanJon;

  andneversoinnocent。\"

  \"That’strue,\"saidJolyon。\"It’squeer,isn’tit?YouandIwouldtellourstoriestotheworldwithoutaparticleofshame;butourownboystumpsus。\"

  \"We’venevercaredwhethertheworldapprovesornot。\"

  \"Jonwouldnotdisapproveofus!\"

  \"Oh!Jolyon,yes。He’sinlove,Ifeelhe’sinlove。Andhe’dsay:

  ’Mymotheroncemarriedwithoutlove!Howcouldshehave!’It’llseemtohimacrime!Andsoitwas!\"

  Jolyontookherhand,andsaidwithawrysmile:

  \"Ah!whyoneartharewebornyoung?Now,ifonlywewerebornoldandgrewyoungeryearbyyear,weshouldunderstandhowthingshappen,anddropallourcursedintolerance。Butyouknowiftheboyisreallyinlove,hewon’tforget,evenifhegoestoItaly。We’reatenaciousbreed;andhe’llknowbyinstinctwhyhe’sbeingsent。

  Nothingwillreallycurehimbuttheshockofbeingtold。\"

  \"Letmetry,anyway。\"

  Jolyonstoodamomentwithoutspeaking。Betweenthisdevilandthisdeepsea——thepainofadreadeddisclosureandthegriefoflosinghiswifefortwomonths——hesecretlyhopedforthedevil;yetifshewishedforthedeepseahemustputupwithit。Afterall,itwouldbetrainingforthatdeparturefromwhichtherewouldbenoreturn。

  And,takingherinhisarms,hekissedhereyes,andsaid:

  \"Asyouwill,mylove。\"

  XI

  DUET

  That\"small\"emotion,love,growsamazinglywhenthreatenedwithextinction。JonreachedPaddingtonstationhalfanhourbeforehistimeandafullweekafter,asitseemedtohim。Hestoodattheappointedbookstall,amidacrowdofSundaytravellers,inaHarristweedsuitexhaling,asitwere,theemotionofhisthumpingheart。

  Hereadthenamesofthenovelsonthebook—stall,andboughtoneatlast,toavoidbeingregardedwithsuspicionbythebook—stallclerk。

  Itwascalled\"TheHeartoftheTrail!\"whichmustmeansomething,thoughitdidnotseemto。Healsobought\"TheLady’sMirror\"and\"TheLandsman。\"Everyminutewasanhourlong,andfullofhorridimaginings。Afternineteenhadpassed,hesawherwithabagandaporterwheelingherluggage。Shecameswiftly;shecamecool。Shegreetedhimasifhewereabrother。

  \"Firstclass,\"shesaidtotheporter,\"cornerseats;opposite。\"

  Jonadmiredherfrightfulself—possession。

  \"Can’twegetacarriagetoourselves,\"hewhispered。

  \"Nogood;it’sastoppingtrain。AfterMaidenheadperhaps。Looknatural,Jon。\"

  Jonscrewedhisfeaturesintoascowl。Theygotin——withtwootherbeasts!——oh!heaven!Hetippedtheporterunnaturally,inhisconfusion。Thebrutedeservednothingforputtingtheminthere,andlookingasifheknewallaboutitintothebargain。

  Fleurhidherselfbehind\"TheLady’sMirror。\"Jonimitatedherbehind\"TheLandsman。\"Thetrainstarted。Fleurlet\"TheLady’sMirror\"fallandleanedforward。

  \"Well?\"shesaid。

  \"It’sseemedaboutfifteendays。\"

  Shenodded,andJon’sfacelightedupatonce。

  \"Looknatural,\"murmuredFleur,andwentoffintoabubbleoflaughter。Ithurthim。HowcouldhelooknaturalwithItalyhangingoverhim?Hehadmeanttobreakittohergently,butnowheblurteditout。

  \"TheywantmetogotoItalywithMotherfortwomonths。\"

  Fleurdroopedhereyelids;turnedalittlepale,andbitherlips。

  \"Oh!\"shesaid。Itwasall,butitwasmuch。

  That\"Oh!\"waslikethequickdrawbackofthewristinfencingreadyforriposte。Itcame。

  \"Youmustgo!\"

  \"Go?\"saidJoninastrangledvoice。

  \"Ofcourse。\"

  \"But——twomonths——it’sghastly。\"

  \"No,\"saidFleur,\"sixweeks。You’llhaveforgottenmebythen。

  We’llmeetintheNationalGallerythedayafteryougetback。\"

  Jonlaughed。

  \"Butsupposeyou’veforgottenme,\"hemutteredintothenoiseofthetrain。

  Fleurshookherhead。

  \"Someotherbeast——\"murmuredJon。

  Herfoottouchedhis。

  \"Nootherbeast,\"shesaid,lifting\"TheLady’sMirror。\"

  Thetrainstopped;twopassengersgotout,andonegotin。

  ’Ishalldie,’thoughtJon,’ifwe’renotaloneatall。’

  Thetrainwenton;andagainFleurleanedforward。

  \"Ineverletgo,\"shesaid;\"doyou?\"

  Jonshookhisheadvehemently。

  \"Never!\"hesaid。\"Willyouwritetome?\"

  \"No;butyoucan——tomyClub。\"

  ShehadaClub;shewaswonderful!

  \"DidyoupumpHolly?\"hemuttered。

  \"Yes,butIgotnothing。Ididn’tdarepumphard。\"

  \"Whatcanitbe?\"criedJon。

  \"Ishallfindoutallright。\"

  AlongsilencefollowedtillFleursaid:\"ThisisMaidenhead;standby,Jon!\"

  Thetrainstopped。Theremainingpassengergotout。Fleurdrewdownherblind。

  \"Quick!\"shecried。\"Hangout!Lookasmuchofabeastasyoucan。\"

  Jonblewhisnose,andscowled;neverinallhislifehadhescowledlikethat!Anoldladyrecoiled,ayoungonetriedthehandle。Itturned,butthedoorwouldnotopen。Thetrainmoved,theyoungladydartedtoanothercarriage。

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