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  SORIN。Thepoorsoulisunhappy。

  DORN。Thatisatrifle,yourhonour。

  SORIN。Youjudgeherlikeamanwhohasobtainedallhewantsinlife。

  ARKADINA。Oh,whatcouldbedullerthanthisdeartediumofthecountry?Theairishotandstill,nobodydoesanythingbutsitandphilosophiseaboutlife。Itispleasant,myfriends,tositandlistentoyouhere,butIhadratherathousandtimessitaloneintheroomofahotellearningarolebyheart。

  NINA。[Withenthusiasm]Youarequiteright。Iunderstandhowyoufeel。

  SORIN。Ofcourseitispleasantertoliveintown。Onecansitinone’slibrarywithatelephoneatone’selbow,noonecomesinwithoutbeingfirstannouncedbythefootman,thestreetsarefullofcabs,andall———

  DORN。[Sings]

  \"Tellher,ohflowers———\"

  SHAMRAEFFcomesin,followedbyPAULINA。

  SHAMRAEFF。Heretheyare。Howdoyoudo?[HekissesARKADINA’S

  handandthenNINA’S]Iamdelightedtoseeyoulookingsowell。

  [ToARKADINA]Mywifetellsmethatyoumeantogototownwithherto—day。Isthatso?

  ARKADINA。Yes,thatiswhatIhadplannedtodo。

  SHAMRAEFF。Hm——thatissplendid,buthowdoyouintendtogetthere,madam?Wearehaulingryeto—day,andallthemenarebusy。Whathorseswouldyoutake?

  ARKADINA。Whathorses?HowdoIknowwhathorsesweshallhave?

  SORIN。Why,wehavethecarriagehorses。

  SHAMRAEFF。Thecarriagehorses!AndwhereamItofindtheharnessforthem?Thisisastonishing!Mydearmadam,Ihavethegreatestrespectforyourtalents,andwouldgladlysacrificetenyearsofmylifeforyou,butIcannotletyouhaveanyhorsesto—day。

  ARKADINA。ButifImustgototown?Whatanextraordinarystateofaffairs!

  SHAMRAEFF。Youdonotknow,madam,whatitistorunafarm。

  ARKADINA。[Inaburstofanger]Thatisanoldstory!UnderthesecircumstancesIshallgobacktoMoscowthisveryday。Orderacarriageformefromthevillage,orIshallgotothestationonfoot。

  SHAMRAEFF。[losinghistemper]UnderthesecircumstancesIresignmyposition。Youmustfindyourselfanothermanager。[Hegoesout。]

  ARKADINA。Itislikethiseverysummer:everysummerIaminsultedhere。Ishallneversetfoothereagain。

  Shegoesouttotheleft,inthedirectionofthewharf。Inafewminutessheisseenenteringthehouse,followedbyTRIGORIN,whocarriesabucketandfishing—rod。

  SORIN。[Losinghistemper]Whatthedeucedidhemeanbyhisimpudence?Iwantallthehorsesbroughthereatonce!

  NINA。[ToPAULINA]HowcouldherefuseanythingtoMadameArkadina,thefamousactress?Isnoteverywish,everycapriceeven,ofhers,moreimportantthananyfarmwork?Thisisincredible。

  PAULINA。[Indespair]WhatcanIdoaboutit?PutyourselfinmyplaceandtellmewhatIcando。

  SORIN。[ToNINA]Letusgoandfindmysister,andallbeghernottogo。[HelooksinthedirectioninwhichSHAMRAEFFwentout]Thatmanisinsufferable;aregulartyrant。

  NINA。[Preventinghimfromgettingup]Sitstill,sitstill,andletuswheelyou。[SheandMEDVIEDENKOpushthechairbeforethem]Thisisterrible!

  SORIN。Yes,yes,itisterrible;buthewon’tleave。Ishallhaveatalkwithhiminamoment。[Theygoout。OnlyDORNandPAULINA

  areleft。]

  DORN。Howtiresomepeopleare!Yourhusbanddeservestobethrownoutofhereneckandcrop,butitwillallendbythisoldgrannySorinandhissisteraskingtheman’spardon。Seeifitdoesn’t。

  PAULINA。Hehassentthecarriagehorsesintothefieldstoo。

  Thesemisunderstandingsoccureveryday。Ifyouonlyknewhowtheyexciteme!Iamill;see!Iamtremblingallover!Icannotendurehisroughways。[Imploringly]Eugene,mydarling,mybeloved,takemetoyou。Ourtimeisshort;wearenolongeryoung;letusenddeceptionandconcealment,eventhoughitisonlyattheendofourlives。[Apause。]

  DORN。Iamfifty—fiveyearsold。Itistoolatenowformetochangemywaysofliving。

  PAULINA。Iknowthatyourefusemebecausethereareotherwomenwhoareneartoyou,andyoucannottakeeverybody。Iunderstand。

  Excuseme——IseeIamonlybotheringyou。

  NINAisseennearthehousepickingabunchofflowers。

  DORN。No,itisallright。

  PAULINA。Iamtorturedbyjealousy。Ofcourseyouareadoctorandcannotescapefromwomen。Iunderstand。

  DORN。[TONINA,whocomestowardhim]Howarethingsinthere?

  NINA。MadameArkadinaiscrying,andSorinishavinganattackofasthma。

  DORN。Letusgoandgivethembothsomecamomiletea。

  NINA。[Handshimthebunchofflowers]Herearesomeflowersforyou。

  DORN。Thankyou。[Hegoesintothehouse。]

  PAULINA。[Followinghim]Whatprettyflowers![Astheyreachthehouseshesaysinalowvoice]Givemethoseflowers!Givethemtome!

  DORNhandshertheflowers;shetearsthemtopiecesandflingsthemaway。Theybothgointothehouse。

  NINA。[Alone]Howstrangetoseeafamousactressweeping,andforsuchatrifle!Isitnotstrange,too,thatafamousauthorshouldsitfishingallday?Heistheidolofthepublic,thepapersarefullofhim,hisphotographisforsaleeverywhere,hisworkshavebeentranslatedintomanyforeignlanguages,andyetheisoverjoyedifhecatchesacoupleofminnows。Ialwaysthoughtfamouspeopleweredistantandproud;Ithoughttheydespisedthecommoncrowdwhichexaltsrichesandbirth,andavengedthemselvesonitbydazzlingitwiththeinextinguishablehonourandgloryoftheirfame。ButhereIseethemweepingandplayingcardsandflyingintopassionslikeeverybodyelse。

  TREPLIEFFcomesinwithoutahaton,carryingagunandadeadseagull。

  TREPLIEFF。Areyoualonehere?

  NINA。Yes。

  TREPLIEFFlaysthesea—gullatherfeet。

  NINA。Whatdoyoumeanbythis?

  TREPLIEFF。Iwasbaseenoughto—daytokillthisgull。Ilayitatyourfeet。

  NINA。Whatishappeningtoyou?[Shepicksupthegullandstandslookingatit。]

  TREPLIEFF。[Afterapause]SoshallIsoonendmyownlife。

  NINA。YouhavechangedsothatIfailtorecogniseyou。

  TREPLIEFF。Yes,IhavechangedsincethetimewhenIceasedtorecogniseyou。Youhavefailedme;yourlookiscold;youdonotliketohavemenearyou。

  NINA。Youhavegrownsoirritablelately,andyoutalksodarklyandsymbolicallythatyoumustforgivemeifIfailtofollowyou。Iamtoosimpletounderstandyou。

  TREPLIEFF。Allthisbeganwhenmyplayfailedsodismally。A

  womannevercanforgivefailure。Ihaveburntthemanuscripttothelastpage。Oh,ifyoucouldonlyfathommyunhappiness!Yourestrangementistometerrible,incredible;itisasifIhadsuddenlywakedtofindthislakedriedupandsunkintotheearth。Yousayyouaretoosimpletounderstandme;but,oh,whatistheretounderstand?Youdislikedmyplay,youhavenofaithinmypowers,youalreadythinkofmeascommonplaceandworthless,asmanyare。[Stampinghisfoot]HowwellIcanunderstandyourfeelings!Andthatunderstandingistomelikeadaggerinthebrain。Mayitbeaccursed,togetherwithmystupidity,whichsucksmylife—bloodlikeasnake![HeseesTRIGORIN,whoapproachesreadingabook]Therecomesrealgenius,stridingalonglikeanotherHamlet,andwithabook,too。

  [Mockingly]\"Words,words,words。\"Youfeelthewarmthofthatsunalready,yousmile,youreyesmeltandglowliquidinitsrays。Ishallnotdisturbyou。[Hegoesout。]

  TRIGORIN。[Makingnotesinhisbook]Takessnuffanddrinksvodka;alwayswearsblackdresses;islovedbyaschoolteacher——

  NINA。Howdoyoudo?

  TRIGORIN。Howareyou,MissNina?Owingtoanunforeseendevelopmentofcircumstances,itseemsthatweareleavingheretoday。YouandIshallprobablyneverseeeachotheragain,andI

  amsorryforit。Iseldommeetayoungandprettygirlnow;Icanhardlyrememberhowitfeelstobenineteen,andtheyounggirlsinmybooksareseldomlivingcharacters。Ishouldliketochangeplaceswithyou,ifbutforanhour,tolookoutattheworldthroughyoureyes,andsofindoutwhatsortofalittlepersonyouare。

  NINA。AndIshouldliketochangeplaceswithyou。

  TRIGORIN。Why?

  NINA。Tofindouthowafamousgeniusfeels。Whatisitliketobefamous?Whatsensationsdoesitgiveyou?

  TRIGORIN。Whatsensations?Idon’tbelieveitgivesany。

  [Thoughtfully]Eitheryouexaggeratemyfame,orelse,ifitexists,allIcansayisthatonesimplydoesn’tfeelfameinanyway。

  NINA。Butwhenyoureadaboutyourselfinthepapers?

  TRIGORIN。Ifthecriticspraiseme,Iamhappy;iftheycondemnme,Iamoutofsortsforthenexttwodays。

  NINA。Thisisawonderfulworld。IfyouonlyknewhowIenvyyou!

  Menareborntodifferentdestinies。Somedullydragaweary,uselesslifebehindthem,lostinthecrowd,unhappy,whiletooneoutofamillion,astoyou,forinstance,comesabrightdestinyfullofinterestandmeaning。Youarelucky。

  TRIGORIN。I,lucky?[Heshrugshisshoulders]H—m——Ihearyoutalkingaboutfame,andhappiness,andbrightdestinies,andthosefinewordsofyoursmeanasmuchtome——forgivemysayingso——assweetmeatsdo,whichInevereat。Youareveryyoung,andverykind。

  NINA。Yourlifeisbeautiful。

  TRIGORIN。Iseenothingespeciallylovelyaboutit。[Helooksathiswatch]Excuseme,Imustgoatonce,andbeginwritingagain。

  Iaminahurry。[Helaughs]Youhavesteppedonmypetcorn,astheysay,andIamgettingexcited,andalittlecross。Letusdiscussthisbrightandbeautifullifeofmine,though。[Afterafewmoments’thought]Violentobsessionssometimeslayholdofaman:hemay,forinstance,thinkdayandnightofnothingbutthemoon。Ihavesuchamoon。DayandnightIamheldinthegripofonebesettingthought,towrite,write,write!HardlyhaveI

  finishedonebookthansomethingurgesmetowriteanother,andthenathird,andthenafourth——Iwriteceaselessly。Iam,asitwere,onatreadmill。Ihurryforeverfromonestorytoanother,andcan’thelpmyself。Doyouseeanythingbrightandbeautifulinthat?Oh,itisawildlife!Evennow,thrilledasIambytalkingtoyou,Idonotforgetforaninstantthatanunfinishedstoryisawaitingme。Myeyefallsonthatcloudthere,whichhastheshapeofagrandpiano;IinstantlymakeamentalnotethatI

  mustremembertomentioninmystoryacloudfloatingbythatlookedlikeagrandpiano。Ismellheliotrope;Imuttertomyself:asicklysmell,thecolourwornbywidows;Imustrememberthatinwritingmynextdescriptionofasummerevening。

  Icatchanideaineverysentenceofyoursorofmyown,andhastentolockallthesetreasuresinmyliterarystore—room,thinkingthatsomedaytheymaybeusefultome。AssoonasI

  stopworkingIrushofftothetheatreorgofishing,inthehopethatImayfindoblivionthere,butno!Somenewsubjectforastoryissuretocomerollingthroughmybrainlikeanironcannonball。Ihearmydeskcalling,andhavetogobacktoitandbegintowrite,write,write,oncemore。Andsoitgoesforeverlasting。Icannotescapemyself,thoughIfeelthatIamconsumingmylife。TopreparethehoneyIfeedtounknowncrowds,Iamdoomedtobrushthebloomfrommydearestflowers,totearthemfromtheirstems,andtrampletherootsthatborethemunderfoot。AmInotamadman?ShouldInotbetreatedbythosewhoknowmeasonementallydiseased?Yetitisalwaysthesame,sameoldstory,tillIbegintothinkthatallthispraiseandadmirationmustbeadeception,thatIambeinghoodwinkedbecausetheyknowIamcrazy,andIsometimestremblelestI

  shouldbegrabbedfrombehindandwhiskedofftoalunaticasylum。Thebestyearsofmyyouthweremadeonecontinualagonyformebymywriting。Ayoungauthor,especiallyifatfirsthedoesnotmakeasuccess,feelsclumsy,ill—at—ease,andsuperfluousintheworld。Hisnervesareallonedgeandstretchedtothepointofbreaking;heisirresistiblyattractedtoliteraryandartisticpeople,andhoversaboutthemunknownandunnoticed,fearingtolookthembravelyintheeye,likeamanwithapassionforgambling,whosemoneyisallgone。Ididnotknowmyreaders,butforsomereasonIimaginedtheyweredistrustfulandunfriendly;Iwasmortallyafraidofthepublic,andwhenmyfirstplayappeared,itseemedtomeasifallthedarkeyesintheaudiencewerelookingatitwithenmity,andalltheblueoneswithcoldindifference。Oh,howterribleitwas!

  Whatagony!

  NINA。Butdon’tyourinspirationandtheactofcreationgiveyoumomentsofloftyhappiness?

  TRIGORIN。Yes。Writingisapleasuretome,andsoisreadingtheproofs,butnosoonerdoesabookleavethepressthanitbecomesodioustome;itisnotwhatImeantittobe;Imadeamistaketowriteitatall;Iamprovokedanddiscouraged。Thenthepublicreadsitandsays:\"Yes,itiscleverandpretty,butnotnearlyasgoodasTolstoi,\"or\"Itisalovelything,butnotasgoodasTurgenieff’s’FathersandSons,’\"andsoitwillalwaysbe。TomydyingdayIshallhearpeoplesay:\"Cleverandpretty;

  cleverandpretty,\"andnothingmore;andwhenIamgone,thosethatknewmewillsayastheypassmygrave:\"HereliesTrigorin,acleverwriter,buthewasnotasgoodasTurgenieff。\"

  NINA。Youmustexcuseme,butIdeclinetounderstandwhatyouaretalkingabout。Thefactis,youhavebeenspoiltbyyoursuccess。

  TRIGORIN。WhatsuccesshaveIhad?Ihaveneverpleasedmyself;

  asawriter,Idonotlikemyselfatall。ThetroubleisthatI

  ammadegiddy,asitwere,bythefumesofmybrain,andoftenhardlyknowwhatIamwriting。Ilovethislake,thesetrees,theblueheaven;nature’svoicespeakstomeandwakesafeelingofpassioninmyheart,andIamovercomebyanuncontrollabledesiretowrite。ButIamnotonlyapainteroflandscapes,Iamamanofthecitybesides。Ilovemycountry,too,andherpeople;Ifeelthat,asawriter,itismydutytospeakoftheirsorrows,oftheirfuture,alsoofscience,oftherightsofman,andsoforth。SoIwriteoneverysubject,andthepublichoundsmeonallsides,sometimesinanger,andIraceanddodgelikeafoxwithapackofhoundsonhistrail。Iseelifeandknowledgeflittingawaybeforeme。Iamleftbehindthemlikeapeasantwhohasmissedhistrainatastation,andfinallyIcomebacktotheconclusionthatallIamfitforistodescribelandscapes,andthatwhateverelseIattemptringsabominablyfalse。

  NINA。Youworktoohardtorealisetheimportanceofyourwritings。Whatifyouarediscontentedwithyourself?Toothersyouappearagreatandsplendidman。IfIwereawriterlikeyouIshoulddevotemywholelifetotheserviceoftheRussianpeople,knowingatthesametimethattheirwelfaredependedontheirpowertorisetotheheightsIhadattained,andthepeopleshouldsendmebeforetheminachariotoftriumph。

  TRIGORIN。Inachariot?DoyouthinkIamAgamemnon?[Theybothsmile。]

  NINA。FortheblissofbeingawriteroranactressIcouldendurewant,anddisillusionment,andthehatredofmyfriends,andthepangsofmyowndissatisfactionwithmyself;butIshoulddemandinreturnfame,real,resoundingfame![Shecoversherfacewithherhands]Whew!Myheadreels!

  THEVOICEOFARKADINA。[Frominsidethehouse]Boris!Boris!

  TRIGORIN。Sheiscallingme,probablytocomeandpack,butI

  don’twanttoleavethisplace。[Hiseyesrestonthelake]Whatablessingsuchbeautyis!

  NINA。Doyouseethathousethere,onthefarshore?

  TRIGORIN。Yes。

  NINA。Thatwasmydeadmother’shome。Iwasbornthere,andhavelivedallmylifebesidethislake。Iknoweverylittleislandinit。

  TRIGORIN。Thisisabeautifulplacetolive。[Hecatchessightofthedeadsea—gull]Whatisthat?

  NINA。Agull。Constantineshotit。

  TRIGORIN。Whatalovelybird!Really,Ican’tbeartogoaway。

  Can’tyoupersuadeIrinatostay?[Hewritessomethinginhisnote—book。]

  NINA。Whatareyouwriting?

  TRIGORIN。Nothingmuch,onlyanideathatoccurredtome。[Heputsthebookbackinhispocket]Anideaforashortstory。A

  younggirlgrowsupontheshoresofalake,asyouhave。Shelovesthelakeasthegullsdo,andisashappyandfreeasthey。

  Butamanseesherwhochancestocomethatway,andhedestroysheroutofidleness,asthisgullherehasbeendestroyed。[A

  pause。ARKADINAappearsatoneofthewindows。]

  ARKADINA。Boris!Whereareyou?

  TRIGORIN。Iamcomingthisminute。

  Hegoestowardthehouse,lookingbackatNINA。ARKADINAremainsatthewindow。

  TRIGORIN。Whatdoyouwant?

  ARKADINA。Wearenotgoingaway,afterall。

  TRIGORINgoesintothehouse。NINAcomesforwardandstandslostinthought。

  NINA。Itisadream!

  Thecurtainfalls。

  ACTIII

  Thedining—roomofSORIN’Shouse。Doorsopenoutofittotherightandleft。Atablestandsinthecentreoftheroom。Trunksandboxesencumberthefloor,andpreparationsfordepartureareevident。TRIGORINissittingatatableeatinghisbreakfast,andMASHAisstandingbesidehim。

  MASHA。Iamtellingyouallthesethingsbecauseyouwritebooksandtheymaybeusefultoyou。Itellyouhonestly,Ishouldnothavelivedanotherdayifhehadwoundedhimselffatally。YetI

  amcourageous;Ihavedecidedtotearthisloveofmineoutofmyheartbytheroots。

  TRIGORIN。Howwillyoudoit?

  MASHA。BymarryingMedviedenko。

  TRIGORIN。Theschool—teacher?

  MASHA。Yes。

  TRIGORIN。Idon’tseethenecessityforthat。

  MASHA。Oh,ifyouknewwhatitistolovewithouthopeforyearsandyears,towaitforeverforsomethingthatwillnevercome!I

  shallnotmarryforlove,butmarriagewillatleastbeachange,andwillbringnewcarestodeadenthememoriesofthepast。

  Shallwehaveanotherdrink?

  TRIGORIN。Haven’tyouhadenough?

  MASHA。Fiddlesticks![Shefillsaglass]Don’tlookatmewiththatexpressiononyourface。Womendrinkoftenerthanyouimagine,butmostofthemdoitinsecret,andnotopenly,asI

  do。Theydoindeed,anditisalwayseithervodkaorbrandy。

  [Theytouchglasses]Toyourgoodhealth!YouaresoeasytogetonwiththatIamsorrytoseeyougo。[Theydrink。]

  TRIGORIN。AndIamsorrytoleave。

  MASHA。Youshouldaskhertostay。

  TRIGORIN。Shewouldnotdothatnow。Hersonhasbeenbehavingoutrageously。Firstheattemptedsuicide,andnowIhearheisgoingtochallengemetoaduel,thoughwhathisprovocationmaybeIcan’timagine。Heisalwayssulkingandsneeringandpreachingaboutanewformofart,asifthefieldofartwerenotlargeenoughtoaccommodatebotholdandnewwithoutthenecessityofjostling。

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