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  DORN。Right。

  MASHA。Haveyouputdownthree?Eight。Eighty—one。Ten。

  SHAMRAEFF。Don’tgosofast。

  ARKADINA。Couldyoubelieveit?IamstilldazedbythereceptiontheygavemeinKharkoff。

  MASHA。Thirty—four。[Thenotesofamelancholywaltzareheard。]

  ARKADINA。Thestudentsgavemeanovation;theysentmethreebasketsofflowers,awreath,andthisthinghere。

  Sheunclaspsabroochfromherbreastandlaysitonthetable。

  SHAMRAEFF。Thereissomethingworthwhile!

  MASHA。Fifty。

  DORN。Fifty,didyousay?

  ARKADINA。Iworeaperfectlymagnificentdress;Iamnofoolwhenitcomestoclothes。

  PAULINA。Constantineisplayingagain;thepoorboyissad。

  SHAMRAEFF。Hehasbeenseverelycriticisedinthepapers。

  MASHA。Seventy—seven。

  ARKADINA。Theywanttoattractattentiontohim。

  TRIGORIN。Hedoesn’tseemabletomakeasuccess,hecan’tsomehowstriketherightnote。Thereisanoddvaguenessabouthiswritingsthatsometimesvergesondelirium。Hehasnevercreatedasinglelivingcharacter。

  MASHA。Eleven。

  ARKADINA。Areyoubored,Peter?[Apause]Heisasleep。

  DORN。TheCouncilloristakinganap。

  MASHA。Seven。Ninety。

  TRIGORIN。DoyouthinkIshouldwriteifIlivedinsuchaplaceasthis,ontheshoreofthislake?Never!Ishouldovercomemypassion,andgivemylifeuptothecatchingoffish。

  MASHA。Twenty—eight。

  TRIGORIN。AndifIcaughtaperchorabass,whatblissitwouldbe!

  DORN。IhavegreatfaithinConstantine。Iknowthereissomethinginhim。Hethinksinimages;hisstoriesarevividandfullofcolour,andalwaysaffectmedeeply。Itisonlyapitythathehasnodefiniteobjectinview。Hecreatesimpressions,andnothingmore,andonecannotgofaronimpressionsalone。Areyouglad,madam,thatyouhaveanauthorforason?

  ARKADINA。Justthink,Ihaveneverreadanythingofhis;Ineverhavetime。

  MASHA。Twenty—six。

  TREPLIEFFcomesinquietlyandsitsdownathistable。

  SHAMRAEFF。[ToTRIGORIN]Wehavesomethingherethatbelongstoyou,sir。

  TRIGORIN。Whatisit?

  SHAMRAEFF。Youtoldmetohavethesea—gullstuffedthatMr。

  Constantinekilledsometimeago。

  TRIGORIN。DidI?[Thoughtfully]Idon’tremember。

  MASHA。Sixty—one。One。

  TREPLIEFFthrowsopenthewindowandstandslistening。

  TREPLIEFF。Howdarkthenightis!Iwonderwhatmakesmesorestless。

  ARKADINA。Shutthewindow,Constantine,thereisadraughthere。

  TREPLIEFFshutsthewindow。

  MASHA。Ninety—eight。

  TRIGORIN。See,mycardisfull。

  ARKADINA。[Gaily]Bravo!Bravo!

  SHAMRAEFF。Bravo!

  ARKADINA。Whereverhegoesandwhateverhedoes,thatmanalwayshasgoodluck。[Shegetsup]Andnow,cometosupper。Ourrenownedguestdidnothaveanydinnerto—day。Wecancontinueourgamelater。[Toherson]Come,Constantine,leaveyourwritingandcometosupper。

  TREPLIEFF。Idon’twantanythingtoeat,mother;Iamnothungry。

  ARKADINA。Asyouplease。[ShewakesSORIN]Cometosupper,Peter。

  [ShetakesSHAMRAEFF’Sarm]LetmetellyouaboutmyreceptioninKharkoff。

  PAULINAblowsoutthecandlesonthetable,thensheandDORN

  rollSORIN’Schairoutoftheroom,andallgooutthroughthedoorontheleft,exceptTREPLIEFF,whoisleftalone。TREPLIEFF

  preparestowrite。Herunshiseyeoverwhathehasalreadywritten。

  TREPLIEFF。Ihavetalkedagreatdealaboutnewformsofart,butIfeelmyselfgraduallyslippingintothebeatentrack。[Hereads]\"Theplacardcrieditfromthewall——apalefaceinaframeofduskyhair\"——cried——frame——thatisstupid。[Hescratchesoutwhathehaswritten]Ishallbeginagainfromtheplacewheremyheroiswakenedbythenoiseoftherain,butwhatfollowsmustgo。Thisdescriptionofamoonlightnightislongandstilted。Trigorinhasworkedoutaprocessofhisown,anddescriptionsareeasyforhim。Hewritesthattheneckofabrokenbottlelyingonthebankglitteredinthemoonlight,andthattheshadowslayblackunderthemill—wheel。Thereyouhaveamoonlightnightbeforeyoureyes,butIspeakoftheshimmeringlight,thetwinklingstars,thedistantsoundsofapianomeltingintothestillandscentedair,andtheresultisabominable。[A

  pause]Theconvictionisgraduallyforcingitselfuponmethatgoodliteratureisnotaquestionofformsneworold,butofideasthatmustpourfreelyfromtheauthor’sheart,withouthisbotheringhisheadaboutanyformswhatsoever。[Aknockisheardatthewindownearestthetable]Whatwasthat?[Helooksoutofthewindow]Ican’tseeanything。[Heopenstheglassdoorandlooksoutintothegarden]Iheardsomeonerundownthesteps。

  [Hecalls]Whoisthere?[Hegoesout,andisheardwalkingquicklyalongtheterrace。InafewminuteshecomesbackwithNINAZARIETCHNAYA]Oh,Nina,Nina!

  NINAlaysherheadonTREPLIEFF’Sbreastandstifleshersobs。

  TREPLIEFF。[Deeplymoved]Nina,Nina!Itisyou——you!Ifeltyouwouldcome;alldaymyhearthasbeenachingforyou。[Hetakesoffherhatandcloak]Mydarling,mybelovedhascomebacktome!Wemustn’tcry,wemustn’tcry。

  NINA。Thereissomeonehere。

  TREPLIEFF。Nooneishere。

  NINA。Lockthedoor,someonemightcome。

  TREPLIEFF。Noonewillcomein。

  NINA。Iknowyourmotherishere。Lockthedoor。

  TREPLIEFFlocksthedoorontherightandcomesbacktoNINA。

  TREPLIEFF。Thereisnolockonthatone。Ishallputachairagainstit。[Heputsanarm—chairagainstthedoor]Don’tbefrightened,nooneshallcomein。

  NINA。[Gazingintentlyintohisface]Letmelookatyou。[Shelooksabouther]Itiswarmandcomfortableinhere。Thisusedtobeasitting—room。HaveIchangedmuch?

  TREPLIEFF。Yes,youhavegrownthinner,andyoureyesarelargerthantheywere。Nina,itseemssostrangetoseeyou!Whydidn’tyouletmegotoyou?Whydidn’tyoucomesoonertome?Youhavebeenherenearlyaweek,Iknow。Ihavebeenseveraltimeseachdaytowhereyoulive,andhavestoodlikeabeggarbeneathyourwindow。

  NINA。Iwasafraidyoumighthateme。Idreameverynightthatyoulookatmewithoutrecognisingme。IhavebeenwanderingaboutontheshoresofthelakeeversinceIcameback。Ihaveoftenbeennearyourhouse,butIhaveneverhadthecouragetocomein。Letussitdown。[Theysitdown]Letussitdownandtalkourheartsout。Itissoquietandwarminhere。Doyouhearthewindwhistlingoutside?AsTurgenieffsays,\"Happyishewhocansitatnightundertheroofofhishome,whohasawarmcornerinwhichtotakerefuge。\"Iamasea—gull——andyet——no。

  [Shepassesherhandacrossherforehead]WhatwasIsaying?Oh,yes,Turgenieff。Hesays,\"andGodhelpallhouselesswanderers。\"

  [Shesobs。]

  TREPLIEFF。Nina!Youarecryingagain,Nina!

  NINA。Itisallright。Ishallfeelbetterafterthis。Ihavenotcriedfortwoyears。Iwentintothegardenlastnighttoseeifouroldtheatrewerestillstanding。Iseeitis。Iweptthereforthefirsttimeintwoyears,andmyheartgrewlighter,andmysoulsawmoreclearlyagain。See,Iamnotcryingnow。[Shetakeshishandinhers]Soyouareanauthornow,andIamanactress。Wehavebothbeensuckedintothewhirlpool。Mylifeusedtobeashappyasachild’s;Iusedtowakesinginginthemorning;Ilovedyouanddreamtoffame,andwhatisthereality?

  To—morrowmorningearlyImuststartforEltzbytraininathird—classcarriage,withalotofpeasants,andatEltztheeducatedtrades—peoplewillpursuemewithcompliments。Itisaroughlife。

  TREPLIEFF。WhyareyougoingtoEltz?

  NINA。Ihaveacceptedanengagementthereforthewinter。Itistimeformetogo。

  TREPLIEFF。Nina,Ihavecursedyou,andhatedyou,andtornupyourphotograph,andyetIhaveknowneveryminuteofmylifethatmyheartandsoulwereyoursforever。Toceasefromlovingyouisbeyondmypower。IhavesufferedcontinuallyfromthetimeIlostyouandbegantowrite,andmylifehasbeenalmostunendurable。Myyouthwassuddenlypluckedfrommethen,andI

  seemnowtohavelivedinthisworldforninetyyears。Ihavecalledouttoyou,Ihavekissedthegroundyouwalkedon,whereverIlookedIhaveseenyourfacebeforemyeyes,andthesmilethathadilluminedformethebestyearsofmylife。

  NINA。[Despairingly]Why,whydoeshetalktomelikethis?

  TREPLIEFF。Iamquitealone,unwarmedbyanyattachment。IamascoldasifIwerelivinginacave。WhateverIwriteisdryandgloomyandharsh。Stayhere,Nina,Ibeseechyou,orelseletmegoawaywithyou。

  NINAquicklyputsonhercoatandhat。

  TREPLIEFF。Nina,whydoyoudothat?ForGod’ssake,Nina![Hewatchesherasshedresses。Apause。]

  NINA。Mycarriageisatthegate。Donotcomeouttoseemeoff。

  Ishallfindthewayalone。[Weeping]Letmehavesomewater。

  TREPLIEFFhandsheraglassofwater。

  TREPLIEFF。Whereareyougoing?

  NINA。Backtothevillage。Isyourmotherhere?

  TREPLIEFF。Yes,myunclefellillonThursday,andwetelegraphedforhertocome。

  NINA。WhydoyousaythatyouhavekissedthegroundIwalkedon?

  Youshouldkillmerather。[Shebendsoverthetable]Iamsotired。IfIcouldonlyrest——rest。[Sheraisesherhead]Iamasea—gull——no——no,Iamanactress。[ShehearsARKADINAandTRIGORINlaughinginthedistance,runstothedoorontheleftandlooksthroughthekeyhole]Heistheretoo。[ShegoesbacktoTREPLIEFF]Ah,well——nomatter。Hedoesnotbelieveinthetheatre;heusedtolaughatmydreams,sothatlittlebylittleIbecamedown—heartedandceasedtobelieveinittoo。Thencameallthecaresoflove,thecontinualanxietyaboutmylittleone,sothatIsoongrewtrivialandspiritless,andplayedmypartswithoutmeaning。1neverknewwhattodowithmyhands,andI

  couldnotwalkproperlyorcontrolmyvoice。Youcannotimaginethestateofmindofonewhoknowsashegoesthroughaplayhowterriblybadlyheisacting。Iamasea—gull——no——no,thatisnotwhatImeanttosay。Doyourememberhowyoushotaseagullonce?Amanchancedtopassthatwayanddestroyeditoutofidleness。Thatisanideaforashortstory,butitisnotwhatI

  meanttosay。[Shepassesherhandacrossherforehead]WhatwasIsaying?Oh,yes,thestage。Ihavechangednow。NowIamarealactress。Iactwithjoy,withexaltation,Iamintoxicatedbyit,andfeelthatIamsuperb。Ihavebeenwalkingandwalking,andthinkingandthinking,eversinceIhavebeenhere,andIfeelthestrengthofmyspiritgrowinginmeeveryday。Iknownow,I

  understandatlast,Constantine,thatforus,whetherwewriteoract,itisnotthehonourandgloryofwhichIhavedreamtthatisimportant,itisthestrengthtoendure。Onemustknowhowtobearone’scross,andonemusthavefaith。Ibelieve,andsodonotsuffersomuch,andwhenIthinkofmycallingIdonotfearlife。

  TREPLIEFF。[Sadly]Youhavefoundyourway,youknowwhereyouaregoing,butIamstillgropinginachaosofphantomsanddreams,notknowingwhomandwhatendIamservingbyitall。I

  donotbelieveinanything,andIdonotknowwhatmycallingis。

  NINA。[Listening]Hush!Imustgo。Good—bye。WhenIhavebecomeafamousactressyoumustcomeandseeme。Willyoupromisetocome?Butnow——[Shetakeshishand]itislate。Icanhardlystand。Iamfainting。Iamhungry。

  TREPLIEFF。Stay,andletmebringyousomesupper。

  NINA。No,no——anddon’tcomeout,Icanfindthewayalone。Mycarriageisnotfaraway。Soshebroughthimbackwithher?

  However,whatdifferencecanthatmaketome?Don’ttellTrigorinanythingwhenyouseehim。Ilovehim——IlovehimevenmorethanIusedto。Itisanideaforashortstory。Ilovehim——Ilovehimpassionately——Ilovehimtodespair。Haveyouforgotten,Constantine,howpleasanttheoldtimeswere?Whatagay,bright,gentle,purelifeweled?Howafeelingassweetandtenderasaflowerblossomedinourhearts?Doyouremember,[Sherecites]

  \"Allmenandbeasts,lions,eagles,andquails,hornedstags,geese,spiders,silentfishthatinhabitthewaves,starfishfromthesea,andcreaturesinvisibletotheeye——inoneword,life——all,alllife,completingthedrearyroundsetbeforeit,hasdiedoutatlast。Athousandyearshavepassedsincetheearthlastborealivingcreatureonitsbreast,andtheunhappymoonnowlightsherlampinvain。Nolongerarethecriesofstorksheardinthemeadows,orthedroneofbeetlesinthegrovesoflimes————\"

  SheembracesTREPLIEFFimpetuouslyandrunsoutontotheterrace。

  TREPLIEFF。[Afterapause]Itwouldbeapityifshewereseeninthegarden。Mymotherwouldbedistressed。

  Hestandsforseveralminutestearinguphismanuscriptsandthrowingthemunderthetable,thenunlocksthedoorontherightandgoesout。

  DORN。[Tryingtoforceopenthedoorontheleft]Odd!Thisdoorseemstobelocked。[Hecomesinandputsthechairbackinitsformerplace]Thisislikeahurdlerace。

  ARKADINAandPAULINAcomein,followedbyJACOBcarryingsomebottles;thencomeMASHA,SHAMRAEFF,andTRIGORIN。

  ARKADINA。Puttheclaretandthebeerhere,onthetable,sothatwecandrinkwhileweareplaying。Sitdown,friends。

  PAULINA。Andbringtheteaatonce。

  Shelightsthecandlesandtakesherseatatthecard—table。

  SHAMRAEFFleadsTRIGORINtothecupboard。

  SHAMRAEFF。Hereisthestuffedsea—gullIwastellingyouabout。

  [Hetakesthesea—gulloutofthecupboard]Youtoldmetohaveitdone。

  TRIGORIN。[lookingatthebird]Idon’trememberathingaboutit,notathing。[Ashotisheard。Everyonejumps。]

  ARKADINA。[Frightened]Whatwasthat?

  DORN。Nothingatall;probablyoneofmymedicinebottleshasblownup。Don’tworry。[Hegoesoutthroughthedoorontheright,andcomesbackinafewmoments]ItisasIthought,aflaskofetherhasexploded。[Hesings]

  \"SpellboundoncemoreIstandbeforethee。\"

  ARKADINA。[Sittingdownatthetable]Heavens!Iwasreallyfrightened。Thatnoiseremindedmeof——[Shecoversherfacewithherhands]Everythingisblackbeforemyeyes。

  DORN。[Lookingthroughthepagesofamagazine,toTRIGORIN]

  TherewasanarticlefromAmericainthismagazineabouttwomonthsagothatIwantedtoaskyouabout,amongotherthings。

  [HeleadsTRIGORINtothefrontofthestage]Iamverymuchinterestedinthisquestion。[Helowershisvoiceandwhispers]

  YoumusttakeMadameArkadinaawayfromhere;whatIwantedtosaywas,thatConstantinehasshothimself。

  Thecurtainfalls。

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