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  \"Youshalljudgeforyourselfaboutallthosethingsasyougrowup。\"

  LittleJonrepliedinacalculatingmanner:

  \"Idon’twanttogrowup,much。Idon’twanttogotoschool。\"A

  suddenoverwhelmingdesiretosaysomethingmore,tosaywhathereallyfelt,turnedhimred。\"I——Iwanttostaywithyou,andbeyourlover,Mum。\"

  Thenwithaninstincttoimprovethesituation,headdedquickly\"I

  don’twanttogotobedto—night,either。I’msimplytiredofgoingtobed,everynight。\"

  \"Haveyouhadanymorenightmares?\"

  \"Onlyaboutone。MayIleavethedooropenintoyourroomto—night,Mum?\"

  \"Yes,justalittle。\"LittleJonheavedasighofsatisfaction。

  \"WhatdidyouseeinGlensofantrim?\"

  \"Nothingbutbeauty,darling。\"

  \"Whatexactlyisbeauty?\"

  \"Whatexactlyis——Oh!Jon,that’saposer。\"

  \"CanIseeit,forinstance?\"Hismothergotup,andsatbesidehim。\"Youdo,everyday。Theskyisbeautiful,thestars,andmoonlitnights,andthenthebirds,theflowers,thetrees——they’reallbeautiful。Lookoutofthewindow——there’sbeautyforyou,Jon。\"

  \"Oh!yes,that’stheview。Isthatall?\"

  \"All?no。Theseaiswonderfullybeautiful,andthewaves,withtheirfoamflyingback。\"

  \"Didyourisefromiteveryday,Mum?\"

  Hismothersmiled。\"Well,webathed。\"

  LittleJonsuddenlyreachedoutandcaughtherneckinhishands。

  \"Iknow,\"hesaidmysteriously,\"you’reit,really,andalltherestismake—believe。\"

  Shesighed,laughed,said:\"Oh!Jon!\"

  LittleJonsaidcritically:

  \"DoyouthinkBellabeautiful,forinstance?Ihardlydo。\"

  \"Bellaisyoung;that’ssomething。\"

  \"Butyoulookyounger,Mum。IfyoubumpagainstBellashehurts。

  Idon’tbelieve’Da’wasbeautiful,whenIcometothinkofit;andMademoiselle’salmostugly。\"

  \"Mademoisellehasaveryniceface。\"\"Oh!yes;nice。Iloveyourlittlerays,Mum。\"

  \"Rays?\"

  LittleJonputhisfingertotheoutercornerofhereye。

  \"Oh!Those?Butthey’reasignofage。\"

  \"Theycomewhenyousmile。\"

  \"Buttheyusen’tto。\"

  \"Oh!well,Ilikethem。Doyouloveme,Mum?\"

  \"Ido——Idoloveyou,darling。\"

  \"Everso?\"

  \"Everso!\"

  \"MorethanIthoughtyoudid?\"

  \"Much——muchmore。\"

  \"Well,sodoI;sothatmakesiteven。\"

  Consciousthathehadneverinhislifesogivenhimselfaway,hefeltasuddenreactiontothemanlinessofSirLamorac,DickNeedham,HuckFinn,andotherheroes。

  \"ShallIshowyouathingortwo?\"hesaid;andslippingoutofherarms,hestoodonhishead。Then,firedbyherobviousadmiration,hemountedthebed,andthrewhimselfheadforemostfromhisfeetontohisback,withouttouchinganythingwithhishands。Hedidthisseveraltimes。

  Thatevening,havinginspectedwhattheyhadbrought,hestayeduptodinner,sittingbetweenthematthelittleroundtabletheyusedwhentheywerealone。Hewasextremelyexcited。HismotherworeaFrench—greydress,withcreamylacemadeoutoflittlescrigglyroses,roundherneck,whichwasbrownerthanthelace。Hekeptlookingather,tillatlasthisfather’sfunnysmilemadehimsuddenlyattentivetohissliceofpineapple。Itwaslaterthanhehadeverstayedup,whenhewenttobed。Hismotherwentupwithhim,andheundressedveryslowlysoastokeepherthere。Whenatlasthehadnothingonbuthispyjamas,hesaid:

  \"Promiseyouwon’tgowhileIsaymyprayers!\"

  \"Ipromise。\"

  Kneelingdownandplunginghisfaceintothebed,littleJonhurriedup,underhisbreath,openingoneeyenowandthen,toseeherstandingperfectlystillwithasmileonherface。\"OurFather\"——sowenthislastprayer,\"whichartinheaven,hallowedbethyMum,thyKingdomMum——onEarthasitisinheaven,giveusthisdayourdailyMumandforgiveusourtrespassesonearthasitisinheavenandtrespassagainstus,forthineistheevilthepowerandthegloryforeverandever。Amum!Lookout!\"Hesprang,andforalongminuteremainedinherarms。Onceinbed,hecontinuedtoholdherhand。

  \"Youwon’tshutthedooranymorethanthat,willyou?Areyougoingtobelong,Mum?\"

  \"ImustgodownandplaytoDaddy。\"

  \"Oh!well,Ishallhearyou。\"

  \"Ihopenot;youmustgotosleep。\"

  \"Icansleepanynight。\"

  \"Well,thisisjustanightlikeanyother。\"

  \"Oh!no——it’sextraspecial。\"

  \"Onextraspecialnightsonealwayssleepssoundest。\"

  \"ButifIgotosleep,Mum,Ishan’thearyoucomeup。\"

  \"Well,whenIdo,I’llcomeinandgiveyouakiss,thenifyou’reawakeyou’llknow,andifyou’renotyou’llstillknowyou’vehadone。\"

  LittleJonsighed,\"Allright!\"hesaid:\"IsupposeImustputupwiththat。Mum?\"

  \"Yes?\"

  \"WhatwashernamethatDaddybelievesin?VenusAnnaDiomedes?\"

  \"Oh!myangel!Anadyomene。\"

  \"Yes!butIlikemynameforyoumuchbetter。\"

  \"Whatisyours,Jon?\"

  LittleJonansweredshyly:

  \"Guinevere!it’soutoftheRoundTableI’veonlyjustthoughtofit,onlyofcourseherhairwasdown。\"

  Hismother’seyes,lookingpasthim,seemedtofloat。

  \"Youwon’tforgettocome,Mum?\"

  \"Notifyou’llgotosleep。\"

  \"That’sabargain,then。\"AndlittleJonscreweduphiseyes。

  Hefeltherlipsonhisforehead,heardherfootsteps;openedhiseyestoseeherglidingthroughthedoorway,and,sighing,screwedthemupagain。

  ThenTimebegan。

  Forsometenminutesofithetriedloyallytosleep,countingagreatnumberofthistlesinarow,\"Da’s\"oldrecipeforbringingslumber。Heseemedtohavebeenhourscounting。Itmust,hethought,benearlytimeforhertocomeupnow。Hethrewthebedclothesback。\"I’mhot!\"hesaid,andhisvoicesoundedfunnyinthedarkness,likesomeoneelse’s。Whydidn’tshecome?Hesatup。

  Hemustlook!Hegotoutofbed,wenttothewindowandpulledthecurtainasliceaside。Itwasn’tdark,buthecouldn’ttellwhetherbecauseofdaylightorthemoon,whichwasverybig。Ithadafunny,wickedface,asiflaughingathim,andhedidnotwanttolookatit。Then,rememberingthathismotherhadsaidmoonlitnightswerebeautiful,hecontinuedtostareoutinageneralway。Thetreesthrewthickshadows,thelawnlookedlikespiltmilk,andalong,longwayhecouldsee;oh!veryfar;rightovertheworld,anditalllookeddifferentandswimmy。Therewasalovelysmell,too,inhisopenwindow。

  ’IwishIhadadovelikeNoah!’hethought。

  \"Themoonymoonwasroundandbright,Itshoneandshoneandmadeitlight。\"

  Afterthatrhyme,whichcameintohisheadallatonce,hebecameconsciousofmusic,verysoft—lovely!Mumplaying!Hebethoughthimselfofamacaroonhehad,laidupinhischestofdrawers,and,gettingit,camebacktothewindow。Heleanedout,nowmunching,nowholdinghisjawstohearthemusicbetter。\"Da\"usedtosaythatangelsplayedonharpsinheaven;butitwasn’thalfsolovelyasMumplayinginthemoonynight,withhimeatingamacaroon。Acockchaferbuzzedby,amothflewinhisface,themusicstopped,andlittleJondrewhisheadin。Shemustbecoming!Hedidn’twanttobefoundawake。Hegotbackintobedandpulledtheclothesnearlyoverhishead;buthehadleftastreakofmoonlightcomingin。Itfellacrossthefloor,nearthefootofthebed,andhewatcheditmovingeversoslowlytowardshim,asifitwerealive。Themusicbeganagain,buthecouldonlyjusthearitnow;sleepymusic,pretty——

  sleepy——music——sleepy——slee……

  Andtimeslippedby,themusicrose,fell,ceased;themoonbeamcrepttowardshisface。LittleJonturnedinhissleeptillhelayonhisback,withonebrownfiststillgraspingthebedclothes。Thecornersofhiseyestwitched——hehadbeguntodream。Hedreamedhewasdrinkingmilkoutofapanthatwasthemoon,oppositeagreatblackcatwhichwatchedhimwithafunnysmilelikehisfather’s。Hehearditwhisper:\"Don’tdrinktoomuch!\"Itwasthecat’smilk,ofcourse,andheputouthishandamicablytostrokethecreature;butitwasnolongerthere;thepanhadbecomeabed,inwhichhewaslying,andwhenhetriedtogetouthecouldn’tfindtheedge;hecouldn’tfindit——he——he——couldn’tgetout!Itwasdreadful!

  Hewhimperedinhissleep。Thebedhadbeguntogoroundtoo;itwasoutsidehimandinsidehim;goingroundandround,andgettingfiery,andMotherLeeoutofCastupbytheSeawasstirringit!Oh!sohorribleshelooked!Fasterandfaster!——tillheandthebedandMotherLeeandthemoonandthecatwereallonewheelgoingroundandroundandupandup——awful——awful——awful!

  Heshrieked。

  Avoicesaying:\"Darling,darling!\"gotthroughthewheel,andheawoke,standingonhisbed,withhiseyeswideopen。

  Therewashismother,withherhairlikeGuinevere’s,and,clutchingher,heburiedhisfaceinit。

  \"Oh!oh!\"

  \"It’sallright,treasure。You’reawakenow。There!There!It’snothing!\"

  ButlittleJoncontinuedtosay:\"Oh!oh!\"

  Hervoicewenton,velvetyinhisear:

  \"Itwasthemoonlight,sweetheart,comingonyourface。\"

  LittleJonburbledintohernightgown\"Yousaiditwasbeautiful。Oh!\"

  \"Nottosleepin,Jon。Wholetitin?Didyoudrawthecurtains?\"

  \"Iwantedtoseethetime;I——Ilookedout,I——Iheardyouplaying,Mum;I——Iatemymacaroon。\"Buthewasgrowingslowlycomforted;andtheinstincttoexcusehisfearrevivedwithinhim。

  \"MotherLeewentroundinmeandgotallfiery,\"hemumbled。

  \"Well,Jon,whatcanyouexpectifyoueatmacaroonsafteryou’vegonetobed?\"

  \"Onlyone,Mum;itmadethemusiceversomorebeautiful。Iwaswaitingforyou——Inearlythoughtitwasto—morrow。\"

  \"Myducky,it’sonlyjustelevennow。\"

  LittleJonwassilent,rubbinghisnoseonherneck。

  \"Mum,isDaddyinyourroom?\"

  \"Notto—night。\"

  \"CanIcome?\"

  \"Ifyouwish,myprecious。\"

  Halfhimselfagain,littleJondrewback。

  \"Youlookdifferent,Mum;eversoyounger。\"

  \"It’smyhair,darling。\"

  LittleJonlaidholdofit,thick,darkgold,withafewsilverthreads。

  \"Ilikeit,\"hesaid:\"Ilikeyoubestofalllikethis。\"

  Takingherhand,hehadbegundragginghertowardsthedoor。Heshutitastheypassed,withasighofrelief。

  \"Whichsideofthebeddoyoulike,Mum?\"

  \"Theleftside。\"

  \"Allright。\"

  Wastingnotime,givinghernochancetochangehermind,littleJongotintothebed,whichseemedmuchsofterthanhisown。Heheavedanothersigh,screwedhisheadintothepillowandlayexaminingthebattleofchariotsandswordsandspearswhichalwayswentonoutsideblankets,wherethelittlehairsstoodupagainstthelight。

  \"Itwasn’tanything,really,wasit?\"hesaid。

  >Frombeforeherglasshismotheranswered:

  \"Nothingbutthemoonandyourimaginationheatedup。Youmustn’tgetsoexcited,Jon。\"

  But,stillnotquiteinpossessionofhisnerves,littleJonansweredboastfully:

  \"Iwasn’tafraid,really,ofcourse!\"Andagainhelaywatchingthespearsandchariots。Itallseemedverylong。

  \"Oh!Mum,dohurryup!\"

  \"Darling,Ihavetoplaitmyhair。\"

  \"Oh!notto—night。You’llonlyhavetounplaititagainto—morrow。

  I’msleepynow;ifyoudon’tcome,Ishan’tbesleepysoon。\"

  Hismotherstoodupwhiteandfloweybeforethewingedmirror:hecouldseethreeofher,withherneckturnedandherhairbrightunderthelight,andherdarkeyessmiling。Itwasunnecessary,andhesaid:

  \"Docome,Mum;I’mwaiting。\"

  \"Verywell,mylove,I’llcome。\"

  LittleJonclosedhiseyes。Everythingwasturningoutmostsatisfactory,onlyshemusthurryup!Hefeltthebedshake,shewasgettingin。And,stillwithhiseyesclosed,hesaidsleepily:\"It’snice,isn’tit?\"

  Heheardhervoicesaysomething,feltherlipstouchinghisnose,and,snugglingupbesideherwholayawakeandlovedhimwithherthoughts,hefellintothedreamlesssleep,whichroundedoffhispast。

  TOLET

  \"FromoutthefatalloinsofthosetwofoesApairofstar—crossedloverstaketheirlife。\"

  ——RomeoandJuliet。

  TOCHARLESSCRIBNER

  PARTI

  ENCOUNTER

  SoamesForsyteemergedfromtheKnightsbridgeHotel,wherehewasstaying,intheafternoonofthe12thofMay,1920,withtheintentionofvisitingacollectionofpicturesinaGalleryoffCorkStreet,andlookingintotheFuture。Hewalked。SincetheWarhenevertookacabifhecouldhelpit。Theirdriverswere,inhisview,anuncivillot,thoughnowthattheWarwasoverandsupplybeginningtoexceeddemandagain,gettingmorecivilinaccordancewiththecustomofhumannature。Still,hehadnotforgiventhem,deeplyidentifyingthemwithgloomymemories,andnow,dimly,likeallmembers,oftheirclass,withrevolution。TheconsiderableanxietyhehadpassedthroughduringtheWar,andthemoreconsiderableanxietyhehadsinceundergoneinthePeace,hadproducedpsychologicalconsequencesinatenaciousnature。Hehad,mentally,sofrequentlyexperiencedruin,thathehadceasedtobelieveinitsmaterialprobability。Payingawayfourthousandayearinincomeandsupertax,onecouldnotverywellbeworseoff!

  Afortuneofaquarterofamillion,encumberedonlybyawifeandonedaughter,andverydiverselyinvested,affordedsubstantialguaranteeevenagainstthat\"wildcatnotion\"alevyoncapital。Andastoconfiscationofwarprofits,hewasentirelyinfavourofit,forhehadnone,and\"servethebeggarsright!\"Thepriceofpictures,moreover,had,ifanything,goneup,andhehaddonebetterwithhiscollectionsincetheWarbeganthaneverbefore。Air—raids,also,hadactedbeneficiallyonaspiritcongenitallycautious,andhardenedacharacteralreadydogged。Tobeindangerofbeingentirelydispersedinclinedonetobelessapprehensiveofthemorepartialdispersionsinvolvedinleviesandtaxation,whilethehabitofcondemningtheimpudenceoftheGermanshadlednaturallytocondemningthatofLabour,ifnotopenlyatleastinthesanctuaryofhissoul。

  Hewalked。Therewas,moreover,timetospare,forFleurwastomeethimattheGalleryatfouro’clock,anditwasasyetbuthalf—pasttwo。Itwasgoodforhimtowalk——hisliverwasalittleconstricted,andhisnervesratheronedge。HiswifewasalwaysoutwhenshewasinTown,andhisdaughterwouldflibberty—gibbetallovertheplacelikemostyoungwomensincetheWar。Still,hemustbethankfulthatshehadbeentooyoungtodoanythinginthatWaritself。Not,ofcourse,thathehadnotsupportedtheWarfromitsinception,withallhissoul,butbetweenthatandsupportingitwiththebodiesofhiswifeanddaughter,therehadbeenagapfixedbysomethingold—fashionedwithinhimwhichabhorredemotionalextravagance。Hehad,forinstance,stronglyobjectedtoAnnette,soattractive,andin1914onlythirty—four,goingtohernativeFrance,her\"cherepatrie\"as,underthestimulusofwar,shehadbeguntocallit,tonurseher\"bravespoilus,\"forsooth!Ruiningherhealthandherlooks!Asifshewerereallyanurse!Hehadputastopperonit。Letherdoneedleworkforthemathome,orknit!Shehadnotgone,therefore,andhadneverbeenquitethesamewomansince。A

  badtendencyofherstomockathim,notopenly,butincontinuallittleways,hadgrown。AsforFleur,theWarhadresolvedthevexedproblemwhetherornotsheshouldgotoschool。Shewasbetterawayfromhermotherinherwarmood,fromthechanceofair—raids,andtheimpetustodoextravagantthings;sohehadplacedherinaseminaryasfarWestashadseemedtohimcompatibIewithexcellence,andhadmissedherhorribly。Fleur!Hehadneverregrettedthesomewhatoutlandishnamebywhichatherbirthhehaddecidedsosuddenlytocallher——markedconcessionthoughithadbeentotheFrench。Fleur!Aprettyname——aprettychild!Butrestless——toorestless;andwilful!Knowingherpowertoooverherfather!Soamesoftenreflectedonthemistakeitwastodoteonhisdaughter。Togetoldanddote!Sixty—five!Hewasgettingon;buthedidn’tfeelit,for,fortunatelyperhaps,consideringAnnette’syouthandgoodlooks,hissecondmarriagehadturnedoutacoolaffair。Hehadknownbutonerealpassioninhislife——forthatfirstwifeofhis——

  Irene。Yes,andthatfellow,hiscousinJolyon,whohadgoneoffwithher,waslookingveryshaky,theysaid。Nowonder,atseventy—

  two,aftertwentyyearsofathirdmarriage!

  SoamespausedamomentinhismarchtoleanovertherailingsoftheRow。Asuitablespotforreminiscence,half—waybetweenthathouseinParkLanewhichhadseenhisbirthandhisparents’deaths,andthelittlehouseinMontpellierSquarewherethirty—fiveyearsagohehadenjoyedhisfirsteditionofmatrimony。Now,aftertwentyyearsofhissecondedition,thatoldtragedyseemedtohimlikeapreviousexistence——whichhadendedwhenFleurwasborninplaceofthesonhehadhopedfor。Formanyyearshehadceasedregretting,evenvaguely,thesonwhohadnotbeenborn;Fleurfilledthebillinhisheart。Afterall,sheborehisname;andhewasnotlookingforwardatalltothetimewhenshewouldchangeit。Indeed,ifheeverthoughtofsuchacalamity,itwasseasonedbythevaguefeelingthathecouldmakeherrichenoughtopurchaseperhapsandextinguishthenameofthefellowwhomarriedher——whynot,since,asitseemed,womenwereequaltomennowadays?AndSoames,secretlyconvincedthattheywerenot,passedhiscurvedhandoverhisfacevigorously,tillitreachedthecomfortofhischin。Thankstoabstemioushabits,hehadnotgrownfatandgabby;hisnosewaspaleandthin,hisgreymoustacheclose—clipped,hiseyesightunimpaired。Aslightstoopclosenedandcorrectedtheexpansiongiventohisfacebytheheighteningofhisforeheadintherecessionofhisgreyhair。

  LittlechangehadTimewroughtinthe\"warmest\"oftheyoungForsytes,asthelastoftheoldForsytes——Timothy—nowinhishundredandfirstyear,wouldhavephrasedit。

  Theshadefromtheplane—treesfellonhisneatHomburghat;hehadgivenuptophats——itwasnouseattractingattentiontowealthindayslikethese。Plane—trees!HisthoughtstravelledsharplytoMadrid——theEasterbeforetheWar,when,havingtomakeuphismindaboutthatGoyapicture,hehadtakenavoyageofdiscoverytostudythepainteronhisspot。Thefellowhadimpressedhim——greatrange,realgenius!Highlyasthechapranked,hewouldrankevenhigherbeforetheyhadfinishedwithhim。ThesecondGoyacrazewouldbegreatereventhanthefirst;oh,yes!Andhehadbought。Onthatvisithehad——asneverbefore——commissionedacopyofafrescopaintingcalled\"LaVendimia,\"whereinwasthefigureofagirlwithanarmakimbo,whohadremindedhimofhisdaughter。HehaditnowintheGalleryatMapledurham,andratherpooritwas——youcouldn’tcopyGoya。Hewouldstilllookatit,however,ifhisdaughterwerenotthere,forthesakeofsomethingirresistiblyreminiscentinthelight,erectbalanceofthefigure,thewidthbetweenthearchingeyebrows,theeagerdreamingofthedarkeyes。CuriousthatFleurshouldhavedarkeyes,whenhisownweregrey——nopureForsytehadbrowneyes——andhermother’sblue!ButofcoursehergrandmotherLamotte’seyesweredarkastreacle!

  HebegantowalkonagaintowardHydeParkCorner。NogreaterchangeinallEnglandthanintheRow!Bornalmostwithinhailofit,hecouldrememberitfrom1860on。Broughtthereasachildbetweenthecrinolinestostareattight—trousereddandiesinwhiskers,ridingwithacavalryseat;towatchthedoffingofcurly—brimmedandwhitetophats;theleisurelyairofitall,andthelittlebow—leggedmaninalongredwaistcoatwhousedtocomeamongthefashionwithdogsonseveralstrings,andtrytosellonetohismother:KingCharlesspaniels,Italiangreyhounds,affectionatetohercrinoline——youneversawthemnow。Yousawnoqualityofanysort,indeed,justworkingpeoplesittingindullrowswithnothingtostareatbutafewyoungbouncingfemalesinpothats,ridingastride,ordesultoryColonialschargingupanddownondismal—lookinghacks;with,hereandthere,littlegirlsonponies,oroldgentlemenjoggingtheirlivers,oranorderlytryingagreatgalumphingcavalryhorse;nothoroughbreds,nogrooms,nobowing,noscraping,nogossip——nothing;

  onlythetreesthesame——thetreesin——differenttothegenerationsanddeclensionsofmankind。AdemocraticEngland——dishevelled,hurried,noisy,andseeminglywithoutanapex。AndthatsomethingfastidiousinthesoulofSoamesturnedoverwithinhim。Goneforever,thecloseboroughofrankandpolish!Wealththerewas——oh,yes!wealth——hehimselfwasarichermanthanhisfatherhadeverbeen;butmanners,flavour,quality,allgone,engulfedinonevast,ugly,shoulder—rubbing,petrol—smellingCheerio。Littlehalf—beatenpocketsofgentilityandcastelurkinghereandthere,dispersedandchetif,asAnnettewouldsay;butnothingeveragainfirmandcoherenttolookupto。Andintothisnewhurly—burlyofbadmannersandloosemoralshisdaughter——flowerofhislife——wasflung!AndwhenthoseLabourchapsgotpower——iftheyeverdid——theworstwasyettocome。

  Hepassedoutunderthearchway,atlastnolonger——thankgoodness!——

  disfiguredbythegungreyofitssearch—light。’They’dbetterputasearch—lightontowherethey’reallgoing,’hethought,’andlightuptheirpreciousdemocracy!’AndhedirectedhisstepsalongtheClubfrontsofPiccadilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wouldbesittinginthebaywindowoftheIseeum。Thechapwassobignowthathewastherenearlyallhistime,likesomeimmovable,sardonic,humorouseyenotingthedeclineofmenandthings。AndSoameshurried,everconstitutionallyuneasybeneathhiscousin’sglance。

  George,who,ashehadheard,hadwrittenalettersigned\"Patriot\"

  inthemiddleoftheWar,complainingoftheGovernment’shysteriaindockingtheoatsofrace—horses。Yes,therehewas,tall,ponderous,neat,clean—shaven,withhissmoothhair,hardlythinned,smelling,nodoubt,ofthebesthair—wash,andapinkpaperinhishand。Well,bedidn’tchange!AndforperhapsthefirsttimeinhislifeSoamesfeltakindofsympathytappinginhiswaistcoatforthatsardonickinsman。Withhisweight,hisperfectlypartedhair,andbull—likegaze,hewasaguaranteethattheoldorderwouldtakesomeshiftingyet。HesawGeorgemovethepinkpaperasifinvitinghimtoascend—

  —thechapmustwanttoasksomethingabouthisproperty。ItwasstillunderSoames’control;forintheadoptionofasleepingpartnershipatthatpainfulperiodtwentyyearsbackwhenhehaddivorcedIrene,SoameshadfoundhimselfalmostinsensiblyretainingcontrolofallpurelyForsyteaffairs。

  Hesitatingforjustamoment,henoddedandwentin。Sincethedeathofhisbrother—in—lawMontagueDartie,inParis,whichnoonehadquiteknownwhattomakeof,exceptthatitwascertainlynotsuicide——theIseeumClubhadseemedmorerespectabletoSoames。

  George,too,heknew,hadsownthelastofhiswildoats,andwascommitteddefinitelytothejoysofthetable,eatingonlyoftheverybestsoastokeephisweightdown,andowning,ashesaid,\"justoneortwooldscrewstogivemeaninterestinlife。\"Hejoinedhiscousin,therefore,inthebaywindowwithouttheembarrassingsenseofindiscretionhehadbeenusedtofeelupthere。

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